is his gain and this man understands the things of God and is ready to die for Christ and fears nothing but to sin against God and his will is filled with love and it springs out in obedience to God and in charity to his brother and of such a man we cannot make judgement by his fortune or by his acquaintance by his circumstances or by his adherencies for they are the appendages of a naturall man but the spirituall is judged of no man that is the rare excellencies that make him happy do not yet make him illustrious unlesse we will reckon Vertue to be a great fortune and holinesse to be great Wisedom and God to be the best Friend and Christ the best Relative and the Spirit the hugest advantage and Heaven the greatest Reward He that knows how to value these things may sit down and reckon the felicities of him that hath the Spirit of God The purpose of this Discourse is this That since the Spirit of God is a new nature and a new life put into us we are thereby taught and enabled to serve God by a constant course of holy living without the frequent returns and intervening of such actions which men are pleased to call sins of infirmity Whosoever hath the Spirit of God lives the life of grace The Spirit of God rules in him and is strong according to its age and abode and allows not of those often sins which we think unavoidable because we call them naturall infirmities But if Christ he in you the body is dead because of sin but the spirit is life because of righteousnesse The state of sin is a state of death the state of a man under the law was a state of bondage and infirmity as S. Paul largely describes him in the seventh Chapter to the Romanes but he that hath the Spirit is made alive and free and strong and a conquerour over all the powers and violencies of sin such a man resists temptations falls not under the assault of sin returns not to the sin which he last repented of acts no more that errour which brought him to shame and sorrow but he that falls under a crime to which he still hath a strong and vigorous inclination he that acts his sin and then curses it and then is tempted and then sins again and then weeps again and calls himself miserable but still the inchantment hath confined him to that circle this man hath not the Spirit for where the Spirit of God is there is liberty there is no such bondage and a returning folly to the commands of sin But because men deceive themselves with calling this bondage a pitiable and excusable infirmity it will not be uselesse to consider the state of this question more particularly lest men from the state of a pretended infirmity fall into a reall death 1. No great sin is a sin of infirmity or excusable upon that stock But that I may be understood we must know that every sin is in some sense or other a sin of infirmity When a man is in the state of spirituall sicknesse or death he is in a state of infirmity for he is a wounded man a prisoner a slave a sick man weak in his judgement and weak in his reasoning impotent in his passions of childish resolutions great inconstancy and his purposes untwist as easily as the rude conjuncture of uncombining cables in the violence of a Northern tempest and he that is thus in infirmity cannot be excused for it is the aggravation of the state of his sin he is so infirm that he is in a state unable to do his duty Such a man is a servant of sin a slave of the Devil an heir of corruption absolutely under command and every man is so who resolves for ever to avoid such a sin and yet for ever falls under it for what can he be but a servant of sin who fain would avoid it but cannot that is he hath not the Spirit of God within him Christ dwels not in his soul for where the Son is there is liberty and all that are in the Spirit are sons of God and servants of righteousnesse and therefore freed from sin But then there are also sins of infirmity which are single actions intervening seldom in litle instances unavoidable or through a faultlesse ignorance Such as these are alwayes the allays of the life of the best men and for these Christ hath payd and they are never to be accounted to good men save onely to make them more wary and more humble Now concerning these it is that I say No great sin is a sin of excusable or unavoidable infirmity Because whosoever hath received the Spirit of God hath sufficient knowledge of his duty and sufficient strengths of grace and sufficient advertency of minde to avoid such things as do great and apparent violence to piety and religion No man can justly say that it is a sin of infirmity that he was drunk For there are but three causes of every sin a fourth is not imaginable 1. If ignorance cause it the sin is as full of excuse as the ignorance was innocent But no Christian can pretend this to drunkennesse to murder to rebellion to uncleannesse For what Christian is so uninstructed but that he knows Adultery is a sin 2. Want of observation is the cause of many indiscreet and foolish actions Now at this gap many irregularities do enter and escape because in the whole it is impossible for a man to be of so present a spirit as to consider and reflect upon every word and every thought but it is in this case in Gods laws otherwise then in mans the