and stranger in this earth may joyn my self not with the natives the men of the World whose portion is in this life by whose company I am sure to contract either guilt or greif but with my fellow sojourners who are travailing with me towards the same Heaven Though I love the wicked with a love of pity I would love onely the Saints with a love of delight Let my choice be of them now with whom I would choose to be for ever O let me joyn with those on earth and that in discoursing of thy gracious word and glorious works with whom I hope to joyn in Heaven in admiring thy boundless perfections and giving thee everlasting praise Lord if there be such comfort in thy chosen and their voices be so lovely and their faces so comely here below in the estate of their minority when they are black with the worlds calumnies and cruelties and besmeared with their own corruptions what delight will there be in them above when they shall come to their full age be parted from all their defilements and be perfectly adorned with thine Image How lovely will their voices be when they shall joyn with thy Celestial quire in singing HallelUjahs and in running division on thine infinite attributes and excellencies How comely will their faces be when they shall be freed from all the freckles and spots of sin and so see thee as to be fully like thee O if grace in its infancy be so ravishing what will it be in its maturity If the morning of holiness be so glorious how glorious will it be in its noon-day lustre Lord if my soul rejoyce so much in thy Saints who shine onely as stars in their several Orbes with a borrowed light what joy may I have in thy self the true Sun O cause thy servant so to glorifie thee in my choice of Companions and in my carriage in all Companies that I may come at last to enjoy immediate communion with thy beautiful Saints and thy blessed Majesty World without end Amen CHAP. III. How a Christian may exercise himself to Godliness in evil Company HAving spoken to the Choice of Companions I proceed Reader to thy Carriage in Company and first in evil Company Though evil men are not to be the object of a Christians choice or delight yet he must sometimes fall into their Company or go out of the world 1 Cor. 5. 10. Our Relations or Vocations or Offices of Charity which we owe to the worst of men will command our presence now and then amongst them Civil commerce with them is lawfâ—l though intimate communion be sinful It s certain the less we have of their society the more of safety but because civility and our necessities require us sometimes to be with them Christianity must help us as a glass-window to let in the light and keep out the rain to get what good we may and to prevent the hurt they intend God in the first creation separated the light from the darkness and so must the godly man amongst wicked persons Swine will be cleanly in a fair Meadow Sinners civil sometimeâ— in the society of Saints but Christians must keep their garments unspotted when they walk in dirty places and amongst defiled persons Godliness will be thy best armour to ward off those blows and hinder those wounds which those sons of violence and villany would cause in thee A wise Physitian whatsoever diseased Patients he goeth amongst will take some preservative but if he be to go into a Pest-house an Antidote It will be a sign of an excellent complexion if thou canst walk as occasion is in the Sun and not be tanned The Romans had a Law that every one where ever he went should wear a badge of his profession or trade either on his garment or in his hat that he might be known Christianity must be owned in every company as that which is our great and worthy calling The Nobleman carrieth his Garter or George with him in all places because he esteems them his gâ—ory and honour and if he be of the blood royal he desireth that all may take notice of it O what an honour and happiness is it to be a Christian to be related to Iesus Christ and how willing shouldst thou be to own and acknowledge it as the badge of thine honour amongst all personsâ— He is a base servant that is ashamed of his Lords livery It s said of the Teal a certain wild Beast iâ— AEthiopia that he hath two hornes of a Cubit long which he moveth as he pleaseth either both forward to offend his enemy or both backward to defend himself or one forward and the other backward to both uses at once A Christian in evil company should be as wise as a Serpent that he do not bring himself into suffering but yet as innocent as a Dove that others do not draw him to sin Walk as prudently as thou canst onely walk piously Use as much caution as thou wilt but be sure thou keepest a good conscience The Apostle gives a special precept for our pious carriage in such Company Walk wisely towards them that are without Col. 4. 5. In which words the qualification of the act and the specification of the subject are considerable 1. The qualification of the act walk wisely that is graciously Grace is Wisdom To fear God is wisdom and to depart from evil is understanding He who walketh in the Law of the Lord and according to the rule of the word is the wise walker Job 28. 28. Psa. 119. 1. Gal. 16. 16. Whatsoever our company be we must walk by precept not by pattern He may be a good Courtier but he is a bad Christian that alters and orders his carriage according to his company If like Musicians we play no lessons but what the company calls for and what pleaseth them our musick will be harsh and jarring in Gods ears If I please men saith Paul I am not the servant of Christ Gal. 1. 10. He walks foolishly that to please a few weak dying Men displeaseth the jealous and Almighty God He walks wisely who will be sure who ever be offended to please him upon whose favour his life and all his comforts depend 2. The specification of the Subject towards them that are without Wicked men are said to be without 1. Because they are visibly without the Church scandalous sinners proclaim to the world that they are not so much as visible members of Christ. What have I to do to judge them that are without Do not ye judge them that are within but them that are without God judgeth 1 Corinth 5. 12 13. 2. Because they are really without God and Christ God may be in their mouths and they may call him Father but he is far from their hearts and will never own them foâ— his Children That at that time ye were without Christ and with out God in the world Ephes. 2. 12. 3. Because they shall go
with others And they injure themselves most by being false to their trust Should they feed the bodies of their Children and Servants on the Lords-days and make no provision for them on the week-days their consciences would flie in their faces and tell them they were inhumane and unnatural and yet they can omit all regard of their immortal souls which are far more worthy of care and tendance without remorse and sorrow I must tell such persons that if Atheism had not the predominancy in their hearts it would not bear such sway in their houses Such men are like Swine with their Pigs as if all their noses were nailed to the trough in which they feed they look not up to the God of their food and of all their comforts Such Children and Servants will in the other world find cause to curse the time that ever they knew such Fathers and Masters Others there are some of whom I hope to be godly though not in this particular that pray in their families every night but omit morning duties As if God were the God of the night and not of the day as the Syrians blasphemously affirmed that he was God of the Hills but not of the Vallies These as Austin speaks of those that woâ—ship the Moon are Atheists by day as they that worship the Sun are Atheists by night The day is thine the night also is thine thou preparest the light and the Sun Psa. 74. 16. Surely though evening Sacrifice ought to be minded yet there is as much if not more reason for morning duties A man at night in his Chamber is like a Souldier in his Garrison subject onely to the unavoidable and more immediate hand of God whereas in the day when he stragleth abroad from his quarters to fetch in his supplies he is then exposed to many unexpected casualties and unthought of accidents Family perils and dangers every day call for family prayers and duties every morning Family favours and kindnesses every night call for family thanks and acknowledgements every day When many are joyned in a Bond they go often together to see the money paid All in a Family joyn in borrowing domestical mercies therefore they must all joyn in paying hearty praises Reader if thou art Governour of a Family Consider that thou canst not faithfully serve God as a Commander unless thou takest care that all the persons under thy power do their duties in their places The Lord of Hosts will never thank that Officer who is careful to sight for him in his own person but suffereth his Company through his carelesness to fall away to the enemy Do not pretend Servants are abroad or scattered here and there about their imployments and are not at leasure but answer 1. Art thou and thy servants contented to go all day without Gods protection and provision Without question thou art most unworthy of them that dost not think them worth asking Surely God may as well say he hath no leasure he hath other employment then to defend and feed and preserve thee as thou that thou hast no leasure to serve him 2. Dost not thou and do not thine squander away more time idly and vainly then need to be taken up in morning duties 3. Do not Children and Servants come together every morning to feed their bodies and why not to feed their souls 4. If any man should make use of thy Goods or Servants of thy Time without leave thou wouldst take it very ill at their hands Thou art Gods and all that thou hast may not God therefore take it unkindly that thou shouldst dispose of thy self and thine affairs without his leave 5. Is it not plain Atheism and horrid disrespect to the blessed God to put thy self or them under thy roof upon worldly imployments without asking his providence and blessing Is it not too plain a speaking that there is no such need of him that thou canst do well enough without him 6. Thou wilt not say that thou and thine have no leasure in the morning to plough or sow or buy and sell oâ— follow earthly affairs and why not leasure as well to serve and worship the Lord His worship is of greater worth of greater weight It is of more necessity it concerns thine endless bliss in the other world It will bring in the greatest profit In the doing of his commands there is great reward Dost thou not believe that he is a better pay-master then the world 7. Art thou able to do any thing in any part of the day without his assistance Dost thou not depend every moment upon him for all thy motions and actions and is he not worth acknowledging 8. Wilt thou sayâ— Thou hast no time no leasure to be saved to escape Hell and to attain Heaven I must tell thee if thou hast no time to serve God he will have no time to save thee 9. Wilt thou stand to this Plea at the day of Christ When God shall ask thee Why thou and thy Family went abroad prayerless and drowned your selves in worldly affairs and were taken and torn by snares and temptations and disowned him and his laws as if they were not worth regarding Dost thou think it will be sufficient then to answer Lord I was a Knight or a Squire and though I had many servants yet they had their several offices and employments and could not spare time to pay that homage they owed to thy Majesty to implore thy mercy and to intreat an interest in the merits of thy son We had other things to look after then thy beautiful Image and the blessed vision of thy face for ever Or suppose thou art of an inferiour rank canst thou imagine it will be a comfortable Plea to say Lord early in the morning my Children and Servants were called to tend my Sâ—op or Flocks or Cattel or set upon some needful business or other that they could have no leasure to mind their inestimable souls or to approach thy glorious Majesty in holy ordinances O blush Reader if thou art guilty of morning omissions and either cast away thy frivolous pretences and set upon the duty or else stand to thy foolish pleas and try whether they will bear weight at the great and terrible day of the Lord Jesus but remember in the mean time that thou hast had one warning more I have written somewhat largely about family duties in the first Part and therefore had intended onely to have saluted them in this place and so to have left them but observing how some families even where governous are judged to fear God are without morning though not without evening sacrifices I dwelt the longer upon it to quicken them to this duty that they might be able to say with Abijah The Lord is our God and we burn incense and offer sacrifice every morning and evening unto him 2 Chron. 13. 10 11. SECT III. SEcondly Spend the greatest part of the day in thy particular calling He that mindeth
savour of it So if godliness and the immediate worship of God do first in the morning possess my soul my natural and civil affairs will probably rellish of it Again Mens hearts are generally upon that in the morning which they esteem their happiness and portion The covetous Muck-worm no sooner openeth his eyes but his â—eart is tumbling in his heaps The voluptuous beast no sooner wakes but he is sporting in sensual waters The ambitious Peacock no sooner is able to think but his gay Feathers and gaudy dress for that day come into his mind and why should not my heart send its first thoughts into Heaven Whom have I in Heaven but thee and there is none upon Earth that I desire in comparison of thee The Birds early in the morning salute the rising Sun with their sweet notes and shall not I the Sun of righteousness Further My wants my mercies call for morning duties I walk in the midst of deaths of dangers every day and shall I dare to travail without my defence Men cloath their bodies against the sharpness of the weather and why not their souls against the assaults of the flesh the world and the wicked one There is no safety without this breast-work If Satan take me out of my trenches and strong holds as Joshua did the men of Ai it will be no wonder if he roâ—t and ruine me If I do not bless God in the morning how can I expect that he should bless me in the day Is any earthly Prince so prodigal of his favours as to throw them away upon those that esteem them unworthy to be desired If I do not serve the Precepts of God I am presumptuous to look that his providence should serve meâ— Should I undertake my affairs on earth before I have dispatched my business with heaven I am a notorious Cheat and Theif I am a Theif to God by robbing him of his glory and that natural allegiance which I owe to my Maker I am a Theif to my self in robbing my self of that blessing which I might have on my callings and undertakings O that prayer might be the girdle to compass in the whole body of my natural and civil dealings and concernments And that I could every day of my life forestal the worlds market by setting early about closet and family duties Suitors find it fittest to wait upon and dispatch their business with great persons betimes in the morning Lord freedom of access to thy throne of grace is an unspeakable favour Access is hard to earthly Princes No worldly Court is so open as to admit all comers Those that with much difficulty present their Petitions are often against all reason denyed Thy gates are open night and day all that will may come and be welcome Thou invitest souls to come into thy presence and delightest to hear and grant their prayers Thine eares are more open and ready to hear then their mouths to ask Thou pressest upon many undesired blessings but denyest none who ask not stones instead of bread Importunity never angers thee the more fervent and frequent my soul is with thee the more prevalent Thou fillest the hungry with good things and dost not send any that desire thy grace empty away from thy gate What care I how little notice or knowledge the Nobles of the earth will take of me when I can speak so freely to their better their Soveraign and not fear a repulse O teach me the right art of begging and then I need not be afraid of poverty If I be but skilful to follow that trade my returns will be both â—â—re and large Thy mercies are renewed upon me every morning so are my necessities O let my prayses and prayers be as frequent and early I will bless the Lord at all times his praise â—hall be continually in my mouth O God my God early will I seek thee my soul thirsteth for thee in a dry and barren Wilderness where no water is My voice shalt thou hear in the morning O Lord in the morning will I direct my prayer unto thee and will look up I Wiâ—h that having done with the more immediaâ—e service of my God in Praying and Reading both in my Closet and Family I may proceed to serve him in my Shop and Particular Calling When God saith Man is born to labour I must not sing with the fool Soul take thine ease An idle person is like Caterpillars and Mice that devour Gods creatures and do no good to others It s pity he ever lived the book of whose life is filled up with nothing but Cyphers Nature never intended men to be drones to feed on others labours nor bats to spend their lives in the company of sleep the brother of death My God my soul my family my country do all call upon me to be diligent in that calling whereto he hath called me My God is a pure act himself and hath capacitated all his creatures for action He created all men but never made a sluggard The idle person wholly degenerates from the end of his being and receiveth his faculties in vain The command for civil labour hath the same divine stamp as that for sacred rest I have also his pattern for my encouragement as well as his precept for my warrant Hitherto my father worketh and I work My soul also stands in as much need of exercise as my body Idleness is the door at which diseases enter into both Rust eats up vessels that are laid by and unused The mind is never more bright then when it is in imployment from doing nothing we proceed to do evil Idleness is not onely a vice it self but also hath this unhappiness to usher in all other This is the least advantage of industry that it gives the soul no leasure to play with sin or to entertain the wicked one Standing waters do not sooner putrifie then lazy souls T is action that preserves the â—oul in health As Gâ—ats dance up and down in the Sun and then sit down and sting the next hand they seize upon So they who have no time to work have much to imploy in slandering and backbiting others One sin never goeth alone Again my Family may well rouze me out of the bed of laziness If I expect supply of their wants it must come in with Gods blessing at the door of diligence I am stealing from my wife and children all the while I am loytering The Heavens may cause seed sown to ripen into a joyful Harvest but untilled land will afford no crop save of weeds or stones Once more My Country commands me to my calling I am but an ill member in the body Politique if as a diseased part I take of its nourishment but rather hinder its growth then contribute to its health A jarring string is not more prejudicial to the rarest Viol in the hands of a skilful artist then an idle person to the musick and composure of the universe The most venemous
God Alsufficient or the Almighty God Walk before me and be thou perfect Gen. 17. 1. knowing that unless his faith were firm his steps could never be even If he had not beleived Gods power he could not be evangelically perfect And hence that father of the faithful became so eminent in obedience from the strength of his faith It s said of him Isa. 41. 2. that he came to the foot of God That Child was dutiful indeed that when his Father did but stamp with his foot left what ever he was about though it were never so delightful or gainful to him and ran to his Father to know and obey his commands Thus truly did Abraham when God called him to turn his back upon his relations and the place of his nativity nay to sacrifice his Isaac the child of the promise as well as of his love he did not question Gods pleasure nor quarrel with his precepts but obeyed them presently and all from his faith His strong faith caused strong obedience Heb. 11. It s observable that all the noble and heroick acts of obedience of the Lords Worthies mentioned in that little book of Martyrs were performed under the conduct and command of faith Faith is one of the best Antidotes against the poison of prophaness and one of the greatest helpes to holiness None are more faithful to God then they who have most faith in God They who beleive will be careful to maintain good works Tit. 3. 8. As the natural heat is the life of the body and as that increaseth with the radical moysture strength and health abound So Faith is the life of the soul as that is strong or weak his godliness is more or less He that is highest in affiance is highest in obedience This is the strength of the soul According to a Mans strength such is his walk either straight or stumbling According to a mans Faith such is his life either even or crooked 1. Faith destroyeth sin 2. It enableth to live to God 1. It killeth sin If the Pulse of a Christianâ— hand or life beat uneven it is because his Faith which is his heart doth faulter This is the shield of the soul which secures it against all assaults and dangers Other peices of the Christians Armour are serviceable to defend particular parts of the new man as the Girdle of truth the loyns rightâ—ousness the brest the Gospel of peace the feet but Faith is a Shield moveable at pleasure and surroundeth and guardeth the whole man With favour wilt thou compass him as with a Shield Psa. 5. ult Faith secureth the head from evilâ—principles What sense denieth and reason understandeth not Faith beleiveth Aristotle reading Moses concerning the Creation is reported to say Egregie dicis domine Moses sed quomodo probas Thou speakest nobly but how dost thou prove it The answer to him is easie By Faith we believe that the world were made of God Heb. 11. 2. Faith clears up the understanding and scattereth the mists of error The pesence of this Sun disperseth those Clouds Faith secureth the heart from evil purposes It s the besome that sweepeth out such dust and keeps the heart clean Having their hearts purified by Faith Act. 15. 9. Faith entertaineth the King of Saints into the heart it sets him on the throne and these traytours flye before him His presence makes these Rebels to hide their heads Who ever could find in his heart to hug sin whilst he was viewing by faith his bleeding Saviour Faith secureth the hand from evil practices The Martyrs chose the flames rather then the denial of their Master and all because of their Faith Those Worthies of the Lord of whom the World was not worthy through Faith stopped the mouths of Lyon-like lusts quenched the violence of hellish fires were tortured not accepting deliverance that they might obtain a better resurrection Heb. 11. 33 34 35. By Faith we stand 2 Cor. 1. 24. As a Souldier under the protection of his Shield stands his ground and doth his duty notwithstanding the shot that are made against him So a Christian under the protection of Faith keeps his place and mindeth his work whatsoever opposition he meets with Faith like Ioab stabbeth this Abner under the fifth rib it wounds fin mortally Hope like Saul hath slain its thousands but Faith like David it s ten thousands Whole Armies of Lusts have turned their backs at the sight of this Warriour By Faith the walls of Ierico fall down Whilst unbeleif liveth no sin will dye All iniquity sheltereth it self under the Banner of infidelity If once the banks of Faith be broken down a flood of wickedness will rush and flow in What made Abraham deny his Wife and expose her to such temptations and wickedness but unbeleif What made Isaac tread in his Fathers steps and leave Rebecah to the Heathens luste but unbeleif What made David dishonour his God by his uncomely carriage before Achish and injure his soul by his unholy language that he should one day perish by the hand of Saul but unbeleif What made Peter deny and forswear his Master but unbeleif These tares were sown by the enemy when the husbandman Faith was asleep had they believed the power and faithfulness of God to defend them in their dangers and distresses without their lyes and his grace and bounty to reward them largely for all their sufferings for his sake had they believed that God when he called them to straights would without any sinful means have brought them off safe on earth or safe to Heaven they would never have used such sinful shifts for their own safety Faith would secure the soul against all those temptations and prevent such sinister and sinful doings He that beleiveth maketh not haste He will patiently wait Gods leasure and submit to his pleasure and not venture upon forbidden courses and unlawful ways to deliver himself out of distress Vnbeleif is the dung which makes the soyl of corrupt nature so fruitful in the unfruitful works of darkness Whence cometh such immoderate love of a perishing world but from want of Faith and Beleif of that transcendent glory that is to be revealed Whence cometh such dulness and deadness in holy duties but from unbelief either of the holiness and jealousie of that God with whom we have to do or of his goodness and mercy that his reward will pay the charge of diligence in his work Whence comes such cozening and cheating and over-reaching in dealings with men that from distrust of Gods power and providence as if he could not or would not spread a Table for his Children in the most barren Wilderness Whence comes that impatience and murmuring in adversity but from want of Faith which would encourage the heart in the Lord his God in the saddest estate and when the Fig-tree doth not blossom nor the Vine yeild its fruit enable the soul to rejoyce in the Lord and be glad in the Rock of his salvation Whence
great mercy to our selves The Oyl of grace like the Widows 2 King 4. 6. increaseth by powring out an opportunity is a special season which God affordeth us for the benefit of our own and others souls When time and helps meet and marty their off-spring is opportunity Thou dealest with those at one time whom thou mayst never see again possibly their hearts being big with sin they bring forth in thy presence either swearing or slandering or mocking at holiness now God gives thee an opportunity by a prudent affectionate reproof and by serious savoury advice to kill those brats of Hell as soon as they are born and to make the Parents barren in regard of such a cursed brood for ever after which if thou neglectest thou shalt never have again The Bird of opportunity is usually upon the wing she flieth away of a sudden and we never fee her again therefore whilst thou hast her make the best use of her Thou thinkest it may be that thy counsel to such men would be but cast away as pure water in a nasty sink but do thy work which is to endavour their conversion and leave the success which is Gods work to him Benhadads Souldier drew a Bow at a venture and his Arrow pierced within the joynts of the Harness and slew Ahab the man shot the Arrow at he knew not who but God levelled it at the King amongst all the company Do thou draw the Bow according to thy duty and God may so direct the Arrow of admonition as to make it enter the sinners heart and let out the very life of his sin Sometimes things are done best on a sudden Tiberius was happier in his extempore speeches then those which he made upon study and premeditation Thou mayst as Philip to the Eunuch fall in with a person on a sudden whom thou never sawest before nor shalt ever see again and by seasonable counsel be instrumental to his eternal comfort It may be thou meetest with such as do believe then thy care must be to build them up Saints must be Land-markâ— to direct others in the way to life Apollos was a stranger to Aquila and Priscilla but coming into his company they expounded to him the way of God more perfectly Act. 18. 25. The members of the mystical body must be helpful to one another Christians with whomsoever they converse ought to endeavour either their gaining to or growing up in Jesus Christ. Alexanders body was of so exact and rare a constitution saith the Historian that it perfumed every place where he came The gracious soul being it self filled with spikenard and Calamus and Cassia and all sweet spices may well leave a sweet savour among the persons with whom he converseth They are dead and withered grains of Corn out of which there doth not one ear spring up A Good Wish of a Christian in Relation to his dealings with all men wherein the former Heads are applied THe Living and Eternal God whose I am and whom I am infinitely bound to serve whose unquestionable dominion over me calleth for universal subjection from me having commanded me in his word to be holy as he is holy in all manner of conversation and to walk by rule in my commerce with men as well as in my immediate converses with his glorious Majesty I wish in general that I may make Religion my business not onely in my sacred duties but also in my civil dealings that I may trade with God in divine performances as if men saw me and traffique with men in humane affairs as knowing that God beholdeth me and herein dayly exercise my self to keep a conscience void of offence towards God and towards all men I Wish in particular that my earthly actions may never clash with or incroach upon my heavenly calling that I may not endanger the loss of Religion in the throng and crowd of outward dealings but may be so limitted and directed therein by Gods Law that all my works may be â—orship and when I am labouring for my body and family I may be furthering the good of my soul and my eternal felicity that as my chief natural quality Reason commandeth in my lower actions of eating and drinking so my supernatural excellency Religion may bear sway in every passage of my life Lord who hast given me a perfect rule and appointed me to order my life in all things according to it be pleased to write all thy laws in my heart that I may be tender of both Tables love thee with all my soul and strength and love my Neighbour as my self for thy sake If one link of the golden chain of thy commands be broken the whole is dissolved they love one another too well to part company where one precept is wilfully despised all are disobeyed Thou hast said it He that breaks one is guilty of all O enable me to be as universal in my conformity and duty as thou art in thy mercy and bounty for then shall I not be ashamed when I shall have respect to all thy Commandements I Wish that the soundness and integrity of my heart may appear in the cleaneness and purity of my hands The sound will speak what Mettal the Bell is of the Flowers that shew themselves above ground will declare the nature of the root which lieth hid How often doth the face discover the faults of the vital parts If my tongue and speech be double my spirit cannot be single If my actions be unrighteous my inward man must needs be irreligious How grossely do I delude my self if I presume that I am holy because I mind the first Table if I be dishonest and live in the breach of the second when there is so much Religion in the duties of the second Table that there can be no Religion without them My deceitful heart is apt to suggest that it s but a small matter If I should supplant my Brother and that there is no such need of care in my ordinary outward carriage But my Soveraign to whom I have sworn Allegiance hath told me in the word of truth Mat. 23. 23. that justice and mercy are the weighty matters of the Law and hath commanded me Micah 6. 8. to do justly and to love mercy throughout my whole life O that I might never allow my self in the breach of those precepts which in the worlds blind judgment are the least of his commands and by my pattern teach men so lest I be found at last the least in the Kingdom of Heaven Lord thou hast enjoyned me to keep thy Law as the Apple of mine eye Prov. 7. I know a small thing will pain a little dust will offend mine eye but thy Law is infinitely more tender thy Word forbids and condemneth the smallest wandring the very conception of sin in a vain thought much more its birth in an unrighteous action is abominable and odious to it Thou hast commanded me to keep thy
others which if written in a fair character will invite those with whom I converse both to read it and to learn it My advice may to others be very advantagious If in the morning I sâ—w the seed of some savoury counsel and in the evening with-hold not my hand though carnal reason tells me it is cast away upon barren earth which will make no return yet my God can cause it to spring up richly Possibly other particular callings may depend on mine and thereby many persons for their lively-hoods under God on me Now what an opportunity of doing them good of serving my Lord and of furthering my own account is put into my hands How willing are these who have their dependance on me to model themselves to such a form as will best suit my temper Though they are as hard as Rocks to others they are as soft as Wax to me and shall not I labour to imprint the Image of my God upon them O that by those cords which bind their civil interest I might draw them to a consideration of their spiritual estates and let them know that there is but one way of approving themselves to God and me How false am I if I do not improve the ground I have got in the hearts or hands of any for the honour of my Master Inlightned souls are all liberal to disperse their rays for the good of others How busie are most men to propagate that quality which is predominant in them The Scholar would have his companion learned the Courtier his associate handsom in his carriage the Souldier his Comrade Valiant and shall not I endeavour that my friends be vertuous Nay how diligent are the Devils Agents to spread the poyson of vice amongst all with whom they converse Though they find sin already thriving yet they think it not enough to nourish those ill weeds which grow so fast of themselves but even sow new seeds of oaths and cozening and prophaness as if their mutual commerce did oblige them to diffuse their venome to each other and as if it were a dishonour to the Tradesman to go to Hell without his Customers and Chapmen O my soul dost thou not blush at thy own backwardness in bringing souls to thy God â—hen the Emissaries of Hell are so forward Do they devise wickedness continually Prov. 6. 14. search out iniquity yea accomplish a diligent search Psa. 64. 6. leave no means untried no ways unattempted but study and search narrowly for fit seasons when they may convey their infections to others and communicate their plague-sores with the greatest success and wilt not thou as a liberal man devise liberal things sit down and contrive how thou mayst give counsel to poor sinners administer comfort to poor Saints to the best advantage of their souls Shall Satan go about seeking whom he may devour and wilt not thou go about seeking whom thou mayst recover out of the snares of the Devil Though grace sets bounds to thy Conscience yet it doth not to the Love of thy God If the love of thy God be without limits will not thy desires and endeavours to exalt him be as large It s his favour to trust thee with any Talents for his honour Opportunities of doing him service which now and then he affordeth thee are precious the stump of time remaineth when the branches of opportunity are lopt off In times of scarcity men pick up all the grains of corn that none be lost he that in a dearth gives his corn to his beasts is himself a brute Seasons for the advancement of thy Saviour and the soul advantage of thy brother are rare and wilt thou throw them away upon vain talk and needless toys David could say Is there none left of the house of Saul to whom I may shew kindness for Ionathans sake And mayst not thou say Is there none left of the houshold of fâ—ith or belonging to it though now aliens from it to whom I may shew kindness for Jesus sake Ah Lord whence is it that my soul is so backward in sending beggers to thy gate Am I ashamed to let the World know how much I am indebted and what bountiful almes I have there received Art thou so bad a Master that I should blush to tell others to whom I belong or affraid that if I should commend thee to them and send them to thee they would find me false Surely to sit at thy feet and to wait at thy Gate is infinitely more honourable and comfortable then to sit on the highest worldly throne and to be waited on by the greatest earthly Princes What then are the fetters that hinder me from running to invite others to thy Gospel-feast Do I fear that thy house will not hold us all or that the inheritance of thy Saints being divided amongst so many the lesser share will fall to me No I beleive that in my Fathers House are many mansions that there is room enough and to spare for all thy righteous ones and that my sight of thee the true Sun will never be the less pleasing and refreshing though millions of worlds should enjoy thee If ever it be true t will be there The more the merrier An innumerable company which all thy creatures cannot number may draw water with joy out of the Well of salvation and yet there not be one drop the less Where still is the fault that I am so unfruitful and do not encourage others to enter themselves in thy family Am I the fig-tree which thou hast cursed and said to Never fruit grow on thee more Or Is it not rather my wicked heart of unbeleif that tells me Godliness is grown with most but a dead commodity and if I offer to put it into my Chapmans hands my own wares will go off the worse How often hath it suggested to me that to commend truth to my customers will be the way to lose my trade that I must not follow holiness too close at the heels lest it dash out my brains that it is to no purpose to perswade men to godliness and that I do but lose my labour in all my counsels and admonitions to others This unbeleif Lord is the traytour which is such an enemy to the Crown and Scepter of thy dear Son O let it please thy Majesty to execute it speedily Why should this Worm lye gnawing at the root and hinder my soul from glorifying thee by bringing forth much fruit Is not my soul a Vine of thine own planting Thou broughtest her out of Egypt a state of bondage and slavery to Sin and Satanâ— and she is come up from the Wilderness leaning upon her Beloved Why doth this Boar of the Wood waste her and this Wild Beast of the field devour her even this evil heart of unbeleif whereby she departs away from the living God Return I beseech thee O God of Hosts look down from Heaven and behold and visiâ— this Vine fence it by thine Almighty power prune
