then_o â—nto_o the_o understanding_n his_o salvation_n also_o â—n_v go_v no_o further_o then_o into_o the_o understanding_n and_o reason_n so_o that_o it_o must_v at_o last_o need_v die_v in_o that_o death_n that_o be_v so_o necessary_a to_o all_o christian_n viz._n wherein_o reason_n be_v destroy_v for_o in_o this_o death_n there_o remain_v nothing_o but_o the_o soul_n or_o mind_n only_o but_o if_o it_o be_v object_v that_o our_o faith_n and_o knowledge_n do_v penetrate_v even_o into_o the_o most_o inward_a region_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o mind_n i_o answer_v thereto_o that_o then_o also_o it_o be_v necessary_a that_o this_o our_o soul_n and_o mind_n when_o it_o shall_v live_v with_o such_o a_o estrangedness_n from_o the_o flesh_n that_o it_o can_v but_o with_o great_a nauseousness_n and_o tedious_a disdain_n bear_v in_o its_o self_n all_o the_o desire_n and_o lust_n which_o spring_n from_o the_o nethermost_a part_n of_o the_o flesh_n so_o as_o it_o will_v rather_o die_v infinite_a death_n and_o to_o be_v free_v from_o they_o then_o with_o pleasure_n even_o once_o to_o perform_v they_o in_o the_o verv_v act_n behold_v my_o g._n this_o brief_a proposal_n how_o every_o one_o ought_v to_o prove_v and_o try_v hâ—â—_n faith_n if_o any_o man_n believe_v in_o chriâ—â—_n from_o the_o very_a bottom_n of_o his_o soul_n 〈◊〉_d must_v need_v be_v wrack_v with_o great_a doâ—lours_n in_o his_o soul_n by_o reason_n of_o sin_n so_o thâ—_n he_o will_v account_v of_o sin_n for_o the_o most_o grievous_a torture_n that_o can_v be_v find_v in_o all_o thâ—_n world_n and_o for_o his_o great_a enemy_n and_o how_o then_o for_o the_o sake_n of_o act_v it_o can_v he_o enter_v into_o a_o friendship_n with_o it_o although_o therefore_o the_o vulgar_a knowledge_n of_o those_o who_o glory_n in_o the_o gospel_n may_v say_v on_o this_o wise_a sin_n if_o so_o be_v it_o be_v not_o perpetrate_v in_o the_o very_a act_n though_o it_o shall_v lurk_v in_o the_o heart_n do_v we_o no_o hurt_n yet_o do_v thou_o i_o pray_v hear_v how_o christ_n do_v nevertheless_o assert_v that_o he_o who_o look_v on_o a_o woman_n to_o lust_n after_o she_o be_v already_o guilty_a in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n by_o which_o word_n sure_o christ_n excuse_v not_o but_o accuse_v the_o lust_a of_o a_o man_n and_o will_v real_o have_v it_o account_v for_o sin_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n dearest_n g._n i_o beseech_v thou_o do_v not_o despond_v in_o thy_o mind_n because_o of_o this_o hard_a say_n for_o all_o thing_n be_v possible_a to_o god_n i_o only_o write_v this_o of_o purpose_n that_o thou_o may_v seasonable_o learn_v to_o judge_v of_o all_o thing_n lest_o thou_o shall_v consume_v thy_o youth_n unprofitable_o and_o that_o thou_o may_v bear_v fruit_n to_o god_n â—in_v thy_o own_o soul_n they_o in_o the_o mean_a time_n who_o be_v of_o the_o dregs_o of_o the_o vulgar_a though_o they_o may_v have_v knowledge_n yet_o they_o lie_v down_o tire_v in_o sloth_n nor_o do_v they_o oppose_v sin_n with_o the_o least_o burn_a zeal_n or_o breaâ—â—_n its_o impetuous_a assault_n nor_o yet_o do_v this_o external_a abstinence_n from_o sin_n and_o the_o debilitate_v of_o they_o suffice_v for_o it_o be_v necessary_a to_o descend_v to_o the_o very_a bottom_n itself_o when_o even_o the_o thought_n be_v to_o be_v judge_v in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n far_o therefore_o be_v it_o from_o we_o to_o commit_v sin_n in_o the_o very_a act_n also_o this_o my_o letter_n intend_v this_o at_o least_o that_o thy_o young_a limb_n be_v stir_v up_o both_o night_n and_o day_n to_o the_o worship_n of_o god_n by_o continue_a prayer_n in_o temperance_n purity_n meekness_n of_o heart_n long-suffering_a louâ—_v of_o thy_o enemy_n as_o also_o in_o the_o read_n of_o scripture_n in_o holy_a proficiency_n anâ—_n in_o other_o virtue_n conduce_v to_o christian_a discipline_n concern_v which_o thy_o owâ—_n conscience_n will_v afford_v to_o thou_o a_o testimony_n all_o which_o be_v perform_v thou_o wiâ—â—_n every_o day_n rejoice_v in_o thy_o great_a success_n iâ—_n