actings whereby it is more easily discerned as for example when a Believer is examining whether he hath true Faith in Christ the Holy Ghost doth sometimes put that grace into act at that very time and then he can say Lord I believe I see faith at this very time working in my heart and so for other graces as repentance love to God and the like When it is thus a poor believer goes thorough the work of self examination with great satisfaction and delight and if it be not always so yet let a Believer pray and search into his heart and wait upon the Lord If he hide his face yet wait upon him for a good hour when he will come unto us and comfort us 4. The stronger the habit of grace in the heart is and the more frequent and constant the actings of grace are the more easily may we come to the knowledg and assurance of the work of grace in us If faith were stronger in the habit and more frequent in the act we might have more assurance that we have the truth of that grace and usually it is so that such have most assurance the like may be said of repentance love to God and other graces Happy is it when a man can truly say shall I question the truth of my faith in Christ when through the grace of God who hath wrought my heart to this self same thing I find a strong bent upon my heart to cleave to Christ as my Mediatour for ever I am continually looking to him he is precious to me the Meditation of him is sweet to my soul I have counted do count and will for ever count all things but dung in comparison of him shall I question the truth of my repentance when I find that I have continual sorrow in my heart for my sins and sighs and cry continually to be delivered from all my corruptions I say happy is that man whose grace is so strong and in such continual motion and action such a man can more easily discern the truth of it let us pray and wait for this 5. Believers must not be taken up wholly in trying of themselves whether they are in the state of grace or no but press forwards in putting forth New acts of Faith New acts of repentance New acts of love to Christ and New acts of mortification of Sin That we may grow up into him in all grace who is our head even Christ Yea sometimes former grace received may be many ways so obscured yea weakned that there is no other way to recover the vigour and comfort of grace but for the Soul to believe in Christ repent and turn to God as if it were but now to begin to follow Christ Secondly Conversion and the work of grace upon the heart is sometimes manifested to us by the more immediate testimony of the spirit If the holy Ghost do indeed perswade and assure our hearts that we are in the love and favour of God then we are effectually called for though God loveth those whom he hath chosen from everlasting and the giving of Christ to die for them and his drawing them to Christ is from that free love and good pleasure of his will towards them yet until a person be converted the holy Ghost doth not assure him that God hath ordained him to eternal life Those whom God hath foreknown he hath predestinated from eternity to the adoption of Children by Jesus Christ but till they be actually sons and daughters which is not till their conversion and believing in Christ John 1.12 The Lord doth not send his spirit into their hearts to enable them to cry Abba Father The Lord indeed sendeth his spirit into the hearts of the Elect to convert them and work faith in them for without the spirit it could never be done but it is an after work for the spirit to come into our hearts enabling us to cry Abba Father assuring us that we are the Children of God Rom. 8.16 And shedding abroad and pouring in the love of God to us in particular into our hearts Rom. 5 5. We must not think that the holy Ghost at first dash doth assure a person that God hath ordained him in particular to eternal life before he insufe the habit of grace and spiritual Life into him but first the holy Ghost having convinced the soul of sin and convinced the Soul of righteousness to justify to be in Christ and in him alone doth enable the soul to apply Christ and come unto him and afterwards as it pleases him doth manifest to the soul the truth of his faith and his pardon through Christ The Holy Ghost works as a Sanctifyer before he workes as a Comforter the Holy Ghost workes faith in the heart before he fill with joy and peace which is onely in believing in Christ and discerning the fruits of our Vnion with him The manner how the Holy Ghost doth assure us that we are the Children of God is a great mystery When the Holy Ghost clears to us the work of grace upon our hearts this is one way that he doth witness to us that we are the Children of God But sometimes he doth it more immediately that when the believer hath not been at that time trying his spiritual estate or it may be is in great heaviness through manifold inward temptations and outward dangers and afflictions suddenly the Holy Ghost makes him to triumph in Christ and rejoyce with joy unspeakable and full of glory Indeed this way of the spirits witnessing to the soul though it is most refreshing and ravishing yet it is not so ordinary as the other and it is more transient and quickly passing away and is rather a cordial for some sowning fit or some Antidote to strengthen the heart in some great appraoching service or tryal then the common food of the Saints in this life If any shall say how do Believers know the voice and witness of the spirit speaking peace and joy by Jesus Christ to their souls from a delusion I answer 1. By a certain spiritual instinct which no man knows but him that hath it by this they know the voice of the spirit from the voice of a stranger 2. By the signs that follow this voice and Witness of the spirit raising our hearts to look to Christ the Mediatour As he from whom all our springs are admiring the love of the father in giving him to be the propitiation for our sins loathing of our selves for our iniquities and stronger desires to walk in universal obedience to the Lord. But now because some seem to examine themselves little concerning the work of grace upon their hearts but in giving a reason of the hope they have that they are passed from death to life speak not of their faith repentance and other graces but say that they had such and such a word given in as for example I have loved thee with an everlasting love or I have blotted out as a
subdue mine iniquities strong is thy arm strong is thy right hand let me see my desire upon thine enemies and my enemies these vile lusts of my heart smite thom to the ground that they may not rise a second time until this be perfectly done and my heart be brought to perfect obedience to thee I shall sigh and never be at rest Thus we may distinguish true Faith from counterfeit Faith that many have who while they pretend to believe on Christ as a Saviour have no intention and desire to be sanctified and walk holily but rather are more emboldened to sin by seeming to lean upon Christ for salvation 5. 'T is an abiding Faith true Faith in Christ is a fixed and permanent thing One that hath but common workings of the Spirit may for a fit in great terrors of conscience or at the hearing of a Sermon of Christ seem to believe in Christ prize Christ above all but when the trouble of Conscience is worne of and those Common workings of the Spirit fayle Christ is despised and made nothing of Though a Believer is not alwaies acting Faith on Christ yet he hath alwaies the habit of Faith such a Frame and bent upon his heart that though he is not at the present under terrors of Conscience and though his heart and Life be more reformed then it hath been yet still he lives upon Christ as Jehovah his righteousness not only at the first looking to Christ but evermore desiring to be found in him whereas others grow wanton against Christ when they get out of terrors of Conscience and think they can do well enough with their own righteousness without his If a man hath found that through the Grace of God his heart hath been carried out in a constant way from time to time since the Lord first wrought upon him still to be humbled for sin and to prize Christ and to live wholly upon his righteousness it is a signe of true Faith in Christ By such things as these we may examine our selves whether we have Faith or no and prove our selves whether Christ be in us or not Secondly special grace and conversion is frequently called repentance Repentance from dead works Heb. 6.1 Repentance to salvation 2 Cor. 7.10 God commandeth men every where to repent Act. 17.30 Repent and be converted that your sins may be blotted out Act. 3.19 Then hath God also to the Gentiles granted repentance unto Life Act. 11.18 Him hath God exalted with his right hand to be a prince and a Saviour to give repentance unto Israel and forgiveness of Sins Therefore if the Lord hath given a man repentance he is in a state of grace and his sins are forgiven him But there is a Legal repentance so called 1. Because it is wrought only by the terrors of the Law and fear of damnation 2. Because the person that repenteth onely in that way and manner as to his state and condition is yet under the Law and the curses of it and not under Grace Now this is not that which the Scripture calleth repentance unto Life and repentance unto Salvation but may be in those that never shall be saved The Holy Ghost saith that Judas repented himself saying I have betrayed the innocent blood Matth. 