which_o thus_o rage_v among_o we_o sure_o our_o great_a unthankfulness_n and_o our_o horrible_a abuse_n of_o god_n good_a creature_n do_v the_o lord_n punish_v thou_o with_o loss_n or_o with_o poverty_n consider_v whether_o these_o outward_a thing_n do_v not_o make_v thou_o proud_a or_o else_o be_v occasion_n of_o imbolden_v thou_o to_o the_o commit_n of_o some_o sin_n or_o other_o be_v thy_o child_n stubborn_a and_o disobedient_a twenty_o to_o one_o but_o it_o be_v to_o punish_v thy_o disobedient_a and_o undutiful_a carriage_n former_o towards_o thy_o parent_n thus_o may_v i_o instance_n in_o divers_a particular_n by_o which_o it_o be_v evident_a that_o the_o lord_n do_v oft_o time_n proportionate_a punishment_n to_o our_o sin_n so_o as_o by_o our_o affliction_n we_o may_v easy_o guess_v at_o what_o sin_n the_o lord_n aim_v and_o of_o which_o he_o will_v have_v we_o most_o hearty_o repent_v we_o second_o look_v into_o the_o book_n of_o god_n whither_o thou_o can_v there_o find_v any_o 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joseph_n his_o brethren_n and_o so_o shall_v never_o have_v repent_v of_o it_o if_o the_o lord_n by_o affliction_n have_v not_o make_v our_o conscience_n to_o discover_v it_o unto_o we_o four_o if_o the_o lord_n do_v not_o meet_v with_o thy_o sin_n in_o its_o kind_n or_o if_o thy_o conscience_n do_v not_o reveal_v unto_o thou_o all_o thy_o wickedness_n or_o that_o sin_n for_o which_o thou_o be_v punish_v then_o be_v earnest_a with_o the_o lord_n in_o prayer_n that_o he_o will_v be_v please_v to_o enlighten_v thy_o understanding_n and_o help_v thou_o to_o make_v a_o narrow_a search_n and_o trial_n of_o thy_o way_n or_o else_o that_o he_o will_v discover_v unto_o thou_o that_o or_o those_o sin_n for_o which_o his_o hand_n do_v now_o lie_v so_o heavy_o upon_o thou_o thus_o do_v job_n i_o will_v say_v unto_o god_n condemn_v i_o not_o show_v i_o wherefore_o thou_o contend_v with_o i_o job_n 10.2_o before_o ezekiel_n can_v behold_v the_o wicked_a abomination_n of_o israel_n the_o lord_n teach_v he_o to_o dig_v in_o the_o wall_n ezek._n 8.8_o 9_o so_o before_o we_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o discern_v that_o sin_n or_o any_o other_o of_o our_o sin_n for_o which_o we_o be_v afflict_v the_o lord_n by_o his_o spirit_n must_v demolish_v that_o wall_n of_o hardness_n of_o heart_n which_o hinder_v we_o from_o see_v our_o sin_n or_o else_o he_o must_v give_v we_o of_o his_o eyesalve_n wherewith_o anoint_v our_o eye_n those_o scale_n of_o ignorance_n and_o spiritual_a blindness_n may_v fall_v from_o our_o eye_n that_o so_o we_o may_v the_o better_o see_v our_o sin_n entreat_v the_o lord_n to_o shine_v into_o thy_o dark_a understanding_n by_o the_o light_n of_o his_o word_n that_o it_o may_v enter_v through_o even_o to_o the_o divide_v asunder_o of_o thy_o soul_n and_o spirit_n of_o thy_o joint_n and_o marrow_n that_o it_o may_v be_v a_o discerner_n of_o thy_o thought_n and_o the_o intent_n of_o thy_o heart_n as_o the_o apostle_n speak_v heb._n 4.12_o and_o be_v thou_o well_o assure_v of_o this_o for_o thy_o comfort_n that_o he_o that_o be_v true_o desirous_a and_o withal_o scedulous_a and_o deligent_fw-la to_o find_v out_o his_o special_a sin_n he_o shall_v have_v they_o in_o the_o end_n discover_v and_o lay_v open_a unto_o he_o because_o as_o you_o have_v former_o hear_v this_o be_v one_o end_n why_o the_o lord_n do_v correct_v we_o that_o so_o we_o may_v search_v and_o try_v our_o way_n