only_a continence_n but_o not_o real_a patience_n but_o this_o be_v patience_n when_o a_o man_n can_v imprecate_v no_o evil_n upon_o another_o by_o reason_n of_o any_o adversity_n but_o if_o any_o one_o have_v injure_v he_o he_o pray_v hearty_o for_o he_o note_v he_o have_v a_o kindness_n for_o he_o and_o love_v he_o and_o if_o one_o have_v take_v any_o thing_n from_o he_o he_o yield_v up_o and_o give_v all_o these_o thing_n to_o he_o as_o unto_o his_o own_o self_n and_o be_v upon_o it_o of_o a_o cheerful_a and_o not_o of_o a_o sad_a mind_n and_o this_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o the_o spirit_n but_o continence_n be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o law_n and_o can_v justify_v a_o man_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o be_v precedent_n unto_o righteousness_n which_o follow_v afterward_o through_o faith_n in_o which_o all_o thing_n be_v real_a which_o be_v before_o notional_a for_o in_o old_a thing_n do_v abide_v the_o shadow_n but_o the_o real_a thing_n be_v of_o christ_n himself_n paul_n 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what_o will_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o to_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n and_o what_o advantage_n will_v it_o be_v to_o a_o man_n to_o know_v all_o thing_n and_o yet_o he_o experience_v they_o not_o nor_o be_v they_o fulfil_v in_o he_o and_o therefore_o we_o ought_v not_o to_o take_v care_n of_o that_o to_o know_v or_o understand_v much_o but_o that_o we_o may_v sensible_o apprehend_v and_o experience_n much_o knowledge_n puff_v up_o but_o charity_n edifi_v faith_n the_o apostle_n experience_n supply_v all_o thing_n in_o man_n and_o be_v adequate_a to_o knowledge_n and_o thus_o also_o the_o man_n be_v make_v humble_a chap._n xiii_o when_o death_n be_v know_v it_o be_v also_o fear_v and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o more_o profound_o death_n be_v know_v by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v it_o terrify_v and_o be_v it_o fear_v if_o death_n must_v be_v true_a it_o must_v be_v true_a as_o to_o all_o thing_n when_o nature_n be_v once_o dead_a as_o to_o 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rob_v thereof_o and_o i_o can_v boast_v no_o where_o neither_o before_o god_n nor_o before_o any_o man_n nor_o before_o my_o own_o self_n for_o i_o live_v by_o freegrace_n alone_o this_o state_n be_v so_o miserable_a that_o no_o man_n know_v it_o but_o he_o that_o be_v touch_v therewith_o and_o though_o i_o must_v live_v by_o freegrace_n yet_o i_o know_v of_o no_o grace_n nor_o can_v i_o comprehend_v or_o understand_v nor_o know_v nor_o find_v where_o that_o grace_n shall_v be_v nor_o whence_o it_o shall_v come_v although_o i_o have_v often_o feel_v it_o therefore_o ought_v this_o grace_n to_o be_v both_o give_v and_o take_v above_o and_o beyond_o the_o understanding_n knowledge_n and_o comprehension_n of_o all_o man_n yea_o above_o all_o merit_n or_o godliness_n that_o be_v in_o a_o man_n as_o also_o above_o all_o intellect_n and_o illumination_n but_o as_o for_o the_o justice_n of_o god_n judgement_n hell_n and_o damnation_n these_o i_o can_v most_o exact_o know_v and_o understand_v whence_o they_o can_v come_v for_o they_o always_o do_v handle_v i_o very_o severe_o but_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v my_o chief_a salvation_n as_o long_o as_o the_o will_n of_o god_n overshaddow_n i_o i_o can_v bear_v all_o though_o i_o shall_v be_v roast_v or_o boil_a annihilate_v or_o slay_v in_o body_n soul_n and_o spirit_n but_o when_o the_o will_n of_o god_n hide_v itself_o for_o some_o time_n that_o i_o do_v not_o feel_v it_o over_o i_o i_o fall_v into_o such_o strait_n as_o a_o unexperienced_a person_n can_v believe_v my_o whole_a hope_n be_v that_o the_o lord_n will_v lead_v we_o all_o through_o all_o though_o the_o case_n be_v full_a of_o sorrow_n for_o his_o arm_n be_v all_o powerful_a
our_o sinful_a flesh_n in_o the_o death_n of_o a_o natural_a man_n the_o will_n of_o god_n only_o rule_v viz._n because_o that_o god_n so_o will_v it_o and_o it_o so_o please_v he_o and_o his_o judgement_n thus_o require_v it_o hither_o a_o man_n be_v to_o refer_v himself_o this_o be_v his_o only_a restand_v quiet_a viz._n the_o will_n of_o god_n thing_n plain_o happen_v otherwise_o than_o one_o think_v all_o thing_n observe_v another_o manner_n than_o a_o man_n think_v chap._n xii_o there_o be_v no_o come_n unto_o a_o internal_a state_n or_o spiritual_a exercise_n except_o first_o all_o the_o ceremony_n be_v break_v by_o affliction_n the_o warm_a bed_n be_v to_o be_v leave_v there_o be_v man_n in_o the_o world_n that_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o idolatry_n exceed_v that_o hardship_n and_o patient_o endure_v the_o cold_a and_o incommodity_n why_o may_v not_o the_o same_o be_v do_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o true_a worship_n and_o though_o at_o the_o beginning_n when_o one_o be_v settle_v in_o a_o custom_n of_o lie_v in_o bed_n the_o thing_n will_v not_o be_v without_o difficulty_n yet_o in_o time_n it_o will_v become_v easy_a and_o a_o man_n will_v hate_v his_o bed_n and_o the_o too_o much_o use_v thereof_o and_o will_v not_o use_v it_o but_o for_o necessity_n all_o thing_n whatsoever_o which_o be_v at_o first_o do_v with_o great_a difficulty_n they_o become_v gentle_a and_o easy_a by_o use_n a_o man_n must_v combat_v stout_o and_o with_o affliction_n too_o that_o lay_v aside_o his_o confusion_n he_o may_v be_v bring_v into_o order_n and_o consequent_o that_o god_n may_v draw_v near_o unto_o he_o he_o that_o be_v keep_v in_o confusion_n and_o neglect_v the_o mean_n of_o his_o get_n forward_o can_v be_v promote_v but_o many_o year_n and_o time_n be_v spend_v with_o he_o so_o that_o he_o sâ—ill_o remain_v that_o which_o he_o be_v and_o the_o fault_n be_v in_o some_o prop_n or_o support_v he_o have_v either_o secret_o or_o manifest_o as_o well_o in_o small_a as_o in_o great_a matter_n where_o nature_n be_v crucify_v there_o she_o want_v a_o prop_n for_o on_o what_o another_o be_v uphold_v and_o proppd_v up_o with_o on_o that_o the_o can_v lean_v herself_o we_o must_v beware_v of_o every_o affair_n that_o be_v use_v for_o to_o pass_v away_o