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he_o may_v derive_v comfort_n from_o thence_o and_o have_v this_o edification_n even_o in_o this_o dissolution_n that_o though_o the_o body_n be_v go_v the_o way_n oâ—_n all_o flesh_n yet_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v the_o way_n of_o all_o saint_n when_o thy_o son_n cry_v out_o upon_o the_o cross_n my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o he_o speak_v not_o so_o much_o in_o his_o own_o person_n as_o in_o the_o person_n of_o the_o church_n and_o of_o his_o afflict_a member_n who_o in_o deep_a distress_n may_v fear_v thy_o forsake_v this_o patient_a o_o most_o bless_a god_n be_v one_o of_o they_o in_o his_o behalf_n and_o in_o his_o name_n hear_v thy_o son_n cry_v to_o thou_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o and_o forsake_v he_o not_o but_o with_o thy_o left_a hand_n lay_v his_o body_n in_o the_o grave_n if_o that_o be_v â—hy_a determination_n upon_o he_o and_o with_o thy_o right_a hand_n receive_v his_o soul_n into_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o unite_v he_o &_o we_o in_o one_o communion_n of_o saint_n amen_n 18._o at_o inde_fw-la mortuus_fw-la es_fw-la sonitu_fw-la celeri_fw-la pulsuque_fw-la agitato_fw-la the_o bell_n ring_v out_o and_o tell_v i_o in_o he_o that_o i_o be_o dead_a 18._o meditation_n the_o bell_n ring_v out_o the_o pulse_n thereof_o be_v change_v the_o toll_n be_v a_o faint_a and_o intermit_a pulse_n upon_o one_o side_n this_o strong_a and_o argue_v more_o and_o better_a life_n hiâ—_n soul_n be_v go_v out_o and_o as_o a_o man_n who_o have_v a_o lease_n of_o 1000_o year_n after_o the_o expiration_n of_o a_o short_a one_o or_o a_o inheritance_n after_o the_o life_n of_o a_o man_n in_o a_o consumption_n he_o be_v now_o enter_v into_o the_o possession_n of_o his_o better_a estate_n his_o soul_n be_v go_v whither_o who_o see_v it_o come_v in_o or_o who_o see_v it_o go_v out_o no_o body_n yet_o every_o body_n be_v sure_a he_o have_v one_o and_o have_v none_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v mere_a philosopher_n what_o the_o soul_n be_v i_o shall_v find_v among_o they_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o it_o be_v nothing_o but_o the_o temperament_n and_o harmony_n and_o just_a and_o equal_a composition_n of_o the_o element_n in_o the_o body_n which_o produce_v all_o those_o faculty_n which_o we_o ascribe_v to_o the_o soul_n and_o so_o in_o itself_o be_v nothing_o no_o separable_a substance_n that_o over-live_n the_o body_n they_o see_v the_o soul_n be_v nothing_o else_o in_o other_o creature_n and_o they_o affect_v a_o impious_a humility_n to_o think_v as_o low_o of_o man._n but_o if_o my_o soul_n be_v no_o more_o than_o the_o soul_n of_o a_o beast_n i_o can_v not_o think_v so_o that_o soul_n that_o can_v reflect_v upon_o itself_o consider_v itself_o be_v more_o than_o so_o if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o mere_a philosopher_n but_o mix_v man_n philosophical_a divine_n how_o the_o soul_n be_v a_o separate_a substance_n enter_v into_o man_n i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o generation_n &_o procreation_n from_o parent_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o charge_v thâ—_n soul_n with_o the_o guiltiness_n of_o original_a sin_n if_o the_o soul_n be_v infuse_v into_o a_o body_n in_o which_o it_o must_v necessary_o grow_v foul_a and_o contract_v original_a sin_n whether_o it_o will_v or_o no_o and_o i_o shall_v find_v some_o that_o will_v tell_v i_o that_o it_o be_v by_o immediate_a infusion_n from_o god_n because_o they_o think_v it_o hard_o to_o maintain_v a_o immortality_n in_o such_o a_o soul_n as_o shall_v be_v beget_v and_o derive_v with_o the_o body_n from_o mortal_a parent_n if_o i_o will_v ask_v not_o a_o few_o man_n but_o almost_o whole_a
body_n whole_a church_n what_o become_v of_o the_o soul_n of_o the_o righteous_a at_o the_o depart_n thereof_o from_o the_o body_n i_o shall_v be_v tell_v by_o some_o that_o they_o attend_v a_o expiation_n a_o purification_n in_o a_o place_n of_o torment_n by_o some_o that_o they_o attend_v the_o fruition_n of_o the_o sight_n of_o god_n in_o a_o place_n of_o rest_n but_o yet_o but_o of_o expectation_n by_o some_o that_o they_o pass_v to_o a_o immediate_a possession_n of_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n s._n augustine_n study_v the_o nature_n of_o the_o soul_n as_o much_o as_o any_o thing_n but_o the_o salvation_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o he_o send_v a_o express_a messenger_n to_o saint_n hierome_n to_o consult_v of_o some_o thing_n concern_v the_o soul_n but_o he_o satisfy_v himself_o with_o this_o let_v the_o departure_n of_o my_o soul_n to_o salvation_n be_v evident_a to_o my_o faith_n and_o i_o care_v the_o less_o how_o dark_a the_o entrance_n of_o my_o soul_n into_o my_o body_n be_v to_o my_o reason_n it_o be_v the_o go_v out_o more_o than_o the_o come_n in_o that_o concern_v us._n this_o soul_n this_o bell_n tell_v i_o be_v go_v out_o whither_o who_o shall_v tell_v i_o that_o i_o know_v not_o who_o it_o be_v much_o less_o what_o he_o be_v the_o condition_n of_o the_o man_n and_o the_o course_n of_o his_o life_n which_o shall_v tell_v i_o whither_o he_o be_v go_v i_o know_v not_o i_o be_v not_o there_o in_o his_o sickness_n nor_o at_o his_o death_n i_o see_v not_o his_o way_n nor_o his_o end_n nor_o can_v aâ—ke_v themâ—_n who_o do_v thereby_o to_o conclude_v or_o argue_v whither_o he_o be_v go_v but_o yet_o i_o have_v one_o near_o i_o than_o all_o these_o my_o own_o charity_n i_o ask_v that_o &_o that_o tell_v i_o he_o be_v go_v to_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o