Words in Season From that late Worthy Sufferer and Servant of the Lord Jesus an able Minister of the New-Testament according to that Character 2 Cor. 6.4 5 c. Mr. Abraham Cheare VIZ. I. Faith's Conquest over the Tortures and Tenders of an Hour of Temptation on Heb. 11.35 II. The Embalming of a Dead Cause on Mark 14.8 III. Remarkable Discourses on his Dying-Bed with Copies and Extracts of Letters on several occasions Useful for those whose Hearts are engaged to serve the Will of God in this Generation London Printed for Nathan Brookes in Bartholomew-Close 1668. The Publisher to the READER I Doubt not but the following Discourses carry so much evidence of Truth and Holiness as will sufficiently commend them to the Hearts and Consciences of the upright as proceeding from one who believed and therefore spake delivered what he received as a Scribe instructed unto the Kingdom of Heaven the Fear of the Lord being evidently his treasure wherein he walked all the day long and by which he was enabled to bear those hard things which a constant Spirit in keeping the Commandments of God and Faith of Jesus holding fast the Word and Works of God drew upon him bringing him into fellowship with tryals and sufferings upon the Wayes Truths Interest and People of the Lord in this Generation It may highly concern the living to lay to heart the removal of Prophets and holy Ones true mourners that sought to stand in the Gap to turn away wrath that it might not come to the utmost I am sure it hath a sad aspect when even a Professing but too much complying People stand as on the other side or at a distance from those who earnestly contend for the Faith holding fast what they have received and are far from right laying to heart That through the hatred of the world righteous men perish and merciful men are taken away I doubt not but there remains a remnant whose minds by such providences are deeply impressed well-nigh to over-whelming further than help is given and the hand stretched forth to lead to the Rock that is higher than we when in all parts and corners the beauty and glory is cutting off as a fading-flower and how hard is it to speak and do as becometh under such astonishing stroaks and with him Ezek. 24.18 to hold on doing as the Lord Commands I am perswaded that sigh often goes up Ezek. 11.13 with Amos 7.5 O Lord cease I beseech thee by whom shall Jacob arise for he is small The reviving and desired issues of that work falling under great distrusts even with those that are the Friends thereof when if I may allude to it Luke 24.19 c those who are as Prophets mighty in deed and word before God and all the People Instruments polished to carry it on to an expected end are cut off and laying aside daily so hard is it for us to understand that thus it ought to be that so the excellency of the power may be acknowledged to be of God and not of men that all may see his Work is perfect his Word is tryed with whom is no restraint for he sendeth by whom he will the residue of the Spirit being with him who will in due time raise up and furnish Instruments for every service and if at this time men think that by cutting off and wearing out Saints and faithful Ones their nest is set on high they shall be delivered from the power of evil none remaining to cry out of their violence and spoyl to detect the unrighteousness of their wayes and doings the very stone shall cry out of the Wall and the beam out of the Timber shall witness against them I humbly pray and wish that the cast-out scattered peeled people in whose heart is the Fear of the Lord under all amusing dispensations may yet increase in the Faith that stands in the Power of God and is of the operation of his Spirit in the exercise thereof which judgeth not after appearances they may understand all these deaths passing over persons and things but needful and preparatory for the Glory that is to follow when their filth and defilements by the Spirit of Judgment and by the Spirit of Burning shall be put away the slow progress of which work with the discovery made of so great a defection from professed Light and Principles ought greatly to be laid to heart how many by reason thereof turn from the Truth and are confirmed in Athiesm even by the deceitful working of those who in the failure of outward advantages and exposal to necessities bonds and death set themselves at such a distance from the works of God our eyes have seen the begining of fulfilling Prophesies Threatnings and Promises to the last dayes as if either there was no Holiness or Righteousness in them or that they were unacquainted with the inward Life and Spirit of them so deeply hath corruption the spirit of the world mingled it self with those who not long since in greatest seeming Light and Zeal professed to seek after a better state of things Even looking for and hastning to the new Heavens and new Earth wherein dwells Righteousness but the Works of God being forgotten no wonder his Word is so little believed or his counsel waited for It was a worthy Expostulation but a few years since before some then in the exercise of Authority of one who I fear hath out-lived the force of it which though large hoping it may be of use I take leave here to transcribe If you will be able to steer your Course a-right if you would take one streight step have in a readiness an acquaintance with the work of God what it is that he aims at by which you may be guided in all your undertakings Suppose now a man or men should come and ask of you What God hath done in these Nations What he hath wrought and effected What is brought forth Have you an answer in readiness Certainly God hath done so much as that he expects you should be able to give an account of it take heed that every one of you be not ready to speak the disquietments of your own Spirits and so cast contempt on the Work of God something else is required of you I have sometimes in darkness and under temptations my self begun to think that what hath been is the thing that is and there is no new thing under the Sun as it hath been among the Heathen of old so it hath been amongst us or as it was with Israel 1 King 16.21 22. Then were the people of Israel divided into two parts half of the people followed Tibni the son of Ginath to make him King and half followed Omri but the people that followed Omri prevailed against the people that followed Tibni the son of Ginath so Tibni died and Omri reigned That a common thing and frequent in the World had befaln us wherein God had no hand but that of common Providence in dashing
acts of Beleevers is drawn out of the Old Testament and calculated as I may so express it to that meridian These all died in faith obtaining a good report but received not the Promise vers 13. 39. yet serveth not only indifferently for the Gospel-dayes wherein we are but indeed commends it self the more transcendently to us by how much God hath provided some better things for us having opened more fully the obiect of believing the Lord Jesus in the Gospel and poured out more plentifully the holy Spirit of Promise than it was ordinarily in those dayes which Consideration may serve to afford both mighty Aid and Argument to Believers now to encourage Christians to trust upon the Lord to do for them more than they can ask or think according to the power which worketh in them in their faithful following him Not to stand upon the opening particularly of these words nor on the exact time when they were fulfilled very likely this and some other here about had reference to the cruel sufferings in the times of the Maccabees which the Hebrews to whom this Epistle was written had reason to have a particular knowledge of although the History to us be Apocrypha it may suffice us that the Spirit of the Lord hath here infallibly determined such things were done and that the Conquest was truly attributable to this believing as it dealt with and drew vertue from the power of God So that without more a-do in the words are Four things observeable 1. Here is the Noble and Glorious Principle in which all these rare exploits are wrought on the commendation of which the whole Chapter insisteth By Faith they did it whether in all the subject mentioned it was a Faith that was saving will not be here disputed this is plain it was such Faith at least as falls within the Word of God and builds upon the Authority thereof in the business they were concerned in upon which foundation they went through and under-went what was before them in following God in their generations 2. We have here the subject or seat of action upon which this great Experiment is tryed and that is a tortured butchered massacred harmless weak Believer Others were Tortured a particular Inventory whereof made and taken in the verses following 36 37 38. such cruel usages as were beneath humanity to inflict and above humanity to sustain were exercised on and invincibly endured by these poor souls under the aid and influence of that Faith of theirs 3. Here is the magnanimity and excellency of spirit described unto which their faith raised them putting its self in the noble denyal repulse given to the tender of deliverance upon any unworthy terms They Accepted not Deliverance though their Persecuters came with torments in one hand and tenders in the other in as much as both were manifest Artifices and Engines to accomplish the same design as they slighted the threatnings of the one so they scorned the allurements of the other Deliverance in it self and as it may be considered is a mercy and the acceptance of it is a duty and consequently the refusal of it would have been their evil But if Deliverance cannot be had but upon terms dishonorable to the Lord if deliverance be a snare then to accept of such deliverance is a sin at least a great blemish to beleeving of which more hereafter 4. We have the powerful Motive and blessed Prospect that Faith took in view from whence strength was gathered to bear the tortures and forbear the deliverance and that was The obtaining a better Resurrection they had their eye and heart set upon a way of deliverance for which they would be beholding to the Lord only and this is called A better Resurrection that is not only better than their tortures but better also than any deliverance that could be offer'd to them this fixed expectation of their Faith carried them above any base or unworthy cringings to the sons of violence If you consider the words in their Connexion and dependancy on the former part of the verse you have this observable Women received their dead Children returned to life again this was verified 1 King 17.23 2 King 4.36 Others viz. other Women were tortured i. e had their living children tortured not accepting deliverance for them this is storied 2 Maccab. 6. If we consider Women as the subjects of this strong Faith who are stiled 1 Pet. 3.7 the weaker vessels Widows perhaps and desolate yet trusting in God hardly any faith out-went theirs Oh Woman Great is thy Faith we might by the way gather this Observation ☞ That the weaker vessels may be capable of exercising the strongest Faith Out of weakness they were made strong when I am weak then I am strong this treasure as well as the discoveries of the Gospel is put into earthen-vessels that the excellency of the power may be of God and not of us that as the strength of Flesh may not glory in his presence so neither may the weakness of a poor Saint occasion him to sink or dispond but he that glorieth may glory only in the Lord. But I shall not stand here but proceed to draw forth and make a brief improvement of some of the Observations that lie most plain in the words themselves one of which is plainly thus Doct. 1. That the most cruel tortures that have been invented by the vilest sons of men have by divine permission been vented upon the choicest sons of God They of whom in Gods accompt the world was not worthy the best of earth was not good enough for them vers 38. in mans accompt the worst of earth was not bad enough As they are made the filth of the world and off-scouring of all things 1 Cor. 4.13 so no instruments of cruelty can be enough vile or forcible in their thoughts to rid and deliver it of them The lust and rage in all generations hath been fruitful in inventions of this kind they were stoned they were sawn asunder c. the innumerable variety of particulars are reducible to this general They where Tortured I shall only attempt to pursue this Point to an issue by speaking briefly to these two enquiries 1. What is meant by these Tortures 2. Whence hath it sprung that they such an harmless People as they have had this for theit lot or why have they been tortured thus As for the former thus The word here rendered torture is observed no where else to be used in the New-Testament and in strictness of speech signifieth to be used and dealt withal as men do with a Drum viz. 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 à nomine 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 which figurative expression directs us for its meaning either to the manner or end of mens cruel dealing with them If the former be lookt on as intended then the resemblance is taken from the manner of their torments answering either to the violent stretching out or distending the head of the
