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because_o i_o be_o a_o great_a sinner_n and_o as_o i_o think_v too_o unworthy_a of_o mercy_n how_o to_o satisfy_v a_o christian_a under_o that_o affliction_n ser._n v._o 5._o whether_o i_o may_v refuse_v to_o believe_v upon_o a_o conceit_n that_o i_o have_v sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n how_o to_o ease_v a_o spirit_n under_o that_o burden_n ib._n *_o 6._o whether_o every_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n every_o deny_v of_o christ_n every_o hate_v our_o brethren_n goodness_n be_v this_o sin_n or_o no_o ser._n vi_o 7._o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v conclude_v he_o do_v not_o believe_v because_o he_o can_v act_v every_o act_n of_o faith_n ser._n vii_o 8._o whether_o true_a faith_n may_v consist_v with_o doubt_v and_o how_o in_o the_o same_o soul_n ib._n 9_o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v conclude_v he_o have_v not_o true_a faith_n because_o for_o the_o present_a he_o be_v ignorant_a 1._o in_o circumstantial_a point_n 2._o in_o the_o history_n of_o scripture_n 3._o in_o 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true_o rely_v upon_o jesus_n christ_n for_o salvation_n and_o yet_o doubt_v whether_o he_o do_v rely_v or_o no_o and_o not_o know_v he_o rely_v but_o be_v strong_o conceit_v he_o do_v not_o *_o 15._o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v true_o rely_v upon_o christ_n and_o yet_o find_v a_o abatement_n sometime_o of_o the_o strength_n of_o his_o reliance_n and_o to_o his_o own_o thought_n rely_v sometime_o more_o sometime_o less_o *_o 16._o whether_o a_o christian_a may_v true_o rely_v upon_o christ_n and_o the_o promise_n and_o yet_o not_o at_o all_o time_n find_v a_o equal_a reliance_n upon_o all_o the_o promise_n but_o that_o he_o can_v at_o sometime_o as_o he_o think_v more_o adhere_v to_o some_o promise_n then_o other_o and_o in_o general_a better_a depend_v upon_o god_n spiritual_a promise_n for_o grace_n and_o heaven_n than_o his_o
master_n shepheard_n ib._n several_a direction_n give_v by_o doctor_n preston_n in_o this_o case_n ib._n 3._o direction_n give_v in_o this_o case_n p._n 53_o 1._o consider_v the_o nature_n of_o thy_o sin_n in_o 6_o particular_n ib._n 2._o consider_v the_o mercy_n of_o god_n in_o 3_o particular_n ib._n 3._o fly_v to_o god_n by_o prayer_n p._n 53_o 54_o serm._n iii_o chap._n iii_o how_o to_o satisfy_v such_o christian_n as_o think_v they_o ought_v not_o to_o believe_v because_o they_o do_v not_o know_v they_o be_v elect_v the_o complaint_n of_o the_o trouble_a soul_n p._n 56_o something_n speak_v to_o it_o by_o way_n of_o promise_n p._n 57_o the_o truth_n concern_v election_n premise_v in_o 5_o conclusion_n papist_n and_o arminian_o wound_n truth_n to_o heal_v conscience_n by_o lie_v charm_n ib._n 8._o consideration_n propound_v for_o soul_n thus_o trouble_v p._n 58_o 59_o etc._n etc._n 1._o consid_fw-la faith_n be_v not_o a_o apprehension_n of_o particular_a election_n but_o a_o application_n of_o general_a promise_n p._n 59_o 60_o 61_o 62_o 2._o consid_fw-la that_o thy_o faith_n only_o can_v discover_v to_o thou_o thy_o election_n p._n 62_o the_o covenant_n be_v only_o show_v by_o god_n to_o his_o saint_n p._n 62_o 63_o 3._o consider_v the_o phrase_n of_o scripture_n expound_v how_o our_o election_n may_v be_v make_v know_v to_o we_o p._n 63_o 4._o thou_o have_v no_o ground_n to_o conclude_v against_o thy_o election_n but_o thy_o unbelief_n p._n 64_o 65_o 5._o cons_n those_o that_o god_n elect_v to_o the_o end_n he_o