the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n that_o at_o last_o wheâ—_n thy_o most_o miserable_a condition_n be_v know_v thou_o will_v be_v a_o terror_n to_o thy_o own_o selâ—_n and_o therefore_o thou_o will_v so_o much_o thâ—_n more_o diligent_o call_v upon_o god_n for_o help_v that_o his_o most_o powerful_a right_a hand_n maâ—â—_n at_o length_n gracious_o support_v thy_o soul_n and_o conquer_v the_o power_n of_o the_o enemy_n in_o a_o real_a victory_n the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o we_o all_o and_o heal_v our_o disease_n and_o effectual_o cause_v we_o to_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o his_o righteousness_n lest_o we_o be_v leave_v naked_a in_o our_o own_o impurity_n epist._n viii_o how_o any_o one_o who_o be_v studious_a concern_v the_o way_n of_o the_o lord_n ought_v daily_o to_o exercise_v himself_o most_o belove_a niece_n because_o i_o understand_v that_o thou_o earnest_o desire_v such_o a_o disposition_n of_o heart_n as_o true_o to_o walk_v in_o the_o way_n of_o the_o lord_n i_o can_v not_o withhold_v myself_o but_o must_v write_v to_o thou_o these_o few_o thing_n for_o thy_o great_a confirmation_n in_o they_o that_o thou_o be_v once_o enter_v into_o this_o way_n shall_v not_o desist_v from_o vigorous_o proceed_v forward_o and_o to_o adhere_v to_o the_o lord_n with_o thy_o whole_a heart_n together_o with_o a_o total_a suppression_n of_o thy_o carnal_a part_n be_v therefore_o diligent_o studious_a that_o thy_o diligence_n be_v not_o tire_v out_o in_o read_v in_o humanity_n in_o silence_n in_o meekness_n in_o temperance_n forbearance_n patience_n and_o compassion_n also_o learn_v to_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o all_o study_n of_o virtue_n that_o thou_o be_v find_v faithful_a in_o little_a thing_n may_v be_v make_v ruler_n over_o much_o great_a for_o if_o thou_o shall_v not_o be_v faithful_a in_o these_o few_o thing_n assure_o thou_o will_v never_o be_v entrust_v with_o more_o but_o i_o hope_v that_o thou_o will_v receive_v wisdom_n and_o prudence_n from_o the_o lord_n that_o thou_o will_v have_v a_o care_n of_o and_o diligent_o attend_v unto_o thy_o own_o self_n lest_o some_o bitter_a root_n shall_v spring_v up_o in_o thou_o and_o so_o thou_o and_o thy_o soul_n tumble_v headlong_o into_o destruction_n for_o the_o flesh_n do_v very_o subtle_o assault_v a_o man_n to_o beguile_v he_o and_o turn_v he_o away_o from_o godliness_n wherefore_o make_v a_o strict_a watch_n upon_o thy_o life_n and_o conversation_n careful_o encompass_v thyself_o round_o have_v cut_v off_o the_o world_n and_o all_o wantonness_n of_o life_n speech_n and_o thought_n prefer_v every_o one_o with_o all_o gentleness_n and_o patience_n not_o only_o the_o good_a but_o also_o the_o evil_a and_o the_o immodest_a learn_v also_o to_o bridle_v in_o thyself_o and_o to_o humble_v thyself_o be_v always_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n in_o thy_o heart_n never_o let_v vain_a evil_a and_o unworthy_a thought_n arise_v in_o thy_o mind_n but_o always_o oppose_v they_o with_o great_a earnestness_n pour_v out_o to_o the_o lord_n fervent_a prayer_n and_o if_o thou_o get_v any_o spare_a time_n on_o holy_a day_n or_o otherways_o employ_v it_o in_o read_v the_o holy_a scripture_n of_o the_o old_a and_o new_a testament_n or_o else_o of_o that_o little_a book_n entitle_v of_o the_o imitation_n of_o christ_n and_o in_o these_o exercise_n thyself_o and_o learn_v to_o ponder_v they_o often_o in_o thy_o mind_n if_o thou_o read_v any_o thing_n which_o thou_o do_v not_o understand_v call_v upon_o the_o lord_n with_o ardent_a sigh_n and_o daily_a tear_n that_o he_o will_v open_v to_o thou_o the_o true_a sense_n of_o his_o most_o holy_a word_n for_o to_o be_v the_o necessary_a food_n of_o thy_o soul_n for_o the_o more_o thou_o shall_v follow_v the_o lord_n the_o more_o thou_o shall_v understand_v of_o holy_a scripture_n and_o by_o how_o much_o the_o less_o thou_o be_v intent_n to_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n by_o so_o much_o the_o less_o shall_v thou_o understand_v scripture_n therefore_o let_v thy_o constant_a endeavour_n be_v