ever as much unsatisfied as ever (l) Ibi non gustabunt quam suavis sit Deus sed implebuntur saturabuntur dulcedine mirificâ nihil ets deerit nihil oberit omne desiderium eorum Christus praesens implebit Et paucis interjectis erit denique Deus omma in omnibus illius praesentia omnes animae corporis implebit appetitus Cyprian de Ascent § 9. pag. 526. But yet when once the Soul comes to Heaven seeing God as he is feeding upon the good things of his House and drinking of the River of his Pleasures now the Soul wants no more now she hath enough to fill up all her desires to supply all her needs and to answer all her longings now she is satisfied to the full now she is got to her Journeys end she is safely arrived at the Harbour of perfect rest she is come like a Stone to her proper Center and can go no further can desire no greater Happiness no better God nor Christ nor Comforter no better Heaven no greater Glory no fuller Joy than now she hath and shall have to all Eternity In this Life God's People indeed have those glimpses of heavenly Glory those divine Communications of Grace and Goodness those sweet illapses of the Spirit those foretasts of Heavens Chear those delicious sips of Canaan's Wine that are enough to imbitter all secular enjoyments to them and soundly to inflame though not fully to satisfy their spiritual thirst But in Heaven they sit down to a full Meal they bath themselves in Rivers of purest Pleasure (m) Isa 25.6 they have now a Feast of fat things a Feast of Wines on the Lees of fat things full of Marrow of Wines on the Lees well refined here Chri bids them welcome beyond expectation (n) Cant. 5.1 entertaining them in his own words to the Spouse I am come into my Garden my Sister my Spouse I have gathered my myrrhe with my Spices I have eaten my Honycomb with my Hony I have drunk my Wine with my Milk eat O Friends and drink yea drink abundantly O beloved And surely the Soul that is entertained with such a Feast of Love as this cannot choose but be fully satisfied Here is the Hony and the Hony-comb here is Wine and Milk Here is abundance o satisfy Hunger and abundance to quench the Thirst and what can any Man desire more I tell you Christians if all the Glory of Heaven can satisfy your Souls you shall have it if all the fulness of God can satisfy you◠Souls you shall have it if all the redemption purchased by the Blood of Christ can satisfy your Souls you shall have it if all the Comforts of the Holy Ghost if fulness of Joy in God's Presence and Pleasures at his right Hand for evermore can satisfy your Souls you shall have them all to content you when you come to Heaven Now when we find Peter under a dark glimpse of this Glory crying out in the Mount of Transfiguration as a Man in some Measure satisfied it is good to be here How can we reckon of any thing less than fulness of satisfaction when we come to mount Sion and unto the City of the living God to the heavenly Jerusalem and to an innumerable company of glorious Angels to the general Assembly and Church of the First-born which are written in Heaven to the Spirits of just Men made perfect and to the full enjoyment of God himself whom to see and love will be perfect Happiness Never fear Christian that thy Soul though enlarged to the utmost of all created Capacities and crying out for the present like the Horse-leeches Daughters give give will want any good thing when once crowned with this glorious Soul satisfying Reward The Soul that hath God blessed for ever to be his Reward and Portion need never complain of want any more than a Man standing at the Fountain Head or enjoying the glorious Sun need complain of Thirst or Darkness One Sun is sufficient to give light to the whole World To be sure one God in Christ when fully enjoyed is a sufficient Portion to quiet the Heart and satisfie the most enlarged Desires of every gracious Soul in the World If Jacob could say it is enough hearing that his Son Joseph was yet alive oh how much more may a Soul safely lodged in the downy Bosom of eternal Blessedness and living with God in Mansions of Glory say now it is enough I desire no more When the Sun beholdeth the Moon with a full Aspect then the Moon is at the full and no further capable of any the least Accession of Light So when God shall lift up the Light of his Countenance casting a full and propitious Aspect upon his People now shining as so many glorious Stars in the heavenly Orb why then they will be in the full of their Happiness enjoying whatever good (a) Quicquid desiderabimus totum habebimus nihil amplius desiderantes Bern. Medit. cap. 4. pag. 105. thing they can desire and uncapable of desiring any thing more than what they do enjoy Oh then what manner of Reward is this that we who with Noah's Dove have been long hovering over the troubled Waters of Creature-enjoyments and yet found no place of Repose should at length be admitted into such an Ark as will give rest from all Labou◠and Toyl and from every Storm entertaining our Souls with all fulness of Delight and Satisfaction To be happy yea and so happy as not to desire any greater Happiness to be glorious yea and so glorious as not to desire any further Glory to be full of all divine Comforts yea and so full that there is no room to pour in the least drop of Consolation more oh how transcendently blessed is such a Reward and into what Extasies into what heavenly Raptures and Trances of Admiration may it throw us whilst but a little contemplating about it And yet thus it shall certainly be done to the People of God and this shall be the Reward of all such as the King of Glory hath a delight to honour They have now that satisfaction in Communion with God which makes them count one day so spent better than a thousand elsewhere But when crowned with this glorious Reward they will then have that fulness of divine Content and Satisfaction in Communion with God which will make them count Eternity it self but as one day 7 That Reward whereunto God allows his People a respect in all their Obedience its Simultaneous and Insuccessive such a Reward as they shall enjoy altogether and at once Here in this Life (b) Heb. 1.1 the Lord Communicates of his Grace and Goodness to his People 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 at sundry times and in divers manners by peace-meal as the Apostle speaks concerning the Revelation of God's Will to the Fathers of old But in Heaven he gives them their Reward their Happiness their Glory by Wholesale pouring out the full Vials of
