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and_o it_o be_v his_o wound_n the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v within_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o terror_n of_o god_n do_v set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o i_o etc._n etc._n job_n 6._o â—4_n 5._o the_o wound_n be_v make_v by_o the_o fail_n of_o testimony_n from_o conscience_n fail_v of_o conscience_n conscience_n unto_o man_n upon_o repair_n make_v unto_o it_o the_o good_a or_o evil_a day_n of_o a_o christian_a be_v set_v by_o the_o voice_n of_o conscience_n unto_o he_o now_o when_o conscience_n be_v silent_a and_o shall_v speak_v neither_o good_a nor_o bad_a unto_o a_o christian_a when_o as_o no_o testimony_n at_o all_o shall_v stand_v up_o but_o after_o great_a and_o studious_a enquiry_n no_o verdict_n can_v be_v obtain_v this_o be_v asad_a wound_n to_o the_o spirit_n thing_n the_o misery_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n in_o three_o thing_n and_o it_o do_v exceed_o distract_v and_o divide_v a_o christian_n note_v the_o effect_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n 1._o it_o give_v man_n but_o a_o negative_a estate_n and_o that_o can_v satisfy_v and_o settle_v the_o soul_n it_o be_v not_o enough_o to_o my_o quiet_n that_o god_n look_v not_o as_o my_o enemy_n but_o he_o must_v look_v like_o a_o friend_n on_o i_o 2._o it_o give_v suspicion_n of_o a_o neutral_a estate_n so_o as_o a_o man_n can_v tell_v whether_o god_n and_o conscience_n be_v for_o he_o or_o against_o he_o 3._o it_o breed_v a_o suspicion_n of_o a_o bad_a estate_n withdrawment_n and_o suspension_n be_v sometime_o the_o forerunner_n of_o bitter_a intention_n 6._o the_o wound_n be_v in_o the_o spirit_n from_o the_o over_o great_a accuse_a conscience_n accusation_n of_o conscience_n power_n of_o conscience_n conscience_n in_o its_o accusation_n show_v the_o guiltiness_n of_o sin_n and_o express_v the_o anger_n of_o god_n towards_o a_o man_n for_o sin_n in_o a_o cheerful_a and_o excuse_v conscience_n we_o may_v behold_v a_o gracious_a god_n note_v accept_v 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105_o the_o bend_v of_o the_o heart_n in_o duty_n page_n 263._o c._n comfort_n of_o the_o spirit_n page_n 15._o contentment_n page_n 17._o clearness_n of_o conscience_n page_n 49_o care_n for_o conscience_n page_n 55._o content_a of_o conscience_n p._n 67_o 68_o confession_n of_o sin_n page_n 88_o change_v of_o life_n page_n 89._o compassion_n due_a to_o the_o wound_a in_o spirit_n page_n 121._o consideration_n to_o pity_v such_o p._n 123._o continuance_n under_o wound_n cause_v 6._o way_n p._n 133._o clear_v of_o warrant_n what_o p_o 173_o cause_n of_o god_n suspend_v his_o love_n page_z 177._o d._n desperation_n two_o fold_n page_n 79._o degree_n of_o wound_a page_n 81._o difference_n in_o the_o wound_a p_o 82_o detestation_n of_o sin_n page_n 89._o dress_v the_o wound_n page_n 145._o danger_n by_o sin_v page_n 168._o darken_v of_o warrant_n page_n 175._o doubt_n in_o their_o nature_n cause_v difference_n and_o sort_n page_n 195._o difference_n between_o christian_n and_o other_o 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45._o the_o goodness_n of_o spirit_n see_v in_o seven_o thing_n page_n 48._o grace_n two_o way_n considerable_a page_n 254._o h._n humiliation_n a_o effect_n of_o the_o wound_n page_n 43._o hope_v page_n 44._o humility_n page_n 86._o harken_v to_o satan_n page_n 138._o humble_v necessary_a for_o three_o thing_n page_n 162._o i_o infirmity_n double_a p._n 3._o self_n jealousy_n p._n 99_o illnesse_n of_o diet_n p._n 136._o k._n six_o rule_n for_o keep_v off_o wound_n from_o the_o spirit_n p._n 128_o the_o knowledge_n of_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o spirit_n necessary_a p._n 114._o l._n liberty_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o the_o law_n