great flies cannot passe thorow without observation little ones do and a man cannot be drunk and never take notice of it or tempt his neighbours wife before he be aware therefore the lesse the instance be the more likely it is to be a sin of infirmity and yet if it be never so little if it be observed then it ceases to be a sin of infirmity 3. But because great crimes cannot pretend to passe undiscernably it follows that they must come in at the door of malice that is of want of Grace in the absence of the Spirit they destroy where ever they come and the man dies if they passe upon him It is true there is flesh and blood in every regenerate man but they do not both rule the flesh is left to tempt but not to prevail And it were a strange condition if both the godly and the ungodly were captives to sin and infallibly should fall into temptation and death without all difference saue onely that the godly sins unwillingly and the ungodly sins willingly But if the same things be done by both and God in both be dishonoured and their duty prevaricated the pretended unwillingnesse is the signe of a greater and a baser slavery and of a condition lesse to be endured For the servitude which is
and is the worst of all in its temptation and our pronenesse but pride growes most venomous by its unreasonablenesse and importunity arising even from the good things a man hath even from graces and endearments and from being more in debt to God Sins of malice and against the Holy Ghost oppuâ—n the greatest grace with the greatest spite but Idolatry is perfectly hated by God by a direct enmity Some sins are therefore most hainous because to resist them is most easie and to act them there is the least temptation such as are severally lying and swearing There is a strange poison in the nature of sins that of so many sorts every one of them should be the worst Every sin hath an evill spirit a Devill of its own to manage to conduct and to imbitter it and although all these are Gods enemies and have an appendant shame in their retinue yet to some sins shame is more appropriate and a proper ingredient in their constitutions such as are lying and lust and vow-breach and inconstancy God sometimes cures the pride of a mans spirit by suffering his evill manners and filthy inclination to be determin'd upon lust lust makes a man afraid of publick eyes and common voices it is as all sins else are but this especially a work of darknesse it does debauch the spirit and make it to decay and fall off from courage and resolution constancy and severity the spirit of government and a noble freedome and those punishments which the nations of the world have inflicted upon it are not smart so much as shame Lustfull souls are cheap and easie trifling and despised in all wise accounts they are so farre from being fit to sit with Princes that they dare not chastise a sinning servant that is private to their secret follies It is strange to consider what laborious arts of concealment what excuses and lessenings what pretences and fig-leaves men will put before their nakednesse and crimes shame was the first thing that entred upon the sin of Adam and when the second world began there was a strange scene of shame acted by Noah and his sons and it ended in slavery and basenesse to all descending generations We see the event of this by too sad an experience What arguments what hardnesse what preaching what necessity can perswade men to confesse their sins they are so ashamed of them that to be conceal'd they preferre before their remedy and yet in penitentiall confession the shame is going off it is like Cato's coming out of the Theatre or the Philosopher from the Taverne it might have been shame to have entred but glory to have departed for ever and yet ever to have relation to sin is so shamefull a thing that a mans spirit is amazed and his face is confounded when he is dressed of so shamefull a disease And there are but few men that will endure it but rather choose to involve it in excuses and deniall in the clouds of lying and the white linnen of hypocrisie and yet when they make a vail for their shame such is the fate of sin the shame growes the bigger and the thicker we lye to men and we excuse it to God either some parts of lying or many parts of impudence darknesse or forgetfulnesse running away or running further in these are the covers of our shame like menstruous rags upon a skin of leprosie But so sometimes we see a decayed beauty besmear'd with a lying fucus and the chinks fill'd with ceruse besides that it makes no reall beauty it spoils the face and betrayes evill manners it does not hide old age or the change of years but it discovers pride or lust it was not shame to be old or wearied and worn out with age but it is a shame to dissemble nature by a wanton vizor So sin retires from blushing into shame if it be discover'd it is not to be endured and if we go to hide it we make it worse But then if we remember how ambitious we are for fame and reputation for honour and a fair opinion for a good name all our dayes and when our dayes are done and that no ingenuous man can enjoy any thing he hath if he lives in disgrace and that nothing so breaks a mans spirit as dishonour and the meanest