which_o make_v they_o believe_v that_o sin_n be_v conquer_v when_o it_o be_v not_o touch_v by_o that_o time_n they_o be_v cold_a they_o must_v to_o the_o battle_n again_o and_o the_o lust_n which_o they_o think_v to_o be_v slay_v appear_v to_o have_v have_v no_o wound_n and_o if_o the_o case_n be_v so_o sad_a with_o they_o who_o do_v labour_n and_o strive_v and_o yet_o enter_v not_o into_o the_o kingdom_n what_o be_v their_o condition_n who_o despise_v all_o this_o who_o be_v perpetual_o under_o the_o power_n and_o dominion_n of_o sin_n and_o love_n to_o have_v it_o so_o and_o be_v trouble_v at_o nothing_o but_o that_o they_o can_v make_v sufficient_a provision_n for_o the_o flesh_n to_o fulfil_v the_o lust_n thereof_o chap._n iu._n the_o last_o principle_n of_o the_o usefulness_n of_o mortification_n the_o vigour_n and_o comfort_n of_o our_o spiritual_a life_n depend_v on_o our_o mortification_n in_o what_o sense_n not_o absolute_o and_o necessary_o psal._n 88_o heman_n '_o s_o condition_n not_o as_o on_o the_o next_o and_o immediate_a cause_n as_o a_o mean_n by_o remove_v of_o the_o contrary_a the_o desperate_a effect_n of_o unmortified_a lust_n it_o weaken_v the_o soul_n psal._n 38.3_o 8._o sundry_a way_n and_o darken_v it_o all_o grace_n improve_v by_o the_o mortification_n of_o sin_n the_o best_a evidence_n of_o sincerity_n the_o last_o principle_n i_o shall_v insist_v on_o omit_v 1._o the_o necessity_n of_o mortification_n unto_o life_n and_o 2._o the_o certainty_n of_o life_n upon_o mortification_n be_v that_o the_o life_n vigour_n and_o comfort_n of_o our_o spiritual_a life_n depend_v much_o on_o our_o mortification_n of_o sin_n strength_n and_o comfort_n and_o power_n and_o peace_n in_o our_o walk_n with_o god_n be_v the_o thing_n of_o our_o desire_n be_v any_o of_o we_o ask_v serious_o what_o it_o be_v that_o trouble_v we_o we_o must_v refer_v it_o to_o one_o of_o these_o head_n either_o we_o want_v strength_n or_o power_n vigour_n and_o life_n in_o our_o obedience_n in_o our_o walk_n with_o god_n or_o we_o want_v peace_n comfort_n and_o consolation_n therein_o whatever_o it_o be_v that_o may_v befall_v a_o believer_n that_o do_v not_o belong_v to_o one_o of_o these_o two_o head_n do_v not_o deserve_v to_o be_v mention_v in_o the_o day_n of_o our_o complaint_n now_o all_o these_o do_v much_o depend_v on_o a_o constant_a course_n of_o mortification_n concern_v which_o observe_v 1._o i_o do_v not_o say_v they_o proceed_v from_o it_o as_o though_o they_o be_v necessary_o tie_v to_o it_o a_o man_n may_v be_v carry_v on_o in_o a_o constant_a course_n of_o mortification_n all_o his_o day_n and_o yet_o perhaps_o never_o enjoy_v good_a day_n of_o peace_n and_o consolation_n so_o it_o be_v with_o heman_n psal._n 88_o his_o life_n be_v a_o life_n of_o perpetual_a mortification_n and_o walk_v with_o god_n yet_o terror_n and_o wound_n be_v his_o portion_n all_o his_o day_n but_o god_n single_v out_o heman_n a_o choice_a friend_n to_o make_v he_o a_o example_n to_o they_o that_o afterward_o shall_v be_v in_o distress_n can_v thou_o complain_v if_o it_o be_v no_o otherwise_o with_o thou_o than_o it_o be_v with_o heman_n that_o eminent_a servant_n of_o god_n and_o this_o shall_v be_v his_o praise_n to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n god_n make_v it_o his_o prerogative_n to_o speak_v peace_n and_o consolation_n isa._n 57.18_o 19_o i_o will_v do_v