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our_o fervent_a desire_n of_o his_o moost_n blessyd_v love_n with_o sweat_n and_o lovely_a syghe_n hearty_a devoute_a desire_n where_o ever_o we_o meet_v he_o that_o be_v as_o oft_o as_o he_o commyth_n to_o our_o mind_n where_o ever_o we_o be_v or_o what_o ever_o we_o do_v and_o the_o use_n of_o such_o blessid_v aspiration_n who_o cold_a get_v acustome_v in_o they_o be_v a_o wonderful_a ready_a way_n to_o ghostly_a profyt_n ¶_o aspyracyon_n for_o this_o exercise_n ¶_o o_o most_o love_a lover_n and_o dear_a spouse_n of_o mi_fw-mi soul_n sweat_v jesu_n i_o beseke_v the_o for_o thy_o most_o love_a hart_n that_o be_v pierce_v with_o a_o spear_n and_o woundyd_v for_o my_o love_n wound_n my_o heart_n and_o inflame_v my_o mind_n so_o flagrant_o with_o the_o fire_n of_o thy_o love_n that_o i_o mai_fw-gr comtempne_v all_o the_o world_n for_o thy_o sake_n ¶_o o_o most_o amiable_a jesu_n will_v god_n that_o i_o may_v so_o hearty_o and_o so_o hard_o embrace_v the_o with_z the_o ghostly_a arm_n 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my_o soul_n the_o consolation_n and_o joy_n of_o my_o heart_n which_o love_v i_o ear_n i_o be_v &_o have_v make_v and_o create_v i_o such_o a_o one_o that_o i_o may_v love_v the_o and_o have_v the_o grant_v i_o grace_n to_o seek_v the_o to_o run_v after_o the_o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o rest_n till_o i_o have_v find_v the_o and_o for_o the_o great_a desire_n and_o love_n of_o the_o sweet_a jesu_n i_o may_v loathe_v all_o thing_n beside_o the._n svche_o sweet_a sentence_n or_o like_a thou_o must_v always_o have_v in_o thy_o mind_n and_o heart_n &_o force_v thyself_o to_o say_v they_o in_o thy_o mind_n as_o swet_o and_o as_o devout_o as_o thou_o can_v though_o perhaps_o at_o the_o first_o thou_o shall_v feel_v little_a swetnes_n yet_o do_v as_o well_o as_o thou_o may_v and_o in_o long_a custom_n grace_n will_v take_v pyty_n on_o thy_o travail_n thou_o shall_v not_o bind_v thyself_o exact_o to_o these_o thing_n but_o only_o if_o thou_o have_v not_o of_o thyself_o such_o like_a then_o 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company_n lyghtnes_n etc._n etc._n whereby_o my_o hart_n may_v be_v by_o any_o mean_n move_v or_o defile_v also_o i_o offer_v unto_o the_o myself_o to_o the_o perfect_v mortification_n of_o all_o natural_a passion_n as_o hevyne_n joy_n sorrow_n anger_n hate_v hope_v fear_v or_o shame_n also_o i_o offer_v to_o the_o myself_o to_o the_o voluntary_a lack_n and_o want_n of_o all_o sensyble_a grace_n devotion_n &_o other_o gift_n of_o thy_o that_o be_v not_o necessary_a for_o my_o salvation_n in_o like_a manner_n i_o offer_v mi selfe_o to_o suffer_v willing_o with_o most_o prompt_a and_o ready_a will_n for_o thy_o sake_n all_o adversity_n and_o harm_n in_o fame_n in_o good_n and_o frynde_n all_o syckenes_n disease_n pain_n pressure_n and_o hevine_v of_o hart_n and_o general_o i_o offer_v i_o most_o glad_o and_o wyllyng_o to_o all_o chance_n and_o misfortune_n that_o can_v happen_v to_o any_o creature_n in_o this_o world_n be_v it_o never_o so_o evyll_n save_v sin_n yea_o if_o it_o be_v thy_o blessyd_v will_n and_o pleasure_n to_o put_v i_o in_o hell_n that_o i_o may_v suffer_v all_o the_o pain_n of_o all_o the_o damn_a except_o the_o hate_n of_o the_o and_o separation_n or_o loss_n of_o the_o love_n of_o the._n and_o though_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o thus_o to_o do_v or_o suffer_v yet_o good_a lord_n my_o will_n and_o heart_n ought_v to_o be_v ready_a at_o all_o time_n if_o thou_o will_v it_o shall_v be_v so_o and_o where_o mercyful_a lord_n jesu_n i_o can_v not_o be_v so_o willing_a &_o ready_a unto_o all_o these_o thing_n and_o make_v so_o perfect_v oblation_n from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o
shall_v do_v because_o i_o see_v not_o my_o great_a enormyte_v and_o detestable_a wickedness_n of_o my_o former_a life_n i_o beseke_v thy_o most_o bless_a mercy_n in_o the_o mercy_n of_o thy_o moost_n obedyente_a death_n help_v my_o imperfection_n that_o i_o may_v make_v full_a resignation_n unto_o thy_o only_a will_n in_o all_o thing_n to_o thy_o honour_n &_o glory_n amen_n though_o thou_o can_v not_o at_o the_o first_o full_o make_v unfeigned_a oblation_n to_o all_o these_o so_o faithful_o that_o thou_o will_v not_o fear_v by_o &_o by_o to_o abide_v and_o suffer_v any_o or_o all_o of_o these_o for_o god_n sake_n for_o perhaps_o thou_o shall_v feel_v in_o thyself_o fear_n or_o gruge_n if_o thou_o shall_v be_v put_v to_o any_o of_o these_o yet_o be_v of_o good_a comfort_n and_o have_v trust_v that_o god_n will_v work_v it_o in_o the_o in_o time_n at_o his_o bless_a will_n and_o pleasure_n so_o thou_o do_v acknowledge_v thy_o infyrmyte_v and_o cry_v mercy_n and_o continue_v thy_o good_a 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confydence_n ¶_o o_o blessid_v hope_v for_o so_o long_o as_o thou_o doi_v not_o slack_a or_o decay_v thy_o duty_n there_o by_o but_o doyste_a indever_n thyself_o to_o more_o earne_a mortificacyon_n and_o to_o more_o pacyence_n in_o adversytie_n and_o to_o more_o thankefullnes_n in_o prosperytie_n that_o hope_n be_v a_o very_a bless_a hope_n ¶_o the_o twelve_o impediment_n that_o be_v to_o much_o liberty_n of_o the_o fancy_n in_o wanderynge_n in_o vain_a and_o unprofytable_a thought_n which_o be_v a_o unstablenesse_n of_o hart_n and_o negligence_n of_o the_o inner_a man_n and_o thereof_o commith_n it_o that_o the_o hart_n and_o mind_n be_v contynua_o occupy_v and_o full_a of_o imagination_n and_o thought_n of_o other_o thing_n and_o can_v not_o take_v heed_n nor_o parceave_v the_o inspyration_n of_o god_n for_o the_o mind_n of_o man_n can_v not_o be_v unoccupy_v therefore_o when_o we_o do_v not_o occupy_v it_o with_o good_a thought_n than_o do_v other_o thought_n take_v place_n 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