deserve_v be_v intolerable_a we_o fear_v the_o punishment_n of_o our_o sin_n but_o cease_v not_o pertinacious_o to_o proceed_v in_o sin_v our_o weakness_n be_v sometime_o smite_v with_o thy_o rod_n but_o our_o iniquity_n be_v not_o change_v when_o thou_o smite_v we_o than_o we_o confess_v our_o sin_n but_o when_o thy_o visitation_n be_v past_a than_o we_o forget_v that_o we_o have_v weep_v when_o thou_o stretche_v forth_o thy_o hand_n than_o we_o promise_v to_o do_v our_o duty_n but_o when_o thou_o take_v it_o away_o we_o perform_v no_o promise_n if_o thou_o strike_v we_o cry_v to_o thou_o to_o spare_v we_o but_o when_o thou_o spare_v we_o provoke_v thou_o again_o to_o anger_n thus_o o_o god_n the_o guilty_a confess_v before_o thou_o unless_o thou_o give_v we_o pardon_n it_o be_v but_o just_a we_o perish_v but_o o_o almighty_a god_n our_o father_n grant_v to_o we_o what_o we_o ask_v even_o though_o we_o deserve_v it_o not_o pardon_v we_o o_o gracious_a father_n and_o take_v away_o all_o our_o sin_n destroy_v the_o work_n of_o the_o devil_n let_v the_o enemy_n have_v no_o part_n in_o we_o acknowledge_v the_o work_n of_o thy_o own_o hand_n the_o price_n of_o thy_o own_o blood_n and_o the_o purchase_n of_o thy_o own_o inheritance_n and_o bring_v we_o to_o the_o place_n which_o thou_o have_v design_v for_o we_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o the_o everlasting_a covenant_n by_o the_o pain_n of_o thy_o cross_n and_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o resurrection_n o_o holy_a and_o bless_a jesus_n our_o redeemer_n most_o merciful_a god_n and_o father_n i_o thy_o unworthy_a servant_n render_v my_o humble_a thanks_o to_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n that_o it_o have_v please_v thou_o notwithstanding_o my_o unworthiness_n to_o give_v i_o a_o heart_n to_o approach_v thy_o bless_a sacrament_n give_v i_o thy_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v be_v a_o curious_a spender_n of_o my_o time_n this_o week_n so_o as_o i_o may_v best_o resist_v or_o prevent_v all_o temptation_n let_v thy_o grace_n so_o perpetual_o assist_v and_o encourage_v my_o endeavour_n conduct_v my_o will_n and_o fortify_v my_o intention_n that_o i_o may_v persevere_v in_o that_o holy_a condition_n which_o thou_o have_v put_v i_o in_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o the_o covenant_n and_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o holy_a jesus_n oh_o let_v i_o never_o fall_v into_o those_o sin_n and_o retire_v to_o that_o vain_a conversation_n from_o which_o the_o eternal_a and_o merciful_a saviour_n of_o the_o world_n have_v redeem_v i_o let_v thy_o prevent_v grace_n dash_v all_o temptation_n in_o their_o approach_n that_o my_o hope_n be_v never_o discompose_v my_o faith_n weaken_a my_o confidence_n make_v remiss_a nor_o my_o portion_n be_v lessen_v in_o the_o covenant_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o put_v on_o the_o wedding-garment_n and_o since_o thou_o have_v command_v i_o to_o examine_v myself_o let_v i_o serious_o consider_v and_o review_v my_o life_n and_o action_n and_o how_o i_o be_o prepare_v for_o so_o weighty_a a_o action_n i_o desire_v to_o do_v this_o o_o lord_n help_v my_o weak_a desire_n give_v i_o power_n to_o live_v more_o exact_o than_o i_o have_v do_v i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o be_o by_o nature_n a_o child_n of_o wrath_n give_v i_o therefore_o a_o true_a and_o lively_a faith_n that_o i_o may_v be_v spiritual_o join_v to_o thou_o by_o the_o visible_a sign_n of_o bread_n and_o wine_n and_o so_o cleanse_v my_o soul_n that_o thou_o may_v take_v up_o thy_o habitation_n within_o i_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n i_o be_o unworthy_a of_o this_o blessing_n yet_o for_o thy_o name_n sake_n bestow_v it_o upon_o i_o and_o when_o i_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o at_o thy_o table_n restrain_v my_o wander_v and_o idle_a thought_n let_v they_o be_v serious_o fix_v on_o the_o death_n of_o my_o saviour_n and_o as_o i_o receive_v this_o bread_n and_o wine_n for_o bodily_a sustenance_n so_o cause_v i_o to_o feed_v on_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o my_o saviour_n that_o it_o may_v be_v real_a nourishment_n to_o my_o soul_n which_o i_o beg_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o he_o who_o offer_v both_o his_o body_n and_o blood_n for_o my_o salvation_n jesus_n thy_o son_n and_o my_o redeemer_n amen_n o_o most_o good_a and_o gracious_a jesus_n how_o excellent_a be_v thy_o love_n towards_o we_o thou_o leave_v thy_o body_n and_o blood_n to_o be_v our_o food_n to_o nourish_v we_o o_o thou_o true_a food_n of_o my_o soul_n receive_v i_o who_o be_o to_o receive_v thou_o quicken_v i_o with_o thy_o spirit_n feed_v i_o with_o thy_o flesh_n satisfy_v i_o with_o thy_o blood_n and_o let_v i_o receive_v life_n from_o thou_o to_o act_v and_o live_v unto_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n give_v i_o a_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v think_v on_o thou_o a_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o and_o a_o mind_n to_o remember_v thou_o let_v i_o find_v thou_o o_o my_o heart_n desire_n let_v i_o hold_v thou_o o_o thou_o who_o my_o soul_n do_v love_n o_o my_o life_n for_o who_o all_o thing_n live_v by_o which_o i_o live_v without_o which_o i_o die_v o_o my_o lord_n let_v i_o renew_v this_o life_n of_o i_o by_o come_v to_o thy_o holy_a sacrament_n where_o may_v i_o find_v thou_o but_o here_o o_o that_o i_o may_v faint_v in_o myself_o and_o depend_v on_o thou_o o_o lord_n let_v i_o love_v thou_o because_o thou_o do_v first_o love_v i_o where_o shall_v i_o get_v word_n to_o express_v the_o sign_n of_o thy_o particular_a great_a love_n towards_o i_o i_o bless_v thou_o for_o my_o creation_n preservation_n and_o all_o the_o blessing_n of_o this_o life_n but_o most_o of_o all_o for_o my_o redemption_n and_o the_o benefit_n convey_v to_o we_o in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o let_v i_o go_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n to_o receive_v life_n and_o salvation_n o_o that_o i_o may_v cry_v after_o god_n even_o the_o live_a god_n that_o i_o may_v watch_v for_o thou_o more_o than_o they_o who_o watch_v for_o the_o morning_n and_o that_o my_o delight_n may_v be_v in_o thy_o commandment_n o_o god_n i_o dare_v not_o presume_v to_o come_v to_o thy_o altar_n most_o holy_a lord_n god_n before_o i_o have_v cleanse_v my_o mouth_n by_o confession_n of_o my_o sin_n wash_v my_o hand_n in_o innocency_n and_o purify_v my_o heart_n by_o profession_n of_o my_o faith_n in_o my_o redeemer_n blood_n for_o thy_o sacred_a word_n teach_v i_o that_o holy_a thing_n must_v not_o be_v give_v to_o dog_n nor_o pearl_n cast_v before_o swine_n with_o loathe_v of_o myself_o and_o great_a detestation_n of_o my_o rebellious_a corruption_n i_o confess_v that_o never_o dog_n so_o oft_o return_v to_o his_o vomit_n nor_o sow_n to_o wallow_v in_o the_o mire_n as_o i_o have_v to_o sin_n and_o sensuality_n i_o be_v at_o first_o conceive_v in_o lust_n and_o since_o lust_n have_v conceive_v in_o i_o and_o bring_v forth_o sin_n and_o sin_n have_v long_o ago_o bring_v forth_o death_n if_o thy_o grace_n and_o mercy_n have_v not_o prevent_v it_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o conceive_v what_o sin_n i_o have_v conceive_v in_o my_o heart_n or_o utter_v with_o my_o tongue_n my_o best_a action_n be_v taint_v how_o much_o more_o my_o defect_n my_o prayer_n against_o sin_n be_v through_o their_o many_o imperfection_n unless_o thou_o cover_v they_o abominable_a in_o thy_o sight_n how_o much_o more_o the_o sin_n themselves_o against_o which_o i_o pray_v all_o the_o remedy_n which_o thou_o have_v prescribe_v in_o thy_o law_n against_o the_o malady_n of_o my_o soul_n have_v increase_v they_o and_o so_o improve_v my_o sin_n that_o sin_n be_v become_v above_o measure_n sinful_a o_o lord_n thy_o commandment_n be_v exceed_o broad_a and_o extend_v not_o only_o to_o our_o word_n and_o action_n but_o to_o our_o thought_n desire_n and_o affection_n the_o small_a desire_n of_o sin_n be_v sin_n the_o very_a inclination_n to_o sin_n without_o consent_n of_o the_o will_n the_o delight_n in_o sin_n against_o the_o consent_n of_o the_o will_n our_o vain_a fancy_n by_o day_n and_o dream_n by_o night_n though_o not_o in_o our_o power_n to_o prevent_v be_v pollution_n in_o thy_o eye_n who_o be_v purity_n itself_o who_o then_o can_v say_v his_o heart_n be_v clean_a or_o who_o know_v how_o oft_o he_o offend_v o_o cleanse_v thou_o i_o from_o my_o secret_a fault_n pardon_v all_o my_o know_a and_o unknown_a transgression_n whether_o they_o be_v omission_n of_o any_o duty_n command_v by_o thou_o or_o commission_n of_o any_o thing_n forbid_v o_o lose_v i_o from_o those_o bond_n wherewith_o satan_n and_o my_o own_o lust_n have_v bind_v i_o thou_o see_v i_o have_v abundant_a need_n of_o thou_o but_o be_o so_o cloged_a with_o gild_n that_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o move_v towards_o thou_o o_o let_v not_o my_o impenitence_n and_o unworthiness_n
expectation_n it_o be_v the_o observation_n of_o a_o great_a man_n that_o the_o more_o exact_a he_o be_v in_o keep_v the_o sabbath_n his_o affair_n meet_v with_o the_o great_a success_n in_o the_o follow_a week_n whether_o every_o body_n will_v be_v thus_o happy_a i_o can_v resolve_v but_o be_o sure_a there_o can_v be_v no_o danger_n in_o the_o trial_n and_o if_o we_o fail_v once_o it_o may_v succeed_v the_o next_o however_o there_o be_v sufficient_a reward_n in_o itself_o for_o we_o shall_v have_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o do_v our_o duty_n and_o that_o we_o can_v effect_v more_o exact_o than_o by_o a_o devout_a meditation_n when_o alone_o and_o a_o serious_a attention_n when_o at_o church_n they_o who_o have_v family_n be_v to_o instruct_v their_o household_n in_o their_o duty_n and_o see_v they_o discharge_v it_o by_o give_v good_a example_n and_o instruction_n and_o see_v they_o follow_v they_o for_o when_o all_o be_v do_v the_o effectual_a preacher_n be_v parent_n and_o master_n minister_n may_v give_v the_o best_a counsel_n and_o preach_v the_o great_a truth_n but_o it_o be_v they_o must_v see_v it_o have_v its_o proper_a effect_n in_o their_o own_o life_n and_o conversation_n and_o in_o those_o that_o belong_v to_o they_o if_o this_o be_v industrious_o practise_v what_o encouragement_n will_v it_o be_v to_o the_o minister_n to_o labour_v more_o abundant_o for_o the_o salvation_n of_o their_o flock_n and_o how_o shall_v we_o all_o rejoice_v in_o the_o day_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o they_o have_v neither_o run_v nor_o labour_v in_o vain_a in_o short_a our_o communion_n on_o this_o day_n ought_v to_o be_v free_a from_o lightness_n or_o vanity_n not_o in_o worldly_a affair_n nor_o relation_n of_o foolish_a story_n and_o as_o little_a as_o possible_a in_o common_a talk_n no_o unnecessary_a visit_n nor_o any_o where_o but_o when_o we_o have_v a_o opportunity_n of_o do_v good_a this_o aught_o to_o be_v our_o constant_a care_n to_o apply_v ourselves_o whole_o to_o god_n and_o religion_n and_o avoid_v every_o thing_n as_o much_o as_o possible_a that_o will_v take_v up_o our_o thought_n on_o any_o thing_n else_o this_o be_v true_o to_o sanctify_v the_o sabbath_n and_o they_o who_o can_v thus_o observe_v it_o will_v find_v the_o benefit_n even_o a_o everlasting_a rest_n to_o their_o soul_n in_o heaven_n after_o we_o have_v dine_v let_v we_o retire_v again_o and_o when_o we_o have_v raise_v our_o affection_n by_o a_o serious_a contemplation_n let_v we_o say_v a_o prayer_n after_o dinner_n o_o thou_o all-seeing_a and_o most_o holy_a god_n i_o have_v be_v admit_v to_o make_v my_o oblation_n of_o praise_n and_o myself_o unto_o thou_o and_o be_o infinite_o concern_v that_o thou_o shall_v accept_v i_o therein_o not_o for_o any_o merit_n in_o i_o but_o for_o thy_o own_o mercy_n sake_n o_o my_o god_n thou_o know_v i_o have_v be_v pollute_v with_o sin_n undutiful_a to_o thy_o command_n unfaithful_a to_o my_o promise_n and_o confederate_a with_o thy_o enemy_n yea_o even_o in_o the_o time_n of_o these_o holy_a mystery_n so_o obdurate_a and_o confuse_a that_o i_o may_v just_o fear_v lest_o my_o wretchedness_n shall_v make_v my_o sacrifice_n a_o abomination_n i_o blush_v that_o i_o be_o not_o fit_a i_o lament_v that_o i_o shall_v bring_v so_o many_o defilement_n where_o the_o purity_n of_o a_o angel_n be_v scarce_o sufficient_a but_o i_o take_v sanctuary_n in_o thy_o more_o oblige_a condescension_n and_o because_o i_o be_o so_o unworthy_a will_v endeavour_v to_o esteem_v myself_o as_o vile_a as_o real_o i_o be_o in_o thy_o sight_n oh_o do_v not_o look_v upon_o the_o defect_n of_o a_o wretched_a sinner_n but_o remember_v thy_o own_o mercy_n and_o accept_v what_o thou_o have_v require_v of_o i_o and_o so_o shall_v thy_o favour_n be_v more_o illustrious_a because_o it_o be_v bestow_v upon_o so_o evil_a and_o undeserving_a a_o creature_n and_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o unworthiness_n shall_v enlarge_v my_o thankfulness_n and_o make_v i_o praise_v thou_o more_o than_o if_o i_o have_v approach_v thou_o with_o all_o perfection_n it_o be_v a_o mighty_a favour_n to_o i_o o_o god_n that_o thou_o have_v make_v bread_n to_o grow_v out_o of_o the_o earth_n to_o nourish_v my_o mortal_a body_n but_o oh_o how_o far_o have_v thou_o transcend_v that_o mercy_n in_o give_v i_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n from_o heaven_n to_o feed_v my_o immortal_a soul_n who_o be_v there_o in_o heaven_n or_o earth_n that_o i_o can_v have_v wish_v for_o in_o comparison_n of_o jesus_n christ_n o_o my_o soul_n bless_v thou_o the_o lord_n i_o go_v not_o to_o gaze_v or_o taste_v of_o the_o outward_a part_n but_o to_o satisfy_v my_o soul_n by_o lay_v hold_n of_o the_o merit_n of_o my_o crucify_a saviour_n yet_o i_o have_v receive_v the_o element_n and_o thou_o have_v make_v they_o to_o i_o that_o which_o i_o need_v and_o desire_v even_o the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o thy_o son_n oh_o how_o it_o fill_v my_o soul_n with_o joy_n to_o see_v thy_o sacred_a majesty_n appease_v but_o o_o merciful_a god_n i_o tremble_v in_o expectation_n of_o those_o furious_a assault_n which_o will_v be_v make_v upon_o i_o by_o my_o enemy_n from_o who_o i_o be_o withdraw_v o_o god_n thou_o know_v how_o often_o i_o have_v return_v to_o folly_n but_o if_o thou_o please_v to_o plant_v thy_o grace_n within_o i_o and_o send_v thy_o blessing_n upon_o i_o i_o will_v not_o fear_v the_o power_n of_o darkness_n i_o have_v receive_v that_o heavenly_a food_n which_o be_v the_o mean_n of_o convey_v this_o grace_n unto_o i_o i_o know_v by_o this_o celestial_a remedy_n many_o of_o thy_o servant_n have_v be_v dreadful_a to_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o thou_o do_v never_o cast_v off_o a_o humble_a soul_n oh_o bless_v then_o this_o lifegiving_a mystery_n unto_o i_o that_o i_o may_v find_v such_o power_n strength_n and_o resolution_n flow_v from_o thence_o that_o i_o may_v stand_v firm_a to_o the_o purpose_v i_o have_v make_v sweet_a saviour_n i_o be_o now_o thy_o servant_n oh_o deliver_v i_o from_o anger_n malice_n and_o intemperance_n from_o pride_n lust_n and_o covetousness_n and_o all_o the_o fury_n which_o use_v to_o torture_v i_o o_o mark_v i_o for_o thy_o own_o and_o deny_v i_o not_o that_o grace_n which_o be_v necessary_a to_o make_v i_o thou_o i_o be_o sure_a in_o thou_o all_o fullness_n of_o grace_n dwell_v and_o let_v it_o now_o overflow_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v of_o thy_o fullness_n and_o then_o shall_v i_o always_o perform_v my_o vow_n gracious_a god_n i_o have_v behold_v the_o efficacious_a sacrifice_n which_o thy_o son_n have_v offer_v for_o we_o i_o have_v remember_v it_o bless_a be_v thy_o name_n for_o it_o though_o not_o so_o high_o as_o i_o be_o oblige_v for_o the_o benefit_n be_v inestimable_a there_o be_v no_o want_n of_o merit_n in_o jesus_n to_o deserve_v nor_o of_o mercy_n in_o thou_o to_o bestow_v remission_n oh_o let_v there_o not_o want_v in_o i_o nor_o in_o any_o for_o who_o christ_n die_v grace_n to_o accept_v this_o pardon_n behold_v lord_n how_o i_o struggle_v under_o a_o load_n of_o guilt_n but_o i_o have_v receive_v that_o which_o be_v a_o effectual_a remedy_n who_o be_v ever_o reconcile_v to_o thou_o but_o by_o jesus_n or_o who_o be_v ever_o so_o much_o thy_o enemy_n but_o this_o holy_a sacrifice_n have_v make_v their_o peace_n and_o shall_v it_o be_v ineffectual_a only_o to_o i_o dear_a father_n let_v i_o find_v the_o effecacy_n thereof_o in_o myself_o and_o then_o i_o shall_v be_v engage_v to_o praise_v thou_o more_o and_o more_o for_o this_o great_a salvation_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n the_o grace_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n etc._n etc._n have_v thus_o renew_v our_o desire_n and_o fire_v soul_n with_o a_o ardent_a love_n of_o christ_n let_v we_o prepare_v again_o to_o meet_v the_o assembly_n of_o saint_n that_o we_o may_v worship_n god_n together_o and_o give_v thanks_o to_o his_o name_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v new_a instruction_n for_o the_o amendment_n of_o our_o life_n and_o the_o confirmation_n of_o our_o faith_n that_o we_o may_v enlarge_v our_o desire_n after_o heaven_n and_o see_v the_o pleasure_n of_o the_o habitation_n of_o the_o lord_n at_o our_o return_n home_o it_o will_v be_v necessary_a that_o we_o give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o a_o serious_a meditation_n of_o our_o action_n this_o day_n if_o our_o heart_n condemn_v we_o not_o then_o have_v we_o confidence_n towards_o god_n if_o otherwise_o let_v we_o humble_o beg_v pardon_n let_v we_o be_v earnest_n in_o this_o examination_n for_o it_o be_v of_o great_a moment_n to_o be_v very_o circumspect_a now_o do_v it_o let_v we_o cry_v peace_n when_o it_o be_v far_o from_o we_o and_o fancy_n we_o be_v reconcile_v to_o god_n when_o we_o