that_o work_n say_v god_n i_o will_v comfort_v he_o v_o 18._o but_o how_o by_o a_o immediate_a work_n of_o the_o new_a creation_n i_o create_v it_o say_z god_n the_o use_n of_o mean_n for_o the_o obtain_n of_o peace_n be_v we_o the_o bestow_n of_o it_o be_v god_n prerogative_n 2._o in_o the_o way_n institute_v by_o god_n for_o to_o give_v we_o life_n vigour_n courage_n and_o consolation_n mortification_n be_v not_o one_o of_o the_o immediate_a cause_n of_o it_o they_o be_v the_o privilege_n of_o our_o adoption_n make_v know_v to_o our_o soul_n that_o give_v we_o immediate_o these_o thing_n the_o spirit_n bear_v witness_n with_o our_o spirit_n that_o we_o be_v the_o child_n of_o god_n give_v we_o a_o new_a name_n and_o a_o white_a stone_n adoption_n and_o justification_n that_o be_v as_o to_o the_o sense_n and_o knowledge_n of_o they_o be_v the_o immediate_a cause_n in_o the_o hand_n of_o the_o spirit_n of_o these_o thing_n but_o this_o i_o say_v 3._o in_o our_o ordinary_a walk_v with_o god_n and_o in_o a_o ordinary_a course_n of_o his_o deal_n with_o we_o the_o vigour_n and_o comfort_n of_o our_o spiritual_a life_n depend_v much_o on_o our_o mortification_n not_o only_o as_o a_o causa_fw-la sine_fw-la qua_fw-la non_fw-la but_o as_o a_o thing_n that_o have_v a_o effectual_a influence_n thereinto_o for_o first_o this_o alone_o keep_v sin_n from_o deprive_v we_o of_o the_o one_o and_o the_o other_o every_o unmortified_a sin_n will_v certain_o do_v two_o thing_n 1._o it_o will_v weaken_v the_o soul_n and_o deprive_v it_o of_o its_o vigour_n 2._o it_o will_v darken_v the_o soul_n and_o deprive_v it_o of_o its_o comfort_n and_o peace_n 1._o it_o weaken_v the_o soul_n and_o deprive_v it_o of_o its_o strength_n when_o david_n have_v for_o a_o while_o harbour_v a_o unmortified_a lust_n in_o his_o heart_n it_o break_v all_o his_o bonâ—s_n and_o leave_v he_o no_o spiritual_a strength_n hence_o he_o complain_v that_o he_o be_v sick_a weak_a wound_a faint_a there_o be_v say_v he_o no_o soundness_n in_o i_o psal._n 38.3_o i_o be_o feeble_a and_o sore_o break_v vers_fw-la 8._o yea_o i_o can_v so_o much_o as_o look_v up_o psal._n 40.12_o a_o unmortified_a lust_n will_v drink_v up_o the_o spirit_n and_o all_o the_o vigour_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o weaken_v it_o for_o all_o duty_n for_o 1._o it_o untune_n and_o unframe_v the_o heart_n itself_o by_o entangle_v its_o affection_n it_o divert_v the_o heart_n from_o that_o spiritual_a frame_n that_o be_v require_v for_o vigorous_a communion_n with_o god_n it_o lay_v hold_v on_o the_o affection_n render_v its_o object_n belove_v and_o desirable_a so_o expel_v the_o love_n of_o the_o father_n 1_o joh._n 2.1_o chap._n 3.17_o so_o that_o the_o soul_n can_v say_v upright_o and_o true_o to_o god_n thou_o be_v my_o portion_n have_v something_o else_o that_o it_o love_v fear_v desire_v hope_v which_o be_v the_o choice_a affection_n of_o the_o soul_n that_o shall_v be_v full_a of_o god_n will_v be_v one_o way_n or_o other_o entangle_v with_o it_o 2._o it_o fill_v the_o thought_n with_o contrivance_n about_o it_o thought_n be_v the_o great_a purveyor_n of_o the_o soul_n to_o bring_v in_o provision_n to_o satisfy_v its_o affection_n and_o if_o sin_n remain_v unmortified_a in_o the_o heart_n they_o must_v ever_o and_o anon_o be_v make_v provision_n for_o the_o flesh_n to_o fulfil_v the_o lust_n thereof_o they_o must_v glaze_v