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to_o introversion_n and_o compunction_n so_o full_a of_o imperfection_n and_o immortification_n 6._o so_o little_a confidence_n in_o my_o saviour_n mercy_n so_o little_a patience_n in_o my_o misery_n and_o almost_o no_o performance_n of_o my_o good_a purpose_n 7._o so_o curious_a to_o censure_v other_o so_o careless_a to_o keep_v myself_o and_o curb_v my_o own_o sense_n final_o all_o be_v self-love_n self-will_n self-conceit_n self-seeking_a pride_n propriety_n partiality_n which_o be_v my_o daily_a and_o dangerous_a disease_n o_o father_n of_o mercy_n and_o only_a physician_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o be_v almighty_a and_o all-bounty_n these_o be_v my_o wound_n and_o impurity_n and_o if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v both_o cure_v and_o cleanse_v i_o and_o if_o thou_o will_v not_o i_o will_v remain_v content_a as_o i_o be_o i_o be_o willing_a to_o continue_v weak_a so_o i_o be_v not_o wicked_a to_o be_v weary_v and_o wound_v so_o i_o be_v not_o utter_o tire_v overturn_v defeat_v &_o 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at_o the_o day_n end_v seem_v he_o not_o to_o have_v a_o swinish_a spirit_n which_o have_v no_o motion_n but_o for_o the_o body_n no_o life_n but_o for_o the_o belly_n to_o pass_v whole_a day_n without_o any_o respect_n to_o god_n or_o reflection_n on_o himself_o but_o to_o cast_v himself_o free_o upon_o all_o occur_v object_n and_o occasion_n of_o vanity_n curiosity_n sensuality_n if_o it_o be_v not_o a_o clear_a mark_n of_o infidelity_n it_o be_v certain_o a_o manifest_a token_n of_o folly_n stupidity_n bestiality_n and_o be_v sure_o one_o of_o the_o great_a negligence_n which_o can_v possible_o befall_v a_o soul_n pretend_v to_o any_o thing_n beyond_o this_o present_a life_n 9_o o_o man_n cry'_v out_o the_o prophet_n make_v not_o yourselves_o like_o horse_n and_o mule_n which_o be_v utter_o devoid_a of_o all_o understanding_n you_o have_v not_o beastlike_a head_n bend_v to_o the_o earthwards_o but_o yet_o if_o in_o your_o body_n erect_v towards_o heaven_n you_o have_v soul_n 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which_o be_v so_o proper_a to_o its_o noble_a nature_n and_o so_o please_v to_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n o_o virtue_n in_o thyself_o most_o amiable_a but_o far_o more_o excellent_a in_o respect_n of_o my_o lord_n and_o lover_n to_o who_o thou_o be_v so_o high_o agreeable_a o_o when_o shall_v i_o possess_v thou_o that_o by_o thou_o i_o may_v perfect_o please_v he_o the_o infinity_n of_o thy_o be_v o_o sovereign_a creator_n and_o the_o immensity_n of_o thy_o essential_a perfection_n deserve_v and_o demand_v of_o i_o thy_o poor_a creature_n a_o rendition_n of_o all_o glory_n reverence_n submission_n praise_n and_o dutiful_a practice_n of_o religion_n piety_n virtue_n thy_o supreme_a power_n require_v all_o perfect_a obedience_n to_o thy_o sacred_a ordinance_n thy_o faithful_a performance_n of_o thy_o sweet_a promise_n force_v i_o to_o a_o confidence_n in_o thy_o goodness_n thy_o profuse_a liberality_n entice_v i_o to_o thy_o love_n thy_o incomparable_a height_n move_v i_o to_o profound_a 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if_o i_o have_v former_o hate_v thou_o and_o betray_v thou_o as_o judas_n do_v i_o will_v now_o with_o penitent_a magdalen_n run_v to_o thy_o bless_a foot_n weep_v and_o bemoan_v my_o misery_n and_o hope_v to_o obtain_v thy_o mercy_n and_o final_o o_o my_o lord_n i_o absolute_o entire_o and_o irrevocable_o renounce_v my_o whole_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n and_o total_o resign_v whatsoever_o any_o way_n concern_v i_o to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o offer_v up_o unto_o thou_o the_o full_a sacrifice_n both_o principal_a and_o accessary_n of_o all_o that_o by_o thy_o gift_n and_o grace_n i_o be_o have_v and_o can_v myself_o good_n grace_n body_n soul_n sense_n heart_n will_n all_o i_o leave_v no_o right_a or_o title_n to_o any_o selfness_n in_o any_o thing_n whatsoever_o i_o be_o no_o more_o myself_o but_o thy_o slave_n o_o lord_n not_o my_o will_n but_o thou_o be_v do_v for_o time_n and_o eternity_n o_o let_v i_o will_v what_o thou_o