Jesus Christ Whence two things arise to keep doubtings and feares off viz. 1. That though our holinesse be weak yet Christs is strong that righteousnesse which justifies is full When And so it must be or else wee could not truly be reputed just we look upon our selves Ah Lord think we How shall we appeare before God! How will he accept of us Such poor such weak such sinfull hollow people I answer Christs righteousnesse is full his coat was seamlesse ours is made up and strangely cut but his righteousnesse is compleat and He is made unto us righteousnesse yea and that of God 1 Cor. 1. 30. God hath set him out to be our righteousnesse and he justifies us by it 2. Though our services be weak yet we are justified by Christs righteousnesse Aaron was to beare the iniquity of the holy offerings Exo. 28. 38. Their holy offerings had some unholy mixtures but Aaron was to beare them i. he was to take the iniquities away from them and to make the offerings accepted Christ is this Aaron who by his righteousnesse covers all the blemishes makes up all the weaknesses in holy duties Therefore my brethren in all our approaches to God wee should not doubt It is the Apostles own argument Heb. 10. 21. Having such an High-priest over the house of God 22. Let us draw near with a true heart in full assurance of faith And ver 23. Let us hold fast the profession of our faith without wavering c. It is as if the Apostle had said If men did know what a Christ they have what a full righteousnesse there is in him what he doth with it how he justifies their persons and justifies their services pleads for them beautifies them ingratiates them with the Father they would not doubt so much as they doe they would be better perswaded of God when they come and pray unto him I remember the Apostle hath an excellent phrase in Heb. 9. 24. that Christ doth appeare for us It is a Metaphor from a Lawyer If a man hath a case he goes to his Lawyer and reports all to him desires him to undertake the whole businesse and upon the committing of the Case to him he appeares for his Plaintiffe opens the Case pleads for him before the Judge and the Cause is carryed So is it with Christ he appears for us i. When a poore sinner a weak beleever comes to him and opens his condition his wants his infirmities Christ undertakes for him he pleads for him he ever lives to make intercession he moves his Father in his behalfe brings out his righteousnesse his bloud and merits and what he did and suffered for him c. And thus doth Christ for every particular service duty and prayer for him who beleeves on him The tenth cause of doubtings was disputation against the Promises O saith the troubled and fearfull soule all these promises which you produce and apply to my condition they are nothing to me they belong not to me There is indeed goodnesse and truth a wonderfull worth in them and they suit with my condition exactly but I may not lay hold on them I should but presume to take the bread which belongs to children but not to dogs not to such a sinner as I am Good Christian doe but track thine owne spirit or the spirit of any distressed in conscience thou shalt find this to be the last hold usually of unbeliefe namely a reasoning against Gods Promises the which reasoning is sometimes through meere tendernesse of spirit as when the soule hath arguments to it selfe of that force to represent a present incapacity of any good which God hath promised and till they be removed it dares not lay hold on the Promises but if they could be satisfied then it is drawne in to beleeve But sometimes there is a reasoning against the Promises through wilfulnesse of spirit as when all the arguments of a doubting sinner are so clearly resolved and answered by the expresse words of God that the person cannot gainsay it yet the person rather bends still against the Promises then labours to honour God in them by beleeving This later reasoning is an irrationall way and unworthy of our abetting I should think such a Christians doubtings to arise rather from a fixed and heavy melancholy then any other speciall cause Neverthelesse somewhat to help the other Christian who argues reasoneth against the Promises meerly out of tendernesse and feare of his right and title I would commend a few things to his consideration 1. No spirituall good is furthered nor evill weakned by keeping the soule and Gods Promises asunder Tell me seriously Is not all our help for sould and body in the full and whole latitude of it couched in Gods Promises Are they not our wells of salvation and breasts of consolation our sun and shield and what vessell hath a poore sinner to draw with out of those wells what mouth hath he to milk out those breasts but faith It is faith which knits the Promises and our conditions together it is faith which makes them to meet each other And till the Promises meet in