to_o the_o great_a judge_n may_v it_o please_v he_o to_o yield_v i_o a_o day_n of_o audience_n i_o shall_v have_v my_o desire_n howsoever_o howsoever_o i_o say_v not_o that_o i_o despair_v but_o that_o i_o will_v have_v you_o see_v my_o boldness_n which_o be_v evermore_o a_o companion_n of_o a_o good_a cause_n special_o if_o it_o be_v in_o the_o hart_n as_o well_o as_o in_o the_o face_n as_o it_o be_v with_o i_o but_o i_o pray_v you_o tell_v i_o my_o friend_n 13._o chap._n 13._o you_o that_o profess_v so_o great_a skill_n in_o the_o matter_n of_o affliction_n will_v not_o this_o make_v you_o despair_n of_o life_n if_o your_o flesh_n be_v thus_o mangle_v throughout_o your_o whole_a body_n and_o be_v make_v fit_n morselles_n 14._o morselles_n verse_n 14._o for_o your_o tooth_n to_o tear_v and_o rend_v asunder_o as_o you_o see_v i_o be_v be_v your_o life_n in_o your_o hand_n as_o it_o be_v in_o the_o proverb_n wherein_o we_o can_v account_v nothing_o safe_a as_o be_v subject_a to_o mar_n 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than_o eagle_n sight_v to_o spy_v a_o hole_n in_o a_o honest_a man_n coat_n hunt_v he_o in_o every_o corner_n for_o his_o virtue_n shall_v not_o prosper_v and_o flourish_v as_o they_o do_v in_o all_o place_n if_o this_o be_v not_o so_o let_v he_o be_v bring_v forth_o that_o can_v disprove_v i_o either_o in_o the_o matter_n or_o in_o the_o author_n that_o i_o ascribe_v it_o unto_o for_o if_o god_n shall_v not_o have_v a_o stroke_n in_o the_o preferment_n to_o earthly_a honour_n or_o if_o this_o shall_v come_v to_o pass_v without_o his_o ordinance_n we_o may_v just_o exclude_v he_o from_o the_o government_n of_o the_o world_n but_o alas_o that_o i_o may_v return_v again_o to_o that_o i_o intend_v how_o momentany_a be_v the_o prosperity_n of_o such_o as_o give_v themselves_o to_o piety_n the_o light_a twenty-five_o light_a verse_n twenty-five_o horse_n that_o run_v in_o a_o race_n strive_v to_o win_v the_o prize_n fly_v not_o more_o swift_o the_o xxvi_o the_o verse_n xxvi_o ship_n that_o 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