joy_n and_o glory_n i_o owe_v he_o a_o good_a opinion_n it_o be_v but_o thankful_a charity_n in_o i_o because_o i_o receive_v benefit_n and_o instruction_n from_o he_o when_o his_o bell_n tell_v and_o i_o be_v make_v the_o fit_a to_o pray_v by_o that_o disposition_n wherein_o i_o be_v assist_v by_o his_o occasion_n do_v pray_v for_o he_o and_o i_o pray_v not_o without_o faith_n so_o i_o do_v charitable_o so_o i_o do_v faithful_o believe_v that_o that_o soul_n be_v go_v to_o everlasting_a rest_n and_o joy_n and_o glory_n but_o for_o the_o body_n how_o poor_a a_o wretched_a thing_n be_v that_o we_o can_v express_v it_o so_o fast_o as_o it_o grow_v worse_a and_o worse_o that_o body_n which_o scarce_o three_o minute_n since_o be_v such_o a_o house_n as_o that_o that_o soul_n which_o make_v but_o one_o step_n from_o thence_o to_o heaven_n be_v scarce_o thorough_o content_a to_o leave_v that_o for_o heaven_n that_o body_n have_v lose_v the_o name_n of_o a_o dwell_a house_n because_o none_o dwell_v in_o it_o and_o be_v make_v haste_n to_o lose_v the_o name_n of_o a_o body_n and_o dissolve_v to_o putrefaction_n who_o will_v not_o be_v affect_v to_o see_v a_o clear_a &_o sweet_a river_n in_o the_o morning_n grow_v a_o kennel_n of_o muddy_a land_n water_n by_o noon_n and_o condemn_v to_o the_o saltness_n of_o the_o sea_n by_o night_n and_o how_o lame_a a_o picture_n how_o faint_a a_o representation_n be_v that_o of_o the_o precipitation_n of_o man_n body_n to_o dissolution_n now_o all_o the_o part_n build_v up_o and_o knit_v by_o a_o lovely_a soul_n now_o but_o a_o statue_n of_o clay_n and_o now_o these_o limb_n melt_v off_o as_o if_o that_o clay_n be_v but_o snowâ—_n â—_z and_o now_o the_o whole_a house_n be_v but_o a_o handful_n of_o sand_n so_o much_o dust_n and_o but_o a_o peck_n of_o rubbish_n so_o much_o bone_n if_o he_o who_o as_o this_o bell_n tell_v i_o be_v go_v now_o be_v some_o excellent_a artificer_n who_o come_v to_o he_o for_o a_o clock_n or_o for_o a_o garment_n now_o or_o for_o counsel_n if_o he_o be_v a_o lawyer_n if_o a_o magistrate_n for_o justice_n man_n before_o he_o have_v his_o immortal_a soul_n have_v a_o soul_n of_o sense_n and_o a_o soul_n of_o vegitation_n before_o that_o this_o immortal_a soul_n do_v not_o forbid_v other_o soul_n to_o be_v in_o we_o before_o but_o when_o this_o soul_n depart_v it_o carry_v all_o with_o it_o no_o more_o vegetation_n no_o more_o sense_n such_o a_o mother_n in_o law_n be_v the_o earthâ—_n â—_z in_o respect_n of_o our_o natural_a mother_n in_o her_o womb_n we_o grow_v and_o when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o we_o we_o be_v plant_v in_o some_o place_n in_o some_o call_n in_o the_o world_n in_o the_o womb_n of_o the_o earth_n we_o diminish_v and_o when_o she_o be_v deliver_v of_o we_o our_o grave_n open_v for_o another_o we_o be_v not_o transplant_v but_o transport_v our_o dust_n blow_v away_o with_o profane_a dust_n with_o every_o wind_n 18._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n if_o expostulation_n be_v too_o bold_a a_o word_n do_v thou_o mollify_v it_o with_o another_o leâ—_n it_o be_v wonder_n in_o myself_o let_v it_o be_v but_o problem_n to_o other_o but_o let_v i_o ask_v why_o will_v thou_o not_o suffer_v those_o that_o serve_v thou_o in_o holy_a service_n 1._o to_o do_v any_o office_n about_o the_o dead_a nor_o assist_v at_o their_o funeral_n thou_o have_v no_o counsellor_n thou_o need_v none_o thou_o have_v no_o controller_n thou_o admitte_v none_o why_o do_v i_o ask_v in_o ceremonial_a thing_n as_o that_o be_v any_o convenient_a reason_n be_v enough_o who_o can_v be_v sure_a to_o propose_v that_o reason_n that_o move_v thou_o in_o the_o institution_n thereof_o i_o satisfy_v myself_o with_o this_o that_o in_o those_o time_n the_o gentile_n be_v over-full_a of_o a_o over-reverent_a respect_n to_o the_o memory_n of_o the_o dead_a a_o great_a part_n of_o the_o idolatry_n of_o the_o nation_n flow_v from_o that_o a_o over-amorous_a devotion_n a_o overzealous_a celebrate_n and_o overstudious_a preserve_n of_o the_o memory_n and_o the_o picture_n of_o some_o dead_a person_n 14.14_o and_o by_o the_o vain_a glory_n of_o man_n they_o enter_v into_o the_o world_n and_o their_o statue_n and_o picture_n contract_v a_o opinion_n of_o divinity_n by_o age_n that_o which_o be_v at_o first_o but_o a_o picture_n of_o a_o friend_n grow_v a_o god_n in_o time_n as_o the_o wise_a man_n note_n 13.9_o they_o call_v they_o god_n which_o be_v the_o work_n of_o a_o ancient_a hand_n and_o some_o have_v assign_v a_o certain_a time_n when_o a_o picture_n shall_v come_v out_o of_o minority_n and_o be_v at_o age_n to_o be_v a_o god_n in_o 60._o year_n after_o it_o be_v make_v those_o image_n of_o man_n that_o have_v life_n and_o some_o idol_n of_o other_o thing_n which_o never_o have_v any_o be_v be_v by_o one_o common_a name_n call_v promiscuous_o dead_a and_o for_o that_o the_o wise_a man_n reprehend_v the_o idolater_n for_o health_n he_o pray_v to_o that_o which_o be_v weak_a 13.18_o and_o for_o life_n he_o pray_v to_o that_o which_o be_v dead_a shall_v we_o do_v so_o say_v thy_o prophet_n 8.14_o shall_v we_o go_v from_o the_o live_n to_o the_o dead_a so_o much_o ill_a then_o be_v occasion_v by_o so_o much_o religious_a compliment_n exhibit_v to_o the_o dead_a thou_o o_o god_n i_o think_v will_v therefore_o inhibit_v thy_o principal_a holy_a servant_n from_o contribute_v any_o thing_n at_o all_o to_o this_o dangerous_a intimation_n of_o idolatry_n and_o that_o the_o people_n may_v say_v sure_o those_o dead_a man_n be_v not_o so_o much_o to_o be_v magnify_v as_o man_n mistake_v since_o god_n will_v not_o suffer_v his_o holy_a