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i_o love_v thou_o o_o my_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o god_n because_o thou_o know_v i_o 268._o and_o because_o that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o now_o i_o know_v that_o thou_o do_v love_v i_o ever_o and_o therefore_o will_v love_v i_o ever_o even_o unto_o the_o end_n and_o yet_o i_o know_v well_o that_o there_o be_v nor_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o thy_o love_n it_o be_v endless_a for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 269._o thy_o love_n o_o lord_n i_o know_v be_v like_o thyself_o nay_o thy_o love_n be_v thyself_o for_o thou_o be_v not_o only_o a_o love_a god_n but_o a_o god_n of_o love_n and_o therefore_o thy_o love_n be_v as_o thyself_o have_v never_o beginning_n nor_o shall_v never_o have_v end_n 270._o ah_o bless_a love_n that_o be_v thus_o durable_a and_o unchangeable_a and_o happy_a you_o thrice_o happy_a he_o that_o be_v thus_o belove_v be_v sure_a to_o be_v belove_v ever_o thus_o 271._o if_o a_o man_n or_o woman_n in_o the_o flesh_n have_v unspeakable_a joy_n pleasure_n and_o delight_n to_o be_v devor_v from_o one_o which_o they_o hare_n beyond_o and_o more_o than_o any_o thing_n and_o be_v instead_o thereof_o marry_v unto_o one_o which_o they_o dear_o love_v yea_o which_o they_o love_v more_o dear_o than_o any_o thing_n in_o the_o flesh_n 272._o ah_o what_o joy_n ah_o what_o delight_n and_o ravish_a pleasure_n shall_v they_o have_v and_o have_v all_o they_o that_o shall_v be_v and_o be_v devor_v from_o their_o old_a husband_n sin_n who_o they_o hate_v as_o the_o devil_n and_o fear_v and_o fly_v from_o as_o from_o hell_n and_o be_v marry_v unto_o their_o new_a new_a belove_a husband_n christ_n jesus_n who_o they_o love_v above_o and_o more_o than_o all_o thing_n as_o their_o life_n as_o their_o soul_n yea_o as_o their_o heaven_n for_o he_o be_v the_o life_n of_o their_o life_n the_o soul_n of_o their_o soul_n and_o the_o heaven_n of_o their_o heaven_n be_v their_o soul_n and_o body_n eternal_a everlasting_a rest_n peace_n portion_n happiness_n felicity_n and_o blessedness_n in_o heaven_n for_o 273._o there_o be_v no_o joy_n like_o to_o spiritual_a joy_n nor_o sorrow_n like_a to_o the_o spiritual_a man_n sorrow_n when_o he_o mourn_v under_o that_o intolerable_a burden_n of_o sin_n for_o a_o wound_a conscience_n who_o can_v bear_v 274._o the_o unregenerate_a man_n can_v love_v sin_n and_o hate_v grace_n as_o the_o regenerate_a man_n love_v grace_n and_o hate_v sin_n for_o he_o have_v the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o he_o his_o image_n of_o holiness_n &_o righteousness_n be_v renew_v in_o he_o day_n by_o day_n he_o love_v all_o his_o gift_n and_o grace_n with_o his_o own_o love_n perfect_o and_o so_o he_o hate_v all_o and_o every_o sin_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n which_o be_v in_o sincerity_n 275._o the_o fleshly_a voluptuous_a man_n can_v love_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o flesh_n as_o the_o spiritual_a man_n prize_v and_o love_n and_o delight_n and_o rejoice_v in_o the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o spirit_n 276._o the_o wicked_a can_v hate_v 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therefore_o of_o thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n do_v i_o humble_o ask_v all_o thing_n 2._o give_v i_o thyself_o o_o god_n and_o i_o will_v confess_v that_o i_o have_v all_o those_o thing_n i_o ask_v 3._o for_o unless_o thou_o give_v i_o thyself_o i_o esteem_v that_o i_o have_v nothing_o though_o thou_o keep_v nothing_o else_o from_o i_o 4._o i_o know_v that_o there_o be_v no_o perfect_a perfection_n here_o and_o therefore_o we_o can_v live_v without_o sin_n but_o o_o most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a father_n lay_v they_o not_o to_o my_o charge_n but_o bury_v they_o all_o past_a present_a and_o to_o come_v in_o the_o grave_n of_o my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n christ._n 5._o i_o will_v ever_o seek_v thou_o o_o god_n who_o my_o soul_n love_v desire_v thou_o only_o and_o lie_v hold_v and_o depend_v on_o thou_o alone_o 6._o let_v o_o god_n the_o thing_n of_o the_o world_n be_v unto_o i_o as_o i_o be_v unto_o thou_o whilst_o i_o be_v in_o the_o world_n out_o of_o thou_o even_o as_o a_o monstrous_a cloth_n and_o filthy_a rag_n 7._o thy_o mercy_n o_o god_n be_v the_o hide_a treasure_n which_o my_o heart_n seek_v and_o long_v to_o enjoy_v 8._o thy_o love_n o_o christ_n be_v much_o sweet_a to_o my_o taste_n than_o the_o honeycomb_n and_o i_o desire_v it_o much_o more_o than_o gold_n yea_o above_o all_o the_o world_n treasure_n good_a and_o glory_n 9_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o rejoice_v in_o and_o under_o any_o yea_o all_o affliction_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o afflict_v i_o o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n with_o thy_o absence_n 10._o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n though_o on_o earth_n that_o do_v true_o love_v thou_o and_o only_o love_v thou_o and_o heaven_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thy_o love_n be_v in_o he_o because_o thou_o love_v he_o thy_o love_n o_o god_n be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n the_o best_a of_o heaven_n 11._o do_v unto_o i_o o_o god_n what_o thou_o will_v and_o do_v but_o only_o tell_v i_o that_o thou_o will_v it_o 12._o be_v i_o in_o hell_n for_o thy_o sake_n that_o be_v absent_a from_o thou_o i_o can_v and_o will_v rejoice_v for_o it_o be_v my_o heaven_n to_o please_v thou_o my_o god_n who_o haste_n and_o do_v so_o much_o delight_v i_o 13._o let_v i_o be_v but_o esteem_v in_o thy_o eye_n oh_o my_o jesus_n my_o sweet_a my_o dear_a and_o precious_a dear_a delight_n and_o i_o shall_v not_o value_n but_o contemn_v all_o the_o ill_a look_n of_o all_o other_o eye_n 14._o i_o have_v much_o rather_o be_v a_o paul_n a_o job_n or_o a_o lazarus_n than_o a_o solomon_n
