must not therefore conclude and say that because we are subject to temptations and because the sword is so predominant in our Kingdome or because the seeds of sinnes are still in us and the corruptions of our natures are not fully purged that therefore we are out of the favour of God and first for the sword so raigning in the Land we must confesse it is for the sinnes of the Land which if once that cause were but removeed then the effect would cease What wilt thou say that for these thou art out of Gods favour Well then note againe that these may be and often are to be found even in Gods dearest Saints but heerein we may pray unto God for helpe because he is the Lord of peace who giveth peace unto his children cast thy care therefore upon God the authour and finisher of thy faith 1. Pet. 1.2 and use an endeavour by striveing and labouring to resist these temptations and endure the combate with patience having an eye to our Captaine Christ Jesus who is the authour and finisher of our faith c. Heb. 12.1.2 and know that God freely accepts us as righteous not for any merrits of ours but for the merrits of his deare Sonne in whom onely he is well pleased 2. Pet. 1.17 And also know that whensoever thou art in any temptation or doubtings to trouble thy soule remember then I say that thy estate in this life is like Peter on the water whose faith at first was so strong that at the call of Christ he came boldly to him on the waters without doubtings but when he saw the waves comming against him then he presently doubteth and feareth drowning and begins to sinke and finding himselfe unable to save himselfe he flyeth to Christ and prayeth earnestly unto him for helpe saying Master save me I perish And then Christ giveth him his hand and bringing him into the Ship saveth him from drowning And in like maner it is with a Christian for at first when Christ called him to faith and repentance being perswaded by the Spirit to believe then he comes boldly unto Christ being moved by the excellency of Christs merrits and the free promises of grace and mercy in him but when once he comes to see his owne unthankfulnesse and the weakenesse of his faith and obedience and the unbeliefe and wants of sanctification in him then the waves of Sathans temptations and corruptions of his own nature assaulting him feares and doubtings seize upon him and he is ready to sinke downe into the sea of dispaire for want of faith I say if this be thy estate and thy case as peradventure it may What then must thou doe heerein Onely this confesse and acknowledge thine owne weakenesse and insufficiency and with Peter being ready to sinke flie unto Christ and pray unto him for comfort who is the authour and fountayne of life and peace for if any be afflicted let him pray sayth Saint James 5.13 And my house shall be called the house of prayer saith our blessed Saviour Mat. 21.13 But where is Gods house once called the house of preaching neither yet in all Gods word I am sure from the beginning of Genesis to the end of the Revelations we doe not read of one quarter of the Miracles and Wonders that have been done by preaching as have been by prayer and the Apostle willeth us to prove and to examine our owne selves not any man another but himselfe 2. Cor. 13.5 And was or is that by preaching and not rather by prayer and pray continually 1. Thes 5.17 And I dare say that in any doubtings troubles and afflictions whatsoever that thou mayest be in prayer may be the meanes to beget faith in thee to believe and thou thereby mayest be saved and recovered c. But againe if thou at any time doubtest because of thy imperfections in any of thy assaults and because thou art not fully as thou mayest imagine regenerated Know then as I said before that Christ is thy perfection and that God so beholdeth thee in him as that thou canst not totally fall For if we looke upon our selves why then when we have done all that we can yet alasse wee must needes be constrayned to say that we are but unprofitable servants Luke 17.10 And for peace in our selves we cannot finde any So that as Noahs Dove was constrayned to flie backe againe into the Arke before shee could finde whereon to rest the sole of her foot Gen. 8.9 So are we constrayned to flie to Christ before we can finde rest to our soules As the Israelites being stung with the fiery Serpents presently looking upon the brazen Serpent were healed and cured Num. 21.9 So whensoever thou art wounded by sinne or moved to doubtings by thine owne weaknesse or Sathans temptations then slie presently to Christ and behold him by the eye of fayth how he was crucified how hee shed his most precious bloud how he died and rose againe how he sits at the right hand of his and our Father and makes intercession and all for the purchase of thy peace and for the joy and comfort of as many as thus beleeve of him Oh now with