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of_o grace_n my_o sole_a comforter_n and_o only_a comfort_n 74._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v will_v nothing_o but_o thy_o will_n o_o thou_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n 75._o i_o have_v rather_o have_v thy_o smile_n in_o hell_n o_o my_o sweet_a and_o dear_a jesus_n if_o it_o can_v be_v than_o thy_o frown_n in_o heaven_n 76._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o if_o it_o can_v be_v be_v in_o hell_n and_o obey_v god_n then_o in_o heaven_n and_o sin_n against_o he_o 77._o o_o god_n give_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n those_o thing_n and_o those_o thing_n only_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n on_o earth_n as_o may_v prepare_v i_o and_o make_v i_o fit_a for_o heaven_n 78._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o choose_v death_n then_o choose_v to_o sin_n 79._o though_o i_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n here_o yet_o whilst_o i_o live_v here_o suffer_v i_o not_o o_o god_n at_o any_o time_n to_o consent_v unto_o sin_n 80._o i_o do_v believe_v that_o christ_n jesus_n be_v my_o jesus_n and_o my_o christ_n and_o that_o he_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o every_o moment_n and_o ever_o will_v even_o to_o my_o very_a last_o moment_n 81._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o enjoy_v affliction_n with_o enjoy_v thou_o o_o my_o saviour_n than_o all_o manner_n of_o prosperity_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o prosper_v it_o 82._o as_o long_o o_o god_n as_o thou_o give_v i_o bread_n water_n and_o grace_n i_o will_v acknowledge_v that_o i_o have_v sufficient_a meat_n drink_n and_o raiment_n yea_o that_o i_o fare_v delicious_o and_o be_o array_v more_o glorious_o then_o if_o i_o be_v with_o purple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n 83._o to_o do_v thy_o work_n o_o god_n be_v the_o wage_n i_o desire_v and_o which_o will_n and_o shall_v ever_o content_v i_o 84._o ah_o lord_n i_o praise_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o be_v willing_a to_o part_v from_o all_o thing_n most_o willing_o so_o i_o may_v part_v from_o all_o sin_n also_o 85._o dispose_v of_o all_o thing_n as_o thou_o will_v o_o god_n do_v but_o only_o leave_v i_o thyself_o in_o possession_n 86._o all_o good_a thought_n come_v in_o love_n o_o god_n from_o thou_o to_o i_o but_o woo_v i_o miserable_a i_o for_o that_o all_o evil_a thought_n come_v from_o myself_o in_o hatred_n to_o thou_o 87._o good_a lord_n make_v my_o heart_n and_o all_o my_o thought_n such_o that_o i_o may_v be_v only_o such_o and_o always_o such_o as_o thou_o will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v 88_o do_v thou_o o_o christ_n live_v and_o reign_v by_o thy_o power_n and_o might_n in_o i_o that_o the_o mighty_a power_n and_o reign_v of_o sin_n may_v be_v cast_v out_o of_o i_o 89._o let_v not_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n put_v thou_o o_o lord_n out_o of_o my_o mind_n not_o sin_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n to_o abhor_v it_o 90._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n grace_n and_o power_n to_o conquer_v and_o cast_v out_o all_o worldly_a lust_n and_o affection_n out_o of_o my_o heart_n that_o there_o be_v a_o place_n for_o thou_o and_o thou_o only_o to_o dwell_v in_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 91._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v esteem_v the_o world_n gift_n without_o thou_o my_o saviour_n as_o the_o devil_n gift_n that_o will_v destroy_v i_o 92._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v ever_o believe_v and_o esteem_v my_o best_a duty_n and_o performance_n as_o from_o myself_o to_o deserve_v nothing_o but_o shame_n &_o confusion_n be_v but_o as_o filthy_a rag_n and_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o that_o i_o be_o less_o and_o less_o worth_a at_o the_o best_a than_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n 93._o nothing_o but_o thy_o blood_n o_o lord_n can_v wash_v i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o death_n can_v satisfy_v for_o i_o nothing_o but_o thy_o resurrection_n can_v raise_v i_o and_o nothing_o but_o thy_o live_n can_v make_v i_o live_v 94._o let_v thy_o bless_a ordinance_n o_o lord_n be_v more_o delightful_a to_o i_o then_o my_o meat_n and_o drink_n and_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n then_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n let_v they_o much_o more_o please_v i_o then_o the_o pleasure_n of_o egypt_n which_o be_v but_o for_o a_o season_n 95._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v nothing_o of_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o than_o all_o the_o world_n and_o love_n it_o 96._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v the_o poor_a in_o the_o world_n than_o the_o rich_a as_o for_o my_o own_o good_a and_o profit_n alone_o 97._o i_o be_o more_o afraid_a of_o honour_n then_o of_o dishonour_n of_o riches_n then_o of_o poverty_n of_o high_a degree_n then_o of_o low_a degree_n of_o applause_n then_o of_o contempt_n or_o scorn_n of_o health_n then_o of_o sickness_n and_o of_o my_o life_n then_o of_o my_o death_n yet_o i_o know_v that_o god_n be_v all_o and_o in_o all_o these_o therefore_o i_o will_v fear_v neither_o for_o i_o know_v that_o that_o which_o he_o give_v be_v the_o best_a and_o i_o shall_v profit_v best_a by_o it_o 98._o ah_o that_o i_o have_v so_o much_o grace_n as_o to_o be_v always_o able_a to_o meditate_v on_o the_o love_n and_o sweetness_n that_o be_v in_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v