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this_o be_v continue_v pag._n 481_o chap._n 36._o 3._o the_o effect_n of_o this_o sad_a condition_n these_o be_v express_v according_a to_o the_o quality_n of_o the_o person_n thus_o deserted_n 1._o as_o they_o be_v sleep_v christian_n and_o they_o be_v 1._o careless_n pag._n 483_o 2._o decline_a in_o affection_n pag._n 484_o 3._o apt_a to_o he_o draw_v to_o evil_a ibid._n 2._o as_o they_o be_v awaken_v in_o these_o there_o be_v different_a working_n 1._o evil_n effect_n as_o 1._o heartless_a complaint_n pag._n 485_o 2._o fruitless_a complaint_n pag._n 486_o 3._o great_a unquietness_n express_v in_o three_o thing_n pag._n 487_o 2._o good_a effect_n as_o 1._o sorrow_n pag._n 490._o 2._o long_v desire_n pag._n 491_o 3._o repentance_n ibid._n 4._o subjection_n pag._n 492_o 4._o the_o cause_n of_o the_o restlessness_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o god_n pag._n 492_o 1._o from_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o subject_n express_v in_o five_o thing_n pag._n 492_o 2._o from_o the_o object_n in_o respect_n of_o 1._o the_o quality_n of_o it_o pag._n 498_o there_o be_v three_o thing_n in_o god_n which_o cause_n the_o wound_n to_o bleed_v much_o ibid._n 2._o the_o relation_n in_o which_o god_n stand_v to_o a_o beleiver_n pag._n 503_o 3._o the_o operation_n of_o god_n pag._n 504_o chap._n 37._o 2._o the_o cause_n for_o which_o god_n deal_v thus_o with_o his_o people_n pag._n 506_o 1._o to_o put_v a_o difference_n betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n ibid._n 2._o in_o judgement_n to_o the_o world_n pag._n 510_o 3._o to_o establish_v the_o godly_a in_o more_o full_a comfort_n pag._n 512_o affliction_n of_o the_o soul_n do_v advantage_n much_o to_o further_a establishment_n four_o reason_n of_o it_o pag._n 513_o 4._o the_o correct_v and_o heal_v of_o some_o evil_n in_o his_o people_n 517._o these_o evil_n be_v 1._o deadness_n and_o dulness_n of_o heart_n ibid._n 2._o fearelesness_n of_o god_n pag._n 519_o 3._o slightness_n of_o heart_n 521._o express_v in_o three_o thing_n ibid._n 4._o 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strength_n pag._n 546_o three_o great_a assault_n that_o a_o man_n be_v expose_v unto_o ibid._n 2._o sadness_n do_v much_o hurt_n both_o to_o themselves_o and_o other_o pag._n 549_o 3._o recovery_n be_v possible_a prove_v by_o five_o thing_n pag._n 550_o 2._o directive_n 1._o seek_v the_o father_n in_o the_o son_n pag._n 551_o 2._o seek_v peace_n much_o pag._n 555_o 3._o come_v in_o much_o love_n to_o god_n pag._n 556_o love_n show_v itself_o in_o two_o thing_n pag._n 557_o decemb._n 4._o 1638._o imprimatur_fw-la tho_o wykes_n the_o deserted_n soul_n case_n and_o cure_n chap._n i._o that_o the_o godly_a be_v sometime_o desert_v though_o most_o man_n since_o god_n and_o they_o part_v in_o adam_n live_v without_o god_n in_o the_o world_n eph._n 2.12_o 13._o and_o be_v so_o far_o from_o he_o that_o they_o neither_o enjoy_v he_o nor_o know_v he_o yet_o there_o be_v a_o generation_n of_o man_n who_o god_n have_v make_v nigh_o by_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n with_o who_o he_o have_v renew_v 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her_o paleness_n in_o their_o face_n her_o sorrow_n in_o their_o soul_n in_o consideration_n of_o and_o compassion_n to_o these_o mourner_n i_o spend_v some_o thought_n upon_o this_o sad_a subject_n desertion_n than_o be_v either_o common_a or_o special_a these_o which_o i_o call_v common_a be_v such_o as_o all_o man_n share_v in_o by_o nature_n god_n have_v forsake_v and_o withdraw_v himself_o from_o adam_n and_o all_o his_o posterity_n with_o apostate_n angel_n the_o special_a i_o shall_v handle_v as_o they_o concern_v godly_a the_o special_a i_o shall_v handle_v as_o they_o concern_v hypocrite_n desertion_n as_o they_o concern_v man_n true_o regenerate_v be_v god_n withdraw_v himself_o in_o respect_n of_o quicken_a quicting_a or_o comfort_v of_o the_o soul_n desertion_n as_o they_o concern_v man_n seem_o regenerate_v be_v god_n withhold_v of_o those_o influence_n by_o which_o they_o have_v a_o kind_n of_o life_n comfort_n spiritual_a to_o begin_v then_o with_o desertion_n as_o 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soon_o as_o you_o come_v near_o he_o sigh_v sob_a cry_v soar_a but_o what_o say_v he_o what_o ail_v he_o he_o tell_v you_o psal_n 22.1_o my_o god_n my_o god_n why_o have_v thou_o forsake_v i_o see_v how_o well_o their_o testimony_n agree_v how_o can_v a_o man_n look_v upon_o david_n and_o not_o count_v he_o as_o a_o poor_a orphan_n that_o be_v leave_v in_o woe_n case_n friendless_a helpless_a comfortless_o a_o but_o yet_o we_o will_v hear_v a_o great_a than_o david_n that_o be_v the_o captain_n of_o our_o salvation_n the_o first_o &_o head_n of_o the_o whole_a order_n phavorin_n order_n christus_fw-la primicerius_fw-la q._n in_o primâ_fw-la cerâ_fw-la vel_fw-la primus_fw-la in_o cerâ_fw-la antiqu_fw-la sâ—_n ilicet_fw-la cereis_n be_v ebanturtabulis_fw-la &_o