at the Mill The King is served by the field Eccles. 5. 9. Company is both comfortable and profitable The Fellican avoideth other Birds and keeps alone but her tone is always sorrowful Christians walk more merrily in the way of Gods commandments when they have many fellow Travellers Christian discourse doth so inchant the hearts of the passengers that Gods statutes are their songs in the house of their Pilgrimage A Partner though it be in misery is a mercy and to have one to sympathize with us in our sufferings is no small ease The way to prevent the flying in peices of these Vessels filled with the most piercing sorrows is to give them vent by opening our selves to others This made David bewayl the want of such friends My lovers and my friends stand aloof from my sore and my kinsmen stand afar off Heman sings or rather sighs to the same doleful Tune Lover and friend hast thou put far from me and mine acquaintance into darkness Psa. 38. 11. and 88. ult Besides there is as much profit as comfort in Companions The Vulgar read that which we translate Company Job 16. 7. The members of my body because Associates as members of the same body are serviceable to one another as the several parts of the same building they help to bear up each other in their proper places which if divided would all fall to peices They never walk long being soon weary whoever walk alone Many Houses in the City have such weak walls and are so slightly built that if they stood seâ—eral in the open fields they would not stand a year an high wind would easily tumble them down which now standing in streets together receiving support from and returning it to others continue many scores of years Thus many Christians would be easily overthrown by the storms of temptations were they single and solitary who resist them with courage and come off with Victory being assisted with their Companions But this benefit ariseth not from every Companion Some are like Coals which instead of warming us do black nay burn us It s better to travail alone then with a Thief Better is a blank then an ill filling bad humors infect the blood and evil men infect the soul It s better though it be melancholy to travail alone then with them who lye in wayt for our blood He is no better then distracted who knowingly goeth with them that will lead him into by-paths to his ruine Though God did not like that Adam should be alone but intended him a Companion yet it was such a one as was a meet help Beasts were no fit Companions for Adam nor those whom God calleth and counteth Beasts for Christians Cato being desited by a voluptuous wretch that he might live with him answered Cum eo vivere non possum qui palatum magis sapit quam cor I care not for living with him that hath more skill in his meat then in his mind Therefore Reader I shall 1. Speak to the Choice of thy Companions 2. To thy Carriage in Company In order to the first particular I would offer thee some Motives that I may quicken thee to care in thy Choice and then direct thee about it SECT I. FIrst Consider Of what concernment the choice of thy Companions is to thee They will either be great helps or great hindrances according as thy choice is right or wrong Antisthenes wondered at the folly of those who were curious in buying but an earthen dish to see that it had no cracks and careless in the choice of friends to take them with the flaws of vice A friend is called the friend of our bosom A Companion is taken into our bosom and surely men had need to be wary and wise what they take into their bosomes whether Saints or Serpents a Disciple or a Devil We can converse freqently with nothing but it is insensibly assimulating us to its own predominant quality Waters vary their savour according to the veins of the soil through which they slide Brutes alter their natures answerable to the Climates in which they live Men are apt to be changed for the better or worse according to the conditions of them with whom they daily converse the election therefore of our Companions is one of the weightiest actions of our lives our future good or hurt dependeth so much upon it It s an excellent speech of Chrysostom If men good and bad be joyned together in a special band of society they either quickly part or usually become alike This made the Mother of Alexander the twenty sixth Emperour of Rome keep a guard of men continually about him that no vicious persons might come to him to corrupt him If thy Choice be bad thou art in a double danger of sin and suffering 1. Thou art in danger of being drawn to sin They who dwell in AEthiophia quickly change their skins into a black colour It s ill and unwholsom for our souls to breath in an Infectious Ayr. Looking-glasses that are very clear and clean are quickly obscured and dimmed with the foul breath of such as blow upon them The River Hypanis famous for the sweetness of its water by receiving the bitter waters of the Fountain Erampes is poysoned Ioseph learned the Court phrase to swear by the life of Pharoah by his living amongst them whose tongues were tipt with such language David was brought to feign himself frantick and to dissemble as if he could have fought against Gods Favourites and sheathed his Sword in the bowels of his friends by associating with uncircumcised Achish If Peter needlesly thrust himself amongst the High-Priests servants how soon is he taught even with a Curse and an Oath to deny his Master Men like Children come in time to speak the wicked language and cursed dialects too of the Country and Company in which they dwell Make no friendship with an angry man and with a furious man thou shalt not go saith the Wise man But Mark Reader his Reason lest thou learn his ways and get a snare to thy soul The love of friends may quickly breed a love to their faults and so by getting a friend thou gettest a snare to thy soul Prov. 22. 24 25. If thou wouldst avoid the contagion of sin avoid all needless communion with sinners He who walks much in the Sun is tanned insensibly Wicked men will be likelier to make thee worse then thou to make them better Israel could not bring Egypt to Worship the true God but Egypt brought Israel to offer sacrifice to their false God T was from them that the Jews sucked that poison which cost both them and their posterity so dear The golden Calf was first fashioned in the Iron furnace The Tyrant Mezentius tied the living bodies of the Captives to the dead the dead stunk up the living but the living could not quicken the dead Lewd men are continual weights pressing down others to
of his sincerity I have not sat with vain persons neither will I go in with dissemblers I have hated the Congregation of evil doers and will not sit with 〈◊〉 wicked O gather not my soul with sinners Psa. 26. 4 5 9. i. e. Lord I have not loved the wicked so well as to sit with them for a little time and shall I live with them for ever I have not layn amongst them rotting on the earth and wilt thou gather my soul with those sticks for the unquenchable fire of Hell Lord I have been so far from liking that thou knowest I have loathed the Congregation of evil doers Do not I hate them that hate thee Yea I hate them with perfect hatred and shall thy friend fare as thy foes I appeal to thy Majesty that my great comfort is in thy chosen I rejoyce onely to be amongst thy Children here and shall I be excluded their company hereafter O do not gather my soul with sinners for the Wine-press of thine eternal anger Marcion the Heretick seeing Polycarp wondred that he would not own him Do you not know me Polycarp yea saith Polycarp Scio te esse primogenitum Diaboli I know thee to be the first-born of the Devil and so despised him SECT II. THirdly Consider that there can be no true friendship betwixt a Godly and a Wicked person therefore it concerneth thee to be the more wary in thy choice He that in factions hath an eye to power in friendship will have an eye to vertue Friendship according to the Philosopher is own soul in two bodies but how can they ever be of one soul that are as different as Air and Earth and as contrary as Fire and Water All true love is motus animi ad fruendum Deo propter ipsum se proximo propter Deum A motion of the saâ—â—â— towards the enjoyment of God for himself himself and his neighbours for Gods sake so that he can never truly love man who doth not love his Maker God is the onely foundation upon which we can build friendship therefore such as live without him cannot love us in him That building which is loose without this foundation can never stand long A wicked man may call that profession he maketh to to his Brother by the name of love but Heathens can tell us that vertue alone is the hand which can twist the cords of love that other combinations are but a confederacy and all other conjunctions in Hypocrisie T is impossible that vitiated nature should move any other way then the principle of self carrieth it which is directly opposite to true friendship Unfaigned love saith Aristotle is a benevolent affection willing good to another for his own sake How then canst thou expect the comfort of a friend from him who steereth wholly by the compass of self He saith he loves thee I am sure his lust hath more of his heart then thou hast either then thou must love the Dog his brutish lust or he will tell thee shortly thou dost not love the Master If ever thou happenest to touch on his sore place to tell him of his fault which thou art bound to do if thou wilt be faithful to God to him and to thy own soul he will soon kick up thy friendship and publish to the World that thou art an uncivil sawcy and unintolerable person Such are like unwholsom meat which can neither be detained in the stomach without danger of diseases nor cast up without pain By patching up a friendship with a carnal man thou bringest thy self to this miserable plunge either thou must turn Caterer for his flesh purvey for his sensual appetite and provide the air of flattery a more hellish wind then any the Laplanders sell to feed the Camelion of his pride or else snap the bones and ligaments of friendship in sunder which will not be done without some pain and regret on each part Cardan tells us that he would never rend a false friendship in peices but fairly pick the threads by which it was sown together but this is hard to do O what folly is it to make choice of him whom thou canst not keep for thy friend without Gods disfavoru Reader If thine end be good in desiring Companions thou wilt be wholly frustrated in it unless thou art wise in thy choice Canst thou think that he can love thee sincerely who is Hypocritical in his love to his own soul Ionathan was a true friend and loved David as his own soul. So t is said of Basil and Nazianzen Anima una inclusa in duobus corporibus A wicked man quickly love thee as his own soul but not in Ionathans sense He loved David as his own soul according to a renewed and spiritual light as one that saw the worth of his soul and his eye affected his heart but a wicked man hath no love to his own soul in this sense he loveth or rather seemeth to love it by carking and caring to please and pamper it for indeed he hateth his dying flesh but he careth not at all for his everliving spirit mindeth not whether it sink or swim for ever Now is it likely that he should be a faithfull friend to thee to direct thee in thy doubts reprove thee for thy faults who is such a cruel enemy to himself Such a one may scare Birds but he will never secure a Christian As the Dolphin in a calm Sea he is never from the sides of the Ship but if a tempest arise he is gone He may indeed shroud his private aims under the cloak of friendship but this the very Moralist will tell thee non est amicitia sed mercatura is onely to make a trade and merchandise of one another There may be fire in the Pan when there is none in the Barrel of the piece there may be a profession of love in his words but there is no love in his heart I cannot more fitly compare such a mans friendship then to some plants in Rivers which have broad leaves at the top of the water but scarce any root at all He may make a great shew of love and tell thee you shall never know what I will do for you and then he speaks true but his high building hath no bases his great profession hath no root and therefore is rotten To be brief Reader thou wilt easily grant that there can be no true friendship betwixt a man and a beast their natures being so differing I must tell thee t is more impossible for true friendship to be betwixt a true Christian and a carnal person for their natures are more differing The beast and a prophane man differ indeed yet are not contrary nay they are so much alike that the sensual appetite is the predominant quality and commander in cheif in both onely beasts are innocent Subjects to it as breaking no Law thereby but man by being a Slave to that Usurper
endeavour to revive me When I fall he will do his utmost to recover me He will rejoyce with me in my joys and sympathize with me in my sufferings in every condition to his power be a futable consolation O that the value and vertue of this Pearl may make me esteem it at an high price and the more wary that I be not cheated in my Choice Lord thou hast ordained the communion of Saints to be for mutual comfort and counsel let me choose those for my friends that will be faithful to their own and to my soul. I Wish that I may manifest to my own conscience the truth of my conversion by my Companions and that I am passed from death to life because I joyn with and love the brethren Beasts flock together Sinners joyn hand in hand and Saints are of the same heart and walk together towards the same Heaven My Associates will discover my nature whether Vertue or Vice be my Master My Comrades will speak to what Captain I belong If I joyn with the black Regiment of the Prince of Darkness it s a sign I am an enemy to the Lord of Hosts The members of Christs Mystical Body go in company It s presumed they are unchast Women who company with known Harlots and it s supposed they are dishonest men who are familiar with Theives If Christ and grace be predominant in me I cannot like and love their enemies An holy soul cannot delight in prophane sinners goldâ— will unite it self with the substance of gold but not incorporate with dross An heart truly good cannot brook those that are evil All creatures desire to joyn with such as are of the same nature Fish Fowls Birds Beasts all every one strive to be with them that are of the same species Confederacy in sin is the livery by which the black guard of Hell is distinguished from the rest of the rational creatures True friendship is the Cognisance of true Christians By this shall all men know that ye are my Disciples if ye love one another Love is the badge of the houshold of faith which witnesseth to what Lord they appertain Where love is in truth to their persons there will be a delight in their presence For what is love but a motion of the soul towards and its complacency in the object beloved In vain do I pretend my self a Disciple without sincere love which is the life of a Disciple Love to my God is the soul of Religion which keeps it in being in motion without this the whole body of it decayeth and dyeth All my performances if this be lacking are but as an unsavoury Corpse without either loveliness or life Love to my brethren is the sign of Religion which ever sheweth it self at the door where the substance is within He that loveth him that begetteth must needs love him also that is begotten The Child is acceptable for the Fathers sake The Picture is amiable because of the Person it representeth O how grossely do they delude their souls that think they love the Head when they hate and despise the Members that say they affect and prize Christ above their lives when they reject and persecute Christians to the very death Lordâ— thou hast told me He that loveth not his Brother abideth in death All thy Children are my Brethren they have the same Father the same Mother O suffer me not to give conscience cause to witness against me that I am in a state of death of damnation for want of this brotherly affection but grant that the hot beams of thy love may so warm my heart that I may be always reflecting back love to thy self and thy Saints as an evidence of my eternal salvation I Wish that I may consider whom I choose for my Companions least I be disappointed in the ends of Company My God intendeth society to be helpful to his people in the best things But they are never likely to further me in holiness who walk in the broad way that leadeth to Hell Satans Servants will not teach me to do the Lords work That friendship is ill made which is soon broken no band can hold him who is a stranger to Religion Where there is no fear of God in the heart there can be no true friendship They who are two in disposition will scarce be one in affection Where there is no true likeness there can be no true love Can two walk together unless they be agreed Grace is the onely Cement which conglutinates hearts and maketh true friends A brutish Sinner and a Beleiver are contrary each to other An unjust man is abominable to the just and he that is upright in his way is abominable to the wicked the Eagle hath perpetual emnity with Serpents and Dragons and their seed So hath the Eagle-eyed Christian with the seed of the Serpent Beasts hate fire and so do those whom God calleth Foxes and Lions and Bulls the fire of grace that burneth in a Saints heart and flameth out in his life Lambs and Wolves Doves and Ravens cannot unite Jerusalem and Babylon Sion and Sodom can never be compact and at unity togeâ—her Can I expect love from that person that hath none for his own soul nor for the blessed God Can contraries meet and not fight Is there any hope of an amicable conjunction betwixt them that are not onely differing but opposite I am born of God he is of his Father the Devil My work is to do the will of my Father in Heaven his work is to do the lusts of the wicked one Self is the Byass by which he moveth Scripture iâ— the Compass by which I sail I am travailing towards heaven he is hastening to hell and is it possible for us to have one heart O that no worldly advantage might make me ever strive to strike a Covenant with them to whom I am thus contrary They must needs be false to me that are made up of unfaithfulness A true friend is another self a vicious man cannot be a true friend because he is never himself Sometimes he is drunk with passion and so loseth his guide and leaveth the dictates of reason those servants are often in rebellion and thâ—n like the troubled Sea he casteth up mire and dirt In his fury he will strike at friends or foes and discover what he knows and more many times Passion is an high Feaver wherein men talk idly therefore the wise man gives a special Caution against such Companions Make no friendship with an angry man and with a furious man thou shalt not go Sometimes he is overcome with wine and then the Beast in him puts the curb into the mouth of reason and hath the command of it A Drunken man hath Nebuchadnezzars brutish heart and is fit onely to graze with Cattel Clitus is killed by his drunken Master and such a one speaketh and doth he knows not what He speaks what he should forget and forgets what he hath
to see their beauty and let my soul be so ravished with that comliness in them which thy Spirit hath put upon them that those which are a Royal Priesthood a chosen generation a peculiar people higher then the Kings of the Earth the glory of Christ and a Royal Diadem in thine hand may be the delight of mine eyes the joy of my heart and my fellow-travailers towards that house not made with hands but eternal in the heavens I Wish that the Commands of my God may be the warrant of my election and the beautiful Image of my God may be the onely Motive of my affection to his chosen Should I shew favour to the Saints and not with respect to the fear of my God in them I manifest no sanctity It is possible for me to love the man and yet hate the Christian in the same person How frequent is it to love men that are godly and yet not to love godliness Potiphar respected Joseph a good man but not for his goodness sake he preferred him as a good servant to him not as a good Subject to God The Children of Heth honoured Abraham for the sake of his riches or courtesie not upon the account of his righteousness and piety Abimelech struck a Covenant with Isaac as a good Neighbour not as a Believer It is one thing to love peace and another thing to love purity this latter is proper to a Christian the former competible to Heathen O that my love might never as Labansâ—o â—o Jacob be mercenary carried out towards any of Gods people more for the good I get by them then for the good that is in them How unsuitable is such a love to the Divine nature and how unworthy of my profession If I love them for their wealth or their bounty I love their riches not them or rather I love my self and neither them nor any thing of theirs This is self-love not Saint-love If their persons were stript of those Ornaments wherewith they are now cloathed such love would languish and dye Should these be the wheels upon which my love moves when they are wanting my love will stand still such friendship is but like a fire of straw which burns brightly whilst it hath matter to feed upon but that being neglected it is extinguished and turned into ashes O my soul consider what foundation thy love is built on lest it appear to be feighned If thou lovest men for their parts or for thy own profit thou dost not love thy Saviour in them but thy carnal self and thereby dost evidence thine Hypocrisie more then thy sincerity It is not all kindness to Saints nor all joyning with Christian society which is aâ— act or sign of sanctity The Baptist had fair respect from Herod and yet the King could take off his Head The Barbarians shewed great courtesie to Paul and his companions but not the least Christianity Thy God commandeth thee to love the brotherhood that is to love them as brethen not as kind or wise or great or wealthy and to love the whole fraternity and brood of thy Father not this or that brother O do thou in the choice of thy familiars look over those natural or civil excellencies which inâ—inite wisdom bestoweth onely upon some and mind chiefly that super-natural quality which is truly praise-worthy and inherent in all Thy God hath chosen the poor of the World and he is no respecter of persons O do thou follow his honourable pattern and let the poor the mean the lowest members of Christ be lovely and amiable in thine eye Choose godliness in all and then thou wilt refuse none but choose all that are godly Though the holiness of some be but as the smoaking flax do not thou choak but cherish it Lord thou hast a tender respect for thy little children and babes in Christ it is thy pleasure that thy little ones should not be offended thâ—t such as are weak in the faith should be received cause thy servant to love all thy Saints and to be able to say with that man after â—hine own heart I am a Companion of all that fear thee and keep thy Sâ—atutes Psa. 119. 63. I Wish that my end in the Choice of my Companions may be principally to further my own and their everlasting peace If I use any company upon other accounts I frustrate my God I cozen my own soul For me and others to unite in sin would be a conspiracy against Heaven and too lively a reâ—semblance of those Governours of Hell whose only work is to draw others to and to encourage them in wickedness For us to joyn in gratifying the flesh and purveying for our appetites and passing away the time that it may be less tedious would be a confederacy against the Spirit and but a more cleanly and neat acting of the part of Beasts who understand no other happiness then to feed and sport together For us to accompany onely about worldly imployments to get an insight into commodities and callings that we might be wiser to buy and sell or to hear and tell news this would become a Turk and were but a cutting time the most precious commodity of all to waste For us to associate barely to increase our knowledge and widen the windows of our understandings or to quicken and raise our fancies and enlarge our natural parts and endowments even this would be but a transcript of the lives of the most refined Heathen who were ignorant of the true weight and worth of eternal concernments But to meet together as Christ did with his Apostles to discourse about the things appertaining to the Kingdom of God to provoke one another to love and to good works to admonish advise encourage and comfort and to build up one another in the most holy faith this is a work worthy of a Christian and becoming them that are called to be Saints O that my Gods end may be much in my mind when I converse with any of his chosen that all our conjunctions may be fruitful in holiness Christians are choice Tutors and rare Masters by whom many precious things may be learned my God hath lent them me for a little while and intendeth shortly to send for them home why should I loyter or trifle with them when such excellent Lessons are given me by them Lord I know within a few days I shall be deprived of these and all other helps O help thy most unworthy creature in that little time that he doth enjoy them to make the most the best improvement of them to love them as my own soul and to do them the greatest service I can enable both them and me to be fellow-workers and fellow-helpers unto thy Kingdom that when we come thither they may bless thee for me and I may bless thee for them and all of us may bless thee for thy dear Son and thy blessed self for ever and ever Finally I Wish that I who am a Pilgrim
Reprove seasonably Reprehension is not necessary or convenient at all seasons Admonition is like Physick rather profitable then pleasant Now the best Physick may be thrown away if a fit time of giving it be not observed Some unskilful Physitians have wronged their Patients in administring sutable potions out of season It s a great part of Christian prudence to discern the fittest time of lancing spiritual sores if they be taken when they are ripe the corrupt matter may be all let out and the party be the healthier whilst he liveth but if before they be ripe it will not be so well A fool will always be talking and is ready to burst if he may not have vent but a wise man will keep a word for afterward Prov. 29. He will neither run before an opportunity nor neglect to follow after it many a fair child is spoiled by an untimely birth and good duty prejudiced by an unseasonable performance Sometimes a sudden reproof upon the commission of the sin hath reformed the sinner but this is not always safe When men are rebuked before their Companions their hearts are usually enraged against the Reprover suspecting him to intend their disparagement rather then their amendment Besides when their spirits are hot and their minds drunk with passion they are apter to beat the Christian then to hear his Counsel When a person is in a violent Fever it s not good to give him Physick its safest to stay till the fit be abated or over Abigal would not tell Nabal of his danger till he was sober Some small fish are twicht up with the violence of a sudden pull when the like action would break the line whereon a great one hangs But I would not be understood Reader to encourage thee in the least under pretence of deferring it till a fitter day to omit the duty if there be no probability of a better season nor any hope of doing good after some ejaculations to Heaven for assistance and success take the present opportunity Fabius conquered by delaying but Caesar overcame by expedition Though it s not ordinarily so good to sow Corn when the Wind is high yet the Husbandman will rather do it in such weather then not at all or then to want his harvest As the Bird often flieth away whilst the Fowler still seeks to get nearer and nearer her so doth a season of advantaging our brethrens souls whilst we wait still for a fitter It s thy duty therefore to take hold of the present where thou hast no likelihood of another and to improve the first good opportunity rather then to adventure the loss of all by expecting a better 4. Reprove prudently A Christians wisdom in the matter of his reproof will very much further its working As an ear-ring of gold and an ornament of fine gold so is a wise reprover to an obedient ear Prov. 25. 12. A wise reprover is a credit to the Reproved It s an honor to be wounded thus by one that is wise Some men would receive blows with more patience if they were given them with more prudence None so likely to find an obedient hearing as they that are wise in reproving the best ear will hardly brook foolish speaking there is a way to make men take down their bitter potions before they are aware The recovering of a fallen sinner is the setting of a bone in joynt which requireth much skill and dexterity Every Mountebank is not fit to undertake this ask First Have respect to the person whom thou reprovest Secondly Have respect to the crime for which thou reprovest First Respect is to be had to the person both as to his condition and his disposition 1. To his condition and quality Though the sins of Superiours may nay must be reproved by those that have a call to it yet not in that bold manner which is allowable to our equals nor without some acknowledgement of that reverence which is due to their Callings and Conditions Rebuke not an Elder but intreat him as a Father 1 Tim. 5. 1. When Daniel was to interpret Nebuchadnezzars dream and to acquaint him with his danger observe with what respectful language he cloatheth his dreadful message Dan. 4. 19 24 27. The Prophets that spake so boldly to their Princes were commanded commissioned by God what to say Though Superiors ought to be reproved yet they ought not to be reviled Paul as I conceive acknowledged his passion when he had spoken irreverently to the high Priest I wist not brethren that he was the High Priest I did not consider as I ought to whom I spake Act. 23. 5. It will not excuse us to give ill words though we receive ill wounds from Magistrates Is it fit to say to a King thou art wicked and to Princes ye are ungodly Job 34. 18. Though this Text doth not silence all from acquainting Kings with their faults muchless justifie any that shall daub them with their flatteries 1 King 18. 18. 2 King 3. 13. yet it proves that Princes must be spoken to respectfully because of their places Superiors may be amended by exhortation equals by friendly admonition inferiors by severe reprehension Secondly Respect is to be had to the disposition of the offendorâ— some in their fainting fits are recovered easily with throwing some cold water in their faces others must be beaten or rubbed very hard Some men are like Briars you may handle them gently without harm but if you grasp them hard they will fetch blood Others as Nettles if dealt with roughly do the less wrong Iude 22 23. And of some have compassion making a difference and others save with fear Some are like tiled houses that can admit a brand of fire to fall on them and not be burnt yet some again are covered with light dry straw which with the least touch will kindle and flame about your ears By scruing strings moderately we may make good Musick but if too high we break them All the strings of a Viol are not of equal strength nor will endure to be wound up to the same pitch we may sooth a Lion into bondage but sooner hew him in peices then beat him into a chain A difference ought to be observed between party and party an Exhortation will do more with some then a severe Commination with others The sturdy Oak will not be so easily bowed as the Gentle Willow Elisha recovered the dead Child with a kiss but Lazarus was restored to life with a loud strong voice Reproof must be warily given for t is like a Razor whose edge is keen and therefore the sooner rebated It s dangerous to give a medicine stronger then the disease and constitution of the Patient require A gentle fire makes the best distilled waters Respect is to be had also to their faults Wise Physitians will distinguish between a Pimple and a Plague-sore Those that sin of infirmity are to be admonished more mildly then they that sin obstinately
be consumed Why may not my soul find some Pearl in the Heads of these Toads and get some spirital riches by trading with them for temporal Naturalists tell me its wholsom for a flock of Sheep to have some Goats amongst them their bad sent being Physical to preserve the Sheep from the Shakings Surely then the presence of ungodly men may sometimes be profitable for me and prevent that lightness and vanity which I am too apt to discover in every company Though I am loose amongst my friends and it be my sorrow I had need to be serious amongst mine enemies lest I become their scorn Frankincense put into the fire giveth the greater perfume Civet doth not lose its savour but is the sweeter in a sink O that my soul might draw the nearer to God because others depart farther from him and do him the more service and be the more diligent at his work because they are so unworthy and wicked Executioners and Hangmen are helpful to a Country to free them from those Felons and Murderers that would destroy the Inhabitants My sins may receive their deaths wounds through the hands of them who have no true love to me My Pride may well be abated because of their prophaness Free grace alone makes me to differ I had been as bad as the worst of them if infinite mercy had not preserved me I shall be as bad if boundless love do not prevent me to God alone therefore belongs the glory Possibly they may sometimes twit me with my faults and herein they may prove my friends Every man hath need of a Monitor My friends too often are cowardly and afraid to tell me my errors lest they should give offence my enâ—mies will speak their minds freely if they know any thing amiss by me and so do me a great kindness Myrrhe though bitter may heal wounds and preserve from putrefaction so may the taunts and gibes of ungodly men cure my inward sores and make me watchful against future wandring T was a worthy speech of the Macedonian King Philip when he was told that Nicanor spake evil of him I believe he is honest and I fear I have deserved it I may also be the better for wicked mens counsel as well as their carping if I have but the wit to follow it so far as it is good Evil Joab gave good counsel to David and had he desisted upon it from numbring the people it might have saved the lives of some thousands It is ordinary indeed to value the advice by the person and thereby it becomes unprofitable But is silk the less precious because it s spun by vile worms Are Roses the less sweet because they grow amongst briers and brambles Silver and Gold are not the worse by being taken out of the lowest element the Earth That Wine may strengthen and refresh my nature which is drawn out of a wooden or wormeaten caske O that I might take the counsel of the worst in that which is good and refuse the counsel of the best in that which is evil Lord thou canst command that these stones of wicked men be made bread to nourish my soul teach me by their falls to walk more humbly with thee and to cleave more fast to thy Son through whose strength alone I stand Blessed be thy justice which hath made them examples to me and blessed be thy mercy that hath not made me an example to them I Wish that whilst my God calleth me among them I may do good to them as well as receive good from them that I may as Musk cast a fragrancy amongst such course and foul linnen Though I hate their sins yet I am bound to love and pity their souls T is true they are vile and vicious they work iniquity they walk after the flesh they walk contrary to God and bid him depart from them But may I not say Father forgive them they know not what they do Did they know him they would not by their sins crucifie afresh the Lord of glory It s no wonder that blind men should wander out of the right way that those who have been kept in Dungeons all their days should be contented with the poor Rush-candles of creature comforts and never desire nor enquire after the Sun of Righteousness Alas the God of this World hath blinded their minds lest the light of the glorious Gospel of Christ who is the Image of God should shine unto them He knoweth that did they but see the grace they abuse the love they despise the excellency and certainty of that Salvation which they neglect and the extremity and endlesness of that misery which they are hastening to they would quickly turn about and mind the things which concern their everlasting peace therefore he holds his black hand over their eyes and so they are alienated from the life of God through the ignorance that is in them O what pity should I have for such ignorant persons as are running hoodwinkt to Hell If to him that is afflicted pity should be shewn what pity doth he call for who is all over infected with sin and every moment in danger of everlasting death Can I be troubled to behold the blind or the lame or the sick and have I no bowels for those souls that lye weltring in their blood Besides the time was that I had as low thoughts of God and his ways and as high thoughts of the flesh and the world as they I was once in their condition a servant of sin an heir of wrath and therefore I owe them the more compassion Those that have been sensible of the Stone or Gout or Tooth-ach are the more pitiful towards them that are affected with the same pain My God bids me to be gentle shewing all meekness towards all men Tit. 3. 2 3. Because I my self was sometimes disobedient deceived and serving divers lusts and pleasures When I was wallowing in my uncleanness and priding my self in my pollutions the heart of my God was turned towards me and the hand of mercy open to me O my soul shall not that infinite perdition to which thou wast obnoxious and that infinite compassion of which thou hast tasted prevail with thee to pity others O that thou wert so affected with the misery thou hast deserved and that rich love and grace which thou hast received that thou mightest seriously and studiously endeavour by thy affectionate counsel pious carriage and prudent admonition that others may be partakers of the same mercy and grace if my carriage be unblameable my counsel and reproof will be the more acceptable wholsom meat often is distastful coming out of nasty hands A bad liver cannot be a good counsellor or bold reprover such a man must speak softly for fear of awaking his own guilty â—onscience If the Bell be crackt the sound must needs be jarring I desire that I may be as bold to reprove as others are to commit sin yet that I may be so prudent