this perswasion I say possesse thy soule in patience and hope that thou shalt one day enjoy that inheritance of the Saints where is freedome from all these feares and doubtings which Christ hath bought and purchased for thee O despayre not then for Christ I say hath purchased and bought eternall life and everlasting joyes for thee and not by or with thy merits but by and with the price of his owne most pretious bloud this hope will not make ashamed Rom. 5.5 Yea by and with this hope thou art and shalt bee saved Rom. 8.24 Doe not therefore conclude and say that the joyes of heaven belong not to thee this is to abuse that sweet and loving mercy of God for as you have heard but even a little before from the holy Apostle St. Paul wee are saved by hope oh then thinke not thy selfe to be out of the favour of God or that the joyes or happinesses of Gods holy Kingdome belongs not or appertaines not to thee because thou art not yet free from sinne and Sathans temptations but comfort thy self in hope that as Christs praier for Peter was heard that though hee fayled in fayth and that for a time yet he could not faile and fall totally and finally and so also I dare say it is hard for thee for Christ hath prayed for thee as earnestly and as effectually as he did for him yea and for all that shall but believe in him John 17.20 and therefore Job 19.2 as Job in the midst of his misery did comfort himselfe with this meditation that his Redeemer lived So doe thou comfort thy selfe in Christ that one drop of his blood is of efficacy vertue and power to procure pardon for all thy sinnes yea and though all the sinnes of all the whole world were thine And therefore waite with
tryall of our innocency wherfore seeng it is thus Oh! therefore never despaire of Gods mercy but with the Apostle James count it exceeding joy when ye fall into divers temptations knowing that the trying of your faith bringeth forth patience c. Comfort Oh comfort your selves in and with these words And know that through many tribulations ye must enter into the Kingdome of God Acts 14.22 Oh man thou art created thou art healed if by faith thou canst see it yea thou art saved if thou wilt perceive it but which of all these are from thy selfe I dare say not any of them for thou couldst not create thy selfe when thou wast not thou couldst not justifie thy selfe when thou wast a sinner and worse then thou hadst not beene thou couldst not raise thy selfe when thou wast dead because then thy strength was as if thou hadst never been When then is a mans free will in the state of nature seeing the Roman Church boasts much of their free-will where is our merit at the hand of God Those that are wise do consider a three-fold operation not offree-will to merit as the Roman Church teacheth but of divine grace and all these in man but from God The first is our Creation the second a Reformation the third our Confirmation and perfection to glory and God I say is the Authour of all these for all our being and well-being is from God the Father in and by Christ and by the Blessed Spirit and therefore to us humility but to God onely belongs the glory Object But here some may reply and say surely I have heretofore felt as I thought the beginnings of Grace and a new reformed life and conversation by which I was perswaded that I was formed wholy to Christ my Redeemer thus I was once perswaded yet now I find that I am subject to manifold temptations and sometimes overcome to fall into grievous sinnes which wound my conscience yea I see a decay of grace in my selfe I find a weaknesse of faith and a kind of deadnesse in my soul so that I delight not in the Law of God as I should nor do I feele that assurance of the favour of God and of my salvation as I desire and therefore I feare that the faith that I had was but faigned and my holinesse but in shew and therfore now I doubt that my estate and condition is fearefull wofull and miserable Respon This is a very large Objection and hath many parts but I will answere them all with what brevity I may and first for the Conclusion who told thee that thou wast in Gods favour It may be thou wilt reply it was and is thine owne conscience seeing thy decay in faith in holinesse and the burthen of thy sinnes too heavy for thee to beare and therefore this pronounceth the curse against thee because thou hast not continued in all things that are written in Gods Law to doe them Levit. 