and_o two_o thing_n about_o it_o p._n 94_o 95._o the_o life_n of_o sense_n p._n 137_o 225._o three_o thing_n about_o love_n and_o duty_n p._n 170._o love_n one_o for_o kind_a different_a in_o degree_n p._n 184._o littleness_n of_o faith_n cause_v doubt_n p._n 206._o little_a grace_n apprehend_v p._n 245._o m._n mean_n of_o make_v conscience_n good_a p._n 51._o the_o misery_n of_o conscience_n in_o silence_n in_o three_o thing_n p._n 97._o mistake_v about_o the_o wound_n of_o conscience_n p._n 115._o melancholy_n be_v not_o this_o wound_n p._n 117_o 118._o motive_n to_o pity_v wound_v spirit_n p._n 124._o mean_v to_o get_v off_o the_o wound_n of_o spirit_n three_o p._n 140._o misplace_v of_o warrant_n p._n 174._o motive_n and_o mean_n against_o doubt_n p._n 216._o n._n new_a rise_n of_o old_a sin_n p._n 102._o spiritual_a niceness_n 137._o o._n overlade_v of_o conscience_n what_o and_o how_o p._n 63._o operation_n of_o melancholy_n p._n 116._o open_v of_o the_o wound_n needful_a p._n 142._o p._n patience_n of_o the_o spirit_n p._n 16._o prevention_n p._n 69._o rule_n for_o preserve_v the_o spirit_n from_o wound_n p._n 6_o 128._o provision_n p._n 147._o promise_v the_o ground_n assure_v love_n p._n 185._o q._n quietness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o a_o question_n about_o the_o inequality_n of_o grace_n p._n 256._o r._n religion_n express_v under_o the_o cross_n p._n 43._o the_o remoovall_n of_o sin_n p._n 64._o seven_o reason_n prove_v the_o burden_n of_o conscience_n insupportable_a p._n 106._o releevement_n under_o the_o suspension_n of_o god_n love_n p._n 159._o for_o the_o regain_n of_o god_n love_n in_o sense_n four_o thing_n p._n 167._o ten_o releevement_n against_o doubt_n p._n 204._o ten_o releevement_n under_o imperfection_n of_o grace_n p._n 248._o five_o releevement_n against_o fail_n in_o duty_n p._n 261._o relapse_n afâ—er_v resolution_n p._n 286._o cause_n of_o relapse_n nine_o p._n 288._o the_o misery_n of_o relapse_n p._n 296._o the_o kind_n of_o relapse_n p._n 301._o s._n a_o twofold_a spirit_n p._n 6._o conscience_n call_v a_o spirit_n p._n 8._o man_n spirit_n consider_v two_o way_n ibid._n strength_n of_o spirit_n gradual_a p._n 36._o sink_v of_o spirit_n double_a p._n 37._o slight_v of_o cross_n evil_a p._n 39_o sin_n that_o be_v most_o wound_a p._n 92_o a_o sear_v spirit_n p._n 114._o sense_n of_o love_n gradual_a p._n 167._o to_o settle_v the_o soul_n in_o assurance_n of_o love_n p._n 176._o sin_n to_o be_v subdue_v p._n 231._o t._n thankfulness_n p._n 43_o 125._o tenderness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 49._o tempt_v of_o conscience_n of_o what_o p._n 58._o to_o taste_v divine_a wrath_n p._n 96._o testimony_n of_o satan_n put_v by_o two_o way_n p._n 219._o thought_n 1._o in_o their_o sort_n p_o 319._o 2._o in_o their_o trouble_n 3._o in_o their_o trial_n 4._o in_o their_o cure_n v._o uprightness_n of_o conscience_n p._n 48._o use_v conscience_n p._n 65._o conscience_n vex_v p._n 58._o vnstedfastnesse_n in_o walk_v p._n 163_o unworthiness_n p._n â—34_n w._n weakness_n of_o spirit_n p._n 28._o wound_v of_o spirit_n p._n 73._o want_v of_o good_a p._n 103._o will_v of_o cure_n p._n 141._o wash_v the_o wound_n p._n 143._o god_n wage_n p._n 281._o wait_a must_v be_v add_v to_o do_v page_n 283._o finis_fw-la a_o postscript_n to_o the_o reader_n thou_o have_v a_o promise_n of_o case_n in_o the_o epistle_n unto_o thou_o i_o have_v no_o soon_o make_v it_o but_o it_o be_v call_v for_o by_o desire_v and_o need_v christian_n time_n and_o leisure_n also_o serve_v it_o be_v bring_v forth_o as_o fit_o agree_v with_o the_o subject_n handle_v and_o deem_v by_o man_n more_o judicious_a than_o myself_o very_o comfort_v and_o settle_v unto_o perplex_a soul_n i._o s._n errata_fw-la page_n 116._o for_o be_v the_o next_o instrument_n read_v or_o page_n 323._o for_o former_o read_v formal_o
