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doctor_n raimundus_n and_o diverse_a other_o credible_a person_n report_v that_o when_o she_o come_v with_o they_o into_o place_n where_o neither_o she_o nor_o they_o have_v ever_o be_v before_o there_o resort_v unto_o she_o many_o man_n and_o woman_n that_o seem_v by_o their_o apparel_n word_n and_o outward_a behaviour_n very_o honest_a and_o godly_a folk_n but_o be_v in_o deed_n give_v to_o some_o unclean_a vice_n which_o thing_n she_o perceive_v by_o and_o by_o and_o therefore_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a be_v bring_v to_o speak_v with_o they_o of_o heavenly_a matter_n as_o they_o require_v nor_o so_o much_o as_o to_o turn_v her_o face_n towards_o they_o and_o if_o she_o see_v that_o they_o tarry_v over_o long_o she_o will_v break_v out_o into_o word_n also_o and_o say_v to_o they_o that_o if_o they_o mind_v to_o talk_v of_o god_n or_o of_o godly_a matter_n they_o shall_v first_o rid_v themselves_o out_o of_o the_o devil_n snare_n and_o amend_v their_o life_n and_o with_o that_o she_o 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prayer_n with_o great_a fervour_n and_o devotion_n beseech_v our_o lord_n with_o all_o instancy_n that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o keep_v she_o from_o all_o mischief_n and_o also_o that_o it_o will_v please_v he_o to_o preserve_v the_o pope_n his_o lieutenant_n and_o vicar_n general_a in_o earth_n from_o all_o the_o violent_a attempt_n of_o those_o wicked_a conspirator_n for_o the_o honour_n of_o his_o own_o holy_a name_n and_o for_o the_o redress_n of_o his_o dear_a spouse_n the_o church_n which_o as_o then_o be_v in_o very_o lamentable_a state_n she_o pray_v likewise_o for_o those_o impious_a rebel_n and_o beseech_v our_o lord_n most_o earnest_o that_o he_o will_v vouchsafe_v of_o his_o infinite_a mercy_n to_o mollify_v their_o heart_n &_o not_o suffer_v they_o to_o commit_v such_o a_o horrible_a sin_n as_o to_o murder_v their_o own_o father_n and_o pastor_n when_o she_o have_v pray_v often_o after_o this_o manner_n it_o please_v god_n one_o time_n to_o geve_v she_o this_o 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