to_o approve_v thyself_o faithful_a in_o these_o thing_n which_o be_v viz._n make_v know_v to_o thou_o in_o and_o by_o mortification_n and_o a_o continual_a access_n to_o god_n by_o prayer_n nor_o let_v any_o time_n slip_v by_o thou_o in_o vain_a and_o without_o thus_o do_v if_o thou_o reply_v that_o thou_o understand_v not_o what_o thou_o read_v again_o say_v that_o though_o thou_o may_v noâ—_n understand_v all_o yet_o be_v it_o incumbent_a oâ—_n thou_o to_o exercise_v thyself_o in_o the_o sacred_a word_n of_o the_o lord_n as_o also_o to_o be_v unwearied_o solicitous_a about_o it_o for_o by_o these_o exercise_n thou_o shall_v soon_o be_v amend_v then_o by_o idleness_n and_o these_o be_v the_o beâ—â—_n mean_v of_o institute_v and_o of_o exercise_v anâ—_n man_n
in_o the_o death_n and_o not_o in_o the_o life_n of_o the_o flesh_n it_o much_o more_o behoove_v he_o to_o possess_v use_v know_v and_o behold_v the_o creature_n in_o the_o same_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n for_o if_o this_o be_v to_o be_v do_v inward_o as_o to_o god_n much_o more_o ought_v it_o to_o be_v do_v outward_o as_o to_o the_o creature_n for_o all_o thing_n must_v be_v behold_v and_o apply_v in_o death_n and_o not_o in_o life_n if_o it_o be_v to_o the_o right_o do_v whilst_o therefore_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o dead_a but_o be_v yet_o alive_a we_o ought_v to_o be_v lift_v up_o on_o the_o cross_n and_o lay_v down_o such_o a_o life_n under_o a_o just_a judgement_n for_o else_o we_o can_v be_v conversant_a in_o or_o with_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n unless_o when_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o death_n and_o our_o conversation_n which_o be_v without_o death_n be_v no_o conversation_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n and_o though_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o man_n it_o may_v have_v a_o semblance_n yet_o it_o can_v stand_v before_o god_n but_o when_o life_n be_v as_o be_v say_v so_o lay_v down_o we_o be_v by_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n raise_v up_o again_o into_o a_o new_a life_n for_o unless_o the_o resurrection_n of_o christ_n shall_v be_v we_o shall_v remain_v eternal_o in_o death_n when_o the_o thief_n on_o the_o right_a hand_n leave_v all_o do_v turn_v himself_o unto_o christ_n he_o beg_v to_o be_v hear_v of_o he_o in_o his_o kingdom_n therefore_o he_o yield_v up_o himself_o into_o conformity_n of_o the_o death_n of_o christ_n wherefore_o also_o he_o be_v conform_v also_o in_o the_o resurrection_n he_o be_v crucify_v by_o law_n which_o like_o a_o just_a magistrate_n do_v not_o desist_v from_o he_o till_o it_o have_v throw_v he_o into_o death_n and_o then_o he_o have_v finish_v his_o office_n and_o so_o become_v justify_v from_o â—in_a he_o also_o revive_v not_o any_o more_o into_o â—hat_n life_n to_o which_o he_o die_v by_o the_o law_n otherwise_o the_o law_n will_v have_v have_v power_n over_o he_o again_o but_o christ_n vivify_v he_o another_o way_n and_o in_o his_o resurrection_n raise_v he_o up_o again_o into_o eternal_a life_n which_o be_v god_n himself_o then_o the_o law_n have_v no_o more_o power_n over_o he_o for_o that_o life_n for_o which_o satan_n by_o mean_n of_o the_o law_n accuse_v a_o man_n be_v judge_v by_o and_o through_o death_n and_o be_v take_v out_o oâ—_n the_o way_n all_o that_o come_v out_o of_o egypt_n must_v die_v in_o the_o wilderness_n but_o their_o child_n come_v into_o the_o promise_a land_n by_o these_o particular_n that_o fruit_n be_v denote_v which_o follow_v upon_o a_o go_v out_o when_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o land_n of_o promise_n and_o there_o grow_v fat_a and_o gross_a if_o then_o he_o do_v not_o behave_v himself_o right_o he_o be_v again_o expel_v into_o the_o land_n of_o the_o north_n where_o much_o misery_n grief_n and_o pain_n 〈◊〉_d sustain_v till_o the_o lord_n do_v bring_v he_o from_o thence_o again_o then_o he_o enter_v into_o again_o by_o another_o way_n viz._n with_o a_o greâ—ter_a glory_n and_o riches_n then_o before_o anâ—_n than_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v