shall_v we_o carry_v no_o reverence_n to_o our_o immortal_a husband_n the_o lord_n jesus_n shall_v we_o take_v no_o pain_n to_o purify_v our_o heart_n 2._o that_o we_o may_v be_v present_v as_o a_o chaste_a spouse_n unto_o he_o 45._o let_v we_o not_o deceive_v ourselves_o except_o we_o forsake_v our_o father_n house_n &_o our_o own_o people_n y_fw-fr â—_o be_v except_o we_o be_v divorce_v from_o our_o old_a sin_n wherein_o we_o be_v bear_v &_o bring_v up_o it_o be_v not_o possible_a that_o the_o king_n shall_v have_v pleasure_n in_o our_o beauty_n let_v we_o call_v our_o deed_n to_o examination_n before_o the_o tribunal_n of_o our_o conscience_n let_v we_o cast_v out_o the_o canaanite_n &_o not_o pity_v they_o that_o the_o peace_n of_o god_n may_v dwell_v with_o we_o let_v we_o deliver_v barrabas_n to_o be_v crucify_v y_fw-fr â—_o christ_n jesus_n may_v live_v in_o we_o why_o shall_v these_o serpent_n i_o mean_v our_o crooked_a affection_n be_v nourish_v any_o long_a in_o our_o bosom_n which_o live_v upon_o our_o blood_n &_o can_v live_v except_o we_o die_v oh_o that_o we_o can_v make_v this_o day_n a_o day_n of_o new_a division_n between_o we_o and_o our_o old_a sin_n neither_o must_v we_o here_o think_v it_o enough_o to_o fight_v against_o our_o sin_n sin_n but_o we_o must_v every_o one_o of_o ourselves_o make_v a_o particular_a inquisition_n of_o these_o domestic_a sin_n and_o predominate_v evil_a affection_n y_fw-fr t_o have_v most_o of_o all_o oppress_v we_o for_o there_o be_v none_o of_o we_o all_o but_o we_o have_v in_o we_o our_o own_o idol_n whereunto_o many_o time_n we_o do_v service_n to_o the_o great_a offence_n of_o god_n and_o albeit_o this_o narrow_a trial_n of_o our_o sin_n shall_v discover_v to_o we_o a_o wonderful_a discordance_n between_o our_o nature_n and_o the_o most_o holy_a law_n of_o the_o lord_n yet_o let_v we_o not_o be_v discourage_v consider_v that_o we_o be_v best_a in_o the_o eye_n of_o god_n when_o we_o be_v worst_a in_o our_o own_o eye_n &_o most_o acceptable_a to_o he_o when_o we_o be_v most_o displease_v with_o ourselves_o the_o lord_n be_v move_v even_o with_o achab_n his_o temporal_a humiliation_n 21.29_o see_v thou_o not_o say_v he_o to_o eliah_n how_o achab_n be_v humble_v before_o i_o because_o he_o submit_v himself_o before_o i_o i_o will_v not_o bring_v that_o evil_n which_o thou_o have_v speak_v in_o his_o day_n and_o will_v not_o then_o the_o lord_n much_o more_o be_v move_v with_o the_o true_a humiliation_n of_o his_o own_o servant_n no_o doubt_n if_o we_o cast_v down_o ourselves_o before_o the_o lord_n he_o shall_v lift_v we_o up_o 4._o if_o we_o humble_v ourselves_o he_o shall_v exalt_v us._n 34.18_o if_o we_o judge_v of_o ourselves_o we_o shall_v not_o be_v judge_v of_o the_o lord_n for_o the_o lord_n be_v near_o to_o they_o that_o be_v contrite_a and_o will_v save_v such_o as_o be_v afflict_v in_o spirit_n but_o if_o we_o come_v before_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o presumption_n of_o our_o mind_n &_o not_o touch_v with_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o sin_n then_o shall_v he_o execute_v that_o fearful_a threaten_n upon_o we_o i_o will_v enter_v into_o judgement_n with_o thou_o 2.12_o because_o thou_o say_v i_o have_v not_o sin_v though_o thou_o be_v high_a &_o exalt_v like_o the_o cedar_n of_o bebanon_n &_o the_o oak_n of_o bashan_n proud_a and_o haughty_a in_o thy_o conceit_n the_o lord_n shall_v abase_v thou_o and_o bring_v thou_o low_o for_o he_o be_v the_o lord_n that_o resist_v the_o proud_a 52._o and_o give_v grace_n to_o