adorn_v and_o dress_v the_o object_n of_o the_o flesh_n and_o bring_v they_o home_o to_o give_v satisfaction_n and_o this_o they_o be_v able_a to_o do_v in_o the_o service_n of_o a_o defile_a imagination_n beyond_o all_o expression_n 3._o it_o break_v out_o and_o actual_o hinder_v duty_n the_o ambitious_a man_n must_v be_v study_v and_o the_o worldling_n must_v be_v work_v or_o contrive_v and_o the_o sensual_a vain_a person_n provide_v himself_o for_o vanity_n when_o they_o shall_v be_v engage_v in_o the_o worship_n of_o god_n be_v this_o my_o present_a business_n to_o set_v forth_o the_o breach_n ruin_n weakness_n desolation_n that_o one_o unâ—â—câ—tified_v lust_n will_v bring_v upon_o a_o soul_n this_o discourse_n must_v be_v extend_v much_o beyond_o my_o intendment_n 2_o as_o sin_n weaken_v so_o it_o darken_v the_o soul_n it_o be_v a_o cloud_n a_o thick_a cloud_n that_o spread_v itself_o over_o the_o face_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o intercept_v all_o the_o beam_n of_o god_n love_n and_o favour_n it_o take_v away_o all_o sense_n of_o the_o privilege_n of_o our_o adoption_n and_o if_o the_o soul_n begin_v to_o gather_v up_o thought_n of_o consolation_n sin_n quick_o scatter_v they_o of_o which_o afterward_o now_o in_o this_o regard_n do_v the_o vigour_n and_o power_n of_o our_o spiritual_a life_n depend_v on_o our_o mortification_n it_o be_v the_o only_a mean_n of_o the_o removal_n of_o that_o which_o will_v allow_v we_o neither_o the_o one_o nor_o the_o other_o man_n that_o be_v sick_a and_o wound_v under_o the_o power_n of_o lust_n make_v many_o application_n for_o help_n they_o cry_v to_o god_n when_o the_o perplexity_n of_o their_o thought_n overwhelm_v they_o even_o to_o god_n do_v they_o cry_v but_o be_v not_o deliver_v in_o vain_a do_v they_o use_v many_o remedy_n they_o shall_v not_o be_v heal_v so_o hos._n 5.13_o ephraim_n see_v his_o sickness_n and_o judah_n his_o wound_n and_o attempt_v sundry_a remedy_n nothing_o will_v
will_v grow_v a_o light_a thing_n to_o thou_o thou_o will_v pass_v by_o it_o as_o a_o thing_n of_o nought_o this_o it_o will_v grow_v to_o and_o what_o will_v be_v the_o end_n of_o such_o a_o condition_n can_v a_o sad_a thing_n befall_v thou_o be_v it_o not_o enough_o to_o make_v any_o heart_n to_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o be_v bring_v into_o that_o estate_n wherein_o he_o shall_v have_v slight_a thought_n of_o sin_n slight_a thought_n of_o grace_n of_o mercy_n of_o the_o blood_n of_o christ_n of_o the_o law_n heaven_n and_o hell_n come_v all_o in_o at_o the_o same_o season_n take_v heed_n this_o be_v that_o thy_o lust_n be_v work_v towards_o the_o harden_v of_o the_o heart_n sear_v of_o conscience_n blind_a of_o the_o mind_n stupify_a of_o the_o affection_n and_o deceive_v of_o the_o whole_a soul_n 2._o the_o danger_n of_o some_o great_a temporal_a correction_n which_o the_o scripture_n call_v vengeance_n judgement_n and_o punishment_n psal._n 89.30_o 31_o 32_o 33_o though_o god_n shall_v not_o utter_o cast_v thou_o off_o for_o this_o abomination_n that_o lie_v in_o thy_o heart_n yet_o he_o will_v visit_v with_o the_o rod_n though_o he_o pardon_v and_o forgive_v he_o will_v take_v vengeance_n of_o thy_o invention_n o_o remember_v david_n and_o all_o his_o trouble_n look_v on_o he_o fly_v into_o the_o wilderness_n and_o consider_v the_o hand_n of_o god_n upon_o he_o be_v it_o nothing_o