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give_v i_o grace_n to_o take_v heed_n to_o my_o foot_n 5.1_o eccl._n 4_o 5.1_o when_o i_o go_v to_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n grant_v i_o may_v watch_v so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n and_o mind_n that_o i_o be_v not_o wander_v in_o time_n of_o thy_o worship_n make_v thy_o word_n comfortable_a unto_o my_o soul_n yea_o let_v it_o be_v sweet_a to_o i_o than_o the_o honey_n and_o the_o honey_n comb_n that_o i_o may_v return_v from_o thy_o service_n with_o a_o mind_n more_o illuminate_v and_o heart_n by_o grace_n better_o establish_v and_o affection_n better_o inform_v and_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n in_o a_o great_a measure_n sanctify_v final_o so_o rule_v i_o by_o thy_o good_a spirit_n this_o day_n that_o no_o part_n of_o it_o be_v steal_v away_o from_o thy_o service_n but_o that_o i_o may_v spend_v it_o so_o regiouslie_o that_o when_o the_o evening_n shall_v come_v i_o may_v reap_v the_o peace_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n the_o which_o peace_n be_v to_o i_o a_o arle_n penny_n of_o that_o endless_a peace_n i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n our_o lord_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o seven_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n although_o thy_o majesty_n know_v it_o be_v my_o purpose_n in_o the_o morning_n to_o have_v spend_v this_o whole_o day_n in_o thy_o service_n yet_o i_o have_v steal_v a_o part_n of_o it_o from_o thou_o my_o mind_n have_v go_v a_o whore_v after_o other_o vanity_n no_o i_o dare_v not_o but_o confess_v that_o even_o in_o the_o very_a hour_n of_o preach_v and_o prayer_n my_o heart_n have_v wander_v from_o thou_o oh_o lord_n it_o be_v easy_a to_o promise_v obedience_n but_o not_o so_o easy_a to_o perform_v i_o perceive_v by_o doolefull_a experience_n that_o my_o soul_n be_v subject_a to_o such_o inconstancy_n that_o i_o can_v not_o keep_v it_o in_o the_o state_n with_o thy_o majesty_n no_o not_o the_o space_n of_o one_o day_n no_o lord_n not_o one_o hour_n yea_o scarce_o a_o quarter_n of_o a_o hour_n i_o resolve_v well_o 7.18_o rom._n 7.18_o but_o practise_v nothing_o my_o desire_n be_v ever_o to_o walk_v with_o thou_o but_o alace_o every_o moment_n i_o wander_v from_o thou_o many_o be_v the_o change_n whereunto_o i_o be_o subject_a sometime_o i_o find_v the_o spirit-slightering_a upward_o incontinent_a draw_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n sometime_o delight_v to_o talk_v with_o god_n at_o other_o time_n weary_v of_o spiritual_a exercise_n sometime_o marveilouslie_o enlighten_v with_o a_o great_a light_n at_o other_o time_n plight_v with_o a_o palpable_a darkness_n 1._o â—_o pet._n 1._o sometime_o rejoice_v with_o
brazen_a serpent_n which_o moses_n lift_v up_o in_o the_o wilderness_n i_o be_o stinge_v with_o the_o fiery_a serpent_n of_o sin_n i_o look_v for_o health_n in_o christ_n lift_v up_o at_o thy_o right_a hand_n poor_a sick_a creature_n get_v health_n to_o their_o body_n at_o the_o pool_n of_o siloam_n 9.3_o john_n 9.3_o i_o look_v for_o health_n to_o my_o soul_n at_o silo_n in_o christ_n my_o saviour_n come_v lord_n jesus_n 1._o isai_n 61._o 1._o thou_o that_o deliver_v the_o prisoner_n and_o open_v the_o eye_n of_o the_o blind_a deliver_v my_o soul_n from_o the_o bondage_n of_o sin_n anoint_v i_o with_o thy_o eye_n salve_n come_v as_o the_o sweet_a samaritane_n and_o pour_v of_o thy_o oil_n into_o my_o wound_a spirit_n come_v my_o only_a comforter_n lead_v i_o to_o thy_o cellar_n 2.5_o cant._n 2.5_o refresh_v i_o with_o thy_o flagon_n comfort_v i_o with_o thy_o apple_n come_v the_o husband_n of_o my_o soul_n furnish_v out_o of_o thy_o wardrobe_n a_o garment_n to_o clothe_v my_o inward_a 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empty_a of_o grace_n to_o thy_o majesty_n at_o this_o time_n as_o i_o have_v neâ—er_o receive_v grace_n it_o grieve_v i_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v so_o prodigal_a of_o thy_o spiritual_a blessing_n thou_o give_v i_o o_o lord_n some_o faith_n some_o measure_n of_o divine_a light_n some_o feelâ—ing_n some_o assurance_n of_o thy_o favour_n which_o breed_v such_o joy_n and_o peace_n into_o my_o soul_n as_o pass_v all_o natural_a understanding_n but_o in_o stead_n of_o these_o infidelity_n darkness_n and_o senseless_a doubt_n be_v steal_v in_o into_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n 13.9_o hos_fw-la 13.9_o my_o destruction_n come_v of_o myself_o but_o my_o deliverance_n come_v of_o thou_o the_o prodigal_a child_n 15.17_o luc._n 15.17_o when_o he_o have_v waste_v all_o he_o have_v no_o other_o refuge_n but_o return_v to_o his_o father_n o_o lord_n where_o shall_v i_o go_v now_o in_o my_o great_a distress_n to_o who_o shall_v i_o make_v my_o moan_n i_o will_v return_v unto_o thou_o my_o love_a father_n i_o 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spirit_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v i_o watch_v not_o so_o narrow_o over_o my_o heart_n as_o i_o ought_v i_o labour_v not_o so_o painfullie_o to_o mortify_v and_o subdue_v my_o sinful_a affection_n 3.5_o col._n 3.5_o as_o become_v my_o christian_a calling_n show_v i_o o_o thou_o who_o my_o soul_n love_v 1.6_o cant._n 1.6_o where_o thou_o feed_v where_o thou_o lie_v at_o noon_n 23._o psal_n 23._o lead_v i_o to_o thy_o pasture_n put_v in_o thy_o hand_n at_o the_o hole_n of_o the_o door_n of_o my_o soul_n 5.4_o cant._n 5.4_o and_o my_o heart_n shall_v be_v affectionate_a towards_o thou_o many_o time_n o_o lord_n by_o do_v of_o evil_a 7.19_o rom._n 7.19_o and_o by_o leave_v of_o the_o good_a undo_v have_v i_o grieve_v thy_o spirit_n yea_o alas_o i_o do_v what_o in_o i_o lie_v to_o quench_v the_o spirit_n 4.30_o ephes_n 4.30_o but_o o_o lord_n 5.19_o 1._o thess_n 5.19_o thou_o know_v that_o i_o be_o grieve_v in_o grieve_v thou_o i_o be_o displease_v with_o myself_o for_o displease_v thou_o i_o know_v o_o lord_n it_o be_v some_o great_a sin_n that_o have_v move_v thou_o to_o punish_v i_o with_o