27.3 4. And Ahab when he heard of Gods Judgments against him rent his clothes put sackcloth upon his flesh and fasted and humbled himself 1 Kings 21.27.29 yet we find not in the Scripture that he was converted but the contrary Men are in nothing more deceived then about Repentance deferring it to old age when they have had their fill of Sin as if they were sure of their lives as long as they please to count their time in the world and as if they could repent at any time when it shall please them to think best and so likewise many are deceived about their having Repentance already taking every sigh in a good mood and trouble for their sins to be sufficient Repentance whereas there is a repentance for sin that ariseth onely from fear of Hell shame in the world and apprehensions of outward inconveniences and dangers that men have exposed themselves to by their vile courses What Thief or Murderer except he be extraordinarily stupid and hardened doth not in such a common way bewail his sins and yet it may be no signes of true conversion do appear and the person wholly ignorant of Christ and the way of salvation by him Therefore it is necessary to distinguish between common and legal repentance and that repentance which is to salvation which may be done by these particulars 1. True repentance is alwaies accompanied with Faith in Christ so that he that doth not truly believe in Christ neither doth he truly repent Many persons think if they be but forry for their Sins that this is enough and that this will make satisfaction for their sins and never know what it is to believe in Christ and to be washed in his blood from the guilt of their sins This therefore must be considered that as when the Scripture saith believe on the Lord Jesus and thou shalt be saved it is to be understood of such a Faith as is accompanied with repentance and sorrow for sin So when the Lord commandeth us to repent it is to be understood of such a repentance as is accompanied with believing in Christ without which all our sorrow for sin and abstaining from some outward act of it signifies nothing And this is observable that ignorant people make a Christ of their repentance for they rest in this that they are sorry for their sins though the Lord knows the generality of them scarce know what trouble of Conscience for sin is and never look after Christ as a Saviour to know him and believe on his name So that their pretended repentance and trouble for their sins doth but keep them at a distance from Christ and maketh them that they hunger and thirst not after him But where a poor sinner looks to Christ with an eye of Faith and reliance on him and looks upon his sins with an eye of Sorrow and grief for them that is the true Penitent Many are so blinded by the God of this world and the Gospel the way of Salvation by Christ is so hid from them that all that they look at is that when they sin if they be but sorry for it and purpose to amend they think that all is well and that God is pacified for all that they have done against him and are strangers all their dayes to believing in Christ and being accepted in him 2. True repentance is a sorrowing for sin as it is an offending and displeasing God and not mearly for the hurt and mischief that Sin hath brought or may bring upon our lives Indeed as we are often said in the Scripture to sin against God so we are said to be Sinners against our own souls Num. 16.38 As sin is an offence it is committed
against God but the hurt and mischief of it is to our own souls and upon both these accounts we are to repent of it but it is not godly sorrow that we have for our sins except we have a respect to God grieving that we have violated his Laws and so offended his Blessed Majesty as well as that we have wronged our own Souls and destroyed our selves without he prevent it by shewing us mercy in Christ So that it is in the heart of a true Penitent to sigh out such lamentations as these O most glorious God against thee against thee have I sinned against thee my Creator from whom I have my being against thee the pure and holy Majesty holy holy holy against thee who art the Lord God gracious long suffering and abundant in mercy O thou infinite goodness O thou Father of mercies against thee have I sinned I have transgressed I have rebelled and I whither shall I cause my shame to go I cannot put it away from mee for to mee belongeth shame and confusion of Face because I have sinned against thee I cannot stand before thee because of my sins but through the blood of Jesus Lord I cannot abase my self enough before thee nor be vile enough in my own eyes I see a little of thee what a blessed and glorious Majesty thou art whom I have offended and I see a little of my self that behold I am vile wherefore I abhor my self in dust and ashes O that thou would'st make my head as waters and mine eyes as a Fountain of tears to weep day and night for my sins O that thou wouldst smite and speak to this Rock of my heart that the waters of godly sorrow might gush out O that thy Spirit might work more upon me this way to give me a more broken and contrite Spirit for sin I do not desire thou shouldst speak any more to my Soul from Mount Sinai with those Thunderings and Lightenings and that terrible voice out of the fire and darkness and tempests presenting thy wrath to mee for the breach of thy holy Law but now thou hast brought my poor weary fainting soul to Jesus the Mediator and to the blood of sprinkling speak to me from the mercy seat speak comfortably to me melt and soften my heart with the sight of thy grace in Christ and let my soul be filled with that Sorrow for Sin that is accompanied with the sense of pardon in Christ which sorrow is most genuine filial free and acceptable unto thee 3. True repentance is accompanied with the hatred of sin David a true penitent hated every false way Psal 119.128 Paul in his Lamentations for the remainders of corruption in him saith that which I hate That do I Rom. 7.15 a true Penitent not onely mournes for sin committed but hates it abhors it from his New Nature he hath an everlasting Anripathy against Sin that if the Principle of grace in him was not hindred in its actings by Sin that dwelleth in him a true Penitent would shew himself another manner of person then he doth we must not think that after true repentance a man sinneth no more for there is no man that liveth here below and Sinneth not neither must wee think that such a one may not possibly fall into the same Sin againe Indeed for gross Sins ordinarily God keeps his people from them from the time of their first conversion and if he leave them to falll into them at any time as he did Noah David and Peter after particular repentance for them and recovery out of them it is a rare and unusual thing for them to fall into them again but as for vain thoughts distractions in holy duties and passions and such Sins as do suddenly Surprise and overtake us as at unawares no doubt after true repentance a godly Man may fall into them again and again to the great grief of his Soul yea after much repentance particularly for those things and many Prayers and supplications to God for power and strength against them so that not once or twice but often and every day the best Saints have need with Paul to cry out O wretched Man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death Notwithstanding all this remainder of corruption that the best Saints upon earth will confess there is yet in them as Paul himself complained though ignorant and proud Pharisees that know not themselves and the plague of their owne hearts think themselves to be perfect yet I say this truth abideth firme that a true penitent hateth Sin it is besides his intention it is against the general purpose of his heart it is contrary to his new nature and 't is the grief of his Soul when he Sinneth against God he so hateth sin that he will never be at peace with it but opposeth it and looks to Heaven it self for aid against the enemy 4. True repentance is an abiding thing upon the heart not that a true Penitent is always acting the grace of Repentance but though it may cease sometimes in the act yet it never ceases in the habit that is there is always in such an habitual frame upon the heart to live low before God and walk humbly with him A natural man may sometimes in great afflictions and in terrours of Conscience mourn for sin but 't is a forced thing he would get it off from his spirit and it leaves not an habitual humiliation upon him but that filial evangelical sorrow that a Believer hath for sin is a frame of spirit that he likes and loves and cherisheth and would have more of for which is a great mystery to a natural man that kind of sorrow for sin that a man in the state of grace hath may be accompanied with the greatest sense and assurance of pardon in Christ and so be a very sweet and pleasing and desirable frame of spirit At the same time a poor soul may rejoyce in Gods pardoning grace in Christ and mourn for sin too and a poor broken-hearted Believer finds this sorrow to be better and sweeter then all the laughter and merriment of the men of the World 3. Special Grace and Conversion is frequently called in the Scripture the Fear of God Job's character is that he was a man that feared God Job 1.1 Obadiah's That he feared the Lord greatly 1 Kings 18.3 Let us hear the conclusion of the whole matter Fear God and keep his Commandments for this is the whole duty of man Eccles 12.13 Praise our God all ye his servants and ye that fear him Rev. 19.5 The Lord taketh pleasure in them that fear him Psalm 147.11 And it is one great promise of God in the New Covenant to put his fear into our hearts Jerem. 32.40 So that where there is a right fear of God there is true conversion But because there is a common awe of a Deity in most men a certain slavish servile fear of God searing him only as a Male
