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perfect_o contemplative_a for_o they_o always_o study_v to_o mortify_v themselves_o fro_o worldly_a desire_n that_o they_o may_v free_o with_o all_o the_o power_n of_o their_o hart_n tend_v to_o our_o lord_n but_o we_o be_v occupy_v with_o our_o passion_n and_o be_v much_o busy_v with_o transitory_a thing_n &_o it_o be_v very_o seldom_o that_o we_o may_v full_o overcome_v any_o one_o vice_n and_o we_o be_v nothing_o quick_a to_o our_o duty_n wherefore_o we_o remain_v cold_a &_o slow_a to_o devotion_n if_o we_o be_v perfect_o mortify_v to_o the_o world_n and_o to_o the_o flesh_n and_o be_v inward_o purify_v in_o soul_n we_o shall_v anon_o savour_v heavenly_a thing_n and_o somewhat_o shall_v we_o have_v experience_n of_o heavenly_a contemplation_n the_o great_a hindrance_n of_o the_o heavenly_a contemplation_n be_v for_o we_o be_v not_o yet_o clear_o deliver_v from_o all_o passion_n and_o concupiscence_n ne_o we_o enforce_v not_o ourselves_o to_o follow_v the_o way_n that_o holy_a 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every_o year_n overcome_v one_o vice_n we_o shall_v anon_o come_v to_o perfection_n but_o i_o fear_v rather_o that_o contrariwise_o we_o be_v better_a and_o more_o pure_a in_o the_o begin_n of_o our_o conversion_n than_o we_o be_v many_o year_n after_o we_o be_v convert_v our_o fervour_n and_o desire_n to_o virtue_n shall_v daily_o increase_v in_o we_o as_o we_o increase_v in_o age_n but_o it_o be_v now_o think_v a_o great_a thing_n if_o we_o may_v hold_v a_o little_a sparkle_n of_o the_o fervour_n that_o we_o have_v first_o but_o if_o we_o will_v at_o the_o beginning_n break_v the_o evil_a inclination_n that_o we_o have_v to_o ourself_o and_o to_o our_o own_o will_n we_o shall_v after_o do_v virtuous_a work_n easy_o and_o with_o great_a gladness_n of_o heart_n it_o be_v a_o hard_a thing_n to_o leave_v evil_a custom_n but_o it_o be_v more_o hard_a to_o break_v our_o own_o will_n but_o it_o be_v most_o hard_a evermore_o to_o lie_v in_o pain_n and_o endiessye_a to_o lose_v the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n if_o thou_o overcome_v not_o small_a thing_n and_o light_n how_o shall_v thou_o then_o overcome_v the_o great_a refist_n therefore_o quick_o in_o the_o begin_v thy_o evil_a inclination_n and_o leave_v of_o whole_o all_o thy_o evil_a custom_n lest_o happily_o by_o little_a and_o little_o they_o bring_v the_o after_o to_o great_a difficulty_n o_o if_o thou_o will_v consider_v how_o great_a inward_a peace_n thou_o shall_v have_v thyself_o and_o how_o great_a gladness_n thou_o shall_v cause_v in_o other_o in_o behavinge_v of_o thyself_o well_o i_o suppose_v verilye_o thou_o will_v be_v much_o more_o diligent_a to_o profit_v in_o virtue_n than_o thou_o haste_v be_v before_o this_o time_n of_o the_o profit_n of_o adversity_n the_o .12_o chapter_n it_o be_v good_a that_o we_o have_v sometime_o grief_n and_o adversity_n for_o they_o drive_v a_o man_n to_o behold_v himself_o and_o to_o see_v that_o he_o be_v here_o but_o as_o in_o a_o exile_n and_o be_v learn_v thereby_o to_o 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perfect_a nor_o so_o holy_a in_o this_o world_n that_o he_o sometime_o have_v not_o temptation_n and_o we_o may_v not_o full_o be_v without_o they_o for_o though_o they_o be_v for_o the_o time_n very_o grievous_a and_o painful_a yet_o if_o they_o be_v resist_v they_o be_v very_o profitable_a for_o a_o man_n by_o experience_n of_o such_o temptation_n be_v make_v more_o meek_a and_o be_v also_o purge_v &_o inform_v in_o diverse_a manner_n which_o he_o shall_v never_o have_v know_v but_o by_o experience_n of_o such_o temptation_n all_o bless_a saint_n that_o now_o be_v crown_v in_o heaven_n grow_v and_o profit_v by_o temptation_n and_o tribulation_n and_o those_o that_o can_v not_o well_o bear_v temptation_n but_o be_v finallye_o overcome_v be_v take_v
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between_o religious_a and_o devoute_a person_n a_o old_a custom_n be_v hardly_o break_a &_o no_o man_n will_v light_o be_v remove_v from_o his_o own_o will_n but_o if_o thou_o cleave_v more_o to_o thy_o own_o will_n or_o to_o thou_o own_o reason_n then_o to_o the_o meek_a obedience_n of_o jesus_n christ_n it_o will_v be_v long_o or_o thou_o be_v a_o man_n illumine_v with_o grace_n for_o almighty_a god_n will_v that_o we_o be_v perfect_o subject_a and_o obedient_a to_o he_o &_o that_o we_o ascend_v and_o rise_v high_a above_o our_o own_o will_n and_o above_o our_o own_o reason_n by_o a_o great_a bren_a love_n and_o a_o whole_a desire_n to_o he_o of_o work_n do_v in_o charity_n the_o 15._o chapter_n for_o nothing_o in_o the_o world_n nor_o for_o the_o love_n of_o any_o creature_n be_v evil_a to_o be_v do_v but_o sometime_o for_o the_o need_n and_o comfort_n of_o our_o neighbour_n a_o good_a