not_o leave_v that_o bless_a condition_n of_o communion_n with_o he_o one_o hour_n to_o gain_v all_o that_o the_o world_n have_v to_o give_v 99_o sure_o if_o i_o can_v always_o think_v on_o my_o saviour_n i_o will_v willing_o always_o think_v on_o he_o i_o will_v not_o only_o have_v he_o in_o all_o my_o thought_n but_o i_o will_v have_v he_o be_v all_o my_o thought_n 100_o one_o moment_n communion_n with_o the_o spirit_n of_o grace_n be_v to_o be_v prefer_v incomparable_o above_o all_o the_o pleasure_n and_o sweet_n of_o sin_n though_o their_o end_n be_v not_o bitter_a but_o sweet_a 101._o i_o will_v willing_o loose_v all_o that_o i_o have_v of_o the_o world_n if_o so_o be_v i_o can_v loose_v the_o thought_n of_o it_o likewise_o 102._o i_o will_v much_o rather_o have_v not_o any_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n and_o be_v not_o of_o the_o world_n then_o have_v all_o it_o have_v and_o be_v of_o it_o 103._o i_o can_v be_v poor_a than_o to_o have_v the_o world_n and_o love_v it_o nor_o rich_a then_o to_o be_v without_o the_o world_n and_o hate_v it_o 104._o though_o i_o can_v remember_v what_o i_o shall_v yet_o i_o remember_v well_o i_o never_o do_v nor_o i_o do_v not_o do_v what_o i_o will_v 105._o i_o have_v rather_o say_v nothing_o then_o my_o own_o word_n when_o i_o speak_v by_o prayer_n or_o any_o other_o way_n unto_o god_n 106._o oh_o bless_a spirit_n sanctify_v my_o thought_n and_o my_o word_n when_o i_o take_v upon_o i_o to_o speak_v unto_o god_n or_o of_o god_n 107._o oh_o sweet_a jesus_n present_a i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o my_o prayer_n and_o myself_o unto_o thy_o father_n that_o he_o may_v receive_v and_o accept_v of_o both_o through_o thy_o merit_n and_o mediation_n 108._o o_o god_n my_o god_n give_v i_o grace_v so_o to_o live_v as_o i_o may_v be_v always_o ready_a willing_a and_o rejoice_v to_o die_v let_v thy_o time_n be_v my_o time_n whether_o it_o be_v sleep_v or_o wake_v on_o thy_o day_n or_o on_o we_o while_o i_o be_o do_v thy_o work_n or_o i_o own_o thy_o time_n and_o thy_o will_n be_v do_v o_o lord_n not_o i_o 109._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o leave_v sigh_v for_o sin_n till_o i_o leave_v sin_v 110._o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n be_v much_o more_o bitter_a unto_o i_o after_o repentance_n than_o it_o be_v sweet_a before_o repentance_n 111._o let_v i_o o_o lord_n esteem_v any_o death_n much_o sweet_a than_o the_o bitter_a life_n of_o any_o sin_n though_o it_o live_v but_o a_o moment_n in_o i_o 112._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n any_o affliction_n unless_o that_o which_o i_o can_v bear_v sin_n 113._o let_v i_o live_v so_o long_o here_o o_o lord_n till_o i_o be_o utter_o dead_a to_o all_o sin_n and_o sin_n dead_a to_o i_o and_o then_o lord_n take_v i_o to_o thyself_o when_o thou_o will_v that_o i_o may_v live_v for_o ever_o to_o thou_o and_o with_o thou_o 114._o o_o lord_n though_o thou_o give_v i_o poverty_n and_o contempt_n with_o the_o grace_n of_o content_n i_o shall_v be_v as_o rich_a and_o as_o honourable_a as_o i_o desire_v 115._o take_v my_o thought_n o_o lord_n from_o the_o world_n and_o then_o take_v the_o world_n from_o i_o as_o soon_o as_o thou_o will_v 116._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n so_o much_o grace_n to_o love_v thou_o that_o it_o may_v extinguish_v all_o other_o love_v that_o be_v in_o i_o 117._o make_v i_o o_o lord_n thy_o servant_n and_o let_v i_o know_v it_o and_o i_o will_v
holy_a will_n here_o on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n and_o will_v be_v as_o willing_o sanctify_v as_o glorify_v this_o his_o imperfection_n cause_v he_o to_o long_o for_o perfection_n and_o this_o his_o holiness_n in_o part_n to_o long_o to_o be_v dissolve_v to_o enjoy_v for_o ever_o perfect_a holiness_n but_o though_o he_o be_v thus_o toss_v on_o the_o restless_a wave_n of_o tentation_n trial_n and_o affliction_n this_o spirit_n of_o god_n that_o dwell_v and_o abide_v in_o he_o assure_v he_o that_o all_o these_o thing_n be_v token_n of_o god_n love_n and_o come_v from_o he_o in_o love_n and_o therefore_o he_o be_v content_a for_o that_o he_o know_v that_o his_o lord_n and_o master_n christ_n jesus_n be_v touch_v with_o the_o feel_n of_o his_o infirmity_n and_o be_v in_o all_o point_n like_v unto_o he_o yet_o without_o sin_n 186._o this_o spirit_n comfort_v he_o when_o he_o be_v comfortless_a and_o bind_v up_o his_o break_a heart_n heal_v his_o wound_a heart_n visit_v his_o sick_a heart_n give_v feel_v to_o his_o senseless_a heart_n life_n to_o his_o dead_a heart_n faith_n to_o his_o doubt_a heart_n hope_v to_o his_o despair_a heart_n speak_v peace_n to_o his_o disconsolate_v and_o afflict_a heart_n and_o give_v understanding_n sense_n memory_n and_o reason_n unto_o his_o distract_a heart_n 187._o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n he_o be_v grieve_v to_o see_v christ_n dishonour_v by_o any_o and_o to_o see_v he_o blaspheme_v and_o evil_o speak_v off_o be_v to_o throw_v dirt_n and_o dung_n in_o his_o face_n mens_fw-la dishonest_a &_o filthy_a life_n and_o conversation_n make_v his_o soul_n â—o_o melt_v his_o heart_n to_o quake_v his_o ear_n to_o tingle_v and_o to_o gnash_v his_o tooth_n for_o grief_n he_o go_v mourn_v all_o the_o day_n long_o and_o lament_v with_o a_o most_o bitter_a lamentation_n to_o hear_v the_o mock_n of_o god_n and_o his_o word_n because_o this_o be_v to_o crucify_v his_o jesus_n afresh_o and_o to_o put_v he_o again_o to_o open_a shame_n 188._o for_o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n rejoice_v to_o hear_v the_o name_n of_o