will_v or_o not_o will_n at_o all_o let_v 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foot_n pierce_v and_o fasten_v to_o the_o cruel_a cross_n for_o my_o transgression_n pierce_v my_o flesh_n o_o my_o lord_n with_o thy_o fear_n and_o fasten_v my_o soul_n to_o thy_o love_n o_o let_v not_o pride_n &_o presumption_n nestle_v any_o long_o in_o that_o heart_n which_o thou_o o_o meek_a saviour_n love_v so_o tender_o and_o have_v redeem_v at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n o_o my_o vainglory_n and_o arrogancy_n what_o have_v i_o to_o do_v with_o you_o how_o much_o do_v i_o now_o detest_v you_o wash_v off_o these_o stain_n o_o jesus_n from_o my_o poor_a soul_n in_o these_o sweet_a stream_n flow_v from_o thy_o wound_a foot_n o_o drown_v these_o my_o imperfection_n in_o these_o sacred_a sea_n of_o piety_n give_v i_o o_o gracious_a lord_n such_o true_a humilty_n of_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v perfect_o perceive_v the_o abyss_n of_o my_o own_o nothing_o and_o naughtiness_n and_o right_o conceive_v the_o immensity_n of_o thy_o greatness_n and_o goodness_n wherereby_o i_o may_v depress_v 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spirit_n inward_o to_o thy_o inspiration_n and_o outward_o not_o only_o to_o my_o superior_n injunction_n but_o even_o to_o the_o command_n of_o all_o thy_o creature_n o_o let_v i_o have_v no_o propriety_n affection_n or_o affectation_n in_o my_o own_o proceed_n but_o whole_o mind_v thy_o holy_a pleasure_n in_o all_o thing_n let_v i_o lay_v down_o all_o my_o desire_n at_o thy_o sacred_a foot_n o_o my_o jesus_n say_v lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v i_o to_o do_v so_o transform_v my_o will_n into_o thou_o by_o a_o absolute_a forsake_v deny_v and_o annihilate_v my_o whole_a self_n let_v i_o receive_v o_o my_o saviour_n as_o from_o thy_o secret_a providence_n and_o permission_n not_o only_o patient_o but_o thankful_o all_o pain_n all_o poverty_n all_o shame_n all_o sickness_n and_o all_o suffering_n whatsoever_o acknowledge_v that_o i_o true_o deserve_v worse_o and_o desire_v willing_o to_o endure_v more_o that_o so_o i_o may_v have_v a_o more_o perfect_a resemblance_n with_o thou_o 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what_o be_v forbid_v i_o and_o upright_o walk_v according_a to_o my_o call_n o_o let_v i_o never_o presume_v to_o slight_v scorn_n suspect_v judge_v or_o condemn_v any_o person_n but_o sincere_o serve_v succour_n and_o seek_v the_o temporal_a and_o spiritual_a good_a of_o all_o man_n whatsoever_o even_o of_o my_o profess_a and_o most_o peevish_a enemy_n lord_n jesus_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o imitate_v thy_o virtue_n to_o be_v grateful_a for_o thy_o gift_n and_o to_o make_v use_n of_o thy_o goodness_n in_o order_n to_o my_o soul_n advancement_n in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o dear_a love_n and_o desire_a union_n with_o thy_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n 5._o other_o petition_n before_o the_o lefthand_n and_o in_o the_o sacred_a wound_n of_o thy_o lefthand_n i_o humble_o entomb_v all_o my_o offence_n of_o negligence_n
tepidity_n sluggishness_n cowardice_n and_o pusillanimity_n all_o my_o my_o covetous_a desire_n all_o impurity_n and_o all_o intemperance_n purge_v i_o o_o my_o powerful_a lord_n purify_v i_o o_o my_o merciful_a saviour_n give_v strength_n comfort_n and_o courage_n to_o my_o feeble_a and_o frail_a nature_n that_o i_o may_v pass_v undaunt_o through_o all_o difficulty_n and_o danger_n to_o come_v to_o thou_o and_o to_o repose_v in_o thou_o the_o only_a centre_n of_o my_o desire_n grant_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n chastity_n of_o body_n and_o cleanness_n of_o heart_n temperance_n in_o my_o appetite_n and_o sobriety_n in_o my_o sense_n gravity_n in_o my_o deportment_n and_o moderation_n in_o all_o my_o proceed_n that_o nothing_o may_v dislike_v thou_o in_o my_o soul_n nor_o dissolve_v the_o sacred_a knot_n wherewith_o thou_o have_v fasten_v i_o unto_o thou_o give_v i_o also_o o_o jesus_n my_o lord_n perfect_a poverty_n of_o spirit_n o_o permit_v not_o my_o soul_n design_v to_o enjoy_v thou_o 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his_o heaven_n be_v