to_o thou_o that_o god_n shall_v kill_v thy_o child_n in_o anger_n ruin_v thy_o estate_n in_o anger_n break_v thy_o bone_n in_o anger_n suffer_v thou_o to_o be_v a_o scandal_n and_o reproach_n in_o anger_n kill_v thou_o destroy_v thou_o make_v thou_o lie_v down_o in_o darkness_n in_o anger_n be_v it_o nothing_o that_o he_o shall_v punish_v ruin_n and_o undo_v other_o for_o thy_o sake_n let_v i_o not_o be_v mistake_v i_o do_v not_o mean_v that_o god_n do_v send_v all_o these_o thing_n always_o on_o he_o in_o anger_n god_n forbid_v but_o this_o i_o say_v that_o when_o he_o do_v so_o deal_v with_o thou_o and_o thy_o conscience_n bear_v witness_n with_o he_o what_o thy_o provocation_n have_v be_v thou_o will_v find_v his_o deal_n full_a of_o bitterness_n to_o thy_o soul_n if_o thou_o fear_v not_o these_o thing_n i_o fear_v thou_o be_v under_o hardness_n 3._o loss_n of_o peace_n and_o strength_n all_o a_o man_n day_n to_o have_v peace_n with_o god_n to_o have_v strength_n to_o walk_v before_o god_n be_v the_o sum_n of_o the_o great_a promise_n of_o the_o covenant_n of_o grace_n in_o these_o thing_n be_v the_o life_n of_o our_o soul_n without_o they_o in_o some_o comfortable_a measure_n to_o live_v be_v to_o die_v what_o good_a will_v our_o life_n do_v we_o if_o we_o see_v not_o the_o face_n of_o god_n sometime_o in_o peace_n if_o we_o have_v not_o some_o strength_n to_o walk_v with_o he_o now_o both_o these_o will_v a_o unmortified_a lust_n certain_o deprive_v the_o soul_n of_o man_n of_o this_o case_n be_v so_o evident_a in_o david_n as_o that_o nothing_o can_v be_v more_o clear_a how_o often_o do_v he_o complain_v that_o his_o bone_n be_v break_v his_o soul_n disquiet_v his_o wound_n grievous_a on_o this_o account_n take_v other_o instance_n isa._n 57.18_o for_o the_o iniquity_n of_o his_o covetousness_n i_o be_v wroth_a and_o hide_v myself_o what_o peace_n i_o pray_v be_v there_o to_o a_o soul_n while_o god_n hide_v himself_o or_o strength_n while_o he_o smite_v hos._n 5.15_o i_o will_v go_v and_o return_v to_o my_o place_n until_o they_o acknowledge_v their_o offence_n and_o seek_v my_o face_n i_o will_v leave_v they_o hide_v my_o face_n and_o what_o will_v become_v of_o their_o peace_n and_o strength_n if_o ever_o then_o thou_o have_v enjoy_v peace_n with_o god_n if_o ever_o his_o terror_n have_v make_v thou_o afraid_a if_o ever_o thou_o have_v have_v strength_n to_o walk_v with_o he_o or_o ever_o have_v mourn_v in_o thy_o prayer_n and_o be_v trouble_v because_o of_o thy_o weakness_n think_v of_o this_o danger_n that_o hang_v over_o thy_o head_n it_o be_v perhaps_o but_o a_o little_a while_n and_o thou_o shall_v see_v the_o face_n of_o god_n in_o peace_n no_o more_o perhaps_o by_o to_o morrow_n thou_o shall_v not_o be_v able_a to_o pray_v read_v hear_v or_o perform_v any_o duty_n with_o the_o least_o cheerfulness_n life_n or_o vigour_n and_o possible_o thou_o may_v never_o see_v a_o quiet_a hour_n while_o thou_o live_v that_o thou_o may_v carry_v about_o thou_o break_a bone_n full_a of_o pain_n and_o terror_n all_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o life_n yea_o perhaps_o god_n will_v shoot_v his_o arrow_n at_o thou_o and_o fill_v thou_o with_o anguish_n and_o disquietness_n with_o fear_n and_o perplexity_n make_v thou_o a_o terror_n and_o a_o astonishment_n to_o thyself_o and_o other_o show_v thou_o hell_n and_o wrath_n every_o moment_n frighten_v