experiment of those constant supports and sweetnings that I know a poor worm hath enjoyed in this condition yet it 's not your bonds I desire but your blessedness exalted over the heads of them especially I desire on your behalf that your soul may be furnished with that satisfactory clearness in the Cause and jealousie of the terms of Deliverance that invite you forth that in patience you may possess your soul with constancy enjoy the sweetness of it from its fitness for converse with God and with courage and resolution refel those Hen-pickings which I presume is your portion by some prudent Cowards wherewith your City aboundeth and your large acquaintance hath made you known unto I trust the great things of the Name Interest Glory and Gospel-truths of Jesus Christ owned by your act and sealed to in their excellency by your bonds will out-weigh the self-saving arguments of air health trade liberty which are things and greater things than these that must be hated upon this competition That prudent Proposal of Master save thy self had more of the Devil in it than I think Peter was aware when it was brought in to retard Christ's opportunity of glorifying his Father and saving his People in a way of suffering You well know the excellent proof of the Faith of those Travellers of old was they conquered the opportunity they had of returning to their Comforts and Relations their Kindred and Countrey from whence they came Truly there is before you and in your hand an opportunity of glorifying God in a way of suffering and it puts me in mind of a passage of a good man treating of the gale of opportunity thus expresseth himself to the case in hand A man may have an opportunity to suffer for Christ which if he neglect he may never have the like again To suffer for Christ is honourable God will not put this honour upon every one he puts this honour upon his Vessels of honour he gives Grace to a man and casts him into a vessel of Silver or Gold and then throws them into the fire to melt suffer for his Name The Mettal of that Christian must be Silver or Gold that can suffer for Christ a vessel of Wood throw it into the fire its Hoops will fly off it will break asunder and never hold out The three Children that were cast into the fiery furnace what glorious mould and metal were they made of Had they not taken that opportunity to suffer for God they might never meet with such a one again 1 What a spreading Fame and Glory of God did their sufferings scatter over all the World Dan. 3.28 29. God's Glory shines out of their sufferings enemies acknowledge none like Israel's God 2 They honour themselves 1. They no sooner in the fire but they meet with Jesus there vers 24 25. according to Isa 43.2 2. It was an honour to them that God should work such a noble miracle for them as to stop the mouth of the fire that it could not burn them 3 Their Suffering was the Churches honour and advantage it won great respect and honour to the Jewish Church and Religion 4 Did not their Suffering and God's owning them strengthen the weak Faith of their distressed Brethren the poor Jewes Your Sufferings may be the Conversion of others How willing would you be to Preach a Sermon if you were sure it would be the Conversion of some soul thy Suffering for Christ may be the best Sermon that ever thou preachedst in thy life and may win more upon souls as we say The best Living is the best Preaching so I say To suffer well is the best preaching c. 5 It will encrease your future glory 2 Cor. 4.17 I had other things on my thoughts but am interrupted by the unavoidable access of strangers and noise I may next say a little more I am troubled to break off thus but you know the heart the opportunity the interruption of a Prisoner especially where there there is a full and rude Prison The Lord help you that by a patient continuing in well-doing you may commit your soul body estate liberty into the hands of God as of a faithful Creator knowing whom you have believed and that he is able to keep that which you have committed to him against that day only the good thing that blessed Testimony to Truth as it is in Jesus committed by him unto you keep through the holy Spirit that dwelleth in you Sell not for a supposed opportunity to buy and sell and get gain your real opportunity to exalt Jesus Christ in suffering for his Names sake most who make haste this way out of bonds do usually reckon they will be more prudent next than to suffer for a circumstance and commonly God shews himself more jealous of his Glory than to imploy them again in so honourable a work Vnless as one of the Martyrs in Queen Maries time who recanted his Profession because said he I cannot burn for Christ but shortly after his House was burnt as I remember and he must burn without Christ Tho Lord strengthen you with might in your soul Amen Yours c. 30th of the 5th mon. 64. Upon a Letter sent to him for Conveyance from a Church of Christ in London to one of their Fellowship in Prison near him That you may stand perfect and compleat in all the Will of God desired My inward Friend THe receipt of yours to me exposing to my view for advantage as well as committing to my hand for Conveyance that lively instance of the care of a whole Congregation towards one of their Members was not more welcome to me than the matter offered therein to observation was rebuking and convincing of my sinful shortness towards divers unto whom I stand deeply engaged as well as dearly related in Gospel-bonds I hope it hath had and will farther be succeeded with this issue to awaken me to a farther observation and apprehension of that great debt that I owe on Christ's behalf to divers souls whose faces for a long time I have not seen in the flesh from which my distance in respect of place doth not discharge me in point of duty and be of directive usefulness to guide my way and inform how I ought to behave my self among the scattered members of the Church of the Living God which is where it is as it should be the Pillar and Ground of Truth on which as on a Pillar that should go out no more should stand engraven to be seen and read of all men the publick Edicts of our King with all his Statutes and Judgments especially in a time when they are spoken against and would be razed out nay razed to the very foundation thereof by the sons of Edom that border of wickedness the people against whom God hath indignation for ever The consideration whereof doth not only require that they be living stones who are competent for such ends having living tables in their
a Religious Pretext for their cruel act Gen. 34.31 Cursed be their anger for it was fierce and their wrath for it was cruel Gen. 49.7 4. Another occasion of their wrath boyling up to torment ariseth from the constant bold and couragious Spirit that is sometimes found in the Lord's people that will neither be debauched with their terms nor broken by their threats this exasperats exceedingly So it is with the three Worthies Dan. 3.16 18 19. We are not careful to answer thee in this matter be it known to thee O King we will not serve thy Gods nor Worship thy golden Image which thou hast set up Then was the King full of fury and the form of his visage changed against them and commanded the Furnace to be heated seven times more thaâ— it was wont c. See also vers 22. When Steven stood in the boldness of his Testimony Acts 7.54 57. It cut them to the heart they gnashed on him with their teeth cryed out stopt their ears ran upon him with one accord cast him out of the City and stoned him If Mordecai will not bow Haman is on a rack all his comforts do not comfort him till he shew himself profound for slaughter not an ordinary gallows will serve the turn A Consideration which ought not to be improved as many do that because they are apt to be thus enraged therefore we are to slack our Testimony thereby to abate their fury but rather to wait on the Lord with the more earnestness to double and multiply his Spirit and the strengths and consolations of it with us as they Acts 4.29 Though the Heathen rage c. Now Lord behold their threatnings and grant to thy Servants that with all boldness they may speak thy Word They do not beg Prudence Policy Skill to evade and escape but more anointing to testifie boldly for the Lord which was granted fully 5. When unto all this there is super-added the opportunity of wicked men's having the power of Magistracy in their hands Prov. 28.15 16. I mind when they have a providential admittance to the capacity of making Laws and putting them in execution against the people of God having their own lusts uncontroulable and an advantage of covering their cruelty under pretext of Law and to asperse the faithfulness of Saints to the Laws of Jesus Christ with the odious charges of being against Magistracy and not being subject to the higher Powers c. the old accusation Neh. 2.19 ch 6.6 Hest 3.8 Acts 17.6 7. They now rush upon the poor Lambs of Christ with all their lusts as so many sayls bearing nay in these capacities there is occasion to draw forth those monstrous cruelties which perhaps they hardly thought were hid in their hearts as you see in that remarkable instance of Hazael who when he was told He would slay the young men of Israel with the sword dash the Children and rip up the Women with child replied But what is thy servant a Dog that he should do this great thing He thought its likely that unless he did degenerate from humanity and became a beast he could not perform such strange things but what is the answer of the Prophet The Lord hath shewed me thou shalt be King over Syria 2 King 8.18 Intimating that whatever fierce and dogged disposition lay hid in his heart against the Lords interest under what plausible pretext soever it might be covered for a time from others nay whatever better perswasions he might have of himself about it yet his King-ship would give opportunity and provocation enough to draw them forth to grow up into his conceipt Joh. 19.10 Knowest thou not that I have power to crucifie thee and power to release thee will give strong temptation to a wicked man to condemn and kill the Just though he doth not resist especially when an intrest of worldly honour seems to lie that way ver 12. notwithstanding convictions and reluctancies of Conscience to the contrary Dan. 6.14 15 16. Mat. 14.7 9. These may serve as some of the Reasons giving light why and whence it is that it hath been the lot of Saints some have been tortured thus I shall only touch a little Practical Improvement by drawing these Inferences Use 1. If it be so that the Lord's people have their times by the permission nay the appointment of God wherein they have been and may be tortured put to the most violent shameful way of dying or the most slavish miserable and disgraceful way of living though the most choice of all his Children It then may serve to caution such as are lookers on how they proceed to make a positive judgement of men and things according to the severe dispensations they are carried through a mistake upon which very great inconveniencies have often followed and yet very incident in our Censuring-day to divers who deal with the Lord's Interest in their conclusions as the Barbarians with that providence of the Viper on Paul's hand pass a judgment Without doubt this man is a murderer whom though he escaped the Sea yet vengeance suffereth not to live But such rash conclusions frequently revert as much into the quite contrary extream as it did with them Acts 28.4 5 6. It becomes us therefore to lay our conclusions of this kind upon other principles than these which are not appointed directly to signifie what we are apt often to infer from them singly considered Eccles 9.1 if the best of men have endured the worst of torments if from the beginning it hath been so such fiery tryals should be no strange things to us nor should we draw any strange deductions from it either to the censure of the persons or dislike of the cause testified to thereby Use 2. If the rage of man having all the aggravations and advantages above-named be such a fierce thing and hath been so fruitful in torments on the Saints and if we have such caution to expect more in the latter days wherein iniquity must be expected to abound then let it teach us to admire the wonderful grace of God to poor England and to the poor Saints of God in it that have lived in such times wherein men that hate them have such Laws in hand and at hand to destroy them nay having it in the power of their hand to put them in execution having also received such exasperation in the years that are past to remember and revenge many old grudges and yet so few to this day compared with the body of professing people in this Nation have suffered these things in their extremity that we should be helped to cleave to the Lord and every one of us alive before him That there is no more blood mingled with our sacrifices the Bush burn in the fire and yet not be consumed it is the Lord's doings and marvellous in our eyes and should be owned and improved as an argument to strengthen our faith against the many faintings we are lyable unto in further
