angeli non audiuerunt prophaeta non sensit filius ipse non edidit The Archangels knowe it not the Angels haue not heard it the prophet hath not felt it the sonne of God himselfe hath reueiled no such thing to vs. For was not Iudas a wicked theefe in the company of the Apostles and yet they for all that the flocke of Christ Hath not the Lorde described the estate of this true Church militant here on earth by the similitudes of a drawe net cast into the sea that incloseth compasseth fish of al sorts yea stickes stones slime and mudde without any separation till it come to the shore Of a field wherin with the good wheate sowen by the husbandman come vp tares sowen by the enuious man and so intermingled that no cleere seperation can bee made but with daunger of plucking vp the wheate also till the haruest come Of a floore whereon lyeth much good wheate but couered almost and hid in an heape of chaffe intermingled with it till the fanner come with his fanne in his hande to purge the same and make cleane his flowre Of a great wedding whereunto as good and bad are bidden so come there some and take their places that yet haue no wedding garments sitting with the best till the King come in to sée the guestes displace them And are not these plaine proofes what maner of Church we must content our selues withall here on earth till the day of perfection come namely euen with such an one as though considered in Christ it be cleane and without spot and wrincle yet considered in it selfe it is not so before it come to the marke it shooteth at but in this life runneth in a race and after two sortes is stayned and impure First with the manifolde imperfections frailties and wants which her very best children are burdened withall euer feeling with the Apostle that in their flesh dwelleth no good thing that they are yoked as he was and farre worse that when they would do good euill is present with them and secondly with a greeuous mixture of many false hipocrites and counterfet pratlers amongst her true children whom though she sigh to be deliuered of and doe by her authoritie as she may disburden her selfe of them yet can she neuer doe it so cleane but that many vilde weedes will remayne till the haruest to be then plucked vp and till then in patience to be indured Let vs consider the Church from her very cradle and wee shall finde the state of it after this sorte Adam in his familie had Caine with his wicked behauiour and yet a Church Noah had Cham and yet a Church Abraham had Ismael a mocker and derider of Gods promises a maÌ„ borne after the flesh that is after the common course of nature and persecuting him that was borne after the Spirit that is by the vertue of Gods promise and after a spirituall maner and yet a Church Isaac had Esau and yet a Church Iacob had great misdemeanours committed still in his faâ—milie by all his sonnes enuying and malicing and most vnbrotherly vsing Ioseph By Ruben defiling his bed by Simeon and Leui brethren in euill instruments of crueltie and in their wrath staying so many by Dinah his daughter by Rachel his wife stealing her fathers Idols and but ouer much deceiued with them and by many other meanes if we fully peruse the storie and yet a Church Neither did euer either Adam or Noah or Abraham or the rest forsake these Churches in their seuerall families or refuse to pray and to doe all other dueties inioyned theÌ„ of the Lord for any vnworthie ones among them TheÌ„ when it came into Egipt was it without wrincles When it was deliuered therehence remember wee not what falles and faults what blots and blemishes still still and euer appeared in that chosen companie out of all the Nations of the world Néede I to repeate their murmurings their reuilings their faintings their many and great impieties mentioned in the storie vnder Moses vnder Iosua vnder Iudges Step to the Kings and to the Prophets what a state is mentioned of this Church militant vnder them also euer Were all things holy and perfect then Let Esay Ieremy Ioel Abacuc and the rest speake In the Priestes in the Magistrates in the people al things were then so corrupt that the Prophet Esay is not afraid to compare Hierusalem to Sodome and Gomorrha Religion was theÌ„ partly contemned partly defiled and many greeuous enormities in manners abounded so that from the sole of the foote to the top of the head there was nothing whole but woundes and swellings and sores full of corruptions sayth the Prophet Yet for all this neuer did the Prophets all or any of them erect newe Churches for themselues wherein they might haue their seperated sacrifices from the rest offred vpon any newe Altars