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this_o ensue_a reflection_n i_o be_o but_o poor_a dust_n a_o crawl_a worm_n breathe_v clay_n a_o sinful_a creature_n i_o must_v certain_o and_o i_o may_v quick_o die_v after_o a_o few_o more_o moment_n and_o hour_n i_o may_v after_o a_o few_o more_o week_n and_o year_n i_o must_v ere_o long_o alas_o in_o a_o little_a little_a time_n it_o will_v be_v with_o i_o as_o it_o now_o be_v with_o this_o near_a and_o dear_a relation_n of_o i_o my_o breath_n will_v fail_v my_o pulse_n be_v low_a my_o tongue_n falter_v my_o countenance_n change_n my_o visage_n will_v be_v mar_v my_o look_n will_v be_v frightful_a and_o my_o body_n cold_a and_o stiff_a it_o be_v he_o or_o her_o turn_n to_o die_v now_o ere_o long_o it_o will_v be_v i_o may_v not_o i_o be_v the_o next_o person_n that_o fall_v sick_a the_o next_o time_n this_o grave_n be_v open_v may_v it_o not_o be_v to_o receive_v i_o the_o next_o funeral_n out_o of_o this_o family_n may_v it_o not_o be_v i_o the_o next_o arrow_n that_o be_v shoot_v 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confidence_n say_v as_o some_o of_o the_o last_o word_n i_o shall_v ever_o speak_v in_o this_o world_n lord_n jesus_n receive_v my_o spirit_n 59_o act._n 7._o 59_o be_v one_o dead_a and_o another_o dead_a be_v my_o father_n or_o my_o mother_n my_o husband_n or_o my_o wife_n dead_a and_o shall_v not_o i_o prepare_v for_o the_o evil_a day_n that_o be_v come_v apace_o and_o will_v be_v quick_o here_o in_o that_o day_n in_o that_o moment_n i_o and_o my_o dear_a friend_n must_v part_v in_o that_o moment_n my_o soul_n and_o body_n must_v be_v divorce_v in_o that_o moment_n awful_a
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upon_o myself_o have_v not_o his_o careful_a eye_n be_v upon_o i_o from_o my_o first_o moment_n even_o until_o now_o how_o precious_a be_v thy_o thought_n unto_o i_o o_o 17._o ps_n 139_o 17._o god_n how_o great_a be_v the_o sum_n of_o they_o be_v it_o not_o of_o god_n i_o have_v the_o happiness_n to_o be_v bear_v of_o religious_a parent_n who_o set_v before_o i_o a_o good_a example_n weep_v over_o and_o pray_v for_o i_o that_o i_o have_v seasonable_a instruction_n wholesome_a counsel_n and_o the_o benefit_n of_o a_o virtuous_a education_n in_o my_o first_o and_o early_a year_n be_v it_o not_o he_o that_o restrain_v and_o withhold_v i_o from_o those_o sin_n and_o lust_n which_o many_o be_v overtake_v withal_o and_o i_o myself_o be_v in_o danger_n of_o in_o that_o age_n of_o folly_n and_o vanity_n have_v not_o he_o feed_v and_o clothe_v provide_v for_o and_o defend_v i_o be_v my_o refuge_n in_o a_o storm_n my_o sanctuary_n in_o a_o time_n of_o danger_n my_o deliverer_n in_o a_o evil_a 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must_v die_v lord_n i_o do_v submit_v thy_o holy_a will_v be_v do_v my_o body_n i_o cheerful_o bequeath_v unto_o the_o dust_n o_o faithful_a grave_n keep_v what_o i_o commit_v unto_o thou_o this_o body_n till_o my_o lord_n shall_v come_v and_o then_o deliver_v it_o up_o in_o the_o dust_n shall_v this_o flesh_n of_o my_o sleep_n and_o rest_n in_o hope_n my_o soul_n my_o precious_a and_o immortal_a soul_n o_o my_o god_n i_o resign_v to_o thou_o into_o thy_o hand_n i_o commit_v my_o spirit_n thou_o 5._o psal_n 31._o 5._o have_v redeem_v i_o o_o lord_n god_n of_o truth_n father_n into_o 〈◊〉_d â—ands_n i_o commit_v my_o spirit_n lord_n 59_o luk._n 23._o 46._o act_n 7._o 59_o jesus_n 〈…〉_o must_v i_o die_v now_o lord_n 〈◊〉_d in_o thy_o will_n believe_v thy_o promise_n trust_v in_o thy_o mercy_n through_o the_o all-sufficient_a merit_n of_o thy_o son_n and_o my_o saviour_n i_o wait_v wait_v lord_n i_o long_o for_o the_o happy_a moment_n and_o my_o last_o petition_n and_o die_a prayer_n shall_v be_v come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v qick_o 17._o rev._n 22._o 20._o 1_o thes_n 4._o 17._o that_o i_o may_v be_v for_o ever_o with_o the_o lord_n come_v lord_n jesus_n come_v quick_o amen_o amen_n finis_fw-la