27.26 and because thou hast not that measure of grace which should be in a Christian in such an one as is in Gods favour but who is this that thus perswades thy conscience to these doubtings Shall I tell thee who it is Why then know it may be either God or Sathan First I say it may be it is God which if it be so then know certainely it is for thy good and that God for a time leaves thee to thy selfe and so suffers those doubtings to be in thee it may be it is for some secret sinne for which as yet thou art not fully and absolutely humbled nor hast not truely as yet repented thee thereof and in such a case then God doth it to worke humiliation in thee that so thou mayst be saved or it may be it is to keepe thee from security and to make thee so much the more to abhorre and feare sinne or to prevent spirâ—tuall pride in thee to trie thy faith patience constancy and true trust in his promises or else it is to move thee to esteeme better of Gods service and of all spirituall graces heereafter or it may be it is to teach thee to flie by earnest prayer unto Christ thy Saviour and to mplore mercy at his hands with the renewing of his spirituall grace in thee because in Christ God is well pleased and in him thou mayst have and finde mercy yea even in the depth of all thy misery but I say If it be God that brings all these doubtings into thy mind then I dare say that it is a sure argument to confirme thy faith and ascertaine thee that thou art Gods child and that so his mercy shall imbrace thee on every side and thus it is I say that God tempteth and it is then for thy good if God do thus tempt thee But not so with Sathan for if Sathan tempt and perswade thee to these doubtings then he doth it to worke despaire in thy soule and so to procure thy utter ruine and destruction and therefore believe him not but resist his temptations at the very first as the Apostle adviseth 1 Pet. 5.9 and so prevent all occasions for according to the Proverb Give the Devill an Inch and he will take an Ell and take heed of solitarinesse and of being too much alone but use company if thou beest naturally given to mellancholly then I say use merry company for thy recreation but take heed of being alone lest Sathan may deale with thee as he did with Eve when she was alone for then it was that he tempted her Gen. 3.2 3. Therefore I say be circumspect and give no credit to Sathan when he shall perswade thee to any evill motion or action for he is a Liar John 8.48 and he is thy enemy yea thy accusing enemy and one that seeketh to devoure thee 1 Pet. 5.8 and why shouldst thou believe a liar or any way credit thine adversary rather than the sweete promises of the Father of mercy how full the holy Scriptures are of the sweet promises of mercy let a man search and he shall finde as in Ezek. 18.27 he that doth righteousnesse not he that saith but he that doth shall save his soule alive and come unto me all ye that are weary c. Mat. 11.28 and for this read Job 13 14 15. with others And therefore hold this for a ground although thou mayst be subject to doubtings yet by and with Gods assistance with holy Job thou wilt never despaire but pray earnestly and without ceasing for the gift of persevering And thus shalt thou find comfort in the latter end and thus thou mayst perceive then how thou mayst obtaine the joyes of Heaven and not to despayre Againe peradventure thou wilt say I know there is much joy and happinesse in Heaven provided for the elect but what 's that to me For I shall have no share thereof I know it by reason I am so subject to so many temptations and entised often to grievous sinnes sometimes with the Atheist to thinke that
patience and be content with Gods answer to Saint Paul 2. Cor. 12.9 My grace is sufficient for thee and my strength and power shall be made manifest in thy weakenesse and know that it is not for thy merits but for the merits and worthinesse of Christ that God freely accepts us And this is the very promise of God to those who are once his on whom he hath once bestowed those graces of the knowledge of Christ of fayth of repentance of regeneration and newnesse of life which thou canst not deny I thinke but at sometime to have beene in some measure in thee though hee suffers thee to fall into divers great and grievous temptations yea temptations of a very high nature yet hee will lay no more upon thee or them then he will make thee and them able to beare 1. Cor. 10.23 And though he suffer to be overcome for a time yet will he make a way to escape and will give grace of fayth and repentance by which they may bee reconciled and re-assured of the love of our heavenly Father Doubt not then to apply the promises of God in particular unto thy selfe upon repentance and comming unto Christ because there is no kinde of sinne which thou canst commit but the mercies of God in Christ are farre greater For that sinne against the holy Ghost thou canst not commit which is not any transgression of the Morrall Law eyther in generall or in particular eyther of ignorance or of infirmity or a sin committed wilfully or presumptuously and against a mans owne conscience though these be grievous sinnes but it is an universall and finall Apostacie or falling away from Christ I say it is a voluntary renouncing of the knowledge or known truth of the Gospel and