officer_n so_o much_o as_o to_o touch_v they_o not_o to_o see_v they_o but_o those_o danger_n be_v remove_v thou_o o_o my_o god_n do_v certain_o allow_v that_o we_o shall_v do_v office_n of_o piety_n to_o the_o dead_a and_o that_o we_o shall_v draw_v instruction_n to_o piety_n from_o the_o dead_a be_v not_o this_o o_o my_o god_n a_o holy_a kind_n of_o raise_v up_o â—eed_o to_o my_o dead_a brother_n if_o i_o by_o the_o meditation_n of_o his_o death_n produce_v a_o better_a life_n in_o myself_o it_o be_v the_o blessing_n upon_o reuben_n let_v reuben_n live_v 33.6_o &_o not_o die_v and_o let_v not_o his_o man_n be_v few_o let_v he_o propagate_v many_o and_o it_o be_v a_o malediction_n that_o that_o die_v let_v it_o die_v 11.9_o let_v it_o do_v no_o good_a in_o die_v for_o tree_n without_o fruit_n 12._o thou_o by_o thy_o apostle_n call_v twice_o dead_a it_o be_v a_o second_o death_n if_o none_o live_v the_o better_a by_o i_o after_o my_o death_n by_o the_o manner_n of_o my_o death_n therefore_o may_v i_o just_o think_v that_o thou_o make_v that_o a_o way_n to_o convey_v to_o the_o egyptian_n a_o fear_n of_o thou_o and_o a_o
seven_o day_n my_o everlasting_a saboth_n in_o thy_o rest_n thâ—_n glory_n thy_o joy_n thy_o sight_n thy_o sâ—lfe_n and_o where_o i_o shall_v live_v as_o long_o without_o reckon_v any_o more_o day_n after_o as_o thy_o son_n and_o thy_o holy_a spirit_n live_v with_o thou_o before_o you_o three_o make_v any_o day_n in_o the_o creation_n 14._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o do_v permit_v darkness_n to_o be_v before_o light_n in_o the_o creation_n yet_o in_o the_o make_n of_o light_n do_v so_o multiply_v that_o light_n as_o that_o it_o enlighten_v not_o the_o day_n only_o but_o the_o night_n too_o though_o thou_o have_v suffer_v some_o dimness_n some_o cloud_n of_o sadness_n &_o disconsolateness_n to_o shed_v themselves_o upon_o my_o soul_n i_o humble_o bless_v and_o thankful_o glorify_v thy_o holy_a name_n that_o thou_o have_v afford_v i_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o spirit_n against_o which_o the_o prince_n of_o darkness_n can_v prevail_v nor_o 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may_v do_v his_o office_n upon_o those_o shadow_n and_o disperse_v they_o and_o establish_v i_o in_o so_o bright_a a_o day_n here_o as_o may_v be_v a_o critical_a day_n to_o i_o a_o day_n wherein_o and_o whereby_o i_o may_v give_v thy_o judgement_n upon_o myself_o and_o that_o the_o word_n of_o thy_o son_n speak_v to_o his_o apostle_n may_v reflect_v upon_o i_o 28.20_o behold_v i_o be_o with_o you_o always_o even_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n intereà _fw-la insomnes_fw-la noctes_fw-la ego_fw-la duco_n diesque_fw-la i_o sleep_v not_o day_n nor_o night_n 15._o meditation_n natural_a man_n have_v conceive_v a_o two_o fold_v use_n of_o sleep_n that_o it_o be_v a_o refresh_n of_o the_o body_n in_o this_o life_n that_o it_o be_v a_o prepare_v of_o the_o soul_n for_o the_o next_o that_o it_o be_v a_o feast_n and_o it_o be_v the_o grace_n at_o that_o feast_n that_o it_o be_v our_o recreation_n and_o cheer_v we_o and_o it_o be_v our_o catechism_n and_o instruct_v we_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o hope_n that_o we_o shall_v rise_v the_o strong_a and_o we_o lie_v down_o in_o a_o knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v rise_v no_o more_o sleep_n be_v a_o opiate_n which_o give_v we_o rest_n but_o such_o a_o opiate_n as_o perchance_o be_v under_o it_o we_o shall_v wake_v no_o more_o but_o though_o natural_a man_n who_o have_v induce_v secondary_a and_o figurative_a consideration_n have_v find_v out_o this_o second_o this_o emblematical_a use_n of_o sleep_n that_o it_o shall_v be_v a_o representation_n of_o death_n god_n who_o wrought_v and_o perfect_v his_o work_n before_o nature_n begin_v for_o nature_n be_v but_o his_o apprentice_n to_o learn_v in_o the_o first_o seven_o day_n and_o now_o be_v his_o foreman_n and_o work_v next_o under_o he_o god_n i_o say_v intend_v sleep_v only_o for_o the_o refresh_n of_o man_n by_o bodily_a rest_n and_o not_o for_o a_o figure_n of_o death_n for_o he_o intend_v not_o death_n itself_o then_o but_o man_n have_v induce_v death_n upon_o himself_o 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for_o we_o victual_v ouâ—_n self_n against_o death_n twice_o every_o day_n as_o often_o as_o we_o eat_v so_o god_n have_v so_o sweeten_v death_n unto_o we_o as_o he_o have_v in_o sleep_n we_o put_v ourselves_o into_o our_o enemy_n hand_n once_o every_o day_n so_o far_o as_o sleep_n be_v death_n and_o sleep_n be_v as_o much_o death_n as_o meat_n be_v life_n this_o then_o be_v the_o misery_n of_o my_o sickness_n that_o death_n as_o it_o be_v produce_v from_o i_o and_o be_v i_o own_o creature_n be_v now_o before_o my_o eye_n but_o in_o that_o form_n in_o which_o god_n have_v mollify_v it_o to_o we_o and_o make_v it_o acceptable_a in_o sleep_n i_o can_v see_v it_o how_o many_o prisoner_n who_o have_v even_o hollow_v themselves_o their_o grave_n upon_o that_o earth_n on_o which_o they_o have_v lion_n long_o under_o heavy_a fetter_n yet_o at_o this_o hour_n be_v asleep_a though_o they_o be_v yet_o work_v upon_o their_o own_o grave_n by_o their_o own_o weight_n he_o that_o have_v see_v his_o friend_n die_v to_o day_n or_o know_v he_o shall_v see_v it_o to_o morrow_n yet_o will_v sink_v into_o a_o sleep_n between_o i_o can_v and_o oh_o if_o i_o be_v enter_v now_o into_o eternity_n where_o there_o shall_v be_v no_o more_o distinction_n of_o hour_n why_o be_v it_o all_o my_o business_n now_o to_o tell_v clock_n why_o be_v none_o of_o the_o heaviness_n of_o my_o heart_n dispense_v into_o