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it_o be_v reasonable_a that_o the_o whole_a shall_v fall_v on_o he_o and_o none_o of_o the_o drop_n and_o end_n of_o it_o come_v to_o we_o and_o so_o be_v fill_v up_o by_o we_o 1.24_o col._n 1.24_o we_o shall_v never_o read_v that_o part_n of_o sacred_a history_n of_o the_o agony_n of_o christ_n but_o we_o shall_v deep_o take_v it_o to_o heart_n luke_n 22.44_o he_o be_v in_o a_o agony_n pray_v more_o earnest_o and_o his_o sweat_n be_v as_o it_o be_v drop_n of_o blood_n christ_n be_v not_o at_o this_o time_n seize_v upon_o and_o in_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o that_o crucify_a he_o but_o be_v in_o perfect_a meditation_n in_o a_o entire_a solitude_n of_o thought_n he_o be_v in_o contemplation_n of_o the_o great_a evil_n of_o sin_n and_o of_o the_o wrath_n and_o justice_n of_o god_n upon_o it_o we_o may_v then_o say_v die_v christ_n as_o a_o fool_n or_o be_v christ_n in_o a_o agony_n as_o a_o fool_n or_o as_o a_o weak_a person_n do_v he_o not_o pursue_v the_o true_a reason_n of_o thing_n do_v he_o not_o follow_v sin_n by_o his_o holy_a and_o wise_a consideration_n of_o it_o from_o its_o beginning_n to_o its_o end_n do_v he_o not_o see_v it_o as_o god_n look_v upon_o it_o and_o as_o the_o nature_n of_o sin_n require_v it_o shall_v be_v look_v upon_o do_v he_o not_o behold_v it_o in_o the_o ruin_n and_o damnation_n of_o mankind_n in_o the_o everlasting_a horror_n of_o conscience_n in_o hell_n if_o not_o why_o this_o agony_n do_v he_o not_o behold_v our_o sin_n in_o all_o the_o aggravation_n of_o they_o else_o why_o be_v our_o lord_n under_o a_o sorrow_n that_o no_o one_o sorrow_n be_v like_a to_o it_o he_o may_v just_o say_v to_o all_o that_o read_v of_o it_o behold_v be_v any_o man_n sorrow_n like_a to_o i_o ought_v we_o not_o therefore_o though_o we_o can_v suffer_v as_o he_o do_v nor_o to_o such_o a_o effect_n of_o suffer_v yet_o ought_v we_o not_o to_o be_v conform_v to_o our_o head_n if_o these_o thing_n be_v do_v in_o the_o green_a tree_n ought_v there_o not_o to_o 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he_o that_o have_v find_v the_o smart_n and_o evil_a in_o profound_a sorrow_n for_o it_o 3._o there_o be_v danger_n when_o godly_a sorrow_n have_v not_o have_v its_o perfect_a work_n there_o shall_v arise_v after_o perplexity_n of_o conscience_n either_o upon_o the_o surprisal_n of_o outward_a affliction_n or_o on_o the_o death_n bed_n and_o sometime_o with_o great_a agony_n because_o we_o have_v not_o go_v through_o the_o exact_a course_n of_o repentance_n in_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o after_o god_n 4._o oftentimes_o god_n lead_v through_o outward_a chastisement_n to_o bring_v we_o through_o a_o more_o solemn_a sense_n of_o sin_n and_o the_o evil_a of_o it_o and_o to_o close_a act_n of_o self_n judge_v and_o more_o exact_a reformation_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o way_n 4._o that_o we_o may_v be_v under_o the_o full_a efficacy_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n god_n have_v make_v that_o gracious_a promise_n ezek._n 36.25_o that_o he_o will_v take_v away_o the_o heart_n of_o stone_n and_o give_v the_o heart_n of_o flesh_n thus_o that_o adamantine_a and_o nether_a millstone_n temper_n be_v remove_v