builded to that ende as more holy But what maner of men soeuer they were because the word was there and a course of seruice warranted in the thicke of the wicked and in the middest of misdoers they lifted vp pure hands to the Lord and came together euen with the wicked to pray to sacrifice to heare the word and to doe their dueties in the place appoynted Truely wee must thinke this of those holy Prophets that if they had iudged other mens sinnes could haue defiled their holy dueties or that any infection and contagion might haue come to theÌ„ by meeting in those places of Gods seruice with the wicked they would haue dyed an hundred times rather than haue suffered themselues to bée drawne thether But they knewe it could not and hauing a singular care of peace and vnitie in the Church they therefore abhorred to make any schisme in the same by seperating them selues from the Church Now if those worthies of the Lorde for so many and so great euilles not of one or two men but euen almost of the whole people made a conscience yet not to estraunge themselues from the Church shall not you and I arrogate too much to our selues if wee presume to doe it in these daies Will not that saying of S. Austen be layd vpon vs spoken to the Donatistes vpon like occasion Finxerunt se nimis iustos cùm totum vellent perturbare They made themselues too holy when they would thus trouble all Therefore a sweéee moderation of all good desires according to these true presidents and holy examples assuredly would bee most acceptable to the Lord himselfe as it was in these Come wee from the Prophets to our Sauiour Christ himselfe that if any man make lesse accompt of the former than hee should this later may moue him and satisfie him further What maner of Church was then the Gospell teacheth at large and wee are not ignorant when Christ liued and preached among the Iewes A most corrupt estate it was and ful of sores that Christ sharply reproued in
Spirit and we pray wee knowe not what for it is the Spirit that helpeth our infirmities and that maketh request for vs with sighs which cannot bee expressed And he that searcheth the hearts knoweth what is y e meaning of the spirit for hee maketh request for the Saintes according to the will of God Haue not this spirit and be none of Christes for as many as are led by the Spirite of God they are the sonnes of God Want this Spirit feare againe the seuere threatning of the Lawe but haue it and cry in comfort Abba Father the same Spirite bearing witnesse with our Spirits that we are the children of God sealing our adoptiō in our minds and therefore opening our mouthes This blessed Spirite and sweete grace is that heauenly water that our sauiour speaketh of in his dialogue with the woman of Samaria when sitting vpon the wel with her hee sayde whosoeuer drinke of this water shall thirst againe but the water that I shal giue him shall bee in him a well of water springing vp into euerlasting life And O my brethren how differeth all earthly water from this if wee marke it let a man thirst for the honors titles pleasures places and dignities of this paynted world and if he inioy thē euen in great measure do they quench his thirst No truely but if this other water bee away I meane this moderating grace of Gods blessed Spirit whereof we speake they increase his thirst a thousand fold of a sound man before he inioyed such heapes hee is striken into a loathsome and deadly disease euen a spirituall dropsie that the more hee drinketh the more drye he is and neuer satisfied Playing dayly and hourely the parte of Achsah in seeking springs of water to her South countrey that is more to much and still something else to that that is had already But this water of Gods holy spirit springing not out of the veynes of the earth but from the highest heauens runneth about our hearts continually with a diuine vertue most comfortably cooling al our Spiritual heats refreshing vs against all burning temptations quenching the firy dartes of Satan and finally quickning vs to eternall life This water therefore let vs make accompt of pray for a true faith for he that beleeueth in me out of his belly shall flowe riuers of water of life sayth the Scripture Quench not this Spirit then neither grieue him by whome we are sealed vnto the day of redemption But remember the good that commeth by him to this wretched frame of our sinnefull harts the ground is hard if this dewe drop not and vtterly vnfruitefull if this grace blesse not Lende mee therefore not thy tongue and lips only but thy soule heart chiefly to pray with mee to the throne of mercy for our selues and all O Lorde O Lord create a