and_o scare_v thou_o with_o sad_a apprehension_n of_o his_o hatred_n so_o that_o thy_o sore_n shall_v run_v in_o the_o night_n season_n and_o thy_o soul_n shall_v refuse_v comfort_n so_o that_o thou_o shall_v wish_v death_n rather_o than_o life_n yea_o thy_o soul_n may_v choose_v strangle_v consider_v this_o a_o little_a though_o god_n shall_v not_o utter_o destroy_v thou_o yet_o he_o may_v cast_v thou_o into_o this_o condition_n wherein_o thou_o shall_v have_v quick_a and_o live_a apprehension_n of_o thy_o destruction_n wont_a thy_o heart_n to_o thought_n hereof_o let_v it_o know_v what_o be_v like_a to_o be_v the_o issue_n of_o its_o state_n leave_v not_o this_o consideration_n until_o thou_o have_v make_v thy_o soul_n to_o tremble_v within_o thou_o 4._o there_o be_v the_o danger_n of_o eternal_a destruction_n for_o the_o due_a management_n of_o this_o consideration_n observe_v i._o that_o there_o be_v such_o a_o connexion_n between_o a_o continuance_n in_o sin_n and_o eternal_a destruction_n that_o though_o god_n do_v resolve_v to_o deliver_v some_o from_o a_o continuance_n in_o sin_n that_o they_o may_v not_o be_v destroy_v yet_o he_o will_v deliver_v none_o from_o 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aggravation_n of_o the_o gild_n of_o thy_o corruption_n as_o 1._o consider_v the_o infinite_a patience_n and_o forbearance_n of_o god_n towards_o thou_o in_o particular_a consider_v what_o advantage_n he_o may_v have_v take_v against_o thou_o to_o have_v make_v thou_o a_o shame_n and_o a_o reproach_n in_o this_o world_n and_o a_o object_n of_o wrath_n for_o ever_o how_o thou_o have_v deal_v treacherous_o and_o false_o with_o he_o from_o time_n to_o time_n flatter_v he_o with_o thy_o lip_n but_o break_v all_o promise_n and_o engagement_n and_o that_o by_o the_o mean_n of_o that_o sin_n thou_o be_v now_o in_o pursuit_n of_o and_o yet_o he_o have_v spare_v thou_o from_o time_n to_o time_n although_o thou_o seem_v bold_o to_o have_v put_v it_o to_o the_o trial_n how_o long_o he_o can_v hold_v out_o and_o will_v thou_o yet_o sin_n against_o he_o will_v thou_o yet_o weary_v he_o and_o make_v he_o to_o serve_v with_o thy_o corruption_n have_v thou_o not_o often_o be_v ready_a to_o conclude_v thyself_o that_o it_o be_v utter_o impossible_a that_o he_o shall_v bear_v any_o long_o with_o thou_o that_o he_o will_v cast_v thou_o off_o and_o be_v gracious_a no_o more_o that_o all_o his_o forbearance_n be_v exhaust_v and_o hell_n and_o wrath_n be_v even_o ready_o prepare_v for_o thou_o and_o yet_o above_o all_o thy_o expectation_n he_o have_v return_v with_o visitation_n of_o love_n and_o will_v thou_o yet_o abide_v in_o the_o provocation_n of_o the_o eye_n of_o his_o glory_n 2._o how_o often_o have_v thou_o be_v at_o the_o door_n of_o be_v harden_a by_o the_o deceitfulness_n of_o sin_n and_o by_o the_o infinite_a rich_a grace_n of_o god_n have_v be_v recover_v to_o communion_n with_o he_o again_o have_v thou_o not_o find_v grace_n decay_v delight_n in_o duty_n ordinance_n prayer_n and_o meditation_n vanish_v inclination_n to_o loose_v careless_a walk_n thrive_a and_o they_o who_o before_o be_v entangle_v almost_o beyond_o recovery_n have_v thou_o not_o find_v thyself_o engage_v in_o such_o way_n society_n company_n and_o that_o with_o delight_n as_o god_n abhor_v and_o will_v thou_o venture_v any_o more_o to_o the_o brink_n of_o hardness_n 3._o all_o god_n