sin_v who_o breath_n be_v in_o their_o nose-thirles_a and_o who_o help_n be_v vain_a they_o will_v not_o acknowledge_v that_o it_o belong_v to_o they_o sure_o both_o they_o and_o their_o posterity_n feel_v the_o smart_n of_o that_o innocent_a blood_n which_o man_n though_o they_o know_v the_o law_n of_o god_n how_o that_o they_o which_o commit_v such_o thing_n be_v worthy_a of_o death_n yet_o not_o only_o do_v they_o sin_n 1.32_o rom._n 1.32_o but_o also_o favour_v they_o that_o do_v they_o for_o to_o sin_n by_o himself_o or_o by_o another_o be_v all_o one_o and_o he_o that_o consent_v be_v accessâ—â—ie_n to_o the_o fact_n but_o here_o be_v their_o great_a blindness_n that_o they_o do_v not_o revoke_v and_o retreat_v their_o sentence_n hear_v his_o innocence_n justie_a by_o the_o traitor_n confess_v in_o no_o way_n speak_v thou_o against_o the_o word_n of_o truth_n my_o soul_n but_o be_v ashamed_a of_o the_o lie_v of_o thy_o ignorance_n strive_v for_o the_o truth_n unto_o death_n 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they_o be_v pierce_v by_o that_o unrighteous_a mammon_n whereby_o they_o be_v â—beacked_v and_o kill_v and_o what_o shall_v be_v think_v of_o those_o who_o provoke_v the_o single_a combat_n &_o think_v it_o a_o great_a indignity_n unless_o they_o kill_v not_o themselves_o or_o their_o neighbour_n lord_n grant_v every_o moment_n while_o we_o enjoy_v this_o life_n we_o may_v consecrate_v it_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o the_o giver_n that_o we_o may_v be_v ready_a at_o all_o occasion_n to_o give_v a_o account_n of_o our_o time_n spend_v here_o that_o we_o may_v say_v with_o simeon_n now_o let_v thy_o servant_n depart_v in_o peace_n 2.29_o luâ—_n 2.29_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v my_o salvation_n then_o learn_v here_o my_o soul_n by_o this_o his_o desperation_n the_o nature_n of_o sin_n for_o before_o it_o be_v perfect_v it_o make_v man_n drink_v but_o be_v put_v in_o execution_n the_o pleasure_n be_v extinguish_v the_o conscience_n remain_v heavy_a than_o lead_n which_o unless_o the_o lord_n prevent_v may_v dryve_v thou_o to_o despair_n for_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n and_o delight_v thereof_o for_o a_o season_n make_v man_n so_o brutish_a that_o they_o can_v not_o decern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a yea_o cause_v they_o belevee_v they_o be_v most_o bless_v in_o great_a sin_n and_o therefore_o my_o soul_n resist_v the_o devil_n and_o he_o will_v flee_v from_o thou_o whilst_o thou_o do_v not_o resist_v the_o custom_n of_o sin_v it_o bring_v necessity_n upon_o thou_o for_o it_o harden_v the_o sense_n that_o they_o can_v clear_o see_v it_o blind_v the_o understanding_n lest_o punishment_n shall_v terrify_v it_o fetter_v the_o heart_n to_o make_v filthy_a thing_n pleasant_a it_o weaken_v the_o strength_n that_o be_v overcome_v they_o succumb_v the_o sickness_n of_o their_o soul_n be_v much_o more_o sensible_a than_o the_o disease_n of_o the_o body_n there_o be_v no_o great_a dolour_n than_o the_o wound_n of_o the_o conscience_n for_o sin_n nor_o any_o great_a burden_n than_o the_o heavy_a weight_n of_o our_o vile_a transgression_n here_o satan_n be_v a_o great_a politician_n for_o he_o change_v himself_o into_o a_o angel_n of_o light_n while_o he_o lessen_v our_o sin_n &_o extenuate_v they_o entice_v man_n to_o fall_v but_o when_o the_o deed_n be_v do_v like_o lighten_v he_o shine_v in_o man_n cast_v his_o sin_n sudden_o before_o he_o at_o the_o which_o thunderbolt_n he_o be_v benumb_v &_o stupefy_v feel_v the_o bitter_a pang_n of_o a_o evil_a conscience_n and_o do_v so_o cast_v he_o down_o with_o this_o great_a stroke_n that_o he_o who_o before_o glory_v in_o sin_n now_o think_v himself_o seclude_v from_o mercy_n and_o salvation_n lord_n hide_v thy_o face_n from_o my_o sin_n 10.11_o psal_n 51.9_o 10.11_o and_o put_v away_o all_o my_o iniquity_n create_v in_o i_o â—_o clean_o heart_n o_o god_n and_o renew_v a_o right_a spirit_n within_o i_o cast_v i_o not_o away_o from_o thy_o presence_n and_o take_v not_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n from_o i_o but_o diligent_o perpend_v peter_n and_o judas_n repentance_n by_o compare_v they_o together_o that_o thou_o may_v understand_v dear_a soul_n in_o what_o state_n their_o iniquity_n be_v commit_v their_o fall_n heavy_o wound_v their_o conscience_n doubtless_o for_o peter_n not_o only_o deny_v christ_n but_o bind_v himself_o to_o curse_n if_o he_o have_v know_v he_o which_o be_v a_o sin_n almost_o to_o death_n and_o the_o other_o judas_n do_v commit_v a_o heinous_a trespass_n worthy_a of_o everlasting_a condemnation_n but_o peter_n be_v of_o frailty_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o fear_v of_o death_n but_o judas_n be_v of_o set_a purpose_n and_o of_o destinate_a malice_n do_v attempt_v that_o detestable_a fact_n and_o peter_n again_o not_o in_o a_o cause_n of_o itself_o so_o much_o unblamable_a but_o of_o immoderate_a timeritie_n conjoin_v therewith_o and_o to_o judas_n desperate_a malice_n be_v a_o insatiable_a greediness_n annex_v but_o the_o forgetfulness_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n be_v the_o fountain_n of_o both_o their_o fall_n it_o concern_v we_o ever_o to_o pray_v the_o live_a god_n to_o give_v we_o ear_n to_o hear_v &_o to_o lay_v up_o in_o our_o heart_n his_o promise_n &_o threaten_n to_o strengthen_v we_o or_o beat_v down_o our_o pride_n &_o to_o say_v 50.5_o esay_n 50.5_o the_o lord_n have_v open_v my_o ear_n &_o i_o be_v not_o rebellious_a neither_o turn_v i_o back_o but_o as_o their_o fall_n be_v so_o be_v not_o their_o repentance_n both_o be_v apostle_n both_o have_v wound_n of_o conscience_n and_o fright_v with_o the_o sting_n thereof_o but_o judas_n give_v such_o place_n to_o the_o overburden_v strength_n thereof_o that_o he_o despared_a of_o god_n mercy_n but_o peter_n believe_v that_o christ_n be_v the_o reconciliation_n of_o our_o sin_n 2.3_o 1._o