think that this work of Regeneration is the matter of our Justification By Grace we are saved freely by Grace through the Redemption which is in Jesus Christ our Lord. The work of Conversion and the Graces of the Spirit wrought in us do only accompany Salvation as the Apostle speaketh Hebr. 6.9 are wrought in those that are saved and go along with them and accompany them to Heaven Yea those Graces for the substance leave them not when they have accompanied them thither but are persected here But the work of Conversion is called a saving work of the Spirit because it is wrought in all them and onely in them who are saved by the free grace of God in Christ Now my way will be clearer to proceed Secondly We have as we are in the state of Nature lost the Image of God consisting in spiritual knowledge holiness and righteousness Regeneration is wrought in those that are saved to deliver them from this part of their Misery Man was at first made upright made in the Image of God in respect of those spiritual and heavenly Endowments he was furnished with But it is otherwise with us by our Fall our Vnderstanding is darkned like Sampson our Eyes are put out That glimmering of light to know that there is a God and that some things are evil and some things good seems rather to be a new Gift of God and common Illumination of the Spirit since the Fall of Adam to be some curb and restraint to Sin in the World then any remainder of Gods Image which was upon us in our first Creation For the peace of Gods Church for the benefit of humane Society and such like reasons God bestows this common illumination and conviction upon men without which this World would be like Hell and men would be like Devils Marvel not at this saying that men would be so vile if it were not for this common illumination of the Spirit and common light that God giveth to the Sons of Men seeing the Nature of Man is wholly corrupted and the thoughts of his heart are evil and onely evil and that continually A dangerous mistake it is of the people commonly called Quakers that they make the heeding and attending to this common light to be Conversion which thing is to be found among many sober Heathens But it is not to be much wonder'd at in that People seeing they are generally very Ignorant even of the very Fundamentals of Religion 'T is true this common light is a great Gift of God to the World to keep up some Peace and Order and common honesty amongst men But the New Birth and true Conversion is a thing of a far higher Nature consisting in a more special Illumination of the Spirit to shew us our lost estate by Nature and to reveal Christ to us as an Object of Faith and it is such a work of the Spirit upon the Soul as doth enable us to believe on the Name of the Son of God to mourn for Sin to hate Sin and to walk in Obedience unto God not meerly from Convictions of Conscience and fear of the Wrath to come but from a delight to do the Will of God and a fixed Principle of Gospel ingenuity and gratitude to God for the exceeding riches of his Grace and kindness towards us through Christ Jesus But for a further discovery of the depravedness and corruption of our Nature whereby it may appear that there is such a need of a new Birth and Conversion let us consider things more particularly 1. As was touched before There is wonderful ignorance in men about Heavenly things It is an amazing thing if you enquire into people yea those that are grown to be Men and Women yea many that have gray hairs upon them how ignorant they are about Adams Fall Man's lost estate by Nature the Incarnation of Christ and redemption by him And if so many be so grosly ignorant amongst us where they have the Bible in their own Tongue and where they live under the Preaching of the Word and such helps to get Knowledge how ignorant and spiritually blind are we by Nature and without the means of light 2. There is a strange carelesness in man about his future and Eternal State looking only at these seen things which are temporal That except a man be awakened and roused up by Afflictions or Convictions of the Spirit men are in a profound and deep sleep and take no care what shall become of their Souls when they die and go hence But live without studying of the Scriptures without serious and constant praying to God without speaking of Heavenly matters at all as if they had not immortal Souls that must be happy or miserable for ever in another World And if one tell them of Heaven and Hell and that upon this moment depends Eternity they think a man is Brain-sick and Fantastical 3. There is a proneness yea a strong bent and inclination in man to all evil To Blaspheming of God to Murder to Theft to Covetousness to all kinds of Uncleanness to Drunkenness to Lying and though by education company employment terrors of Conscience fear of punishment from God or man respect to name and reputation in the World and by the temper and constitution of the Body this wicked bent of the heart may be much curbed and kept in yet there is in all by nature such an evil frame and disposition that there is no sin so black so horrible so hainous but man is prone to it 4. There is in man not only an Indisposition but Opposition of the heart to any thing that good is not onely to Gospel Grace and Holiness to believe in Christ to repent and to walking in the Spirit but even to Civility and Morality and those things which yet natural men many times do So that I take that common change that is in men from the grossest vices to some sobriety temperance and justice to proceed not from the power of corrupt nature but from a kind of common Grace and common Illumination of the Spirit which God distributeth to man as it pleases him to make him useful to humane Society If there be any need to enlarge upon this Subject to shew the Sinfulness and Corruption of man by Nature omitting many other ways of Sin let us but seriously consider the Sins of the Eye the Sins of the Tongue and the Sins of the Thoughts 1. The Sins of the Eye shew the wonderfull corruption that is within the heart of man Sin within in the heart sits looking out at those Windows of the eyes and there when it seeth a suitable Object how it lusts after it When we see beauty then we have wanton eyes when we see fine houses and riches we have covetous eyes or envious eyes when we view our own gifts and greatness and converse with those that are below us what scornful eyes and looks have we The eye is a curious piece of Gods workmanship all
their Lamps and went forth to meet the Bridegroom And the Apostle Peter shews that some escape the pollutions of the world in a sense and yet return with the Dog to his vomit are again intangled and quite overcome by their old sins and their latter end is worse than their beginning So likewise we read of those that have been enlightned and tasted of the Heavenly gift and of the Powers of the world to come and yet fall away Not that these Scriptures or any other do hold forth a total and final Apostacy in any from special grace but onely from common grace The Doctrine of the certainty of the perseverance of all sound Believers shines forth so gloriously from many plain Texts of Scripture and from the Nature of the Covenant of Grace and the purchase that Christ hath made for them that are his and the Almightiness of God who hath undertaken and promised to keep them that they shall not depart from him and perish that there is scarce any part of Religion that hath been controverted that is with more facility defended against all Opposers But such Scriptures hold forth that there is Common Grace as well as Special Judas his profession and gifts Simon Magus his believing when he saw the Miracles and Signs which were done Herod's hearing John Baptist gladly and doing many things Agrippa's being almost perswaded to be a Christian come all under this Head of Common workings of the Spirit so called because that not onely those that are saved but those that perish have many times such workings of the Spirit Now therefore observe that amongst those that God is pleased to bestow Common grace upon some are ordained to eternal life and upon these the Lord sooner or later bestows special grace And as for others the holy Lord doth either by the common motions and influences of his Spirit keep them in the profession and practice of it all their days in his infinite wisdom and good pleasure making use of their common grace and gifts for the good of others and for the preventing of their own greater damnation or else God in his righteous judgment so ordereth it that those common influences and workings of the Spirit depart from them and so they openly fall away into gross errour or profaneness of life to their greater damnation As to Common Grace and preparatory workings of the Spirit some carry that point so far that they confound common and special Grace darken the Doctrine of Conversion and cast a stumbling block before weak Christians puzling them exceedingly speaking of some things under that Head that are wrought onely in those that are effectually called But these things following may be brought under this Head of Common Grace and preparatory workings of the Spirit 1. An Illumination of the Spirit to make impression upon the Soul that there is a God that Man is fallen in Adam that Jesus Christ is the Mediatour that there is Heaven and Hell yea one that hath onely this common illumination may have knowledge notional knowledge and utterance about these and other points of Religion beyond many sincere Christians Hence it is that men may go to Hell with their heads full of knowledge and notions of Religion Some that we think for their knowledge and excellent parts are happy men yet may have onely common illumination and perish 2. Conviction of Sin comes in also under this Head of Common Grace and preparatory workings of the Spirit The Lord useth before he infuseth Faith in Christ and the habit of special grace into the heart first to convince men of Sin Those that were converted in the