anâ—_n a_o soft_a tender_a heart_n that_o fear_v the_o first_o approach_n of_o sin_n be_v introduce_v it_o may_v seem_v a_o objection_n against_o this_o doctrine_n of_o sorrow_n for_o sin_n as_o if_o the_o press_n of_o it_o be_v a_o derogation_n from_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n and_o the_o fullness_n of_o his_o redemption_n as_o if_o his_o suffering_n sacrifice_n and_o satisfaction_n be_v not_o enough_o without_o our_o sorrow_n as_o a_o kind_n of_o penance_n but_o this_o i_o shall_v endeavour_v full_o to_o remove_v hereafter_o as_o the_o same_o objection_n may_v seem_v to_o lie_v against_o the_o whole_a doctrine_n of_o repentance_n i_o will_v therefore_o conclude_v this_o part_n of_o the_o discourse_n viz._n concern_v sorrow_n for_o sin_n by_o give_v some_o practical_a inference_n by_o way_n of_o application_n from_o it_o infer_v 1._o let_v we_o be_v content_a to_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n as_o the_o apostle_n peter_n speak_v 1_o peter_n 4.4_o by_o deep_a sorrow_n for_o sin_n and_o after_o god_n as_o it_o be_v the_o death_n of_o thâ—_n flesh_n and_o of_o the_o corrupt_a part_n that_o we_o may_v live_v according_a to_o god_n in_o the_o spirit_n arm_v yourselves_o with_o the_o same_o mind_n that_o be_v in_o christ_n be_v willing_a to_o be_v as_o condemn_v and_o put_v to_o death_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o sin_n desire_v to_o know_v hell_n and_o everlasting_a misery_n as_o he_o do_v in_o your_o own_o sense_n of_o it_o he_o go_v down_o to_o hell_n in_o the_o contemplation_n of_o it_o though_o not_o local_o let_v we_o be_v in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d in_o the_o communion_n in_o the_o fellowship_n of_o his_o suffering_n 5.10_o phil._n 5.10_o it_o be_v better_a to_o know_v it_o now_o and_o here_o while_o it_o may_v be_v escape_v than_o to_o know_v it_o hereafter_o when_o there_o will_v be_v a_o gulf_n between_o it_o and_o the_o state_n of_o life_n that_o can_v be_v pass_v infer_v 2_o let_v we_o possess_v ourselves_o with_o the_o mighty_a reason_n and_o argument_n of_o godly_a sorrow_n the_o motive_n and_o inward_a operative_a influence_n of_o it_o the_o serious_a consideration_n of_o the_o great_a evil_n of_o sin_n the_o foulness_n of_o it_o the_o dishonour_n the_o neglect_n the_o contempt_n of_o god_n that_o be_v find_v in_o it_o the_o unreasonable_a ingratieude_v and_o unkindness_n of_o it_o to_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n and_o to_o jesus_n christ_n the_o saviour_n and_o redeemer_n but_o especial_o let_v we_o earnest_o beg_v that_o spirit_n of_o grace_n and_o ingenuous_a sense_n that_o may_v cause_v we_o to_o be_v in_o bitterness_n as_o he_o that_o be_v in_o bitterness_n for_o his_o first_o bear_v that_o we_o may_v thus_o sorrow_n after_o god_n infer_v 3._o let_v we_o sweeten_v to_o ourselves_o that_o which_o may_v seem_v very_o harsh_a and_o contrary_a to_o flesh_n and_o blood_n this_o sorrow_n after_o god_n with_o the_o consideration_n of_o this_o that_o christ_n have_v establish_v a_o blessing_n upon_o it_o the_o blessing_n of_o a_o everlasting_a consolation_n luke_n 6.21_o 25._o bless_a be_v you_o that_o mourn_v and_o that_o weep_v for_o you_o shall_v be_v comfort_v and_o on_o the_o other_o side_n there_o be_v a_o woe_n