with_o thy_o god_n we_o be_v to_o attend_v the_o house_n of_o prayer_n frequent_a the_o sacrament_n and_o be_v holy_a in_o all_o manner_n of_o conversation_n if_o we_o want_v to_o be_v inform_v in_o any_o thing_n let_v we_o have_v recourse_n to_o our_o pastor_n that_o he_o may_v satisfy_v our_o conscience_n i_o will_v advice_n that_o our_o confession_n be_v make_v to_o some_o discreet_a minister_n for_o it_o be_v a_o great_a sign_n of_o our_o repentance_n when_o we_o be_v thus_o willing_a to_o take_v shame_n to_o ourselves_o beside_o it_o will_v be_v a_o great_a restraint-upon_a we_o we_o shall_v be_v afraid_a to_o join_v in_o the_o next_o temptation_n when_o we_o know_v we_o must_v confess_v it_o it_o be_v the_o depravedness_n of_o our_o nature_n to_o be_v afraid_a rather_o of_o man_n then_o god_n we_o be_v not_o scrupulous_a to_o do_v those_o thing_n in_o private_a which_o we_o can_v not_o do_v before_o man_n it_o be_v seldom_o that_o companion_n in_o wickedness_n will_v suffer_v one_o another_o to_o be_v witness_n of_o their_o shame_n so_o easy_a be_v it_o to_o be_v afraid_a to_o confess_v what_o we_o do_v blush_v to_o commit_v but_o this_o i_o leave_v to_o every_o man_n conscience_n but_o let_v he_o have_v a_o care_n he_o do_v deceive_v his_o own_o soul_n we_o shall_v be_v torture_v to_o little_a purpose_n to_o put_v ourselves_o upon_o mock_n repentance_n and_o when_o our_o confession_n come_v wilful_o short_a of_o our_o sin_n we_o wilful_o exclude_v ourselves_o from_o the_o favour_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n it_o will_v be_v a_o sad_a remembrance_n at_o the_o last_o day_n to_o think_v it_o be_v in_o our_o power_n to_o be_v happy_a that_o we_o be_v not_o far_o from_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n and_o yet_o must_v fall_v short_a of_o the_o glory_n of_o god_n to_o prevent_v which_o let_v we_o deal_v faithful_o with_o our_o soul_n when_o we_o think_v we_o stand_v be_v careful_a we_o do_v fall_n and_o have_v begin_v our_o course_n to_o continue_v to_o our_o life_n end_v that_o we_o may_v be_v save_v when_o we_o come_v abroad_o into_o the_o world_n there_o be_v a_o necessity_n we_o set_v a_o watch_n over_o ourselves_o we_o must_v expect_v to_o be_v attack_v if_o we_o can_v bear_v the_o first_o assault_n the_o rest_n will_v fall_v by_o degree_n and_o every_o temptation_n be_v less_o powerful_a when_o we_o be_v first_o tempt_v let_v we_o remember_v that_o this_o be_v the_o very_a thing_n that_o have_v cost_v we_o so_o much_o trouble_v which_o we_o vow_v to_o resist_v which_o be_v our_o mortal_a enemy_n and_o which_o will_v set_v we_o at_o a_o great_a variance_n with_o god_n how_o can_v we_o do_v this_o thing_n and_o sin_n against_o heaven_n let_v we_o remember_v this_o be_v the_o first_o trial_n if_o we_o submit_v how_o can_v we_o think_v to_o prevail_v another_o time_n the_o next_o temptation_n may_v have_v a_o better_a appearance_n there_o may_v be_v a_o thousand_o thing_n to_o render_v it_o more_o take_v and_o so_o by_o degree_n we_o shall_v be_v bring_v to_o our_o old_a state_n and_o the_o last_o condition_n will_v be_v worse_o than_o the_o first_o we_o must_v not_o allow_v ourselves_o in_o the_o commission_n of_o any_o one_o know_v sin_n we_o must_v resist_v the_o beginning_n we_o must_v not_o suffer_v ourselves_o to_o think_v upon_o old_a habit_n but_o with_o abhorrence_n for_o it_o be_v not_o only_o a_o sin_n but_o will_v endanger_v we_o to_o fall_v back_o if_o we_o take_v pleasure_n in_o their_o remembrance_n the_o devil_n will_v fail_v to_o excite_v our_o delight_n by_o add_v some_o new_a relish_n to_o make_v they_o more_o acceptable_a if_o we_o will_v shun_v the_o danger_n we_o must_v avoid_v the_o occasion_n and_o then_o need_v not_o fear_v be_v lead_v into_o temptation_n but_o there_o be_v a_o great_a motive_n yet_o we_o must_v remember_v we_o be_v but_o beginning_n and_o to_o look_v back_o at_o the_o first_o step_n be_v such_o a_o piece_n of_o folly_n that_o every_o body_n must_v be_v ashamed_a of_o sure_a none_o can_v be_v so_o unreasonable_a to_o desire_v it_o shall_v be_v reckon_v among_o their_o good_a deed_n that_o they_o only_o think_v of_o repentance_n if_o we_o be_v true_o sensible_a of_o our_o sin_n we_o shall_v be_v very_o desirous_a to_o get_v rid_v of_o they_o we_o be_v teach_v there_o be_v no_o way_n but_o by_o come_v to_o christ_n they_o that_o come_v unto_o he_o must_v do_v the_o will_n of_o his_o father_n to_o those_o he_o give_v power_n to_o become_v the_o son_n of_o god_n the_o child_n of_o god_n be_v manifest_a they_o that_o do_v wickedness_n be_v not_o of_o god_n let_v we_o endeavour_v therefore_o to_o add_v to_o our_o repentance_n obedience_n that_o acceptable_a sacrifice_n and_o be_v forward_o in_o all_o the_o duty_n of_o christianity_n that_o so_o we_o may_v approve_v ourselves_o in_o well_o do_v for_o it_o be_v the_o will_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o we_o add_v to_o our_o faith_n virtue_n and_o when_o we_o have_v try_v ourselves_o that_o we_o can_v resist_v temptation_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o good_a work_n let_v we_o then_o prepare_v to_o meet_v the_o lord_n at_o his_o holy_a table_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v grace_n and_o strength_n to_o walk_v in_o the_o same_o all_o the_o day_n of_o our_o life_n this_o be_v the_o great_a duty_n of_o the_o new_a law_n and_o there_o need_v no_o argument_n to_o bring_v those_o to_o the_o sacrifice_n who_o be_v sensible_a of_o their_o necessity_n or_o be_v desirous_a of_o grow_v better_o our_o church_n have_v take_v care_n to_o instruct_v every_o christian_a how_o he_o may_v become_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n by_o tell_v he_o first_o what_o he_o ought_v to_o believe_v and_o then_o what_o he_o ought_v to_o practice_n i_o shall_v content_v myself_o with_o the_o method_n of_o the_o church_n in_o both_o these_o case_n and_o recommend_v it_o to_o those_o who_o be_v desirous_a to_o be_v inform_v bread_n and_o wine_n be_v what_o the_o lord_n have_v command_v to_o be_v receive_v and_o the_o church_n have_v tell_v we_o that_o they_o signify_v the_o body_n and_o blood_n of_o christ_n which_o be_v very_o and_o indeed_o take_v by_o the_o faithful_a and_o the_o benefit_n be_v the_o strengthen_n and_o refresh_v of_o our_o soul_n this_o be_v what_o we_o be_v positive_o to_o believe_v and_o when_o we_o can_v give_v our_o entire_a assent_n let_v we_o according_a to_o the_o direction_n of_o the_o church_n examine_v ourselves_o whether_o we_o repent_v true_o of_o our_o former_a sin_n steadfast_o purpose_v to_o lead_v a_o new_a life_n have_v a_o lively_a faith_n in_o god_n mercy_n through_o jesus_n christ_n with_o a_o thankful_a remembrance_n of_o his_o death_n and_o be_v in_o charity_n with_o all_o men._n this_o be_v in_o short_a the_o duty_n of_o every_o communicant_a and_o no_o man_n who_o will_v come_v to_o the_o lord_n supper_n worthy_o can_v leave_v out_o any_o of_o these_o thing_n instead_o of_o a_o great_a many_o argument_n i_o must_v press_v the_o observance_n of_o they_o it_o be_v the_o misfortune_n of_o a_o great_a many_o to_o think_v they_o have_v discharge_v their_o duty_n if_o they_o can_v use_v so_o much_o self-denial_n as_o to_o refrain_v from_o their_o usual_a excess_n a_o week_n before_o the_o sacrament_n say_v the_o morning_n and_o evening_n devotion_n and_o bring_v themselves_o to_o confess_v they_o be_v sorry_a for_o what_o upon_o a_o little_a examination_n they_o find_v a_o miss_n this_o they_o think_v be_v repentance_n enough_o and_o because_o their_o book_n find_v no_o more_o work_n for_o they_o set_v down_o well_o satisfy_v with_o their_o performance_n they_o seem_v willing_a to_o compound_v the_o matter_n with_o god_n almighty_a confess_v themselves_o bankrupt_a and_o desire_v to_o be_v set_v free_a for_o pay_v half_a tribute_n they_o have_v their_o set_a time_n for_o devotion_n be_v content_a to_o be_v fool_n for_o three_o week_n and_o then_o set_v down_o to_o make_v up_o the_o month_n the_o other_o week_n and_o confess_v their_o folly_n thus_o for_o one_o week_n penance_n think_v god_n be_v oblige_v to_o be_v reconcile_v and_o because_o they_o have_v the_o impudence_n to_o wipe_v their_o mouth_n conclude_v god_n will_v think_v they_o have_v do_v no_o ill_a but_o we_o can_v deceive_v god_n where_o it_o be_v to_o be_v have_v he_o will_v exact_v the_o uttermost_a farthing_n let_v our_o conscience_n be_v our_o judge_n and_o our_o guide_n use_v book_n only_o as_o help_n to_o devotion_n for_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o a_o book_n to_o be_v write_v to_o suit_v every_o man_n occasion_n there_o be_v something_o particular_a to_o every_o one_o of_o we_o that_o another_o perhaps_o never_o think_v of_o and_o it_o be_v not_o likely_a such_o a_o one_o be_v capable_a to_o prescribe_v a_o remedy_n before_o hand_n
how_o miserable_a my_o end_n must_v be_v when_o the_o heaven_n be_v not_o pure_a in_o thy_o sight_n and_o the_o very_a angel_n be_v charge_v with_o folly_n there_o be_v no_o holiness_n o_o lord_n if_o thou_o withdraw_v thy_o hand_n no_o wisdom_n profit_n if_o thy_o government_n cease_v when_o thou_o leave_v we_o we_o perish_v we_o be_v unstable_a and_o unsecure_a unless_o secure_v and_o confirm_v by_o thou_o we_o fly_v to_o thou_o for_o help_v and_o yet_o depart_v from_o thy_o commandment_n o_o how_o mean_o do_v i_o deserve_v to_o be_v think_v of_o how_o little_a and_o inconsiderable_a be_v the_o good_a i_o do_v how_o innumerable_a how_o intolerable_a be_v the_o evil_n i_o have_v do_v many_o good_a thing_n have_v i_o receive_v from_o thou_o but_o i_o have_v abuse_v they_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o grace_n but_o i_o have_v turn_v it_o into_o wantonness_n thou_o do_v create_v in_o i_o a_o hope_n of_o glory_n but_o i_o have_v lose_v my_o confidence_n wherefore_o behold_v o_o lord_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o thou_o may_v indeed_o just_o censure_v the_o approach_n of_o such_o a_o pollute_a creature_n to_o be_v a_o dare_a presumption_n but_o i_o beseech_v the_o condemn_v not_o the_o action_n but_o behold_v the_o motive_n which_o draw_v i_o hither_o even_o my_o own_o misery_n and_o thy_o mercy_n i_o increase_v the_o number_n of_o my_o sin_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v to_o thou_o o_o thou_o preserver_n of_o man_n who_o shall_v raise_v i_o up_o when_o i_o shall_v fall_v before_o thy_o dreadful_a judgement_n seat_n i_o will_v lay_v my_o face_n in_o the_o dust_n and_o confess_v myself_o to_o be_v nothing_o pity_v my_o shame_n o_o god_n bound_v up_o my_o wound_n remove_v those_o sin_n that_o so_o easy_o overcome_v i_o and_o unite_v i_o to_o my_o saviour_n jesus_n o_o help_v i_o to_o supply_v in_o humility_n what_o i_o want_v in_o worthiness_n let_v my_o mean_a and_o just_a opinion_n of_o myself_o my_o bend_a knee_n and_o break_a heart_n show_v that_o i_o dare_v not_o have_v adventure_v so_o nigh_o if_o thy_o mercy_n have_v not_o hold_v out_o the_o golden_a sceptre_n o_o then_o dear_a jesus_n be_v a_o jesus_n to_o i_o and_o let_v this_o sacrament_n be_v a_o savour_n of_o life_n and_o thy_o body_n the_o bread_n of_o life_n thy_o blood_n the_o purifier_n of_o my_o sinful_a life_n o_o send_v i_o not_o empty_a away_o for_o i_o shall_v faint_v and_o die_v i_o can_v live_v without_o thou_o o_o let_v virtue_n come_v from_o thou_o and_o heal_v my_o sickness_n do_v thou_o appear_v to_o my_o soul_n in_o these_o holy_a mystery_n enlighten_v my_o darkness_n turn_v i_o from_o all_o vain_a imagination_n and_o illusion_n of_o the_o enemy_n all_o perverseness_n of_o will_n all_o violence_n and_o inordinate_a passion_n sensual_a desire_n lust_n and_o malice_n gluttony_n pride_n envy_n and_o detraction_n let_v not_o sin_n reign_v in_o my_o mortal_a body_n nor_o the_o devil_n lead_v my_o will_n captive_a nor_o the_o world_n abuse_v my_o understanding_n nor_o debauch_v my_o conversation_n o_o grant_v i_o may_v receive_v these_o divine_a mystery_n for_o the_o amendment_n of_o my_o life_n and_o for_o a_o defensative_a against_o all_o my_o sin_n for_o the_o increase_n of_o virtue_n and_o the_o perfection_n of_o the_o spirit_n this_o i_o beg_v o_o merciful_a god_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o thy_o eternal_a son_n my_o crucify_a saviour_n and_o redeemer_n jesus_n amen_n here_o rise_v up_o read_v as_o follow_v and_o as_o they_o be_v eat_v jesus_n take_v bread_n and_o give_v thanks_o and_o bless_v it_o and_o break_v it_o it_o and_o give_v it_o to_o his_o disciple_n and_o say_v take_v eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n which_o be_v give_v for_o you_o this_o do_v in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o likewise_o also_o he_o take_v the_o cup_n and_o when_o he_o have_v give_v thanks_o he_o give_v it_o to_o they_o say_v drink_v you_o all_o of_o it_o for_o this_o cup_n be_v the_o new_a testament_n in_o my_o blood_n which_o be_v shed_v for_o you_o and_o for_o many_o for_o the_o remission_n of_o sin_n and_o they_o all_o drink_v of_o it_o very_o i_o say_v unto_o you_o i_o will_v not_o drink_v henceforth_o of_o the_o fruit_n of_o the_o vine_n until_o that_o day_n when_o i_o drink_v it_o new_a in_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n my_o father_n i_o adore_v thou_o o_o bless_a jesus_n for_o institute_v this_o holy_a sacrament_n o_o let_v thy_o divinity_n thus_o stamp_v on_o it_o strike_v into_o my_o soul_n a_o holy_a awe_n in_o approach_v it_o o_o create_v in_o i_o a_o heaven_n disposition_n to_o celebrate_v so_o heavenly_a a_o institution_n and_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n pardon_v all_o my_o stupid_a forgetfulness_n and_o ingratitude_n hitherto_o do_v now_o create_v in_o i_o such_o a_o thankful_a and_o lively_a remembrance_n of_o thy_o die_a love_n that_o may_v excite_v i_o to_o give_v up_o myself_o entire_o to_o thou_o as_o thou_o do_v give_v up_o thyself_o on_o the_o cross_n for_o i_o kneel_v say_v a_o prayer_n behold_v o_o sacred_a and_o undivided_a trinity_n a_o unworthy_a wretched_a weak_a and_o wound_a soul_n oppress_v with_o a_o intolerable_a weight_n of_o misery_n terrify_v with_o the_o consideration_n of_o thy_o inscrutable_a judgement_n confound_v with_o the_o memory_n of_o her_o base_a ingratitude_n and_o encompass_v with_o sorrow_n i_o have_v with_o the_o prodigal_a waste_v that_o portion_n of_o grace_n thou_o do_v bestow_v upon_o i_o and_o therefore_o do_v infinite_o want_v a_o supply_n out_o of_o thy_o treasury_n but_o o_o lord_n how_o shall_v such_o a_o wretch_n as_o i_o dare_v to_o approach_v this_o holy_a table_n how_o shall_v this_o spiritual_a manna_n this_o food_n of_o angel_n be_v give_v to_o one_o who_o have_v choose_v to_o feed_v on_o husck_n with_o wine_n nay_o to_o one_o who_o have_v so_o often_o trample_v upon_o these_o precious_a thing_n either_o careless_o neglect_v or_o unworthy_o receive_v these_o holy_a mystery_n o_o lord_n my_o horrible_a guiltiness_n make_v i_o not_o dare_v to_o stay_v away_o for_o where_o shall_v my_o pollute_a soul_n be_v wash_v if_o not_o in_o this_o fountain_n which_o thou_o have_v open_v for_o sin_n and_o uncleanness_n hither_o therefore_o i_o come_v and_o thou_o have_v promise_v he_o that_o come_v thou_o will_v in_o no_o wise_a cast_v out_o this_o be_v o_o lord_n the_o blood_n of_o the_o new_a testament_n grant_v i_o so_o to_o receive_v it_o that_o it_o may_v be_v for_o the_o remission_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o though_o i_o have_v so_o often_o and_o so_o wretched_o break_v my_o part_n of_o that_o covenant_n whereof_o the_o sacrament_n be_v a_o seal_n yet_o be_v thou_o gracious_o please_v to_o make_v good_a thou_o be_v merciful_a to_o my_o unrighteousness_n and_o remember_v my_o sin_n no_o more_o and_o not_o only_o so_o but_o place_v thy_o law_n in_o my_o mind_n and_o write_v they_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o by_o the_o power_n of_o thy_o grace_n dispose_v my_o soul_n to_o such_o a_o sincere_a and_o constant_a obedience_n that_o i_o may_v never_o again_o provoke_v thou_o lord_n grant_v that_o in_o these_o holy_a mystery_n i_o may_v not_o only_o commemorate_v but_o effectual_o receive_v my_o bless_a saviour_n and_o all_o the_o benefit_n of_o his_o passion_n and_o to_o that_o end_n give_v i_o such_o a_o preparation_n of_o soul_n as_o may_v qualify_v i_o for_o it_o give_v i_o a_o deep_a sense_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o unworthiness_n that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a leaden_a i_o may_v be_v capable_a of_o his_o refresh_n raise_v up_o my_o dull_a and_o earthly_a mind_n from_o grovel_v here_o below_o and_o inspire_v it_o with_o holy_a zeal_n that_o i_o may_v with_o spiritual_a affection_n approach_v this_o spiritual_a feast_n and_o let_v o_o lord_n that_o infinite_a love_n of_o christ_n in_o die_v for_o so_o wretched_a a_o sinner_n inflame_v my_o freeze_a and_o benumed_a soul_n and_o kindle_v in_o i_o that_o sacred_a fire_n of_o love_n to_o he_o and_o that_o so_o vehement_a that_o no_o water_n may_v quench_v no_o flood_n drown_v it_o such_o as_o may_v burn_v up_o all_o my_o dross_n and_o not_o leave_v one_o unmortified_a lust_n within_o i_o and_o such_o as_o may_v also_o extend_v itself_o to_o all_o who_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o command_v to_o love_v even_o my_o enemy_n as_o well_o as_o friend_n o_o lord_n i_o beseech_v thou_o clothe_v i_o with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n and_o make_v i_o though_o of_o myself_o a_o most_o unworthy_a yet_o by_o thy_o mercy_n a_o acceptable_a guest_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n that_o i_o may_v not_o eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o condemnation_n but_o may_v have_v my_o pardon_n seal_v my_o weakness_n repair_v my_o corruption_n subdue_v and_o my_o soul_n so_o inseparable_o unite_v to_o thou_o that_o no_o temptation_n may_v be_v ever_o able_a to_o dissolve_v the_o