elect_v to_o the_o mean_n p._n 65_o 66_o we_o must_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o faith_n before_o we_o can_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o our_o election_n p._n 66_o 6._o by_o this_o stumble_n as_o we_o perplex_v ourselves_o so_o we_o call_v god_n wisdom_n in_o question_n a_o way_n and_o slander_v the_o charter_n of_o free_a grace_n p._n 67_o 7._o if_o we_o will_v believe_v god_n decree_n can_v hinder_v we_o of_o heaven_n p._n 68_o 8._o heaven_n and_o glory_n be_v worth_a a_o adventure_n whether_o we_o be_v elect_v or_o no._n p._n 68_o 69_o sâ—rm_n iu_o chap._n iu._n how_o to_o comfort_v poor_a soul_n that_o dare_v not_o believe_v because_o of_o their_o unworthiness_n in_o respect_n of_o their_o many_o and_o great_a sin_n 7._o consideration_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o this_o affliction_n p._n 72_o 73_o etc._n etc._n 1._o god_n grace_n be_v full_a enough_o of_o height_n and_o length_n and_o depth_n and_o breadth_n christ_n can_v be_v bring_v to_o pant_v for_o breath_n of_o free_a grace_n p._n 72_o 73_o 74_o 75_o 2._o consid_fw-la there_o be_v no_o defect_n of_o will_n in_o god_n to_o save_v the_o high_a or_o great_a sinner_n p._n 76_o 77_o 78_o 79_o there_o be_v not_o only_a power_n but_o eagerness_n in_o christ_n will_n to_o save_v the_o great_a sinner_n p._n 77_o 75_o christ_n eagerness_n to_o save_v sinner_n prove_v by_o 12_o particular_n p._n 77_o 78_o 79_o 1._o he_o speak_v 2._o he_o swear_v 3._o he_o plead_v 4._o he_o expostulate_v with_o we_o upon_o denial_n 5._o he_o appeal_v 6._o he_o wish_v 7._o he_o profess_v he_o know_v not_o how_o to_o destroy_v they_o 8._o he_o weeps_z 9_o he_o invite_v 10._o he_o come_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n on_o this_o errand_n 11._o he_o die_v for_o great_a sinner_n 12._o he_o send_v messenger_n to_o treat_v and_o parley_v with_o great_a sinner_n p._n 77_o 78_o 79_o 3._o consid_fw-la god_n have_v pardon_v and_o christ_n have_v wash_v as_o great_a sinner_n as_o thou_o be_v that_o be_v so_o either_o actual_o or_o habitual_o p._n 80_o 4._o consid_fw-la infinite_a mercy_n never_o do_v its_o utmost_a yet_o god_n can_v pardon_v great_a sinner_n than_o he_o have_v pardon_v p._n 81_o 82_o 5._o consid_fw-la there_o be_v as_o much_o reason_n on_o thy_o part_n why_o christ_n shall_v pardon_v thou_o as_o there_o be_v in_o any_o of_o the_o saint_n why_o he_o pardon_v they_o p._n 83_o 6._o consid_fw-la god_n never_o marry_v any_o for_o a_o portion_n nor_o refuse_v any_o for_o want_n of_o one_o p._n 84_o 7._o consid_fw-la christ_n shall_v attain_v his_o design_n in_o pardon_v sinner_n more_o full_o by_o how_o much_o the_o great_a sinner_n thou_o be_v p._n 84_o 85_o christ_n get_v most_o glory_n by_o pardon_v great_a sinner_n p._n 85_o 1._o he_o glorify_v his_o power_n and_o patience_n and_o riches_n of_o mercy_n p._n 84_o 2._o he_o get_v glory_n from_o they_o they_o will_v love_v much_o p._n 85_o 3._o other_o by_o their_o example_n will_v be_v persuade_v to_o turn_v ib._n the_o whole_a case_n conclude_v with_o a_o story_n out_o of_o eusebius_n p._n 86_o 87_o serm._n v._o chap._n v._o how_o to_o satisfy_v a_o soul_n doubt_v that_o it_o have_v sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n the_o complaint_n state_v 89._o something_o speak_v to_o it_o by_o way_n of_o premise_v 90._o 1._o there_o be_v such_o a_o sin_n 90._o why_o it_o be_v call_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n 90._o 2._o it_o be_v unpardonable_a 91._o 3._o elect_a once_o can_v commit_v it_o p._n 91_o this_o