and_o knock_v if_o thou_o will_v hear_v his_o voice_n and_o open_v the_o door_n he_o will_v come_v in_o unto_o thou_o and_z sup_z with_o thou_o 60.19.20_o esay_n 60.19.20_o and_o thou_o with_o he_o where_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o sun_n to_o shine_v by_o day_n neither_o the_o brightness_n of_o the_o moon_n 14.23_o john_n 14.23_o to_o shine_v to_o thou_o for_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v thy_o everlasting_a light_n and_o thy_o god_n thy_o glory_n and_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o sorrow_n shall_v be_v end_v love_v he_o therefore_o free_o beloved_a soul_n and_o keep_v his_o word_n 3.24_o 2._o john_n 3.24_o and_o his_o father_n will_v love_v thou_o he_o will_v come_v unto_o thou_o &_o dwell_v with_o thou_o for_o he_o that_o keep_v his_o commandment_n dwell_v in_o he_o and_o christ_n in_o he_o and_o hereby_o shall_v thou_o know_v that_o he_o abide_v in_o thou_o even_o by_o the_o spirit_n which_o he_o have_v give_v thou_o i_o will_v entreat_v thou_o of_o all_o favour_n poor_a soul_n to_o meditate_v thy_o omission_n of_o good_a thing_n commission_n of_o evil_a and_o loss_n of_o wholesome_a time_n &_o occasion_n which_o three_o be_v pass_v by_o and_o these_o three_o present_a the_o shortness_n of_o this_o life_n the_o difficulty_n to_o be_v save_v 18._o 1_o pet._n 4.17_o 18._o and_o the_o fewne_n of_o they_o that_o do_v enter_v in_o that_o strait_a way_n for_o if_o judgement_n begin_v first_o at_o the_o house_n of_o god_n what_o shall_v be_v the_o end_n of_o they_o which_o obey_v not_o the_o gospel_n of_o god_n and_o if_o the_o righteous_a scarce_o he_o save_v where_o shall_v the_o ungodlie_a and_o sinner_n appear_v do_v not_o forget_v these_o three_o thing_n to_o come_v death_n than_o the_o which_o nothing_o be_v more_o terrible_a the_o last_o judgement_n than_o the_o which_o nothing_o be_v more_o horrible_a eternal_a punishment_n than_o the_o which_o nothing_o be_v more_o untolerable_a o_o that_o thou_o be_v wise_a then_o will_v thou_o understand_v this_o 32.29_o deut._n 32.29_o thou_o will_v consider_v thy_o letter_n end_n but_o i_o poor_a soul_n do_v not_o know_v what_o to_o do_v 20.12_o â—_o chro._n 20.12_o but_o my_o eye_n be_v towards_o thou_o o_o lord_n for_o true_o great_a travel_n do_v sinner_n take_v to_o perfect_v their_o iniquity_n they_o imagine_v nothing_o impossible_a so_o they_o may_v aquire_v their_o design_n the_o way_n of_o sinner_n be_v make_v plain_a with_o stone_n so_o smooth_a think_v they_o iâ—_n 5.7_o wisd_v 5.7_o but_o the_o end_n thereof_o be_v hell_n darkness_n and_o pain_n flee_v from_o sin_n as_o from_o a_o serpent_n the_o tooth_n thereof_o be_v the_o tooth_n of_o a_o lion_n 21.10_o eccl._n 21.10_o to_o slay_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n all_o iniquity_n be_v as_o a_o two_o edge_a sword_n the_o wound_n thereof_o can_v not_o be_v heal_v and_o if_o thou_o have_v sin_v do_v so_o no_o more_o but_o pray_v for_o thy_o fore-sinne_n that_o they_o may_v be_v forgive_v thou_o 5.5.6.7_o eccl._n 5.5.6.7_o and_o because_o thy_o sin_n be_v forgive_v be_v not_o without_o fear_n to_o heap_v sin_n upon_o sin_n and_o say_v not_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n be_v great_a he_o will_v forgive_v my_o manifold_a sin_n for_o mercy_n and_o wrath_n come_v from_o he_o &_o his_o indignation_n come_v down_o upon_o sinner_n make_v no_o tarry_n to_o turn_v unto_o lord_n and_o put_v not_o off_o from_o day_n to_o day_n for_o sudden_o shall_v the_o wrath_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o lord_n break_v forth_o and_o in_o thy_o security_n thou_o shall_v be_v destroy_v but_o bless_a be_v that_o people_n who_o god_n be_v the_o lord_n for_o peace_n shall_v be_v upon_o they_o 6.16_o â—â—l_n 6.16_o and_o mercy_n and_o upon_o the_o israel_n of_o god_n unto_o he_o therefore_o 20._o â—h_a 3_o 20._o that_o be_v able_a to_o do_v exceed_v abundant_o above_o all_o that_o we_o ask_v or_o think_v according_a to_o the_o power_n that_o work_v in_o we_o be_v praise_n in_o the_o church_n by_o christ_n jesus_n throughout_o all_o generation_n for_o ever_o 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upon_o my_o heart_n as_o it_o be_v wont_a to_o do_v this_o be_v one_o token_n that_o my_o spiritual_a life_n be_v weaken_v therefore_o as_o thou_o have_v breathe_v in_o my_o nostril_n 2.7_o gen._n 2.7_o the_o breath_n of_o a_o natural_a life_n breath_n upon_o my_o soul_n 4.16_o cant._n 4.16_o that_o i_o may_v find_v the_o motion_n of_o a_o spiritual_a life_n call_v upon_o my_o soul_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n of_o sin_n 12.43.44_o john_n 12.43.44_o as_o thou_o call_v lazarus_n his_o body_n out_o of_o the_o grave_n let_v i_o find_v a_o quicken_a virtue_n flow_v from_o thy_o livelie_a spirit_n to_o quicken_v my_o dead_a spirit_n lord_n teach_v i_o to_o redeem_v these_o loss_n and_o grant_v i_o may_v ever_o count_v it_o my_o great_a loss_n to_o lose_v the_o sign_n of_o thy_o presence_n suffer_v not_o my_o heart_n to_o be_v oppress_v with_o the_o thorny_a care_n of_o this_o life_n 8._o luc._n 8._o but_o learn_v i_o to_o cast_v my_o care_n upon_o the_o lord_n what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v in_o 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rod_n and_o taste_v of_o the_o honey_n his_o dim_a eye_n receive_v sight_n and_o his_o feeble_a body_n be_v strengthen_v o_o lord_n 8.46_o luc._n 8.46_o if_o i_o shall_v touch_v jesus_n by_o the_o rod_n of_o faith_n my_o dim_a eye_n shall_v receive_v sight_n and_o my_o feeble_a soul_n new_a strength_n o_o my_o lord_n be_o not_o i_o seek_v this_o strength_n of_o thou_o to_o bruise_v the_o head_n of_o the_o old_a serpent_n 3.15_o gen._n 3.15_o a_o swear_a enemy_n to_o thy_o kingdom_n deny_v not_o armour_n to_o thy_o own_o weak_a soldier_n that_o