union_n but_o that_o be_v begin_v here_o in_o grace_n it_o be_v consummate_v in_o glory_n grant_v this_o o_o merciful_a father_n for_o thy_o dear_a son_n sake_n jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n once_o more_o o_o my_o soul_n contemplate_v that_o thou_o be_v now_o a_o prepare_v thyself_o for_o that_o divine_a banquet_n which_o thy_o love_a lord_n institute_v a_o little_a before_o those_o suffering_n and_o that_o death_n before_o the_o break_n of_o his_o body_n and_o the_o shed_v of_o his_o precious_a sacred_a and_o royal_a blood_n which_o he_o declare_v to_o be_v signify_v by_o the_o break_n of_o the_o bread_n and_o the_o pour_v out_o of_o the_o wine_n for_o he_o go_v that_o very_a night_n into_o the_o garden_n where_o his_o pious_a soul_n apprehensive_a of_o divine_a wrath_n humble_o address_v with_o reiterated_a supplication_n for_o relief_n and_o be_v sensible_a of_o the_o misery_n of_o mankind_n press_v hard_o upon_o his_o spotless_a soul_n the_o torment_n of_o the_o approach_a cross_n the_o execute_v terror_n of_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o the_o whole_a artillery_n of_o a_o incense_a god_n which_o he_o be_v in_o little_a time_n to_o grapple_v with_o they_o shake_v his_o very_a nature_n melt_v he_o into_o stream_n of_o blood_n and_o so_o cast_v down_o his_o spirit_n that_o nothing_o less_o than_o a_o angel_n of_o the_o presence_n be_v able_a to_o mitigate_v the_o conflict_n of_o this_o otherwise_o insupportable_a agony_n these_o be_v but_o the_o begin_n of_o sorrow_n for_o no_o soon_o than_o mercy_n overcome_v the_o afflict_a convulsion_n of_o his_o soul_n who_o be_v sorrowful_a to_o death_n but_o he_o begin_v to_o fortify_v his_o kind_a intention_n to_o poor_a man_n by_o that_o inexpressible_o love_v and_o unparalleled_a resignation_n to_o the_o will_n of_o his_o heavenly_a father_n he_o cheerful_o proceed_v to_o offer_v up_o that_o sacrifice_n which_o be_v to_o appease_v the_o divine_a justice_n for_o the_o iniquity_n of_o a_o impious_a world_n when_o after_o a_o most_o exemplary_a submission_n to_o the_o affront_n and_o injury_n of_o implacable_a spirit_n the_o ingrateful_a malice_n and_o supercillious_a envy_n of_o those_o who_o thirst_v for_o his_o blood_n be_v despiteful_o abuse_v afflict_a and_o torment_v deny_v by_o some_o forsake_v by_o other_o desolate_a and_o comfortless_a in_o every_o sense_n true_o a_o man_n of_o sorrow_n be_v force_v to_o add_v weight_n to_o his_o past_a suffering_n and_o bear_v the_o cross_n of_o his_o own_o crucifixion_n where_o o_o my_o soul_n behold_v by_o faith_n the_o lamb_n of_o god_n lift_v up_o for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n o_o humble_a thyself_o into_o the_o centre_n of_o thy_o own_o nothing_o for_o of_o what_o punishment_n ought_v thou_o to_o be_v think_v worthy_a that_o have_v so_o incense_v the_o majesty_n of_o heaven_n to_o give_v up_o the_o innocent_a and_o most_o holy_a jesus_n thy_o best_a thy_o only_a friend_n and_o his_o dear_a son_n to_o be_v torture_v and_o torment_v for_o thy_o sin_n o_o how_o cruel_o be_v he_o scourge_v with_o whip_v wound_v with_o thorn_n load_v with_o the_o cross_n tear_v with_o nail_n pierce_v with_o a_o spear_n and_o rack_v on_o the_o most_o painful_a instrument_n of_o death_n his_o lovely_a face_n defile_v with_o blood_n and_o spit_n his_o ear_n fill_v with_o upbraid_n and_o curse_n his_o eye_n drench_v in_o tear_n for_o the_o ruin_n of_o his_o enemy_n and_o his_o soul_n amaze_v at_o the_o terror_n of_o a_o angry_a god_n till_o at_o length_n all_o wound_v break_a and_o bloody_a with_o many_o groan_n yet_o with_o admirable_a patience_n he_o breathe_v out_o his_o soul_n with_o infinite_a charity_n and_o forgiveness_n o_o holy_a jesus_n how_o excellent_a be_v thy_o goodness_n o_o you_o bless_a host_n of_o heaven_n who_o rejoice_v at_o the_o conversion_n of_o a_o sinner_n adore_v and_o praise_v that_o unknown_a sorrow_n which_o you_o yourselves_o contemplate_v with_o awful_a admiration_n i_o can_v doubt_v thy_o power_n to_o ease_v i_o because_o of_o these_o suffering_n of_o thy_o love_n i_o must_v not_o question_v thy_o willingness_n who_o call_v i_o of_o thy_o own_o accord_n nor_o dare_v i_o suspect_v thy_o sincerity_n who_o be_v truth_n itself_o and_o always_o in_o earnest_n with_o poor_a sinner_n my_o gild_n have_v make_v i_o think_v to_o fly_v from_o thou_o but_o thy_o melt_a voice_n have_v eneourage_v i_o to_o turn_v to_o thou_o and_o lay_v i_o prostrate_a at_o thy_o foot_n groan_v under_o my_o offence_n but_o if_o thou_o will_v pity_v i_o i_o be_o safe_a it_o thou_o be_v please_v i_o be_o ease_v if_o thou_o pardon_v i_o my_o burden_n be_v go_v and_o if_o thou_o will_v take_v away_o this_o intolerable_a lord_n i_o will_v then_o venture_v to_o draw_v near_o even_o to_o thy_o altar_n o_o holy_a jesus_n there_o to_o receive_v more_o refreshment_n from_o thy_o mercy_n come_v unto_o i_o all_o you_o that_o be_v weary_a and_o heavy_a leaden_a and_o i_o will_v give_v you_o rest_n these_o be_v thy_o word_n o_o christ_n for_o you_o haste_v speak_v they_o and_o they_o be_v i_o because_o speak_v for_o my_o salvation_n o_o sweet_a and_o amiable_a word_n in_o the_o ear_n of_o a_o poor_a sinner_n by_o which_o thou_o invite_v a_o indigent_a starve_a wretch_n to_o partake_v of_o thy_o body_n but_o who_o be_o i_o o_o lord_n that_o i_o shall_v come_v the_o angel_n and_o archangel_n reverence_v thou_o thy_o saint_n and_o holy_a one_o fear_n before_o thou_o and_o yet_o thou_o say_v unto_o i_o come_v unless_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o who_o can_v have_v believe_v it_o to_o be_v true_a unless_o thou_o have_v command_v it_o who_o dare_v have_v attempt_v this_o approach_n do_v my_o saviour_n invite_v and_o shall_v i_o go_v shall_v a_o sinner_n dare_v to_o sit_v down_o at_o his_o table_n do_v he_o invite_v and_o shall_v i_o not_o go_v shall_v a_o wretch_n presume_v to_o refuse_v his_o call_n rise_v then_o my_o soul_n and_o take_v thy_o swift_a wing_n and_o fly_v to_o the_o presence_n of_o this_o great_a mystery_n a_o feast_n of_o holy_a bread_n and_o holy_a wine_n in_o representation_n of_o thy_o sacred_a body_n and_o blood_n where_o thy_o all_o glorious_a self_n be_v free_o to_o the_o mean_a guest_n a_o feast_n of_o peace_n and_o love_n and_o incomparable_a sweetness_n to_o which_o thy_o own_o bless_a mouth_n thus_o kind_o call_v we_o but_o stay_v be_o i_o dress_v like_o a_o friend_n of_o the_o bridegroom_n that_o i_o safe_o may_v come_v to_o the_o marriage_n supper_n have_v i_o consider_v how_o chaste_a those_o eye_n shall_v be_v which_o go_v to_o behold_v the_o god_n of_o purity_n have_v i_o consider_v how_o clean_o that_o mouth_n shall_v be_v which_o presume_v to_o eat_v that_o bread_n of_o heaven_n but_o most_o how_o all_o celestial_a that_o soul_n shall_v be_v which_o aspire_v to_o a_o union_n with_o the_o body_n of_o christ_n oh_o how_o poor_a and_o dull_a and_o empty_a be_o i_o how_o infinite_o unworthy_a of_o so_o divine_a a_o sacrament_n yet_o be_o i_o call_v by_o he_o that_o can_v command_v by_o he_o that_o see_v and_o pity_v my_o misery_n he_o bid_v i_o come_v he_o sure_o will_v receive_v i_o and_o with_o his_o bounteous_a fullness_n supply_v my_o defect_n go_v then_o my_o soul_n to_o that_o sacred_a table_n and_o take_v thy_o part_n of_o that_o delicious_a banquet_n go_v all_o inflame_v with_o love_n and_o joy_n and_o hope_v and_o quench_v thy_o holy_a thirst_n with_o that_o spring_n of_o bliss_n when_o thou_o have_v taste_v his_o everlasting_a sweetness_n and_o feel_v his_o heavenly_a stream_n flow_v gentle_o on_o thou_o open_v thy_o happy_a breast_n and_o suck_v those_o water_n in_o and_o let_v they_o free_o run_v over_o all_o thy_o power_n let_v they_o soak_v deep_a to_o the_o root_n of_o thy_o heart_n and_o turn_v thy_o barren_a heath_n into_o a_o fruitful_a soil_n fruitful_a in_o holy_a thought_n and_o pious_a word_n fruitful_a in_o good_a just_a and_o charitable_a deed_n fruitful_a in_o good_a example_n and_o god_n of_o his_o infinite_a goodness_n confirm_v all_o this_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v bless_v his_o holy_a name_n here_o and_o with_o the_o whole_a host_n of_o heaven_n sing_v haleluia_o to_o he_o that_o sit_v upon_o the_o throne_n and_o to_o the_o lamb_n for_o over_o hereafter_o amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n o_o lord_n bless_v i_o and_o keep_v i_o this_o day_n o_o lord_n make_v thy_o face_n to_o shine_v upon_o i_o and_o be_v gracious_a unto_o i_o o_o lord_n lift_v up_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o countenance_n upon_o i_o and_o give_v i_o peace_n this_o day_n and_o for_o ever_o amen_n the_o blessing_n to_o be_v obtain_v and_o the_o sense_n of_o our_o unworthiness_n which_o sure_o by_o this_o time_n be_v ingraft_v in_o our_o heart_n will_v inform_v we_o that_o each_o moment_n of_o this_o
o_o my_o soul_n be_v express_v by_o thy_o redeemer_n when_o our_o sin_n his_o treacherous_a servant_n and_o enrage_a enemy_n be_v contrive_v his_o death_n he_o be_v design_v a_o excellent_a benefit_n for_o we_o the_o stream_n of_o his_o affection_n be_v so_o strong_a that_o our_o baseness_n and_o ingratitude_n can_v not_o check_v it_o we_o may_v have_v expect_v that_o the_o horror_n of_o this_o dismal_a night_n shall_v have_v make_v he_o repent_v of_o his_o undertake_n and_o have_v put_v he_o upon_o reverse_v all_o his_o former_a favour_n but_o lo_o he_o add_v a_o great_a than_o ever_o he_o have_v give_v before_o and_o appoint_v this_o as_o a_o seal_n to_o confirm_v and_o convey_v the_o rest_n to_o we_o thy_o love_n be_v strong_a than_o death_n and_o when_o all_o the_o terror_n of_o thy_o dreadful_a passion_n be_v in_o view_n thy_o soul_n be_v so_o calm_a as_o to_o be_v at_o leisure_n to_o institute_v this_o feast_n of_o joy_n and_o gladness_n sure_o i_o will_v entertain_v this_o festival_n with_o the_o dear_a regard_n i_o can_v express_v since_o it_o be_v one_o of_o the_o last_o and_o great_a testimony_n of_o the_o love_n of_o a_o die_a friend_n this_o bless_a legacy_n this_o part_a remembrance_n shall_v be_v in_o my_o heart_n for_o ever_o have_v consider_v the_o exceed_a great_a love_n of_o god_n in_o institute_v this_o sacrament_n that_o very_a night_n he_o be_v betray_v and_o that_o he_o shall_v be_v mindful_a of_o we_o when_o he_o be_v about_o to_o drink_v that_o cup_n of_o which_o we_o be_v not_o able_a let_v we_o now_o contemplate_v the_o preparation_n our_o lord_n then_o make_v for_o we_o and_o that_o we_o have_v already_o hear_v be_v bread_n but_o do_v let_v the_o meaness_n of_o the_o outward_a part_n be_v a_o disparagement_n to_o this_o mystery_n but_o let_v we_o adore_v the_o humility_n of_o our_o saviour_n who_o be_v content_a with_o so_o mean_v a_o re-presentation_n a_o meditation_n upon_o the_o element_n of_o bread_n o_o bless_a jesus_n how_o lovely_a be_v thy_o humility_n thou_o have_v choose_v to_o be_v represent_v by_o bread_n and_o though_o some_o curious_a or_o costly_a preparation_n have_v be_v more_o agreeable_a to_o thy_o dignity_n yet_o this_o best_a express_v thy_o condescension_n bread_n be_v the_o poor_a man_n food_n yet_o necessary_a for_o the_o rich_a it_o spring_v from_o the_o earth_n yet_o it_o be_v the_o staff_n of_o our_o life_n and_o give_v to_o strengthen_v man_n heart_n and_o so_o it_o signify_v that_o body_n which_o thou_o do_v take_v from_o the_o earth_n and_o give_v for_o the_o life_n of_o the_o world_n o_o that_o i_o may_v receive_v thou_o by_o faith_n and_o then_o i_o know_v i_o shall_v draw_v the_o most_o salutary_a nourishment_n from_o thou_o and_o thou_o will_v as_o effectual_o be_v unite_v to_o my_o soul_n as_o the_o bread_n which_o be_v eat_v be_v to_o my_o body_n let_v i_o eat_v this_o holy_a bread_n in_o charity_n o_o do_v thou_o make_v it_o thy_o body_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v the_o bread_n of_o life_n to_o my_o soul_n o_o merciful_a jesus_n thou_o have_v take_v bread_n into_o thy_o bountiful_a hand_n and_o behold_v i_o faint_v for_o hunger_n i_o languish_v for_o this_o spiritual_a food_n and_o since_o i_o be_o come_v so_o nigh_o thou_o on_o this_o bless_a day_n of_o distribution_n i_o beseech_v thou_o pass_v not_o by_o i_o as_o thou_o take_v this_o bread_n so_o do_v thou_o take_v thy_o body_n only_o to_o be_v break_v in_o sacrifice_n for_o we_o and_o in_o sacrament_n to_o we_o let_v i_o not_o therefore_o want_v my_o part_n o_o eternal_a word_n of_o god_n by_o who_o power_n all_o thing_n be_v make_v i_o will_v not_o ask_v how_o thou_o can_v give_v i_o thy_o flesh_n to_o eat_v because_o i_o be_o abundant_o satisfy_v in_o thy_o say_n this_o be_v my_o body_n since_o thou_o can_v make_v it_o become_v to_o i_o whatsoever_o thou_o say_v it_o be_v i_o believe_v lord_n help_v my_o unbelief_n what_o though_o my_o sense_n assure_v i_o the_o outward_a substance_n and_o its_o accident_n still_o remain_v yet_o my_o faith_n and_o experience_n tell_v i_o there_o be_v a_o efficacy_n therein_o beyond_o the_o power_n of_o any_o other_o thing_n alas_o the_o flesh_n will_v profit_v i_o nothing_o for_o he_o that_o be_v join_v to_o thou_o must_v be_v one_o spirit_n o_o let_v these_o sacred_a symbol_n therefore_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o thy_o nature_n and_o a_o partner_n in_o thy_o merit_n let_v they_o unite_v i_o to_o thou_o ingraft_v i_o in_o thou_o and_o make_v that_o body_n mine_n which_o do_v suffer_v death_n for_o i_o and_o then_o i_o shall_v need_v no_o further_o but_o be_v more_o happy_a than_o if_o i_o can_v understand_v all_o mystery_n sure_o i_o be_o this_o be_v thy_o body_n in_o sacrament_n it_o communicate_v to_o we_o the_o blessing_n and_o benefit_n thereof_o and_o though_o present_v with_o a_o figure_n and_o by_o a_o holy_a right_n yet_o it_o be_v to_o all_o its_o purpose_n that_o which_o it_o do_v represent_v i_o will_v therefore_o receive_v it_o as_o thy_o body_n and_o esteem_v it_o infinite_o above_o all_o other_o food_n that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v judge_v for_o not_o descern_v thy_o body_n o_o let_v it_o be_v unto_o i_o according_a to_o my_o faith_n i_o be_o a_o sinful_a wretch_n o_o lord_n and_o yet_o if_o i_o bid_v thou_o depart_v from_o i_o i_o banish_v all_o true_a happiness_n from_o my_o