scruple_n proceed_v from_o ignorance_n p._n 91_o 92_o 12._o consideration_n tend_v to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o this_o wound_n and_o to_o inform_v we_o concern_v the_o nature_n of_o this_o sin_n p._n 92_o 93_o 94_o 95_o etc._n etc._n 1_o consid_fw-la none_o can_v ever_o tell_v what_o this_o sin_n be_v p._n 9â—_n various_a opinion_n of_o it_o 92._o the_o schoolman_n and_o papist_n opinion_n of_o it_o 92_o their_a 6_o species_n of_o it_o disprove_v p._n 92_o 93_o how_o bsasphemy_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n may_v be_v take_v p._n 93_o how_o far_o we_o may_v discover_v what_o this_o sin_n be_v p._n 94_o 2._o consid_fw-la none_o can_v be_v guilty_a of_o it_o but_o such_o as_o have_v have_v a_o great_a measure_n of_o knowledge_n p._n 94_o 95_o 3._o consid_fw-la it_o must_v be_v a_o settle_a sin_n of_o our_o own_o continue_v in_o without_o repentance_n not_o a_o transient_a suggest_a thought_n for_o which_o we_o grieve_v p._n 96_o 97_o 4._o consid_fw-la every_o sin_n against_o knowledge_n be_v not_o this_o sin_n p._n 97_o what_o manner_n of_o sin_v against_o knowledge_n it_o must_v be_v ib._n 5._o consid_fw-la a_o bare_a denial_n of_o the_o truth_n of_o god_n with_o which_o we_o be_v enlighten_v and_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n infuse_v into_o we_o be_v not_o this_o unpardonable_a sin_n p._n 98_o what_o manner_n of_o denial_n of_o truth_n be_v a_o ingredient_n into_o this_o sin_n ib._n 6._o consid_fw-la every_o envy_n at_o and_o hatred_n of_o our_o brethren_n and_o their_o goodness_n be_v not_o this_o sin_n p._n 99_o what_o manner_n of_o envy_n and_o hatred_n be_v a_o ingredient_n into_o this_o sin_n p._n 100_o 7._o consid_fw-la it_o must_v be_v join_v with_o a_o total_a fall_v away_o from_o the_o truth_n religion_n and_o profession_n of_o jesus_n christ_n ib._n 8._o consid_fw-la other_o will_v complain_v of_o it_o as_o well_o as_o thyself_o if_o thou_o have_v sin_v this_o sin_n p._n 101_o 9_o consid_fw-la thy_o complain_v and_o grieve_v for_o it_o be_v a_o sign_n thou_o be_v not_o guilty_a of_o it_o ib._n 10._o consid_fw-la the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n be_v not_o unpardonable_a in_o respect_n of_o god_n mercy_n or_o its_o greatness_n p._n 102_o how_n and_o why_o it_o be_v say_v to_o be_v unpardonable_a ib._n 11._o consid_fw-la it_o can_v be_v a_o block_n for_o thou_o in_o the_o way_n of_o beleeve_o because_o though_o it_o do_v take_v away_o from_o thou_o the_o power_n yet_o it_o do_v not_o excuse_v thou_o from_o the_o duty_n of_o believe_v 103_o 12._o thou_o can_v not_o conclude_v thyself_o to_o have_v sin_v this_o sin_n if_o thou_o have_v sin_v it_o before_o thy_o die_a hour_n ib._n the_o conclusion_n of_o the_o case_n with_o a_o general_a description_n of_o the_o sin_n against_o the_o holy-ghost_n p._n 104_o 105_o serm._n vi_o chap._n vi_o how_o to_o satisfy_v such_o poor_a soul_n as_o be_v conceit_v they_o do_v not_o believe_v when_o they_o indeed_o do_v 2_o cause_n of_o such_o complaint_n 1._o a_o mistake_n 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1._o temporal_a promise_n make_v to_o particular_a person_n and_o kingdom_n must_v not_o be_v appropriate_v they_o be_v cancel_v bond_n p._n 184_o 2._o we_o may_v true_o appropriate_v spiritual_a promise_n though_o we_o can_v for_o the_o present_a particular_o apply_v temporal_a &_o bodily_a promise_n p._n 185_o 186_o what_o promise_n be_v absolute_a what_o conditional_a p._n 181_o 182_o a_o distinction_n of_o time_n must_v be_v observe_v there_o