and_o turn_v again_o unto_o the_o lord._n lam._n 3.40_o that_o we_o may_v be_v bring_v to_o a_o true_a sight_n and_o sense_n of_o our_o sin_n and_o so_o be_v thorough_o humle_v for_o they_o affliction_n serve_v to_o ransack_v the_o bottom_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o launch_v our_o fester_a conscience_n and_o o_o let_v out_o by_o confession_n the_o fester_a and_o corrupt_a matter_n there_o engender_v josephs_n brother_n never_o come_v to_o see_v the_o odiousnes_n of_o their_o sin_n until_o affliction_n enlighten_v they_o and_o then_o they_o can_v say_v we_o have_v very_o sin_v against_o our_o brother_n in_o that_o we_o see_v the_o anguish_n of_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o beseech_v we_o and_o we_o will_v not_o hear_v he_o gen._n 41_o 21._o now_o if_o once_o we_o come_v to_o see_v sin_n in_o its_o proper_a colour_n and_o to_o be_v persuade_v of_o the_o nature_n and_o danger_n of_o it_o than_o we_o be_v in_o the_o broad_a way_n to_o repentance_n and_o this_o will_v work_v our_o heart_n not_o only_o to_o a_o loathe_n but_o to_o the_o leave_v and_o forsake_v of_o our_o former_a evil_n for_o what_o man_n but_o he_o that_o be_v desperate_o careless_a of_o his_o own_o welfare_n and_o happiness_n will_v dare_v to_o put_v on_o a_o garment_n infect_v with_o the_o plague_n what_o man_n that_o be_v in_o his_o right_a mind_n will_v take_v a_o snake_n into_o his_o bosom_n who_o be_v so_o foolhardy_a as_o to_o pull_v a_o lion_n by_o the_o beard_n or_o take_v a_o mad_a dog_n by_o the_o ear_n he_o that_o wilful_o &_o witting_o live_v in_o sin_n do_v a_o great_a deal_n more_o endanger_v the_o safety_n and_o good_a of_o his_o soul_n than_o any_o man_n by_o the_o plague_n or_o any_o other_o mean_n do_v the_o welfare_n of_o his_o body_n lighten_v my_o eye_n say_v david_n psal_n 13.3_o that_o i_o sleep_v not_o in_o death_n prosperity_n thicken_v these_o eye_n of_o we_o or_o else_o do_v cast_v such_o a_o mist_n before_o they_o that_o we_o can_v see_v sin_n in_o its_o colour_n yea_o the_o worse_a and_o more_o wicked_a any_o man_n be_v the_o less_o do_v he_o see_v his_o evil_n the_o less_o be_v he_o persuade_v of_o the_o danger_n of_o sin_n all_o the_o way_n of_o a_o man_n be_v clean_a in_o his_o own_o eye_n prov._n 16.2_o through_o satan_n subtlety_n and_o man_n infidelity_n it_o come_v to_o pass_v that_o those_o which_o commit_v the_o gross_a sin_n and_o great_a offence_n imagine_v that_o their_o fault_n be_v the_o small_a and_o those_o that_o be_v plunge_v into_o deep_a danger_n do_v dream_n of_o great_a safety_n and_o security_n as_o many_o who_o have_v their_o hand_n deep_a in_o the_o trouble_n and_o persecution_n yea_o in_o the_o blood_n of_o god_n servant_n will_v think_v that_o they_o do_v god_n best_a service_n joh._n 16.2_o of_o this_o mind_n be_v s._n paul_n all_o the_o the_o while_o he_o breathe_v out_o threaten_n and_o slaughter_n against_o the_o disciple_n of_o the_o lord_n act_n 9_o 1._o therefore_o lest_o such_o as_o belong_v to_o god_n shall_v sleep_v in_o death_n by_o their_o blindness_n fly_v from_o repentance_n shun_v reformation_n and_o run_v into_o destruction_n the_o lord_n in_o great_a love_n open_v their_o eye_n by_o affliction_n as_o he_o do_v the_o eye_n of_o nabuchadnezzar_n dan._n