my_o eyelid_n â—hat_n they_o may_v fall_v as_o my_o heart_n do_v and_o why_o since_o i_o have_v loâ—t_v my_o delight_n in_o all_o object_n can_v i_o discontinue_v tâ—e_v faculty_n of_o see_v they_o by_o close_v my_o eye_n in_o sleep_n but_o why_o rather_o be_v enter_v into_o that_o presence_n where_o i_o shall_v wake_v continual_o and_o never_o sleep_v more_o do_v i_o not_o interpret_v my_o continual_a wake_v here_o to_o be_v a_o pâ—rasceve_fw-mi and_o a_o preparation_n to_o that_o 15._o expostulation_n my_o god_n my_o god_n i_o know_v for_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o that_o he_o that_o keep_v israel_n 121.1_o shall_v neither_o slumber_n nor_o sleep_n but_o shall_v not_o that_o israel_n over_o who_o thou_o watch_v sleep_n i_o know_v for_o thou_o have_v say_v it_o that_o there_o be_v man_n 2.3_o who_o damnation_n sleep_v not_o but_o shall_v not_o they_o to_o who_o thou_o be_v salvation_n sleep_n or_o will_v thou_o take_v from_o they_o that_o evidence_n and_o that_o testimony_n that_o they_o be_v thy_o israel_n or_o thou_o their_o salvation_n thou_o give_v thy_o belove_a sleep_n 1._o shall_v i_o lack_v that_o seal_n of_o thy_o love_n you_o shall_v lie_v down_o 26.6_o and_o none_o shall_v make_v you_o afraid_a shall_v i_o be_v outlawd_v from_o that_o protection_n 1.5_o jonas_n sleep_v in_o one_o dangerous_a storm_n and_o thy_o bless_a son_n in_o another_o 8.24_o shall_v i_o have_v no_o use_n no_o benefit_n no_o application_n of_o those_o great_a example_n lord_n if_o he_o sleep_v he_o shall_v do_v well_o 11.12_o say_v thy_o son_n disciple_n to_o he_o of_o lazarus_n and_o shall_v there_o be_v no_o room_n for_o that_o argument_n in_o i_o or_o shall_v i_o be_v open_a to_o the_o contrary_a if_o i_o sleep_v not_o shall_v i_o not_o be_v well_o in_o their_o sense_n let_v i_o not_o o_o my_o god_n take_v this_o too_o precise_o too_o literal_o there_o be_v that_o neither_o day_n nor_o night_n see_v sleep_n with_o his_o eye_n 8.16_o say_v thy_o wise_a servant_n solomon_n and_o whether_o he_o speak_v that_o of_o worldly_a man_n or_o of_o man_n that_o seek_v wisdom_n whether_o in_o justification_n or_o condemnation_n of_o their_o watchfulness_n we_o can_v not_o tell_v we_o can_v tâ—ll_v 4.16_o that_o there_o be_v man_n that_o can_v sleep_v till_o they_o have_v do_v mischief_n
fear_n of_o death_n 12.30_o that_o there_o be_v not_o a_o house_n where_o there_o be_v not_o one_o dead_a for_o thereupon_o the_o egyptian_n say_v we_o be_v all_o deaâ—_n man_n the_o death_n of_o other_o shall_v catechise_v usâ—_n to_o death_n 1.5_o thy_o son_n christ_n jesus_n be_v the_o first_o beget_v of_o the_o dead_a he_o rise_v first_o the_o elder_a brother_n and_o he_o be_v my_o master_n in_o this_o science_n of_o death_n but_o yet_o for_o i_o i_o be_o a_o young_a brother_n too_o to_o this_o man_n who_o die_v now_o and_o to_o every_o man_n who_o i_o see_v or_o hear_v to_o die_v before_o i_o and_o all_o they_o be_v usher_n to_o i_o in_o this_o school_n of_o death_n i_o take_v therefore_o that_o which_o thy_o servant_n david_n wife_n say_v to_o he_o to_o be_v say_v to_o i_o 19.11_o if_o thou_o save_v not_o thy_o life_n to_o night_n to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v be_v slay_v if_o the_o death_n of_o this_o man_n work_v not_o upon_o i_o now_o i_o shall_v die_v worse_o than_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o afford_v i_o this_o help_n for_o thou_o have_v send_v he_o in_o this_o bell_n to_o i_o as_o thoâ—_n do_v send_v to_o the_o angelâ—_n of_o sardis_n 2d_o with_o commission_n to_o strengthen_v the_o thing_n that_o remain_v and_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v that_o in_o this_o weakness_n of_o body_n i_o may_v receive_v spiritual_a strength_n by_o these_o occasion_n this_o be_v my_o strength_n that_o whether_o thou_o say_v to_o i_o as_o thy_o angel_n say_v to_o gedeon_n 6.23_o peace_n be_v unto_o thou_o fear_v not_o thou_o shall_v not_o die_v or_o whether_o thou_o say_v as_o unto_o aaron_n thou_o shall_v die_v there_o 20.26_o yet_o thou_o wilâ—_n preserve_v that_o which_o be_v ready_a to_o die_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o worst_a death_n that_o of_o sin_n 18._o zimrie_n die_v for_o his_o sin_n say_v thy_o spirit_n which_o he_o sin_v in_o do_v evil_n and_o in_o his_o sin_n which_o he_o do_v to_o make_v israel_n sin_n for_o his_o sin_n his_o many_o sin_n and_o then_o in_o 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not_o the_o neglect_v of_o this_o sound_n minister_v to_o i_o in_o this_o man_n death_n bring_v i_o to_o that_o misery_n as_o that_o i_o who_o the_o lord_n of_o life_n love_v so_o as_o to_o die_v for_o i_o shall_v die_v and_o a_o creature_n of_o my_o own_o shall_v be_v immortal_o â—_z that_o i_o shall_v die_v 66.14_o and_o the_o worm_n of_o my_o own_o conscience_n shall_v never_o die_v 18._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n i_o have_v a_o new_a occasion_n of_o thanks_o and_o a_o new_a occasion_n of_o prayer_n to_o thou_o from_o the_o ring_n of_o this_o bell_n thou_o tell_v i_o in_o the_o other_o voice_n that_o i_o be_v mortal_a and_o approach_v to_o death_n in_o this_o i_o may_v hear_v thou_o say_v that_o i_o be_o dead_a in_o a_o irremediable_a in_o a_o irrecoverable_a state_n for_o bodily_a health_n if_o that_o be_v thy_o language_n in_o this_o voice_n how_o infinite_o be_o i_o bind_v to_o thy_o heavenly_a majesty_n for_o speak_v so_o plain_o unto_o i_o for_o 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soul_n and_o i_o humâ—ly_o beseech_v thou_o also_o to_o accept_v my_o prayer_n in_o his_o behalf_n by_o who_o occasion_n this_o voice_n this_o sound_n be_v come_v to_o i_o â—or_a