gracious_a deal_n with_o thou_o in_o providential_a dispensation_n deliverance_n affliction_n mercy_n enjoyment_n all_o aught_o here_o to_o take_v place_n by_o these_o i_o say_v and_o the_o like_a mean_n load_v thy_o conscience_n and_o leave_v it_o not_o until_o it_o be_v thorough_o affect_v with_o the_o gild_n of_o thy_o indwelling_a corruption_n until_o it_o be_v sensible_a of_o its_o wound_n and_o lie_v in_o the_o dust_n before_o the_o lord_n unless_o this_o be_v do_v to_o the_o purpose_n all_o other_o endeavour_n be_v to_o no_o purpose_n while_o the_o conscience_n have_v any_o mean_n to_o alleviate_v the_o gild_n of_o sin_n the_o soul_n will_v never_o vigorous_o attempt_v its_o mortification_n four_o be_v thus_o affect_v with_o thy_o sin_n in_o the_o next_o place_n get_v a_o constant_a longing_n breathe_v after_o deliverance_n from_o the_o power_n of_o it_o suffer_v not_o thy_o heart_n one_o moment_n to_o be_v content_v with_o thy_o present_a frame_n and_o condition_n long_v desire_n after_o any_o thing_n in_o thing_n natural_a and_o civil_a be_v of_o no_o value_n nor_o consideration_n any_o far_a but_o as_o they_o incite_v and_o stir_v up_o the_o person_n in_o who_o they_o be_v to_o a_o diligent_a use_n of_o mean_n for_o the_o bring_n about_o the_o thing_n aim_v at_o in_o spiritual_a thing_n it_o be_v otherwise_o long_v breathe_a and_o pant_v after_o deliverance_n be_v a_o grace_n in_o its_o self_n that_o have_v a_o mighty_a power_n to_o conform_v the_o soul_n into_o the_o likeness_n of_o the_o thing_n long_v after_o hence_o the_o apostle_n describe_v the_o repentance_n and_o godly_a sorrow_n of_o
the_o other_o now_o he_o that_o have_v the_o rational_a he_o do_v not_o only_o act_v suitable_o to_o that_o principle_n but_o also_o to_o both_o the_o other_o he_o grow_v and_o be_v sensible_a it_o be_v so_o with_o man_n in_o the_o thing_n of_o god_n some_o be_v mere_a natural_a and_o rational_a man_n some_o have_v a_o superadded_a conviction_n with_o illumination_n and_o some_o be_v true_o regenerate_v now_o he_o that_o have_v the_o latter_a have_v also_o both_o the_o former_a and_o therefore_o he_o act_v sometime_o upon_o the_o principle_n of_o the_o rational_a sometime_o upon_o the_o principle_n of_o the_o enlighten_v man_n his_o true_a spiritual_a life_n be_v not_o the_o principle_n of_o all_o his_o motion_n he_o act_v not_o always_o in_o the_o strength_n thereof_o neither_o be_v all_o his_o fruit_n from_o that_o root_n in_o this_o case_n that_o i_o speak_v of_o he_o act_v mere_o upon_o the_o principle_n of_o conviction_n and_o illumination_n whereby_o his_o first_o natural_n be_v heighten_v but_o the_o spirit_n breathe_v not_o at_o all_o upon_o all_o these_o water_n take_v a_o instance_n suppose_v the_o wound_n and_o disquiet_v of_o the_o soul_n to_o be_v upon_o the_o account_n of_o relapse_n which_o whatever_n the_o evil_a or_o folly_n be_v though_o for_o the_o matter_n of_o it_o never_o so_o small_a yet_o there_o be_v no_o wound_n deep_o than_o those_o that_o be_v give_v the_o soul_n on_o that_o account_n nor_o disquietment_n great_a in_o the_o perturbation_n of_o his_o mind_n he_o find_v out_o that_o promise_n isa._n 55.7_o the_o lord_n will_v have_v mercy_n and_o our_o god_n will_v abundant_o pardon_v he_o will_v multiply_v or_o add_v to_o pardon_v he_o will_v do_v it_o again_o and_o again_o or_o that_o in_o hos._n 14.4_o i_o will_v heal_v their_o back_n slide_v