soul_n i_o long_o for_o thy_o presence_n but_o how_o shall_v i_o entertain_v thou_o thou_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o pure_a virgin_n wrape_v in_o clean_a linen_n dwell_v now_o where_o nothing_o defile_v can_v enter_v but_o never_o be_v there_o so_o unworthy_a apartment_n prepare_v for_o thou_o as_o my_o pollute_a heart_n into_o which_o i_o dare_v not_o presume_v to_o bring_v thou_o but_o that_o i_o know_v thou_o can_v make_v it_o clean_o however_o when_o by_o faith_n i_o see_v that_o body_n which_o all_o the_o angel_n in_o heaven_n worship_n i_o can_v but_o abhor_v myself_o in_o dust_n and_o ash_n i_o be_o amaze_v to_o see_v such_o a_o majesty_n come_v to_o visit_v a_o sinsick_a soul_n in_o so_o poor_a a_o cottage_n yea_o i_o can_v but_o tremble_v at_o thy_o presence_n o_o thou_o king_n of_o glory_n because_o i_o be_o so_o overspread_v with_o the_o filth_n of_o sin_n but_o i_o will_v lament_v those_o corruption_n which_o i_o can_v full_o purge_v away_o and_o beseech_v thou_o not_o to_o despise_v i_o though_o i_o deserve_v it_o i_o confess_v myself_o unworthy_a but_o thy_o condesention_n in_o stoop_v to_o i_o will_v be_v the_o more_o illustrious_a and_o if_o thou_o have_v less_o delight_n in_o i_o for_o the_o present_a thou_o shall_v have_v more_o glory_n afterward_o when_o thou_o have_v change_v my_o vile_a body_n and_o make_v it_o like_a to_o thy_o glorious_a body_n according_a to_o thy_o mighty_a power_n o_o my_o soul_n make_v haste_n behold_v thy_o gracious_a master_n be_v deal_v his_o bread_n to_o those_o that_o hunger_n after_o righteousness_n be_v not_o discourage_v at_o thy_o unworthiness_n for_o he_o give_v to_o all_o man_n liberal_o and_o upbraid_v not_o o_o dear_a jesus_n give_v i_o a_o share_n thereof_o declare_v i_o to_o be_v thou_o by_o feed_v i_o at_o this_o table_n thou_o who_o be_v content_v to_o be_v bruise_v and_o break_v to_o satisfy_v my_o offend_a god_n o_o be_v please_v to_o give_v thyself_o and_o the_o merit_n of_o this_o thy_o passion_n unto_o i_o lord_n give_v i_o ever_o more_o of_o this_o bread_n holy_a jesus_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o touch_v this_o bless_a body_n as_o it_o be_v thou_o yet_o i_o presume_v to_o approach_v because_o thy_o love_n have_v make_v it_o i_o this_o be_v the_o sacrifice_n for_o my_o sin_n the_o price_n of_o my_o redemption_n and_o that_o by_o which_o my_o soul_n be_v ransom_v from_o hell_n and_o rescue_v from_o a_o dreadful_a destruction_n it_o be_v give_v for_o i_o and_o it_o shall_v now_o be_v give_v to_o i_o and_o have_v thou_o make_v such_o a_o preparation_n for_o i_o and_o offer_v it_o unto_o i_o lord_n i_o be_o transport_v at_o thy_o love_n dear_a saviour_n i_o will_v love_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o power_n and_o strive_v and_o pray_v that_o i_o may_v love_v thou_o more_o as_o fervent_o as_o ever_o any_o thy_o saint_n have_v do_v i_o will_v give_v myself_o unto_o thou_o and_o despise_v all_o other_o thing_n in_o comparison_n of_o thou_o and_o when_o i_o have_v once_o taste_v of_o this_o all-saving_a sacrifice_n which_o be_v give_v for_o i_o i_o be_o persuade_v that_o neither_o life_n death_n pleasure_n or_o pain_n thing_n present_a or_o to_o come_v shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v i_o from_o the_o love_n of_o god_n which_o be_v in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n amen_n o_o my_o
celestial_a food_n the_o bread_n that_o come_v down_o from_o heaven_n how_o do_v thy_o sweetness_n and_o my_o own_o necessity_n invite_v i_o my_o body_n be_v liable_a to_o temporal_a my_o soul_n to_o eternal_a death_n and_o behold_v here_o be_v the_o medicine_n of_o immortality_n which_o will_v remove_v the_o sting_n of_o the_o first_o and_o destroy_v the_o power_n of_o the_o second_o which_o will_v fill_v i_o with_o the_o grace_n i_o want_v fit_v i_o for_o the_o glory_n i_o desire_v and_o advance_v my_o soul_n and_o body_n above_o the_o power_n of_o corruption_n i_o feel_v a_o mighty_a hunger_n create_v in_o i_o which_o nothing_o but_o this_o heavenly_a manna_n can_v satisfy_v i_o despise_v the_o meat_n which_o perish_v and_o feed_v for_o destruction_n and_o long_o with_o impatience_n to_o taste_v of_o this_o body_n of_o christ_n of_o which_o i_o may_v eat_v and_o live_v for_o ever_o which_o will_v make_v the_o grave_a unable_a to_o hold_v i_o and_o hell_n not_o dare_v to_o shut_v its_o mouth_n upon_o i_o o_o make_v no_o long_a tarry_n but_o give_v i_o now_o and_o ever_o this_o bread_n i_o desire_v nothing_o but_o christ_n if_o i_o want_v this_o repast_n shall_v faint_v or_o die_v before_o i_o come_v to_o the_o mount_n of_o god_n o_o my_o soul_n behold_v how_o thou_o have_v incense_v the_o majesty_n of_o heaven_n see_v thy_o saviour_n offer_v up_o for_o thy_o sin_n and_o submit_v to_o the_o heavy_a wrath_n of_o god_n and_o yet_o whatever_o he_o suffer_v be_v thy_o portion_n wretch_n that_o i_o be_o to_o live_v in_o such_o a_o manner_n that_o nothing_o else_o can_v satisfy_v or_o make_v my_o peace_n but_o here_o i_o come_v this_o day_n to_o call_v my_o sin_n to_o remembrance_n i_o will_v look_v on_o thou_o who_o i_o have_v pierce_v with_o a_o most_o tender_a and_o sympathize_v affection_n and_o while_o i_o break_v this_o holy_a bread_n with_o my_o tooth_n will_v commemorate_v how_o thou_o be_v bruise_v for_o our_o iniquity_n how_o our_o offence_n do_v torture_v thou_o with_o grief_n and_o pain_n holy_a saviour_n i_o be_o angry_a at_o myself_o and_o full_a of_o anguish_n to_o see_v what_o i_o have_v bring_v upon_o thou_o i_o be_o sorry_a with_o all_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o have_v give_v harbour_n to_o thy_o murderer_n but_o i_o hope_v this_o dismal_a spectacle_n shall_v mortify_v in_o i_o all_o desire_n after_o evil_a and_o make_v i_o abhor_v all_o those_o desperate_a pleasure_n which_o must_v be_v so_o dear_o pay_v for_o by_o thou_o or_o stand_v charge_v upon_o my_o account_n for_o ever_o a_o meditation_n upon_o the_o element_n of_o wine_n o_o what_o preparation_n be_v our_o gracious_a master_n make_v for_o we_o he_o think_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o give_v we_o his_o bless_a body_n with_o the_o merit_n of_o all_o those_o torment_n which_o he_o suffer_v in_o the_o flesh_n but_o he_o be_v please_v to_o pour_v out_o his_o blood_n and_o life_n together_o with_o it_o that_o we_o may_v drink_v thereof_o and_o so_o take_v as_o it_o be_v his_o very_a soul_n into_o we_o miserable_a wretch_n we_o be_v that_o nothing_o less_o will_v help_v we_o o_o how_o gracious_a a_o redeemer_n have_v we_o that_o will_v not_o deny_v we_o this_o behold_v o_o lord_n i_o thirst_v and_o this_o wine_n of_o joy_n make_v i_o more_o impatient_a to_o taste_v of_o this_o cup_n of_o thanksgiving_n thou_o that_o have_v prepare_v it_o for_o i_o make_v it_o thy_o holy_a blood_n unto_o i_o and_o then_o it_o shall_v cleanse_v my_o soul_n and_o make_v i_o thou_o for_o ever_o o_o lord_n i_o tremble_v at_o the_o apprehension_n of_o all_o those_o evil_n that_o stand_v between_o i_o and_o thy_o glory_n the_o grave_n gape_v for_o i_o and_o satan_n be_v ready_a every_o moment_n to_o devour_v i_o wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o sprinkle_v i_o with_o thy_o all-saving_a blood_n that_o the_o destroy_a angel_n may_v pass_v over_o i_o let_v i_o drink_v of_o this_o cup_n of_o life_n and_o death_n shall_v be_v defeat_v the_o grave_a dismantle_v and_o satan_n disappoint_v let_v i_o drink_v of_o thy_o precious_a blood_n that_o i_o may_v receive_v abundance_n of_o thy_o spirit_n so_o shall_v my_o body_n be_v hallow_v into_o a_o sacred_a temple_n and_o my_o soul_n replenish_v with_o such_o grace_n that_o i_o can_v never_o perish_v o_o give_v i_o this_o divine_a cordial_n at_o present_a and_o make_v to_o i_o a_o preservation_n for_o body_n and_o soul_n to_o life_n everlasting_a i_o dore_n thy_o unspeakable_a goodness_n i_o delight_v in_o thy_o unmeasurable_a mercy_n i_o desire_v to_o know_v nothing_o but_o the_o lord_n jesus_n and_o in_o he_o crucify_a o_o let_v the_o power_n of_o thy_o cross_n prevail_v against_o all_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n let_v the_o wisdom_n of_o thy_o cross_n make_v i_o wise_a unto_o salvation_n let_v the_o peace_n of_o thy_o cross_n reconcile_v i_o to_o thy_o eternal_a father_n and_o bring_v to_o i_o peace_n of_o conscience_n let_v the_o victory_n of_o thy_o cross_n mortify_v all_o my_o evil_n and_o corrupt_a affection_n let_v the_o triumph_n of_o thy_o cross_n lead_v i_o on_o to_o a_o state_n of_o holiness_n that_o i_o may_v sin_v no_o more_o but_o in_o all_o thing_n please_v thou_o and_o in_o all_o thing_n serve_v thou_o and_o in_o all_o thing_n glorify_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n assist_v i_o now_o and_o ever_o gracious_o and_o great_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v not_o receive_v bread_n alone_o for_o man_n can_v live_v by_o that_o but_o that_o i_o may_v eat_v christ_n and_o then_o i_o shall_v be_v thy_o servant_n for_o ever_o great_a advocate_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o see_v my_o desire_n to_o love_v thou_o i_o leave_v myself_o to_o thy_o mannagement_n o_o enter_v into_o this_o freeze_a heart_n and_o erect_v thy_o kingdom_n and_o empire_n there_o let_v every_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a to_o thou_o and_o make_v i_o willing_a to_o submit_v to_o any_o thing_n so_o i_o may_v but_o love_v thou_o o_o compassionate_a saviour_n who_o bowel_n yearn_v over_o the_o penìtent_n let_v my_o soul_n rest_n in_o and_o contemplate_v thou_o enlarge_v my_o mind_n lose_v i_o from_o my_o bond_n and_o let_v the_o effect_n of_o the_o offer_v up_o my_o soul_n in_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n be_v that_o i_o may_v become_v a_o servant_n of_o righteousness_n and_o may_v relish_v no_o wisdom_n but_o from_o above_o o_o lord_n jesus_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o come_v near_o so_o great_a a_o mystery_n but_o thou_o can_v make_v i_o worthy_a and_o though_o i_o be_o a_o sinner_n i_o come_v to_o offer_v the_o sacrifice_n thou_o have_v command_v o_o pardon_v my_o offence_n and_o receive_v i_o gracious_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n i_o lament_v o_o god_n my_o detestable_a iniquity_n for_o have_v so_o long_o so_o often_o and_o so_o obstinate_o offend_v thou_o o_o most_o merciful_a lord_n pardon_v i_o for_o jesus_n christ_n his_o sake_n o_o hear_v his_o die_a groan_n regard_v his_o agony_n and_o bloody_a sweet_a by_o his_o cross_n and_o passion_n let_v my_o sin_n be_v blot_v out_o by_o his_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o ascension_n let_v every_o evil_a affection_n and_o lust_n be_v crucify_v that_o i_o may_v arise_v to_o a_o newness_n of_o life_n great_a friend_n of_o my_o immortal_a soul_n choose_v i_o beseech_v thou_o my_o heart_n for_o thy_o dwell_a place_n replenish_v it_o with_o thy_o grace_n and_o make_v i_o to_o loathe_v these_o transitory_a possession_n o_o lord_n what_o be_v there_o in_o heaven_n or_o what_o upon_o earth_n that_o i_o will_v have_v beside_o thou_o my_o heart_n be_v ready_a o_o god_n my_o heart_n be_v ready_a lord_n what_o will_v thou_o have_v to_o i_o do_v grant_v i_o to_o do_v what_o thou_o command_v and_o command_v what_o thou_o will_v o_o my_o sweet_a saviour_n i_o long_o for_o thy_o company_n and_o be_o miserable_a without_o thou_o yet_o dare_v scarce_o draw_v near_o unto_o thou_o because_o i_o have_v nothing_o pure_a enough_o to_o entertain_v thou_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n for_o i_o be_o grieve_v for_o my_o unworthiness_n and_o amaze_v at_o thy_o condescension_n in_o offer_v thyself_o to_o so_o vile_a a_o creature_n o_o holy_a jesus_n i_o be_o utter_o ashamed_a that_o ever_o i_o shall_v put_v thou_o to_o such_o exceed_a smart_n and_o torture_n i_o be_o ashamed_a to_o think_v of_o it_o and_o abhor_v my_o sin_n o_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n my_o secure_a refuge_n o_o life_n of_o my_o soul_n my_o maker_n my_o redeemer_n and_o my_o preserver_n into_o thy_o hand_n do_v i_o commit_v my_o spirit_n o_o joy_n of_o my_o soul_n when_o shall_v i_o love_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o heart_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n with_o all_o my_o may_v when_o shall_v i_o enjoy_v thou_o when_o shall_v i_o come_v and_o appear_v before_o thou_o
when_o shall_v i_o full_o please_v thou_o o_o that_o i_o can_v always_o serve_v thou_o that_o i_o can_v perfect_o obey_v thou_o grant_v i_o o_o my_o only_a love_n that_o i_o may_v continual_o reverence_v and_o adore_v thou_o permit_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n jesus_n ever_o to_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o teach_v i_o inlighten_v i_o direct_v i_o and_o assist_v i_o in_o all_o thing_n but_o especial_o at_o this_o time_n that_o i_o may_v do_v or_o say_v nothing_o but_o what_o be_v agreeable_a to_o thy_o bless_a will_n amen_n i_o have_v make_v a_o large_a collection_n of_o meditation_n and_o prayer_n because_o of_o the_o difference_n of_o congregation_n some_o be_v very_o numerous_a and_o i_o esteem_v they_o pertinent_a to_o regulate_v our_o thought_n in_o that_o interval_n before_o we_o go_v up_o to_o the_o altar_n the_o lesser_a congregation_n and_o they_o who_o be_v desirous_a to_o be_v first_o at_o the_o holy_a table_n may_v have_v advantage_n of_o variety_n and_o make_v use_n of_o they_o as_o their_o inclination_n and_o opportunity_n will_v give_v leave_n our_o thought_n be_v not_o always_o upon_o the_o wing_n we_o require_v diversity_n of_o argument_n to_o press_v we_o to_o a_o forwardness_n beside_o they_o be_v not_o design_v that_o our_o mind_n shall_v be_v whole_o take_v up_o with_o they_o that_o we_o shall_v read_v they_o all_o and_o then_o think_v we_o may_v safe_o go_v up_o to_o the_o altar_n of_o god_n the_o best_a composure_n in_o the_o world_n will_v be_v insignificant_a if_o we_o do_v offer_v it_o with_o devotion_n sincerity_n and_o affection_n one_o of_o these_o petition_n right_o perform_v be_v of_o great_a efficacy_n than_o the_o whole_a repeat_v in_o a_o ramble_a disorder_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n say_v with_o humility_n be_v more_o prevalent_a than_o the_o long_a prayer_n of_o the_o wordy_a supplicant_n god_n know_v our_o necessity_n before_o we_o ask_v and_o if_o we_o ask_v with_o faith_n depend_v on_o the_o incercession_n of_o our_o saviour_n he_o will_v grant_v our_o petition_n even_o before_o they_o be_v end_v so_o that_o i_o will_v have_v some_o of_o they_o repeat_v with_o deliberation_n and_o between_o they_o call_v in_o our_o thought_n reconcile_v they_o to_o our_o reason_n and_o faith_n and_o then_o offer_v they_o up_o with_o earnest_a devotion_n and_o so_o shall_v we_o be_v prepare_v to_o receive_v the_o lord_n of_o glory_n when_o we_o have_v make_v a_o end_n of_o these_o meditation_n and_o be_v ready_a to_o go_v to_o the_o holy_a table_n rise_v from_o our_o knee_n with_o reverence_n let_v we_o say_v great_a captain_n of_o my_o salvation_n i_o be_o go_v to_o learn_v to_o fight_v the_o good_a fight_n of_o faith_n in_o the_o bless_a sacrament_n of_o thy_o love_n let_v thy_o great_a example_n there_o encourage_v i_o to_o fight_v against_o all_o ambition_n and_o ostentation_n censoriousness_n and_o uncharitableness_n against_o covetous_a lustful_a and_o blasphemous_a thought_n against_o guile_n and_o hypocrisy_n discontent_a and_o mistrust_n of_o thy_o providence_n against_o such_o enemy_n give_v i_o grace_n to_o fight_v over_o these_o let_v i_o triumph_n that_o have_v strive_v lawful_o i_o may_v at_o last_o be_v admit_v to_o the_o sight_n of_o thy_o sweet_a self_n and_o be_v charm_v with_o thy_o love_n for_o evermore_o have_v thus_o begin_v our_o warfare_n and_o declare_v our_o chief_a enemy_n let_v we_o approach_v the_o holy_a altar_n that_o there_o we_o may_v put_v on_o the_o armour_n of_o god_n and_o be_v endue_v with_o righteousness_n from_o above_o may_v walk_v more_o secure_o and_o be_v defend_v from_o the_o subtlety_n of_o man_n and_o devil_n therefore_o as_o we_o be_v go_v up_o let_v we_o turn_v our_o thought_n to_o god_n in_o the_o follow_a manner_n as_o we_o go_v up_o to_o the_o altar_n i_o come_v lord_n jesus_n o_o take_v i_o to_o thou_o for_o thou_o love_v i_o and_o have_v prepare_v a_o table_n for_o i_o in_o the_o seat_n of_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n o_o lord_n god_n do_v i_o now_o approach_v thy_o altar_n o_o pardon_v my_o sin_n and_o receive_v i_o gracious_o if_o thou_o shall_v be_v extreme_a to_o mark_v what_o be_v amiss_o o_o lord_n who_o may_v abide_v it_o but_o with_o the_o lord_n be_v mercy_n and_o with_o he_o be_v plenteous_a redemption_n