thought_n of_o they_o then_o fear_v not_o they_o shall_v not_o be_v lay_v to_o thy_o charge_n assure_v thyself_o those_o sigh_n and_o groan_n which_o proceed_v from_o thy_o perplex_a soul_n shall_v find_v so_o much_o grace_n and_o favour_n with_o god_n as_o they_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o prevail_v with_o he_o for_o that_o blessing_n thou_o have_v beg_v and_o stand_v in_o need_n of_o and_o although_o thou_o can_v not_o pray_v as_o thou_o will_v yet_o sigh_n and_o groan_n as_o thou_o shall_v and_o he_o which_o know_v the_o secret_n of_o all_o heart_n will_v be_v able_a to_o understand_v the_o meaning_n of_o thy_o sigh_n and_o groan_n of_o the_o spirit_n within_o thou_o which_o do_v plead_v and_o speak_v to_o god_n for_o thou_o object_n but_o i_o fear_v the_o lord_n do_v abominate_a my_o sacrifice_n and_o service_n as_o loathsome_a he_o may_v cast_v it_o as_o dung_n in_o my_o face_n and_o lay_v some_o judgement_n upon_o i_o for_o offer_v up_o such_o a_o strange_a sacrifice_n unto_o he_o answ_n if_o god_n have_v give_v thou_o a_o heart_n to_o mourn_v for_o sin_n he_o have_v make_v thou_o able_a to_o offer_v he_o such_o a_o sacrifice_n as_o he_o be_v well_o please_v with_o and_o therefore_o he_o can_v not_o but_o accept_v of_o thy_o person_n whatsoever_o thy_o fail_n have_v be_v thy_o grieve_a soul_n and_o sorrowful_a spirit_n be_v a_o sacrifice_n which_o cast_v a_o sweet_a savour_n in_o the_o lord_n nostril_n psalm_n 51.17_o and_o will_v god_n accept_v of_o thy_o sacrifice_n if_o he_o have_v reject_v thou_o no_o no_o assure_v thyself_o that_o god_n have_v accept_v of_o thy_o person_n if_o he_o accept_v of_o thy_o sacrifice_n the_o lord_n have_v 〈…〉_z and_o to_o his_o offering_n gâ—â—e_n 4.4_o the_o melt_a of_o thy_o soul_n and_o the_o kindly_a mourning_n over_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v pierce_v with_o thy_o sin_n be_v a_o most_o infallible_a evidence_n of_o god_n love_n towards_o thou_o and_o of_o the_o save_a presence_n of_o his_o holy_a spirit_n abide_v in_o thou_o therefore_o let_v thy_o spirit_n rejoice_v in_o that_o thou_o be_v able_a to_o mourn_v for_o sin_n those_o tear_n which_o proceed_v from_o a_o grieve_a soul_n and_o wound_a spirit_n may_v be_v compare_v unto_o april_n shower_n which_o bring_v on_o may-flower_n although_o these_o shower_n wet_a where_o they_o fall_v yet_o through_o the_o heat_n of_o the_o sun_n work_v with_o they_o they_o produce_v a_o great_a deal_n of_o sweetness_n in_o those_o plant_n and_o herb_n which_o they_o fall_v upon_o there_o be_v abundance_n of_o joy_n in_o all_o godly_a sorrow_n as_o the_o harvest_n be_v potential_o in_o the_o seed_n so_o the_o harvest_n of_o true_a and_o sound_a joy_n grow_v out_o of_o this_o seed_n of_o sorrow_n psalm_n 126.5_o they_o that_o sow_v in_o tear_n shall_v reap_v in_o joy_n why_o be_v thy_o soul_n then_o so_o trouble_v within_o thou_o why_o be_v thou_o still_o so_o sad_a so_o heavy_a and_o deject_v object_n howsoever_o i_o grieve_v and_o mourn_v yet_o i_o can_v not_o believe_v that_o there_o be_v any_o truth_n of_o grace_n in_o i_o in_o that_o i_o be_o not_o so_o fruitful_a and_o profitable_a in_o my_o place_n and_o calling_n as_o i_o shall_v and_o fain_o will_v be_v i_o be_o a_o barren_a fruitless_a tree_n one_o that_o cumber_v the_o earth_n fit_a for_o nothing_o but_o the_o fire_n answ_n but_o be_v it_o not_o with_o thou_o as_o