the_o humble_a three_o the_o other_o point_n of_o our_o trial_n and_o preparation_n stand_v in_o put_v on_o that_o three_o fold_v christian_n disposition_n that_o towards_o our_o god_n we_o be_v holy_a and_o heavenly_a mind_v towards_o our_o neighbour_n love_v righteous_a and_o merciful_a and_o as_o concern_v ourselves_o that_o we_o be_v sober_a and_o lowelie_o for_o so_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n which_o have_v appear_v teach_v we_o that_o we_o shall_v deny_v ungodliness_n and_o worldly_a lust_n 19.8_o and_o shall_v liâ—e_z godly_a righteous_o and_o sober_o in_o this_o present_a world_n this_o be_v our_o wedding_n garment_n even_o that_o pure_a fine_a and_o shine_a linen_n 12_o which_o be_v the_o righteousness_n of_o the_o saint_n a_o garmment_n not_o partiecoloured_a like_o josephs_n but_o compact_a ofmanie_fw-fr virtue_n and_o grace_n of_o christ_n jesus_n these_o be_v his_o badge_n and_o cognisance_n whereby_o we_o be_v know_v to_o be_v his_o the_o put_a on_o of_o these_o be_v the_o put_v on_o of_o christ_n for_o his_o grace_n translate_v we_o out_o of_o nature_n and_o transform_v we_o into_o his_o image_n by_o his_o own_o spirit_n and_o first_o as_o concern_v our_o disposition_n towards_o god_n mind_v it_o shall_v not_o only_o be_v holy_a as_o i_o have_v say_v but_o also_o heavenly_a for_o since_o we_o call_v he_o our_o father_n which_o be_v in_o heaven_n we_o must_v see_v what_o heavenly_a disposition_n we_o have_v to_o go_v after_o he_o and_o whether_o we_o be_v weary_a of_o our_o absence_n from_o the_o lord_n like_o david_n weary_a of_o his_o dwell_n in_o the_o tent_n of_o kedar_n 23_o and_o desire_v with_o the_o apostle_n to_o remove_v out_o of_o the_o body_n that_o we_o may_v dwell_v with_o the_o lord_n for_o here_o be_v not_o the_o place_n of_o our_o rest_n the_o best_a of_o our_o life_n upon_o earth_n except_o it_o be_v the_o little_a taste_n of_o that_o hide_a manna_n where_o with_o the_o lord_n now_o and_o then_o comfort_v our_o soul_n in_o this_o barren_a wilderness_n it_o be_v but_o like_o the_o life_n of_o that_o forlorn_a son_n pilgrimage_n who_o have_v banish_v himself_o from_o his_o father_n house_n be_v drive_v to_o fill_v his_o belly_n with_o the_o husk_n that_o be_v give_v to_o the_o swine_n and_o often_o time_n can_v not_o get_v they_o we_o have_v experience_n enough_o of_o the_o vanity_n of_o worldly_a comfort_n wherein_o there_o be_v no_o contentment_n will_v to_o god_n we_o can_v also_o learn_v with_o that_o prodigal_a son_n to_o bethink_v ourselves_o and_o conclude_v to_o make_v home_o again_o to_o our_o father_n house_n iâ—_n who_o face_n â—s_v the_o fullness_n of_o â—oy_n sure_o the_o least_o of_o they_o that_o dwell_v in_o our_o father_n house_n have_v bread_n enough_o 16.11_o they_o be_v fill_v with_o the_o fatness_n of_o his_o house_n and_o receive_v drink_v out_o of_o the_o river_n of_o his_o pleasure_n what_o pleasure_n then_o shall_v it_o be_v to_o we_o to_o live_v here_o in_o this_o strange_a land_n where_o our_o soul_n be_v almost_o dead_a for_o hunger_n lord_n there_o be_v no_o great_a thankfulness_n that_o man_n can_v show_v to_o the_o lord_n then_o to_o declare_v in_o his_o affection_n that_o he_o can_v live_v without_o the_o lord_n nor_o rest_v content_a so_o long_o as_o he_o be_v absent_a from_o he_o the_o lord_n in_o the_o work_n of_o creation_n never_o rest_v till_o he_o have_v make_v man_n 1_o and_o man_n can_v do_v no_o less_o of_o duty_n then_o pass_v by_o all_o god_n creature_n to_o resolve_v with_o himself_o i_o will_v never_o rest_v till_o i_o enjoy_v