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circumstance_n though_o to_o some_o they_o may_v seem_v small_a thing_n do_v much_o conduce_v to_o our_o hindrance_n or_o our_o help_n 23._o christ_n himself_o think_v it_o not_o vain_a to_o direct_v in_o this_o circumstance_n of_o private_a duty_n mat._n 6.4_o 6_o 18_o if_o in_o private_a prayer_n we_o must_v shut_v our_o door_n upon_o we_o that_o our_o father_n may_v hear_v we_o in_o secret_a so_o be_v it_o also_o requisite_a in_o this_o meditation_n how_o oft_o do_v christ_n himself_o depart_v to_o some_o mountain_n or_o wilderness_n or_o other_o solitary_a place_n for_o occasional_a meditation_n i_o give_v thou_o not_o this_o advice_n but_o for_o this_o daily_o set_v and_o solemn_a duty_n i_o advise_v that_o thou_o withdraw_v thyself_o from_o all_o society_n yea_o though_o it_o be_v the_o society_n of_o godly_a man_n that_o thou_o may_v a_o while_n enjoy_v the_o society_n of_o christ_n if_o a_o student_n can_v study_v in_o a_o crowd_n who_o exercise_v only_o his_o invention_n and_o 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his_o own_o disciple_n and_o so_o must_v we_o christ_n meditation_n do_v go_v further_a than_o his_o thought_n they_o affect_v and_o pierce_v his_o heart_n and_o soul_n and_o so_o must_v we_o only_o there_o be_v a_o wide_a difference_n in_o the_o object_n christ_n meditate_v on_o the_o suffering_n that_o our_o sin_n have_v deserve_v that_o the_o wrath_n of_o his_o father_n even_o pass_v through_o his_o thought_n upon_o all_o his_o soul_n but_o the_o meditation_n that_o we_o speak_v of_o be_v on_o the_o glory_n he_o have_v purchase_v that_o the_o love_n of_o the_o father_n and_o the_o joy_n of_o the_o spirit_n may_v enter_v at_o our_o thought_n and_o revive_v our_o affection_n and_o overflow_v our_o soul_n so_o that_o as_o christ_n meditation_n be_v the_o sluice_n or_o floodgate_n to_o let_v in_o hell_n to_o overflow_v his_o affection_n so_o our_o meditation_n shall_v be_v the_o sluice_n to_o let_v in_o heaven_n into_o our_o affection_n 9_o sect_n ix_o so_o much_o concern_v the_o time_n and_o place_n of_o this_o duty_n i_o be_o next_o to_o advise_v thou_o somewhat_o concern_v the_o preparation_n of_o thy_o heart_n the_o success_n of_o the_o work_n do_v much_o depend_v on_o the_o frame_n of_o thy_o heart_n when_o man_n heart_n have_v nothing_o in_o it_o that_o may_v grieve_v the_o spirit_n than_o be_v it_o the_o delightful_a habitation_n of_o his_o maker_n god_n do_v not_o quit_v his_o residence_n there_o till_o man_n do_v expel_v he_o by_o unworthy_a provocation_n there_o grow_v no_o strangeness_n till_o the_o heart_n grow_v sinful_a and_o too_o loathsome_a a_o dungeon_n for_o god_n to_o delight_v in_o and_o be_v this_o soul_n reduce_v to_o its_o former_a innocency_n god_n will_v quick_o return_v to_o his_o former_a habitation_n yea_o so_o far_o as_o it_o be_v renew_v and_o repair_v by_o the_o spirit_n and_o purge_v of_o its_o lust_n and_o beautify_v with_o his_o image_n the_o lord_n will_v yet_o acknowledge_v it_o his_o own_o and_o christ_n will_v manifest_v 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glory_n why_o think_v then_o with_o thyself_o if_o this_o grain_n of_o mustard_n seed_n be_v so_o precious_a what_o be_v the_o tree_n of_o life_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n if_o a_o spark_n of_o life_n which_o will_v but_o strive_v against_o corruption_n and_o flame_n out_o a_o few_o desire_n and_o groan_n be_v so_o much_o worth_n how_o glorious_a then_o be_v the_o fountain_n and_o end_n of_o this_o life_n if_o we_o be_v say_v to_o be_v like_o god_n and_o