in_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o might_n i_o may_v subdue_v that_o great_a dragon_n sin_n that_o it_o may_v be_v bear_v down_o and_o jesus_n his_o throne_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o the_o secret_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n sanctify_v my_o rest_n this_o night_n in_o such_o sort_n that_o when_o this_o weary_a body_n have_v receive_v its_o bodily_a refreshment_n i_o may_v rise_v by_o thy_o grace_n to_o morrow_n to_o do_v thou_o better_a service_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n thy_o sacrifice_n o_o lord_n 5.17_o psâ—â—_n 5.17_o be_v a_o contrite_a &_o a_o break_a heart_n i_o come_v to_o thy_o altar_n but_o i_o want_v the_o sacrifice_n o_o lord_n who_o vouchsafe_v a_o sacrifice_n upon_o abraham_n 22.13_o gen._n 22.13_o vouchsafe_v a_o sacrifice_n upon_o i_o i_o will_v wish_v my_o heart_n can_v be_v dissolve_v in_o bitter_a tear_n but_o such_o be_v my_o present_a hardness_n that_o neither_o can_v i_o repent_v as_o i_o shall_v neither_o be_v my_o heart_n so_o soften_v as_o it_o shall_v be_v 11.19_o ezek._n 11.19_o it_o be_v thy_o praise_n o_o lord_n to_o take_v the_o stony_a heart_n away_o and_o to_o give_v a_o heart_n of_o flesh_n lord_n i_o have_v a_o stony_a heart_n rend_v it_o o_o lord_n take_v it_o away_o and_o give_v i_o a_o soft_a heart_n that_o i_o may_v make_v such_o a_o repentance_n as_o my_o great_a offence_n require_v lord_n there_o be_v no_o contentment_n to_o my_o soul_n but_o either_o when_o thou_o humble_a i_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n or_o raise_v i_o up_o with_o a_o sense_n of_o mercy_n rather_o than_o i_o be_v senseless_a let_v i_o be_v sensible_a of_o my_o sin_n that_o in_o the_o bitterness_n of_o my_o heart_n i_o may_v bewail_v it_o teach_v i_o now_o to_o mourn_v with_o thy_o child_n 1.7_o 2._o thess_n 1.7_o that_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o the_o day_n of_o their_o rejoice_n cherish_v o_o lord_n those_o little_a sparkle_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o thy_o great_a mercy_n thou_o have_v kindle_v in_o my_o soul_n increase_v my_o faith_n
my_o love_n and_o my_o light_n learn_v i_o to_o forget_v those_o thing_n that_o be_v behind_o i_o 3.13_o phi._n 3.13_o and_o follow_v hard_a towards_o the_o mark_n o_o lord_n open_v thy_o own_o treasure_n and_o send_v down_o of_o thy_o spiritual_a grace_n let_v i_o find_v a_o lift_n up_o virtue_n in_o thy_o spirit_n continual_o raise_v up_o my_o spirit_n speak_v peaceable_a thing_n to_o my_o soul_n this_o morning_n that_o all_o the_o day_n long_o i_o may_v rejoice_v in_o thou_o give_v i_o faith_n to_o apply_v the_o sweet_a promise_n of_o mercy_n make_v in_o thy_o worde_n hedge_n i_o so_o about_o with_o thy_o grace_n that_o my_o secreet_a corruption_n break_v not_o out_o let_v my_o whole_a life_n be_v a_o walk_n with_o thou_o and_o a_o move_n towards_o thou_o 12.32_o john_n 12.32_o draw_v i_o every_o day_n somewhat_o near_o to_o thyself_o and_o deface_v the_o image_n of_o sin_n in_o i_o that_o the_o image_n of_o christ_n may_v be_v set_v up_o in_o my_o soul_n be_v thou_o o_o lord_n a_o bulwark_n to_o thy_o servant_n that_o the_o violent_a spait_n of_o the_o corruption_n of_o this_o time_n dryve_v i_o not_o away_o save_v i_o that_o i_o communicate_v not_o with_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o man_n 5.22_o 1._o tim._n 5.22_o and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o my_o own_o sin_n as_o this_o body_n of_o clay_n wear_v and_o waste_v grant_v o_o lord_n that_o sin_n may_v wear_v and_o waste_v in_o i_o bring_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o grace_n to_o perfection_n and_o lead_v i_o from_o faith_n 1.17_o rom._n 1.17_o to_o faith_n and_o from_o feeling_n to_o feeel_v 13.12_o 1._o cor._n 13.12_o until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feell_v into_o a_o endless_a fellowship_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n with_o my_o bless_a head_n and_o husband_n jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o four_o day_n i_o bless_v the_o time_n wherein_o i_o be_v acquaint_v with_o thy_o majesty_n if_o thou_o have_v not_o send_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o own_o spirit_n 2.12_o eph._n 2.12_o as_o i_o be_v bear_v a_o stranger_n i_o have_v die_v a_o stranger_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n that_o before_o my_o call_n i_o be_v do_v the_o work_n of_o the_o flesh_n 2.3_o eph._n 2.3_o and_o of_o the_o mind_n and_o be_v by_o nature_n the_o child_n of_o wrath_n as_o well_o as_o other_o but_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v scotfree_a in_o mercy_n through_o the_o great_a love_n that_o thou_o have_v love_v i_o in_o christ_n jesus_n 2.4_o eph._n 2.4_o have_v make_v i_o to_o see_v that_o i_o be_v walk_v in_o a_o way_n to_o my_o own_o damnation_n thou_o in_o mercy_n reclaim_v i_o and_o bring_v i_o back_o yea_o thou_o do_v pardon_v those_o selfsame_o sin_n in_o i_o for_o the_o which_o thou_o have_v condemn_v other_o o_o lord_n what_o do_v thou_o see_v in_o i_o more_o than_o in_o other_o nothing_o but_o matter_n of_o wrath_n and_o condemnation_n yea_o lord_n as_o thou_o do_v separate_v eliah_n from_o elisha_n 2.11_o 2._o king_n 2.11_o walk_v in_o one_o way_n together_o by_o a_o fiery_a chariot_n so_o have_v thou_o shed_v i_o from_o the_o reprobat_fw-la sometime_o walk_v in_o one_o course_n with_o they_o i_o say_v with_o thy_o servant_n david_n not_o unto_o i_o 1._o psal_n 115._o 1._o not_o unto_o i_o o_o lord_n but_o unto_o thy_o name_n let_v the_o glory_n be_v give_v who_o be_v able_a to_o think_v aright_o of_o thy_o mercy_n all_o thy_o way_n be_v mercy_n &_o truth_n to_o they_o that_o fear_v thou_o 25.1_o psal_n 25.1_o when_o i_o remember_v what_o i_o have_v be_v i_o be_o enforce_v to_o wonder_v at_o thy_o mercy_n if_o thou_o have_v be_v as_o ready_a to_o punish_v i_o for_o my_o sin_n as_o i_o be_v ready_a