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joh._n 5.3_o it_o be_v a_o great_a advantage_n to_o have_v strength_n of_o resolution_n for_o now_o the_o soul_n will_v be_v 1._o more_o full_a in_o all_o endeavour_n the_o bow_n full_a bent_n deliver_v the_o arrow_n with_o full_a strength_n a_o piece_n full_o charge_v will_v go_v off_o with_o great_a force_n and_o its_o fullness_n and_o vigour_n indo_v that_o be_v the_o grace_n of_o the_o action_n 2._o more_o steady_a it_o be_v hard_o to_o stop_v the_o soul_n when_o she_o run_v with_o strength_n what_o be_v say_v of_o aristides_n be_v much_o true_a here_o you_o may_v as_o well_o almost_o stay_v the_o sun_n in_o heaven_n as_o put_v such_o a_o one_o out_o of_o his_o way_n when_o resolution_n be_v strong_a the_o soul_n be_v like_o a_o fence_a city_n it_o be_v hard_o for_o tentation_n to_o break_v in_o there_o be_v room_n leave_v for_o satan_n to_o work_v when_o through_o coldness_n of_o affection_n there_o be_v weakness_n in_o the_o resolution_n a_o faint_a denial_n beget_v new_a suit_n and_o a_o door_n leave_v unbar_v give_v easy_a entrance_n when_o you_o cleave_v not_o to_o god_n with_o full_a purpose_n of_o heart_n act_n 11.23_o other_o thing_n may_v get_v in_o betwixt_o god_n and_o you_o the_o steeple_n move_v not_o because_o it_o be_v settle_v upon_o its_o basis_n but_o the_o weathercock_n be_v turn_v with_o every_o wind_n 3_o it_o make_v the_o soul_n of_o a_o yield_a temper_n yield_v it_o make_v yield_v when_o god_n have_v your_o love_n he_o have_v the_o key_n of_o your_o heart_n love_n set_v he_o in_o the_o throne_n all_o the_o faculty_n will_v bow_v themselves_o with_o offering_n to_o he_o love_n open_v the_o ear_n to_o hear_v god_n and_o move_v the_o hand_n to_o work_v and_o the_o
1._o sleep_v 2_o awaken_v first_o for_o the_o sleep_a christian_a soul_n first_o in_o the_o sleep_a soul_n when_o he_o fall_v from_o a_o comfortable_a enjoyment_n of_o god_n as_o he_o be_v senseless_a in_o a_o great_a measure_n so_o he_o be_v 1_o careless_a he_o set_v not_o himself_o to_o regain_v his_o lose_a friend_n but_o lie_v bind_v in_o chain_n of_o sloth_n and_o sleep_n as_o it_o be_v suppose_v david_n do_v till_o nathan_n come_v to_o he_o to_o rouse_v he_o out_o of_o that_o slumber_a state_n it_o be_v strange_a to_o consider_v how_o far_o a_o live_a man_n may_v be_v overtake_v with_o fit_n of_o deadness_n and_o how_o he_o may_v be_v so_o infatuate_v that_o he_o may_v be_v rob_v of_o his_o comfort_n as_o samson_n be_v of_o his_o strength_n when_o he_o be_v asleep_a 2_o decline_a in_o affection_n and_o vigour_n of_o a_o holy_a walk_n with_o god_n he_o now_o be_v hardly_o draw_v to_o he_o and_o soon_o draw_v from_o he_o he_o come_v unwilling_o and_o abide_v with_o he_o uncheareful_o he_o come_v slow_o and_o go_v quick_o have_v lose_v his_o first_o love_n he_o hang_v the_o wing_n and_o flag_n in_o duty_n 3_o aptness_n to_o be_v draw_v to_o evil_a have_v lose_v his_o comfort_n and_o his_o ancient_a vigour_n he_o be_v easy_o persuade_v to_o start_v from_o god_n god_n lie_v low_a in_o his_o affection_n which_o be_v the_o bond_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o be_v cool_v in_o love_n he_o be_v more_o easy_o overcome_v while_o the_o soul_n be_v delight_v in_o god_n it_o easy_o contemn_v all_o vain_a delight_n but_o now_o it_o become_v a_o prey_n to_o satan_n in_o his_o tentation_n solomon_n fall_v strange_o