cleane heart renew a right Spirit within vs euermore Cast vs not away from thy presence neither take thy holy Spirit from vs. Giue vs the comfort of thy helpe for euer and establish vs with thy free Spirit Amen What else is concluded in this prayer Another good meanes to further this kingdome is a godly zealous and carefull Magistrate and therefore we praie for him also and the blessing of his seruice This teacheth the Lord vs when hée biddeth vs praie for kings and all that are in authoritie that we may leade a quiet and a peaceable life in all godlinesse and honestie They are the means the Lord giues the blessing The lyke doth the Apostle when he telleth vs that Princes are not to bee feared for good workes but for euill And therefore if we will bee without feare of the power that we must doe wel and so shall we haue praise of the same For hee is the minister of God for our wealth But if we do euill that then we must feare for he beareth not the sword for naught but is the minister of God to take vengeance on him that doth euill Charging vs as well for these good vses of him as also for the author of his office and authoritie which is the Lord for there is no power sayth he but of GOD and the powers y t are be ordained of God that euery soule of vs be subiect to the higher powers and that we resist not for if wee doe we resist the ordinance of God they that so resist receiue to themselues damnation This benefite of a magistrate to the increase of Gods kingdome appeared in Asa who tooke awaie the Sodomites out of the land and put away all the Idols his Father had made displaced his mother for her idolatrie and destroyed her idolls The like appeared in Ezekiah Iosiah and all the rest Read what they did sée what authoritie may do nay ought to doe Vertue flourisheth by iust incouragements vice flieth and dieth by iust punishmentes if the magistrate bee good and then ruleth God when this is so Blessed therefore wel may be said is the lande when the king is the sonne of Nobles and when the Princes eate in time for strength and not for dronkennesse That is when the higher and lower and all powers in a land are famous for vertue and wisedome and with the giftes of God And why so Surely because these being thus the Lord is king in such a place and his heauenly power is more and more dayly spread ouer and into the heartes of men by these meanes Contrariwise Woe to the land whē the king is a childe and the Princes eate in the morning that is when the chiefe of all wanteth wisedome and counsayle and the inferiors are giuen to their lusts and pleasures And why so agayne surely because then for want of so forcible a meanes as carefull magistracie is to represse it Vice floweth vertue flieth and God ruleth not Finally therefore doe we praie here in this petition and aske of the Lorde as a greate mercie that he would giue vs godly carefull and zealous Magistrates to the better setting vp of his blessed kingdome amōgst vs. And truly beloued would God the iust often consideration of these might worke in vs a faithful loue to thē for their pains and a flaming thankfulnesse to the Lorde for them when we haue them O that wee would meditate of it vpon our beddes and and thinke vppon it when wee are waking what Moses felt when he sayd How can I beare your comberance your charge and your strife alone Or what hee felte that sayde to his regall Crowne or Scepter that he which knew the carke and care the woes and griefes the toyles and labours and the infinit perils and feares that are incident to it would not take it vp if he found it in the streete Then woulde wee feele what it is to gouerne and to be alofte Then assuredly would wee honour Magistrates more loue them more obey them more and contend
brokē from the tree which if it were it could not beare It is a meruaylous proofe to vs of this good and therefore marke it well The Apostle againe sayth There is no condemnation to them that are in Christ Iesus Yea but who bee those See what followeth Which walke not after the flesh but after the spirite So then if I would know whether I bee in Christ Iesus or no I must looke how I walke that is still how I am sanctified And if I finde that the God of mercie by his perpetual spirit hath wrought in me a chaunge that whereas once I walked after the flesh that is was ruled guided and gouerned by my corrupt nature now it is not so but the holy Ghost leadeth me into a feruent loue of God and a true hatred of euill then is the conclusion inferred by the very spirit of truth himselfe I am in Christ Iesus and there is no condemnation to me nor for me So that Sanctification the lowest step leadeth