indeavouring above all things in the world to Gâ—ther them The Happiness of a Christian 't is Grace glorified 't is Holiness arrived at it's highest 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and pitch of heavenly Perfection Heb. 12.14 which surely we are all of us bound to follow after pursuing it with all our might as that without which we can never see the Lord. ¶ Gen. 15.1 Ipse Deus est merces promissa fidelibus ergo dum aeternam mercedem expectant et intuentur non aliud a Deo intuentur Dav. in Coloss cap. 1. ver 5. Praemium virtutis erit ipse qui virtutem dedit et qui seipsum quo melius et majus nihil possit esse promisit August de Civit. Dei lib. 22. cap. 30. pag. 738. And as for the Reward of a Christian it is God himself 't is to be with the Lord for ever to see his Face and enjoy his Favour for ever which surely we are also bound to seek after giving all diligence to make God our Portion and the strength of our Heart for ever Psal 73.26 And shall we say that a Christian Sins or is Disingenuous for Obeying with an eye to Holiness and with respect to the God of Heaven who alone is the fixed Centre of Rest and Happiness Or Dare we say That Christians are not to regard Holiness on Earth but to live as they list nor to long for the full injoyment of God in Heaven but to be the centre of their own Happiness Surely God never intended that we should sit down satisfied without Him and be Happy by reflexion upon our own Excellencies as if Life and Happiness could be found where nothing but remorseless Death and Misery keep their walk As God never rested till he had made Man in his own Likeness leaving a Tincture of his own Purity and Holiness upon him so he hath put Emptiness and Dissatisfaction into all our Creature Enjoyments Psalm 17.15 that we may never rest till returning to God that made us we shall behold his Face in Righteousness and be satisfied with his Likeness Whatever Grace whatever Holiness God's people have it 's wholly derivative from him So that whatever Felicity whatever Happiness they may look to enjoy it stands wholly in reduction to God himself as the Original and Fountain-Cause The motion of every gracious Soul it 's like that of Coelestial Bodies purely Circular so that it can never rest but will still be rolling and breathing and panting after God unsatiably till returning back unto him it hath fixed it self in the Sabbatical centre of everlasting Communion with him Such a Soul is touched with the true Loadstone of Grace so that now it sees such an attractive magnetical Beauty in a Deity that it cannot possibly settle upon any thing below God himself That 's the language of every gracious Soul and the proper Idiom of its more sublime and clarified Affections wherein we find the Sweet Singer of Israel make expression of his Love to God saying Whom have I in Heaven but thee and there is none upon Earth that I desire besides thee Psal 73.25 As the Moon and Stars those glorious Lamps of heaven are not able to supply the absence of the Sun nor will their united Light amount to so much as to make up one Day or one Moment of a Day though they should knit and concentricate all their Beams So David he knew full well that thô in Heaven there be the Moon-light of glorious Angels and the Star-light of those imparadised Souls the Spirits of â—ust men made Perfect yet without the bright Irradiations of a Deity and the Light of God's Countenance tâ—ey could never make up the least shadow of Glory the least Ray of Soul â—atisfying Happiness which makes him look beyond them all desiring neither Saints nor Angels nor Heaven it self with all its Glory Royalties and Paradisical Pleasures in comparison of the God of Heaven Thus also it is with every one of God's People they look upon him as their Happiness so that Heaven it self would not be Heaven to them this Goshen would prove an Egypt this Canaan would be turned into a Wilderness if the Lord should withdraw his glorious Presence The presence of the King is that we say which makes the Court and as it was told Commodus Ibi Roma ubi Augustus that where the Emperor is there was Rome So that which God's People do count their Heaven that which they look upon as a Garden of Flowry Pleasures as a Paradice of all Delights and spiritual Contentments is the full and immediate Injoyment of God himself 'T is not so much the Society of Saints and Angels in Heaven as the Beatifical Vision as the Downey Bosome of a Deity as eternal Communion with the God of Heaven that they desire and make their Happiness All other Lines meet in this Centre all other Stars borrow their Light from this glorious Sun and all other Comforts do empty themselves into this vast Ocean wherein Rivers of purest Pleasures do meet and everlastingly concentricate themselves to make glad the City of God Et ipsa est beata vita gaudere ad te de te propter te ipsa est et non est altera August Conf. The injoyment of God in Glory this is the Apogaeuâ— of heavenly Joy this is the highest Zenith of true Blessedness this is the coâ—pleat Volumn of perfect Felicity wherein all the Particulars of Happiness are not Epitomized but so amplified inlarged and paraphrased upon that the Heart of Man cannot possibly desire any more For whatever can be desired to mâ—ke one Happy is richly treasured up in God as the indeficient and over-flowing Fountain of all Goodness So that all the Glory and Happiness whereof God's people look to be made partakers when they come to Heaven is reductively and 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 summed up in this that they shall be with the Lord for ever 1 Thess 4.17 If then Holiness may be desired or God himself loved by us and sought after why then doubtless we may lawfully have Respect in our Obedience to the Recompence of Reward as being co-incident therewith and nothing else He may well have Respect in his Obedience to the Recompence of Reward and fix his eye upon heavenly Glory who makes God his Portion and his exceeding great Reward desiring no other Heaven than for ever to be with the Lord beholding his Face in Righteousness loving him without loathing and praising him without ever being weary Deus finis erit desideriorum nostrorum qui sine fine videbitur sine fastidio amabitur sine defatigatione laudabitur Ubi supra 6. WE may lawfully have Respect in our Obedience to the Recompence of the Reward because to such and to such only is the promise of eternal Life made Thô the Promise of eternal Life were conceived in the Womb of Free Grace and brought forth by the auspicious Midwifery of God's riâ—â— Mercy in Christ Jesus and so is eveâ—y