it_o fare_v with_o some_o covetous_a earthly_a gripple-minded_a person_n which_o spend_v their_o time_n in_o scrape_v and_o rake_v together_o these_o outward_a thing_n pinch_v their_o body_n and_o be_v ever_o and_o anon_o whine_a and_o complain_v that_o they_o have_v nothing_o when_o as_o their_o chest_n be_v full_a of_o good_a linen_n their_o house_n store_v and_o stuff_v full_a of_o utensill_n and_o their_o purse_n full_a of_o money_n but_o be_v blind_v with_o the_o love_n of_o the_o world_n think_v they_o have_v nothing_o because_o they_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o their_o covetous_a eye_n will_v look_v over_o and_o therefore_o do_v neither_o thankful_o acknowledge_v what_o they_o have_v receive_v nor_o profitable_o improve_v any_o thing_n they_o do_v enjoy_v either_o to_o god_n glory_n their_o own_o comfort_n or_o other_o good_a even_o so_o many_o afflict_a soul_n be_v overload_v with_o anguish_n of_o mind_n and_o delude_v by_o satan_n oft_o time_n complain_v of_o the_o want_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o plenty_n not_o see_v as_o the_o say_n be_v wood_n for_o tree_n and_o thus_o do_v bely_v both_o god_n and_o themselves_o and_o it_o be_v just_a with_o the_o lord_n sometime_o to_o hold_v his_o child_n down_o with_o fear_n and_o doubt_n because_o they_o have_v not_o be_v sufficient_o thankful_a to_o god_n for_o that_o rich_a grace_n they_o have_v receive_v from_o he_o our_o unthankfulness_n be_v not_o only_o as_o a_o great_a fog_n and_o mist_n which_o do_v exceed_o obscure_a and_o darken_v the_o grace_n of_o god_n in_o his_o child_n but_o be_v also_o as_o a_o worm_n or_o canker_n which_o eat_v into_o the_o sap_n and_o heart_n of_o grace_n so_o as_o it_o thrive_v not_o nor_o fructify_v as_o otherwise_o it_o will_v do_v but_o such_o as_o be_v plant_v in_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n shall_v flourish_v in_o the_o court_n of_o our_o god_n psalm_n 92.13_o do_v not_o the_o prophet_n jeremiah_n also_o tell_v we_o that_o those_o that_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n and_o who_o hope_n the_o lord_n be_v shall_v be_v as_o a_o tree_n plant_v by_o the_o water_n which_o spread_v out_o her_o root_n shall_v not_o care_v for_o the_o year_n of_o drought_n neither_o shall_v cease_v from_o yield_a fruit_n jere._n 17.8_o answ_n and_o be_v not_o this_o good_a fruit_n to_o bemoan_v thy_o barrenness_n admit_v that_o for_o the_o present_a thou_o do_v not_o increase_v thy_o spiritual_a stock_n as_o thou_o desire_v thou_o do_v not_o perceive_v grace_n to_o thrive_v and_o grow_v in_o thou_o as_o thou_o do_v behold_v it_o in_o other_o must_v it_o need_v follow_v that_o thou_o be_v therefore_o utter_o destitute_a and_o void_a of_o grace_n a_o man_n while_o he_o be_v asleep_a make_v no_o use_n of_o many_o good_a thing_n he_o have_v a_o hand_n benumb_v with_o cold_a feel_v not_o that_o which_o it_o hold_v fast_o it_o may_v so_o fall_v out_o that_o grace_n may_v be_v something_o chill_v in_o thou_o do_v it_o therefore_o follow_v that_o it_o be_v quite_o kill_v in_o thou_o thou_o must_v learn_v to_o put_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o no_o grace_n and_o grace_v some_o way_n enfeeble_v for_o the_o present_a it_o fare_v with_o grace_n in_o the_o heart_n of_o many_o of_o god_n child_n as_o it_o do_v with_o the_o moon_n sometime_o in_o the_o full_a and_o sometime_o in_o