time_n sportful_o and_o unprofitable_o time_n be_v to_o be_v weigh_v in_o a_o balance_n and_o to_o be_v spend_v on_o god_n for_o it_o be_v precious_a and_o run_v swift_o whatsoever_o be_v to_o a_o man_n most_o difficult_a and_o bitter_a that_o he_o must_v do_v and_o whatsoever_o be_v most_o easy_a and_o sweet_a that_o he_o must_v omit_v to_o keep_v himself_o pure_a in_o impurity_n be_v a_o piece_n of_o art_n and_o commendable_a but_o let_v no_o man_n that_o be_v already_o out_o of_o the_o reach_n of_o such_o mingle_v himself_o with_o they_o for_o that_o will_v be_v a_o rashness_n whereas_o he_o that_o be_v in_o they_o already_o aught_o to_o enter_v into_o this_o combat_n and_o to_o conquer_v the_o enemy_n and_o with_o tear_n and_o sorrow_n break_v through_o the_o hostile_a troop_n that_o which_o be_v here_o say_v of_o impurity_n be_v not_o to_o be_v understand_v of_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o themselves_o impure_a for_o no_o purify_a person_n can_v pass_v through_o they_o when_o they_o be_v prohibit_v and_o be_v not_o in_o the_o least_o allow_v of_o but_o of_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o impure_a of_o themselves_o yet_o be_v such_o by_o which_o a_o man_n may_v be_v pollute_v by_o reason_n of_o his_o own_o proper_a impurity_n when_o he_o satisfi_v not_o his_o own_o conscience_n and_o walk_v not_o straight_o forward_o in_o the_o way_n of_o god_n he_o that_o will_v not_o suffer_v be_v afflict_v in_o the_o earth_n he_o err_v in_o his_o understanding_n when_o one_o be_v lead_v into_o the_o revelation_n and_o knowledge_n of_o many_o thing_n but_o he_o himself_o remain_v without_o and_o beyond_o they_o the_o lord_n say_v what_o will_v it_o profit_v a_o man_n to_o gain_v the_o whole_a world_n and_o lose_v his_o own_o soul_n he_o also_o that_o go_v into_o the_o marriage_n without_o a_o wedding-garment_n be_v cast_v out_o for_o those_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v notional_o by_o knowledge_n and_o in_o the_o understanding_n he_o have_v not_o substantial_o and_o real_o in_o the_o science_n of_o thing_n a_o man_n glori_v and_o be_v glad_a and_o delight_v when_o he_o speak_v or_o write_v of_o they_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v with_o joy_n but_o when_o the_o substance_n or_o essence_n of_o thing_n come_v he_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n nor_o can_v he_o rejoice_v or_o be_v delight_v because_o he_o partake_v nothing_o and_o have_v no_o thing_n therein_o but_o his_o death_n and_o destruction_n the_o science_n or_o knowledge_n of_o they_o can_v no_o more_o make_v he_o merry_a because_o they_o be_v contrary_a unto_o he_o and_o whatever_o he_o know_v read_v hear_v oâ—_n think_v concern_v they_o that_o all_o make_v against_o he_o because_o all_o these_o thing_n aâ—_n contrary_a or_o adverse_a unto_o he_o chap._n xiii_o when_o a_o man_n lie_v in_o death_n he_o no_o long_o his_o own_o for_o he_o plain_o alienate_v from_o his_o own_o self_n her_o therefore_o he_o cease_v from_o labour_n neither_o do_v he_o act_v any_o more_o and_o god_n stanâ—_n in_o the_o stead_n of_o himself_o and_o fulfil_v and_o erect_v that_o in_o his_o death_n which_o have_v not_o be_v do_v in_o his_o life_n for_o whatever_o he_o handle_v in_o his_o life_n he_o do_v it_o at_o all_o by_o image_n but_o here_o in_o death_n god_n have_v establish_v the_o very_a substance_n itself_o and_o this_o be_v a_o grace_n and_o the_o generation_n which_o be_v make_v in_o death_n that_o which_o christ_n denote_v can_v be_v fulfil_v for_o it_o be_v a_o generation_n which_o be_v of_o itself_o passive_a in_o the_o destruction_n and_o death_n of_o a_o man_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o man_n therefore_o god_n himself_o do_v it_o whence_o it_o be_v that_o to_o he_o alone_o the_o glory_n be_v due_a a_o man_n who_o be_v in_o death_n be_v not_o afflict_v by_o the_o delay_n of_o time_n but_o he_o who_o yet_o hope_v for_o joy_n and_o pleasure_n he_o be_v afflict_v with_o every_o delay_n until_o that_o come_v which_o be_v hope_v for_o but_o the_o dead_a lie_n down_o without_o hope_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o thing_n which_o they_o expect_v for_o they_o be_v forsake_v and_o strip_v of_o all_o but_o in_o these_o thing_n they_o acknowledge_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o comfort_v themselves_o that_o god_n so_o will_v the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v their_o couch_n when_o a_o man_n give_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n than_o one_o follow_v another_o but_o then_o a_o man_n have_v to_o do_v as_o it_o be_v with_o a_o lion_n who_o if_o any_o one_o lay_v hold_v on_o one_o paâ—â—_n of_o any_o thing_n he_o ever_o draw_v it_o near_o so_o also_o if_o one_o yield_v himself_o up_o to_o one_o lust_n he_o also_o quick_o yield_v to_o another_o and_o so_o the_o world_n gain_v he_o again_o tâ—â—_n he_o be_v whole_o swallow_v up_o therein_o but_o then_o at_o last_o the_o man_n true_o neglect_v himself_o and_o expect_v the_o severe_a judgement_n of_o god_n chap._n fourteen_o when_o a_o man_n perceive_v that_o he_o be_v willing_a to_o abide_v in_o his_o present_a state_n and_o to_o be_v at_o rest_n and_o to_o subsist_v in_o it_o than_o the_o spirit_n cease_v and_o the_o man_n slip_v down_o out_o of_o the_o spirit_n into_o the_o flesh_n there_o the_o rule_n or_o government_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v hinder_v and_o the_o literal_a kingdom_n be_v set_v up_o there_o than_o be_v no_o long_o a_o spiritual_a kingdom_n nor_o a_o increase_n nor_o proficiency_n but_o a_o go_v backward_o and_o a_o leap_v back_o again_o into_o the_o flesh_n and_o into_o the_o creature_n and_o then_o begin_v hatred_n and_o persecution_n towards_o the_o adverse_a part_n that_o they_o will_v not_o so_o much_o as_o receive_v they_o into_o their_o house_n that_o be_v they_o will_v by_o no_o mean_n come_v near_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o that_o and_o thus_o these_o must_v suffer_v by_o and_o from_o they_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o name_n of_o christ_n even_o as_o also_o they_o suffer_v in_o their_o flesh_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o sin_n by_o the_o law_n of_o sin_n for_o the_o flesh_n of_o these_o person_n together_o with_o its_o lust_n and_o affection_n be_v by_o the_o law_n lift_v up_o from_o the_o earth_n upon_o the_o cross_n and_o the_o lust_n and_o appetite_n of_o nature_n be_v cut_v off_o and_o reject_v by_o their_o object_n that_o they_o can_v no_o long_o use_v they_o nor_o draw_v life_n from_o they_o the_o universal_a increated_a salvation_n have_v in_o itself_o no_o judgement_n concern_v other_o