these_o desertion_n lord_n open_v my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v see_v it_o lord_n open_v my_o heart_n that_o i_o may_v repent_v for_o it_o i_o be_o content_a o_o lord_n to_o quite_o any_o thing_n to_o enjoy_v thou_o if_o thou_o look_v blytlilie_o upon_o i_o i_o care_v not_o who_o frown_n upon_o i_o ah_o lord_n that_o sin_n which_o be_v not_o thy_o creature_n shall_v so_o mighty_o prevail_v against_o thy_o creature_n i_o sin_n lord_n but_o with_o a_o wrestle_n there_o be_v indeed_o a_o law_n in_o my_o member_n rebel_a against_o the_o law_n of_o my_o spirit_n 13._o rom._n 7_o 13._o the_o evil_a i_o will_v not_o do_v that_o i_o do_v the_o good_a i_o will_v fain_o do_v i_o do_v it_o not_o i_o take_v thy_o majesty_n to_o witness_v lord_n it_o be_v my_o heart_n desire_v that_o the_o flesh_n and_o power_n of_o corruption_n be_v weaken_v that_o the_o spirit_n and_o renew_v part_n of_o my_o 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backward_o by_o the_o cord_n of_o a_o corrupt_a nature_n if_o jehoshua_n find_v fault_n with_o the_o people_n of_o god_n that_o they_o be_v slow_a in_o march_v forward_o towards_o earthly_a canaan_n how_o may_v jesus_n find_v fault_n with_o i_o he_o bring_v i_o indeed_o out_o of_o spiritual_a egypt_n but_o slow_o make_v i_o forward_o to_o heavenly_a canaan_n o_o lord_n thou_o that_o send_v thy_o angel_n to_o eliah_n 19_o 1._o kiâ—_n 19_o when_o he_o be_v sleep_v under_o the_o juniper_n tree_n and_o command_v he_o to_o arise_v and_o eat_v for_o he_o have_v a_o long_a journey_n to_o go_v send_v
down_o thy_o spirit_n to_o put_v upon_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o may_v awake_v out_o of_o the_o deep_a sleep_n of_o unrighteousness_n &_o take_v the_o staff_n of_o god_n in_o my_o hand_n and_o never_o to_o look_v back_o with_o lot_n wife_n 26._o gen._n 26._o but_o ever_o to_o have_v my_o face_n towards_o the_o new_a jerusalem_n that_o in_o the_o end_n i_o may_v say_v with_o thy_o servant_n paul_n â—_o 2._o tâ—_n 4._o â—_o i_o have_v run_v a_o good_a race_n i_o have_v fight_v a_o good_a fight_n from_o this_o time_n forth_o be_v the_o crown_n lay_v up_o for_o i_o lead_v i_o through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n see_v my_o foot_n upon_o a_o rock_n 2._o psal_n 2._o and_o order_v my_o going_n furnish_v i_o with_o wisdom_n that_o i_o may_v go_v in_o and_o out_o wise_o before_o thy_o people_n set_v a_o watch_n before_o my_o lip_n psal_n psal_n and_o the_o door_n of_o my_o speech_n let_v all_o my_o speech_n be_v season_v with_o grace_n and_o tend_v to_o edifie_v let_v my_o heart_n ever_o be_v with_o thou_o what_o ever_o i_o be_v do_v beneath_o and_o final_o as_o thou_o lead_v thy_o servant_n moses_n unto_o mount_n pisga_n and_o do_v let_v he_o see_v canaan_n a_o far_o off_o 1_o deut._n 34._o 1_o let_v my_o soul_n delight_n to_o walk_v upon_o the_o mountain_n of_o heavenly_a meditation_n look_v a_o far_o off_o to_o that_o heavenly_a canaan_n while_o in_o thy_o own_o good_a time_n thou_o bring_v i_o through_o the_o water_n of_o jordan_n even_o through_o death_n itself_o and_o enter_v i_o into_o that_o rest_n now_o to_o my_o bless_a lord_n the_o purchaser_n of_o this_o rest_n with_o the_o father_n who_o from_o all_o eternity_n appoint_v the_o same_o &_o the_o holy_a spirit_n who_o daily_a confirm_v i_o in_o the_o hope_n of_o it_o be_v praise_n for_o ever_o 1.13_o 3_o eph._n 1.13_o amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o second_o day_n o_o lord_n let_v that_o same_o spirit_n which_o indyte_v thy_o holy_a word_n whereby_o thou_o speak_v to_o my_o soul_n indyte_n my_o 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the_o heart_n to_o a_o holy_a obedience_n to_o thou_o and_o make_v all_o my_o affection_n and_o action_n direct_o to_o tend_v to_o thy_o glory_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n now_o and_o then_o i_o have_v enjoy_v sensible_o this_o light_n but_o ever_o after_o humiliation_n and_o fervent_a prayer_n i_o be_o become_v cold_a in_o prayer_n i_o seek_v thou_o not_o with_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_n as_o i_o shall_v do_v and_o this_o make_v my_o feelling_n not_o so_o frequent_a lord_n stir_v up_o my_o spirit_n that_o i_o may_v seek_v thou_o continual_o with_o that_o holy_a zeal_n and_o fervency_n that_o become_v i_o indeed_o o_o lord_n these_o desertion_n be_v â—earefull_a and_o terrible_a to_o fall_v unto_o thy_o child_n true_o i_o be_o most_o certain_a that_o great_a deadness_n darkness_n and_o senselessness_n can_v not_o fall_v unto_o a_o reprobat_fw-la if_o the_o memory_n of_o by_o past_a experience_n do_v not_o comfort_v i_o these_o fearful_a desertion_n will_v make_v i_o faint_a &_o fall_v a_o back_n lord_n let_v not_o thy_o servant_n be_v tempt_v above_o his_o strength_n 10.13_o 1._o cor._n 10.13_o return_v o_o lord_n deliver_v my_o soul_n 119.8_o psal_n 119.8_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n forsake_v i_o not_o over_o long_o and_o if_o it_o shall_v please_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o hold_v i_o under_o the_o bitter_a sense_n of_o those_o fearful_a desertion_n for_o a_o time_n for_o my_o further_a humiliation_n let_v this_o ever_o be_v my_o great_a grief_n that_o i_o miss_v thy_o presence_n teach_v i_o to_o seek_v uncessantlie_o until_o i_o find_v thou_o to_o knock_v until_o thou_o open_v to_o call_v until_o thou_o answer_v 39.7_o psal_n 39.7_o what_o wait_v i_o for_o o_o lord_n be_v not_o my_o hope_n even_o in_o thou_o yea_o let_v the_o hope_n i_o have_v to_o enjoy_v thou_o and_o thy_o presence_n for_o ever_o make_v i_o to_o possess_v my_o soul_n with_o the_o great_a patience_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o all_o these_o fear_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n in_o this_o absence_n from_o thou_o albeit_o the_o body_n be_v here_o on_o earth_n 3.20_o phil._n 3.20_o let_v my_o conversation_n ever_o be_v in_o heaven_n give_v i_o grace_n this_o night_n to_o examine_v my_o heart_n upon_o my_o bed_n teach_v thou_o my_o reins_n in_o the_o night_n 4.4_o psal_n 