be_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o the_o saint_n winter_n and_o summer_n p._n 183_o what_o be_v the_o soul_n winter_n and_o summer_n 〈…〉_o ib._n the_o truth_n of_o the_o consideration_n in_o certain_a conclusion_n 1._o particular_a promise_n must_v not_o be_v expect_v to_o be_v peculiarise_v our_o name_n be_v not_o in_o the_o bond_n p._n 184_o 2._o at_o sometime_o possible_o we_o may_v not_o be_v able_a to_o appropriate_v temporal_a promise_n ib._n certain_a such_o time_n express_v p._n 184_o 185._o 1._o a_o time_n of_o extreme_a want_n and_o penury_n 2._o in_o the_o dark_a day_n of_o desertion_n 3._o in_o a_o misty_a day_n of_o melancholy_n 4._o in_o a_o black_a day_n of_o bodily_a affliction_n 5._o it_o do_v not_o argue_v a_o nullity_n of_o true_a faith_n in_o spiritual_a promise_n not_o to_o be_v able_a to_o believe_v with_o a_o special_a faith_n the_o promise_n for_o this_o life_n at_o any_o time_n p._n 185_o 3._o conc._n for_o those_o that_o be_v conditional_a promise_n in_o dark_a time_n the_o soul_n may_v not_o be_v able_a clear_o and_o full_o to_o apply_v they_o rest_n upon_o they_o and_o peculiar_o apply_v they_o and_o yet_o at_o the_o same_o time_n true_o dwell_v and_o rest_v upon_o they_o p._n 186_o 4._o conc._n in_o dark_a time_n the_o true_o believe_v soul_n though_o it_o can_v give_v no_o reason_n for_o it_o may_v not_o be_v able_a to_o apply_v the_o most_o absolute_a peculiar_a promise_n as_o its_o peculiar_a portion_n p._n 187_o this_o must_v be_v clear_v by_o consider_v what_o be_v require_v for_o a_o soul_n to_o be_v able_a to_o rest_v upon_o any_o promise_n as_o its_o peculiar_a portion_n p._n 188_o 189_o serm._n xi_o a_o progress_n in_o the_o former_a subject_n three_o thing_n requisite_a to_o be_v find_v in_o that_o soul_n that_o peculiarise_v any_o promise_n so_o as_o to_o say_v this_o be_v my_o portion_n p._n 189_o 1._o there_o must_v be_v a_o clear_a understanding_n of_o the_o promise_n ib._n 2._o a_o clear_a understanding_n of_o our_o own_o condition_n ib._n 3._o a_o mighty_a and_o particular_a work_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o soul_n ib._n a_o misunderstanding_n of_o the_o person_n to_o who_o the_o promise_n be_v make_v or_o of_o the_o matter_n of_o the_o promise_n may_v be_v a_o cause_n of_o thy_o non_fw-la application_n p._n 190_o 2._o rule_n for_o the_o understanding_n of_o the_o promise_n in_o order_n to_o our_o particular_a application_n of_o they_o p._n 192_o 1._o general_n promise_n be_v to_o be_v particular_o apply_v and_o particular_a promise_n be_v to_o be_v general_o apply_v p._n 192_o this_o rule_n enlarge_v in_o 3_o branch_n and_o open_v p._n 192_o 193_o 2._o rule_n whatsoever_o promise_v thou_o find_v in_o the_o word_n of_o god_n make_v to_o any_o particular_a church_n or_o people_n for_o spiritual_a and_o soul_n mercy_n we_o may_v still_o apply_v to_o the_o present_a church_n though_o not_o the_o same_o and_o any_o member_n thereof_o p._n 193_o 3._o thing_n to_o confirm_v this_o 1._o god_n be_v immutable_a p._n 194_o 2._o the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o they_o not_o as_o such_o and_o such_o people_n but_o as_o god_n people_n ib._n 3._o the_o promise_n be_v make_v to_o christ_n and_o the_o covenant_n of_o which_o they_o be_v branch_n be_v make_v to_o he_o and_o his_o heir_n p._n 195_o many_o reason_n of_o master_n s._n rutherford_n to_o prove_v that_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o covenant_n be_v original_o make_v to_o christ_n personal_a not_o christ_n mystical_a p._n 195_o 196_o master_n rutherford_n