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right_a please_a and_o acceptable_a service_n unto_o our_o god_n which_o he_o be_v wont_a to_o crown_v with_o multiply_a and_o overflow_a refresh_n when_o he_o come_v they_o that_o wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n shall_v renew_v their_o strength_n they_o shall_v mount_v up_o with_o wing_n as_o eagle_n they_o shall_v run_v and_o not_o be_v weary_a they_o shall_v walk_v and_o not_o faint_a isa_n 40.31_o ah_o we_o have_v not_o patient_o wait_v so_o many_o year_n in_o the_o mean_n of_o grace_n for_o comfort_n as_o god_n have_v wait_v for_o our_o conversion_n let_v we_o resolve_v to_o do_v as_o much_o as_o we_o can_v and_o suffer_v as_o much_o in_o obedience_n to_o god_n as_o we_o can_v suffer_v for_o necessity_n or_o passion_n fear_n or_o desire_v and_o sure_o if_o we_o can_v for_o one_o thing_n we_o can_v for_o another_o and_o there_o be_v nothing_o want_v but_o the_o mind_n and_o therefore_o let_v we_o not_o say_v we_o can_v endure_v this_o for_o god_n will_v never_o have_v send_v it_o if_o 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