though_o he_o be_v by_o death_n transplant_v to_o thou_o and_o so_o in_o possession_n of_o inexpressible_a happiness_n there_o yet_o here_o upon_o earth_n thou_o have_v give_v we_o such_o a_o portion_n of_o heaven_n as_o that_o though_o man_n dispute_v whether_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n do_v know_v what_o we_o in_o earth_n in_o particular_a do_v stand_v in_o need_n of_o yet_o without_o all_o disputation_n we_o upon_o earth_n do_v know_v what_o thy_o saint_n in_o heaven_n lack_v yet_o for_o the_o consummation_n of_o their_o happiness_n and_o therefore_o thou_o have_v afford_v we_o the_o dignity_n that_o we_o may_v pray_v for_o they_o that_o therefore_o this_o soul_n now_o new_o depart_v to_o thy_o kingdom_n may_v quick_o return_v to_o a_o ioâ—full_a reunion_n to_o that_o body_n which_o it_o have_v leave_v 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swallow_v in_o possession_n and_o end_v swallow_v in_o infiniteness_n and_o all_o man_n ordain_v to_o salvation_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n bâ—_n one_o entire_a and_o everlasting_a sacrifice_n to_o thou_o where_o thou_o may_v receive_v delight_n from_o they_o and_o they_o glory_n from_o thou_o for_o evermore_o amen_n 19_o oceano_fw-la tandem_fw-la emenso_fw-la aspicienda_fw-la resurgit_fw-la terra_fw-la vident_fw-la iustis_fw-la medici_fw-la iam_fw-la cocta_fw-la mederi_fw-la se_fw-la posse_fw-la indicijs_fw-la at_o last_o the_o physician_n after_o a_o long_a and_o stormy_a voyage_n see_v land_n they_o have_v so_o good_a sign_n of_o the_o concoction_n of_o the_o disease_n as_o that_o they_o may_v safe_o proceed_v to_o purge_v 19_o meditation_n all_o this_o while_n the_o physician_n themselves_o have_v be_v patient_n patient_o attend_v when_o they_o shall_v see_v any_o land_n in_o this_o sea_n any_o earth_n any_o cloud_n any_o indication_n of_o concoction_n in_o these_o water_n any_o disorder_n of_o i_o any_o pretermission_n of_o they_o exalt_v the_o dâ—sease_n accelerate_v the_o rage_n of_o it_o no_o diligence_n accelerate_v the_o concoction_n the_o maturity_n of_o the_o disease_n they_o must_v stay_v till_o the_o season_n of_o the_o sickness_n come_v and_o till_o it_o be_v ripen_v of_o itself_o and_o then_o they_o may_v put_v to_o their_o hand_n to_o gather_v it_o before_o it_o fall_v off_o but_o they_o can_v hasten_v the_o ripen_n why_o shall_v we_o look_v for_o it_o in_o a_o disease_n which_o be_v the_o disorder_n the_o discord_n the_o irregularity_n the_o commotion_n and_o rebellion_n of_o the_o body_n it_o be_v scarce_o a_o disease_n if_o it_o can_v be_v order_v and_o
adam_n sin_v for_o eve_n sake_n and_o solomon_n to_o gratify_v his_o wife_n 3_o it_o be_v a_o uxorious_a sin_n when_o the_o judge_n sin_v for_o jezabels_n sake_n 21_o and_o joab_n to_o obey_v david_n 3._o it_o be_v a_o ambitious_a sin_n 23.23_o when_o pilate_n sin_v to_o humour_v the_o people_n 12.3_o and_o herod_n to_o give_v far_a contentment_n to_o the_o jew_n it_o be_v a_o popular_a sin_n any_o thing_n serve_v to_o occasion_n sin_n at_o home_n in_o my_o bosom_n or_o abroad_o in_o my_o mark_n and_o aim_v that_o which_o i_o be_o and_o that_o which_o i_o be_o not_o that_o which_o i_o will_v be_v prove_v coal_n and_o ember_n and_o fuel_n and_o bellows_n to_o sin_n and_o do_v thou_o put_v i_o o_o my_o god_n to_o discharge_v myself_o of_o myself_o before_o i_o can_v be_v well_o when_o â—hou_n bid_v i_o to_o put_v off_o â—he_v old_a man_n 4.22_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o my_o old_a habit_n of_o actual_a sin_n but_o the_o old_a of_o all_o original_a sin_n when_o thou_o bid_v i_o purge_v out_o the_o â—even_n 5.7_o do_v thou_o mean_v not_o only_o the_o sourness_n of_o my_o own_o ill_a contract_a custom_n but_o the_o innate_a tincture_n of_o sin_n imprint_v by_o nature_n how_o shall_v i_o do_v that_o which_o thou_o require_v and_o not_o falsify_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v say_v that_o sin_n be_v go_v over_o all_o but_o o_o my_o god_n i_o press_v thou_o not_o with_o thy_o own_o text_n without_o thy_o own_o comment_n i_o know_v that_o in_o the_o state_n of_o my_o body_n which_o be_v more_o discernible_a than_o that_o of_o my_o soul_n thou_o do_v effigiate_n my_o soul_n to_o i_o and_o though_o no_o anatomist_n can_v say_v in_o dissect_v a_o body_n here_o lay_v the_o coal_n the_o fuel_n the_o occasion_n of_o all_o bodily_a disease_n but_o yet_o a_o man_n may_v have_v such_o a_o knowledge_n of_o his_o own_o constitution_n and_o bodily_a inclination_n to_o disease_n as_o that_o he_o may_v prevent_v his_o danger_n in_o a_o great_a part_n so_o though_o we_o can_v assign_v the_o place_n of_o original_a sin_n nor_o the_o nature_n of_o it_o so_o exact_o as_o of_o actual_a or_o by_o any_o diligence_n divest_v it_o yet_o have_v wash_v it_o in_o the_o water_n of_o thy_o baptism_n we_o have_v not_o only_o so_o cleanse_v it_o that_o we_o may_v the_o better_a look_n upon_o it_o and_o discern_v it_o but_o so_o weaken_v it_o that_o howsoever_o it_o may_v retain_v the_o former_a nature_n it_o do_v not_o retain_v the_o former_a force_n and_o though_o it_o may_v have_v the_o same_o name_n it_o have_v not_o the_o same_o venom_n 22._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n the_o god_n of_o security_n and_o the_o enemy_n of_o security_n too_o who_o will_v have_v we_o always_o sure_o of_o thy_o love_n and_o yet_o will_v have_v we_o always_o do_v something_o for_o it_o let_v i_o always_o so_o apprehend_v thou_o as_o present_v with_o i_o and_o yet_o so_o follow_v after_o thou_o as_o though_o i_o have_v not_o apprehend_v thou_o thou_o enlargedst_a ezechias_n lease_n for_o fifteen_o year_n thou_o renew_v