distinction_n of_o a_o covenant_n and_o promise_v make_v to_o christ_n some_o to_o he_o alone_o some_o part_n to_o he_o and_o he_o p._n 196_o 197_o what_o they_o be_v in_o their_o distinction_n p._n 197_o a_o 3d._a rule_n for_o the_o understanding_n of_o the_o promise_n conditional_a promise_n require_v not_o that_o we_o shall_v fulfil_v the_o condition_n require_v p._n 197_o 198_o 199_o the_o 2d_o thing_n require_v to_o make_v the_o soul_n particular_o apply_v the_o promise_n viz._n a_o clear_a understanding_n in_o the_o soul_n of_o its_o own_o condition_n p._n 200_o 201_o the_o 3d_o thing_n require_v to_o make_v the_o soul_n particular_o apply_v the_o promise_n be_v a_o constant_a wonderful_a work_n of_o the_o power_n of_o god_n upon_o the_o soul_n p._n 202_o this_o may_v be_v sometime_o more_o sometime_o less_o p_o 202_o 203_o serm._n xii_o chap._n xii_o concern_v those_o weakness_n that_o may_v in_o a_o gracious_a soul_n accompany_v the_o bigh_a act_n of_o faith_n viz._n assurance_n and_o how_o to_o satisfy_v the_o soul_n that_o scruple_n its_o faith_n because_o it_o can_v be_v assure_v at_o all_o or_o if_o at_o all_o yet_o weak_o and_o inconstant_o several_a conclusion_n to_o comfort_v the_o soul_n under_o trouble_n of_o this_o nature_n 206_o 207_o 208_o 209_o 1._o conc._n thou_o may_v have_v a_o true_a and_o certain_a faith_n and_o such_o a_o one_o as_o will_v rich_o save_v thou_o and_o yet_o have_v no_o assurance_n of_o thy_o salvation_n p._n 206_o various_a opinion_n concern_v assurance_n p._n 206_o 207_o how_o far_o persuasion_n come_v into_o justify_v faith_n p._n 206_o 207_o 208_o the_o 2_o former_a distinction_n concern_v persuasion_n repeat_v and_o enlarge_v ib._n master_n burges_n his_o 3_o reason_n why_o our_o sin_n be_v not_o actual_o and_o formal_o pardon_v from_o eternity_n but_o only_o when_o we_o believe_v p._n 209_o a_o four_o reason_n add_v to_o he_o p._n 209_o the_o 4_o former_o mention_v conclusion_n concern_v persuasion_n again_o repeat_v and_o demonstrate_v p._n 210_o 211_o 2._o other_o conclusion_n concern_v assurance_n add_v and_o prove_v p._n 211_o 212_o 1._o that_o it_o be_v false_a that_o the_o papist_n say_v no_o particular_a assurance_n can_v be_v procure_v or_o aught_o to_o be_v look_v after_o 2._o it_o be_v as_o false_a that_o antinomian_o say_v that_o there_o be_v no_o true_a faith_n without_o a_o fullness_n of_o persuasion_n faith_n without_o assurance_n may_v be_v 1._o save_v 2._o strong_a 3._o it_o may_v be_v certain_a p._n 212_o 213_o it_o be_v certain_a in_o respect_n of_o the_o 1_o object_n p._n 214_o 2_o event_n p._n 215_o 2d_o concl._n thy_o assurance_n may_v be_v true_a though_o weak_a and_o inconstant_a in_o degree_n p_o 215_o 216_o what_o time_n ordinary_o assurance_n be_v most_o strong_a p._n 217_o 1._o ordinary_o it_o be_v very_o high_a
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faith_n let_v thy_o measure_n of_o humiliation_n never_o trouble_v thou_o it_o have_v wrought_v its_o end_n 3._o i_o may_v name_v a_o three_o â—nd_n of_o humiliation_n and_o that_o be_v to_o enhance_v the_o price_n of_o jesus_n christ_n to_o the_o soul_n christ_n will_v not_o be_v so_o sweet_a if_o sin_n be_v not_o so_o bitter_a do_v thou_o find_v this_o end_n wrought_v that_o now_o christ_n be_v more_o precious_a to_o thou_o then_o thousand_o of_o gold_n and_o silver_n more_o sweet_a than_o thousand_o of_o lust_n and_o corruption_n that_o thy_o heart_n now_o say_v o_o that_o i_o have_v christ_n though_o i_o have_v nothing_o in_o the_o world_n that_o i_o have_v the_o bread_n of_o life_n to_o eat_v and_o the_o water_n of_o life_n to_o