occasion to weak ones to question almost every thing whether there be any thing of Truth in it seeing the generality of all Professors have been in the entrance on this Tryal so hardly fixed to any thing that endangereth the loss of their external accommodations If it be enquired Why so many shrink and totter who profess the Truth I answer It doth not argue that their Principle was naught and so the cause of their tottering but their standing upon that principle was not sound they were not joyned to the things they professed they were not mixt with Faith Heb. 4.2 There are many principles on which many have adventured their All and endured great Tortures and yet no truth or soundness in them See 1 Cor. 13.3 Though I give my body to be burned and have not charity it were nothing Which implyeth a possibility on hollow and unsound bottoms to proceed thus far and yet find no acceptance with God at all in it We may consider a few Principles that will carry men to endure torments and yet not such as we may justifie 1. First there is Self-Righteousness a design to establish a man 's own Righteousness in opposition to the Righteousness of Christ in the Gospel its wonderful to consider what tortures it will wade through in compassing its design You know that Observation the Apostle makes of it Col. 2.23 where speaking of the attempts made to deceive and spoyl Christians of the simplicity of the Gospel partly by the Heathenish Philosophy and partly by Jewish Superstition they meet in this A shew of wisdom they have in Will-worship and humility neglecting the Body not in any honour to the satisfying the flesh Flesh will be satisfied and a design of flesh carried on vigorously to promote its righteousness though it be in a neglecting dishonouring offering violence to the body Men have and do admit great hardships on their body to promote the righteousness of the flesh Again Another principle that will carry men through sufferings wonderfully is the lust of the flesh when there is some untamed lust that seems to be crost by sufferings and especially if it can be hid under the cloak of some profession As for instance the Pride and Ambition of a man where it rageth and is unmortified it will rush and make a noise a great while through sufferings Such a man will scorn to be said to bow to be called a Turn-coat to yield to such a subdued unworthy generation So likewise headiness frowardness where it takes head and heart it will rush as the Horse into the battel The Counsel of the froward is carried headlong Job 5.13 It s master-piece is blind madness 3. Moreover Strong affections to the persons of men and admiration of them because of advantage The Disciples would go and die with Lazarus Joh. 11.16 They would follow Jesus into Prison and into Death Luke 22.33 Affections led Peter upon the Waves for Christ's company but could not keep him from sinking Many would go to the ends of the Earth for the love they bear to such a Ministry to such a People c. But if this be the height and strength of it it will abate and decay upon sharp tryal 4. Lastly When a man's case becomes desperate as Saul Men will fall upon their Sword Judas hang himself Men will desire to die and it flees from them Upon the whole this Conclusion issueth forth The goodness of a man's Bottom Spirit Cause or Principle is not to be concluded from the resoluteness of his standing and on the contrary other wayes must be sought to determine and censure the badness of a Principle besides the Apostacy of Professors from it All they that were in Asia forsook Paul 2 Tim. 1.15 At his first Answer no man stood by him ch 4.16 All scattered to their own from Christ Joh. 16.32 Sought their own things and not the things which are Jesus Christs Phil. 2.21 And yet Truth 's professed by them never the worse for all this Let 's then be less rash in judging them and their standing taking heed rather lest we fall God is able to graft them in and make them stand again Deliverance when God may be seen bringing it and enjoyed in it ought to be accepted and Faith fittest to give the best acceptation to it 2dly But to pass this by my aim in the next place principally is to consider Deliverance as it is in the tempters hand as an offer of his and as in design to carry on the same projects that he had in the Torment and that is To ensnare and debauch the person when the Tortures have made such a breach upon the members as the Tormenter thinks he hath caused some impression by way of despondency on the mind that he supposeth former reasonings are someway weakned and former resolutions abated now is Deliverance tendered as a bait to draw the soul off from its stedfastness Now Faith is of power to interpose to relieve the poor tortured tempted soul setling it upon the power of God and by gathering up his spirits to help him to make that gallant repulse that honourable refusal to it in all its painted and alluring beauty I scorn your Deliverance Got behind me Satan thou art an offence to me You have the excellency of Faith described in other subjects vers 37. They were stoned they were sawn asunder They were tempted were slain with the sword Among other conquests of believing this was not the least that in the midest of other cruel Tortures they were tempted and yet were conquerors How tempted Why as is said above v. 15. they had opportunities to have returned to have escaped and this was the nobility of their spirits they slighted such opportunities when temptation lay in opportunities We are therefore here to observe this further Supposition to be implyed in the former assertion ☞ That the fairest offers of Deliverance in a Torturers hand may carry the foulest designs of Temptation in them and then is Faith eminently concerned to take heed of them and resist them Indeed if persons will be by no means perswaded to look otherwayes than on the out-side of the offer it is not strange if they take if such swallow them down as the unwary Fish doth Hook and all but if they belong to God they must vomit them up again God shall cast them out of their belly When God hath a soul under the Rod upon the Rack in measure when it breaketh forth he will debate with it he seeks to make impressions by frequent solicitations to get entrence by some means or other for his designs of grace and holiness which he doth gradually chafe in this way Job 33.14 15 16 19 c. ch 36.8 9 10. In like manner though with a differing design when Satan can but have the winnowing Luke 22.31 and hampering of a child of God Job 1.11 12. ch 2.5 6. his whole design is to make impressions of pollution Curse God and die
let go thy integrity and the remembrance and experience he hath how many strong men have fallen this way encourageth and emboldens him to deal frequently this way As we see those instruments of his did with Jeremiah ch 20.10 All my familiers watch for my halting peradventure he will be inticed and we shall prevaile against him and take our revenge on him Sampson had a great spirit and by plain force could not be subdued but a Dalilah is prevalent to ensnare him David shall have Michal given him to Wife but in design that she may be a snare to him 1 Sam. 18.21 There being no Inchantment against Jacob nor Divination against Israel Balaam the Son of Beor gives counsel to take Israel in a way that had more of Efficacy to divide betwixt them and their God than could be expected from Balacks fighting them or Balaams cursing them Micah 6.5 Numb 25.1 2 3. Every man is tempted when he is drawn aside of his own lust and inticed c. James 1.14 15. By these wayes is a poor soul overcome and brought into bondage frequently when open violence will do but little harm on him Now the attempts of the enemy in such a season when the poor man is in the fear or feeling of Torture are carried on one of these Two wayes 1. Sometimes so gross is the Design so apparent is the Project to debase and debauch as every eye may see it and he that runs may reade it and consequently so as the common reason of men not only may detect it but offer relief against it when Violence springeth up into a Rod of wickedness it is usually thus and then the escape and conquest is more easily obtained the very principles of humanity guiding a man in his choice and refusal In vain saith Solomon Prov. 1.17 is the Net spread in the sight of any Bird. When the Project lies so open as Reason and Morality dictate and assist against it it s not then so properly attributed to Faith to do it But 2. Satan's Project is many times carried on very covertly and lies hid and concealed under many very specious shews and pretences the danger of standing out the reasonableness of yielding and complying are ready to be disputed with much demonstration Now when really the case is thus and the snares of Satan are thus couched and latent the soul is only preserved by the meer grace of God and Faith comes to be magnified in the glory of its operation for short of that while Faith is not upon its quick exercise the soul is lyable ere ever it is aware to be taken and carried away his reason lyable to captivity and the abundance of these Cavils may divide the man within himself against himself To be in a capacity of resolving all these Doubts and answering or at least stilling silencing all these Objections on the side of Truth This speaks the victory of Faith and proclaims the man a Believer indeed Of this there is a very pregnant Instance in this Chapter in the case of Moses vers 24 25 26. The deliberations of his mind are exprest in acts of Chusing Refusing Esteeming all which were imployed in weighing a case very like this of which the Text treateth He refused Deliverance and Preferment with all the Accommodations imaginable and imbraced Afflictions Reproaches Sufferings not as out of direct necessity but as of choice upon terms that must necessarily expose him to the common Censure of Observers We may weigh and accommodate to our use some Circumstances in that affair He refused to be called the Son of Pharaohs Daughter It s supposed and most probable Pharaohs Daughter was Heiress to the Crown of Egypt and having no Children would have adopted Moses as her Son to entitle him to the Succession of the Crown of Egypt or at least to advance him to an high capacity of Honour and Dominion in that Court Now all this he refuseth not only dis-esteems but denies to touch with it and this not on a fit or in a heat as a youthful frollick for the Spirit notes it to be when he was come to years And Acts 7.22 23. He was learned in all the Wisdom of the Egyptians mighty in words and in deeds and when he was full 40 years it came into his heart c. All which shews him to have been both as to his Age and the ripeness of his Understanding every way capable of putting forth acts of mature and deliberate Consideration especially in a matter of such moment to him Well thus capacitated he Refuseth that and it not meerly to exchange for a retired contemplative way of living wherein he might more desireably accommodate his noble genius by being sequested from the noise sensualities of the Court But He chuseth to suffer Afflictions with the people of God their state at this time was very terrible in the Iron furnace where he could expect at best nothing but lash and labour both which must needs be the more irksome for that he had not been bred or accustomed to them but he stands fixed in his choice as upon an estimate of things on all hands in which he concludes he had the better bargain Esteeming the Reproach of Christ greater treasure than the riches of Egypt c. It might be easie to represent to our selves what abundant Reason according to flesh and blood would stand up against this choice of his Would not Sence have said Never make this Choice you will never be able to endure the Brick-kilne the cruel Task-masters the hard fare of Onions and Garlick who have been bred so delicately fed so deliciously clad so honourably Would not Policy have said Never make this Choice it will savour of a design That you intend to grow popular among an heady mutinous Nation you purpose to take your advantage to rebel against the King to shake off the yoke of Servitude you are known at Court and will be eyed and incur the wroth of the King above any man in Egypt Keep your station meddle not with Changes now the eyes and expectation of all begin to be fixed on you Would not Parents and Friends have said Make not this Choice you will utterly over-throw our fortunes to which you may now be probably in a capacity to raise us in this your act you will involve us under the same cloud and common hardship and suffering with your self and to be made miserable by the hand that we expect advancement by is a double misery Would not Israel the best and wisest of them say Oh! whatever you do make not that Choice Now you are in a fair probability to do us good in a publick capacity You may be Pharaoh and then may let Israel go at least you may be another Joseph a Second in the Kingdom and in that capacity may obtain if not a rescinding yet a relaxing of the rigour of the Laws that bind our burdens so insufferably upon us that cut off