lazarus_n his_o lease_n for_o a_o time_n which_o we_o know_v not_o but_o thou_o do_v never_o so_o put_v out_o any_o of_o these_o fire_n as_o that_o thou_o do_v not_o rake_v up_o the_o ember_n and_o wrap_v up_o a_o future_a mortality_n in_o that_o body_n which_o thou_o have_v then_o so_o reprieve_v thou_o proceed_v no_o otherwise_o in_o our_o soul_n o_o our_o good_a but_o fearful_a god_n thou_o pardone_v no_o sin_n so_o as_o that_o that_o sinner_n can_v sin_v no_o more_o thou_o make_v no_o man_n so_o acceptable_a as_o that_o thou_o makâ—st_v he_o impeccable_a though_o therefore_o it_o be_v a_o diminution_n of_o the_o largeness_n and_o derogatory_n to_o the_o fullness_n of_o thy_o mercy_n to_o look_v back_o upon_o those_o sin_n which_o in_o a_o true_a repentanceâ—_n â—_z i_o have_v bury_v in_o the_o wound_n of_o â—hy_a son_n with_o a_o jealous_a or_o suspicious_a eye_n as_o though_o they_o be_v now_o my_o sin_n when_o i_o have_v so_o transfer_v they_o upon_o â—hy_a son_n as_o though_o â—hey_n can_v now_o be_v raise_v to_o life_n again_o to_o condemn_v i_o to_o death_n when_o they_o be_v dead_a in_o â—im_n who_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n yet_o be_v it_o a_o irregular_a anticipation_n and_o a_o insolent_a presumption_n to_o think_v that_o thy_o present_a mercy_n extend_v to_o all_o my_o future_a sin_n or_o that_o there_o be_v no_o ember_n no_o coal_n of_o future_a sin_n leave_v in_o i_o temper_v therefore_o thy_o mercy_n so_o to_o my_o soul_n o_o my_o god_n that_o i_o may_v neither_o decline_v to_o any_o faintness_n of_o spirit_n in_o suspect_v thy_o mercy_n now_o to_o be_v less_o hearty_a less_o sincere_a than_o it_o use_v to_o be_v to_o those_o who_o be_v perfect_o reconcile_v to_o thou_o nor_o presume_v so_o of_o it_o as_o either_o to_o think_v this_o present_a mercy_n a_o antidote_n against_o all_o poison_n and_o so_o expose_v myself_o to_o tentation_n upon_o confidence_n that_o this_o thy_o mercy_n shall_v preserve_v i_o or_o that_o when_o i_o do_v cast_v myself_o into_o new_a sin_n i_o may_v have_v new_a mercy_n at_o any_o time_n because_o thou_o do_v so_o easy_o afford_v i_o this_o 23._o metusque_fw-la relabi_fw-la they_o warn_v i_o of_o the_o fearful_a danger_n of_o relapse_v 23._o meditation_n it_o be_v not_o in_o man_n body_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o city_n that_o when_o the_o bell_n have_v ring_v to_o cover_v your_o fire_n and_o â—ake_z up_o the_o ember_n you_o may_v lie_v down_o and_o sleep_v without_o fear_n though_o you_o have_v by_o physic_n and_o diet_n rake_v up_o the_o ember_n of_o your_o â—isease_n still_o there_o be_v a_o fear_n of_o a_o relapse_n and_o the_o great_a danger_n be_v in_o that_o â—uen_v in_o pleasure_n and_o in_o â—â—ines_n there_o be_v a_o propriety_n â—_o meum_fw-la &_o tuum_fw-la and_o a_o man_n be_v most_o affect_a with_o that_o pleasure_n which_o be_v he_o he_o by_o former_a enjoy_n and_o experience_n and_o most_o intimidated_a with_o those_o pain_n which_o be_v his_o he_o by_o a_o woeful_a â—ense_n of_o they_o in_o former_a affliction_n a_o covetousâ—erson_n â—erson_z who_o have_v preoccupate_v all_o his_o sense_n fill_v all_o his_o capacity_n with_o the_o delight_n of_o gather_v wonder_n how_o any_o man_n can_v have_v any_o taste_n of_o any_o pleasure_n in_o any_o openness_n or_o liberality_n so_o also_o in_o bodily_a pain_n in_o a_o fit_a of_o the_o stone_n thâ—_n patient_a wonder_n why_o any_o man_n shall_v call_v the_o gout_n a_o pain_n and_o he_o that_o have_v feel_v neither_o but_o the_o toothache_n be_v as_o much_o afraid_a of_o a_o â—it_n of_o that_o as_o either_o of_o the_o other_o of_o either_o of_o the_o other_o disease_n which_o we_o â—ever_v feel_v in_o ourselves_o â—ome_v but_o to_o a_o compassiâ—â—_n of_o other_o that_o have_v â—ndured_v they_o nay_o compassion_n itself_o come_v â—o_o no_o great_a degree_n if_o we_o â—ave_n not_o feel_v in_o some_o proportion_n in_o ourselves_o â—hat_n which_o we_o lament_v â—nd_n condole_v in_o another_o but_o when_o we_o have_v have_v â—hose_v torment_n in_o their_o exaltation_n ourselves_o we_o â—emble_v at_o a_o relapse_n â—hen_o we_o must_v pantâ—hrough_a â—hrough_z all_o those_o fiery_a â—eats_n and_o sail_v through_o â—ll_o those_o overflow_a sweat_n when_o we_o must_v watch_v through_o all_o those_o long_a night_n and_o mourn_v through_o all_o those_o long_a day_n day_n and_o night_n so_o long_o as_o that_o nature_n herself_o shall_v seem_v to_o be_v pervert_v and_o to_o hauâ—_n put_v the_o long_a day_n and_o the_o long_a night_n which_o shall_v be_v six_o month_n asunder_o into_o one_o natural_a unnatural_a day_n when_o we_o must_v stand_v at_o the_o same_o bar_n expect_v the_o return_n of_o physician_n from_o â—heir_a consultation_n and_o not_o be_v sure_a of_o the_o sâ—me_a verdict_n in_o any_o good_a indication_n when_o we_o must_v go_v the_o same_o way_n over_o again_o and_o not_o see_v the_o same_o issue_n this_o be_v a_o state_n a_o condition_n a_o calamity_n in_o respect_n of_o which_o any_o other_o sickness_n be_v a_o â—onualescence_n and_o any_o great_a less_o it_o add_v to_o the_o affliction_n that_o relapse_n be_v and_o for_o the_o most_o part_n just_o impute_v to_o ourselves_o as_o occasion_v by_o some_o disorder_n in_o we_o and_o so_o we_o be_v not_o only_o passive_a but_o active_a in_o our_o own_o ruin_n we_o do_v not_o only_o stand_v under_o a_o fall_a house_n but_o pull_v it_o down_o upon_o we_o and_o we_o be_v not_o only_o execute_v that_o imply_v guiltiness_n but_o we_o be_v executioner_n that_o imply_v dishonour_n and_o executioner_n of_o ourselves_o and_o that_o imply_v impiety_n and_o we_o fall_v from_o that_o