their vertue and influence with this condition of thy soule thou shalt never be helped or bettered by them Till the plaister and the wound doe meet it will never be an helping nor healing plaister Thou shalt be utieras as thou wast and the Promise shall be ubi erat where it was it shall never do thee good till thou dost apply it 2. It is beleeving which must cleare our title O saith the Christian if I knew that the Promises belonged unto me I would then beleeve I answer First this is a preposterous course and utterly impossible as if there could be any well-grounded perswasion of our interest before we have any such interest No but personall perswasion is a consequent worke it cannot be the antecedent or leading work You must buy the lands before you can be perswaded that they are yours But secondly if ever you would cleare your title to the Promises you must then beleeve for it is faith which doth intitle you and gives you interest and propriety As the Apostle spake of a great good After ye beleeved ye were sealed with the holy spirit of promise Ephes 1. 13. that I say in this case I fever you would be perswaded that God seales his Promises unto you then doe you first put your seal unto the Promises Beleeve and then thou shalt see the good of them to be thy good 3. The ground of a Christians beleeving Gods Promises must not be in him who is to apply them but onely in him who makes them O! this is it which gravels and labyrinths and still distresseth us that we set up the grounds of faith in our selves and not in God We are loth to acknowledg that the sole ground of beleeving is to be found only in that God who promiseth It is said of Abraham when God promised him a child in
As take a man in a journey Simile where he meets with two waies he looks on this and inclines it may be the right and then he looks on that and supposeth that it may be the right and then he looks upon both and â—â—akes a stand and goes on in neither So it is with the soâ—le in doubtings spiritually There are two wayes before it two objects two works to beleeve â—r not to beleeve and * Dictated from the spirit and from the flesh from that by way of perswasion from this by way of disswasion arguments to incline to the one and â—o the other drawing into some equality of strength and weight â—ust like a paire of scales answerably ballanced so that both are â—at a stand there is no turning either to the right hand nor to the left Therefore the Schoolmen say well that Dubitatio est motus supra utramque partem contradictionis cum formidine determinandi alteram partem ejus That you may yet conceive 3. Things to be further observed this clearly remember 1. In our minds there are Assentings which are the adherents of the understanding to truths known And there are Dissentings which are the bearings off from those truths There the soule positively inclines here it declines there it puts out the hand and here it keeps it in 2. Doubtings properly stand betweene them both they are not plainly the one nor plainly the other If I may speak freely I conceive them to have a twang of either they are a medium a middle thing as your mixt colours are which you cannot style directly white or directly black The soule hath a desire to joyne unto Truth it hath a desire to share in that goodnesse which it apprehends yet it neither Doubtings are staggeâ—ings Rom. 4. 20 fastens nor yet rejects but like the fish to the bait it likes it and is striking at it but dares not and swims about or like Simile a wave of the sea that is the Apostles comparison James 1. 6. thrusting to the shore and yet drawing back or like a Meteor hovering in the aire twixt up and downe Such rowling reeling actions of the soule are doubtings they are a recoyling adventuring The soule sees reason of either side to draw and withdraw to give on and to give back It sees Christ and the promises knowes the goodnesse and bounty in the one and the other whereupon it is giving on upon them and putting out the hand but then instantly it checks it selfe and is stayed with contrary arguments and feares I may not be so bold Perhaps they belong not unto me So that the person is hanging betwixt hope and feare I would but I may not I may but I dare not It is just with the soul as with those at Chesse they set out a man and think to take a King but then presently they are checked and draw him back againe God he is my Lord and my King nay and yet he is not He will do me good yet I feare he will not He hath pardoned my sins and yet I fear he hath not He doth heare my prayer yet I doubt he doth not My estate is good and happy neverthelesse I suspect it is not Thus doth a man waver and rowle and is like a man in the Simile ungrounded places he no sooner plucks up one leg out of the dirt but the other â—inks in the soule is not determined one way or other 3. One thing know more that though