thou_o do_v be_v not_o for_o thy_o advantage_n but_o for_o i_o not_o for_o thy_o good_a but_o for_o i_o not_o for_o thy_o honour_n but_o for_o i_o not_o for_o thy_o glory_n but_o to_o bring_v i_o to_o glory_n and_o all_o this_o thou_o do_v look_v for_o nothing_o again_o thou_o love_v i_o only_o because_o thou_o will_v love_v i_o ah_o height_n length_n depth_n and_o breadth_n of_o love_n that_o a_o offend_a god_n shall_v sue_v and_o woo_v and_o pray_v and_o pay_v and_o promise_n and_o give_v and_o die_v and_o live_v to_o reconcile_v enrich_v honour_n magnify_v and_o exalt_v offend_v man_n poor_a despicable_a man_n vile_a wretched_a worthless_a man_n nothing_o man_n that_o can_v be_v fit_o compare_v to_o nothing_o but_o to_o nothing_o less_o than_o the_o drop_n of_o a_o bucket_n or_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o balance_n o_o lord_n let_v these_o thy_o wonder_n of_o mercy_n and_o wonderful_a compassion_n cause_v i_o ever_o to_o admire_v and_o adore_v thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n thy_o kind_a love_n thy_o goodness_n and_o thy_o greatness_n and_o to_o cry_v out_o lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o be_v so_o mindful_a of_o he_o and_o the_o son_n of_o man_n that_o thou_o so_o regard_v he_o as_o to_o visit_v he_o to_o magnify_v he_o to_o dwell_v in_o he_o to_o delight_v in_o he_o to_o make_v he_o thy_o delight_n to_o set_v thy_o heart_n upon_o he_o to_o do_v he_o good_a even_o according_a to_o all_o the_o good_a that_o be_v in_o thy_o heart_n have_v prepare_v for_o he_o a_o kingdom_n which_o can_v be_v shake_v a_o kingdom_n of_o glory_n a_o eternal_a and_o incomprehensible_a weight_n of_o glory_n where_o be_v joy_n all_o joy_n unspeakable_a joy_n and_o river_n of_o pleasure_n for_o ever_o more_o where_o be_v no_o night_n but_o all_o be_v day_n yea_o the_o lord_n himself_o be_v the_o light_n thereof_o where_o be_v no_o grief_n nor_o sorrow_n nor_o care_n nor_o fear_n but_o all_o tear_n shall_v be_v wipe_v away_o and_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o sorrow_n nor_o sigh_v but_o all_o joy_n and_o sing_v of_o praise_n and_o hallelujah_n with_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n behold_v the_o lord_n of_o glory_n yea_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n see_v he_o face_n to_o face_n as_o he_o be_v and_o know_v he_o as_o he_o be_v to_o be_v know_v there_o be_v no_o canaanite_n in_o that_o heavenly_a country_n no_o cain_n to_o kill_v no_o sodomite_n to_o vex_v no_o ishmaelite_n to_o scoff_n no_o esau_n to_o terrify_v no_o shimei_n to_o curse_v no_o herod_n to_o persecute_v no_o rabsheke_v to_o rail_v no_o judas_n to_o betray_v this_o heaven_n be_v above_o all_o molestation_n and_o perturbation_n and_o not_o for_o term_v of_o year_n but_o for_o ever_o ah_o most_o holy_a most_o great_a and_o most_o glorious_a lord_n god_n bring_v i_o i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a due_a and_o appoint_a time_n that_o i_o may_v behold_v thy_o beauty_n and_o thy_o glory_n and_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o right_a bless_a and_o most_o bless_a and_o glorious_a countenance_n which_o may_v by_o the_o bright_a aspect_n shine_v on_o i_o cause_v i_o likewise_o to_o shine_v more_o bright_a than_o the_o sun_n and_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n together_o to_o be_v make_v perfect_a pure_a and_o holy_a as_o thou_o o_o god_n art_n though_o not_o so_o holy_o pure_a and_o perfect_a and_o that_o both_o be_v enlighten_v with_o thy_o heavenly_a wisdom_n may_v be_v make_v to_o know_v the_o stability_n thereof_o and_o be_v assure_v of_o thy_o eternal_a and_o everlasting_a love_n and_o live_v in_o i_o for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o grant_v these_o thing_n o_o my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o what_o ever_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n and_o all_o for_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n thy_o christ_n and_o my_o jesus_n for_o who_o my_o soul_n shall_v ever_o bless_v and_o praise_v thou_o as_o the_o lord_n my_o righteousness_n and_o to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o comforter_n and_o the_o sanctifier_n be_v give_v by_o i_o and_o by_o all_o thou_o as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o to_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n might_n majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n 1._o contentment_n though_o in_o poverty_n be_v the_o best_a the_o sure_a and_o the_o great_a riches_n 2._o let_v i_o not_o set_v thou_o a_o time_n o_o my_o god_n but_o wait_v on_o thou_o for_o all_o thing_n in_o thy_o time_n 3._o and_o when_o thy_o time_n shall_v come_v to_o send_v i_o forth_o let_v i_o run_v and_o not_o grow_v weary_a and_o walk_v and_o never_o faint_a 4._o send_v i_o o_o lord_n whither_o thou_o will_v and_o to_o do_v what_o thou_o will_v i_o be_o willing_a to_o go_v and_o be_v and_o do_v what_o ever_o thou_o shall_v command_v though_o to_o spend_v and_o to_o be_v spend_v for_o thou_o 5._o and_o wheresoever_o o_o lord_n thou_o shall_v place_v i_o i_o shall_v not_o account_v it_o my_o abide_a place_n no_o long_o than_o it_o shall_v be_v thy_o pleasure_n that_o i_o there_o abide_v 6._o be_v with_o thou_o my_o god_n where_o ever_o it_o be_v i_o shall_v be_v i_o be_o sure_a where_o i_o will_v be_v 7._o and_o be_v in_o thou_o my_o saviour_n and_o thou_o in_o i_o my_o condition_n i_o be_o sure_a will_v well_o please_v and_o content_v i_o what_o ever_o it_o be_v 8._o ah_o lord_n who_o will_v or_o who_o shall_v desire_v to_o live_v here_o in_o the_o flesh_n be_v he_o can_v live_v and_o not_o sin_n it_o be_v not_o subject_a to_o thy_o law_n neither_o indeed_o can_v be_v 9_o and_o who_o will_v not_o or_o shall_v not_o be_v willing_a to_o die_v to_o kill_v sin_n that_o sin_n may_v die_v and_o be_v destroy_v for_o ever_o total_o 10._o yet_o i_o be_o content_a to_o live_v though_o i_o do_v sin_n thy_o grace_n o_o my_o god_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o 11._o i_o have_v rather_o be_v on_o earth_n for_o thy_o sake_n and_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n then_o to_o be_v in_o heaven_n for_o my_o own_o sake_n only_o and_o only_o to_o have_v my_o own_o will_n 12._o for_o be_v it_o not_o to_o be_v in_o heaven_n even_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n