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thy_o letter_n be_v file_v up_o in_o heaven_n and_o though_o they_o be_v not_o answer_v yet_o they_o be_v remember_v god_n do_v not_o forget_v your_o labour_n of_o love_n in_o your_o letter_n of_o love_n for_o such_o be_v prayer_n it_o be_v our_o duty_n to_o pray_v it_o be_v god_n grace_n to_o answer_v though_o as_o yet_o he_o reveal_v not_o that_o grace_n yet_o it_o make_v not_o void_a our_o duty_n secound_o god_n may_v be_v please_v with_o thy_o prayer_n though_o he_o do_v not_o answer_v the_o mother_n be_v please_v with_o
to_o the_o full_a when_o thou_o shall_v enter_v into_o thy_o master_n joy_n when_o thou_o shall_v rest_v from_o thy_o labour_n thy_o income_n shall_v follow_v thou_o when_o thou_o shall_v come_v to_o abraham_n bosom_n and_o there_o thou_o shall_v come_v deject_a soul_n as_o poor_a a_o lazarus_n as_o thou_o be_v than_o thou_o shall_v have_v every_o prayer_n every_o sigh_n every_o groan_n come_v to_o remembrance_n and_o say_v now_o thou_o have_v all_o that_o which_o we_o go_v out_o for_o rouse_v up_o therefore_o o_o cast-downe_a soul_n god_n be_v a_o good_a master_n you_o shall_v not_o labour_v in_o vain_a be_v not_o deject_v but_o be_v steadfast_a unmoveable_a always_o abound_v in_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o as_o much_o as_o you_o know_v your_o labour_n be_v not_o in_o vain_a in_o the_o lord_n as_o it_o be_v 1_o cor._n 15._o last_o why_o then_o shall_v you_o be_v cast_v down_o for_o lack_n of_o income_n chap._n 20._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o insultation_n of_o 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behold_v his_o righteousness_n then_o shall_v all_o thy_o enemy_n see_v it_o and_o be_v ashamed_a which_o say_v where_o be_v the_o lord_n thy_o god_n then_o shall_v they_o lick_v the_o dust_n like_o a_o serpent_n and_o shall_v fear_v not_o only_o because_o of_o the_o lord_n our_o god_n but_o also_o because_o of_o thou_o as_o it_o be_v in_o that_o excellent_a scripture_n mich._n 7.9.10.17_o which_o scripture_n if_o thou_o read_v serious_o and_o act_v faith_n upon_o i_o dare_v assure_v thou_o of_o cure_n for_o this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n viz._n insultation_n of_o satan_n and_o enemy_n chap._n 21._o cure_v for_o soul_n cast_v down_o upon_o corporal_a affliction_n spiritual_a dejection_n be_v sometime_o cause_v by_o corporal_a affliction_n a_o sick_a body_n do_v in_o some_o person_n make_v a_o sad_a soul_n cause_n cause_n when_o hezekiah_n be_v sick_a and_o have_v receive_v the_o sentence_n and_o message_n of_o death_n he_o turn_v to_o the_o wall_n and_o weep_v and_o the_o thought_n of_o the_o die_a of_o his_o body_n produce_v dejection_n in_o his_o soul_n thus_o indeed_o it_o be_v oft_o with_o other_o now_o to_o cure_v this_o cause_n of_o dejection_n i_o shall_v not_o need_v to_o be_v large_a only_o take_v a_o few_o ingredient_n which_o mix_v together_o and_o apply_v may_v serve_v in_o this_o case_n to_o raise_v the_o deject_a spirit_n first_o consider_v the_o great_a ground_n of_o this_o dejection_n be_v a_o deceit_n cure_n cure_n afflict_a soul_n interpret_v affliction_n amiss_o and_o therefore_o be_v cast_v down_o they_o take_v every_o whip_n to_o be_v a_o effect_n of_o anger_n whereas_o its_o a_o sign_n of_o love_n your_o father_n o_o deject_a soul_n in_o your_o sickness_n be_v sweet_a he_o make_v thou_o sick_a in_o thy_o body_n to_o cure_v some_o disease_n in_o thy_o soul_n he_o do_v not_o afflict_v thou_o willing_o it_o be_v only_a that_o thy_o spirit_n may_v be_v well_o that_o he_o make_v thy_o body_n ill_o you_o have_v have_v father_n of_o your_o flesh_n who_o correct_v you_o and_o you_o give_v they_o reverence_n shall_v you_o not_o much_o rather_o be_v in_o subjection_n to_o the_o father_n of_o spirit_n &_o live_v heb._n 12.9_o this_o be_v speak_v in_o reference_n to_o affliction_n by_o this_o chastisement_n god_n seal_v up_o child-ship_n do_v not_o despise_v therefore_o the_o chastening_n of_o the_o lord_n nor_o be_v not_o deject_v for_o the_o word_n will_v bear_v this_o translation_n when_o thou_o be_v by_o sickness_n rebuke_v of_o the_o lord_n philo._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i.e._n they_o â—eject_v their_o own_o spirit_n