as never to reproach the sinner when I reprove the sin lest I break their heads instead of their hearts and make them flie in my face instead of falling down at Gods feet Bone-setters must deal very warily and Physick is given with great advice and in dangerous diseases not without a consultation I would distinguish between crimes and not fall upon any as the Syrians did on Gilead Amos. 1. 3. with a flail of Iron when a small wand may do the work nor as Jeroboam threatened Israel chastise them with Scorpions who may be reformed with Whips It was not the heat but the cool of the day when my God came down to reprove Adam The wrath of man workeâ—h not the righteousness of God It s in vain to undertake to cast out Satan with Satan or sin with sin I must turn anger out of my nature but I must not turn my nature into anger Yet let me be serious not light in all my admonitions It s ill playing or jesting with one that is destroying and damning himself Would it not stick close to me another day should I laugh at them at this day that are going into the place of weeping and wailing and gnashing of teeth My frothy carriage would as Hazaels cloth dipt in water instead of recovering stifle my brother to death Physick works best when its warm I must love my Neighbour as my self True self-love will throw the first stone at its own sin I may not suffer sin in my self therefore not in my neighbour Lord thou hast commanded me in any wise to rebuke my neighbour and not to suffer sin upon him I confess it s an unpleasing work to rake into sores and ulcers If I lance festred wounds I make the Patients angry by putting them to pain and O how averse is my wicked heart to such a task I am prone to fear their ill-will more then thine and rather to let them rot in the hony of flattery then preserve and save them by faithful admonition How backward is my cowardly spirit to undertake the work how many excuses will it plead for its neglect When through grace I have overcome those lets and hinderances how flatteringly and unfaithfully do I go about it rather stroaking the sinner then striking the sin O pardon my omissions of this duty and all my falseness in the performance of it Let thy Spirit so encourage me that I may not fear the faces of men so direct me that affectionately prudently and zealously I may admonish them that go astray and O do thou so prosper and bless that I may bring them home to thy flock and fold I Wish that I may unfaignedly bewail others wickedness and lament that dishonour to my God which I cannot hinder It s an ill sign of my Sonship for others to blaspheme the name of my father and me to be insensible Adoption is ever accompanied with filial affection If I expect the priviledges I must ensure the properties of a Child Nature will teach me to be troubled for affronts that are offered to the Father of my flesh and will not grace enable me to be greived at the dirt which wicked men throw in the â—ace of the Father of Spirits Again I must not look for freedom from others sufferings unleâ—â— I lay to heart their sins The mourners in Sion are those that in a common calamity are markt for safety Ezek. 9. The destroying Angel will take me to be as guâ—lty as others if it fixd me without grief and so wrap me up in their punishments my God himself judgeth me infected with those sins for which I am not afflicted and can I then think to escape O that my head were water and mine eyes fountains of tears that I might weep day and night for the iniquity and misery of dying gasping sinners Lord thou canst fetch water out of this rocky heart and open the sluces of my eyes Break my heart because others break thy Commands When others kindle the fire of thine anger help thy servâ—nt to draw water and poure it out before thee Let me be so far from seeing others provoke the eyes of thy glory without sorrow that when ever I remember the transgressours I may be greived because they forsake thy statutes Let rivers of tears run down mine eyes when the wicked forsake thy Law I cannot for my life so carry my self but I shall sometimes fall amongst wicked men Whilst I am amongst them I endanger my soul either by complying with or conniving at them in their evil actions There is no safety in evil society Such Pitch is apt to defile my conscience Who can expect to come off without loss from such Cheats and Juglers It is the peevish industry of wickedness to find or make a fellow Besides they are Children of the world whose friendship is enmity against my God they are Children of disobedience therefore contrary to my new nature and so must needs be uncomfortable to me Children of the Devil therefore Traytors against Christ and so abominable to my God I cannot be certain not to meet with evil companions but I will be careful not to be their consorts I would willingly sort my self with such as should either teach me vertue or learn of me to avoid vice And if my Companion cannot make me better nor I him good let me rather leave him ill then he should make we worse Though if I depart from â—hem the world will judge me proud yet should I stay with them needlesly my God would count me prophane and is it not better that men accuse me falsly then God condemne me justly What need I care what men think so God approve T is to his judgement that I must stand or fall for ever It is likely that those who cannot defile my conscience will injure my credit and publish to their fellows that I am a precise fool But this is my comfort there is a time coming when innocency will cause the greatest boldness and freedom from sin will do me more service and be infinitely more worth then the highest renown that ever mortal acquired Lord thy people in this world are as Lillies among Thorns The Canaanites of the Land are Thornes in the eyes and Pricks in the sides of thy true Israelites Wo is me that I dwell in Meshech and my habitation is in the Tents of Kedar My soul hath long dwelt with them that hate peace They like not me because I am not like to them and count my Company not good because it is not bad and I dare not sin with them They are mine enemies because I follow the thing that good is O how black are their tongues with railing and their hearts with rage against them who dare not provoke thee as much as themselves I am ready to say now upon the view of their abominations and the hearing their Oaths and Curses and Blasphemies Cursed be their anger for it is fierce and their rage
Ears 3. The Person he speaketh of He that takes away a mans name leaves him little for this world worth keeping This evil tongue is fitly compared to an arrow for it wounds a man even afar off As secret poison works incurable effects many times before it is discerned so doth a back-biting tongue A man were better like him one of the Antients mentions carry a stone in his mouth three years to prevent much babling then be guilty one hour of back-biting SECT IV. SEcondly If Christians would exercise themselves to godliness they must be serviceable to the good of each other The Temple was built in Solomons time by men of all sorts There is not the meanest Christian but may do somewhat in his place towards the building of the Spiritual Temple The Communion of Saints consisteth in three things 1. In a mutual Communication of their graces and gifts Grace is given us not onely for our selves but also for the good of the Saints 1 Cor. 12. 5 6. There are diversities of gifts but the same Spirit differences of administration but the same Lord diversities of operation but the same God which worketh all in all But the manifestation of the Spirit is given to every man to profit withal The water of life is like a common stream for the benefit of many 2. In a mutual joyning in the ordinances of God Act. 2. 43. The Servants of the same Lord wait upon him sometimes singly sometimes in company There are set seasons wherein they all meet together to attend him though when they are parted they are all about his business And the same day there were added to the Church three thousand souls And they continued stedfastly in the Apostles Doctrine and Fellowship and breaking of Bread and Prayer 3. In mutual serviceableness each to other Every man is a Steward to manage his abilities for others good and to improve his Talents for his Masters glory Now if our stock were our own that we were the Proprietors to let it lie still would argue us guilty of much folly but when it is altogether anothers and we are but factours for him to neglect the improvement of it speaks us arrant theives and guilty of unfaithfulness As every man hath received the gift even so minister the same one to another as good Stewards of the manifold grace of God 1 Pet. 4. 10. It s but an ill property of the Swan that she cannot endure the Goose should come neer her to take part of her food Though it might be a fault in the Church of Syracuse what Hilary mentions that by a Law there was a community of outward goods yet I am sure it is none that there should be a community of spiritual gifts Wicked men are said to be of the night but Saints of the day now as the day enlightens and warms all it shines on calls them to their work to their walk and helpeth to prevent their faâ—ls and wandring even so should the Saints In love serve one another Gal. 5. 13. Such a man is of the earth is right earth that standeth on its own center who is wholly for himself All things that have affinity with the Heavens move upon the Centre of another which they benefit The Bramble which receiveth all good and keepeth it to it self piercing instead of pleasuring those that come neer it will be cast ere long into the Fire It is said of one as all the encomium could justly be given him Sibi natus sibi vixit sibi mortuus sibi damnatus He was born to himself he lived to himself he died to himself and he was damned to himself We have a common saying He that is not good to himself is good to no body and it s as true again He that is good onely to himself is as good as no body It was the voice of a cursed Cain Am I my brothers Keeper The voice of the blessed Apostle Consider one another to provoke to love Exhort one another whilst its called to day Let no man seek his own but every one his brothers good to edification Phil. 2. 4. Heb. 10. 34. A Company of Christians like the Plants in Paradise should impart an aromatical savour each to other A friend must shew himself friendly saith Solomon Prov. 18. But how By endeavouring to make his friends better It was a commendable property which some mention in Socrates That he always studied how he might better the minds of his Familiars And Seneca when the Scholars of Theophrastus had shewed him two men that were intimate friends whereof the one was very rich and the other very poor he said to them If they be friends how comes it to pass that the one is so poor and the other so rich Intimating that had there been any true friendship the rich man would have imparted of his goods to the poor man As true love cannot stand without communicating of our temporal riches so neither without imparting of our spiritual for the supply of others necessities If there be love in feasting one anothers bodies there is much more in feeding each others souls And if to distribute and communicate of our earthly treasures we must not forget for with such sacrifice God is well pleased then to distribute and communicate of our heavenly treasures we must be more forward because with such Sacrifice God is better pleased Besides it is an encouragement to Christians that they do not diminish but increase their spiritual stocks by trading He were not a man that would not do another a courtesie when by doing it he should do himself no injury How bad is he then that will not benefit his Neighbour when thereby he doth a real kindness to himself Money laid up rather wasteth with rust then increaseth but Money laid out brings in considerable profit To him that hath shall be given When the Servant that had received five Talents traded and gained five more Take the Talent saith Christ from the unprofitable servant and give it to him that hath gained five our Communication to others is no diminution but an addition to our selves Live coals are made the hotter for those near them which they enlivened The truth is there is no Vsury so lawful as of spiritual riches nor is there any so profitable Our use upon use which almost doubleth the principal in seven years is nothing to this O Christians therefore lose not a tide a market an opportunity if possible hereby though your beginnings be small your latter end shall wonderfully increase Many that have begun with very little have by trading thus come to dye worth thousands Before I come to shew wherein Christians should be serviceable each to other I must a little explain my self lest I should seem to allow that which the Word of God forbids namely that every private Christian ought to be a Preacher Such a tenent would cut asunder the nerves and ligaments of this society which is
it self Why is it now divided and the walls broken down and the inhabitants all in all in an uprore that all that go by waste it and laugh at it saying Is this the beautiful City Is this the Church of Christ Aha! so would we have it O look down from Heaven and pity mount Sion where thou wast wont to dwell Should thy children fall out by the way to the gratifying thine enemies dishonouring thy name and wounding their own souls Should the members of the same body cut and lance and tear each other Though Dogs and Wolves the wicked of the world tear out one anothers bowels yet the Sheep of Christ should live together in love How long shall it be before thou biddest with a word of power thy people return from pursuing their brethren Shall the Sword devour for ever Thou knowest it will be bitterness in the end For thy names sake unite the hearts of all thy chosen not onely by faith to thy dear Son but also by unfaigned and forbearing love each to other I Wish that my great coldness and backwardness to what is good may invite me to associate with them who will warm and quicken me How averse is my flesh to every work of Christianity how weak is my spirit in their performance how untowardly doth it enter upon them how formally doth it go through with them my carriage in them is wholly unsutable to their weight and worth and what need then do I stand in of help from others As in a material house the walls need support from the strong timber and the timber needs even the nails and spikes to fasten it together So in the Spiritual Temple the weak Christians need the strong to support and uphold them and the strong need the weak if for nothing else yet to call forth those gifts of counselling and that grace of pity and compassion which they owe to them If the strongest want each other that the eye the most knowing Christian cannot say to the hand the most active I have no need of thee much more do those that are weak want supply and support from others Nature teacheth me this lesson The weakest creatures amongst Fish or Fowls or Beasts go usually in flocks and Companies The Ivy and Vine and Hop not being able to bear up themselves will by a natural instinct â—ling about the Tree or Pole or Hedge or Wall that is near them Were I but as sensible of my own weakness as I ought to be I should both earnestly desire and heartily accept the assistance of others It is the Wisdom of my God to let none of his Children have all things about them or a sufficiency to live of themselves without being beholden to their Neighbours to invite and necessitate them to mutual commerce Those that are very able to advise others do yet in their own cases take advice from others The Lawyer will not trust himself in a case of his own estate nor the Physitian in a distemper in his own body but will both desire counsel and direction from their friends A stander by doth many times see more then an actor and is more fit to judge the action then the Agent We are too near our selves to see our own doings and to be right in our judgements of our selves Those that stand at a due distance from us see more clearly and judge more truly Self-love so blinds us that we judge those diseases not unpleasing in our selves which we loath in others O that I might be so affected both with my ignorance of the right way and my proneness to allow my self in my wandrings that I may make use of those Guides which free grace affordeth me Lord give me such sense of my unskilfulness in the wiles and devices of Satan of the deceitfulness and desperate wickedness of my own heart and of my inability to steer the vessel of my soul aright amongst those shelves and sands and storms which I am sure to encounter that I may take up those Pilots which thou providest for me at every Port and so at last arrive in safety at thy glorious City I Wish that I may watch my self amongst the godly as well as amongst the wicked lest Satan do me that injury by a friend which he could not by an enemy Davids familiar friâ—nd conspired his ruine the Son of David was betrayed with a kiss from his friend and though my charity to my friends forâ—ids me to think them as bad as either yet my charity to my self commands me to stand upon my guard Anglers for Fish do frequently catch one fish with another as the greater with the smaller Sure I am Satan is subtile enough to bait his hook with that which is most likely to take and hath too often caught one Christian with another The best friends are but men and have flesh in them as well as Spirit and what know I but the wicked one may tempt them to tempt me as not ignorant of their prevalency over me None was so likely to deceive the Prophet of the Lord as the Old Prophet that pretended a commission from the same power and himself a Servant of the same Master Who can so probably perswade me to a work of darkness as he that is or at least transformes himself into an Angel of light Besides I am apt to be the more careless when I am amongst them that I judge true Christians In a crowd where Cheats usually resort and execute their hellish Trade I look to my money but when I am amongst them whom I suppose to be honest I think that care needless and so may the easier be deceived Lord thou hast commanded me to keep my heart with all diligence I acknowledge I have been too secure when amongst thy Saints as beleiving their work to be onely to advance thine not Satans interest in the World O give me to Consider that when the Sons of God gather together Satan is also amongst them and he is both policick and active to defile me that he may destroy me that I may even amongst them watch and pray and so not enter into temptation I Wish that I may never spend my precious time amongst Christians as the Athenians who never understood the worth of that commodity used to waste it onely in telling and hearing of nâ—ws but as Christ amongst his Disciples in discoursing of things pertaining to the Kingdom of God O what pity is it that a thing of such infinite value should be spoiled and laid out to little purpose I sâ—ould befool him that should throw down pails of Bezerwater to wash common sinks or gutturs which would serve for such excellent use as to comfort our vitals and to refresh and revive drooping and fainting Spirits Who would not abhor that vanity of Nero in shooing his Horses with precious gold and causing that costly mettal to be trampled under foot in the dirt which was worthy to be the materials
independence on thee he beareth with thee and forbeareth thee oughtest thou not to forbear and forgive others Again Thou mayst put this question to thy self Have not I wronged others Doth not the righteous God now pay me in my own coin May I not say as Adonibezek As I have done to others so God hath requited me Nay possibly others offend me ignorantly unawares or through some violent temptation but I have offended others knowingly wilfully and upon weaker inducements O what cause have I to forgive who am so prone to offend Lord teach me to obey thy precept in forbearing my brethren that offend me and so to imitate that blessed pattern of thy Majesty who art pleased daily to requite evil with good that I may be able comfortably to pray Forgive me my trespasses as I forgive them that trespass against me I Wish that I may according to my poor ability be helpful to the weak and tender members of Christ by administring Cordials sutable to their conditions My duty is not onely to counsel the doubtful but also to comfort the sorrowful If I saw a body fainting and drooping I were bound to afford it what assistance I could and not to hide mine eyes from mine own flesh Doth not my Neighbours soul as far more precious call for more pity and command my help to my power If one Sheep be sick many others will flock about him and in an hot day after their manner refresh him by keeping the scorching Sun from him The Sheep of Christ should have more sense of others misery and more knowledge of the means relating to their recovery and shall they be less diligent for others health To him that is afflicted pity should be shewn if I deny this I forsake the fear of the Almighty How tender was my Redeemer of broken bones and sorrowful Saints When he arose from the dead he appeared first to mournful Mary and then takes special care that penitent Peter have speedy notice of that blessed news Go tell my Disciples and Peter that I am risen They that have smarted with inward wounds themselves have the more reason to compassionate others in their sorrows Lord the time hath been that thou didst cast me into the deep into the midst of the Seas thy Floods compassed me about all thy Billows and thy Waves passed over me I roared by reason of the anguish of my Spirit under the sense of thy wrath and the curse of thy Law The weight of my sins lay heavy upon my conscience and I was even sinking under them into the bottomless pit The sorrows of death compassed me about the pains of Hell gaâ— hold of me I found trouble and sorrow I knew not which way to turn nor whither to go for any ease or releif If I said My Friends should help me or my Possessions abate my grief I soon found them all miserable comforters and Physitians of no value If I said My bed should comfort me and my Couch ease my complaint then thou didst scare me with Dreams and terrifie me with Visions All the creatures were unable to afford me any succour When I lay thus half dead they all as the Priest and Levite passed by on the other side they had neither pity enough for such dreadful wounds nor power enough to work their cure Then called I upon the Name of the Lord O Lord I beseech thee deliver my soul out of the belly of Hell cried I unto thee and â—hou didst hear my voice For thou hast delivered my Soul from Death mine Eyes from Tears and my Feet from falling Thou wast the good Samaritan that hadst compassion on me that didst bind up my wounds pouring in Oyl and Wine and undertake my cure Thou didst send a Barnabas a Son of Consolation to me to proclaim liberty to me a poor captive and the opening of the Prison to me that was bound How beautiful were his feet that brought the glad ridings of peace to my poor soul O that I might be able to support the weak and comfort the feeble-minded God I Wish that I may be both faithful and wise to recover a fallen Brother out of his sin and error Jonathan a true friend of David promised to tell him if there were any danger and accordingly warned him whereby he saved his life I profess my self a lover of my Christian Companions but I am false in my profession if I suffer sin to lye upon them Yet I confess it is a difficult work to perform this duty in a right manner The best plaister may be ineffectual if it be not fitly applied I can seldom with Moses seek to unitâ— quarrelling Christians but one of them with the Hebrew is ready to quarrel with me and say Who made thee a Ruler or a Judge over us Men are seldom more touchy then when their sores are searched and therefore he that would not have their wounds to bring them into a Fever or Fury must handle them with much wariness I desire that Wisdom Courage and Love may be the ingredients of which all my medicines may be compounded Wisdom that I may observe the quality and temper of the Offendour the nature of his offence and the sittest season and manner of administring the reproof the quality of the person if he be my Superiour that I may do it with reverence rather exhorting and beseeching the plainly rebuking The temper of the offendour if he be of a fierce nature that I may so manage my work with meekness as when I am endeavouring to heal his distemper I may not increase it The nature of the offence If the sin be small that I may not make it great by giving stronger medicines then the disease requires The season of reproving that I may not give open rebuke for private offences but observe my Saviours râ—le If thy Brother offend thee tell him his fault between him and thee The presence of many may make him take up an unjust defence who in private would have taken upon him a just shame The open air makes sores to wrankle the more publique rebukes are for Magistrates and Courts of Justice to give Possibly it may be my suspicion more then any real fault as in the case of the Blessed Virgin and Joseph and then what wrong should I do him to accuse innocency before a multitude The manner of delivering it that I may give him his due praise as well us his deserved reproof This will somewhat allay his passion and make my reproof the more prevalent The Iron when heated red hot in the fire is bent and beaten afterwards without breaking which way the Smith pleaseth When I have heated him hot with the fire of commendation I may then beat upon him with reproof in greater hopes of success I would desire courage also that I may deal faithfully and not skin over a wound that hath dead flesh at the bottom Should I dally I destroy the Patient If the Ofâ—endour be so
be without fear of spiritual rapes Our danger will appear if we consider three particulars 1. Our minds are restless and will be employed either upon what is goodâ— or upon what is evil The mind of man is as a Mill-wheel continually turning about and drenching in the waters Our hearts are as a stirring child that cannot endure to sit still No Virgin hath so many Suitors for her love as our minds for their thoughts The Sun may as soon be stopped from his race as the heart from its thinking We are all in this respect like the Sea which cannot rest ever in motion Is not he a foolish miller that turnes the water which should grind his Corn into the High-way where it doth no good And is not he a foolish Christian that imployeth those thoughts about needless â—oy's which should help to provide him spiritual food As the natural heat will be ever working if it have not food to digest it will prey upon the spirits and destroy it self so the mind of man will be always busie if not in thinking of the excellencies of God or the love of Christ or the beauty and necessity of holiness then in speculative wantonness or contemplative wickedness in ambitious fancies or revengeful desires We are like a Boat swimming against tide there is no standing still if the Oar be left that we go not forward the Tide will carry us strongly backward If the ground be not sown with good seed it will of it self bring forth evil weeds 2. Satan is subtle and will not be wanting to fight us when he finds us alone and without any seconds to assist us The Raven which is called the Devils Bird is observed to haunt Deserts and solitary places When the Spirit of God would speak a Ciâ—ty desolate and without Inhabitants he tells us The Raven shall dwell in it When Satan was to enter the List against Christ and would try his utmost power and policy to overcome him he takes him to a Mountain alone Mat. 4. 8. The Scripture to shew the valour and strength of Christ sets out his conquest and victory over the Devil on his own Dunghil in the Wilderness When Christs Lambs are in the Desert alone they may soon be a prey to this roaring Lion Satan is a cunning suitor and will be sure to watch the time when the Parents are from home to wooe the Daughter and steal away her affections He that takes his leave of men to withdraw himself may be confident the Divel will come though more bold then welcome and sit with him When we know of the coming of so bad a gnest is it not good policy to forestal him by fâ—â—ling the house before-hand with loving and beloved friends 3. Our own â—arnal hearts will strive to improve our solitude to draw us to sin The Wife that lyeth in the bosome takes the opportunity of the night when she is alone with her Husband to draw him to her mind and to bend him to her will though she were afraid or ashamed to mention or motion her evil desires before others yet in secrecy she hath courage enough to do it and often with success Our flesh is nearer to us then our wives more intimate with us more powerful over us how frequently doth it draw us to those sins in secret which it dares not be so bold as to whisper to us in publique They devise mischeif on their beds Psa. 36. 4. When the good man is from home and gone a journey then the whorish woman commits adultery with strangers Reader thou canst no sooner be alone but thy corrupt heart will send thee many in wanton and theevish thoughts to bear thee company they will come as Lotâ— daugters to him to the dead time of the night and defile thy soul and thou shalt like Lot not know when they came in nor when they went away Thou little thinkest how subtle thy wicked thoughts are how easily they will wind themselves into and out of thy mind without giving warning or being taken notice of As the Serpent crept into Paradise secretly so do sinful thoughts into our hearts They conspire together against us as the adversaries of Iudah and do as good as say They shall neither know nor see till we come in the midst of them and cause the work of exercising themselves to godliness to cease Neh. 4. 11. As Gods Spirit hath filled his Prophets with excellent Revelations and visions in the night or day when they have been alone so our flesh filleth us with loathsome atheistical blasphemous thoughts oftentimes when we are by our selves Children never dirty their hands and faces or defile their cloaths more then when they get alone from Parents and Servants When thou art in solitude thou hast no humane friend to watch over thee and therefore haste the more need to watch narrowly over thy self No Town hath such need of a Warder no Peers gate of a Porter to keep out nasty beggers as thy heart hath of watch and ward to keep out wicked thoughts SECT II. THirdly Consider The exercising thy self to godliness in solitude will be a probable evidence of thy uprightness Men are wiâ—h-held in company from doing evil by the iron curb of fear or shame and provoked to do good by the golden spurs of praise or profit but in solitariness there are not such rubâ— in the way of lust to hinder our passage nor such baits in the way of holiness to encourage our progress The naked lineaments and natural thoughts of the soul are best discerned in secret The darkest night may afford us light enough to see our selves by when outward objects and occasions do not interpose to hinder our sight or discompose our souls No mans temper can be discovered by his carriage in a crowd of affairs no more then his countenance in a troubled water When the mind is stated in a due repose it bewrayeth her truest affections which in the midst of business she either doth not shew or not observe If many servants and several masters be together busie and active we can hardly tell to what Masters the particular servants belong but when the Masters be alone and walk singly their servants attend on them and are known Our Affections are the servants of our souls both rational and sensual whilst both these Masters are employed as in company it sometimes falls out and they wait it s not easie to judge which they serve in solitude one takes upon it self the government and then its visible what attendants it hath As it s said of grief Ille dolet vere qui sine teste doleâ— He grieves truly that weeps without a witness so it may be said of godliness he is sincere in his godliness who is godly in secret The best characters and truest pictures which can be drawn of the minds of men are to be taken from the bent of their thougâ—ts rather then from their works Wicked men cannot do the
Scaffold may serve to rear up a goodly building and an ordinary creature may afford matter for excellent meditations God likens himself to many to shew that there is something of him in all He compares himself to a Builder to a Buckler to a Castle a Captain to a Fortress to a Fountain of living water to an helper to health to an Habitation to Light to Life to a rocke a refuge a reward to a shadow a shelter a shield to a Lion an Eagle a Leopard a Bear to fire dew a moth the Sun and why but to teach us to read him in his creatures In Heaven the Christian shall know God and all the creatures in him but on earth we must learn to know him by them God hath given us three Books which we ought to be studying whilst we are living The Booke of Conscience the Booke of Scripture and the Book of the Creature In the Book of Conscience we may read our selves in the Book of the creature we may read God in the Book of Scripture we may read both God and our selves The great God sets us excellent lectures in the volume of the creation Though this Book hath but three leaves in it Heaven Earth Sea yet it teacheth us many rare lessons If we think of the visible Heaven and behold those great lights of the world how swiftly they move in their proper orbes how unwearied they are in their perpetual courses how they fail not a minute of their appointed time nor wander an inch out of their designed way how they divide the day and night and the several seasons of the year how they bless the earth with their smiling aspects and keep the inhabitants of this lower world from finding it a Dungeon by their enlightning beams we may therein discover the wisdom and power of its maker and cry out with David Psa. 19. 1. and 8. 2 3. The Heavens declare the glory of God and the firmament sheweth his handy-works When I consider the heavens the work of thy singers the Moon and Stars which thou hast made What is man that thou art mindful of him or the son of man that thou dost thus visit him O Lord our Lord how excellent is thy name in all the earth and thy glory above the heavens What rare fruit may a soul gather from these celestial trees if the porch of Heaven be such a curious piece the work of his fingers i. e. an elaborate piece of embroidery how curious is the Palace within If the outward Court be so glorious how glorious is the holy of holies If light be so sweet and it be so pleasant a thing to behold the Sun how sweet is the light of my Gods countenance and how pleasant is it to behold the Sun of righteousness O what a blessed day will that be when the light of the Moon shall be as the light of the Sun and the light of the Sun as the light of seven days when all beleivers shall shine as the Sun in the firmament of their Father Lord thou speakest to the Sun and it riseth not to the Moon and it standeth still Why should not thy Servant be as obedient to thy command even when it is against my natural depraved course O speak but as powerfully to thy poor creature and he will as readily obey thy pleasure If we look a little lower to the clouds and meditate on them in their natural cause thin vapours exhaled by the Sun in their principal use to drop fatness on the earth in the tenuity and smalness of their bodies the weight and greatness of their burdens the waters in them being like lusty children encompassed onely with a tender film how they are tossed too and fro hurried hither and thither with tempestuous winds and yet burst not in pieces through lack of vent nor sink under the heaviness of their load nor leak out one drop till the hand of their Master unstop their bottles may well admire that infinite invisible power that upholds and governs them and say as Eliphaz of their author He doth great things and unsearchable marvellous things without number for he giveth rain upon the earth and sendeth water upon the fields Job 5. 9 10. What excellent water may I distil with the limbiks of the clouds If the favour of a Prince be as a cloud of the latter rain Prov. 16. 15. so refreshing and comforting what is the favour of the King of Kings As the clouds mask the Sun from the â—ight of Mortals so doth sin hide the smiling countenance of my God from the view of my poor soul. As the Cloud is consumed and vanisheth away so he that goeth down to the grave shall come-up no more If showres from above make the earth soft and fruitful surely the showres of heavens grace would make my hard and barren heart both tender and abundant in holiness Lord whilst I am in my journey towards my heavenly Canaan let thy good spirit be my pillar of cloud to direct me Suffer me not to be as a cloud without water Do but say unto me I have blotted out thy transgressions as a thick cloud and I will bless thee for ever If we look to the earth and view her well though she hath been called and counted the vilest and grossest of the elements we shall finde her a glorious body and not in the least degree a disparagement or disgrace to her maker Take her inside and she is curiously and wonderfully made Her Center like the heart is seated in the most convenient place for the benefit of every part Her several channels under ground as so many veins do convey her pure though pale blood for the animating and actuating as it were every member Though her wealth lyeth deep and much of it was never discovered to any mortal yet what rare jewels and rich mettals have been seen in her very guts and garbage Take heâ— â—â—â—side and that cloathing will be found better then of wrought gold Her Garment is richer in any part of it then Solomon in all his royalty The fine linnen of Egypt silks of Persia and curious works of Turkey are exceedingly inferior to her daily attire She is covered with the costly curious Aâ—ras of Hearbs and Plants and Flowers embroydered with variety of all sorts of colours perfumed with the most fragrant and delightful odours She is attended by Birds and Beasts of several orders that all in their proper ranks move too and fro acknowledging their engagements to her O who is like that God that hath made himself such a foot-stool If his foot-stool be so glorious how glorious is his throne But besides all this he that shall ponder the fruitfulness and fecundity of her Womb her unweariedness in bringing forth her wonderful care of her off-spring in bringing them up providing them all though of different kinds food sutable to each of their natures whilst they live and receiving them kindly into her bosome and embraces when
be charily lookt to or they fade away so Saints if the Spirit of God were not choyce of them and ever watchful over them would perish How lovely are flowers to the eye how pleasant to the taste how soft to the touch what ornaments to an house How amiable are the children of God to those that have eyes to see his image on them how fragrant is the smell of their Spiknard and Calamus and Cassia what a grace are they to any Family or Society Dost thou walk into thy Garden to observe how thy flowers thrive so Jesus Christ goeth into his garden to see how his plants flowrish Thou wilt not allow any weeds or barren flowers in thy Garden and Jesus Christ will not permit such wicked unprofitable ones in his Church Flowers are lovely and beautiful one day and withered and fallen off the stalk the next so man is a comely living creature one day and a deformed corps the next Thus a Saint may make every flower like the Gilly-flower cordial to him If thou walkeâ—t by a River thou mayst change the water there into spirits by meditation How fitly may thy thoughts be raised by that object to the cleansing refreshing properties of the Word of God to the water of life to the Well of salvation to the river whose streams make glad the City of God to the rivers of pleasures at Gods right hand for evermore The same water which being liquid is penetrated with an horse hair will bear the horse himself when hard frozen So those threats and judgements of God which penetrate deep into the tender consciences of the regenerate enter not at all into the hearts of carnal men hardned by custom in sin and hence thou mayst gather the reason whence the sword of the Word that in some divideth the joynts and marrow in others glanceth only or reboundeth not making the least dinâ— or impression upon their frozen adamantine hearts If thou art eating and drinking thou mayst feed thy soul as well as thy body by meditating on the meat that endureth to everlasting life on that flesh which is meat indeed and that blood which is drink indeed Thou mayst think if my outward man need food and without it cannot subsist surely spiritual food is as needful for my inward man and without it that will starve If a famine of bread and water be so dreadful that the tongues of men cleave under it to the roof of their mouths and their countenances become as black as a coal how dreadful is a famine of the Word of the Lord If natural food be so pleasant and savoury to my taste surely spiritual food is sweeter then the honey and the honey comb If all the labour of man be for his belly what labour doth the soul deserve If the ordinances of my God now are so pleasant to me that my soul is even filled as with marrow and fatness and refreshed as with Wine on the Lees well refined what a blessed day will it be when I shall eat bread in the Kingdom of Heaven and drink new wine in my Fathers Kingdom O blessed are they that are called to the Marriage Supper of the Lamb. If thou beholdest thy candle thou mayst consider how that light which makes small shew in the day yeilds a glorious lustre in the night not because the Candle hath then more light but because the Air hath then more darkness so that holiness and grace which in a day of prosperity and life seems of small worth and price in a night of adversity and death will be of infinite value Or thus I set up this candle to help and direct me about my business so God sets up the candle of my life and affords me the light of his word for me to work out my salvation not to play by them Or thus this candle is spending it self for my good so I should be willing to spend and be spent for the good of others souls Or this Candle is always consuming and will at last be quite wasted so is my life daily wearing away and ere long will be quite extinguished The great Candles whilst they burn make the greater light but when they go ouâ— leave the greater stench So ungodly men the greater they are the more they shine with glory whilst they live but when they die leave the more stinking savour behind them If thou art putting off thy cloaths thou mayst ponder thy duty to put off the old man which is corrupt according to his deceitful lusts and to put off the works of darkness as also that ere long thou shalt put off thine earthly tabernaâ—le Art thou lying down in thy bed thou mayst think of thy grave wherein thou must shortly lye down and never rise up till the morning of the resurrection Is the night dark thou mayst meditate thence on the darkness of thy mind naturally of the works of darkness of the blackness of darkness for ever Ah! what a dark dungeon is Hell where not the least spark of light appears though so much fire My night will end but sinners evening will find no morning If a bed be so refreshing to my wearied body how refreshing is a Redeemer to a wearied soul How lovingly he inviteth me Come to me all that are weary I will give you rest and how refreshing will tha God! When thou wakest in the morning thou mayst say with the Psalmist When I awake I shall be satisfied with thy likeness or When I awake I am still with thee or rouse thy self up with Awake to righteousness and sin not Awake thou that sleepest arise and call upon thy God When thou art rising thou mayst meditate on the Churches garment of needle work the fine linnen of the Saints righteousness thy putting on the new man created after God in righteousness and true holiness thy putting on that most excellent cloathing which is for warmth for ornament and defence the Lord Iesus Christ. Dost thou look on the glass to dress thy self think of the glass of Gods law how necessary it is daily to look into it for the discovery of thy spiritual spots and filth Dost thou wash thy hands O wash thy heart from wickedness and forget not that great laver of the blood of Jesus Christ. Doth thy stomach call for some food think of thy spiritual appetite and how savoury it will make the dainties of Gods house to thee They did all eat of the same spiritual meat and they did all drink the same spiritual drink they drank of that spiritual rock that followed them and that rock was Christ. Art thou to go about buying or selling or worldly bargains take some thoughts of buying that one Pearl of great price which the wise Merchant sold all he had to purchase of buying that gold of grace and fine linnen of the Saints righteousness Mat. 13. 44. Rev. 3. 18. Amongst all thy gains and gettings consider What will it profit a man to gain the