person alive does not think himself fit to be despised we are to consider into what an evill condition sin puts us for which we are not only disgraced and disparaged here marked with disgracefull punishments despised by good men our follies derided our company avoided and hooted at by boyes talk'd of in fairs and markets pointed at and described by appellatives of scorn and everybody can chide us and we dye unpitied and lye in our graves eaten up by wormes and a foul dishonour but after all this at the day of Judgement we shall be called from our charnell houses where our disgrace could not sleep and shall in the face of God in the presence of Angels and Devils before all good men and all the evill see and feel the shame of all our sins written upon our foreheads Here in this state of misery and folly we make nothing of it and though we dread to be discovered to men yet to God we confesse our sins without a trouble or a blush but tell an even story because we finde some formes of confession prescrib'd in our prayer books and that it may appear how indifferent and unconcerned we seem to be we read and say all and confesse the sins we never did with as much sorrow and regret as those that we have acted a thousand times But in that strange day of recompences we shall finde the Devill to upbraid the criminall Christ to disown them the Angels to drive them from the seat of mercy and shame to be their smart the consigning them to damnation they shall then finde that they cannot dwell where vertue is rewarded and where honour and glory hath a throne there is no vail but what is rent no excuse to any but to them that are declared as innocent no circumstances concerning the wicked to be considered but them that aggravate then the disgrace is not confin'd to the talk of a village or a province but is scattered to all the world not only in one age shall the shame abide but the men of all generations shall see and wonder at the vastnesse of that evill that is spread upon the souls of sinners for ever and ever 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 No night shall then hide it for in those regions of darknesse where the dishonoured man shall dwell for ever there is nothing visible but the shame there is light enough for that but darknesse for all things else and then he shall reap the full harvest of his shame all that for which wise men scorned him and all that for which God hated him all that in which he was a fool and all that in which he was malicious that which was publick
the longest and latest before it be obtained A man does not begin to know him self till he be old and then he is well stricken in death A mans heart at first being like a plain table unspotted indeed but then there is nothing legible in it As soon as ever we ripen towards the imperfect uses of our reason we write upon this table such crooked characters such imperfect configurations so many fooleries and stain it with so many blots and vitious inspersions that there is nothing worth the reading in our hearts for a great while and when education and ripenesse reason and experience Christian philosophy and the grace of God hath made fair impressions and written the law in our hearts with the finger of Gods holy spirit we blot out this handwriting of Gods ordinances or mingle it with false principles and interlinings of our our own we disorder the method of God or deface the truth of God either we make the rule uneven we bribe or abuse our guide that we may wonder with an excuse Or if nothing else will do it we turn head and professe to go against the laws of God Our Hearts are blinde or our hearts are hardned for these are two great arguments of the wickednesse of our hearts they do not see or they will not see the wayes of God or if they do they make use of their seeing that they may avoid them 1. Our hearts are blinde wilfully blind I need not instance in the ignorance and involuntary nescience of men though if we speak of the necessary parts of religion no man is ignorant of them without his own fault such ignorance is alwayes a direct sin or the direct punishment of a sin A sin is either in its bosom or in its retinue But the ignorance that I now intend is a voluntary chosen delightful ignorance taken in upon designe even for no other end but that we may perish quietly and infallibly God hath opened all the windows of Heaven and sent the Sun of Righteousnesse with glorious apparition and hath discoverd the abysses of his own wisdom made the second person in the Trinity to be the doctor and preacher of his sentences and secrets and the third person to be his Amanuensis or scribe and our hearts to be the Book in which the doctrine is written and miracles and prophecies to be its arguments and all the world to be the verification of it and those leaves contain within their folds all that excellent morality which right reason pickt up after the shipwrack of nature and all those wise sayings which singly made so many men famous for preaching some one of them all them Christ gathered and added some more out of the immediate book of Revelation So that now the wisdom of God hath made every mans heart to be the true Veronica in which he hath imprinted his own lineaments