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to_o each_o other_o by_o kind_n entreat_v of_o their_o ambassador_n judge_v thyself_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v former_o fearful_a jealous_a watchful_a but_o now_o be_v grow_v heedless_a bold_a venturous_a yea_o not_o only_o less_o fear_v occasion_n of_o sin_n but_o also_o more_o delight_v in_o they_o it_o be_v a_o sure_a sign_n that_o the_o temper_n of_o thy_o spirit_n be_v corrupt_v thou_o be_v grow_v worse_a 2._o the_o law_n of_o god_n be_v less_o love_v there_o be_v two_o branch_n of_o the_o law_n precept_n love_v the_o law_n less_o love_v and_o prohibition_n and_o our_o nature_n will_v more_o easy_o embrace_v the_o one_o than_o the_o other_o we_o many_o time_n be_v content_a to_o do_v much_o if_o the_o law_n require_v this_o or_o that_o we_o yield_v and_o consent_v to_o it_o but_o to_o be_v limit_v and_o bar_v be_v most_o distasteful_a when_o man_n love_v their_o sin_n though_o they_o like_v not_o the_o law_n prohibit_v those_o sin_n and_o look_v into_o yourselves_o for_o so_o 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be_v a_o pray_v against_o sin_n while_o yet_o the_o heart_n be_v towards_o it_o but_o it_o be_v fearful_a mockery_n of_o that_o majesty_n to_o who_o we_o pray_v it_o may_v be_v a_o man_n case_n that_o the_o power_n of_o conscience_n may_v enforce_v and_o extort_v prayer_n for_o subdue_a of_o sin_n and_o yet_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n may_v be_v such_o that_o it_o may_v hold_v the_o heart_n in_o the_o love_n of_o it_o but_o if_o you_o slack_a in_o the_o sincerity_n and_o fervency_n of_o your_o prayer_n for_o mortify_a grace_n you_o have_v abate_v in_o hatred_n of_o sin_n in_o the_o next_o place_n come_v grief_n for_o sin_n a_o grief_n rise_v and_o spring_v from_o the_o bowel_n of_o love_n to_o god_n this_o be_v a_o special_a grace_n which_o as_o it_o be_v from_o god_n so_o it_o be_v honour_v with_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n presence_n for_o thus_o say_v the_o high_a and_o lofty_a one_o that_o inhabit_v eternity_n who_o name_n be_v holy_a i_o dwell_v in_o the_o high_a and_o holy_a place_n with_o he_o also_o that_o be_v of_o a_o contrite_a and_o a_o humble_a spirit_n to_o revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a and_o to_o revive_v the_o heart_n of_o the_o contrite_a one_o isay_n 57.15_o as_o when_o the_o stream_n be_v shallow_a it_o have_v less_o of_o the_o fountain_n so_o the_o less_o godly_a sorrow_n the_o less_o of_o god_n graec_fw-la god_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d proverb_n graec_fw-la when_o a_o man_n be_v not_o so_o frequent_a in_o humble_v his_o soul_n nor_o so_o full_a of_o grief_n when_o sin_n wound_n be_v not_o so_o grievous_a as_o they_o have_v be_v he_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o 〈◊〉_d down_o and_o lament_v his_o case_n for_o god_n be_v depart_v in_o a_o great_a measure_n from_o he_o chap._n xii_o the_o second_o rule_n to_o judge_v of_o desertion_n be_v take_v from_o the_o increase_n of_o sin_n where_o how_o the_o increase_n of_o sin_n may_v be_v know_v the_o second_o rule_n to_o guide_v in_o the_o judgement_n of_o this_o matter_n whether_o a_o may_v be_v desert_v or_o not_o be_v the_o consideration_n of_o his_o sin_n where_o sin_n be_v increase_v there_o be_v less_o of_o god_n sin_n be_v contrary_a to_o godliness_n and_o the_o nature_n of_o all_o contrary_n be_v that_o the_o intention_n and_o increase_n of_o the_o one_o be_v the_o remission_n and_o decrease_n of_o the_o other_o as_o in_o the_o air_n when_o there_o be_v most_o darkness_n than_o there_o be_v leasâ—_n light_n when_o the_o spirit_n of_o holiness_n be_v present_a in_o his_o powerful_a work_n than_o the_o power_n of_o sin_n be_v weaken_v but_o when_o he_o withdraw_v his_o influence_n than_o sin_n break_v out_o as_o when_o the_o sun_n set_v than_o the_o beast_n that_o lay_v before_o lurk_v in_o their_o den_n come_v forth_o with_o roar_n and_o howl_n for_o their_o prey_n and_o as_o when_o the_o king_n be_v go_v out_o of_o his_o kingdom_n than_o the_o traitorous_a rebel_n who_o before_o conceal_v themselves_o rise_v up_o in_o arm_n to_o work_v their_o will_n and_o it_o must_v needs_o be_v that_o upon_o god_n departure_n and_o his_o cease_v the_o act_n and_o operation_n of_o his_o power_n in_o the_o soul_n increase_v when_o god_n depart_v sin_n increase_v that_o sin_n must_v revive_v and_o return_v upon_o a_o man_n with_o a_o renew_a strength_n and_o prevail_v much_o for_o 1._o first_o satan_n be_v vigilant_a opportunity_n for_o 1._o satan_n take_v the_o opportunity_n and_o take_v his_o time_n to_o do_v all_o the_o mischief_n that_o he_o can_v when_o god_n leave_v a_o man_n he_o seek_v to_o make_v a_o reentry_n as_o thief_n break_v open_a house_n and_o pill_n and_o spoil_v in_o the_o absence_n of_o the_o master_n and_o indeed_o when_o god_n thus_o leave_v the_o soul_n there_o be_v not_o a_o mere_a desertion_n only_o but_o a_o tradition_n also_o of_o a_o man_n into_o the_o hand_n of_o satan_n god_n permit_v he_o to_o deal_v with_o the_o soul_n in_o a_o sort_n as_o with_o job_n body_n to_o lay_v his_o hand_n on_o they_o to_o spoil_v they_o to_o smite_v they_o with_o many_o sore_n and_o though_o he_o can_v slay_v they_o yet_o he_o may_v much_o hurt_v they_o so_o that_o they_o come_v out_o of_o his_o hand_n as_o the_o man_n in_o the_o gospel_n that_o fall_v among_o thief_n and_o be_v rob_v and_o wound_v and_o leave_v half_o dead_a luke_n 10.30_o 2._o potent_a sin_n be_v potent_a sin_n be_v a_o potent_a thing_n it_o have_v indeed_o many_o thing_n against_o it_o but_o more_o for_o it_o and_o only_a god_n above_o it_o so_o that_o if_o god_n cease_v to_o watch_v and_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o his_o way_n and_o to_o keep_v down_o this_o monster_n it_o will_v be_v stir_v take_v a_o short_a view_n of_o the_o power_n oâ—_n sin_n it_o be_v compare_v to_o a_o husband_n which_o overcome_v by_o kindness_n to_o a_o lord_n which_o prevail_v by_o power_n yea_o it_o be_v compare_v to_o the_o thing_n of_o the_o great_a power_n it_o be_v call_v a_o conqueror_n lead_v all_o in_o captivity_n a_o tyrant_n hold_v all_o in_o bondage_n a_o king_n hold_v all_o in_o subjection_n and_o draw_v near_a and_o see_v the_o strength_n of_o it_o consider_v the_o city_n that_o she_o be_v mure_v in_o it_o be_v man_n a_o active_a creature_n and_o as_o fire_n be_v more_o fierce_a in_o gunpowder_n that_o in_o wood_n and_o rebellion_n strong_a in_o a_o general_n than_o in_o a_o peasant_n so_o sin_n be_v strong_a for_o the_o subject_n of_o it_o hence_o it_o come_v that_o the_o devil_n exceed_v man_n in_o wickedness_n because_o their_o nature_n be_v more_o active_a and_o more_o potent_a sin_n also_o be_v in_o the_o whole_a man_n therefore_o as_o fire_n that_o have_v hold_v in_o every_o