herein I shall give thee an example though I would desire thee to remember that the advantage of meditation is rather to be felâ— then read He that can paint Spikenard or Musk or Roses in their proper colours cannot with all his Art draw their pleasant savoâ—r that is beyond the skill of his pencil Let us O my soul a little retire out of the worlds company to converse with the word of thy God I cannot but hope the malefactour hath an high esteem for that Psalm of mercy without which he had lost his life I have reason to believe that thou hast no mean value for that Gospel of grace and the graece of that Gospel without which thou hadst lost thy soul thy God thy joy thy delight thine all and that for ever yet sure I am the price thou sets on it is far inferiour to the worth of this Pearl and besides I have observed of late wheâ—her partly because of its constancy with thee things common though never so necessary and excellent being less valued then meaner things that are rare or cheifly because of thy old seeming friend or rather real enemy thy flesh within thee that never speaks well of it because of its contrariety to the word from which it hath received its deaths-wound and therefore would die as the Thies on the Cross spitting out its venome and malice at it or what ever be the cause I perceive too much thou beginnest to decline in thy respect to it what else doth thy backwardness to read it thy carelesness in minding what thou dost read and thy neglegence in practicing it signifie Therefore let us take a turn or two together and argue the case lest it be argued against thee in an higher Court to thy cost and I charge thee before the dreadful God at whose judgement seat thou art to stand or fall for ever that thou attend to me seriously and not dare to give me the slip till the whole be debated for it is not a vain thing but iâ— for thy life What is this Word which thou art so prone to despise Consider it O my soul First in its Causes and then tell me whether the child be not worthy of love and esteem in the superlative degree for his parents sake 1. It s Principal Efficient cause is the glorious and supreme Majesty of Heaven and Earth the Spring and Fountain of all excellency and perfection All Scripture is given by inspiration of God It s the Word of the Lord the Breath of his Mouth the Law of his Lips whoever were the Pens or Scribes his Mind indicted and his Hand wrot every sentence in it What a word must that be which is the result of infiniteâ— wisdom How precious are those Tables which are the writing of God himself How glorious is that beam of light which was darted from this Sun to whom a whole Firmament of Suns were worse then perfect darkness If the breath of a man be so sweet that his doctrine drop as the rain and his speech distil as the dew If the heart of a man can indict a good matter and his tongue resemble the pen of a ready writer O what is the speech of the tongue of a God! Never man spake as he spake his enemies themselves being judges The Queen of Sheba came from the utmost parts of the earth to hear the wisdom of Solomon and blessed those Servants that waited at his Table and heard his wisdom But loe O my soul A greater then Solomon is here How blessed are they that wait at his Gates and that watch at the Posts of his doors 2. The Pen-men and Scribes of it were men of choice gifts and graces Some of them were like Saul higher by the head and Shoulders then their brethren in the fear and favour of God As Moses the meekest man upon the face of the earth David the sweet singer of Israel a man after Gods own heart Solomon who excelled in wisdom all that were before him or came after him Isaiah of the Blood-Royal an Evangelical Prophet or Prophetical Evangelist whose prophesie is clean and clear and curiously garnished with all kind of Rhetorick Iohn the beloved Disciple that leaned on the bosome of Iesus Paul who was wrapt up into the third Heavens and as famous for active and passive obedience as any in the world in his days All of them were men extraordinarily inspired and assisted by the Spirit of God Not onely the notions but the very phrases and words were imprinted on them and infused into them by God himself The writings of some Naturalists have been bought at a great price and thought worthy to be presented to great Princes but the best of them though the Prophesie of the Sybills which the Heathen so highly esteemed be included is but a bundle of folly and vanity to this book Prophesie came not of old time by the will of men but Holy Men of God spake as they were moved by the Holy Ghost O how excellent must that Scripture be of which such incomparable persons were the Pen-men or Amanâ—enses and to whom the infinite wisdom of God did dictate every word 3. The matter of them is heavenly and divine the epitome of all equity and righteousness the compendium of whatsoever is fit to be beleived or practiced The Scripture is a perfect rule both for faith and manners It informeth us fully in our carriage towards God and towards men how we ought to walk in all relations and conditions it forbiddeth evil all evil in the very thoughts it commandeth good whatsoever is good in the whole course of our lives It speaketh of such things as are far above reason and yet nothing that is contrary to reason The truths delivered in it are many of them such as no humane or created capacity could have possibly invented yet such as are all agreeable to a rational understanding It would have exceeded the wisdom of an Angelâ— to have thought of such a sweet mixture of justice and mercy as is discovered in the Gospel about the redemption of fallen man It teacheth the nature and excellency of God the trinity of persons the unity of essence the immensity of all his attributes how he is infinite in his being wisdom knowledge holiness mercy and faithfulness how he is a pure act without the least passion a perfect being uncapable of any addition eternal without either beginning or ending immutable without the least alteration incomprehensible beyond all coâ—ceptions omnipresent without any circumscription It instructeth us in the person and offices and states of the blessed Redeemer how he being the Son of God was partaker of the humane nature that the Sons of men might be partakers of the divine nature How God and Man were united in one person that Man and God might be united in one Covenant How the eternal God married our natures that he might exalt his boundless grace in marrying our persons How man
be is not Psa. 19. 7. It s promissory part is holy both formaliter in its own nature and effective in its end and fruit It s Historical part is holy other books are properly called prophane Histories in distinction from this The Scriptures expressions are pure of the most impure actions He knew her no more men with men doing what is unseemly Gen. 38. 26. Rom. 1. 27. 2. It is powerful As fire it can melt the hardest mettal As an Hammer it can break the most stony heart Ier. 23. 29. 1. It is powerful for Conviction It sets mens sins before their eyes and makes them behold their ugliness and deformity whether they will or no It tells the sinner as Elisha concerning the Syrian King to the King of Israel what he doth and saith in his bed-â—hamber in the retiring room of his heart It makes the spirit of the stoutest sinner to treâ—ble as the leaves with the wind and though he strives to put off his quaking fits by some humane cordials yet he finds his soul-Ague still continuing upon him Sturdy Murderers of Christ spring in trembling and an earthly Felix quakes under the power of this word This voice of the Lord is powerful it â—hakes the Cedars of Lebanon The batteries of the word have shaken the sensless conscience and shattered the flinty hâ—art in peices 2. It is powerful for conversion It is able to change the nature and turn an heart of stone into an heart of flesh It hath many a time inlightned dark minds to see the things which they never saw enlivened dead souls and enabled them to stand up from the dead The law of the Lord is perfect converting the soul It hath dispossessed the strong man cast him out of his strong holds wherein he had raigned many years and subdued the soul to another Lord and Soveraign What hath been said of God may be said of the Word in the hand of the Spirit Who ever resisted its will How powerful is that word which can make the proudest creature that scorned former reproofs and precepts threatnings and judgements to cry and weep bitterly like a child under the rod that can create the new creature the choicest of Gods works By the word of the Lord are the new Heavens wherein dwelleth righteousness made and all the glorious host thereof of sparkling graces by the breath of his mouth 3. It s powerful for conquering spiritual enemies The noble victories atchieved by the Lords Worthies are most of them obtained by this sword of the Spirit Whole armies of sins have been discomfited and forced to flie before the face of this weapon God hews these by his Prophets and slays them by the word of his mouth This word like the rod in the hand of Moses worketh wonderfully for the destruction of such Egyptian enemies Satan is another enemy of the Christians but as powerful and as politique as he is he falls down like lightening from heaven before the preaching of the word This sword hath so wounded that Leviathan that destroyer of souls that he can never recover himself They overcame him i. e. the Devil by the blood of the Lamb and the word of their testimony Rev. 12. 11. In a word it must needs be strong for it is the power of God to salvation The rod of his strength Rom. 1. 16. Psa. 110. 2. 3. It is perfect It contains in it all that is necessary and sufficient for our eternal salvation It is a full and compleat rule and measure both of things to be believed and practised it will admit no addition because it is defective in nothing it will suffer no diminution for it is redundant in nothing If any man shall add unto it God shall add anto his plagues If any man shall take away from the words of this book God shall take away his part out of the book of life Jesus Christ who was the great Teacher sent from God was faithful in his office and gave his Church whatsoever Precepts or Doctrines were needful for her in order to her endless good He tells us Whatsoever I have heard of the Father I have made known unto you Joh. 15. 15. And his Apostle speaks to the same purpose Act. 20. 21. I have not shunned to declare unto you the whole counsel of God Besides it is able to make the man of God perfect and throughly furnished unto every good word which it could never do if it were not perfect it self Nil dat quod non habet Nothing can give that which it hath not in it self either formally or virtually Traditions are no way necessary to compleat the Canon of Scripture Since God did reveal his will in writing every age had that revealed to it which was sufficient for that age to make such as then lived wise to salvation but as God was pleased to reveal more the latter did assist us in the understanding of the former â—herefore so long as any truth was necessary to be more fully known he inspiâ—ed holy men to do it and the compleating of the divine Canon was reserved for Christ and his Apostles Ioh. 15. 15. and 7. 8. and 6. 13. Act. 20. 27. Gal. 1. 6 7 8. 4. It is true and certain Not a tittle of it shall fail It is calâ—ed truth the truth thy truth the Scripture of truth the word of truth the Gospel of truth a more sure word the comparative for the superlative the most sure word Christ prefers it before information from the dead the Apostle before Revelation from Angels or auy other way whatsoever 1. The Precepts of it are true they are perfectly agreeable to the mind of the speaker Thou art near O Lord and all thy commandments are truth Psa. 119. 5. The words of men may be true but the word of God onely is truth There is no error no mixture in it t is therefore called sincere milk 1 Pet. 2. 2. 2. The Promises of it are true They are accomplished to the least particle of them Hence they are called the sure mercies of David The Promises of God are unquestionable because their speaker is unchangeable and one for whom it is impossible to lie They are sure hold and will eat their way through all the Alpes of opposition Not one good thing haâ—h failed of all that the Lord our God hath promised Joshua 21. 45. 3. The Histories of it are true Whatsoever is written in it of the first or second Adam of any persons or nations is exactly true â—here never was fuch an impartial historian as the inditer of the word This is the Book which hath no Errata's in it 4. The threatnings are true The sinner shall as certainly feel them as he reads or hears them He shall as surely be damned as if he were already damned therefore he is said to be condemned already to speak its certainty He shall find the gnawing worm and the eternal fire as unquestionably as if he felt them at
would not reverence the issue for the Authors sake Surely that coin deserves esteem which hath that Kings Image and Superscription on it The matter in thee merits respect Thou art a Love-letter from God to his creature revealing his eternal thoughts of good will publishing his acts of grace and oblivion to all traytors and rebels in arms against his Majesty upon condition they will throw down their weapons and become Loyal Subjects for the future Thou art the Churches Charter containing all the priviledges which the blessed Jesus purchased for her What wise man would not value the deeds and evidences which speak and give a right to pardon love grace joy peace and the undefiled inheritance for ever When thou comest to a soul salvation comes to that soul Thou art always attended with a rich train of all sorts of comforts The good tidings thou bringest and great blessings thou conveyest where ever thou comest may well make thee welcome I may well say unâ—o thee beholding the bracelets and ear-rings wherewith thou adornest the Spouse of the true Isaac as Laban to Abrahams servant Come in thou blessed of the Lord why standest thou without I have prepared lodging for thee If I am bound to bless my God for the natural lights which he hath made the greater to rule the day and the lesser to rule the night because thereby it appears that his mercy endureth for ever Psa. 136. 7 8 9. How much am I bound to bless him for the spiritual light of his word that true that marvellous light which shineth in a dark place till the eternal day dawn O what mercy what mercy enduring for ever is there in every leaf in every verse in every line of that sacred Book If Regeneration be a mercy to be partaker of the divine nature the stamping the lovely Image of the glorious God upon thee then the word is a mercy for that is the seal in the hand of the Spirit which imprinteâ—h it on thee Iames 1. 18. Is faith a mercy that shield of the soul whereby it quencheth the fiery darts of the Devil that Ladder by which the soul mounteth to Heaven and converseth daily with its Lord and Master then the word is a mercy for faith comes by hearing the word is the door of faith Rom. 10. 14. Act. 14. 27. If repentance be a mercy those second and best thoughts of the soul that recovery of the man to his wits and right mind then the word is a mercy for t is the voice of Christ in the word that casteth the Devil of impenitency and sensuality out of the heart where it raigned and raged sending out fire and flames like AEtna for many years and makes the man like him in the Gospel out of whom the Devil was cast to sit at Iesus his feet in his right mind bitterly weeping and mourning for his former folly and madness T is the hot beams of love that shine in the Gospel that thaw the frozen spirits Is hope a mercy â—hat Helmet of salvation which defendeth the head of Christians from Swords and Musquets the souls of Saints from the darts and dangers of temptations those Bladders of the soul which keep it from sinking in deep waters then the word is a mercy for we through patience and comfort of the Scripture have hope Rom. 15. 4. Hope had never lookt out at the window longing for the coming of its beloved if the word had not come before as a faithful Messenger and brought certain news that he was upon the way Are pardon reconciliation with God adoption growth in grace yea Heaven it self a mercy then the word is a mercy All those Jewels are lockt up in that Cabinet Man durst not have presumed he could not have conceived that the glorious jealous God should ever have such infinite respect for such wretches and rebels if he had not found it written with his own hand in the word T is on the waters of the sanctuary that the Saint saileth safely through the Sea of this world to the Port of salvation There was no visible bridge laid over the Gulf of Gods wrath for sinners to pass into the Kingdom of grace here and glory hereafter till the Gospel erected one O my soul what honour can be high enough what love hot enough for the holy Scriptures 1. Consider the preciousness of them in the eyes of good men and the love they had for them Iob preferred them before food before his necessary food Solomon before ornaments of gold crowns of glory Paul before all other Doctrines though Preached by Angels David before the honey and the honey comb great spoils thousands of gold and silver all riches And when he ceaseth to compare beginneth to admire iâ—s worth Wonderful are thy testimonies And his own fervent affection to it O how love I thy law it is my meditation all the day 2. The price paid for it It cost the blood of thy beloved well may the Scriptures be called Testaments they were both sprinkled with blood and made valid by the death of the Testatour Heb. 9. 15 16 17. And for this cause he is the mediatour of the New Testament that by means of death for the redemption of transgressions that were under the first Testament they which were called might receive the promise of eternal inheritance For where a Testament is there must of necessity also be the death of the Testator For a Testament is of force after men are dead otherwise it is of no strength at all whilst the testator liveth 3. The pearl hid in it The Lord Jesus Christ is the matter as well as the Author of it Well may it be called the Word of Christ. Search the Scripture for they are they that testifie of me He was the substance of the Law and he is the sum of the Gospel Thou hadst not known sin but for the Law nor the Saviour but for the Gospel When David considered the kindness he had receâ—ved from Ionathan he said to his servants Is there none left of the house of Saul that I may shew kindness to for Jonathans sake He could not but in gratitude study some return suitable to that good will of his dear friend Great is the kindness I have received from the Scripture What wilt thou say what wilt thou do O my soul for this Word of thy God! O swear unto the Lord and vow unto the mighty God of Jacob surely I will not come into the tabernacle of my house I will not go up into my bed I will not give sleep to mine eyes nor slumber to mine eyeâ—lids until I â—inde out a place for the law of the Lord and an habitation for the Gospel of the God of Jacob. Wilt thou not willingly O my soul rather then this worthy guest should lie without doors take it into thy heart O that thou wert the ark wherein the two Tables the two Testaments might be laid up for ever Lord I will
and the most holy condescend to so great so greivous a sinner O affect my heart with thy kindness herein and so fill me with thy blessed spirit that as thou art ever with me whether I am alone or in company so when I awake I may be still with thee I Wish that I may esteem solitude when my God calls me to it a gracious opportunity for more united and intimate converses with his Majesty How often hath the company of men distracted my spirit and hindered me from having my conversation in Heaven Their miâ—apprehensins and carnal interests and predominant passions do frequently bring such prejudice to their associates that none would be over fond of their honey who hath once felt their stings If I converse with wicked men I hear their Oaths and Blasphemies and Ribbaldry their Mocks and Taunts and Ieers against God and his people I see their intemperance and prophaneness and injustice and oppression and persecution of them that fear the Lord I can read in their wicked language and cursed carriage their bitterness and rage and emnity against their Maker and Redeemer I may behold the body of Christ wounded and his pretious blood trampled on the law and love and worship and honour of the blessed God scorned and despised and such vileness and wickedness committed in an hour as shall be bewailed and lamented for ever Such sights as these call for my deepest sorrow and the best that I can get by such company is inward trouble and abundant grief but it s many to one if they do not make me either directly or indirectly to contract real guilt O what pleasure can I take to be in a room filled with smoke which will certainly wring tears from mine eyes and probably smut and defile me If I converse with good men though their company in many respects be desireable and I have found it to be profitable and I would prize them whom God esteemeth and love them that have his beautiful Image and with whom I must live for ever yet how many things are in them to allay the vertue and benefit of their society Their peevishness and paâ—sion and pride and selfishness which are still too much in them the difference of their judgements and dispositions causeth their company to be far the lâ—ss eligible and lovely Besides their readiness and activeness to propagate their errors and their power and prevalency to draw others to joyn with them in their wandrings from the truth doth not a little abate of that comfort and delight which I might have in them Again their miseries and wants and necessities which are many and great and urgent which I am wholly unable to relieve or remedy call me to tears and weeping Once more their slips and falls and weaknesses and back-slidings which I must observe and reprove and bewail are far from being occasions of joy or pleasure to me They are at best as we say of Children certain cares and uncertain comforts Though they are roses they have prickles which offend as well as their pleasant smell to refresh us the truest friend I have may occasion me as much trouble as comfort When I travail with a chearful good Companion I promise my self much delight in my journey but anon he falls and wounds himself or tires or proves sick and unable to go further and instead of going forward I must stay to attend on him and thus instead of being my help he becomes my hinderance Indeed I have the more cause to bear with it in another not knowing how soon it may be my own case but however these accidents which too often fall out as they speak the benefit of it to one so also the perplexity and trouble of it to another If I converse with great or rich men what disdainful looks do they give me at what a distance do they behold me It s hard to obtain the liberty of speaking to them but if I would obtain their favour t will cost me more then it did the cheif Captain for his Roman freedom Vnless I can gratifie their lusts I must not expect their love If I can drink and swear and curse and roar at their hellish rate it may be they will afford me a good word but alas what man in his wits would pay for their best words so dear a price Their friendship can hardly be got without a breach with my God and what wise man would lose the good will of the Lord for the gain of the whole world When I have by many friends and with much â—â—fficulty and even danger to my soul procured their favour how little am I the better for it The most rotten tree is not so hollow for as cunning wrestlers they will get within me to give me a fall the wind it self is not more wavering then they are except I can be contented to be their foot-stool that by their treading on me they may be lifted higher in the world I must expect to be quite cast by It s possible wbilst they may make some use of me to decoy and trepan others or to raise and advance themselves they may carry me upon their shoulders as men do their Ladders when there is hopes thereby of climbing to their desired height but when that is done or if the Ladder prove too short they will throw it upon the ground If I will not always be some way or other mâ—king provision for their flesh I shall be dismist with the brand of an unworthy fellow If I converse with mean and poor men I find but little comfort in their company I see their poverty and indigency and hunger and nakedness which I cannot help or prevent I heard their cries and groans and complaints by reason of oppressing Landlords or tyrannical revengeful Neighbours or unfaithful Friends or distempered Bodies all which affect my soul and grieve me to the heart that I am ready to sit in the dust and cry and groan and mourn with them Let me go where I will to converse with any in this wilderness of the world I find little but briars and brakes and thorns and thistles and matter of sorrow and lamentation but when I retire alone to converse with my God I am freed from those distracting clamours and vexations cries and disturbing noise and might could I but leave an ungrateful unbelieving heart behind me find in him an Heaven â—pon Earth I may with Moses go up to Mount Pisgah and take a view with the prospective glass of faith of Palestine and that goodly land flowing with milk and honey I may enter into the suburbs of the new Jerusalem taste some clusters of the Grapes of Canaan and view as in a glass those celestial beauties and glories which I hope one day to see face to face and to be partaker ofâ— O my soul what needst thou care how much the world scorns thy company or to what place thy God see fit to banish thee if thou canst
conscienciousness of my behaviour in secret The lineaments and features of the body are beâ—t discovered in the night when it s stripped naked of those garments which in the day time covered it and were not wholly answerable to the proportion of its several parts The shape and countenance of the soul is much better revealed when it retires from the world and is freed from these objects and businesses which hurried it hither and thither possibly much differing from its own inclination There is no right judging of the Patient by his water till it is setled nor true discovery of the state of a Christian by his heart till it be quiet and composed When men are busie upon the stage of the world surrounded with spectators they put on habitsâ— and act not their own but the parts of others and so are not easily known who or what they are but he that followeth them into the retiring room where they undress themselves may soon discover them The frame and bent of my heart in private to sin or holiness will speak its temper whether good or bad The soul is not at such liberty to vent it self and to manifest its genius and disposition in its outward actions as in its inward motions and meditations External acts may flow from external principles which as a Team of Horse draw the Cart after it by force but internal thoughts ever flow from an internal principle which as the natural and proper off-spring of the mind discover what its parent is The Laws of men the fear of punishment the hope of reward may tye my hands in company but it s nothing but the fear of my God can bind my heart to its good behaviour in secret My thoughts are not liable to an arraignment at any earthy Bar nor my person to any arrest from men â—or any tumult or disorder in them because the Law of the Magistrate can take no cognizance of them they being locked up from all humane eyes in the privy cabinet of my heart Though I am limited in my words not to speak what I will and also in my works not to do what I will by reason of that shame or penalty or ill-will from friends or superiours which dishonest actions and unseemly expressions may bring upon me yet my thoughts in this sense are free I may think what I will notwithstanding any of these considerations Again outward actions both good and bad materially considered are common both to Sinners and Saints What good duties are there but as to the matter of them wicked men may perform them as well as the godly Abstinence from gross sins praying fasting hearing reading almes-giving have been practised by some Hypocrites in a larger measure then by some sincere Christians On the other side There are â—ew sins so great but some of the Children of God have at some time or other been guilty of them Gluttony Drunkenness Fornication Incest Murder c. have been committed by them that were truly sanctified where then lieth the difference between them so much as in their usual and predominant thoughts Once more my God judgeth of my actions by my thoughts and therefore by them I may well judge of my spiritual condition Isa. 10. 7. Gen. 22. 16 17. Lord I have often heard out of thy word Where the treasure is there will the heart be also I know every man will be frequent in thinking of that which he esteems his happiness and treasure The Covetous wretch hugs and embraceth his wealth in his heart and thoughts when it is out of his sight and in other mens hands the Adulterer pleaseth himself in the meditation of his wanton dalliances with his foolish Minion when he hath no opportunity for the execution of his lust the Proud man fancieth himself in a fools Paradise whilst he imagineth multitudes waiting upon him in the Presence Chamber of his crazie brain with their bare heads their bended knees admiring and applauding the worth of his person the vastness of his parts and himself as the only epitome of all perfections O give me that character of thy children to meditate in thy Law day and night Let my thoughts be conversant about those riches that are not liable to rust those pleasures which satisfie a rational soul and that honour which is from God give me to know that my treasure is in Heaven with thy self in thy Son by having my heart and my conversation there also I Wish that when ever I sequester my self from worldly business I might leave all my finful and worldly thoughts behind me There can no work of concernment be done in secret unless these disturbers be absent Should I entertain such guests I forbid Christ my Company Vicious thoughts are his sworn enemies and he will not dwel in the same heart in the same house with them If I desire him to sit upon the throne of my heart I must give him leave to cast down every imagination and to bring every thought to the obedience of himself Places that are full of vermine are not fit for a Princes presence Vain and unnecessary thoughts about lawful objects are strangers though not sworn enemies and will give my best friend distast Though a noble person should come to give me a visit if he should hear me debasing my self to converse needlesly with inconsiderable impertinent fellows I may look that he should passe by without calling in Christ loves not to be entertained in a room full of dust-heaps and cobwebs If vain thoughts lodge within the blessed Jesus will stand without Gold and Clay will not mingle If these mists arise and these clouds interpose they will hinder my sight of the true Sun Besides My works will be answerable to my thoughts if my thoughts be wicked or fruitless so will my actions be My hands are but the Midwife to bring my thoughts the conception of my heart into the world My thoughts are the seed that lyeth in the ground out of sight my works are the crop which is visible to others according to the seed whether good or bad such will the crop be If men be so careful to get the purest the cleanest and the best seed for their fields that their harvest may be the more to their advantage how much doth it concern me that my heart be sown with pure and holy thoughts that my crop may tend both to my credit and comfort Lord there is no good seed but what comes out of thy garner I confess the piercing thorns of vicious thoughts and the fruitless weeds of vain thoughts are all the natural product of my heart O let thy good spirit plow up the fallow ground of my soul and scatter in it such seeds of grace and holiness that my life may be answerable to thy Gospel and at my death I may be translated to thy glory I Wish that I may in solitude when I have no men to discourse with converse with other
commission of their sin There are those of the Serpents brood that have been crushed in the egge and others that have stayed longer have been ripe for ruine before they had attained their full age Though the Creditour hath forborn thee five hundred talents yet he hath not forborn some others five hundred pence wrath hath sometimes followed sin so closeâ— that it hath lodged where sin supped Gehezis leprosie and lie were contemporary Absolons life and treason against his Father expired toâ—gether A sudden Thunder-bolt from Heaven hath struck some into Hell without any fore-runner to give warning of it yet thy God hath spared thee 2. He that forbore thee who hast so often offended him did not forbear Angels a moment after they had once offended Behold the severity and goodness of God! towards Angels the highest and noblest house of the creatures severity towards thee goodness He that stated those excellent natures in an irrecoverable condition of wo and misery upon their first fault hath born with and forborn thee after millions of affronts 3. He that spares thee did not spare his own Son The Son of God did no sooner stand in the place of sinners but it pleased the Lord to bruise him and to put him to grief and to make his soul an offering for sin Though he were free from sin he was a man of sorrows and thou who art little else then sin hast not so much as tasted what such sorrows are Thy God hath forborn thee a monster of rebellion and wickedness when he would not in the least forbear him who was a miracle of obedience and dutifulness Nay he did not spare him that he might spare thee and would not forbear him because he intended to forbear thee Wonder O my soul at this transcendent grace and goodness Is it possible for thee to consider how a sudden Arrow hath shot others dead on thy right and left hand how Angels themselves upon their first breach of the divine law were without any pity or forbearance reserved in chains of darkness to the judgement of the great day Nay how the Son of Gods boundless love who never offended him for becoming onely a surety for others sins was without the least forbâ—arance arrested and forced to pay the utmost farthing and that thou who art a lump of lust a sink of sin an old enemy and traytour against the crown and dignity of the King of Heaven after thousands and millions of provocations against Law and Gospel Light and Love Precepts and Promises art to this day spared Canst thou I say consider all this and not be transported into an high and holy passion of love and admiration at such unparalled patience Thou mayst well say with the holy Apostle In me Jesus Christ hath shewed forth all long-suffering and patience for an example to them that should hereafter believe on him unto life eternal O my soul what dost thou think of these things was ever patience represented in such lively lovely colours Thou mayst now fully satisfie thy self in the reason of thine abode so many years on this side the unquenchable lake Dost thou ask Why was I not cut off from the womb and hurried through the light of this world to blackness of darkness for ever I answer because thy God is patient Dost thou ask Though I was not as a poisonous viper crusht to death as soon as brought forth with the foot of divine wrath for the venome which was in me yet when I put it forth to the injury of others and did spit it in the face of God himself why was I spared I answer because God is patient Thou sinnest often every day every hour in every thought in every word in every deed and he spares as often because He is patient Thou readeâ—t of a season when the patience of the Saints doth especially triumph Here is the faith and patience of the Saints This world is the stage and this life is the time wherein the patience of thy God doth act its part to the amazement of all judicious spectatours Here is the faithfulness and patience of thy God O that I could affect and admire it embrace and entertain it according to its worth O that my heart were filled with its warmth my tongue with its praise and my life with its end O thou that art so much in favour with God and so great a friend to men that thou wert engraven upon the palms of my hands and thy walls were ever before me O that thy noble deeds and what wonders thou hast wrought for the children of men were written for the generations to come that the people yet unborn might praise the Lord When O when shall this patience of my God make a suitable impression upon my spirit I live upon it I live by it I had been a fire-brand of Hell at this moment had it not been for it yet how great a stranger am I to it It goeth with me when I walk abroad it abides with me when I stay at home it followeth me up and down day and night I am beholden to it for my life and all my mercies for my present enjoyments and future expectations yetâ— alas how little am I affected with it I wonder at the patience of some choice Christians that hold their tongues when others revile them and their hands when others assault them and do not wonder at the patience of my God when their injuries are nothing to his either for nature or number and their patience to his far less then the smallest Drop to the Ocean O my soul how wilt thou be able to answer for this sensless stupidity Must the Candles of creatures be gazed at with amazement and thy God alone be neglected Is a beam of the Sun worthy of such admiration and not its glorious body worthy of much more Wilt thou not value a pearl of such infinite price and disesteem all the meekness and forbearance of men in comparison of the patience of thy God O where is thy judgement that thou valâ—est so little such unsearchable riches that thou dost not cry out O the height and depth and length and bredth of the forbearance of God Where are thy affections that they do not cling about it cleave to it close with it delight in its presence and desire its continuance Where is thy heart that it doth not taste its sweetness smell its savour love its gracious Author and meditate on its precious nature and pleasant effects night and day Where are my spiritual senses that they are not conversant about so worthy an object I cannot open mine eyes but I may behold it in every thing that is visible The food and raiment and life and health and strength and liberty that I and others enjoy present the patience of God unto me Every friend I converse with every drunkard and unclean person and atheist yea every man I meet tells me God is patient The Oaths and Curses and