on_o they_o that_o laugh_v now_o consider_v christ_n the_o captain_n of_o our_o salvation_n and_o all_o the_o saint_n of_o god_n have_v pass_v through_o the_o valley_n of_o baca_n this_o valley_n of_o weep_v the_o way_n to_o the_o heavenly_a jerusalem_n while_o the_o mad_a roar_a merry_a world_n be_v go_v that_o broad_a way_n down_o to_o destruction_n this_o work_v that_o repentance_n to_o salvation_n never_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o head_n 3d._n i_o come_v now_o to_o the_o three_o head_n in_o the_o doctrine_n of_o repentance_n and_o that_o be_v to_o discourse_v the_o true_a law_n and_o rule_n of_o repentance_n the_o frame_n and_o the_o true_a constitution_n of_o repentance_n the_o motive_n and_o consideration_n for_o it_o the_o sign_n and_o evidence_n of_o true_a repentance_n all_o which_o must_v needs_o be_v very_o great_a in_o that_o it_o be_v repentance_n to_o salvation_n not_o a_o false_a or_o counterfeit_a repentance_n or_o but_o to_o be_v repent_v of_o not_o to_o be_v recall_v reverse_v or_o repent_v but_o to_o be_v confirm_v by_o progressive_a repeat_v act_n and_o renewal_n after_o fall_n even_o till_o it_o lay_v hold_v of_o salvation_n general_n 1._o in_o the_o open_n the_o grand_a doctrine_n of_o repentance_n as_o on_o this_o head_n i_o shâ—ll_v endeavour_v to_o guide_v the_o discourse_n of_o it_o by_o keep_v to_o the_o strict_a proper_a and_o precise_a nature_n and_o notion_n of_o repentance_n
this_o seem_v so_o reasonable_a and_o even_o necessary_a that_o when_o it_o be_v first_o say_v he_o that_o hide_v and_o cover_v his_o sin_n shall_v not_o prosper_v then_o he_o that_o confess_v and_o forsake_v shall_v find_v mercy_n it_o be_v suppose_v if_o any_o man_n do_v not_o confess_v he_o will_v not_o forsake_v but_o if_o he_o confess_v he_o do_v it_o in_o order_n to_o forsake_v but_o yet_o because_o man_n be_v so_o apt_a to_o deceive_v themselves_o with_o formality_n and_o to_o think_v god_n may_v be_v so_o put_v off_o and_o please_v he_o add_v he_o that_o not_o only_o confesle_v but_o do_v that_o which_o be_v so_o necessary_a with_o confession_n forsake_v shall_v find_v mercy_n thus_o solomon_n 8._o 1_o king_n 8._o all_o along_o his_o prayer_n join_v many_o expression_n that_o be_v the_o undoubted_a act_n of_o sincere_a repentance_n together_o with_o the_o confession_n of_o sin_n and_o if_o confession_n be_v thus_o join_v with_o sorrow_n shame_n trouble_v hatred_n of_o sin_n and_o utter_a separation_n from_o they_o it_o can_v not_o deserve_o fall_v under_o that_o ridicule_fw-la and_o contempt_n that_o profane_a man_n put_v upon_o it_o as_o if_o it_o be_v the_o tell_v god_n only_o the_o story_n of_o our_o wicked_a heart_n or_o life_n but_o without_o other_o sincere_a effective_a power_n of_o repentance_n it_o too_o just_o fall_v under_o that_o reproach_n but_o any_o such_o reproach_n our_o lord_n will_v return_v upon_o we_o and_o our_o confession_n 2._o in_o repentance_n there_o be_v a_o earnest_n and_o most_o vehement_a but_o also_o most_o humble_a application_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n in_o jesus_n christ_n for_o pardon_n and_o reconciliation_n and_o with_o such_o a_o continuance_n and_o perseverance_n as_o till_o there_o be_v some_o answer_n that_o god_n be_v our_o gracious_a father_n in_o