lord_n have_v thou_o set_v open_v this_o fountain_n and_o will_v thou_o let_v a_o wretched_a creature_n die_v for_o thirst_n in_o thy_o presence_n have_v thou_o prepare_v such_o balm_n to_o heal_v i_o and_o shall_v i_o languish_v here_o before_o thou_o i_o know_v if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v make_v i_o clean_o here_o be_v the_o very_a instrument_n grant_v therefore_o holy_a jesus_n that_o i_o may_v due_o apply_v it_o and_o right_o use_v it_o and_o then_o it_o shall_v prepare_v i_o for_o thou_o and_o unite_v i_o to_o thou_o by_o such_o inseparable_a bond_n as_o shall_v never_o break_v unless_o eternity_n have_v a_o end_n bless_a be_v they_o who_o so_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n so_o as_o thou_o require_v and_o so_o as_o thy_o saint_n have_v do_v for_o they_o have_v be_v cleanse_v at_o this_o fountain_n and_o here_o there_o union_n with_o thou_o first_o begin_v o_o happy_a opportunity_n lord_n let_v i_o do_v it_o well_o this_o once_o and_o i_o be_o thou_o for_o ever_o let_v we_o now_o kneel_v before_o the_o lord_n and_o say_v o_o jesus_n son_n of_o god_n everlasting_a king_n receive_v my_o spirit_n o_o my_o life_n take_v my_o soul_n my_o joy_n draw_v my_o heart_n unto_o thou_o thou_o that_o be_v my_o head_n direct_v i_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n enlighten_v i_o o_o my_o comfort_n rejoice_v i_o my_o sweet_a food_n let_v i_o eat_v thou_o o_o word_n of_o god_n refresh_v i_o o_o light_a eternal_a shine_n thou_o over_o i_o that_o i_o may_v understand_v know_v and_o love_v thou_o after_o we_o have_v thus_o dedicate_v ourselves_o to_o god_n let_v we_o humble_o represent_v to_o he_o the_o occasion_n which_o draw_v we_o hither_o and_o beg_v for_o his_o promise_n sake_n that_o we_o may_v not_o be_v send_v empty_a away_o o_o lamb_n of_o god_n thou_o have_v say_v he_o that_o eat_v thy_o flesh_n and_o drink_v thy_o blood_n have_v eternal_a life_n behold_v thy_o servant_n o_o lord_n be_v it_o unto_o i_o according_a to_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n god_n i_o desire_v to_o renew_v my_o covenant_n with_o thou_o and_o to_o seal_v it_o now_o with_o this_o sacrament_n lord_n put_v thy_o law_n into_o my_o mind_n and_o write_v they_o in_o my_o heart_n and_o for_o the_o passion_n of_o thy_o dear_a son_n which_o i_o now_o commemorate_v be_v merciful_a to_o my_o unrighteousness_n my_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n do_v thou_o remember_v no_o more_o but_o be_v thou_o my_o god_n and_o i_o will_v be_v thy_o servant_n the_o minister_n now_o approach_v we_o we_o ought_v with_o the_o centurion_n in_o the_o gospel_n to_o acknowledge_v our_o unworthiness_n to_o receive_v so_o glorious_a a_o guest_n and_o after_o such_o a_o humilliation_n let_v we_o look_v up_o with_o confidence_n and_o represent_v to_o the_o father_n of_o heaven_n the_o prevail_a sacrifice_n of_o his_o son_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o worthy_a thou_o shall_v come_v under_o my_o roof_n but_o speak_v the_o word_n lord_n and_o thy_o servant_n shall_v be_v whole_a behold_v o_o lord_n the_o sacrifice_n of_o the_o everlasting_a covenant_n the_o lamb_n that_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n oh_o let_v all_o the_o world_n feel_v the_o power_n of_o his_o intercession_n hear_v good_a lord_n the_o cry_n of_o his_o wound_n and_o deny_v i_o not_o since_o i_o bring_v thy_o son_n with_o i_o let_v we_o all_o know_v that_o he_o live_v that_o be_v dead_a and_o be_v a_o live_v for_o evermore_o o_o holy_a bread_n which_o come_v down_v from_o heaven_n and_o give_v life_n to_o the_o world_n come_v into_o my_o heart_n and_o cleanse_v i_o from_o all_o defilement_n of_o flesh_n and_o spirit_n enter_v into_o my_o soul_n heal_v and_o sanctify_v i_o within_o and_o without_o o_o my_o soul_n taste_v now_o and_o see_v how_o gracious_a the_o lord_n be_v whence_o be_v it_o that_o my_o lord_n himself_o shall_v come_v to_o i_o let_v we_o now_o with_o steadfast_a faith_n repeat_v after_o the_o minister_n bow_v our_o body_n the_o body_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n etc._n etc._n after_o we_o have_v receive_v the_o bread_n let_v we_o lift_v up_o our_o soul_n in_o thankfulness_n and_o say_v hail_o holy_a lamb_n of_o god_n thrice_o welcome_a be_v thou_o to_o a_o poor_a perish_a sinner_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n who_o feed_v i_o with_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n let_v thy_o crucify_a body_n deliver_v i_o from_o this_o body_n of_o death_n before_o the_o cup._n i_o will_v receive_v the_o
fight_v under_o christ_n banner_n and_o to_o resist_v the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n and_o to_o believe_v all_o the_o article_n of_o the_o christian_a faith_n thus_o much_o be_v certain_o incumbent_a upon_o such_o as_o undertake_v for_o infant_n at_o least_o that_o they_o put_v the_o parent_n in_o mind_n to_o do_v it_o for_o they_o so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o such_o difficulty_n that_o shall_v discourage_v any_o from_o so_o charitable_a a_o work_n but_o there_o be_v danger_n for_o those_o who_o take_v it_o upon_o they_o with_o no_o design_n but_o to_o comply_v with_o the_o custom_n but_o not_o to_o inform_v they_o of_o good_a and_o evil_a and_o oh_o how_o happy_a shall_v we_o be_v if_o when_o we_o first_o come_v to_o the_o knowledge_n of_o good_a and_o evil_a that_o we_o can_v so_o pursue_v the_o good_a that_o god_n may_v not_o deny_v we_o the_o privilege_n of_o taste_v of_o the_o tree_n of_o life_n also_o do_v they_o who_o be_v parent_n perform_v their_o part_n by_o confirm_v the_o advice_n of_o the_o godfather_n to_o their_o child_n in_o add_v both_o their_o precept_n and_o example_n the_o church_n have_v appoint_v godfather_n to_o be_v as_o monitor_n but_o it_o be_v they_o that_o will_v be_v accountable_a for_o the_o mismanagement_n of_o their_o child_n for_o they_o have_v a_o constant_a eye_n over_o they_o and_o their_o authority_n last_o as_o long_o as_o their_o life_n and_o if_o through_o their_o negligence_n their_o child_n be_v lose_v their_o blood_n will_v be_v require_v at_o their_o hand_n it_o be_v a_o severe_a judgement_n upon_o old_a eli_n for_o not_o maintain_v the_o right_a of_o a_o parent_n in_o the_o correction_n of_o his_o son_n though_o he_o be_v not_o altogether_o silent_a at_o their_o wickedness_n but_o mild_a in_o his_o reproof_n and_o yet_o god_n remove_v from_o he_o the_o priesthood_n for_o ever_o but_o how_o many_o be_v there_o that_o do_v say_v so_o much_o as_o he_o do_v my_o son_n you_o do_v not_o well_o to_o make_v the_o lords_n people_n to_o transgress_v but_o be_v rather_o encourage_v they_o in_o their_o vice_n or_o silent_a at_o their_o wickedness_n good_a god_n that_o man_n shall_v desire_v child_n to_o make_v they_o miserable_a sure_o it_o concern_v we_o as_o much_o as_o it_o do_v the_o jew_n to_o bring_v they_o up_o in_o the_o fear_n and_o nature_n of_o the_o lord_n why_o shall_v we_o be_v cautious_a in_o our_o admonition_n when_o it_o be_v our_o duty_n and_o their_o interest_n to_o hear_v and_o to_o obey_v and_o we_o have_v this_o for_o our_o encouragement_n if_o they_o be_v disobedient_a the_o law_n of_o the_o land_n be_v ready_a to_o our_o assistance_n in_o the_o punishment_n of_o wickedness_n and_o vice_n and_o we_o have_v this_o negative_a power_n to_o restrain_v they_o from_o be_v very_o bad_a if_o we_o can_v make_v they_o very_o good_n we_o be_v bear_v into_o a_o world_n full_a of_o temptation_n and_o misery_n and_o though_o god_n have_v pronounce_v it_o good_a as_o the_o work_n of_o his_o hand_n yet_o we_o be_v so_o prone_a to_o do_v amiss_o that_o we_o scarce_o arrive_v to_o the_o power_n of_o act_v but_o we_o incline_v to_o pervert_v that_o blessing_n and_o make_v that_o our_o curse_n which_o be_v design_v our_o happiness_n it_o be_v the_o goodness_n and_o mercy_n of_o god_n that_o we_o be_v create_v with_o a_o power_n to_o will_n and_o he_o have_v place_v in_o we_o such_o a_o inclination_n to_o good_a as_o may_v be_v infinite_o improve_v by_o get_v in_o we_o the_o upperhand_n of_o evil_a and_o a_o power_n to_o overcome_v the_o subtlety_n of_o the_o world_n the_o flesh_n and_o the_o devil_n let_v we_o then_o make_v use_n of_o this_o power_n which_o god_n have_v give_v we_o and_o they_o who_o be_v young_a look_v up_o to_o god_n to_o preserve_v their_o innocence_n and_o they_o who_o be_v so_o unhappy_a as_o to_o have_v be_v over_o take_v by_o the_o enemy_n of_o mankind_n let_v they_o now_o at_o length_n call_v their_o way_n to_o remembrance_n and_o turn_v their_o face_n unto_o god_n testimony_n to_o this_o end_n let_v they_o according_a to_o the_o direction_n of_o a_o great_a man_n first_o consider_v what_o they_o have_v do_v amiss_o second_o what_o be_v fit_v for_o they_o now_o to_o do_v three_o if_o they_o do_v it_o not_o what_o the_o end_n of_o their_o neglect_n will_v be_v this_o examination_n consist_v in_o a_o review_n of_o their_o past_a life_n as_o to_o their_o action_n all_o that_o they_o have_v leave_v undo_v as_o well_o as_o do_v as_o to_o their_o faith_n whatever_o they_o disbelieved_a that_o be_v true_a or_o believe_v that_o be_v amiss_o and_o this_o be_v no_o easy_a task_n it_o require_v time_n and_o pain_n zeal_n and_o constancy_n if_o their_o own_o education_n have_v not_o give_v they_o the_o advantage_n of_o direct_v themselves_o let_v they_o address_v themselves_o to_o some_o discreet_a minister_n let_v we_o first_o consider_v the_o necessity_n of_o repentance_n and_o then_o the_o difficulty_n and_o they_o be_v more_o than_o we_o can_v present_o imagine_v our_o lust_n be_v not_o to_o be_v conquer_v by_o a_o sigh_n a_o tear_n or_o a_o resolution_n when_o we_o be_v in_o a_o fit_a of_o devotion_n but_o let_v the_o difficulty_n be_v great_a than_o our_o imagination_n we_o must_v resolve_v to_o undertake_v the_o combat_n and_o root_v out_o every_o habit_n and_o disposition_n to_o sin_n in_o order_n to_o it_o let_v we_o first_o know_v what_o be_v fit_v for_o we_o to_o believe_v and_o then_o what_o be_v fit_a for_o our_o practice_n for_o if_o we_o build_v upon_o a_o true_a foundation_n our_o faith_n will_v direct_v we_o to_o work_v out_o our_o salvation_n by_o a_o true_a repentance_n if_o we_o suffer_v ourselves_o to_o be_v deceive_v by_o any_o know_a sin_n we_o be_v not_o in_o safety_n and_o it_o be_v not_o repentance_n when_o we_o repeat_v our_o wickedness_n and_o we_o have_v not_o conquer_v our_o lust_n till_o we_o be_v able_a to_o resist_v they_o he_o who_o think_v he_o may_v go_v to_o heaven_n because_o he_o be_v honest_a in_o the_o main_a or_o be_v one_o the_o world_n call_v a_o moral_a man_n be_v in_o danger_n of_o eternal_a ruin_n the_o young_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n have_v keep_v all_o the_o commandment_n from_o his_o youth_n and_o yet_o lack_v one_o thing_n needful_a to_o make_v he_o perfect_a and_o the_o reason_n of_o this_o purity_n be_v plain_a for_o the_o same_o disposition_n which_o we_o have_v when_o we_o leave_v this_o world_n will_v follow_v we_o to_o the_o next_o we_o be_v mistake_v if_o we_o suppose_v that_o with_o this_o body_n we_o shall_v put_v off_o the_o body_n of_o sin_n or_o because_o we_o die_v in_o a_o fit_a of_o devotion_n that_o god_n will_v accept_v of_o this_o last_o part_n of_o our_o life_n and_o not_o account_v for_o the_o rest_n our_o soul_n will_v have_v the_o same_o affection_n in_o the_o other_o world_n as_o here_o for_o there_o can_v be_v no_o alteration_n as_o the_o tree_n fall_v so_o it_o lie_v and_o if_o we_o resolve_v not_o to_o endeavour_v a_o change_n till_o death_n approach_v we_o and_o think_v that_o our_o reflection_n upon_o a_o sickbed_n be_v sufficient_a to_o atone_v a_o misspend_v life_n we_o shall_v be_v miserable_o deceive_v it_o be_v certain_a indeed_o that_o a_o true_a repentance_n though_o never_o so_o late_o will_v be_v accept_v but_o who_o can_v be_v certain_a that_o he_o shall_v true_o repent_v at_o a_o time_n when_o he_o be_v not_o fit_a for_o the_o ordinary_a office_n of_o life_n when_o his_o soul_n be_v upon_o the_o wing_n and_o ready_a to_o take_v its_o flight_n into_o another_o world_n repentance_n include_v more_o than_o can_v be_v do_v in_o such_o a_o dreadful_a extremity_n it_o imply_v not_o only_o that_o part_n which_o many_o endeavour_n at_o that_o time_n to_o act_n by_o move_v all_o about_o they_o with_o their_o tear_n and_o resolution_n but_o a_o absolute_a change_n in_o their_o whole_a man._n who_o can_v satisfy_v himself_o that_o his_o heart_n be_v right_a towards_o god_n when_o he_o have_v not_o a_o opportunity_n to_o try_v and_o examine_v his_o sincerity_n can_v any_o man_n be_v secure_a that_o if_o he_o shall_v live_v that_o his_o vice_n will_v not_o return_v with_o his_o health_n since_o it_o be_v necessity_n not_o choice_n that_o drive_v he_o to_o these_o new_a resolution_n and_o if_o he_o can_v what_o unanswerable_a folly_n be_v it_o to_o defer_v what_o reason_n and_o every_o man_n conscience_n suggest_v aught_o present_o to_o be_v do_v let_v we_o then_o not_o trust_v to_o uncertainty_n but_o since_o god_n give_v a_o opportunity_n to_o be_v happy_a not_o make_v ourselves_o miserable_a let_v we_o cast_v off_o the_o old_a man_n with_o his_o deed_n and_o betake_v ourselves_o to_o a_o newness_n
frustrate_v thy_o mercy_n to_o i_o and_o since_o thou_o have_v appoint_v this_o spiritual_a feast_n for_o rich_a and_o famish_a soul_n let_v my_o desire_n be_v answerable_a to_o my_o need_n of_o it_o and_o do_v thou_o qualify_v i_o by_o thy_o grace_n to_o receive_v the_o full_a benefit_n of_o it_o o_o christ_n hear_v i_o and_o grant_v that_o i_o may_v approach_v thou_o with_o more_o sincere_a and_o fix_a reasolution_n of_o a_o entire_a reformation_n and_o let_v i_o receive_v such_o strength_n from_o thou_o as_o may_v enable_v i_o faithful_o to_o perform_v they_o lord_n there_o be_v many_o old_a habitual_a disease_n my_o soul_n groan_v under_o and_o though_o i_o lie_v never_o so_o long_o at_o the_o pool_n of_o bethesda_n come_v never_o so_o often_o to_o thy_o table_n unless_o thou_o be_v please_v to_o put_v forth_o thy_o heal_a virtue_n they_o will_v still_o remain_v uncured_a o_o thou_o bless_a physician_n of_o soul_n heal_v i_o and_o grant_v i_o may_v so_o touch_v thou_o that_o there_o loathsome_a issue_n may_v immediate_o staunch_v that_o these_o sickness_n may_v not_o be_v unto_o death_n but_o to_o the_o glory_n of_o thy_o mercy_n in_o pardon_v so_o pollute_v a_o wretch_n lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o and_o grant_v i_o may_v approach_v thy_o holy_a table_n with_o such_o humlity_n and_o contrition_n love_n and_o devotion_n that_o thou_o may_v vouchsafe_v to_o come_v unto_o i_o and_o communicate_v to_o i_o thyself_o and_o all_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o passion_n i_o acknowledge_v to_o my_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n that_o this_o feast_n have_v often_o be_v prepare_v and_o i_o have_v with_o frivolous_a excuse_n absent_v myself_o or_o if_o i_o have_v come_v it_o have_v be_v rather_o to_o defy_v than_o adore_v thou_o i_o have_v bring_v such_o troop_n of_o thy_o profess_a enemy_n unrepented_a sin_n along_o with_o i_o as_o if_o i_o come_v not_o to_o commemorate_v but_o renew_v thy_o passion_n of_o what_o punishment_n ought_v i_o to_o be_v think_v worthy_a who_o have_v trample_v under_o foot_n the_o son_n of_o god_n count_v the_o blood_n of_o the_o covenant_n a_o unholy_a thing_n by_o defile_v myself_o with_o sensual_a pleasure_n and_o break_v my_o holy_a vow_n since_o i_o receive_v the_o bless_a sacrament_n and_o thereby_o have_v incur_v the_o great_a danger_n by_o receive_v that_o unworthy_o which_o can_v take_v away_o the_o guilt_n of_o my_o sin_n yet_o o_o merciful_a jesus_n this_o blood_n be_v my_o only_a refuge_n let_v this_o make_v my_o atonement_n or_o i_o perish_v eternal_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o shed_v it_o but_o to_o save_v sinner_n o_o let_v i_o find_v its_o save_a efficacy_n let_v not_o the_o price_n of_o thy_o blood_n be_v utter_o lose_v but_o pardon_v that_o heap_n of_o sin_n which_o i_o bring_v to_o thy_o cross_n to_o be_v forgive_v that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v a_o acceptable_a guest_n at_o thy_o holy_a table_n which_o i_o beg_v for_o thy_o compassion_n sake_n jesus_n my_o god_n and_o saviour_n bless_a and_o all_o sufficient_a saviour_n i_o the_o unworthy_a of_o thy_o servant_n prostrate_v myself_o at_o thy_o mercy_n seat_n humble_o implore_v that_o pardon_n and_o forgiveness_n of_o my_o multiply_a transgression_n which_o render_v i_o unfit_a to_o receive_v the_o least_o of_o thy_o multiply_a kindness_n much_o less_o of_o be_v make_v a_o partaker_n of_o the_o