cast_v out_o again_o fâ—â—_v though_o they_o which_o return_v from_o babylon_n do_v not_o find_v that_o in_o the_o temple_n which_o they_o have_v before_o yet_o the_o glory_n of_o thâ—_n last_o temple_n be_v great_a than_o that_o of_o the_o first_o chap._n xxviii_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o he_o never_v find_v himself_o the_o same_o again_o as_o he_o be_v when_o he_o lose_v himself_o and_o he_o know_v not_o the_o fruit_n as_o yet_o of_o that_o lose_n of_o himself_o when_o he_o as_o yet_o have_v not_o see_v it_o or_o experience_v it_o when_o corruption_n be_v present_a fruit_n do_v not_o present_o appear_v for_o that_o do_v grow_v by_o degree_n even_o to_o its_o full_a ripeness_n he_o that_o be_v free_a from_o all_o person_n have_v need_n that_o he_o be_v free_a also_o in_o his_o own_o person_n and_o that_o not_o only_o notional_o but_o also_o essential_o when_o a_o man_n have_v lose_v be_v body_n he_o never_o find_v it_o the_o same_o again_o but_o in_o his_o soul_n he_o find_v a_o supernatural_a understanding_n light_n and_o claritude_n and_o whâ—â—â—â—ver_o then_o he_o understand_v of_o god_n be_v 〈◊〉_d â—et_a god_n but_o rather_o the_o contrary_n 〈◊〉_d a_o â—herefore_o he_o have_v find_v his_o soul_n so_o 〈◊〉_d also_o â—ust_z he_o again_o lose_v it_o as_o before_o he_o 〈◊〉_d do_v be_v body_n so_o as_o he_o shall_v never_o firâ—â—â—ed_v it_o such_o a_o soul_n again_o but_o the_o calamity_n of_o this_o destruction_n and_o death_n be_v vast_a but_o out_o of_o these_o a_o man_n come_v into_o the_o true_a essence_n viz._n god_n and_o then_o that_o be_v much_o more_o essential_a than_o it_o be_v at_o first_o when_o he_o be_v to_o lose_v himself_o with_o so_o great_a a_o anguish_n and_o death_n chap._n xxix_o when_o a_o man_n lose_v himself_o as_o to_o the_o body_n he_o afterward_o find_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n in_o the_o supernatural_a understanding_n knowledge_n vision_n and_o use_v then_o when_o he_o again_o lose_v himself_o as_o to_o his_o soul_n he_o be_v strip_v of_o all_o these_o again_o and_o then_o arise_v great_a calamity_n hell_n and_o misery_n yet_o if_o he_o go_v forth_o out_o of_o they_o than_o he_o find_v himself_o in_o the_o vision_n of_o god_n and_o in_o such_o wisdom_n understanding_n and_o claritude_n as_o the_o former_a understand_a vision_n and_o use_n of_o his_o soul_n when_o he_o first_o â—ost_o his_o body_n can_v not_o comprehend_v christ_n therefore_o so_o assume_v humanity_n 〈◊〉_d that_o he_o be_v unite_v therewith_o but_o 〈◊〉_d after_o that_o the_o inferior_a power_n also_o aâ—_n to_o be_v assume_v by_o he_o there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o another_o death_n then_o a_o man_n stand_v in_o a_o full_a purpose_n of_o persevere_v in_o christ_n and_o never_o to_o go_v back_o again_o from_o he_o just_o like_o he_o who_o sit_v at_o a_o table_n spread_v and_o fill_v with_o various_a and_o delicate_a sort_n of_o food_n desire_v not_o to_o depart_v from_o thence_o or_o like_o he_o who_o live_v well_o and_o sound_n desire_v not_o to_o kill_v himself_o how_o much_o misery_n and_o difficulty_n of_o death_n be_v require_v before_o a_o man_n be_v purify_v â—s_v know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v experience_v the_o thing_n and_o when_o a_o man_n be_v purge_v and_o prepare_v for_o the_o seed_n of_o god_n that_o â—t_a may_v be_v sow_o yet_o he_o do_v not_o hitherto_o apprehend_v nor_o perceive_v that_o seed_n and_o know_v not_o that_o he_o be_v sow_o therewith_o until_o it_o come_v up_o nor_o yet_o do_v it_o come_v up_o until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v in_o the_o earth_n how_o great_a misery_n and_o anguish_n in_o duong_n be_v require_v to_o that_o corruption_n of_o the_o â—eed_n be_v also_o know_v to_o they_o who_o have_v â—elt_v it_o this_o death_n of_o the_o soul_n happen_v â—fter_o the_o death_n of_o the_o body_n be_v past_a for_o a_o â—eath_n also_o belong_v to_o the_o soul_n both_o which_o death_n must_v be_v fulfil_v in_o a_o man_n when_o the_o body_n be_v lose_v the_o soul_n also_o must_v be_v lose_v and_o this_o be_v