4.4_o let_v i_o lie_v down_o in_o thy_o peace_n and_o rest_n under_o the_o shadow_n of_o thy_o protection_n 4.9_o psal_n 4.9_o let_v my_o bed_n remember_v i_o of_o the_o grave_n and_o my_o rise_n again_o of_o the_o last_o resurrection_n make_v â—ee_n always_o watchful_a and_o suffer_v not_o oil_n to_o be_v inlack_v to_o my_o lamp_n 25.8_o mat._n 25.8_o when_o my_o lord_n shall_v come_v grant_v i_o may_v meet_v h_z m_z with_o joy_n &_o ever_o be_v with_o he_o in_o heaven_n who_o my_o soul_n hatâ—_n seek_v on_o earth_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o three_o day_n o_o lord_n my_o god_n if_o i_o have_v eye_n to_o see_v the_o misery_n of_o this_o time_n wherein_o i_o do_v live_v i_o can_v take_v up_o both_o the_o universal_a defection_n of_o the_o whole_a world_n and_o the_o particular_a desolation_n of_o my_o own_o soul_n then_o will_v my_o eye_n be_v a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n thy_o servant_n david_n pour_v out_o river_n of_o tear_n 119.136_o psal_n 119.136_o when_o he_o do_v see_v the_o wicked_a not_o keep_v thy_o law_n 2.8_o 2._o pet._n 2.8_o lot_n heart_n be_v vex_v within_o he_o when_o he_o see_v the_o iniquity_n of_o sodom_n but_o alaace_n lord_n i_o be_o not_o so_o sensible_a these_o thing_n be_v hide_v from_o i_o therefore_o i_o pray_v thou_o remove_v this_o veil_n that_o overshaddow_v my_o soul_n 9.18_o act._n 9.18_o make_v the_o scale_n to_o fall_v from_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v take_v up_o those_o decay_n into_o a_o clear_a light_n from_o the_o priest_n to_o the_o people_n 4.9_o hos_fw-la 4.9_o all_o have_v a_o part_n in_o this_o defection_n where_o be_v that_o wont_a zeal_n to_o thy_o glory_n who_o be_v they_o who_o in_o singleness_n of_o heart_n seek_v thou_o all_o do_v seek_v their_o own_o thing_n 2.21_o phil_n 2.21_o but_o few_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v christ_n religion_n which_o shall_v over-rule_v man_n way_n be_v make_v a_o coverture_n to_o vice_n and_o sin_n o_o lord_n demaske_n they_o and_o let_v they_o appear_v who_o turn_v the_o truth_n of_o god_n into_o a_o lie_n and_o labour_n to_o cover_v ungodliness_n with_o a_o clock_n of_o a_o holy_a profession_n 2.12.13_o mat._n 2.12.13_o take_v the_o scourge_n into_o thy_o hand_n and_o purge_v thy_o temple_n put_v to_o the_o door_n those_o buyer_n and_o seller_n who_o make_v the_o house_n of_o god_n a_o den_n of_o thief_n and_o touch_v my_o heart_n with_o a_o livelie_a feel_n of_o my_o particular_a defect_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n i_o have_v fall_v from_o my_o first_o love_n from_o my_o former_a zeal_n 2.4_o revel_v 2.4_o from_o my_o former_a care_n and_o diligence_n in_o thy_o service_n where_o be_v the_o melt_a heart_n the_o mourn_a eye_n the_o painful_a diligence_n night_n and_o day_n at_o home_n and_o abroad_o to_o seek_v thy_o face_n where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o pray_v with_o delight_n with_o liberty_n and_o with_o tear_n now_o i_o weary_a of_o prayer_n i_o find_v no_o inward_a liberty_n no_o softness_n of_o heart_n i_o come_v unto_o thou_o with_o a_o senseless_a heart_n i_o depart_v from_o thou_o with_o as_o senseless_a a_o heart_n where_o my_o heart_n be_v wont_a to_o be_v prick_v at_o the_o hear_n of_o thy_o worde_n â—_o act._n 2._o â—_o where_o i_o be_v wont_a to_o depart_v from_o sermon_n with_o great_a comfort_n now_o i_o find_v myself_o neither_o casten_z down_o nor_o raise_v up_o thy_o word_n o_o lord_n work_v not_o
and_o where_o i_o be_o a_o weak_a creature_n in_o a_o waste_n wilderness_n therefore_o as_o thou_o carry_v thy_o own_o israel_n upon_o eagle_n wing_n through_o the_o wilderness_n towards_o that_o earthly_a canaan_n carry_v i_o through_o this_o waste_a wilderness_n of_o the_o world_n until_o i_o come_v to_o my_o heavenly_a canaan_n thou_o know_v o_o lord_n my_o soul_n be_v as_o a_o ship_n toss_v to_o and_o fro_o with_o continual_a tempest_n many_o time_n when_o i_o have_v a_o straight_a course_n to_o heaven_n i_o be_o drive_v aside_o by_o the_o contrary_a wind_n of_o my_o corrupt_a affection_n lord_n jesus_n be_v thou_o pilot_n to_o the_o ship_n of_o my_o soul_n that_o i_o make_v no_o shipwreck_n as_o tentation_n follow_v tentation_n like_o the_o wave_n of_o the_o sea_n every_o one_o upon_o the_o back_n of_o another_o so_o let_v grace_n be_v double_v that_o although_o satan_n seek_v to_o winnow_v i_o as_o wheat_n yet_o he_o prevail_v not_o i_o long_o o_o lord_n to_o be_v with_o thou_o where_o satan_n will_v not_o tempt_v sin_n will_v not_o accuse_v and_o these_o unrulie_a affection_n will_v not_o trouble_v i_o ah_o when_o shall_v this_o poor_a spirit_n be_v disburden_v of_o this_o lodging_n of_o clay_n that_o that_o which_o be_v divine_a may_v behold_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n always_o so_o long_o as_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n thou_o that_o teachedst_a david_n finger_n here_o to_o fight_v 18.33_o psal_n 18.33_o so_o that_o a_o bow_n of_o brass_n be_v not_o able_a to_o withstand_v he_o so_o strengthen_v thou_o my_o arm_n that_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o resist_v these_o malicious_a enemy_n thy_o servant_n david_n overcome_v the_o lion_n and_o the_o bear_n and_o the_o uncircumcised_a philistim_o yet_o be_v he_o overcome_v with_o his_o uncircumcised_a heart_n of_o all_o difficulty_n it_o be_v the_o great_a to_o â—me_v man_n to_o overcome_v himself_o lord_n help_v i_o by_o grace_n to_o sight_n against_o myself_o i_o will_v not_o despare_v lord_n notwithstanding_o of_o all_o these_o enemy_n so_o long_o as_o i_o may_v make_v my_o plaint_n to_o thou_o thy_o eye_n be_v upon_o the_o lust_n 34.15_o psal_n 34.15_o thy_o ear_n open_a unto_o their_o cry_n thou_o do_v hear_v the_o groan_n of_o thy_o own_o israel_n lord_n hear_v the_o groan_n of_o my_o soul_n thy_o ear_n o_o lord_n be_v not_o heavy_a 1._o esay_n 59_o 1._o nor_o be_v thy_o hand_n shorten_v streatche_v forth_o the_o arm_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o help_v my_o distress_a soul_n do_v not_o thou_o command_v