on_o earth_n as_o it_o be_v do_v in_o heaven_n it_o be_v a_o heaven_n on_o this_o side_n heaven_n a_o earthly_a heaven_n or_o a_o heaven_n on_o earth_n which_o good_a lord_n give_v and_o grant_v i_o until_o thou_o give_v i_o what_o thou_o have_v promise_v i_o which_o be_v thy_o bless_a self_n in_o heaven_n who_o be_v the_o heaven_n of_o heaven_n in_o heaven_n 13._o where_o then_o soever_o when_o and_o how_o long_o soever_o i_o live_v or_o die_v i_o shall_v through_o thy_o good_a grace_n live_v and_o die_v content_v and_o most_o joyful_o 14._o how_o willing_o how_o willing_o lord_n will_v i_o leave_v this_o world_n and_o all_o the_o thing_n in_o it_o if_o they_o be_v all_o mine_n to_o live_v with_o thou_o for_o i_o know_v thou_o o_o lord_n i_o know_v thou_o and_o for_o which_o i_o most_o hearty_o thank_v thou_o that_o thou_o be_v much_o better_a than_o all_o thing_n yea_o all_o thing_n compare_v to_o thou_o be_v nothing_o and_o all_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o that_o be_v without_o thou_o can_v be_v fit_o compare_v to_o nothing_o but_o to_o nothing_o 15._o and_o yet_o lord_n thou_o know_v how_o willing_a i_o be_o to_o live_v in_o this_o world_n to_o live_v for_o thou_o 16._o thou_o know_v o_o lord_n how_o much_o more_o willing_a i_o be_o to_o die_v then_o to_o live_v and_o yet_o lord_n thou_o know_v how_o i_o strive_v to_o live_v that_o i_o may_v not_o die_v 17._o give_v i_o grace_n o_o my_o god_n so_o to_o live_v as_o i_o may_v die_v daily_o and_o to_o die_v daily_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v 18._o let_v i_o so_o live_v as_o i_o may_v live_v ever_o let_v i_o so_o die_v as_o that_o i_o die_v never_o let_v i_o die_v but_o once_o that_o i_o live_v for_o ever_o let_v i_o die_v that_o once_o that_o i_o die_v never_o 19_o come_v then_o o_o christ_n and_o set_v i_o free_a that_o i_o may_v go_v and_o live_v with_o thou_o then_o shall_v thou_o be_v unto_o i_o gain_v and_o free_v i_o from_o eternal_a pain_n 20._o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v good_a it_o be_v against_o the_o will_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o when_o i_o do_v any_o thing_n that_o be_v evil_a it_o be_v against_o the_o will_n of_o the_o spirit_n 21._o to_o will_v good_a be_v many_o time_n present_a with_o i_o but_o how_o to_o perform_v it_o i_o know_v not_o at_o any_o time_n how_o of_o myself_o but_o
by_o â—hy_a power_n i_o may_v have_v power_n to_o do_v and_o walk_v upright_o before_o thou_o in_o all_o thy_o path_n and_o that_o i_o may_v never_o more_o swerve_v nor_o turn_v aside_o out_o of_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n either_o to_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o pleasure_n or_o to_o the_o left_a hand_n of_o profit_n give_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n god_n i_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o see_v my_o own_o badness_n and_o thy_o goodness_n ready_a and_o willing_a to_o make_v i_o good_a that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o own_o emptiness_n and_o thy_o fullness_n reâ—dy_o to_o fill_v i_o i_o own_o nakedness_n and_o thy_o robe_n to_o cover_v and_o to_o clothe_v i_o i_o own_o sinfulness_n and_o thy_o righteousness_n to_o make_v i_o righteous_a i_o own_o cursedness_n and_o thy_o blessedness_n to_o make_v i_o bless_v my_o own_o deformity_n and_o ugliness_n and_o thy_o beautifulness_n to_o make_v i_o beautiful_a my_o own_o slavery_n and_o thy_o freedom_n and_o 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life_n thou_o be_v the_o word_n and_o the_o life_n yea_o eternal_a life_n he_o that_o have_v thou_o have_v life_n and_o shall_v not_o see_v death_n nor_o taste_v of_o death_n because_o he_o be_v pass_v from_o death_n to_o life_n but_o he_o that_o have_v not_o thou_o o_o lord_n christ_n be_v dead_a already_o because_o he_o live_v in_o sin_n for_o he_o that_o live_v in_o sin_n be_v dead_a though_o he_o live_v ah_o lord_n i_o confess_v that_o the_o well_o of_o thy_o mercy_n be_v much_o deep_a than_o jacob_n well_o and_o yet_o sure_o i_o be_o that_o such_o child_n yea_o such_o infant_n as_o i_o be_o can_v draw_v water_n from_o thence_o even_o the_o water_n of_o life_n even_o such_o water_n as_o give_v another_o life_n a_o better_a life_n which_o be_v a_o immortal_a and_o eternal_a life_n a_o life_n that_o shall_v never_o see_v death_n be_v hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n ah_o sweet_a jesus_n let_v i_o have_v thou_o in_o my_o heart_n which_o be_v much_o better_a than_o to_o have_v thou_o 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thou_o can_v do_v make_v i_o like_o thyself_o ah_o lord_n god_n thou_o know_v all_o thing_n i_o well_o know_v thou_o know_v my_o heart_n and_o what_o more_o can_v my_o heart_n say_v unto_o thou_o thou_o only_o o_o lord_n be_v the_o searcher_n the_o tryer_n and_o the_o knower_n of_o all_o heart_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o know_v well_o that_o thou_o know_v how_o much_o my_o heart_n rejoice_v because_o thou_o know_v it_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o beg_v and_o beseech_v thou_o in_o jesus_n christ_n to_o search_v and_o try_v i_o even_o all_o the_o corner_n and_o cranny_n of_o my_o heart_n and_o what_o evil_a be_v still_o in_o i_o o_o lord_n i_o humble_o entreat_v thou_o to_o destroy_v with_o a_o utterr_v and_o total_a destruction_n that_o it_o may_v be_v say_v of_o it_o it_o be_v not_o let_v sin_n o_o lord_n as_o the_o house_n of_o saul_n grow_v every_o day_n weak_a and_o weak_a and_o grace_n as_o the_o house_n of_o david_n every_o day_n strong_a and_o strong_a o_o lord_n perfect_a that_o good_a work_n of_o grace_n which_o thou_o have_v in_o the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o love_n begin_v in_o i_o until_o thou_o have_v in_o love_n make_v it_o and_o bring_v i_o into_o perfect_a glory_n and_o all_o this_o i_o beg_v of_o thou_o o_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n &_o what_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o soul_n and_o body_n in_o life_n in_o death_n and_o after_o death_n for_o christ_n i_o shall_v ever_o bless_v thou_o and_o to_o he_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n