i_o and_o i_o be_o he_o behold_v the_o key_n the_o keeper_n the_o soul_n the_o body_n the_o lord_n the_o whole_a o_o my_o god_n be_v thou_o behold_v my_o liberty_n my_o life_n my_o love_n all_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o jesus_n and_o thy_o alone_a repose_v therefore_o as_o a_o sweet_a posy_n between_o my_o breast_n sleep_n like_o a_o bridegroom_n in_o my_o heart_n and_o reign_n like_o a_o king_n in_o the_o closet_n of_o my_o soul_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o take_v full_a possession_n of_o thy_o own_o come_v and_o please_v thyself_o love_v thyself_o and_o serve_v thyself_o in_o i_o as_o thou_o desire_v and_o deserve_v to_o be_v please_v love_a serve_v let_v thy_o love_n o_o king_n of_o love_n be_v the_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n and_o the_o lease_n of_o my_o life_n that_o when_o i_o cease_v to_o love_v i_o may_v cease_v to_o live_v in_o thy_o love_n o_o jesus_n i_o end_v this_o act_n of_o love_n though_o my_o desire_n actual_o to_o love_v thou_o be_v endless_a oh_o let_v i_o live_v and_o die_v in_o thy_o love_n and_o for_o thy_o love_n that_o by_o love_n i_o may_v for_o ever_o reign_v and_o remain_v with_o thou_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n of_o love_n amen_n ¶_o 8._o devotion_n exercise_n and_o elevation_n for_o communion_n 1_o what_o be_v to_o be_v do_v before_o communion_n the_o due_a preparation_n to_o this_o divin_fw-fr banquet_n require_v two_o thing_n 1._o purity_n from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n and_o from_o all_o affection_n to_o it_o this_o purity_n be_v obtain_v by_o a_o humble_a confession_n a_o hearty_a contrition_n fervent_a prayer_n a_o careful_a custody_n of_o heart_n and_o a_o right_a intention_n in_o communicate_v 2._o a_o actual_a recollection_n and_o devotion_n which_o be_v get_v by_o pious_a and_o affective_a consideration_n by_o faith_n and_o confidence_n in_o god_n mercy_n by_o a_o thirsty_a desire_n to_o see_v enjoy_v and_o be_v unite_v to_o god_n who_o be_v our_o sweet_a and_o sovereign_a good_a our_o father_n friend_n and_o food_n our_o guest_n our_o master_n and_o our_o meat_n several_a consideration_n before_o communion_n to_o move_v our_o soul_n to_o affection_n and_o to_o excite_v they_o to_o a_o ardent_a thirst_n and_o desire_n of_o jesus_n be_v presence_n 1._o what_o be_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n but_o a_o pure_a fountain_n flow_v out_o of_o paradise_n water_v the_o whole_a church_n refresh_v all_o the_o pilgrim_n of_o this_o world_n and_o quench_v all_o their_o passion_n &_o temptation_n i_o desire_v o_o my_o lord_n to_o drink_v of_o this_o water_n dispose_v my_o heart_n dear_a jesus_n thou_o who_o be_v author_n of_o the_o desire_n let_v i_o not_o bring_v a_o heart_n of_o paper_n to_o this_o fountain_n which_o after_o a_o little_a receive_v dew_n of_o childish_a devotion_n will_v present_o fleet_v away_o for_o want_v of_o care_n and_o custody_n nor_o let_v i_o bring_v a_o heart_n like_o a_o sieve_n which_o will_v retain_v no_o moisture_n but_o let_v my_o heart_n be_v like_o a_o sponge_n to_o receive_v and_o retain_v the_o dew_n of_o thy_o divin_fw-fr grace_n and_o blessing_n and_o to_o be_v total_o imbrue_v inebriate_v satiate_v with_o thy_o heavenly_a sweetness_n 2._o what_o be_v in_o this_o sacrament_n my_o god_n and_o all_o that_o be_v good_a my_o saviour_n and_o with_o he_o his_o body_n blood_n soul_n humanity_n divinity_n my_o jesus_n and_o with_o he_o all_o his_o mercy_n and_o merit_n who_o will_v not_o desire_v a_o union_n with_o so_o great_a a_o god_n so_o good_a a_o saviour_n so_o gracious_a a_o jesus_n 3._o how_o do_v the_o poor_a magdalen_n lament_v the_o loss_n of_o her_o master_n at_o the_o monument_n ah_o my_o sweet_a lord_n where_o be_v thou_o what_o can_v i_o do_v but_o sigh_v and_o sob_v
