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to_o a_o high_a pitch_n where_o we_o shall_v sing_v his_o praise_n to_o eternity_n in_o his_o ne'r-ending_a place_n of_o bliss_n even_o there_o where_o he_o himself_o remain_v where_o neither_o fear_n nor_o grief_n shall_v interrupt_v our_o joy_n but_o we_o shall_v have_v our_o fill_n of_o all_o felicity_n and_o glory_n inexpressible_a the_o height_n and_o chief_a of_o which_o be_v in_o the_o say_v bless_a sight_n of_o this_o our_o glorious_a god_n 3.2_o who_o we_o shall_v see_v there_o face_n to_o face_n even_o as_o he_o be_v yea_o be_v make_v like_o to_o he_o what_o will_v you_o have_v i_o say_v my_o eye_n be_v dazzle_v at_o this_o glorious_a day_n and_o reason_n stand_v amaze_v when_o it_o will_v reach_v this_o wondrous_a height_n how_o shall_v a_o mortal_a preach_v of_o this_o immortal_a state_n o_o have_v my_o eye_n but_o one_o sweet_a glimpse_n of_o this_o how_o shall_v i_o tie_v your_o ear_n unto_o my_o tongue_n when_o i_o shall_v speak_v of_o what_o i_o see_v it_o will_v make_v your_o heart_n to_o break_v with_o earnest_a long_n after_o it_o and_o you_o will_v scorn_v from_o hence_o so_o much_o as_o take_v a_o view_n of_o these_o inferior_a vanity_n which_o be_v but_o toy_n as_o it_o be_v not_o worth_a your_o thought_n and_o flee_v away_o almost_o as_o soon_o as_o come_v withal_o leave_v behind_o they_o nought_o but_o curse_a gall_n and_o bitterness_n to_o vex_v and_o gripe_v and_o grieve_v those_o foolish_a soul_n which_o do_v erewhile_o believe_v their_o false_a pretend_a sweet_n but_o here_o alone_o be_v 16.11_o fullness_n of_o all_o true_a delight_n where_o none_o can_v ever_o be_v deceive_v unless_o it_o be_v as_o that_o wise_a 10._o queen_n of_o sheba_n be_v when_o she_o hear_v of_o the_o glory_n of_o king_n salâ—â—on_n and_o of_o his_o happiness_n but_o when_o anon_o she_o come_v and_o see_v it_o with_o her_o eye_n she_o than_o 7._o in_o great_a amazedness_n thereat_o begin_v confess_v that_o all_o be_v true_a yea_o sure_a the_o fame_n say_v she_o 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for_o thou_o be_v only_o 4.11_o worthy_a o_o my_o god_n and_o now_o here_o do_v i_o crave_v to_o join_v with_o they_o even_o i_o though_o yet_o on_o earth_n here_o do_v i_o thankful_o fall_v down_o before_o thy_o glorious_a throne_n and_o here_o in_o humble_a confidence_n and_o holy_a fear_n i_o offer_v my_o poor_a mite_n to_o thou_o of_o praise_n and_o thankfulness_n in_o these_o my_o lowly_a lay_n all_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n to_o thou_o and_o to_o the_o lamb_n which_o 5.9_o have_v redeem_v i_o by_o his_o dear_a blood_n and_o to_o the_o sacred_a spirit_n the_o 15.26_o comforter_n and_o pledge_v of_o true_a delight_n which_o have_v be_v with_o i_o hitherto_o and_o bring_v my_o soul_n into_o thy_o peace_n sure_o i_o have_v nought_o that_o be_v worth_a thy_o great_a acceptance_n lord_n for_o i_o be_o poor_a thou_o know_v and_o full_a of_o misery_n happy_a in_o nothing_o else_o but_o thou_o i_o mean_v by_o be_v thou_o and_o yet_o i_o 〈◊〉_d unclean_a 13.45_o unclean_a alas_o 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that_o they_o have_v flatter_v all_o that_o ever_o he_o have_v away_o and_o seem_v to_o promise_v much_o as_o long_o as_o he_o have_v any_o thing_n to_o give_v but_o now_o they_o see_v that_o he_o be_v leave_v in_o deep_n of_o misery_n they_o run_v away_o at_o once_o and_o