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beseech_v thou_o against_o the_o cry_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o gracious_o incline_v it_o to_o the_o cry_n of_o my_o complaint_n silence_z my_o sin_n lord_n for_o a_o while_n bid_v they_o stand_v aside_o until_o i_o have_v full_o confess_v they_o to_o thou_o until_o i_o have_v manifest_v my_o contrition_n for_o they_o and_o then_o let_v they_o appear_v again_o if_o they_o will_v for_o than_o they_o shall_v not_o appear_v alone_o they_o shall_v be_v then_o accompany_v with_o my_o tear_n and_o my_o grief_n which_o will_v abate_v if_o not_o abolish_v their_o cry_n they_o shall_v not_o then_o provoke_v thy_o
justice_n but_o help_v to_o invoke_v thy_o mercy_n for_o i_o assure_o o_o my_o soul_n the_o cry_v of_o thy_o complaint_n have_v no_o great_a obstacle_n than_o the_o cry_n of_o thy_o sin_n until_o by_o repentance_n the_o bar_n be_v remove_v and_o therefore_o if_o thou_o will_v have_v the_o lord_n to_o hear_v the_o voice_n of_o thy_o complaint_n first_o drown_v thy_o sin_n with_o tear_n of_o repentance_n than_o cast_v away_o their_o dead_a carcase_n from_o thou_o away_o with_o all_o the_o trumpery_n of_o the_o world_n away_o with_o the_o vanity_n of_o pride_n avarice_n surfeit_n revenge_n away_o with_o all_o impediment_n of_o sin_n for_o unless_o thou_o abandon_v thy_o vanity_n thou_o shall_v vain_o implore_v the_o omnipotent_a to_o hear_v thou_o he_o can_v hear_v a_o voice_n proceed_v from_o a_o heart_n and_o lip_n load_v with_o iniquity_n he_o can_v be_v merciful_a unless_o thou_o repent_v hear_v the_o condition_n whereupon_o thou_o may_v be_v hear_v let_v the_o wicked_a forsake_v his_o way_n and_o the_o ungodly_a man_n his_o cogitation_n and_o turn_v to_o the_o lord_n and_o he_o will_v have_v mercy_n upon_o he_o why_o so_o they_o favourable_a lord_n so_o now_o i_o here_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o not_o proud_o stand_v upon_o my_o iustification_n but_o with_o a_o sad_a break_a spirit_n from_o a_o low_a deject_a heart_n i_o humble_o turn_v and_o breath_n forth_o my_o complaint_n before_o thou_o hitherto_o my_o day_n have_v i_o unprofitable_o waste_v i_o have_v hitherto_o spend_v my_o time_n in_o purpose_v but_o never_o begin_v to_o pursue_v but_o now_o i_o turn_v and_o come_v unto_o thou_o stoop_v and_o stagger_v under_o the_o importable_a fardage_n of_o my_o flesh_n every_o where_o i_o find_v enemy_n i_o be_o grievous_a to_o myself_o both_o within_o and_o without_o i_o have_v many_o complaint_n to_o present_v to_o thou_o and_o now_o sue_v for_o a_o favouble_a hear_n shut_v not_o thy_o ear_n neither_o hold_v they_o as_o indifferent_a but_o inclineable_a 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my_o sin_n still_o thrust_v themselves_o between_o thy_o hear_n and_o my_o complaint_n if_o still_o they_o step_v forth_o to_o stop_v thy_o ear_n against_o my_o voice_n if_o they_o still_o make_v a_o hideous_a cry_n to_o awake_v thy_o justice_n to_o quicken_v thy_o wrath_n to_o make_v my_o prayer_n not_o only_o unacceptable_a but_o hateful_a to_o thou_o chase_v they_o awhile_o with_o one_o glorious_a glance_n of_o thy_o eye_n close_o a_o little_a thy_o eye_n of_o justice_n until_o i_o have_v once_o again_o confess_v they_o to_o thou_o and_o present_v to_o thy_o gentle_a hear_v my_o petition_n for_o grace_n for_o i_o know_v rightwell_o that_o the_o petition_n and_o confession_n of_o penitent_a sinner_n upon_o earth_n be_v no_o less_o please_v and_o delightful_a to_o thou_o then_o be_v the_o praise_n of_o thy_o bless_a angel_n in_o heaven_n verse_n iii_o if_o thou_o lord_n will_v be_v extreme_a to_o mark_v what_o be_v do_v amiss_o o_o lord_n who_o may_v abide_v it_o 1._o god_n be_v in_o 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