mée surely to election the highest of the ladder Giue rather diligence sayth Saint Peter my brethren to make your calling and election sure Yea but how might they say shal we do it Peter telleth them If yee doo these things you shall neuer fall And what be those things Hee also sheweth them namely If you ioyne vertue with your faith and with vertue knowledge and with knowledge temperance and with temperance patience with patience godlynesse with godlynesse brotherly kindnes and with brotherly kindnes loue c. Now what is al this but sanctification of life So that still our rule is proued that if wee woulde know whether we be elected to liue in heauen we must euer looke how we leade our liues in earth And if there the Lorde hath chaunged vs from carelesse to careful men and women to please him in holynesse and righteousnesse all the daies of our life then is this Sanctification a note of Iustification Iustification of Vocation Vocation of Election and so heauen is ours But now take heed that in this search for holynesse of life we bee not carryed away with outward shewes For such holynesse holdeth not either in promisses or conclusion of our former argument The Lorde abhorreth approching lippes and reproching hearts And Except your righteousnesse sayth hee exceede the righteousnesse of the Scribes and Pharesies you shall neuer enter into the kingdome of GOD. That is except you haue more thā a painted visard which they had most glorious and a counterfait hypocriticall shew of holynesse your reckoning of heauen will bee without your host and you will fayle of it Write sayth the Lord to the Angell of the Church of Sardis I knowe thy workes for thou hast a name that thou liuest but thou art dead It is not then a name only y t wil serue the turne Hauing a shew sayth Paule of godlynesse but haue denyed the power thereof As if hée should saie vaine thrice vaine is the shew without the power and truth when this search of our election is in hand O beloued consider then of this earnestly and think with your selues if there be no comfort to be had in our heartes that we are the Lordes appointed to life and blisse in the worlde to come but onely by a true espiall of sanctification of life in our selues how carefull should we bee by hearing of the worde by praying by reading and by all appoynted good meanes to haue this change wrought in vs that our light shining forth may not onely make others glorifie our heauenlie Father for his graces in vs but euen vnto our selues as Saint Peter sayth Make our election and future state in the glorious kingdome of God sure Truly there should be no cares greater than this neyther anie diligence as the Apostle speaketh more faythfull whilest we liue And see with your selues in your secrete meditations often this difference of holynesse and vnholynes of sanctification and prophanenesse the one proueth vnto me my euerlasting ioy with GOD when this course is ended and the other my assured woe with the deuill and his Angels in the blacknesse of darknesse for euer O what are the pleasures of sinne then for a season when swéet meate shall haue so soure a sauce Could the Lord with a more pearcing argument pricke vs forwarde to holy life or with a sharper knife cut in sunder the cords of vanitie iniquitie and sinne wherewith thousandes of vs are so fettered and tempered than to teach vs that the one assureth vs of lasting life and the other of lasting death in the world to come Truly he could not And therefore euerie one laie his hand vppon his soule betimes Beleeue the Lorde and we shall not be confounded Had I wist sayth the olde Prouerbe commeth euer too late Nowe liue like a Christian amongst men and euer liue like a Saint among the Angels of heauen For the Lord hath spoken it But now soake in sin with the bit in thy teeth vnrestrainable and then rot in the reward of it an euerlasting curse from God and all his ioyes for the Lorde hath also sayd it And if this sanctification beloued may not be in shew onely as hath bene said but in truth and veritie how desperate how woful how wretched and miserable is the estate of that man and woman that hath not so much as a shew If there bee no comfort gotte by a glistering outward appearaunce what comfort may be in the soule if the Lord awake to thinke of it where euen this also vtterly wanteth and the contrarie to wit all libertie loosenesse and sinne aboundeth meruailouslie Shall we forget the curse of our Sauiour Christ in the Gospell vppon the figge trée that yet had goodly leaues fresh greene because also with y e leaues it had no fruit If so fearefull a curse light vpon that O curses of curses