philo._n heb_fw-mi 12.5_o it_o be_v a_o fault_n in_o the_o chastise_a child_n to_o be_v dog_v and_o it_o be_v a_o fail_v in_o thou_o o_o soul_n by_o reason_n of_o corporal_a affliction_n which_o be_v but_o a_o fatherly_a chastisement_n to_o be_v deject_v beside_o second_o your_o father_n know_v your_o frame_n he_o know_v what_o you_o can_v bear_v and_o he_o will_v lay_v no_o more_o upon_o you_o than_o your_o 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the_o original_n with_o that_o in_o the_o text_n for_o he_o sure_o do_v you_o but_o serious_o consider_v this_o it_o will_v stop_v your_o grief_n and_o cause_n and_o keep_v you_o from_o give_v way_n unto_o it_o in_o as_o much_o as_o christ_n be_v cast_v down_o and_o disquiet_v as_o it_o be_v to_o see_v you_o so_o three_o call_v your_o soul_n to_o a_o account_n this_o will_v prevent_v it_o for_o go_v further_o the_o way_n to_o prevent_v exorbitant_a expense_n in_o steward_n be_v to_o call_v they_o to_o a_o account_n o_o poor_a soul_n learn_v and_o practice_v the_o art_n of_o self_n expostulation_n say_v to_o
lord_n take_v pleasure_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n as_o i_o be_o and_o bestow_v pain_n to_o work_v on_o i_o ans_fw-fr in_o answer_n to_o this_o know_v o_o soul_n free_a grace_n shall_v move_v god_n for_o of_o grace_n we_o be_v save_v and_o not_o of_o ourselves_o it_o be_v the_o gift_n of_o god_n we_o be_v his_o workmanship_n ephes_n 2.8_o 10._o and_o know_v o_o soul_n as_o god_n do_v work_v in_o thou_o the_o will_n so_o also_o he_o will_v work_v in_o thou_o the_o deed_n and_o that_o of_o his_o good_a pleasure_n as_o it_o be_v phil._n 2.13_o though_o he_o can_v take_v pleasure_n in_o thou_o yet_o he_o can_v and_o will_v in_o his_o work_n wherefore_o bear_v up_o o_o thou_o deject_a soul_n be_v not_o so_o cast_v down_o suppose_v the_o work_n of_o grace_n be_v not_o yet_o wrought_v the_o lord_n can_v and_o do_v thou_o believe_v it_o he_o will_v work_v it_o now_o ere_o long_o thou_o shall_v see_v christ_n form_v in_o thou_o and_o though_o now_o thou_o be_v in_o pain_n and_o fear_v as_o a_o 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grace_n you_o read_v of_o a_o spirit_n of_o slumber_n in_o the_o scripture_n god_n have_v give_v some_o up_o to_o the_o spirit_n of_o slumber_n rom._n 11.8_o there_o be_v foolish_a virgin_n who_o presume_v and_o sleep_v and_o sleep_v perish_v christ_n spirit_n where_o it_o be_v be_v a_o spirit_n of_o fire_n and_o burn_a now_o fire_n that_o try_v christ_n spirit_n be_v like_o a_o refiner_n fire_n it_o be_v a_o mercy_n to_o have_v the_o spirit_n of_o refine_n and_o try_v whereas_o its_o a_o judgement_n to_o be_v selfe-confident_a not_o at_o all_o suspicious_a it_o argue_v the_o spirit_n of_o slumber_n but_o three_o consider_v it_o be_v possible_a for_o one_o true_o gracious_a to_o conceit_n that_o his_o grace_n be_v but_o counterfeit_n as_o child_n conceive_v brass_n be_v gold_n so_o sometime_o they_o conceit_n gold_n to_o be_v brass_n it_o be_v strange_a to_o observe_v the_o strength_n of_o conceit_n especial_o in_o depth_n of_o melancholy_a peradventure_o oh_o soul_n thy_o fear_n be_v 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sometime_o conquer_v by_o corruption_n it_o be_v a_o wrong_a way_n of_o conclusion_n and_o a_o false_a touchstone_n of_o trial_n paul_n have_v truth_n of_o grace_n and_o yet_o sometime_o he_o be_v conquer_v and_o carry_v captive_a and_o sell_v slavelike_a by_o sin_n rom_n 7.14_o so_o likewise_o a_o constant_a equal_a undauntednesse_n in_o own_v of_o christ_n market_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d and_o ver_fw-la 23._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d i_o e._n captivate_v or_o lead_v into_o captivity_n as_o by_o a_o conqueror_n and_o sell_v in_o a_o market_n and_o cleave_v to_o truth_n be_v a_o false_a touchstone_n or_o fallible_a way_n of_o trial_n it_o be_v true_a the_o righteous_a be_v bold_a as_o a_o lion_n but_o this_o be_v not_o at_o all_o time_n alike_o peter_n have_v truth_n of_o love_n to_o christ_n and_o yet_o he_o be_v not_o so_o undaunted_a always_o his_o deriall_a be_v know_v well_o enough_o so_o that_o now_o to_o apply_v this_o to_o our_o purpose_n it_o may_v be_v oh_o 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