Second Chapter of the Acts were first pricked in their hearts with the sense of their sins verse 37. afterwards God gave them Faith in Christ What sins the Lord will set home upon the Conscience first of all to awaken and startle a secure Sinner depends upon his holy pleasure Sometimes the Lord shews men so much of their own vileness as doth almost sink them in their Spirits sometimes the Lord dealeth with them in a gentler way Usually God sets home gross sins special sins with most terrour upon the heart It is no matter how long it is since the sin hath been committed God can set it home upon the Conscience with as much terrour as if it had been but yesterday The universal depravedness and corruption of our Nature is sometimes set home upon the Conscience that the convinced sinner seeth himself more vile upon that account than upon the account of his sinful acts It is said of the Holy Ghost that he shall convince men of sin because they believe not on Christ John 16.8 9. From whence we must not conclude that men are not so throughly convinced of sin as God doth convince men in the preparatory workings of the Spirit except the Lord do set it home particularly upon the Conscience that the person besides many other sins is guilty of the sin of unbelief taking it for the Soul 's not coming to Christ and believing and relying upon him as a Saviour But we may take the not believing on Christ there in a large sense for being in a course of impenitency and gracelesness Or we may thus conceive the meaning of the place that the Holy Ghost in converting Souls will convince them of sin what sins he pleaseth and shew them that they are in danger of Hell and damnation being such persons as are not yet in Christ and believe not on his Name and so have not their pardon in Christ to plead for their discharge from the guilt of their sins It is true where persons have been long under convictions of other sins and have lived under much preaching of Christ and yet have gone on a great while in a way of secking to be justified by their own righteousness and are not brought to give God the whole glory of his free grace in Christ in justifying and saving of them the Lord may set home this unbelief of theirs and slighting of Christ their onely remedy as a great sin and folly but that the Lord doth set home this particularly upon every one that is under conviction in order to a sound conversion and that conviction is not through and sufficient without this cannot be made out by Scripture Under this Head it must be considered That though the Lord useth to convince men of sin and fright men with the terrours of the Law whom he intends to convert and bring to Christ Yet first all that are converted feel not the like terrours and fears of the wrath to come before their closing with Christ 2. Though the setting home of sin upon the Conscience and putting the Soul in fear of the wrath to come is the work of the Spirit making use of the terrours of the Law to that purpose yet not every thing that sometimes follows the reupon as a mans concluding that he shall never find mercy or his going on in a
legal way to seek peace and healing of his wounds by his own righteousness and duties without the blood of Christ these things come not from the holy Spirit that first convinced the Soul of sin but from Satan and from the corruption of our own hearts that mix themselves and put in with these convictions and workings of the Spirit 3. All that are convinced of sin and have terrours yea it may be very great terrours of Conscience thereupon are not converted Cain and Judas had great terrours of Conscience and yet never were converted yet alas many in giving account of their conversion build too much upon this that at such a time they were much troubled for their sins when as trouble for sin is not a sufficient evidence of a sound conversion if it be onely for fear of Hell and damnation But if after sight of our sins and fear of the wrath of God we were brought to know Christ to prize Christ above all to rest our weary souls upon him yea upon him alone and were made willing in the day of his power to take his yoak upon us that as we live by him we might also live to him then the work the good work of special and saving grace is begun in us Praises to Jehovah for ever 3. There is some stop put to sin especially grosse sin by this common illumination and common convictions of the Spirit So that a Man being awed with the terrors of the law dare not run into that excesse of riot and prophanesse that he hath done but having some feeling of the bitterness of sin cannot commit it with that greediness that he hath done But begins to leave more open and gross sins and persorm duties of Religion and sets upon reforming of his Life and finds some kinde of joy and peace therein which yet we may not think comes from the comforter the Holy Ghost for he giveth no joy and peace to any but what flows from the beholding God's reconciled face in Christ or a reflexion upon the effects of his grace and presence with us leading us forth in wayes of holiness and obedience in his Name So that wee must diligently consider that although these common workings of the Spirit do lay some restraint upon Sin and put us upon good duties and reformation of Life yet wee must not rest here and say surely the bitterness of Death is past but careful must we be as for our Lives that now our Souls be rightly bottomed upon Christ that he may be our righteousness to justify us and the onely Fountaine of sanctification and holiness to us Many other things might be added under this head of common grace and preparatory workings of the spirit as that the Lord doth sometimes make great impressions upon men of the holiness of the Law of his justice if he should cast us into hell of the insufficiency of our owne righteousness to make our peace with him and that we must come to Christ if we would have life But we must not extend the preparatory workings of the Spirit to far as some do as if there were any saving work upon the soul before union with Christ That which I aime at here is to shew that in conversion ordinarily there is legal repentance before Evange lical sight and sense of sin before Christ be brought into the Soul but no speciall grace and saving work untill union with Christ and infusion of a new heart and spirit of these things this is the sum The Lord doth usually work common grace before he works speciall grace Some have these common workings of the Spirit and yet are never savingly converted In the elect these common workings of the Spirit are the preparing the way to speciall grace that the Lord intends to bestow upon them that is that the common illumination convictions and humbling for sin that the holy Ghost worketh in the elect before their conversion are in order to their conversion CHAP. III. Shewing what Special Grace and Saving Conversion is NOw to shew what Special Grace and Saving Conversion is First I shall give a short definition of it 'T is a work of the Spirit of God upon the soul whereby the habit the principle and seed of all grace is infused changing and sanctifying the heart to the bringing of us to trust wholly in Christ for salvation to repent of our Sins to love God and unfeignedly desire to walk before him in obedience and newness of Life according to his will Those who have this change wrought in them are passed from death to life shall undoubtedly be saved and inherit everlasting Life But to open the doctrine of conversion more fully and plainly to every ones capacity I know no better and surer way then to explain some of those expressions of the holy Scripture by which special grace and conversion is set forth to us First special grace and conversion is frequently especially in the new Testament called believing on Christ To as many as received him to them he gave power to become the Sons of God even to as many as believed on his name John 1.12 He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting Life John 3.36 This is the word of God that ye believe on him whom he hath sent John 6.29 Believe on the Lord Jesus Christ and thou shalt be saved Act. 16.31 With the heart Man believeth unto righteousness Rom. 10.10 By grace are ye saved through Faith Ephes 2.8 yea this grace of believing is spoken of in the Old Testament though not so clearly as in the new Look to me and be saved Isa 45.22 where by looking is meant believing and vers 24. surely shall one say in the Lord viz the Lord Jesus the Mediator have I righteousness and strength even to him shall men come 24 vers where by coming is meant believing Those that were saved under the Old Testament saw Christ's day of coming in the flesh affar off and were glad and put their trust in him having the same spirit of Faith in Christ that the Saints have now Well then it is clear that where there is a true believing on Christ there is true conversion Now therefore let us inquire when a man doth believe to the saving of his soul And there is a necessity to enquire into the true nature of Saving Faith because a Man may have some kind of Faith and yet never go to Heaven some are said for awhile to believe and afterwards to fall a-away Luke 8.13 Simon Magus is said to believe Act. 8.13 Which Scripture do shew that there is an assent to the Doctrine of the Gospel which is but a temporary Faith an historical Faith from common illumination and convictions Yea it is said the Devils believe and tremble James 2.3 The devils by the power of light and convictions are forced to believe that there is a God though yet they are Enemies to him and wish there were no God The truth is if a man do