god_n why_o be_v it_o so_o so_o odious_a it_o must_v be_v so_o because_o he_o that_o have_v sin_v and_o then_o repent_v have_v weigh_v god_n and_o the_o devil_n in_o a_o balance_n he_o have_v hear_v god_n and_o the_o devil_n plead_v and_o after_o hear_v give_v judgement_n on_o that_o side_n to_o which_o he_o adhere_v by_o his_o subsequent_a practice_n tertull._n if_o he_o return_v to_o his_o sin_n he_o decree_v for_o satan_n he_o prefer_v sin_n before_o grace_n and_o satan_n before_o god_n and_o in_o contempt_n of_o god_n declare_v the_o precedency_n for_o his_o adversary_n and_o a_o contempt_n wound_v deep_a than_o a_o injury_n a_o relapse_n deep_o than_o a_o blasphemy_n and_o when_o thou_o have_v tell_v i_o that_o a_o relapse_n be_v more_o odious_a to_o thou_o need_v i_o ask_v why_o it_o be_v more_o dangerous_a more_o pernicious_a to_o i_o be_v there_o any_o other_o measure_n of_o the_o greatness_n of_o my_o danger_n than_o the_o greatness_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n how_o fit_o and_o how_o fearful_o have_v thou_o express_v my_o case_n in_o a_o stormâ—t_a â—t_z sea_n if_o i_o relapse_n they_o mount_v up_o to_o heaven_n 26._o and_o they_o go_v down_o again_o to_o the_o depth_n my_o sickness_n bring_v i_o to_o thou_o in_o repentance_n and_o my_o relapse_n have_v cast_v i_o far_o from_o thou_o 12.45_o the_o end_n of_o that_o man_n shall_v be_v worse_o than_o the_o beginning_n say_v thy_o word_n thy_o son_n my_o beginning_n be_v sickness_n punishment_n for_o sin_n but_o a_o worse_a thing_n may_v follow_v 8.14_o say_v he_o also_o if_o i_o sin_v again_o not_o only_a death_n which_o be_v a_o â—nd_n worse_o than_o sickness_n which_o be_v the_o beginning_n but_o hell_n which_o be_v a_o beginning_n worse_o than_o that_o end_n 70._o thy_o great_a servant_n deny_v thy_o son_n and_o he_o deny_v he_o again_o but_o all_o before_o repentance_n here_o be_v no_o relapse_n o_o if_o thou_o have_v ever_o readmit_v adam_n into_o paradise_n how_o abstinent_o will_v he_o have_v walk_v by_o that_o tree_n and_o will_v not_o the_o angel_n that_o fall_v have_v fix_v themselves_o upon_o thou_o if_o thou_o have_v once_o readmit_v they_o to_o thy_o sight_n they_o never_o relapse_v if_o i_o do_v must_v not_o my_o case_n be_v as_o desperate_a not_o so_o desperate_a for_o 2.18_o as_o thy_o majesty_n so_o be_v thy_o mercy_n both_o infinite_a and_o thou_o who_o have_v command_v i_o to_o pardon_v my_o brother_n seventy_o seven_o time_n have_v limit_v thyself_o to_o no_o number_n if_o death_n be_v ill_o in_o it_o self_n thou_o will_v never_o have_v raise_v any_o dead_a man_n to_o life_n again_o because_o that_o man_n must_v necessary_o die_v again_o if_o thy_o mercy_n in_o pardon_v do_v so_o far_o aggravate_v a_o relapse_n as_o that_o there_o be_v no_o more_o mercy_n after_o it_o our_o case_n be_v the_o worse_a for_o that_o former_a mercy_n for_o who_o be_v not_o under_o even_o a_o necessity_n of_o sin_v whilst_o he_o be_v here_o if_o we_o place_v this_o necssity_n in_o our_o own_o infirmity_n and_o not_o in_o thy_o decree_n but_o i_o speak_v not_o this_o o_o my_o god_n as_o prepare_v a_o way_n to_o my_o relapse_n out_o of_o presumption_n but_o to_o preclude_v all_o access_n of_o desperation_n though_o out_o of_o infirmity_n i_o shall_v relapse_n 23._o prayer_n o_o eternal_a and_o most_o gracious_a god_n who_o though_o thou_o be_v ever_o infinite_a yet_o enlarge_v thyself_o by_o the_o number_n of_o our_o prayer_n and_o take_v our_o often_o petition_n to_o thou_o to_o be_v a_o addition_n to_o thy_o glory_n and_o thy_o greatness_n as_o ever_o upon_o all_o occasion_n so_o now_o o_o my_o god_n i_o come_v to_o thy_o majesty_n with_o two_o prayer_n two_o supplication_n i_o have_v meditate_a upon_o the_o jelouzie_n which_o thou_o hâ—st_v of_o thy_o own_o honour_n and_o consider_v that_o nothing_o can_v come_v near_o a_o violate_v of_o that_o honour_n near_o to_o the_o nature_n of_o a_o scorn_n to_o thou_o then_o to_o sue_v out_o thy_o pâ—rdon_n and_o receive_v the_o seal_n of_o reconciliation_n to_o thou_o and_o then_o return_v to_o thâ—t_v sin_n for_o which_o i_o need_v and_o have_v thy_o pardon_n before_o i_o know_v that_o this_o come_v to_o near_a to_o a_o make_v thy_o holy_a ordinance_n thy_o word_n thy_o sacrament_n thy_o seal_n thy_o grace_n instrument_n of_o my_o spiritual_a fornication_n since_o therefore_o thy_o correction_n have_v bring_v i_o to_o such_o a_o participation_n of_o thyself_o thyself_o o_o my_o god_n can_v be_v part_v to_o such_o a_o entire_a possession_n of_o thou_o as_o that_o i_o dare_v deliver_v myself_o over_o to_o thou_o this_o minute_n if_o this_o minute_n thou_o will_v accept_v my_o dissolution_n preserve_v i_o o_o my_o god_n the_o god_n of_o constancy_n and_o perseverance_n in_o this_o state_n from_o all_o relapse_n into_o those_o sin_n which_o have_v induce_v thy_o former_a judgement_n upon_o i_o but_o because_o by_o too_o lamentable_a experience_n i_o i_o know_v how_o slippery_a my_o custom_n of_o sin_n have_v make_v my_o way_n of_o sin_n i_o presume_v to_o add_v this_o petition_n too_o that_o if_o my_o infirmity_n overtake_v i_o thou_o forsake_v i_o not_o say_v to_o my_o soul_n my_o son_n thou_o have_v sin_v do_v so_o no_o more_o 21.1_o but_o say_v also_o that_o though_o i_o do_v thy_o spirit_n of_o remorse_n and_o compunction_n shall_v never_o depart_v from_o i_o thy_o holy_a apostle_n saint_n paul_n 11.25_o be_v shipwrackd_v thrice_o &_o yet_o still_o save_v though_o the_o rock_n and_o the_o sand_n the_o height_n and_o the_o shallows_n the_o prosperity_n and_o the_o adversity_n of_o this_o world_n do_v diverse_o threaten_v i_o though_o my_o own_o leak_n endanger_v i_o yet_o o_o god_n let_v i_o never_o put_v myself_o