in_o thy_o absence_n who_o will_v pity_v my_o case_n who_o will_v plead_v my_o cause_n who_o will_v pardon_v my_o crime_n who_o will_v save_v my_o soul_n thou_o only_o be_v all_o my_o comfort_n come_v therefore_o to_o i_o or_o take_v i_o to_o thou_o 4._o the_o holy_a baptist_n esteem_v himself_o unworthy_a to_o loose_v the_o latchet_n of_o thy_o sandal_n st._n peter_n to_o be_v in_o the_o same_o bark_n with_o thou_o the_o centurion_n to_o admit_v thou_o under_o his_o roof_n and_o what_o be_v thou_o my_o poor_a soul_n compare_v to_o these_o great_a saint_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a of_o this_o honour_n and_o happiness_n which_o i_o much_o desire_v depart_v therefore_o from_o i_o a_o sinner_n or_o rather_o come_v to_o i_o and_o cause_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o 5._o who_o be_v the_o guest_n i_o mean_v to_o lodge_v one_o who_o infinite_o surpass_v all_o create_a perfection_n one_o who_o power_n frame_v all_o who_o providence_n govern_v all_o who_o beck_n can_v in_o a_o moment_n bring_v all_o back_n to_o their_o original_a nothing_o and_o be_v it_o possible_a he_o will_v descend_v to_o dwell_v in_o house_n of_o earth_n if_o the_o heaven_n can_v contain_v thou_o dread_a sovereign_n how_o shall_v my_o soul_n whence_o o_o lord_n be_v this_o thy_o goodness_n to_o i_o who_o be_o i_o to_o deserve_v it_o no_o it_o be_v thy_o love_n that_o bring_v thou_o to_o i_o and_o it_o be_v my_o confidence_n that_o lead_v i_o to_o thou_o o_o that_o i_o be_v as_o clean_o as_o thy_o empyreal_a heaven_n to_o entertain_v thou_o as_o pure_a as_o the_o virgin_n mary_n to_o receive_v thou_o 6._o what_o need_v i_o other_o motive_n of_o humility_n than_o to_o see_v thou_o o_o jesus_n so_o humble_a in_o this_o sacrament_n thou_o annihilate_v thy_o glory_n to_o become_v my_o food_n who_o be_o the_o food_n of_o worm_n i_o be_o say_v thou_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n take_v i_o eat_v i_o digest_v i_o nourish_v thyself_o with_o i_o have_v as_o much_o power_n over_o i_o as_o much_o 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away_o to_o death_n o_o love_n without_o limit_n o_o mercy_n without_o measure_n when_o man_n seek_v out_o the_o mean_n to_o bereave_v thou_o of_o life_n thou_o invent_a this_o banquet_n to_o give_v they_o life_n how_o well_o o_o loving_n jesus_n do_v thou_o teach_v i_o to_o repay_v good_a for_o evil_n and_o to_o give_v my_o life_n and_o blood_n for_o my_o enemy_n but_o much_o more_o for_o thou_o who_o have_v show_v i_o such_o large_a token_n of_o thy_o tender_a affection_n 9_o in_o what_o place_n in_o a_o chamber_n on_o high_a well_o sweep_v well_o prepare_v free_o proffer_v wherein_o our_o redeemer_n wrought_v strange_a thing_n both_o before_o and_o after_o his_o resurrection_n what_o lodging_n o_o lord_n shall_v i_o offer_v thy_o sacred_a majesty_n child_n give_v i_o thy_o heart_n lord_n take_v it_o behold_v i_o neither_o lend_v it_o nor_o sell_v it_o but_o i_o free_o and_o full_o give_v it_o unto_o thou_o for_o nothing_o and_o yet_o i_o give_v thou_o nothing_o but_o thy_o own_o o_o 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the_o last_o prayer_n render_v your_o hearty_a thanks_o to_o the_o divin_fw-fr majesty_n for_o all_o his_o gift_n and_o benefit_n o_o my_o god_n my_o desire_n be_v always_o to_o praise_v thou_o for_o thy_o always_o continue_a favour_n but_o ah_o my_o frailty_n tepidity_n and_o weakness_n interrupt_v my_o desire_n wish_n and_o affection_n make_v use_v therefore_o of_o thy_o own_o goodness_n o_o my_o gracious_a redeemer_n in_o supply_v my_o present_a defect_n pardon_v my_o past_a negligence_n preserve_v i_o from_o future_a fail_n and_o praise_v thyself_o in_o i_o and_o all_o thy_o creature_n at_o the_o priest_n final_a benediction_n o_o sweet_a jesus_n bestow_v on_o i_o this_o day_n thy_o blessing_n with_o this_o of_o thy_o minister_n preserve_v i_o from_o all_o sin_n and_o give_v i_o perseverance_n in_o thy_o service_n that_o at_o the_o last_o day_n of_o thy_o dreadful_a judgement_n i_o may_v receive_v that_o happy_a benediction_n among_o thy_o elect_v and_o predestinate_v child_n of_o 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thanks_o o_o sovereign_a creator_n for_o the_o favour_n i_o have_v this_o day_n receive_v of_o thy_o bounty_n and_o of_o which_o many_o better_a deserve_a christian_n be_v deprive_v receive_v o_o lord_n my_o unworthy_a prayer_n supply_v all_o my_o defect_n pardon_v all_o my_o indevotion_n distraction_n and_o irreverence_n and_o grant_v that_o by_o the_o strength_n and_o virtue_n of_o these_o divin_fw-fr mystery_n i_o may_v march_v on_o cheerful_o courageous_o perseverant_o