the_o stormy_a wind_n and_o rage_a sea_n when_o thy_o disciple_n be_v in_o hazard_n and_o they_o obey_v thou_o if_o my_o small_a affection_n never_o rage_v so_o mighty_o if_o thou_o will_v command_v peace_n they_o will_v settle_v and_o be_v obedient_a to_o thy_o voice_n and_o now_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n wherein_o i_o be_o enter_v i_o know_v not_o what_o inconvenient_a i_o may_v meet_v with_o lead_v i_o safe_o through_o all_o difficulty_n o_o thou_o that_o be_v the_o shepherd_n of_o my_o soul_n 23.1_o psal_n 23.1_o that_o i_o safe_o go_v through_o the_o snare_n of_o this_o day_n at_o evening_n i_o may_v bow_v my_o knee_n and_o sound_v thy_o praise_n in_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n evening_n meditation_n of_o the_o five_o day_n i_o have_v wander_v from_o thou_o o_o lord_n this_o day_n that_o troublesome_a spirit_n have_v oppress_v my_o spirit_n with_o variety_n of_o unnecessary_a affair_n i_o busy_a myself_o about_o many_o thing_n 10.42_o luc._n 10.42_o but_o yet_o one_o thing_n be_v needful_a i_o find_v by_o daily_a experience_n that_o the_o care_n of_o this_o world_n be_v thorny_a care_n they_o prick_v and_o annoy_v my_o soul_n 13.7_o mat._n 13.7_o they_o chocke_n the_o seed_n of_o grace_n which_o in_o mercy_n thou_o do_v sow_v i_o to_o my_o heart_n they_o be_v mighty_a impediment_n to_o the_o growth_n of_o my_o inner_a man_n i_o pray_v thou_o let_v not_o these_o earthly_a care_n diminish_v my_o inward_a peace_n nor_o prejudg_v my_o union_n with_o thy_o majesty_n nor_o draw_v on_o darkness_n upon_o my_o mind_n but_o o_o lord_n let_v the_o secret_a beam_n of_o thy_o lightsome_a face_n continual_o shine_v upon_o my_o soul_n let_v i_o ever_o live_v in_o a_o spiritual_a sense_n of_o my_o union_n from_o the_o which_o such_o inward_a joy_n may_v flow_v to_o my_o spirit_n as_o may_v make_v all_o estate_n acceptable_a to_o i_o o_o lord_n of_o all_o difficulty_n i_o find_v it_o the_o great_a to_o keep_v the_o heart_n in_o a_o sense_n of_o thy_o presence_n i_o confess_v o_o lord_n for_o all_o the_o pain_n i_o have_v yet_o take_v in_o thy_o worship_n if_o thou_o yet_o leave_v i_o i_o may_v fall_v into_o as_o great_a atheism_n as_o they_o who_o never_o know_v thou_o therefore_o waken_v my_o spirit_n renew_v my_o sense_n lift_v up_o all_o the_o power_n of_o my_o soul_n 3.19_o phil._n 3.19_o that_o i_o may_v ever_o mind_v heavenly_a thing_n true_a it_o be_v o_o lord_n my_o earthly_a call_n be_v a_o great_a impediment_n to_o my_o heavenly_a 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palm_n of_o thy_o hand_n and_o let_v i_o be_v as_o a_o signet_n upon_o thy_o right_a hand_n o_o thou_o the_o watchman_n of_o israel_n 121.3_o psal_n 121.3_o who_o neither_o slumber_v nor_o sleep_v be_v thou_o my_o keeper_n this_o night_n let_v this_o temporal_a rest_n be_v a_o pledge_v to_o i_o of_o that_o everlasting_a rest_n which_o i_o hope_v to_o enjoy_v in_o the_o heaven_n through_o jesus_n christ_n amen_n morning_n meditation_n of_o the_o sixth_o day_n i_o complain_v to_o thy_o majesty_n of_o the_o uncessant_a malice_n of_o my_o swear_a enemy_n he_o be_v a_o restless_a tempter_n and_o i_o be_o a_o careless_a resister_n he_o know_v my_o weakness_n and_o take_v his_o advantage_n of_o my_o infirmity_n when_o i_o have_v best_a resolution_n to_o serve_v thou_o then_o rage_v he_o most_o against_o i_o and_o when_o i_o set_v my_o face_n towards_o heaven_n than_o he_o labour_v to_o dryve_v i_o from_o the_o right_a mark_n that_o evil_a one_o albeit_o i_o go_v not_o to_o my_o rest_n after_o in_o call_v upon_o thy_o name_n yet_o have_v carry_v my_o fantasy_n after_o profane_a earthly_a and_o carnal_a thing_n ah_o lord_n i_o what_o he_o can_v accomplish_v in_o the_o day_n he_o labour_v to_o bring_v it_o to_o pass_v in_o the_o night_n take_v not_o these_o for_o my_o action_n but_o for_o my_o enemy_n devilish_a suggestion_n i_o will_v wish_v the_o mind_n be_v so_o pure_a and_o the_o heart_n so_o spiritual_o dispose_v that_o ever_o sleep_v or_o wake_v i_o be_v about_o spiritual_a matter_n and_o because_o o_o lord_n thou_o can_v not_o dwell_v inro_fw-la a_o filthy_a heart_n sweep_v the_o house_n of_o my_o soul_n wash_v i_o anew_o 51.7_o psal_n 51.7_o and_o make_v i_o clean_o prepare_v a_o lodging_n for_o thy_o own_o spirit_n into_o the_o secreet_a corner_n of_o my_o heart_n possess_v thoâ—_n thy_o own_o dwell_n for_o thou_o hâ—st_v buy_v it_o with_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o own_o son_n keep_v i_o o_o lord_n 1.7_o 1._o john_n 1.7_o 1.5_o 1._o pet._n 1.5_o unto_o that_o life_n which_o thou_o have_v keep_v for_o i_o and_o while_o i_o be_o here_o in_o the_o body_n save_v i_o from_o carnal_a security_n let_v my_o delight_n ever_o be_v to_o watch_v and_o pray_v and_o multiply_v the_o spirit_n of_o prayer_n upon_o i_o 6.6_o mat._n 6.6_o let_v i_o not_o weary_a of_o welldoing_a but_o lead_v i_o in_o thy_o path_n i_o be_o sorry_a that_o my_o time_n have_v be_v so_o waste_v time_n slyde_v away_o and_o i_o profit_v little_a or_o nothing_o in_o it_o let_v no_o day_n slip_v away_o without_o some_o spiritual_a advantage_n o_o lord_n i_o count_v it_o my_o great_a gain_n to_o gain_v christ_n 3.8_o phil._n 3.8_o yea_o i_o