the mind doth not pitch or rise unto a determinate action in spirituall doubtings yet it ever inclines towards a determinate object That is Note though the doubting Christian cannot come yet to quit those uncertaine and trembling and shivering motions and bring them to a stayednesse and positive fixing yet his mind hones it lookes after Christ and the promises it doth not reject nor doth it give up all hopes it keeps in it two things which Infideliâ—y and Despaire want 1. One is that it priseth 2. Things Christ and the promises though it cannot claspe them 2. Another is that it gives not up the case as desperate and impossible but though it cannot fixe yet it will be hovering about them Cap. II. The kinds and diversities of them THe second thing respects the sorts of doubtings and these I must also touch I conjecture that there are 4. Sorts of doubtings foure sorts of doubtings 1. Some are of admiration in these the mind doth not gainsay simply no it doth beleeve and is onely solicitous about the hidden manner or way of performance or accomplishment Such a doubting was that of the Virgin Luke 1. 34. How Luk. 1. 34. shall this be seeing I know not a man Non doubit at esse faciendum sed quomodo fieri possit inquirit saith S. * Tom. 5. de Mariae interrog Ambrose 2. Others are of confirmation Where the soule beleeves but desires something more to secure and settle it so that it might be put out of all doubt as was that of Gedeons Judg. 6. Judg 6. 36 37. 36 37 39. Which kindes of doubtings are the cravings of a little more indulgent security from God in matters of extraordinary concernment not that we properly question the verity of him but that in respect of our selves we might work the more confidently upon clearer evidence and warrant 3. A third sort are of negation and this is such a forme of scrupling wherein we plainly suspect God of his good word of truth and is incident unto evill men in their generall course and to good men in respect of some particular carriages and â—usinesses as is evident in Zaâ—â—arias Luke 1. 18. Whereby shall Luk. 1. 18. 〈◊〉 know this This question was â—question of doubting and this â—oubting no question was an â—â—beleeving one It did not creâ—â— the Angels message so is it â—â—pressed ver 20. Thou shalt be â—â—mbe because thou beleevest not â—y words 4. A fourth sort are of inquiâ—ation where the mind is diâ—ersly carried and is not come â—â— a rest as when a cause is not â—ome to a sentence but hangs 〈◊〉 suspence Now of this sort of â—oubtings wee speak at this â—me which againe may be â—ranched 1. Into Reall which questiâ—ns the principles themselves â—ther for truth or goodnesse â—nd so they respect matters of â—aith or else they question actiâ—ns touching lawfulnesse or unâ—awfulnesse and so they respect â—atters of fact In which respect they are more specially styled Scruples of conscience which are nothing else but some grating and painfull doubts about points As Rom. 14. 23. practicall Oâ— which see the Casuists 2. Into Personall Where noâ— the things in themselves but iâ— respect of our selves are questioned and onely questioned noâ— peremptorily denyed or rejected viz. I know and beleevâ— that God is a Father that Chrisâ— is a Redeemer and the Saviouâ— of sinners I now doubt Not whether there be any truth oâ— good in these
could not bâ— unlesse there they were But will you say Whenâ— Obj. should these arise Doth God aâ— ter in his love in his nature 〈◊〉 his fidelity Or doe the Promises which are the great staâ— of faith goe and come ebbâ— â—nd flow Doe they vary from â—â—emselves either for truth or â—oodnesse Or doth Christ the â—undation the rock on which â—ur faith is built is not he the â—â—me yesterday to day and for ever â—f so how why whence is it â—â—at a Beleever should doubt I answer That though there â—â—e the samenesse in God in Sol. â—hrist in the Word yet there is â—ot an onenesse in us and the â—ariations in us doe in no wise â—onclude any thing in them no â—ore then the severall alteratiâ—ns in the ayre doe inferre a diâ—ersity in the Sunne which is â—â—e and the same in respect of â—selfe however the changes â—ee multiplyed here below â—herefore know that the Cap. IV. Springs Causes and Occasions oâ— doubting are or may be these 1. NAturall corruption Thiâ— The first cause of doubtings is a corrupt root thâ— seed of all sinne and of unbeâ—â— liefe This is that flesh whicâ— Originall sinne the fountaine of unbelief doth lust against the spirit aâ—â— thrusts up abundance of motâ—â— on s and corupt reasonings aâ—â— motives to interrupt our faiâ—â— in its great businesse of beleeâ— ving So that when we wouâ—â— It corrupts and misinforms the mind and withholds the will doe good evill is present witâ— us and when wee would beâ— leeve unbeliefe is preseâ— with us It is very true that in our coâ—â— version the soule is graciousâ— inlarged