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appear_v as_o fruit_n of_o a_o vain_a and_o prodigal_a disposition_n but_o alas_o they_o be_v nothing_o less_o i_o hope_v still_o to_o have_v recover_v myself_o and_o then_o i_o can_v have_v thrive_v well_o enough_o i_o be_v not_o unknown_a nor_o want_v a_o easy_a way_n to_o preferment_n but_o it_o please_v god_n by_o weaken_v i_o by_o confound_v i_o to_o bring_v i_o to_o he_o bless_a be_v his_o name_n i_o reckon_v it_o a_o supreme_a happiness_n etc._n etc._n november_n 8._o 1637._o truth_n exactness_n and_o perfection_n be_v oar_n of_o a_o rich_a mine_n but_o lie_v so_o deep_a that_o they_o often_o hardly_o recompense_v the_o labour_n of_o their_o extraction_n my_o end_n be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o vindicate_v as_o to_o give_v some_o true_a knowledge_n of_o myself_o and_o shake_v off_o the_o burden_n of_o my_o mind_n to_o my_o pen_n and_o paper_n it_o be_v unfit_a for_o i_o and_o i_o for_o it_o and_o yet_o i_o can_v avoid_v it_o and_o this_o be_v one_o of_o the_o unreconcilable_a 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earth_n thou_o be_v perfection_n of_o philosophy_n thou_o be_v the_o true_a summum_fw-la bonum_fw-la in_o thou_o be_v all_o fullness_n all_o joy_n humane_a discourse_n and_o resolution_n can_v do_v much_o but_o first_o motion_n and_o surprise_v upon_o the_o mind_n disturb_v nature_n concoction_n and_o the_o spirit_n even_o in_o mere_a nullity_n of_o conceit_n in_o despite_n of_o a_o firm_a faith_n and_o reason_n it_o be_v from_o god_n alone_o to_o prevent_v they_o to_o allay_v they_o tentation_n be_v often_o above_o the_o power_n of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n to_o resist_v the_o melancholy_a humour_n be_v most_o violent_a in_o hot_a and_o active_a spirit_n and_o constitution_n there_o it_o estuate_v there_o it_o ferment_n and_o boil_n how_o it_o suggest_v confound_v resolve_n and_o then_o again_o forget_v the_o circumstance_n of_o a_o former_a resolution_n and_o by_o forgetfulness_n or_o a_o new_a predominancy_n of_o humour_n relapse_n to_o a_o fresh_a rumination_n and_o confusion_n 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my_o comfort_n even_o in_o that_o temper_v i_o or_o i_o shall_v be_v confound_v ipsa_fw-la faelicitas_fw-la se_fw-la nisi_fw-la temperate_a premit_fw-la vouchsafe_v to_o demonstrate_v in_o i_o by_o my_o life_n and_o action_n what_o my_o pen_n can_v express_v what_o be_v say_v of_o fortune_n be_v true_a of_o god_n occaecat_fw-la hominum_fw-la animos_fw-la cum_fw-la vim_o svam_fw-la ingruentem_fw-la refringi_fw-la non_fw-la vult_fw-la according_a to_o god_n determinate_a counsel_n we_o discern_v or_o be_v blind_a we_o judge_v resolve_v and_o execute_v aright_o or_o lose_v and_o confound_v ourselves_o in_o error_n and_o folly_n thy_o decree_n o_o lord_n be_v irresistible_a november_n 11._o 1637._o have_v i_o be_v leave_v a_o freedom_n in_o myself_o or_o be_v constant_a to_o my_o own_o discourse_n and_o inclination_n in_o the_o order_n of_o my_o way_n it_o may_v have_v be_v worldly_a fortune_n enough_o unto_o
etc._n etc._n and_o some_o by_o the_o very_a distemper_n which_o they_o breed_v a_o burn_a fever_n remedy_n a_o palsy_n and_o ague_n ordinary_o clear_v the_o body_n we_o see_v also_o that_o a_o disorder_a and_o ill_o habituate_v commonwealth_n and_o state_n but_o upon_o extreme_a necessity_n and_o violence_n seldom_o grow_v to_o reformation_n a_o vicious_a and_o deprave_a mind_n correspond_v to_o these_o premise_n as_o well_o in_o disposition_n as_o cure_v till_o extremity_n distemper_n and_o affliction_n work_v upon_o we_o till_o god_n the_o good_a gardener_n of_o our_o soul_n cultivate_v weed_n alter_z and_o subdue_v we_o we_o insist_v in_o our_o corrupt_a natural_n we_o remain_v obstinate_a in_o our_o error_n impatient_a of_o good_a and_o healthful_a counsel_n perverse_a in_o all_o our_o course_n happy_a that_o soil_n body_n state_n and_o soul_n which_o find_v he_o their_o gardener_n physician_n reformer_n and_o gracious_a redeemer_n paradise_n be_v our_o first_o plentiful_a 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