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god_n preserve_v i_o from_o the_o sweet_a poison_n of_o the_o pleasure_n of_o this_o world_n that_o sunshine_n of_o fortune_n which_o soon_o disrobe_v we_o of_o our_o innocence_n than_o the_o most_o severe_a blast_n of_o adversity_n let_v i_o look_v up_o unto_o no_o other_o god_n or_o providence_n than_o thy_o alone_a correct_v i_o o_o lord_n but_o with_o the_o chastisement_n of_o a_o son_n which_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o most_o glitter_a prosperity_n afflict_v and_o humble_v we_o bring_v our_o heart_n home_o unto_o thou_o and_o convince_v we_o that_o we_o be_v but_o man_n that_o be_v to_o say_v weak_a &_o feeble_a creature_n blind_v by_o our_o passion_n and_o subject_a to_o all_o sort_n of_o misery_n take_v away_o from_o i_o that_o inordinate_a love_n of_o myself_o and_o that_o original_a corruption_n from_o
whence_o spring_v all_o my_o misery_n it_o be_v from_o this_o that_o instead_o of_o serve_v thou_o in_o spirit_n and_o in_o truth_n instead_o of_o make_v thy_o glory_n the_o end_n of_o all_o my_o thought_n word_n and_o action_n i_o pursue_v after_o nothing_o but_o the_o gratification_n of_o my_o irregular_a lust_n let_v i_o be_v never_o so_o rash_a and_o so_o ungrateful_a unto_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n as_o to_o fancy_v myself_o the_o author_n of_o those_o reflection_n which_o i_o sometime_o make_v when_o i_o retire_v myself_o from_o the_o hurry_n of_o this_o world_n wherein_o a_o unquencheable_a appetite_n torment_v the_o most_o happy_a person_n and_o render_v they_o miserable_a slave_n even_o by_o the_o accomplishment_n of_o their_o most_o earnest_a desire_n reflect_v v._o the_o thought_n of_o a_o penitent_a soul_n fearful_a of_o be_v deceive_v by_o the_o appearance_n of_o a_o false_a conversion_n what_o be_o i_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n what_o be_o i_o but_o a_o proud_a atom_n a_o poor_a blind_a creature_n who_o continual_o go_v astray_o when_o thou_o withhold_v the_o ray_n of_o thy_o grace_n i_o deserve_v to_o be_v annihilate_v if_o at_o any_o time_n i_o shall_v attempt_v the_o conversion_n of_o myself_o by_o my_o own_o power_n without_o the_o assistance_n of_o thy_o grace_n mortify_v in_o my_o soul_n all_o vain_a glory_n every_o thing_n that_o tempt_v i_o to_o too_o good_a a_o opinion_n of_o myself_o but_o chief_o that_o frothiness_n of_o humour_n which_o serve_v only_o to_o divert_v i_o from_o thy_o way_n to_o deprive_v i_o of_o the_o benefit_n of_o my_o affliction_n and_o the_o sweet_a comfort_n â—f_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n give_v i_o humility_n and_o distrust_n â—f_o my_o own_o reason_n let_v i_o thirst_v â—fter_o do_v good_a more_o and_o carâ—al_a knowledge_n less_o lest_o value_v 〈◊〉_d more_o than_o thy_o grace_n i_o lose_v my_o â—elf_n and_o instead_o of_o become_v a_o â—ood_a christian_a become_v a_o philosopher_n better_a acquaint_v â—ith_n the_o 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from_o love_a thâ—_n creature_n because_o my_o diversionâ—_n be_v innocent_a let_v i_o not_o flatter_v myself_o thaâ—_n i_o have_v mortify_v my_o passion_n foâ—_n i_o find_v they_o revive_v with_o moâ—â—_n strength_n then_o ever_o and_o incline_v i_o to_o self-love_n which_o be_v thâ—_n more_o dangerous_a decause_n by_o jâ—â—_n stify_v these_o irregular_a motion_n it_n render_v i_o deaf_a to_o the_o dictateâ—_n of_o my_o reason_n and_o the_o holy_a in_o spiration_n of_o thy_o grace_n let_v i_o not_o fancy_v myself_o to_o bâ—_n without_o pride_n ambition_n self-love_n because_o i_o despise_v the_o world_n use_v scorn_v to_o owe_v those_o honour_n â—ortune_n have_v strip_v i_o of_o to_o â—â—ything_v else_o but_o my_o own_o desert_n let_v i_o not_o so_o much_o deceive_v my_o â—â—lf_n as_o to_o think_v i_o be_o thorough_o convert_v when_o indeed_o i_o have_v â—â—ly_o change_v the_o sin_n of_o sense_n â—â—r_a those_o of_o the_o mind_n a_o profane_a proud_a and_o fensual_a life_n 〈◊〉_d 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death_n and_o incarnation_n be_v not_o to_o instate_v we_o in_o so_o delicate_a and_o effeminate_a a_o life_n as_o may_v gratify_v sense_n and_o indulge_v the_o flesh_n and_o that_o all_o moral_a virtue_n be_v but_o dead_a work_n unless_o enliven_v by_o the_o merit_n and_o virtue_n of_o jesus_n christ_n that_o unless_o the_o inclination_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v change_v it_o will_v nothing_o avail_v a_o sinner_n to_o reform_v his_o outward_a conversation_n to_o â—ate_z the_o world_n without_o love_n to_o god_n to_o do_v work_n of_o justice_n without_o sincere_a repentance_n and_o as_o the_o royal_a psalmist_n have_v it_o â—o_z cease_z from_o evil_a without_o do_v good_a at_o the_o same_o time_n o_o lord_n that_o thou_o destroy_v my_o sinful_a habit_n plant_v in_o my_o soul_n such_o grace_n as_o may_v be_v fruitful_a to_o good_a work_n grant_v that_o by_o a_o lively_a faith_n i_o may_v meditate_v on_o the_o mystery_n of_o thy_o life_n and_o passion_n that_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v 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