with at the Hands of his Enemies The like we may say of Peter who (p) Mat. 26.33.70 till he fell was so well conceited of himself that he thought himself able to live and die with Christ (q) John 21.15 though all his fellows should deny him But after that soul Miscarriage when Christ came to question him about his love to him you shall hear no such proud Boastings come from him but he speaks with a great deal of Jealousy and godly Trembling which made Augustin conclude it was much better with Peter (r) Salubriùs enim Petrus sibi displicuit quando flevit quam sibi placuit quando praesumpsit Aug. de Civit. Dei lib. 14. cap. 13. weeping over his denial of Christ than when pleasing himself with a Presumption that he would not deny him Above all most pregnant to this purpose is the Instance of that Holy Apostle St. Paul who denyeth not but ingenuously confesseth (r) Salubriùs enim Petrus sibi displicuit quando flevit quam sibi placuit quando praesumpsit Aug. de Civit. Dei lib. 14. cap. 13. that after he had been wrap't up into Paradise and heard unwordable words such things as it was not possible for a Man to utter there was given him a Thorn in the Flesh to this very end that he might not be exalted above measure nor lifted up higher in Conceit than he was in his Extasy 'T is reckoned I confess amongst the first-born of Absurdities by one Dr. Gell a grand Patron of sinless Perfection that the Lord should suffer Sin to remain in his own People for to keep them humble as if saith he God would have us proud that we might not be proud and Sinful that we might not Sin against him But he that hath learned to drive out one peg with another that hath seen the Diamond Cut with the Diamond or felt the searching of a Wound (s) Sectio dolorem operatur ut dolor dolore tollatur Aug. de nat grat cap. 28. causing Pain that thereby a greater pain might be removed will not much be transported with the Dr's Novel Speculations nor yet easily be perswaded to count it any Absurdity at all that the grand Physician of Souls should extract a sovereign Treacle out of Sins rankest Poyson and use the Blood of this deadly Scorpion to the Cure the stinging of the Scorpion For though Sin be not in itself medium per se nor the cause of any good any more than Venom or Poyson of Health Yet by the Wisdom of the great God it is made conducible to the humbling of his People who might easily if Perfectly cleansed therefrom be exalted to think of themselves above what they ought to think The Truth is it 's not Sin but the Sense of Sin remaining which is a means to humble us And as Grace accidentally causeth the Sin of Pride So our Sins accidently may cause the Grace of Humility Though then the Relicks of indwelling Corruption be evil and to be striven with all earnestness against Yet the due Sense of indwelling Corruption is good and with all diligence to be laboured for as that which if any thing can will be sure to hide Pride from our Eyes and keep us low Nor doth it any thing at all incommodate the point in Hand what is so commonly objected against it by our Adversaries With whom to the Grief of my Spirit I find a reverend Brother too rashly symbolyzing that if we were perfectly sanctified we should be perfectly humble and then there would be no room for Pride For whilst cloathed with Mortality the best of God's People are but in the way not come to their Journeys end not arrived at the secure Harbour of their Eternal Rest where only and not else where they shall so be confirmed in Grace as not to stand in need of those many peculiar helps which now they do 'T is true were we wholly freed from all the Remainders of Sin made perfectly holy and withal confirmed in a state of Grace then there would be no more danger of Pride than now there is amongst glorious Angels and the Spirits of just Men made perfect But were we only perfectly made Holy and not confirmed as the Angels are in such a state there would still be as much danger of Pride and of losing all again by Self-admiration as there was in Adam and the Apostate Angels so easily might we surfeit upon and have our Hearts over-charged with proud over-weaning Thoughts Perfection in Holiness then and a full discharge from all the relicks of Sin would not be sufficient security against Pride and Self-admiration unless the Lord should superadd thereto confirming Grace But this were to destroy order to jumble Heaven and Earth Grace and Glory together this were indeed to confound the State militant of Vicatores with the state triumphant of Comprehensores which this Wisdom of the God of order permitteth not So that Christians in this Life a Sinless perfection is a Nonenity you may as well expect a Garden without any Weeds a Sun-shine without any Cloud a Body without any peccant Humour as a Soul without all reliques of Sin and indwelling Corruption (a) Matth. 6.12 Quam necessariè quam providenter salubriter admonemur quod peccatores sumus qui pro peccatis rogare compellimur ut dum indulgentia de Deo petitur conscientiae suae animus recordetur Nequis sibi quasi innocens placeat cum innocens nemo sit se extollendo plus pereat instruitur docetur peccare se quotidie dum quotidie pro peccatis jubetur orare Cypr. de Orat. Dom. Lib. p. 314. Why else doth Christ direct us to pray daily for Pardon of Sin We renew Sin daily and therefore stand in need of Daily forgiveness So much doth that Petition imply unless we could imagin ourselves bound to mock God imploring what we have no need of If any Man dare be so hardy as to go before God with the Proud Pharisee telling the Lord (b) Nostra justitia potiùs peccatorum remissione constat quam perfectione virtutum Aug. de Civit. Dei lib. 19. c. 27. p. 530. Luke 18.10 14. he is so pure so Holy so perfectly free from Sin that he needeth no longer his pardoning Mercy let him go to and see what will come of it But as for me and all the Lord's People I desire we may still be found in the poor (c) In conspectu judicis misericordis justi non est accepta superba jactatio bonorum operum sed humilis confessio peccatorâ—m â—ulgent Epist 3. ad Prob. pag. 510. Publican's posture smiting upon our Breast and praying in the due sense of our own vileness Lord be merciful to us Sinners (d) 2 Cor. 7.1 2 Pet. 3.18 Profectò qui deâ—die in diem renovatur nondum totus est renovatus Aug. Justitia quamdiu augeri potest profectò illud quod minus est quam debet ex