part_n of_o a_o house_n burn_v exceed_v fierce_o if_o man_n cease_v to_o quench_v it_o so_o sin_n rage_v much_o when_o god_n cease_v to_o slake_v it_o by_o pour_v in_o his_o spirit_n which_o be_v compare_v to_o water_n joh._n 3.3_o ezech._n 36.25_o as_o sin_n be_v compare_v to_o fire_n james_n 3.5_o 6._o again_o behold_v the_o fort_n of_o sin_n which_o be_v carnal_a thought_n and_o reason_n which_o be_v call_v strong_a hold_n 2_o cor._n 10.4_o in_o which_o it_o both_o strengthen_v its_o own_o power_n and_o defend_v itself_o against_o all_o adverse_a power_n then_o behold_v her_o weapon_n every_o faculty_n ability_n endowment_n riches_n wisdom_n strength_n honour_n friend_n and_o the_o member_n of_o the_o body_n which_o be_v weapon_n of_o unrighteousness_n rom._n 6.13_o 1._o 6.13_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d gre._n naz._n orat_fw-la 1._o then_o behold_v her_o ally_n and_o aide_n many_o thing_n come_v in_o to_o contribute_v strength_n i_o say_v many_o thing_n without_o a_o man_n as_o 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from_o do_v evil_a that_o can_v prevent_v motion_n to_o evil_a so_o that_o sin_n rule_v much_o in_o such_o a_o one_o as_o willing_o commit_v it_o now_o when_o the_o soul_n hanker_n after_o sin_n in_o frequent_a potent_a and_o allow_v lusting_n unto_o it_o the_o spirit_n be_v resist_v respect_n for_o the_o spirit_n be_v resist_v in_o respect_n and_o so_o grieve_v the_o spirit_n be_v resist_v in_o three_o respect_n 1._o in_o respect_n of_o the_o rule_n the_o word_n rule_n of_o the_o rule_n which_o be_v the_o law_n of_o the_o spiritual_a kingdom_n which_o be_v a_o pure_a and_o perfect_a law_n not_o only_o order_v and_o judge_v the_o external_a act_n and_o issue_n of_o the_o heart_n grace_n grace_n but_o the_o motion_n and_o lusting_n also_o require_v not_o only_a abstinence_n from_o sin_n but_o death_n unto_o it_o eph._n 4.22_o gal._n 5.24_o 2._o in_o respect_n of_o grace_n 1._o grace_n ineadem_fw-la specie_fw-la pecoati_fw-la gravius_fw-la peccatfidelis_fw-la quam_fw-la infidelis_fw-la a_o qui._n in_o rom._n 8._o lect_n 1._o which_o be_v a_o principle_n dispose_v against_o sin_n this_o be_v check_v and_o the_o light_n and_o lusting_n of_o it_o be_v oversway_v through_o the_o rebellious_a disobedience_n of_o the_o heart_n 3._o working_n inward_a working_n in_o respect_n of_o these_o inward_a operation_n and_o working_n of_o the_o spirit_n by_o which_o he_o excite_v and_o quicken_v the_o new_a man_n to_o newness_n of_o life_n 50._o life_n vniuscujusque_fw-la casus_fw-la tanto_fw-la major_a be_v est_fw-la criminis_fw-la quan_fw-mi opriusquam_fw-la cadevet_fw-la majoris_fw-la erat_fw-la virtutis_fw-la bern._n de_fw-fr inter_fw-la dom._n c._n 50._o his_o counsel_n be_v repel_v his_o comfort_n reject_v his_o rebuke_n contemn_v his_o offer_n disvalue_v all_o coard_n be_v break_v and_o the_o soul_n like_o a_o prevail_a stream_n bear_v down_o all_o 2._o second_o man_n resist_v the_o spirit_n by_o do_v evil_a this_o be_v a_o further_a degree_n when_o man_n not_o only_a lust_n 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cross_v the_o spirit_n in_o the_o great_a work_n of_o turn_v man_n from_o sin_n because_o man_n be_v harden_v and_o set_v further_o off_o when_o they_o see_v such_o wickedness_n in_o they_o that_o be_v godly_a this_o be_v their_o sin_n that_o cause_v god_n worship_n to_o be_v despise_v mal._n 1.9_o this_o bath_n be_v by_o your_o mean_n and_o will_v be_v regard_v your_o person_n say_v the_o lord_n of_o host_n 3._o relapse_n relapse_n when_o the_o sin_n be_v such_o as_o he_o have_v often_o fall_v into_o and_o often_o confess_v and_o bewail_v iterate_a sin_n be_v double_a sin_n as_o it_o be_v in_o figure_n the_o addition_n of_o any_o one_o make_v the_o number_n ten_o time_n more_o this_o strike_v deep_a that_o have_v be_v often_o in_o fault_n and_o often_o free_v yet_o a_o man_n shall_v sin_v again_o this_o be_v that_o which_o make_v solomon_n sin_n of_o a_o deep_a dye_n that_o he_o have_v find_v mercy_n the_o lord_n be_v angry_a with_o solomon_n because_o his_o heart_n be_v turn_v from_o 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renew_v he_o shall_v again_o transgress_v this_o be_v high_a rebellion_n so_o mal._n 2.13_o etc._n etc._n 4._o for_o when_o such_o as_o a_o man_n have_v suffer_v much_o for_o when_o a_o man_n have_v suffer_v muâ—_n for_o his_o sin_n many_o rebuke_n from_o heaven_n check_v from_o conscience_n frown_n from_o man_n stripe_n from_o god_n yet_o willing_a return_n to_o do_v this_o evil_a this_o be_v the_o great_a impiety_n in_o the_o wilderness_n the_o though_o often_o reprove_v yet_o they_o sin_n in_o like_a kind_n again_o and_o again_o they_o have_v tempt_v i_o these_o ten_o time_n numb_a 14.22_o this_o be_v in_o nebemiahs_n eye_n the_o great_a aggravation_n of_o their_o sin_n that_o after_o they_o have_v suffer_v so_o great_a misery_n they_o do_v evil_a again_o before_o god_n neh._n 9.28_o 5._o when_o the_o act_n be_v frequent_a commit_v when_o often_o
bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n after_o righteousness_n for_o thâ—_n shall_v be_v fill_v 〈◊〉_d fill_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d mat._n 5.6_o it_o be_v not_o every_o velleity_n &_o cold_a wish_n which_o entitle_v 〈◊〉_d this_o promise_n every_o weak_a appetite_n and_o desire_n of_o meat_n and_o drink_n be_v not_o hunger_a and_o thirst_v when_o you_o be_v impatient_a and_o long_o much_o after_o he_o than_o you_o shall_v be_v fill_v 〈◊〉_d fill_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d the_o word_n be_v borrow_v from_o feed_v or_o fodder_a of_o cattle_n and_o it_o import_v this_o that_o though_o now_o you_o be_v put_v to_o graze_v upon_o the_o dry_a and_o barren_a mountain_n yet_o if_o you_o long_v after_o more_o than_o the_o faithful_a shepherd_n of_o israel_n that_o lead_v joseph_n like_o a_o flock_n will_v put_v you_o into_o green_a pasture_n and_o feed_v and_o fill_v you_o by_o the_o water_n of_o rest_n god_n band_n be_v shut_v because_o your_o heart_n be_v shut_v have_v he_o not_o say_v open_v thy_o mouth_n wide_a and_o i_o will_v fill_v it_o the_o first_o grace_n be_v give_v without_o precedent_a desire_n god_n stound_n of_o they_o that_o seek_v he_o not_o but_o this_o grace_n that_o we_o speak_v of_o be_v give_v to_o they_o that_o seek_v it_o 2_o desire_n when_o they_o be_v high_a beget_v endeavour_n like_o themselves_o endeavour_n they_o beget_v endeavour_n strong_a and_o vigorous_a and_o the_o more_o you_o labour_n the_o more_o you_o will_v get_v therefore_o blow_v up_o your_o desire_n by_o the_o bellows_n of_o meditation_n sit_v down_o and_o consider_v what_o it_o be_v to_o enjoy_v god_n and_o what_o to_o want_v he_o these_o thought_n if_o they_o abide_v will_v fire_v you_o out_o of_o the_o bed_n of_o sloth_n and_o sleep_n in_o which_o you_o lie_v 2_o bewail_v yourselves_o and_o your_o state_n before_o god_n sit_v down_o and_o mourn_v loss_n direct_v 2._o bewail_v 1._o your_o loss_n mourn_v i_o say_v for_o 1_o your_o loss_n for_o 2_o the_o cause_n 1_o bewail_v your_o loss_n take_v up_o a_o lamentation_n and_o say_v 26._o say_v vis_fw-fr parisiens_fw-la de_fw-fr rhetor._n divin_fw-fr c._n 26._o woe_n be_v i_o for_o my_o god_n my_o life_n be_v depart_v from_o i_o and_o how_o be_o i_o change_v i_o be_v as_o the_o tree_n plant_v by_o the_o river_n side_n spread_a and_o fairish_v and_o my_o fruit_n be_v fair_a 〈◊〉_d full_a but_o alas_o now_o i_o be_o become_v 〈◊〉_d tree_n in_o the_o desert_n wither_v and_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d both_o fruit_n and_o leaf_n my_o sweet_a spâ—â—â—_n be_v turn_v into_o a_o sad_a autumn_n my_o first_o day_n be_v be_v my_o best_a day_n &_o my_o last_o day_n at_o my_o worst_a day_n i_o be_v fill_v with_o liâ—â—â—_n and_o life_n but_o now_o my_o sight_n be_v dim_v my_o strength_n be_v waste_v time_n be_v whâ—â—_n faith_n have_v life_n in_o i_o and_o i_o have_v life_n by_o 〈◊〉_d but_o now_o oh_o woeful_a overspreading_a 〈◊〉_d cloud_n of_o darkness_n and_o incredulity_n 〈◊〉_d my_o pleasant_a day_n of_o life_n and_o lustre_n at_o flee_v away_o and_o the_o bond_n of_o death_n haâ—â—_n take_v hold_v of_o i_o my_o soul_n be_v the_o temple_n and_o throne_n of_o christ_n and_o i_o receive_v daily_a oracle_n from_o his_o mounâ—_n but_o now_o i_o be_o the_o habitation_n and_o region_n of_o vanity_n and_o darkness_n what_o sweetness_n do_v i_o find_v in_o flight_n aloft_o when_o it_o be_v my_o great_a solace_n to_o be_v with_o god_n 〈◊〉_d but_o now_o i_o that_o be_v as_o a_o star_n in_o heaven_n be_o fall_v into_o deep_n of_o vanity_n and_o a_o become_v to_o myself_o as_o gall_v and_o wormwood_n my_o soul_n be_v a_o enclose_a garden_n and_o the_o chief_a of_o ten_o thousand_o do_v walk_v in_o the_o shadow_n of_o the_o tree_n and_o be_v delight_v in_o their_o fruit_n but_o now_o the_o fence_n be_v down_o my_o love_n be_v go_v the_o beast_n break_v in_o and_o sharon_n be_v become_v a_o desert_n time_n be_v when_o the_o thought_n of_o sin_n do_v pierce_v i_o and_o the_o remembrance_n of_o god_n lift_v i_o up_o to_o the_o three_o heaven_n but_o now_o my_o heart_n have_v lose_v its_o fence_n the_o thing_n that_o i_o know_v have_v not_o their_o ancient_a strength_n my_o tear_n which_o be_v as_o pleasant_a water_n to_o my_o taste_n which_o i_o can_v pour_v out_o before_o my_o god_n be_v go_v that_o melt_v of_o heart_n which_o be_v my_o joy_n be_v vanish_v my_o heart_n be_v freeze_v the_o spring_n be_v stop_v the_o heart_n of_o flesh_n be_v become_v a_o heart_n of_o stone_n that_o bless_a society_n of_o grace_n those_o holy_a desire_n those_o heavenly_a disposition_n which_o do_v meet_v in_o a_o happy_a conjunction_n in_o my_o soul_n seem_v now_o scatter_v and_o to_o lie_v in_o chain_n while_o the_o troop_n of_o hell_n do_v hold_v all_o in_o possession_n my_o soul_n that_o do_v walk_v with_o a_o heavenly_a guard_n of_o divine_a grace_n lie_v now_o like_o daniel_n in_o the_o den_n among_o devour_a lion_n oh_o how_o be_v i_o wont_a to_o meet_v god_n and_o what_o communion_n have_v i_o one_o 〈◊〉_d with_o he_o but_o now_o he_o hide_v himself_o and_o will_v not_o come_v at_o i_o i_o pray_v anâ—_n he_o hear_v not_o i_o harken_v after_o he_o but_o he_o speak_v not_o i_o call_v but_o he_o answer_v not_o oh_o those_o golden_a day_n will_v they_o never_o more_o return_v i_o be_v wont_a to_o be_v feast_v in_o my_o father_n house_n the_o fat_a calf_n be_v kill_v and_o the_o ring_n and_o the_o best_a garment_n be_v put_v upon_o i_o but_o now_o i_o be_o forsake_v and_o not_o own_v i_o go_v hungry_a and_o naked_a and_o feed_v among_o the_o hog_n and_o in_o this_o i_o be_o more_o miserable_a than_o they_o because_o i_o be_v a_o son_n 〈◊〉_d be_v a_o misery_n to_o have_v be_v happy_a lord_n if_o i_o have_v never_o know_v thou_o i_o can_v have_v live_v without_o thou_o but_o this_o be_v my_o misery_n not_o so_o much_o that_o i_o be_o without_o thou_o as_o that_o i_o have_v lose_v thou_o poenit_fw-la thou_o miserius_fw-la est_fw-la perdidisse_fw-la quam_fw-la omnino_fw-la non_fw-la accepisse_fw-la tertul._n de_fw-fr poenit_fw-la many_o be_v well_o without_o thou_o