the_o wain_n or_o as_o with_o the_o sea_n which_o sometime_o flow_v and_o sometime_o ebb_v even_o so_o through_o satan_n malice_n and_o our_o own_o frailty_n grace_n may_v seem_v sometime_o to_o ebb_v in_o we_o and_o then_o no_o wonder_n if_o the_o heart_n be_v deaden_v and_o out_o inward_a peace_n disturb_v through_o fear_n and_o doubt_n assure_v thyself_o this_o off_o and_o on_o this_o up_o and_o down_o this_o heat_n and_o cold_a arise_v from_o those_o principle_n of_o grace_n and_o corruption_n abide_v in_o all_o the_o lord_n people_n corruption_n sometime_o prevail_v and_o this_o roil_n and_o trouble_v these_o live_a water_n within_o we_o and_o make_v they_o thick_a and_o muddy_a so_o as_o little_a good_a appear_v in_o we_o but_o anon_o when_o the_o wind_n of_o the_o spirit_n blow_v again_o with_o its_o holy_a blast_n it_o cleanse_v and_o refine_v these_o trouble_a water_n who_o clearness_n may_v again_o be_v see_v and_o who_o goodness_n may_v be_v taste_v object_n but_o my_o case_n be_v worse_a than_o ordinary_a for_o i_o have_v return_v with_o the_o dog_n to_o lick_v up_o my_o old_a vomit_n after_o repent_v and_o cleanse_v yea_o covenant_v with_o god_n for_o ever_o to_o renounce_v and_o abandon_v my_o former_a sin_n i_o have_v with_o the_o swine_n wallow_v in_o the_o old_a mire_n of_o filthiness_n and_o therefore_o i_o can_v think_v that_o ever_o grace_n be_v in_o truth_n begin_v in_o i_o answ_n if_o it_o be_v so_o thy_o case_n be_v the_o more_o lamentable_a and_o fearful_a but_o yet_o it_o be_v not_o desperate_a for_o divers_a of_o the_o lord_n people_n many_o worthy_a one_o have_v relapse_v have_v fall_v back_o unto_o old_a sin_n and_o yet_o by_o the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n have_v recover_v themselves_o again_o and_o gain_v the_o love_n and_o favour_n of_o god_n do_v not_o abraham_n sin_n the_o matter_n of_o sarah_n his_o wife_n hazard_n her_o chastity_n by_o a_o poor_a plot_n yea_o a_o sinful_a policy_n expose_v his_o wife_n to_o adultery_n for_o his_o own_o outward_a peace_n
the_o gold_n behold_v say_v the_o lord_n i_o have_v fine_v thou_o i_o have_v choose_v thou_o in_o the_o furnace_n of_o affliction_n esa_n 48.10_o the_o lord_n compare_v affliction_n unto_o a_o furnace_n into_o which_o the_o goldsmith_n do_v cast_v his_o metal_n to_o fine_v they_o to_o purge_v they_o from_o that_o dirt_n and_o dross_n which_o be_v mingle_v with_o they_o prosperity_n health_n ease_n liberty_n be_v occasion_n of_o contract_a and_o gather_v soil_n and_o dross_n therefore_o the_o lord_n who_o love_v to_o see_v his_o child_n clean_o will_v bring_v they_o through_o the_o fire_n and_o will_v fine_v they_o as_o silver_n and_o try_v they_o as_o gold_n be_v try_v zach._n 13.9_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o the_o apostle_n peter_n say_v we_o be_v in_o heaviness_n through_o manifold_a temptation_n that_o the_o trial_n of_o our_o faith_n be_v much_o more_o precious_a than_o gold_n that_o perish_v may_v be_v find_v to_o our_o praise_n 1._o pet._n 1.6.7_o he_o do_v chasten_v we_o for_o our_o profit_n that_o we_o may_v be_v partaker_n of_o his_o holiness_n hebr._n 12.10_o which_o we_o can_v be_v unless_o we_o be_v wash_v and_o cleanse_v from_o the_o filth_n of_o sin_n let_v we_o cleanse_v ourselves_o from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n and_o grow_v up_o into_o full_a