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a_o deed_n do_v by_o we_o flow_v from_o a_o knowledge_n in_o the_o mind_n a_o feeling_n accompany_v with_o a_o motion_n in_o the_o hart_n a_o motion_n either_o of_o fear_n or_o joy_n tremble_a or_o rejoice_v i_o leave_v the_o open_n up_o of_o these_o part_n to_o your_o memory_n and_o i_o pray_v god_n that_o they_o may_v be_v well_o sanctify_v i_o come_v next_o to_o the_o cause_n wherefore_o every_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v be_v careful_a in_o try_v and_o examine_v your_o own_o conscience_n the_o first_o cause_n be_v because_o the_o lord_n of_o heaven_n have_v his_o eye_n continual_o upon_o the_o conscience_n the_o eye_n of_o god_n be_v never_o from_o the_o conscience_n and_o heart_n of_o man_n as_o i_o prove_v to_o you_o by_o diverse_a place_n next_o because_o this_o god_n have_v choose_v his_o lodging_n and_o have_v set_v down_o his_o throne_n to_o make_v his_o residence_n in_o the_o conscience_n therefore_o that_o he_o may_v dwell_v in_o cleanness_n you_o ought_v to_o have_v a_o 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point_n in_o the_o which_o every_o one_o of_o you_o shall_v try_v and_o examine_v your_o conscience_n and_o as_o you_o may_v remember_v i_o set_v down_o two_o point_n wherein_o you_o ought_v to_o put_v your_o conscience_n in_o trial_n first_o to_o know_v whether_o your_o conscience_n be_v at_o peace_n with_o god_n or_o not_o second_o whether_o your_o conscience_n be_v in_o love_n in_o charity_n and_o in_o amity_n with_o your_o neighbour_n or_o not_o in_o these_o two_o point_n chief_o you_o must_v try_v and_o examine_v yourselves_o to_o know_v whether_o you_o be_v at_o peace_n with_o god_n or_o not_o you_o must_v first_o try_v whether_o you_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n or_o not_o as_o the_o apostle_n
turn_v to_o god_n &_o so_o conjoin_v thou_o with_o god_n &_o make_v all_o thy_o action_n well_o pleass_v unto_o he_o there_o be_v no_o good_a action_n that_o we_o do_v though_o it_o seem_v never_o so_o good_a before_o the_o world_n but_o it_o be_v abomination_n before_o god_n if_o it_o be_v not_o do_v in_o faith_n and_o will_v forward_o our_o condemnation_n have_v faith_n all_o the_o creature_n of_o god_n be_v serviceable_a unto_o we_o they_o must_v all_o conspire_v to_o the_o furtherance_n of_o the_o work_n of_o our_o salvation_n as_o on_o the_o contrary_a want_v faith_n there_o be_v none_o of_o the_o creature_n of_o god_n but_o shall_v be_v enemy_n unto_o we_o and_o conspire_v to_o our_o damnation_n for_o faith_n conjoine_v we_o with_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n and_o make_v we_o heavenly_a this_o jewel_n of_o faith_n season_v all_o the_o gift_n &_o grace_n which_o god_n give_v unto_o we_o all_o the_o riches_n of_o the_o earth_n be_v of_o no_o value_n to_o my_o soul_n without_o 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show_v ephes_n 2.1_o we_o be_v whole_o dead_a in_o trespass_n and_o sin_n yea_o observe_v how_o void_a any_o dead_a body_n be_v of_o a_o natural_a life_n so_o void_a be_v our_o soul_n though_o they_o be_v live_v the_o natural_a life_n so_o void_a be_v they_o of_o the_o life_n of_o god_n of_o that_o heavenly_a and_o spiritual_a life_n whereunto_o we_o in_o this_o life_n do_v aspire_v until_o such_o time_n that_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n draw_v our_o heart_n and_o mind_n that_o be_v quicken_v our_o heart_n and_o mind_n no_o it_o be_v not_o a_o draw_v as_o we_o common_o speak_v it_o be_v a_o very_a quicken_a of_o a_o dead_a thing_n it_o be_v a_o quicken_n of_o that_o thing_n which_o