a fiery Chariot Thus Holy Meditation it would carry us above the Clouds it would give us Possession of Heaven before we come there and set us in the midst of all the Glory and Royalties of Eternal Life as if they were already present Heavenly thoughts are as so many steps towards our Eternal Rest When by these therefore we Travel every day to the City of God and delightfully walk therein when every day we take as it were a turn or two in Paradise seriously Meditating Heaven together with the glory that shall shortly be revealed in us then we have Respect indeed to the Recompence of the Reward 4. EARNESTLY to desire and long for it When we see so much of the Excellency Worth and Glory of the World to come that we groan within ourselves desiring with all our hearts to get out of these Houses of Clay and to be cloathed upon with our House which is from Heaven then we have respect to the Recompence of the Reward 2. Cor. 5.2 When Paul had once been wrapt up into the Third Heaven and seen the Paradise of God his Note was ever after I desire to be dissolved and to be with Christ Thus the Soul that hath a respect to the Recompence of the Reward he hath been in the Heavenly Paradise he hath tasted some Clusters of Canaan and therefore he cannot but long for more he can never be soon enough with Christ he can never soon enough get above the World and Sin and Temptations he can never be soon enough with God in Glory Oh! when shall it be They that have the first Fruits of the Spirit cannot chuse but have their eyes always fixed upon the Recompence of the Reward earnestly desiring the time of Harvest when they shall Reap a full Crop of Eternal Happiness and Glory in the Heavenly Canaan AS Noah's Dove was restless finding no place whereupon to set the sole of her foot till she came into the Ark so Christians if your eyes are rightly fixed upon the Recompence of the Reward you will find your selves carried out after Heaven and Glory in a restless manner and will never sit down satisfyed till you come to rest in the Bosome of God's Eternal Love Never Christians did Rachel more long for Children nor David for the Waters of Bethlehem nor Absalom to see the King's Face than your Souls will long for the glorious Liberty of the Children of God to be drinking the Waters of Life in the Heavenly Paradise and to come to the Beatifical Vision of God in Glory where you shall see him Face to Face in case you have an eye rightly fixed upon the Recompence of the Reward THE Language of every Soul whose eye is rightly fixed upon Heaven and Glory it is like unto that of Job speaking forth his desires after God Oh that I knew where to find him that I might come even to his seat Job 23.3 Such a Soul is impregnated with holy desires and longings after God in Glory and with these the Soul travels all the day long crying out with the Church in the Revelations as in pain to be delivered from under the bondage of Sin and Corruption into Heavenly Glory GIVE the Soul Riches give it Honours give it all the Pleasures that can be thought of to ravish the heart of a Carnal Man yet having an eye rightly fixed upon the Recompence of Reward in vain shall you seek by these to bribe it out of its holy desires and longings after God in Glory For scorning and trampling upon them all as unworthy to come in competition with God it even breaketh through desire after him and can truly say of God with holy David Whom have I in Heaven but thee and there is none upon Earth that I desire besides thee Psal 73.25 'T IS just with the Soul as with some Women in the time of their Impregnature who if they see any thing when they are with Child that they have a mind to they must have it or else they will long and dye for it Thus the Soul that by Faith hath got a sight of Heavenly Enjoyments now the heart of such a Soul it is set upon Heaven and he must have Heaven upon a Crown of Life and he must have a Crown of Life upon God and Christ and Eternal Glory and he must have them all together or else give him what you can he will long and die unsatisfied THERE is so much of the Beauty Loveliness and Glory of Christ revealed to the Soul in looking upon the Recompence of Reward that now it grows impatient of living any longer without him crying out as she did in another case Why are his Chariots so long in coming and Why tarry the wheels of his Chariots When will my beloved make haste and be like a young Roe upon the Mountains of Spices When will the day break and the shadows fly away that I may see my beloved in his Glory When will he come to put an end to these days of Sin and Sorrow that I may rest for ever in the Bosome of his Eternal Love When will he take me by the hand and lead me out of the Wilderness of this World into the Heavenly Canaan When will he rebuke the Winds and the Seas that will give me no rest in this Troublesome World and set me safe on the Shoar of Eternal Happiness When will he deliver me from this Body of Death and gather my Soul to the Spirits of Just Men made perfect When will he take from me these Rags of Mortality and cause me to be cloathed upon with an House not made with hands Eternal in the Heavens When will he make me return and come to Sion with Songs and everlasting Joy upon my head When will he cause me to obtain fulness of Joy and Gladness with him in Eternal Mansions of Glory that Sorrow and Sin and Sighing being done away I may be with the Lord for ever Oh when shall I once see that blessed day NOW What is it I beseech you after which your hearts do thus strongly breathe thus insatiably thirst thus impatiently long If Riches will not satisfy but you must have a Treasure in Heaven if Worldly Honour will not satisfy but you must have a Crown of Righteousness from Christ himself if Carnal Pleasures will not satisfy but you must have that fulness of Joy which is in God's Presence and those Pleasures which are at his Right Hand for evermore if in a word the Life that now is will not satisfy but you must though you dye for it go live for ever with Christ in Glory why then there is no doubt Christians but with Moses you have an eye to the Recompence of Reward For then our eye is rightly fixed upon the Recompence of Reward when our Souls are carried out in strong desires after God and Christ and Eternal Glory as our only Happiness 5. TO be by the consideration of it exceedingly encouraged to diligence and
