our_o best_a we_o yet_o find_v not_o our_o labour_n answer_v with_o that_o success_n and_o comfort_n for_o the_o present_a as_o we_o do_v desire_n and_o expect_v yet_o may_v not_o this_o challenge_n the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n as_o if_o it_o be_v not_o effectual_a in_o enable_v we_o to_o welldoing_a and_o crown_v the_o same_o though_o we_o pray_v with_o conscience_n and_o be_v not_o hear_v in_o what_o we_o pray_v for_o though_o we_o hear_v and_o little_a profit_n by_o it_o because_o our_o heart_n be_v not_o melt_v our_o affection_n inflame_v with_o love_n and_o zeal_n at_o all_o time_n we_o rather_o find_v contrary_o corruption_n increase_v hardness_n of_o heart_n discern_v etc._n etc._n though_o we_o desire_v to_o repent_v and_o labour_n to_o abase_v our_o heart_n before_o our_o god_n yet_o we_o can_v do_v it_o with_o tear_n we_o can_v forsake_v such_o evil_n as_o we_o be_v grieve_v for_o and_o hate_v unfeigned_o all_o these_o notwithstanding_o i_o say_v we_o may_v not_o therefore_o conclude_v that_o the_o spirit_n have_v not_o assist_v we_o or_o approve_v not_o of_o our_o labour_n because_o still_o the_o spirit_n be_v a_o free_a worker_n both_o free_a to_o afford_v we_o what_o measure_n of_o grace_n it_o please_v in_o do_v these_o thing_n which_o though_o it_o be_v far_o from_o perfection_n yet_o it_o be_v such_o as_o for_o the_o present_a be_v fit_a both_o that_o god_n may_v still_o have_v the_o glory_n and_o we_o may_v be_v cast_v upon_o his_o power_n for_o the_o enable_v of_o we_o in_o our_o weakness_n and_o also_o cast_v mere_o upon_o his_o freegrace_n for_o the_o acceptance_n and_o crown_v thereof_o and_o therefore_o if_o now_o we_o ask_v and_o be_v not_o answer_v in_o our_o particular_a desire_n for_o the_o present_a yet_o if_o we_o be_v supply_v with_o what_o may_v be_v better_o for_o we_o namely_o with_o patience_n to_o wait_v on_o our_o god_n with_o faith_n to_o rest_v on_o god_n though_o we_o feel_v no_o present_a answer_n for_o our_o comfort_n with_o more_o zeal_n to_o continue_v in_o prayer_n with_o more_o watchfulness_n and_o earnestness_n therein_o be_v not_o this_o the_o free_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n which_o grant_v we_o what_o best_o please_v the_o same_o as_o to_o gain_v glory_n unto_o god_n in_o let_v we_o hereby_o see_v our_o fail_n and_o enable_v we_o to_o bring_v forth_o more_o fruit_n so_o thereby_o to_o lead_v we_o a_o long_a by_o the_o power_n of_o god_n far_o beyond_o our_o ability_n to_o perfection_n if_o now_o the_o lord_n deal_v more_o abundant_o with_o we_o than_o we_o can_v think_v or_o desire_v be_v not_o the_o wisdom_n and_o free_a mercy_n of_o our_o god_n admirable_a herein_o be_v not_o his_o way_n though_o past_o find_v out_o yet_o free_a and_o faithful_a to_o perfect_v his_o work_n in_o we_o thus_o though_o we_o hear_v and_o find_v not_o comfort_n and_o joy_n therein_o but_o rather_o be_v more_o abase_v in_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o corruption_n herein_o also_o appear_v the_o liberty_n of_o the_o spirit_n who_o be_v not_o tie_v to_o recompense_v we_o at_o all_o if_o we_o consider_v our_o desert_n much_o less_o to_o answer_v we_o in_o one_o particular_a as_o if_o it_o have_v no_o other_o way_n to_o work_v but_o if_o in_o stead_n of_o yield_v we_o joy_n and_o comfort_n in_o hear_v it_o afford_v we_o that_o which_o may_v best_o further_a our_o reckon_n unto_o the_o day_n of_o christ_n by_o discover_v daily_a corruption_n yet_o more_o and_o more_o and_o prevent_v those_o spiritual_a evil_n of_o pride_n vainglory_n security_n etc._n etc._n which_o may_v be_v occasion_v by_o what_o we_o desire_v which_o may_v rob_v god_n of_o his_o glory_n and_o ourselves_o of_o the_o comfort_n of_o present_a welldoing_a and_o so_o of_o power_n to_o increase_v as_o these_o be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n to_o discover_v corruption_n to_o prevent_v these_o evil_n so_o be_v they_o fit_a for_o we_o in_o this_o state_n of_o our_o imperfection_n to_o increase_v humility_n may_v