how many of them shalbe vpon those trees that haue not so much as leaues no not one greene leafe but are altogether withered twice dead and plucked vp by y e rootes Wherfore I pray you euen again as you loue your life w t god another day desire any assurāce of it to your soule in this worlde Giue your bodies dayly a liuing sacrifice holy acceptable vnto God which is your reasonable seruing of God And fashion not your selues like vnto this world but be you chaunged by the renuing of your minde that you may proue what that good and acceptable and perfect will of GOD is And Whatsoeuer things are true whatsoeuer thinges are honest whatsoeuer things are iust whatsoeuer things are pure whatsoeuer thinges are worthie loue whatsoeuer things are of good report if there be anie vertue or if there be any praise thinke of these things For as you haue hearde and seene trulie proued these thinges shall assure vs that we are the Lordes cared for here and chosen else where to be with him for euer and
and learned with one consent haue euer sayde that it is greate That we feede our faith thereby rayse vp our affiance fasten our hope growe experte in the Scriptures so that we cannot so easilie be deceiued by false teachers that wee are made acquainted with the phrase and whereas by a preacher one booke cannot be gone ouer in diuerse yeres by this profitable and godly vse of reading the Scriptures euen all the bookes of God are gone ouer many times in one yeere to the great instructiō of people if they wil themselues Let no hardening therefore in the name of al blasphemous Papists call reading of the Scriptures to the people in the Church a spirituall dumbnesse and a thing vnprofitable but let vs with y e chosen of the Lord euer reuerence the good of it blesse God for our libertie For it had neuer ben written in letters to this daie it had neuer ben translated into sundrie tongues by the gift from heauen of the knowledge of tongues neither euer had it bene commanded by the Lord to be read to the people if it had not bin a sanctified meanes by him to the great good of his people and Church Wherefore to go no further since we see it plainly to bee of the Lord both commanded and blessed let vs see a little if it be not also so for the people themselues to reade it if they haue the abilitie Surelie it is For the wordes are playne Search the Scriptures And they cannot with truth bee restrayned from giuing a warrant of reading to all men Blessed is the man that meditateth in the law of God day night Is meditation lawfull all reading damnable Wherewithall shall a young man cleanse his waie euen by ruling himself after thy worde Are young men then boūd to rule themselues after Gods booke and yet no man suffered to looke within the leaues A thousand such places there are which I neede not to note Timothie was brought vp in the reading and knowledge of Scriptures from his childhood and the Lord hath commended it The Beraeans tooke theyr Bibles turned to the proues of Paulē when he preached and they are highly commended The Eunuch had his booke in the Chariot and the Lord looked on him The worde of GOD must dwell plentiously amongst vs c. as is there written and therefore wee may reade it We must take the swoorde of the spirite which is the worde of God as well as eyther helmet or breast plate or anie other part of our spirituall armour and therefore we may reade it Wherefore well sayde Saint Austen Nec solùm sufficiat quod in ecclesia diuinas lectiones auditis sed etiam in domibus vestris aut ipsi legite aut alios legentes requirite Let it not content you to heare the holy Scripture read vnto you in the Church onely but in your houses also at home eyther reade them your selues or cause others to reade them Well decreed that first Councell of Nice that no house should be without eyther a Bible or at least a new Testament Well crieth Origen Vtinam omnes faceremus quod scriptum est scrutamini scripturas Woulde God we did all as it is written Search the Scriptures Wel cried that good Father Cōparate vobis Biblia animarū pharmaca seculares Get you Bibles yelaie men for they are the medicines of your soules c. But see the iniquitie of Rome It shall bée lawfull to reade anie mans booke Si faciat pro nobis that is if he be a Papist yea and the mo wee haue in our closets and chambers of such bookes the holier Catholiques wee but the Lordes booke that is able to make vs wise vnto saluation and is sweeter than the honie we may not touch it we may not haue it or reade it For if we doe we shall be heretiques So mans worke shall make vs Saintes and Gods worke diuells Popish writings Catholikes and heauenly