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of_o our_o dear_o belove_a and_o shelter_n and_o solace_v ourselves_o betwixt_o those_o sacred_a breast_n of_o consolation_n to_o which_o i_o will_v cling_v and_o nothing_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o separate_v i_o the_o vi_o meditation_n how_o absolute_o he_o betake_v himself_o to_o a_o good_a life_n i._o point_n consider_v that_o no_o soon_o be_v he_o restore_v to_o this_o bless_a liberty_n and_o have_v he_o receive_v the_o sacrament_n at_o saint_n ambrose_n his_o hand_n but_o he_o begin_v to_o lay_v the_o fundation_n of_o a_o holy_a life_n by_o bid_v a_o most_o absolute_a adieu_o from_o the_o very_a bo_z tom_fw-mi of_o his_o hart_n as_o say_v possidius_n to_o all_o worldly_a pretension_n nether_a now_o desire_v a_o wife_n nor_o son_n of_o his_o body_n nor_o riches_n nor_o worldly_a honour_n but_o make_v a_o firm_a purpose_n to_o give_v himself_o whole_o to_o god_n service_n fast_v prayer_n and_o good_a work_n meditate_v day_n and_o night_n in_o the_o law_n of_o our_o lord_n say_v 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beatitude_n &_o to_o detest_v curse_n &_o blaspheme_v it_o for_o ever_o nevor_n to_o have_v one_o moment_n of_o ease_n consolation_n or_o rest_n or_o even_o the_o least_o hope_n of_o any_o for_o all_o eternity_n affection_n and_o resol._n 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d o_o god_n of_o mercy_n now_o turn_v the_o lord_n of_o revenge_n what_o hart_n have_v assurance_n enough_o not_o to_o endure_v but_o even_o to_o behold_v this_o calamitous_a condition_n of_o the_o damn_a overwhelm_v with_o all_o sort_n of_o torment_n remove_v from_o all_o hope_n or_o even_o desire_v of_o comfort_n not_o for_o some_o million_o of_o million_o of_o year_n but_o for_o a_o eternity_n o_o eternity_n eternity_n how_o long_o thou_o be_v no_o number_n of_o year_n be_v able_a to_o express_v thou_o the_o sand_n 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