we_o not_o reap_v comfort_n in_o this_o that_o we_o can_v still_o renounce_v our_o self_n and_o be_v abase_v in_o our_o own_o eye_n and_o do_v not_o the_o lord_n now_o in_o a_o wonderful_a manner_n not_o only_o answer_v our_o general_a end_n which_o be_v to_o go_v forward_o to_o perfection_n but_o therein_o also_o supply_v we_o even_o with_o that_o particular_a which_o we_o do_v desire_v though_o not_o for_o the_o present_a yet_o in_o due_a season_n though_o not_o after_o the_o same_o manner_n which_o we_o expect_v it_o yet_o by_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o may_v still_o justify_v the_o free_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n and_o so_o thereby_o confirm_v unto_o we_o the_o faithfulness_n of_o our_o god_n who_o will_v perfect_v the_o work_n which_o he_o have_v begin_v in_o we_o that_o he_o may_v have_v the_o glory_n of_o all_o his_o mercy_n and_o so_o though_o we_o can_v mourn_v for_o our_o sin_n with_o such_o plenty_n of_o tear_n yet_o if_o by_o the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n this_o be_v discern_v of_o we_o and_o we_o be_v more_o humble_v for_o the_o same_o though_o not_o express_v outward_o yet_o inward_o with_o groan_v and_o bleeding_n of_o the_o heart_n do_v not_o this_o evidence_n the_o free_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n in_o suppress_v our_o repentance_n in_o that_o manner_n asâ—_n best_o please_v himself_o and_o yet_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o happy_o though_o it_o cross_v our_o particular_a desire_n of_o express_v our_o sorrow_n by_o tear_n which_o may_v savour_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o tend_v to_o the_o satisfaction_n thereof_o as_o be_v subject_a to_o vainglory_n hypocrisy_n etc._n etc._n yet_o it_o further_v our_o main_a desire_n to_o approve_v the_o sincerity_n of_o our_o heart_n unto_o god_n to_o be_v vile_a still_o in_o our_o own_o eye_n that_o god_n only_o may_v have_v the_o glory_n to_o interest_n thereby_o in_o the_o power_n of_o god_n that_o thereby_o we_o may_v be_v lead_v along_o to_o perfection_n and_o therefore_o though_o we_o can_v forsake_v what_o particular_a sin_n we_o be_v grieve_v for_o and_o hearty_o detest_v yet_o do_v not_o this_o challenge_n the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n as_o if_o it_o be_v ineffectual_a altogether_o but_o rather_o evidence_v the_o liberty_n of_o the_o spirit_n who_o work_v in_o we_o according_a to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n though_o not_o what_o we_o desire_v in_o particular_a yet_o what_o we_o ought_v to_o desire_v principal_o namely_o the_o cast_v away_o of_o such_o main_a evil_n as_o hang_v fast_o upon_o we_o and_o most_o hinder_v our_o growth_n in_o grace_n and_o the_o furnish_v we_o with_o the_o most_o necessary_a grace_n which_o may_v further_o our_o perfection_n and_o therefore_o howsoever_o though_o we_o hearty_o desire_v and_o endeavour_n to_o be_v rid_v of_o some_o infirmity_n which_o do_v daily_o encumber_v we_o and_o seem_v to_o abase_v we_o daily_o in_o our_o own_o eye_n and_o yet_o can_v attain_v the_o same_o yet_o be_v the_o work_n of_o the_o spirit_n hereby_o more_o free_a and_o glorious_a both_o increase_a hereby_o our_o desire_n and_o hatred_n thereof_o and_o also_o accept_v the_o same_o as_o sufficient_a for_o the_o present_a and_o withal_o use_v in_o it_o singular_a wisdom_n the_o remaindure_n of_o such_o corruption_n as_o sovereign_a antidote_n to_o purge_v out_o and_o prevent_v the_o increase_n of_o more_o dangerous_a evil_n of_o spiritual_a pride_n vainglory_n security_n 9_o 2_o cor._n 12.8_o 9_o and_o such_o like_a and_o so_o by_o the_o purge_n out_o of_o these_o root_n of_o bitterness_n gracious_o weaken_v the_o power_n of_o such_o infirmity_n as_o we_o carry_v about_o we_o and_o provoke_v we_o to_o a_o great_a watchfulness_n over_o they_o and_o to_o a_o more_o earnest_a desire_n to_o put_v off_o this_o body_n of_o sin_n that_o we_o may_v be_v whole_o rid_v of_o they_o rom._n 7.24_o that_o so_o god_n may_v be_v all_o in_o