in_o the_o path_n of_o your_o precept_n love_n and_o service_n a_o midst_n all_o the_o temptatation_n trouble_n and_o danger_n of_o my_o life_n pilgrimage_n till_o i_o shall_v one_o day_n happy_o arrive_v at_o thy_o holy_a mountain_n which_o be_v thy_o heavenly_a paradise_n where_o with_o thy_o bless_a angel_n and_o saint_n i_o shall_v more_o clear_o contemplate_v thou_o more_o perfect_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o more_o understand_o celebrate_v thy_o infinite_a goodness_n and_o mercy_n with_o uninterrupted_a canticle_n 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saint_n james_n be_v any_o one_o sick_a let_v he_o call_v for_o the_o priest_n of_o the_o church_n to_o pray_v over_o he_o and_o anoint_v he_o with_o oil_n in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o the_o prayer_n of_o faith_n shall_v save_v the_o sick_a and_o our_o lord_n shall_v raise_v he_o up_o &_o if_o he_o be_v in_o sin_n they_o shall_v be_v forgive_v he_o 12._o drive_a out_o of_o your_o fancy_n that_o fond_a and_o foolish_a opinion_n of_o some_o ill-grounded_a christian_n who_o conceive_v these_o holy_a ceremony_n to_o wit_n the_o receive_n of_o their_o viaticum_fw-la and_o extreme_a unction_n to_o be_v a_o hasten_v of_o their_o death_n no_o they_o prolong_v your_o life_n if_o it_o be_v for_o god_n honour_n and_o glory_n or_o prepare_v you_o for_o a_o better_a life_n which_o shall_v last_v for_o all_o eternity_n 13._o if_o there_o be_v any_o person_n about_o you_o which_o may_v probable_o endanger_v your_o quiet_n or_o trouble_v your_o conscience_n or_o give_v occasion_n of_o 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heart_n jesus_n pity_v i_o pardon_v i_o absolve_v i_o 15._o have_v settle_v all_o thing_n as_o discreet_o and_o diligent_o as_o you_o can_v to_o wit_n your_o temporality_n by_o a_o clear_a and_o conscientious_a testament_n and_o your_o soul_n by_o a_o sincere_a confession_n and_o by_o a_o devout_a receive_n of_o the_o sacrament_n of_o the_o eucharist_n and_o extreme_a unction_n leave_v off_o all_o other_o thought_n and_o employment_n and_o prepare_v yourself_o only_o for_o a_o happy_a death_n and_o in_o order_n hereunto_o 16._o we_o shall_v advise_v you_o as_o far_o forth_o as_o your_o time_n and_o strength_n will_v permit_v to_o execute_v your_o own_o testament_n by_o distribute_v such_o alm_n as_o you_o have_v determine_v to_o bestow_v and_o perform_v such_o act_n of_o piety_n as_o you_o intend_v without_o delay_n so_o make_v your_o own_o eye_n the_o overseer_n and_o your_o own_o hand_n the_o executor_n of_o your_o will_n and_o not_o to_o leave_v all_o to_o they_o who_o may_v 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from_o your_o ghostly_a enemy_n as_o to_o be_v trouble_v that_o you_o can_v pray_v sleep_n eat_z keep_v your_o physic_n etc._n etc._n or_o that_o you_o be_v so_o burdensome_a chargeable_a noisome_a to_o other_o or_o that_o you_o be_v molest_v with_o abominable_a imagination_n etc._n etc._n for_o all_o these_o be_v shadow_n and_o only_o imaginary_a difficulty_n to_o a_o well_o settle_a and_o resign_v soul_n 19_o yet_o be_v not_o so_o careless_a as_o to_o addict_v yourself_o so_o much_o to_o your_o ease_n extroversion_n and_o recreation_n that_o you_o forget_v god_n and_o your_o soul_n nor_o so_o attentive_a that_o you_o afflict_v nature_n or_o increase_v your_o disease_n but_o to_o endeavour_v to_o be_v as_o indifferent_o cheerful_a as_o your_o frailty_n will_v permit_v 20._o beware_v of_o be_v overcurious_a or_o delicate_a in_o your_o diet_n overtend_a of_o your_o treaty_n or_o over-solicitous_a of_o your_o health_n leave_v all_o to_o god_n with_o a_o childish_a simplicity_n and_o sincerity_n take_v he_o for_o your_o father_n physician_n and_o friend_n who_o love_v you_o see_v you_o and_o toke_n care_v of_o you_o 21._o complain_v little_a desire_v less_o refuse_v nothing_o seek_v not_o to_o be_v moan_v but_o be_v ask_v tell_v true_o how_o you_o find_v yourself_o make_v no_o aggravation_n of_o what_o you_o suffer_v but_o humble_o request_v the_o prayer_n of_o they_o that_o visit_v you_o say_v i_o be_o indeed_o sick_a but_o god_n will_v be_v do_v pray_v for_o i_o 22._o take_v all_o thing_n necessary_a for_o your_o recovery_n without_o