the_o comforter_n and_o sanctifier_n do_v i_o render_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n unfaigned_o as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o unto_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n might_n majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 1._o if_o our_o comfort_n and_o joy_n be_v so_o great_a to_o enjoy_v the_o company_n of_o one_o imperfect_a saint_n on_o earth_n ah_o how_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n and_o comfort_n be_v to_o enjoy_v for_o ever_o that_o innumerable_a company_n of_o perfect_v saint_n in_o heaven_n but_o how_o much_o more_o and_o more_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v and_o to_o our_o eternal_a comfort_n to_o enjoy_v god_n the_o father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n that_o make_v they_o thus_o perfect_a and_o saint_n 2._o if_o we_o rejoice_v so_o much_o here_o on_o earth_n to_o see_v one_o or_o some_o few_o friend_n in_o the_o flesh_n that_o we_o think_v love_v god_n ah_o how_o shall_v we_o rejoice_v when_o in_o heaven_n to_o see_v so_o many_o
that_o i_o may_v live_v to_o thou_o own_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o that_o i_o may_v own_v thou_o for_o my_o all_o give_v i_o ah_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n much_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o much_o glory_n daily_a grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o daily_a glory_n continual_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v give_v thou_o continual_o glory_n that_o i_o may_v be_v all_o thou_o o_o lord_n only_o thou_o always_o thou_o and_o ever_o thou_o and_o all_o this_o i_o most_o humble_o and_o unfeigned_o beg_v of_o thou_o and_o what_o ever_o else_o thou_o know_v to_o be_v needful_a or_o expedient_a for_o i_o both_o for_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n for_o the_o name_n and_o for_o the_o worthiness_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n to_o who_o with_o thy_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o holy_a spirit_n of_o grace_n do_v i_o render_v and_o give_v with_o my_o whole_a heart_n as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o unto_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n may_v majesty_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n now_o henceforth_o and_o for_o evermore_o amen_o amen_n 34._o if_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n be_v so_o lovely_a unto_o we_o and_o we_o esteem_v and_o love_v they_o most_o for_o their_o love_n and_o this_o their_o love_n do_v many_o time_n sweet_o satisfy_v and_o ravish_v our_o sense_n but_o how_o then_o be_v our_o heart_n set_v on_o fire_n with_o love_n when_o we_o have_v within_o we_o the_o fiery_a hot_a burn_a love_n of_o a_o love_a god_n yea_o of_o a_o god_n of_o love_n who_o love_n be_v so_o lovely_a as_o it_o knit_v our_o heart_n in_o love_n unto_o he_o and_o our_o great_a love_n unto_o he_o be_v from_o his_o own_o love_n because_o he_o have_v so_o love_v we_o as_o to_o give_v we_o heart_n to_o love_v he_o even_o according_a to_o his_o own_o heart_n 35._o if_o our_o joy_n be_v according_a to_o the_o measure_n of_o love_n which_o we_o enjoy_v from_o the_o creature_n who_o we_o most_o love_n ah_o how_o great_a yea_o incomprehensible_o great_a shall_v our_o joy_n be_v when_o we_o shall_v know_v and_o feel_v that_o we_o be_v belove_v above_o measure_n by_o the_o creator_n who_o make_v the_o creature_n thus_o lovely_a and_o give_v he_o love_n thus_o to_o love_v he_o 36._o if_o our_o love_n many_o time_n be_v so_o great_a unto_o the_o creature_n for_o the_o creature_n that_o we_o do_v not_o and_o it_o seem_v to_o we_o that_o we_o can_v love_v he_o so_o much_o as_o we_o will_v and_o do_v desire_n to_o do_v and_o we_o crave_v and_o desire_v chief_o his_o love_n that_o we_o may_v yet_o love_v he_o more_o and_o this_o from_o and_o because_o we_o love_v he_o so_o much_o and_o for_o that_o our_o sense_n can_v be_v only_o satisfy_v with_o his_o love_n and_o by_o love_v of_o he_o for_o we_o love_v he_o most_o for_o his_o love_n and_o his_o love_n do_v cause_v we_o to_o love_v he_o more_o who_o we_o love_v so_o much_o yea_o who_o we_o love_v most_o 37._o but_o ah_o how_o great_a then_o yea_o how_o wonderful_o great_a be_v the_o love_n o_o lord_n of_o thy_o child_n and_o servant_n unto_o thou_o when_o they_o know_v that_o they_o be_v belove_v by_o thou_o who_o they_o most_o love_n and_o must_v love_v most_o for_o thy_o love_n thy_o love_n be_v most_o worth_a worth_n most_o and_o therefore_o do_v they_o despise_v all_o love_n and_o thing_n lovely_a in_o the_o creature_n to_o purchase_v thy_o love_n o_o god_n who_o be_v the_o creator_n of_o all_o love_n and_o thing_n lovely_a they_o love_v thy_o love_n most_o o_o god_n because_o they_o know_v and_o feel_v that_o thy_o love_n only_o cause_v they_o to_o love_v thou_o more_o who_o notwithstanding_o they_o do_v already_o love_v most_o and_o for_o that_o nothing_o but_o thy_o love_n can_v satisfy_v they_o with_o sufficient_a love_n to_o love_v thou_o sufficient_o for_o to_o love_v thou_o be_v to_o live_v and_o they_o can_v not_o live_v if_o it_o be_v not_o for_o thy_o love_n and_o therefore_o be_v they_o ready_a and_o willing_a always_o to_o die_v for_o thy_o love_n and_o to_o witness_v and_o show_v forth_o their_o love_n with_o which_o they_o love_v thou_o 38._o if_o then_o the_o love_n of_o the_o creature_n be_v so_o great_a for_o the_o creator_n that_o it_o be_v more_o above_z and_o beyond_o my_o love_n in_o the_o creature_n for_o the_o creature_n yea_o it_o be_v so_o great_a as_o it_o can_v be_v utter_v it_o be_v and_o proceed_v from_o the_o creator_n own_o love_n that_o the_o creature_n have_v this_o love_n and_o that_o he_o love_v thus_o his_o creator_n 39_o but_o ah_o then_o how_o incomprehensible_a and_o great_a be_v the_o love_n of_o the_o creator_n for_o and_o unto_o we_o his_o creature_n in_o that_o he_o give_v we_o so_o much_o of_o his_o love_n as_o to_o love_v he_o and_o such_o condescension_n be_v in_o he_o as_o he_o delight_v to_o be_v belove_v by_o they_o who_o out_o of_o his_o love_n do_v so_o much_o hate_v