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that_o true_a faith_n consist_v in_o a_o full_a persuasion_n and_o assurance_n of_o salvation_n thou_o must_v understand_v that_o it_o be_v not_o so_o for_o assurance_n be_v the_o height_n and_o excellency_n of_o faith_n such_o a_o degree_n that_o many_o gracious_a soul_n be_v long_o ere_o they_o attain_v to_o it_o yea_o have_v only_o some_o short_a glimpse_n of_o in_o this_o life_n and_o though_o some_o arrive_n to_o a_o great_a measure_n of_o joy_n and_o assurance_n in_o the_o holy_a ghost_n yet_o not_o enjoy_v by_o any_o in_o a_o constant_a renour_n while_o a_o bitter_a root_n of_o unbelief_n remain_v in_o we_o i_o do_v not_o here_o intend_v to_o give_v forth_o the_o consequent_a evidence_n and_o fruit_n of_o faith_n only_o a_o word_n or_o two_o as_o to_o the_o management_n of_o a_o weak_a faith_n while_o thou_o be_v thus_o in_o thy_o doubt_n or_o if_o faith_n lie_v as_o it_o be_v dead_a and_o do_v not_o act_v lively_a upon_o christ_n though_o in_o such_o a_o case_n thou_o be_v to_o 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but_o labour_n to_o get_v they_o suppress_v and_o subdue_v by_o the_o power_n and_o spirit_n of_o christ_n though_o it_o be_v not_o absolute_o thy_o duty_n to_o have_v assurance_n yet_o it_o be_v thy_o duty_n to_o labour_n and_o give_v all_o diligence_n to_o gain_v it_o 2_o pet._n 1.10_o but_o especial_o beware_v of_o such_o thing_n which_o do_v deaden_a and_o stagger_v faith_n and_o some_o of_o those_o i_o will_v point_v out_o to_o thou_o as_o to_o the_o case_n of_o a_o young_a convert_n 1._o after_o conviction_n enlighten_v and_o in_o some_o measure_n a_o self-emptying_a and_o renounce_v as_o have_v be_v show_v and_o so_o a_o sight_n of_o freegrace_n and_o christ_n
to_o the_o next_o point_n thus_o have_v show_v the_o condition_n of_o a_o humble_a convince_a sinner_n come_v to_o jesus_n christ_n in_o a_o perish_a condition_n and_o wait_v for_o the_o voice_n of_o comfort_n and_o assurance_n i_o shall_v in_o the_o next_o endeavour_n to_o state_n such_o a_o faith_n which_o christ_n in_o the_o text_n call_v a_o little_a faith_n why_o be_v you_o fearful_a etc._n etc._n 4._o doct._n 4._o true_a faith_n may_v be_v consistent_a with_o many_o fear_n and_o weakness_n and_o yet_o may_v engage_v the_o heart_n of_o christ_n to_o succour_v by_o what_o have_v be_v open_v we_o may_v give_v forth_o this_o description_n of_o faith_n it_o be_v a_o come_n to_o christ_n in_o a_o perish_a condition_n for_o salvation_n which_o divine_v usual_o style_v faith_n of_o recumbency_n rely_v and_o roll_a upon_o christ_n which_o be_v not_o always_o accompany_v with_o assurance_n this_o be_v but_o the_o height_n and_o excellency_n of_o faith_n not_o of_o the_o absolute_a be_v of_o it_o that_o be_v that_o without_o which_o faith_n can_v be_v so_o assurance_n be_v not_o of_o the_o nature_n of_o faith_n that_o which_o i_o be_o to_o clear_v be_v that_o this_o faith_n may_v be_v consistent_a and_o mix_v with_o many_o fear_n and_o that_o yet_o it_o may_v engage_v the_o heart_n of_o christ_n to_o succour_v 1._o from_o example_n mar._n 9.22,24_o lord_n i_o believe_v help_v thou_o my_o unbelief_n faith_n so_o weak_a that_o he_o know_v not_o whether_o he_o may_v venture_v to_o call_v it_o faith_n or_o not_o i_o believe_v but_o straight_o take_v himself_o off_o as_o if_o he_o be_v afraid_a to_o style_v it_o faith_n lord_n help_v my_o unbeleef_n or_o if_o i_o do_v not_o believe_v lord_n help_v i_o to_o believe_v in_o such_o a_o suspense_n the_o word_n imply_v he_o to_o be_v and_o yet_o it_o be_v a_o faith_n that_o speed_v in_o its_o errand_n so_o mat._n 8.2_o in_o the_o case_n of_o the_o leper_n lord_n if_o thou_o will_v thou_o can_v make_v i_o clean_o i_o believe_v 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thought_n which_o be_v to_o usward_n they_o can_v be_v reckon_v up_o in_o order_n unto_o thou_o if_o i_o will_v declare_v and_o speak_v of_o they_o they_o be_v more_o than_o can_v be_v number_v so_o psal_n 34.2_o etc._n etc._n my_o soul_n shall_v make_v she_o boast_v in_o the_o lord_n etc._n etc._n oh_o magnify_v the_o lord_n with_o i_o and_o let_v we_o exalt_v his_o name_n together_o i_o seek_v the_o lord_n and_o he_o hear_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o out_o of_o all_o my_o sear_n this_o poor_a man_n cry_v unto_o he_o and_o he_o save_v he_o out_o of_o all_o his_o trouble_n oh_o taste_n and_o see_v that_o the_o lord_n be_v good_a bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o trust_v in_o he_o psa_n 36.7_o how_o excellent_a be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n o_o god_n etc._n etc._n psa_n 116.7_o return_v unto_o thy_o rest_n o_o my_o soul_n etc._n etc._n and_o what_o shall_v i_o render_v unto_o thou_o so_o mic._n 7.18,19_o the_o church_n be_v bring_v in_o so_o admire_v christ_n who_o be_v a_o god_n like_o 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