aboard_o with_o hymeneus_n 1.19_o nor_o make_v shipwreck_n of_o faith_n and_o a_o good_a conscience_n and_o then_o thy_o long-liud_a thy_o everlasting_a mercy_n will_v visit_v i_o though_o that_o which_o i_o most_o earnest_o pray_v against_o shall_v fall_v upon_o i_o a_o relapse_n into_o those_o sin_n which_o i_o have_v true_o repent_v and_o thou_o have_v full_o pardon_v finis_fw-la gen._n 28.16_o mat._n 13â—_n 16._o 2_o reg._n 4.40_o prou._n 13.17_o esa._n 58.8_o 1_o sam._n 24_o 15._o 2_o sam._n 9.8_o 2_o sam._n 24.14_o psa._n 34.8_o prou._n 14.30_o psa._n 38.3_o ibid._n mat._n 19.13_o amos_n 6_o 4._o psal._n 132_o 3._o apoc._n 2.22_o mat._n 8.6_o 8.4_o 8.14_o psa._n 26.8_o 84.4_o 5.8_o 69.10_o 1_o cor._n 9.27_o 2._o reg._n 2.11_o exod._n 21_o 18._o psa._n 41.3_o psal._n 4.4_o job_n 13.3_o ezâ—c_fw-la 47.12_o joh._n 5.6_o jer._n 8.22_o ecclus._n 38.4_o ecclus._n 38.15_o 1._o chro._n 16.12_o ecclusâ—8_n â—8_z 9_o ps._n 6.2_o v_o 10._o v_o 12._o act._n 9_o â—4_n luc._n 5.17_o apo._n 22_o 2d_o jer._n 51.9_o ose_n 5.13_o esa._n 2_o châ—o_o 7.14_o ezech_v 47.11_o mat._n 4.23_o luc._n 6.19_o io_n 7.23_o 2._o reg._n 20._o â—_o num_fw-la 12.14_o io_n 13.23_o num_fw-la 23.9_o deu_fw-la 33.28_o eccles._n 4.10_o sap._n 1.9_o mat._n 14.23_o mat._n 26.13_o io._n 8.16_o psa._n 38.11_o esa._n 63.3_o 1._o regâ—â—4_n â—4_z 14_o luc._n 10.40_o jer._n 1.1_o leu_n 13.46_o exo_n 14.2_o gen._n 32.24_o ecclus._n 6.16_o 2_o sam_n 3.11_o 9.34_o job_n 9.34_o luc_n 18.1_o luc._n 11.5_o psa._n 27.1_o num_fw-la 14.9_o ps_n 35.70_o 46.5_o ecclus_n 41_o 3._o mar._n 6.20_o psa_n 25.14_o pro_fw-la 2.5_o act._n 9.31_o gen._n 3.10_o pro_fw-la 1.26_o 10.24_o ps_n 14.5_o 53_o 6._o io_n 7.13_o 19.38_o 29.19_o esai_n 33.6_o mat._n 8.26_o jud_n 7.3_o apo_n 21.8_o job._n 6.20_o mat._n 28.8_o ps_n 111.10_o pro._n 1.7_o ecclus._n 1.20.27_o deu_fw-la 4.10_o heb_n 11.7_o ecclus_n 18.27_o 2_o sam._n 18_o 25._o so_o all_o but_o our_o translation_n take_v it_o even_o burcdorf_n &_o schindler_n 2.4.11_o exod._n 18_o 13._o num._n 11_o 16._o heb._n 1.6_o mat._n 26.53_o mat._n 25.31_o luc._n 21.15_o io._n 20.12_o gen._n 28.12_o psa._n 91.13_o gen._n 19.15_o apo._n 1.20_o apo._n 8.2_o mat._n 13.39_o luc._n 16.22_o apoc._n 21.12_o 1._o reg._n 19.35_o luc._n 4.18_o eph._n 4.11_o 1._o pet_n 2.25_o io._n 20.22_o ecclus._n 13.23_o augustus_n 2_o sam._n 19.12_o 2_o sam._n 24._o â—â—_o v_o 17._o 2_o chro._n 14.8_o 2._o chro._n 25.16_o 42.13_o 9.6_o 11.2_o gen._n 1.26_o job._n 1._o tim._n 4.1_o ose._n 4.12_o esa._n 19.14_o apoc._n 7.1_o josephus_n jere._n 9.21_o io._n 8.44_o joh._n 6.70_o ps._n 19.12_o isaiah_n 47.10_o gen._n 4.10_o jer._n 20.27_o eccle._n 10.20_o gen._n 3.8_o eccles._n 12.14_o mat._n 10.26_o psal._n 32.34_o 8.5_o prou._n 23.26_o job._n 1.8_o jer._n 17_o 9_o gen._n 6.5_o amos_n 4.14_o 1_o sam._n 13_o 14._o jer._n 3.15_o ezech._n 11_o 19_o eccles._n 7.26_o prou._n 28.26_o io._n 13.2_o ecclus._n 50.23_o levit._n 26_o 36._o jos._n 2.11_o 1_o sam._n 7.3_o 2._o cor._n 1.22_o 1._o sam._n 25.37_o 24.5_o 1._o sam._n 24.10_o 1._o reg._n 8.38_o phil._n 4.7_o coma_o latro_fw-la in_o val._n max._n ardionus_fw-la 4.14_o gen._n 2.6_o levit._n 16_o 23._o ezech._n 8.11_o sap._n 7.24_o sap._n 11.18_o joel._n 2.30_o act._n 2.19_o psa._n 78.8_o esa._n 6.4_o apo._n 9.2_o psa._n 91.13_o eze._n 7.16_o 37.3_o can._n 4.7_o jud._n 23._o job_n 9.30_o ephes._n 5.29_o josua_n 22.17_o sap._n 13.14_o gen._n 30.33_o mat._n 9.12_o job_n 11.15_o dan._n 7_o 9_o mat._n 20.6_o 6â—34_n 4.10_o 2_o 16â—_n 2._o cor._n 6.2_o apoc._n 6.17_o eph._n 6.1_o 3._o joh._n v_o 2._o heb._n 1.2_o 2._o thes._n 5.8_o mat._n 23_o 30â—_n mat._n 22.15_o v._o 23._o v._o 34._o v._o 46._o gen._n 32.26_o 2_o pet._n 3.8_o ecclus._n 41.1_o mat._n 28.20_o psa._n 121.1_o 2_o pet._n 2.3_o psa._n 127_o 1._o leu._n 26.6_o jon._n 1.5_o mat._n 8.24_o io._n 11.12_o eccles._n 8.16_o pro._n 4.16_o eccles._n 5.12_o mat._n 13.25.28.13_o 26.40_o jud._n 16.3_o vers_fw-la 19_o eph._n 5.14_o 1_o thes._n 5.6_o jer._n 51.59_o can._n 5.8_o 1_o thes._n 5.6_o vers_fw-la 10._o magius_n antwerp_n rouen_n roccha_n num._n 10_o 1._o exo._n 18._o apoc._n 14_o 13._o gen._n 49.1_o deut._n 33_o 1._o 2_o reg._n 20.1_o 2_o pet._n 2.13_o joh._n 14.1_o psal._n 31.5_o levit._n 21_o 1._o sap._n 14.14_o sap._n 13.9_o sap._n 13.18_o isaiah_n 8.14_o deu._n 33.6_o zechar._n 11.9_o jud._n 12._o exo._n 12.30_o apo._n 1.5_o 1_o sam._n 19.11_o apoc._n 3_o 2d_o jud._n 6.23_o num._n 20.26_o 1_o reg._n 16_o 18._o joh._n 8.21_o vers._n 24._o isaiah_n 66.14_o psal._n 46.3_o psa._n 33.7_o psa._n 8.29_o jos._n 3.17_o ecelus_fw-la 43.24_o vers_fw-la 27._o sap._n 14.3_o act._n 17.11_o luc._n 5.3_o act._n 27.24_o mar._n 5.2_o act._n 27.31_o jac._n 3.4_o apo._n 8.9_o io._n 6.21_o lam._n 3.26_o exo._n 13.21_o 16.10_o 1_o reg._n 19.43_o august_n eccles._n 11.4_o prou._n 10_o 4._o psal._n 24.3_o exod._n 31.29_o 1_o sam._n 22.17_o levit._n 8.36_o galâ—n_n galen_n galen_n psa._n 106_o 12._o mar._n 15_o 23._o io._n 12.28_o mat._n 27_o 46.50_o deut._n 5.22_o 2_o sam._n 22.14_o psal._n 68_o 33._o psal._n 29._o io._n 5.25_o apo._n 1.12_o job._n 4.16_o psa._n 93.3.4_o ecclus._n 8.8_o ibid._n v_o 7._o 1_o sam._n 19.15_o 2_o chro._n 24.25_o amos_n 3.12_o act._n 5.15_o mat._n 96_o leu._n 5.2_o num._n 15_o 22._o rom._n 1.32_o eph._n 2.3_o 1_o â—o_z 3.4_o rom._n 7.23_o jer._n 6.7_o 7.26_o jacob_n 1.14_o gen._n 3.6_o 1_o reg._n 1â—_n 3_o 1_o reg._n 21_o 1_o par._n 22_o 3._o luâ—_n 23.23_o act._n 12.3_o eph._n 4.22_o 1_o cor._n 5.7_o psal._n 78.41_o num._n 14_o 22._o jos._n 23.12_o deut._n 13_o 12._o iâ—s_n 22.11_o 1.12_o num._n 25_o 4._o tertull._n psa._n 107_o 26._o mat._n 12.45_o io._n 8.14_o mar._n 14_o 70._o ecclus._n 2.18_o ecclus._n 21.1_o 2._o cor._n 11.25_o timo._n 1.19_o