be_v void_a of_o the_o life_n of_o the_o spirit_n then_o except_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n draw_v we_o that_o be_v quicken_v we_o with_o that_o spiritual_a and_o heavenly_a life_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a for_o we_o to_o come_v to_o heaven_n and_o except_o he_o nourish_v this_o life_n which_o he_o have_v 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faith_n be_v know_v therefore_o to_o know_v the_o sincerity_n of_o thy_o faith_n thou_o must_v take_v heed_n that_o there_o be_v a_o harmony_n between_o thy_o hand_n thy_o mouth_n and_o thy_o hart_n that_o there_o be_v a_o natural_a consent_n that_o thy_o do_n prejudge_v not_o thy_o hart_n that_o thy_o mouth_n prejudge_v not_o thy_o heart_n but_o that_o mouth_n and_o hand_n may_v testify_v the_o sincerity_n of_o the_o hart_n if_o the_o heart_n the_o hand_n &_o the_o mouth_n consent_n &_o agree_v in_o one_o harmony_n together_o no_o question_n that_o heart_n that_o break_v forth_o into_o so_o good_a fruit_n be_v couple_v with_o god_n there_o be_v no_o question_n the_o light_n of_o thy_o action_n the_o beam_n and_o shine_a of_o thy_o life_n shall_v make_v the_o name_n of_o thy_o good_a god_n to_o be_v glorify_v therefore_o the_o whole_a weight_n of_o our_o trial_n stand_v chief_o upon_o this_o point_n to_o see_v whether_o we_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n or_o not_o to_o try_v and_o examine_v 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which_o he_o use_v to_o this_o effect_n to_o beget_v faith_n in_o our_o soul_n the_o holy_a spirit_n use_v the_o hear_n of_o the_o word_n preach_v by_o he_o that_o be_v send_v &_o the_o ministry_n of_o the_o sacrament_n as_o ordinary_a mean_n and_o instrument_n which_o ordinary_a mean_n be_v only_o then_o effectual_a when_o as_o the_o holy_a spirit_n concur_v inward_o in_o our_o heart_n with_o the_o word_n strike_v outward_o in_o our_o ear_n and_o with_o the_o sacrament_n outward_o receive_v and_o except_o the_o holy_a spirit_n grant_v his_o concurrence_n to_o the_o word_n and_o sacrament_n word_n and_o sacrament_n both_o will_v not_o work_v faith_n so_o all_o depend_v upon_o the_o work_n of_o this_o holy_a spirit_n the_o whole_a regeneration_n of_o mankind_n the_o renew_n of_o the_o heart_n and_o of_o the_o conscience_n depend_v on_o the_o power_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n and_o therefore_o it_o behove_v we_o careful_o to_o employ_v ourselves_o in_o call_v upon_o god_n for_o his_o 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how_o little_a the_o holy_a spirit_n have_v proceed_v in_o that_o work_n try_v with_o i_o and_o i_o with_o you_o the_o first_o effect_n of_o the_o holy_a spirit_n whereby_o you_o may_v try_v your_o mind_n whether_o you_o be_v in_o the_o faith_n oâ—_n not_o be_v this_o revolve_v in_o your_o memory_n and_o remember_v if_o at_o any_o time_n it_o please_v the_o lord_n in_o his_o mercy_n to_o turn_v the_o darkness_n of_o your_o mind_n into_o light_n to_o cause_v that_o natural_a darkness_n which_o be_v within_o you_o to_o depart_v through_o the_o which_o darkness_n neither_o have_v you_o a_o eye_n to_o see_v yourselves_o what_o you_o be_v by_o nature_n nor_o yet_o have_v you_o a_o eye_n to_o see_v god_n in_o christ_n nor_o any_o part_n of_o his_o mercy_n examine_v i_o say_v whether_o this_o darkness_n of_o the_o natural_a understanding_n be_v turn_v into_o light_n by_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n or_o not_o if_o thou_o be_v become_v a_o child_n of_o the_o light_n a_o child_n of_o the_o 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