as a man not to serve Christ or do any thing for thy God as a Christian man 3 If thou art violently restrained by them the sin of any omission of Duty and Service lies at their door and to their peril be it when the King shall demand the reason of thy want of service but when thou acceptest of those terms thou becamest accessary with them art in conjunction with them it s thy sin as much if not more than theirs they think they do God good service 4 If thou art only bound by the hands of Violence the Lord looks on thee and reckons thee as his free man free in Spirit thou reservest the dominion of that for God Thou livest not dyest not as a Fool dieth but as a man falleth before wicked men 2 Sam. 3.33 34. Object Now there is little opportunity to do the Lord any such service but if ever an opportunity present I hope to be as ready as another may not such obligations be enervated repented of and a soul disobliged from them Answ It hath been and is still the crying sin of this day and of the years past That persons have thought it a very small matter to make and break these kind of Engagements according as interest presents them with an opportunity the iniquity and provocation whereof I shall only attempt to open in one Scripture Ezek. 17.12 13 to vers 20. where God expostulates the case with the rebellious House of Judah They and the King of Babylon make a Covenant and there is for ratification of it the Oath of God added The King of Babylons design was to make the Kingdom base that it might not lift up its self and in this exigency they make a Covenant The question is put Whether their taking an opportunity to shake off this yoke and break this Covenant might not be succeeded with prosperity This consequence the Lord disclaims with the highest indignation and that because of the Oath of God the quarrel and controversie of that Oath and Covenant should be required severely at the hands of such a treacherous people If thy hand have been lifted up in Truth Righteousness and Judgement already then take care how thou retract that and to whom thou lift it up the second time lest it prove a double provocation 5. If I cannot come at the good of Deliverance but I must intrench upon the Name Honour and Glory of God which he hath lifted up in the World I may not touch with that Deliverance There are some wayes and works of God wherein he hath more immediately and eminently in some generations concerned his Name than in others or than ever it was before God went to make him a Name of Greatness and Terribleness by Redeeming Israel out of Egypt and driving the Nations out of Canaan 1 Chron. 17.21 Isa 63.12 14. Sâ— by bringing Judah out of Babylon and will do by bringing his Sion from under Antichrist Toward the later whereof he hath made very glorious advances in our dayes and we have sung his praise in them so as it may be said of his Holy People at this day as of Israel of old Deut. 4.32 33 34. And all this he hath done to get himself a glorious Name Our zeal for which and love to which is now brought to tryal whether we will yea or nay deny his Name A faithful adhering to which though by a people that have but little strength is very acceptable to the Lord Rev. 3.8 9 10. And he will do great things for such in times and hours of temptation If therefore God be at this day so tender of his Name as he is that he will not give his glory to another we ought to be upon his side in this design and especially when this Name of his comes to be spoken about all our Deliverances ought to be brought to this test if they may be had with a saving to this Name they are welcome otherwayes they may not be accepted Object But whatsoever we can say was done in our dayes of that kind the Lord now appears plucking it down again leads that strength into captivity gives that glory into the enemies hand bestowes the marks of favour upon the other party who thrive and prosper and being advanced to the capacity we see them we do but follow Providence in joyning there Answ 1. The best of thy plea is God is angry with his People hath a great Controversie with them which he pleads with deep and bitter strokes and thou wilt be on his side angry with them too and plead against them In so doing thou mayest be right and safe but I must tell thee thou hast very much reason to take heed both of thy standing and frame of spirit lest his indignation take place on thee for being out of thy place the Lord is very jealous against such as offer their service to be the executioners of his rebukes upon his heritage Zech. 1.15 Psal 69.26 Isa 47.6 that was a sore word Obadiah vers 11. For thy violence against thy Brother shame shall cover thee in the day that thou stoodest on the Other side thou shouldest not have looked on the day of thy Brother c. The Lord takes special notice on what side men stand when he is dealing with his own Children for their folly 2 Moreover the Lord's rebuke is not against his People for their Principle and testimony but for their unsutableness to that Testimony and Principle of theirs which they professed And now he is come in the way of this tryal to see whether we will cleave to him with our whole heart and with our whole soul what remnant they be who will cleave to him in principles of Righteousness of Holiness of Purity of Godliness of Gospel-worship of an Heavenly Conversation and underneath the feet of these subject their interest of Ease Rest Liberty Estates Limbs Lives his Voice is therefore now in this respect who is upon the Lord's side Psal 94.16 Here it s an exceeding mercy indeed to have obtained mercy to be faithful not to deny his Name whatever it costs 6. Deliverance is then to be dreaded not accepted when I cannot come at the good of Deliverance without giving just occasion of stumbling to many to fall and of grief and affliction to the bonds of many that stand Precious in the sight of the Lord are the lives and souls of the poorest Saints and ought to be tender to us that we do nothing whereby they be stumbled offended or made weak much less destroyed for whom Christ died Asaphs first conviction of his extravagancy Psal 73.15 was if he should speak thus he should offend against the generation of Gods Children As he was tender so the Lord is very jealous of this Ezek. 13.22 how the heart of the Righteous be made sad whom God hath not made sad and the hands of the wicked strengthned that they should not return from their wicked way c. I confess
bring us together again and make amends for all the loss herein sustained Then we shall be ever with the Lord in that triumph of which the stranger cannot intermeddle with the Joy Comfort one another with these words and the God of all Consolation be with you Amen FINIS THE EMBALMING OF A Dead Cause OR Christ's kind acceptance of sincere though weak attempts to preserve a sweet savour upon his Concerns in the World under those many deaths he is pleased to draw on them until their promised Resurrection Heb. 12.22 But ye are come to Mount Sion and unto the City of the Living God the Heavenly Jerusalem and to an innumerable company of Angels Gen. 50.26 So Joseph died being an hundred and ten years old and they embalmed him and he was put in a Coffin in Egypt Isa 26.19 Thy dead men shall live together with my dead body shall they arise Awake and sing ye that dwell in dust for thy dew is as the dew of herbs and the Earth shall cast out the dead Job 14.14 If a man die shall he live again All the dayes of my appointed time will I wait till my change come Printed in the Year 1668. THE EMBALMING OF A DEAD CAUSE Mark 14.8 She hath done what she could she is come aforehand to anoint my Body to the burying THese words are part of Christs own Vindication of and Apology for a very acceptable work of an Holy Woman which nevertheless through their great mistake came under a very severe censure at the hands of the very Disciples of Christ themselves Mat. 26.6 who taking knowledge only of so much therein as occured to their sense and carnal reason admitted thereby not a little disquiet on their own spirits they had indignation vers 4. they murmured vers 5. and reflected much trouble upon hers vers 6. Even such high-raised and Heavenly actions of Saints as have the most choicest esteem and acceptance with the Lord may yet meet with very undue representations and procure very strange reflections from the hands of others truly dear to Christ It should therefore be no greater strange thing to us to be judged by mans judgement it s well we stand or fall to another Master But so well was the integrity of her spirit and the noble principles and springs of this action known to Christ and approved by him that himself undertakes her defence when perhaps her trouble at their hard measure might stop her own mouth and appears to plead her cause not only so far as to give a present check to their rash conclusion and a testimony to the goodness and acceptableness of her work but withal takes order by an unalterable appointment for perpetuating the praise thereof vers 9. That where ever the Gospel of Grace should be Preached throughout the world this that she had done should be declared for a Memorial of her Christians under cloudy censures lose nothing at last by leaving their censured selves and actings to be vindicated by the Lord to whom their integrity is known and their cause committed Micah 7.9 10. Where ever the Doctrine of the Grace of Christ should be proclaimed this should be produced as a lively instance pattern and example to illustrate and confirm the power and prevalency thereof in that it is of power to beget on so contemptible a weak vessel as this poor Woman was such exceeding largeness nobility and ingenuity of spirit as was beyond what the gallantest principles or endeavours of meer Man could arrive unto and yet when the memorial hereof was to be mentioned when the Gospel should be Preached either to Nations abroad or Generations to come the principal intendment was not meerly to affix a mark of honour upon this individual person or this single act for her very name is hid both here vers 3 and in Mat. 26.6 7. but to commend and advance the value of the principles and motives she went upon to the encouragement and admonition of us and others upon whom the ends of the World are come 1 Cor. 10.11 Rom. 15.4 I purpose not to mention or stay upon the profitable deductions and inferences that would commend themselves from the coherence of the words or matter round about them intending but a present brief Comment on them In the words first read we have a double Character of her noble spirit set forth First In the extent of her act She hath done what she could Secondly In the intent of it She is come aforehand to anoint my body c. She hath done what shâ— could The word doth not meerly signifie that she had stretched her self to the utmost bounds of her estate and ability that way to purchase so costly a confection as this was for the greatness of the cost manifested it self to their offence and it could no way mitigate their disquiet to tell them how much she had expended in that respect but hereby I understand Christ would have them know that a certain raisedness and greatness of spirit had acted her to the utmost beyond the ordinary sphere of Beleevers to devise and practise liberal notable things so that she was not capable of being restrained and circumscribed within a narrow compass she did what she could for she could not but do what she did She is come afore-hand to anoint By what impulse or instinct of spirit or with what distinct and evidence her understanding was assisted to receive the Doctrine of and to make provision for the Funeral of her Lord is not expresly mentioned This is evident that the Disciples generally were very dark nay averse to notions of this kind their expectations being very earthly carnal of being advanced with him to some external Pomp and Glory which his Death and Burial so suddenly was inconsistent with by reason of their weakness and readiness to be offended wherein the Lord was very tender of propounding the Doctrine and distilling the Notions of his Death among them whilst he was with them John 16.4 And what he delivered of this kind was hardly regarded or remembred till afterward John 2.22 12.16 Luke 24.8 But this good Woman had early impressions made upon her heart of this blessed Truth Shâ—â—as afore-hand not only with the dispensation it self but also with the most forward of the Disciples themselves expecting it and preparing for it To anoint my Body to the burying This was the manner of the Jewes to bury John 19.40 especially where a reverend and honourable estimation or singular affection were to be expressed What might be extraordinary in her eye will hereafter be spoken to only towards the drawing this act of hers into a way of improvement for common use it may not be amiss to consider the body of Christ not only litterally as was immediately intended in her act but in a figurative acceptation as other Scriptures may help and warrant to consider it and our concerns about it Thus sometimes by the Body of Christ is intended his Church