believe the Doctrine of Religion so as that he maketh no question of the truth thereof he doth well and he ought to be thankful for this common light and help of the spirit for all men have not this Faith of Assent to the truth of Christian Religion Yea at some special seasons of temptation a Child of God may be much troubled about some main points of the Gospel but the God of all Grace will after they have seen their own weakness a while and been greatly humbled established them and settle them again But I say that a meer Assent to the truth of Religion is not enough to prove a man to be converted for that may be without the true love and liking of Religion in the heart That believing in Christ which is peculiar to those that are saved may be thus described It is a principle infused by the Spirit of God into the heart whereby a poor sinner inlightned to see the truth of Christian Religion and convinced of his lost and miserable estate by sin and taken off from all hope and confidence in himself doth trust and rely upon Jesus Christ our great high Priest and Mediatour to be pardoned and accepted and be made an Heir of Eternal life through him The nature of this Grace may be further understood by considering how it is set forth by various expressions in the Scripture 1. 'T is called a trusting in Christ or a hoping in Christ Ephes 1.12 13. That we should be to the praise of his glory who first trusted in Christ In whom ye also trusted after that ye heard the word of truth Now this Expression holds forth thus much to us That when a poor Sinner is convinced of his miserable estate by sin if the Lord have a gracious purpose to him he will take him off from trusting in any thing in himself to justifie him in Gods sight and reveal the Lord Jesus Christ to him the onely Redeemer and mighty to save and so enable the poor Sinner to trust in him and lay the whole weight and stress of his Soul upon him 2. Believing in Christ is called a flieing for refuge to lay hold upon the hope that is set before us in the Gospel Heb. 6.18 When the Soul is said to flee for refuge it is an illusion to the City of refuge under the Law to which the Man-slayer was to flee from the Avenger of blood and it is to shew that when the Lord converts a Sinner he maketh him see the danger he is in he maketh him cry out O the Avenger of blood O the wrath of God is fit to overtake me How shall I escape What shall I do The Lord fills a poor Sinner with fear and solicitousness about his condition as the Man-slayer under the Law was about the saving of his life from the Avenger of blood If the Lord take delight in us to make us his people he will convince us of sin and make us see that the Curse of the Law is pursuing of us to take vengeance on us for our sins and make us cry out for a City of refuge and will shew us that all other things are but refuges of lies and that the Lord Jesus is the onely City of refuge and safety for a poor Sinner to flee unto he is the strong City the salvation that is in him will be as Walls and Bulwarks about a poor guilty Sinner for ever that gets into him Till Sinners be sensible of sin and see in what an evil case and condition they are the vengeance of eternal fire being ready to seize upon them they regard not a City of refuge what care they for Jesus Christ let others look after him and take him that see their need of him they apprehend no danger in their present condition they see no need of an Ark for the saving of their Souls they see no deluge of wrath coming till it may be 't is too late and then they cry out an Ark an Ark a Christ a Christ when their day of Grace is past They see no need of a City of refuge they think they are safe and well enough what should they sear till it may be the time is past and the Gate of the City of refuge shut against them then O who shall bring us into the strong City Who will bring us into the City of refuge O a Christ a Christ to save me or else I am now even now sinking into the bottomless Pit But as many as are ordained to eternal life shall believe on the Name of the Son of God to them he shall be precious they shall make him their strong City their hiding place their Tower of defence and City of refuge There is another Expression in this place to set forth the work of believing and the Nature of it when the Apostle shews that the design of the Soul in its coming to Christ is to lay hold upon the hope that is set before us in him namely the hope of pardon salvation and eternal life The Lord shews a poor Sinner that as much as he hath broker the Law yet there is One that came to seek and to save lost sinners and that there is hope set before miserable sinners in the Gospel and so Christ is called our hope 1 Timâ— 1.1 the Object and Ground of Hope He it whom there is hope for poor sinners Now then the laying hold of this hope is believing on Christ Many never knew what it was to fear and tremble and see what a storm their sins had raised that they were in danger to be cast away for ever nor ever yet knew what it was to Iay hold on the hope that iâ— through Christ to be as the Anchor foâ— their Souls both sure and stedfast to holâ— them and keep them from eternal ship wracks By the way if any shall say in these Expressions about believing here is no mention of the Souls submitting to Christs Lordship consenting to be ruled and governed by him renouncing the dominion of sin I answer that Frame of spirit that Principle is wrought in all that do truly believe but there is so much spoken in the Scripture of Faith under these notions of trusting on Corist fleeing for refuge to him and laying hold on the hope that is set before us in him for such reasons as these following 1. Because although when a Soul is converted he takes Christ as a Sanctifier as well as a Saviour and is affected with the filth of sin as well as the guilt of sin yet the principal thing that the Soul is affected withall the first is What shall I do to be saved As the Jaylor cried out Acts 16.13 This is not yet so fully his great question What shall I do to be sanctified But O how shall I be saved from Hell and eternal damnation that I may not have the wrath of God abide upon me for ever and so the poor sinner is directed to spy out
that in Christ that answereth to this great difficulty to save it from wrath and in the receiving and applying Christ as a Saviour and propitiation for our sins the Soul is also secretly and powerfully wrought upon to desire heartily to be turned from sin and to live to Christ for evermore 2. Because although where true Faith is there is a principle of new Obedience also yet Faith as 't is said to justify doth onely apprehend and receive Christ as our perfect righteousness and attonement with God and is to be carefully distinguished from new Obedience which in that respect is but the effect and concomitant thereof 3. Because this is a great a very great work of the Spirit greater then most think to bring a poor convinced sinner to venture his soul and eternall condition upon the Mediation and righteousness of Jesus Christ Not but they that know him may well put their trust in him who is able to save to the uttermost all that come to God by him but for a poor Sinner that seeth what a holy and righteous Law he hath broken what a great and holy God he hath offended what great and sore punishment he hath deserved and which is infflicted upon the generality of his fellow sinners to all eternity when these things are realized to a Man as they are to those that are brought to Christ and that he is also convinced that he hath no righteousness of his own to make satisfaction to the justice of God and to give unto God a ransom that he should be delivered from going down to the pit For this Man thus enlightned awakened and convinced to put his trust in the righteousness of another one whom he never saw when he manifested himself in the flesh and suffred for sin the just for the unjust for a poor sinner to reject all other confidences pitched on by the Sons of men and to flee onely to this City of refuge and his heart to trust fasely there is an eminent work of the Spirit And so it will appeare when God shall be glorified in his Saints and be admired in all them that do believe not onely for giving such a sure object of Faith as Jesus Christ is but for drawing poor sinners to him 'T is an any easy thing for ignorant un-convinced sinners to say they have Faith and say they believe on Christ but no Man can come to Christ and truly believe on his Name except he heare and learn of the Father and be drawn by an Almighty Power unto him 4. Believing in Christ is called in the Scripture Our coming to Christ But I said unto you that ye also have seen me and believe not all that the Father giveth me shall come to me Joh. 6.36 37. If any man thirst let him come unto mee and drink Joh. 3.7 Ye will not come unto me that ye may have life Joh. 5.40 By this coming is not meant a local coming but a spiritual unto Christ He that truly cometh to Christ doth come indeed from the power and filth of Sin to put himself under the government and obedience of the Lord Jesus but that which is principally held forth by this coming unto Christ is the coming unto him as a Saviour from the guilt of sin to be washed and made white in his blood and be pardoned and justified through him 5. B lieving in Christ is called in the Scripture our receiving of Christ to as many as received him to them gave he power to become the Sons of God even to as many as believed on his Name John 1.12 Now although every one that truely believeth receiveth Christ in all his Offices as a King to rule him as a Priest to save him and as a Prophet to teach him yet when believing is set out by receiving Christ it is meant especially of our receiving and embracing him as a Saviour who is in a peculiar manner received into and dwells in our hearts by faith Ephes 3.17 If any desire that I should speak a little more to open the Nature of saving Faith and so to distinguish it from a common notional and historical Faith it may be done by shewing the special properties thereof 1. 