god_n and_o of_o christ_n magnify_v and_o praise_v to_o hear_v he_o well_o speak_v off_o cause_v his_o heart_n to_o leap_v within_o he_o as_o the_o babe_n do_v in_o elizabeth_n womb_n for_o he_o love_v those_o that_o love_v he_o and_o honour_v those_o that_o honour_v he_o and_o such_o only_o he_o account_v his_o father_n and_o mother_n his_o brother_n and_o sister_n that_o do_v the_o will_n of_o god_n his_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n for_o he_o esteem_v only_o the_o true_a christian_n to_o be_v wise_a and_o rich_a and_o honourable_a though_o otherwise_o he_o be_v poor_a and_o vile_a and_o contemptible_a in_o the_o eye_n and_o esteem_n of_o man_n his_o very_a heart_n and_o soul_n cleave_v unto_o these_o as_o the_o heart_n of_o jonathan_n do_v unto_o david_n for_o 189._o he_o that_o have_v this_o spirit_n of_o god_n dwell_v in_o he_o dwell_v in_o love_n and_o god_n the_o god_n of_o love_n in_o he_o he_o love_v the_o soul_n of_o all_o man_n as_o his_o own_o soul_n whether_o they_o be_v relation_n or_o stranger_n he_o pray_v for_o they_o in_o secret_a and_o exhort_v they_o in_o public_a yea_o he_o weep_v bitter_o for_o all_o such_o as_o be_v not_o yet_o bring_v home_o to_o christ_n but_o especial_o for_o such_o as_o he_o see_v be_v dead_a in_o their_o sin_n as_o have_v eye_n but_o see_v not_o ear_n but_o hear_v not_o feet_z but_o walk_v not_o hands_z but_o handle_v not_o mouth_n but_o taste_n not_o for_o all_o such_o as_o walk_v after_o the_o flesh_n and_o do_v the_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o with_o his_o will_n he_o will_v that_o none_o do_v go_v to_o hell_n and_o that_o the_o kingdom_n of_o satan_n be_v not_o so_o populous_a and_o that_o he_o have_v not_o so_o many_o faithful_a servant_n which_o be_v so_o faithless_a to_o jesus_n christ_n and_o to_o their_o own_o poor_a soul_n he_o will_v that_o all_o will_v believe_v and_o receive_v christ_n that_o they_o may_v be_v all_o save_v because_o he_o know_v that_o many_o be_v interress_v in_o every_o soul_n salvation_n both_o in_o heaven_n and_o on_o earth_n 190._o this_o spirit_n open_v heaven_n gate_n and_o lead_v the_o soul_n into_o the_o inner_a court_n and_o carry_v he_o up_o into_o the_o bride_n chamber_n and_o feast_v he_o in_o his_o banquet_a house_n and_o fill_v and_o solace_n his_o heart_n not_o with_o the_o delicacy_n of_o egypt_n not_o with_o the_o milk_n and_o honey_n of_o canaan_n but_o with_o those_o sweet_a rich_a delicious_a and_o precious_a most_o precious_a delicacy_n that_o be_v in_o that_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n the_o city_n of_o the_o live_a god_n where_o the_o spirit_n of_o all_o just_a man_n be_v make_v perfect_a they_o be_v feed_v continual_o with_o that_o rich_a dish_n of_o assurance_n and_o have_v the_o foreta_v of_o those_o eternal_a joy_n which_o be_v that_o bless_a rest_n prepare_v for_o the_o people_n of_o god_n 161._o and_o thus_o this_o spirit_n cause_v those_o in_o who_o it_o dwell_v to_o rejoice_v ever_o more_o and_o again_o i_o say_v to_o rejoice_v for_o can_v any_o man_n in_o who_o this_o spirit_n dwell_v who_o be_v the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n and_o send_v we_o from_o heaven_n by_o our_o bless_a saviour_n be_v afflict_v can_v any_o mourn_v while_o the_o bridegroom_n be_v with_o they_o ah_o no_o sure_o no_o for_o he_o come_v with_o healing_n in_o his_o wing_n he_o bring_v ah_o he_o bring_v the_o glad_a tiding_n of_o peace_n and_o salvation_n to_o all_o soul_n where_o it_o come_v to_o abide_v and_o thus_o be_v all_o the_o son_n of_o god_n lead_v by_o his_o spirit_n comfort_v by_o his_o spirit_n ravish_v with_o his_o spirit_n teach_v by_o his_o spirit_n feast_v by_o his_o spirit_n bring_v home_o unto_o he_o by_o his_o spirit_n and_o make_v one_o with_o he_o by_o his_o spirit_n for_o we_o have_v all_o access_n unto_o the_o father_n through_o the_o same_o spirit_n let_v this_o then_o teach_v we_o all_o that_o be_v acquaint_v with_o the_o work_n of_o this_o spirit_n not_o to_o quench_v its_o motion_n not_o to_o afflict_v or_o grieve_v this_o holy_a spirit_n of_o blessedness_n but_o be_v always_o ready_a and_o willing_a to_o receive_v he_o and_o entertain_v he_o for_o if_o we_o delight_v in_o he_o and_o to_o abide_v with_o he_o he_o will_v delight_v in_o we_o and_o delight_n to_o abide_v in_o we_o for_o he_o will_v not_o break_v the_o bruise_a reed_n nor_o quench_v the_o smoke_a flax_n but_o wheresoever_o there_o be_v the_o true_a sincere_a and_o unfeigned_a desire_n of_o grace_n he_o will_v give_v grace_n according_a to_o these_o desire_n for_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v we_o comfortless_o but_o will_v come_v unto_o we_o and_o where_o he_o have_v begin_v his_o work_n he_o will_v as_o assure_o finish_v it_o he_o will_v never_o leave_v nor_o forsake_v we_o if_o we_o do_v not_o leave_v not_o forsake_v he_o but_o will_v make_v our_o weak_a and_o imperfect_a grace_n strong_a and_o perfect_a glory_n for_o he_o know_v all_o our_o desire_n and_o the_o thought_n and_o imagination_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v not_o hide_v from_o he_o but_o be_v always_o open_a and_o naked_a before_o he_o and_o he_o delight_v most_o to_o feed_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o hungry_a and_o to_o refresh_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o thirsty_a and_o to_o clothe_v we_o most_o rich_o when_o we_o be_v naked_a and_o to_o give_v we_o the_o great_a treasure_n when_o we_o be_v poor_a and_o to_o visit_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o sick_a for_o his_o absence_n and_o to_o comfort_v we_o when_o we_o be_v most_o disconsolate_v