deed_n may_v be_v defer_v or_o be_v turn_v into_o another_o good_a deed_n for_o thereby_o the_o good_a deed_n be_v not_o destroy_v but_o be_v change_v into_o better_a without_o charity_n the_o outward_a deed_n be_v little_a to_o be_v praise_v but_o whatsoever_o be_v do_v of_o charity_n be_v it_o never_o so_o little_a or_o never_o so_o despisable_v in_o sight_n of_o the_o world_n it_o be_v right_a profitable_a before_o god_n who_o judge_v all_o thing_n after_o the_o intent_n of_o the_o doer_n &_o not_o after_o the_o greatness_n or_o worthiness_n of_o the_o deed_n he_o do_v much_o that_o much_o love_v god_n &_o he_o do_v much_o that_o do_v his_o deed_n well_o and_o he_o do_v his_o deed_n well_o that_o do_v it_o rather_o for_o the_o commonalty_n then_o for_o his_o own_o will_n a_o deed_n sometime_o seem_v to_o be_v do_v of_o charity_n and_o of_o
haste_n consider_v other_o man_n work_n what_o haste_v thou_o profit_v thereby_o if_o thou_o have_v forget_v thyself_o if_o thou_o will_v therefore_o have_v peace_n in_o thy_o soul_n and_o be_v perfect_o unite_v to_o god_n in_o bless_a love_n set_v apart_o all_o other_o man_n deed_n and_o only_o set_v thyself_o and_o thou_o own_o deed_n before_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o soul_n &_o that_o thou_o see_v amiss_o in_o thou_o short_o reform_v it_o thou_o shall_v much_o profit_v in_o grace_n if_o thou_o keep_v thou_o free_a from_o all_o temporal_a care_n &_o it_o shall_v hinder_v thou_o great_o if_o thou_o set_v price_n by_o any_o temporal_a thing_n therefore_o let_v nothing_o be_v in_o thy_o sight_n high_a nothing_o great_a nothing_o like_v ne_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o but_o it_o be_v pure_o god_n or_o of_o god_n think_v all_o comfort_n vain_a that_o come_v to_o thou_o by_o any_o creature_n he_o that_o love_v god_n and_o his_o own_o soul_n for_o god_n despise_v all_o other_o love_n for_o he_o 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good_a life_n he_o that_o desire_v the_o very_a perfect_a joy_n that_o be_v everlasting_a set_v little_a price_n by_o temporal_a joy_n and_o he_o that_o seek_v any_o worldly_a joy_n or_o do_v not_o in_o his_o heart_n full_o despise_v it_o show_v himself_o open_o to_o love_v but_o little_a the_o joy_n of_o heaven_n he_o have_v great_a tranquillity_n and_o peace_n of_o hart_n that_o neither_o regard_v praise_n nor_o dispraise_n and_o he_o shall_v soon_o be_v pacify_v and_o content_a that_o have_v a_o good_a conscience_n thou_o be_v not_o the_o better_a because_o thou_o be_v praise_v nor_o worse_o if_o thou_o be_v disprayse_v for_o as_o thou_o be_v thou_o be_v and_o whatsoever_o be_v say_v of_o thou_o thou_o be_v no_o better_a than_o almighty_a god_n which_o be_v the_o searcher_n of_o man_n hart_n will_v witness_v thou_o to_o be_v if_o thou_o behold_v what_o thou_o be_v inwardlie_a thou_o shall_v not_o care_v much_o what_o the_o world_n speak_v of_o thou_o outward_o man_n see_v the_o 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the_o .7_o chapter_n bless_a be_v he_o that_o know_v how_o good_a it_o be_v to_o love_n jesu_n and_o for_o his_o sake_n to_o despise_v himself_o it_o behove_v the_o lover_n of_o jesu_n to_o forsake_v all_o other_o love_n beside_o he_o for_o he_o will_v be_v love_v only_o above_o all_o other_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n be_v deceyvable_a and_o fail_a but_o the_o love_n of_o jesu_n be_v faithful_a and_o always_o abydinge_v he_o that_o cleave_v to_o any_o creature_n must_v of_o necessity_n fail_v as_o do_v the_o creature_n but_o he_o that_o cleave_v abyde_o to_o jesu_n shall_v be_v make_v stable_n in_o he_o for_o ever_o love_v he_o therefore_o &_o hold_v he_o thy_o friend_n for_o when_o all_o other_o forsake_v thou_o he_o will_v not_o forsake_v thou_o nor_o suffer_v thou_o final_o to_o perish_v thou_o must_v of_o necessity_n be_v depart_v from_o thy_o friend_n and_o from_o all_o man_n company_n whether_o thou_o will_v or_o not_o and_o therefore_o keep_v thou_o with_o thy_o lord_n jesu_n lyve_v and_o die_v and_o commit_v thou_o to_o his_o fidelity_n and_o he_o will_v be_v with_o thou_o and_o help_v thou_o when_o all_o other_o forsake_v thou_o thy_o belove_a be_v of_o such_o nature_n that_o he_o will_v not_o admit_v any_o other_o lave_v for_o he_o will_v have_v alone_o the_o love_n of_o thy_o hart_n and_o will_v sit_v therein_o as_o a_o king_n in_o his_o proper_a throne_n if_o thou_o can_v well_o avoid_v from_o thou_o the_o love_n of_o creature_n he_o will_v always_o abide_v with_o thou_o and_o never_o will_v forsake_v thou_o thou_o shall_v in_o manner_n find_v it_o all_o as_o lose_v whatsoever_o trust_v thou_o have_v put_v in_o any_o manner_n of_o thing_n beside_o jesu_n put_v not_o thy_o trust_n therefore_o to_o any_o such_o thing_n as_o be_v not_o but_o a_o quilfull_a of_o wind_n or_o as_o a_o holowe_v stick_v which_o be_v