because_o they_o never_o enjoy_v thou_o the_o child_n of_o beggar_n and_o slave_n count_v it_o not_o their_o misery_n that_o they_o be_v not_o prince_n but_o it_o be_v a_o bitter_a evil_a when_o the_o child_n of_o prince_n shall_v become_v beggar_n thus_o then_o betake_v thyself_o to_o these_o sad_a thought_n make_v thy_o closet_n a_o house_n of_o mourning_n breath_n out_o thy_o sigh_n send_v forth_o thy_o groan_n pour_v out_o thy_o tear_n rend_v thy_o heart_n cast_v up_o thy_o weep_a eye_n with_o the_o sad_a complaint_n of_o a_o bleed_a soul_n to_o thy_o ancient_a friend_n thou_o may_v prevail_v upon_o he_o though_o he_o have_v forsake_v thou_o yet_o he_o have_v not_o forget_v thou_o he_o have_v not_o forget_v himself_o and_o all_o the_o kindness_n that_o he_o have_v show_v thou_o he_o can_v hold_v from_o come_v when_o thou_o can_v not_o hold_v from_o call_v the_o melt_a of_o thy_o heart_n cause_v the_o earn_n of_o his_o bowel_n can_v the_o mother_n forbear_v when_o the_o child_n cry_v god_n will_v not_o deny_v mercy_n to_o the_o mourner_n bless_a be_v the_o mourner_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v comfort_v mat._n 5.4_o in_o two_o case_n especial_o god_n will_v not_o deny_v mercy_n mourner_n god_n will_v not_o deny_v mercy_n to_o mourner_n when_o the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o people_n be_v great_a ingenuous_a 1_o when_o the_o sorrow_n of_o his_o people_n be_v great_a great_a first_o when_o sorrow_n be_v great_a than_o his_o compassion_n be_v draw_v out_o when_o the_o woman_n come_v with_o a_o trouble_a spirit_n pour_v out_o tear_n upon_o the_o foot_n of_o christ_n and_o wipe_v they_o with_o the_o hair_n of_o her_o head_n the_o christ_n pour_v out_o comfort_n upon_o she_o and_o send_v she_o away_o with_o the_o pardon_n of_o all_o her_o sin_n luke_n 7._o and_o when_o zion_n saâ—_n in_o the_o dust_n melt_v herself_o in_o heaviness_n and_o cry_v my_o god_n have_v forsake_v i_o my_o god_n have_v forget_v i_o when_o she_o be_v toss_v and_o afflict_a and_o not_o comfort_v then_o god_n come_v in_o and_o open_v a_o well_o in_o the_o desert_n and_o in_o the_o deep_n of_o her_o trouble_n do_v no_o long_o conceal_v himself_o but_o break_v out_o in_o a_o most_o gracious_a protestation_n of_o his_o love_n can_v a_o woman_n forget_v her_o suck_a child_n that_o she_o shall_v 〈◊〉_d have_v compassion_n on_o the_o fruit_n of_o her_o womb_n yet_o will_v i_o not_o forget_v thou_o behold_v i_o have_v grave_v thou_o upon_o the_o palm_n of_o my_o hand_n thy_o wall_n be_v continual_o before_o i_o esay_n 49.14_o 15._o the_o
word_n be_v a_o strong_a expression_n of_o his_o dear_a and_o faithful_a affection_n the_o mother_n affection_n be_v dear_a and_o tender_a so_o be_v i_o the_o mother_n love_v her_o child_n because_o it_o be_v the_o fruit_n of_o her_o womb_n i_o also_o have_v beget_v thou_o and_o thou_o be_v my_o child_n the_o mother_n be_v most_o tender_a to_o the_o suck_a child_n which_o can_v help_v itself_o if_o it_o cry_v she_o can_v hold_v you_o also_o be_v such_o before_o i_o the_o mother_n may_v possible_o forget_v but_o i_o will_v not_o you_o be_v always_o in_o my_o eye_n and_o if_o i_o can_v forget_v myself_o i_o can_v forget_v you_o for_o you_o be_v engrave_v and_o imprint_v in_o my_o hand_n thus_o god_n have_v comfort_v his_o people_n and_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o his_o afflict_a esay_n 49.13_o he_o comfort_v those_o that_o be_v cast_v down_o 2_o cor._n 7.6_o when_o the_o heart_n mourn_v much_o god_n will_v show_v himself_o for_o 1._o the_o end_n of_o sorrow_n be_v not_o to_o afflict_v but_o to_o profit_v not_o to_o cast_v down_o only_o heal_v the_o end_n of_o sorrow_n be_v not_o affliction_n but_o heal_v but_o also_o to_o raise_v up_o when_o god_n cast_v sorrow_n upon_o the_o wicked_a his_o end_n be_v to_o afflict_v and_o to_o punish_v and_o their_o sorrow_n do_v attain_v their_o end_n when_o they_o lie_v like_o load_n oppress_v their_o spirit_n but_o that_o which_o be_v a_o curse_n to_o they_o be_v a_o cure_n to_o the_o godly_a their_o mourning_n be_v but_o sow_v in_o tear_n to_o reap_v enjoy_v sorrow_n in_o the_o spirit_n of_o such_o be_v like_o the_o rain_n upon_o the_o grass_n it_o put_v the_o soul_n into_o a_o flourish_n it_o make_v it_o yield_v and_o tractable_a as_o wax_v when_o it_o be_v soften_v will_v easy_o receive_v impression_n and_o metal_n dissolve_v be_v apt_a to_o be_v draw_v out_o and_o to_o be_v mould_v as_o you_o will_v have_v they_o sorrow_n be_v better_a than_o laughter_n for_o by_o the_o sadness_n of_o the_o countenance_n the_o heart_n be_v make_v better_a eccles_n 7.3_o the_o sad_a look_n of_o other_o have_v a_o natural_a force_n to_o work_v seriousness_n and_o consideration_n in_o we_o much_o more_o when_o our_o own_o heart_n be_v full_a ahab_n himself_o will_v do_v much_o in_o a_o pensive_a fit_n and_o manasseh_n his_o monstrous_a spirit_n be_v tame_v by_o sorrow_n god_n bring_v upon_o he_o the_o assyrian_a and_o he_o bind_v he_o with_o fetter_n and_o carry_v he_o to_o babylon_n and_o when_o he_o be_v in_o affliction_n he_o beseech_v the_o lord_n his_o god_n and_o humble_v himself_o great_o before_o the_o god_n of_o his_o father_n and_o pray_v unto_o he_o 2_o chron._n 33.11_o 12._o you_o see_v the_o sweet_a fruit_n of_o this_o bitter_a root_n and_o what_o be_v the_o issue_n god_n be_v entreat_v of_o he_o and_o hear_v his_o supplication_n and_o bring_v he_o again_o to_o jerusalem_n into_o his_o kingdom_n ver_fw-la 13._o 2_o the_o great_a sorrow_n mercy_n it_o make_v a_o fit_a object_n of_o mercy_n the_o fit_a object_n of_o mercy_n mercy_n be_v for_o the_o miserable_a and_o none_o more_o miserable_a than_o such_o as_o mourn_v in_o the_o loss_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n