to_o commit_v sin_n i_o have_v have_v my_o portion_n amongst_o the_o damn_a spirit_n ere_o now_o what_o folly_n be_v there_o wherein_o i_o do_v not_o take_v pleasure_n i_o stop_v my_o care_n at_o the_o voice_n of_o god_n and_o hearken_v unto_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o serpent_n the_o deceitful_a pleasure_n of_o sin_n ensnare_v my_o soul_n but_o thou_o 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false_a friend_n will_v fly_v from_o i_o in_o my_o great_a need_n then_o lord_n be_v at_o my_o right_a hand_n yea_o be_v in_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n that_o my_o death_n as_o well_o as_o my_o life_n may_v edify_v other_o in_o the_o faith_n of_o christ_n let_v my_o mouth_n whilst_o i_o have_v breath_n utter_v forth_o a_o good_a matter_n 45.1.2_o psal_n 45.1.2_o then_o lead_v thou_o i_o through_o the_o valley_n of_o death_n and_o in_o end_n bring_v i_o into_o that_o glorious_a and_o lightsome_a palace_n where_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n shine_v most_o bright_o 17.15_o â—sal_n 17.15_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v ever_o be_v delight_v with_o the_o brightness_n of_o his_o face_n and_o may_v have_v my_o part_n in_o that_o song_n of_o thankesâ—giving_n etc._n rev._n 5.9.10_o etc._n etc._n which_o the_o glorify_a spirit_n sound_v to_o the_o praise_n of_o god_n to_o who_o be_v everlasting_a praise_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n o_o heavenly_a father_n as_o all_o the_o water_n run_v into_o the_o ocean_n so_o do_v all_o poor_a sinner_n pour_v out_o their_o complaint_n in_o thy_o bosom_n thou_o be_v the_o only_a refuge_n of_o a_o weary_a soul_n to_o thou_o only_o do_v we_o fly_v in_o our_o great_a necessity_n and_o at_o thy_o mouth_n do_v we_o seek_v resolution_n in_o our_o most_o perplex_a affair_n i_o have_v many_o thing_n to_o lament_v to_o thy_o majesty_n but_o in_o special_a i_o lament_v to_o thou_o that_o my_o meditation_n be_v so_o confuse_v and_o mix_v with_o impertinent_a cogitation_n lord_n this_o be_v a_o token_n of_o a_o confuse_a heart_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o the_o heart_n which_o shall_v be_v the_o dwell_a place_n of_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v be_v so_o preoccupy_v by_o earthly_a fleshlie_o and_o profane_a cogitation_n i_o may_v withdraw_v myself_o from_o the_o company_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o i_o can_v not_o with_o draw_v myself_o from_o a_o profane_a heart_n where_o ever_o i_o go_v i_o carry_v a_o profane_a heart_n about_o with_o i_o and_o albeit_o thou_o give_v i_o a_o outward_a liberty_n to_o bow_v the_o knee_n of_o my_o body_n yet_o my_o spirit_n be_v bind_v ah_o lord_n i_o can_v neither_o speak_v nor_o think_v of_o thou_o as_o i_o shall_v do_v thou_o be_v infinite_a unmeasureable_a incomprehensible_a what_o can_v a_o finite_a creature_n take_v up_o of_o a_o infinite_a god_n forgive_v i_o lord_n that_o i_o worship_v thou_o in_o such_o ignorance_n let_v i_o see_v thou_o in_o a_o clear_a light_n and_o i_o shall_v worship_v thou_o with_o a_o great_a affection_n the_o better_a o_o lord_n that_o i_o know_v thou_o the_o better_a i_o love_v thou_o the_o more_o will_v i_o reverence_v thou_o that_o woman_n of_o samaria_n 4.9_o john_n 4.9_o before_o thou_o know_v thou_o prefer_v a_o drink_n of_o water_n to_o thou_o but_o from_o time_n she_o know_v thou_o she_o esteem_v much_o of_o thou_o and_o prefer_v thou_o unto_o all_o thing_n to_o the_o end_n therefore_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o may_v have_v that_o room_n in_o my_o heart_n that_o thou_o ought_v to_o have_v manifest_v thyself_o more_o clearelie_o to_o my_o soul_n draw_v aback_o this_o curtain_n off_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v take_v thou_o up_o more_o sensible_o i_o crave_v light_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o light_n and_o grace_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o grace_n faith_n with_o the_o increase_n of_o faith_n and_o because_o that_o here_o be_v no_o perfection_n grant_v i_o may_v study_v to_o a_o growth_n until_o thou_o perfect_a thy_o own_o work_n and_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n o_o lord_n consider_v what_o i_o be_o
and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o 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shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n 23.1_o psal_n 23.1_o that_o i_o safe_o go_v through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n at_o evening_n i_o may_v bow_v my_o knee_n and_o sound_v thy_o praise_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n i_o have_v wander_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n that_o troublesome_a spirit_n have_v oppress_v my_o spirit_n with_o variety_n of_o unnecessary_a affair_n i_o busy_a myself_o about_o many_o thing_n 10.42_o luc._n 10.42_o but_o yet_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a i_o find_v by_o daily_a experience_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n be_v thorny_a care_n they_o prick_v and_o annoy_v my_o soul_n 13.7_o mat._n 13.7_o they_o chocke_n the_o seed_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o do_v sow_v i_o to_o my_o heart_n they_o be_v mighty_a impediment_n to_o the_o growth_n of_o my_o inner_a man_n i_o pray_v thou_o let_v not_o these_o earthly_a care_n diminish_v my_o inward_a peace_n nor_o prejudg_v my_o union_n with_o thy_o majesty_n nor_o draw_v on_o darkness_n upon_o my_o mind_n but_o o_o lord_n let_v the_o secret_a beam_n of_o thy_o lightsome_a face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o ever_o live_v in_o a_o spiritual_a sense_n of_o my_o union_n from_o the_o which_o such_o inward_a joy_n may_v flow_v to_o my_o spirit_n as_o may_v make_v all_o estate_n acceptable_a to_o i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o difficulty_n i_o find_v