writing heretiks if they be read O dreadfull blasphemie and doctrine of death Greate is the patience of the Lorde that putteth vp this and beareth it daylie when with great iustice heauen and earth might agree together to flashe out fire to consume such teachers the other to rend in peeces and swallow vp the ashes when they art burnt of such blasphemers Is not this to shutte vp the kingdome of God before men and neyther to enter in themselues nor to suffer others that woulde enter And Woe to such sayth the Lorde there Hoc non est sanantium nec viuificantium sed magis grauantium et angentium Et multo verior hic lex inuenitur Maledictum dicens omnem qui in errorem mittat caecum in via This is not the parte of them that would heale or giue life but rather of them that augment the burthen and increase ignorance And herein is the lawe wel verified Cursed is he that leadeth the blinde out of the waie What is this but with the amazed ones in the Prophet to saïe Tace et ne recorderis nominis Domini Holde thy peace and neuer thinke vpon the name of the Lord. These men be the right successours of Antiochus and Maximinus who for lyke pollicie burnt the bookes of God least the people shoulde reade them Whereas the godly and first christened Emperor Constantine caused the Bible to be written out and to bee sent abroade into all Kingdomes Countries and Cities of his dominion And king Adelstane heere in England caused it to bee translated into the English tongue that all might reade it Of Iulian the wicked Emperour who charged the Christians with it as an high fault that their women were so skilfull in the Scriptures Forgetting what Saint Hierome writeth that all the maidens about Lady Paula were set dayly to learne the Scriptures Let vs remember how many saued soules are nowe with the Lorde in rest that beeing able to reade neuer a word vpon the booke themselues yet by hearing others reade vnto thē haue receiued blessing from the Lord thereof euen to acknowledge to resist the enimy to a strength with their blouds to seale the truth of that they heard by hearing learned beside all other Churches the Monuments of this our Church will affoord vs many What manner of men and women would these haue beene if they could haue read themselues Let vs remember what Saint Austen confesseth of himselfe that beeing inclined to the heresie of the Manichees he heard a voyce saying Tolle et lege Take vp and reade meaning the booke of God which hee presently did and so by reading was conuerted And concerning reading of the Scriptures eyther vnto the people in the Church by the Ministers or anie other appoynted to that seruice or by the people themselues priuatly at home in theyr houses in a tongue that they vnderstand Let vs conclude vpon playne recited proues that it is a means
pro veritate quis pro iniquitate quis nocendi causa quis emendandi For in all men that punish execute lawes vpon any what is to bee considered but which of them doth it for the maintenance of truth which of them for the maintenance of euill which of them with a mind to hurt which of them with a minde to refourme Vides itaque non esse considerandū quod quisque cogitur sed quale sit illud quo cogitur vtrum bonum an malū You see therfore that this must not only be marked that a man is cōpelled but the thing also must be looked wherunto he is cōpelled whether it be good or bad And if it be good it will euer iustifie the actiō howsoeuer y e suffrer be offended The Phisition offends many times his patiēt y e scholemaster his scholler the father his wilde wanton child But this offence shall haue a iust warrant if it be cōplayned of the carefull hart of eche one to do good in their places If horses and mules must be ruled with bits and bridles to take a liked course we should make lesse accompt of our selues than of these beastes if we should seeke both immunitie and impunitie whatsoeuer wee do And let this suffice for some satisfaction to a causelesse cry and most vnworthy complaint when so euer it is made I very well see these temptations in iudgement are many and therefore your speech might bee long if you would followe them but these may suffice for a tast of Satans malice in respect and you may nowe if your selfe will proceede to his temptations in life and behauiour They also as hath bene said are in number moe and in nature more vnknowne than that of any one man they may bee either named or vnderstood For there is no commandement the breaches whereof in euery branch hee tempteth not some vnto and what a field were this to runne a very long course in Hee tempteth to adulterie fornication vncleannes wantonnes Idolatrie