when_o he_o fall_v from_o god_n the_o heart_n will_v pitch_v upon_o something_o and_o if_o it_o have_v not_o its_o contentment_n in_o god_n it_o will_v hunt_v for_o it_o in_o the_o world_n hence_o it_o be_v that_o many_o descend_v from_o heaven_n to_o earth_n and_o fall_v from_o a_o glorious_a height_n of_o comfort_n in_o and_o from_o god_n to_o a_o worldly_a and_o sensual_a condition_n feed_v upon_o vanity_n and_o fill_v themselves_o with_o the_o creature_n so_o that_o their_o life_n be_v but_o a_o diversion_n to_o present_a contentment_n now_o from_o these_o dull_a and_o sleep_a person_n awaken_v in_o the_o awaken_v we_o come_v next_o to_o such_o as_o be_v awaken_v to_o view_v what_o operation_n this_o mournful_a state_n have_v in_o they_o among_o these_o there_o be_v different_a working_n evil_a good_n first_o of_o the_o evil_a effect_n or_o consequent_n effect_n evil_n effect_n 1_o heartless_a complaint_n this_o be_v find_v in_o some_o complaint_n heartless_a complaint_n who_o though_o they_o be_v in_o a_o degree_n sensible_a of_o their_o loss_n yet_o be_v not_o sensible_a enough_o so_o that_o though_o they_o complain_v and_o grieve_v yet_o their_o sorrow_n be_v not_o deep_a enough_o they_o feel_v a_o burden_n upon_o their_o spirit_n but_o they_o can_v bear_v it_o the_o heart_n be_v affect_v but_o not_o afflict_v 2_o a_o fruitless_a complaint_n fruitless_a fruitless_a some_o be_v of_o a_o whine_a temper_n apt_a to_o fill_v the_o ear_n of_o all_o their_o familiar_n with_o sad_a relation_n of_o their_o mournful_a case_n but_o there_o be_v little_a else_o to_o be_v find_v beside_o complaint_n the_o soul_n humble_v not_o himself_o before_o god_n nor_o contend_v in_o prayer_n nor_o strive_v by_o the_o ordinance_n and_o holy_a walk_v to_o find_v what_o it_o have_v lose_v these_o man_n be_v like_o the_o sick_a man_n who_o lie_v grieve_v himself_o but_o no_o way_n seek_v in_o earnest_a to_o help_v himself_o or_o like_o issachar_n crouch_v under_o his_o burden_n such_o spirit_n as_o these_o be_v of_o a_o stubborn_a temper_n and_o they_o have_v cause_n to_o expect_v such_o multiply_a uncomfortablenesse_n as_o shall_v enforce_v they_o to_o seek_v after_o god_n with_o more_o seriousness_n and_o strength_n david_n stick_v and_o come_v not_o off_o to_o a_o full_a endeavour_n of_o reconcilement_n with_o god_n till_o night_n and_o day_n the_o hand_n of_o god_n be_v heavy_a upon_o he_o so_o that_o his_o moi_fw-fr stur_z be_v turn_v into_o the_o drought_n of_o summer_n psal_n 32.4_o 3_o great_a unquietness_n 2._o unquietness_n afflictuâ—_n vitam_fw-la in_o tenebris_fw-la luctuque_fw-la trahebam_fw-la virg_n aenead_n 2._o unquietness_n great_a unquietness_n in_o some_o the_o apprehension_n of_o loss_n of_o communion_n with_o god_n and_o sight_n of_o his_o displeasure_n work_v to_o the_o height_n indeed_o yea_o so_o far_o that_o it_o work_v a_o fever_n or_o rather_o a_o frenzy_n in_o the_o soul_n 1_o hard_a thought_n of_o god_n as_o if_o god_n be_v implacable_o incense_v and_o so_o depart_v god_n hard_a thought_n of_o god_n that_o he_o will_v never_o more_o return_v that_o he_o have_v forget_v to_o be_v gracious_a and_o have_v shut_v up_o his_o mercy_n for_o ever_o so_o that_o there_o be_v no_o hope_n he_o will_v not_o hear_v my_o prayer_n he_o have_v pass_v a_o doom_n upon_o i_o and_o it_o must_v stand_v he_o be_v in_o one_o mind_n and_o who_o can_v turn_v he_o and_o what_o his_o