2.22_o 24._o all_o which_o be_v fasten_v on_o his_o shoulder_n and_o he_o do_v bear_v they_o who_o never_o displease_v god_n nor_o offend_a man_n and_o of_o who_o his_o very_a enemy_n do_v confess_v he_o have_v do_v all_o thing_n well_o yet_o do_v the_o lord_n break_v he_o and_o make_v he_o subject_a to_o infirmity_n 53.10_o esay_n 53.10_o and_o lay_v upon_o he_o the_o iniquity_n of_o we_o all_o and_o what_o grief_n think_v thou_o be_v he_o in_o when_o he_o sweat_v so_o powerful_o and_o pray_v so_o ferventlie_o no_o doubt_n he_o feel_v the_o unsupportable_a weight_n of_o thy_o sin_n 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o the_o fierce_a wrath_n of_o god_n against_o it_o 2.8_o rom._n 2.8_o the_o justice_n of_o the_o righteous_a god_n require_v due_a punishment_n for_o it_o 1.10_o 1._o thess_n 1.10_o the_o kill_a power_n of_o the_o law_n 5.12_o rom._n 5.12_o pronunce_v condemnation_n to_o it_o the_o strong_a force_n of_o death_n 7.11_o rom._n 7.11_o the_o stipend_n and_o reward_n addebt_v to_o it_o the_o tyranny_n of_o satan_n 8.34_o john_n 8.34_o insult_v on_o thou_o for_o it_o the_o infinite_a and_o eternal_a torment_n of_o hell_n 2.19_o 1._o pet._n 2.19_o just_a desert_n to_o it_o which_o no_o tongue_n can_v express_v 13.42_o 1._o pet._n 3.19_o mat._n 24.41_o mat._n 13.42_o nor_o heart_n conceive_v where_o the_o worm_n die_v not_o and_o the_o fire_n not_o quench_v where_o there_o be_v weep_v and_o gnash_v of_o tooth_n this_o i_o say_v make_v thy_o sweet_a saviour_n in_o anguish_n of_o spirit_n so_o to_o bemoan_v himself_o 3.16_o john_n 3.16_o yet_o to_o show_v that_o god_n so_o love_v the_o world_n that_o be_v give_v his_o only_a beget_v son_n for_o it_o and_o that_o be_v come_v hither_o to_o save_v sinner_n 12.47_o joh._n 12.47_o for_o who_o he_o be_v content_v to_o die_v he_o yield_v his_o will_n to_o god_n say_v nevertheless_o not_o as_o i_o will_v but_o as_o thou_o will_v the_o third_z step_n to_o ascend_v by_o thirdlie_o this_o do_v aggravate_v his_o misery_n that_o he_o be_v betray_v by_o his_o familiar_a friend_n who_o he_o trust_v 44.9_o psal_n 44.9_o which_o do_v eat_v of_o his_o bread_n his_o own_o purse-master_n 13.12_o john_n 13.12_o who_o foot_n he_o have_v wash_v and_o that_o with_o a_o kiss_n speak_v as_o the_o custom_n of_o this_o world_n be_v peaceable_o with_o his_o mouth_n 9.8_o jer._n 9.8_o but_o in_o his_o heart_n be_v lay_v wait_v for_o his_o neighbour_n 28.3_o psal_n 28.3_o be_v thou_o not_o draw_v away_o poor_a soul_n with_o the_o wicked_a 120.2_o psal_n 120.2_o and_o with_o the_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n which_o speak_v friendly_a to_o their_o neighbour_n 17.18_o psal_n 105._o 17.18_o when_o malice_n be_v in_o their_o heart_n deliver_v my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o the_o lie_a lip_n and_o from_o a_o deceitful_a tongue_n so_o do_v joab_n kill_v amasa_n 16.20_o 2._o sam._n 20.4_o judg._n 16.20_o and_o cain_n slay_v abel_n samson_n be_v betray_v by_o philistimes_fw-la so_o joseph_n be_v sell_v for_o a_o slave_n they_o hold_v his_o foot_n in_o stock_n until_o his_o appoint_a time_n come_v and_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o lord_n have_v try_v he_o hypocritical_a be_v thy_o salutation_n o_o son_n of_o perdition_n say_v thou_o haile_o master_n thy_o master_n judas_n who_o thou_o be_v bind_v to_o defend_v but_o what_o will_v not_o the_o hungry_a desire_n of_o money_n do_v by_o it_o he_o lose_v christ_n 3.5_o col._n 3.5_o he_o lose_v his_o soul_n he_o lose_v heaven_n 3.36_o john_n 3.36_o and_o damn_a himself_o the_o traitor_n have_v a_o fit_a end_n he_o hang_v himself_o but_o that_o be_v not_o all_o he_o hang_v in_o hell_n perpetuallie_o for_o it_o 9.6_o 2._o thess_n 1.6.7_o judg._n 1.7_o gen._n 9.6_o as_o he_o deserve_v so_o be_v he_o serve_v for_o blood_n will_v have_v blood_n for_o have_v he_o repent_v true_o he_o have_v not_o put_v hand_n in_o himself_o the_o word_n be_v in_o his_o mouth_n but_o the_o thing_n be_v not_o in_o his_o heart_n such_o be_v the_o force_n of_o conscience_n set_v before_o he_o the_o heinousness_n of_o his_o fact_n the_o grievousnes_n of_o god_n wrath_n judgement_n without_o mercy_n and_o hell_n fire_n without_o redemption_n for_o a_o evil_a conscience_n be_v a_o witness_n a_o summonder_n a_o judge_n a_o tormenter_n a_o prison_n of_o sinner_n what_o thing_n more_o grievous_a than_o day_n and_o night_n to_o carry_v about_o such_o a_o one_o a_o man_n may_v avoid_v all_o thing_n but_o his_o own_o heart_n for_o whither_o soever_o he_o go_v it_o go_v with_o he_o either_o to_o accuse_v or_o excuse_v 2.15_o rom._n 2.15_o the_o testimony_n of_o a_o good_a conscience_n be_v a_o continual_a feast_n which_o make_v a_o man_n always_o merry_a 19_o 1._o tim._n 1_o 19_o the_o put_v away_o of_o a_o good_a conscience_n make_v shipwreck_a of_o faith_n endeavour_n therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n to_o have_v a_o clear_a conscience_n towards_o god_n and_o towards_o man_n for_o if_o thy_o heart_n condemn_v thou_o god_n be_v great_a than_o thy_o heart_n and_o know_v all_o thing_n but_o if_o thy_o heart_n condemn_v thou_o not_o than_o have_v thou_o boldness_n towards_o he_o and_o whatsoever_o thou_o seek_v in_o faith_n shall_v thou_o receive_v from_o he_o a_o sick_a conscience_n can_v no_o physician_n in_o the_o world_n cure_n but_o that_o heavenly_a physician_n jesus_n 6.10_o 1._o tim._n 6.10_o thou_o see_v the_o desire_n of_o money_n be_v the_o root_n of_o all_o mischief_n they_o who_o be_v poison_v therewith_o do_v err_v from_o the_o faith_n 27.20_o pro._n 27.20_o these_o pierce_v themselves_o through_o with_o many_o sorrow_n they_o fall_v into_o tentation_n into_o snare_n into_o many_o foolish_a and_o noisome_a lust_n which_o drown_v man_n in_o perdition_n and_o destruction_n which_o be_v too_o evident_a in_o this_o miserable_a creature_n judas_n but_o thou_o my_o soul_n fly_v thou_o those_o thing_n 6.11.12_o tim._n 6.11.12_o and_o follow_v after_o righteousness_n godliness_n faith_n love_n patience_n meekness_n lay_v hold_n on_o eternal_a life_n whereunto_o thou_o be_v call_v thus_o there_o be_v no_o grief_n to_o that_o of_o thy_o mind_n no_o loss_n to_o that_o of_o life_n no_o fear_n to_o that_o of_o destruction_n so_o there_o be_v no_o enemy_n to_o a_o covetous_a and_o a_o dissemble_a friend_n no_o treachery_n to_o that_o which_o one_o of_o a_o man_n own_o may_v practice_v judas_n be_v among_o the_o apostle_n by_o external_a vocation_n but_o not_o of_o they_o by_o inward_a sanctification_n as_o christ_n often_o foretell_v they_o that_o twelve_o he_o have_v choose_v 6.70_o john_n 6.70_o and_o one_o of_o they_o be_v a_o devil_n where_o the_o lord_n mercy_n be_v evident_a and_o thy_o prodigious_a malice_n manifest_a neither_o do_v the_o faith_n and_o firmitie_n of_o the_o apostle_n fall_v by_o reason_n of_o this_o traitor_n defection_n for_o what_o though_o some_o do_v not_o believe_v 3.3.4_o rom._n 3.3.4_o