any_o scruple_n or_o repugnancy_n 23._o neither_o praise_n nor_o dispraise_v yourself_o nor_o care_v what_o other_o say_v or_o judge_n of_o you_o 24._o entreat_v some_o devout_a person_n to_o read_v now_o and_o then_o discreet_o and_o distinct_o in_o some_o good_a book_n of_o resignation_n and_o confidence_n and_o to_o pray_v sometime_o with_o you_o for_o your_o ease_n and_o comfort_n 25._o seek_v not_o much_o content_n from_o 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for_o who_o i_o now_o petition_v thy_o mercy_n how_o willing_o will_v i_o exact_v in_o my_o own_o person_n that_o which_o detain_v he_o in_o purgatory_n and_o though_o my_o unworthiness_n may_v hinder_v this_o desire_a effect_n yet_o such_o be_v thy_o goodness_n o_o my_o gracious_a sovereign_n as_o that_o i_o may_v hope_v to_o have_v my_o will_n accept_v my_o petition_n grant_v and_o this_o poor_a soul_n pardon_v succour_v deliver_v and_o speedy_o admit_v to_o praise_v love_n and_o honour_v thy_o sacred_a majesty_n with_o the_o rest_n of_o thy_o celestial_a citizen_n for_o evermore_o to_o christ_n jesus_n o_o jesus_n the_o saviour_n of_o our_o soul_n who_o inclination_n to_o do_v good_a to_o poor_a mankind_n be_v so_o great_a that_o thou_o often_o presse_v he_o to_o ask_v and_o promise_v to_o grant_v his_o petition_n receive_v i_o beseech_v thou_o this_o prayer_n which_o i_o most_o humble_o present_v to_o thy_o throne_n of_o mercy_n in_o behalf_n of_o this_o my_o depart_a brother_n or_o sister_n the_o soul_n suffer_v in_o purgatory_n remember_v o_o most_o compassionate_a redeemer_n that_o it_o be_v a_o thing_n buy_v with_o thy_o blood_n design_v to_o thy_o glory_n intend_v to_o be_v a_o co_n heir_n with_o thou_o in_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n look_v upon_o it_o sweet_a jesus_n as_o the_o noble_a conquest_n of_o thy_o cross_n and_o the_o sacred_a trophy_n by_o thy_o powertorn_a out_o of_o the_o devil_n clutch_n and_o as_o such_o a_o thing_n afford_v it_o some_o solace_n in_o its_o suffering_n and_o free_v it_o from_o those_o flame_n fetter_n and_o prison_n which_o hinder_v it_o from_o enjoy_v that_o glory_n whereunto_o thy_o mercy_n have_v predestinate_v it_o which_o thy_o passion_n have_v purchase_v and_o which_o thy_o goodness_n have_v prepare_v for_o it_o if_o the_o tear_n of_o mary_n and_o martha_n do_v so_o pierce_v thy_o tender_a heart_n that_o they_o obtain_v the_o raise_n of_o their_o dead_a brother_n lazarus_n out_o of_o his_o sepulchre_n be_v not_o less_o favourable_a and_o flexible_a o_o dear_a saviour_n to_o these_o my_o sigh_n tear_n and_o prayer_n which_o i_o now_o pour_v forth_o before_o thou_o for_o the_o soul_n of_o my_o depart_a brother_n or_o sister_n speak_v only_o the_o word_n o_o all_o powerful_a redeemer_n n._n come_v forth_o of_o those_o flame_n and_o purgatory_n will_v render_v thou_o a_o most_o prompt_a obedience_n and_o the_o deliver_v soul_n will_v eternal_o magnify_v thy_o mercy_n to_o the_o glorious_a virgin_n mother_n i_o most_o humble_o salute_v thou_o great_a queen_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n glorious_a mother_n of_o jesus_n powerful_a advocatrix_fw-la of_o mankind_n and_o compassionate_a comfort_n of_o the_o afflict_a these_o bless_a title_n embolden_v i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n to_o beg_v thy_o prayer_n for_o the_o poor_a soul_n of_o my_o depart_a brother_n now_o suffering_n as_o i_o probable_o both_o fear_n and_o hope_n in_o the_o place_n of_o purgatory_n and_o to_o petition_v thou_o that_o thou_o will_v be_v please_v to_o employ_v the_o power_n the_o privilege_n and_o the_o friendship_n thou_o have_v with_o thy_o dear_a son_n my_o saviour_n in_o his_o behalf_n and_o for_o his_o release_n comfort_n and_o pardon_n o_o great_a and_o glorious_a virgin_n mother_n consider_v this_o suffer_a soul_n as_o by_o thy_o son_n redeem_v and_o by_o thyself_o belove_v and_o since_o thou_o have_v interest_n in_o the_o salvation_n and_o joy_n of_o the_o soul_n purchase_v with_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o son_n precious_a blood_n take_v pity_n upon_o this_o soul_n long_v to_o behold_v thy_o son_n and_o thyself_o in_o glory_n and_o to_o sing_v forth_o divine_a praise_n with_o the_o bless_a saint_n for_o all_o eternity_n to_o s._n joseph_n o_o faithful_a steward_n of_o god_n sacred_a family_n worthy_a guardian_n of_o jesus_n and_o mary_n great_a and_o glorious_a s._n joseph_n permit_v i_o to_o make_v my_o most_o