with the Terrours of Mount Sinai before he refresheth (b) Isaiah 61.3 them with Mount Sion's Comforts first he brings them to mourn bitterly for Sin before he pours out upon them Oyl of Gladness first in a word he puts into them the Spirit of Heaviness before ever he will Cloath them with the Garments of eternal Salvation So that here we must mourn and humble our Souls for Sin would we ever come safe to Heaven rejoycing with Joy unspeakable and full of Glory And truly whatever some say to the contrary we may as well expect a Crop without Seed as to reap the Reward of eternal Glory without Sowing in Tears There must first a Shower of penitential Tears fall from our Eyes before ever the Sun-shine of true Happiness in the Kingdom of Heaven will break forth upon us Repentance is so necessary a Duty (c) Luke 13.3 5. that no Man could ever yet get to Heaven nor escape Hell without it Sin must and will have Sorrow either on Earth or in Hell either in this World to your Comfort or in the next to your Shame and eternal Confusion If therefore you love your Souls labour by Sorrow to prevent Sorrow by godly Sorrow for Sin here to prevent despairing Sorrow for Sin in Hell What is it not better that we should break off our Sins by Repentance than that wanting Repentance we should be broken in pieces like a Potter's Vessel with the Lion-rod of God's heavy Displeasure Is it not much better that we should fill God's Bottle with our Tears than that for want of such Tears he should empty all the Vials of his Wrath (d) Ezek. 18.32 upon us (e) 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Just Martyr Apol. 2. pag. 48. 25. The Lord tells you plainly he hath no pleasure in your Death But yet he is resolved that you shall liâ—e upon no other condition than that of breaking off your Sins by Godly Sorrow And who would not rather live Repenting (f) An melius est damnatum latere quam palam absolvi Tertull. de Poenitent cap. 10. pag. 169. than be damned and die despairing Did Esau seek his Father's Blessing with Tears and will not you much more seek the Blessing of eternal Life at the Hands of God with Sorrow in your Hearts and Tears in your Eyes that you ever offended him Oh little do you know the unspeakable â—enefit accrewing to a poor Soul by Godly Sorrow wâ—at Comfort it fills him with here and what Glory at will Crown him with hereafter There are none that live so comfortable on Earth nor any that go more surely to Heaven when they come to die than those whose Life hath been spent in bewailing their Sins (g) Magnum est poenitentiae auxilium magnum solatium Illa est vulnerum peccatorumque sanatio illa spes illa porta salutis Lactant. Epitom cap. 8. pag. mihi 750. Great as Lactantius sweetly saith is the help and great the Comfort of true Repentance This like Balm is for the healing of our Sin-wounded Souls this is the Foundation of our Hope and this is the Gate of Salvation through which we may enter into the Kingdom of God When Hannah had wept before the Lord she went away and her Countenance was no more sad Go you likewise and weep bitterly before the Lord for all your Sins would you ever have your Hearts to be filled with Comfort and your Faces to shine with the Oyl of eternal Gladness They that would build high must lay the Foundation very low Thus godly Sorrow for Sin is that sure Foundation Stone upon which God lays the Superstructure of eternal Happiness Holy Mourning is the Seed out of which the (h) Mat. 5.4 Flower of eternal Glory Springs As the Harvest naturally follows the Seed Sown So if now you shall carefully Sow in Tears do not doubt but the (i) Psal 126.5 Harvest of everlasting Joy will follow after Let not then your Souls be by any means prejudiced against godly Sorrow which though bitter in the Root yet will be sweet in the Fruit working for your Repentance to Salvation (k) 2 Cor. 7.10 never to be Repented of The Pleasures Mirth and carnal Jollity of wicked Men will have a sorrowful end there is never a drop of Honey in Sin but will shortly be turned into a Sea of Gall and as the Pleasures of ungodly Men have abounded in this Life so their Torments in Hell shall much more abound But as for the Tears that drop from the Eye of godly Sorrow they will never grieve you nor give you any just occasion to Repent of them as being sure to end in Joy and be Crowned with an Eternity of heavenly Glory Repentance I confess is a Bochim a place of Weepers and therefore displeasing to a carnal Heart that would always dwell in the House of Mirth But (l) Haec te peccatorum flactibus mersum prolevabit in portum divinae clementiae protelabit Tertul. de Paenitent cap. 4. pag. mihi 166. through this Valley of Tears you will come at length to the Paradise of God where instead of the bitter Waters of Marah your Souls shall be satisfied with the new Wine of eternal Consolation when the Cloud that hid the Sun from us is once dissolved into a Shower then it shines out gloriously Thus when the Cloud of your Sins that now hides from you the Light of God's Countenance dissolves kindly into a Shower of Tears then will you find the Sun of Righteousness shining out upon you with the brightest beams of Love and Glory Shall I then prevail with you to become God's spiritual Seeds-men (m) Gal. 6.8 now sowing in Tears to the Spirit that of the Spirit you may reap Life everlasting Oh neglect not I beseech you this great Salvation deprive not your selves through the hardness and impenitency of your own Hearts of that fulness of Joy and eternal Happiness which the Lord hath provided for all that are Mourners in Sion What though godly Sorrow be displeasing to Flesh and Blood and Repentance bitter (n) Psal 16.11 Yet who for that fulness of Joy and those Pleasures that are at God's right Hand for evermore would not gladly undergo it Possibly you think its a tedious thing to afflict your Souls for Sin turning your Laughter into Mourning and your Joy into Heaviness Oh but remember that Crown that Kingdom that eternal weight of Glory to which your Repentance leads will abundantly make amends for all your Sorrow By a few-hearty Sighs and Groans and Tears you may get to Heaven And oh how sad would it be if for want of these you should fall into Hell irrecoverably and be tormented for ever A (o) 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Just Martyr Dial. câ—m Tryphon pag 207. Man breaking off his Sins by true Repentance is looked upon and Crowned with eternal Glory as if he had never sinned But the least Sin Unrepented of will be sure to