great_a in_o the_o participation_n of_o the_o sacred_a body_n and_o blood_n in_o the_o holy_a communion_n dear_a redeemer_n let_v i_o approach_v this_o divine_a institution_n with_o a_o prepare_a heart_n and_o a_o purify_a soul_n o_o that_o infinite_a justice_n of_o the_o almighty_a in_o take_v so_o full_a vengeance_n upon_o sin_n even_o upon_o thou_o his_o only_o belove_a son_n that_o we_o may_v fear_v and_o tremble_v at_o the_o sad_a effect_n of_o sin_n o_o the_o infinite_a mercy_n of_o the_o almighty_a ever_o to_o think_v of_o such_o a_o remedy_n for_o miserable_a man_n restoration_n o_o the_o equal_a goodness_n of_o thou_o our_o dear_a lord_n who_o be_v a_o willing_a sacrifice_n who_o waste_v content_a ambitious_a hunger_a and_o thirst_v after_o our_o salvation_n by_o thy_o dreadful_a passion_n for_o which_o let_v i_o how_o myself_o at_o the_o footstool_n of_o thy_o cross_n and_o mourn_v for_o thy_o suffering_n as_o occasion_v by_o my_o sin_n o_o let_v the_o drop_n of_o thy_o blood_n trickle_v down_o into_o my_o bosom_n and_o wash_v out_o the_o stain_n of_o sin_n there_o let_v thy_o thorn_n pierce_v i_o to_o the_o heart_n and_o thy_o nail_n fasten_v i_o to_o thou_o as_o much_o as_o ever_o they_o do_v thou_o to_o the_o cross_n thou_o that_o do_v entertain_v judas_n with_o tranquillity_n and_o suffer_v he_o to_o kiss_v thy_o cheek_n reject_v not_o i_o thy_o unworthy_a supplicant_n but_o kiss_v i_o with_o the_o benediction_n of_o thy_o lip_n and_o with_o the_o affection_n of_o a_o saviour_n thou_o that_o do_v permit_v the_o soldier_n to_o bind_v thou_o to_o satisfy_v for_o my_o looseness_n and_o abuse_a liberty_n bound_v i_o now_o unto_o thou_o with_o the_o chain_n of_o love_n let_v that_o holy_a union_n dissolve_v the_o cord_n of_o vanity_n and_o subdue_v my_o passion_n and_o unruly_a desire_n dear_a lord_n as_o in_o my_o body_n of_o sin_n there_o be_v no_o part_n free_a so_o in_o thy_o suffer_a body_n there_o be_v no_o whole_a part_n nothing_o but_o sore_n and_o stripe_n wound_n and_o bruise_n i_o have_v offend_v in_o all_o my_o part_n thou_o be_v torment_v in_o all_o thou_o so_o that_o with_o shame_n and_o sorrow_n i_o confess_v that_o my_o sin_n inflict_v the_o misery_n of_o thy_o passion_n by_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o barbarous_a enemy_n o_o let_v the_o spear_n that_o pierce_v thy_o heart_n sweet_a jesus_n pierce_v i_o with_o true_a sorrow_n let_v i_o contemplate_v on_o thy_o passion_n with_o infinite_a hatred_n of_o sin_n that_o occasion_v it_o and_o with_o infinite_a gratitude_n to_o thy_o love_n for_o perform_v the_o same_o i_o adore_v thou_o o_o lord_n bless_a jesus_n for_o institute_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n strike_v a_o awe_n into_o my_o soul_n when_o i_o approach_v it_o and_o create_v in_o i_o heavenly_a disposition_n to_o celebrate_v so_o heavenly_a a_o institution_n let_v i_o very_o believe_v that_o if_o with_o due_a preparation_n i_o come_v to_o thy_o altar_n as_o certain_o as_o i_o receive_v the_o outward_a sing_v so_o certain_o shall_v i_o receive_v thy_o most_o bless_a body_n and_o blood_n to_o receive_v which_o inestimable_a blessing_n o_o merciful_a lord_n do_v thou_o fit_v and_o prepare_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n in_o christ_n jesus_n our_o lord_n o_o all_o sufficient_a saviour_n teach_v i_o by_o thy_o great_a good_a example_n obedience_n and_o submission_n to_o thy_o divine_a will._n i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o so_o to_o prepare_v my_o soul_n to_o the_o due_a receive_n of_o the_o holy_a sacrament_n worthy_o that_o i_o may_v thereby_o effectual_o feel_v taste_n and_o feed_v on_o thou_o my_o saviour_n christ_n that_o i_o may_v be_v thou_o have_v eternal_a life_n pardon_v o_o lord_n pardon_v my_o unpreparedness_n to_o come_v to_o so_o holy_a and_o divine_a a_o mystery_n make_v thy_o word_n and_o sacrament_n always_o so_o powerful_a and_o effectual_a in_o my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v thereby_o be_v sanctify_v and_o renew_v unto_o all_o holy_a obedience_n unto_o thy_o will_n in_o the_o mortification_n of_o my_o sinful_a corruption_n renew_v of_o thy_o perfect_a image_n in_o i_o unto_o holiness_n righteousness_n sobriety_n truth_n knowledge_n faith_n temperance_n and_o chastity_n o_o bless_a jesus_n by_o thou_o let_v i_o have_v access_n to_o thy_o heavenly_a father_n that_o by_o thou_o he_o may_v accept_v i_o who_o by_o thou_o be_v reveal_v to_o i_o let_v thy_o innocence_n and_o purity_n procure_v pardon_n for_o my_o uncleanness_n and_o disobedience_n let_v thy_o humility_n extinguish_v my_o pride_n and_o vanity_n and_o thy_o charity_n cover_v the_o multitude_n of_o my_o fault_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v with_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o mercy_n immediate_o after_o this_o life_n receive_v my_o soul_n into_o everlasting_a joy_n and_o felicity_n there_o to_o reign_v with_o thou_o for_o ever_o a_o conclude_v prayer_n o_o lord_n god_n into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commit_v my_o body_n soul_n and_o spirit_n my_o thought_n word_n and_o work_n desire_v whole_o to_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n gracious_a and_o merciful_a accept_v i_o in_o thy_o belove_a jesus_n christ_n for_o his_o sake_n let_v i_o not_o go_v from_o before_o thou_o without_o a_o blessing_n a_o blessing_n of_o pardon_n and_o peace_n a_o blessing_n of_o thy_o spirit_n and_o of_o thy_o grace_n to_o come_v holy_a to_o thy_o table_n a_o blessing_n of_o thy_o favour_n and_o of_o thy_o love_n in_o the_o lord_n jesus_n thus_o lord_n say_v of_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v bless_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v
a_o burn_a affection_n open_v thou_o the_o floodgate_n of_o my_o eye_n and_o open_a thou_o my_o lip_n that_o my_o mouth_n may_v show_v forth_o thy_o praise_n o_o my_o gracious_a god_n unless_o thou_o interpose_v thy_o power_n i_o be_o very_o much_o afraid_a i_o shall_v not_o keep_v this_o little_a goodness_n till_o the_o next_o morning_n which_o now_o seem_v to_o be_v in_o i_o these_o weak_a thought_n these_o faint_a desire_n and_o sickly_a affection_n that_o be_v in_o my_o soul_n i_o doubt_v will_v not_o live_v a_o night_n unless_o thou_o find_v way_n to_o preserve_v and_o cherish_v they_o my_o inveterate_a habit_n of_o evil_a will_v smother_v and_o choke_v these_o new_a resolution_n i_o be_o in_o fear_n that_o all_o these_o meditation_n will_v be_v fly_v away_o while_o i_o be_o a_o sleep_n and_o my_o house_n be_v foul_a again_o unless_o thou_o keep_v i_o ah_o my_o dear_a god_n see_v i_o have_v bestow_v some_o small_a pain_n upon_o my_o heart_n and_o have_v conceive_v some_o little_a hope_n suffer_v they_o not_o to_o be_v dash_v to_o piece_n in_o a_o night_n spread_v the_o wing_n of_o thy_o goodness_n over_o i_o and_o maintain_v that_o which_o not_o i_o but_o thou_o thyself_o have_v wrought_v lord_n let_v i_o find_v when_o i_o awake_v that_o my_o afflection_n and_o desire_n be_v grow_v beyond_o the_o strength_n of_o man_n and_o that_o thy_o power_n rest_n upon_o i_o oh_o let_v i_o find_v a_o great_a fervour_n than_o ever_o in_o thy_o service_n let_v that_o spark_n which_o i_o fear_v will_v go_v out_o be_v blow_v into_o a_o flame_n that_o will_v never_o expire_v so_o shall_v thou_o draw_v my_o eye_n towards_o thyself_o alone_o who_o work_v such_o wonder_n and_o my_o lip_n shall_v ever_o flow_v with_o thy_o praise_n lord_n if_o i_o may_v beg_v this_o grace_n of_o thou_o i_o be_o very_o persuade_v i_o shall_v languish_v after_o none_o but_o thou_o therefore_o my_o good_a lord_n i_o leave_v myself_o in_o thy_o hand_n hope_v that_o either_o i_o be_o or_o will_v be_v such_o as_o thou_o desire_v and_o if_o i_o be_o arrive_v but_o as_o far_o as_o a_o will_n and_o desire_n to_o be_v thou_o that_o will_v be_v thou_o and_o therefore_o see_v the_o will_n be_v i_o too_o and_o we_o both_o conspire_v together_o i_o take_v the_o boldness_n to_o say_v lord_n let_v thy_o will_v be_v do_v oh_o sweet_a saviour_n i_o be_v go_v to_o say_v i_o be_o sick_a of_o love_n that_o i_o can_v love_v except_o thou_o love_v i_o and_o make_v i_o better_o but_o i_o correct_v myself_o and_o it_o be_v enough_o if_o i_o be_v sick_a because_o i_o can_v love_v thou_o do_v thou_o make_v i_o sick_a or_o rather_o do_v thou_o make_v i_o well_o with_o love_n unto_o thou_o so_o shall_v i_o come_v to_o thy_o table_n with_o joy_n and_o gladness_n hope_v that_o thou_o will_v kiss_v i_o with_o the_o benediction_n of_o thy_o lip_n for_o thy_o love_n be_v better_a than_o wine_n draw_v i_o and_o i_o will_v run_v after_o thou_o yea_o we_o will_v run_v after_o thou_o for_o i_o will_v proclaim_v to_o other_o the_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n amen_n devotion_n for_o the_o day_n we_o intend_v to_o communicate_v it_o well_o become_v a_o christian_n piety_n to_o welcome_v the_o day_n which_o bring_v our_o saviour_n so_o near_o to_o we_o with_o act_n of_o joy_n and_o thnaksgiving_n for_o the_o approach_n of_o so_o great_a a_o blessing_n and_o since_o one_o night_n may_v breed_v too_o great_a a_o damp_n and_o chillness_n upon_o our_o spirit_n it_o will_v be_v very_o wholesome_a to_o renew_v those_o thought_n and_o affection_n that_o we_o leave_v there_o when_o we_o go_v to_o bed_n and_o so_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o god_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o our_o unworthiness_n to_o entertain_v so_o glorious_a a_o person_n and_o in_o a_o sense_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v the_o cause_n of_o that_o unworthiness_n together_o with_o a_o joy_n in_o our_o soul_n and_o praise_n upon_o our_o tongue_n that_o he_o will_v forgive_v they_o humble_o desire_v of_o the_o lord_n that_o he_o will_v accept_v of_o we_o for_o his_o habitation_n and_o that_o he_o will_v come_v and_o enlarge_v our_o soul_n by_o a_o holy_a love_n to_o he_o and_o long_v after_o he_o that_o there_o may_v be_v room_n for_o his_o sacred_a majesty_n and_o a_o place_n clean_a and_o dress_v to_o receive_v he_o in_o order_n hereunto_o as_o soon_o as_o we_o awake_v let_v we_o adore_v that_o sacred_a majesty_n of_o heaven_n in_o the_o follow_a ejaculation_n a_o prayer_n o_o merciful_a god_n as_o thou_o have_v awaken_v my_o body_n from_o sleep_n so_o by_o thy_o grace_n awaken_v my_o soul_n from_o sin_n that_o i_o may_v appear_v before_o thou_o this_o day_n at_o thy_o holy_a altar_n with_o a_o pure_a and_o undefiled_a soul_n o_o jesus_n clothe_v i_o with_o the_o wedding_n garment_n of_o righteousness_n and_o true_a holiness_n that_o be_v a_o worthy_a receiver_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n i_o may_v continue_v steadfast_a to_o my_o life_n end_v and_o at_o the_o last_o trump_n according_a to_o thy_o bless_a promise_n be_v make_v a_o partaker_n of_o thy_o heavenly_a kingdom_n amen_n the_o solemnity_n of_o this_o day_n require_v a_o most_o exact_a attendance_n in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n all_o our_o affection_n shall_v be_v so_o employ_v that_o even_o the_o necessary_n of_o this_o life_n ought_v not_o to_o encumber_v our_o soul_n or_o take_v off_o those_o holy_a meditation_n which_o shall_v be_v inseparate_a to_o our_o mind_n much_o more_o shall_v we_o dispense_v with_o thing_n of_o less_o moment_n and_o therefore_o however_o we_o indulge_v ourselves_o at_o other_o time_n let_v we_o now_o take_v leave_n of_o our_o bed_n and_o prepare_v to_o meet_v our_o god_n with_o humble_a address_n and_o rise_v with_o a_o thinkful_a acknowledgement_n for_o the_o mercy_n of_o the_o night_n past_a let_v we_o say_v glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n for_o watch_v over_o i_o this_o night_n lord_n raise_v i_o up_o at_o the_o last_o day_n to_o life_n everlasting_a in_o the_o name_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n who_o be_v crucify_v for_o i_o i_o arise_v he_o by_o his_o cross_n and_o passion_n save_v bless_v and_o preserve_v i_o this_o day_n and_o for_o ever_o amen_n as_o soon_o as_o we_o be_v dress_v let_v we_o retire_v unto_o our_o closet_n and_o before_o we_o prostrate_v ourselves_o at_o the_o throne_n of_o grace_n exercise_v our_o thought_n a_o little_a upon_o the_o approach_a solemnity_n and_o reflect_v upon_o our_o base_a ingratitude_n consider_v how_o infinite_o unworthy_a we_o be_v of_o such_o a_o inestimable_a benefit_n and_o then_o let_v we_o adore_v that_o inexpressible_a goodness_n which_o give_v we_o so_o glorious_a a_o opportunity_n of_o wait_v on_o our_o love_a lord_n at_o his_o holy_a altar_n after_o such_o a_o religious_a confusion_n of_o soul_n let_v we_o humble_v ourselves_o and_o say_v good_a lord_n pardon_v thy_o servant_n why_o endeavour_n to_o prepare_v his_o heart_n to_o seek_v thou_o though_o i_o be_v not_o cleanse_v according_a to_o the_o purification_n of_o the_o sanctuary_n a_o prayer_n o_o lord_n i_o do_v not_o presume_v to_o come_v to_o that_o great_a feast_n of_o thy_o body_n and_o blood_n upon_o the_o least_o opinion_n of_o my_o own_o worthiness_n for_o when_o i_o look_v upon_o myself_o i_o dare_v not_o come_v lest_o i_o shall_v eat_v and_o drink_v my_o own_o damnation_n but_o when_o i_o consider_v thy_o infinite_a mercy_n unto_o we_o and_o thy_o own_o word_n call_v all_o man_n without_o exception_n and_o know_v that_o thy_o crucify_a body_n be_v not_o only_a food_n to_o nourish_v but_o physic_n to_o cure_v i_o beg_v leave_v that_o be_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n to_o come_v to_o thy_o holy_a table_n and_o with_o my_o weak_a faith_n to_o feed_v upon_o some_o crumb_n of_o the_o bread_n of_o life_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v no_o wedding_n garment_n on_o i_o but_o i_o come_v to_o seek_v they_o at_o thy_o cross_n from_o thy_o bitter_a sorrow_n to_o derive_v into_o my_o soul_n a_o godly_a sorrow_n work_v a_o unfeigned_a repentance_n from_o the_o break_a body_n a_o break_a heart_n from_o thy_o warm_a blood_n flow_v from_o thy_o wound_a side_n zeal_n and_o fervency_n that_o i_o may_v love_v and_o admire_v thou_o my_o god_n as_o i_o ought_v to_o do_v i_o come_v o_o dear_a jesus_n to_o fetch_v humility_n and_o temperance_n chastity_n and_o charity_n and_o whatever_o thou_o see_v needful_a for_o i_o o_o bury_v all_o my_o sin_n in_o thy_o grave_n my_o stony_a heart_n my_o natural_a corruption_n and_o vile_a affection_n i_o come_v o_o lord_n to_o fetch_v a_o new_a life_n from_o thy_o holy_a and_o bless_a resurrection_n for_o i_o stand_v in_o amazement_n when_o i_o consider_v my_o own_o vileness_n and_o