this_o wound_n be_v the_o deep_a and_o most_o bleed_a of_o all_o wound_n the_o soul_n in_o such_o a_o case_n have_v no_o help_n in_o all_o the_o world_n all_o thing_n yield_v not_o more_o than_o a_o drop_n of_o water_n upon_o dives_n his_o tongue_n look_v now_o upon_o the_o nature_n of_o god_n and_o you_o shall_v see_v he_o full_a of_o mercy_n upon_o the_o promise_n they_o also_o be_v full_a of_o mercy_n upon_o the_o way_n of_o god_n they_o also_o be_v full_a of_o mercy_n therefore_o if_o you_o clothe_v yourselves_o with_o the_o garment_n of_o heaviness_n and_o can_v come_v before_o god_n with_o spirit_n much_o lament_v after_o he_o he_o will_v appear_v to_o you_o he_o will_v revive_v the_o spirit_n of_o the_o humble_a chrys_n humble_a 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n esay_n 57.15_o 3_o much_o sorrow_n will_v put_v upon_o 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life_n my_o duty_n like_o thing_n without_o life_n and_o my_o unfaithfulnesse_n appear_v as_o the_o light_n in_o all_o my_o way_n i_o wonder_v how_o i_o can_v own_o such_o action_n which_o stand_v all_o like_a the_o child_n of_o beggar_n clothe_v with_o rag_n and_o full_a of_o vermin_n cast_v your_o eye_n upon_o other_o and_o say_v such_o as_o have_v less_o engagement_n less_o encouragement_n than_o i_o be_v get_v farâ—_n before_o i_o the_o last_o be_v first_o and_o the_o first_o last_n many_o be_v grieve_v and_o dull_v by_o my_o deadness_n that_o shall_v have_v be_v quicken_v by_o my_o life_n look_v up_o to_o god_n and_o say_v oh_o foolish_a and_o unjust_a man_n have_v i_o thus_o requite_v the_o lord_n my_o god_n look_v up_o to_o heaven_n and_o say_v i_o may_v by_o sow_v much_o have_v make_v my_o harvest_n rich_a and_o full_a but_o now_o it_o be_v just_a i_o shall_v reap_v little_a that_o have_v sow_v little_a yea_o that_o have_v sow_v vanity_n i_o shall_v reap_v iniquity_n 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neither_o destroy_v thou_o etc._n etc._n deut._n 4.29_o 30_o 31._o take_v then_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o prophet_n which_o he_o give_v to_o israel_n when_o god_n be_v depart_v from_o they_o oh_o israel_n return_v unto_o the_o lord_n thy_o god_n for_o thou_o have_v fall_v by_o thy_o iniquity_n take_v with_o you_o word_n and_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n say_v unto_o he_o take_v away_o all_o iniquity_n and_o receive_v we_o gracious_o so_o will_v we_o render_v the_o calf_n of_o our_o lip_n hos_fw-la 14.1_o 2._o that_o you_o may_v find_v the_o like_a favour_n and_o god_n may_v do_v for_o you_o as_o he_o promise_v to_o they_o i_o will_v heal_v their_o back_n sliding_n i_o will_v love_v they_o free_o for_o my_o anger_n be_v turn_v away_o from_o he_o i_o will_v be_v as_o the_o dew_n unto_o israel_n he_o shall_v grow_v as_o the_o lily_n and_o cast_v forth_o his_o root_n as_o lebanon_n his_o branch_n shall_v spread_v and_o his_o beauty_n shall_v be_v as_o the_o olive_n tree_n and_o his_o 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uncheareful_o he_o come_v slow_o and_o go_v quick_o have_v lose_v his_o first_o love_n he_o hang_v the_o wing_n and_o flag_n in_o duty_n 3_o aptness_n to_o be_v draw_v to_o evil_a have_v lose_v his_o comfort_n and_o his_o ancient_a vigour_n he_o be_v easy_o persuade_v to_o start_v from_o god_n god_n lie_v low_a in_o his_o affection_n which_o be_v the_o bond_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o be_v cool_v in_o love_n he_o be_v more_o easy_o overcome_v while_o the_o soul_n be_v delight_v in_o god_n it_o easy_o contemn_v all_o vain_a delight_n but_o now_o it_o become_v a_o prey_n to_o satan_n in_o his_o tentation_n solomon_n fall_v strange_o when_o he_o fall_v from_o god_n the_o heart_n will_v pitch_v upon_o something_o and_o if_o it_o have_v not_o its_o contentment_n in_o god_n it_o will_v hunt_v for_o it_o in_o the_o world_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o many_o descend_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n and_o fall_v from_o a_o glorious_a height_n of_o comfort_n in_o and_o from_o god_n to_o a_o worldly_a and_o sensual_a condition_n feed_v upon_o vanity_n and_o fill_v themselves_o with_o the_o creature_n so_o that_o their_o life_n be_v but_o a_o diversion_n to_o present_a contentment_n now_o from_o these_o dull_a and_o sleep_a person_n awaken_v in_o the_o awaken_v we_o come_v next_o to_o such_o as_o be_v awaken_v to_o view_v what_o operation_n this_o mournful_a state_n have_v in_o they_o among_o these_o there_o be_v different_a working_n evil_a good_n first_o of_o the_o evil_a effect_n or_o consequent_n effect_n evil_n effect_n 1_o heartless_a complaint_n this_o be_v find_v in_o some_o complaint_n heartless_a complaint_n who_o though_o they_o be_v in_o a_o degree_n sensible_a of_o their_o loss_n yet_o be_v not_o sensible_a enough_o so_o that_o though_o they_o complain_v and_o grieve_v yet_o their_o sorrow_n be_v not_o deep_a enough_o they_o feel_v a_o burden_n upon_o their_o spirit_n but_o they_o can_v bear_v it_o the_o heart_n be_v affect_v but_o not_o afflict_v 2_o a_o fruitless_a complaint_n fruitless_a fruitless_a some_o be_v of_o a_o whine_a temper_n apt_a to_o fill_v the_o ear_n of_o all_o their_o familiar_n with_o sad_a relation_n of_o their_o mournful_a case_n but_o there_o be_v little_a else_o to_o be_v find_v beside_o complaint_n the_o soul_n humble_v not_o himself_o before_o god_n nor_o contend_v in_o prayer_n nor_o strive_v by_o the_o ordinance_n and_o holy_a walk_v to_o find_v what_o it_o have_v lose_v these_o man_n be_v like_o the_o sick_a man_n who_o lie_v grieve_v himself_o but_o no_o way_n seek_v in_o earnest_a to_o help_v himself_o or_o like_o issachar_n crouch_v under_o his_o burden_n such_o spirit_n as_o these_o be_v