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to_o apprehend_v of_o melancholy_a person_n especial_o such_o as_o be_v most_o contemplative_a except_o they_o be_v well_o ground_v in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n &_o remove_v not_o one_o hair_n therfrom_o in_o their_o speculation_n be_v this_o way_n most_o overtake_v &_o receive_v the_o punishment_n of_o overbold_a attempt_n of_o those_o holy_a thing_n which_o the_o lord_n have_v reserve_v to_o his_o own_o counsel_n while_o they_o neglect_v the_o declare_a truth_n propound_v for_o rule_n of_o life_n and_o practice_n in_o write_a word_n reveal_v not_o remember_v the_o exhortation_n of_o moses_n to_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n the_o secret_n be_v the_o lord_n but_o the_o reveal_v will_n appertain_v to_o we_o &_o our_o child_n and_o this_o in_o my_o opinion_n be_v one_o cause_n wherefore_o melancholic_a personne_n be_v more_o prone_a to_o fall_v into_o this_o pit_n than_o such_o as_o be_v in_o their_o organical_a member_n otherwise_o affect_v now_o contemplation_n be_v more_o familiar_a 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