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promise_n require_v the_o soul_n to_o have_v that_o do_v apply_v they_o to_o itself_o second_o consider_v that_o those_o promise_n that_o seem_v to_o require_v humiliation_n and_o brokennesse_n of_o heart_n as_o condition_n or_o qualification_n call_v they_o what_o you_o will_v do_v not_o where_o require_v such_o and_o such_o a_o measure_n they_o require_v rem_fw-la but_o not_o mensuram_fw-la last_o and_o for_o thy_o great_a comfort_n consider_v that_o those_o original_a promise_n in_o which_o god_n have_v promise_v to_o give_v that_o tenderness_n and_o brokennesse_n of_o heart_n which_o he_o seem_v to_o require_v in_o other_o promise_n as_o a_o condition_n and_o qualification_n for_o the_o soul_n to_o who_o of_o due_n it_o belong_v to_o apply_v those_o promise_n i_o say_v those_o promise_n be_v absolute_a for_o this_o take_v but_o two_o instance_n ezek._n 11._o 19_o 20._o and_o 36._o 26_o 27._o which_o be_v much_o the_o same_o and_o i_o will_v give_v they_o one_o heart_n and_o i_o 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to_o bring_v thou_o to_o loath_a sin_n second_o leave_v sin_n and_o three_o to_o make_v thou_o prize_n christ_n if_o this_o be_v do_v it_o have_v do_v its_o work_n but_o this_o i_o enlarge_v myself_o upon_o before_o 3_o which_o shall_v have_v be_v indeed_o first_o consider_v the_o nature_n of_o humiliation_n in_o its_o original_n and_o efficient_a cause_n which_o be_v god_n zac._n 12._o 10._o ezek._n 11._o 19_o 20._o and_o sit_v down_o now_o and_o say_v certain_o god_n have_v a_o good_a work_n begin_v in_o my_o soul_n otherwise_o why_o shall_v sin_n trouble_v i_o at_o all_o or_o why_o shall_v i_o be_v trouble_v that_o i_o be_o not_o trouble_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o now_o how_o unreasonable_a a_o thing_n be_v it_o for_o i_o to_o start_v from_o apply_v the_o promise_n because_o in_o my_o conceit_n i_o be_o not_o enough_o humble_v it_o be_v god_n that_o have_v humble_v i_o at_o all_o and_o it_o be_v he_o that_o must_v perfect_v the_o work_n in_o my_o soul_n and_o sure_o if_o he_o see_v it_o be_v not_o enough_o he_o will_v work_v more_o and_o he_o must_v do_v it_o if_o he_o will_v have_v it_o for_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o humble_v my_o soul_n thus_o far_o my_o direction_n have_v reach_v to_o help_v thou_o to_o ease_v thyself_o and_o direct_v thou_o what_o to_o do_v in_o point_n of_o meditation_n and_o consideration_n my_o three_o reach_v thy_o practice_n last_o labour_v after_o more_o and_o more_o humiliation_n neither_o keep_v thy_o heart_n from_o believe_a in_o infidelity_n out_o of_o a_o conceit_n of_o the_o want_n of_o it_o nor_o yet_o slight_a and_o neglect_v it_o both_o these_o rock_n must_v be_v avoid_v as_o pernicious_a rock_n for_o poor_a soul_n and_o between_o which_o there_o be_v a_o safe_a passage_n let_v the_o world_n think_v what_o they_o will_v 104._o sound_v believer_n p._n 104._o and_o opinion_n 〈◊〉_d cry_v down_o that_o great_a work_n want_v of_o humiliation_n say_v master_n shepherd_n be_v the_o cause_n of_o so_o much_o counterfeit_a 〈◊〉_d 146._o 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shall_v i_o do_v that_o true_o i_o may_v give_v infinite_a direction_n 150._o ib._n p._n 150._o but_o this_o be_v so_o ordinary_a a_o point_n in_o which_o so_o many_o pious_a man_n have_v labour_v that_o i_o shall_v but_o name_n to_o you_o some_o direction_n that_o they_o point_v out_o as_o helps_z to_o the_o soul_n in_o this_o work_n master_n shepheard_n give_v those_o help_n 1._o remember_v who_o thou_o be_v rom._n 9_o 20._o 2._o remember_v what_o thou_o be_v a_o vild_a wretch_n job_n 40._o 1_o 3_o 4._o 3._o remember_v what_o thou_o have_v be_v and_o how_o long_o thou_o have_v be_v so_o and_o why_o shall_v god_n choose_v thou_o 4._o remember_v what_o thou_o will_v be_v isa_n