shall_v their_o unbelief_n make_v the_o promise_n of_o god_n without_o effect_n god_n forbid_v let_v god_n be_v true_a and_o all_o man_n lyear_n he_o depart_v from_o christ_n the_o rest_n do_v abide_v unto_o the_o end_n they_o that_o continue_v 23.28_o luc._n 23.28_o shall_v be_v save_v he_o go_v to_o the_o chief_a priest_n he_o may_v have_v know_v 1.1_o psal_n 1.1_o that_o bless_v be_v the_o man_n that_o walk_v not_o in_o the_o counsel_n of_o the_o wicked_a and_o jacob_n in_o the_o spirit_n of_o pprophecy_n see_v this_o tragedy_n and_o abhor_v the_o actor_n simeon_n and_o levi_n 49.5.6_o gen._n 49.5.6_o brethren_n in_o evil_a the_o instrument_n of_o cruelty_n be_v in_o their_o habitation_n unto_o their_o secret_n let_v not_o my_o soul_n come_v my_o glory_n be_v not_o thou_o join_v with_o their_o assembly_n for_o in_o their_o wrath_n they_o slay_v the_o man_n christ_n and_o in_o their_o self-will_n they_o dig_v down_o a_o wall_n he_o go_v i_o say_v not_o call_v or_o send_v for_o or_o seduce_v by_o his_o lord_n enemy_n but_o willing_o offer_v himself_o the_o sin_n be_v more_o tolerable_a that_o have_v a_o precede_a cause_n adam_n be_v deceive_v by_o the_o serpent_n but_o the_o devil_n hatch_v and_o brotch_v these_o venomous_a contagion_n of_o himself_o and_o in_o himself_o no_o man_n motion_v this_o business_n to_o he_o he_o intrude_v himself_o separate_v himself_o in_o soul_n and_o body_n from_o his_o master_n it_o be_v good_a to_o have_v the_o heart_n establish_v by_o grace_n 13.9_o heb._n 13.9_o and_o always_o to_o cleave_v unto_o the_o lord_n he_o will_v recompense_v the_o loss_n he_o have_v by_o the_o pour_v out_o of_o mary_n box_n of_o ointment_n but_o he_o come_v short_a neither_o seek_v he_o a_o certain_a sum_n as_o to_o gain_v much_o by_o the_o bargain_n but_o as_o sell_v a_o vile_a slave_n or_o base_a thing_n refer_v the_o price_n to_o themselves_o what_o they_o will_v give_v
18._o 2d_o luc._n 2d_o examinatioun_n box_v and_o answer_v to_o that_o wicked_a fact_n 8._o joseph_n lib._n 28._o antiq_fw-la cap._n 8._o valerius_n gratus_n depose_v this_o annas_n and_o plant_v in_o his_o place_n ishmael_n the_o son_n fabius_n who_o be_v thereafter_o reject_v and_o annas_n his_o son_n substitute_n but_o the_o year_n after_o simon_n the_o son_n of_o canuthus_n be_v promote_v to_o that_o dignity_n miserable_a be_v the_o condition_n in_o these_o time_n those_o thing_n which_o shall_v be_v do_v by_o the_o holy_a ghost_n in_o the_o warrant_n of_o his_o word_n 29.29_o exod._n 29.29_o be_v traverse_v by_o simony_n such_o be_v the_o greediness_n and_o pride_n of_o the_o roman_a precuratour_n a_o presage_n of_o their_o fall_n which_o be_v to_o be_v fear_v where_o the_o like_a have_v place_n also_o this_o anna_n house_n apparent_o be_v in_o the_o way_n they_o come_v and_o they_o will_v gratify_v he_o to_o see_v this_o miserable_a spectacle_n the_o most_o mischievous_a fact_n that_o ever_o be_v do_v in_o the_o world_n the_o crucify_a of_o the_o god_n of_o glory_n woe_n unto_o they_o that_o delit_v to_o see_v the_o bond_n of_o christ_n in_o his_o servant_n from_o thence_o he_o be_v carry_v to_o his_o great_a enemy_n 11.49_o john_n 11.49_o that_o give_v counsel_n that_o one_o shall_v die_v for_o the_o people_n it_o be_v a_o pprophecy_n who_o tongue_n be_v guide_v by_o the_o lord_n as_o balaam_n be_v man_n will_v have_v their_o counsel_n put_v in_o execution_n and_o before_o it_o fail_v they_o have_v rather_o hang_v themselves_o as_o aâ—hitophell_n do_v 17.23_o 2._o sam._n 17.23_o o_o remember_v my_o soul_n many_o servante_n to_o humour_v their_o master_n do_v villainous_a fact_n 22.9.10_o 1._o sam._n 22.9.10_o many_o doeg_n now_o adays_o who_o to_o hunt_v their_o superior_n favoure_v will_v not_o spare_v the_o life_n of_o four_o score_n and_o fyve_o priest_n cajaphas_n mind_n be_v to_o cut_v by_o all_o mean_v christ_n off_o but_o god_n most_o wise_a in_o his_o eternal_a decree_n find_v it_o most_o expedient_a that_o christ_n shall_v die_v for_o thou_o else_o we_o shall_v all_o have_v be_v lose_v 3.28_o gal._n 3.28_o all_o i_o say_v for_o there_o be_v neither_o jew_n nor_o grecian_a there_o be_v neither_o bond_n nor_o free_a there_o be_v neither_o male_a nor_o female_a but_o all_o be_v one_o in_o christ_n jesus_n yea_o god_n shall_v never_o be_v destitute_a of_o his_o own_o glory_n for_o if_o man_n will_v suppress_v it_o god_n will_v draw_v it_o out_o of_o very_o dumb_a beast_n 19.40_o num._n 22_o 2d_o luc._n 19.40_o as_o he_o do_v out_o of_o balaams_n ass_n yea_o make_v very_a stone_n to_o speak_v the_o judge_n therefore_o in_o great_a hate_n do_v meet_v by_o day_n which_o if_o they_o have_v do_v for_o decern_v of_o a_o good_a cause_n and_o just_a it_o have_v be_v worthy_a of_o praise_n and_o commendation_n 59.7.8_o esay_n 59.7.8_o but_o their_o foot_n run_v to_o evil_a and_o they_o make_v haste_n to_o shed_v innocent_a blood_n their_o thought_n be_v wicked_a thought_n desolation_n and_o destruction_n be_v in_o their_o path_n the_o way_n of_o peace_n they_o know_v not_o and_o there_o be_v none_o equity_n in_o their_o goinge_n they_o have_v make_v they_o crooked_a path_n whosoever_o go_v therein_o shall_v not_o know_v peace_n 82.6_o psal_n 82.6_o judge_n that_o delay_v the_o righteous_a cause_n and_o prorogate_v it_o from_o time_n to_o time_n have_v cause_n to_o be_v afraid_a see_v they_o be_v vicar_n to_o god_n 13.1_o rom._n 13.1_o to_o minister_v justice_n indifferent_o to_o all_o but_o here_o dear_a soul_n consider_v this_o high_a priest_n negligence_n &_o sloth_n shall_v he_o not_o have_v know_v those_o thing_n which_o be_v do_v and_o speak_v in_o his_o own_o church_n o_o but_o the_o malicious_a fellow_n seek_v the_o occasion_n if_o possible_o he_o can_v of_o bind_v on_o christ_n back_n the_o crime_n of_o heresy_n and_o sedition_n but_o our_o saviour_n appeal_v to_o his_o auditor_n who_o judgement_n he_o be_v 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that_o princely_a counsel_n of_o king_n david_n 101.8_o psal_n 101.8_o to_o cut_v off_o all_o the_o worker_n of_o iniquity_n be_v time_n from_o the_o house_n