from_o he_o and_o have_v give_v he_o the_o wisdom_n that_o he_o can_v behold_v god_n in_o the_o person_n of_o man_n and_o can_v take_v all_o thing_n from_o his_o hand_n and_o so_o he_o can_v give_v all_o glory_n to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o true_a worshipper_n of_o he_o chap._n xxvi_o all_o fear_n of_o god_n which_o any_o one_o have_v before_o the_o birth_n of_o jacob_n be_v a_o servile_a fear_n and_o the_o filial_a fear_n come_v not_o at_o first_o but_o when_o there_o be_v a_o new_a birth_n the_o servile_a go_v before_o but_o last_v not_o and_o the_o filial_a follow_v and_o abideeth_n when_o esau_n be_v bear_v he_o know_v nothing_o as_o yet_o of_o jacob_n but_o suppose_v that_o the_o inheritance_n of_o the_o blessing_n be_v he_o first_o he_o come_v forth_o but_o in_o part_n and_o in_o time_n be_v put_v further_o out_o till_o also_o his_o foot_n come_v forth_o then_o he_o look_v back_o upon_o jacob_n and_o be_v smite_v with_o grief_n and_o he_o see_v also_o his_o own_o danger_n and_o yet_o he_o contrive_v to_o kill_v he_o and_o to_o take_v he_o out_o of_o the_o way_n but_o the_o more_o he_o endeavour_v to_o suppress_v he_o by_o so_o much_o the_o more_o do_v jacob_n come_v forth_o it_o be_v write_v concern_v esau_n though_o thou_o shall_v build_v thy_o nest_n among_o the_o star_n yet_o i_o will_v pull_v thou_o thence_o betwixt_o esau_n and_o jacob_n there_o be_v no_o die_v for_o jacob_n hold_v esau_n by_o the_o heel_n and_o follow_v he_o esau_n be_v the_o beginning_n that_o which_o follow_v be_v jacob_n the_o habitation_n of_o esau_n be_v in_o the_o desert_n moreover_o concern_v esau_n and_o jacob_n esau_n proceed_v from_o isaac_n which_o be_v a_o divine_a birth_n yet_o the_o judgement_n come_v upon_o he_o such_o a_o thing_n be_v righteousness_n in_o a_o man_n upon_o which_o also_o come_v judgement_n esau_n have_v the_o righteousness_n of_o god_n as_o if_o it_o be_v his_o propriety_n and_o he_o appli_v it_o unto_o his_o delight_n and_o he_o seek_v life_n for_o himself_o therein_o and_o therefore_o the_o judgement_n of_o god_n must_v come_v upon_o esau_n that_o he_o must_v lay_v down_o his_o life_n till_o he_o come_v into_o the_o state_n of_o jacob_n who_o abide_v resign_v up_o unto_o god_n and_o whether_o god_n give_v or_o whether_o god_n take_v away_o any_o thing_n he_o be_v satisfy_v therewith_o so_o soon_o as_o a_o man_n receive_v a_o new_a life_n he_o â—s_v again_o subject_v unto_o judgement_n and_o be_v force_v to_o suffer_v death_n chap._n xxvii_o that_o which_o be_v move_v together_o with_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n that_o be_v a_o member_n in_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n the_o humanity_n of_o christ_n be_v a_o middle_a thing_n between_o god_n and_o we_o and_o god_n can_v come_v into_o we_o but_o by_o mediation_n of_o this_o the_o feed_n on_o the_o most_o pure_a body_n of_o christ_n transfer_v we_o into_o a_o divine_a essence_n and_o that_o food_n consume_v all_o flesh_n christ_n when_o he_o have_v take_v the_o bread_n say_v in_o do_v this_o you_o shall_v declare_v my_o death_n this_o be_v the_o sense_n and_o the_o impression_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n the_o expression_n of_o which_o be_v the_o declaration_n thereof_o hence_o it_o may_v be_v observe_v what_o kind_n of_o food_n it_o be_v to_o eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o christ_n and_o to_o drink_v his_o blood_n viz._n such_o as_o many_o who_o former_o have_v be_v feed_v and_o fill_v by_o christ_n go_v back_o do_v forsake_v he_o when_o they_o shall_v have_v come_v unto_o his_o food_n great_a be_v the_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o essential_a truth_n and_o the_o notional_a truth_n also_o between_o the_o essential_a death_n and_o the_o notional_a death_n there_o be_v also_o great_a difference_n between_o those_o who_o know_v god_n in_o nature_n aâ—â—â—â—cordingly_o do_o possess_v and_o use_v he_o and_o 〈◊〉_d who_o know_v god_n in_o god_n and_o accorâ—â—â—ly_o do_v possess_v and_o use_v he_o for_o purâ—â—â—ture_n such_o as_o be_v create_v from_o god_n â—â—â—â—eth_v into_o god_n without_o all_o adamicaâ—â—â—cidents_n it_o be_v true_a indeed_o that_o the_o israeâ—_n 〈◊〉_d who_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n do_v eat_v heaâ—â—ly_a bread_n in_o the_o wilderness_n yet_o that_o coâ—â—_n 〈◊〉_d not_o preserve_v they_o so_o as_o that_o they_o shoâ—â—_n abide_v but_o die_v they_o must_v as_o christ_n saâ—â—â—â—_n your_o father_n do_v eat_v the_o bread_n from_o heauâ—â—_n and_o be_v dead_a when_o first_o we_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n 〈◊〉_d come_v to_o pass_v that_o we_o can_v in_o the_o 〈◊〉_d of_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n see_v know_v possete_v and_o use_v god_n yea_o and_o hold_v he_o in_o oâ—_n propriety_n but_o that_o nature_n must_v come_v 〈◊〉_d to_o death_n and_o be_v judge_v of_o god_n anâ—_n than_o we_o possess_v and_o know_v god_n not_o 〈◊〉_d the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n or_o of_o nature_n bâ—â—_n in_o the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o then_o god_n be_v possess_v without_o appropriation_n without_o touch_v or_o handle_v for_o whatever_o feel_v or_o touch_v in_o we_o be_v the_o flesh_n and_o be_v deliver_v up_o into_o death_n from_o god_n but_o afterward_o in_o a_o true_a quiet_a resignation_n god_n behold_v himself_o in_o we_o and_o there_o know_v and_o love_v himself_o and_o although_o former_o we_o know_v and_o apply_v god_n in_o nature_n or_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n yet_o that_o state_n remain_v no_o long_o but_o by_o and_o through_o judgement_n be_v press_v down_o into_o death_n and_o have_v nothing_o in_o god_n neither_o pleasure_n nor_o joy_n nor_o comfort_n