it_o the_o great_a to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n i_o have_v yet_o take_v in_o thy_o worship_n if_o thou_o yet_o leave_v i_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o as_o great_a atheism_n as_o they_o who_o never_o know_v thou_o therefore_o waken_v my_o spirit_n renew_v my_o sense_n lift_v up_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n 3.19_o phil._n 3.19_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o mind_v heavenly_a thing_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n my_o earthly_a call_n be_v a_o great_a impediment_n to_o my_o heavenly_a call_n although_o i_o be_v no_o way_n distract_v but_o all_o time_n give_v myself_o to_o read_v prayer_n and_o meditation_n it_o be_v little_a enough_o for_o the_o entertain_v the_o life_n of_o christ_n in_o my_o soul_n but_o o_o lord_n as_o thou_o have_v lay_v a_o double_a burden_n upon_o i_o so_o double_a thy_o spirit_n upon_o i_o that_o even_o while_o i_o be_o do_v the_o point_n of_o my_o earthly_a call_n my_o spirit_n may_v be_v above_o lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v my_o predominant_a sin_n let_v i_o not_o be_v a_o slave_n to_o my_o affection_n but_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o strive_v against_o every_o sinful_a motion_n and_o as_o thou_o o_o lord_n do_v now_o cover_v all_o thing_n here_o beneath_o with_o darkness_n so_o cover_v my_o sin_n that_o they_o be_v not_o see_v again_o let_v never_o my_o heart_n be_v so_o far_o from_o thou_o as_o it_o have_v be_v neither_o be_v thou_o so_o long_o absent_a from_o my_o soul_n esay_n esay_n write_v my_o name_n upon_o the_o palm_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o let_v i_o be_v as_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n o_o thou_o the_o watchman_n of_o israel_n 121.3_o psal_n 121.3_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v be_v thou_o my_o keeper_n this_o night_n let_v this_o temporal_a rest_n be_v a_o pledge_v to_o i_o of_o that_o everlasting_a rest_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n i_o complain_v to_o thy_o majesty_n of_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o my_o swear_a enemy_n he_o be_v a_o restless_a tempter_n and_o i_o be_o a_o careless_a resister_n he_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o take_v his_o advantage_n of_o my_o infirmity_n when_o i_o have_v best_a resolution_n to_o serve_v thou_o then_o rage_v he_o most_o against_o i_o and_o when_o i_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o heaven_n than_o he_o labour_v to_o dryve_v i_o from_o the_o right_a mark_n that_o evil_a one_o albeit_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o rest_n after_o in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
esteem_v all_o thing_n dung_n in_o respect_n of_o he_o let_v i_o feel_v sensible_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_o root_v 2.20_o eph._n 2.20_o and_o build_v in_o he_o let_v virtue_n proceed_v from_o he_o to_o heal_v my_o disease_a soul_n in_o he_o lord_n be_v well_o please_v with_o i_o thy_o weak_a servant_n furnish_v i_o with_o grace_n to_o do_v every_o point_n of_o thy_o worship_n with_o some_o piece_n of_o good_a conscience_n that_o in_o the_o end_n thou_o be_v not_o ashamed_a of_o i_o nor_o deny_v i_o not_o to_o be_v thou_o but_o may_v call_v upon_o i_o say_v come_v faithful_a servant_n 25.21_o mat._n 25.21_o enter_v into_o thy_o master_n rest_n unto_o the_o which_o rest_n o_o lord_n of_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n bring_v this_o poor_a soul_n of_o i_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n what_o shall_v i_o render_v unto_o the_o lord_n for_o all_o his_o benefit_n bestow_v upon_o i_o a_o sinful_a worm_n 116.12_o psal_n 116.12_o i_o have_v find_v thy_o kindness_n in_o outward_a thing_n i_o have_v have_v a_o proof_n of_o thy_o favour_n in_o inward_a mercy_n if_o ruth_n 2.3_o ruth_n 2.3_o when_o she_o find_v favour_n with_o boaz_n in_o suffer_v she_o to_o gather_v corn_n on_o his_o field_n among_o his_o slave_n and_o give_v her_o bodily_a refreshment_n with_o his_o servant_n make_v such_o a_o humble_a confession_n say_v what_o be_o i_o that_o i_o shall_v have_v find_v favour_n in_o thy_o eye_n and_o that_o thou_o shall_v know_v i_o see_v i_o be_o a_o stranger_n what_o may_v i_o say_v to_o thy_o majesty_n who_o albeit_o i_o be_v a_o stranger_n from_o the_o womb_n yet_o have_v thou_o o_o lord_n receive_v i_o to_o mercy_n and_o communicate_a of_o thy_o spiritual_a treasure_n to_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n thou_o hâ—st_v pour_v in_o life_n in_o my_o soul_n where_o death_n have_v take_v seize_v yea_o as_o thou_o quicken_v lazarus_n his_o dead_a body_n 11.43_o john_n 11.43_o so_o have_v thou_o quicken_v my_o dead_a soul_n thou_o make_v light_a to_o break_v up_o where_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o darkness_n as_o the_o morning_n cloud_n pass_v away_o at_o the_o rise_n of_o the_o sun_n so_o the_o cloud_n of_o natural_a darkness_n pass_v away_o at_o the_o break_n up_o of_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o face_n thou_o have_v o_o lord_n bring_v liberty_n to_o my_o soul_n where_o i_o be_v fetter_v in_o the_o chain_n of_o a_o unbelieve_a heart_n whereas_o at_o my_o first_o wakeninge_n i_o find_v terror_n fear_n accusation_n and_o great_a inward_a grief_n thou_o have_v now_o pacify_v my_o soul_n and_o bring_v peace_n and_o joy_n to_o my_o heart_n bless_a be_v the_o time_n that_o ever_o i_o know_v thou_o happy_a be_v that_o hour_n wherein_o thou_o manifest_v thyself_o unto_o i_o peter_n james_n and_o john_n be_v so_o ravish_v with_o the_o glory_n of_o christ_n his_o transfiguration_n 1.2_o mat._n 17._o 1.2_o that_o they_o desire_v never_o to_o have_v remove_v off_o that_o mountain_n so_o lord_n the_o small_a glimmer_a of_o thy_o light_n do_v so_o delight_v the_o heat_n that_o it_o make_v we_o to_o