he_o and_o love_v only_o what_o he_o hate_v alas_o alas_o what_o can_v we_o poor_a we_o say_v of_o he_o who_o we_o know_v not_o but_o by_o himself_o and_o from_o himself_o and_o love_v not_o but_o from_o his_o love_n let_v we_o then_o ah_o let_v we_o then_o admire_v and_o in_o humility_n ever_o adore_v this_o his_o love_n with_o which_o he_o have_v so_o love_v we_o as_o to_o make_v we_o like_o himself_o in_o love_n which_o be_v to_o be_v all_o love_n love_v other_o as_o ourselves_o for_o even_o as_o his_o love_n only_o cause_v he_o to_o love_v we_o so_o likewise_o do_v this_o his_o love_n in_o we_o cause_v we_o thus_o to_o love_v he_o and_o thus_o to_o love_v one_o another_o with_o the_o same_o love_a love_n and_o all_o that_o we_o may_v be_v all_o one_o and_o the_o same_o in_o love_n in_o he_o to_o he_o and_o for_o he_o who_o be_v the_o love_n of_o our_o love_n the_o cause_n of_o our_o love_n love_n the_o subject_n of_o our_o love_n the_o object_n of_o our_o love_n which_o we_o only_o desire_v to_o love_v and_o the_o joy_n of_o this_o our_o joyous_a love_n and_o the_o aim_n of_o our_o end_n and_o the_o end_n of_o our_o aim_n be_v to_o live_v and_o love_v unto_o the_o end_n in_o this_o love_a love_n that_o be_v that_o our_o love_n may_v never_o know_v end_n as_o his_o never_o know_v no_o beginning_n nor_o never_o shall_v know_v end_n and_o this_o be_v and_o such_o be_v the_o great_a love_n of_o our_o god_n yea_o the_o incomprehensible_a love_n with_o which_o he_o love_v we_o be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a as_o we_o can_v comprehend_v its_o greatness_n it_o can_v enter_v into_o we_o therefore_o we_o shall_v enter_v into_o it_o neither_o can_v we_o sufficient_o express_v we_o for_o he_o which_o flow_v only_o from_o he_o from_o himself_o who_o be_v only_o and_o alone_o in_o himself_o perfect_a love_n and_o he_o alone_o can_v only_o create_v and_o give_v perfect_a love_n to_o love_v perfect_o none_o but_o himself_o from_o himself_o of_o himself_o can_v then_o thus_o love_v perfect_o or_o give_v perfect_a love_n to_o love_v perfect_o thus_o 40._o it_o be_v then_o thy_o love_n in_o i_o o_o lord_n my_o god_n that_o cause_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o 41._o inflame_v then_o my_o cold_n benumb_v icy_a freeze_a heart_n with_o the_o fiery_a hot_a burn_a flame_n of_o this_o thy_o burn_a hot_a love_n o_o my_o god_n that_o my_o heart_n may_v continual_o as_o moses_n bush_n and_o the_o seraphim_n still_o flame_o burn_v but_o never_o consume_v for_o it_o be_v by_o this_o and_o from_o this_o divine_a fire_n that_o come_v from_o thy_o holy_a altar_n o_o lord_n that_o my_o soul_n live_v and_o out_o of_o it_o it_o can_v 42._o let_v i_o then_o o_o lord_n ever_o burn_v that_o i_o may_v ever_o live_v for_o why_o ah_o if_o i_o shall_v not_o still_o burn_v thus_o i_o be_o sure_a i_o shall_v eft_o soon_o die_v 43._o ah_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o my_o father_n in_o jesus_n christ_n i_o desire_v to_o praise_v thou_o ever_o for_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o forgive_v i_o all_o but_o give_v i_o all_o thou_o have_v not_o only_o give_v i_o a_o pardon_n for_o all_o my_o iniquity_n and_o transgression_n and_o forgive_v all_o my_o sin_n but_o have_v also_o forget_v that_o ever_o i_o sin_v 44._o thou_o have_v not_o only_o give_v i_o such_o a_o pardon_n as_o never_o to_o remember_v my_o sin_n any_o more_o but_o with_o the_o pardon_n thou_o have_v o_o lord_n give_v i_o thy_o love_n and_o thyself_o so_o as_o i_o shall_v ever_o live_v in_o thyself_o to_o love_v thyself_o ever_o and_o to_o offend_v thou_o never_o 45._o thy_o love_n o_o my_o god_n and_o heavenly_a father_n be_v far_o great_a unto_o i_o than_o david_n be_v for_o his_o
my_o inward_a man_n may_v be_v fill_v with_o the_o spirit_n whether_o the_o body_n live_v or_o die_v as_o for_o the_o body_n sake_n i_o care_v not_o though_o the_o body_n be_v hunger_n starve_v it_o shall_v for_o sure_o i_o be_o it_o will_v be_v well_o content_a if_o the_o spirit_n be_v thus_o feed_v and_o fill_v with_o the_o presence_n breathe_n and_o communion_n of_o thy_o spirit_n it_o be_v not_o ah_o lord_n it_o be_v not_o thou_o well_o know_v the_o quail_n and_o mannah_n from_o heaven_n nor_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n corporal_o but_o spiritual_o that_o my_o soul_n long_v for_o and_o my_o heart_n desire_v and_o pant_v after_o so_o that_o it_o even_o faint_v for_o lack_v of_o it_o ah_o give_v i_o that_o or_o else_o i_o die_v i_o die_v indeed_o corporal_o spiritual_o and_o eternal_o from_o which_o death_n o_o lord_n by_o thy_o own_o death_n i_o trust_v i_o hope_v i_o believe_v and_o be_o confident_o assure_v that_o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o and_o will_v deliver_v i_o by_o give_v i_o this_o heavenly_a food_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o live_v in_o thou_o for_o thou_o and_o to_o thou_o here_o by_o grace_n and_o hereafter_o in_o glory_n this_o be_v my_o belief_n o_o lord_n increase_v my_o faith_n strengthen_v it_o and_o comfort_v it_o more_o and_o more_o by_o thy_o own_o spirit_n live_v reign_a and_o rule_v in_o my_o heart_n by_o cause_v it_o willing_o cheerful_o and_o persevere_o to_o walk_v in_o thy_o way_n do_v thy_o will_n with_o sincerity_n integrity_n and_o uprightness_n in_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n both_o towards_o thou_o and_o towards_o all_o man_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 56._o he_o that_o make_v wager_n usual_o covet_v if_o not_o always_o therefore_o sure_o its_o best_a to_o forbear_v 57_o ah_o lord_n keep_v i_o from_o covet_v any_o other_o thing_n than_o thyself_o and_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a spirit_n to_o teach_v i_o lead_v i_o direct_v i_o guide_n and_o govern_v i_o my_o heart_n and_o affection_n to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o holy_a way_n and_o to_o keep_v all_o thy_o commandment_n all_o my_o day_n 58._o for_o worldly_a covet_n after_o the_o thing_n of_o this_o world_n keep_v our_o thought_n heart_n memory_n and_o affection_n from_o seek_v with_o covet_v desire_n the_o thing_n of_o heaven_n or_o heavenly_a thing_n 59_o