of_o the_o lord_n but_o here_o the_o patience_n and_o long_o suffer_v of_o the_o son_n of_o god_n pass_v all_o commendation_n by_o his_o power_n he_o do_v not_o punish_v this_o sinful_a servant_n 103.10_o psal_n 103.10_o but_o delay_v look_v for_o amendment_n and_o be_v not_o move_v to_o vengeance_n far_o be_v it_o from_o thou_o my_o soul_n thou_o abuse_v his_o patience_n not_o one_o blow_n but_o a_o number_n have_v thou_o give_v he_o when_o thou_o purse_n west_n he_o in_o his_o member_n grievous_o 9.5_o act._n 9.5_o 2.24_o rom._n 2.24_o and_o blaspheme_v his_o holy_a name_n deny_v thy_o christ_n for_o belly_n and_o favour_n 3.19_o philip._n 3.19_o contradict_v his_o word_n and_o dissemble_v the_o truth_n but_o he_o that_o bold_o shall_v put_v hand_n in_o the_o member_n of_o christ_n 13.4_o 2._o king_n 13.4_o let_v he_o but_o 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the_o gentile_a two_o supreme_a magistrate_n but_o all_o so_o pilate_n wife_n have_v her_o dream_n govern_v by_o god_n providence_n give_v testimony_n of_o christ_n innocence_n to_o make_v both_o judge_n &_o jew_n the_o more_o inexcusable_a a_o woman_n true_o for_o modesty_n to_o be_v commend_v that_o do_v not_o take_v upon_o she_o 45.24_o esay_n 45.24_o any_o civil_a government_n but_o make_v intimation_n by_o message_n to_o her_o husband_n not_o to_o meddle_v with_o jesus_n christ_n and_o for_o counsel_n admirable_a far_o contrary_a to_o jezabel_n 7.8_o 1._o king_n â—1_n 7.8_o who_o give_v advyse_n to_o idolatrous_a achab_n how_o to_o possess_v himself_o in_o naboth_n vine-yard_n for_o the_o which_o impiety_n she_o be_v just_o punish_v and_o not_o she_o only_o but_o the_o whole_a house_n and_o posterity_n of_o achab_n destroy_v let_v woman_n here_o learn_v what_o it_o be_v to_o give_v their_o husband_n bad_a and_o sinistrous_a information_n lest_o the_o iniquity_n redound_v to_o 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god_n be_v come_v upon_o they_o to_o the_o utmost_a both_o upon_o they_o and_o on_o their_o posterity_n for_o upon_o they_o be_v come_v all_o the_o righteous_a blood_n that_o be_v shed_v upon_o the_o earth_n from_o the_o blood_n of_o abel_n the_o righteous_a 23.35_o mat._n 23.35_o and_o the_o blood_n of_o zacharias_n the_o son_n of_o barachias_n who_o they_o slay_v between_o the_o temple_n &_o the_o altar_n every_o man_n detest_v this_o heinous_a cruelty_n and_o thou_o my_o soul_n say_v that_o if_o thou_o have_v be_v in_o those_o day_n tâ—ou_o will_v not_o have_v put_v hand_n in_o thy_o saviour_n but_o thou_o lack_v nothing_o but_o time_n for_o thou_o resiste_v the_o know_a truth_n of_o christ_n and_o hate_v the_o professor_n thereof_o whereby_o thou_o crucifie_v again_o the_o son_n of_o god_n 4.19_o eph._n 4.19_o and_o make_v a_o mock_n of_o he_o for_o he_o that_o despise_a moses_n law_n die_v without_o mercy_n under_o two_o or_o three_o witness_n of_o how_o much_o sore_a punishment_n 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condemn_v the_o innocent_a beat_v and_o scourge_v he_o then_o deliver_v he_o to_o the_o jew_n to_o satisfy_v their_o wicked_a appetite_n his_o conscience_n fast_o a_o sleep_n run_v on_o 6.6_o heb._n 6.6_o as_o the_o arrow_n out_o of_o the_o bow_n to_o a_o mischief_n for_o when_o man_n be_v past_a feel_n and_o without_o remorse_n 15.15_o mar._n 15.15_o he_o give_v himself_o to_o wantonness_n to_o work_v all_o uncleanness_n even_o with_o greediness_n and_o with_o such_o speed_n as_o a_o horse_n rush_v into_o battle_n for_o pilate_n do_v this_o to_o gratify_v the_o people_n have_v he_o their_o favour_n for_o it_o no_o they_o delate_a &_o accuse_v he_o to_o the_o emperor_n which_o banish_v he_o and_o for_o fear_n of_o great_a shame_n be_v participant_a also_o of_o christ_n blood_n put_v violent_a hand_n in_o himself_o &_o slay_v himself_o how_o be_v the_o matter_n pilate_n be_v this_o the_o form_n of_o judgement_n that_o thou_o have_v learn_v from_o the_o roman_n wherein_o thou_o neither_o have_v regard_n of_o reason_n examination_n of_o witness_n the_o guilty_a of_o law_n but_o only_o respect_v the_o desire_n of_o tumultuous_a man_n be_v it_o not_o to_o asswadge_v uproar_n and_o establish_v law_n and_o justice_n that_o thou_o be_v send_v precedent_n to_o jerusalem_n will_v it_o mitigate_v sedition_n to_o kill_v the_o just_a no_o rather_o increase_v it_o what_o do_v these_o wicked_a jew_n through_o all_o palestina_n &_o syria_n commit_v under_o caius_n claudius_n nero_n until_o veâ—pasian_n &_o titus_n be_v send_v to_o overthrow_v they_o and_o thou_o in_o thy_o time_n do_v know_v what_o it_o be_v to_o hunt_v after_o the_o applause_n of_o the_o people_n the_o three_o step_v in_o the_o three_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o be_v barrabas_n let_v loose_a and_o christ_n deliver_v unto_o the_o soldier_n in_o purple_a apparel_n to_o be_v crucify_v the_o murderer_n barrabas_n do_v live_v by_o the_o bounty_n of_o christ_n for_o there_o be_v but_o one_o to_o be_v set_v free_a at_o the_o passeover_n not_o two_o and_o christ_n adjudge_v to_o die_v this_o barrabas_n represent_v all_o the_o child_n of_o adam_n 2._o eph._n 2._o for_o we_o be_v all_o the_o child_n of_o wrath_n liable_a in_o god_n just_a judgement_n to_o eternal_a death_n neither_o be_v any_o deliverance_n to_o be_v look_v for_o but_o by_o his_o death_n who_o be_v condemn_v for_o we_o so_o that_o now_o there_o be_v no_o condemnation_n to_o they_o that_o be_v in_o jesus_n christ_n 8.1_o rom._n 8.1_o now_o the_o soldier_n be_v as_o ready_a to_o receive_v he_o as_o pilat_z be_v to_o deliver_v he_o to_o put_v this_o wicked_a sentence_n in_o execution_n 22.18_o 1._o sam._n 22.18_o good_a judge_n shall_v never_o find_v good_n officer_n to_o execute_v so_o ready_o a_o good_a action_n 39_o 2._o sam._n 3_o 39_o as_o the_o wicked_a do_v find_v for_o a_o evil_a for_o the_o devil_n have_v many_o servant_n in_o the_o world_n but_o god_n have_v few_o 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be_v the_o power_n of_o god_n neither_o do_v the_o jew_n touch_v this_o curse_a tree_n to_o help_v christ_n to_o