witchcraft hatred debate emulations wrath contentions seditions enuy murthers drunkennes gluttony and ten thousand such like So that to followe the temptations in life and behauiour and to lay downe what might bee sayde eyther in description of their manner or as helpe against their strength and venom were to take in hand to write many volumes This is certaine he is our enemy and so firme a friend as he is a fo were worth much gold euen of the gold of Ophir In which enmitie and immortall malice of his hee goeth about like a roaring Lion seeking whome he may deuoure But if wee resist him stedfast in fayth he flyeth from vs. With which shield of fayth together with the sworde of the spirite the word of God we shal quench al his fierie darts and become conquerors And the best meanes to helpe vs in these many thousand spirituall onsettes and to strengthen body and soule against the killing poyson of them after auoyding of all occasions so much as euer we may stil truly discharging our seuerall places both towards God man is to print in our harts and sinke into our soules a true an often and earnest meditation of the ende of the thing or thinges whatsoeuer that we shall in this respect be tempted solicited vnto For the wise Syrach vpō deepe experience hath sayd it Whatsoeuer thou takest in hand remember the end thou shalt neuer do amisse The end of sin is death the reward of sinne is death death of body many a tyme by a shamefull ende in this world and death of both body and soule in a bottomelesse pit for euer where is weeping and wayling and gnashing of teeth Sweete meate will haue a sower sawse sayde the prouerbe then and sweete sinne bringeth smarting payne sayth the trueth now What wo to themselues and to their seede for euer brought that faire fruit with pleasure eaten when time was of our first parents Would God no posteritie might rue the falles of them whome they loued Surely if the end preuailed in the thought before sinne preuailed in act they shoulde rue them lesse O deed done howe bitterly biteth it when it is done that was thought full sweete before it was done and nowe sore lamented that euer done or that again it cannot bee vndone But had I knowne commeth euer behind too late to comfort too soone to wring and euer sinne rubbeth vppon the rawe Before these our parents should sinne honour preferment glory and ioy were brought by a hellish serpent to muster themselues before their eyes and Gods shall you be if you will do this But O woful Gods when the deede was done Then mustred as fast before their minde death hell damnation the wrath of God and all terrour and torture And so is it euer that deuill that pleadeth all mercie and goodnes patience and long suffering in the Lord towardes sinners before they offend vpon boldnes thereof to make them offende that deuill as fast thundreth damnation and death iustice and wrath in the same Lorde when once we haue offended Especially if wee begin to slacke our diligent seruing of his filthy humor O Dauid speake and instruct a litle What thoughtest thou when Ioab must go number all Israel and Iudah Of wisedome pollicie to know my power What feltest thou when the deede was done Securitie for a time and all was well But when God awaked what O aske mee not that For the remembrance of it as yet is grieuous vnto me But if you wil needs know I was smitten I was bittē I was wounded and wroung with the very furies of hel My flesh quaked my heart aked and my soule admitted feares vppon feares My conscience cried my Spirit groned and the worlde knewe not what I felt within Were mine eyes open or were they shut the eyes of my minde still sawe my sinne and the face of Iustice in a mightie God against it The rest I found was to accuse my selfe and with sobbing sighes and brinish teares to vtter my fall as I could for woe in words of griefe to a gracious God I haue sinned I haue sinned O my God and deere in that I haue done exceedingly nowe Lorde I beseech thee take away the trespasse of thy seruaunt for I haue done very foolishly And what shoulde I say the end was mercie yet mingled with Iustice I was brought into a wonderfull streyt by an offer that was made And whosoeuer sinneth streyt in the ende either lesse or more as God appoynteth is the flower that bloweth vpon such a stalke and so I leaue you Well then wee heare what we were better to heare then euer to feele as hee felt it For his heart smote him smote him sayth the text and the woorde importeth a twitching smart Dauid felt the fruites of other falles also if we remēber them and preacheth vnto vs to take heede of the pleasures of sinne for a season But I speake