Tongue of a poor Mortal than to compass the whole Heaven with a Span or to contain the vast Ocean in Cockle-shell (d) Vicit officium linguae sceleris magnitudo Lactant. lib. 6. de ver Cultu pag. mihi 626. Sed quis dicere vel cogiture sufficiat qualis sit in conspectu Domini Dei illa beatorum spirituum calestium que â—irtutum innumerabilis multitudo Quae sit in eis sine fine festivitas visionis Dei Quae laetitia sine defectu Quis amoris ardor non crucians sed delectans Quod sit in ei desiderium visionis Dei cum satietate satietas cum desiderio Aug. Medit. cap. 27. pap 61. What Lactanctus saith of a certain Vice the same may I say of this glorious Reward It 's greatness doth far exceed the largest significancy of the Tongues expression For who tho exhausting the whole Exchequer of good Language and Rhetoricating it the utmost emphasis of all daring Hyperboles can tell how incorruptible the Crown how sweet the Rest how glorious the Kingdom how full and satisfactory the Joy of Eternal Reward will be What Tongue of Man or Angel can fully express how soft the Bosom of God's eternal Love is wherein his People shall rest themselves for ever What Tongue can say how entrancing the light of God's Countenance how pleasant the embraces of a blessed Redeemer how delightful those Soul extasying Rivers of Pleasure are which run out at the Right Hand of God for evermore Truth is we can no more tell the excellency of a Christians Reward and the Powers of the World to come by those descriptions thereof that we meet with in Holy Writ than one who had never seen the Sun could give you a full account of all it's Splendour Brightness and Glory by the twinkling of a little Star in a Dark Night (e) 2 Cor. 12.4 St. Paul though he saw not all yet he saw more than what the Tongue of any Mortal Wight is able to utter And truly as Austin hath it we can better say what there is not than what there is in a Christian's Reward so unspeakably great is the Glory of it Let not therefore my dark amd muddy expressions occasion in you any low contemptible Thoughts of this Glorious Recompence But know that whatever through Grace I shall be enabled to speak of it will be but a little glimpse of light breaking in at some small crany in comparison of the Sun in it's Noon-day brightness So that what the Queen of Sheba said of Solomon's Glory the like will you when you come to Heaven say of this It was a true report that I had in the Land of the living concerning the Greatness and Glory of a Christian's Reward howbeit I believed not the words till now that my Eyes have seen it and behold the one half was not told me of what by sweet experience I do now find THIS to prevent all low and unworthy Thoughts of that Reward whereunto God allows his People a respect in all their obedience I now come to tell you as I can what manner of Reward it is which I shall do in these ensuing particulars CHAP. XIV Makes Further Improvement of the Doctrin by way of Consolation shewing what manner of Reward it is whereunto God allows his People to have a Respect in all their Obedience 1 THE Reward whereunto God allows his People a Respect in all their Obedience it 's a pure sincere and unmixed Reward Here every Rose hath its Thorn and our choicest Comforts they have something of Vexation in them But this Reward is a sweet Ambrosian Handkerchief to wipe away all Tears from your Eyes so that when once you come to enjoy it then you shall sorrow no more nor suffer any more nor have any more sad Thoughts any more heavy Hearts (a) Revel 21.4 any more afflicted Spirits to all Eternity Now God brings you to Sion with Songs and everlasting Joy upon your Heads wiping away all Tears from your Eyes Now there (b) Nulla erit ibi tristitia nulla angustia nullus dolor nullus timor nullus ibi labor nulla mors sed perpetua sanitas semper ibi perseverat Bern. Medit. cap. 14. pag. mihi 332. is no more pain for ever Heaven is situated in so wholsom an Air that whoever have the happiness to be made free Denizens of that new Jerusalem they obtain forthwith such an admirable 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 and Temperament both of Soul and Body that they are never troubled again with any peccant Humour to beget either Grief of Soul or Aches Pains and Distempers of Body Here every one of God's Children hath his Mouth filled with one Complaint or other this Man cries out of his Losses and that Man of his Sufferings I was full saith one but now I am empty I did lately abound saith another but am now in wants e'rewhile saith a third I was blessed with a loving Husband with a dear Wife with indulgent Parents with many sweet Babes and choicest Comforts but now Providence hath separated betwixt me and them and left me alone to out-live all my Enjoyments call not me Naomi call me no longer Pleasant but call me Marah (c) Ruth 1.20 for the Lord hath dealt bitterly with me These daily are the sad Complaints and thus we may frequently hear the best of God's People crying out in this Life Stay but a while though and the Reward of eternal Life will silence them all so that there shall be no crying out in the Streets of the new Jerusalem no Voice shall be heard there but that of Joy unspeakable of sweetest Melody of eternal Triumph Oh the infinite blessed difference betwixt our condition now and what is like to be when we come to Heaven Now weeping then rejoycing now groaning then triumphing Now filled with Gall and Wormwood then overflowing with Rivers of Pleasure Now labouring as in the Brick-kilns of Egypt under a sad Heart a diseased Body a wounded Spirit under Reproach Persecution and sorest Afflictions But then resting (d) Revel 14.13 from our Labours from all our Toyl or Tears our sad Thoughts our dying Groans our grievous fiery Tryals and so crowned with Life Immortality and unmixed purest Pleasures at God's right Hand for evermore Thou may'st possibly think it strange Christian to find so much Dross in the purest Gold so much Gall in thy Hony-comb such a mortal Sting in every Comfort so dark a Cloud upon thee when enjoying the fairest Sun-shine so much occasion of Sorrow and heart-breaking Sadness so much Vanity disappointment and vexation of Spirit in all worldly Enjoyments But remember the Rose that hath no Thorn the Honey that hath no Gall the Day that hath no Cloud the Crown that is lined with no perplexing Cares the Wine that is dash'd with no bitter Waters of Marah the Joy that hath no Grief no Sadness no Affliction to allay it is reserved for Heaven as the only