the_o lord_n the_o soul_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v like_o that_o dove_n of_o noah_n which_o be_v send_v forth_o from_o the_o ark_n find_v no_o rest_n to_o the_o sole_a of_o her_o foot_n until_o she_o return_v again_o to_o he_o that_o send_v she_o and_o indeed_o without_o the_o lord_n where_o can_v we_o rest_v go_v thy_o way_n with_o solomon_n he_o and_o prove_v all_o the_o goodness_n of_o the_o child_n ofman_n which_o they_o enjoy_v under_o the_o sun_n 3_o thou_o shall_v find_v it_o be_v but_o vanity_n and_o vexation_n of_o spirit_n whatsoever_o man_n cleave_v to_o beside_o jehovah_n the_o true_a subsist_v lord_n it_o be_v but_o a_o lie_a vanity_n which_o have_v not_o in_o it_o that_o substance_n and_o certainty_n which_o man_n imagine_v yea_o 5_o man_n without_o god_n in_o his_o best_a estate_n be_v altogether_o vanity_n &_o his_o wise_a action_n be_v but_o a_o disquiet_v of_o himself_o in_o vain_a august_n it_o be_v a_o godly_a say_n of_o augustâ—ne_n which_o the_o word_n of_o god_n and_o experience_n teach_v he_o fecistâ—_n nos_fw-la domine_fw-la ad_fw-la te_fw-la et_fw-la semperinquietum_fw-la est_fw-la cor_fw-la nostrum_fw-la donâ—â—_n requiescat_fw-la in_o te_fw-la thou_o make_v we_o of_o lord_n unto_o thyself_o and_o our_o heart_n be_v ever_o unquiet_a till_o it_o rest_v in_o thou_o the_o wicked_a who_o be_v stranger_n from_o the_o womb_n pretend_v in_o their_o countenance_n what_o they_o will_v yet_o even_o in_o laughter_n their_o heart_n be_v sade_n for_o there_o be_v no_o joy_n nor_o peace_n to_o the_o wicked_a 48.22_o say_v my_o god_n their_o heart_n be_v move_v as_o the_o tree_n of_o the_o forest_n
for_o his_o son_n christ_n jesus_n sake_n but_o present_o perform_v it_o &_o invest_v we_o again_o with_o our_o father_n inheritance_n which_o we_o forfeit_v in_o adam_n and_o where_o we_o be_v of_o our_o own_o nature_n but_o dead_a dog_n unclean_a creature_n dead_a in_o sin_n &_o trespass_n 3.1_o now_o behold_v what_o love_n the_o father_n have_v show_v we_o he_o have_v make_v we_o partaker_n ofthi_v heavenly_a vocation_n as_o to_o be_v his_o son_n &_o his_o heir_n and_o shall_v not_o we_o then_o in_o our_o very_a heart_n be_v humble_v before_o he_o acknowledge_v our_o great_a unworthiness_n and_o his_o excellent_a mercy_n let_v we_o confess_v with_o god_n lie_v jacob_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a o_o lord_n of_o the_o least_o of_o all_o thy_o mercy_n elizabâ—th_n and_o let_v every_o one_o of_o we_o say_v with_o the_o centurion_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a lord_n that_o thou_o shall_v entre_fw-fr within_o my_o roof_n let_v we_o with_o the_o woman_n of_o canaan_n acknowledge_v our_o own_o room_n if_o the_o lord_n shall_v give_v we_o but_o the_o benefit_n of_o whelp_n &_o dog_n that_o be_v shall_v suffer_v we_o to_o go_v under_o our_o master_n table_n and_o eat_v of_o the_o crumb_n that_o fall_v from_o it_o yet_o be_v 〈◊〉_d it_o more_o than_o any_o way_n we_o have_v deserve_v &_o how_o then_o be_v we_o bind_v to_o have_v our_o heart_n and_o our_o mouth_n fill_v continual_o with_o the_o praise_n of_o our_o god_n who_o have_v bestow_v upon_o we_o his_o great_a mercy_n when_o we_o be_v not_o worthy_a of_o the_o least_o &_o have_v set_v we_o down_o as_o son_n &_o daughter_n &_o heir_n at_o the_o table_n of_o his_o child_n that_o be_v not_o worthy_a as_o dog_n and_o whelp_n to_o creep_v under_o it_o have_v we_o not_o cause_n to_o cry_v out_o with_o david_n o_o lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o this_o manner_n of_o waâ—_n thou_o