and People considered in their capacity of conflicting with many deaths and dangers wherein they need and depend upon him for aid and influence as their Head 1 Cor. 12.27 Colos 1.18 24. Eph. 1.23 The Body of Christ may also be applied to signifie sometimes the whole Oeconomy or administrations of the concerns of Christ in the World for the peculiar good of his Church especially with respect to the Institutions of the Gospel according as the Legal Institutions Ordinances and Administrations of Moses are called the body of Moses Jude vers 9. compared with Zech. 3.2 where the contest was about the restitution of the Ordinances of the Lord according to the Mosaical Institution after the captivity I say as the administrations of the Law are called the body of Moses about which Satan had a contest then so may by just analogy the Institutions of the Gospel be called the body of Christ against which Satan hath not only many conflicts with them that are anointed and honoured to be a Royal Priesthood but in the infinite Wisdom of God and for the bringing about and perfecting of his designs with greater glory he hath designed manifest deaths and burials thereunto that his Resurrection-Power may be the more fully manifested Hos 6.12 Isa 26.19 Rev. 11 9 10 11. Unto this his Body mystically and figuratively considered there being such promises of a Resurrection there is also a spiritual embalming to be performed to it compleat to the capacities of the Lords dear Children all essayes and offers hereunto in such â—argeness of heart and preventing forwardness as was found in this Handmaid have a very singular resentment and acceptance with the Lord as shall hereafter be shewed the which I hope may be treated of and applied to our case without stretching the Metaphor beyond the bounds of Scripture allowance or digressing from the Spirits intendment concerning us in this place The words thus opened afford us this Observation Doct. That the Lord highly prizeth all vigorous attempts of his weakest Children to preserve a sweet savour on the concerns of Jesus Christ when they are exposed to death and burial All Nations where the Gospel comes must expresly take notice for a pattern to all that shall believe what a value and estemation Christ had of and an apology for a censured act of a glorious soul laid out early and nobly upon what concerned him when under a sentence of death and burial by the wise appointment of God though to be executed by the hands of wicked men so that if it might not be preserved from rage and scorn yet should from stench and an evil savour as much as lay in her till its hoped-for Resurrection should set it above either what she could do for it or the enemies against it may we therefore in our capacities learn that lesson Go and do likewise Luke 10.37 In handling this Point I shall not confine my self to any other method than will offer it self in considering this lively instance and pattern to Believers in the Text what was the peculiar excellency of her act indiscernable to good men that were standers by and wherein the acceptableness lay and thence by way of proportion where the cogent reason and influence of it lyes respecting us at this day First Then we may consider the inward springs and motives of her action that lay hid from ordinary observation upon which her spirit was raised and her endeavours extended to this degree mentioned in the Text. Secondly We may consider the effect of these lively and ennobling principles manifesting its self in the dimentions of her activity or how it was said of her She did what she could Thirdly The business or affair it self about which she was conversant a very thankless office in the thoughts of those that were lookers on though they were the Disciples of Christ and men honourable in many other respects above her Fourthly The estimation and acceptance that it finds with Christ notwithstanding the hard measure and severe censures at the hands of men I shall only speak of all these in her so as is immediately applicable to our own case as we go along First As for the first of these namely The hidden principles and springs of motion that were open to the Eyes of Christ with whom she had to do though mistaken and miss-judged by those spectators Not to enlarge in that variety as the matter will bear there are these two that offer themselves by Christs discovery to our view and learning as being needful indeed to all generous and noble actions that are wrought 1. There lay at the bottom of her act a lively faith strong and operative in this very matter not only in receiving the discoveries of the death and burial of her Lord whereunto the Disciples were so generally unacquainted but also the assurance of his speedy Resurrection not only in the hints that himself had given of it but also from the testimony that the Spirit had long since born Psa 16.10 that he should not see corruption in the grave his early witness whereunto we have John 2.19 speaking of the Temple of his body vers 20. he saith Destroy this Temple and in three dayes I will raise it up again Till he was risen from the dead this was not understood or at least not regarded and remembred vers 22. by the Disciples only such and so great apprehensive and active was the Faith of this good Woman that she receives the Doctrine of the Death and Burial and quick Resurrection from the Grave of her dear Lord and accordingly put her self to this great Cost to signifie her complyance with the Promise that he should be buried but not subjected to that corruption and putrefaction that attends that state and condition of all others We reade of the same Mary Joh. 11.2 in conjunction with her Sister Martha that when they were concerned in the burial of their Brother Lazarus though there was no want but rather a superabundance of love to him living and dying Christ loved him Joh. 11.35 36. The Disciples loved him for they could be content to go and die with him vers 16. His Sisters loved him to some excess vers 31. and yet because they had no expectation of his Resurrection till the general Resurrection vers 24. they yielded him up to corruption Joh. 17.13 14. so that when he had been dead four dayes they concluded by this time he stinketh vers 39. plainly shewing that having not any faith or fore-sight of his return to life again so speedily they were at no cost to embalm or perfume him against the stench of the Grave but touching him whom God would raise up from the Grave not to see corruption wherein he transcended David who wrote that Psalm who having served his generation by the Will of God fell asleep was laid to his Fathers and saw corruption Acts 13.34 to the 37. Acts 2.24 to the 32. So true and strong was her Faith
words Isa 38. when he had spoken hard words of God not becoming a man of his acquaintance with divine dispensations when he sayes What shall I say he hath spoken and himself hath done it I shall go softly all my years in the bitterness of my soul vers 15. Yet recollects himself vers 16. O Lord by these things men live and in all these things is the life of my spirit so wilt thou recover me and make me to live So I have a word or hint sometimes as if the Lord would say Eat a little and drink a little as if he might have some little further work for me but then old pains and not old clearness again at other seasons making me see and say Oh! how hard a thing is it to keep an even hand with God in his various dispensations So foolish was I and ignorant as that good man once said Psal 37. Sometimes as a man then as a Beast c. but 't is good for me to draw near unto God and to say though he kill me yet I will trust in him But it pleased the Lord though by very undiscernable degrees after keeping his Chamber three quarters of a year to give him a Recovery for some season after which being seized with Sickness which continued to the finishing of his dayes the following being but few of many worthy occasional sayings of his were by the same Friend carefully treasured up Being asked by a Friend Is all well within He answered All 's well there blessed be God my God the high rock of my salvation my soul hath trusted in him and shall not be ashamed His Sister discovering something of impatience at the stroak upon him threatning his dissolution he earnestly reproved her saying Oh! be more a Woman be more a Christian Is this what you told me yesterday Being then asked by a Friend Have you ought to say to us before you leave us He replied O love the Lord all ye his Saints when and wheresoever he calls to follow go after him yea though he kill you yet love him still trust him still One saying to him Yea worthy is the Lamb to receive Glory Honour Obedience and Service from all his Saints He replied He is worthy indeed for he hath redeemed me by his blood blessed be God he is my God he is my God And then said The Lord hath strangely raised me and called me to put on a very high Profession and carried me more strangely through it to this hour though it may seem to be but a poor thing in its self considered yet the Lord hath had a care of such a poor worm and hath not left me shamefully to forsake him nor hath hitherto forsaken me and blessed be my God that hath brought me into bonds for his Names sake in this day this honour have not all his Saints though they be a People near unto him but Oh! the crowning Mercy is this that I can behold my Father's face with joy and can say in some measure I have finished the work thou gavest me to do and now holy Father I come to thee I have heretofore given some account of my self to you as you may remember as to those remarkable Passages of my Life both as a Christian a Minister a Sufferer This last I am now come to put a Seal to as they have been Sufferings for Christ's Cause an◠Kingdom as God hath given him to be Head over al things to the Church which is his Body and indeed 〈◊〉 he hath appointed me sufferings for his Names sake so I must say to his praise he hath so far restraine◠mens wrath as he hath made Enemies to be at peac◠with me and friendly to me this I would comment to you my dear Friends as an Argument for ever to trust in God There is also some thing I have been under from his own hand that hath been with great pain upon me as you have been Witnesses and my sorrows here have been oft-times greater than my groanings and this last hath been well nigh oversetting at some seasons insomuch as I thought it was impossible to have born the torments laid on my poor flesh but now I see nothing is too hard for God sometimes to lay on his own Children or for his Power to bear them up under His Sister tells him You spend your self in speaking He answers Let me speak that I may be refreshed It is refreshing to me to speak of what God hath made sweet to me Then he calls for a little Julip to drink a Friend sayes to him It will be hut a little while and you will thirst no more He replyes Ah blessed are they that eat Bread in the Kingdom of our Lord and drink Wines there he will lead them by Rivers and Fountains of Living waters where they shall thirst no more and he will wipe away all tears from their eyes His Sister desired to know how he was satisfied as to his coming hither she having been the occasion as she judged of his coming from Exon to Plymouth and consequently of his coming hither He answered Very well satisfied all have been steps of divine ordering I would not have come from Exon might I have had my own will I would not have stayed in Plymouth after I had Preached once but God would have me stay I would not have come to this place after my time of suffering was out in the Town-Hall at Plymouth if I might have had my own will but God would bring me hither and blessed be the Lord that let me not have my own will blessed be God that brought me here and blest me here with desirable Company and Mercies concerning which we have had occasions and seasons to speak well of God together yea since I have been brought here and sick here yet the steps of God have been in great wisdom with me and the bottom of them all paved with Love in the main of his goings in these dark and heavy stroakes I say in the main of them they have been attended with peace to my soul I have had Old Wine or New afforded still sometimes he hath said the Old is better and hath made ancient experiences of his Love sweet to me yet not alwayes alike clear sometimes he hath seen good to cut short within and without and this last tryal to deal plainly came on in somewhat a cloud at its entrance I was somewhat stupid thinking no more in it than ordinary but I was at last awakened by the Lord to think that this might be a long and close tryal and though he let me see the Anchor dropt within the Vail yet had I not that freshness of Evidence till within a few dayes last past when he called up my Spirit to a close search in a Night or two though I said but little of it but he graciously issued that matter in a token for good that whether I live or die I hope I shall wear to