Water to refresh the Thirsty and an eternal Sabbath of Rest for all that are now weary This Reward is Manna cujuslibet suporis like the Manna prepared for God's People in the Wilderness which they say had that very tast and relish in every Man's Mouth that pleased him best Here if one thing suite well with your Desires yet another goes cross or if one thing answer your Expectations yet in some other Mercy or Comfort you are often disappointed Oh but the Reward of heavenly Glory this will answer your Desires this will answer all your Wants your Grievances your sorrowful Sighs and careful Groans accommodating it self most exactly to your longing Expectations in all things Every poor Soul in this Life is a very Compound of manifold Miseries Wants and heart-breaking Distresses But as it is said of Mony that answers all things so this Reward it answers them all and removes them all What is it poor Child of God that thou standest in most need of What are thy Wounds that most pain thee thy Troubles that most oppress thee and what are thy daily Burdens that lie most heavy upon thy Spirit to grieve and afflict thee What is it after which thy Heart doth so pant and breath so impatiently long for Oh it may be thou art now upon the Rack sorely distressed But this Reward it will give thee a Writ of Ease from all thy Pain not suffering thee to groan under them any longer It may be with Zion thou sittest with Tears upon thy Cheeks weeping bitterly in the Night Oh but this Reward it will bring in fulness (b) Isaiah 35.10 of Comfort wiping away all Tears from thy Eyes Thou may'st possibly go mourning and be bowed down by reason of great Affliction Oh but this Reward it will give thee the Oyl of Gladness and make thee lift up thy Head with everlasting rejoycing Possibly thy Sins thy Unbelief thy Unfruitfulness thy hardness of Heart thy want of love to God and our dear Lord Jesus these trouble and afflict thy Spirit Oh but this Reward it destroys all our Sins turns faith into open Vision Hope into full Fruition crowning all our Graces how weak soever here with fullness and everlasting Perfection If thou groan because thy Pilgrimage is prolonged and thou dwellest as it were in the Tents of Kedar Oh remember this Reward it will bring thee home to thy Father's House it will gather thee to the Spirits of just Men made perfect it will change thy Sodom into a Zion it will turn the Brick-kilns of Egypt into Canaan's Golden Mines and the barren Wilderness of this World wherein thou now wandrest up and down like a poor distressed Pilgrim this Reward will change it into the Garden of God into the heavenly Paradise into a spiritual Eden full of purest Delights and divine Contentments Now peradventure thou hast Sorrow to remember thy Sins thy former Miscarriages thy daily Troubles thy absence from the Lord who alone is thy Hope thy Life thy Comfort thy Hearts desire oh but dear Christian this Reward it will make thee to forget (c) John 16.20 22. the days of thy Mourning it will put thee into the Bosom of thy dearest Lord it will turn thy Sorrow into Joy that shall never be taken from thee On Christians there is that suitableness in his Reward that it 's the very Plaister for your Sore the very Balm for your Wound the very Voice of Joy to your Spirits in heaviness the very Harbour of Rest and Happiness after all your Storms that have so grievously tossed you That variety of Expression made use of by the holy Ghost to shadow out the transcendent Excellency of this Reward doth most clearly evince the suitableness of it to all the Wants Indigences and desires of an immortal Soul If the Soul be dislodged from its earthly Tabernacle this Reward (d) 2 Cor. 5.1 provides Mansions of Glory for the comfortable Entertainment thereof in another World If a Man be hungry it 's a pot of hidden Manna to feast him If sorrowful (e) Rev. 2.17 it s the Joy of the Lord to comfort him If any Man be thirsty (f) Mat. 25.21 it's Rivers of Pleasure at God's right Hand for evermore to cool and refresh him If any Man walk in darkness (g) Psal 16. and have no light in him (h) Col. 1.12 it is the Inheritance of the Saints in Light If any Man walk in the valley of the shadow of Death it 's a Crown of Life (i) James like a Death-bed-cordial to revive him If any Man suffer Nakedness for Righteousness sake it 's the Garments of Salvation to cloath him it 's the white Robes of Glory to hide the Shame of his Nakedness If any Man lose Houses or Lands for Christ it 's an Inheritance incorruptible Undefiled (k) 1 Pet. 1. and that fadeth not away reserved in Heaven for him To the weary Soul that hath long been troubled through the Malice of an ungrateful World (l) Rev. 14.13 it 's a resting from his Labours To be short if any Man endure Afflictions it 's a far more exceeding and eternal weight of (m) 2 Cor. 4.17 Glory Oh then how suitable is this Reward that a poor Soul cannot be in any Distress nor labour under any Wants but this Reward will afford supply of Comfort giving ease to all that are now in pain the Garment of Praise to all that are now in heaviness and to all that are now labouring and weary and heavy laden the sweet enchearing Bosom of God himself for their eternal easeful Repose 4 THE Reward whereunto God allows his People a Respect in all their Obedience it 's a sure Reward So you may find it called by Sâ—lomon a Man in whose Breast all the Lines of Wisdom met as in their proper Center (n) Prov. 11.18 The Wicked worketh a deceitful Work but to him that soweth Righteousness shall be a sure Reward Both the Righteous and the Wicked are Men of active Spirits only the Works of the Wicked they prove abortive promising all good but exposing to Misery and so deceive Expectation But the Righteous he never meets with any such sad Disappointment but as the Harvest naturally follows the Seed-time so after a short Seed-time of Grace there will spring up as the never failing sure Reward of such a Person a full crop of eternal Glory So (o) Gal. 6.8 that you see the Text though but short doth yet carry in it both Blessing and Cursing both Life and Death both Heaven and Hell Blessing Life and Heaven to Crown the Righteous Cursing Death and Hell as that which must inevitably be the Portion of all the Ungodly The Wicked he worketh the work of a Lie that is a sinful Work every Sin being a Lie and such a Work that albeit it tells us a fair tale yet it will miserably deceive us at last betraying us into the Hands of Wrath Hell and