forsake_v all_o that_o we_o may_v abide_v with_o thou_o i_o say_v to_o thou_o 1.16_o ruth_n 1.16_o o_o lord_n as_o ruth_n say_v to_o naomi_n where_o thou_o go_v i_o will_v go_v my_o dear_a lord_n strengthen_v my_o weak_a faith_n that_o day_n by_o day_n i_o may_v get_v a_o fast_a grippe_n of_o jesus_n christ_n and_o howbeit_o i_o continue_v not_o at_o all_o time_n in_o the_o like_a degree_n of_o feeling_n yet_o let_v never_o my_o faith_n fail_v i_o and_o whensoever_o i_o miss_v thou_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o seek_v thou_o with_o a_o sorrowful_a heart_n until_o i_o find_v thou_o lead_v i_o forward_o from_o faith_n to_o faith_n and_o feeling_n to_o feel_v until_o faith_n end_n in_o sight_n and_o feel_v in_o a_o perfect_a fruition_n of_o these_o supernatural_a joy_n which_o i_o long_o for_o and_o daily_a await_n in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o of_o the_o seven_o day_n it_o have_v please_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o separate_v this_o day_n from_o the_o rest_n of_o the_o day_n for_o thy_o only_a worship_n lord_z in_o like_a manner_n separate_v i_o from_o my_o corruption_n and_o in_o some_o measure_n sanctify_v i_o this_o day_n to_o thy_o service_n that_o i_o may_v dedicate_v the_o same_o whole_o to_o thy_o service_n and_o not_o only_o cease_v from_o meddle_v with_o my_o worldly_a business_n but_o i_o may_v cease_v from_o sin_n and_o have_v all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n lift_v upward_o o_o lord_n warm_v my_o heart_n with_o the_o love_n of_o thou_o inslame_v my_o affection_n with_o the_o zeal_n of_o thy_o glory_n oh_o lord_n how_o long_o shall_v i_o dwell_v in_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n 120.5_o psal_n 120.5_o when_o shall_v this_o wearisome_a pilgrimage_n be_v end_v when_o shall_v that_o bless_a jubilee_n come_v when_o all_o thy_o saint_n shall_v be_v set_v at_o liberty_n and_o we_o to_o enjoy_v perfect_a rest_n with_o thou_o for_o ever_o here_o i_o be_o oppress_v with_o fear_n doubtinge_n deadness_n of_o spirit_n blindness_n of_o mind_n in_o the_o mean_a time_n sweet_a christ_n jesus_n leave_v i_o not_o in_o this_o place_n of_o my_o banishment_n for_o thou_o be_v light_a and_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v in_o darkness_n 8.12_o john_n 8.12_o thou_o be_v life_n and_o without_o thou_o there_o be_v nothing_o but_o present_a death_n thou_o be_v the_o way_n and_o without_o thou_o i_o can_v do_v nothing_o but_o walk_v in_o the_o broad_a way_n go_v thou_o before_o i_o my_o dear_a saviour_n then_o shall_v i_o cheerefulie_o follow_v thou_o let_v i_o see_v the_o way_n i_o shall_v walk_v into_o and_o lead_v i_o into_o that_o way_n make_v the_o light_n of_o thy_o face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o in_o thy_o light_n i_o may_v see_v light_a and_o now_o o_o lord_n since_o i_o be_o to_o go_v to_o thy_o house_n to_o hear_v thy_o will_n out_o of_o thy_o word_n be_v thou_o my_o convoy_n and_o give_v i_o grace_n to_o take_v heed_n to_o my_o foot_n 5.1_o eccl._n 4_o 5.1_o when_o i_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n grant_v i_o may_v watch_v so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n and_o mind_n that_o i_o be_v not_o wander_v in_o time_n of_o thy_o worship_n make_v thy_o word_n comfortable_a unto_o my_o soul_n yea_o let_v it_o be_v sweet_a to_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n that_o i_o may_v return_v from_o thy_o service_n with_o a_o mind_n more_o illuminate_v and_o heart_n by_o grace_n better_o establish_v and_o affection_n better_o inform_v and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o a_o great_a measure_n sanctify_v final_o so_o rule_v i_o by_o thy_o good_a spirit_n this_o day_n that_o no_o part_n of_o it_o be_v steal_v away_o from_o thy_o service_n but_o that_o i_o may_v spend_v it_o so_o regiouslie_o that_o when_o the_o evening_n shall_v come_v i_o may_v reap_v the_o peace_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n the_o which_o peace_n be_v to_o i_o a_o arle_n penny_n of_o that_o endless_a peace_n i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o seven_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n although_o thy_o majesty_n know_v it_o be_v my_o purpose_n in_o the_o morning_n to_o have_v spend_v this_o whole_o day_n in_o thy_o service_n yet_o i_o have_v steal_v a_o part_n of_o it_o from_o thou_o my_o mind_n have_v go_v a_o whore_v after_o other_o vanity_n no_o i_o dare_v not_o but_o confess_v that_o even_o in_o the_o very_a hour_n of_o preach_v and_o prayer_n my_o heart_n have_v wander_v from_o thou_o oh_o lord_n it_o be_v easy_a to_o promise_v obedience_n but_o not_o so_o easy_a to_o perform_v i_o perceive_v by_o doolefull_a experience_n that_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a to_o such_o inconstancy_n that_o i_o can_v not_o keep_v it_o in_o the_o state_n with_o thy_o majesty_n no_o not_o the_o space_n of_o one_o day_n no_o lord_n not_o one_o hour_n yea_o scarce_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n i_o resolve_v well_o 7.18_o rom._n 7.18_o but_o practise_v nothing_o my_o desire_n be_v ever_o to_o walk_v with_o thou_o but_o alace_o every_o moment_n i_o wander_v from_o thou_o many_o be_v the_o change_n whereunto_o i_o be_o subject_a sometime_o i_o find_v the_o spirit-slightering_a upward_o incontinent_a draw_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n sometime_o delight_v to_o talk_v with_o god_n at_o other_o time_n weary_v of_o spiritual_a exercise_n sometime_o marveilouslie_o enlighten_v with_o a_o great_a light_n at_o other_o time_n plight_v with_o a_o palpable_a darkness_n 1._o â—_o pet._n 1._o sometime_o rejoice_v with_o