and_o although_o nature_n or_o the_o flesh_n have_v for_o some_o time_n some_o such_o thing_n in_o god_n yet_o now_o it_o have_v it_o no_o more_o whatsoever_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n and_o do_v rejoice_v to_o go_v forward_o into_o the_o promise_a land_n that_o must_v fall_v in_o the_o wilderness_n and_o die_v but_o the_o child_n spring_v from_o they_o do_v come_v into_o that_o land_n now_o thouâ—â—_n the_o flesh_n be_v thus_o condemn_v unto_o death_n that_o it_o can_v have_v no_o delight_n nor_o joy_n 〈◊〉_d god_n yet_o the_o mind_n be_v and_o rest_v in_o peaâ—â—_n and_o joy_n and_o then_o the_o man_n when_o thâ—_n flesh_n be_v thus_o dead_a be_v like_a to_o wax_v which_o soften_v by_o the_o fire_n and_o be_v make_v fit_n receive_v all_o impression_n as_o often_o as_o a_o 〈◊〉_d be_v willing_a upon_o the_o appearance_n of_o gâ—â—_n to_o gain_v his_o life_n in_o god_n and_o he_o himself_o reprehend_v the_o very_a thing_n he_o ought_v therefore_o again_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o to_o suffer_v a_o new_a death_n it_o behoove_v the_o thief_n to_o remain_v under_o judgement_n upon_o the_o cross_n retain_v no_o life_n either_o in_o god_n or_o in_o the_o creature_n nor_o for_o the_o obtain_n of_o life_n can_v they_o be_v hear_v until_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n forsake_v all_o accident_n shall_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n it_o also_o behoove_v this_o man_n to_o remain_v in_o judgement_n according_a to_o the_o flesh_n till_o as_o to_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v dead_a nor_o shall_v he_o ever_o be_v raise_v up_o again_o into_o that_o life_n according_a to_o which_o he_o have_v dye_v but_o he_o be_v eternal_o to_o forsake_v it_o out_z of_o or_o from_o that_o just_a judgement_n but_o he_o shall_v be_v raise_v into_o another_o life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o and_o this_o be_v then_o that_o pure_a nature_n that_o pure_a humanity_n that_o pure_a flesh_n which_o christ_n assume_v as_o it_o be_v write_v zach._n 2.12_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v possess_v judah_n his_o portion_n in_o the_o sanctify_a earth_n and_o such_o purify_a flesh_n have_v access_n to_o god_n and_o god_n do_v manifest_v himself_o to_o it_o with_o delight_n and_o it_o stand_v give_v up_o under_o god_n and_o possess_v god_n without_o appropriation_n see_v he_o leave_v he_o also_o free_a such_o a_o man_n possess_v god_n no_o more_o in_o nature_n that_o be_v in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n but_o possess_v god_n in_o the_o death_n of_o nature_n it_o possess_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v god_n in_o god_n it_o see_v god_n in_o god_n it_o know_v christ_n no_o more_o according_a to_o the_o flesh_n as_o former_o but_o according_a to_o the_o spirit_n god_n in_o this_o man_n enjoy_v all_o thing_n and_o do_v with_o he_o according_a to_o his_o pleasure_n both_o in_o time_n and_o in_o eternity_n and_o this_o man_n be_v at_o rest_n in_o god_n but_o the_o anxiety_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n he_o indeed_o perceive_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v he_o but_o he_o so_o be_v at_o rest_n that_o he_o will_v nothing_o but_o what_o god_n will_v if_o therefore_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o possess_v god_n
for_o where_o the_o virtue_n of_o divine_a will_n be_v feel_v there_o such_o word_n do_v excite_v consternation_n therefore_o it_o be_v not_o for_o he_o to_o say_v i_o hope_v it_o will_v be_v so_o or_o so_o or_o so_o it_o shall_v be_v or_o so_o it_o shall_v not_o be_v and_o the_o like_a but_o he_o say_v thus_o 〈◊〉_d hope_v the_o lord_n will_v do_v it_o christ_n say_v i_o be_o the_o truth_n we_o think_v that_o christ_n be_v with_o we_o and_o that_o he_o be_v such_o a_o one_o as_o we_o be_v by_o nature_n but_o thus_o he_o be_v contrary_a to_o we_o and_o be_v our_o death_n chap._n viii_o all_o ceremony_n conform_v themselves_o according_a to_o god_n and_o be_v a_o representation_n of_o the_o hide_a truth_n but_o they_o do_v not_o conform_v themselves_o unto_o our_o weakness_n as_o some_o say_v yea_o and_o that_o god_n give_v they_o because_o of_o our_o weakness_n when_o as_o other_o wise_a they_o have_v not_o be_v necessary_a to_o which_o opinion_n we_o must_v assent_v yea_o furthermore_o they_o say_v that_o the_o very_a incarnation_n of_o christ_n be_v to_o be_v thus_o adorn_v which_o opinion_n be_v it_o far_o from_o we_o he_o that_o be_v upon_o a_o right_a foundation_n and_o have_v a_o understand_a heart_n will_v be_v whole_o opposite_a to_o these_o opinion_n for_o such_o a_o one_o feel_v and_o know_v that_o without_o the_o incarnation_n of_o christ_n no_o salvation_n can_v be_v find_v on_o the_o earth_n and_o that_o ceremony_n together_o with_o all_o creature_n be_v only_o a_o representation_n of_o the_o heavenly_a truth_n and_o that_o they_o be_v all_o conformeâ—_n according_a to_o god_n but_o not_o according_a to_o we_o and_o so_o also_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v and_o therefore_o they_o judge_v too_o dry_o concern_v they_o who_o say_v they_o be_v toy_n and_o trifle_n as_o also_o they_o do_v attribute_v too_o much_o to_o they_o who_o be_v glue_v fast_o unto_o they_o and_o from_o they_o do_v make_v god_n to_o themselves_o and_o set_v they_o in_o the_o place_n of_o the_o true_a substance_n they_o err_v on_o both_o hand_n wherefore_o we_o be_v to_o wait_v for_o a_o right_a judgement_n in_o all_o thing_n from_o the_o lord_n and_z and_z to_o fear_v least_o any_o thing_n be_v rash_o add_v from_o our_o opinion_n for_o opinion_n deceive_v we_o where_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n be_v feel_v and_o be_v conquer_v and_o break_v a_o man_n be_v cast_v into_o great_a affliction_n but_o when_o a_o man_n put_v that_o affliction_n from_o he_o and_o put_v it_o upon_o christ_n as_o if_o he_o have_v satisfy_v for_o it_o and_o that_o that_o satisfaction_n ought_v to_o be_v impute_v to_o a_o man_n and_o to_o be_v fulfil_v in_o he_o so_o as_o that_o sin_n be_v to_o be_v take_v away_o and_o righteousness_n to_o be_v fulfil_v there_o a_o man_n have_v not_o a_o true_a sense_n of_o sin_n but_o neglectâ—th_v it_o