let_v i_o covet_v thou_o o_o lord_n ever_o ever_o but_o all_o thing_n or_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o thou_o never_o 60._o let_v my_o love_n be_v to_o love_v thou_o my_o delight_n to_o delight_v thou_o my_o care_n o_o lord_n let_v it_o be_v to_o please_v thou_o my_o groan_n to_o go_v after_o thou_o in_o thy_o way_n and_o let_v all_o my_o joy_n be_v to_o rejoice_v in_o thou_o and_o thy_o praise_n and_o to_o praise_v thou_o o_o lord_n my_o lord_n alalwy_v 61._o ah_o suffer_v i_o not_o in_o other_o to_o spend_v my_o day_n but_o thus_o upright_o to_o walk_v in_o all_o thy_o way_n 62._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o affection_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o affect_v the_o world_n but_o covet_n for_o and_o after_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n and_o all_o the_o affection_n thereof_o to_o affect_v heaven_n and_o the_o thing_n in_o heaven_n with_o a_o heavenly_a heart_n 63._o covet_n for_o the_o world_n make_v the_o heart_n earthly_a but_o covet_n for_o heaven_n make_v the_o heart_n heavenly_a 64._o covet_n after_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n godlike_a according_a to_o his_o heart_n covet_n after_o any_o thing_n out_o of_o god_n or_o beside_o god_n make_v the_o heart_n ungodly_a that_o be_v ungodlike_a and_o contrary_a to_o his_o heart_n 65._o covet_n after_o the_o flesh_n make_v the_o heart_n fleshly_a or_o a_o heart_n in_o the_o flesh_n covet_n after_o the_o spirit_n make_v the_o heart_n spiritual_a yea_o a_o heart_n live_v in_o god_n spirit_n 66._o i_o suppose_v that_o if_o a_o man_n love_n at_o time_n unlawful_o lust_a after_o strange_a flesh_n only_o with_o the_o flesh_n that_o be_v desire_n and_o will_v their_o love_n with_o the_o flesh_n but_o not_o with_o the_o will_n and_o mind_n which_o be_v the_o heart_n though_o the_o flesh_n say_v yea_o and_o yield_v if_o the_o spirit_n faith_n nay_o and_o yield_v not_o and_o do_v much_o more_o ardent_o and_o vehement_o desire_v and_o will_v not_o their_o love_n than_o the_o flesh_n do_v and_o will_v their_o love_n and_o the_o spirit_n that_o be_v their_o inward_a man_n will_v much_o rather_o have_v the_o hatred_n than_o their_o love_n and_o have_v sincere_a hatred_n and_o dislike_n to_o this_o love_n by_o the_o flesh_n faithful_o true_o ardent_o and_o continual_o it_o be_v not_o he_o that_o sin_n but_o sin_n that_o dwell_v in_o he_o for_o though_o with_o his_o flesh_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o sin_n please_v the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o hate_v detest_v and_o abhor_v the_o evil_n which_o he_o do_v and_o with_o his_o mind_n he_o serve_v the_o law_n of_o god_n god_n law_n be_v write_v in_o his_o heart_n and_o remain_v engrave_v still_o in_o the_o inner_a man_n on_o all_o his_o affection_n 67._o as_o to_o i_o i_o 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thy_o work_n to_o do_v thy_o will_n not_o for_o myself_o as_o for_o thyself_o not_o for_o my_o praise_n applause_n or_o honour_n but_o for_o thou_o for_o i_o can_v not_o be_v satisfy_v though_o i_o have_v all_o i_o will_v have_v unless_o i_o do_v all_o that_o for_o which_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o and_o appoint_v i_o to_o do_v 72._o it_o be_v not_o ah_o it_o be_v not_o the_o corn_n wine_n and_o oil_n of_o the_o world_n the_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n thereof_o it_o be_v not_o the_o honey_n of_o earth_n but_o heaven_n honey_n that_o my_o soul_n desire_v to_o taste_v and_o ever_o to_o feed_v upon_o 73._o if_o i_o have_v and_o be_v ever_o sure_a to_o have_v all_o the_o satisfaction_n that_o ever_o creature_n have_v and_o i_o have_v thou_o not_o o_o my_o god_n for_o my_o portion_n as_o i_o firm_o believe_v i_o have_v i_o shall_v and_o will_v account_v myself_o of_o all_o man_n on_o earth_n the_o most_o miserable_a 74._o i_o will_v not_o give_v the_o part_n and_o portion_n that_o i_o have_v at_o present_a in_o my_o god_n for_o all_o this_o world_n good_a for_o all_o its_o honour_n riches_n and_o pleasure_n 75._o ah_o lord_n how_o much_o nothing_o do_v all_o thing_n seem_v to_o be_v when_o compare_v to_o thou_o 76._o i'faith_o hope_n and_o love_n in_o thou_o and_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n be_v more_o worth_a than_o all_o thing_n else_o that_o can_v be_v give_v that_o be_v not_o of_o thou_o 77._o who_o be_v able_a or_o can_v express_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o that_o soul_n unto_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v love_n cordial_a faithful_a sincere_a and_o persevere_v love_n to_o love_v thou_o 78._o ah_o how_o sweet_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o to_o serve_v the_o lord_n ah_o how_o pleasant_a and_o delightsome_a to_o walk_v always_o in_o all_o his_o way_n and_o to_o do_v all_o his_o will_n willing_o 79._o ah_o lord_n my_o only_a grief_n and_o trouble_n be_v because_o i_o keep_v not_o thy_o law_n and_o for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o regard_v to_o thy_o commandment_n as_o i_o will_v 80._o ah_o that_o i_o be_v even_o as_o a_o barren_a wilderness_n to_o bear_v no_o fruit_n for_o myself_o and_o as_o a_o dry_a spring_n to_o give_v no_o refreshment_n to_o myself_o to_o my_o own_o self_n that_o be_v my_o flesh_n ah_o that_o i_o be_v as_o it_o be_v liveless_a and_o lovelesse_a to_o myself_o â—hat_n i_o may_v only_o live_v to_o love_n and_o adore_v thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n 81._o what_o be_v my_o life_n or_o myself_o if_o it_o be_v not_o spend_v for_o thou_o and_o what_o be_v all_o my_o day_n if_o i_o walk_v not_o only_o and_o