of_o the_o soul_n read_v its_o name_n write_v in_o god_n book_n from_o all_o eternity_n a_o apprehension_n of_o our_o particular_a election_n etc._n etc._n but_o as_o these_o do_v unwarrantable_o wound_v tender_a conscience_n so_o the_o other_o be_v bad_a surgeon_n to_o heal_v such_o wound_n if_o i_o mistake_v not_o we_o shall_v find_v cordial_n enough_o to_o refresh_v such_o swoon_a spirit_n without_o buy_v they_o at_o so_o dear_a a_o rate_n as_o the_o â—ale_n of_o a_o dram_n of_o precious_a truth_n therefore_o leave_v these_o premise_n to_o be_v hold_v and_o maintain_v as_o the_o sure_a pillar_n of_o eternal_a truth_n i_o come_v in_o the_o next_o place_n to_o propound_v some_o consideration_n that_o may_v comfort_v and_o satisfy_v poor_a soul_n thus_o unwarrantable_o trouble_v themselves_o salva_fw-la veritate_fw-la dei_fw-la the_o head_n of_o truth_n yet_o remain_v without_o a_o wound_n or_o scar_n that_o be_v my_o next_o work_n and_o to_o that_o end_n consider_v first_o thou_o 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a_o duty_n upon_o all_o the_o people_n that_o they_o shall_v believe_v on_o he_o who_o god_n have_v send_v now_o can_v we_o imagine_v that_o the_o meaning_n of_o christ_n be_v that_o they_o shall_v believe_v that_o all_o of_o their_o name_n from_o eternity_n be_v in_o the_o court-roll_n of_o eternity_n the_o gospel_n oblige_v all_o that_o hear_v it_o to_o believe_v but_o do_v the_o gospel_n lie_v a_o obligation_n upon_o any_o to_o believe_v a_o lie_n faith_n object_n be_v the_o promise_n of_o the_o gospel_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n it_o be_v faith_n work_n in_o the_o soul_n not_o to_o close_v with_o the_o decree_n of_o god_n and_o to_o bosom_n that_o but_o to_o close_v with_o the_o promise_n and_o embrace_v they_o it_o be_v faith_n work_n to_o eye_n christ_n in_o a_o particular_a apprehension_n through_o the_o prospective_n of_o a_o promise_n not_o to_o eye_n christ_n as_o the_o soul_n faviour_n through_o the_o mystery_n of_o god_n predeterminate_a purpose_n heb._n 10._o 23._o let_v we_o hold_v fast_o the_o profession_n of_o our_o faith_n without_o waver_v 23_o hebr._n 10._o 23_o well_o but_o upon_o what_o ground_n the_o next_o word_n tell_v we_o for_o he_o be_v faithful_a that_o have_v promise_v the_o sure_a word_n not_o the_o sure_a decree_n of_o god_n be_v the_o object_n of_o our_o justify_n faith_n now_o where_o have_v god_n leave_v thou_o such_o a_o line_n of_o promise_n as_o this_o thou_o shall_v be_v elect_v to_o glory_n or_o i_o will_v elect_v thou_o to_o glory_n god_n have_v say_v i_o will_v pardon_v i_o will_v heal_v i_o will_v ease_v you_o and_o these_o word_n god_n call_v thou_o to_o rest_v upon_o as_o sure_a and_o faithful_a word_n god_n have_v say_v he_o that_o believe_v on_o the_o son_n 36._o joh._n 2._o 36._o have_v everlasting_a life_n but_o he_o have_v never_o say_v he_o that_o believe_v in_o my_o decree_n have_v everlasting_a life_n indeed_o if_o our_o election_n be_v that_o which_o be_v to_o be_v the_o first_o thing_n to_o be_v 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he_o convince_v joh._n 16._o 8._o the_o spirit_n shall_v convince_v the_o world_n of_o sin_n of_o righteousness_n and_o of_o judgement_n