so perfectly that we may dresse our selves like God and have the aire and features of Christ our Elder-Brother that we may be pure as God is perfect as our Father meek and humble as the Son and may have the holy Ghost within us in gifts and Graces in wisdom and holinesse This hath God done for us and see what we do for Him We stand in our own light and quench Gods we love darknesse more then light and entertain our selves accordingly For how many of us are there that understand nothing of the wayes of God that know no more of the laws of Jesus Christ then is remaining upon them since they learned the childrens Catechisme But amongst a thousand how many can explicate and unfold for his own practise the ten Commandments And how many sorts of sins are there forbidden which therefore passe into action and never passe under the scrutinies of repentance because they know not that they are sinnes Are there not very many who know not the particular duties of meeknesse and never consider concerning Longsuffering and if you talk to them of growth in Grace or the spirit of obsignation or the melancholy lectures of the Crosse and imitation of and conformitie to Christs sufferings or adherences to God or rejoycing in him or not quenching the spirit you are too deep learned for them And yet these are duties set down plainly for our practise necessary to be acted in order to our Salvation We brag of light and reformation and fulnesse of the spirit in the mean time we understand not many parts of our dutie We enquire into something that may make us talk or be talked of or that we may trouble a Church or disturb the peace of mindes but in things that concern Holy living and that wisdom of God whereby we are wise unto Salvation never was any age of Christendom more ignorant then we For if we did not wink hard we must needs see that obedience to supreme Powers Denying of our selves Humility Peacefulnesse and Charity are written in such Capital text letters that it is impossible to be ignorant of them And if the heart of man had not rare arts to abuse the understanding it were not to be imagined that any man should bring the 13. Chapter to the Romans to prove the lawfulnesse of taking up Armes against our rulers but so we may abuse our selves at noon and go to bed if we please to call it midnight And there have been a sort of wittie men that maintained that snow was hot I wonder not at the probleme but that a man should beleeve his paradox and should let eternity go away with the fallacie and rather lose heaven then leave his foolish argument is a signe that wilfulnesse and the deceiving heart is the Sophister and the great ingredient into our Deception But that I may be more particular the heart of man uses devices that it may be ignorant 1. We are impatient of honest and severe reproofe and order the circumstances of our persons and addresses that we shall never come to the true knowledge of our condition Who will endure to heare his curate tell him that he is Covetous or that he is proud 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 It is Calumny and Reviling if he speak it to his head and relates to his person and yet if he speak onely in general every man neglects what is not recommended to his particular But yet if our Physitian tell us you look well Sir but a Feaver lurks in your spirits 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 drink Julips and abstain from flesh no man thinks it shame or calumny to be told so but when we are told that our liver is inflamed with lust or anger that our heart is vexed with envie that our eyes rowl with wantonnesse And though we think all is well yet we are sick sick unto death neer to a sad and fatal sentence we shall think that man that tells us so is impudent or uncharitable and yet he hath done him no more injury then a deformed man receives daily from his looking-glasse which
to admit him that excels us in any gift or grace whatsoever and to commend it without abatement and mingling allayes with the commendation and disparagements to the man If we be arrived but thus farre it is well and we must go further But we use to think that all disaffections of the body are removed if they be changed into the more tolerable although we have not an athletick health or the strength of porters or wrastlers For although it be felicity to be quit of all passion that may be sinfull or violent and part of the happinesse of heaven shall consist in that freedom yet our growth in grace consists in the remission and lessening of our passions onely he that is incontinent in his lust or in his anger in his desires of money or of honour in his revenge or in his fear in his joyes or in his sorrows that man is not grown at all in the grace and knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ This onely in the scruting and consequent judgement concerning our passions it will concern the curiosity of our care to watch against passions in the reflex act against pride or lust complacency and peevishnesse attending upon vertue For he was noted for a vain person who being overjoyed for the cure of his pride as he thought cried out to his wife Cerne Dionysia deposui fastum behold I have laid aside all my pride and of that