2.22_o 24._o all_o which_o be_v fasten_v on_o his_o shoulder_n and_o he_o do_v bear_v they_o who_o never_o displease_v god_n nor_o offend_a man_n and_o of_o who_o his_o very_a enemy_n do_v confess_v he_o have_v do_v all_o thing_n well_o yet_o do_v the_o lord_n break_v he_o and_o make_v he_o subject_a to_o infirmity_n 53.10_o esay_n 53.10_o and_o lay_v upon_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o and_o what_o grief_n think_v thou_o be_v he_o in_o when_o he_o sweat_v so_o powerful_o and_o pray_v so_o ferventlie_o no_o doubt_n he_o feel_v the_o unsupportable_a weight_n of_o thy_o sin_n 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o the_o fierce_a wrath_n of_o god_n against_o it_o 2.8_o rom._n 2.8_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o righteous_a god_n require_v due_a punishment_n for_o it_o 1.10_o 1._o thess_n 1.10_o the_o kill_a power_n of_o the_o law_n 5.12_o rom._n 5.12_o pronunce_v condemnation_n to_o it_o the_o strong_a force_n of_o death_n 7.11_o rom._n 7.11_o the_o stipend_n and_o reward_n addebt_v to_o it_o the_o tyranny_n of_o satan_n 8.34_o john_n 8.34_o insult_v on_o thou_o for_o it_o the_o infinite_a and_o eternal_a torment_n of_o hell_n 2.19_o 1._o pet._n 2.19_o just_a desert_n to_o it_o which_o no_o tongue_n can_v express_v 13.42_o 1._o pet._n 3.19_o mat._n 24.41_o mat._n 13.42_o nor_o heart_n conceive_v where_o the_o worm_n die_v not_o and_o the_o fire_n not_o quench_v where_o there_o be_v weep_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n this_o i_o say_v make_v thy_o sweet_a saviour_n in_o anguish_n of_o spirit_n so_o to_o bemoan_v himself_o 3.16_o john_n 3.16_o yet_o to_o show_v that_o god_n so_o love_v the_o world_n that_o be_v give_v his_o only_a beget_v son_n for_o it_o and_o that_o be_v come_v hither_o to_o save_v sinner_n 12.47_o joh._n 12.47_o for_o who_o he_o be_v content_v to_o die_v he_o yield_v his_o will_n to_o god_n say_v nevertheless_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v the_o third_z step_n to_o ascend_v by_o thirdlie_o this_o do_v aggravate_v his_o misery_n that_o he_o be_v betray_v by_o his_o familiar_a friend_n who_o he_o trust_v 44.9_o psal_n 44.9_o which_o do_v eat_v of_o his_o bread_n his_o own_o purse-master_n 13.12_o john_n 13.12_o who_o foot_n he_o have_v wash_v and_o that_o with_o a_o kiss_n speak_v as_o the_o custom_n of_o this_o world_n be_v peaceable_o with_o his_o mouth_n 9.8_o jer._n 9.8_o but_o in_o his_o heart_n be_v lay_v wait_v for_o his_o neighbour_n 28.3_o psal_n 28.3_o be_v thou_o not_o draw_v away_o poor_a soul_n with_o the_o wicked_a 120.2_o psal_n 120.2_o and_o with_o the_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n which_o speak_v friendly_a to_o their_o neighbour_n 17.18_o psal_n 105._o 17.18_o when_o malice_n be_v in_o their_o heart_n deliver_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o the_o lie_a lip_n and_o from_o a_o deceitful_a tongue_n so_o do_v joab_n kill_v amasa_n 16.20_o 2._o sam._n 20.4_o judg._n 16.20_o and_o cain_n slay_v abel_n samson_n be_v betray_v by_o philistimes_fw-la so_o joseph_n be_v sell_v for_o a_o slave_n they_o hold_v his_o foot_n 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the_o infinite_a wrath_n of_o god_n thirst_v after_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o mediator_n bear_v our_o sin_n 12.3_o mat._n 11.2.8_o esay_n 12.3_o &_o be_v not_o quensh_v till_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o mediator_n be_v dry_v up_o but_o bless_v be_v jesus_n that_o have_v a_o spiritual_a thirst_n &_o pleasure_n to_o obey_v his_o father_n to_o the_o death_n 55.1_o esay_n 55.1_o to_o save_v thy_o soul_n from_o hell_n and_o yet_o in_o bitter_a malice_n and_o scorn_n they_o take_v a_o watersponge_n and_o put_v it_o to_o his_o mouth_n on_o a_o reed_n the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n be_v begin_v to_o be_v mitigate_v yet_o the_o wrath_n of_o the_o jew_n can_v not_o be_v assuage_v for_o when_o he_o be_v live_v they_o rage_v against_o he_o when_o he_o be_v dead_a they_o persecut_v he_o when_o he_o be_v in_o glory_n they_o will_v shame_v he_o the_o lord_n seek_v but_o chastisement_n the_o wicked_a seek_v overthrow_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n if_o it_o be_v possible_a for_o evahs_n sweet_a apple_n christ_n must_v drink_v this_o bit_n oer_o liquor_n both_o thy_o bread_n &_o drink_n must_v be_v boght_v with_o the_o blood_n of_o jesus_n to_o they_o who_o be_v sanctify_v all_o thing_n be_v sanctify_v if_o thou_o be_v not_o find_v in_o he_o thou_o shall_v be_v accuse_v as_o a_o violent_a possessor_n of_o whatsoever_o thou_o have_v now_o thou_o do_v hear_v he_o daily_a in_o his_o member_n call_v upon_o thou_o i_o hunger_n i_o thirst_v 25.35_o mat._n 25.35_o but_o thou_o convert_v god_n good_a creature_n to_o the_o fulfil_n of_o thy_o lust_n &_o rather_o bereave_v the_o servant_n of_o christ_n that_o that_o they_o have_v than_o vouchsafe_v any_o thing_n on_o they_o christ_n after_o he_o have_v drunken_a cry_v out_o in_o the_o audience_n of_o they_o all_o it_o be_v finish_v the_o work_n of_o redemption_n be_v end_v the_o ransom_n be_v pay_v to_o buy_v heaven_n &_o conquer_v life_n which_o be_v the_o first_o work_n and_o to_o put_v we_o in_o possession_n of_o it_o which_o he_o begin_v at_o his_o resurrection_n &_o shall_v continue_v till_o his_o come_n again_o &_o declare_v that_o no_o man_n do_v take_v his_o life_n from_o he_o but_o lay_v it_o down_o 10.17.18_o john_n 10.17.18_o and_o will_v take_v it_o up_o again_o for_o he_o be_v not_o a_o common_a man_n but_o god_n also_o to_o keep_v his_o life_n or_o put_v it_o out_o at_o his_o pleasure_n he_o may_v have_v live_v long_o by_o the_o strength_n of_o nature_n for_o the_o other_o two_o outlived_n he_o and_o be_v not_o dead_a till_o they_o come_v and_o break_v their_o leg_n and_o now_o when_o he_o yield_v up_o the_o spirit_n he_o have_v a_o divine_a power_n above_o nature_n which_o put_v out_o the_o life_n say_v father_n into_o thy_o hand_n 31.5_o psal_n 31.5_o i_o commend_v my_o spirit_n while_o his_o soul_n be_v louse_v from_o his_o body_n with_o joy_n which_o sweet_a death_n