thought_n of_o they_o then_o fear_v not_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o thy_o charge_n assure_v thyself_o those_o sigh_n and_o groan_n which_o proceed_v from_o thy_o perplex_a soul_n shall_v find_v so_o much_o grace_n and_o favour_n with_o god_n as_o they_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o prevail_v with_o he_o for_o that_o blessing_n thou_o have_v beg_v and_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o and_o although_o thou_o can_v not_o pray_v as_o thou_o will_v yet_o sigh_n and_o groan_n as_o thou_o shall_v and_o he_o which_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o all_o heart_n will_v be_v able_a to_o understand_v the_o meaning_n of_o thy_o sigh_n and_o groan_n of_o the_o spirit_n within_o thou_o which_o do_v plead_v and_o speak_v to_o god_n for_o thou_o object_n but_o i_o fear_v the_o lord_n do_v abominate_a my_o sacrifice_n and_o service_n as_o loathsome_a he_o may_v cast_v it_o as_o dung_n in_o my_o face_n and_o lay_v some_o judgement_n upon_o i_o for_o offer_v up_o such_o a_o strange_a sacrifice_n unto_o he_o answ_n if_o god_n have_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n to_o mourn_v for_o sin_n he_o have_v make_v thou_o able_a to_o offer_v he_o such_o a_o sacrifice_n as_o he_o be_v well_o please_v with_o and_o therefore_o he_o can_v not_o but_o accept_v of_o thy_o person_n whatsoever_o thy_o fail_n have_v be_v thy_o grieve_a soul_n and_o sorrowful_a spirit_n be_v a_o sacrifice_n which_o cast_v a_o sweet_a savour_n in_o the_o lord_n nostril_n psalm_n 51.17_o and_o will_v god_n accept_v of_o thy_o sacrifice_n if_o he_o have_v reject_v thou_o no_o no_o assure_v thyself_o that_o god_n have_v accept_v of_o thy_o person_n if_o he_o accept_v of_o thy_o sacrifice_n the_o lord_n have_v 〈…〉_z and_o to_o his_o offering_n gâ—â—e_n 4.4_o the_o melt_a of_o thy_o soul_n and_o the_o kindly_a mourning_n over_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v pierce_v with_o thy_o sin_n be_v a_o most_o infallible_a evidence_n of_o god_n love_n towards_o thou_o and_o of_o the_o save_a presence_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n abide_v in_o thou_o therefore_o let_v thy_o spirit_n rejoice_v in_o that_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o mourn_v for_o sin_n those_o tear_n which_o proceed_v from_o a_o grieve_a soul_n and_o wound_a spirit_n may_v be_v compare_v unto_o april_n shower_n which_o bring_v on_o may-flower_n although_o these_o shower_n wet_a where_o they_o fall_v yet_o through_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n work_v with_o they_o they_o produce_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o sweetness_n in_o those_o plant_n and_o herb_n which_o they_o fall_v upon_o there_o be_v abundance_n of_o joy_n in_o all_o godly_a sorrow_n as_o the_o harvest_n be_v potential_o in_o the_o seed_n so_o the_o harvest_n of_o true_a and_o sound_a joy_n grow_v out_o of_o this_o seed_n of_o sorrow_n psalm_n 126.5_o they_o that_o sow_v in_o tear_n shall_v reap_v in_o joy_n why_o be_v thy_o soul_n then_o so_o trouble_v within_o thou_o why_o be_v thou_o still_o so_o sad_a so_o heavy_a and_o deject_v object_n howsoever_o i_o grieve_v and_o mourn_v yet_o i_o can_v not_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v any_o truth_n of_o grace_n in_o i_o in_o that_o i_o be_o not_o so_o fruitful_a and_o profitable_a in_o my_o place_n and_o calling_n as_o i_o shall_v and_o fain_o will_v be_v i_o be_o a_o barren_a fruitless_a tree_n one_o that_o cumber_v the_o earth_n fit_a for_o nothing_o but_o the_o fire_n answ_n but_o be_v it_o not_o with_o thou_o as_o it_o fare_v with_o some_o covetous_a earthly_a gripple-minded_a