christ_n that_o we_o hear_v the_o joyful_a sound_n that_o our_o sin_n be_v forgive_v we_o it_o be_v not_o only_o that_o common_a and_o formal_a way_n of_o ask_v pardon_n whether_o we_o mind_v it_o or_o not_o but_o to_o make_v it_o our_o business_n the_o aim_n and_o design_n of_o our_o soul_n till_o we_o receive_v some_o gracious_a assurance_n that_o our_o desire_n be_v answer_v and_o our_o prayer_n hear_v the_o true_o repent_v sinner_n sit_v alone_o and_o keep_v silence_n that_o be_v he_o be_v in_o a_o wait_a and_o earnest_o expect_v posture_n he_o put_v his_o mouth_n in_o the_o dust_n if_o there_o may_v be_v hope_n he_o say_v of_o god_n he_o be_v my_o portion_n he_o have_v promise_v pardon_n therefore_o will_v i_o hope_v in_o he_o for_o indeed_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a to_o all_o that_o thus_o wait_v for_o he_o to_o the_o soul_n that_o thus_o seek_v he_o it_o be_v good_a therefore_o for_o a_o man_n that_o he_o both_o hope_v and_o quiet_o wait_v for_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o lord_n it_o be_v good_a for_o a_o man_n to_o bear_v the_o in_n ke_v â—n_v his_o youth_n till_o g_z d_o be_v please_v to_o say_v to_o he_o be_v of_o good_a cheer_n i_o be_o â—y_a salvation_n fear_v not_o i_o have_v blot_v out_o thy_o transgression_n as_o a_o cloâ—d_n and_o thy_o sin_n as_o a_o thick_a clâ—ud_n when_o they_o be_v seek_v fâ—r_n there_o shâ—ll_v be_v none_o and_o though_o they_o be_v sâ—aâ—ched_v for_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v find_v for_o thus_o the_o trulâ—_n repent_v sinner_n fâ—llâ—ws_v hard_a after_o god_n repentance_n be_v a_o grace_n on_o purpose_n for_o the_o sue_v out_o â—ardon_n and_o reconciliation_n and_o because_o it_o be_v move_v and_o act_v by_o faith_n it_o seek_v this_o pardon_n in_o christ_n and_o through_o the_o mediator_n â—y_a who_o alone_a repentance_n bath_n place_n and_o from_o who_o alone_o the_o notion_n of_o it_o spring_v as_o have_v be_v show_v thus_o david_n in_o his_o repentance_n renew_v through_o the_o whole_a psalm_n 51._o repeat_v and_o redouble_v his_o praâ—er_n fâ—r_a pardon_n as_o if_o he_o will_v not_o cease_v n_o r_o be_v quiet_a till_o he_o have_v the_o a_o â—urance_n of_o it_o he_o turn_v himself_o therefore_o every_o way_n to_o god_n and_o all_o the_o efficacy_n of_o his_o grace_n for_o pardon_n and_o with_o a_o respect_n to_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n under_o the_o hyssop_n particular_a 3._o in_o true_a repentance_n the_o soul_n make_v full_a and_o fâ—â—m_n â—_z of_o new_a obedience_n and_o amendment_n of_o life_n and_o such_o as_o be_v ready_a to_o issue_v out_o into_o aâ—tiâ—n_n and_o this_o through_o the_o grace_n and_o power_n and_o assistance_n of_o the_o divine_a spirit_n and_o herein_o indeed_o be_v the_o very_a great_a point_n of_o repentance_n anâ—_n that_o give_v evidence_n to_o the_o truth_n of_o all_o that_o go_v before_o when_o there_o be_v such_o a_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d such_o a_o after_o solicitude_n and_o serious_a afflictive_a concernedness_n for_o the_o sinfulness_n and_o unholiness_n of_o our_o former_a action_n and_o life_n that_o we_o can_v no_o long_o endure_v that_o state_n or_o course_n in_o regard_n of_o the_o very_a 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