holiness_n and_o righteousness_n all_o the_o day_n of_o our_o life_n amen_o the_o priest_n proceed_v now_o to_o a_o more_o immediate_a invitation_n and_o to_o show_v we_o that_o we_o ought_v to_o think_v high_o of_o these_o thing_n call_v only_o those_o who_o have_v such_o quallification_n as_o he_o just_a before_o tell_v we_o be_v absolute_o necessary_a and_o that_o we_o may_v not_o come_v rash_o put_v it_o to_o we_o again_o you_o that_o do_v true_o repent_v etc._n etc._n but_o to_o heighten_v our_o esteem_n and_o make_v we_o more_o in_o earnest_n with_o ourselves_o let_v we_o imagine_v we_o hear_v christ_n himself_o invite_v we_o for_o it_o be_v the_o minister_n in_o his_o stead_n call_v we_o to_o repentance_n confession_n and_o humility_n of_o soul_n these_o be_v the_o garment_n wherewith_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v clothe_v and_o he_o that_o come_v without_o they_o do_v but_o mock_v god_n and_o we_o have_v hear_v the_o dreadful_a effect_n of_o that_o presumption_n it_o be_v provoke_v he_o to_o plague_v we_o with_o disease_n and_o sundry_a kind_n of_o death_n we_o kindle_v god_n wrath_n against_o we_o and_o his_o indignation_n will_v last_v to_o eternity_n but_o that_o the_o terror_n of_o the_o lord_n may_v fright_v away_o none_o but_o the_o impenitent_a the_o church_n assure_v we_o all_o they_o who_o come_v with_o faith_n and_o repentance_n may_v take_v the_o holy_a sacrament_n to_o their_o comfort_n and_o according_o exhort_v they_o to_o draw_v near_o to_o testify_v their_o sincerity_n by_o a_o humble_a confession_n and_o to_o remove_v all_o suspicion_n of_o hypocrisy_n command_n that_o it_o be_v do_v upon_o our_o knee_n with_o contrition_n they_o who_o hope_v for_o pardon_n can_v expect_v it_o upon_o no_o other_o term_n therefore_o we_o ought_v to_o be_v very_o circumspect_a that_o we_o do_v call_v upon_o god_n with_o our_o lip_n when_o our_o heart_n be_v far_o from_o he_o the_o sacrifice_n of_o such_o fool_n only_o work_v their_o destruction_n do_v let_v we_o look_v upon_o it_o as_o matter_n of_o form_n only_o that_o we_o be_v to_o tell_v god_n almighty_a a_o sad_a story_n of_o ourselves_o and_o yet_o in_o such_o a_o manner_n as_o if_o we_o be_v not_o concern_v for_o the_o sin_n nor_o god_n for_o the_o punishment_n of_o it_o but_o when_o we_o come_v to_o that_o part_n of_o the_o confession_n acknowledge_v our_o offence_n by_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n let_v we_o reflect_v on_o some_o of_o those_o transgression_n we_o have_v repeat_v most_o and_o have_v most_o cause_n to_o repent_v of_o let_v we_o think_v of_o they_o with_o sorrow_n and_o detestation_n with_o a_o resolution_n to_o forsake_v they_o and_o a_o passionate_a desire_n to_o be_v free_v from_o the_o evil_a of_o they_o let_v our_o heart_n go_v along_o with_o our_o prayer_n and_o they_o be_v such_o as_o will_v inform_v we_o of_o our_o condition_n and_o be_v affectionate_o repeat_v will_v teach_v we_o to_o be_v humble_a and_o contrite_a and_o that_o will_v render_v we_o capable_a of_o the_o pardon_n which_o follow_v to_o be_v pronounce_v by_o the_o priest_n it_o be_v impossible_a to_o prescribe_v rule_n for_o our_o thought_n in_o the_o time_n of_o absolution_n we_o have_v a_o hundred_o idea_n at_o once_o in_o our_o mind_n the_o soul_n be_v full_a with_o transport_n rejoice_v and_o humilliation_n we_o have_v so_o much_o to_o say_v that_o we_o be_v confound_v in_o ourselves_o we_o know_v not_o how_o to_o bless_v god_n enough_o be_v afraid_a of_o our_o wickedness_n and_o astonish_v at_o his_o goodness_n there_o be_v no_o re-presenting_a the_o passion_n of_o a_o soul_n in_o this_o religious_a agony_n nor_o how_o prevail_v the_o confuse_a sigh_n of_o a_o ravish_a sinner_n be_v to_o our_o merciful_a god_n they_o who_o be_v most_o sensible_a of_o their_o sin_n can_v best_o tell_v what_o a_o boundless_a joy_n arise_v at_o the_o thought_n of_o their_o forgiveness_n but_o lest_o we_o shall_v have_v any_o mistrust_n because_o of_o our_o sin_n the_o church_n have_v collect_v some_o comfortable_a assurance_n from_o the_o gospel_n for_o it_o be_v no_o wonder_n we_o receive_v our_o pardon_n doubt_v and_o tremble_v we_o have_v need_n of_o infallible_a authority_n to_o persuade_v we_o of_o the_o truth_n of_o these_o thing_n when_o our_o fear_n have_v so_o cast_v we_o down_o that_o we_o almost_o be_v bring_v to_o believe_v that_o god_n have_v utter_o forsake_v we_o we_o can_v now_o cry_v with_o cheerfulness_n bless_a be_v god_n that_o have_v not_o so_o turn_v his_o mercy_n from_o we_o but_o have_v send_v his_o son_n jesus_n christ_n to_o call_v we_o to_o repentance_n therefore_o when_o we_o hear_v the_o priest_n say_v come_v unto_o i_o etc._n etc._n let_v we_o humble_o say_v i_o come_v unto_o thou_o o_o jesus_n ease_v i_o of_o my_o burden_n so_o god_n love_v the_o world_n etc._n etc._n i_o believe_v lord_n save_v i_o or_o i_o perish_v this_o be_v a_o true_a say_n etc._n etc._n mercy_n sweet_a jesus_n i_o be_o a_o miserable_a sinner_n if_o any_o man_n sin_n o_o thou_o great_a advocate_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o bless_v thou_o and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o shall_v praise_v thy_o holy_a name_n certain_o our_o affection_n be_v so_o move_v that_o we_o shall_v be_v zealous_a to_o lift_v up_o our_o heart_n with_o joy_n and_o gladness_n and_o now_o confess_v it_o be_v meet_a and_o right_a to_o give_v thanks_o to_o which_o purpose_n let_v we_o summons_v our_o strong_a affection_n that_o we_o may_v with_o angel_n and_o archangel_n magnify_v the_o glorious_a name_n of_o god_n most_o high_a if_o it_o be_v upon_o any_o particular_a feast_n as_o christmas_n or_o easter_n there_o be_v great_a reason_n to_o strain_v ourselves_o to_o the_o high_a note_n to_o give_v thanks_o for_o those_o particular_a blessing_n we_o be_v now_o approach_v near_o to_o these_o holy_a mystery_n and_o must_v express_v the_o great_a reverence_n and_o before_o we_o taste_v how_o gracious_a the_o lord_n be_v confess_v our_o unworthiness_n to_o receive_v he_o into_o our_o habitation_n this_o we_o can_v do_v in_o better_a word_n than_o the_o church_n have_v provide_v for_o we_o therefore_o we_o be_v to_o join_v hearty_o in_o the_o follow_a form_n and_o beg_v that_o our_o sinful_a body_n may_v be_v make_v clean_o by_o his_o body_n that_o be_v so_o prepare_v our_o soul_n may_v be_v make_v fit_a to_o receive_v the_o lord_n of_o glory_n after_o this_o excellent_a prayer_n be_v over_o let_v we_o look_v towards_o the_o holy_a table_n and_o whilst_o the_o priest_n be_v order_v the_o element_n meditate_v and_o be_v astonish_v at_o the_o transcend_a love_n of_o christ_n let_v we_o lose_v ourselves_o in_o contemplation_n of_o that_o divine_a mystery_n that_o heaven_n shall_v so_o condescend_v to_o earth_n and_o man_n be_v unite_v to_o god_n that_o god_n shall_v take_v upon_o he_o our_o flesh_n die_v for_o we_o upon_o earth_n and_o nourish_v we_o now_o he_o be_v in_o heaven_n let_v we_o represent_v to_o our_o faith_n the_o intolerable_a suffering_n of_o our_o die_a lord_n his_o whole_a passion_n upon_o mount_n calvary_n and_o the_o agony_n of_o that_o unknown_a sorrow_n there_o imagine_v we_o behold_v he_o stretch_v upon_o the_o cross_n and_o see_v the_o blood_n issue_v from_o his_o wound_a side_n behold_v he_o grapple_v with_o the_o fury_n of_o a_o incense_a god_n and_o all_o the_o fury_n of_o the_o power_n of_o darkness_n and_o this_o to_o redeem_v we_o from_o the_o horror_n of_o hell_n which_o be_v due_a to_o we_o for_o sin_n and_o wickedness_n sure_o the_o consideration_n of_o these_o thing_n will_v create_v a_o odiousness_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v so_o great_a that_o nothing_o but_o the_o blood_n of_o god_n can_v expiate_v we_o shall_v be_v sensible_a of_o our_o unworthiness_n and_o adore_v withal_o the_o force_n of_o our_o soul_n that_o love_n surpass_v knowledge_n and_o beg_v of_o our_o crucify_a redeemer_n to_o inspire_v we_o with_o holy_a zeal_n that_o our_o now_o soften_a soul_n may_v echo_n hallelujah_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o we_o may_v sing_v eternal_o to_o god_n the_o father_n who_o contrive_v this_o glorious_a redemption_n to_o god_n the_o son_n who_o effect_v it_o and_o to_o god_n the_o holy_a ghost_n who_o give_v we_o the_o benefit_n thereof_o let_v we_o now_o return_v with_o the_o priest_n and_o earnest_o beg_v of_o our_o merciful_a god_n that_o the_o element_n may_v real_o become_v what_o they_o represent_v after_o we_o have_v perform_v that_o with_o devotion_n let_v we_o leave_v the_o rest_n to_o god_n and_o the_o priest_n and_o rise_v from_o our_o knee_n at_o the_o consecration_n look_v towards_o the_o holy_a table_n devout_o attend_v every_o word_n and_o action_n for_o all_o be_v mystery_n and_o deserve_v a_o particular_a meditation_n let_v we_o imagine_v we_o hear_v our_o saviour_n consecrate_v and_o that_o
we_o like_v his_o disciple_n at_o the_o last_o supper_n be_v wait_v to_o be_v feed_v with_o the_o bread_n from_o heaven_n when_o we_o hear_v the_o priest_n say_v who_o in_o the_o same_o night_n he_o be_v betray_v take_v bread_n etc._n etc._n let_v we_o adore_v that_o inexpressible_a love_n of_o our_o saviour_n which_o be_v work_v our_o salvation_n when_o his_o curse_a enemy_n be_v contrive_v his_o crucifixion_n let_v we_o bless_v the_o goodness_n of_o god_n and_o admire_v the_o humility_n of_o our_o saviour_n that_o will_v be_v represent_v by_o no_o rich_a preparation_n than_o bread_n here_o be_v no_o costly_a sacrifice_n to_o exhault_v our_o treasure_n that_o we_o may_v bestow_v upon_o those_o that_o want_v it_o the_o poor_a which_o we_o have_v always_o with_o we_o but_o for_o the_o representation_n of_o himself_o he_o choose_v what_o be_v necessary_a for_o our_o sustenance_n to_o show_v we_o that_o his_o body_n be_v as_o necessary_a to_o the_o strengthen_n of_o our_o soul_n as_o bread_n for_o the_o support_n of_o our_o life_n and_o when_o he_o have_v give_v thanks_o he_o break_v it_o it_o etc._n etc._n o_o bless_a jesus_n do_v thou_o give_v thanks_o for_o my_o redemption_n behold_v i_o join_v my_o praise_n to_o thou_o and_o bless_v thou_o with_o all_o my_o soul_n o_o show_v thy_o acceptance_n of_o my_o praise_n by_o hallow_v these_o element_n to_o the_o purpose_n they_o be_v design_v say_v take_v eat_v this_o be_v my_o body_n which_o be_v give_v for_o you_o etc._n etc._n here_o let_v we_o reflect_v upon_o the_o passion_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o imagine_v we_o see_v he_o in_o that_o unspeakable_a passion_n offer_v up_o his_o pious_a soul_n upon_o the_o cross_n do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o o_o jesus_n let_v i_o never_o be_v so_o ungrateful_a as_o to_o forget_v thou_o likewise_o also_o after_o supper_n he_o take_v the_o cup_n and_o when_o he_o have_v give_v thanks_o etc._n etc._n our_o saviour_n be_v not_o content_a to_o give_v we_o his_o body_n alone_o but_o to_o pour_v out_o his_o blood_n for_o we_o and_o have_v choose_v wine_n for_o the_o commemoration_n of_o that_o inestimable_a mercy_n o_o let_v our_o soul_n thirst_v after_o this_o cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o when_o the_o minister_n hold_v it_o out_o to_o bless_v it_o let_v we_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n he_o give_v it_o to_o they_o say_v drink_v you_o all_o of_o this_o etc._n etc._n do_v this_o in_o remembrance_n of_o i_o this_o be_v the_o time_n to_o exercise_n our_o faith_n and_o therefore_o let_v we_o believe_v they_o real_o be_v to_o we_o what_o they_o represent_v and_o say_v a_o hearty_a amen_o for_o it_o be_v unto_o we_o according_a to_o our_o faith_n if_o we_o believe_v it_o be_v unto_o we_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n indeed_o that_o not_o doubt_v nor_o infidelity_n may_v unhallow_a these_o sanctify_a element_n to_o any_o of_o our_o soul_n let_v we_o say_v a_o prayer_n after_o consecration_n lord_n it_o be_v do_v as_o thou_o have_v command_v and_o i_o doubt_v not_o but_o the_o mystery_n be_v right_o accomplish_v i_o be_o persuade_v that_o here_o be_v that_o which_o my_o soul_n long_v after_o a_o crucify_a saviour_n communicate_v himself_o to_o poor_a penitent_a sinner_n o_o let_v i_o be_v reckon_v among_o that_o number_n and_o then_o i_o shall_v assure_o receive_v thou_o holy_a jesus_n amen_n o_o holy_a saviour_n i_o behold_v thou_o stretch_v upon_o the_o cross_n with_o thy_o arm_n spread_v ready_a to_o embrace_v all_o mankind_n glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o lord_n jesus_n lamb_n of_o god_n son_n of_o the_o father_n who_o do_v offer_v thyself_o a_o sacrifice_n to_o take_v away_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o take_v away_o i_o also_o when_o the_o minister_n be_v a_o communicate_v let_v we_o humble_o desire_v that_o god_n will_v hear_v his_o prayer_n the_o lord_n hear_v thou_o and_o remember_v all_o thy_o offering_n and_o sacrifice_n grant_v thou_o thy_o heart_n desire_v and_o fullfil_v all_o thy_o mind_n the_o lord_n perform_v all_o thy_o petition_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v at_o this_o time_n for_o thyself_o for_o we_o and_o all_o person_n amen_n we_o have_v nothing_o to_o do_v now_o but_o compose_v ourselves_o for_o the_o act_n of_o holy_a communion_n remember_v we_o be_v to_o feast_v with_o god_n by_o silence_n and_o heavenly_a contemplation_n let_v we_o reflect_v upon_o the_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o this_o sacrament_n and_o when_o we_o have_v by_o faith_n behold_v the_o glory_n of_o the_o lord_n confess_v our_o unworthiness_n to_o appear_v before_o he_o and_o acknowledge_v his_o goodness_n which_o give_v we_o the_o opportunity_n of_o adore_v his_o inexpressible_a love_n while_o other_o be_v communicate_v o_o how_o dreadful_a be_v this_o place_n seem_v it_o a_o small_a thing_n unto_o thou_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o be_v feast_v with_o god_n wait_v on_o by_o angel_n feed_v with_o the_o body_n of_o jesus_n and_o refresh_v with_o the_o cup_n of_o that_o save_a blood_n which_o have_v atone_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o world_n what_o mean_v this_o secret_a that_o so_o poor_a a_o wretch_n and_o sinful_a a_o rebel_n shall_v receive_v so_o mighty_a a_o favour_n and_o be_v receive_v to_o so_o near_a embrace_n how_o can_v i_o approach_v to_o these_o terrible_a mystery_n till_o i_o have_v pull_v back_o the_o veil_n and_o worship_v he_o that_o feed_v my_o body_n to_o convey_v grace_n to_o my_o soul_n and_o make_v that_o stoop_n to_o the_o eye_n of_o sense_n which_o angel_n can_v behold_v with_o open_a face_n here_o be_v represent_v the_o almighty_a love_n of_o a_o infinite_a be_v here_o the_o god_n of_o god_n appear_v all_o bloody_a to_o fright_v thou_o from_o thy_o sin_n here_o the_o all-merciful_a saviour_n of_o the_o world_n be_v as_o it_o be_v crucify_v before_o thy_o eye_n that_o contemplate_v the_o horrid_a aggony_n of_o the_o cross_n and_o remember_v the_o cause_n of_o his_o cruel_a suffering_n thou_o may_v mourn_v for_o thy_o ingratitude_n that_o bring_v he_o to_o the_o torment_n of_o that_o inexpressible_a passion_n here_o the_o holy_a jesus_n appear_v load_v with_o all_o the_o blessing_n of_o heaven_n here_o the_o everlasting_a trinity_n seem_v to_o use_v his_o utmost_a endeavour_n to_o persuade_v thou_o into_o a_o heavenly_a conversation_n to_o thy_o holy_a altar_n o_o dear_a redeemer_n i_o be_o come_v to_o renew_v my_o baptizmal_a vow_n to_o enter_v into_o a_o solemn_a covenant_n with_o god_n and_o faithful_o to_o promise_v thou_o to_o resign_v myself_o entire_o to_o thou_o to_o fall_v out_o with_o thou_o no_o more_o to_o be_v faithful_a to_o thou_o to_o vindicate_v thy_o glory_n to_o live_v up_o to_o those_o law_n which_o thou_o have_v seal_v with_o thy_o own_o blood_n to_o this_o end_n i_o eat_v of_o thy_o bread_n and_o drink_v of_o thy_o wine_n and_o so_o seal_v my_o covenant_n with_o thou_o quicken_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o make_v i_o more_o earnest_a and_o zealous_a in_o thy_o service_n and_o as_o thou_o have_v send_v thy_o son_n to_o bring_v i_o to_o thyself_o do_v thou_o likewise_o send_v thy_o holy_a spirit_n to_o sanctify_v i_o for_o thyself_o and_o then_o i_o who_o of_o myself_o can_v scarce_o move_v unto_o thy_o altar_n by_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o grace_n may_v run_v the_o way_n of_o thy_o commandment_n have_v declare_v the_o reason_n of_o our_o approach_v this_o holy_a table_n and_o beg_v god_n blessing_n upon_o we_o let_v we_o meditate_v after_o this_o manner_n thou_o o_o my_o god_n have_v prepare_v a_o table_n for_o i_o and_o have_v promise_v whosoever_o eat_v thereof_o shall_v never_o hunger_n and_o drink_v shall_v never_o thirst_v this_o consideration_n alone_o be_v sufficient_a to_o furnish_v we_o with_o matter_n for_o contemplation_n the_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o prepare_v this_o sacred_a feast_n the_o benefit_n we_o receive_v from_o it_o and_o the_o time_n in_o which_o it_o be_v institue_v when_o he_o be_v surround_v with_o the_o horror_n of_o death_n and_o begin_v to_o feel_v the_o weight_n of_o our_o transgression_n be_v enough_o to_o put_v we_o in_o a_o confusion_n and_o constrain_v we_o at_o once_o to_o humble_v ourselves_o even_o into_o our_o first_o nothing_o for_o abuse_v such_o goodness_n and_o then_o adore_v that_o amaze_a constancy_n of_o our_o lord_n that_o in_o the_o great_a of_o his_o agony_n can_v endure_v yet_o more_o for_o our_o sake_n and_o resign_v himself_o to_o the_o cross_n notwithstanding_o the_o contradiction_n of_o sinner_n o_o let_v we_o consider_v this_o price_n with_o which_o we_o be_v buy_v and_o glorify_v god_n in_o our_o body_n and_o spirit_n which_o be_v he_o therefore_o bow_v our_o body_n before_o the_o lord_n let_v we_o consider_v the_o wonder_n of_o his_o love_n behold_v what_o kind_n of_o love_n