the_o height_n of_o mount_n calvarie_n but_o constrain_v this_o lybian_a famous_a for_o his_o two_o virtuous_a &_o godly_a son_n alexander_n &_o rufus_n to_o suppor_n our_o saviour_n not_o for_o any_o compassion_n or_o love_a affection_n they_o carry_v to_o he_o for_o they_o hate_v he_o to_o death_n but_o even_o to_o declare_v the_o acceptation_n of_o the_o gentile_n to_o the_o participation_n of_o grace_n in_o the_o lord_n accept_v time_n and_o now_o be_v jesus_n come_v to_o the_o place_n of_o golgotha_n who_o have_v sanctify_v it_o unto_o his_o martyredome_n and_o those_o public_a torment_n to_o whonsoever_o shall_v die_v in_o constant_a profession_n of_o his_o name_n for_o 24._o num._n 24._o he_o be_v that_o brazen_a serpent_n that_o whosoever_o look_v on_o he_o by_o a_o livelie_a and_o true_a faith_n 14._o john_n 14._o shall_v be_v heal_v of_o all_o their_o infirmity_n for_o our_o saviour_n do_v die_v the_o curse_a and_o execrable_a death_n to_o relieve_v we_o from_o the_o curse_n &_o therefore_o see_v we_o be_v buy_v for_o a_o price_n 3.13_o gal._n 3.13_o we_o shall_v glorify_v god_n in_o our_o body_n and_o in_o our_o spirit_n 6.20_o 1_o cor._n 6.20_o for_o they_o be_v go_n now_o do_v he_o hang_v sorrowful_a soul_n with_o out_o streatched_a arm_n to_o welcome_a and_o embrace_v ready_o all_o that_o will_v come_v unto_o he_o 11.28_o mat._n 11.28_o he_o be_v lift_v on_o high_a as_o expose_v unto_o all_o that_o will_v believe_v in_o he_o &_o to_o show_v that_o by_o cross_n and_o calamity_n we_o must_v enter_v to_o glory_n he_o will_v hang_v i_o say_v betwixt_o heaven_n and_o earth_n to_o reconceale_v they_o together_o for_o when_o he_o be_v exalt_v from_o the_o earth_n he_o do_v draw_v all_o thing_n to_o he_o and_o naked_a do_v he_o hang_v to_o clothe_v thou_o with_o his_o righteousness_n and_o holiness_n &_o confirm_v thou_o against_o cross_n and_o 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21_o which_o be_v a_o conspicuous_a badge_n of_o their_o rebellion_n against_o god_n but_o our_o david_n be_v scorn_v of_o michal_n for_o his_o nakedness_n but_o more_o glorious_a be_v be_v than_o the_o very_a angel_n in_o heaven_n for_o bring_v home_o the_o ark_n of_o the_o promise_n and_o the_o seal_n up_o the_o covenant_n betwixt_o god_n and_o man_n by_o his_o blood_n &_o death_n he_o be_v the_o tree_n in_o the_o midst_n of_o the_o paradise_n of_o god_n which_o sweeten_v the_o bitter_a water_n of_o meribab_n 6.16_o 1._o sam._n 6.16_o o_o give_v we_o grace_n dear_a jesus_n that_o we_o may_v comprehend_v with_o all_o saint_n which_o be_v the_o breadth_n and_o length_n and_o deepth_n 3.18.19_o eph._n 3.18.19_o and_o hight_v and_o to_o know_v this_o thy_o love_n which_o pass_v knowledge_n that_o we_o may_v be_v fill_v with_o all_o fullness_n of_o god_n now_o may_v they_o tell_v all_o thy_o bone_n all_o thy_o nerve_n sinew_n and_o vein_n be_v draw_v in_o length_n 22._o psal_n 22._o thy_o whole_a body_n disjoint_v they_o pierce_v thy_o hand_n and_o foot_n and_o river_n of_o blood_n do_v burst_v out_o behold_v all_o that_o go_v by_o the_o way_n lam._n lam._n if_o there_o be_v any_o dolour_n like_a unto_o my_o dolour_n the_o second_o step_v of_o the_o four_o degree_n of_o the_o ascension_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o heaven_n etc._n etc._n now_o in_o this_o mount_n calvarie_n he_o begin_v to_o thirst_n wherefore_o the_o jew_n to_o fulfil_v the_o scripture_n though_o far_o beside_o their_o mind_n they_o give_v i_o gall_n in_o my_o meat_n and_o in_o my_o thirst_n they_o give_v i_o vinegar_n to_o drink_v but_o solomon_n have_v counsel_v more_o charitable_o give_v you_o strong_a drink_n unto_o he_o that_o be_v ready_a to_o perish_v 21.9_o pro._n 21.9_o &_o wine_n to_o they_o that_o have_v grief_n in_o heart_n but_o the_o son_n of_o god_n be_v destitute_a of_o all_o consolation_n that_o we_o may_v receive_v abundance_n of_o comfort_n in_o he_o 16.11_o psal_n 16.11_o for_o in_o his_o presence_n be_v fullness_n of_o joy_n and_o at_o his_o right_a hand_n there_o be_v pleasure_n for_o evermore_o but_o he_o will_v suffer_v thirst_n that_o he_o shall_v not_o hasten_v death_n unto_o himself_o before_o the_o appoint_a hour_n for_o he_o know_v the_o lord_n will_v bring_v all_o this_o business_n to_o a_o bless_a event_n he_o will_v i_o say_v beside_o these_o torment_n inwardlie_a in_o his_o soul_n against_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n hell_n death_n law_n and_o condemnation_n suffer_v also_o in_o all_o his_o outward_a sense_n in_o his_o taste_v the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n in_o his_o sight_n the_o bespitting_a &_o watch_v in_o his_o hear_n blasphemy_n &_o mock_n in_o his_o touch_v beat_v buffet_n whip_v &_o crown_v with_o thorn_n in_o his_o smell_a the_o filthy_a bespitting_a and_o vile_a odour_n overspreading_a that_o precious_a body_n whereby_o it_o be_v imbrue_v and_o these_o many_o stripe_n receive_v he_o for_o us._n and_o now_o consider_v my_o soul_n what_o shall_v be_v the_o pain_n they_o shall_v suffer_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n who_o shall_v not_o be_v find_v in_o christ_n the_o rich_a glutton_n in_o hell_n can_v not_o obtain_v one_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o cool_v his_o tongue_n in_o that_o burn_a torment_n terrible_a be_v that_o drought_n and_o hotness_n that_o sin_n bring_v with_o it_o 5._o mat._n 5._o but_o bless_a be_v they_o that_o hunger_n and_o thirst_v for_o righteousness_n for_o they_o shall_v be_v fill_v 4._o john_n 4._o and_o have_v in_o their_o belly_n the_o fountain_n of_o live_a water_n jesus_n christ_n whilst_o thou_o be_v quaff_v and_o scoll_v sweet_a and_o delicious_a cup_n to_o the_o contempt_n and_o abuse_n of_o god_n creature_n remember_v this_o bitter_a and_o sour_a drink_n of_o christ_n which_o we_o do_v make_v he_o drink_v again_o how_o oft_o soever_o we_o do_v injury_n to_o his_o member_n then_o beware_v of_o all_o that_o can_v separate_v thou_o from_o this_o thy_o christ_n especial_o of_o bad_a profane_a &_o 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