that_o same_o talon_n which_o the_o lord_n require_v of_o the_o man_n beside_o those_o ten_o for_o both_o sum_n be_v due_a unto_o he_o and_o he_o will_v have_v both_o pay_v unto_o himself_o that_o which_o be_v say_v before_o concern_v the_o seed_n sow_o in_o a_o purify_a mind_n which_o be_v not_o perceive_v until_o it_o be_v corrupt_v and_o growth_n forth_o the_o very_a same_o thing_n do_v more_o clear_o appear_v from_o the_o similtude_n of_o the_o field_n sow_o with_o corn._n chap._n xxx_o in_o a_o man_n from_o who_o sin_n be_v take_v away_o and_o who_o be_v purge_v again_o from_o sin_n no_o more_o motion_n thereof_o be_v find_v in_o the_o bottom_n of_o the_o mind_n for_o from_o a_o root_n cleanse_v from_o all_o sin_n how_o can_v any_o evil_a spring_n forth_o for_o that_o will_v be_v â—â—sign_n that_o somewhat_o be_v still_o deficient_a there_o and_o that_o the_o bottom_n be_v not_o whole_o purify_v if_o plato_n have_v have_v his_o foundation_n thorough_o purge_v he_o have_v not_o indulge_v his_o anger_n over_o his_o servant_n whâ—â—_n motion_n soever_o happen_v in_o they_o that_o aâ—â—urified_v proceed_v not_o from_o the_o bottom_n of_o their_o mind_n but_o from_o without_o only_a and_o such_o do_v present_o drive_v they_o out_o again_o whether_o it_o be_v anger_n or_o honour_n or_o ambition_n or_o such_o like_a to_o a_o man_n once_o purify_v there_o be_v yet_o need_v of_o a_o close_a purification_n â—nd_v after_o that_o of_o another_o yet_o more_o close_o death_n and_o
always_o more_o and_o more_o straighten_v and_o at_o length_n come_v into_o that_o affliction_n anxiety_n and_o sorrow_n by_o which_o he_o be_v so_o advance_v forward_o and_o his_o conscience_n be_v so_o clarify_a and_o illuminate_v that_o he_o can_v gain_v a_o true_a discern_v of_o thing_n and_o no_o falsity_n can_v ever_o deceive_v he_o to_o all_o eternity_n chap._n xix_o a_o certain_a man_n say_v that_o burden_n and_o trouble_v which_o my_o neighbour_n have_v upon_o my_o account_n do_v affect_v i_o with_o much_o grief_n former_o such_o a_o matter_n be_v to_o i_o a_o light_a thing_n and_o not_o grievous_a but_o afterward_o it_o become_v a_o run_a sore_n no_o man_n ought_v to_o use_v any_o liberty_n towards_o his_o neighbour_n after_o that_o i_o have_v relieve_v my_o neighbour_n by_o my_o own_o proper_a trouble_n and_o have_v transfer_v the_o burden_n from_o my_o neighbour_n upon_o my_o own_o self_n i_o find_v myself_o notable_o advance_v forward_o and_o when_o i_o do_v not_o so_o do_v i_o be_v thereupon_o still_o under_o blame_n for_o in_o this_o very_a particular_a i_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n if_o a_o man_n must_v be_v advance_v it_o behoove_v he_o to_o be_v quick-sighted_a that_o he_o may_v right_o converse_v with_o his_o neighbour_n it_o be_v often_o time_n necessary_a that_o one_o shall_v neglect_v his_o exercise_n and_o his_o zeal_n for_o the_o sake_n of_o his_o neighbour_n and_o he_o shall_v commend_v himself_o unto_o god_n nor_o shall_v he_o therefore_o suffer_v any_o damage_n the_o levite_n and_o the_o priest_n will_v not_o perform_v that_o because_o they_o be_v about_o their_o business_n and_o have_v their_o exercise_n and_o take_v care_n of_o themselves_o but_o leave_v their_o wound_a neighbour_n without_o help_n apply_v to_o he_o no_o compassion_n there_o be_v a_o true_a cause_n which_o yet_o they_o do_v not_o observe_v whence_o also_o it_o be_v that_o they_o be_v not_o praise_v of_o the_o lord_n a_o man_n attend_v fervent_o unto_o prayer_n and_o yet_o let_v he_o right_o weigh_v the_o cause_n of_o thing_n and_o god_n will_v know_v he_o be_v to_o be_v advance_v oftentimes_o a_o advancement_n spring_v from_o such_o a_o thing_n out_o of_o which_o there_o seem_v that_o a_o hindrance_n will_v arise_v when_o a_o man_n observe_v his_o conscience_n then_o be_v he_o always_o more_o and_o more_o straighten_v that_o sometime_o he_o know_v not_o which_o way_n to_o turn_v himself_o to_o neglect_v all_o thing_n unto_o which_o lust_n reach_v out_o its_o hand_n and_o not_o to_o use_v they_o afflict_v a_o man_n when_o nature_n be_v suspend_v then_o be_v not_o a_o man_n rejoice_v though_o