not_o able_a to_o sustain_v thou_o ne_o to_o help_v thou_o but_o in_o thy_o most_o need_n will_v deceyve_v thou_o for_o man_n be_v but_o as_o 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love_n but_o when_o he_o be_v absent_a all_o thing_n that_o be_v do_v for_o his_o love_n be_v painful_a and_o hard_a when_o jesu_n speak_v not_o to_o the_o soul_n there_o be_v no_o faithful_a consolation_n but_o if_o he_o speak_v but_o one_o word_n only_o the_o soul_n feel_v great_a inward_a comfort_n do_v not_o mary_n magdalene_n rise_v soon_o from_o weep_v when_o martha_n show_v she_o that_o her_o master_n christ_n be_v nigh_o &_o call_v she_o yes_o true_o o_o that_o be_v a_o happy_a hour_n when_o jesus_n call_v we_o from_o weep_v to_o joy_n of_o spirit_n remember_v how_o dry_a &_o how_o undevout_a thou_o be_v without_o jesu_n and_o
how_o unwise_a how_o vain_a and_o how_o uncunning_a thou_o be_v when_o thou_o desire_v any_o thing_n beside_o jesu_n true_o that_o desire_n be_v more_o hurtful_a to_o thou_o than_o if_o thou_o have_v lose_v all_o the_o world_n what_o may_v this_o world_n go_v thou_o but_o through_o the_o help_n of_o jesu_n to_o be_v without_o jesu_n be_v a_o pain_n of_o hell_n and_o to_o be_v with_o jesu_n be_v a_o pleasant_a paradise_n if_o jesu_n be_v with_o thou_o there_o may_v no_o enemy_n greve_v thou_o &_o he_o that_o find_v jesu_n find_v a_o great_a treasure_n that_o be_v best_a above_o all_o other_o treasure_n and_o he_o that_o jose_v jesu_n lose_v very_o much_o and_o more_o than_o all_o the_o world_n he_o be_v most_o poor_a that_o live_v without_o jesu_n and_o he_o his_o most_o scotfree_a that_o be_v with_o jesu_n it_o be_v great_a cunning_a to_o be_v well_o conversaunt_a with_o jesu_n and_o to_o keep_v he_o be_v right_a great_a wisdom_n be_v meek_a &_o peaceful_a and_o jesu_n shall_v be_v 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i_o in_o all_o my_o necessity_n and_o keep_v i_o wary_o from_o all_o peril_n &_o danger_n that_o i_o daily_o be_o like_a to_o fall_v into_o i_o have_v lose_v thou_o and_o also_o myself_o by_o inordinate_a love_n that_o i_o have_v have_v to_o myself_o and_o in_o seek_v of_o thou_o again_o i_o have_v find_v both_o thou_o and_o i_o and_o therefore_o i_o will_v more_o deep_o from_o henceforth_o set_v myself_o at_o naught_o and_o more_o diligent_o seek_v thou_o then_o in_o time_n paste_n i_o have_v do_v for_o thou_o lord_n jesu_n thou_o do_v to_o i_o above_o all_o my_o merit_n &_o above_o all_o that_o i_o can_v ask_v or_o desire_v but_o bless_a be_v thou_o in_o all_o thy_o work_n for_o though_o i_o be_v unworthy_a any_o good_a thing_n yet_o thy_o goodness_n never_o cease_v to_o do_v well_o to_o i_o &_o also_o to_o many_o other_o which_o be_v unkind_a to_o thou_o and_o that_o be_v turn_v right_o far_o from_o thou_o turn_v we_o lord_n therefore_o to_o thou_o again_o that_o we_o may_v henceforward_o be_v love_v thankful_a meek_a &_o devout_a to_o thou_o for_o thou_o act_v our_o health_n thou_o be_v our_o virtue_n and_o all_o our_o strength_n in_o body_n and_o soul_n and_o none_o but_o thou_o to_o thou_o therefore_o be_v joy_n and_o glory_n everlasting_o in_o the_o bliss_n of_o heaven_n amen_n how_o all_o thing_n be_v to_o be_v refer_v to_o god_n as_o end_v of_o every_o work_n the_o .10_o chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n i_o must_v be_v the_o end_n of_o all_o thy_o work_n if_o thou_o desire_v to_o be_v happy_a and_o bless_a and_o if_o thou_o refer_v all_o goodness_n to_o i_o from_o who_o all_o goodness_n come_v then_o shall_v be_v purge_v and_o make_v clean_o in_o thou_o thy_o inward_a affection_n which_o else_o will_v be_v evil_o incline_v to_o thyself_o and_o to_o other_o creature_n if_o thou_o seek_v thyself_o in_o any_o thing_n as_o end_v of_o thy_o work_n anon_o thou_o fayle_v in_o thy_o do_v and_o wax_v dry_a and_o barren_a from_o all_o 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sweet_a and_o delectable_a to_o serve_v god_n and_o to_o forsake_v the_o world_n the_o 11._o chapter_n now_o shall_v i_o speak_v again_o to_o thou_o my_o lord_n jesu_n and_o not_o cease_v and_o i_o shall_v say_v in_o the_o ear_n of_o my_o lord_n my_o god_n and_o king_n that_o be_v in_o heaven_n o_o how_o great_a be_v the_o abundance_n of_o thy_o sweetness_n which_o thou_o haste_v hide_v and_o keep_v for_o they_o that_o dread_v thou_o but_o what_o be_v it_o then_o to_o they_o that_o love_v thou_o &_o that_o with_o all_o their_o hart_n do_v serve_v thou_o very_o it_o be_v the_o unspeakable_a swetenes_n of_o contemplation_n that_o thou_o geve_v to_o they_o that_o love_v thou_o in_o this_o lord_n thou_o have_v most_o show_v the_o swetenes_n of_o thy_o charity_n to_o i_o that_o when_o i_o be_v not_o thou_o make_v i_o and_o when_o i_o err_v far_o from_o thou_o thou_o bring_v i_o again_o to_o serve_v thou_o and_o thou_o command_v i_o also_o that_o i_o