Murthers and Adulteries and Blasphemies and Prophaness of wicked men cry aloud in mine ears that God is patient The persecutions and oppressions and prayers and cries and tears of good men proclaim to my conscience that God is patient The Sabbaths and Ordinances and seasons of grace and offers of pardon and life which both good and bad enjoy speak plainly and distinctly The Lord is patient O that mine eyes could see it mine ears hear it my mouth taste it my mind discern it and my soul rellâ—sh it in all these O thou beautiful beam darted from the Sun of Righteousness that callest poor mortals to life when they are at the brink of death thou that art the wonder of glorious Angels and glorified Saints be thou unto me as a bundle of myrrhe and a cluster of camphire always unto me let me love thee much for my own sake because thou hast done so much for me but most for the Lords sake because he is all in all unto me Well O my soul how wilt thou requite the kindness thou hast received from this Patience of thy God! When Ahashuerus an Heathen had read and considered how Mordecai had saved his life by discovering the two trayrours that sought to lay hands on the King he cried out What honour hath been done to Mordecai for this and could take no rest till he had given him some signal honour Thou hast read for thy whole life is a Book written within and without with it how the Patience of thy God hath saved thy life the life of thy soul when sin and Satan conspired together to take it away now wilt thou not say within thy self What honour hath been done to the patience of God for this and be unsatisfied till thou hast done it some honour for this good office it hath done thee What love doth that friend deserve who saves thy life What esteem doth that hand of pity merit that keeps thee out of the bottomless pit What thanks is that Messenger worthy of that brings thee a condemned sinner certain news of a reprieve and great hopes of a pardon Surely the respect thou owest to the patience of God which doth as much for thee as all this should be very great especially considering thy disrespects formerly to the God of Patience have been very grievous Lord I acknowledge I have formerly much abused thy patience uâ—ing it as an encouragement to prophaness and turning thy grace into wantoness but now through thy strength I will no longer despise the riches of thy forbearance but be led through thy goodness to repentance I know thou intendest it as a City of refuge to the penitent not as a sanctuary to the presumptuous O let me never make it a pillow for an hard heart but a plaister for a wounded spirit Let this servant of thine and friend of mine obtain his errand and accomplish the end for which thou hast sent him Thou sparest me here that thou might spare me hereafter thou waitest upon me that thou mightst be gracious unto me and art long-suffering because not willing that any should perish but that all might come to repentance O that therefore I might wait upon thee in all thy providences and ordinances for grace that so thy long-suffering may be unto me salvation Thou hast told me Though the sinner live an hundred years and God prolong his days yet it shall not go well with the wicked His preservation is but a reservation to the sorer and greater destruction Though thou sufferest long thou wilt not suffer always and when thou strikest impenitent ones the slowness of thy pace will be recompenced in the heaviness of thy hand The longer the child of vengeance is in the womb of the threatning the bigger it groweth and the more pain it will put the sinner to when it cometh to the birth of its execution O how dreadful will my doom be when thou comest to reckon with me for all thy patience if I do not at this day prevent it by repentance If thy patience do not now make me bend hereafter it will make me bleed It s a sweet friend but a bitter enemy No fury like that which is extracted out of abused patience T were far better to be sent from the Mothers breasts to everlasting burnings then to live many years at the charge of patience and then to die impenitent If I cause thee to suffer long now in vain thou wilt cause me to suffer long in the other world and the more dreadfully for thy long-suffering in this Since thou art gracious and merciful slow to anger and of great kindness O take me not away in thy long-suffering but give me to mind in this day of thy patience the things that concern mine everlasting peace that I may to eternity give thee honour and praise for thy wondrous and boundless patience Amen CHAP. VI. How a Christian may exercise himself to Godliness on a Week-day from Morning to Night FOurthly Thy duty is to exercise thy self to Godliness every Week-day I have spoken in the first part how a Christian may make Religion his business on a Lords-day I shall therefore in this place discover how he may do it on a Week-day Every day with a godly man is an holy Sabbath to the Lord Godliness is not his holy days or high days but every days work and his exercise every part of every day I have enclined my heart to keep thy statutes not by fits and starts but always unto the end Psa. 119. 112. The Flower called Heliotropium or Turn-sol turneth its face towards the Sun from morning to night so doth the true Christian towards the Sun of righteousness The Command of God is Be thou in the fear of the Lord all the day long Prov. 23. 17. And the carriage of holy men is answerable hereunto The twelve Tribes served God instantly day and night Act. 26. 7. As the Angels though they are imployed up and down in the world for the service of the Saints yet they always behold the face of their Father so the Children of God though they are occupied about civil and natural actions are called hither and thither as their occasions are yet they pass the whole time of their soâ—journing here in fear That Watch is naught that goeth onely at first winding up and standeth still all the day after that mans religion is little worth that like Epâ—raims goodness is as a morning cloud or dew which vanisheth away ere noon The Rivers run ever towards the Sea notwithstanding that hills and rocks and mountains interpose and force them to their winding Maeanders nay their compass about is not without profit for they water those grounds in their passage through which they seemed to wander The person that hath the living water of grace in him is always tending towards the Ocean of his happiness notwithstanding his seeming diversions by his worldly actions and particular vocation nay he is doing good
Morning prayer is the key of the day which openeth the treasury of divine bounty and locketh the soul up in safety A Prayerless person goeth all day unarmed and may expect many wounds from that hellish crew that lye always in ambush to destroy him The neglect of this pass gives Satan a great advantage to take the City When Saul had left off calling at Heavens gate the next time you hear of him is knocking at a Witches at the Divels door Prayer is one of the great ordinances that batters down the strong holds of the Devil hence he sets his wits at work to divert men from it It is the Souls armour and Satans terrour he that knoweth how to use this holy spell aright need not fear but he shall fright away the Devil himself The Lord Jesus when he marcht out against the powers of darkness and was to fight with them hand to hand armed himself before-hand with prayer Luk. 3. 21 22. not onely for his own protection but also for a pattern to us Every day we walk in the midst of enemies which are both mighty and crafty and will watch all advantages to undo us and should we go amongst them without prayer we are sure to become their prey It s too late to wish for weapons when we are engaged in a Battel Caesar cashierd that Souldier who had his armour to furbish and make ready when he was called to fight The moral of the Fable is good The Boar was seen whetting his Teeth when no enemy was near to offend him and being asked the reason why he stood sharpening his weapons when none was by to hurt him he answered It will be too late to whet them when I should use them therefore I whet them before danger that I may have them ready in danger Another duty that concernes thee in secret is to read some portion of the Word of God The Work-man must not go abroad without his Tools The Scripture is the Carpenters Rule by which he must square his building the Tradesmans Scales in which he must weigh his commodities The Travellers Staff which helpeth him in his journey There is no acting safely unless we act scripturally Bind it continually upon thy heart and tie it about thy neck When thou goest it shall lead thee when thou sleepest it shall keep thee when thou wakest it shall talk with thee For the commandement is a lamp and the law is light and reproofs of instruction are the way of life Prov. 6. 21 22 23. The Lawyer hath his Littleton or Cook which he consulteth The Physitian hath his Galen or Hippocrates with which he adviseth The Scholar haâ—h his Aristotle The Souldier his Caesar And the Christian his Bible that Book of Books to which all those Books are but as a course list to a fine cloth and scarce worthy to be wast paper for the Binder to put before this to shelter it This will teach the Lawyer to plead more effectually then Cicero when undertaking the cause of Quintâ—â— Ligarius one of Caesars enemies he did by the power of his Oratory make Caesar his Soveraign to tremble and often to change colour and when he described the Battel of Pharsalia caused him to let his books fall out of his hand as if he had been without spirits and life and forced him against his will to set Ligarius at liberty this will teach him so to plead as to prevail with and overcome God himself This will teach the Physitian to work greater cures then ever AEsculapius wrought to produce more strange and rare effects then the most powerful natural causes The Weapon-salve and most extraordinary cures that ever have been wrought are nothing to the healing a vitiated nature by the spirit and a wounded conscience by the blood of Christ which have been frequently done by the Word of God It hath opened the eyes of the blind abated the dropsie of pride softned the stone in the heart stopped a bloody issue of corruption healed the falling-sickness or back-sliding and raised the dead to life He sendeth his Word and healeth them Psa. 107. 20. The waters issuing out of the Sanctuary are healing waters Ezek. 47. 9. This will teach the Scholar to know more then the greatest Naturalists or then the Delphick Oracle could enable him to though it told him his duty even to know himself It is a Glass clean and clear wherein he may plainly see the spots and dirt and deformity of his heart and life It will teach him to know the only true God and Iesus Christ whom he hath seâ—t whom to know is life eternal This will teach the Souldier how to war a good warfare how to fight the Lords Battails against the Prince of Darkness and all his adherents and over all to be more then a Conquerour There is no Guide no Counsellor no Shield no Treasure among all the Books that ever were written comparable to the Scripture It is reported that a certain Iew should have poisoned Luther but was happily prevented by his Picture which was sent to Luther with this warning from a faithful friend That he should take heed of such a man when he saw him by which Picture he knew the Murtherer and escaped his hands the Word of God discovereth the face of those lusts in their proper colours which lie ready in our callingsâ— in all companies in our goings out and comings in to defile us and which Satan would employ to destroy us By them is thy servant forewarned saith David Psa. 19. 11. By reading and applying it we may know their visage and prevent their venome by the words of thy mouth I have kept my self from the paths of the destroyer Cyprian would let no day pass without reading of Tertullian nor Alexander without reading somewhat in Homer Shall the Christian let a morning pass without an inspection into the Word of Christ As God commanded Moses to come up into the Mount early in the morning with the two Tables in his hand So Reader he commandeth thee to give him a meeting every morning with the two Testaments in thy hand After the refreshment of nature about which I have given thee directions else-where and therefore shall omit it here it will be requisite that thou shouldst call thy family together and worship the blessed God with them Our Relations namely Children and Servants have mercies bestowed on them wants to be supplied dangers to be prevented natures to be sanctified souls to be saved as well as our selves and therefore must not be neglected Some tend and feed the souls in their families on the Lords day and starve them all the week after but herein they are guilty of dishonesty and unfaithfulness They rob God of the service which is due to him from all in their house joyntly They wrong the souls in their families by not allowing them the liberty at least by not calling and causing them to hear the voice and seek the face of God
will be the more faithful all day when it knoweth before-hand that it shall be called to an account at night and the more conscientious we are in the day the more chearful we shall be at night Seneca reports of Sextius the Roman Philosopher that every night before he took his rest he would examine his soul Quod hodie malum sanasti Cui vitio obstitisti In qua parte melior es What evil hast thou this day healed what vice hast thou resisted in what part art thou bettered and then he addeth how sweet is the sleep which ensueth upon such a review As the Shop-keeper hath his day-book wherein he writes down what he buyeth what he selleth which he looks over in the evening so must the Christian that would thrive in his general calling at night reflect upon his well-doing his ill-doings his gains his losses left his books cast him up as some find by experience because he will not take the pains to cast them up The Merchant findeth it a ready way to make his Factours and Cash-keepers faithful to reckon with them frequently When great persons neglect to account with their Stewards they tempt them to be dishonest Our consciences are corrupted as well as other faculties and will be false if not timely examined Seneca acquaints us with his own practice which may shame many Christians Vtor hac potestate quotidie apud me causam dico Cum sublatum e conspectu lumen est conticuit â—xor moris jam â—ei conscia totum diem mecum scâ—utor facta ac dicta mea remetior Nihil mihi ipse abscondo nihil transeo quare enim quicquam ex erroribus meis timeam cum possim dicere Vide ne istud amplius facias nunc tibi ignosco In illa disputatione pugnacius locutus es Illum liberius admonuisti quam debebas itaque non emendasti sed offendisti I use saith he this authority and daily plead my cause with my self When the candle is taken away and my Wife acquainted with my custom is silent I search into the whole day and review all that I have said or done I hide nothing from my own scrutiny I pass by nothing For why should I fear any thing by reason of my errors when I can say See that thou do it no more and for this time I will pardon thee c. Pythagoras taught his Scholars to talk thus with themselves 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 What evil have I committed what good have I omitted Reader let not them who knew not God rise up in judgement against thee Put every night some brief Qâ—eries to thy conscience upon these few heads How did I behave my self in Religious Duties in Natural Actions in my Particular Calling in Recreations if any were used in Company and in Solitude Compare the carriage of thy heart and life herein to the word and law of God bring all to the touchstone Hereby 1. Sin will be prevented The Child will be the more dutiful and diligent all day who expecteth to be examined by them that have power to punish or reward for every part of it at night The Christian will keep his heart as clean as the neat maid her house who is ever in fear of a severe mistress 2. Hereby if sin be committed it will speedily be repented of The wound will be healed before it be festered A disease is much more easily cured at the beginning then when it is habituated in the body Had David called his conscience to a serious account at the close of that day wherein he defiled Bathsheba he had prevented both much sin and much sorrow 3. Our hearts will hereby be the better prepared for evening duties The reflection upon the sins committed in the day past will make the streams of our sorrow to run the more freely Wounds when fresh bleed most Our Petitions also will be the more fervent for divine strength when we are newly affected with the sad consequence of our own weakness The more we feel our pain the more urgent are our cries for a Physitian A review of the mercies newly received will likewise enlarge our hearts the more in thankâ—fulness Divine favours like flowers affect us most when fresh and green Old courtesies as old cloaths are too often cast by and thought little worth 4. Hereby our souls will be always ready for our great accounts whenever God shall summon us to give it up The keeping a diary of Receipts and disbursements facilitates the Stewards annual reckoning with his Lord. They who make all even between God and their souls every day need not fear calling to account any day None will give up their accounts with such comfort at the great day as they that cast up their accounts with conscience every day Often reckoning will make long friends He that will not hear the warnings of conscience must look to feel the worm of conscience Sixthly Close the day with God in Praying and Reading his word both in thy Closet and Family Our bed is resembled to our graves sleep to death it s of worse consequence to go to bed before we have made our prayers then to our Graves before we have made our Wills God is the first and the last and ought to be the beginning and ending of every day Thou causest the out-goings of the morning and evening to rejoyce Some understand the inhabitants of East and West others the vicissitudes of day and night for which men rejoyce in God David was mindful of the Word at night I have remembred thy law O Lord in the night and also of prayer Evening and morning will I pray and cry aloud Psal. 119. 55. Psal. 55. 17. The sins of the day call for our mournful confession The mercies of the day call for our sincere thanksgiving The perills of the night call for fervent petitions so that none can want matter for a nights prayer Our wandrings and aberrations in the day may wellengage us to confession and contrition every night They who do not paddle in every gutter or thrust their hands into every ditch though they washed clean in the morning find them durty at night We cannot meddle with money but we foul our fingers nor about earthly affairs but we defile our soul. Infirmity bewrayeth it self in all the actions of fallen man We are steady in nothing but wantonness and wickedness The feet of men limp at best and are too slow to follow the Word of God close at the heels If we intend well in any action like arrows that are shot in mighty windsâ— we wander from the bow that sent it and miss the mark Now whilst the Ship leaketh the Pump must go Whilst we sin daily we must sorrow daily He is unworthy of the least favour from his Creditor who thinks much to acknowledge his debt Austin had Davids penitential Psalms written by his Bed-side which at night he used to weep and read to read and
strong This Sampson of death can fetch meat out of the eater and out of the strong sweetness Deaths harbinger sickness which prepareth its way before it will make me melt like Wax before the Sun though my strength were the strength of stones and my flesh as brass Fresh Flowers are cropt in their pride and greatest beauty The Autumn of death comes ordinarily before the winter of old age Besides I am liable every day to many sudden accidents and unexpected surprisals How many die in their Shops or Fields or in the Church or Streets as well as others in their beds All men do not go out of the world at the fore door of sickness many at the back-door of a violent death When my blood frisketh merrily in my veins and light sparkleth gloriously in mine eyes when my countenance is most fresh and lovely and my senses are most quick and lively even then aâ— my best estate I am altogether vanity I may draw a long line of life because nature may afford radical moysture enough for it when death lieth in ambush like a theif in the candle and wasteth all on a sudden Should I as the rich fool reckon falsly to a million when I cannot count truly to one and promise my self many days when my soul may be required of me this night how gross is my delusion Ah how sad how fatal is that error that can never be mended The time past is gone and never never to be called back All my prayers and tears all the revenues of the world cannot regain the last moment The time to come is Gods not mine own It is not in my hands therefore I have no reason to reckon upon it I am both foolish and dishonest if I dispose of anothers goods Reversions are uncertain and he may well be poor that hath no estate but what he hath in hope or rather presumption Lord thou reckonest my life not by ages no not by years but by days thou hast told me that my days are few my time is little though my work be great I acknowledge my proneness to put far from me my dying day whereby I gratifie my grand enemy in drawing nigh to the seat of iniquity O help thy servant to live every day as if it were his last day Grant that I may live well and much though my life be little and short because there is no day of my life in which I can promise my self security from the arrest of Death let me expect it every day and every hour of every day that when ever my Lord shall come I may be found well-doing I Wish that since the eye of my God is ever on me my eye may be ever on him and I may be so pious as to carry my self all the day long as in his presence What ever I do my God observeth whatever I speak my God heareth whatever I think he knoweth I may call every place I come into Mizpeh The Lord watcheth and observeth Ah how holy should he be who hath always to do with so pure and jealous a Majesty The Iews were to dig and cover the natural excrements of their bodies because the Lord their God walked in the midst of their camp Sin is the spiritual excrement of my soul and infinitely more odious and loathsom to my God O how watchful should I be against it who walk ever in his company The Sun is said by some to be all eye because it hath a thousand beams in every place it filleth the largest windows and peepeth in at the smallest key-hole it shineth on the Princes Pallace and the Poor mans Cottage the Heavens above the Earth beneath and Air between it looks on every person with so direct a countenance as if it beheld none beside The natural Sun is darkness to the Sun of righteousness the whole world to him is a sea of glass he seeth it thorough and thorough The Watch-maker knoweth all the wheels and pins and motions in the Watch He that made me cannot be ignorant of me nor of any thing in me or done by me Whether I be in my Shop or Closet Abroad or at Home in Company or Alone the Hand of my God is with me and the Eye of my God upon me O that I could set him ever before me and set my self ever before him that I could always see him who always seeth me and like a Sun-dyal so receive this Sun in the morning as to go along with him all the day Lord thou searchest and knowest me thou knowest my down-sitting and uprising thou understandest my thoughs afar off Thou compassest my paths and lying down and art acquainted with all my ways For there is not a word in my tongue but O Lord thou knowest it altogether Whither shall I go from thy Spirit and whither shall I flee from thy presence If I ascend up to Heaven thoâ— art there If I make my bed in Hell behold thou art there If I take the wings of the morning and dwell in the utmost parts of the Sea even there shall thy hand lead me and thy right hand shall hold me If I say surely the darkness shall cover me even the night shall be light about me Yea the darkness hideth not from thee but the night shineth as the day The darkness and the light are both alike to thee O teach me to walk before thee and to be upright I Wish that the end of all my days may be the beginning of every day that my first thoughts in the morning may be of him by whom alone I think The Firstling under the Law was to be the Lords and why not the first fruits of every day under the Gospel Surely the worthiness of the person deserves precedency of dispatch It is no mean incivility to let an honourable man wait our leasure what impiety is it then to let the great God stay till the dreggy flesh or world be served Ah how unworthy as well as wicked is it to put that God off who deserves all I am and have with the leavings of his slaves Besides the soul usually walks up and down all day in the same habit in which it is dressed in the morning The day is usually spent well or ill according to the morning employment If Satan get possession in the morning t will be many to one but he keeps his hold all day What youth is to age that is the morning to the day if youth be not tainted with vice age is imployed in vertue He that loves chastity will not marry her that spent her youth in whordom A man may give a shrewd guess in the morning when second causes are in working what weather will be most part of the day If I set out early in my heavenly journey I am the more likely to persevere in it all the day As some sweet Oyls poured into a Vessel first will cause whatsoever is put into it afterwards to taste and
creatures that nature produceth are some way serviceable to their fellow creatures O that I might never by filling up my life with laziness be a Wen in the face of nature serving no way to profit onely to disfigure it Yet I desire that my diligence in my particular may be regulated by my duty towards my General calling Oyl moderately poured in feeds the Lamp excessively drowns it Alexanders Souldier run so lightly upon the sand that he made no impression with his feet My duty is to give earthly things my hands but my heart onely to the things of heaven Lord It s as well thy pleasure that I should work here as thy promise that I shall rest hereafter Let tâ—y grace be so operative in me that I may never give Satan advantage against me by being negligent or over-diligent in my particular calling Suffer not the interposition of the earth ever to cause an eclipse of holiness in my soul But let thy word so limit me and thy spirit guide me that as one diligent in his business I may come at last to stand before the King of Kings to my eternal comfort I Wish that I may no part of the day be so overcharged with the cares of this life by my particular calling as to expose my self to wickedness by neglecting my spiritual watch If my heart be full of earthly vapours they will fume up into my head and make me drowsie A drunken man is no sooner set in his chair but he is fast asleep Sober and Vigilant are sisters in Scripture 1 Thes. 5. Let us watch and be sober 1 Pet. 5. 8. Be sober and vigilant The immoderate love of the world will incline me as effectually to spiritual slumbers as immoderate drinking of Wine to bodily If Satan can get me to take this Opium he doubts not but to lock me fast to my bed and to have me at what advantage be pleaseth O how easie is it to destroy a sleeping body to defile a sleepy soul Noah Lot David Solomon walked in their sleep and dreams in strange and sensual paths When the eye of the souls watchfulness is â—hut the soul is open to all dangers and assaults Whilst the Husbandmen sleep the enemy soweth Tares Sisera's head was nailed to the earth whilst he lâ—y snoring on the ground Epaminondas was not more severe then exemplary when he ran the Souldier through with his sword whom he found sleeping upon the Guard as if he intended to bring the two Brothers Sleep and Death to a meeting The Hare therefore say someâ— being liable to many enemies sleepeth with her eyes open to see danger before it surprise her I walk continually in the midst of powerful and politick adversaries The Canaanite is yet in the Land though not Master of the Field yet skulking in Holes and Ambushments watching an opportunity to set upon and destroy me There is not onely an Army of Temptations besieging me without but also many Traytours conspiring within to open the gate of my heart to them that they may enter and undo me My own heart is like Jacob a Supplanter and conspireth to rob me both of the birth-right and the blessing Let me go where I will I tread upon Lime-twigs which the Arch-fowler layeth to intangle and insnare me Saul sent messengers to Davids house to watch him and to slay him Satan sendeth messengers after me in all places where I â—ome to watch me and to sâ—ay me The whole world is as the valâ— of Siddimâ— full of slime-pits and without watchfulness the anointed of the Lord are taken in those pits Gen. 14. 10. Lam. 4. 10. Sin is a slie theif that steals upon the soul to rob it when t is asleep O what need have I of the greatest watchfulness and circumspection imaginable As the eye-lids guard the tender eyes from harm so doth watchfulness preserve the soul from wickedness O my soul canst thou not watch with thy Redeemer one hour when he ever liveth to make intercession for thee T is but the short night of this life that thou art commanded to stand â—entinel ere long thou shalt be called off the guard and freed from that trouble Lord thou art ever watchful over me for good thou never slumberest nor sleepest but thy seven eyes are ever upon me Thou mayst say to me as to thy Vineyard I the Lord do keep it I water it every moment lest any hurt it I keep it night and day O since thou watchest to preserve me let me watch to serve thee Set a watch O Lord before my lips Be thou the Governour of my heart Lighten mine eyes lest I sleep the sleep of death Let mine enemies never find me nodding lest they leave me dying Thou hast told me Behold I come as a Theif Blesâ—ed is he that watcheth and keepeth his garments lest he walk naked and they see his shame Give me so to wake and watch now that death may bring me a Writ of ease and call me to my endless rest I Wish that I may all the day long be even covetous of my time as knowing it is allowed me not for the service of the flesh but for the service of my God and to dress my soul for Heaven If I be lavish of my time I am the greatest Prodigal in the World If he be a spendthrift that throweth away an hundred pound every day he is a far greater that wasteth half an hour in one day Time is more worth then the revenues of the whole world He that can command millions of treasure cannot command one moment of time The Father of eternity hath the sole disposition of time The value of this commodity is not known to this beggarly world in a day of life Now men study sports and pleasures and company and plays to waste time It lieth as a drug upon their hands and they think themselves beholden to any that will help them to put it off But when the King of terrors with his gastly countenance approacheth them and summons them to a speedy appearance bâ—fore the King of nations to receive their eternal dooms O then their judgements will be quite altered and time will be precious indeed Then they who play away their time and give all to the world or flesh will tell me that time was good for something else then to eat and drink and sleep and trade that it was good to feed an immortal soul in and provide for an eternal estate Then the Rich and Covetous as well as they loved their wealth though it be now dearer to them then their God and Christ and Souls and Heaven will part with all they have for a little time Then the Swaggerers and Gallants of the world who spend twenty hourâ— in Taverns to one hour in the Temple and if it were not for Play-houses and Ale-houses and Whore-houses and Hawks and Hounds and Cards and Dice could not tell what to do with their time who mark all the
days in the Kalender of their lives for Festivals and make them all Play-days as if there were never a working day among them that are as busie and tedious in dressing their worm-eaten bodies as Children in dressing Babies and are more troubled at the smallest disorder in their hairs then the greatest disorder in Church and State would give up all and much more if they had it for a little time Then the Nobles and Kings and Emperours of the world will disesteem their honours and height and trample upon their Robes and Scepters and â—rowns for a little time Then they who dally with their days of grace and delay the preparation of their souls for death and judgement as if time were at their command and they could force it to attend their leasure that live as if Death were their servant and must wait on them till they thought fit to come to their graves will find that time was time indeed O my soul of what worth will time be at that day and wilt thou waâ—te it at this day Alas how little is that time which thou hast to improve for thine unchangeable estate My life is but a shadow that is gone when the Sun hides his head A Bubble that vanisheth when a small breath of wind appeareth A day that is soon overtaken by a night a span nothing Thou hast made my days as an hand-breadth mine age is nothing unto thee Wert thou able to secure a long life though thou hâ—sâ— work enough of infinite weight to imploy it all yet thou mightest have more colour of reason for being lavish but when thy time is little and thy business of such consequence what unspeakable madness is it to be wasteful of it He that hath thousands of acres of Land will spare some for a Park some for a bowling-green some for a court-yard some for pleasure and pastimes but he that hath but a little land upon which himself and his family must live and by which they must be maintained can spare none at all for vain pleasures but must improve all to real profit Man that is born of a woman is but of few days He comes up as a Flower fleeth as a shadow and continueth not and wilt thou O my soul revel and riot away this poor pittance in which thou shouldst work out thy salvation O that I could value this jewel in some measure answerable to its worth and do the work of the day in the day allotted me for work Time rightly husbanded is acceptable time a day well imployed is a day of salvation Lord though my journey be great my time is little Nay how much of that little time have I lost A considerable part of it hath been taken up with my Infancy and Child-hood wherein I did little above a Beast My youth hath been squandred away in trifles and vanity and too much of it in lust and iniquity Much of what remains if thou shouldst add a few more days to my life must be spent in eating and drinking and sleeping and necessary natural actions and shall I not redeem it to my power for the service of my Saviour O affect my soul throughly how Eternity rides upon the back of time that I may prize time highly redeem it carefully and improve it so faithfully that eternity may be my friend and when time shall have an end I may enjoy that joy which hath no end I Wish that I may every day so cast up my accounts that I maybe always ready for the great Audit-day Wise Stewards do not write down great sums in gross which they have disbursed for their Lords at several times but set down the particulars whereby they are prepared for a general reckonning and enabled to justifie their accounts My trust is more weighty then of any Princes Steward on earth my Master will be more exact then the severest humane Lord and am I not then concerned so to number my days as to reckon every day what I receiâ—e from my Lord what I disburse for my Lord and at the foot of every day to write the total sum How foolish is he that rejects his books till his bookâ— reject him 〈◊〉 is it not better for me to look over the book of my conscience and observe what blots and errors are there whilst I have licence and liberty to correct them then to neglect them till those eyes which are purer then to behold iniquity come to look it over and leave be denyed of ever amending what he finds amiss O my soul this evening now I am writing this page I must send to thee Amaziah's challenge of Joash Come let us see one another in the face Why should we that are so near together be such strangers to each other I must ask thee as Elisha did Gehezi Whence comest thou Where hast thou been What hast thou done this day for God and thy self Hast thou lived or onely been in the world this day Doth thy soul work thine eternity work go forward or backward Hast thou lived as if thou wâ—rt going to die and walked in the fear of the Lord all the day long Hath the awe and dread of the divine Majesty all along possessed thee Dost thou consider that thou hast one day less to live and one day more to account for Suppose God should come to thee this night as he did to Belshazer with a Mene Mene It is numbred It is numbred Thy days are told God hath counted them up and finished them thou shalt not live to see a morrow Thy days are extinct the grave is ready for thee Art thou ready for thy grave If God should say to thee as that Lord to his Servant Give an account of thy Stewardship for thou shalt be no longer Steward Are thy accounts and Gods even Dost thou reckon as he doth What do all the actions of this day stand for in thine account Figures or Ciphers somthing or nothing What were thy first thoughts in the morning Was he who came first to thee with his morning mercies first served by thee How didst thou pray in thy Closet and Family What sorrow accompanied thy confessions Was thy heart broken that thou hast broken his holy laws What faith and fervency did accompany thy requests Was the heat of thy affections answerable to the weight of thy petitions Didst thou present thy petition to the Master of Requests the Lord Iesus Christ by him to be delivered to the Father What spiritual joy and delight didst thou find in Thankesgiving Didst thou wonder at that infinite cost which the glorious God is at with such an unworthy wretch How didst thou râ—ad the word this day Did it come with power and authority to thy conscience was it mingled with faith Didst thou hide it in thy heart Hadst thou any resolution to make it thy rule and Counseller and Comforter and to order thy conversation according to it How didst thou eat and drink this day Didst thou feed