he_o have_v the_o affluence_n of_o all_o thing_n nor_o be_v he_o make_v sorrowful_a though_o they_o shall_v be_v want_v if_o good_a thing_n do_v abound_v yet_o they_o be_v not_o he_o for_o he_o can_v enjoy_v they_o true_o so_o as_o to_o have_v a_o life_n in_o they_o but_o if_o they_o be_v want_v he_o have_v lose_v nothing_o wherefore_o he_o pass_v between_o both_o part_n unconcerned_a neither_o be_v rejoice_v in_o those_o nor_o make_v sorrow_n in_o these_o to_o deny_v one_o proper_a commodity_n and_o gain_n and_o for_o our_o neighbour_n sake_n and_o advantage_n to_o suffer_v detriment_n affect_v the_o conscience_n with_o great_a pleasure_n but_o if_o one_o seek_v commodity_n and_o gain_n by_o the_o detriment_n of_o his_o neighbour_n or_o advantage_n by_o his_o neighbour_n in_o jury_n or_o honour_n by_o his_o neighbour_n disgrace_n than_o the_o conscience_n can_v be_v at_o rest_n and_o at_o last_o become_v grievous_o gaul_v much_o be_v place_v in_o this_o point_n so_o that_o he_o who_o desire_v to_o be_v advance_v let_v he_o right_o use_v or_o handle_v his_o neighbour_n let_v he_o walk_v with_o frequent_a exercising_n and_o with_o severity_n as_o under_o the_o law_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n let_v he_o observe_v his_o conscience_n he_o that_o spare_v himself_o and_o do_v detriment_n to_o his_o neighbour_n rather_o than_o to_o himself_o he_o can_v never_o be_v advance_v also_o a_o man_n ought_v not_o to_o admit_v without_o lawful_a cause_n that_o his_o neighbour_n shall_v serve_v he_o that_o the_o father_n of_o old_a do_v so_o open_o avoid_v gormandize_v and_o gluttony_n this_o be_v the_o reason_n that_o gluttony_n be_v the_o chief_a of_o the_o vice_n under_o which_o all_o vice_n be_v contain_v gluttony_n be_v the_o bull-work_n and_o defence_n of_o all_o the_o other_o vice_n which_o be_v break_v down_o they_o can_v no_o long_o maintain_v a_o war_n but_o the_o man_n go_v on_o to_o fight_v they_o and_o to_o get_v the_o victory_n and_o one_o victory_n after_o another_o till_z by_o god_n help_n he_o quite_o conquer_v his_o carnal_a life_n and_o begin_v a_o happy_a life_n that_o so_o the_o flesh_n be_v corrupt_v and_o undo_v the_o soul_n begin_v to_o bud_v forth_o and_o be_v gain_v but_o when_o afterward_o these_o thing_n be_v again_o to_o be_v lose_v certain_o that_o death_n and_o affliction_n be_v much_o great_a than_o be_v the_o death_n of_o the_o flesh_n in_o thing_n necessary_a as_o meat_n drink_n sleep_z clothes_n etc._n etc._n they_o ought_v always_o to_o be_v only_o so_o take_v as_o nature_n can_v be_v content_v therewith_o and_o not_o that_o pleasure_n or_o joy_n may_v arise_v out_o of_o they_o such_o a_o use_n of_o they_o take_v away_o all_o superfluity_n so_o that_o necessity_n only_o may_v remain_v as_o in_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n time_n be_v to_o be_v esteem_v as_o too_o precious_a and_o worthy_a then_o to_o be_v squander_v away_o in_o the_o read_n of_o unprofitable_a book_n conscience_n ought_v to_o be_v above_o all_o case_n not_o aught_o any_o case_n to_o prevail_v at_o all_o if_o it_o be_v against_o conscience_n carnal_a affliction_n such_o as_o be_v these_o to_o be_v spoil_v for_o the_o sake_n of_o the_o word_n of_o god_n to_o suffer_v persecution_n to_o be_v captivate_v to_o be_v torment_v etc._n etc._n these_o i_o say_v i_o have_v not_o try_v but_o i_o high_o esteem_v they_o and_o the_o more_o because_o i_o have_v not_o experience_v they_o rather_o than_o if_o i_o have_v experience_v they_o that_o which_o be_v beyond_o necessity_n be_v to_o be_v omit_v and_o not_o use_v if_o any_o thing_n exceed_v necessity_n omit_v that_o for_o it_o will_v be_v grateful_a to_o you_o nor_o will_v you_o repent_v thereof_o although_o at_o present_a it_o may_v afflict_v you_o if_o you_o will_v not_o do_v thus_o great_a pain_n and_o affliction_n will_v arise_v therefrom_o that_o which_o be_v at_o present_a grateful_a at_o length_n breed_v sorrow_n and_o that_o which_o at_o present_a affect_v with_o sorrow_n that_o at_o last_o will_v bring_v forth_o pleasure_n that_o which_o be_v sweet_a at_o first_o do_v at_o last_o give_v a_o