shall_v love_v thou_o o_o fountain_n of_o love_n everlasting_a what_o shall_v i_o say_v of_o thou_o how_o may_v i_o forget_v thou_o that_o have_v vouchedsafe_v to_o lovinglye_o to_o remember_v i_o when_o i_o be_v like_a to_o have_v perish_v thou_o show_v thy_o mercy_n to_o i_o above_o all_o that_o i_o can_v think_v and_o desire_v and_o have_v send_v i_o of_o thy_o grace_n and_o love_n above_o my_o merit_n but_o what_o shall_v i_o geve_v thou_o again_o for_o all_o this_o goodness_n it_o be_v not_o give_v to_o all_o man_n to_o forsake_v the_o world_n &_o to_o take_v a_o solitary_a life_n and_o only_o to_o serve_v thou_o &_o yet_o it_o be_v no_o great_a thing_n to_o serve_v thou_o who_o every_o creature_n be_v bind_v to_o serve_v it_o ought_v not_o therefore_o to_o seem_v any_o great_a thing_n to_o i_o to_o serve_v thou_o but_o rather_o it_o shall_v seem_v marvel_v and_o wonder_v to_o i_o that_o thou_o will_v vouchsafe_v to_o receive_v so_o poor_a and_o so_o unworthy_a a_o creature_n as_o i_o be_o into_o thy_o service_n and_o that_o thou_o will_v join_v i_o to_o thy_o well-beloved_a servant_n lo_o lord_n all_o thing_n that_o i_o have_v &_o all_o that_o i_o do_v thou_o service_n with_o be_v thou_o and_o yet_o thy_o goodness_n be_v such_o that_o thou_o rather_o serve_v i_o than_o i_o thou_o for_o lo_o heaven_n &_o earth_n planet_n and_o star_n with_o their_o content_n which_o thou_o have_v create_v to_o serve_v man_n be_v ready_o at_o thy_o biddinge_a and_o do_v daily_o that_o thou_o haste_v command_v and_o thou_o haste_v also_o ordain_v angel_n to_o the_o minysterie_n of_o man_n but_o above_o all_o this_o thou_o
chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o saviour_n christ_n he_o that_o labour_v to_o withdraw_v he_o from_o obedience_n withdraw_v he_o from_o grace_n and_o he_o that_o seek_v to_o have_v private_a thing_n lose_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v in_o common_a if_o a_o man_n can_v not_o glad_o submit_v himself_o to_o his_o superior_a it_o be_v a_o token_n that_o his_o flesh_n be_v not_o yet_o full_o obedient_a to_o the_o spirit_n but_o that_o it_o oft_o rebell_v and_o murmure_v therefore_o if_o thou_o desire_v to_o overcome_v thyself_o and_o to_o make_v thy_o flesh_n obey_v meekelye_o to_o the_o will_n of_o the_o spirit_n learn_v first_o to_o obey_v gladlye_a to_o thy_o superior_a the_o outward_a enemy_n be_v the_o soon_o overcome_v if_o the_o inner_a man_n that_o be_v the_o soul_n be_v not_o feeble_v nor_o waste_v there_o be_v none_o worse_o nor_o any_o more_o grievous_a enemy_n to_o the_o soul_n than_o thyself_o if_o thy_o flesh_n be_v not_o well_o agreeinge_v to_o the_o will_n of_o the_o spirit_n 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to_o love_v the_o world_n and_o dryve_v out_o of_o their_o heart_n all_o heavenly_a desire_n insomuch_o that_o many_o account_n it_o as_o a_o joy_n of_o paradise_n to_o live_v under_o such_o sensible_a pleasure_n and_o that_o be_v because_o they_o neither_o have_v see_v nor_o taste_v the_o sweetness_n in_o god_n nor_o the_o inward_a gladness_n that_o come_v of_o virtue_n but_o they_o that_o perfect_o despise_v the_o world_n and_o that_o study_n to_o live_v under_o holy_a discipline_n be_v not_o ignorant_a of_o the_o heavenly_a sweetness_n that_o be_v promise_v unto_o ghostly_a liver_n and_o they_o see_v also_o how_o greevouslie_o the_o world_n err_v and_o how_o greevouslie_o it_o be_v deceive_v in_o diverse_a manner_n how_o a_o man_n shall_v rest_v in_o god_n above_o all_o thing_n the_o 23._o chapter_n above_o all_o thing_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n rest_v thou_o my_o soul_n in_o thy_o lord_n god_n for_o he_o be_v the_o eternal_a rest_n of_o all_o angel_n and_o saint_n geve_v i_o lord_n jesus_n this_o special_a grace_n for_o to_o rest_n i_o in_o thou_o above_o all_o creature_n above_o all_o health_n and_o fairness_n above_o all_o glory_n and_o honour_n above_o all_o dignity_n and_o power_n above_o all_o cunning_a and_o policy_n above_o all_o riches_n &_o craft_n above_o all_o gladness_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n above_o all_o fame_n and_o praise_v above_o all_o sweetness_n and_o consolation_n above_o all_o hope_n and_o repromission_n above_o all_o merit_n and_o desire_n above_o all_o gift_n &_o reward_n that_o thou_o may_v geve_v or_o send_v beside_o thyself_o and_o above_o all_o joy_n and_o mirth_n that_o man_n heart_n or_o mind_n may_v take_v or_o feel_v and_o also_o above_o all_o angel_n and_o archangel_n and_o above_o the_o company_n of_o heavenly_a spirit_n above_o all_o thing_n visible_a and_o invisible_a and_o above_o all_o thing_n that_o be_v not_o thyself_o for_o thou_o o_o lord_n god_n be_v most_o best_a most_o high_a most_o may_v most_o sufficient_a and_o 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i_o shall_v not_o for_o thy_o love_n feel_v myself_o