holiness_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n 2._o cor._n 7.1_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o david_n profess_v it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o that_o i_o have_v be_v afflict_v psal_n 119.71_o soul_n affliction_n oft_o time_n make_v a_o bad_a man_n good_a they_o always_o make_v a_o good_a man_n better_o therefore_o take_v this_o for_o a_o sure_a ground_n that_o the_o lord_n never_o afflict_v the_o body_n but_o for_o the_o soul_n good_a he_o never_o bring_v any_o evil_n upon_o our_o body_n but_o with_o a_o intent_n to_o better_v the_o soul_n when_o the_o lord_n do_v afflict_v we_o he_o be_v in_o a_o course_n of_o physic_n with_o we_o to_o purge_v out_o those_o malignant_a humour_n which_o in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o prosperity_n we_o have_v contract_v unto_o ourselves_o therefore_o as_o we_o be_v content_a to_o receive_v bitter_a pill_n sick_a vomit_n and_o unpleasing_a potion_n for_o our_o bodily_a health_n strive_v to_o take_v they_o down_o though_o they_o go_v sore_o against_o our_o stomach_n as_o we_o endure_v sharp_a salve_n and_o strong_a eat_a plaster_n and_o powder_n to_o be_v apply_v to_o bodily_a sore_n for_o the_o take_n down_o of_o our_o proud_a and_o eat_v out_o our_o dead_a flesh_n so_o must_v we_o be_v patient_a in_o the_o time_n of_o affliction_n see_v it_o be_v a_o mean_n of_o help_v and_o cure_v our_o sick_a distemper_a soul_n sin_n be_v the_o soul_n sickness_n and_o affliction_n be_v that_o physic_n which_o the_o lord_n that_o wise_a and_o good_a physician_n see_v meet_v to_o be_v apply_v unto_o we_o for_o our_o health_n and_o recovery_n therefore_o as_o that_o man_n body_n be_v in_o a_o dangerous_a if_o not_o desperate_a case_n upon_o which_o physic_n will_v not_o work_v or_o work_v but_o a_o little_a do_v little_a or_o no_o good_a unto_o he_o so_o as_o still_o the_o disease_n prevail_v and_o the_o body_n languish_v even_o so_o it_o fare_v with_o our_o soul_n if_o affliction_n can_v better_v we_o our_o case_n be_v desperate_a eze._n 24.13_o thou_o remain_v in_o thy_o filthiness_n and_o wickedness_n because_o i_o will_v have_v purge_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v not_o purge_v thou_o shall_v not_o be_v purge_v from_o thy_o filthiness_n till_o i_o have_v cause_v my_o wrath_n to_o light_v upon_o thou_o god_n correction_n be_v for_o our_o reformation_n and_o amendment_n but_o if_o they_o can_v reform_v we_o they_o make_v way_n either_o for_o great_a judgement_n as_o levit._n 26.21_o where_o the_o lord_n tell_v we_o that_o if_o we_o walk_v stubborn_o against_o he_o &_o will_v not_o obey_v he_o he_o will_v then_o bring_v seven_o time_n more_o plague_n upon_o we_o according_a to_o our_o sin_n or_o else_o they_o prepare_v we_o for_o confusion_n &_o destruction_n for_o he_o that_o harden_v his_o neck_n when_o he_o be_v rebuke_v shall_v sudden_o be_v destroy_v and_o can_v be_v cure_v prov._n 29.1_o some_o by_o accustom_v themselves_o to_o sin_n be_v bring_v at_o last_o into_o a_o incurable_a condition_n so_o that_o we_o may_v say_v of_o he_o and_o to_o he_o as_o it_o be_v speak_v to_o the_o king_n of_o ashur_n there_o be_v no_o heal_n of_o thy_o wound_n nahum_n 3.19_o to_o be_v never_o the_o better_a for_o affliction_n be_v to_o bear_v the_o brand_n of_o a_o wicked_a person_n this_o be_v king_n ahaz_n who_o in_o the_o time_n of_o his_o tribulation_n do_v