what_o ever_o my_o fail_n or_o my_o fall_n be_v to_o recover_v i_o and_o comfort_v i_o as_o thou_o do_v peter_n for_o i_o know_v and_o firm_o through_o grace_n believe_v that_o what_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v and_o will_v be_v ever_o unto_o i_o a_o sin_n pardon_v god_n a_o god_n pardon_v all_o my_o sin_n whatsoever_o and_o see_v o_o god_n my_o god_n that_o thou_o be_v such_o a_o god_n as_o thou_o be_v give_v i_o grace_n that_o whatever_o i_o do_v i_o may_v do_v it_o to_o thy_o glory_n for_o thy_o glory_n and_o never_o more_o ah_o never_o more_o willing_o witting_o or_o know_o sin_v against_o thou_o in_o thought_n word_n or_o deed_n but_o free_o and_o cheerful_o depart_v henceforth_o from_o all_o iniquity_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n and_o soul_n even_o from_o all_o both_o the_o great_a and_o the_o small_a that_o i_o may_v be_v ever_o thou_o and_o all_o thou_o from_o this_o time_n forth_o and_o for_o ever_o more_o amen_n 111._o thus_o the_o lord_n bring_v good_a out_o of_o evil_a sweet_a out_o of_o bitter_a and_o give_v we_o as_o at_o this_o time_n unto_o my_o poor_a soul_n new_a token_n pledge_n and_o assurance_n of_o his_o old_a love_n 112._o ah_o lord_n let_v this_o thy_o love_n and_o kindness_n even_o thy_o most_o love_a and_o kind_a love_n be_v always_o have_v in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o and_o cause_v i_o to_o cling_v to_o thou_o to_o cleave_v to_o thou_o to_o hold_v thou_o fast_o and_o never_o to_o let_v thou_o go_v and_o let_v i_o always_o say_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v the_o lord_n be_v praise_v always_o 113._o ah_o lord_n see_v i_o have_v so_o deep_o and_o so_o sweet_o drink_v of_o and_o at_o this_o thy_o well_o of_o consolation_n let_v it_o be_v in_o i_o ever_o a_o well_o of_o live_a water_n that_o may_v never_o grow_v dry_a that_o i_o may_v always_o suck_v at_o this_o breast_n to_o refresh_v my_o soul_n when_o i_o be_o a_o thirst_n 114._o i_o sincere_o confess_v and_o profess_v be_v i_o to_o spend_v all_o my_o day_n to_o praise_v thou_o that_o the_o time_n will_v be_v too_o too_o short_a much_o by_o much_o to_o show_v forth_o thy_o love_a kindness_n and_o thy_o love_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n praise_v thou_o and_o rejoice_v for_o that_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o end_n of_o that_o time_n which_o thou_o have_v o_o god_n appoint_v wherein_o i_o shall_v speak_v of_o and_o sing_v thy_o praise_n it_o shall_v be_v world_n without_o end_n that_o i_o shall_v praise_v thou_o o_o god_n the_o god_n of_o my_o salvation_n and_o my_o god_n 115._o o_o god_n let_v this_o mercy_n be_v always_o as_o fire_n to_o heat_v i_o as_o food_n to_o feed_v i_o as_o drink_v to_o refresh_v i_o as_o wine_n to_o comfort_n i_o as_o clothes_n to_o clothe_v i_o as_o riches_n of_o all_o sort_n to_o enrich_v i_o let_v it_o be_v to_o i_o always_o all_o thing_n let_v it_o not_o lose_v its_o worth_n nor_o fast_o by_o lie_v but_o let_v it_o be_v always_o as_o the_o honeycomb_n drop_v honey_n to_o revive_v and_o comfort_v and_o strengthen_v i_o and_o that_o i_o never_o forget_v what_o a_o god_n thou_o be_v and_o that_o thou_o change_v not_o thou_o be_v still_o the_o same_o god_n bless_v for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o 116._o ah_o lord_n let_v i_o never_o forget_v these_o thy_o mercy_n but_o through_o grace_n and_o the_o presence_n of_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n walk_v worthy_a of_o they_o unto_o all_o eternity_n through_o the_o worthiness_n merit_n and_o obedience_n of_o jesus_n christ_n thy_o only_a son_n and_o my_o alone_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n sake_n amen_n 117._o many_o time_n god_n be_v so_o good_a and_o gracious_a so_o merciful_a and_o love_a unto_o we_o that_o then_o even_o then_o when_o we_o fear_v we_o shall_v see_v his_o frown_n that_o he_o will_v frown_v on_o we_o when_o we_o come_v before_o he_o he_o to_o our_o great_a astonishment_n and_o admiration_n smile_v on_o we_o when_o we_o fear_v that_o he_o will_v strike_v we_o with_o the_o rod_n of_o his_o anger_n he_o embrace_v and_o kiss_v we_o 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know_v of_o what_o we_o be_v make_v and_o that_o we_o be_v but_o dust_n and_o yet_o he_o delight_v that_o we_o love_v he_o fear_v he_o prize_v he_o praise_v he_o and_o believe_v he_o and_o make_v he_o and_o his_o love_n all_o our_o delight_n and_o joy_n 220._o ah_o lord_n suffer_v i_o never_o more_o to_o requite_v this_o thy_o exceed_a great_a kindness_n with_o the_o least_o or_o any_o unkindness_n but_o that_o i_o may_v henceforth_o walk_v before_o thou_o circumspect_o and_o wise_o with_o a_o heedful_a watchful_a careful_a care_n do_v always_o thy_o will_n with_o my_o whole_a heart_n mind_n and_o will_n 121._o when_o a_o soul_n see_v himself_o free_a from_o the_o love_n like_v or_o allow_v of_o any_o sin_n it_o see_v its_o self_n in_o god_n and_o how_o it_o be_v make_v partaker_n of_o the_o divine_a nature_n that_o it_o be_v a_o little_a spark_n or_o beam_n of_o that_o glorious_a light_n which_o be_v pure_a transparent_a bright_a and_o clear_a and_o have_v no_o mixture_n nor_o no_o cloud_n for_o sin_n only_o bring_v darkness_n in_o the_o soul_n sin_n only_o be_v the_o cloud_n which_o eclipse_n the_o light_n of_o this_o glorious_a sun_n sin_v only_o darken_v and_o weaken_v our_o sight_n and_o our_o knowledge_n and_o hinder_v we_o that_o we_o do_v not_o nor_o can_v see_v ourselves_o as_o we_o be_v in_o god_n but_o when_o that_o sin_n be_v do_v away_o total_o that_o be_v all_o love_n like_v and_o allowance_n then_o be_v the_o eye_n of_o our_o understanding_n open_v and_o all_o darkness_n be_v swallow_v up_o do_v away_o and_o whole_o and_o total_o consume_v and_o we_o be_v swallow_v up_o in_o to_o this_o divine_a light_n by_o which_o we_o be_v make_v to_o see_v and_o know_v ourselves_o as_o we_o be_v in_o god_n a_o part_n as_o it_o be_v of_o this_o light_n even_o this_o light_n itself_o in_o some_o measure_n it_o be_v so_o in_o we_o and_o we_o be_v so_o in_o it_o we_o see_v ourselves_o clear_a and_o free_a from_o all_o fear_n and_o care_n be_v deliver_v from_o they_o 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to_o the_o devil_n which_o plain_o show_v its_o centre_n whence_o it_o be_v and_o what_o it_o be_v for_o the_o time_n that_o it_o be_v thus_o like_v or_o love_v or_o but_o connive_v at_o it_o metamorphosis_n the_o soul_n and_o make_v it_o instead_o of_o be_v godlike_a spiritual_a knowledge_n light_n purity_n serenity_n peace_n rest_v comfort_n joy_n and_o full_a contentedness_n to_o be_v in_o some_o measure_n devil-like_a darkness_n fear_n shame_n horror_n confusion_n condemnation_n accusation_n hang_v yea_o fall_a always_o downward_o and_o not_o able_a in_o the_o least_o measure_n to_o