and_o afflict_v and_o when_o we_o cast_v ourselves_o down_o then_o do_v he_o delight_n to_o raise_v we_o up_o to_o the_o high_a and_o when_o we_o think_v ourselves_o worst_a then_o do_v he_o esteem_v we_o at_o the_o best_a and_o after_o our_o mourning_n cause_v we_o to_o rejoice_v and_o wipe_v away_o all_o tear_n from_o our_o eye_n 192._o thus_o be_v this_o spirit_n unto_o we_o all_o thing_n who_o bring_v we_o much_o more_o joy_n than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o ask_v than_o we_o be_v able_a to_o think_v it_o convince_v our_o heart_n of_o sin_n of_o righteousness_n and_o of_o judgement_n 193._o this_o spirit_n give_v wisdom_n to_o the_o simple_a and_o teach_v the_o ignorant_a knowledge_n and_o cause_v he_o to_o understand_v so_o as_o babe_n and_o suckling_n show_v forth_o his_o mighty_a praise_n for_o he_o reveal_v unto_o they_o what_o he_o hide_v from_o the_o wise_a and_o mighty_a man_n of_o the_o earth_n and_o make_v appear_v plain_a that_o their_o wisdom_n be_v but_o mere_a foolishness_n their_o strength_n weakness_n and_o their_o honour_n but_o as_o a_o leaf_n
will_v not_o have_v his_o kingdom_n increase_v and_o satan_n decrease_n who_o will_v not_o fight_v for_o christ_n against_o all_o his_o enemy_n and_o adversary_n know_v that_o they_o be_v already_o conquer_v and_o make_v his_o footstool_n who_o will_v not_o labour_v to_o undeceive_v poor_a silly_a soul_n that_o go_v on_o so_o fast_o and_o run_v so_o swift_a in_o the_o way_n of_o eternal_a destruction_n and_o who_o foot_n make_v haste_n to_o death_n and_o who_o drink_v up_o iniquity_n as_o it_o be_v water_n and_o rush_v into_o all_o evil_a as_o the_o horse_n rush_v into_o the_o battle_n and_o that_o rise_v early_o and_o go_v to_o bed_v late_o that_o they_o may_v yet_o sin_v the_o more_o and_o notwithstanding_o they_o commit_v not_o half_a the_o evil_n that_o they_o will_v they_o be_v thus_o ensnare_v to_o their_o own_o hurt_n ah_o who_o will_v not_o labour_v to_o free_v such_o poor_a creature_n as_o be_v slave_n and_o drudge_n and_o serve_v such_o a_o master_n as_o give_v such_o wage_n as_o be_v hell_n death_n and_o destruction_n eternal_o both_o for_o body_n and_o soul_n ah_o who_o be_v not_o a_o orator_n fit_a enough_o to_o set_v forth_o the_o ugliness_n and_o the_o filthiness_n of_o sin_n which_o thus_o defile_v the_o heart_n in_o which_o god_n so_o much_o delight_v and_o desire_v to_o dwell_v and_o which_o deprave_v they_o of_o his_o most_o bless_a and_o most_o glorious_a image_n and_o make_v they_o the_o image_n of_o the_o devil_n instead_o of_o be_v a_o member_n of_o christ_n it_o make_v they_o a_o member_n of_o satan_n instead_o of_o be_v a_o child_n of_o god_n and_o a_o heir_n of_o heaven_n yea_o coheir_n with_o jesus_n christ_n it_o make_v they_o a_o child_n of_o wrath_n a_o heir_n of_o hell_n and_o coheir_n with_o the_o devil_n and_o his_o angel_n of_o god_n eternal_a and_o unplacable_a wrath_n and_o vengeance_n which_o shall_v ever_o burn_v they_o but_o never_o consume_v they_o for_o god_n himself_o will_v laugh_v at_o their_o great_a calamity_n and_o mock_v when_o their_o fear_n come_v ah_o who_o will_v not_o rejoice_v to_o do_v such_o a_o work_n as_o to_o hinder_v poor_a soul_n from_o have_v such_o a_o portion_n as_o this_o and_o bring_v they_o home_o to_o jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v the_o great_a doctor_n who_o will_v give_v they_o this_o his_o holy_a spirit_n to_o teach_v they_o lead_v they_o direct_a and_o instruct_v they_o in_o those_o thing_n which_o belong_v to_o their_o eternal_a peace_n and_o salvation_n which_o be_v in_o all_o truth_n and_o holiness_n 198._o thus_o be_v all_o those_o in_o who_o this_o spirit_n of_o god_n dwell_v make_v partaker_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a and_o divine_a nature_n to_o love_v the_o brethren_n even_o with_o this_o true_a sincere_a and_o free_a love_n that_o they_o may_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o enjoy_v that_o true_a and_o free_a love_n of_o god_n which_o shall_v make_v they_o for_o ever_o free_a from_o all_o misery_n and_o pain_n and_o of_o all_o pleasure_n and_o joy_n enjoy_v he_o who_o enjoy_v all_o thing_n in_o himself_o from_o himself_o with_o who_o be_v all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o who_o right_a hand_n be_v pleasure_n for_o ever_o more_o 199._o thus_o bless_v and_o for_o ever_o bless_v be_v all_o those_o that_o have_v this_o bless_a spirit_n of_o god_n for_o their_o portion_n on_o earth_n which_o shall_v lead_v they_o as_o the_o son_n of_o god_n unto_o god_n their_o father_n and_o their_o portion_n in_o heaven_n who_o be_v the_o portion_n the_o father_n and_o the_o everlasting_a rest_n of_o all_o the_o bless_a 200._o ah_o bless_a condition_n to_o be_v thus_o bless_v by_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n yea_o by_o the_o god_n of_o all_o spirit_n have_v heart_n so_o full_a of_o true_a love_n and_o charity_n as_o to_o long_o labour_n and_o desire_v to_o have_v all_o other_o thus_o bless_v with_o themselves_o and_o as_o themselves_o that_o be_v so_o full_a of_o the_o love_n of_o god_n as_o to_o love_v all_o other_o as_o they_o love_v themselves_o and_o will_v have_v all_o belove_a by_o he_o ah_o holy_a father_n increase_v this_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o all_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n here_o on_o earth_n that_o we_o may_v together_o go_v hand_n in_o hand_n witness_v that_o the_o love_n wherewith_o we_o love_v one_o another_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o that_o we_o live_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o we_o who_o be_v all_o