with fear Didst thou receive thy meat as in Gods presence and hadst thou an eye therein at his praise How didst thou behave thy self in thy Particular calling Did it no way incroach upon thy general Was thy conversation in heaven whilst thy dealings were about earth Wast thou diligent in the exercise of it righteous in thy dealings in it depending on God for a blessing on it What was thy carriage in company was thy life holy spotless exemplary profitable to others Mightest thou not in such a place have done thy God more service and thy Brothers soul more good May I not say to thee as God to Jonah Didst thou well to be angry at such a time upon no cause what were thy thoughts in solitude how wast thou imployed Had God any true share in thy thoughts hast thou watched thy self this day and kept thy heart with all diligence Hath none of thy precious time been lavisht away on unnecessary things Answer me faithfully to all these particulars that I may be able to return an answer to him that sent me O that I could but imploy one half hour every day with seriousness and uprightness in such soliloquies Lord thou didst create the world in six days and thou wast pleased to loâ—k back on every days work and behold it was very good and then ensued thy Sabbath Cause thy â—ervant to be a follower of thee as a dear child in minding every day the work thou hast given me to do that I may every night review it with comfort finding it good in thy Christ at the end of all my days looking back upon all my works I may see them very good through the acceptation of thy grace and with joy enter into my eternal Sabbath I Wish that I may end every day with him who is the beginning and first born from the dead That I may every night go to bed as if I were going to my grave knowing that sleep is the shadow of death and when the shadow is so near the substance cannot be far off Though lovers cannot meet all day yet they will make hard shift but they will find an opportunity to meet at night Should my devotion set with the natural Sun I may fear a dreadful night of darkness to follow That bed may well be as uneasie as one stuft with thorns that is not made by prayer If the soul lye down under an heavy load of sin the body can have no true rest Jacob could sleep sweetly upon an hard stone having made his peace with God when Ahashuerus could not though on a bed of down I cannot sleep unless God wake for me and I cannot rationally expect his watchfulness over me unless I request it My corruptions in the day call for contrition in the night How many omissions commissions personal relative sins heart life wickedness am I daily guilty of and â—hould I lye down under their weight for ought I know they may sink me before morning into endless wo. Whilst blood is in my veins sin will be in my soul. The weed of sin may be cut broken pulled up yet it will spring again I shall as soon cease to live as cease to sin Though I should be free all the day long from presumptuous enormities and onely defiled with ordinary humane infirmities yet these if not bewailed are damning The smallest letters are most hurtful to the eyes and far worse then a large Character Those sins which are comparatively little if not lamented are far more dangerous then Davids Murther and Adultery which were repented of When the soul like Thamar hath notwithstanding its utmost endeavours to preserve its chastity been ravished and by force defiled it must with her lift up the voice and weep If the Sun may not go down upon my wrath against man much-less may I presume to lye down under the wrath of God Besides how can sin be mortified if it be not confessed and bewailed Arraignment and Conviction must go before Execution The favours of the day past are not to be forgotten but to be acknowledged with thankefulness I receive every day more considerable mercies then there are moments in the day and when I borrow such large sums the principal of which I am unable ever to satisfie shall I be so unworthy as to deny the payment of this small interest which is all my Creditour requireth Whatsoever gain I have got in my calling whatsoever strength I have received by my food whatsoever comfort I have had in my Relations or Friends whatsoever peace liberty protection I have enjoyed all the day long I must say of all 〈◊〉 Jacob of his Venison The Lord hath brought it to me Surely the hearer of my morning prayers may well be the object of my evening prayses Aâ— how unreasonable is it that I like a whirl-pool should suck in every good thing that comes near me and not so much as acknowledge it Should any one be the thousandth part so much indebted to me as I am to God how ill should I take it if he should not confess it If a Beggar at my door receive a small almes from God by my hands I look for his thanks How often have I complained of the baseness and unworthiness of some that are engaged to me O what tongue can express what heart can conceive how much I am indebted to my God every moment though I am less then the least of all his mercies and doth not all his goodness merit sincere thankefulness Lord I confess there is not a day of my life wherein I do not break thy Laws in thought word and deed Sin is too much the element in which I live and the trade that I drive I find continually a law in my members warring against the Law of my mind and captivating me to the Law of sin and death Ah wretched man that I am who shall deliver me from this body of death Since I am no day innocent make me every night penitent As my sins abound let my sorrow abound and thy grace much more abound Though I can never requite thy favours help me to admire and bless the fountain of them Suffer me never to go to bed till I have first asked thee my heavenly Father blessing Let the eyes of my soul be always open to thee in prayer and prayse before the eyes of my body be shut And O be thou always pleased so to accept my confessions petitions thanksgivings my person and performances in thy dear son that I may lay me down in peace and sleep because thou Lord makest me to dwell in safety Finally I Wish that every day of my life may be spent as if it were the day of my death and all my time employed in adorning my soul in trimming my lamp and in a serious preparation for eternity Whilst I am living I am dying every moment my sand is running and my Sun is declining I am as Stubble before the Wind and as
his Sons Iob 1. 5 6. It may be my Sons have sinned and cursed God in their hearts i. e. when they had been feasting at their elder Brothers house God gives Israel a special caution against this Deut. 8. 12 14. Men in an house of mourning are put in mind both of Gods Soveraignty who draweth away their breath and they perish Psa. 104. 29. and their own frailty how soon they are gathered and withered even in their prime and pride Psa. 39. 5. I am blind if I do not see mine own end in the end of another and distracted if I do not provide for my last enemy which I must necessarily encounter Thus it s a mercy to our selves to be merciful unto others and whilst we visit the sick we visit our own souls Who would not do his Neighbour good when he may be confident it will tend to his own gain I have but hopes by my visit of advantaging a sinner but I may be sure if I be faithful therein of profiting my self SECT III. THirdly It may be the last opportunity thou mayst ever have of advantaging thy sick neighbours soul. His sick-bed may be his death-bed and then t will be too late to counsel or advise him There is no Purgatory in the other world Diseases both bodily and spiritual must be purged away before death or never He that is filthy at death must be filthy still even to all eternity All the tears in hell will not wash out the least spot in the soul All the fire of hell will not purge out the least dross Therefore Christ took the opportunity of dropping good counsel into the heart of the Theif on the Cross knowing that if he had omitted it a very few hours longer the soul of the poor Theif had been lost for ever Hadst thou a friend going to Sea and never to return again waiting at a Port for a Wind and then to be gone and hadst busineâ—s with him of as great concernment to him as his life thou couldst tell him of a quicksand which he must beware of or he will be cast away wouldst thou not be quick and speedy to acquaint him with it lest he should be under Sail before thou didst see him would it not cut thee to the heart if he should miscarry through thy negligence The Application is easie The soul of every Neighbour is or ought to be dearer to thee then the body of thy nearest friend or relation When thy wicked Neighbour is sick his soul is launching for ought thou knowest into the Ocean of eternity whence he shall never â—ever return more He waits onely for a wind a word from God and he is gone The sick bed is the passage or path-way to the grave Thou hast work to do with him that is more worth to him then his life that iâ— of as great value as his immortal soul and eternal salvation Now thou mayst acquaint him while he is on the shore with his danger and the way of his delivery but if once he launch into the Main thou mayst call loud and long enough after him in vain O will it not pierce thee to the quick if his soul should be swallowed up in the boundless and bottomless Sea of divine wrath through thy laziness or unfaithfulness When the day drew near for the destruction of the Jews the heart of Haman swelled with hopes and Hester had then an opportunity to step in and preserve the lives of her Countrymen Mordecai tells her Who knoweth whether thou art come to the Kingdom for such a time as this She made use of the season and saved their lives with the hazard of her own Had she delayed a little longer it had been too late they had all been sacrificed upon the Altar of Hamans ambition When the hour of a wicked mans death approacheth the heart of the roaring Lyon is big with expectation of his prey and a Christian friend hath then possibly an opportunity to save the poor creatures soul Now or never there is no knowledge nor wisdom in the grave whether the sick person is going If he make use of the price God puts now into his hands by serious prudent faithful and affectionate counsel he may help the â—inner to heaven Who knoweth whether he be come by the Providence of God into the sick mans Chamber for such a thing as this I have but one thing more to commend to thee and then I shall speak to the work it self Before thou goest to thy sick Neighbour go to God by prayer intreat him to direct thee what to speak and to succeed what shall be spoken It is his own Ordinance and therefore thou mayst the more comfortably beg and expect his assistance Nehemiah would speak to God before he spake to the King for the afflicted Jews Hester prefers her Petition first to her Maker that her prayer might prosper and then her Petition to her Husband for the lives of her Countrymen God is the Principal Agent and if he be left out all thy labour will be lost Wherein the exercising thy self to Godliness in visiting the sick consisteth 1. In endeavouring to benefit the soul of thy Neighbour 2. In getting some spiritual profit to thy self First In endeavouring the spiritual good of thy Neighbour We are enjoyned in the eighth Command to mind and further our Neighbours temporal wealth but much more his spiritual welfare T was true which Bucers Physitian told him when he expressed his eagerness to die Non sibi sed multorum utilitati se esse natum That he was not born for himself but for the good of many others Every Saint is to be as it were a common stock for the profit of many He is born and new born not onely for himself but for others benefit The Lynx is a spotted unclean beast that knowing how his urine will congeal into a precious stone and be profitable to men maketh an hole in the ground when he pisseth to hide it from them Iob who knew the advantage that might acrue to others thereby would not conceal either the word or works of God from them Iob 6. 10. and 27. 11. To this end 1. Labour to be acquainted with the state of the sick persons soul. It s dangerous to give either Purges or Cordials ignorantly or at peradventure The souls of men are of unconceivable value and therefore not to be tampered or trifled with It s a good step to the cure to understand fully the disease and the constitution of the Patient therefore Physitians feel the pulse view the urine enquire of the sick person or his friends concerning his former course of life diet present digestion of his food place of his trouble or pain c. that they may proceed upon good grounds and give sutable and effectual advice So shouldst thou Reader in visiting the sick inform thy self either by conference with some serious Christians of their acquaintance before-hand or by some searching
teeth that it eateth out the heart of the strongest timber Flattery is to sin what Oyl to Fire it makes it flame the more O t is dangerous to speak peace where God speaks war shouldst thou do so the blood of such a soul would be required at thy hands Ezek. 33.8 Jer. 23. Faithful dealing will bring thee in most comfort at present and most credit hereafter as also be most advantagious to the sick person When the great day comes the man that hated flattery and scorned for a little profit or favour to disown his duty or prove false to the soul of his Neighbour will hold up his head with courage but the cowardly and fearful wil hang down their heads with shame Rev. 21. 8. 4. Pray with him and for him Sick persons are often full of pain and grief and are more then usually assaulted by Satan whereby they are the less able to pray for themselves and have the more need of the prayers of others It s observable that though the Holy Ghost commandeth men in other afflictions to pray themselves Is any afflicted let him Pray yet when he mentioneth sickness he saith not Is any sick let him Pray But Is any sick let him send for the Elders of the Church and let them pray over him Jam. 5. 13 14. i. e. A sick man is not so fit to pray himself he wanteth others to pray for him and with him The soul sympathizeth in the sufferings of the body and the inner man is seldom at rest if the outward man be distempered and disquieted The mind is unfitted for duties by the diseases of the flesh Paul calls his bodily weaknesses a temptation Gal. 4. 13 14. Afflictions on the flesh are temptations to the spirit and sickness is a piercing Arrow in Satans Quiver of temptations If the person be carnal what Motives hast thou from his misery to quicken thee to the duty The poor creature is going to Hell and knoweth it not His destruction is near and he is not aware How should the thoughts of that extremity and eternity of torments which he is every moment liable to stir thee up to be earnest and instant with God on his behalf It may be thou wouldst sit up a whole night to watch with him for the comfort of his body Dost thou not know that the soul is infinitely more worth O watch and pray that he enter not into eternal condemnation Thou art not ignorant that God hath made promises of grace as well as promises to grace and canst not tell but that grace waiteth in heaven for the â—ick person onely thy prayer must be the messenger to fetch it thence God hath shewn mercy at the last he can do it to this man therefore thou mayst have the more hopes Besides it may be his sickness shall not be unto death but onely to heal his diseased soul and so to give him a new life both natural and spiritual The Question before thee is whether that poor sick creatures soul shall be Christs or the Devils for ever and wilt thou not plead hard with God that it may be thrown in to Christ whose title is unquestionable and that the Grand and Arch-enemy of Christ and Men may be frustrated and disappointed in his expectation Zeal to the advancement of thy Redeemers interest and love to the soul of thy Neighbour should actuate and animate thy requests and put life and fervency into thy Petitions If the sick man be godly thou hast the more encouragement to pray God hath promised as much to him as thou canst rationally desire for him He hath hopes to speed that goeth to an honest able man and sheweth him his Bond for what he demands God is infinite both in righteousness and power so that there is no fear of a repulse if you can shew his hand for your request He delights to hear his promises pleaded in prayer and to see his Children so full of affection as to be fervent in their petitions for each other Thou mayst send the same message by prayer to Jesus that the Sister of Lazarus did Lord behold he whom thou lovest is sick and mayst be confident of the like gracious answer This sickness is not unto death eternal but for the glory of God that the Son of God might be glorified thereby Next to thy endeavours for the good of thy sick Neighbours spiritual estate it will be fit to advise him about his temporal estate that he may dispose of his worldly affairs and his wealth if God have given him any with wisdom and settle things so firmly that his Relations may not be wrangling for his goods when his body is at rest in his grave Secondly The exercising our selves to Godliness in visiting the sick consisteth in getting good to our own souls by it Though it be forbidden us to enquire of the dead and ask their counsel yet it s commanded us to enquire of the dying and to learn of them Sick men may teach them that are in health many excellent lessons Some say that ground covered with Ashes is made thereby the more fruitful The Dust of the dead falling upon a right soil an honest heart will make it the more abundant in holiness A Christian findeth walking in Hospitals or Church-yards among the sick or dying much conducing to the health and life of his soul. He that was cast dead into his Grave by touching the bones of dead Elisha he was ravished to life That which Elias said to Elisha when he begged a double portion of his spirit If thou seest me when I am taken from thee it shall be so unto thee may fitly be alluded to in this place The sight of others sickness and death and their departures from us is a great means to increase the spirit in us and to double our care and diligence in preparing for such an hour 1. In laying to heart thine own frailty He is but a cold clod of clay and dead already who doth not see his own death in the death of others Sickness is but one remove from death the sick bed is the way to the coffin therefore when thou visitest the sick or dying reflect upon thy self and consider This will be my case or a worse a violent stroak The same enemy that encountred my Neighbour is upon his march towards me and will certainly overtake me The feet of them that carry my friend to his grave are ready to carry me also what need have I to be always in a dying frame and ready for death The very next arrow that death shoots may be levelled at me and shall not I stand always upon my guard in expectation of it and armed for it O how deep will the head of that Arrow pierce me if it find me naked 2. In considering Gods mercy to thee and blessing him for the health thou enjoyest The pain of others will tell thee that ease is a mercy the racking sickness and restless nights
of others do speak aloud in thine ears that health and rest are mercies O how shouldst thou adore that God who distinguisheth thee thus graciously from others Mayst thou not think with thy self Here is a person full of pain the day is full of darkness to him and wearisome nights are appointed to him Lo his Wife and Children and Friends are weeping about him but cannot relieve or redress him all the comforts of this life are unâ—avoury to him His aches and grief and diseases hinder him much in spiritual performances and in the prosecution of a better life how much aâ— I bound to the Lord that it is not so with me I can relliâ—h outward mercies and am refreshed with bodily comforts I have no such distemper or pain to take me off from prayer or Scripture but I may be as frequent and as urgent as I will about my soul and eternal concernments Bless the Lord O my soul and all within me praise his holy name Surely health is the Prince the first-born of outward blessings Though foolish men deprive themselves frequently of it for the satisfaction of a sensual wanton appetite yet it s more worth then a thousand of those brutish transitory delights A Stomach is of more value then meat and a good digestion then raiment Men think not much to part with much of their wealth in their sickness for a little health O it deserves thy prayers to God for it with submission to his will when thou wantest it and thy praysing of God for it with enlarged affections when thou hast it 3. In observing the necessity of a timely repentance and its difficulty on a dying bed How unfit is a man to begin to live when he is wracked with pain and going to die The dolour and trouble of his body are great impediments to the good of his soul. When the outward man is in great distress and the inner man sympathizing with it the best words are often wasted and thrown away and the mind is unfit either to receive counsel or comfort Further How irrational is it to give Satan our prime our health or strength and God our weak and consumptionate and dying parts to present our enemy with our quick and nimble and active faculties and members and to put off our best friend with a body full of sores and a soul full of sin Besides the longer men continue in sin the more difficult their conversion will be He that hath wandred or travelled out of the right way all day will hardly be perswaded to go back all the way and set out again at night Where Satan hath dwelt long he will hardly be removed A Ship the longer it leaketh the harder it is to be emptied The fâ—rther a nail is driven in the more trouble to get it out The longer my soul continueth in disobedience the harder it will be to bring it to repentance The more sin is riveted and habituated in me the more pains and toyl and grief it will cost to get it subdued and slain 4. In learning more the excellency of grace and an interest in Christ and God which will do a man good in a day of â—ickness and an hour of death He is a friend indeed that is a friend in a day of adversity The sinners folly in neglecting durable riches teacheth the Christian wherein true wisdom consisteth and the worth of it That it consisteth not in heaping up such treasures or getting such friends as will be useless and unprofitable in a time of need but in laying up a treasure in Heaven and ensuring eternal comforts Cold â—harp weather sheweth the value of an healthy constitution A storm will speak the worth of a sure Anchor and a skilful Pilot. The excellency of grace and holiness and Christ and God are not fully known till we come into the other world where all sublunary comforts are wanting But the more any condition in this world resembleth that and the nearer we approach that the more visible is the value of divine and lasting blessings A Cordial is not esteemed till we come to fainting fits A soul that in time of health and wealth and outward prosperity made the fear and ways of God and the estate of the godly the object of his scorn and contempt when he comes to be awakened by the alarum of death and to look into the other world will make them the object of his choice and give a world if he had it for them A Good Wish about the visitation of the sick wherein the former heads are applied THe righteous Lord and God of all grace who for sin afflicteth man with sickness yet in the midst of judgement remembreth mercy intending his instruction not his destruction by it having designed such afflictions as rods to whip men to himself to make them out of love with sin the spring of all their sufferings and sorrows and to wean them from the earth who otherwise would make it their Heaven and hath also appointed men to be the means through which these mercies shall be conveyed and sicknesses sanctified to them I Wish in general that I may never omit to visit those Neighbours with pity whom God hath visited in fury muchless insult as the Edomites over the afflicted Israelites and persecute them whom God hath smitten drawing blood from those wounds which are already blew with the blows of the Almighty but may be faithful to the precept and purpose of my God in this particular and adopt my second table duties into the Family of the first table by visiting the sick not out of common civility but out of charity and in obedience to the God of my health It is my priviledge that my Almes may become Sacrifice my Courtesies worship and in paying that debt of love which I owe to my Neighbour I may pay that duty which I owe to my Maker O that in all my common transactions I might move upon principles of reason and especially in works that have a tendency Godward act upon grounds of Religion Lord thou hast an eye to my good in all thy providences and dealings why should not I have an eye to thy glory in all my practices and actings Cause thy fear so to possess my heart that I may visit the sick out of conscience and let thy grace so assist and accompany my endeavours that thou mayst visit them to their eternal comfort I Wish that the Command of my God may be a sufficient Motive and warrant to make me set about the practice of this work It is my duty to visit them that are sick as I am the Lords Servant I disown his authority I deny his Image if I do not sympathize with others in misery Nature it self commandeth me to be affected with the conditions of such as are afflicted All creatures will commiserate those of their rank and order that are in misery Bees will rather stay and starve with those of their kind that
are unable to flie to their Hives by reason of the weakness of their wings then stir from them or forsake them The Swine are so sensible of their fellows sufferings that if one of the Company be lugd all the rest will after their manner condole it If a Beast be slain and its blood spilt others of that sort will â—hew their love and pity by scraping earth on the blood burying their fellow and solemnizing his funeral with a kind of lamentation Grace doth much more enjoyn me to be sick in others sickness poor in others poverty and to remember them that are in bonds as bound with them and them that suffer adversity as being my self also in the body David speaking of his enemies that sought his destruction saith But as for me when they were sick my cloathing was sack-cloth I humbled my soul with fasting and my prayer returned into mine own bosome I behaved my self as though he had been my friend or brother I bowed down heavily as one that mourneth for his Mother Psa. 35. 11 to 15. My God hath said To him that is afflicted pity should be shewn Sickness is one of the greatest outward afflictions it renders all the comforts of this life uncomfortable The largest Houses Revenues Honours the most loving Acquaintants Friends Relations are all unsavoury to them that are under great sickness To visit the prosperous and healthy is courtesie but to visit the distressed and sick is charity The sweetest showres should fall on the lower grounds Lord thou art the Father of mercies and art afflicted in all the afflictions of thy Children thy soul is greived for the miseries of Israel How sutable is it for them who expect mercy another day to shew mercy at this day Make me a follower of thee as a dear child to put on bowels of compassion and to be merciful in heart tongue and hand as thou my Father in Heaven art merciful I Wish that as a wise Merchant I may make the use of this price which is put into my hand for the furtherance of my own and my neighbours peace Sickness is a special opportunity wherein I may advantage others souls The most poisonous Viper is at such a season benummed with cold and so may be handled without much danger The strength of the body of sin is much abated at least in regard of act and exercise by the weakness of the natural body They who counted holiness a fancy and holy ones Phanaticks in their health and power will beg hard for purity and desire the Saints prayers in their sickness The waters of those passions which in a Summer of prosperity did overflow their bounds and threatned to over-whelm and over-throw all that was near are frozen up in a Winter of adversity and kept within their banks There are many nicks in time as we see in a Clock which if they hit the work goeth on well The hardened hearts of sinners are often melted when their persons are confined to their warm Chambers As Tinder when dry easily takes fire by the least spark that falls on it so when the souls of ungodly men are made soft by sickness and their thoughts of the evil of sin in the pain it brings on their bodies makes their affections combustible it will be much the easier to kindle the fire of repentance in them Affliction boareth or openeth the ear and then its seasonable to drop some wholsom counsel into it Though a load on the ground be hard to be stirred yet a load on the wheels is easie to be drawn The illness and aches and distempers of sinners bodies do as it were set the work of conversion and minding the good of their souls upon the wheel and therefore such opportunities ought to be diligently improved Sickness is a good time when charity is in season T is a grace to have an opportunity for the service of my God but a greater to improve it The Eastern people do Plow and sow their grounds when the former Rain hath softned it and why should not I endeavour to Plow up the fallow ground of my Neighbours heart and to sow in it the seeds of savoury instructions when it is made tender by sickness Lord thou layest hold of every opportunity to bless me with mercy answerable to my necessities make me both wise to discern time and judgement and faithful to make use of all such seasons to do thee service I Wish that the opportunity I have thereby of doing good to my own soul may move me to be the more careful and consciencious in visiting the sick It is the wise mans speech It is better to go into the house of mourning then to go to the house of feasting for that is the end of all men and the living will lay it to heart It is better as it is most sutable to my present state T is not proper for Pilgrims to spend their time in Pleasure Sorrow is becoming in a valley of tears An house of mourning agrees well with the mourners in Sion This world is a Sea I am a Mariner and Mariners rejoyce in the Haven not in the Tempestuous Ocean This life is a warfare I am a Souldier T is too soon to be joyful whilst I am fighting it will be time enough when all my Enemies are foyld O how harsh is it for a child to be jocond when he is far from home Weeping is good language for them that sit down by the River of Babylon How can I sing the Lords songs in a strange Land Again It is better to go into the house of mourning as it is most profitable to my precious soul. Grace thrives best in a wet soyl By the sadness of the countenance the heart is made better The inner man is best when clad in mourning Trees planted by the water-side hang with clusters and bring forth fruit in due season The sick bed is a Pulpit and though there be a wicked man in it he may teach me rare instructions If he be wholly silent his condition Preacheth to me that sin is the greatest evil that the world is a cheat and impostour and that grace is the most desireable created good His dark chamber weeping friends watered couch aking head trembling heart pale lips quivering loyns all call aloud to me to consider of and prepare for such an hour Abel being dead yet speaketh My sick my dead Neighbour speaketh Prepared be to follow me Some have been raised to life by beholding the dead O that I were wise to observe and improve the opportunities which free grace affordeth me for my own and others welfare If I lose a good Market for the furtherance of my outward estate I befool and bewail my self Ah why should I not be as much affected with the loss of opportunities for my inner man Sinners observe their seasons for the gratifying their Loves and the satisfying their lusts The Thief waiteth for the full Purse till the Market is
over and commodities be sold. The Adulterer makes use of the dark night for his deeds of darkness Satan watcheth every opportunity to insnare and destroy me if I give him the least advantage by idleness or carnal security or running into occasions of sin he doth presently lay hold on it to pollute me All men indeed may shameâ—me The Mariner doth spread his Sails when the Winds blow The Merchant observes his Exchange hours when he may meet with many friends and dispatch much business in a little time The Lawyer minds his Terms There is a time when Kings go out to Battel 2 Sam. 11. 1. which Souldiers will not neglect The Husbandman makes Hay whilst the Sun shines Yet Ah how foolish am I to let slip those golden seasons which my God giveth me for working out my own salvation Lord thou hast made every thing beautiful in its season But poor silly man knoweth not his time Grant me so much prudence that is the men of Issacar I may have understanding of the times and so much piety as to serve the times not as Worldlings in altering my course according to the fashions and customes of men but in embracing what is tendered in due time for my own and others good always adhering to the Commands of thee my God I Wish that the uncertainty of my sick Neighbours outward recovery may make me the more careful and solicitous about his spiritual health If he die he is stated and fixed for ever and ever and I am for ever deprived of all opportunities of profiting or advantaging his soul. Now he is sick he is nigh death but one step from it The sick stand upon the borders of the grave upon the brink of the pit nay of eternity Those that are in most perfect health are inclining towards death but they that are sick are approaching the Chambers of darkness Such a man may speak in the language of Haman My life draweth nigh unto the grave Psa. 88. 3. Should he depart this life in a natural estate he falleth into the jaws of eternal death All prayers for him will then be fruitless and there is no giving counsel to him after death I must now advise exhort perswade beseech him to mind faith and repentance or never do it I must now put up hearty cries and groans to God on his behalf or never do it The loving kindness of God cannot be declared in the grave nor his faithfulness in destruction When he is wailing in Hell for the ungodliness of his heart and life I may be weeping on earth for my neglect of him or unfaithfulness to him but both our tears will be ineffectual and our cries comfortless O that the love of my Saviour the command of my God the worth of a soul the weight of an eternal estate the fear of losing such a season and the impossibility of recalling or recovering it may all provoke me to be instant with the sick to turn to God and abhor and bewail their sins and to be fervent with God that he would crown my endeavours with success Lord I may speak thy Mind and Will to Men but thou alone who didst make the ear canst enable them to hear let it please thy Majesty so to affect my heart with a due sense of others misery so to direct my tongue what to speak in order to their recovery and so to prosper the undertakings of thy servant that as often as I visit any unconverted person in his sickness I may turn a sinner from the error of his ways save a soul alive and hide a multitude of sins I Wish that I may be solicitous to understand the spiritual conditions of the sick that my prescriptions may be profitable being sutable to their several sores The knowledge of the disease must necessarily precede directions for its cure It s folly to undertake their recovery whose estates I am ignorant of He works at the labour-in-vain who goeth about to heal a wounded Patient when he knoweth not the place or nature of his pain The mistake of the Physitian may be as mortal and dangerous as the disease it self It will be no wonder if a blind man shoot awry and miss the mark This was the cause that Jobs friends though holy men and designing a good end wandred exceedingly and instead of administring comfort by their visitation wounded him to the quick and proved his greatest cross The Sabeans and Chaldeans robbed him of his Cattel Satan wronged him in his body but his three friends vexed his soul and did break him in peices with words Their ignorance was the ground of the hurt they offered instead of the help they intended Job 19. 2. A Friend may do that mischief upon a false supposition which an Enemy doth out of malice Though the Doctrine be true and right if the Application of it be wrong I may kill sooner then cure the person to whom I apply it The Husbandman must know the nature of his ground before he casteth in his seed or otherwise he will miss of his expected crop Lord thou knowest the conditions and dispositions of all men by immediate intuition and needest not that any should testifie of man thou knowest how needful it is for me to understand by rational discourse who and what those sick persons are how things stand betwixt thy Majesty and their souls whose recovery I go about O help me to find out their sickness and to give such advice out of thy word that thou mayst work their cure I Wish that when the condition of the sick person is found out neither fear nor flattery may make me unfaithful to his soul. Those prescriptions cannot be profitable that are not answerable to his estate I am unfaithful to God my Neighbour and my self if my Application be not sutable to his condition My God commandeth me to proclaim War against the presumptuous to preach Peace to the penitent and if I act otherwise out of fear or affection I act contrary to my commission I am false to my trust if I keep not close to the will of my Lord. He that takes not his Masters Precepts for his rule will at last be counted and punished as an unfaithful servant I hinder also my Neighbours good whilst I give him counsel unsutable to his case I may pretend love and respect but its real hatred to flatter him who is hastening to the unquenchable fire How dreadful will his fall be from the high Turret of presumption into the infernal pit of perdition and how little thanks will he give me in the other world for cozening his soul by telling him all was well till he came to see his own and my mistake in hell Again the guilt of such a crime would make a deep gash in my own conscience It s ill slighting or tampering with inestimable souls His blood will be required at my hands and if the blood of a slain body cry so loud
for vengeance what will the blood of a murdered soul do Why should I to humour any mans lust injure his soul hinder my own peace and incur the anger of the Lord. O that no foolish pretences whatsoever may keep me off from acquainting sinners with thâ—â—â—â—il and end the nature and danger of their sins It s Gods order first to cast the soul down and then to lift it up The ground must feel the Plow before it receive the Seed Sorrow must precede comfort and they must sow in tears who would reap in joy God must shake all Nations before the desired of all Nations will come to him We come to Sinai the Mount that burneth with fire and to blackness and darkness and a tempest which makes even a Moses to fear and quake exceedingly before we come to Mount Sion the City of the living God the Heavenly Ierusalem and to Jesus the Mediatour of the new Covenant and to the blood of sprinkling that speaketh better things then the blood of Abel The Law is a School-Master to drive us to Christ. Austere Iohn with his Ax laid to the root of the Tree threatning the fire to those that bring not forth fruit prepareth the way for the sweet alluring Iesus Mourning and Grief is the Midwife of true mirth Penitential tears are the streams that lead to the Rivers of Pleasures Even the doleful sound of the Trumpet attendeth the Iudge when he is going to acquit a Prisoner by publique Proclamation Violence must be offered to corruption or there will be no acceptance of the Lord Christ. The building of holiness is the more strong for having its foundation of humiliation laid deep The safety of the soul doth depend like Jonahs upon his being cast over-boord and utterly lost in his own apprehension The blessed Iesus himself is brought into a desolate Wilderness before Angels are sent from Heaven to comfort him O that I might follow my God in his usual way and never prophesie smooth things to rugged and â—â—â—â—ed men but endeavour to break their hearts on â—â—th who have persisted in the breach of his holy Laws that their backs may not be broken in Hell Yet I would not instead of beating down the rotten Paper walls of presumption drive any into the Dungeon of desperation but as the good Nurse have the breast of consolation as well as the rod of correction in readiness for such Children Moses and Christ met together upon Mount Tabor The Gospel must be Preached to heal those wounds which are opened and discovered by the Law The Lord sendeth me to proclaim liberty to the Captives and the opening of the Prison to them that are bound Lord thou killest and makest alive bringest down to the grave and bringest up It s easie and ordinary with thee to break those bones which thou intendest to rejoyce and to perplex those Rams in Briars and Thorns which thou intendest to accept of as a sacrifice Teach thy Servant to know how to speak a word in season both to the wicked and to the godly how to divide thy word aright both in its minatory and consolatory parts that as occasion shall â—e I may awaken the wicked out of their deadly slumbers and quicken the godly to their spiritual watchfulness and help to sweeten that bitter cup which thou hast put into their hands O that thy blessing might water my labours for both their welfares Alas poor sick unregenerate ones are dropping into boundless and endless sorrows and yet are without sense Though they are dying they know not what they are doing nor whither they are going Their eyes are shut by the god of this World that they see not that unspeakable misery to which they are liable every moment their hearts are hardened through custom in sin that neithâ—â—â—â—reatnings nor promises prevail with them to feel their wounds and sores O thou great Physitian thou Lord of life thou God of health open their eyes send some Ananias to them that they may receive their sight and be filled with the Holy Ghost enable them so to mourn now that they may be comforted when the time of refreshing shall come from the presence of the Lord and help thy servant to deal so faithfully with those whom thou callest me to visit that I may never give thy Majesty cause to say of me as once of the Prophets of Israel They have healed the hurt of the daughter of my people slightly saying Peace Peace when there is no peace I Wish that I may be close and home in my Applications to sick persons and speak what is proper to their estates with ardency and affection to their very hearts It s ill dallying with edged tools O how sad is it to toy and trifle to be formal or customary in counsel or reproof or comfort to immortal souls that are launching into the Ocean of eternity Death is a serious thing and that which they never did before nor shall ever do again Sin is a serious thing as the damned find in Hell by woful experience Though there they are in blackness of darkness yet they have light enough to see sin to be the evil of evils and altogether sinful Christ was serious when he took upon him my nature and therein did offer up himselfâ— a sacrifice for sin God is serious in commanding faith and repentance and in promising Heaven to the faithful and holy and Hell to unbeleivers and atheists And shall not I be serious and in earnest when I am dealing about matters of eternal life and death and about the concernments of God and Christ and souls and eternity O with what earnestness should I perswade the wicked to turn from their wickedness and live If ever their souls would draw near to the Lord of life it concerns them to do it when their bodies are drawing nigh to the Chambers of death It is but a very few hours and their condition will be past all amendment all alteration In this poor pittance of time all must be done upon which the Scales must turn for their salvation or damnation They are going to make that change which will admit them into endless joy or torment and render their estates unchangeable Their time is hastening that they must struggle with dreadful pains and strong distempers and death the King of terrors and must review that life which is ending and look back upon all that they have done and judge their persons and actions impartially whether they will or no that they must take their leave of all their friends and food and sleep and lands and houses and honours and pleasures and riches and step into eternity and appear before God without their Relations or Possessions or any worldly comforts to help or encourage them that they must be tried by an holy Law and an holy Judge for their everlasting lives or deaths and can my expressions be too full of weight and reason or my affections too full of bowels and pity