and the powers of 〈◊〉 It is a disease hanging about the best are crushed Yet so that still 〈◊〉 goe with a chaine about 〈◊〉 leg And though sin hath 〈◊〉 deaths-wound yet so much liâ—â— Note is still remaining as to interruâ—â— our graces to resist them yea and if we look not well unto it to stay and bind them He who hath a maime in Simile his leg cannot move in that manner or measure as he desires and a wounded hand or arme hand or arme cannot stretch out it self and lay hold at all times Corruption is in the best and will doe its part and that is one reason why we cannot doe all our part in beleeving You know in the Warres Simile how the intentions and motions of one side are stopt and kept up by the malice and subtilty and power of the other and that there may be many veines of sweetest water under the earth which yet are many times checked and controlled by the falling down of earth O this body of sinne which nolentes volentes wee must yet carry about with us how backward is it to come to Christ how unbeleeving is it how suspicious how fearfull It will not be perswaded it will not hearken it will not credit it will not yeeld it will not imbrace The very Disciples who had the presence of Christ who saw the Miracles of Christ who heard the voice of Christ how often did they doubt did they question Whence shall we have bread to feed so many * Luk. 24. 21 We had trusted it should have beene he who should have redeemed Israel So that Christ reproves them more then once or twice O slow of Luk. 24. 25 heart to beleeve c. * 38. Why doe thoughts arise in your hearts Behold my hands and my feet that it is I my selfe But Christ apologiseth for them The spirit is willing but the flesh is weak 2. Imperfection of faith A second cause of doubtings this is another cause of doubting Why should a child fall so much and a man so seldome is it not the weaknesse in the Simile nerves and sinews and low motive parts When fire is newly kindled it is but little and hath much smoke so is it with our faith the more imperfect it is the more doubtings it finds Matth. 14. 31. O thou of little Weake faith and many doubtings goe together faith wherefore didst thou doubt Little faith and great doubtings goe together like a little heart and great mists Some men are but Babes in Christ they are but plants in the garden they are but lambs in the fold Now children are apt to feare and plants to shake and lambs to flag behind and weak beleevers to doubt Lay a little burden on Simile a childs shoulder he knowes not what to doe shew him the water hee cryes out So is it with weak beleevers Their strength is not proportioned unto unusuall exigences Neither have they experiences nor that quicknesse of art to hye them to their helps And these are great matters 1. when a man wants strength to deale with his enemy and 2. when he hath not had experience Therefore let us consider this yet more Where faith is weake or imperfect there are three things incident unto those Beleevers 1. They want ability to Three things in weak beleevers argue for their experience is little and therefore their judgments are not so setled so that they cannot alwayes maintaine their ground David David because of former experiences he is not amazed at the uncircumcised Philistine but rests upon that God for victory here who had granted him former deliverances from the Beare and the Lion And so Paul 2 Cor. 1. Paul confirms himselfe 2 Cor. 1. 10. who delivered us from so great a death and doth deliver in whom we trust that he will yet deliver* but weak David was right in Psal 9. 10. They that know thy name will put their trust in thee for thou Lord bast not forsaken those that seek thâ—e faith hath little experience of Gods truths and of Gods power and of Gods method and times 2. They see their wants and hindrances more then their helps and incouragements like Elisha's servant who saw the multitude of the enemies compassing the city with horses and charioÌ„ts and the reupon cryed out Alas my Master Elâ—sha's servant 2 King 6. 15 16 17. how shall we doe but at first he saw not the mountaine full of horses and chariots of fire round about Elisha which might have stayed and upheld him It is with new and weake Beleevers as with the Israelites Israelites who did heare of the sons of Anak those mighty Gyants and of the high mighty walls about the city of Canaan they looked on these and were greatly perplexed and discouraged but they did not looke on the strong and Almighty God who did promise to goe with them and conquer for them So do these they look upon the meer temptations and suggestions of Satan they looke upon the powerfull stirrings of remaining corruption they look upon the strength of present crosses they look upon their own weaknesses against all these they look upon Gods delayings upon their owne dulnesses and whatsoever may keep them downe but they look not upon that God who hath promised