love_n even_o the_o god_n of_o love_n and_o that_o it_o be_v from_o thy_o love_n and_o the_o live_n of_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n in_o we_o that_o we_o thus_o love_v or_o love_v thus_o 201._o ah_o lord_n god_n for_o thy_o own_o great_a glorious_a and_o holy_a name_n sake_n take_v not_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n the_o comforter_n from_o i_o but_o let_v it_o ever_o abide_v and_o dwell_v in_o i_o that_o i_o may_v always_o go_v forth_o before_o thou_o rejoice_v as_o the_o bride_n rejoice_v in_o her_o bridegroom_n for_o thou_o o_o lord_n know_v my_o many_o weakness_n and_o imperfection_n and_o that_o i_o can_v do_v any_o thing_n well_o please_v unto_o thou_o without_o the_o assistance_n of_o this_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n for_o that_o my_o heart_n be_v all_o evil_a only_o evil_a and_o continual_o evil_a leave_v i_o therefore_o o_o lord_n this_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n the_o sanctifier_n and_o the_o comforter_n that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o lead_v in_o the_o way_n of_o all_o truth_n and_o holiness_n which_o may_v conduct_v i_o unto_o thy_o dwell_a place_n which_o be_v all_o peace_n rest_n holiness_n blessedness_n and_o eternal_a life_n and_o happiness_n 202._o here_o follow_v a_o short_a admonition_n exhortation_n or_o advice_n unto_o all_o careless_a sinner_n that_o prize_v not_o this_o life_n or_o live_n of_o god_n holy_a spirit_n in_o they_o that_o they_o will_v no_o long_o quench_v its_o motion_n but_o come_v out_o of_o their_o sin_n and_o taste_v and_o see_v how_o gracious_a the_o lord_n be_v 203._o ah_o poor_a most_o poor_a and_o most_o miserable_a man_n for_o thou_o thou_o only_a art_n true_o miserable_o poor_a that_o be_v christlesse_a though_o thou_o abounde_v in_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n though_o thou_o fare_v delicate_o every_o day_n and_o be_v array_v with_o purple_a scarlet_a and_o fine_a linen_n though_o thou_o feed_v on_o the_o delicacy_n of_o egypt_n and_o enjoy_v all_o this_o world_n good_a the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o though_o thou_o lie_v on_o the_o bed_n of_o ivory_n and_o have_v thy_o palace_n bedeck_v with_o the_o gold_n of_o ophir_n and_o the_o precious_a pearl_n and_o diamond_n of_o the_o orient_a though_o prince_n shall_v be_v thy_o servant_n and_o king_n daughter_n thy_o maiden_n yet_o remember_v for_o all_o this_o thou_o shall_v die_v and_o come_v to_o judgement_n thy_o honour_n and_o thy_o riches_n shall_v not_o save_v thou_o but_o in_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o distress_n they_o shall_v take_v themselves_o wing_n and_o fly_v away_o from_o thou_o miserable_a comforter_n be_v all_o such_o comfort_n ah_o put_v not_o put_v not_o thy_o trust_n then_o on_o such_o thing_n as_o in_o a_o moment_n ere_o thou_o be_v aware_a shall_v be_v take_v from_o thou_o or_o thou_o from_o they_o 204._o awake_v awake_a from_o the_o dead_a thou_o careless_a man_n why_o sleep_v thou_o arise_v and_o christ_n shall_v give_v thou_o light_v and_o life_n why_o ah_o why_o will_v thou_o be_v so_o obstinate_a as_o thus_o witting_o know_o and_o wilful_o neglect_v so_o great_a salvation_n and_o be_v thus_o idle_a all_o the_o day_n long_o do_v thou_o not_o know_v that_o the_o night_n be_v come_v wherein_o no_o man_n shall_v work_v and_o the_o day_n when_o thou_o shall_v say_v thou_o have_v no_o pleasure_n in_o they_o remember_v ah_o remember_v thou_o that_o sleep_v in_o security_n that_o drink_v in_o iniquity_n as_o water_n and_o vanity_n as_o with_o cart-rope_n that_o say_v to_o thy_o soul_n eat_v drink_v and_o take_v thy_o fill_n of_o pleasure_n and_o to_o morrow_n shall_v be_v as_o this_o day_n ah_o thou_o fool_n when_o will_v thou_o be_v wise_a may_v not_o thy_o soul_n this_o night_n be_v take_v from_o thou_o who_o then_o shall_v those_o thing_n be_v and_o what_o ah_o what_o shall_v become_v of_o all_o those_o thy_o vain_a pleasure_n and_o delight_n thou_o can_v not_o carry_v any_o of_o they_o with_o thou_o but_o as_o thou_o come_v into_o the_o world_n naked_a so_o thou_o shall_v naked_a return_v from_o earth_n thou_o come_v and_o to_o earth_n thou_o shall_v again_o return_v thy_o honour_n shall_v not_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n with_o thou_o nor_o thy_o money_n neither_o 205._o deceive_v not_o then_o ah_o deceive_v not_o then_o thyself_o any_o long_o with_o those_o vain_a thing_n which_o be_v
delight_n and_o desire_n 31._o though_o they_o be_v but_o a_o moment_n before_o so_o violent_a and_o strong_a that_o they_o carry_v he_o down_o even_o head_n long_o which_o scare_v and_o affright_v he_o so_o as_o if_o the_o time_n of_o deliverance_n have_v be_v far_o off_o he_o dare_v not_o ah_o he_o dare_v not_o presume_v to_o imagine_v that_o such_o a_o calm_a be_v so_o nigh_o at_o hand_n sinful_a fleshly_a motion_n and_o affection_n do_v in_o a_o manner_n delight_v he_o that_o he_o even_o do_v as_o it_o be_v allow_v its_o reign_n and_o permit_v at_o least_o will_v almost_o have_v connive_v and_o wink_v at_o the_o beginning_n of_o evil_a though_o he_o well_o ah_o though_o he_o well_o and_o clear_o foresee_v the_o consequence_n to_o be_v very_o great_a and_o great_o dangerous_a 32._o but_o on_o a_o sudden_a ah_o on_o a_o sudden_a how_o do_v ah_o how_o do_v all_o these_o tentation_n vanish_v away_o how_o slight_v ah_o how_o much_o slight_v how_o trample_v on_o ah_o how_o much_o trample_v on_o how_o cast_v aside_o ah_o how_o cast_v aside_o how_o trample_v and_o tread_v under_o foot_n how_o soon_o ah_o how_o soon_o be_v the_o memory_n thereof_o forget_v and_o how_v