he_o do_v communicate_v unto_o his_o martyr_n 7.59_o act._n 7.59_o as_o steven_n &_o all_o his_o member_n consider_v here_o weak_a soul_n that_o christ_n have_v purchase_v unto_o thou_o the_o great_a benefit_n of_o adoption_n 1â—_n john_n 20_o 1â—_n for_o thy_o brother_n christ_n have_v make_v his_o father_n thy_o father_n &_o therefore_o will_v have_v a_o fatherly_a care_n of_o thou_o for_o ever_o for_o who_o be_v more_o faithful_a 19_o 1._o pet._n 4._o 19_o than_o our_o father_n to_z whon_fw-mi we_o commend_v our_o soul_n which_o do_v not_o perish_v but_o be_v keep_v by_o he_o 15.21.22_o 1._o cor._n 15.21.22_o while_o they_o be_v join_v to_o the_o body_n at_o the_o resurrection_n &_o be_v receive_v when_o we_o depart_v this_o life_n in_o his_o arm_n who_o will_v not_o suffer_v they_o to_o be_v take_v from_o his_o hand_n but_o will_v sure_o keep_v they_o in_o peace_n be_v thou_o therefore_o careful_a of_o thy_o soul_n at_o all_o time_n but_o special_o at_o the_o hour_n of_o separation_n for_o then_o the_o devil_n be_v busy_a to_o devour_v thou_o for_o be_v know_v his_o time_n to_o be_v short_a &_o the_o gulf_n of_o hell_n open_a to_o swallow_v thou_o up_o if_o jesus_n who_o have_v no_o sin_n be_v so_o careful_a for_o his_o soul_n how_o careful_a shall_v thou_o be_v who_o be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o mass_n of_o sin_n yea_o he_o cry_v so_o loud_o that_o the_o earth_n quake_v again_o and_o the_o temple_n rave_v asunder_o now_o to_o declare_v his_o power_n and_o victory_n to_o terrify_v the_o jew_n of_o who_o he_o be_v so_o mishant_o handle_v and_o to_o bring_v if_o it_o be_v possible_a that_o stubborn_a people_n to_o faith_n and_o repentance_n now_o have_v the_o dove_n go_v out_o of_o the_o ark_n which_o will_v return_v with_o a_o olive_n branch_n in_o sign_n of_o peace_n the_o deludge_n be_v the_o wrath_n of_o god_n for_o sin_n the_o ark_n be_v christ_n body_n the_o dove_n his_o soul_n at_o his_o resurrection_n how_o great_a joy_n peace_n and_o comfort_n do_v he_o purchase_v to_o mankind_n 4.25_o rom._n 4.25_o for_o as_o he_o die_v for_o our_o sin_n so_o rise_v he_o for_o our_o righteousness_n then_o yield_v &_o deliver_v he_o his_o spirit_n which_o be_v not_o take_v from_o he_o against_o his_o will_n for_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n do_v make_v all_o the_o creature_n quake_v and_o tremble_v great_a be_v his_o humility_n be_v make_v obedient_a to_o his_o father_n unto_o the_o death_n even_o the_o death_n of_o the_o cross_n of_o the_o which_o thou_o may_v learn_v the_o exceed_a greatness_n of_o his_o majesty_n who_o even_o then_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n do_v draw_v all_o thing_n unto_o himself_o for_o where_o a_o testament_n be_v there_o must_v be_v the_o death_n of_o he_o that_o make_v the_o testament_n 9.16_o heb._n 9.16_o for_o the_o testament_n be_v confirm_v when_o man_n be_v dead_a for_o it_o be_v yet_o of_o no_o force_n as_o long_o as_o he_o that_o make_v it_o be_v alive_a so_o behove_v this_o testament_n leave_v such_o a_o inheritance_n to_o his_o saint_n in_o that_o exceed_a great_a glory_n be_v ratify_v by_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o testator_n which_o be_v the_o ground_n of_o thy_o salvation_n his_o death_n be_v thy_o honour_n the_o assurance_n of_o thy_o life_n be_v the_o assurance_n of_o his_o death_n his_o ignominy_n and_o shame_n be_v thy_o glory_n now_o have_v we_o hear_v of_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n now_o shall_v we_o touch_v brief_o the_o thing_n which_o follow_v thereafter_o the_o five_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n there_o fall_v out_o immediate_o four_o thing_n of_o the_o which_o two_o do_v teach_v the_o people_n the_o other_o two_o the_o quake_a of_o the_o earth_n &_o rent_v of_o the_o rock_n do_v threaten_v destruction_n for_o no_o man_n to_o take_v all_o excuse_n away_o shall_v perish_v without_o advertisement_n the_o first_o of_o these_o the_o veil_n of_o the_o temple_n be_v rend_v after_o the_o darken_n of_o the_o sun_n in_o christ_n great_a humiliation_n the_o father_n give_v great_a token_n of_o his_o glory_n who_o be_v the_o lord_n of_o life_n for_o dumb_a &_o senseless_a creature_n do_v shame_v the_o jew_n and_o glorify_v their_o maker_n the_o temple_n be_v divide_v in_o two_o for_o the_o priest_n go_v always_o into_o the_o first_o tabernacle_n and_o accomplish_v his_o office_n 9.6.7.8_o heb._n 9.6.7.8_o but_o into_o the_o second_o go_v the_o high_a priest_n alone_o once_o every_o year_n not_o without_o blood_n which_o he_o offer_v for_o himself_o and_o ignorances_n of_o the_o people_n betwixt_o these_o be_v a_o fair_a brickwall_n overgilt_a with_o fine_a gold_n upon_o the_o which_o hang_v a_o glorious_a tapestry_n wrought_v curious_o which_o do_v hide_v the_o sanctuary_n
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be_v justify_v in_o thy_o sight_n for_o thy_o christ_n who_o i_o embrace_v by_o a_o true_a faith_n be_v make_v unto_o i_o righteousness_n wisdom_n and_o redemption_n to_o who_o with_o thou_o and_o the_o holy_a ghost_n be_v all_o glory_n and_o praise_n for_o ever_o amen_n a_o prayer_n before_o the_o communion_n wounderfull_n must_v thy_o love_n be_v o_o lord_n towards_o i_o poor_a and_o miserable_a sinner_n that_o thou_o will_v have_v thy_o dear_a and_o only_a son_n to_o suffer_v all_o torment_n and_o death_n for_o i_o and_o to_o take_v upon_o he_o all_o my_o infirmity_n and_o misery_n &_o yet_o not_o content_v therewith_o will_v have_v the_o remembrance_n of_o this_o thy_o great_a mercy_n lest_o it_o shall_v be_v forget_v &_o raze_v out_o of_o my_o heart_n and_o that_o my_o faith_n shall_v not_o wax_v faint_a since_o thy_o son_n have_v ascend_v up_o to_o heaven_n after_o a_o strange_a and_o wonderful_a manner_n feed_v and_o nourish_v i_o and_o distil_v in_o i_o that_o spiritual_a 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