be_v mindful_a â—f_n he_o 1_o elizabeth_n marvel_v y_o t_o mary_n come_v to_o visâ—â—e_v she_o &_o in_o the_o humility_n of_o her_o hart_n cry_v out_o wâ—encâ—_n come_v this_o that_o the_o mother_n of_o my_o lord_n shâ—ld_v come_v unto_o i_o god_n but_o we_o have_v more_o cause_n to_o marvel_v at_o the_o maruaillous_a mercy_n of_o the_o lord_n for_o what_o be_v we_o that_o the_o fair_a â—mong_n the_o child_n of_o man_n shall_v be_v delight_v with_o our_o love_n and_o our_o lord_n shall_v come_v to_o visit_v the_o base_a estate_n of_o his_o servant_n &_o communicate_v himself_o his_o light_n and_o his_o life_n and_o his_o grace_n unto_o we_o let_v no_o man_n think_v that_o i_o have_v multiply_v these_o place_n of_o scripture_n without_o a_o cause_n the_o beginning_n of_o the_o division_n between_o we_o &_o the_o lord_n flow_v from_o the_o pride_n of_o our_o nature_n &_o unless_o we_o humble_v ourselves_o &_o be_v content_a in_o our_o mind_n to_o sit_v low_a than_o dust_n &_o ash_n by_o reason_n of_o our_o sin_n it_o be_v not_o possible_a we_o can_v be_v unite_v with_o the_o lord_n this_o be_v the_o council_n that_o in_o few_o word_n 6.8_o michah_n give_v unto_o we_o he_o have_v show_v thou_o o_o man_n what_o â—s_v good_a and_o what_o â—he_v lord_n require_v of_o thou_o sure_o to_o do_v just_o and_o to_o love_v mercy_n &_o to_o humble_a â—hy_a self_n to_o walk_v wâ—th_v thy_o gâ—d_n the_o lord_n be_v indeed_o a_o most_o high_a god_n yet_o he_o be_v near_o unto_o they_o &_o they_o go_v soon_o up_o unto_o he_o who_o be_v least_o in_o their_o own_o eye_n and_o tremble_v at_o his_o word_n and_o beside_o this_o inward_a humiliation_n â—rising_v of_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o own_o unworthiness_n and_o weakness_n 1.53_o let_v we_o come_v with_o a_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n of_o the_o lord_n his_o righteousness_n and_o salvation_n for_o he_o will_v satiâ—fie_v the_o hungry_a but_o the_o full_a he_o sud_v away_o empty_a only_o they_o that_o have_v the_o spiritull_n appetite_n hunger_n and_o thirst_n be_v meet_v to_o be_v communicant_n â—t_z this_o holy_a table_n as_o that_o oil_n multiply_v by_o elâ—sha_n cease_v not_o so_o long_o as_o the_o widow_n have_v any_o vessel_n wherein_o to_o receive_v it_o so_o shall_v never_o that_o oil_n of_o grace_n decay_n but_o be_v multiply_v and_o increase_v unto_o all_o that_o with_o open_a &_o enlarge_a heart_n be_v ready_a to_o receive_v it_o thou_o therefore_o who_o be_v more_o ready_a to_o faint_v for_o spiritual_a hunger_n than_o be_v jonathan_n come_v hither_o put_v out_o y_z e_z hand_z offaith_o faint_a eat_v of_o this_o honey_n and_o make_v thou_o full_a and_o thou_o that_o be_v sick_a with_o the_o spouse_n in_o the_o canticle_n for_o the_o love_n of_o jesâ—s_n come_v either_o and_o the_o lord_n shall_v stay_v thou_o with_o the_o flagon_n of_o his_o wine_n be_v thou_o almost_o dead_a like_o that_o egyptian_a the_o servant_n of_o a_o amalekite_n who_o david_n find_v in_o the_o field_n take_v and_o eat_v of_o this_o bread_n and_o thy_o spirit_n shall_v return_v again_o unto_o thou_o but_o alas_o where_o be_v this_o spiritual_a appetite_n to_o be_v find_v among_o we_o the_o deadness_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v lamentable_a we_o see_v not_o our_o want_n we_o see_v not_o his_o beauty_n we_o smell_v not_o his_o ointment_n we_o taste_v little_a of_o his_o goodness_n and_o therefore_o â—e_v make_v not_o haste_n to_o run_v after_o he_o 3.33_o david_n mourn_v over_o the_o dead_a body_n of_o abâ—er_n but_o alas_o if_o