soul_n desire_v even_o that_o he_o do_v &_o he_o perform_v the_o thing_n that_o be_v appoint_v for_o i_o therefore_o be_o i_o trouble_v at_o his_o presence_n when_o i_o consider_v i_o be_o afraid_a of_o he_o for_o god_n make_v my_o heart_n soft_a and_o the_o almighty_a trouble_v i_o job_n 23.13_o sadness_n and_o fear_n cloud_v the_o understanding_n and_o cause_v monstrous_a apprehension_n antioch_n apprehension_n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d chrys_n hom_n 2._o ad_fw-la antioch_n 2_o hard_a thought_n of_o themselves_o reflect_v upon_o the_o time_n pass_v as_o on_o a_o course_n of_o hypocrisy_n themselves_o of_o themselves_o upon_o the_o time_n present_a as_o a_o state_n of_o death_n and_o look_v upon_o the_o future_a as_o without_o hope_n my_o sin_n be_v so_o mighty_a that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v subdue_v and_o so_o many_o that_o they_o will_v not_o be_v pardon_v god_n can_v show_v mercy_n to_o i_o i_o shall_v sure_o die_v i_o be_o count_v with_o they_o that_o go_v down_o into_o the_o pit_n free_a among_o the_o dead_a like_o the_o slay_v that_o lie_n in_o the_o grave_n who_o thou_o remember_v no_o more_o and_o they_o be_v cut_v off_o by_o thy_o hand_n psal_n 88.4_o 5._o thou_o have_v remove_v my_o soul_n far_o from_o peace_n and_o i_o forget_v prosperity_n and_o i_o say_v my_o strength_n and_o my_o hope_n be_v perish_v from_o the_o lord_n passion_n dreadful_a passion_n lamentat_fw-la 3.17_o 18._o 3_o dreadful_a passion_n as_o tremble_n and_o shake_n fear_v come_v upon_o i_o and_o tremble_a which_o make_v all_o my_o bone_n to_o shake_v job_n 4.14_o the_o hair_n of_o my_o head_n stand_v up_o virg._n up_o id_fw-la propterea_fw-la fit_a quod_fw-la inâ—rorsum_fw-la refugiunt_fw-la spiritus_fw-la cutemque_fw-la destituunt_fw-la becm_n de_fw-fr orig_n ling._n lâ—t_n obstuâ—ui_fw-la ste_v â—erantque_fw-la come_v virg._n vers_n 15._o mark_v i_o and_o be_v astonish_v when_o i_o remember_v i_o be_o afraid_a and_o tremble_a take_v hold_v of_o my_o flesh_n job_n 21.5_o 6._o sometime_o also_o roar_n be_v hear_v from_o these_o man_n my_o bone_n wax_v old_a through_o my_o roar_v all_o the_o day_n long_o psal_n 32.3_o my_o sigh_v come_v before_o i_o eat_v and_o my_o roar_n be_v pour_v out_o like_o the_o water_n job_n 3.24_o yea_o so_o great_a be_v the_o anguish_n that_o oftentimes_o the_o body_n be_v waste_v i_o be_o as_o a_o man_n that_o have_v no_o strength_n psal_n 88.4_o 4._o 88.4_o animi_fw-la aegriâ—udo_fw-la morbus_fw-la potentissimus_fw-la animi_fw-la dolour_n corporis_fw-la languorem_fw-la parit_fw-la comicus_fw-la with_fw-mi aquin._n 1.2_o q._n 3â—_n a._n 4._o yea_o sometime_o they_o be_v tire_v and_o weary_a of_o themselves_o and_o of_o life_n my_o soul_n be_v weary_a of_o my_o life_n job_n 10.1_o wherefore_o be_v life_n give_v to_o he_o that_o be_v in_o misery_n and_o light_n unto_o the_o bitter_a in_o soul_n which_o long_o for_o death_n but_o it_o come_v not_o and_o dig_v for_o it_o more_o than_o for_o hide_a treasure_n which_o rejoice_v exceed_o and_o be_v glad_a when_o they_o can_v find_v the_o grave_n why_o be_v life_n give_v to_o a_o man_n who_o way_n be_v bid_v and_o who_o god_n have_v hedge_v up_o job_n 3.20_o 21_o 22_o 23._o in_o a_o word_n they_o think_v they_o can_v never_o complain_v enough_o they_o account_v their_o misery_n beyond_o all_o word_n oh_o that_o my_o grief_n be_v thorough_o weigh_v and_o my_o calamity_n lay_v in_o the_o balance_n together_o for_o now_o it_o will_v be_v heavy_a than_o the_o sand_n of_o the_o sea_n therefore_o my_o word_n be_v swallow_v up_o or_o i_o want_v word_n to_o express_v my_o grief_n for_o the_o arrow_n of_o the_o almighty_a be_v with_o i_o the_o poison_n whereof_o drink_v up_o my_o spirit_n the_o