of_o a_o stubborn_a temper_n and_o they_o have_v cause_n to_o expect_v such_o multiply_a uncomfortablenesse_n as_o shall_v enforce_v they_o to_o seek_v after_o god_n with_o more_o seriousness_n and_o strength_n david_n stick_v and_o come_v not_o off_o to_o a_o full_a endeavour_n of_o reconcilement_n with_o god_n till_o night_n and_o day_n the_o hand_n of_o god_n be_v heavy_a upon_o he_o so_o that_o his_o moi_fw-fr stur_z be_v turn_v into_o the_o drought_n of_o summer_n psal_n 32.4_o 3_o great_a unquietness_n 2._o unquietness_n afflictuâ—_n vitam_fw-la in_o tenebris_fw-la luctuque_fw-la trahebam_fw-la virg_n aenead_n 2._o unquietness_n great_a unquietness_n in_o some_o the_o apprehension_n of_o loss_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n and_o sight_n of_o his_o displeasure_n work_v to_o the_o height_n indeed_o yea_o so_o far_o that_o it_o work_v a_o fever_n or_o rather_o a_o frenzy_n in_o the_o soul_n 1_o hard_a thought_n of_o god_n as_o if_o god_n be_v implacable_o incense_v and_o so_o depart_v god_n hard_a thought_n of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v never_o more_o return_v that_o he_o have_v forget_v to_o be_v gracious_a and_o have_v shut_v up_o his_o mercy_n for_o ever_o so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n he_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n he_o have_v pass_v a_o doom_n upon_o i_o and_o it_o must_v stand_v he_o be_v in_o one_o mind_n and_o who_o can_v turn_v he_o and_o what_o his_o soul_n desire_v even_o that_o he_o do_v &_o he_o perform_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v appoint_v for_o i_o therefore_o be_o i_o trouble_v at_o his_o presence_n when_o i_o consider_v i_o be_o afraid_a of_o he_o for_o god_n make_v my_o heart_n soft_a and_o the_o almighty_a trouble_v i_o job_n 23.13_o sadness_n and_o fear_n cloud_v the_o understanding_n and_o cause_v monstrous_a apprehension_n antioch_n apprehension_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n hom_n 2._o ad_fw-la antioch_n 2_o hard_a thought_n of_o themselves_o reflect_v upon_o the_o time_n pass_v as_o on_o a_o course_n of_o hypocrisy_n themselves_o of_o themselves_o upon_o the_o time_n present_a as_o a_o state_n of_o death_n and_o look_v upon_o the_o future_a as_o without_o hope_n my_o sin_n be_v so_o mighty_a that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v subdue_v and_o so_o many_o that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v pardon_v god_n can_v show_v mercy_n to_o i_o i_o shall_v sure_o die_v i_o be_o count_v with_o they_o that_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n free_a among_o the_o dead_a like_o the_o slay_v that_o lie_n in_o the_o grave_n who_o thou_o remember_v no_o more_o and_o they_o be_v cut_v off_o by_o thy_o hand_n psal_n 88.4_o 5._o thou_o have_v remove_v my_o soul_n far_o from_o peace_n and_o i_o forget_v prosperity_n and_o i_o say_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n passion_n dreadful_a passion_n lamentat_fw-la 3.17_o 18._o 3_o dreadful_a passion_n as_o tremble_n and_o shake_n fear_v come_v upon_o i_o and_o tremble_a which_o make_v all_o my_o bone_n to_o shake_v job_n 4.14_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n stand_v up_o virg._n up_o id_fw-la propterea_fw-la fit_a quod_fw-la inâ—rorsum_fw-la refugiunt_fw-la spiritus_fw-la cutemque_fw-la destituunt_fw-la becm_n de_fw-fr orig_n ling._n lâ—t_n obstuâ—ui_fw-la ste_v â—erantque_fw-la come_v virg._n vers_n 15._o mark_v i_o and_o be_v astonish_v when_o i_o remember_v i_o be_o afraid_a and_o tremble_a take_v hold_v of_o my_o flesh_n job_n 21.5_o 6._o sometime_o also_o roar_n be_v hear_v from_o these_o man_n my_o bone_n wax_v old_a through_o my_o roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o psal_n 32.3_o my_o sigh_v come_v before_o i_o eat_v and_o my_o roar_n be_v pour_v out_o like_o the_o water_n job_n 3.24_o yea_o so_o great_a be_v the_o anguish_n that_o oftentimes_o the_o body_n be_v waste_v i_o be_o as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v no_o strength_n psal_n 88.4_o 4._o 88.4_o animi_fw-la aegriâ—udo_fw-la morbus_fw-la potentissimus_fw-la animi_fw-la dolour_n corporis_fw-la languorem_fw-la parit_fw-la comicus_fw-la with_fw-mi aquin._n 1.2_o q._n 3â—_n a._n 4._o yea_o sometime_o they_o be_v tire_v and_o weary_a of_o themselves_o and_o of_o life_n my_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o my_o life_n job_n 10.1_o wherefore_o be_v life_n give_v to_o he_o that_o be_v in_o misery_n and_o light_n unto_o the_o bitter_a in_o soul_n which_o long_o for_o death_n but_o it_o come_v not_o and_o dig_v for_o it_o more_o than_o for_o hide_a treasure_n which_o rejoice_v exceed_o and_o be_v glad_a when_o they_o can_v find_v the_o grave_n why_o be_v life_n give_v to_o a_o man_n who_o way_n be_v bid_v and_o who_o god_n have_v hedge_v up_o job_n 3.20_o 21_o 22_o 23._o in_o a_o word_n they_o think_v they_o can_v never_o complain_v enough_o they_o account_v their_o misery_n beyond_o all_o word_n oh_o that_o my_o grief_n be_v thorough_o weigh_v and_o my_o calamity_n lay_v in_o the_o balance_n together_o for_o now_o it_o will_v be_v heavy_a than_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n therefore_o my_o word_n be_v swallow_v up_o or_o i_o want_v word_n to_o express_v my_o grief_n for_o the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v with_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o
