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and_o horrid_a deed_n of_o darkness_n clear_v her_o innocence_n to_o this_o great_a multitude_n by_o her_o readiness_n and_o cheerfulness_n to_o die_v to_o go_v through_o this_o fiery_a trial_n or_o by_o what_o to_o 〈◊〉_d â—eems_v best_a to_o thy_o infinite_a wisdom_n and_o let_v thy_o holy_a angâ—â—_n minister_v to_o she_o in_o her_o sorrow_n and_o wipe_v the_o tear_n from_o her_o eye_n and_o sweat_v from_o her_o body_n and_o carry_v her_o soul_n into_o thy_o everlasting_a kingdom_n where_o if_o she_o arrive_v she_o shall_v never_o sin_v nor_o sigh_n nor_o be_v accuse_v or_o tempt_v judgd_v or_o condemn_v where_o she_o will_v have_v sâ—und_v and_o solid_a j_o y_o perfect_a peace_n and_o felicity_n and_o 〈◊〉_d anthem_n for_o ever_o with_o angel_n and_o all_o the_o martyr_n of_o â—â—sus_n o_o almighty_a and_o most_o gracious_a saviour_n who_o do_v suffer_v with_o meekness_n &_o patience_n those_o severe_a stripe_n of_o thy_o father_n wrath_n which_o we_o do_v deserve_v but_o thou_o do_v feel_v and_o have_v estab_v ish_v with_o mankind_n a_o covenant_n of_o faith_n and_o patience_n a_o law_n of_o suffering_n make_v the_o way_n of_o the_o cross_n to_o be_v the_o way_n of_o heaven_n give_v tâ—_n thy_o handmaid_n thy_o grace_n that_o according_a â—o_o thy_o excellent_a example_n and_o holy_a commandment_n she_o may_v bear_v the_o burden_n of_o the_o lord_n with_o a_o even_a and_o willing_a a_o obedient_a and_o love_a spirit_n o_o let_v she_o never_o charge_v thou_o foolish_o nor_o murmur_v secret_o but_o with_o faith_n and_o â—â—pe_n submit_v her_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o thy_o merciful_a and_o just_a dispensation_n that_o she_o may_v not_o discompose_v the_o duty_n of_o her_o repentance_n by_o a_o new_a sin_n nor_o provoke_v thou_o to_o anger_n by_o her_o impatience_n nor_o neglect_v the_o do_n of_o any_o thing_n that_o can_v be_v in_o her_o power_n or_o in_o her_o duty_n to_o her_o body_n or_o her_o soul_n o_o god_n bâ—_n merciful_a to_o thy_o handmaid_n and_o press_v she_o not_o with_o a_o unequal_a load_n but_o remember_v that_o she_o be_v dust_n and_o vanity_n and_o die_v in_o thy_o displeasure_n give_v she_o we_o pray_v thou_o a_o quiet_a mind_n and_o peaceful_a conscience_n and_o deliver_v she_o not_o into_o the_o will_n of_o her_o spiritual_a enemy_n but_o let_v she_o be_v justify_v by_o thy_o mercy_n sanctify_v by_o thy_o spirit_n save_v by_o thy_o infinite_a and_o eternal_a goodness_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n and_o saviour_n in_o who_o name_n and_o word_n we_o further_o pray_v our_o father_n etc._n etc._n which_o word_n be_v end_v the_o executioner_n with_o a_o a_o flame_a torch_n set_v fire_n to_o the_o straw_n and_o faggot_n and_o in_o less_o than_o a_o hour_n after_o her_o body_n be_v there_o consume_v to_o ash_n thus_o have_v we_o trace_v our_o bloody_a murderer_n into_o the_o other_o world_n where_o we_o charitable_o leave_v they_o all_o to_o the_o mercy_n of_o a_o most_o righteous_a god_n who_o we_o may_v observe_v in_o this_o example_n do_v often_o punish_v one_o sin_n with_o another_o a_o wild_a dissolute_a course_n of_o live_v engage_v this_o unhapy_a young_a gentleman_n in_o covetousness_n and_o unjust_a greedy_a desire_n after_o his_o mother_n rightful_a estate_n to_o supply_v his_o extravagancy_n these_o unlawful_a desire_n tempt_v he_o to_o trample_v on_o and_o violate_v all_o law_n of_o nature_n and_o grace_n on_o earth_n and_o heaven_n and_o with_o barbarous_a hand_n to_o murder_n she_o who_o in_o duty_n and_o affection_n he_o be_v bind_v to_o obey_v honour_n and_o with_o the_o hazard_n of_o his_o life_n preserve_v thus_o lessercrime_n draw_v on_o and_o prepare_v we_o for_o great_a for_o when_o we_o first_o forsake_v god_n no_o wonder_n if_o he_o abandon_v we_o to_o ourselves_o and_o our_o sin_n and_o the_o fruit_n thereof_o calamity_n misery_n infamy_n and_o perdition_n wherefore_o since_o we_o see_v humane_a or_o rather_o such_o inhuman_a cruelty_n be_v ever_o meet_v with_o and_o punish_v by_o divine_a â—â—stice_n let_v we_o fly_v their_o crime_n that_o we_o may_v avoid_v their_o punishment_n reassume_v our_o reason_n and_o recall_v our_o wander_a thought_n from_o hell_n to_o earth_n purposely_o to_o elevate_v they_o from_o earth_n and_o fix_v they_o on_o heaven_n and_o consecrate_v they_o and_o our_o soul_n from_o sin_n to_o righteousness_n from_o satan_n to_o god_n that_o so_o we_o may_v pious_o live_v and_o peaceable_o die_v in_o this_o world_n and_o glorious_o reign_v in_o that_o which_o be_v to_o come_v finis_fw-la dr._n bromfield_n pill_n against_o the_o scurvy_a and_o all_o other_o disease_n be_v to_o be_v sell_v by_o thomas_n hancox_n bookseller_n in_o hereford_n
do_v more_o for_o you_o than_o a_o brother_n or_o sister_n can_v do_v can_v a_o mother_n forget_v her_o child_n say_v the_o prophet_n isa_n 49.15_o but_o can_v a_o child_n forget_v a_o mother_n can_v you_o forget_v what_o pain_n she_o undergo_v in_o bear_v what_o trouble_n in_o nurse_n what_o care_n in_o provide_v for_o you_o but_o then_o if_o you_o consider_v yet_o further_o how_o sudden_o you_o thrust_v she_o out_o of_o the_o world_n whereby_o she_o be_v deprive_v of_o time_n to_o put_v the_o affair_n of_o her_o soul_n in_o order_n it_o may_v more_o humble_a you_o and_o consider_v whether_o deprive_v she_o of_o space_n to_o call_v on_o the_o lord_n for_o mercy_n you_o may_v not_o have_v hurt_v her_o soul_n more_o than_o her_o body_n especial_o if_o she_o be_v take_v away_o in_o a_o unprepared_a estate_n and_o further_o all_o this_o be_v do_v not_o rash_o in_o your_o drink_n or_o passion_n but_o be_v a_o premeditate_a and_o deliberate_a act_n of_o your_o soul_n oh_o how_o do_v my_o 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