yet_o trespass_n more_o against_o the_o lord_n 2_o chro._n 28.22_o and_o this_o will_v seal_v up_o unto_o all_o incorrigible_a person_n god_n heavy_a judgement_n which_o he_o will_v one_o day_n bring_v upon_o they_o true_a it_o be_v that_o many_o be_v so_o far_o in_o league_n with_o sin_n that_o none_o of_o those_o blow_n which_o god_n give_v they_o will_v break_v that_o curse_a league_n betwixt_o they_o and_o their_o sin_n all_o that_o the_o lord_n do_v unto_o they_o be_v little_a enough_o to_o bring_v they_o to_o a_o sight_n of_o sin_n but_o god_n will_v have_v sin_n out_o of_o request_n with_o we_o and_o we_o out_o of_o love_n with_o it_o that_o sin_n may_v stink_v in_o our_o nostril_n as_o it_o be_v unpleasing_a to_o the_o lord_n many_o have_v a_o stink_a disease_n in_o they_o or_o upon_o they_o seek_v not_o out_o for_o cure_v because_o it_o savour_v not_o amiss_o to_o they_o the_o smell_n thereof_o be_v not_o offensive_a unto_o they_o but_o when_o once_o they_o begin_v to_o be_v annoy_v with_o their_o own_o stink_n than_o they_o seek_v out_o for_o help_v and_o remedy_n affliction_n search_v sin_n to_o the_o quick_a stir_v up_o the_o bottom_n of_o our_o corruption_n make_v it_o stink_n in_o our_o nostril_n so_o as_o we_o begin_v to_o grow_v out_o of_o love_n with_o that_o evil_n which_o sometime_o have_v be_v most_o delightful_a and_o please_a unto_o we_o therefore_o if_o iniquity_n be_v in_o thy_o hand_n put_v it_o far_o away_o and_o let_v not_o wickedness_n dwell_v in_o thy_o tabernacle_n say_v zophar_n job._n 11.14_o this_o be_v good_a counsel_n give_v to_o job_n in_o his_o affliction_n he_o must_v purge_v his_o hand_n &_o house_n yea_o and_o heart_n too_o of_o all_o wickedness_n than_o he_o shall_v lift_v up_o his_o face_n without_o spot_n he_o shall_v be_v stable_n and_o not_o fear_v job_n 11.15_o then_o shall_v he_o be_v justify_v of_o the_o lord_n free_v from_o the_o stain_n of_o his_o sin_n and_o be_v without_o all_o fear_n of_o judgement_n yea_o say_v zophar_n thou_o shall_v forget_v thy_o misery_n not_o only_o be_v a_o end_n of_o trouble_n but_o ease_n and_o joy_n shall_v come_v in_o the_o place_n of_o they_o reason_n 3_o sin_n three_o as_o affliction_n serve_v to_o find_v out_o sin_n past_a and_o to_o purge_v sin_n present_a so_o also_o to_o prevent_v sin_n to_o come_v which_o the_o lord_n who_o know_v we_o better_v they_o we_o know_v ourselves_o see_v we_o will_v run_v into_o hence_o it_o be_v that_o a_o thorn_n in_o the_o flesh_n the_o messenger_n of_o satan_n be_v send_v to_o buffet_v paul_n lest_o he_o shall_v be_v exalt_v above_o measure_n 2._o cor._n 12.7_o the_o lord_n be_v please_v so_o high_o to_o honour_n paul_n as_o to_o take_v he_o up_o into_o paradise_n where_o he_o hear_v word_n which_o can_v be_v speak_v which_o be_v not_o possible_a for_o man_n to_o utter_v whereupon_o lest_o paul_n shall_v grow_v too_o high_a in_o the_o instep_n and_o think_v better_o of_o himself_o than_o there_o be_v cause_n the_o lord_n in_o wisdom_n take_v he_o down_o a_o peg_n send_v a_o satanical_a messenger_n to_o buffet_v he_o that_o so_o he_o may_v not_o be_v exalt_v the_o lord_n see_v we_o be_v ready_a to_o cast_v ourselves_o into_o some_o peril_n and_o danger_n or_o to_o run_v into_o some_o evil_n which_o will_v tend_v to_o the_o dishonour_n of_o his_o name_n or_o the_o scandal_n of_o our_o 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