see here is ground of doubtings yet if a man could look out of himselfe and know that his righteousness is to be found in Christ and God hath appointed it so that I am to be justified by that righteousness onely now the soul may have a stay to rest on Yet my Saviours righteousnesse was perfect was accepted and he is mine and his righteousnesse is mine 3. Till we know the dispositions if I may so speak in God about our justifying we cannot but doubt for a man reasoneth thus I have committed great sins which now do grieve me and I hate them and I have left them but I know not how they may be pardoned those will now cause doubtings Untill wee know that God for Christ will justifie us frō great sins as well as small 1 Cor 6. 8 9. and that 1 Cor. 6. 8 9 10. he blots out the thick cloud as well as the cloud Esay 44. 22. Esa 44. 22 I have blotted out as a thick cloud thy transgressions and as a cloud thy sins and that there were expiatory sacrifices not onely for infirmities but also for enormities all which typified the vertue of the blood of Christ which justifies from great sins c. But I have nothing to move Ob. God to pardon them Yet pardoning is a gracious Sol. work God pardons sins not for thy sake but for his owne sake Esay 43. 25. I even I am Esa 43 25 he that blotteth out thy transgressions for mine owne sake and for his Christs sake Eph. 1. 7. In Eph. 1. 7. whom onely we have redemption even the forgivenesse of our sinnes But God will call me hereafter Ob. to account again though for a while he seems to be graciously pleased No the Lord in his new Covenant Sol. of Grace assures the contrary Jer. 31. 34. I will forgive Jer. 31. 34 their iniquity and I will remember their sinne no more So that you manifestly see how the ignorance of our Justification leaves the soule in great doubtings because 1. A man knows not where to cast his burden 2. Where to find his righteousnesse 3. What is the vertue and fulnesse and love and graciousnesse the fidelity and irrevocablenesse of God in justifying a sinner by Christ 10. A tenth cause of doubtings A tenth cause of doubtings is disputation against the Promises You have heard heretofore that the ignorance of the Promises is an occasion of doubting and now I am to shew you that the arguing of the soule against them is also another cause But you will say Doth any Ob. man dare to dispute against Gods Promises I answer The Promises may Sol. The Promises considered two wayes be considered 1. In respect of their absolute truth and goodnesse thus they are not disputed against unlesse by Atheists and positive unbeleevers as were those scoffers 2 Pet. 3. 4. who said Where is the promise of his comming 2. In respect of their application and extent Thus many weak beleevers are subject to argue against them Not whether they be verity and mercy not whether righteousnesse and peace doe meet in them but whether these doe reach to them and may be applyed by them Nay that is not all they do ofttimes upon unjust grounds thrust away the Promises from themselves And now the soule must needs be hurried with feares and doubtings in case the condition be sensible because 1. The Promises are to faith Three reasons of it as ground unto the Anchor cast out an Anchor and if it hath not ground to fasten or Simile hitch in the Ship rowls still This is a truth If faith cannot pitch and fixe the soule cannot be quiet and setled David in one place useth the comparison of a bird that his soule did hye unto God as a bird unto her nest Whiles the bird is in Noabs dove foūd no rest for the sole of her foot the ayre it is hovering and flying and restlesse so is it with the soule untill faith can settle it under the wings of a Promise Nay againe the Promises are called the breasts of consolation When the child is hungry and distempered nothing quiets it but the breasts And assuredly if the Promises doe not still the soule nothing can Now when a man will rove from this ground of faith when he will fly from his rest when he refuseth the breasts of consolation no marvaile if his soule be full of doubts and feares For this is all one as if a lame man should throw away his crutches or a weak man his staffe or a sick man his cordials or a sinking man the bough which holds him up The goodnesse of the Lord promised to David was that Psa 27. 