terror_n of_o god_n do_v set_v themselves_o in_o array_n against_o i_o job_n 6.2_o 3_o 4._o and_o when_o the_o soul_n have_v exceed_v all_o eloquence_n and_o past_a almost_o all_o humane_a bound_n of_o language_n and_o expression_n it_o be_v not_o satisfy_v but_o think_v it_o fall_v exceed_o short_a of_o utter_v her_o misery_n my_o stroke_n be_v heavy_a than_o my_o groan_n job_n 23.2_o but_o all_o this_o be_v not_o a_o right_a carriage_n of_o the_o spirit_n such_o passion_n will_v befit_v such_o as_o have_v a_o god_n without_o mercy_n and_o distress_n without_o a_o promise_n and_o without_o a_o redeemer_n faith_n be_v suspend_v when_o these_o clamour_n be_v hear_v and_o the_o soul_n forget_v the_o freeness_n and_o fullness_n of_o grace_n when_o it_o be_v thus_o transport_v out_o of_o itself_o and_o from_o its_o hope_n second_o effect_n good_a effect_n the_o good_a effect_n of_o such_o uncomfortable_a eclipse_n of_o god_n favour_n and_o presence_n follow_v which_o be_v 1_o sorrow_n great_a sorrow_n thou_o hidst_v thy_o face_n and_o i_o be_v trouble_v sorrow_n sorrow_n psal_n 30.6_o the_o heart_n shall_v not_o yea_o if_o it_o be_v in_o due_a temper_n can_v rest_v without_o god_n his_o absence_n be_v worthy_a to_o be_v lament_v who_o presence_n be_v most_o worthy_a to_o be_v prize_v 2_o long_v desire_n of_o god_n gracious_a return_n god_n desire_v after_o god_n the_o soul_n think_v delay_n grievous_a beda_n grievous_a etiam_fw-la celeritas_fw-la in_o desiderio_fw-la est_fw-la mora_fw-la p._n sylli_n desideranti_fw-la invisa_fw-la est_fw-la quaevis_fw-la mora_fw-la desiderium_fw-la acuit_fw-la absentis_fw-la vicinitas_fw-la post_fw-la spem_fw-la omne_fw-la desiderium_fw-la impatientissimum_fw-la est_fw-la quamdiu_fw-la differtur_fw-la spes_fw-la aeternorum_fw-la affligitur_fw-la anima_fw-la fidelium_fw-la i.e._n vel_fw-la pro_fw-la dilatione_fw-la bonorum_fw-la quae_fw-la amat_fw-la velpro_fw-la illulion_n malorum_fw-la quae_fw-la tolerat_fw-la beda_n hope_v defer_v make_v the_o heart_n sick_a prov._n 13.12_o the_o church_n say_v she_o be_v sick_a of_o love_n cant._n 5.8_o the_o heart_n that_o have_v have_v a_o sense_n of_o god_n sweet_a presence_n can_v be_v satisfy_v without_o he_o but_o count_v all_o thing_n nothing_o till_o it_o regain_v he_o who_o be_v to_o she_o as_o the_o sun_n to_o the_o world_n and_o the_o soul_n to_o the_o body_n 3_o repentance_n and_o humble_v of_o soul_n repentance_n repentance_n it_o seek_v what_o unhappy_a and_o accurse_a thing_n have_v raise_v this_o cloud_n betwixt_o god_n and_o she_o and_o fall_v down_o at_o his_o foot_n confess_v weep_a and_o beg_v his_o favour_n in_o jesus_n christ_n willing_o grieve_v and_o ashamed_a it_o count_v not_o this_o sorrow_n bitterness_n but_o have_v some_o sweetness_n in_o it_o israel_n it_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d arist_n rhet._n lachryma_fw-la animae_fw-la amarae_fw-la &_o dulces_fw-la sunt_fw-la amarae_fw-la propter_fw-la absentiam_fw-la boni_fw-la dulces_fw-la propter_fw-la certitudinem_fw-la inveniendi_fw-la etc._n etc._n savanarol_n med_a in_o psal_n qui_fw-la regis_fw-la israel_n 4_o subjection_n to_o all_o condition_n of_o agreement_n it_o say_v subjection_n subjection_n lord_n impose_v demand_v what_o thou_o will_v i_o count_v nothing_o too_o dear_a for_o thou_o i_o count_v the_o gain_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n loss_n for_o thou_o and_o will_v deny_v myself_o for_o thou_o if_o my_o heart_n draw_v back_o draw_v it_o on_o to_o thou_o as_o far_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o sacrifice_v myself_o to_o thou_o i_o do_v it_o thus_o the_o soul_n set_v on_o towards_o god_n inquire_v for_o he_o in_o all_o mean_n will_v not_o be_v put_v off_o it_o fall_v not_o by_o despair_n or_o sleep_v in_o sloth_n but_o faith_n hold_v up_o hope_n and_o hope_n keep_v up_o endeavour_n and_o it_o can_v be_v quiet_a without_o god_n there_o be_v two_o main_a cause_n of_o the_o restlessenesse_n of_o the_o soul_n without_o god_n case_n cause_n why_o the_o soul_n can_v be_v quiet_a in_o this_o case_n first_o the_o condition_n of_o the_o subject_n 1_o tender_a the_o soul_n but_o especial_o in_o a_o believer_n subject_n from_o the_o subject_n when_o he_o be_v in_o a_o live_a state_n be_v very_o sensible_a of_o any_o evil_n especial_o of_o the_o great_a evil_n tender_a tender_a a_o man_n sorrow_n be_v as_o his_o sight_n be_v therefore_o where_o he_o see_v god_n and_o have_v a_o knowledge_n of_o he_o in_o his_o excellency_n the_o loss_n of_o he_o be_v grievous_a sen._n grievous_a summi_fw-la deloris_fw-la causa_fw-la summum_fw-la gaudium_fw-la est_fw-la sen._n all_o evil_n on_o the_o body_n be_v but_o as_o the_o rend_n of_o the_o garment_n but_o grief_n in_o the_o soul_n be_v as_o the_o tear_n of_o the_o flesh_n a_o wound_a spirit_n who_o can_v bear_v prov._n 18.14_o outward_a evil_n be_v but_o as_o the_o break_n of_o the_o outwork_n all_o sense_n in_o the_o body_n be_v from_o the_o soul_n therefore_o the_o soul_n must_v needs_o be_v most_o sensible_a 2._o it_o be_v spiritual_a spiritual_a 2._o spiritual_a if_o the_o body_n be_v in_o misery_n external_a thing_n may_v help_v in_o sickness_n physic_n 2._o physic_n omnes_fw-la humanos_fw-la sanat_fw-la medicina_fw-la dolores_fw-la propert._n eleg._n l._n 2._o in_o want_n relief_n in_o famine_n bread_n etc._n etc._n but_o when_o the_o soul_n be_v in_o distress_n all_o the_o world_n be_v but_o like_o a_o great_a cipher_n it_o amount_v to_o nothing_o heaven_n and_o earth_n be_v but_o as_o a_o shadow_n nothing_o but_o god_n can_v quiet_v 23._o quiet_v tranquillus_n deus_fw-la tranquillat_fw-la omne_fw-la &_o quietum_fw-la aspicere_fw-la quiescere_fw-la est_fw-la bern._n in_o cant._n 23._o as_o the_o body_n be_v not_o satisfy_v with_o thing_n spiritual_a so_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o content_v with_o thing_n corporal_a there_o must_v be_v a_o fitness_n in_o the_o object_n else_o it_o move_v not_o as_o the_o ear_n be_v not_o please_v with_o light_n and_o colour_n nor_o the_o eye_n with_o sound_n the_o 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