with_o a_o light_a mind_n this_o opinion_n also_o be_v contrary_a to_o the_o writing_n of_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o doctrine_n of_o the_o apostle_n who_o testify_v that_o christ_n must_v snatch_v a_o man_n out_o of_o sin_n and_o let_v up_o righteousness_n and_o break_v the_o serpent_n head_n and_o overcome_v all_o thing_n and_o that_o this_o victory_n ought_v to_o be_v do_v in_o a_o man_n and_o not_o to_o remain_v without_o he_o rom._n 8._o 4._o for_o they_o ought_v to_o be_v a_o people_n in_o who_o all_o thing_n be_v do_v and_o fulfil_v which_o the_o prophet_n and_o the_o apostle_n and_o all_o ceremony_n testify_v let_v no_o man_n therefore_o deceive_v himself_o by_o impose_v upon_o christ_n any_o thing_n without_o himself_o where_o god_n do_v possess_v a_o man_n there_o god_n reign_v and_o keep_v he_o but_o man_n be_v not_o at_o all_o touch_v with_o any_o care_n for_o what_o belong_v to_o god_n but_o a_o man_n be_v not_o to_o eye_v any_o thing_n but_o his_o littleness_n and_o emptyness_n that_o be_v his_o selfishness_n this_o be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o upon_o that_o account_n he_o bow_v under_o all_o and_o judge_v himself_o to_o be_v worser_o more_o foolish_a and_o more_o unworthy_a than_o all_o man_n all_o the_o rest_n that_o be_v any_o thing_n be_v god_n and_o be_v due_a to_o god_n nor_o do_v it_o concern_v man_n but_o if_o any_o one_o depart_v from_o his_o nothingness_n will_v arrogate_v to_o himself_o the_o thing_n which_o beâ—ong_v unto_o god_n that_o will_v prove_v the_o high_a pride_n and_o the_o most_o heavy_a fall_v chap._n ix_o when_o any_o one_o be_v give_v up_o to_o the_o will_n of_o god_n there_o be_v nothing_o so_o heavy_a nor_o so_o painful_a which_o he_o can_v bear_v in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n without_o election_n but_o as_o god_n will_v so_o be_v a_o thing_n commend_v to_o he_o who_o will_v do_v all_o thing_n and_o where_o that_o be_v there_o be_v peace_n and_o no_o where_o else_o a_o certain_a person_n say_v such_o as_o the_o judgement_n be_v so_o i_o suffer_v under_o a_o heavy_a judgement_n heavy_o under_o a_o light_a judgement_n light_o when_o one_o also_o be_v ashamed_a befote_n his_o neighbour_n because_o of_o that_o for_o who_o sake_n he_o be_v ashamed_a before_o god_n conscience_n be_v more_o at_o quiet_a but_o when_o one_o for_o a_o secret_a hide_a baseness_n blush_v not_o before_o man_n conscience_n be_v burden_v and_o therefore_o here_o we_o must_v be_v bind_v and_o no_o man_n ought_v to_o be_v ashamed_a when_o he_o be_v oblige_v to_o confess_v himself_o guilty_a before_o his_o neighbour_n god_n keep_v his_o promise_n but_o we_o understand_v they_o perverse_o until_o their_o own_o â—ime_n come_v when_o we_o see_v what_o they_o be_v and_o to_o who_o they_o belong_v he_o who_o will_n be_v resign_v he_o want_v appropriation_n and_o its_o the_o same_o to_o he_o whither_o the_o thing_n be_v or_o be_v not_o he_o who_o have_v a_o will_n yield_v up_o to_o god_n he_o esteemâ—â—â—_n for_o heavenly_a whatsoeur_fw-fr happen_v to_o he_o for_o all_o that_o be_v god_n to_o he_o and_o god_n be_v heavenly_a whatsoever_o fall_v out_o to_o he_o be_v 〈◊〉_d advantage_n disadvantage_n peace_n disquiet_a riches_n poverty_n bitter_a sweet_a heat_n cold_a hunger_n thirst_n honour_n dishonour_n yet_o aâ—â—_n all_o these_o god_n to_o he_o and_o consequent_o heaven_n he_o be_v also_o without_o appropriation_n and_o nothing_o else_o please_v he_o as_o if_o 〈◊〉_d be_v heaven_n unless_o that_o god_n will_v it_o but_o before_o any_o one_o come_v thither_o many_o thing_n be_v require_v especial_o time_n he_o who_o want_v this_o resign_v will_n esteem_v all_o that_o be_v against_o his_o own_o will_n for_o torment_n and_o hell_n yea_o even_o those_o thing_n which_o of_o themselves_o be_v pleasant_a out_o proper_a will_n therefore_o be_v to_o be_v discard_v and_o to_o this_o purpose_n serve_v our_o exercise_n o_o how_o bitter_a be_v death_n to_o he_o who_o be_v yield_v up_o to_o life_n all_o thing_n perish_v but_o god_n and_o what_o be_v unite_v to_o he_o the_o voice_n of_o the_o spirit_n be_v such_o a_o terror_n to_o the_o flesh_n that_o when_o any_o thing_n be_v spokâ—en_v to_o it_o of_o the_o spirit_n it_o be_v fright_v and_o tremble_v because_o the_o spirit_n be_v its_o destruction_n they_o who_o aim_v at_o a_o mark_n shut_v one_o eye_n and_o always_o level_a at_o the_o mark_n and_o when_o one_o hit_v the_o mark_n than_o he_o turn_v himself_o and_o look_n upon_o all_o the_o rest_n which_o none_o of_o the_o rest_n do_v because_o they_o have_v not_o yet_o strike_v it_o but_o do_v still_o level_v their_o aim_n by_o the_o cross_n god_n cast_v on_o man_n chain_n and_o a_o bridle_n and_o except_o this_o shall_v be_v so_o he_o will_v wander_v into_o error_n in_o time_n and_o though_o a_o man_n sometime_o may_v think_v that_o he_o shall_v serve_v god_n better_o unless_o this_o or_o that_o happen_v yet_o god_n adjudge_v it_o otherwise_o and_o know_v this_o to_o be_v best_a contrary_a to_o a_o man_n be_v own_o opinion_n chap._n x._o a_o man_n always_o require_v time_n and_o space_n and_o think_v that_o he_o shall_v satisfy_v the_o law_n and_o yet_o it_o can_v be_v do_v and_o he_o must_v die_v and_o god_n must_v fulfil_v the_o law_n in_o his_o stead_n that_o which_o a_o man_n think_v he_o shall_v do_v in_o his_o life_n that_o be_v at_o last_o perform_v in_o his_o death_n when_o the_o passion_n and_o death_n of_o christ_n be_v real_o in_o a_o man_n also_o his_o resurrection_n be_v real_o in_o he_o if_o one_o be_v real_a such_o also_o be_v the_o other_o if_o the_o one_o be_v only_o notional_a so_o also_o be_v the_o other_o for_o there_o be_v divers_a resurrection_n a_o man_n give_v up_o to_o god_n belong_v to_o god_n and_o he_o have_v no_o propriety_n but_o be_v a_o stranger_n to_o himself_o whatever_o therefore_o god_n or_o