13 which did hold up all his faintings and so all Gods people have still been held and staffed up by Gods Word And therefore that person must needs be full of doubts who withdraws his shoulder from such a stay and rock upon which hee should leane and rest himselfe 2. This is but selfnesse which is ever accompanied with unquietnesse for why dost thou refuse to apply those Promises which God hath made Is it not because 1. Thou wouldst have more goodnesse first 2. Lesse unbeliefe first And is not this a self-seeking yea in some sort a self-standing What an odde and unseemly Note So thou hast promised to pardon sins c. method of worshiping of God is this Lord I have but weak grace and thou hast promised to strengthen it and perfect and finish it but I will not beleeve thy Promise belongs to me untill I have first a greater increase of my grace Or thus Lord I find much unevennesse in duty and thou hast promised to give thy Spirit which shall cause mee to walk in thy way but I will not beleeve this Promise untill I be first more enabled in duty Or thus Lord I find much sinfulnesse in me and thou hast promised to change cleanse the heart and to subdue iniquity but I will not beleeve this Promise untill first I see my sins subdued When I find my graces increased then I will beleeve that thou wilt increase them when I find my Whē thou hast done it then I will beleeve that thou wilt doe it obedience continued and my sinnes subdued then will I beleeve that thou wilt cause me to walk and wilt subdue sins q. d. If thou wilt performe thy Promise before I doe beleeve thy Promise then I will beleeve thy Promise This is as Simile if a man would see the blood in the veines before the veins are opened or wash his hands cleane before he hath turned the cock to let out the water 3. A man is still held by the powers of his corruption And where corruptions or wants are still found in their former measure there the tender soule will doubt and feare Let a man bestow himselfe much in hearing or much in praying or much in conferring yet if he have the
forbids and therefore absolves or binds No subject you know hath this power to release or bind of himselfe but that is the royall prerogative of the King It is true if the Word condemnes us then our consciences may doe so too and if the Word absolves us so may our consciences too But this is virtute prima not virtute propria It is because the Word doth it not because Conscience of it selfe without the Word can doe either rightly Whence two things arise to informe and direct us viz. 1. Satans judgment of our Satans judging is but usurped estate is but usurped It doth not belong to him to sit upon our soules It is against the Law of Nations that the same party should be witnesse and Judge And we may say to him truly what the Pharisees proudly objected to Christ By what authority doth he these things Or as they to Moses who made thee a Judge over us Assuredly the enemy of our salvation is not to be the Judge of it he being so maliciously vowed against our happinesse it is most unfit for him to decide it and therefore though he usurps a judgement upon Christians yet as David spake in another case Thou Lord wilt not leave the righteous when he is judged No assuredly Satan shall one day be judged for taking upon him the judging of Gods people And doe you thinke that Satan will give a true judgement unto us of our spirituall condition who dares give in false evidence before God himselfe of Job and who is said to accuse the brethren before God day and night 2. No testimony is to be admitted which is contrary to the judgment of the Word Beleeve not every spirit 1 Joh. 4. All judgement of our estates being contrary to the Word is false 1. but try the spirits whether they are of God The Word must judge us another day therefore it is to judge of us now Satans judgement is usurped and our owne is oft times erroneous as in wicked and presumptuous sinners who sentence well for their safety although God doth proclaime and pronounce bitter woes unto them And as our judgements are oft times erroneous so are they in the times of distresse suspicious and hasty We doe not testifie of our selves with judgements cleared and totally informed by the Word of all our estate but with judgments affected and distempered as David in his fit I am cast out of thy presence God did not cast him off but his distempered judgement did cast him out 2. Maintain the judgment of the Word against all judgment When a man hath throughly viewed and pierced into the secrets of his heart and wayes by the informing light of Gods blessed Spirit and takes his flesh and spirit asunder I meane his sinnes weaknesses graces and dispositions and layes these with all he knows of himselfe before the Lord in a most sincere ingenuity so that if he were now to die he durst venture the eternall salvation of his soule with his God that hee keeps nothing back either of what is his owne by nature or of what is Gods by grace If now the Word decides for him that his condition is heavenly his heart is upright hee is indeed one who is truly interessed in Christ this man or woman should now uphold this decisive testimony of the Word lay it up as the great copy of his eternall salvation and in case of opposite verdict and testimony not to molest himselfe with reasoning and doubting but to preserve the authority of Gods testimony