now_o these_o promise_n be_v altogether_o absolute_a be_v the_o free_a promise_n for_o dispensation_n of_o the_o first_o grace_n in_o order_n to_o a_o poor_a soul_n salvation_n now_o there_o be_v other_o promise_n of_o god_n for_o spiritual_a mercy_n in_o order_n to_o the_o soul_n salvation_n which_o be_v second_o dispensation_n and_o these_o be_v propound_v with_o condition_n as_o the_o promise_n of_o heaven_n for_o power_n to_o rely_v on_o jesus_n christ_n peace_n assurance_n etc._n etc._n isa_n 55._o 1._o mat._n 11._o 29._o and_o again_o to_o he_o that_o overcome_v will_v i_o give_v to_o drink_v
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without_o question_n it_o be_v from_o a_o particular_a faith_n in_o this_o general_a promise_n that_o daniel_n pray_v with_o his_o window_n open_a towards_o hierusalâ—m_n 10._o dan._n 6._o 10._o dan._n 6._o 10._o and_o so_o for_o those_o promise_n which_o be_v make_v to_o the_o people_n of_o god_n for_o spiritual_a mercy_n in_o general_a 11._o psa_fw-la 84._o 11._o such_o be_v that_o promise_n psal_n 84._o 11._o he_o will_v give_v grace_n and_o glory_n and_o no_o good_a thing_n will_v be_v withhold_v from_o they_o that_o live_v upright_o aught_o to_o be_v apply_v for_o any_o spiritual_a good_a thing_n 12._o jam._n 1._o 12._o or_o particular_a dispensation_n of_o grace_n so_o the_o apostle_n james_n 1._o 12._o will_v have_v the_o
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deny_v yea_o and_o abjure_v the_o faith_n but_o either_o first_o satan_n by_o his_o temptation_n second_o or_o the_o weakness_n of_o their_o flesh_n occasion_v it_o for_o they_o at_o the_o same_o time_n love_v christ_n and_o the_o truth_n of_o christ_n 2._o it_o must_v be_v a_o denial_n on_o purpose_n to_o discredit_v the_o truth_n out_o of_o a_o venom_n and_o malice_n of_o heart_n to_o it_o i_o may_v deny_v a_o fundamental_a truth_n in_o a_o argument_n and_o disputation_n to_o see_v how_o another_o can_v prove_v it_o yet_o i_o have_v not_o sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holyghost_n i_o hope_v 3._o it_o must_v be_v a_o constant_a denial_n if_o they_o shall_v fall_v away_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d it_n signify_v fall_v all_o in_o shatter_v so_o as_o a_o old_a rot_a house_n not_o well_o at_o first_o put_v together_o comfort_v thyself_o therefore_o christian_n thou_o have_v not_o sin_v the_o sin_n against_o the_o holyghost_n though_o thou_o have_v possible_o inadvised_o speak_v 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not_o lay_v my_o hand_n upon_o it_o etc._n etc._n but_o four_o 27._o christ_n die_v p._n 27._o say_v he_o actual_a doubt_n may_v be_v in_o a_o soul_n who_o have_v habitual_a faith_n for_o as_o he_o say_v they_o be_v not_o oppose_v as_o life_n and_o death_n but_o as_o cold_a and_o heat_n water_n may_v have_v some_o cold_a and_o some_o heat_n in_o it_o at_o the_o same_o time_n rutherford_n rutherford_n as_o life_n and_o sickness_n say_v mr._n rutherford_n sickness_n be_v neighbour_n with_o life_n nay_o five_o i_o may_v say_v more_o i_o think_v faith_n and_o doubt_v may_v be_v at_o the_o same_o time_n in_o the_o soul_n though_o not_o in_o the_o same_o thing_n i_o can_v believe_v this_o truth_n and_o yet_o doubt_v the_o same_o but_o i_o may_v believe_v this_o and_o doubt_v some_o otherâ—_n yea_o sixthly_a there_o be_v no_o believer_n live_v but_o have_v have_v or_o have_v doubt_n abraham_n gen._n 15._o 2_o 3._o david_n psal_n â—16_n 11._o see_v more_o p._n 17_o 18_o 19_o ib._n the_o 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