all_o and_o withal_o recompense_v gracious_o the_o remainder_n of_o corruption_n in_o we_o with_o such_o necessary_a grace_n of_o sincerity_n humility_n patience_n and_o the_o like_a that_o so_o hereby_o we_o may_v be_v better_o enable_v to_o subdue_v they_o and_o so_o grow_v up_o to_o perfect_a holiness_n in_o the_o fear_n of_o god_n that_o god_n may_v have_v the_o only_a glory_n of_o all_o his_o goodness_n thus_o do_v our_o wise_a god_n bring_v light_a out_o of_o darkness_n raise_v out_o of_o the_o remaindure_n of_o corruption_n more_o sight_n and_o hatred_n thereof_o more_o detâ—rall_a of_o ourselves_o more_o repose_n in_o god_n more_o affiance_n and_o rest_v in_o christ_n more_o patience_n to_o bear_v affliction_n more_o charity_n and_o compassion_n to_o â—akers_n more_o alienation_n from_o the_o world_n more_o humility_n and_o abase_v in_o our_o own_o eye_n more_o hunger_a after_o perfection_n and_o more_o
cheerfulness_n in_o all_o occasion_n yet_o rom._n 15.13_o 14_o live_v by_o faith_n even_o when_o we_o have_v no_o feel_n of_o comfort_n as_o drown_v all_o sense_n of_o present_a comfort_n in_o regard_n of_o our_o earnest_a longing_n after_o everlasting_a joy_n and_o apprehension_n thereof_o and_o so_o 15_o can_v be_v abase_v of_o confidence_n in_o our_o great_a abundance_n that_o we_o may_v abound_v with_o hope_n in_o our_o great_a abasing_n rom._n 15.13_o 16_o labour_v still_o to_o have_v our_o conversation_n in_o heaven_n by_o shine_a light_n in_o a_o crooked_a generation_n to_o conclude_v the_o point_n of_o the_o measure_n of_o grace_n and_o as_o there_o be_v diverse_a circumstance_n which_o do_v require_v a_o great_a measure_n of_o grace_n so_o may_v we_o also_o discern_v and_o further_o a_o great_a measure_n hereof_o by_o our_o wise_a employment_n therein_o 1_o the_o first_o whereof_o be_v our_o calling_n which_o as_o they_o be_v of_o more_o use_n either_o for_o ourseluas_n or_o 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same_o and_o therefore_o both_o require_v our_o great_a courage_n and_o patience_n therein_o if_o now_o then_o we_o find_v ourselves_o suit_v with_o gift_n according_a to_o these_o diverse_a season_n and_o especial_o find_v the_o improvement_n of_o such_o gift_n as_o serve_v particular_o for_o the_o redeem_n thereof_o this_o be_v a_o undoubted_a evidence_n of_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o grace_n 3_o see_v as_o we_o grow_v in_o age_n so_o we_o grow_v in_o grace_n and_o yet_o to_o our_o several_a age_n in_o grace_n there_o be_v appropriate_v diverse_a and_o several_a gift_n for_o the_o better_a discern_a and_o manage_n of_o the_o occasion_n thereof_o as_o to_o novice_n in_o grace_n and_o youngling_n spiritual_a heat_n and_o vigour_n usual_o appertain_v to_o experience_a and_o old_a soldier_n therein_o wâ—sedome_n and_o patience_n if_o now_o then_o we_o find_v our_o several_a age_n in_o grace_n express_v these_o several_a gift_n and_o so_o proceed_v from_o the_o one_o to_o the_o other_o that_o the_o gift_n concern_v our_o old_a age_n in_o christ_n though_o they_o do_v not_o extinguish_v the_o other_o pertain_v to_o our_o youth_n yet_o they_o do_v temper_n and_o qualify_v the_o same_o and_o so_o have_v the_o predominancie_n over_o they_o this_o be_v also_o a_o apparent_a evidence_n of_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o grace_n 4_o last_o see_v god_n require_v according_o as_o he_o give_v therefore_o if_o our_o improvement_n of_o grace_n answer_v the_o mean_n it_o be_v a_o plain_a evidence_n of_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o growth_n by_o these_o thing_n we_o may_v discern_v the_o measure_n of_o grace_n how_o far_o we_o may_v and_o aught_o to_o labour_v in_o this_o life_n how_o we_o may_v attain_v what_o be_v competent_a for_o this_o life_n and_o so_o hereby_o we_o may_v make_v trial_n whether_o we_o grow_v in_o grace_n and_o hasten_v to_o perfection_n if_o we_o have_v attain_a to_o such_o conscience_n in_o the_o duty_n of_o the_o first_o table_n as_o that_o we_o can_v only_o prefer_v the_o performance_n