bitter_a taste_n boethius_n say_v the_o end_n of_o pleasure_n be_v pain_n also_o he_o say_v there_o be_v no_o sin_n without_o pain_n and_o affliction_n as_o there_o be_v no_o virtue_n without_o its_o reward_n a_o man_n can_v be_v inward_o advance_v nor_o have_v peace_n and_o rest_n unless_o outward_o he_o be_v withdraw_v from_o all_o thing_n in_o which_o he_o live_v and_o which_o he_o desire_v and_o lu_v after_o and_o be_v employ_v about_o slender_a and_o mean_a object_n but_o thence_o result_v great_a affliction_n without_o which_o notwithstanding_o no_o man_n be_v advance_v affliction_n be_v the_o food_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o die_v to_o the_o flesh_n be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n disquiet_v affliction_n and_o pain_n as_o to_o the_o flesh_n be_v peace_n joy_n and_o pleasure_n to_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o one_o be_v also_o contrary_a to_o the_o other_o chap._n xx._n it_o be_v necessary_a that_o a_o man_n shall_v be_v make_v ashamed_a in_o all_o thing_n and_o glory_n be_v give_v to_o god_n alone_o we_o must_v condole_v with_o our_o neighbour_n if_o one_o can_v do_v that_o yet_o must_v he_o hold_v his_o tongue_n and_o abstain_v from_o rash_a judgement_n when_o all_o thing_n succeed_v to_o a_o man_n according_a to_o nature_n pleasure_n appetite_n and_o proper_a commodity_n these_o be_v not_o the_o mean_n of_o advance_v he_o towards_o god_n but_o when_o all_o thing_n go_v with_o a_o man_n against_o nature_n viz._n otherwise_o then_o nature_n require_v and_o against_o delight_n and_o appetite_n then_o whole_a day_n be_v consume_v in_o affliction_n and_o then_o one_o may_v be_v advance_v in_o god_n when_o thing_n flow_v according_a to_o the_o current_n of_o will_n and_o nature_n than_o there_o be_v nothing_o towards_o advancement_n but_o when_o we_o must_v sail_v against_o the_o current_n with_o man_n from_o who_o many_o grievous_a thing_n be_v to_o be_v bear_v and_o who_o be_v altogether_o adverse_a unto_o we_o there_o in_o be_v advancement_n for_o such_o man_n be_v both_o the_o mean_n and_o the_o cause_n of_o
god_n will_v more_o adundant_o break_v forth_o hereafter_o but_o i_o must_v possess_v my_o end_n and_o departure_n hence_o and_o that_o be_v now_o at_o hand_n yet_o nevertheless_o i_o stand_v in_o the_o communion_n of_o those_o forspeak_v of_o god_n be_v a_o perfect_a and_o a_o pure_a god_n with_o who_o that_o one_o may_v be_v unite_v many_o thing_n be_v requisite_a and_o therefore_o we_o must_v not_o cry_v out_o too_o plain_o although_o we_o hear_v and_o see_v many_o great_a matter_n in_o a_o certain_a man_n for_o all_o as_o yet_o may_v have_v a_o ill_a conclusion_n this_o i_o say_v for_o this_o end_n that_o we_o shall_v always_o abide_v in_o fear_n chap._n xxxvi_o contain_v the_o last_o exhortation_n of_o matthew_n wyer_n and_o his_o departure_n out_o of_o this_o life_n and_o now_o i_o shall_v bid_v you_o farewell_o for_o perhaps_o it_o be_v determine_v that_o i_o may_v speak_v no_o more_o i_o will_v recommend_v myself_o to_o the_o lord_n see_v that_o you_o labour_v and_o walk_v in_o all_o conscience_n before_o god_n love_v your_o brother_n and_o sister_n as_o your_o own_o self_n and_o take_v care_n of_o they_o otherwise_o judgement_n will_v come_v upon_o you_o this_o you_o must_v do_v that_o when_o you_o shall_v lie_v as_o i_o now_o lie_v you_o may_v lie_v with_o a_o quiet_a heart_n behave_v yourselves_o in_o all_o thing_n upright_o and_o seek_v after_o the_o salvation_n of_o your_o soul_n for_o salvation_n be_v of_o great_a price_n than_o money_n or_o all_o good_n money_n with_o its_o good_n perish_v together_o but_o salvation_n bring_v peace_n to_o the_o heart_n of_o man._n let_v i_o depart_v from_o you_o in_o freedom_n from_o my_o death_n as_o i_o hope_v a_o live_a motion_n will_v spring_v up_o in_o you_o i_o recommend_v you_o to_o the_o lord_n who_o can_v free_o bestow_v on_o you_o wisdom_n and_o understanding_n and_o all_o other_o necessary_n in_o a_o hundred_o fold_n the_o lord_n will_v present_o give_v i_o rest_n i_o expect_v and_o wait_v for_o eternal_a rest_n i_o be_o to_o suffer_v