but_o thou_o only_o above_o myself_o and_o aobue_v all_o bodily_a thing_n and_o that_o thou_o visit_v i_o in_o such_o wise_a as_o thou_o do_v visit_v thy_o faithful_a lover_n now_o i_o oft_o mourn_v and_o complain_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o life_n and_o with_o sorrow_n and_o woe_n bear_v they_o with_o right_a great_a heaviness_n for_o many_o evil_a thing_n happen_v daily_a in_o this_o life_n which_o oft_o time_n trouble_v i_o and_o make_v i_o very_o heavy_a &_o great_o darken_v my_o understanding_n they_o hinder_v i_o great_o and_o put_v my_o mind_n from_o thou_o and_o so_o encumber_v i_o many_o way_n that_o i_o can_v not_o have_v free_a mind_n &_o clean_a desire_n to_o thou_o nor_o have_v thy_o sweet_a embracing_n that_o to_o thy_o bless_a saint_n be_v always_o present_a wherefore_o i_o beseech_v thou_o lord_n christ_n jesu_n that_o the_o sighinge_n and_o the_o inward_a desire_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o my_o manifold_a desolution_n may_v somewhat_o move_v thou_o and_o incline_v thou_o to_o hear_v i_o o_o jesu_n the_o light_n and_o brightness_n of_o everlasting_a glory_n the_o joy_n and_o comfort_n of_o all_o christien_n people_n that_o be_v walk_v &_o labour_v as_o pilgrim_n in_o the_o wyldernes_n of_o this_o world_n my_o heart_n cry_v to_o thou_o by_o still_a desire_n without_o voice_n and_o my_o silence_n speak_v unto_o thou_o and_o say_v thus_o how_o long_o carry_v my_o lord_n god_n to_o come_v to_o i_o very_o i_o trust_v that_o he_o will_v short_o come_v to_o i_o his_o poor_a servant_n and_o comfort_v i_o and_o make_v i_o joyous_a &_o glad_a in_o he_o and_o that_o he_o will_v deliver_v i_o from_o all_o anguish_n and_o sorrow_n come_v lord_n come_v for_o without_o thou_o i_o have_v no_o glad_a day_n nor_o hour_n for_o thou_o be_v all_o my_o joy_n &_o gladness_n and_o without_o thou_o my_o soul_n be_v barren_a and_o void_a i_o be_o a_o wretch_n and_o in_o manner_n in_o prison_n and_o bind_v with_o fetter_n till_o thou_o through_o the_o light_n of_o thy_o gracious_a presence_n vouchsafe_v to_o visit_v i_o and_o to_o refresh_v i_o and_o to_o bring_v i_o again_o to_o liberty_n of_o spirit_n and_o that_o thou_o vouchsafe_v to_o show_v thy_o favourable_a and_o love_a countenance_n unto_o i_o let_v other_o seek_v what_o they_o will_v but_o trulye_o there_o be_v nothing_o that_o i_o will_v seek_v nor_o that_o shall_v please_v i_o but_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n my_o hope_n and_o everlasting_a health_n i_o shall_v not_o cease_v of_o prayer_n till_o thy_o grace_n return_v to_o i_o again_o &_o that_o thou_o speak_v inward_o to_o my_o soul_n &_o say_v thus_o lo_o i_o be_o here_o i_o be_o come_v to_o thou_o for_o thou_o haste_v call_v i_o thy_o tear_n &_o the_o desire_n of_o thy_o hart_n thy_o meekness_n and_o thy_o contrition_n have_v bow_v i_o down_o and_o bring_v i_o to_o thou_o and_o i_o shall_v say_v again_o lord_n i_o have_v call_v thou_o and_o i_o have_v desire_v to_o have_v thou_o ready_a to_o forsake_v all_o thing_n for_o thou_o thou_o first_o haste_n stir_v i_o to_o seek_v thou_o wherefore_o be_v thou_o always_o bless_v that_o haste_n show_v such_o goodness_n to_o i_o after_o the_o multitude_n of_o thy_o mercy_n what_o have_v thy_o servant_n lord_n more_o to_o do_v or_o say_v but_o that_o he_o meeken_fw-ge himself_o before_o thy_o majesty_n and_o ever_o have_v in_o mind_n his_o own_o iniquity_n there_o be_v none_o like_o to_o thou_o lord_n in_o heaven_n nor_o in_o earth_n thy_o work_n be_v good_a thy_o judgement_n be_v righteous_a &_o by_o thy_o providence_n all_o thing_n be_v govern_v wherefore_o to_o thou_o which_o be_v the_o wisdom_n of_o the_o father_n be_v everlasting_a joy_n &_o glory_n and_o i_o humble_o beseech_v thou_o that_o my_o body_n and_o soul_n my_o heart_n and_o tongue_n and_o all_o thy_o creature_n may_v always_o laud_v thou_o and_o bless_v thou_o amen_n of_o remembringe_v of_o the_o great_a and_o manifold_a benefit_n of_o god_n the_o 24._o chapter_n open_v my_o hart_n lord_n into_o the_o behold_n of_o thy_o law_n and_o in_o thy_o commandment_n teach_v i_o to_o walk_v geve_v i_o grace_n to_o know_v and_o to_o understand_v thy_o will_n and_o with_o great_a reverence_n and_o diligent_a consideration_n to_o remember_v thy_o manifold_a benefit_n that_o i_o may_v from_o henceforth_o yield_v to_o thou_o due_a thanks_n for_o they_o again_o but_o i_o know_v and_o confess_v it_o for_o truth_n that_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o yield_v to_o thou_o condign_a thankinge_n for_o the_o least_o benefit_n that_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o for_o i_o be_o less_o than_o the_o least_o benefit_n that_o thou_o have_v give_v and_o when_o i_o behold_v thy_o nobleness_n and_o worthiness_n my_o spirit_n dread_v and_o tremble_v very_o sore_o for_o the_o greatness_n thereof_o o_o