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those_o miserable_a evil_n a_o man_n have_v now_o his_o conscience_n open_v and_o be_v make_v to_o know_v and_o apprehend_v the_o extremity_n of_o misery_n which_o now_o lie_v upon_o he_o even_o with_o fullness_n of_o weight_n the_o spirit_n of_o man_n be_v live_v and_o very_o tender_a and_o misery_n and_o distress_n be_v feel_v in_o a_o sear_a conscience_n there_o be_v nothing_o but_o senselessness_n for_o that_o be_v past_a feel_n ephes_n 4._o 19_o but_o in_o a_o wound_a conscience_n there_o be_v some_o life_n and_o tenderness_n the_o practical_a notion_n be_v not_o quite_o extinguish_v the_o natural_a light_n be_v still_o burn_a and_o indeed_o misery_n will_v not_o be_v misery_n unto_o we_o do_v they_o not_o touch_v we_o to_o the_o quick_a 3._o the_o manner_n of_o the_o apprehend_n of_o those_o miserable_a evil_n which_o be_v every_o way_n most_o grievous_a for_o first_o of_o all_o it_o be_v with_o much_o distrosse_n of_o foul_a the_o soul_n be_v thereby_o fill_v with_o 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thing_n do_v terrify_v it_o nothing_o do_v comfort_v it_o three_o it_o be_v a_o spirit_n fill_v with_o horror_n and_o fear_n and_o that_o not_o only_o in_o the_o apprehension_n of_o present_a misery_n but_o by_o the_o expectation_n of_o more_o and_o future_a evil_n the_o wound_a spirit_n be_v a_o spirit_n of_o horrible_a bondage_n and_o keep_v a_o man_n in_o bondage_n to_o servile_a terror_n tremble_a thought_n the_o dreadful_a sound_n be_v always_o hear_v and_o such_o man_n do_v create_v meditate_v and_o multiply_v fear_n the_o spirit_n of_o tremble_a do_v so_o overtake_v they_o that_o they_o be_v a_o terror_n unto_o themselves_o they_o daily_o apprehend_v nothing_o but_o guilt_n and_o wrath_n and_o death_n and_o hell_n and_o damnation_n job_n 15._o 21._o deut._n 28._o 65._o dan._n 5._o jer._n 20._o 4._o four_o it_o be_v full_a of_o unquietness_n and_o daily_a toss_n and_o tumbling_n it_o be_v exceed_o restless_a and_o rage_a o_o the_o disquiet_n of_o a_o wound_a conscience_n the_o sea_n in_o time_n of_o tempest_n be_v not_o more_o rage_v and_o roll_a madness_n be_v not_o more_o work_v and_o unquiet_a the_o plague_n and_o other_o impetuous_a disease_n be_v not_o more_o vex_v and_o restless_a to_o a_o man_n then_o a_o wound_a spirit_n be_v thou_o keep_v my_o eye_n wake_v say_v david_n psal_n 77._o 4._o when_o i_o hold_v my_o tongue_n my_o bone_n consume_v thy_o hand_n be_v heavy_a upon_o i_o day_n and_o night_n psal_n 2._o 3_o 4._o my_o sore_n run_v and_o cease_v not_o in_o the_o night_n psal_n 77._o 2._o why_o be_v thou_o so_o disquiet_v within_o i_o o_o my_o soul_n psal_n 43._o 5._o last_o the_o spirit_n be_v cast_v into_o the_o devour_a gulf_n of_o desperation_n such_o under_o the_o feel_n of_o their_o
spiritual_a misery_n do_v conceive_v a_o desperateness_n of_o condition_n such_o do_v now_o begin_v to_o damn_n up_o all_o the_o spring_n of_o mercy_n and_o dry_v up_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o close_o up_o the_o door_n of_o grace_n against_o themselves_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v mistake_v in_o this_o point_n note_v with_o i_o two_o thing_n note_v 1._o that_o in_o strictness_n of_o divinity_n we_o be_v to_o make_v a_o difference_n between_o a_o wound_a and_o a_o desperate_a conscience_n the_o one_o run_v beyond_o the_o other_o in_o many_o thing_n 2._o that_o in_o every_o wound_a conscience_n incompleat_o desperation_n in_o every_o wound_a conscience_n complete_o or_o incompleat_o there_o be_v a_o degree_n of_o desperation_n sometime_o and_o in_o some_o man_n it_o run_v in_o more_o completeness_n when_o man_n take_v their_o sin_n in_o such_o a_o high_a manner_n and_o with_o such_o a_o overreach_v power_n as_o that_o neither_o mercy_n can_v or_o will_v ease_v they_o 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