thus indeed with any of our secular fruitions where a Man is usually satiated with what he took as a remedy against satiety There is that imperfection emptiness and disappointment in all Creature-enjoyments that if as Amnon and Tamar we get a little sensual delight in one moments fruition of them yet the next moment discovers all confuting by sad experience our overwhelming Thoughts of them and so make us loath them now more than ever we loved them before Being hungry we eat being thirsty we drink being weary we take our rest with delight But are we not in a few moments as weary of our fulness as of our fasting as weary of our Drink as of our thirst and as weary of our Rest as before we were of our weariness itself That which we eagerly pursue for the attaining of it we can as easily nauseate and despise it when once enjoyed (n) Vident semper videre desiderant sine auxietate desiderant sine fastidio satiantur Aug. cap. 7. p. mihi 117. But in heavenly Glory there is that Blessed and Immarcessible sweetness that once enjoyed it is alwayes desired This Glory is satisfying but not satiating 't is filling but not glutting There is in it this admirable Virtue that at once it excites and satisfies the Souls Appetite Creature-comforts are all of them such fading Flowers that the more we smell to them the less they have in them both of Beauty and Sweetness But is far otherwise with this Eternal Reward which never fades away nor can it ever cloy us whilst both the desire obtaineth sweetness and that sweetness like Oyl to the Lamp maintains an everlasting delight in the full fruition of it In Heaven there is no dying Gourd no withering Leaf no fading Flower but there all things keep that Original Beauty Splendour and sweetness which at first they had So that Eternity itself shall not be able to discover any the least flaw of decay in the richest Jewel of the Saints delights Happiness and full Reward to make them nauseat and be out of Love with Here as the Flower often sheds before the Leaf fall so the beauty of Creature-enjoyments is gone whilst themselves abide with us But in Heaven as their Reward endures for ever so their delight in it will never fade whilst there they enjoy a perpetual Spring and have no other Season but what maintains an uninterrupted fresh supply of all full and Soul-raping Pleasures O then what manner of Reward is this where their Happiness shall never fail nor their Pleasures after millions of Ages grow less pleasant to their tast But their Joy their Happiness their Glory their matchless Delights shall keep them for ever in an Extasy of Heart-ravishing Admiration This Glory is not only attractive but also retentive so that it gives delight without loathing and full draughts of heavenly Joys without Satiety 14 THE Reward whereunto God allows his People a Respect in all their Obedience it 's a divine beatifical Reward such as putting you in the full Enjoyment of God himself will be sure to make you compleatly blessed As God swears by himself because he can swear by no greater So being willing to give his People the best Reward he gives them himself because a greater and a better Reward than himself he cannot give them The Fruition of the ever blessed God must needs be truly Beatifical So that the Heart of Man cannot desire any fuller Happiness than what the full Enjoyment of God in Glory will be Greater Love than this hath no Man saith Christ that a Man lay down his Life for his Friend So greater Reward hath no Man than this that God will be the strength of his Heart and his Portion for ever So great is the Happiness of a Man enjoying God beholding the brightness of his Glory and drinking in that fulness of Joy which will flow (a) Quod Deus praeparavit diligentibus fide non accipitur spe non attingitur charitate non comprehenditur acquiri potest stimari non potest Aug. de Civit. Dei lib. 4. everlastingly from Communion with him that the Heart of Man is too narrow to conceive of it his Faith too short-sighted to see to the bottom of it his Hope too scanty to expect so much Glory as is in it and his Charity so far uncharitable that he cannot think it possible that ever the great God should provide such Riches of Mercy and Goodness for a poor sinful Worm such as every one is by Nature But yet thus it is they that now work for God as willing to spend and be spent in his Service God himself will become their Happiness their Portion their Heaven their exceeding great Reward There is much in Heaven besides God and yet all this World signifies nothing to a gracious Soul without God Such is the fulness of Blessing in God that he alone could make Heaven without all other Enjoyments All other Enjoyments without God would be so far from making an Heaven for the Soul that they would leave it everlastingly crying out like the Horse-leeches Daughters in the Hell of Dissatisfaction give give Other things they afford us some drops of Sweetness but at God's right Hand there are Pleasures for evermore The Place Heaven the Society Angels and the Spirits of just Men made Perfect with the like Additaments of Glory these may be as so many Stars bespangling the Roof of our eternal Mansion But the glorious Sun of our Happiness the greatest Emphasis of heavenly Glory the most orient Pearl in all the Crown of Life and which if once taken out would turn it into a Crown of Thorns is the full Enjoyment of God over all blessed for ever Such was the Amiableness of Titus the Emperor that they called him the Delight of Mankind (b) Omnes deliciae Deus erit societas sanctae civitatis in illo de illo sapienter beateque viventis Aug. de catechis rudib cap. 25. to be sure there is that surpassing Loveliness that unparallel'd matchless Beauty in a glorious God that he cannot but be the Delight the Joy the Glory of his Saints in Heaven whose Happiness was never compleated till God in Christ was thus fully enjoyed 'T is the Inchoation of the Saints Happiness here the Preludium of their future Glory a glimpse of Heaven before they come to Heaven that the Lord is not with them But that which is the full Consummation of their Happiness the brightness of their Glory and the very Bosom of the heavenly Paradise is that when (c) 1 Thes 4. ult they shall be with the Lord for ever and be ravished for ever with the sweetness of his Love (d) Cant. 1.2 a Love that is full of nothing but Loves and therefore much better more sweet and (e) 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 Boni 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 amires tui prae vino ubi numerus pluralis pro singulari ponitur ob multiplicia