lord_n all_o that_o we_o have_v in_o body_n &_o in_o soul_n inward_o &_o outwardlye_o natural_o or_o supernaturallye_o they_o be_v thy_o benefit_n and_o show_v thou_o open_o to_o be_v a_o bless_a and_o good_a benefactor_n of_o who_o we_o have_v receive_v such_o gift_n and_o though_o one_o have_v receive_v more_o and_o another_o less_o yet_o they_o all_o be_v thy_o gift_n &_o without_o thou_o the_o least_o can_v not_o be_v have_v and_o he_o that_o have_v more_o receive_v may_v not_o rightful_o glorify_v himself_o therein_o as_o though_o he_o have_v get_v it_o by_o his_o own_o merit_n nor_o exalt_v himself_o above_o other_o nor_o disdain_v other_o nor_o despise_v his_o inferior_n therefore_o for_o he_o be_v great_a and_o most_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o that_o least_o ascribe_v to_o himself_o and_o that_o be_v for_o such_o gift_n the_o more_o meek_a and_o devout_a in_o yeldinge_n thanks_n to_o thou_o for_o
have_v thou_o full_a trust_n for_o i_o be_o never_o to_o thou_o to_o help_v thou_o and_o to_o restore_v thou_o again_o not_o only_o to_o like_a grace_n as_o thou_o have_v first_o but_o also_o to_o much_o more_o in_o great_a abundance_n be_v there_o any_o thing_n hard_a or_o impossible_a to_o i_o or_o be_o i_o like_v to_o he_o that_o say_v a_o thing_n and_o do_v it_o not_o where_o be_v thy_o faith_n stand_v strong_o and_o perseverantlie_o in_o i_o be_v steadfast_a abide_v my_o promise_n and_o thou_o shall_v have_v comfort_n in_o such_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v most_o expedient_a for_o thou_o abide_v abaid_z and_o tarry_v for_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v come_v soon_o and_o help_v thou_o it_o be_v temptation_n that_o vex_v thou_o and_o a_o vain_a dread_n that_o fear_v thou_o much_o but_o what_o avayl_v such_o fear_n of_o dread_n for_o thing_n that_o perchance_o shall_v never_o come_v but_o that_o the_o ghostlye_o enemy_n will_v thou_o shall_v have_v sorrow_n upon_o sorrow_n bear_v therefore_o patienlye_o thy_o trouble_n that_o be_v present_a and_o drede_v not_o overmuche_o those_o that_o be_v to_o come_v for_o it_o suffice_v to_o every_o day_n his_o own_o malice_n it_o be_v a_o vain_a thing_n and_o unprofitable_a to_o be_v heavy_a or_o glad_a for_o thing_n that_o perchance_o shall_v never_o happen_v nor_o come_v but_o it_o be_v the_o unstableness_n of_o man_n that_o he_o will_v be_v deceive_v &_o so_o light_o to_o follow_v the_o suggestion_n of_o the_o enemy_n for_o he_o care_v not_o whether_o he_o may_v deceive_v by_o true_a suggestion_n or_o by_o false_a nor_o whether_o it_o be_v by_o love_n of_o thing_n present_a or_o by_o dread_n of_o thing_n to_o come_v therefore_o be_v thou_o not_o trouble_v neither_o drede_n but_o trust_v strong_o in_o i_o &_o in_o my_o mercy_n have_v perfect_a hope_n for_o when_o thou_o ween_v that_o thou_o be_v right_o far_o from_o i_o oft_o time_n i_o be_o right_a near_o unto_o thou_o and_o when_o thou_o ween_v that_o all_o be_v lose_v 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without_o ghostly_a savour_n or_o comfort_n lest_o haply_o he_o be_v raise_v up_o into_o pride_n and_o think_v himself_o better_a than_o he_o be_v that_o i_o have_v give_v i_o may_v take_v away_o and_o may_v restore_v it_o again_o when_o i_o shall_v listen_v when_o i_o geve_v a_o thing_n to_o any_o person_n it_o be_v i_o own_o that_o i_o have_v give_v and_o when_o i_o take_v it_o away_o again_o i_o take_v none_o of_o he_o for_o everye_o good_a gift_n and_o every_o perfect_a reward_n come_v of_o i_o if_o i_o send_v to_o thou_o trouble_v or_o heaviness_n in_o what_o wise_a soever_o it_o be_v take_v it_o glad_o &_o disdain_v it_o not_o neither_o let_v thy_o heart_n fail_v thou_o therein_o for_o i_o may_v anon_o lift_v thou_o up_o again_o and_o turn_v thy_o heaviness_n into_o great_a joy_n and_o ghostlye_o gladness_n and_o very_o i_o be_o righteous_a and_o much_o to_o be_v laud_a and_o praise_v when_o i_o do_v so_o with_o thou_o if_o thou_o understande_v a_o right_n and_o behold_v thyself_o true_o as_o thou_o be_v thou_o shall_v never_o be_v so_o direct_o heavy_a for_o any_o adversity_n but_o rather_o thou_o shall_v joy_n therein_o and_o think_v it_o as_o the_o great_a gift_n that_o i_o spare_v not_o to_o scourge_v thou_o with_o such_o trouble_n and_o adversity_n for_o i_o say_v to_o my_o disciple_n thus_o as_o my_o father_n love_v i_o i_o love_v you_o and_o yet_o i_o send_v they_o not_o forth_o into_o the_o world_n to_o have_v temporal_a joy_n but_o to_o have_v great_a battle_n not_o to_o have_v honour_n but_o despite_n not_o to_o be_v idle_a but_o to_o labour_v not_o to_o rest_v but_o to_o bring_v forth_o much_o good_a fruit_n in_o patience_n and_o good_a work_n my_o son_n remember_v well_o these_o word_n that_o i_o have_v speak_v to_o thou_o for_o they_o be_v true_a and_o can_v not_o be_v deny_v how_o we_o shall_v