i_o will_v love_v they_o free_o this_o the_o man_n consider_v and_o thereupon_o conclude_v peace_n to_o himself_o whether_o the_o spirit_n of_o god_n make_v the_o application_n or_o no_o whether_o that_o give_v life_n and_o power_n to_o the_o letter_n or_o no_o that_o he_o regard_v not_o he_o do_v not_o hearken_v whether_o god_n the_o lord_n speak_v peace_n he_o do_v not_o wait_v upon_o god_n who_o perhaps_o yet_o hide_v his_o face_n and_o see_v the_o poor_a creature_n steal_v peace_n and_o run_v away_o with_o it_o know_v that_o the_o time_n will_v come_v when_o he_o will_v deal_v with_o he_o again_o and_o call_v he_o to_o a_o new_a reckon_n hos._n 11.3_o when_o he_o shall_v see_v that_o it_o be_v in_o vain_a to_o go_v one_o step_v where_o god_n do_v not_o take_v he_o by_o the_o hand_n i_o see_v here_o indeed_o sundry_a other_o question_n upon_o this_o arise_v and_o interpose_v themselves_o i_o can_v apply_v myself_o to_o they_o all_o one_o i_o shall_v a_o little_a speak_v to_o it_o may_v be_v say_v then_o see_v that_o this_o seem_v to_o be_v the_o path_n that_o the_o holy_a spirit_n lead_v we_o in_o for_o the_o heal_n of_o our_o wound_n and_o quiet_v of_o our_o heart_n how_o shall_v we_o know_v when_o we_o go_v alone_o ourselves_o and_o when_o the_o spirit_n also_o do_v accompany_v we_o ans._n 1._o if_o any_o of_o you_o be_v out_o of_o the_o way_n upon_o this_o account_n god_n will_v speedy_o let_v you_o know_v it_o for_o besides_o that_o you_o have_v his_o promise_n that_o the_o meek_a he_o will_v guide_v â—n_o â—udgâ—ment_n and_o teach_v they_o his_o way_n psal._n 25.9_o he_o will_v not_o let_v you_o always_o err_v he_o will_v i_o say_v not_o suffer_v your_o nakedness_n to_o be_v cover_v with_o figleaf_n but_o take_v they_o away_o and_o all_o the_o peace_n you_o have_v in_o they_o and_o will_v not_o suffer_v you_o to_o settle_v on_o such_o lees_n you_o shall_v quick_o know_v your_o wound_n be_v not_o heal_v that_o be_v you_o shall_v speedy_o know_v whether_o or_o no_o it_o be_v thus_o with_o you_o by_o the_o event_n the_o peace_n you_o thus_o get_v and_o obtain_v will_v not_o abide_v while_o the_o mind_n be_v overpower_v by_o its_o own_o conviction_n there_o be_v no_o hold_n for_o disquietment_n to_o fix_v upon_o stay_v a_o little_a and_o all_o thâ—se_a reason_n will_v grow_v cold_a and_o vanish_v before_o the_o face_n of_o the_o first_o temptation_n that_o arise_v but_o 2._o this_o course_n be_v common_o take_v without_o wait_v which_o be_v the_o grace_n and_o that_o peculiar_a act_n of_o faith_n which_o god_n call_v for_o to_o be_v exercise_v in_o such_o a_o condition_n i_o know_v god_n do_v sometime_o come_v in_o upon_o the_o soul_n instant_o in_o a_o moment_n as_o it_o be_v wound_v and_o heal_v it_o as_o i_o be_o persuade_v it_o be_v in_o the_o case_n of_o david_n when_o he_o cut_v off_o the_o lap_n of_o saul_n garment_n but_o ordinary_o in_o such_o a_o case_n god_n call_v for_o wait_v and_o labour_v 130.6_o attend_v as_o the_o eye_n of_o a_o servant_n upon_o his_o master_n say_v the_o prophet_n isaiah_n ch_n 8.17_o i_o will_v wait_v upon_o the_o lord_n who_o hide_v his_o face_n from_o jacob._n god_n will_v have_v his_o child_n lie_v a_o while_n at_o his_o door_n when_o they_o have_v run_v from_o his_o house_n and_o not_o instant_o rush_v in_o upon_o he_o unless_o he_o take_v they_o by_o the_o hand_n and_o pluck_v they_o in_o when_o they_o be_v so_o ashamed_a