person_n which_o spend_v their_o time_n in_o scrape_v and_o rake_v together_o these_o outward_a thing_n pinch_v their_o body_n and_o be_v ever_o and_o anon_o whine_a and_o complain_v that_o they_o have_v nothing_o when_o as_o their_o chest_n be_v full_a of_o good_a linen_n their_o house_n store_v and_o stuff_v full_a of_o utensill_n and_o their_o purse_n full_a of_o money_n but_o be_v blind_v with_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n think_v they_o have_v nothing_o because_o they_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o their_o covetous_a eye_n will_v look_v over_o and_o therefore_o do_v neither_o thankful_o acknowledge_v what_o they_o have_v receive_v nor_o profitable_o improve_v any_o thing_n they_o do_v enjoy_v either_o to_o god_n glory_n their_o own_o comfort_n or_o other_o good_a even_o so_o many_o afflict_a soul_n be_v overload_v with_o anguish_n of_o mind_n and_o delude_v by_o satan_n oft_o time_n complain_v of_o the_o want_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o plenty_n not_o see_v as_o the_o say_n be_v wood_n for_o tree_n and_o thus_o do_v bely_v both_o god_n and_o themselves_o and_o it_o be_v just_a with_o the_o lord_n sometime_o to_o hold_v his_o child_n down_o with_o fear_n and_o doubt_n because_o they_o have_v not_o be_v sufficient_o thankful_a to_o god_n for_o that_o rich_a grace_n they_o have_v receive_v from_o he_o our_o unthankfulness_n be_v not_o only_o as_o a_o great_a fog_n and_o mist_n which_o do_v exceed_o obscure_a and_o darken_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o his_o child_n but_o be_v also_o as_o a_o worm_n or_o canker_n which_o 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utter_o destitute_a and_o void_a of_o grace_n a_o man_n while_o he_o be_v asleep_a make_v no_o use_n of_o many_o good_a thing_n he_o have_v a_o hand_n benumb_v with_o cold_a feel_v not_o that_o which_o it_o hold_v fast_o it_o may_v so_o fall_v out_o that_o grace_n may_v be_v something_o chill_v in_o thou_o do_v it_o therefore_o follow_v that_o it_o be_v quite_o kill_v in_o thou_o thou_o must_v learn_v to_o put_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o no_o grace_n and_o grace_v some_o way_n enfeeble_v for_o the_o present_a it_o fare_v with_o grace_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o many_o of_o god_n child_n as_o it_o do_v with_o the_o moon_n sometime_o in_o the_o full_a and_o sometime_o in_o the_o wain_n or_o as_o with_o the_o sea_n which_o sometime_o flow_v and_o sometime_o ebb_v even_o so_o through_o satan_n malice_n and_o our_o own_o frailty_n grace_n may_v seem_v sometime_o to_o ebb_v in_o we_o and_o then_o no_o wonder_n if_o the_o heart_n be_v deaden_v and_o out_o inward_a peace_n disturb_v through_o fear_n and_o doubt_n assure_v thyself_o this_o off_o and_o on_o this_o up_o and_o down_o this_o heat_n and_o cold_a arise_v from_o those_o principle_n of_o grace_n and_o corruption_n abide_v in_o all_o the_o lord_n people_n corruption_n sometime_o prevail_v and_o this_o roil_n and_o trouble_v these_o live_a water_n within_o we_o and_o make_v they_o thick_a and_o muddy_a so_o as_o little_a good_a appear_v in_o we_o but_o anon_o when_o the_o wind_n of_o the_o spirit_n blow_v again_o with_o its_o holy_a blast_n it_o cleanse_v and_o refine_v these_o trouble_a water_n who_o clearness_n may_v again_o be_v see_v and_o who_o goodness_n may_v be_v taste_v object_n but_o my_o case_n be_v worse_a than_o ordinary_a for_o i_o have_v return_v with_o