a rebellious proceeding from the hatred of it being joyned with a tyrannicall sophisticall and hypocriticall oppugnation of the same when a man that hath beene enlightned with a true knowledge of Christ and is convinced in his conscience of the truth of it by the blessed Spirit and hath tasted of the good word of God Heb. 6.5 and of the powers of the world to come but it is only a taste for they that doe feede of these graces spiritually and doe digest them and are nourished by them to newnesse of life I dare say God will never suffer them to fall into this sinne when such an one I say shall afterwards universally and with a full consent fall from the truth deny Christ persecute him and though it be but in his members with reproaches despisings and taunts and so disdaine the sacrifice of his death and passion and continuing thus without repentance unto the end this is the sinne against the Holy Ghost Thus did Julian and other Apostats sinne and of these are that of the Apostle to be understood in Heb. 6.6.7.8 c. But to thy comfort whosoever thou art that art troubled with doubtings and so feares that heaven and the joyes thereof belong not unto thee This sinne I say thou canst not fall into being first ingrafted into Christ by fayth and for all other sinnes be they never so grievous yet remission is promised upon fayth and repentance and that freely not for the merit of thy faith or repentance but for the love and merits of Christ Why then shouldst thou not apply the generall promises of grace unto thy selfe in particular Come unto me sayth our blessed Saviour Matt. 11.28 all that are weary and heavy laden and I will refresh you This promise is generall But this thy owne conscience will tell thee that thou art weary and laden heavily with the burthen of thy sinnes and therefore thou mayest well conclude that comming unto Christ the promise of mercy belongs to thee Whosoever shall believe and be baptized shall be saved Mar. 16.16 this is a generall promise also But thy owne conscience will tell thee that thou art Baptized and that without our new fangled re-baptizings and that thou beleevest though it may be that thy faith is but weak but like a graine of mustard seed that is very small Matth. 7.20 yet if thou canst but say with the man in the Gospel I beleeve Lord helpe my unbeleefe Mar. 9.24 If thou canst but touch the hemme of Christs garment with the finger of fayth if thy hand of fayth by which thou mayst lay fast hold of him be wanting yet by this touch of Christ even but with the finger of fayth the vertue of Christ may flow foorth sufficiently to stop the bloudy issue of thy sinnes and to cure the maladies of thy soule and with this thou mayst truely apply the promises of grace unto thy soule Well then as you have seen since thou art and must be a Soldier whilest thou livest in the Camp or Field of the Church faint not at the sight of thine enemies though they be many and terrible but comfort thy selfe with this that as Elisha sayd to his servant in the 2. Kin. 6.16 there are more with thee then with them yea and though thou bee weake yet the stronger part is on thy side for thou hast God thy friend to send thee more ayd of grace if at any time thou art decayd in thy strength thou hast Christ a Conqueror thy Captaine under whose Banner thou doest fight thy friend and thou hast the blessed Spirit to encourage thee and though he may leave off to shew his favourable presence for a time yet will he not bee long absent from thee Though for a moment he hide his face yet with everlasting kindnesse will he have compassion on thee Esay 54.7.8 In a word thou hast being in Christ Myriads of Angels to accompany thee and the prayers of the Saints of the whole Church yea I say and of Christ himselfe at the right hand of his and our Father like the shouting of the Israelites to make the walles of Jericho the strength of their enemies to fayle Jos 6.20 And therfore faile nor but there goe on I advise thee with fayth and constancy to endure the combat and faint nor though thou hast many losses of grace many wounds by sinnes and by thy spirituall enemies for Christ being thy Captaine thou shalt certainely prove a Conqueror in the end But notwithstanding all this thou findest that thou art unable to apply the promises of mercy and free grace unto thy self or to doe it so weakely that feare is not altogether removed out of the heart Then as in the sicknesse of thy body thou art ready to seeke and to send to the Physitian for health of thy body that so he may apply somewhat unto thee for thy health and cure so must thou doe I say in the sicknesse of thy soule then thou must flie and seeke to Gods Minister for the Priests lips ought to preserve knowledge and thou must seeke the Law at his mouth saith the Lord by his Prophet Mal. 2.7 To him then thou must open the wounds of thy soule and all the