thereof_o above_o any_o duty_n of_o the_o second_o unless_o it_o be_v in_o such_o case_n of_o necessity_n and_o charity_n whereby_o we_o preserve_v the_o bond_n of_o love_n which_o be_v the_o fulfil_n of_o the_o law_n though_o we_o exchange_v some_o particular_a duty_n of_o the_o first_o table_n in_o such_o case_n with_o some_o duty_n of_o the_o second_o as_o the_o occasion_n require_v but_o also_o we_o can_v so_o preserve_v the_o holy_a order_n which_o that_o table_n require_v as_o to_o do_v all_o thing_n out_o of_o a_o sound_a knowledge_n of_o our_o god_n and_o hearty_a affiance_n in_o he_o aim_v therein_o at_o his_o glory_n above_o all_o and_o so_o therein_o at_o our_o own_o and_o other_o salvation_n 1._o com._n and_o that_o after_o the_o prescript_n manner_n he_o have_v enjoin_v in_o his_o word_n 2._o com._n and_o that_o with_o a_o holy_a purpose_n and_o intention_n of_o the_o heart_n to_o sanctify_v his_o bless_a name_n 3._o com._n and_o especial_o in_o those_o fit_a season_n which_o he_o have_v command_v and_o so_o can_v make_v conscience_n especial_o of_o the_o sabaoth_n as_o be_v the_o day_n wherein_o we_o may_v try_v and_o increase_v our_o spiritual_a strength_n and_o yet_o so_o that_o we_o neglect_v not_o to_o keep_v every_o day_n a_o spiritual_a sabaoth_o unto_o the_o lord_n by_o constant_a perform_n of_o private_a and_o family_n duty_n to_o build_v up_o ourselves_o and_o other_o in_o knowledge_n and_o grace_n and_o in_o all_o these_o not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v comfort_v in_o what_o we_o have_v do_v well_o as_o to_o be_v humble_v both_o for_o what_o we_o have_v omit_v which_o we_o shall_v have_v do_v as_o also_o for_o that_o evil_n which_o have_v accompany_v our_o best_a action_n that_o so_o still_o we_o may_v be_v cast_v upon_o the_o righteousness_n of_o christ_n and_o give_v our_o god_n the_o glory_n of_o all_o his_o goodness_n these_o be_v good_a evidence_n that_o we_o have_v thrive_v in_o grace_n by_o examine_v ourselves_o in_o general_a from_o the_o scope_n and_o duty_n of_o the_o first_o table_n more_o particular_o we_o may_v make_v trial_n of_o our_o grow_v in_o grace_n by_o examine_v ourselves_o several_o by_o each_o particular_a branch_n of_o that_o table_n and_o so_o by_o the_o duty_n therein_o require_v of_o us._n as_o by_o the_o first_o commandment_n 1_o that_o we_o so_o love_v our_o god_n as_o that_o our_o life_n be_v not_o dear_a unto_o we_o in_o regard_n of_o his_o glory_n no_o not_o our_o soul_n in_o comparison_n of_o advance_v his_o great_a name_n act._n 20._o matth._n 5._o rom._n 9_o and_o for_o his_o sake_n can_v love_v our_o enemy_n 2_o that_o we_o can_v so_o fear_v god_n as_o to_o do_v all_o thing_n in_o his_o presence_n to_o fear_v to_o displease_v he_o because_o we_o love_v he_o not_o to_o fear_v man_n in_o comparison_n of_o he_o to_o endure_v any_o affliction_n with_o joy_n and_o patience_n rom._n 5.4_o and_o so_o can_v trust_v in_o he_o though_o he_o kill_v we_o job._n 13.15_o 3_o can_v so_o rejoice_v in_o he_o as_o that_o we_o can_v rejoice_v in_o all_o other_o thing_n for_o his_o sake_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n also_o can_v be_v humble_v and_o abase_v in_o all_o other_o thing_n lest_o they_o shall_v hinder_v our_o sweet_a fellowship_n with_o he_o and_o steal_v away_o our_o heart_n from_o he_o and_o so_o can_v abound_v in_o thanksgiving_n and_o praise_n unto_o our_o god_n give_v thanks_n to_o he_o for_o all_o and_o in_o all_o thing_n even_o in_o our_o great_a cross_n yea_o rejoice_v in_o this_o especial_o that_o we_o can_v grieve_v for_o sin_n not_o only_o our_o own_o but_o the_o sin_n of_o other_o 4_o and_o so_o can_v be_v more_o fervent_a in_o prayer_n and_o supplication_n with_o tear_n and_o groan_n of_o the_o spirit_n for_o the_o general_n as_o well_o as_o our_o particular_a good_a 5_o labour_v in_o all_o thing_n sincere_o and_o in_o uprightness_n of_o heart_n thus_o of_o the_o first_o commandment_n for_o the_o second_o commandment_n 1_o that_o 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