gives Power to the faint and our strength is in the Name of the Lord that made Heaven and Earth who doth and will do much by Babes wherefore say not I am a Babe a Child c. but rather say Here am I send me that God who was Jacob's God who fed and led him all his life long he hath been and is the God of the Seed of Jacob to this day that hath led us thus far also through a vast howling Wilderness and sustained us and not suffered us to deny his Name Oh this God is our God let him be our guide even unto death The Fathers that were before us alas what were they and the Prophets do they live for ever no they were weak as we and died as must we but when the Lord had work for them to do he gave Anointing for it and then they could say they were full of Might and Power by the Spirit of the Lord to shew Israel their transgression and the House of Jacob their sin So we through Christ can do all things he strengthning us Look then to the Lord that gave the former rain and will give the latter also in its season according to his Power And my dear Brother Be not discouraged your work seems cutting short also day by day by many things though what you may live to see or suffer I know not neither do I know how meet it may be to mind you of a motion I made to you about two years since on the like occasion about remembring the poor Flock I have travelled and laboured amongst if God cast your lot in these parts but hoping you will mind what may be your Duty in this matter I shall say no more but the Will of the Lord be done be of good courage and God shall strengthen your hearts His Sister was troubled seeing him so weak which occasioned him to say Oh! be ashamed Sister of such a demeanor cannot you let a poor Believer go to Heaven Oh! did you but stand on the threshold and see what preparations God hath made for such a poor worm as I am you would never be afraid of Death more Oh! honour Christ much I think he is coming near to honour me though I know not yet that my Sentence is come out from him yet I speak not as if I had hankering thoughts to stay Oh! when shall I see the day We shall sing at parting and not mourn as now blessed be God for ever that he hath not let the Righteous to be ashamed nor Wicked men to triumph over them for my sake Ah! did they know what God hath pardoned in me they might be apt to triumph more than now they can If there seems any importunity from any Friends for any thing to be mentioned of me when I am gone speak moderately of me I beseech you but if any thing hath been seen in me worth learning let it be offered with much humility or rather I think let my Works praise me in the Gate but I limit not His Sister asked Will you drink Yea Sister saith he Have you any of the best spiced Wine He then grew faint and could speak no more at that time Afterwards being asked how he did He said All his bones were as it were out of joynt And added God hath reserved this Proof of my Ministry viz. in much painfulness until these few years last past having been little acquainted with Sickness before He then asked If it were day A Friend answered The night was far spent the day was at hand even a morning without clouds to which you seem hastening To which he replied Yes as a very clear shining after rain Being asked a while after How he did He with his eyes lifted up answered Nevertheless I am still with him he holds my soul in life will guide me by his Counsel and afterward receive me up to Glory A Friend that dwelt upon the place coming to him and speaking Religiously He replied There was much talk of Religion in the World but few had attained to acquaintance with the powerful inward part of it and then minded that much of the power of Religion indeed was comprehended in that word Phil. 1.21 For me to live is Christ not only to live on or to Christ but to live Christ in all we speak or act is a high work Lord let my soul saith he into the sight and joy of it yet more and more The same person enquiring of him How it was with him in this hour He said Blessed be God he hath washed away my sins and spoke peace to my soul and thereby obliged me to follow him while I live and much more to go to him when I die Then said O Father shall I not now go hence but return into a world of so many snares and dangers again And further tells the Person aforesaid That he was very sensible of great respects received from her and her Relation And said For a full recompence to you all I desire when ever you come to such an hour as I am now approaching to you may meet with the same Comforts that through Grace I now find A Brother coming from far a day or two after to visit him being brought in suddenly upon him seemed a little displeased saying His Spirit was not now able to bear any sudden thing without over-setting That Brother asking him how he did He answered Never better in my life But adds Think it not to be passion or words of distraction for though I am very weak in body yet God is very near to me He also then said to a Friend sitting by on the occasion of turning in his bed by reason of weariness Ah! this is not our rest it is polluted but there remains a rest to the People of the Lord and his rest shall be glorious After this he had a day or two that seemed to be hopeful to his Recovery in which season little was said to him or by him being desirous to let his spirits rest from exercise in order thereunto if so were the Will of the Lord. But his Pains returning and a Friend asking how he did He answered It had been a night of exercise to him inward and outward To which it was answered That exercises were appointed by the Lord both for body and spirit but how are you sustained under them To which he answered I am graciously born up still and kept in peace under all Being asked if he had yet any hint how the Lord might do with him as to this dispensation he was now under as to life or death He replied He had nothing in that matter he could call divine teaching but by laying all circumstances within his view in the present case together he thought he must go hence at which poor flesh was ready to shrink and murmur It was answered That must and would do so while in its present being it naturally seeking self-preservation and avoyding and shrinking at
that which threatens its destruction and it must needs be irksom to it to be following God in wayes it knows not whence they come or whither they lead but yet notwithstanding it must be brought down for a corn of Wheat cast into the ground is not quickned except it die and so in this case precedent to the quickning that is to be brought out on the proper subjects of it Death in one respect or other must be brought on upon all fleshly glory and excellency even in its perfection Whereunto he replied Yes it must so for unless it die it remains alone and cannot be brought out in its glorious state of the manifestation of the sons of God but by cracking the shell of this earthly tabernacle and so coming out to it A Friend coming to have felt his Pulse He said I have not askt your observations in my case it may be thought possibly it might adde some impressions of hopes or fears if I should know what it is The Friend replied His Observations in such cases vere not very material to acquaint him with but saith the Friend What are your own Observations in the case He answered His Hope was on high yet Flesh he found hankering in his Musings at some seasons suggesting there was much desirable work to do some of one sort some of another at this and the other place making him ready to desire to stay and loth to be gone but when looking up and considering the state of things then he is made to say to his soul Oh! haste away to thy Mountain And Oh! that I had wings as a Dove then would I flee away and be at rest I would not live alwayes and am ready to say sometimes as he Take me away for thou knowest my dayes that they are vanity But Oh! I am much more cumbred on the other hand with crying How long Lord And sometimes am ready to wish an end which way ever it be by recovery or death To which it was told him That argued him a man Yes said he a poor man It was told him again All our Poverty Weakness and Unworthiness in the day approaching shall but make matter for a song the more to the praise of rich Grace and Mercy in the Lord 's remembring us in our low estate because his Mercy endureth for ever On the same day in the afternoon a Friend asking him how he did He answered Coveting to overcome referring to a word had been spoken that day in the Family from Rev. 2.26 of which one had given him some account It was replied to him That was a good work and good in it to be eying him that had overcome by whom only we can be helpt to overcome He replied Yes to be able to say I have fought a good fight I have kept the Faith is a great word and work And further said He had had his reflections and he thought some injections also that day of his neglects of service for the Lord that he might better have improved in times past though in the main the Testimony I have born to Christ in my day is a quieting comforting Consideration through the blood of Christ though not the bottoming Consideration on which my peace is built yet 't is of great use in a secondary sort at such a season and I mention it to you that you may do much suffer much shrink not nor neglect no work for God it will be no grief of heart to any that have spent and been spent for God his Name and Interest for dayes to come Being verâ— ill and in the apprehensions of those about him like to leave them he was asked Had he any further word to them or any of the Lord's People before he left them To which he answered I have spoken to you and them already the whole Counsel of God according to what I have received and was under no temptation to keep back any thing through fraud I cannot now speak much and if I could unless the great Remembrancer set home with Power and Efficacy what is spoken upon our minds and spirits it will signifie but little and to add many words would be but a vanity but for you and them and all Saints I pray that you may abide with God and never be ashamed or tempted with fear or cowardize or unbecoming complyances with base Earthly Worldly Interests to let go your holdfast on any Truth you have professed as Truth is in Jesus I have delivered to that poor Church I appertain unto the Doctrine of a Free Gospel of Grace wherein a foundation is laid in the blood of Jesus of Peace with God through him and they also have witâ— hands lift up to the most High professedly accepted 〈◊〉 that Grace tendred to them and I being I think about to leave Earth and to go to my Father and give 〈◊〉 account of my Stewardship therein I do go in fâ—â— assurance that it is the true Grace of God wherein they stand and I do lay it before them with the utmost ability such a poor worm as I can do that they be not by Doctrine Word nor Spirit soon shaken from their stedfastness hither or thither for life or salvation but as they have been taught He farther said I also have been engaged in a witness to the Royal Soveraignty of Christ in his Institutions against the Inventions of men opposed thereunto which Testimony hath been born up against blindness and ignorance in a poor dark world that lies in ignorance and wickedness and their Testimony in fellowship with this of mine hath flourisht in former dayes under those more promising propitious Prospects we were then encompest and encouraged with it had then by them and others Hosanna's ascribed to it but since God hath seen good to try this Testimony and Spirits of such as profess it with a day of adversity that many looked not for and they have hereby been tempted basely and unworthily to throw away the Shield as if it never had been anointed the thoughts whereof hath many times almost broken my heart in pieces But let all such know I go away in this firm perswasion as to the things we have together professed as aforesaid that they are the true sayings of God and that such as in this hour of temptation have deserted their Profession of â—hem God will meet with all such if he love them to â—waken and recover them from such paths and postures â—f back-sliding or else to make them know to their â—hame and confusion of face that they have dealt disâ—onourably with Christ and his Concerns and dangerâ—usly with their own souls which I desire they may â—nd Mercy to repent unfeignedly of before it be too â—ate I have been also concerned in a Testimony with divers Churches as to a work God hath had on the wheel among us in our dayes very mysterious in many parts of it there have also many tryals been upon it and to try it and to