produce_v better_a health_n and_o more_o strength_n and_o as_o the_o ball_n by_o fall_v downward_o rise_v upward_o and_o water_n in_o pipe_n descend_v to_o ascend_v so_o the_o new_a man_n when_o it_o seem_v to_o decay_n be_v still_o carry_v on_o by_o the_o hide_a method_n of_o god_n to_o increase_v the_o plant_n be_v as_o well_o profit_v by_o the_o nip_a blast_n of_o winter_n which_o cause_v not_o only_o the_o fruit_n but_o the_o leave_v also_o to_o fall_v as_o by_o the_o warm_a beam_n of_o the_o sun_n in_o summer_n a_o christian_a be_v a_o member_n of_o a_o thrive_a body_n in_o which_o there_o be_v no_o atrophy_n but_o a_o continual_a issue_v of_o spirit_n from_o the_o head_n eph._n 4.16_o col._n 2.19_o every_o part_n be_v supply_v by_o the_o effectual_a work_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o christ_n so_o that_o the_o influence_n that_o tend_v to_o life_n and_o growth_n be_v necessary_a and_o certain_a but_o there_o be_v another_o influence_n of_o the_o spirit_n which_o i_o call_v arbitrary_a be_v but_o the_o arbitrary_a influence_n which_o be_v which_o be_v give_v and_o withhold_v according_a to_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n this_o be_v assist_v grace_n grace_n assist_v grace_n or_o god_n gracious_a concourse_n with_o that_o habitual_a grace_n which_o he_o have_v wrought_v in_o his_o people_n i_o call_v it_o arbitrary_a because_o though_o all_o grace_n depend_v upon_o and_o flow_v from_o his_o good_a pleasure_n yet_o in_o this_o god_n be_v free_a he_o have_v more_o absolute_o promise_v to_o conserve_v and_o increase_v holiness_n than_o to_o quicken_v actuate_v and_o excite_v that_o principle_n of_o life_n this_o he_o do_v with_o great_a variation_n according_a to_o his_o good_a pleasure_n be_v more_o mighty_o present_a by_o the_o work_n and_o actual_a aid_n of_o his_o spirit_n to_o some_o than_o to_o other_o yea_o more_fw-it to_o the_o same_o man_n at_o some_o time_n and_o in_o some_o condition_n than_o in_o other_o sometime_o the_o same_o christian_n be_v as_o a_o burn_a and_o shine_a light_n sometime_o as_o smoke_a flax_n the_o spirit_n blow_v where_o it_o list_v john_n 3._o sometime_o he_o fill_v the_o soul_n with_o full_a gale_n sometime_o again_o she_o be_v becalm_v a_o man_n have_v more_o at_o one_o time_n than_o at_o another_o this_o assist_a grace_n be_v to_o actuate_v this_o assist_a grace_n be_v to_o regulate_v this_o assist_a grace_n be_v to_o corroborate_v actuate_a assistance_n exciting_a assistance_n cum_fw-la nullum_fw-la agens_fw-la secundum_fw-la agate_n nisi_fw-la in_o virtute_fw-la primi_fw-la sitque_fw-la caro_fw-la spiritui_fw-la perpetuo_fw-la rebellis_fw-la nonpotest_fw-la homo_fw-la licet_fw-la jam_fw-la gratiam_fw-la consecutus_fw-la per_fw-la seipsunâ—perari_fw-la bonum_fw-la et_fw-la vitare_fw-la peocatum_fw-la absque_fw-la novo_fw-la auxilio_fw-la dei_fw-la ipsum_fw-la moventis_fw-la dirigentis_fw-la et_fw-la protegentis_fw-la quamvis_fw-la alia_fw-la habitualis_fw-la gratia_fw-la ad_fw-la hoc_fw-la ei_fw-la 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