such_o conveniency_n as_o serve_v for_o my_o life_n ordinary_a entertainment_n till_o such_o time_n as_o thou_o shall_v please_v to_o free_v my_o soul_n from_o this_o fleshly_a slavery_n and_o accomplish_v my_o redemption_n by_o destroy_v all_o that_o be_v borrow_v from_o the_o old_a adam_n and_o consummate_v my_o adoption_n in_o glory_n which_o i_o desire_v for_o no_o other_o end_n but_o to_o be_v no_o long_o subject_n to_o offend_v thou_o my_o lord_n and_o maker_n and_o that_o i_o may_v be_v happy_o oblige_v and_o necessitate_v to_o praise_n and_o love_v thou_o for_o all_o eternity_n 5._o a_o prayer_n for_o the_o conversion_n of_o heretic_n one_o of_o the_o secret_a judgement_n of_o thy_o divine_a providence_n o_o omnipotent_a creator_n which_o i_o humble_o adore_v without_o dare_v to_o dive_v into_o it_o be_v the_o permission_n of_o heresy_n to_o spring_v up_o in_o such_o multitude_n as_o weed_n amid_o the_o wheat_n in_o the_o field_n of_o christianity_n it_o be_v for_o the_o conversion_n of_o these_o misbeliever_n for_o the_o reduction_n of_o these_o stray_a sheep_n for_o the_o illumination_n of_o these_o blind_a christian_n that_o we_o now_o present_v our_o petition_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o divine_a clemency_n clear_v they_o o_o lord_n clear_a the_o understanding_n of_o these_o our_o brethren_n for_o so_o they_o be_v by_o participate_v with_o we_o of_o the_o selfsame_a baptism_n and_o recall_v they_o to_o the_o safe_a sheep-fold_n of_o thy_o universal_a church_n give_v they_o we_o beseech_v thou_o that_o columbin_n simplicity_n which_o be_v necessary_a to_o receive_v and_o retain_v the_o faith_n of_o thy_o gospel_n and_o that_o christian_a infancy_n which_o be_v not_o suspicious_a not_o litigious_a not_o apt_a to_o dispute_v and_o judge_n not_o puff_v up_o with_o any_o self-opinion_n let_v they_o see_v and_o admire_v the_o beauty_n of_o catholic_n verity_n by_o a_o inward_a light_n penetrate_v their_o understanding_n and_o captivate_v they_o to_o the_o obedience_n 〈◊〉_d faith_n and_o the_o church_n ingrave_n in_o their_o will_n the_o love_n of_o thy_o truth_n and_o dissipate_v all_o these_o imposture_n wherewith_o their_o deceive_a teacher_n entertain_v they_o in_o the_o hatred_n of_o our_o sacred_a mystery_n we_o have_v enough_o dispute_v write_v preach_v be_v thou_o now_o o_o divine_a doctor_n the_o conclude_a umpire_n of_o all_o our_o controversy_n speak_v effectual_o to_o their_o heart_n o_o all_o penetrate_a spirit_n and_o open_v they_o to_o hear_v thy_o voice_n and_o to_o admit_v of_o thy_o inspiration_n and_o have_v fill_v they_o with_o the_o seed_n of_o thy_o save_a faith_n shut_v they_o and_o seal_v they_o with_o thy_o grace_n lest_o the_o bird_n of_o prey_n snatch_v it_o away_o o_o sovereign_a shepherd_n reunite_v these_o wander_a sheep_n to_o their_o true_a pastor_n and_o make_v we_o all_o member_n of_o one_o body_n under_o one_o head_n that_o we_o may_v with_o one_o heart_n and_o mouth_n unanimous_o adore_v praise_n and_o glorify_v thy_o sacred_a name_n during_o the_o remain_a time_n of_o our_o pilgrimage_n upon_o earth_n and_o afterward_o in_o heaven_n for_o all_o eternity_n 6._o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o special_a friend_n preserve_v o_o lord_n thy_o servant_n n._n for_o who_o health_n happiness_n and_o prosperity_n we_o humble_o offer_v up_o these_o our_o petition_n to_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n beseech_v thou_o to_o grant_v he_o a_o perseverant_a constancy_n in_o the_o catholic_n faith_n a_o safe_a passaâ—…_n through_o this_o live_v dangerous_a pilgrimage_n and_o that_o no_o worldly_a carnal_a or_o diabolical_a temptation_n may_v have_v the_o power_n to_o separate_v he_o from_o thou_o his_o prime_a and_o only_a good_n give_v he_o grace_n to_o correspond_v to_o the_o call_v and_o condition_n wherein_o thou_o have_v place_v he_o direct_v he_o in_o all_o his_o way_n defend_v he_o against_o all_o his_o enemy_n and_o grant_v he_o final_o a_o happy_a death_n and_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o