when_o a_o man_n stand_v between_o conscience_n and_o flesh_n and_o when_o conscience_n cease_v than_o the_o flesh_n urge_v he_o and_o to_o he_o it_o be_v say_v amend_v thy_o life_n or_o thou_o must_v die_v but_o when_o one_o stand_v between_o life_n and_o conscience_n and_o transgress_v as_o to_o his_o life_n present_o it_o be_v say_v to_o he_o from_o god_n thou_o must_v die_v chap._n fourteen_o the_o will_n of_o god_n be_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n i'faith_o when_o it_o be_v upon_o trial_n god_n then_o prove_v it_o it_o experience_v the_o great_a misery_n there_o be_v many_o way_n of_o come_v unto_o regeneration_n but_o the_o end_n of_o all_o be_v one_o and_o the_o same_o yet_o one_o ascend_v in_o some_o much_o high_a than_o another_o do_v as_o when_o any_o one_o come_v into_o the_o sunshine_n he_o have_v the_o sun_n yet_o be_v one_o near_a to_o the_o sun_n than_o another_o this_o be_v my_o counsel_n that_o a_o time_n be_v set_v to_o attain_v unto_o god_n the_o inward_a mind_n be_v free_a but_o the_o outward_a humanity_n without_o grace_n be_v exercise_v under_o a_o severe_a judgement_n i_o have_v no_o prop_n under_o i_o whether_o i_o respect_v god_n or_o the_o creature_n or_o heaven_n or_o the_o earth_n and_o i_o have_v nothing_o but_o that_o i_o can_v lay_v myself_o down_o in_o the_o divine_a will_n be_v whole_o set_v down_o under_o god_n the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n be_v present_a but_o i_o can_v enjoy_v it_o the_o sun_n indeed_o have_v shine_v but_o now_o the_o fall_v thereof_o be_v come_v and_o it_o shine_v no_o long_o i_o lie_v down_o in_o darkness_n and_o in_o the_o shadow_n of_o death_n nor_o be_v there_o any_o comfort_n leave_v to_o i_o but_o in_o the_o will_n of_o god_n for_o i_o will_v nothing_o but_o only_o what_o he_o will_v into_o which_o state_n if_o any_o one_o real_o come_v he_o be_v of_o all_o man_n the_o most_o miserable_a i_o say_v this_o that_o i_o may_v express_v that_o misery_n in_o which_o i_o lie_v to_o understand_v these_o thing_n be_v pleasant_a but_o real_o to_o feel_v they_o most_o bitter_a when_o the_o spirit_n suffer_v the_o flesh_n ought_v to_o suffer_v with_o it_o but_o when_o the_o flesh_n suffer_v there_o be_v no_o need_n for_o the_o spirit_n to_o suffer_v it_o be_v never_o better_a with_o i_o then_o when_o i_o give_v up_o myself_o into_o death_n the_o flesh_n suffer_v its_o own_o judgement_n when_o the_o spirit_n be_v in_o peace_n but_o when_o the_o spirit_n suffer_v the_o flesh_n must_v suffer_v also_o the_o poor_a animal_n must_v die_v for_o my_o sake_n though_o against_o my_o will_n but_o because_o i_o also_o give_v myself_o up_o to_o death_n i_o do_v not_o refuse_v the_o death_n also_o of_o the_o animal_n he_o that_o give_v not_o himself_o up_o into_o death_n can_v take_v his_o food_n with_o thanksgiving_n he_o that_o be_v to_o exercise_v modesty_n he_o ought_v to_o be_v exercise_v by_o various_a affliction_n otherwise_o he_o will_v wander_v if_o he_o shall_v use_v it_o without_o the_o experience_n of_o the_o cross_n if_o i_o shall_v stand_v betwixt_o two_o thing_n nor_o know_v which_o of_o the_o two_o i_o be_o to_o do_v i_o will_v weigh_v they_o and_o will_v take_v that_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o my_o flesh_n when_o i_o do_v so_o it_o be_v well_o with_o i_o and_o i_o call_v god_n to_o witness_v say_v thou_o know_v o_o lord_n what_o i_o have_v do_v but_o when_o i_o do_v otherwise_o viz._n that_o which_o be_v grateful_a unto_o nature_n it_o be_v always_o ill_a with_o i_o and_o i_o can_v call_v god_n to_o witness_v conscience_n indeed_o be_v free_a but_o i_o dare_v not_o allege_v that_o for_o it_o be_v of_o grace_n the_o suffering_n be_v hard_a when_o no_o hope_n be_v leave_v in_o the_o future_a for_o the_o natural_a man_n for_o though_o the_o daybreak_n be_v come_v yet_o there_o be_v no_o redemption_n nor_o comfort_n but_o a_o man_n must_v wait_v without_o hope_n and_o be_v quiet_a in_o death_n and_o though_o all_o the_o joy_n comfort_n and_o refreshment_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n be_v present_a yet_o he_o be_v bind_v as_o it_o be_v with_o cord_n and_o can_v taste_v of_o none_o of_o they_o and_o therefore_o he_o never_o desire_v that_o time_n may_v run_v out_o that_o a_o day_n a_o week_n a_o month_n a_o year_n may_v come_v for_o whatever_o come_v to_o pass_v in_o they_o be_v to_o he_o as_o it_o be_v a_o nonentity_n because_o he_o can_v rest_v no_o where_o nor_o use_v any_o thing_n for_o his_o delight_n for_o he_o be_v make_v bare_a or_o naked_a of_o all_o and_o be_v put_v upon_o the_o cross_v hence_o be_v it_o that_o both_o thing_n present_a and_o to_o come_v be_v indifferent_a to_o he_o when_o even_o then_o he_o shall_v be_v the_o same_o as_o he_o be_v now_o but_o those_o to_o who_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n be_v not_o yet_o crucify_v they_o be_v touch_v with_o the_o desire_n of_o time_n for_o they_o be_v free_a and_o can_v take_v up_o such_o thing_n as_o they_o meet_v with_o but_o this_o state_n can_v last_v long_o for_o judgement_n will_v come_v than_o whatever_o shall_v be_v with_o he_o for_o the_o furture_n he_o can_v take_v it_o up_o and_o that_o which_o be_v contrary_a to_o he_o he_o can_v reject_v for_o he_o be_v impotent_a whilst_o he_o hang_v on_o the_o cross_n nor_o can_v he_o execute_v his_o own_o will_n chap._n xv._o all_o thing_n be_v or_o consist_v in_o order_n &_o order_n must_v be_v keep_v if_o one_o be_v willing_a to_o knit_v together_o superior_a thing_n that_o he_o may_v loosen_v inferior_a thing_n he_o will_v break_v order_n and_o wander_v in_o error_n of_o which_o we_o must_v beware_v the_o lord_n say_v he_o that_o break_v the_o least_a commandment_n and_o shall_v so_o teach_v etc._n etc._n we_o must_v seek_v a_o free_a condion_fw-la in_o god_n in_o which_o one_o be_v free_a from_o himself_o for_o to_o be_v free_a from_o one_o self_n be_v a_o liberty_n which_o be_v to_o be_v attribute_v to_o god_n the_o gross_a and_o the_o low_a thing_n be_v image_n of_o thing_n superior_a which_o be_v to_o be_v understand_v as_o well_o of_o thing_n spiritual_a as_o thing_n corporeal_a for_o we_o ascend_v from_o the_o one_o into_o the_o other_o and_o from_o the_o inferior_a to_o the_o superior_a even_o as_o pleasure_n and_o the_o abuse_n of_o good_a thing_n and_o the_o build_n on_o the_o sand_n be_v image_n when_o thing_n be_v most_o gross_a and_o low_a then_o be_v they_o the_o image_n of_o thing_n superior_a and_o that_o which_o be_v visible_a denote_v that_o that_o be_v invisible_a the_o spirit_n also_o have_v its_o flesh_n in_o which_o it_o dwell_v also_o mystery_n have_v