sweet_a ah_o how_o sweet_a be_v its_o forgetfulness_n delightful_a its_o divorce_n and_o joyful_a its_o destruction_n 33._o and_o how_o willing_a ah_o how_o willing_a o_o lord_n god_n thou_o only_o know_v that_o soul_n be_v that_o thus_o possess_v thou_o and_o be_v possess_v by_o thou_o to_o live_v ah_o ever_o to_o live_v in_o this_o possession_n and_o to_o be_v for_o ever_o and_o ever_o thus_o possess_v by_o thou_o 34._o the_o world_n chief_a joy_n be_v then_o but_o mere_a and_o foolish_a roye_n he_o will_v not_o no_o nor_o can_v give_v a_o look_n on_o they_o they_o be_v so_o barren_a so_o unfruitful_a so_o empty_a so_o sottish_a so_o brutish_a to_o such_o a_o enlighten_v understanding_n that_o he_o care_v not_o to_o understand_v nor_o consider_v what_o they_o be_v 35._o ah_o how_o how_o do_v he_o wish_v it_o may_v be_v ever_o thus_o with_o he_o and_o that_o he_o may_v be_v thus_o ever_o senseless_a and_o dead_a to_o the_o world_n all_o and_o account_v all_o its_o all_o always_o nothing_o at_o all_o nay_o make_v no_o account_n of_o it_o no_o not_o so_o much_o as_o think_v of_o it_o 36._o when_o that_o the_o soul_n be_v ah_o when_o that_o the_o soul_n be_v thus_o wrap_v up_o in_o god_n love_n when_o she_o be_v thus_o empty_v as_o it_o be_v into_o he_o and_o fill_v with_o he_o how_o be_v she_o ah_o how_o be_v she_o at_o rest_n and_o ease_n how_o calm_a how_o tranquil_a how_o quiet_a how_o rich_a how_o honourable_a and_o how_o refresh_v and_o delight_v how_o have_v she_o ah_o how_o have_v she_o all_o her_o desire_n and_o do_v not_o nor_o can_v desire_v more_o ah_o what_o peace_n what_o felicity_n and_o what_o praise_n and_o give_v of_o thanks_o how_o do_v she_o ah_o how_o do_v she_o forget_v the_o evil_a that_o be_v past_a and_o rejoycech_v in_o the_o good_a that_o be_v present_a 37._o how_o be_v the_o world_n and_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n cast_v out_o of_o door_n and_o how_o ah_o how_o be_v the_o door_n of_o all_o his_o affection_n open_v to_o let_v in_o his_o god_n to_o enjoy_v he_o and_o to_o make_v he_o his_o all_o and_o his_o only_a joy_n 38._o ah_o my_o god_n go_v on_o go_v on_o my_o god_n my_o god_n to_o conquer_v triumph_n and_o prevail_v over_o all_o the_o lust_n and_o affection_n which_o be_v yet_o within_o i_o unsubdued_a uncast_a out_o unthrone_v they_o o_o lord_n unthrone_v they_o and_o trample_v they_o all_o o_o lord_n all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a under_o thy_o foot_n in_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o wrath_n and_o fury_n that_o they_o may_v be_v utter_o destroy_v and_o never_o more_o come_v near_o i_o to_o hurt_v i_o or_o destroy_v my_o poor_a soul_n who_o cleave_v to_o thou_o who_o stick_v fast_o to_o thou_o who_o desire_v to_o hold_v thou_o and_o never_o ah_o never_o to_z let_v thou_o go_v ah_o that_o i_o can_v that_o i_o can_v thus_o live_v with_o thou_o and_o in_o thou_o ever_o and_o depart_v from_o thou_o never_o o_o lord_n never_o never_o see_v psal._n 28._o 39_o great_a be_v the_o goodness_n of_o the_o lord_n to_o those_o that_o fear_v his_o name_n and_o to_o all_o those_o that_o keep_v his_o law_n and_o delight_n in_o the_o same_o for_o they_o shall_v see_v he_o with_o great_a joy_n and_o shall_v his_o honour_n speak_v their_o joy_n shall_v be_v to_o laud_n his_o name_n and_o he_o shall_v make_v they_o great_a 40._o oh_o give_v yourselves_o to_o i_o say_v he_o and_o i_o will_v be_v your_o guide_n and_o you_o shall_v in_o my_o law_n remain_v for_o i_o will_v you_o delight_v to_o walk_v in_o they_o you_o shall_v have_v heart_n for_o all_o your_o joy_n shall_v be_v to_o live_v to_o praise_v my_o holy_a name_n the_o lord_n of_o host_n say_v he_o 41._o go_v forth_o with_o joy_n both_o evening_n and_o morn_n and_o let_v your_o praise_n redound_v oh_o clap_v your_o hand_n and_o great_o joy_n for_o that_o you_o have_v he_o find_v for_o have_v he_o you_o have_v that_o all_o that_o mighty_a all_o always_o there_o be_v none_o else_o deserve_v like_o fame_n as_o his_o eternal_a praise_n 42._o o_o come_v into_o his_o court_n always_o and_o therein_o rest_v you_o still_o be_v glad_a and_o mighty_o rejoice_v when_o that_o you_o do_v his_o will_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n be_v all_o my_o joy_n and_o all_o that_o i_o desire_v ah_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o do_v it_o still_o and_o nothing_o else_o require_v 43._o ah_o great_a god_n how_o great_a be_v thy_o love_n and_o how_o lovely_a ah_o how_o lovely_a be_v thy_o greatness_n 44._o what_o have_v i_o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n what_o have_v i_o when_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o and_o what_o have_v i_o not_o when_o o_o lord_n god_n i_o have_v thou_o 45._o how_o low_o ah_o how_o low_o be_v all_o these_o high_a thing_n here_o below_o to_o those_o high_a most_o high_a and_o glorious_a thing_n of_o heaven_n which_o the_o soul_n enjoy_v even_o here_o on_o earth_n in_o the_o flesh_n when_o that_o it_o have_v communion_n with_o god_n and_o enjoy_v he_o in_o the_o spirit_n 46._o of_o what_o and_o how_o little_a account_n and_o esteem_v do_v he_o account_v and_o esteem_v of_o all_o company_n of_o friend_n child_n father_n mother_n or_o the_o wife_n of_o his_o bosom_n when_o he_o can_v or_o may_v enjoy_v the_o company_n of_o his_o god_n he_o will_v not_o nor_o can_v then_o consent_v to_o converse_v with_o flesh_n and_o blood_n when_o he_o may_v when_o he_o can_v by_o the_o spirit_n through_o the_o spirit_n speak_v to_o god_n and_o hear_v he_o answer_v he_o ah_o how_o the_o soul_n at_o such_o time_n be_v satisfy_v delight_v ravish_a fill_v and_o comfort_v how_o