that_o they_o dare_v not_o come_v to_o he_o now_o self-healers_a or_o man_n that_o speak_v peace_n to_o themselves_o do_v common_o make_v haste_n they_o will_v not_o tarry_v they_o do_v not_o hearken_v what_o god_n speak_v isa._n 28.16_o but_o on_o they_o will_v go_v to_o be_v heal_v 3._o such_o a_o course_n though_o it_o may_v quiet_v the_o conscience_n and_o the_o mind_n the_o rational_a conclude_a part_n of_o the_o soul_n yet_o it_o do_v not_o sweeten_v the_o heart_n with_o rest_n and_o gracious_a contention_n the_o answer_v it_o receive_v be_v much_o like_o that_o elisha_n give_v naaman_n go_v in_o peace_n 2_o king_n 5.19_o it_o quiet_v his_o mind_n but_o i_o much_o question_n whether_o it_o sweeten_v his_o heart_n or_o give_v he_o any_o joy_n in_o believe_v other_o than_o the_o natural_a joy_n that_o be_v then_o stir_v in_o he_o upon_o his_o heal_n do_v not_o my_o word_n do_v good_a say_v the_o lord_n mich._n 2.7_o when_o god_n speak_v there_o be_v not_o only_a truth_n in_o his_o word_n that_o may_v answer_v the_o conviction_n of_o our_o understanding_n but_o also_o they_o do_v good_a they_o bring_v that_o which_o be_v sweet_a and_o good_a and_o desirable_a to_o the_o will_n and_o affection_n by_o they_o the_o soul_n return_v unto_o its_o rest_n psal._n 116.16_o 4._o which_o be_v worst_a of_o all_o it_o amend_v not_o the_o life_n it_o heal_v not_o the_o evil_a it_o cure_v not_o the_o distemper_n when_o god_n speak_v peace_n it_o guide_v and_o keep_v the_o soul_n that_o it_o turn_v not_o again_o to_o folly_n psaâ—_n 85.8_o when_o we_o speak_v it_o ourselves_o the_o heart_n be_v not_o take_v off_o the_o evil._n nay_o it_o be_v the_o ready_a course_n in_o the_o world_n to_o bring_v a_o soul_n into_o a_o trade_n of_o backslide_v if_o upon_o thy_o plaster_v thyself_o thou_o find_v thyself_o rather_o animate_v to_o the_o battle_n again_o than_o utter_o wean_v from_o it_o it_o be_v too_o palpable_a that_o thou_o have_v be_v at_o work_n with_o thy_o own_o soul_n but_o jesus_n christ_n and_o his_o spirit_n be_v not_o there_o yea_o and_o oftentime_o nature_n have_v do_v its_o work_n will_v ere_o a_o few_o day_n be_v over_o come_v for_o its_o reward_n and_o have_v be_v active_a in_o the_o work_n of_o healing_n will_v be_v ready_a to_o reason_n for_o a_o new_a wound_n in_o god_n speak_v peace_n there_o come_v along_o so_o much_o sweetness_n and_o such_o a_o discovery_n of_o his_o love_n 22.32_o as_o be_v a_o strong_a obligation_n on_o the_o soul_n no_o more_o to_o deal_v perverse_o 3_o we_o speak_v peace_n to_o ourselves_o when_o we_o do_v it_o slight_o this_o the_o prophet_n complain_v of_o in_o some_o teacher_n jer._n 6.14_o they_o have_v heal_v the_o wound_n of_o the_o daughter_n of_o my_o people_n slight_o and_o it_o be_v so_o with_o some_o person_n they_o make_v the_o heal_n of_o their_o wound_n a_o slight_a work_n a_o look_n a_o glance_n of_o faith_n to_o the_o promise_n do_v it_o and_o so_o the_o matter_n be_v end_v the_o apostle_n tell_v we_o that_o the_o word_n do_v not_o profit_v some_o because_o it_o be_v not_o mix_v with_o faith_n heb._n 4.2_o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d it_o be_v not_o well_o temper_v and_o mingle_v with_o faith_n it_o be_v not_o a_o mere_a look_n to_o the_o word_n of_o mercy_n in_o the_o promise_n but_o it_o must_v be_v mingle_v with_o faith_n until_o it_o be_v incorporate_v into_o the_o very_a nature_n of_o it_o