their_o external_a history_n they_o who_o urge_v mystery_n so_o as_o to_o exclude_v history_n disturb_v order_n and_o do_v err_v although_o christ_n the_o bless_a fulfil_v all_o thing_n in_o spirit_n in_o his_o elect_a which_o he_o perform_v coporal_o in_o the_o day_n of_o his_o flesh_n yet_o be_v they_o also_o corporal_o do_v in_o he_o therefore_o the_o historical_a sense_n must_v remain_v but_o also_o it_o behoove_v a_o man_n to_o experience_n in_o his_o own_o self_n the_o mystery_n likewise_o the_o lord_n say_v love_v your_o enemy_n the_o cross_n passion_n adversity_n death_n etc._n etc._n be_v our_o enemy_n which_o we_o be_v to_o love_v and_o embrace_v the_o natural_a man_n be_v surround_v with_o death_n and_o which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o he_o have_v a_o sword_n present_v to_o his_o sight_n just_a as_o when_o one_o turn_n on_o this_o and_o on_o that_o side_n shall_v look_v about_o he_o and_o still_o some_o body_n run_v before_o his_o face_n so_o also_o be_v judgement_n always_o meet_v with_o the_o natural_a man_n ready_a to_o snatch_v away_o his_o life_n which_o way_n soever_o he_o turn_v himself_o at_o last_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o when_o he_o can_v no_o more_o make_v his_o escape_n but_o the_o spirit_n be_v in_o life_n when_o the_o body_n or_o nature_n hang_v stretch_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n zeal_n in_o kindle_a with_o divine_a pleasure_n be_v a_o great_a pleasure_n but_o the_o cross_n and_o violent_a plague_n follow_v after_o it_o myrrh_n be_v the_o last_o gift_n for_o it_o be_v write_v they_o offer_v gold_n franckincense_n and_o myrrh_n when_o i_o hear_v the_o scripture_n i_o be_o fright_v for_o it_o denote_v the_o natural_a death_n nature_n will_v have_v a_o appropriation_n therefore_o communion_n be_v a_o death_n to_o it_o at_o which_o it_o be_v affright_v chap._n xvi_o to_o desist_v from_o propriety_n and_o to_o help_v another_o at_o our_o own_o loss_n be_v a_o thing_n true_o pleasant_a to_o find_v gain_n in_o loss_n and_o to_o abstain_v from_o that_o which_o be_v best_a in_o our_o esteem_n and_o to_o prefer_v
from_o we_o we_o be_v â—â—und_v stark_o naked_a because_o these_o thing_n â—ere_z not_z at_o the_o first_o own_v in_o spirit_n beâ—â—re_v god_n who_o only_o remain_v constant_a use_v immutable_a to_o all_o eternity_n for_o god_n be_v a_o spirit_n and_o he_o that_o will_v â—ow_o he_o in_o truth_n and_o see_v his_o brighton_n and_o adore_v he_o it_o behoove_v this_o â—â—n_fw-la to_o endeavour_n after_o all_o this_o in_o spirit_n use_v into_o this_o state_n or_o condition_n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n be_v true_o and_o proper_o lead_v by_o god_n in_o his_o own_o time_n yea_o and_o that_o it_o also_o be_v not_o of_o he_o that_o will_v nor_o of_o he_o that_o run_v but_o if_o so_o be_v any_o one_o be_v faithful_a in_o that_o wherein_o he_o stand_v then_o shall_v much_o more_o be_v give_v unto_o he_o concern_v all_o these_o thing_n thou_o will_v find_v most_o full_a instruction_n in_o those_o two_o treatise_n entitle_v the_o german_a divinity_n and_o that_o of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n the_o author_n of_o which_o have_v experience_v these_o thing_n in_o god_n and_o do_v give_v concern_v they_o a_o true_a guidance_n and_o information_n which_o we_o be_v to_o find_v in_o our_o own_o self_n although_o they_o do_v not_o put_v into_o our_o hand_n the_o very_a thing_n itself_o yet_o be_v the_o world_n deceive_v in_o this_o very_a particular_a viz._n that_o it_o can_v account_v of_o some_o certain_a semblance_n of_o a_o thing_n for_o the_o very_a thing_n itself_o for_o the_o flesh_n or_o nature_n in_o we_o be_v never_o willing_a to_o sit_v down_o in_o a_o inferior_a seat_n and_o if_o it_o but_o begin_v to_o reject_v somewhat_o that_o be_v false_a yet_o by_o and_o by_o it_o lean_v upon_o some_o other_o such_o like_a prop_n be_v confident_o persuade_v she_o be_v act_v by_o a_o divine_a spirit_n when_o indeed_o all_o this_o notwithstanding_o spring_v out_o of_o flesh_n and_o blood_n 〈◊〉_d little_o heighten_v out_o of_o their_o natural_a propriety_n such_o be_v the_o cunning_a of_o we_o all_o â—one_n except_v it_o behoove_v we_o therefore_o to_o apprehend_v and_o learn_v all_o these_o thing_n in_o god_n that_o the_o light_n may_v be_v separate_v from_o the_o darkness_n and_o that_o that_o notable_a difference_n and_o distinction_n in_o this_o very_a point_n be_v well_o know_v to_o we_o lest_o we_o take_v one_o thing_n for_o another_o viz._n flesh_n for_o spirit_n death_n for_o life_n slavery_n for_o liberty_n and_o for_o the_o free_a flow_a grace_n of_o divine_a power_n these_o thing_n because_o a_o man_n in_o his_o life_n time_n be_v always_o willing_a to_o get_v and_o keep_v reconciliation_n and_o eternal_a salvation_n be_v plain_o know_v to_o a_o few_o inasmuch_o as_o a_o man_n esteem_v those_o thing_n in_o the_o place_n of_o god_n and_o for_o thing_n divine_a which_o indeed_o do_v but_o hold_v he_o bind_v in_o a_o perpetual_a imprisonment_n be_v that_o which_o be_v his_o own_o nature_n and_o propriety_n viz._n the_o fear_n of_o eternal_a damnation_n by_o mean_n of_o which_o he_o abstain_v from_o all_o external_a and_o carnal_a filthiness_n and_o impurity_n and_o cut_v off_o those_o thing_n from_o himself_o be_v then_o full_o persuade_v that_o now_o he_o be_v true_o at_o liberty_n so_o that_o he_o will_v not_o proceed_v further_o on_o and_o refuse_v to_o deny_v and_o resign_v up_o both_o the_o proper_a and_o the_o imaginary_a salvation_n of_o his_o soul_n although_o he_o shall_v experience_n or_o feel_v in_o himself_o that_o the_o true_a righteousness_n which_o be_v acceptable_a before_o god_n be_v that_o very_a circumcision_n that_o be_v do_v in_o spirit_n and_o thence_o spring_v up_o the_o new-creature_n of_o god_n however_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o every_o one_o shall_v first_o satisfy_v in_o all_o respect_v his_o own_o proper_a righteousness_n holiness_n and_o imaginary_a salvation_n that_o in_o the_o end_n he_o may_v right_o understand_v the_o difference_n of_o both_o viz._n of_o light_n and_o darkness_n and_o of_o the_o holiness_n that_o be_v from_o man_n and_o that_o which_o be_v from_o god_n for_o