quiet_a how_o peaceable_a how_o willing_a cheerful_a and_o glad_a to_o obey_v all_o his_o will_n 47._o and_o how_o detestable_a hateful_a loathsome_a ugly_a filthy_a and_o abominable_a at_o such_o time_n especial_o be_v all_o lust_n all_o affection_n worldly_a and_o fleshly_a be_v all_o sin_n of_o any_o rank_n though_o never_o so_o little_a though_o never_o so_o sweet_a near_o or_o dear_a he_o hate_v all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a 48._o when_o that_o a_o soul_n enjoy_v that_o bless_a blessedness_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n it_o will_v not_o ah_o it_o will_v not_o have_v communion_n fellowship_n or_o converse_v with_o any_o other_o creature_n or_o thing_n he_o will_v not_o mind_v any_o thing_n else_o nor_o suffer_v any_o thing_n else_o to_o come_v into_o his_o mind_n 49._o he_o be_v then_o so_o stuff_v as_o it_o be_v and_o so_o full_a fill_v with_o god_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o his_o grace_n that_o he_o be_v divorce_v empty_v and_o out_v as_o it_o be_v of_o all_o other_o thing_n yea_o all_o thing_n be_v so_o much_o out_o of_o he_o that_o be_v out_o of_o his_o heart_n out_o of_o his_o mind_n out_o of_o his_o memory_n out_o of_o his_o affection_n his_o desire_n his_o will_n his_o love_n or_o his_o like_n that_o his_o joy_n be_v augment_v great_o that_o they_o be_v so_o out_v of_o he_o for_o then_o only_o he_o say_v now_o i_o have_v what_o i_o will_v have_v yea_o all_o that_o ever_o i_o do_v desire_n or_o crave_v for_o my_o god_n be_v to_o i_o all_o thing_n and_o much_o better_a than_o all_o other_o thing_n 50._o ah_o lord_n bury_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o thus_o in_o thyself_o that_o i_o may_v be_v dead_a to_o all_o other_o thing_n to_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o and_o beside_o thou_o let_v i_o ah_o let_v i_o so_o possess_v thou_o and_o be_v possess_v so_o
be_v ignominious_a all_o my_o day_n and_o honour_v my_o god_n always_o then_o be_v honourable_a all_o my_o day_n and_o dishonour_v my_o god_n but_o one_o day_n 15._o of_o all_o affliction_n o_o god_n my_o god_n let_v not_o sin_n be_v my_o affliction_n afflict_v i_o not_o with_o sin_n for_o sin_n 16._o a_o wound_a heart_n a_o heart_n wound_v with_o sin_n who_o can_v bear_v 17._o what_o burden_n so_o intolerable_a heavy_a as_o the_o burden_n of_o one_o sin_n only_o if_o the_o lord_n lift_v it_o not_o up_o with_o one_o of_o his_o finger_n 18._o i_o ask_v nothing_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n but_o god_n in_o christ._n 19_o god_n in_o christ_n be_v all_o thing_n for_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o christ_n be_v to_o i_o nothing_o he_o be_v my_o joy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 20._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o i_o think_v be_v ever_o afflict_v then_o never_o afflict_v whilst_o on_o earth_n 21._o though_o by_o thy_o free_a grace_n o_o god_n thou_o have_v in_o love_n and_o mercy_n bring_v i_o home_o unto_o thou_o yet_o thou_o have_v use_v affliction_n as_o the_o mean_n therefore_o do_v i_o love_v and_o kiss_v the_o rod_n because_o thou_o have_v appoint_v it_o 22._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o be_v the_o hand_n by_o which_o thou_o do_v o_o god_n lead_v i_o out_o of_o affliction_n that_o be_v out_o of_o sin_n 23._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o yea_o so_o to_o love_v thou_o as_o i_o love_v nothing_o in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o but_o all_o thing_n in_o subordination_n to_o thou_o 24._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o in_o it_o i_o see_v thou_o in_o i_o and_o myself_o in_o thou_o 25._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o it_o i_o see_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o 26._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o it_o teach_v i_o to_o love_v thy_o statute_n to_o choose_v they_o embrace_v they_o and_o delight_n in_o they_o 27._o and_o i_o will_v love_v affliction_n because_o it_o will_v keep_v i_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o statute_n 28._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o they_o be_v lovely_a and_o send_v from_o thou_o the_o god_n of_o love_n to_o i_o in_o love_n 29._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v sanctify_v they_o to_o i_o and_o i_o by_o they_o 30._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o since_o that_o i_o be_v deep_o afflict_v for_o sin_n i_o have_v not_o be_v afflict_v with_o sin_n triumph_v nor_o reign_v 31._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o o_o god_n unto_o i_o lovely_a 32._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o thou_o have_v ever_o sweeten_v they_o unto_o i_o by_o sanctification_n 33._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o bear_v affliction_n 34._o i_o love_v affliction_n because_o by_o they_o thou_o have_v teach_v i_o how_o to_o afflict_v myself_o that_o be_v my_o flesh_n for_o sin_n affliction_n 35._o o_o my_o god_n give_v i_o what_o affliction_n thou_o will_v so_o by_o they_o thou_o suffer_v i_o not_o to_o afflict_v thou_o who_o i_o know_v never_o take_v pleasure_v to_o afflict_v i_o 36._o if_o i_o have_v not_o know_v affliction_n i_o think_v i_o have_v never_o seek_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thou_o nor_o thy_o knowledge_n 37._o if_o i_o have_v not_o be_v undo_v i_o may_v just_o fear_v i_o have_v be_v for_o ever_o undo_v 38._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n as_o many_o sanctify_a affliction_n as_o thou_o please_v for_o then_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o