forget_v all_o creature_n that_o we_o may_v find_v our_o creator_n the_o .36_o chapter_n lord_n i_o have_v great_a need_n of_o thy_o grace_n &_o that_o of_o thy_o great_a singular_a grace_n or_o that_o i_o may_v come_v thither_o where_o no_o creature_n shall_v let_v nor_o hinder_v i_o from_o perfect_a beholdinge_v of_o thou_o for_o as_o long_o as_o any_o transitorye_n thing_n hold_v i_o or_o have_v rule_v in_o i_o i_o may_v not_o fly_v free_o to_o thou_o he_o covet_v to_o fly_v without_o let_v that_o say_v thus_o who_o shall_v geve_v i_o wing_n like_v to_o a_o dove_n that_o i_o may_v fly_v into_o the_o bosom_n of_o my_o saviour_n &_o into_o the_o hole_n of_o his_o bless_a wound_n and_o rest_v i_o there_o i_o see_v well_o that_o no_o man_n be_v more_o restful_a nor_o more_o like_v in_o this_o world_n then_o be_v that_o man_n who_o always_o have_v his_o mind_n and_o whole_a intent_n upwarde_o to_o god_n and_o nothing_o desire_v of_o the_o world_n it_o behove_v he_o therefore_o that_o will_v perfect_o forsake_v himself_o &_o behold_v thou_o to_o surmount_v all_o creature_n and_o himself_o also_o &_o through_o excess_n of_o mind_n 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of_o perfect_a mortify_v our_o body_n to_o the_o spirit_n i_o wot_v not_o how_o it_o be_v nor_o with_o what_o spirit_n we_o be_v lead_v nor_o what_o we_o pretend_v we_o that_o be_v call_v spiritual_a person_n that_o we_o take_v great_a labour_n and_o study_v for_o transitory_a thing_n than_o we_o do_v to_o know_v the_o inward_a state_n of_o our_o own_o soul_n but_o alas_o for_o sorrow_n anon_o as_o we_o have_v make_v a_o little_a recollection_n to_o god_n we_o ten_o forth_o to_o outward_a thing_n and_o do_v not_o search_v our_o own_o conscience_n with_o due_a examination_n as_o we_o shall_v do_v nor_o we_o heed_n not_o where_o our_o affection_n rest_v new_a sorrow_n
thou_o naked_a and_o very_a poor_a and_o void_a of_o thy_o own_o will_n else_o how_o may_v thou_o be_v i_o and_o i_o thou_o but_o if_o thou_o be_v clear_o bereave_v within_o and_o without_o of_o thy_o own_o will_n and_o the_o soon_o that_o thou_o can_v bring_v it_o about_o so_o much_o the_o soon_o shall_v it_o be_v better_o with_o thou_o &_o the_o more_o perfect_o and_o the_o more_o clear_o that_o thou_o can_v do_v it_o the_o more_o full_o shall_v thou_o please_v i_o and_o the_o more_o shall_v thou_o win_v some_o person_n resign_v themselves_o unto_o i_o but_o it_o be_v with_o some_o exception_n for_o they_o trust_v not_o ful_o to_o i_o and_o therefore_o they_o study_n to_o provide_v for_o themselves_o and_o some_o at_o the_o beginning_n offer_v thou_o to_o i_o but_o after_o when_o any_o temptation_n come_v they_o soon_o turn_v again_o to_o their_o own_o will_n and_o to_o that_o which_o they_o promise_v to_o forsake_v and_o therefore_o they_o profit_v little_a in_o virtue_n and_o true_o such_o person_n shall_v never_o come_v to_o perfect_a clenne_n and_o to_o freedom_n of_o heart_n nor_o to_o the_o grace_n of_o familiarity_n with_o i_o but_o through_o a_o perfect_a forsake_v of_o themselves_o and_o through_o a_o daily_a offering_n of_o they_o and_o all_o that_o they_o have_v whole_o to_o i_o for_o without_o that_o may_v no_o man_n have_v perfect_a fruition_n and_o unitinge_n with_o i_o i_o have_v say_v to_o thou_o many_o time_n before_o and_o yet_o i_o say_v to_o thou_o again_o forsake_v thyself_o and_o resign_v thyself_o whole_o to_o i_o and_o thou_o shall_v have_v great_a inward_a peace_n in_o i_o geve_v all_o for_o all_o and_o nothing_o keep_v to_o thyself_o of_o thy_o own_o will_n but_o stand_v pure_o and_o stable_o in_o i_o and_o thou_o shall_v have_v i_o and_o thou_o shall_v be_v so_o free_a in_o heart_n and_o in_o soul_n that_o darkness_n of_o conscience_n nor_o thraldom_n of_o sin_n shall_v ever_o have_v power_n in_o thou_o endeavour_v thyself_o 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he_o ought_v to_o call_v to_o god_n for_o help_v in_o all_o peril_n and_o danger_n the_o .43_o chapter_n our_o lord_n jesu_n say_v to_o his_o servant_n thus_o thou_o ought_v to_o take_v heed_n diligent_o that_o in_o every_o place_n in_o every_o deed_n and_o in_o every_o outward_a occupation_n that_o thou_o do_v thou_o be_v inwardlye_o free_a in_o thy_o soul_n and_o have_v the_o rule_n over_o thyself_o and_o that_o all_o thing_n be_v under_o thou_o as_o in_o thy_o love_n and_o thou_o not_o under_o they_o but_o that_o thou_o be_v the_o lord_n &_o governoure_n over_o thy_o deed_n not_o as_o a_o seruamt_v or_o a_o bond_n man_n but_o rather_o exempt_v as_o a_o true_a hebrew_n that_o be_v to_o say_v as_o a_o true_a christien_n man_n goinge_v into_o the_o number_n and_o into_o the_o freedom_n of_o the_o child_n of_o god_n which_o stand_v upon_o thing_n present_a and_o look_v towards_o thing_n everlasting_a and_o behold_v thing_n transitorye_n with_o their_o left_a eye_n and_o