by beleeving and most upright walking with God in all the powers of duty There yet remaine two springs of doubtings to be cured and then I have done with that subject 13. The thirteenth spring of doubtings was the new rising of old sinnes This I told you could not but amaze the soule to see the dead rise out of the grave againe and to reade the debt as if it were not yet crossed It doth exceedingly disquiet us about our spirituall condition Now consider 1. There are five times Five times in which former sins may revive when we and our sinnes doe meet 1. One is the day of our legall humiliation when the Law like searching physick enters deep stirs up the evill humour casts our sins into our very faces and sets them in order before us and reproves us for them with undenyable conviction and horrour 2. Another is the day of our piercing afflictions when the Lord doth send his messengers unto us of wrath cuts off frō us our delights tears away our joyes crosseth us in our aims and we see God hewing our friends from us our children from us our earthly delights and contents for miserable evils are oft times a cause to make us see our sinfull evils We doe many times come to perceive our faults by our punishments As Pharaoh did when the plagues were on him I have done evill in not letting the people goe And Balaam when he saw the Angel and heard him threatning I will now returne And so the children of Israel then saw and confest their murmuring and stubbornnesse when God sent evil Angels amongst them i. some messengers of his wrath and displeasure 3. A third is the time of some horrible and common judgement whether it be upon particular persons or a Nation interessed in the same guilt of sinne with our selves For this is a time of common fire which raging and flying up and downe makes men run into their closets and bring out their concealed jewels so doe common and extraordinary judgments return us into our selves and gives up unto us those our hidden sins which we feare will draw the same fire of judiciall wrath upon our owne persons I doe not doubt but at the last great Plague many of the sinfull botches broke out upon a fear lest that judiciall botch should have broken in upon your bodies and houses 4. A fourth time is the time of death For though sin and a sinner really meet in all their course of life yet sense of sin and a sinner doe not alwayes meet untill the day of death for death is a strict and unavoidable summons to give up our accounts and then the unjust steward must look about him how he shall answer his most just Lord and Master This time of meeting evidently manifests it selfe to our owne experience who though we have kindled our sinnes in the time of our health and strength yet have we not met with the flashes of them but in the times of sicknesse and weaknesse 5. A last time of meeting is the day of Judgement and this is a most certaine and infallible time It is possible for a man to escape the legall meeting by conviction and the miserable meeting by afflictions judgements and death it selfe for some die like Nabal they live wretchedly and die senslesly but at the day of Judgement they and their sinnes must meet and shall because then the secrets of all hearts shall
neglects of his Word by the silences of our consciences And assuredly something is ordinarily amisse when Conscience speaks unto us neither good nor bad 3. Sometimes Conscience is silent to make us look higher then Conscience and that wee might know there is a higher Court to which wee must make our addresses 4. Sometimes Conscience is silent to make us see upon what bottomes our faith is grounded whether we can beleeve because God saith as well as rejoyce because Conscience speaketh 3. But to make Conscience speak what must we doe We have had its gracious testimonies by which we have been much comforted and supported How shall we recover it to speech againe I answer 1. Speak to God and then The waies to recover conscience to speeâ—h againe God may speak to Conscience and Conscience will speak to thee God hath a greater command over Conscience then it hath over us It is with God and Conscience as with a King and his Courtiers let the King speake kindly to a Petitioner the Courtiers will then imbrace him lovingly and indeed Conscience will carry Gods face and expresse his dispositions of love Therefore this doe speak to the Lord 1. To shew thee the cause of Consciences silence 2. To give thee the testimony of his owne Spirit which will draw with it againe the testimony of thine owne conscience Rom. 8. 16. 