'T is a knowing Faith 't is accompanied with so much light and knowledge as is necessary to let Christ into the Soul knowing that a man is not justified by the works of the Law but by the Faith of Jesus Christ We have believed on him that we might be justified by the Faith of him saith the Apostle Galat. 2.16 So that except there be some knowledge of the greatness and holiness of God with whom we have to do some knowledge of our Fall in Adam some knowledge of Christ the Mediatour our estate cannot be good for how shall we believe on him of whom we have no knowledge I speak not here of degrees of knowledge as if every one that truly believeth in Christ had a great measure thereof but that there must be some competent knowledge This doth distinguish true Faith from that ignorant Faith that many have who while they think they believe on Christ know nothing of their lost estate by Nature and of the Person and Mediation of the Son of God for if men do not know Christ in some measure neither do they believe on him But here let me be understood not to speak of Infants nor of Ideots or deaf and dumb persons born so whose Ignorance is invincible as to any outward means to bring them to the knowledge of Christ through their natural incapacity of receiving information by the Scriptures and Ministery of the Word we are not to have such hard thoughts of their condition as if none such could be saved for doubtless some of them are saved and even by the blood of Christ as well as others and have the seed and habit of Faith and Repentance and the habit of spiritual knowledge infused into them also by the Holy Ghost though in a way altogether undiscernable to us And what should hinder or why should it be thought incredible that God who quickneth all things and infuses a rational soul into Infants in the Womb and hath given a rational soul to Idcots however the actings of it are obstructed by some defects of the Organs of the Body I say what should hinder but that God can and doth when it pleaseth him infuse spiritual life and the habit of all grace into Infants and Ideots But for persons that are growne up to years and have the exercise of reason it is the way of God if he please to convert them so to enlighten them as to exercise their thoughts about the matters of Salvation and to give them a sight of their Sins and make known sensibly unto them that Jesus Christ is the only way of help and salvation for them So that though there may be knowledge without Faith yet in grown persons and those that have the exercise of reason there cannot be Faith
of their eternal conditions accounting it a piece of Christian humility and holy modesty so to do yea thinking such a frame to be a great preservative from sin and a spur to quicken them to more diligence in Gods ways then if the assurance of the love of God were shed abroad in their hearts by the Holy Ghost do erre not considering so fully the nature of Gospel Grace and a lively hope of salvation that it doth strengthen and enlarge the Soul in holiness and obedience by urging new and further motives to our walking with God and fruitfulness before him It is the duty of all to try their spiritual estates and not to rest satisfied in some probability of the truth and power of grace in them but to give diligence to the attaining of a full assurance thereof Wherefore are we called upon so often in the Scripture to prove our own works to examine our selves whether we be in the faith or no to give diligence to make our calling and election sure if it be not that those that are not yet converted may find it out that they may not deceive themselves but now look after union with Christ which yet they have not and that those that are converted indeed may be assured of it and so rejoyce and give praise and be stirred up to walk worthy in all things of the vocation wherewith they are called If a man be not yet truly converted unto God it is better for him to know how his condition is though for the present it fill his Soul with much anxiety and fear of the wrath to come then that he should go on quietly and presumptuously to Hell If we be foolish Virgins without the Oyle of grace in our vessels 't is better to know it now whilst Oyl may be got then not to know it till time is past and the door is shut Many are greatly offended when they are put upon trying their spiritual estates they say such preaching troubles their consciences they are loath to see in what a miserable condition they are but if the Lord delight in them to make them his people they will bless God that ever they sate under such an awakening Ministry by which the Lord brought them to see they were in the broad way that leadeth to destruction and brought them out of it unto Christ Now then in answer to this great Question How may a man know that he is truly converted and in the state of grace 1. It may be known by discerning the work of grace upon the Heart 2. It may be known by the more immediate testimony of the spirit 1. Conversion may be known by discerning the work of grace upon the heart If a man think himself something when he is nothing he deceiveth himself Gal. 6.3 Well then how shall such a man be undeceived v. 4. Let every man prove his own work so shall he have rejoycing in himself alone and not in another That is let him try whether the Lord hath began the good work of grace in him let him prove and examine himself whether he hath true faith true repentance true love to God true love to the brethren so shall he have rejoycing in himself alone discerning that God hath wrought in him those things that accompany salvation and not rejoyce meerly in the good opinion of others who though they be gracious and spiritual may easily be deceived in judging of the spiritual estate of others being not so suspicious of others as they are of themselves and know not the secret passages between God and their Souls as they know things between God and themselves Many Scriptures might be brought to shew that we are to take this course in judging of our spiritual estates Hereby we know that we know him if we keep his Commandments 1 John 2.3 Hereby know we that we are in him v. 4. We know that we are passed from death to life because we love the brethren 1 John 3.14 Those that deny inherent grace in those that are converted or would not have them to try their spiritual estates thereby are much mistaken Let those who would know whether they be yet converted set themselves as in the presence of the Lord and examine themselves whether the Lord hath made them sensible of the danger and evil that there is in sin whether the Lord hath taken them off from trusting in their own righteousness and strength whether the Lord hath revealed Christ to them as Mediator and fixed their hearts to put their whole trust in him Whether the Lord hath wrought in them godly sorrow for sin and put a new bent of holiness upon their hearts to desire and endeavour to walk so as to please God He that would have these things more fully opened let him remember or look back to the Third Chapter where I have shewn more largely what Conversion and Special Grace is and to let him examine himself accordingly But that I may through the grace of Christ be further helpful to those who would try their spiritual estates to find out what God hath done for their Souls let these things be observed 1. That the work of grace is not always alike visible and discernable in a Child of God neither to himself nor others with whom he hath to do Through bodily distempers through viclent temptations through sore falls into sin and great dissertions and hidings of Gods face from none of which a Child of God is wholly exempted in this life it may come to pass that a true Saint may be very hard put to it to discern the work of grace in himself yea very much fear that he hath no true grace and walk in darkness and trouble of spirit thereupon With some it is thus a great while God orders it thus amongst other holy ends of his by such examples of troubled Consciences to put others upon more tryal of their spiritual estates to draw forth our pity and compassion to such as are in these spiritual distresses and to make us more thankful for the light of Gods spirit to discern the work of grace in ourselves which these poor sorrowful ones cannot attain unto and to shew us that which I am now upon that grace being so little in the best is sometimes scarce discernable especially when the body is sickyl and distempered and there is some special hour and power of darkness upon us By the way I am afraid that sometimes godly Ministers unawares may deliver somethings that may much puzzle poor Christians about trying the work of grace upon their hearts and bring them into great darkness and trouble of spirit However that which I shall take notice of may be a Caution to such as shall read these things that they do not so I have observed that Ministers do sometimes speak so unwarily of the signs of this grace and the other that those signs which they lay down are signs only of the high actings of that grace and