so_o long_o as_o the_o lord_n will_v have_v i_o if_o i_o have_v know_v this_o affliction_n before_o now_o i_o shall_v have_v dye_v for_o mere_a grief_n o_o inward_a desertion_n o_o desolation_n wisdom_n 1_o which_o now_o stand_v ready_a at_o hand_n i_o desire_v to_o be_v the_o most_o vile_a of_o all_o and_o only_o long_a for_o the_o crumb_n which_o fall_v from_o the_o child_n table_n if_o i_o can_v have_v avoid_v this_o affliction_n yet_o i_o will_v not_o for_o my_o conscience_n have_v bind_v i_o to_o abide_v by_o it_o misery_n in_o affliction_n be_v great_a a_o man_n will_v willing_o be_v lead_v with_o certainty_n but_o yet_o be_v he_o lead_v with_o uncertianty_n and_o it_o be_v as_o if_o one_o shall_v journey_n by_o night_n and_o yet_o not_o know_v the_o way_n when_o beside_o the_o water_n be_v out_o he_o may_v chance_v to_o fall_v and_o yet_o he_o must_v go_v forward_o yet_o be_v he_o secret_o lead_v by_o god_n and_o when_o the_o morning_n arise_v he_o shall_v see_v that_o the_o business_n have_v succeed_v well_o enough_o in_o affliction_n nothing_o be_v know_v how_o that_o a_o man_n be_v sustain_v and_o take_v care_n of_o but_o at_o last_o it_o be_v acknowledge_v and_o then_o it_o be_v know_v that_o god_n be_v always_o present_a even_o in_o his_o desertion_n the_o high_a affliction_n do_v manifest_a that_o selfishness_n or_o propriety_n which_o yet_o be_v before_o undiscerned_a and_o god_n prepare_v a_o man_n for_o this_o high_a of_o affliction_n all_o thing_n be_v snatch_v from_o i_o even_o before_o my_o face_n yet_o i_o know_v what_o i_o be_o to_o do_v i_o will_v beg_v of_o god_n a_o favourable_a death_n for_o myself_o o_o lord_n behold_v thy_o miserable_a creature_n o_o lord_n embrace_v i_o for_o all_o thing_n be_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n embrace_v all_o my_o power_n and_o strength_n and_o grant_v strength_n unto_o i_o in_o this_o my_o deep_a misery_n here_o i_o lie_v before_o thou_o like_o a_o most_o wretched_a worm_n all_o the_o affliction_n which_o i_o have_v hitherto_o suffer_v be_v nothing_o to_o this_o misery_n have_v finish_v these_o word_n and_o commend_v his_o spirit_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n he_o fall_v asleep_a in_o the_o lord_n by_o a_o pleasant_a and_o easy_a departure_n on_o the_o 25_o april_n in_o the_o year_n 1560_o about_o the_o four_o hour_n in_o the_o morning_n at_o wesel_n in_o the_o year_n 〈◊〉_d his_o age_n 39_o here_o end_v the_o say_n the_o epistle_n of_o m._n wyer_n which_o he_o send_v to_o his_o familiar_a friend_n write_a by_o the_o author_n in_o the_o low-dutch_a and_o publish_v after_o his_o death_n be_v afterward_o turn_v into_o latin_a and_o out_o of_o the_o latin_a now_o at_o last_o into_o the_o english_a tongue_n london_n print_v for_o benj._n clark_n in_o george-yard_n in_o lombardstreet_n 1683._o to_o the_o reader_n a_o brief_a narrative_n concern_v the_o original_a of_o this_o small_a treatise_n reader_n who_o be_v a_o christian_n in_o good_a earnest_n before_o i_o shall_v begin_v to_o relate_v any_o thing_n of_o this_o little_a tract_n or_o of_o its_o original_n or_o subject_a i_o be_o willing_a faithful_o to_o exhort_v thou_o as_o also_o most_o earnest_o to_o beseech_v thou_o that_o thou_o diligent_o call_v upon_o god_n for_o illumination_n and_o for_o the_o open_n of_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o understanding_n whereby_o thou_o may_v be_v enable_v according_a to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n right_o to_o understand_v that_o which_o be_v here_o propose_v which_o be_v by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n perform_v thou_o shall_v in_o very_a deed_n experience_n that_o this_o book_n will_v be_v very_o useful_a and_o profitable_a unto_o thou_o see_v it_o be_v every_o where_o fill_v with_o the_o most_o excellent_a and_o choice_a expression_n which_o be_v able_a to_o lead_v thou_o unto_o the_o true_a judgement_n of_o many_o point_n nor_o do_v it_o only_o bring_v most_o notable_a advantage_n to_o thou_o only_o but_o also_o to_o all_o the_o elect_n who_o due_o and_o 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