world_n and_o a_o speedy_a passage_n after_o death_n to_o the_o fruition_n of_o thy_o eternal_a felicity_n 7._o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o friend_n in_o tribulation_n vouchsafe_v o_o merciful_a creator_n to_o afford_v the_o sweetness_n of_o thy_o comfort_n to_o thy_o afflict_a servant_n n._n and_o to_o remove_v according_a to_o thy_o wont_a mercy_n the_o heavy_a burden_n of_o his_o calamity_n give_v he_o we_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o patience_n in_o his_o suffering_n resignation_n to_o thy_o good_a pleasure_n perseverance_n in_o thy_o service_n and_o a_o happy_a translation_n from_o this_o afflictive_a life_n to_o thy_o eternal_a felicity_n 8._o a_o prayer_n for_o our_o enemy_n detractor_n and_o persecutor_n o_o meek_n and_o merciful_a lord_n jesus_n the_o great_a master_n exemplar_n and_o practiser_n of_o peace_n charity_n and_o union_n among_o man_n who_o have_v command_v we_o to_o love_v our_o enemy_n and_o to_o do_v good_a for_o they_o who_o hate_v we_o and_o who_o pray_v on_o the_o cross_n for_o thy_o capital_a adversary_n increase_v within_o we_o we_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o the_o spirit_n of_o christian_a charity_n that_o we_o may_v free_o hearty_o and_o sincere_o forgive_v they_o who_o have_v any_o way_n offend_v injure_a or_o persecute_v we_o bestow_v on_o they_o also_o o_o bless_a saviour_n the_o same_o spirit_n of_o perfect_a peace_n love_n and_o charity_n and_o powerful_o defend_v we_o from_o all_o their_o deceit_n and_o treachery_n 9_o a_o prayer_n for_o a_o woman_n labour_v in_o childbed_n o_o most_o dread_a sovereign_n who_o for_o the_o just_a punishment_n of_o the_o first_o woman_n prevarication_n have_v pronounce_v and_o impose_v a_o severe_a and_o unavoidable_a sentence_n of_o malediction_n upon_o all_o womankind_n that_o they_o shall_v bring_v forth_o their_o child_n in_o pain_n and_o sorrow_n we_o most_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o o_o undrainable_a fountain_n of_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n to_o mitigate_v the_o rigour_n of_o this_o general_a edict_n in_o behalf_n of_o this_o your_o poor_a handmaid_n n._n now_o labour_v in_o the_o pang_n of_o childbed_n and_o to_o give_v her_o courage_n comfort_n and_o patience_n in_o her_o suffering_n grant_v she_o o_o gracious_a lord_n god_n a_o speedy_a and_o happy_a deliverance_n and_o that_o the_o child_n she_o bear_v in_o her_o womb_n may_v be_v bring_v forth_o into_o the_o world_n accompany_v with_o all_o such_o perfection_n of_o body_n soul_n and_o sense_n as_o be_v befit_v our_o human_a nature_n that_o it_o may_v live_v to_o be_v reborn_a by_o baptism_n and_o that_o both_o the_o child_n and_o the_o mother_n may_v become_v thy_o faithful_a servant_n 10._o a_o prayer_n to_o withdraw_v our_o mind_n from_o the_o superfluous_a care_n and_o solicitude_n of_o this_o world_n o_o lord_n our_o true_a lover_n our_o faithful_a teacher_n and_o our_o bountiful_a nourisher_n take_v from_o we_o all_o vain_a superfluous_a and_o noxious_a care_n and_o solicitude_n and_o since_o thou_o have_v be_v gracious_o please_v to_o promise_v we_o that_o thyself_o will_v make_v a_o sufficient_a provision_n for_o we_o grant_v that_o we_o may_v confident_o rely_v in_o all_o thing_n upon_o thy_o sacred_a providence_n let_v we_o therefore_o fix_v our_o heart_n and_o affection_n upon_o heavenly_a object_n let_v we_o seek_v only_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o be_v only_o solicitous_a for_o the_o advancement_n of_o thy_o honour_n and_o glory_n let_v we_o run_v on_o cheerful_o courageous_o perseverant_o in_o the_o way_n of_o thy_o precept_n during_o this_o our_o earthly_a pilgrimage_n that_o so_o we_o may_v be_v final_o translate_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a paradise_n 11._o a_o prayer_n to_o appease_v the_o divine_a indignation_n in_o any_o public_a or_o private_a necessity_n when_o we_o compare_v o_o lord_n thy_o punishment_n with_o our_o own_o prevarication_n we_o be_v force_v to_o confess_v that_o our_o crime_n do_v far_o exceed_v thy_o chastisement_n we_o be_v sensible_a of_o our_o sin_n penalty_n but_o we_o 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desire_v