are not to be brought in as tryals whether a person hath the truth of that grace which may be and yet not those high actings of it I affect plainness and not obscurity therefore I would try to make out my observation better suppose a Minister is preaching about the nature of Faith and shall make this a sign to the people to try their Faith by if they can believe at all times that God will bring about every particular thing for them which their eyes are towards him for and which he hath promised without hesitation wavering and considering and poring upon those things that stand in the way of the mercy and for this quote Abrahams Example that when he had the promise of a Son in his old Age he considered not his own body nor yet the deadness of Sarahs womb Rom. 4. 18. 19. whereas it is said there that he being not weak in faith but strong in faith was enabled to do so That such things must be brought in as examples of what believers should do and of what believers are sometimes enabled through the grace of God to do even to act faith very highly and strongly and not to prove that he is not a true believer that doth not alwayes thus And so if this be laid down as a tryal of Faith that one that hath true faith will not be daunted in the times of the greatest peril nor use sinful waies to bring himself out of trouble and quote for this the Heroick courage of the three Children before Nebuchadnezzar Daniel 3. and Davids encouraging himself in the Name of the Lord when Ziklag was taken and the people spake of stoning him 1 Sam. 30.6 How may this puzle poor souls and make them reflect upon themselves as if they had no true faith because it may be they have found many fears in time of danger and used some sinful shifting in time of trouble Yea and did not those men who were so Famous in their gennerations Falter much in their Faith and courage sometimes as Abraham when he twice denyed Sarah to be his Wife as wee see in Geneses and Peter when he denyed Christ and yet still the habit of Faith remained with them and David though all that time before mentioned he was bold in his God yet all other times how fearful was he and that presently after God had emminently appeared for him 1 Sam. 27.1 and then he was sore afraid of Achish King of Gath and changed his behaviour and feigned himself mad and scrabled at the doors of the gate c. all to get out off the danger he was in Therefore careful must we be when we set before others tryals of the grace of God in them that we do not take Scriptures that speak of the saints of old when they acted grace highly and urge this upon people that if they do not alwaies so they have not the truth of grace in them Indeed such examples of the Saints should be insisted on to shew others what they should do in like cases but not to make them tryals of the truth of their grace so as that they should conclude they have not the truth of grace except they are in every thing at all times assisted and influenced by the spirit of God as they were sometimes Abraham David and Peter sometimes acted above themselves through the strong help of assisting grace and sometimes acted as much below themselves thorough the power of temptations and the remainder of corruption that was in them and so it is with other Saints He therefore that will not lay a stumbling block before the weak in speaking of these things must carefully distinguish between what a true Saint is in his principles desire and bent of his heart in which he is holy and gracious for the Law of God is in his heart and what he is or may be in some particular acts in which he may discover many fallings We must distinguish between what a Saint should be and would be and what he is and attaineth to in this life we must destingnish between what a Saint is sometimes when he is strongly influenced and assisted by the holy Ghost and what he is at other times when the Lord leaves him in part for his humilation and that he may see what is in his heart We must distinguish between what a true Saint is in his maine course so he walketh with God and what he is at sometimes when as Paul himself saith the evil which he would not do and that which he hates that he doth The life of grace in the hearts of believers is a great mystery the flesh opposeth the spirit and the spirit the flesh in them the flesh and corruption in them cannot precipitate them to evil as it would because of the spirit and grace of God that opposeth it and the grace and new Nature that is in a Saint cannot do the good that it would because of the flesh that opposeth it All that I aim at is that as Ministers doctrine should be quick and powerful to convince ignorant and presumptuous Sinners that they are in the way to destruction so they should be careful at the same time that they do not quench the smoaking flax nor break the bruised Reed puzling and making sad any righteous ones whom God would not have made sad remembring that it is one end of the Ministry of the Gospel that we should be helpers of their joy and so much for this digression Grace is not alwaies alike visible in true believers as hath been shewn sometimes the Saints walk in the Sun-shine and sometimes in the dark therefore it is needful that we should be often trying our spiritual estates and sometimes set special times apart for self examination if happily we may find that God hath called us into the fellowship of his Son Jesus Christ our Lord. 2. In trying our spiritual estates by sings of the work of grace upon our hearts it is best or dinarily to try our selves about the main things wherein the work of grace doth principally consist as to try whether we have true faith in Christ true repentance true love to God and the like or else through our weakness we are apt to be confounded by a multitude of signs this way is safe enough for where there is only grace in truth there is all at least in the root and habit 3. In trying and examining the work of grace upon our hearts we must pray for the light of the spirit to shew us those graces that he hath wrought in us otherwise it will be hard to discern them The Holy Ghost can put a Insture and shine upon our graces and when the Conscience is in great distress can say be not afraid Christ is here see thou believest in him thou fearest God and lovest him in sincerity When a believer is examining the work of grace upon the heart sometimes the holy spirit is pleased to put Grace into fresh
two states and conditions of men after this life but the two places to one of which all go at death Let none out of curosity enquire where Hell is ' tis-sufficient that the Scripture tells us that there is a Hell and tells us what will bring us thither that we may avoid it and that Christ onely can deliver us from it that we may make sure of our interest in him 2. Consider the misery of Hell Though there be a Hell yet if it were a tollerable good place and condition though far inferiour to Heaven it was not to be so much feared but O let us consider the misery of Hell I might insist upon that which is commonly called the punishment of loss that is what the damned are deprived of and what sad reflections they may make upon that account being not onely deprived of all the creature comforts which once they enjoyed in this world which the Saints in Heaven cannot reflect upon as any loss to them because God is there all in all and better then all to them but they are seperated from God from any hope of his favour and enjoyment of him shut out of the place where he shews the riches of his glorious Kingdom and the honour of his excellent majesty to the Angels and Saints not for a time onely but for ever Shut out of the company of the Holy Angels and Saints Surely these things gall the spirits of the damned If Esau wept so bitterly for that he had lost the birthright and lost an earthly Fathers blessing how bitterly may the damned weep that they have lost Heaven and the blessing of the Father of Spirits What better reflections the damned make upon their fall in Adam which now so little affects the generality of men and their great loss thereby we cannot conceive now nor how it will vex and fret them to think some of them what means of grace they enjoyed in the powerful preaching of the Word and good council of Parents Masters and Friends but that they have lost all those advantages for Heaven which once they had and made light of But let me speak something of that possitive misery or punishment of sense that the damned undergo 1. They are miserable for their place 2. They are miserable for their company 3. They are miserable for the wrath of God which They beare this is the worst of all 1. They are miserable for their place I shall not stand much upon this but surely Hell is a doleful place therefore compared to Tophet Isa 30.33 To a bottomless pit Rev. 9.2 Vtter darkness Mat. 22.13 Heaven is called Paradise Luke 23.43 Hell a Prison 1 Pet. 3.19 But I but touch this for the truth is as the enjoyment of God in Heaven is the Heaven of Heaven the best of Heaven and not meerely the splendour and glory of the place though it is a glorious place so it is the bearing of the wrath of God in Hell that is the Hell of Hell the worst of Hell though it is also a doleful and miserable place 2. They are miserable for their company Now men are fit to go out of their wits if the Devil appear to them what will they do how will they be eternally scared and â—â—igted when they know they are amongst a throng of them shut up with them in the same eternal Prison That Devils and damned Men and Women shall he together in the same place of torment is cleare from the sentence of condemnation at the last day depart from me ye cursed into everlasting fire prepared for the Devil and his Angels Mat. 25.41 As those of the Children of men that are saved shall be in the same Heaven with the elect Angels and their company will be a great refresh ng to them so those that are damned shall be in the same Hell with the faln Angels the Devils and their company will be a great terrour to them And as much as prophane men delight in in one anothers company now it will be very grievous to them in Hell To hear one anothers howlings weeping wayling groanings and bitter Lamantatioas will surely be very terrible and especially the company of those that have been partners in sin fellow-drunkards