to_o bear_v his_o image_n and_o to_o be_v holy_a as_o he_o be_v holy_a when_o alas_o we_o be_v press_v down_o with_o a_o body_n of_o sin_n sure_o we_o shall_v then_o be_v much_o like_a god_n when_o we_o be_v perfect_o holy_a and_o without_o blemish_n and_o have_v no_o such_o thing_n as_o sin_n within_o we_o be_v the_o desire_n after_o heaven_n so_o precious_a a_o thing_n what_o then_o be_v the_o thing_n itself_o which_o be_v desire_v be_v the_o love_n so_o excellent_a what_o then_o be_v the_o belove_a be_v our_o joy_n in_o foresee_v and_o believe_v so_o sweet_a what_o will_v be_v the_o joy_n in_o the_o full_a possess_n o_o the_o delight_n that_o a_o christian_n have_v in_o the_o lively_a exercise_n of_o some_o of_o these_o affection_n what_o good_a do_v it_o to_o his_o very_a heart_n when_o he_o can_v feel_o say_v he_o love_v his_o lord_n what_o sweetness_n be_v there_o in_o the_o very_a act_n of_o love_v yea_o even_o those_o trouble_v passion_n of_o sorrow_n and_o fear_n be_v yet_o delightful_a when_o they_o be_v right_o exercise_v how_o glad_a be_v a_o poor_a christian_a when_o he_o feel_v his_o heart_n begin_v to_o melt_v and_o when_o the_o thought_n of_o sinful_a unkindness_n will_v dissolve_v it_o even_o this_o sorrow_n do_v yield_v he_o matter_n of_o joy_n o_o what_o will_v it_o then_o be_v when_o we_o shall_v do_v nothing_o but_o know_v god_n and_o love_n and_o rejoice_v and_o praise_n and_o all_o this_o in_o the_o high_a perfection_n what_o a_o comfort_n be_v it_o to_o my_o 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be_v this_o to_o be_v take_v from_o that_o state_n wherein_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o have_v live_v delightful_o so_o many_o year_n and_o be_v rivet_v in_o it_o by_o custom_n and_o engagement_n when_o thousand_o of_o sin_n do_v lie_v upon_o my_o score_n and_o if_o i_o have_v so_o die_v i_o have_v be_v damn_v for_o ever_o and_o to_o be_v justify_v from_o all_o these_o enormous_a crime_n and_o free_v from_o all_o these_o fearful_a plague_n and_o put_v into_o the_o title_n of_o a_o heir_n of_o heaven_n o_o what_o a_o astonish_a change_n be_v this_o why_o then_o consider_v how_o much_o great_a will_n that_o glorious_a change_n then_o be_v beyond_o express_v beyond_o conceive_v how_o oft_o when_o i_o have_v think_v of_o this_o change_n in_o my_o regeneration_n have_v i_o cry_v out_o o_o bless_a day_n and_o bless_a be_v the_o lord_n that_o i_o ever_o see_v it_o why_o how_o then_o shall_v i_o cry_v out_o in_o heaven_n o_o bless_a eternity_n and_o bless_a be_v the_o lord_n that_o bring_v i_o to_o it_o be_v the_o mercy_n of_o my_o conversion_n so_o exceed_o great_a that_o the_o angel_n of_o god_n do_v rejoice_v to_o see_v it_o sure_o then_o the_o mercy_n of_o my_o salvation_n will_v be_v so_o great_a that_o the_o same_o angel_n will_v congratulate_v my_o felicity_n this_o grace_n be_v but_o a_o spark_n that_o be_v rake_v up_o in_o the_o ash_n it_o be_v cover_v with_o flesh_n from_o the_o sight_n of_o the_o world_n and_o cover_v with_o corruption_n sometime_o from_o mine-own_a sight_n but_o my_o everlasting_a glory_n will_v not_o so_o be_v cloud_v nor_o my_o light_n be_v under_o a_o bushel_n but_o upon_o a_o hill_n even_o upon_o zion_n the_o mount_n of_o god_n 14._o sect_n xiiii_o 12._o last_o compare_v the_o joy_n which_o thou_o shall_v have_v above_o with_o those_o foretaste_n of_o it_o which_o the_o spirit_n have_v give_v thou_o here_o judge_n of_o the_o lion_n by_o the_o paw_n and_o of_o the_o ocean_n of_o joy_n by_o that_o drop_n which_o thou_o have_v taste_v thou_o have_v 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