to keep you in perfect peace Now to him that after you have suffered a while is of all power to keep you from falling and to present you faultless before the presence of his Glory with exceeding joy to the only wise God our Saviour be Glory and Majesty Dominion and Power now and ever Amen 7th 3d month 60. Upon the death of some whom he honoured to two of his Acquaintance then fellow-Prisoners The Lord send you help from his Sanctuary and strengthen you out of Sion Greatly Beloved I Salute you both as is meet in the Lord. These two last Posts I have not written any Letter to you partly for that I have been out of Town some little journies but principally having been much under the surprize that those were Job 2. ult The voice indeed is loud and as if seven Thunders had at once uttered their voices the terribleness of it makes many shrink as Eliah into his den When Oh when shall we hear the still soft Voice and as men of understanding see his Name We may well cry out he hath shewn us hard things and given us to drink the Wine of astonishment which falls the heavier in that such who have obtained favour to lay nearest to heart the concernments of Sion and to be therein aided with greatest boldness and sweetest intimacy near to the heart of Christ and have had their Affections enflamed most with what they have sought and seemed to themselves and others to have been of those bosom intimates that know all that their Friend doth and have hereupon spoken openly and without clouds or reservations their confidence of things that have appeared in the issue to be mistakes how some of them bear it I do not well know but sure I am the hand is very sorely turned upon the little ones that believe in Christ great is their astonishment like that Isa 51.17 to the end I have often thought of them Acts 21.4 Who said to Paul by the Spirit that he should not go up to Jerusalem How like the language of our spirits heightned by fervent affection and attended with providential bringing to remembrance of sutable Scriptures and all this on a soul enjoying clear access to the Lord is to the voice of the spirit in truth as he fulfils that Promise He shall take of mine and shew it unto you and shall shew you things to come And if it may please the Father after he hath graciously allayed the storminess of these perplexing waves that at present doubtless discompose for any thing to lead his holy ones into a more perfect discerning of things which in this kind do differ and in mean time instruct to think more soberly of themselves and judge more tenderly of others I shall yet hope this sharp dispensation may bring out meat and sweetness that we thought not of As for the poor Martyrs themselves when I review what was of late said of their particular perswasions and how when their departure was hid from them they enjoyed such un-interrupted joyful communion with the Lord I cannot but admire the wisdom and goodness of the Father that took that course with them to anoint them for their burial but alas they had no burial But much more grace to admiration appears to me in it that when their perswasions and expectations from the Lord in that point gave way to his determinations yet that at that very time the Tempter should be bound up who doubtless desired to have them that he might have winnowed them as Wheat and would have made a great market of the least discouragement upon them over the whole Antichristian World Oh! how unsearchable are his wayes and his works past finding out The deadly Treacle that you speak of will doubtless swiftly become a Cup of trembling to this wretched generation and entayl the guilt of all down along from Abel c. A very strange efficacy that it hath to cry and to prevail at length though it tarry long first That Abels was not answered and expiated in the Flood that destroyed the World of the ungodly nor that of Zacharias if it was his who said The Lord look upon it and require it 2 Chron. 24.22 But they both must cry against that generation that put to death the Lord of Life and neither of these cryes expire at the ruines of them and their devastation to this day but shall be found as fresh in out-cry against that great City where also our Lord is crucified Rev. 18.24 And though it 's hard to discern yet great is the pravalency of those cryes of Saints that night and day follow the Lord herein though he not only tarry long but even seem to be angry with the Prayers of his People that word hath sweetly stayed me in this hour of temptation Thou tellest my wandrings put my tears in thy bottle are they not written in a Book by thee If their wanderings staggerings be tenderly numbered and their tears bottled and their grouns booked and all this by thee a Book of remembrance before the Lord We need not be so sollicitous what becomes of them though they are above out of our sight doubtless when it comes to much Incense in the Angels hand the Censor will be cast into the Earth Rev. 8.3 4 5. Rests Yours in tears 24. 8. month 60. Unto one who had acquainted him with the departing of some from their holy Professions The early visits of the bright and morning Star be a light in your dark place till the day dawn and the shadows flee away Beloved in and of the Lord SInce my last I have received yours wherein you were pleased to remember and send such a rich Token to your poor Friend whom you are pleased to describe by that merry title of your Father who blesseth God for grace and support ministred by tracking the footsteps of the Father of Spirits in those paths of peace and pleasantness wherein he pleaseth to lead you and others of his suffering ones so contrary to the methods and expectation of men whose breath are in their nostrils Job 22.29 Psal 41.8 12 13. unto which I account it no diversion that he is pleased as your last intimates to keep you in an humble sense of the shortness of self-sufficiency for bearing you up against the hour of temptation the very fear whereof hath already cast down so many stars from their excellency on whom this inscription is manifestly engraven as a caution to us though a by-word to scorners Lo this is the man that made not God his confidence Over whom as I have little ground to glory 1 Cor. 10.12 Rom. 11.18 20. so neither is there just occasion to be greatly offended Isa 2.22 2 Tim. 4.16 17 18. Joh. 6.66 67. chap. 16.13 32. Although I find it somewhat difficult to draw the memorial of their slips into a gracious perpetual remembrance without some mixtures either of wrath or doubting I confess it makes me many times tremble to think
bold in their God to Preach the Gospel of their God with much contention 1 Thes 2.2 approving themselves the Ministers of Christ in Imprisonments in Tumults in Stripes in Necessities in Distresses Where is the Lord God of Eliah Where is he that put his Spirit upon them who first trusted in Christ I have been often refreshed with a saying of holy Burroughs in his Epistle to the Reader of his Heart-Divisions alledging a saying of Luthers I desire to be a faithful Minister of Christ and his Church if I cannot be a Prudent one the standing in the gap is more dangerous and troublesom than getting behind the hedge there you may be more secure and under the wind but it 's best to be there where God looks for a man c. thus he Indeed in this day if ever the Lord looks who they be that will stand in the gap that will answer that Character My life is continually in my hand yet do I not forget thy Precepts They who rescued the Field of Lentiles and the Field of Barley which were part of the Lord's Land how inconsiderable soever it might seem in its self when the generalty of Israel deserted them were at last reckoned among the first rank of David's Worthies 2 Sam. 23.11 1 Chron. 11.13 though perhaps while it was in doing they might be reckoned rash heady hair-brain'd men they who cannot pass as well through evil as through good report in the Gospel of God can surely go but a little way in it he that left at Pamphilia and would go no further in the work because perhaps 't was too hot and heavy was not thought by Paul fit for the same imployment another time whatever his Kinsman Barnabas might think of him I could wish some of these things might be by the Lord let in and set home upon the spirits of such who not only Retire themselveâ— but sound a Retreat also to others who might otherwise be sweetly and advantagiously engaged to fight this good fight of Faith War this good Warfare endure this hardness as good Souldiers of Jesus Christ I am called off from pursuing this matter All here are well not else at present Rests Yours many wayes 18th 8th month 62. To a Friend released out of Prison Wisdom and understanding exceeding much and largeness of heart like the Sand of the Sea Precious and Beloved I Have my longings to know how it fareth with your Soul now you are under the advantage of gathering up at liberty the diffused Light and Anointing that is dropt with such variety in the Body of Christ especially in your City whither I observe it is the aim of most of the choice Persons up and down who either are driven or disengaged from necessary attendance in their Countrey stations to make haste promising themselves greater liberty and enjoyment there than ordinarily here can be expected In respect whereof I have been sometimes conceiting that it is a place and puts into a capacity for Believers to make the most rare Extracts and pick out the choicest Notions and Assistances of any where in the World which thoughts are easily attended with such temptations Oh! that I had the wings of a Dove I would flee far away from this stormy wind and tempest I would see that goodly Mountain and Libanon But then I am as often checked with this reproof He that encreaseth knowledge encreaseth sorrow these creaturely engagements may render a man the more prudent and rational it 's many to one if they make him more serious spiritual evangelical It may be easie to get the mind fraughted with noise news notions but to get the heart established with grace drawn into a more substantial and experimental communion with Jesus Christ according to the tenor of the New-Covenant and in the Grace and Truth thereof this is not so easie to be found and maintained without extraordinary watch and diligence These words of Wisdom may be more heard in quiet and to better purpose and improvement than in the out-cry of him that ruleth among Fools Soul-searching Heart-preparing Sin-mortifying work may have more advantage from the retirement of a nasty Prison then unless abundance of Grace be ministred from being left to walk in a large place especially if with a large principle of Liberty to touch withal but being laid in Gospel-bonds under the Instituted charge of none In these respects my much valued in the Lord I have not only had some tryals of my own soul while I have been representing things to my self in such a figure and also seen the woful issues thereof on some others who have fallen under my short-sighted observation but have withal had many a thought of you since you have been in an outward respect as a Hinde let loose I will not say I have had hints of any tamperings with you but only that it is marvellous if you have not which doth and will so much the more magnifie Grace in your being preserved in Christ Jesus stedfast in the Faith fervent in the Spirit lively and active in the wayes of God growing up more into Christ which is our Head and being more publickly diffused by a largeness of Spirit in all the members This all this I hope pray and shall to my utmost endeavour may be found remaining and encreasing in you according to the form of sound words the pattern of them who first trusted in Christ worthy of all the Grace you have received and Testimony you have born hitherto in doing and suffering and worthy of the blessed hope of the Resurrection of the Lord's Cause and the approaching of his promised Glory In a fellowship in this earnest expectation and endeavour you have the prayers of all our little Family but especially and particularly of 26th 6th month 63. Your wonted and constant Soul-Friend Unto an ancient Acquaintance taken at a Meeting and cast into Prison Entrance and abiding with joy and rejoycing into the King's Palace My never dearer than now Friend I Salute you in this new state into which you are cast by the wise hand of my good Father in fellowship with my self and other dear Companions and as you have obtained this Grace that you suffer not an evil-doer though as an evil-doer unto bonds that the Word of God may not be bound nor Gospel-gatherings unto Christ confined within and accommodated to state models answerable to the lusts of wicked men So I pray you may not miss of those full free uninterrupted streams of Strength Satisfaction and Consolation which have been the promised and experienced portion of the highest Saints that have appeared for God My soul hath had fellowship in that thanksgiving touching you Dan. 3.28 Blessed be that God who hath sent his Angel and hath kept his Servants that hath trusted in him that they have changed the King's word and yielded their bodies that they might not serve nor worship any God except their own God And I pray that you may never want the