cup_n of_o salvation_n and_o call_v upon_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n lord_n if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v cleanse_v i_o o_o touch_v i_o and_o say_v i_o will_v be_v thou_o clean_a oh_o let_v this_o blood_n of_o thou_o purge_v my_o conscience_n from_o dead_a work_n to_o serve_v thou_o the_o ever_o live_v god_n it_o will_v not_o suffice_v i_o dear_a saviour_n to_o receive_v thou_o in_o part_n only_o for_o i_o must_v be_v whole_o thou_o and_o bless_v be_v thy_o name_n that_o thou_o have_v already_o give_v i_o thy_o holy_a body_n to_o cleanse_v my_o nature_n and_o now_o thou_o be_v prepare_v thy_o precious_a blood_n to_o wash_v away_o my_o gild_n my_o sin_n have_v pour_v out_o every_o drop_n thereof_o wherefore_o thou_o present_v it_o to_o i_o by_o itself_o to_o show_v how_o true_o thou_o do_v suffer_v death_n for_o i_o and_o now_o o_o my_o redeemer_n thou_o have_v say_v this_o cup_n be_v the_o communion_n of_o thy_o blood_n and_o thy_o truth_n be_v unquestionable_a thy_o power_n infinite_a and_o thy_o love_n be_v such_o as_o thou_o give_v thy_o heart_n blood_n for_o i_o i_o will_v receive_v it_o therefore_o as_o the_o everlasting_a covenant_n the_o seal_n of_o all_o the_o promise_n of_o thy_o holy_a gospel_n i_o have_v indeed_o drink_v iniquity_n like_o water_n and_o therefore_o be_o unfit_a to_o taste_v this_o water_n of_o life_n and_o yet_o shall_v perish_v without_o it_o for_o i_o be_o all_o over_o defile_v and_o this_o be_v the_o fountain_n which_o thou_o have_v open_v to_o cleanse_v we_o i_o be_o scorch_v with_o the_o flame_n of_o lust_n and_o unruly_a passion_n and_o this_o be_v the_o cup_n which_o thou_o have_v provide_v to_o cool_v and_o refresh_v we_o what_o value_n be_v sufficient_a for_o i_o to_o put_v upon_o this_o immortal_a cordial_n how_o can_v i_o reverence_v it_o enough_o since_o the_o god_n of_o heaven_n esteem_v it_o a_o price_n sufficient_a for_o million_o of_o perish_a mankind_n my_o soul_n long_v after_o it_o lord_n let_v i_o taste_v and_o my_o soul_n shall_v live_v let_v i_o wash_v in_o this_o laver_n before_o i_o come_v to_o thy_o great_a tribunal_n so_o shall_v i_o be_v white_a than_o snow_n let_v we_o repeat_v after_o the_o minister_n the_o blood_n of_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n etc._n etc._n after_o the_o cup._n it_o be_v finish_v bless_a be_v the_o name_n of_o our_o gracious_a god_n blessing_n glory_n praise_n and_o honour_n love_n obedience_n dominion_n and_o thanksgiving_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n father_n son_n and_o holy_a ghost_n amen_n well_o come_v o_o my_o good_a jesus_n now_o dismiss_v thy_o servant_n in_o peace_n for_o my_o eye_n have_v see_v thy_o salvation_n if_o we_o have_v time_n before_o we_o return_v to_o our_o pew_v let_v we_o add_v how_o cheer_v be_v this_o cup_n to_o i_o bless_a jesus_n which_o be_v so_o dreadful_a unto_o thou_o it_o be_v thy_o agony_n and_o thy_o wound_n which_o afford_v i_o this_o wine_n of_o joy_n thou_o do_v find_v how_o bitter_a it_o be_v when_o thou_o be_v appease_v a_o offend_a god_n but_o i_o taste_v how_o sweet_a it_o be_v now_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v he_o a_o tender_a and_o reconcile_a father_n i_o receive_v this_o cup_n o_o saviour_n as_o a_o new_a pledge_n of_o thy_o dear_a love_n and_o since_o thou_o do_v here_o give_v i_o a_o right_a to_o that_o great_a expiation_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o do_v most_o humble_o commemorate_v the_o same_o before_o the_o father_n of_o heaven_n as_o the_o full_a satisfaction_n for_o my_o innumerable_a debt_n and_o i_o will_v remember_v the_o dolour_n of_o thy_o cross_n with_o a_o brisk_a sense_n than_o ever_o because_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o drink_v of_o thy_o blood_n and_o give_v i_o thy_o soul_n thy_o life_n and_o thy_o spirit_n and_o since_o thou_o have_v thus_o join_v i_o to_o thyself_o o_o let_v nothing_o separate_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v so_o gracious_o join_v together_o amen_n they_o who_o have_v advance_v thus_o far_o in_o their_o duty_n and_o be_v refresh_v at_o the_o table_n of_o god_n will_v easy_o acknowledge_v thanksgiving_n to_o be_v the_o least_o tribute_n they_o can_v pay_v and_o will_v be_v satisfy_v that_o they_o have_v give_v praise_n at_o the_o altar_n but_o be_v willing_a to_o offer_v this_o sacrifice_n every_o opportunity_n therefore_o let_v we_o at_o our_o return_n to_o our_o seat_n be_v ready_a to_o acknowledge_v the_o love_a kindness_n of_o the_o lord_n praise_v the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n and_o all_o that_o be_v within_o i_o bless_v his_o holy_a name_n be_v it_o not_o enough_o that_o thou_o shall_v suffer_v so_o much_o for_o i_o but_o thou_o will_v also_o give_v all_o the_o purchase_n of_o those_o suffering_n to_o i_o thy_o love_a kindness_n be_v true_o admirable_a thou_o have_v take_v my_o sin_n on_o thyself_o and_o communicate_v thy_o righteousness_n to_o my_o soul_n lord_n while_o i_o believe_v and_o consider_v the_o benefit_n of_o thy_o passion_n i_o be_o revive_v and_o fill_v with_o a_o unwonted_a vigour_n my_o conscience_n do_v accuse_v i_o of_o many_o and_o grievious_a sin_n but_o i_o do_v here_o most_o humble_o and_o thankful_o set_v forth_o this_o perfect_a sin_n offer_v before_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n i_o know_v thou_o can_v except_v against_o it_o i_o believe_v it_o be_v sufficient_a to_o atone_v thy_o anger_n bless_a jesus_n how_o be_v my_o soul_n refresh_v that_o be_v again_o restore_v to_o thy_o father_n love_n let_v heaven_n and_o earth_n praise_v thou_o for_o this_o glorious_a sacrifice_n and_o i_o will_v bless_v thou_o while_o i_o have_v any_o be_v i_o have_v receive_v thy_o immaculate_a body_n and_o it_o shall_v cleanse_v my_o sinful_a body_n and_o teach_v i_o by_o the_o virtue_n of_o so_o rare_a a_o example_n to_o relieve_v my_o poor_a brethren_n for_o who_o thou_o have_v die_v and_o to_o conquer_v my_o enemy_n by_o charity_n for_o thus_o thou_o have_v do_v to_o i_o and_o both_o my_o lip_n and_o life_n shall_v set_v forth_o thy_o praise_n for_o now_o i_o begin_v to_o find_v the_o mercy_n peace_n comfort_n and_o grace_n which_o flow_v from_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n wherefore_o i_o will_v love_v thou_o holy_a jesus_n more_o than_o i_o can_v express_v and_o since_o thou_o have_v give_v thyself_o thy_o merit_n and_o grace_n to_o i_o and_o seal_v a_o new_a covenant_n with_o i_o in_o thy_o blood_n i_o here_o bind_v myself_o by_o this_o sacred_a cup_n to_o be_v sincere_o thou_o i_o have_v swear_v and_o be_o steadfast_o purpose_v to_o keep_v thy_o righteous_a judgement_n o_o let_v i_o never_o unhallow_a that_o body_n or_o defile_v that_o soul_n in_o which_o the_o lord_n jesus_n delight_v to_o dwell_v in_o let_v no_o oath_n or_o lie_v profane_a those_o lip_n no_o obscenity_n or_o intemperance_n pollute_v that_o mouth_n by_o which_o these_o holy_a symbol_n have_v pass_v but_o let_v thy_o mercy_n keep_v i_o in_o this_o happy_a temper_n till_o i_o have_v accomplish_v all_o my_o resolution_n amen_n or_o this_o all_o be_v thou_o dear_a saviour_n dispose_v of_o all_o that_o be_v here_o of_o body_n and_o soul_n of_o life_n and_o lodging_n according_a to_o thy_o divine_a will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o intend_v o_o lord_n strengthen_v i_o in_o this_o very_a hour_n i_o intend_v o_o sweet_a saviour_n a_o total_a reformation_n of_o my_o life_n and_o manner_n a_o entire_a mortification_n of_o my_o corporal_a sense_n a_o absolute_a change_n in_o my_o whole_a man_n grant_v therefore_o o_o good_a jesus_n that_o at_o each_o word_n of_o my_o mouth_n at_o each_o glance_n of_o my_o eye_n at_o each_o morsel_n i_o eat_v at_o each_o member_n i_o move_v at_o each_o action_n inward_a or_o outward_a i_o undertake_v i_o may_v perform_v all_o according_a to_o thy_o holy_a will_n and_o pleasure_n i_o will_v therefore_o expect_v from_o thou_o o_o heavenly_a father_n the_o exact_a remembrance_n from_o thou_o my_o redeemer_n the_o perfect_a knowledge_n from_o thou_o o_o holy_a spirit_n a_o true_a repentance_n from_o thou_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n the_o entire_a absolution_n and_o plenary_a indulgence_n from_o all_o my_o iniquity_n amen_n we_o have_v be_v inform_v that_o this_o be_v the_o great_a feast_n of_o love_n and_o be_v now_o commemorate_n that_o inexpressible_a love_n of_o our_o saviour_n and_o since_o his_o blood_n be_v shed_v for_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n let_v our_o charity_n extend_v itself_o to_o the_o uttermost_a part_n of_o the_o earth_n but_o more_o especial_o the_o holy_a catholic_n church_n therefore_o the_o time_n we_o spare_v from_o our_o devotion_n let_v we_o bestow_v in_o good_a desire_n to_o those_o present_a send_v up_o a_o hearty_a amen_o to_o the_o prayer_n for_o our_o brethren_n let_v it_o rejoice_v our_o soul_n to_o see_v so_o many_o of_o the_o servant_n of_o god_n
goodness_n though_o i_o can_v make_v no_o retribution_n have_v i_o all_o the_o world_n at_o my_o disposal_n i_o can_v free_o give_v it_o all_o to_o thou_o as_o a_o testimony_n of_o my_o unfeigned_a gratitude_n but_o i_o hear_v thy_o gracious_a voice_n say_v unto_o i_o my_o son_n give_v i_o thy_o heart_n it_o be_v not_o i_o but_o i_o thou_o seek_v sinful_a and_o misrable_a though_o i_o be_o yet_o i_o be_o the_o purchase_n for_o which_o jesus_n have_v leave_v his_o glory_n lay_v down_o his_o life_n do_v and_o suffer_v all_o these_o thing_n o_o marvellous_a condescension_n i_o be_o nothing_o i_o have_v nothing_o i_o be_o void_a of_o all_o good_a full_a of_o evil_a and_o deserve_v thy_o wrath_n so_o that_o i_o abhor_v myself_o and_o can_v thou_o dwell_v in_o i_o be_v it_o so_o then_o i_o will_v dispute_v no_o more_o with_o unsearchable_a mercy_n i_o believe_v o_o my_o god_n and_o wonder_v i_o can_v no_o long_o resist_v thy_o condescend_v and_o almighty_a love_n i_o will_v with_o all_o the_o joy_n imaginable_a give_v my_o self_n unto_o thou_o who_o have_v but_o late_o restore_v i_o to_o myself_o i_o have_v be_v a_o prisoner_n to_o satan_n a_o slave_n to_o sin_n and_o mark_v out_o for_o destructioon_n but_o thou_o have_v procure_v my_o pardon_n liberty_n and_o life_n require_v no_o more_o for_o so_o inexpressible_a a_o bounty_n but_o that_o i_o become_v entire_o thou_o have_v i_o the_o life_n of_o a_o angel_n the_o understanding_n of_o a_o cherubin_n or_o the_o power_n of_o one_o of_o thy_o heavenly_a host_n thou_o deserve_v it_o all_o i_o be_o sorry_a i_o be_o no_o better_o yet_o such_o as_o i_o be_o i_o do_v most_o free_o surrender_v myself_o unto_o thou_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n avow_v i_o will_v be_v no_o more_o my_o own_o but_o thy_o servant_n o_o be_v thou_o please_v to_o come_v and_o reign_v over_o i_o take_v possession_n of_o this_o unworthy_a heart_n i_o hope_v i_o shall_v never_o be_v so_o unjust_a perjure_a and_o sacrelegious_a as_o to_o rob_v thou_o of_o myself_o hereafter_o it_o be_v indeed_o a_o miserable_a gift_n that_o i_o offer_v a_o defile_a body_n and_o a_o stain_a soul_n but_o it_o be_v all_o i_o have_v to_o give_v all_o that_o thou_o require_v and_o it_o will_v be_v the_o better_a for_o be_v thou_o let_v i_o never_o have_v another_o master_n let_v i_o never_o sully_v that_o which_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n have_v wash_v nor_o sell_v that_o to_o satan_n which_o jesus_n have_v buy_v for_o god_n grant_v i_o therefore_o gracious_a lord_n that_o i_o may_v find_v by_o the_o working_n of_o thy_o spirit_n within_o i_o that_o thou_o have_v accept_v i_o give_v i_o such_o help_n from_o thou_o to_o confirm_v my_o hope_n that_o i_o may_v always_o perform_v my_o vow_n and_o never_o rob_v thou_o of_o that_o which_o i_o have_v dedicate_v in_o the_o sincerity_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thou_o o_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n amen_n our_o father_n etc._n etc._n from_o the_o rise_n of_o the_o sun_n unto_o the_o go_n down_o of_o the_o same_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n shall_v be_v great_a among_o the_o gentile_n in_o every_o place_n incense_n shall_v be_v offer_v unto_o his_o name_n and_o a_o pure_a offering_n for_o his_o name_n shall_v be_v great_a among_o all_o nation_n glory_n be_v to_o the_o etc._n etc._n as_o it_o be_v etc._n etc._n this_o day_n be_v appoint_v to_o be_v observe_v as_o a_o festival_n and_o i_o will_v have_v no_o christian_a so_o mistake_v himself_o as_o to_o keep_v it_o otherwise_o but_o since_o it_o be_v likewise_o a_o day_n to_o be_v keep_v holy_a to_o the_o lord_n we_o must_v not_o indulge_v ourselves_o overmuch_o lest_o we_o run_v into_o another_o error_n and_o make_v we_o uncapable_a of_o serve_v god_n or_o ourselves_o as_o we_o ought_v by_o turn_v our_o reafonable_a service_n into_o sleepy_a devotion_n and_o since_o i_o be_o speak_v of_o the_o sabbath_n it_o can_v be_v unnecessary_a to_o lay_v down_o some_o rule_n for_o our_o observation_n of_o it_o there_o be_v no_o christian_a but_o must_v lament_v the_o general_n neglect_v of_o it_o for_o one_o sort_n spend_v it_o in_o unnecessary_a business_n the_o other_o in_o impertinent_a recreation_n and_o even_o they_o who_o be_v more_o reserve_v and_o seem_v to_o have_v a_o great_a sense_n of_o religion_n be_v apt_a to_o make_v large_a allowance_n that_o except_o the_o time_n spend_v in_o the_o church_n there_o be_v little_o bestow_v on_o any_o act_n of_o religion_n the_o church_n require_v our_o belief_n of_o the_o morality_n of_o the_o sabbath_n and_o if_o we_o be_v persuade_v that_o it_o be_v a_o day_n set_v a_o part_n by_o god_n himself_o for_o his_o own_o service_n we_o shall_v have_v less_o inclination_n to_o lay_v out_o so_o much_o of_o it_o in_o our_o own_o we_o must_v positive_o believe_v our_o obligation_n to_o god_n on_o this_o day_n and_o resolve_v that_o the_o time_n we_o do_v spend_v in_o the_o church_n shall_v devout_o be_v employ_v at_o home_n we_o shall_v separate_v our_o thought_n from_o the_o concern_v of_o this_o world_n in_o the_o morning_n earnest_o beg_v of_o god_n that_o we_o may_v sanctify_v the_o sabbath_n after_o church_n reflect_v upon_o what_o we_o hear_v if_o it_o be_v practical_a matter_n resolve_v to_o make_v use_n of_o it_o in_o our_o conversation_n if_o matter_n of_o faith_n examine_v whether_o we_o can_v give_v our_o positive_a assent_n to_o it_o if_o we_o do_v just_o comprehend_v it_o let_v we_o endeavour_v to_o be_v better_o inform_v let_v we_o call_v to_o mind_n the_o benefit_n of_o our_o creation_n redemption_n and_o whatever_o else_o may_v beget_v in_o we_o holy_a thought_n and_o a_o fervent_a love_n to_o god_n let_v we_o turn_v our_o thought_n into_o ourselves_o that_o we_o may_v the_o better_o understand_v our_o condition_n towards_o god_n for_o how_o be_v it_o possible_a to_o be_v sensible_a of_o our_o affair_n if_o we_o do_v suffer_v our_o soul_n to_o contemplate_v for_o their_o safety_n there_o be_v many_o that_o can_v accuse_v themselves_o of_o notorious_a crime_n that_o can_v answer_v to_o the_o positive_a prohibition_n of_o the_o law_n all_o these_o have_v i_o keep_v from_o my_o youth_n yet_o if_o they_o suffer_v themselves_o to_o go_v further_o in_o their_o examination_n will_v find_v reason_n with_o the_o young_a man_n in_o the_o gospel_n to_o be_v exceed_o sorrowful_a though_o upon_o another_o account_n they_o will_v find_v a_o dismal_a account_n of_o other_o thing_n to_o answer_v and_o which_o be_v as_o necessary_a to_o be_v repent_v of_o as_o they_o be_v to_o be_v observe_v for_o the_o future_a beside_o contemplation_n be_v the_o best_a way_n to_o improve_v our_o understanding_n in_o the_o way_n of_o goodness_n there_o be_v infinite_a variety_n for_o our_o thought_n to_o work_v upon_o and_o all_o of_o they_o exceed_v pleasant_a it_o be_v this_o that_o will_v make_v we_o in_o love_n with_o piety_n and_o then_o we_o shall_v soon_o turn_v our_o speculation_n into_o practice_n they_o who_o be_v use_v to_o meditate_v find_v the_o satisfaction_n of_o their_o consideration_n though_o it_o be_v no_o easy_a matter_n for_o a_o man_n that_o have_v whole_o bend_v his_o affection_n to_o a_o immoderate_a love_n of_o this_o world_n to_o bring_v under_o his_o unruly_a desire_n he_o shall_v hardly_o begin_v to_o think_v what_o he_o be_v why_o he_o be_v send_v hither_o and_o whither_o he_o be_v hast'ning_n but_o he_o shall_v stop_v in_o the_o middle_n and_o the_o very_a thought_n of_o the_o present_a put_v he_o upon_o enjoy_v it_o in_o another_o manner_n so_o vain_a and_o trifle_a be_v we_o when_o we_o have_v give_v up_o ourselves_o to_o be_v mistake_v for_o a_o while_n that_o it_o be_v hard_a to_o bring_v we_o to_o our_o sense_n and_o persuade_v we_o we_o be_v ourselves_o when_o we_o become_v rational_a creature_n i_o be_o unwilling_a to_o prescribe_v our_o christian_a liberty_n on_o this_o day_n it_o be_v certain_a we_o may_v extend_v it_o to_o all_o thing_n of_o necessity_n but_o then_o we_o shall_v be_v cautious_a for_o we_o be_v general_o such_o latitudinarian_o in_o thing_n that_o concern_v ourselves_o that_o we_o be_v not_o willing_a to_o lose_v a_o inch_n of_o our_o liberty_n and_o be_v apt_a to_o think_v our_o time_n lose_v which_o be_v bestow_v in_o the_o service_n of_o god_n our_o trade_n be_v not_o then_o go_v on_o and_o we_o be_v backwarde_a by_o one_o day_n in_o our_o affair_n of_o this_o world_n never_o consider_v we_o have_v another_o merchandise_n to_o care_n for_o but_o if_o we_o can_v secure_v wealth_n enough_o here_o have_v no_o great_a affection_n to_o lay_v up_o treasure_n elsewhere_o as_o if_o we_o be_v afraid_a our_o riches_n will_v corrupt_v there_o or_o our_o venture_n come_v short_a of_o our_o