very dream the silly man thought he had reason to boast but considered not that it was an act of pride and levity besides If thou hast given a noble present to thy friend if thou hast rejected the unjust desire of thy Prince if thou hast endured thirst and hunger for religion or continence if thou hast refused an offer like that which was made to Joseph sit down and rest in thy good conscience and do not please thy self in opinions and phantastick noises abroad and do not despise him that did not do so as thou hast done and reprove no man with an upbraiding circumstance for it will give thee but an ill return and a contemptible reward if thou shalt over-lay thy infant-vertue or drown it with a flood of breast-milk Sermon XV. Of Growth in Grace Part II. 5. HE is well grown in or towards the state of grace who is more patient of a sharp reproof then of a secret flattery For a reprehension contains so much mortification to the pride and complacencies of a man is so great an affront to an easie and undisturbed person is so empty of pleasure and so full of profit that he must needs love vertue in a great degree who can take in that which onely serves her end and is displeasant to himself and all his gayeties A severe reprehendor of anothers vice comes dressed like Iacob when he went to cozen his brother of the blessing his outside is rough and hairy but the voice is Jacobs voice rough hands and a healthfull language get the blessing even against the will of him that shall feel it but he that is patient and even not apt to excuse his fault that is lesse apt to anger or to scorn him that snatches him rudely from the flames of hell he is vertues Confessor and suffers these lesser stripes for that interest which will end in spirituall and eternall benedictions They who are furious against their monitors are incorrigible but it is one degree of meeknesse to suffer discipline and a meek man cannot easily be an ill man especially in the present instance he appears at least to have a healthfull constitution he hath good flesh to heal his spirit is capable of medicine and that man can never be despaired of who hath a disposition so neer his health as to improve all physick and whose nature is relieved by every good accident from without But that which I observe is That this is not onely a good disposition towards repentance and restitution but is a signe of growth in grace according as it becomes naturall easie and habituall Some men chide themselves for all their misdemeanours because they would be represented to the censures and opinions of other men with a fair Character and such as need not to be reproved others out of inconsideration sleep in their own dark rooms and untill the charity of a Guide or of a friend draws the curtain and lets in a beam of light dream on untill the graves open and hell devours them But if they be called upon by the grace of God let down with a sheet of counsels and friendly precepts they are presently inclined to be obedient to the heavenly monitions but unlesse they be dressed with circumstances of honour and civility with arts of entertainment and insinuation they are rejected utterly or received unwillingly Therefore although upon any termes to endure a sharp reproof be a good signe of amendment yet the growth of grace is not properly signified by every such sufferance For when this disposition begins amendment also begins and goes on in proportion to the increment of this To endure a reproof without adding a new sin is the first step to amendments that is to endure it without scorn or hatred or indignation 2. The next is to suffer reproof without excusing our selves For he that is apt to excuse himself is onely desirous in a civill manner to set the reproof aside and to represent the charitable monitour to be too hasty in his judgement and deceived in his information and the fault to dwell there not with himself 3. Then he that proceeds in this instance admits the reprovers sermon or discourse without a private regret he hath no secret murmurs or unwillingnesses to the humiliation but is onely ashamed that he should deserve it but for the reprehension it self that troubles him not but he looks on it as his own medicine and the others charity 4. But if to this he addes that he voluntary confesses his own fault and of his own accord vomits out the loads of his own intemperance and eases his spirit of the infection then it is certain he is not onely a professed and hearty enemy against sin but a zealous and a prudent and an active person against all its interest and never counts himself at ease but while he rests upon the banks of Sion or at the gates of the temple never pleased but in vertue and religion Then he knows the state of his soul and the state of his danger he reckons it no objection to be abased in the face of man so he may be gracious in the eyes of God And that 's a signe of a good grace and a holy wisdom That man is grown in the grace of God and in the knowledge of our Lord Jesus Christ. Justus in principio sermonis est accusator sui said the Wise man The righteous accuseth himself in the beginning that is quickly lest he be prevented And certain it is he cannot be either wise or good that had rather have a