in my dealing and discourse with such men Lord thou knowest the poor silly children of men are unable to judge of eternal affairs according to their weight they are quickly lost when in their thoughts they begin to launch into that boundless Sea The ponderousness of the subject is ready to affright and press them down being so much beyond and above their shallow understandings But wouldst thou please to enable them though it were but to peep into the other world and to behold through some Crevice what is doing and enjoyed there both by thy friends and thine enemies they would soon have other thoughts of thee and thy service and other carriages when they are about thy work the greatest seriousness would then be too little the greatest ardour would not be thought enough for thy worship they would then indeed be fervent in spirit when they are serving the Lord. O teach thy servant though he cannot see into the other world with the eye of sense yet so to look into it with an eye of faith that he may transact the concerns thereof with that diligence faithfulness and fervency which thou acceptest and whilst he liveth be zealous of good works I Wish that my heart may be so affected with pity towards sick and afflicted persons that I may often and earnestly remember them in my prayers A little Captive considering the Leprosie of her Master was instrumental for his cure by crying out Would God my Lord were with the Prophet that is in Samaria for he would recover him of his Leprosie I have more reason when I behold a Leprous soul near its last gasp to look up to Heaven with Would to God that poor creature were with Jesus Christ that great prophet of his Church who is able and willing to enliven and pardon and sanctifie and save Would to God he would be perswaded to come to Christ to cling to Christ to close with Christ for he would recover him And what do I know but my prayers may be prevalent on his behalf Christ when dying prayed for his enemies for them that imbrued their hands in his blood and shall not I pray for my friends when they are dying and possibly ignorant whether they are going My Prayers are a cheap courtesie and diminish nothing of my estate either spiritual or temporal Their misery is an awakening motive to the duty Never did they stand in such need of help from others and wrastling with God on their behalves as now that they are taking their journey into a far Country and entring upon an unchangeable condition They may say to me as Nehemiah to Geshem I am doing a great work c. I am going to die to bid adieu to all the folly and vanity and comforts of this world to take possession of my long home of the place wherein I must abide for ever O pray for us that we may be pardoned and saved that we may repent and believe that we may die in the faith and obtain the mercy of our Lord Jesus Christ unto life eternal They have many distractions upon their own spirits by reason of pains and bodily distempers and the loss and lamentation of their Kindred and Relations that they cannot poure out their hearts to God with that freeness and seriousness and earnestness which probably they desire Their enemies and assaults and temptations at such a time are more quick and strong and violent and full of rage having but a short time I must now pray for them or never pray for them Now beg mercy for them or never beg mercy for them When their life is gone all tears and cries and groans for them are in vain Davids greatest passions for dead Absolon were to no purpose They are then gone the way they shall not return and fixed in that place whence they shall never remove Lord I confess that my narrow heart hath not pity enough for afflicted and sick and dying souls and my weak hands have not power enough to supply or support them in their sad estates but thou hast both O be pleased to look down from Heaven the habitation where thine holiness dwelleth Behold their miseries hide thy face from all their iniquities out of thine infinite fulness releive their necessities Let the eyes of their souls be opened to see their sins and their Saviour before the eyes of their bodies be closed Give them patience and strength answerable to the burden thou layest on their backs Enable them to do their last works well and let them be better then their first Open thou their lips and let their mouths shew forth thy praise before they go to the place of silence Stand by them in their last conflict with their enemies Death and Devils that they may over come both be more then conquerours through him that loves them and pass through the jaws of death to the joys of a blessed eternal life I Wish that my soul may be the more sound for every visit I bestow on sick bodies There is not so much danger of catching their outward diseases as there is hope of increasing my spiritual health if I am not wanting to my self The sick and dying bed is a Pulpit out of which I may be instructed more fully in many serious truths though the sick or dying man be speechless King Joash obtained three famous victories over the Syrians by visiting sick Elisha and might have gotten a compleat conquest over them if it had not been his own fault The sight of sick and dying men may assist me in my conflicts with the three great enemies of my present purity and future comfort and bliss It teacheth â—e how vain it is to make provision for that flesh which will it self ere long be provision for wormes Ah how foolish am I to pamper and please that which instead of releiving or refreshing will in my extremity pierce and pain me It teacheth me that the world it self is the greatest Cheat and Impostour in the world That though it laughs and smiles on men dandling them on her knees and hugging them in her armes whilst they are in health and promising all sorts of comforts and pleasures yet in their sickness and misery she turns them off and leaves them as Absolons Mule did him to be â—hot through with the heart-cutting arrows of eternal death By discovering the emptiness and falseness of these two seeming ends the flesh and the world it helpeth me to overcome my third enemy and to repel the fiery darts of the Devil The cup of temptation which hath so often bewitched me to drink down his deadly poison had its prevalency from the worldly profit with which the out-side was guilded or the fleshly pleasure with which the in-side was sweetned Ah! could I but bid an hearty defiance to the World and the Flesh and conquer them I need not fear the wicked one They are the powerful Advocates by which Satan pleads and too often prevails with
Sons to peace lest they should lose the Kingdom he left his heir The Saint must conjure his Children to purity in the first place lest they lose their souls and the Kingdom of Heaven Mr. Robert Bolton on his Death-bed called his Children together Wisht them to remember the counsel he had formerly given them and he verily beleived none of them durst meet him at the great Tribunal in an unregenerate estate Mr. Sanders a little before his death in a Letter to his Wife writeth thus Dear Wife riches I have none to leave behind me wherewith to endow thee after this worlds manner but the treasure of tasting how sweet Christ is unto hungry consciences ' whereof I thank my Christ I feel part and would feel more I bequeath to thee and to the rest of my beloved in Christ to retain the same in sense of heart always O how pathetically how earnestly should dying Christians who know somewhat of the worth of grace and holiness and of the evil and end of sin and sinners perswade their Children and Relations to love and fear and serve the Lord when it s the last time that ever they shall advise or counsel them How hard should they woo that the souls of their Kindred may be married to Christ Secondly In commending thy self and others to God by prayer When the body breaths shortest it breaths quickest Though the Christian on his death-bed may want strength for long solemn devotion his short ejaculations should be both fervent and frequent The first thing a Child of God doth when new born is to breath to pray Act. 9. 27. And its one of the last things he doth Act. 7. ult He entereth praying into the place of praise Paul the Hermit was found dead saithe Ierom with his hands and eyes lifted up to Heaven that the dead corps seemed to pray Demus operam ut moriamur in precatione Let us endeavour to dye at prayer saith Austin 1. The sick man should pray especially for himself Lord Iesus receive my Spirit saith Stephen Father into thy hands I commend my Spirit saith Christ Lord saith dying Beza Perfect that which thou hast begun that I suffer not Ship-wrack in the Haven Children desire to dye in their Fathers bosome or on their Mothers lap Mr. Perkins died begging remission of sin and intreating mercy at Gods hands Bishop Vsher was often heard to desire the like end that Mr. Perkins had which he obtained for the last words which he was heard to utter were But Lord in special forgive my sins of omission not long after which he expired Luthers prayer a little before his death or rather thanksgiving was Pater mi caelestis Deus Pater domini nostri Iesu Christi ago tibi gratias quod filium tuum Iesum Christum mihi revelasti cui credidi quem sum professus quem amare c. My Heavenly Father the God and Father of my Lord Iesus Christ I thank thee for revealing thy Son Iesus Christ to me whom I have beleived whom I have professed whom I have loved Others must not be forgotten by us but our own souls must in a special manner be remembred Bellarmin tells us of a desperate Advocate in the Court of Rome who being exhorted on his death-bed to pray to God for mercy made this speech Lord I have a word to say to thee not for my self Ego enim propero ad inferos neque enim est ut aliquid pro me agas For I am hastening to Hell neither is there any thing that I would beg on my own behalf but for my Wife and Children This he spake saith Bellarmin who was then present as boldly as if he had been taking his journey onely to some neighbouring Village 2. For his Relations The more hot our affection is to any the more fervent our petitions should be for them Praying Parents are the most loving Parents When dying chiefly they should bless their Children in the Name of the Lord. So Isaac did Gen. 28. 1. Thus Iacob Gen. 48. 15 16. Godly Parents may plead the Covenant made to them and theirs unto God on their Dying Beds with comfort They are best acquainted with their Childrens conditions conversations wants weaknesses and so fittest to open their cases to God and to beseech grace on their behalves that they may be an holy seed a generation arising to shew forth his praise Christ when nigh death committed his spiritual Children to his Father and earnestly begged his care of them and favour for them Holy Father I come to thee I am no more in the World but these are in the world Keep them thrâ—ugh thy name keep them from the evil sanctifie them through thy truth So should a godly Father or Mother when dying Lord I am leaving my poor Children in the midst of snares and temptations and miseries I am coming out of the world to thy Majesty where I shall be above all frights and fears and beyond all malice and mischief but my children are in the world and will dayly be environd with allurements and affrightments with assaults and batteries from their spiritual enemies thou knowest the power and policy of the world and the wicked one the treachery and deceitfulness of the flesh within them and their weakness and inability to wrestle with and overcome the flatteries of the World and the suggestions of the Devil O keep them through thy name that they may look beyond the World live above the World and expect and eye their portion and happiness in a better World Though they live in the World let them not live as the World but walk all their days as heirs of another World Keep them from the evil of â—in however it please thy Majesty to deal with them about the evil of Suffering Give them the Shield of Faith whereby they may quench the fiery Darts of the Devil Let thy Covenant of grace be their portion thy love their cordial and thy Mansion-house their eternal possession Be thou their Father to direct protect govern and provide for them and give them a name in thy house better then of Sons and Daughters O sanctifie them through thy truth that they may be saved and may meet me with joy at the great day Luther when dying made this Will for his Wife great with Child and his little Sons O Lord God I thank thee that thou wouldst have me to be poor in this world I have no House Land or money that I should leave them Thou hast given me Wife and Children I restore them to thee Do thou O Father of Orphans and judge of Widows nourish teach keep them as thou hast hitherto me 3. For the whole Church of God It s good to pray by our selves but its ill to pray onely for our selves When we are dying and going to the Church triumphant we should be sure to put up some requests for the poor members of Christ and the Church
answerable to my peril and my danger Lord when that day and hour draweth near that I must go hence and be no more seen do thou draw near in boundless mercy to my poor soul When I must enter into the Chambers of death and make my bed in the grave save me from the paws of Satan and the power of Hell that the bottomless pit may not shut her mouth upon me and give me to triumph in that hour of tribulation as knowing that neither tribulation nor persecution nor principalities nor powers nor things present nor things to come nor life nor death can seperate me from thy love which is in Christ Jesus my Lord. I Wish that when I am going to the place of silence I may speak the excellencies of my God and make his praise glorious It is the unhappiness of worldlings and wicked men that they cannot when they dye commend the principles whence they have acted nor the vain pleasures which they have minded and pursued How many of them whose lives have been nothing but a bundle of false-hood and lies when God hath called them to leave the world have spoken truth and told their Friends and Relations that sin is an evil and bitter thing that carnal pleasures are guilded poisons that the greatest and choicest of worldly comforts though they may have honey in their mouths have a sting in their tailes and what a vain empty nothing the whole creation is How often have they complained how the world hath deceived them the flesh deluded them and Devil beguiled and destroyed them It is my priviledge as well as my duty to extol my Master whom I have served to commend the sweetness of his ways the pleasantness of his worship the reasonableness of his precepts the richness of his promises and the vastness of that portion which he hath laid up for his Children when they come to age I have sometimes tasted his work and ways to be sweeter then the honey and the honey comb I have viewed by faith his reward to be vastly glorious and beyond all apprehensions excellent O why should I not diswade others from their eager pursuit of foolish fading shadows and perswade and encourage them to earnest endeavours after real substance and durable riches The sinner who hath wallowed all his life time in the mire of filth and wickedness will when he comes to dye and begins to return to his wits from his own experience of the emptiness and unprofitableness of his ungodly courses and from the convictions of his natural conscience acknowledge a sober sanctified conversation to be safest and the ways of God to be most gainful and upon these accounts advise his friends and relations to forsake and abandon the lusts of the world and flesh and to follow after holiness as they would be happy eternally And have not I much more cause to shew my abhorrency of sin and love to my Saviour and his image when I am entering into my Fathers house The sinner hath onely found at last a fleshly life to be vain and fruitless and is like to pay dear for his learning but I have known the paths of piety to be paths of pleasantness and rejoyced more in them then in all riches The sinner hath onely the dim light of nature to shew him the loathsomness of vice and the loveliness of grace but I have the holy Spirit of my God to enlighten my mind in the knowledge of both The sinner hath only a carnal love to his Neighbours and Kindred he knoweth not what it is to love them in Christ and for Christ I have some knowledge of the love and Law of Christ of the worth of their souls of the price paid for them by the Lord Iesus and their unchangeable conditions in the other world O that my language to them might be somewhat answerable to the love of Christ to me Lord It is unrighteousness to die in debt to man and not to endeavour to make them satisfaction according to my power I am sure to dye in thy debt for I am less then the least of all thy mercies and unable to requite thee for the smallest of thy favours It is my comfort that all the recompence thou expectest is a thankful acknowledgement and hearty acceptance of thy grace and good will O what injustice and ingratitude were I guilty of should I deny thee so small a request Be pleased to help thy servant in his last hours both to accept unfeignedly of thy grace for his own good and to acknowledge thy good will and bounty and faithfulness to thy glory for the good of others I Wish that my lost breath may be drawn Heaven-ward I mean that I may enter praying into the house of blessing and praise I am no Christian if I do not give my self to prayer whilst I live It is one choice piece of my spiritual Armour whereby I have often assaulted and conquered my soul-enemies It is the Ambassadour which I have many a time sent to the heavenly Court that always received a favourable Audience and obtained his errand It is the Vessel which hath brought me food from far and ever returned richly laden if it were not my own fault It is the element in which I live the aliment by which I subsist the pulse the breath of my soul without which it must needs dye On my death-bed I have as much need of its succour as at any season My adversaries will then imploy their greatest power and policy to rout and ruine me I am but weak flesh and blood altogether unable to combat with Principalities and Powers and how can I expect supplies from the Lord of Hosts unless I send this Messenger to intreat it My wants and weaknesses at such a time will be more then ordinary Faith must then be acted in spight of all the frights and fears which a malicious Devil and an unbeleiving heart from the number and nature of my sins the strictness of the law and the justice of God may put me to Repentance must then be exercised and my sins lye nearer my heart then my sharpest diseases In patience I must possess my soul under all the pains and pressures which the wise God shall lay upon me I must then chearfully submit to the divine pleasure and by my willingness to leave all the world to go to Christ shew that I hate Father Mother Wife Child House Lands Life and all for Christ. Those graces and many other must be put forth at suâ—h a time none of which I can do by my own power and therefore have abundant cause to fetch help from Heaven by prayer Besides the distempers of my body will discompose my soul and unfit it in a great measure for all holy service Again my Benefactors my near Friends and Relations the poor afflicted Church of God do all call aloud to me to pray for them as the last kindness I shall ever do for them I profess
home when thou art neither Master of thy time nor reason nor of thy natural abilities much less of supernatural grace which is indispensably requisite to this great work O that since I must dye once for sin I might dye daily to sin and as the Philistines that they might the better deal with Sampson cut off his Hair wherein his great strength lay so that I may the better deal with death I may by faith and repentance daily cut off and destroy sin wherein the strength of death lieth May I not say to thee O my soul as Joshua to Israel Prepare ye victuals for within three days ye shall pass over this Iordan to go to possess the Land which the Lord your God giveth you Prepare the spiritual food the flesh of Christ which is meat indeed and the blood of Christ which is drink indeed an heart weaned from the world longing to be with God for within a few days thou shalt go in to possess the land of promise Lord I know nothing more certain then death Sin hath deserved it my brittle body inforceth it thou hast decreed it and none can prevent it I know nothing more uncertain then the time when or the manner how Thou hast many ways and means to bring me to my grave not onely ordinary distempers of my body but thousands of casual dangers I cannot promise my self freedom from it in any place or condition Death may seise me abroad at home in company in solitude at bed at board Why should I not always provide for that extremity that enemy which I cannot avoid Why should I not ever be ready for that which may come at any time and will come at some time or other Surely I do not hasten my death by preparing for it but sweeten it exceedingly I â—hall not dye a moment the sooner but infinitely the better Should death overtake me in my sins alas where am I what will become of me for ever I may well salute it as Ahab Elijah with Hast thou found me O mine enemy for t will come to me as the Prophet to that King with doleful dreadful tidings T will bring me news of a dismal dungeon of darkness to be my habitation of Lyons and Scorpions and Dragons to be my companions of a never dying worm an unquenchable fire pure wrath without mixture full torments without measure to be my portion for ever and ever O teach me so to live above this vain empty life so to be crucified to this world so to make my peace with thy Majesty through the great peace-maker and Prince of Peace my Lord Iesus so to set my heart and house my spiritual and temporal concernments in order that I may be delivered from the paw of the Lyon from the teeth of this monster from the sting of this Serpent and though my body be destroyed yet my soul may escape as a bird out of the snare of the Fowler and mount up to thy self to enjoy that happy life which shall know no death I Wish that all the days of my appointed time I may exercise my self herein to keep a conscience void of offence towards God and towards all men There are but two which can afford me real comfort in a dying hour which always take the same side and joyn together God and my conscience Humane friends often stand afar off when they should be most near and I have most need Some of them are loth to come to a sick mans chamber Mournful objects must not disturb their jollity and mirth They are sworn enemies to sorrowful occasions and baniâ—h such foes their quarters or themselves from such coasts Others if they come to visit me love not to see my gastly countenance like not to hear my deep and deadly groans But be they never so full of pity they can onely sympathize with me they cannot relieve refresh me The most they can do is to accompany me to my grave and there they leave me But O the comfort which a loving God and a conscience sprinkled with the blood of Christ and purged from dead works will afford me in a dying hour The smiles of a God and chearings of a good conscience will be musick indeed to welcom me to the shoar after all my tumblings and tossings in this tempestuous Ocean They will make my bed in my sickness help me to lye easie hearten me in my sighs and groans be my feast at my funeral bid me Be of good chear for my sins are forgiven me tell me that my Redeemer liveth and because he liveth I shall live also lodge my body in a grave as in a Bed of Spices and convey my soul into my Saviours Bosome and Embraces when my Houses Lands Honours Friends Wife Children leave me they will cleave to me nay when my breath life heart flesh forsake me they will not fail me yea when faith hope patience repentance shall bid me farewel weeping as Orpah did Ruth these like Naomi will stick to me go with me and seek rest for me O that my heart may be so upright in the service of my God that when I â—hall receive the sentence of death I may be able to say with good Hezekiah Remember now I beseech thee O Lord how I have walked before thee in truth and with a perfect heart and have done that which is good in thy sight O my soul what a friend shouldst thou be to thy God thy conscience how faithful to their warnings now in life if thou wouldst have them thy friends at death Hereby thou mayst be able to triumph in that hour of temptation to defie death it self and bid it do its worst Though it be the common gate through which the sinner goeth into prison where he meets with Chains and Fetters and cold and all sorts of miseries yet thou shalt go through it into the Kings Pallace where thou shalt have rivers of pleasures and 〈◊〉 entertainment If Jacob went down so joyfully 〈◊〉 Egypt when God had said to him fear not to go down for I will go down with thee and I will bring thee up again What needest thou fear to go down into the Grave when thy God hath undertaken to go down with thee thither and to bring thee up again Thy body may be turned into dust but thy God is in Covenant with thy dust and thy head the blessed Redeemer will not suffer one muscle or nerve or artery or vein of any of his members to be lost With what chearfulness mayst thou take thy leave of thy body Farewel sweet body thou hast been in some measure faithful to thy soul in the service of thy Lord Farewel I must bid thee goodâ—night till the morning of the resurrection Be thou content to go to bed and sleep in the dust and rest in hope for though after the skin wormes destroy this body yet in my flesh â—hall I see God Whom I shall see for my self and mine eyes shall behold him and
cometh such pride and carnal confidence in prosperity but because men beleive not the meanness and vanity and emptiness of riches and that divine mercy not the merits of men are the original of them There is no sin so monstrous but unbeleif will venture upon it He that beleiveth not will never be allured by divine promises nor affrighted at divine threatnings nor obey divine precepts nor submit to divine providences As Cicero said of Parricide I may say of Unbeleif It s a teeâ—ing vice a well of wickedness many sins are bound up in it No wonder the Apostle gives such a serious warning and so strict a charge against Infidelity as the mother and nurse of all Apostacy Take heed lest there be in any of you an evil heart of unbeleif whereby ye depart away from the living God Heb. 3. 12. The superstitious Pagans thought that their Idol Vibilia kept them from erring out of their way The religious Christian knoweth by experience that his faith keeps him within the limits of his duty Faith ingrafts the soul into Christ and into the fellowship of his death by which the old man is crucified and the body of sin destroyed that henceforth we should not serve sin Rom. 6. 5,6,7,8 For therefore did Christ bear ouâ— sins in his body on the tree that we might become dead to sin 1 Pet. 1. 24. Faith enableth the soul to conquer sin by enabling it to overcome the three grand provocations to sin The World the Flesh and the Wicked one There is neither of these enemies but Faith hath wounded mortally 1. Faith enableth to overcome the World the World indeed hath conquered millions the greatest Souldiers have been slain by it Alexander could subdue the Nations in it but could not subdue his Affections to it As great a conqueror as he was over it he was its slave and vassal for his ambition was still larger then his Dominions But faith cloathing the Christian with the Sun helps him to trample this Moon under his feet This is your victory over the world even your Faith 1 Joh. 6.4 The World hath two faces the oneâ— ugly and deformed toâ—affright the Saint the other comely and painted to allure him to sin but Faith seeth how pittiful onely touching the body her threatnings are and how poor onely skin-deep her promises are and makes the soul to disdain both It was by Faith that Luther could say Contemptus a me Romanus favor furor I scorn both Romes favour and Romes fury The worlds Furnace and Musickâ— are much alike to a Beleiver he is blind and deaf nay dead to both The special object of Faith is the Cross of Christ whereby saith the Apostle I am crucified to the world and the world to me Tickle a dead man or lance him it s all one he is sensible of neither As Fabricius the Noble Roman told Pyrrhus who one day tempted him with Gold and the next day sought to terrifie him with Elephants I was not yesterday moved with your money nor to day with your beasts So Basil when first offered preferment and afterward threatened with imprisonment if he would not deny Christ and turn Arrian to this purpose answered the Messenger Such babies of preferment are fit to catch Children with and such bug-bears of bonds and imprisonment may fright your tender Gallants and Courtiers Faith enableth the Christian to mount up to heaven and thereby secures him from the baits and shots the snares and lime-twigs which attend him on earth Homer saith Vlisses caused himself to be bound to the Mast of the Ship and every one of his fellows ears to be stopped with Wax that they might not hearken to the Songs of the Syrens and so be drowned in the Sea Faith fastens the soul to Christ and so ravisheth iâ—s ears with the glad tidings of pardon and peace and eternal life that it is deaf to the worlds musick 1. Faith enableth the soul to overcome the affrightments of the world Faith like blown bladders keepeth the soul from sinking in deep waters It s a Target under which a soul is free from the hurt though not from the smart of evil It s the Ark wherein he rides triumphing when the windows from above are opened and poure down and the floods from beneath are broken up In this strong Tower the soul finds shelter Faith like Ioseph layeth up in a time of plenty against a time of scarcity in a day of prosperityâ— against a day of adversity and so feareth it the less Faith sheweth the Christian a place of refuge in the time of trouble He shall hide thee saith Faith in the secret of his presence i. e. cover thee with the warm wings of his providence he shall keep thee secret in his Pavilion An allusion to Princes retiring rooms which are sacred and secure places for their Favourites Nature teacheth all creatures to run in distress to that which they count their defence The Conies run to the Rocks the Goats to the Hills the Ravenous Beasts to their Deâ—s the Child to his Mothers Armes This grace discovereth to the soul a Rock a Refuge a Fort a Fortress an High Tower which makes him fearless of the worlds threatnings and bugbears The lame and the blind those most shiftless creatures when they had got the strong hold of Sion over their heads scorned the Host of David 2 Sam. 5. 6 7. The Egyptians that dwell in the fens are much troubled with Gnats therefore they sleep in High Towers whither those Insects cannot flye The Name of the Lord is a strong Tower the righteous run unto it and are safe Prov. 15. Such a soul is like a strong Tree which no wind can shake or like Mount Sion which cannot be moved Therefore he can sing when unbeleivers quake and tremble Though the Earth be troubled though the Mountains be carried into the midst of the Sea though the Waters roar and the Mountains shake yet we will not fear The Lord of Hosts is with us the God of Jacob is our refuge Psa. 46. 56. and 91. 2 3. Faith is like the Cork in the Net when the Lead wound sink the Net the Cork keeps it above water This Faith is the Anchor of the soul both sure and stedfact entering into that within the vail and so stayeth the Saint against all the winds and waves of affliction Faith or beleif of the resurrection and that happiness which then should be enjoyed was that which enabled Paul to dye daily and to fight with Beasts at Ephesus 1 Cor. 15. 30. In the greatest distress Faith can see deliverance and when it is at the greatest distance salute it as Abraham did Christs day afar off When the weather is cloudy it can see the Heaven begin to clear and notwithstanding his present pain and poverty cause the Christian to rejoyce in his hope of bliss and glory The eye of Faith looking to the recompence of reward seeth afflictions with the Israel of
obtain them what ever it cost or to dye in the undertaking T is by the sap which from the root is derived through the bark to the branches that makes them fruitful T is from â—he strength which faith derives from Christ that the Christian becomes so abundant in holiness cut off the bark and the tree withereth Take away faith and no more good works The extension of the branches ariseth from the intension of the sap and how shall that be conveyed but by the bark Christ like Ioseph keeps the granaries wherein is abundance of soul-food and faith unlocks those Store-houses and takes out supplies As Pharoah when the Egyptians cryed to him for bread said Go ye to Joseph and what he saith to you do So God saith to Christians that call on him for Grace Go ye to Christ by Faith and he will relieve you It pleased the Father that in him should all fulness dwell Here is 1. Fulness abundance not a drop or a small degree of living water 2. All fulness a redundance the fulness of a spring a fountain not of a vessel 3. All fulness dwelling abiding there to eternity running over and running ever But you will say What is a Christian the better sor it I Answer Of his fulness by faith We all receive grace for grace As a Pipe from the River supplieth the house upon all occasions and the several offices therein with water so doth faith supply the Christian with grace from Christ answerable to his several exigencies and necessities Indeed all the graces act valiantly in their several places under the command of this General Hence though fear and love and heavenly mindedness were specially operative in many of the Patriarchs actions and passions for God yet still the crown is set upon the head of faith under whose banner and conduct they fought Heb. 11. per tot When this Champion like Goliah is vanquished the other graces as the Philistines are put to the rout As dark clouds obscure the glorious stars so doth unbeleif blemish the lustre of a Christians graces If this shepherd Faith be smitten other Graces like â—heep are scattered If this grace keep the field the rest always keep their ground The length of the days depends upon the shining of the sun as this shines more or less so the days are longer or shorter The degrees and measures of other graces depend exceedingly upon this grace The branches blossom answerable to the sap which they receive from the root Other graces bud and blow according to the sap which they receive from faith For example sake Repentance is more or less according to the degrees of faith T is the fiducial apprehension of divine love that mollifieth the stony hearâ— None mourn so much as they who apprehend God a father The hot beams of divine grace and favour by faith united in the soul thaw the most iâ—y heart They shall see him whom they have pierced i.e. with an eye of faith and mourn for him as one that mourneth for his onely childe Peter saw Christs love in his look and then went out and wept bitterly 2. Humility We are never lower in our own eyes then when faith assures us that we are high in Gods favour The Centurions humility seems to keep equal pace with his faith though Christ saith of his faith I have not found so great no not in Israel Lord I am not worthy that thou shouldst come under my roof neither thought I my self worthy to come unto thee When Nathan brought David word that God had a great respect for him and would build him a sure house for ever He presently crieth out What am I and what is my fathers house that thou hast brought me hitherto c. 2 Sam. 7.18 3. Love The fire of love flames more or less according to the fuel which faith provides To whom much is forgiven the same loveth much The knowledge of a pardon granted by such a Lord who hath all the reason in the world to loath the soul turns it into a lump of love 4. Ioy Faith broacheth the pipe of the promises and presenteth that wine which rejoyceth the heart of the new man In whom beleiving we rejoyce with joy unspeakable and full of glory 1 Pet. 1.7 5. Patience He that beleiveth his bonds are good that his estate is in safe hands and that his forbearance doth abundantly encrease it will wait quietly for the day of payment He that beleiveth maketh not haste None quarrel or fret but from want of faith Run with patience the race set before you Looking at Iesus If the Christian be weak faith will give him the staff of the Word to lean on if he be weary faith will shew him his journeys end Lo yonder is heaven saith faith hold out a little longer your work is almost done As the Eagle by stretching her self towards the Sun through its heat hath her old feathers fallen off new ones growing in their places and her strength renewed so the Christian cleaving to Jesus Christ the Sun of righteousness by faith reneweth his strength as the Eagle runneth and is not weary walketh and is not faint It s reported of the Chrystal that there is a vertue in it to quicken all other precious stones when it toucheth them it puts a lustre and brightness on them It s true of faith it hath a vertue in it to enliven and quicken all other graces These stars have the greatest influence when in conjunction with this Sun As the Philosopher saith of water 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 〈◊〉 It is of all things the best most soveraign and precious because it s of universal influence in the life of man so I may say of faith it is of all graces most excellent in regard of the universality of its influence upon all duties graces providences ordinances T is by Faith that prayer becomes so prevalent Whatsoever ye ask of the Father beleiving ye shall receive Joh. 16. 22. An unbeleiving prayer is a Messenger without a tongue no wonder if he dispatch not his errand Heb. 11. 6 7. T is by Faith that Scripture is so powerful This sword of the Spirit doth no Execution save in the hand of Faith The word did not profit them not being mingled with Faith in them that heard it Heb. 4. 2. T is by Faith that the Lords Supper becomes so nourishing and strengthning This is the hand that receiveth that flesh which is meat indeed this is the mouth that eats it this is the stomach that digests it without this thou mayst receive the Elements but not the sacrament 1 Cor. 11. 25 26. Unbeleivers like Waspes may sit upon the tops of these flowers and seem to gather honey but alas they are far from any such thing T is by Faith that Crosses are turned into comforts and afflictions into mercies This like Mithridates can digest poison and get strength from the wrath and rage of Men and Devils 1 Phil. 19. Heb. 11. 38. T