if_o he_o be_v not_o faithful_a in_o the_o small_a thing_n how_o shall_v he_o arrive_v at_o great_a which_o certain_o be_v impossible_a therefore_o it_o behoove_v every_o one_o to_o satisfy_v his_o own_o conscience_n and_o with_o all_o moderation_n and_o discretion_n to_o obey_v the_o testimony_n of_o his_o own_o heart_n that_o be_v raise_v up_o through_o all_o the_o degree_n of_o holiness_n and_o be_v enrich_v with_o all_o the_o affluence_n riches_n and_o imaginary_a good_n of_o his_o own_o spirit_n he_o may_v at_o length_n be_v bring_v to_o the_o divine_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n by_o the_o manifestation_n in_o he_o of_o the_o divine_a righteousness_n and_o of_o that_o degree_n which_o be_v by_o far_o the_o most_o excellent_a and_o exalt_a as_o be_v that_o which_o throw_v down_o all_o the_o rest_n so_o as_o there_o remain_v nothing_o that_o can_v stand_v before_o it_o which_o be_v not_o its_o own_o self_n by_o this_o way_n we_o come_v to_o apprehend_v ourselves_o to_o be_v poor_a miserable_a reject_v and_o condemn_v yea_o blind_a unhappy_a and_o neglect_v yea_o unfit_a to_o perform_v any_o the_o least_o good_a who_o former_o ascribe_v to_o ourselves_o all_o good_a thing_n righteousness_n and_o salvation_n be_v confident_o persuade_v of_o our_o eternal_a â—ife_n and_o divine_a sonship_n then_o then_o i_o say_v it_o be_v that_o we_o find_v ourselves_o to_o be_v whole_o in_o corruption_n and_o condemnation_n at_o length_n serious_o understand_v that_o we_o former_o have_v not_o so_o much_o as_o â—he_v true_a taste_n of_o any_o good_a which_o can_v compare_v with_o that_o good_a which_o we_o now_o â—ee_n and_o then_o we_o come_v and_o ready_o sit_v â—own_v by_o all_o other_o man_n yea_o though_o they_o â—e_v the_o most_o profligate_v wretch_n because_o â—ow_o at_o last_o we_o begin_v to_o set_v before_o our_o eye_n with_o fear_n and_o tremble_a and_o condemnation_n and_o to_o 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patience_n and_o sufferance_n who_o will_v in_o his_o own_o time_n effect_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o for_o here_o we_o be_v not_o to_o run_v before_o but_o follow_v after_o only_o now_o therefore_o thou_o have_v writing_n enough_o whence_o thou_o may_v learn_v how_o to_o behave_v thyself_o in_o external_a conversation_n and_o honesty_n wherein_o thy_o conscience_n will_v most_o notable_o both_o lead_v thou_o and_o condemn_v thou_o too_o the_o lord_n grant_v to_o thou_o to_o meditate_v to_o understand_v and_o to_o be_v wise_a that_o according_a to_o his_o will_n thou_o may_v be_v instruct_v in_o his_o school_n and_o by_o his_o discipline_n that_o all_o may_v be_v consummate_v in_o he_o and_o by_o he_o and_o to_o his_o glory_n epist._n iii_o a_o preparation_n to_o the_o entrance_n into_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n to_o the_o same_o person_n premise_v all_o due_a readiness_n of_o my_o respect_n most_o noble_a lady_n have_v take_v hold_v on_o this_o occasion_n i_o be_o willâ—â—ng_a to_o 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night_n can_v soon_o be_v make_v the_o day_n than_o he_o be_v any_o such_o thing_n because_o in_o god_n there_o be_v no_o darkness_n at_o all_o but_o mere_a light_n and_o whosoever_o will_v come_v to_o know_v this_o work_n of_o god_n through_o his_o mercy_n they_o must_v begin_v this_o knowledge_n with_o sincerity_n of_o mind_n which_o seek_v nothing_o else_o but_o god_n alone_o whosoever_o proceed_v with_o a_o double_a heart_n be_v a_o abomination_n to_o the_o lord_n now_o doubleness_n of_o heart_n consist_v in_o this_o when_o we_o be_v not_o with_o out_o whole_a heart_n soul_n and_o thought_n give_v up_o and_o whole_o leave_v to_o the_o lord_n also_o when_o we_o pour_v out_o our_o prayer_n before_o he_o with_o a_o heart_n divide_v in_o two_o whence_o also_o it_o be_v that_o we_o be_v not_o hear_v according_a â—o_o our_o desire_n for_o the_o lord_n love_v we_o â—ore_o than_o we_o ourselves_o do_v love_v our_o â—elves_n inasmuch_o as_o he_o be_v averse_a to_o our_o estruction_n and_o 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which_o lie_v hide_v in_o man_n and_o convince_v he_o do_v yet_o partake_v of_o reason_n and_o humane_a power_n although_o the_o lord_n do_v afterward_o offer_v to_o the_o heart_n the_o light_n of_o the_o gospel_n and_o the_o understanding_n of_o a_o man_n submit_v itself_o to_o that_o but_o for_o all_o that_o he_o be_v not_o yet_o one_o with_o the_o light_n for_o no_o man_n receive_v this_o light_n but_o he_o in_o who_o the_o reason_n and_o strength_n of_o man_n be_v on_o the_o cross_n become_v dead_a with_o christ_n now_o such_o a_o one_o thenceforward_a because_o of_o the_o communion_n he_o have_v receive_v with_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n be_v also_o again_o raise_v up_o by_o the_o same_o spirit_n of_o christ_n so_o as_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n thenceforward_a become_v his_o life_n his_o own_o reason_n and_o all_o his_o own_o power_n abide_v in_o death_n nor_o be_v there_o a_o soul_n live_v in_o he_o but_o by_o the_o virtue_n of_o god_n and_o thus_o the_o man_n come_v to_o 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yet_o observe_v the_o most_o crafty_a temptation_n and_o the_o seducement_n of_o his_o own_o nature_n because_o he_o esteem_v that_o for_o good_a which_o on_o the_o quite_o contrary_a do_v draw_v he_o far_o away_o from_o god_n and_o his_o motion_n and_o come_v quite_o opposite_a to_o all_o those_o thing_n which_o god_n will_v and_o desire_v here_o thou_o must_v diligent_o have_v a_o care_n right_o to_o understand_v the_o nature_n and_o desire_n of_o that_o propriety_n which_o give_v i_o leave_v to_o call_v tuity_n or_o thiness_n which_o dwell_v in_o the_o flesh_n and_o yet_o bear_v before_o it_o a_o certain_a appearance_n of_o some_o spiritual_a quality_n for_o all_o man_n be_v lead_v captive_a by_o this_o enemy_n none_o except_v though_o he_o be_v the_o most_o devout_a yea_o though_o he_o may_v seem_v to_o live_v the_o life_n of_o a_o angel_n and_o may_v bring_v to_o light_v wonderful_a secret_n yet_o will_v he_o be_v no_o less_o than_o the_o rest_n catch_v and_o bind_v in_o these_o 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