they_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v please_v thou_o 39_o o_o lord_n suffer_v not_o any_o affliction_n to_o afflict_v i_o with_o murmur_n or_o repyning_n which_o i_o be_o sure_a will_v afflict_v thou_o 40._o i_o desire_v ever_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n for_o that_o i_o never_o have_v affliction_n in_o the_o flesh_n to_o my_o remembrance_n but_o it_o bring_v i_o comfort_n in_o the_o spirit_n 41._o so_o that_o i_o may_v say_v through_o grace_n my_o affliction_n have_v be_v my_o best_a and_o choice_a benediction_n 42._o so_o esteem_v they_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n this_o grace_n to_o esteem_v they_o as_o token_n and_o sign_n of_o grace_n 43._o o_o lord_n make_v i_o ever_o thankful_a for_o all_o these_o thy_o affliction_n which_o deserve_v so_o much_o thanks_o 44._o o_o lord_n i_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v my_o heart_n such_o as_o it_o do_v true_o thank_v thou_o for_o they_o 45._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n to_o will_v thy_o will_n and_o to_o submit_v to_o all_o thy_o will_n will._n 46._o ah_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o know_v thy_o will_n and_o a_o will_v to_o learn_v to_o know_v thy_o grace_n 47._o thy_o glory_n be_v my_o glory_n end_v thy_o end_n be_v my_o glory_n aim_v 48._o i_o desire_v no_o other_o honour_n o_o lord_n then_o to_o have_v the_o honour_n to_o be_v thy_o servant_n 49._o i_o will_v rejoice_v in_o any_o condition_n so_o i_o may_v be_v in_o the_o condition_n of_o thy_o servant_n 50._o o_o lord_n i_o be_o willing_a to_o do_v any_o work_n so_o it_o may_v be_v thy_o work_n 51._o thy_o glory_n o_o lord_n be_v my_o only_a longing_n my_o only_a joy_n delight_n desire_v aim_v and_o end_n 52._o o_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o be_v ashamed_a to_o do_v thy_o work_n though_o never_o so_o mean_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o man_n let_v it_o be_v always_o beautiful_a honourable_a and_o glorious_a to_o my_o eye_n heart_n will_n and_o affection_n 53._o give_v i_o christ_n o_o god_n on_o any_o term_n and_o condition_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v they_o to_o be_v honourable_a term_n and_o condition_n advantageous_a and_o glorious_a 54._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o have_v communion_n with_o christ_n in_o a_o dungeon_n then_o be_v adorn_v and_o ever_o possess_v all_o solomon_n outward_a glory_n in_o a_o palace_n 55._o communion_n with_o christ_n will_v i_o be_o sure_a make_v i_o content_a in_o all_o place_n and_o condition_n 56._o in_o christ_n i_o be_o sure_a there_o be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o all_o true_a peace_n and_o comfort_n though_o without_o any_o of_o all_o the_o world_n comfort_n 57_o in_o christ_n there_o be_v all_o pleasure_n though_o in_o the_o world_n frown_n disgrace_n and_o displeasure_n 58._o in_o christ_n there_o be_v true_a light_n though_o in_o the_o world_n dark_a dungeon_n 59_o thy_o smile_n o_o christ_n my_o christ_n be_v my_o heaven_n and_o thy_o frown_n let_v i_o never_o know_v for_o i_o fear_v they_o as_o the_o worst_a of_o hell_n 60._o let_v i_o enjoy_v that_o heaven_n and_o i_o care_v not_o for_o all_o other_o hell_n 61._o ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v my_o will_n that_o my_o will_n may_v be_v always_o according_a to_o thy_o will_n 62._o let_v nothing_o o_o lord_n satisfy_v i_o but_o my_o assurance_n of_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o thou_o in_o i_o 63._o let_v i_o always_o o_o lord_n meditate_v on_o thy_o love_n and_o mercy_n in_o love_v i_o 64._o ah_o suffer_v not_o any_o thing_n in_o this_o world_n of_o this_o world_n to_o content_v or_o delight_v i_o unless_o thou_o be_v in_o it_o my_o sweet_a jesus_n 65._o o_o lord_n grant_v that_o as_o often_o as_o i_o do_v sin_n i_o may_v sigh_v and_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o earnest_o desire_v to_o sin_n no_o more_o 66._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v set_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o love_n on_o thou_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o sovereign_a lord_n who_o be_v the_o father_n glory_n the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 67._o grant_v o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n and_o all_o my_o good_a that_o in_o all_o condition_n i_o may_v abundant_o rejoice_v with_o true_a contentment_n and_o not_o at_o all_o to_o murmur_v or_o repine_v at_o thy_o hand_n though_o heavy_a on_o i_o 68_o ah_o lord_n be_v thou_o always_o all_o my_o thought_n all_o my_o joy_n and_o the_o only_a and_o all_o the_o rejoice_v of_o my_o heart_n 69._o grant_v that_o i_o may_v always_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n more_o than_o my_o life_n yea_o then_o the_o life_n that_o be_v the_o salvation_n of_o my_o soul_n 70._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v not_o so_o much_o by_o much_o labour_n for_o the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n to_o myself_o as_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n in_o love_n only_o to_o thyself_o 71._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o all_o my_o solace_n may_v be_v in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n to_o serve_v thou_o 72._o o_o lord_n give_v i_o grace_n that_o whilst_o i_o be_o on_o earth_n i_o may_v labour_v to_o do_v thy_o will_n with_o my_o whole_a will_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n 73._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v every_o day_n yet_o all_o the_o day_n long_o have_v communion_n with_o thou_o the_o spirit_n