fellow-thiefs fellow-persecutors fellow-wantons will be very grievous O how they will curse one another and course the days that ever they saw one another 3. They are miserable for the wrath of God that abideth on them It is not meerly the place nor the company that makes them miserable but the sting of Hell is the mediate sense and feeling of the wrath of God in an unsportable manner this is their paenal Hell which is worse than their local Hell As God lets out his love and makes great impressions thereof upon the spirits of the Saints in Heaven so he lets out his wrath and makes great impressions thereof upon the damned in Hell The damned are said in the Scripture to be punished tormented beaten with stripes burnt with unquenchable fire all to shew how the wrath of God lies very hard upon them It is true there are degrees of torments in Hell more and fewer stripes a great difference there is no doubt of the sufferings of the damned some receive greater damnation and beare more wrath then others 't is according as men have sinned more or less in this world I speak of those that perish that they are punnished more or less in Hell But surely those that have fewest stripes and the coolest places in Hell have a sad portion If people do verily believe that there is a Hell yet few believe the extremity of misery that is suffered there I remembre a poor Woman that suffered death for being a Witch told me that after she had made a contract with the Devil she began to be much afraid of Hell as a miserable place and condition whereupon the Devil told her that Hell was not so bad a place as people thought that he was the prince of the aire that people lived very well in his dominions and that she for her part should be an hostess and keep a fair Inn there It was to this purpose what this poor ignorant Woman told me The Devil hath scarce the face to tell his followers that there is no Hell but rather that it is a tollerable good place and not bad as some zealous preachers would make them believe At another time I heard a prophane man when he was told of Hell fire say I hope there are some ponds of cold water there to where I may go and cole my self when I am heated and scorched with the flames thus fools now make a mock of sin and a mock of Hell too till they came to it and then they will be past their jesting Hell torments put the greatest wits and the most sanguine tempters past their Joaks and meriment Many go laughing and merry to Hell but when they come once there they laugh no more for there is nothing but
sins which if it had been laid upon us would have been eternal but he overwrastled it made satisfaction put away sin by the sacrifice of himself made peace and obtained eternal redemption for us whereof he hath given assurance unto all men in that after he had the iniquities of all his people laid and charged upon him yet he rose again the third day is gone unto the Father and is set down at the right hand of the Majesty in the Heavens By one offering upon the Cross he did the work he being an infinite Person God as well as Man his short suffering was of an infinit value He dieth no more there is no need at all of it in referance unto those for whom he made his soul an offering for sins he hath done the work fully to whom be glory for ever This is the Summ and substance of the Gospel Now if any hearing of the danger they are in of the wrath of God for their sins and sensible of the Rebellion and perversness of their hearts and wayes against God would have a Saviour and a sanctifier that it may go well with them for ever this is he Jesus the Son of God He is not here now upon earth to be seen with bodily eyes he is gone into Heaven and is on the right hand of God Look up to him there with an eye of Faith put your trust in him he is able to save to the uttermost all that come to God by him Get the knowledge of him out of the word search the Scriptures for they testify of him they tell you what he is what he hath done and what he hath suffered to bring us to God Think of him continually prize him set your hearts on him if you flight him you will find there is no other Saviour no other Mediatour no other advocate with the Father If the work be yet to be done even now whilst thou readest these things look to him close with him give up thy self to him to be saved and Sanctified by him fall in love with him you will never repent of your choice Poor soul what saist thou to a Pardon for all thy sins what saist to peace with God what saist thou to eternal life Come to Christ and thou shalt have all these and a New Heart and spirit to walk in holiness and obedience before God too O doth the Lord affect thy heart for he doth this great work that thou art taken with Christ and art a thirst for this water of life then take it freely as excellent and precious as the Lord Jesus is he bestowes himself freely upon poor sinners the best qualification you can have for receiving Christ is to see your need of him and that you are altogether unworthy of him do you see your sins now the multitude of them the hainousness of them let not your sins drive you from Christ but drive you to Christ Come poor sinners come to Christ his blood cleanseth from all sin his righteousness is able to cover all your unrighteousness Come to Christ but with a true Heart to give him all the glory of your salvation and to desire now to have him reign over you and fear not he is mighty to save Jesus is the Lord of glory consider his God-head in your looking to him to take away your sins Never any Patient came to this Phisitian and missed of cure come with all the spiritual Vlcers running Sores and Bloody Issues of sin touch the hem of his Garment by Faith as the Woman in the Gospel did and you shall see there is vertue enough in Christ to make you whole The Devil labours to make men confident and presumptuous when they are going on greedily in sin but when they are convinced of their lost estate and are looking after Christ then he endeavours to puzle them with many doubts and suspitions as if they were past cure and it were too late now to lock after Christ Ah poor souls do not you see that the hand of Sathan is in all this When you went on in ignorance and prophaness he would not endure you should hear when Ministers preached of damnation and now that you are convinced and stopt in your vile courses and are thinking how you may make peace with God now the Devil cannot endure you should hear of Salvation in Christ the Son of God least you should come unto him that you may have life Thus I have set before them that are not yet converted life and death pardon of sin peace with God and eternal life if the Lord giveth them hearts to repent and close with Christ The Wrath of God and eternal destruction If they still go on in their ignorance prophaness and slighting of Jesus Christ If any that read these things shall say in their hearts they shall have peace and shall do well enough whatsoever some zealous preachers say though they cast Gods law behind their backs and never look after a work of Grace and conversion upon their souls the anger of the Lord and his Jealousy shall smoake against those persons and burn against them for ever But if they shall now tremble at the word of the Lord and lay hold upon the offer of Christ believing on his name and submitting unto him their sins shall be forgiven them for his names sake and they shall be the heir of eternal life through him for though the wages of sin is death even eternal death yet the gift the free gift of God is life even eternal life through Jesus Christ our Lord to whom be glory for ever Amen FINIS Books Printed for and Sold by Henry Mortlock at the Phaenix in S. Pauls Church-Yard and at the White Hart in Westminster-Hall THe Saints Ebenezer and Pillar of hope in God when they have none left in the Creature Or the godly-mans Crutch or Staff in times of sadning disappointments sinking discouragements shaking dissolations wherein is shewed the Transcendent Excellency of God his Peoples help and hope with the unparalell'd hapiness of the Saints in their confidence in him over-balancing the Worldlings carnall dependance both as to sweetness and safety by F. English A word in season or 3 great dutys of Christians in the worst of times viz abiding in Christ Thirsting after his instruction and submission to his providence to which is added by way of appendix the advice of some Ministers to their people for the receiving the power and practice of godliness in their familys Oct. The freeness of the grace and love of God to believers discover'd in reference to First Their service and suffering Secondly their consolations Thirdly their salvation and eternal glory together with the Excelency of the fear of God The goodness and pleasantness of brotherly Love the wisdom of hearing the voice of the Rod repentance the only way to prevent Judgments delivered in several Sermons by William Bridg sometimes Preacher of the Word at Yarmouth Death unstung in 8 Sermons Preached at the Funeral of Tho. Moseley an Apothecary who died July 1669 With a brief Narrative of his Life and Death Also the manner of Gods dealings with him before and after his Conversion drawn up by his own Hand and Published by James Janeway Oct. A Fathers Testament Written long since for the benefit of the Particular Relations of the Author Phineas Fletcher sometimes Minister of the Gospel at Hillgay in Norfolk The voice of one crying in a Wilderness or the business of a Christian both Antecedaneous to Concomitant of and consequent upon a Sore and heavy Visitation represented in several Sermons First Preached to his own Family lying under such Visitation and now made publick as a thank offering to the Lord his healer by S. S. a servant of God in the Gospel of his Son FINIS