we_o can_v we_o have_v much_o more_o cause_n to_o mourn_v over_o our_o dead_a soul_n oh_o that_o there_o be_v in_o we_o y_fw-mi e_fw-it holy_a desire_n which_o david_n protest_v to_o have_v be_v be_v in_o he_o 42_o my_o soul_n faynâ—eth_v for_o the_o salvation_n of_o god_n aâ—_n the_o heart_n bray_v for_o y_o â—_o river_n of_o water_n &_o thirsty_a ground_n desire_v rain_n so_o my_o soul_n pa_v aftâ—r_v the_o live_a god_n bless_v be_v they_o who_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n for_o his_o righteousness_n 5._o for_o they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v 34.35_o these_o only_o be_v the_o guest_n &_o banketter_n that_o shall_v eat_v of_o the_o delicate_n which_o here_o he_o have_v prepare_v and_o who_o soul_n shall_v be_v delight_v with_o his_o fatness_n these_o shall_v go_v from_o this_o table_n as_o moses_n come_v down_o from_o mount_n sinai_n and_o his_o countenance_n change_v they_o shall_v arise_v with_o eliah_n and_o walk_v on_o in_o the_o strength_n of_o this_o bread_n all_o the_o whole_a day_n of_o their_o pilgrimage_n they_o shall_v go_v on_o in_o their_o way_n with_o sâ—mpson_n 7._o eat_v of_o the_o honey_n which_o they_o have_v find_v they_o shall_v depart_v from_o this_o table_n as_o the_o two_o mary_n do_v from_o the_o sepulchree_n with_o great_a joy_n these_o shall_v go_v home_o to_o their_o own_o house_n justify_v with_o the_o publican_n rejoice_v because_o they_o have_v find_v a_o treasure_n and_o have_v feel_v the_o sweetness_n of_o this_o manna_n they_o shall_v shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o conceal_v this_o great_a joy_n from_o israel_n but_o shall_v be_v force_v to_o tell_v every_o nathanaâ—l_n who_o they_o meet_v we_o have_v find_v the_o messiah_n 1_o and_o in_o all_o time_n to_o come_v their_o soul_n shall_v cleave_v to_o the_o lord_n without_o separation_n more_o straight_o they_o the_o man_n of_o judah_n &_o jerusalem_n cleave_v unto_o david_n their_o king_n 5._o they_o shall_v say_v to_o the_o lord_n as_o elizeus_fw-la say_v to_o eliah_n 2._o as_o the_o lord_n live_v and_o as_o thy_o soul_n live_v i_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o and_o with_o peter_n whither_o o_o lord_n shall_v i_o go_v from_o thou_o 6.68_o see_v thou_o have_v the_o word_n of_o eternal_a life_n the_o lord_n work_v this_o spiritu_fw-la all_o disposition_n in_o we_o for_o jesus_n christ_n sake_n to_o who_o with_o the_o father_n &_o the_o holy_a spirit_n be_v all_o honour_n praise_n and_o glory_n for_o ever_o psal._n 36.7_o how_o excellent_a be_v thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n therefore_o the_o child_n of_o man_n trust_v under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o wing_n they_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o fatness_n of_o thy_o house_n and_o thou_o shall_v give_v they_o drink_v out_o of_o the_o river_n of_o thy_o pleasure_n psal._n 6â—_n 4_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n who_o thou_o choose_v and_o cause_v to_o come_v to_o thou_o he_o shall_v dwell_v in_o thy_o court_n and_o shall_v be_v satisfy_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o thy_o house_n let_v glory_n be_v give_v to_o the_o lord_n and_o his_o blessing_n be_v upon_o his_o people_n finis_fw-la rom._n 1_o es_fw-ge 42_o 16_o esa_n 49_o 22_o isaiah_n 43_o 6_o psal._n 19_o 6_o esai_n 2_o 3._o josh._n 10_o 1â—_n ro._n 11_o 25_o gen_n 9_o 27_o mich_n 3_o 6_o hos._n 9.12_o io._n 12_o 35_o luk._n 19_o 42_o psalm_n 2._o luk._n 15_o 8_o psal._n
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