Giant of sin get in but a limb he will quickly get in his whole body Wanton thoughts if not stifled bring forth actual uncleanness Sin is like water if we give it the least way run it will in spight of us If we get not the conquest over it in its infancy we shall not overcome it when it is brought to maturity He that cannot put out a spark will be much more unable to put out a flame The smallest of these twigs will prove thorny bushes if not timely stubbed up The Horse must be broken when a Colt and the Lion tamed when a Whelp It s best to deal with sin as Iocasta with Oedipus to cast it forth in its infancy The Israelite must dash these Babylonian Infants against the wall if he would be a blessed man Isa. 13.18 The Christian that checketh and curbeth sin when it first appeareth doth as David to the Philistine wound it in the forehead and so slayeth it certainly As the Snail by little and little creepeth up from the root of the tree to the top consuming the leaves as it goeth and leaving nothing behind it but filth and slime So sin gradually infecteth the whole man This poison if not presently vomited up as soon as taken down flieth to and destroyeth the vitals The Apostle calleth it a Canker and truly so it is in regard of its spreading nature both as to persons from one man to another and to parts from one faculty of the soul and member of the body to another How dreadful was the effect of a few boys joyning with Massianello in Naples anno 1647. whom the officers and people laughed and jeered at instead of subduing What murders and burning Palaces and Churches did ensue and arise from so contemptible means Therefore as wise Princes will be heedful to suppress riots and petty insurrections knowing that if they be let alone they will break out into open rebellion and cause much bloodshed and mischeif So Reader do thou stifle and kill sin in the womb before it be quick lest thou like the young Serpents if brought forth it tear out thy bowels and its birth cause thy death Twefthly If thou wouldst exercise thy self to godliness study the knowledge of God T is ignorance of God that is the original of all sin Did men know the sad fruits of his fury they durst not by sin provoke him Did men know the sweetness of his favour they would do they would suffer any thing to please him It is in the mist of ignorance that they lose their way and wander from him who is the chiefest good The Devil is bound in chains of darkness and so are all his Children They who know God most love him most and fear him most and trust him most It is life spiâ—â—tual and the seed of life eternal to know thee the onely true God and Iesus Christ whom thou hast sent Joh. 17. 3. All godliness all grace is seminally in the knowledge of God and floweth from it They who with open face behold the Lord though but as in a glass are changed into his image from glory to glory from one degree of grace to another â— Cor. 3. 18. They who know the infiniteness and immensity of his being cannot but despise all things for him esteem all things as nothing to him as nothing without him look on the whole creation as less then nothing in comparison of him Ah what admiring reverent thoughts of that being of beings of him whose name is I am have they who lanch a little for 't is but a little that they can here into this Ocean All Nations before him are as nothing and they are counted to him less then nothing and vanity they cannoâ— but desire and labour to enjoy so boundless a portion They who know the power of God cannot but fear him and stand in awe of his presence and threatnings They fear him who is able to cast soul and body into hell Heb. 12. 27 28. They will depend on him because there is no want which the Almighty cannot supply no weakness which he cannot remove no danger which he cannot prevent or support in Acquaintance with him who is mighty in strength makes the Christian resolute in Gods cause and as bold as a Lion at his call and command They who know the eternity of God will chuse him before temporal vanities What are the pleasures of sin for a season in his eye who seeth the pleasures at Gods right hand for evermore What are the honours on earth to him who knoweth the eternal weight of glory What are temporal relations in comparison of the everlasting Father Nay what is his natural life to eternal life no good is little that is eternal how great then is the infinite and eternal God They who know the wisdom of God will submit to his Providences and acquiesce in all his dispensations He is wise in heart his understanding is infinite and he knoweth what is best for thee and me and all others and therefore there is all the reason of the world why I should rest in his will and be satisfied in his pleasure It is the Lord saith the soul in his greatest afflictions who is infinite in wisdom and knoweth what will do me most good Let him do what seemeth good in his eyes They who know the faithfulness of God will credit his word and make him the object of their Hope and Faith They that know thy name will trust in thee Psa. 9. 10. His truth commandeth our trust We will rely on faithful men who will not lye but the Christian seeth infinitely more reason to rely on the faithful God who cannot lye They who know the mercy and love and goodness of God will love and admire and trust and praise him The knowledge of his love to us will call out our love to him as one that deserves it being infinitely amiable in himself and the more deserving of our love for his love to such loathsom ones as we are It will cause us to rely on him for infinite love joyned with infinite strength and faithfulness will not cannot deceive us It will help us to see the odious nature of sin in that it is an abuse of infinite love The goodness of God will lead the soul to repentance They who know the holiness of God will sanctifie him in their approaches to him and walk humbly and watchfully with him They know that sin is loathsom to him because contrary to his holy nature and therefore they hate it they know that holiness is lovely as it is his Image and Excellency and therefore they follow after it They are upright and serious and zealous and humble and reverent in their holy performances because therein they have to do with such a holy God They who know the anger of God will stand in awe and not sin They know that God is not to be mocked for it is a fearful thing to fall into the
Sun or a word which signifieth a ray which is darted in a moment from one end of the Heavens to another Such speed doth our life make to pass away Cardinal Bellarmin when he had a full prospect of the Sun going down to perceive the quickness of its motion took a Psalter in his hand and before he had twice read over the 51. Psalm the whole body of the Sun was set whereby he concluded the earth being twenty one thousand miles in compass the Sun must go seven thousand miles in half a quarter of an hour However the Cardinal might be mistaken in his reckoning Yet Mans days are swifter then a post they flee away they see no good They are passed away as the swift ships as the Eagle that hasteth to the prey Job 9. 25 26. It s our shame and misery that our days should be so swift and we so slack that our time should be as speedy as a post or ship or Eagle and our hearts as slow about our eternal concernments as a Snail Our negligence herein speaks us brutish and void of common sense Reason will teach him that followeth its directions to be most industâ—ious about matters of such importance The Heathen Historian can agree with Scripture in this Vita nostra sicut fabula non refert quam diu sed quam bene Our life passeth away as a tale that is told it matters not much whether it be long or short but whether it be well or ill Surely it concerneth thee Reader to make Religion thy business and work the work of God when thine everlasting happiness dependeth on it and thy time is so short that thou hast to do it in In the days of Ptolomeus Philopater when the huge and great Anchor of the Ship Thalmegos was laid out upon the shore the Children of Alexandria did ride upon the stalk and crept through the ring of the Anchor as if it had been made purposely for their pastime whereas wise men knew it was appointed for better uses namely to stable and make sure the great vessel in storms and tempests Truly so do too many serve time they play and toy and trifle it away as if God had given it to them for that end when he who hath but half an eye as we say may see that it was given for better purposes viz. to furnish his soul for his eternal voyage and thereby to help to stablish and fasten him when he shall lanch into the stormy Ocean Protogenes made himself ridiculous in the judgement of all that are sober for spending seven years in drawing Ialisus and his Dog for though the most excellent Pictures are longest in drawing yet to spend years about that which may be finished in days argueth want of wisdom But having spoken somewhat largely to this in the sixt Chap. I am the more brief in this Thirdly Consider the examples of others who have wrought hard at this heavenly Calling Cicero tells us Nothing prevailes more with men then similitudes and examples Indeed worthy patterns are of great power Thucydides brake forth into tears out of love to learning upon hearing Herodotus read an history that he had written Themistocles tells us The statue of Miltiades would not suffer him to sleep Alexander was much provoked to valiant acts by reading the prowess of Achilles and Hector in Homer Cesar was so stirred to courage by reading the conquests of Alexander in his youth that he wept for anger that he had done nothing worthy of himself at that age Iron put into the fire is turned into fire conâ—ider therefore the Prophets and Apostles of the Lord how diligent they were at their duty how hard they wrought for God The great Apostle was indefatigably industrious for his soul and his Saviour Consider him in reference to his outward man how unwearied was he at his Masters woâ—k and in reference to his inward man how zealous how fervent in spirit serving the Lord From Jerusalem to Illyricum I have preached the Gospel His travails are computed to be 12970. miles He gives us when necessitated thereunto a brief Catalogue of his actions and passions for Christ. Are they ministers of Christ I am more in labours more abundant in stripes above measure in prisons more frequent in deaths oft Of the Iews five times received I forty stripes save one Thrice was I beaten with rods once was I stoned thrice I suffered shipwrack a night and a day have I been in the deep In journyings often in perils of water in perils of robbers in perils by mine own Countrymen in perils by the Heathen in perils in the City in perils in the wilderness in perils in the sea in perils by false brethren In weariness and painfulness in watchings often in hunger and thirst in fastings often in cold and nakedness besides those things which are without that which cometh upon me daily the care of all the Churches Who is weak and I am not weak who is offended and I burn not 2 Cor. 11. 23. to 30. Reader think thou hearest the Apostle speaking to thee as once to the Corinthians Be ye followers of me as I am of Christ. How did our blessed Saviour work the work of him that sent him while it was day He went about doing good Godliness was his meat and drink I have meat to eat which ye know not of My meat is to do the will of him that sent me and to finish his work He wrought so hard that he forgot to eat his bread and was taken by his kindred to be mad It was his sleep and rest He went into a mountain to pray and continued all night in prayer to God He prayed with strong cries and groans And being in an agony he prayed the more fervently He was taken to be about fifty years old when he was little above thirty so much was he worn out with labour for his God Act. 10. 38. Ioh. 4. 34. Luk. 6. 12. Mar. 1. 34. Heb. 5. 7. Mar. 3. 20. O Reader let Christ be the Copy after which thou wilt write and the pattern which thou wilt follow and be a follower of others as they are of Christ Jesus Did Christ work so hard for thee did he lose his food and sleep and wear out himself that his strength was dried up like a potsherd and his heart was melted like wax in the midst of his bowels and wilt not thou spend and be spent for thy Saviour I would say for thy own soul for in serving him thou servest thy self Think of it when thou art trifling away thy time and neglecting thy spiritual watch and dull and dead in holy duties how eager and earnest how zealous and sedulous thy Lord Jesus was in working out thy salvation he did not play nor dally about the work of thy redemption but made it his business and did what he was called to with all his heart and soul and strength CHAP. XV. The excellency of this Calling and the
his duty and leaves all to his father who knoweth what he hath need of But the Covâ—tous who like the barren womb hath never enongh pines with fear of want can neither eat nor drink nor sleep quietly lest he should lose what he hath or not have sufficient to hold out nay he will not allow himself convenient food or raiment though he have never so much but like a beast feeds on thistles when he hath all sorts of provision upon his back Temperance hath health and strength with it and thereby renders the other comforts of this life savoury and comfortable so also Chastity But â—luttony and Drunkenness and Whoredom bring weakness and sickness on mens bodies and imbitter all other blessings besides the fear of being discovered to the shame and disgrace of the Authors which tormenteth not a little There is comfort in dealing honestly and righteously but if a man will cheat and cozen and filtch and steal no wonder if he tire his head with plots and projects â—o carry it on cunningly and secretly and terrifie his heart with apprehention that it will be known and then he shall be branded for a knave or suffer the penalty of law in a more severe degree The sinner is hurried hither and thither by his opposite Lords and contrary lusts and torn piecemeal by them as a man by beasts which draw the parts of his body contrary ways The Commands of sin are harsh and heavy No Tyrant ever put his subjects upon more crabbed painful work But the Commandments of God are not grievous 1 Joh. 4. 3. Sin is sâ—avery and its servants worse then those that row in Turkish Gallies but Gods law is a law of liberty and they walk at liberty who seek his precepts The ways of sinners are called crooked ways rugged ways which are unpleasant to travail in but the ways of God are called strait ways plain paths which are delightful to passengers I am confident the true Christian hath more true pleasure in suffering for Christ or one act of mortification or victory over one lust then the highest earthly Potentate hath in his largest dominions in the multitude of his subjects in the richness of his kingdoms and in all the honour that is done him or good things enjoyed by him all his days 3. It is the most profitable Calling Reader this argument is Achilleum or instar omnium the strongest argument and instead of all with most men gain is the great God of this world that commandeth all their heads and hearts and hands to whom they bow down the knees both of their bodies and souls The theif murderer are quickened by this to their hellish trade Come let us lay wait for blood let us lurk privily for the innocent without cause We shall find all precious substance we shall fill our houses with spoil Prov. 1. 9 10. The Sechemites upon this ground will endure the pain of Circumcision and throw up their former religion Shall not their beasts and their cattel and their substance be ours The Soul for this will scale the Walls and leap upon the Pikes and run upon the Mouth of the Cannon The Husband-man for this will rise early go to bed late eat the bread of carefullness toyl and moyl all day and make a drudge a slave a pack-horse of himself all the year The Merchant for this will plough the Ocean dance upon the surging billows suffer many dangers and deaths through his whole voyage The Shop-keeper for this will croud into any hole of the City break his sleep waste his health run about hither and thither early and late Gehezi Achan Iudas Balaam for this will venture their bodies their souls any things all things Profit is such a bait that all will bite at The Devil that Arch Politician who hath had so many thousand years experience besides his extraordinary natural knowledge could not judge any Topicks more likely then this to take with our blessed Saviour All these things will I give thee if thou wilt fall down and worship me The gods themselves were said by the Athenians to be corrupted with Philips gold that their Oracles still were in favour of him Money is the absolute Monarch which can put men upon the most dangerous defignes Therefore Cassius surnamed the Severe one of the wisest of the Roman Judges in all doubtful Causes that came before him would demand Cui bono Who gained or had the profit well knowing that that is the bias which turneth men aside to wrong others and the heady wanton horse which breaks through the fence to trespass upon neighbours Now Reader If profit will prevail with thee Godliness with contentment is great gain All the gold of the world is dross all the diamonds of the world are dirt all the gaines of the world are loss to this gain of Godliness Egypt watered by Nilus hath four rich harvests say some in less then four months Solinus saith the Egyptian fig tree beareth fruit seven times in a year Godliness brings forth 30 60. 100. fold increase It giveth an hundreth fold in this world and in the world to come life everlasting After ye had your fruits unto holiness in the end everlasting life Mat. 19. 29. Rom. 6. 22. Did the sinner but believe Scripture that speaks the infinite reward of holiness he would quickly set up this trade Pinder the Poet saith in regard of the fertility of Rhodia and the wealth of the inhabitants that it rained gold in that country The fruit of wisdom is better then silver and the gain thereof then fine gold She is more precious then Rubies and all thou canst desire is not to be compared to her Prov. 3. 14 15. Lucian fancieth all the Heathen gods and goddesses sitting in Parliament and each making choice of that tree which best pleased them Iupiter chose the Oak for its strength Apollo the Baytree for its greeness Neptune chose the Poplar for its length Iuno chose the Eglantine for its sweetness Venus chose the Myrtle-tree for its beauty Minerva sitting by demanded of her Father Iupiter why since there were so many fruitful trees they all had chosen barren ones He answered Ne videanâ—ur fructu honorem vendere Lest they should seem to sell honour for fruit Minerva replied Well Do what you please I for my part make choice of the Olive for its fatness and fruitfulness They all commended her choice and were ashamed of their own Folly This fiction doth fitly represent the foolishness of men at this day in chusing the honours and preferments and glory of the world which are barren and unfruitful things of no wâ—rth in the other world before that honour which is from God and the eternal weight of glory and also the convictions of their consciences another day which will force them to be ashamed of their own folly and to commend the choice of a Christian for preferring grace and godliness which will stand him in stead in an hour of
defence Though others like the old world are drowned are destroyed in these waters yet thou shouldst ride safely in a well pitcht Ark and to free thee from any fear of miscarrying the Lord himself would shut thee in When others are in the open air on whom storms and tempests have their full force thou shouldst be housed in Gods presence-chamber and kept secret by his side As Gideons fleece thou shouldst be dry when all about thee are wet The whale of destruction may digest thousands of Mariners but one godly Ionah is too hard for him The torrent of fire that ran from AEtna and consumed the Country yet parted it self to safeguard them that releived their aged parents When the Grecians had taken Troy and given every man liberty to carry out his burden they were so taken with the devotion of AEneas in carrying out first his houshold gods and upon a second licence his old Father Anchises and his Son Ascanius instead of treasures which others carried out that they permitted him to carry what he would without any disturbance Ieremiah in the Babylonish captivity was tendered and regarded highly by the King of Babylon When Sodom was destroyed Lot was preserved It was storied of Troy that so long as the Image of Pallas stood safe in it that City should never be won It is true of godliness so long as the fear and love of thy God are within thee so long as thou makest religion thy business nothing shall hurt thee every thing shall help thee godliness will bring in all gain and at all times No good thing will he withhold from them that walk uprightly A Child of God by adoption is in some sense like the Son of God by eternal generation heir of all things 1 Cor. 3.30 31. Whether Paul or Apollo or Cephas or Life or Death or things present or things to come all is yours and ye are Christ's and Christ is God's Nay the Christians riches are not onely unsearchable Ephes. 3. 8. but also durable Prov. 8. 15. When a wicked man dieth all his riches dye with him His treasue is laid up on earth therefore when he leaves the earth he leaves his treasure Psa. 49. 17. When a godly man dyeth his riches follow him Rev. 14. 13. His treasure is in heaven and so when he dyeth he goeth to his gains O Reader what an argument is here to provoke thee to piety godliness is profitable in all conditions in all relations in both worlds In prosperity t will be a sun to direct thee in adversity a shield to protect thee in life t will be thy comfort and which is infinitely more in death that hour of need 't will be thy enlivening cordial The smell of Trefoil is stronger in a cloudy dark season then in fair weather The refreshing savour of the sweet spices of grace is strongest in the Saints greatest necessities When Death the King of terrors comes to enter the list and fight with thee for thy soul and eternal salvation for thy God and Christ and Heaven and happiness when all thy Riches and Honours and Friends and Relations would leave thee in the lurch to shift for thy self as Dogs leave their Master when he comes to the water Godliness would be thy shield to secure thee against its shot and make thee more then a conquerour over it Thou mightest call thy dying bed as Iacob the place through which he travailed Mahanaim a Camp for there Angels would meet thee to convey thee safe through the Air the enemies country of which Satan is Lord and Prince to thy Fathers houses where thou shouldst be infinitely blessed in the vision and fruition of thy God and Saviour for ever Godliness would be the Pilot to steer the vessel of thy soul aright through those boysterous waters to an happy port The Arabick Fable mentions one that carried an Hog a Goat and a Sheep to the City the Hog roared hideously when the other two were still and quiet and being asked the reason gave this account of her crying The Sheep and Goat have no such cause to complain for they are carried to the City for their Milk but I am carried thither to be killed being good for nothing else The Ungodly person may well cry out sadly when sickness comes for then guilt flyeth in his face and conscience tells him death will kill him he is good for nothing but to be killed with death Rev. 2.25 he never honoured God in this world and God will force honour out of him in the other world He may well screech out dreadfully at the approach of death whose body death sends to the grave and his souls to intolerable and unquenchable flames but the godly man may bid death welcom knowing it will be his exceeding gain and advantage Reader When others like the Israelites are afraid and start back at the sight of this Goliah thou mightest like little David encounter him in the name of the Lord and overcome him Thou mightest triumphantly sing in the ears of death O death where is thy sting O grave where is thy victory The Lord of life would sweeten death to thee and subdue it for thee nay make it at peace with thee that thou mightest say to death as Iacob to Esau I have seen thy face as if it had been the face of God who hath made thee to meet me with smiles instead of frowns Death would help thee to that sight to that knowledge to that state and degree of holiness for which thou hast prayed and wept and fasted and watched and laboured and waited many a day as it s said of Iob there was none like him in the earth so I may say of this calling there is none like it upon the face of the earth the very enemies of it in their hours of extremity being judges Ah who would not work for God with the greatest diligence and walk with God in the exactest obedience and wait upon God with the greatest patience when he is assured that in the doing of his commands there is such great reward and those that sow to the spirit shall of the spirit reap life everlasting The Conclusion Reader I have now ended this Treatise but whether thou if a stranger to this calling wilt put an end to thy carnal fleshly ways and begin this high and heavenly work or no I know not If thou art ambitious thou hast here encouragement sufficient godliness will ennoble thee and render thy blood not only honourable but royal If thou art voluptuous here is a bait which may take thee godliness will bring thee to a river of pleasures to such dainties and delights as take the hearts of perfect and glorious Angels If thou art covetous here is a golden weight to turn the scales of thy desires and endeavours godliness is profitable unto all things it hath the promise of this life and of that which is to come when thy house and lands and honours and neighbours and
swell never so much by unlawful means yet t is but like the swelling of the dropsie a presage of death O my soul what will it avail thee to be rich here and to be a beggar hereafter and that for ever Thou pretendest to purity but thy God tells thee that holiness and righteousness are like Husband and Wife joyned by him together and none may part them asunder Thou art unsound in all thy sacred duties if thou art unrighteous in thy civil dealings When the unjust dealer is cast into the unquenchable fire what will become of the great Professour What is the hope of the Hypocrite though he hath gained when God shall take away his soul Iob 27. 8. When the Thief is taken and carried to the Goal all the money he hath stollen is taken from him When Death seiseth thee and sendeth thee to the Prison of Hell all thy ill gotten goods must be left behind When thou art lost eternally what will become of thy unjust gains Thy Children may be ranting with it on Earth and thou art roaring for it in Hell Ah! what dear contracts dost thou make to sell thy present peace and thy future endless joy for a little perishing pelfe The comfort of thy life now consisteth in communion with thy God but he that saith He hath fellowship with God and walketh in darkness is a lyar 1 Ioh. 1. 6. Thy God hates to taste of those Waters which run out of such musâ—y Vessels Muchless will he suffer any of such rotten hearts and stinking breaths to draw neer to him in Heaven Know ye not that the unrighteous shall not inherit the Kingdom of God 1 Cor. 6. 9. No such Cattel shall ever come into the Celestial Court Unrighteous Heathens shall be shut out of Heaven and surely then unrighteous Christians shall be cast into the lowest Hell O let the fear of thy God ever possess thee that the love of this World may never pollute thee Manifest thy love to thy Saviour by loving thy Neighbour as thy self Blessed God who lovest righteousness and hatest iniquity the Scepter of whose Kingdom is a righteous Scepter who wilt render unto every man his righteousness and who hast appeared to me by that grace which teacheth me to deny all ungodliness and worldly lusts and to live righteously in this present evil world Let thy good Spirit fill me with all the fruits of righteousness Do thou so lead me in the paths of equity for thy names sake that I may follow after righteousness and inherit a â—ure reward I Wish that I may be righteous in every relation wherein I stand and towards all persons with whom I deal that I may give to Superiours the things that are theirs to Inferiours the things that are theirs lest by denying either I rob all My God is no respecter of persons but just in all his ways and righteous in all his works When shall I imitate his blessed Majesty He tells me Blessed are they that keep judgment and he that doth righteousness at all times If I expect the blessing propounded I must mind the righteousness enjoyned and that is to be righteous at all seasons O my soul what encouragement hast thou to do justly upon all occasions thy righteousness shall have a large recompence Thy Children may fare the better The just man walketh in his integrity and his Children are blessed after him Nay thy whole Family The voice of joy and Salvation is in the Tabernacle of the righteous Whereas thou mayst fear that thy plain dealing may bring thee and thine to poverty thou bast his promise that he will make the habitation of thy righteousness prosperous Above all thou thy self wilt have the greatest solace Thy righteousness shall answer for thee in time to come and whereas the dishonest wealth of others is a corroding worm to gnaw their consciences thy justice will afford thee present comfort In the transgression of an evil man there is a snare but the righteous doth sing and rejoyce Prov. 29. 6. Ah! who would not sow righteousness when he shall certainly reap so much mercy Though others as if they had pitchy hands take to themselves whatsoever they touch to the defiling of their own souls and like whirlpools suck in all that comes neer them to their own destruction do thou mete out all thy dealings by that royal measure Whatsoever thou wouldst that men should do to thee do the same to them for this is the Law and the Prophets When thou art buying or selling or about any bargain with thy Neighbour reflect upon thy self Would I be glad to be thus dealt with Were I in this mans case would I be willing that he should serve me as I serve him Am I as plain-hearted as true as just in my carriage towards him as I would desire him to be in his trading with me Would I be contented to be defrauded should I take it well to be defamed Is this action of mine such as I could be contented to receive the like Do I in this business love my Neighbour as my self Lord who hast promised that the righteous shall be had in everlasting remembrance in this world and shall shine as the Sun in the other world and who hast put the unrighteous and lovers of themselves in the front of that black list which is for the unquenchable fire do thou deliver me out of the hands of mine enemies that I may serve thee in holiness and righteousness all the days of my life I Wish that I may mind righteousness in my words as well as in my works and not dare to hide deceitful and foul intentions under fair and fawning expressions To say what is true and to be true to what I say is the property of a true Christian My God is a God that cannot lye his people are a people that will not lye If I therefore be found a lyar how unlike am I both to God and his people Lying lips are an abomination to the Lord but they that deal truly are his delight Though lying lips may be perfumed with sweet words to men yet God smells the stench and loatheth the ill savour of those rotten inwards whence they proceed And though truth may beget hatred from men such sweet breath is his love and delight He is the God of truth His Law is the truth His Gospel is the word of truth His Son is the true and faithful Witness O that truth of heart truth of words and truth in deeds may be all in me which are so agreeable to the true God and so acceptable to the God of truth Can that tongue lye so loud to men which even now called so loud on God Shall those hands be filching in my Neighbours pocket which were so lately lifted up to Heaven in prayer Is my speech given me for my glory and shall it be the driveling of a Divel that father of lyes Lord let
me in all my dealings chuse rather to be a loser then a lyar and let that be my character which thou hast given of the Citizens of Sion that I may never lift up my soul to vanity nor swear deceitfully but walk uprightly work righteousness and speak the truth in my heart I Wish that I may be Courteous as well as Righteous towards all with whom I converse Humanity is a debt which I owe to all mankind why should I therefore as some proud men dam up and contract my civility into so narrow a compass that it shall swell into flittery towards my Superiors and not suffer one drop to descend towards Inferiors I would not as Formalists in fashion of habits or outward Vesture discover the lightness of a carnal mind Nor like Hypocrites by composed actions or artificial gesture manifest the looseness of a frothy spirit but as a prudent yet serious Christian be so affable in my carriage that I may be the more acceptable in my counsel for the good of others souls Humanity doth cast a lustre to attract the eyes and hearts of others Courtesie is commendable and an adorning adjunct to sanctity Holiness is honoured by the attendance of this Hand-maid Grace is rendered more lovely when t is accompanied with a kind nature T is pity that Jewel should not ever be in this soft Velvet Cabinet One end of my trading must be to commend to others the excellency of spiritual wares and to encourage them to buy the truth but if my behaviour be morose and unkind I shall fright men from being my customers and inflict on my self part of Nebuchadnezars penalty separate my self from amongst men by forcing them to withdraw from me If my language be fierce and my looks frowning I may deter men from my company but shall never allure them to Christ. Where the carriage is sowre and pouting the Counsel will never be sweet and prevalent O that I might never disadvantage Religion by any rugged disposition but by the kindness of my nature may do a real kindness to grace and become all things to all men if by any means I might save some Yet I would not be so courteous to others as to be discourteous to my self I mean be so courteous to sinners as to comply with them in their sins T is far better that the World should count me uncivil then the Lord should esteem me ungodly Let me be an enemy to their corruptions when I shew my self most friendly to their persons and never be so much a Courtier as to forget that I am a Christian Lord who hast commanded thy people to be kindly affected one towards another teach me to shew the true affection of my heart in the kindness of my tongue and hand courtesie is as salt and dryeth those ill humours which are distastful to others and will make my counsel the more savoury Thine Angels themselves used salutations in their occasional converses with Mortals give me to do thy will on earth as it is done by those Noble Courtiers in Heaven for I believe that they were in Heaven when they were discoursing with thy chosen on Earth Grant me so much gracious good manners as by my prayers to send the next man I meet even all I deal with to thee Let me bestow the almes of some hearty ejaculation as well as the outward expressions of The Lord be with you upon them Yea let me for thy sake be kind and gentle to all men that I may draw them to thy self Yet suffer me not to be so friendly in my words as to have fellowship with any in their wickedness but helpe me to dispence even my civilities by a standard measure least what I intend as shy Net to take others souls prove Satans trap to catch mine I Wish that I may be both so just as not to offer injuries to others and also so meek as to suffer with patience what others offer to me The world will never leave its old haunt of persecuting them that are holy It s natural for Wolves to hate and devour Sheep If I were of the world I should be one of its darlings for the World loveth its own My God hath called me from it and chosen me out of it therefore it hates me I need not marvail at its malice when it did spit its venome at the Author of its being and took away life from him who gave life to it The Servant is not above his Master nor must the Disciple look to fare better then his Lord. If the soft Pillow of meekness be not laid on my back I shall never bear the burthens of their calumnies and cruelties with the least comfort What pain doth such Vinegar cause when it meets with the raw wound of an impatient spirit The more mad the world is the more meek I had need to be if I would enjoy my self Besides there may be â—allings out amongst the best friends Good men are not all of the same stature nor all of the same temper Some are like broken bones if but toucht they fret and fling How full are some of jealousies and suspicions which would soon be increased by my passions and that spark which might be extinguished by my lenity is blown into a flame by my fury Some are sickly and in constant pain others are under some smarting providence some offend me upon mistake and though others should do it out of malice yet even they also call for my pity more then my passion The best have need of pardon from man as well as God and shall I who want it more then others not allow it to others Alas what harme do I get by others heats The Air when beaten is not injured no not so much as divided but returnes to its place and becomes thicker then before The sharpest words cannot wound me if I do not put my hand to the weapon All those tongue-squibs of reproach which the malevolent world throw at me will go out alone and die of themselves if I do not revive them My well-grounded patience will as a walking staff preserve me from many a fall whilst I travail in rugged ways The distracted world indeed judgeth him the bravest fellow that will not pocket up the least affronts but the wisest man that ever was nay the onely wise God tells me The patient in spirit is better then the proud in spirit O my soul whom wilt thou believe the world that long since hath lost its wits and must ere long for its phrensie be fettered with the chains of everlasting darkness in the Bridewel of the bottomless pit or that God to whom Angels themselves are comparative fools O be not hasty to be angry for anger resteth in the bosome of fools What a fool art thou to break thy own bones to give another a smart blow A furious man is like Tamar who to be revenged of her father in Law defiled him and her self