thing_n 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of_o god_n for_o doubt_n and_o question_n to_o be_v assoly_v and_o that_o he_o there_o ask_v the_o help_n of_o god_n through_o devout_a prayer_n for_o the_o peril_n and_o danger_n aswell_o of_o himself_o as_o of_o the_o people_n so_o shall_v thou_o enter_v into_o the_o secret_a tabernacle_n of_o thy_o own_o heart_n &_o there_o ask_v inwardlie_a with_o good_a devotion_n the_o help_n of_o god_n in_o all_o such_o doubt_n &_o peril_n we_o read_v that_o josue_n and_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n be_v deceive_v of_o the_o gabaonite_n because_o they_o give_v light_a credence_n to_o their_o say_n &_o do_v not_o first_o ask_v counsel_n of_o god_n as_o they_o shall_v have_v do_v and_o so_o by_o the_o fair_a word_n of_o the_o gabaonite_n and_o through_o a_o false_a pity_n josue_n and_o the_o child_n of_o israel_n be_v illude_v and_o great_o deceive_v that_o a_o man_n shall_v not_o be_v importune_a in_o his_o business_n the_o .44_o chapter_n my_o son_n say_v our_o lord_n commit_v always_o thy_o cause_n to_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v well_o dispose_v it_o for_o thou_o when_o time_n shall_v come_v abide_v my_o ordinance_n and_o direction_n and_o thou_o shall_v find_v thereby_o great_a profit_n and_o help_v o_o lord_n glad_o will_v i_o commit_v all_o thing_n to_o thou_o for_o it_o be_v litie_n that_o i_o can_v do_v for_o myself_o will_v to_o god_n that_o i_o do_v not_o cleave_v to_o desire_n of_o worldly_a thing_n but_o that_o i_o may_v always_o offer_v myself_o whole_o to_o thy_o will_n and_o pleasure_n my_o son_n so_o it_o be_v good_a for_o thou_o to_o do_v for_o often_o time_n a_o man_n that_o trust_v much_o in_o himself_o and_o in_o his_o own_o will_n set_v his_o mind_n much_o to_o bring_v about_o this_o thing_n or_o that_o as_o he_o desire_v but_o when_o he_o have_v attain_a that_o he_o desire_v they_o begin_v he_o to_o feel_v all_o otherwise_o of_o it_o then_o he_o do_v before_o for_o the_o affection_n and_o desire_n of_o man_n be_v not_o always_o one_o but_o oft_o drive_v a_o man_n from_o one_o thing_n to_o another_o therefore_o it_o be_v no_o small_a thing_n a_o man_n full_o to_o forsake_v himself_o though_o it_o be_v in_o right_a little_a and_o small_a thing_n for_o true_o the_o very_a perfection_n of_o man_n be_v a_o perfect_a denyinge_v and_o a_o full_a forsake_v of_o himself_o and_o such_o a_o man_n be_v very_o free_a &_o belove_v for_o god_n but_o the_o old_a ancient_a enemy_n the_o fiend_n which_o resist_v goodness_n all_o that_o he_o may_v cease_v not_o long_o from_o temptation_n but_o day_n and_o night_n he_o make_v grievous_a assault_n to_o see_v if_o he_o may_v catch_v any_o unware_a person_n into_o his_o snare_n of_o deceit_n therefore_o wake_v you_o and_o pray_v that_o you_o be_v not_o deceive_v by_o temptation_n that_o man_n have_v no_o goodness_n of_o himself_o and_o that_o he_o may_v not_o rightful_o glorifye_v himself_o in_o any_o thing_n the_o 45._o chapter_n o_o lord_n what_o be_v man_n that_o thou_o do_v vouchsafe_v to_o have_v mind_n on_o he_o or_o what_o have_v he_o do_v for_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v visit_v he_o with_o grace_n and_o what_o may_v he_o complain_v although_o thou_o sometime_o forsake_v he_o or_o what_o may_v i_o righteouslye_o say_v though_o thou_o grant_v i_o not_o that_o i_o ask_v true_o i_o may_v well_o think_v and_o say_v thus_o i_o be_o nought_o nor_o i_o have_v no_o goodness_n of_o myself_o but_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o be_o of_o myself_o all_o insufficient_a and_o go_v to_o nought_o and_o but_o if_o i_o be_v holpen_v of_o thou_o and_o be_v inwardlie_o inform_v and_o teach_v by_o thou_o i_o shall_v be_v altogether_o slothful_a and_o to_o all_o
man_n despisable_v in_o the_o world_n thou_o shall_v anon_o meken_v thyself_o low_a to_o the_o ground_n and_o shall_v rather_o covete_n to_o be_v subject_a to_o all_o man_n then_o to_o have_v soveraintie_n over_o any_o one_o person_n and_o thou_o shall_v not_o desire_v to_o have_v mirth_n and_o solace_n in_o this_o world_n but_o rather_o tribulation_n and_o pain_n and_o thou_o shall_v they_o account_v it_o as_o a_o great_a win_n to_o be_v despise_v and_o take_v as_o naught_o among_o the_o people_n o_o if_o these_o thing_n savour_v well_o to_o thou_o and_o deep_o pierce_v into_o thy_o heart_n thou_o shall_v not_o once_o dare_v complain_v for_o any_o manner_n of_o trouble_n that_o shall_v befall_v unto_o thou_o be_v not_o all_o painful_a thing_n and_o most_o grievous_a labour_n gladlye_a to_o be_v suffer_v for_o the_o joy_n everlasting_a yes_o verilye_o for_o it_o be_v no_o little_a thing_n to_o win_v or_o lose_v the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n lift_v up_o thy_o face_n therefore_o into_o 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