2. Speak to duty Be sure thou doe not displease Conscience If thou hast repent and adde no more to make Conscience displeased or silent 4. But how may we support our selves in the times of silence I answer thou mayst comfort thy selfe if 1. The Word can approve thee the testimony of the Word is ever open though that of Conscience be not What is the reason Because men may have a constant audience and tryall of their estates And take one thing by the way If the Word which is alwayes open and speaking if it acquits thee Conscience though now silent whensoever it speakes will cleare thee 2. Thou hast and dost approve the Word How is that That is If the Word be thy rule thy light by which thou hast and dost walk for when Conscience comes to speak it gives its sentence from the Word by which thou walkest and of thy frame and course which thou preservest in an upright answerablenesse to the directions of the Word An Addition of foure other causes of Doubtings with a briefe resolution of them 1. SEnse of sinfull workings O! saith a distressed soul Certainly my condition is stark naught and I have no right to Christ nor to any mercy I may not beleeve Why Because I never found such vile workings of heart as of late I feele a wonderfull rebellion in my heart I cannot think on any good nor set upon any good but an army of evill is in me opposing and hindering me To a soule in such a condition Sol. I would for his help prescribe these five subsequent considerations 1. When grace comes in truth it is ever of that power to make such discoveries and to raise such stirs as the soule never felt before for Grace is a new nature and a new light and a new active principle It is put into the soul for that very end to find and lay out sin yea and to expell and thrust it out The judgement was never so convinced before nor Conscience so qualified before nor the will and affections so spiritualized before therefore never marvell at the strange workings When a child is conceived in the wombe it is not now with the woman as in former times and whensoever Christ is formed in the soule it is not with that soule as in old times There is that now falne in which must purge thee and rule thee 2. If good be wrought evil will work and 〈◊〉 When Christ was born all Jerusalem was troubled so when grace is wrought sin will stir Indeed if grace came into the soule either by a finall and totall cessation of sin that there were no sin residing in the soule into the which grace comes then thou shouldst feele no stir at all Thus it shall be in heaven Grace there shall be alone Holinesse and nothing but holinesse there and therefore no combat no stir But thus it never will be on earth Sinne may be alone in some mens hearts but grace is never alone in any mans heart in this life Or if grace came into the soule by a peaceable resignation if sinfull flesh would without any more adoe make a full and free surrender and give it possession without any dispute and cavill then also thou mightst expect a calmnesse and a cessation of armes no vile stirrings But O Christian Grace and sin The Spirit Gal. 5. 17. and the flesh are contrary one to the other and therefore they lust one against the other Fire and water will not lie quiet Sad indeed were thy condition if thou hadst such a frame of vaine good against which no sinfull part in thee would oppose Every regenerate man hath a double man in him the new man and the old man that would doe good this would not doe good that would pray this would not that would mourn this would not that would beleeve this would not 3. But then thirdly thou who feelest such a rebelling and opposing flesh in thee what is that which thou dost oppose It is true thou feelest an untoward rebellious nature yet within thee but what side takest thou It is not I said Rom. 7. Paul but sin that dwelleth in me Sin in him opposed good but Paul himselfe approved good and delighted in good and willed good The same Apostle speaking of the co-habitation and the co-operation of flesh and spirit in regenerate persons that the one did lust against the other and the one was contrary to the other and that by reason of the rebellion and unrulinesse of the one we could not Gal 5. 17. doe the good which we would he yet comforteth them in such a condition in the next words If ye be led by the Spirit ver 18. ye are not under the Law As if he had said Notwithstanding all this rebellious opposition of your flesh if yet ye yeeld not to be servants to it but approve of and incline unto and follow in your hearts courses the rules of the Spirit the condition is very good safe So that though the evill remaining in us doth oppose the good in us yet if we our selves oppose not the good our condition may be good 4. Fourthly as there is evill in thee opposing of thee in any good so there is something in thee also opposing of that evil Dost thou not condemne that hardnesse which hinders thee from mourning and sheddest many a teare because thou canst not mourne Dost thou not strive with the Lord by many prayers and in the use of all his ordinances against that unbeleeving and rebelliously working nature of thine Dost thou not with Paul conflict with it