let_v he_o lie_v he_o then_o begin_v know_v himself_o and_o have_v see_v the_o fearful_a deep_n of_o want_n and_o woe_n wherein_o he_o now_o be_v plunge_v he_o begin_v with_o weep_a eye_n to_o think_v on_o these_o his_o wilful_a misery_n and_o have_v deep_o count_v with_o himself_o what_o once_o he_o be_v and_o now_o ungracious_a elf_n whereto_o he_o will_v bring_v his_o state_n he_o will_v not_o rest_v but_o needs_o return_v to_o he_o that_o love_v he_o best_o his_o first_o offend_v father_n where_o he_o hie_v all_o totter_v over_o with_o rag_n of_o misery_n the_o fruit_n that_o he_o have_v get_v and_o there_o he_o show_v his_o great_a extreme_n in_o swell_a tide_n of_o woe_n uncessant_a tear_n and_o penitential_a 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so_o dead_a a_o stone_n and_o can_v weep_v as_o fain_o i_o will_v but_o here_o o_o thou_o my_o lord_n why_o shall_v i_o further_o fear_v at_o these_o my_o own_o deficiency_n behold_v my_o saviour_n burn_v in_o love_n though_o i_o be_o cold_a his_o wound_n do_v weep_v to_o wash_v away_o my_o sin_n though_o i_o be_o dull_a o_o cast_v thy_o eye_n on_o he_o or_o look_v on_o i_o but_o as_o in_o he_o that_o when_o thou_o see_v i_o thou_o may_v find_v i_o clear_v and_o then_o thou_o can_v not_o be_v displease_v with_o i_o for_o he_o have_v make_v a_o full_a supply_n of_o all_o
to_o thou_o in_o my_o behalf_n what_o shall_v i_o say_v he_o bear_v my_o 2.24_o sin_n and_o grief_n as_o well_o thou_o know_v yea_o more_o he_o have_v fulfil_v thy_o law_n for_o i_o and_o thou_o thyself_o 5._o will_v have_v he_o so_o yea_o sure_a and_o now_o thou_o have_v also_o lead_v i_o by_o thy_o spirit_n to_o he_o in_o these_o my_o deep_n of_o misery_n and_o sin_n to_o salve_v and_o solace_v up_o my_o soul_n and_o i_o appeal_v to_o thou_o under_o no_o other_o tie_n or_o 4.12_o name_n but_o he_o that_o 3.9_o be_v find_v alone_o have_v his_o righteousness_n and_o not_o my_o own_o for_o i_o alas_o have_v none_o i_o thus_o may_v be_v make_v perfect_a in_o thy_o sigh_n and_o so_o may_v see_v and_o know_v myself_o link_v in_o thy_o love_n whereby_o i_o be_o bind_v to_o thou_o in_o this_o eternal_a tie_n of_o praise_n and_o thankfulness_n here_o then_o my_o lord_n come_v take_v i_o to_o thyself_o here_o let_v thy_o word_n speak_v comfort_n to_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v be_v from_o hence_o account_v thou_o here_o take_v from_o i_o all_o that_o be_v i_o my_o sin_n i_o mean_v and_o hence_o compose_v i_o for_o thy_o seâ—e_n refine_v my_o sense_n with_o all_o my_o inward_a faculty_n that_o i_o may_v be_v make_v whole_o thou_o let_v not_o my_o eye_n so_o much_o as_o look_v on_o what_o i_o love_v unless_o it_o please_v thou_o sanctify_v the_o same_o and_o bless_v its_o sight_n and_o use_v to_o i_o for_o good_a and_o let_v i_o here_o entreat_v thou_o teach_v i_o to_o forget_v 45.10_o my_o father_n house_n this_o earth_n i_o mean_v that_o so_o my_o soul_n may_v hence_o with_o that_o 13.4_o fair_a daughter_n go_v unto_o the_o king_n my_o christ_n and_o there_o may_v be_v present_v glorious_a all_o within_o to_o thou_o robe_a only_a with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o thou_o may_v 11._o great_o cast_v thy_o love_n on_o i_o for_o now_o behold_v i_o have_v give_v over_o myself_o to_o be_v thy_o worshipper_n alone_o who_o be_v to_o i_o my_o only_a lord_n here_o will_v i_o 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