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ever_o amen_n 124._o god_n he_o wait_v to_o be_v gracious_a to_o bring_v deliverance_n to_o his_o child_n and_o servant_n as_o they_o wait_v for_o the_o grace_n of_o deliverance_n 125._o thus_o be_v our_o good_a good_a gracious_a and_o merciful_a sympathize_v with_o we_o in_o our_o affliction_n as_o well_o as_o in_o our_o comfort_n 126._o thus_o be_v our_o god_n a_o most_o gracious_a god_n the_o god_n of_o all_o grace_n and_o father_n of_o all_o mercy_n always_o do_v good_a never_o weary_a repent_v or_o stand_v still_o 127._o his_o fountain_n of_o love_n favour_n grace_n and_o mercy_n be_v not_o only_o always_o open_a for_o we_o but_o always_o run_v over_o flow_v out_o to_o run_v into_o we_o he_o be_v abundant_a in_o love_a kindness_n yea_o his_o delight_n be_v to_o be_v always_o do_v good_a he_o will_v that_o we_o will_v always_o ask_v that_o he_o may_v always_o give_v 128._o it_o be_v not_o possible_a but_o impossible_a to_o be_v weary_a speak_v unto_o god_n when_o that_o we_o have_v his_o spirit_n or_o to_o be_v weary_a hear_n of_o he_o speak_v to_o we_o by_o the_o same_o spirit_n 129._o his_o word_n be_v as_o the_o dropping_n of_o honey_n the_o sweet_a of_o all_o sweet_n sweet_a much_o by_o much_o than_o the_o honey_n or_o the_o honey_n comb_n 130._o the_o soul_n of_o a_o right_a christian_a of_o a_o true_a believer_n do_v not_o nor_o can_v desire_v more_o favour_n than_o to_o be_v admit_v to_o speak_v free_o unto_o god_n be_v fit_v by_o he_o and_o teach_v by_o his_o spirit_n what_o to_o speak_v for_o than_o he_o be_v sure_a to_o hear_v he_o to_o speak_v to_o he_o again_o a_o answer_n of_o peace_n 131._o if_o it_o be_v so_o delightful_a a_o thing_n to_o we_o here_o in_o the_o flesh_n whilst_o we_o be_v as_o it_o be_v so_o far_o from_o he_o or_o at_o least_o see_v he_o far_o off_o so_o dark_o his_o back_n part_v only_o ah_o how_o comfort_a how_o solace_v how_o transform_a to_o see_v his_o transcendent_a glorious_a face_n as_o he_o be_v to_o be_v see_v and_o to_o hear_v his_o sweet_a and_o sacred_a voice_n audable_o that_o we_o be_v his_o and_o that_o he_o be_v we_o and_o when_o he_o shall_v have_v clothe_v we_o with_o his_o own_o likeness_n and_o have_v make_v we_o in_o some_o small_a measure_n glorious_a as_o he_o be_v glorious_a for_o we_o shall_v then_o shine_v in_o the_o glory_n of_o our_o head_n christ_n jesus_n put_v on_o his_o glory_n 132._o ah_o lord_n god_n be_v good_a unto_o i_o and_o grant_v that_o through_o thy_o infinite_a fullness_n and_o goodness_n i_o may_v fill_v other_o that_o be_v empty_a with_o these_o thy_o overslowing_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v fill_v
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sake_n and_o worthiness_n of_o jesus_n christ_n the_o righteous_a thy_o dear_a son_n and_o my_o dear_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n for_o who_o my_o soul_n do_v and_o shall_v ever_o praise_v thou_o and_o to_o he_o with_o thy_o own_o sacred_a holy_a divine_a and_o glorious_a majesty_n and_o bless_a spirit_n be_v now_o and_o always_o give_v by_o i_o and_o all_o thou_o as_o all_o due_a be_v and_o to_o none_o else_o honour_n glory_n power_n might_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n for_o ever_o and_o for_o ever_o amen_o amen_n so_o be_v it_o lord_n so_o be_v it_o amen_o and_o amen_n if_o then_o all_o this_o thou_o will_v receive_v thou_o must_v thyself_o of_o all_o bereave_v thou_o must_v thyself_o for_o ever_o loose_a if_o christ_n thou_o will_v for_o ever_o choose_v and_o if_o this_o choice_n thou_o here_o do_v make_v christ_n will_v thy_o soul_n never_o forsake_v for_o if_o thou_o do_v to_o all_o sin_n die_v thou_o shall_v with_o he_o live_v eternal_o where_o all_o his_o glory_n thou_o shall_v see_v and_o live_v in_o he_o and_o he_o in_o thou_o you_o shall_v no_o more_o be_v two_o but_o one_o as_o be_v the_o father_n and_o the_o son_n eke_o with_o the_o holy_a ghost_n all_o three_o shall_v give_v themselves_o to_o live_v in_o thou_o ah_o '_o bless_v gift_n and_o '_o bless_a life_n where_o all_o be_v peace_n no_o war_n no_o strife_n where_o time_n shall_v never_o wear_v away_o where_o be_v no_o night_n but_o all_o be_v day_n which_o day_n shall_v never_o have_v amend_v and_o all_o our_o work_n shall_v only_o tend_v to_o give_v god_n praise_v for_o all_o his_o love_n who_o sit_v above_o all_o power_n above_o those_o three_o in_o one_o and_o one_o in_o three_o that_o bless_a be_v be_v and_o shall_v be_v beginning_n they_o have_v never_o none_o and_o therefore_o end_n shall_v not_o be_v know_v all_o time_n that_o be_v past_a be_v with_o they_o present_a and_o that_o to_o come_v be_v never_o absent_a therefore_o in_o they_o thou_o all_o shall_v see_v that_o pass_v be_v and_o what_o be_v to_o be_v which_o shall_v thou_o fill_v with_o such_o great_a joy_n that_o thou_o shall_v still_o lift_v up_o thy_o voice_n and_o with_o the_o angel_n and_o bless_v sing_v praise_v to_o our_o god_n praise_v to_o our_o king_n let_v all_o praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n be_v give_v to_o god_n the_o god_n of_o all_o glory_n from_o who_o i_o have_v receive_v all_o that_o i_o have_v both_o to_o will_v and_o to_o do_v finis_fw-la true_a love_n in_o love_a god_n or_o love_a god_n true_o true_a love_n in_o love_v one_o self_n or_o love_v one_o self_n true_o true_a love_n in_o love_v one_o neighbour_n or_o love_v one_o neighbour_n true_o false_a love_n to_o god_n or_o love_a god_n false_o false_a love_n to_o one_o self_n or_o love_v one_o self_n false_o false_a love_n to_o our_o neighbour_n or_o love_v our_o neighbour_n false_o prov._n 30._o 6._o add_v thou_o not_o unto_o his_o word_n lest_o he_o reprove_v thou_o &_o thou_o be_v find_v a_o liar_n see_v here_o the_o ugliness_n baseness_n and_o vileness_n of_o sin_n a_o spiritual_a soul_n looking-glass_n or_o a_o glass_n to_o see_v the_o soul_n whether_o it_o be_v spiritual_a or_o carnal_a see_v here_o in_o some_o little_a measure_n what_o heaven_n be_v and_o what_o hell_n be_v gal._n 3_o 27._o