hearts for the inscriptions of the Spirit of the Living God and that the beauty of this Ornament be set in Majesty but doth frequently commend to me that observation which your last ere this some time since was hinting to me of the need we have who design such services to wait for power by the Spirit from on high to be his Witnesses and to expect according to his Promise That showers of the latter rain shall come down to furnish a people to bear his glory in the administrations of his House answering the Institutions of the New Testament although I am no way taken with that dilatory inference wherein some seem to stick as if upon the observation that Bryars and Thorns are come upon God's Houses in the joyous City and are likely to abide there till the Spirit be poured out from on high therefore it were best and our Interest till the manifest taking place of that promised dispensation not to put our hands to such Acts and Ordinances the beautious Majesty of which must needs be acknowledged to be very much wrapt up and concerned in the hoped issues of such a Glory stepping in There being blessed ends to be by us promoted in our present state by our dutiful obedience to every Institution of our King and through infinite Grace and Mercy are there such Gifts and Graces of the Spirit to be found on some as may yield help to sober humble enquirers to get over such stumbling-blocks and contribute toward their preparing in Body and Spirit as an adorned Bride to meet the Bridegroom who loves to find his keeping all his Commandements unrebukable and without spot to his appearing In which attire I earnestly desire your whole man Body and Soul and Spirit may be found ministring a practical convincing Argument by your standing compleatly perfect in the whole Will of God that there is as there indeed is a hidden excellency in fellowship with Jesus Christ in those wayes and appointments of his upon their souls who in Faith and Faithfulness are yielded up to him therein which hath admirable Vertue in it though at present not attended with those mighty Signs and Wonders by Gifts of the Holy Spirit the which were rather for the sakes of them who believed not than for such as through Faith are directed to judge of and close with such things answerable to their tendency by good pleasure to lead into the Mystery of God and of the Father and of Christ The Reason and Efficacy whereof lies not in any just proportion betwixt the thing commanded and the Mystery proposed to enjoyment no more than there did between washing in Jordan and Naamans clensing the cause of the scornful storming of his proud spirit but in the meer soveraignty of divine good pleasure who gives us a word of Faith to guide and prove our obedience and engage our humble expectation of his own presence who is Lord of Influences to conduct the Heirs of Promise into those secrets of his Pavilion by doors at the threshold of which the Children of this Worlds wisdom stumble either by sensual Formality sticking in the letter of things or by aiery Speculations rejecting the weakness and foolishness of Christ in his Institutions but Wisdom is justified of her Children All here are well love honour and salute you Yours in Soul-service To a Friend who after some Retirement was returning to pursue his Calling in Affairs of this World The Lord be your shade on your Right-Hand My very dear Brother I Perceive you are applying your self to something men call Business in the World and I have comfortable hopes that you have studied ere this hour that lesson Finally Brethren the time is short it remaineth c. For the fashion of this World passeth away Oh my dear Brother my soul is afflicted to observe the over-greedy Engagement of many whom I love and honour for their former eminency plunging themselves into business and there even drowning themselves in ruine and perdition losing the savour of their spirits the intimacy of their Communion with Christ in the Spirit and so grow dry careless prudent fearful omissive what not till there is hardly left so much as the uniform appearance of a soul that hath been the seat of such glorious discoveries and enjoyments as men have readily spoke of formerly It may well be asked of many now as the Apostle Where is the Blessedness ye spoke of Men discourse of their primitive applications of Truth and to it speak much and frequently of blessedness in the things of the Gospel it was blessed Praying and blessed Hearing and blessed Meeting and blessed Meditating because in all these they sought after and partook of blessedness But where is that now There is somewhat of Praying and Preaching c. but where is the blessedness of all these Is it not very much departed and what may be the cause is it not much from hence Men are gone deep into the spirit of the World and are grown carnal of the Earth earthy and savouring of the Earth and thereby losing their Love Zeal Faithfulness Insensibly but very dangerously I hope better things of you and that you both do and will watch your own Spirit and stir up others to take great heed to their spirits that they deal not treacherously Yours 7th 3d month 64. To an ancient Friend giving his Apprehensions concerning the multitude of Professors with some of his Experiences both in Bonds and Sickness Kind and very much respected THe posture of the Lord 's own People even of such who in dayes past with greatest intimacy and endearment went to the House of God in company hath of late years under these stupendous dispensations presented it self to me much after the similitude of a great Fleet of Ships outward-bound who set out of their Port beautifully equipped laden trimmed in consortship and under a very prosperous promising gale all spreading their very Top-gallant sayls to shew their celerity and make the best of their way A very beautiful and pleasant prospect to an eye delighted in such expeditions But having stood but a little way in this course out of sight of the Countrey from whence they set forth a dark night and dismal storm overtaking them they are dispersed all Sea-over a great number being mindful of the Port whence they came think they have a fair opportunity and plausible excuse to return again and draw up with design to adventure such storms no more Others and they not a few being confident and conceited of their own understanding do shape their course to and fro as the wind shifteth are cast upon Rocks and Shoals to the making shipwrack of Faith and a good Conscience Many others fearing that course think yet by casting their Wheat and Tackling into the Sea they shall somewhat lighten their Ship and be the better able to weather it out and so dropping Anchors at the wrong end wish for day Few very few prefering the Interest of the
when they saw his anguish was exceeding great and their own was not very small The Interest of words meerly such can be of little signification while the things themselves spoken of are manifestly absent Perhaps we have spoken enough if not too much for our part now God is come to speak his part which requires much quiet attention the rather for that though it be very loud yet very mysterious and deep as are many of the Oracles of God those especially wherein he designs to manifest himself to his and not to the World I could for my own part also lay hold on the like exemption and silent retirement as most befitting my present state and frame altogether entangled and perplexed and presuming that you have at hand to help not only the presence of the great promised Comforter who can supply all your wants but also the secondary supplement of many worthy Ones who have received the Anointing and thereby the Tongue of the Learned to speak words in season From you we have hitherto received the accounts given of the gradual stâ—ps of him who worketh all things according to the counsel of his own Will in the several gradations wherein we have not been wanting as enabled to pour out our hearts before him who was able to help and are now enquiring why he hath appeared as being angry with the Prayers of his People covering himself with a Cloud that they could not get through If any distinct answer be given you may expect to hear of it In mean time that Isa 57.1 is before us as verified not only in the loose generation of Professors who seem greatly hardened and estranged from the Interest of their chiefest mercies but to true even among those who seem to be most tenderly touched with affectionate sense of present privations and pressures of all kinds right laying to heart and due considerations of such stupendous works of God both in their present weight and future warning is very rare and require extraordinary teaching and conduct that neither on one hand we despise or on the other faint when thus chastised by him Your cry for help hence must be returned with the same importunity ye also helping by Prayer to God for us who though at some personal distance are yet in some sort of Sympathy pressed if not above measure and beyond strength yet to the utmost degrees of what is hitherto received yet wisdom and strength are with him with whom we have to do who hath graciously put himself under promise that as the day is the strength shall be The Lord prepare us for learning harping singing the new song which is the peculiar melody of them redeemed from the Earth which admits of no interruption from Thundrings Earthquakes Tempests Voices though they proceed out of the Throne and are subservient to the Ends of it Yours heartily 4th of the 4th mon. 67. Another on the same occasion Garments of Gladness for the Spirit of Heaviness My dear Sister WHile there is a Spirit in Heaven influencing spiritual Believers upon Earth in their frail capacities that Word will have its verity among them though absent from one another in the body how great soever their distance and how dark soever their circumstances may be yet are they present in the Spirit joyning not only in rejoycing while order and stedfastness in the Faith are manifest but also in affliction and mourning where knowledge is imparted or though but supposed of the hand of the Lord touching and bruising especially in the most tender part and on spiritual occasions such hath been the fellowship of the Spirit through Grace I trust in my soul with you under the very heavy rebuke of the Almighty wherewith you have been exercised especially of late dayes on divers accounts both personal domestick in the Church of Christ where you walk in the whole Sion of God and as in the Nation it self having a right and relation to its welfare or desolations as I also am fully satisfied you have had with me in divers proofs that have been put upon my Faith and Patience as far as they have come to your cognizance and I hope the same Grace will not only teach us to be tender but mutually helpful each to other toward the understanding and complyance more fully with our Father's mind in these stupendous dispensations so as his ends upon us may be actually furthered in the promotion of the power and beauties of Holiness Unto which issues though godly sorrow working Repentance never to be repented of hath a very direct tendency and humbling our selves greatly under the mighty hand of God is the straitest step towards the best exaltation in due time Yet when I read the present temper and its tendency of my own heart and also observe in yours and others late lines upon this heart-breaking occasion to what excess of sadness fear discouragement and even dispondency we are apt to yield the Tempter advantage to triumph over us and hardly recover our selves to a jealous thought that there is any considerable danger in the excess on that hand but that it is a kind of vertue to refuse to be comforted I say in such observations my heart hath bin smitten with reproof and somewhat awakned to stand upon its watch against incursions on that quarter lest Satan should get an advantage on us who should not be ignorant of his enterprizes It 's true we have lost a Prince and great man in Israel this day But who was his Father 1 Sam. 10.12 was it not the Father of Spirits with whom the residue of the Spirit is and who can at his pleasure set a man over the Congregation Know we not where is the Lord God of Elijah is he not in Heaven and can do whatever he pleaseth Is not his Spirit in Promise Are not all the Promises of Christ Yea and Amen Doth not the time of the Promise draw nigh of that grand effusion of the Spirit of Elijah that shall raise the Witnesses revive the Works lift up the Standard break the Yoke have not some sprinklings of the Spirit been found up and down in our dayes and should it not be owned as a token for good and turned to us for a Testimony that the Harvest is not far off Are not these discouraging complainings of ours much of the same kind and go upon the same mistakes and may righteously issue in the same dismissions to us from further service as it was with Elijah in his fainting fit after he had acted in so full a gale of the Spirit just before that now he complains They have killed the Prophets c. and I even I am left alone and my life is sought also What am I better than my Fathers We know the Answer of God to him which I trust is true at this day There is yet a remnant according to the Election of Grace and Seed that shall serve him and shall be accounted with him for a Generation