the_o dog_n to_o lick_v up_o my_o old_a vomit_n after_o repent_v and_o cleanse_v yea_o covenant_v with_o god_n for_o ever_o to_o renounce_v and_o abandon_v my_o former_a sin_n i_o have_v with_o the_o swine_n wallow_v in_o the_o old_a mire_n of_o 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and_o justify_v and_o for_o any_o to_o condemn_v those_o who_o the_o lord_n will_v acquit_v be_v to_o accuse_v if_o not_o condemn_v the_o lord_n himself_o and_o not_o only_o so_o but_o to_o make_v themselves_o liable_a unto_o judgement_n for_o with_o what_o judgement_n you_o judge_v you_o shall_v be_v judge_v and_o with_o what_o measure_v you_o meet_v it_o shall_v be_v measure_v to_o you_o again_o mat._n 7.2_o therefore_o bless_a be_v he_o that_o judge_v wise_o of_o the_o poor_a afflict_a the_o lord_n shall_v deliver_v he_o in_o the_o time_n of_o trouble_n ps_n 41_o 1._o because_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v for_o special_a end_n to_o lay_v his_o hand_n more_o heavy_o upon_o this_o man_n then_o his_o neighbour_n shall_v any_o dare_v from_o hence_o to_o conclude_v that_o he_o be_v the_o great_a sinner_n god_n forbid_v we_o may_v rather_o conclude_v that_o of_o the_o twain_o he_o be_v the_o best_a the_o most_o belove_a of_o god_n you_o only_o have_v i_o know_v of_o all_o the_o family_n 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rare_a that_o no_o rub_n come_v in_o the_o way_n yet_o there_o be_v no_o child_n of_o god_n without_o his_o trouble_n and_o affliction_n as_o have_v be_v prove_v in_o one_o kind_n or_o other_o affliction_n be_v either_o outward_a in_o our_o person_n our_o personal_a state_n good_n or_o good_a name_n or_o in_o those_o that_o be_v in_o some_o near_a relation_n unto_o we_o or_o they_o be_v inward_a in_o the_o mind_n and_o conscience_n now_o one_o of_o these_o way_n every_o child_n of_o god_n first_o or_o last_o more_o or_o less_o have_v be_v be_v or_o shall_v be_v try_v many_o a_o child_n of_o god_n that_o live_v in_o health_n do_v not_o prosper_v in_o his_o outward_a estate_n but_o bite_v of_o the_o bridle_n and_o have_v short_a commons_o many_o that_o live_v in_o fullness_n and_o feel_v no_o want_n of_o outward_a necessary_n do_v sustain_v many_o wrong_n and_o injury_n through_o reproach_n slander_n and_o backbiting_n of_o the_o wicked_a which_o be_v more_o grievous_a unto_o they_o 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that_o mischief_n or_o to_o bring_v upon_o our_o own_o pay_v those_o evil_n he_o intend_v shall_v befall_v we_o therefore_o it_o be_v undoubted_a truth_n that_o god_n have_v his_o hand_n in_o our_o affliction_n and_o it_o may_v be_v confirm_v by_o these_o reason_n reason_n 1_o earth_n first_o in_o regard_n of_o the_o infiniteness_n of_o his_o be_v fill_v both_o heaven_n and_o earth_n with_o his_o presence_n be_o i_o a_o god_n at_o hand_n say_v the_o lord_n and_o not_o a_o god_n afar_o off_o can_v any_o hide_v himself_o in_o secret_a place_n that_o i_o shall_v not_o see_v he_o say_v the_o lord_n do_v not_o i_o fill_v heaven_n and_o earth_n jerem._n 23.23_o 24._o whither_o shall_v we_o go_v from_o his_o spirit_n or_o whither_o shall_v we_o flee_v from_o his_o presence_n psal_n 139.7_o if_o we_o be_v in_o hell_n there_o shall_v the_o lord_n hand_n take_v we_o yea_o though_o we_o more_o hide_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o sea_n the_o lord_n can_v thence_o command_v the_o serpent_n to_o 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