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in_o thy_o indignation_n neither_o chasten_v i_o in_o thy_o displeasure_n 2_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o weak_a o_o lord_n heal_v i_o for_o my_o bone_n be_v vex_v 3_o my_o soul_n be_v also_o sore_o trouble_v but_o lord_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o punish_v i_o 4_o turn_v thou_o o_o lord_n and_o deliver_v my_o soul_n oh_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o mercy_n sake_n 5_o for_o in_o death_n no_o man_n remember_v thou_o and_o who_o will_v give_v thou_o thanks_n in_o the_o pit_n 6_o i_o be_o weary_a of_o my_o groan_a every_o night_n wash_v i_o my_o bed_n and_o water_v my_o couch_n with_o my_o tear_n 7_o my_o beauty_n be_v 〈◊〉_d for_o very_a trouble_n and_o wear_v away_o because_o of_o all_o my_o enemy_n 8_o away_o from_o i_o all_o you_o that_o work_v vanity_n for_o the_o lord_n have_v hear_v the_o voice_n of_o my_o weep_n 9_o the_o lord_n have_v hear_v my_o petition_n the_o lord_n will_v receive_v my_o prayer_n 10_o all_o my_o enemy_n shall_v be_v confound_v and_o sore_o vex_v they_o shall_v be_v turn_v back_o and_o put_v to_o shame_v sudden_o of_o the_o title_n and_o part_n of_o this_o psalm_n 1_o the_o inscription_n of_o this_o psalm_n 2._o the_o author_n thereof_o 3._o wherefore_o david_n water_v his_o bed_n with_o tear_n 4_o our_o conflict_n in_o this_o life_n and_o the_o weapon_n thereof_o 5_o wherefore_o the_o just_a be_v say_v to_o flourish_v like_o a_o palm_n tree_n 6_o wherefore_o this_o psalm_n be_v entitle_v to_o he_o that_o vanquisheth_z 7._o the_o part_n of_o this_o psalm_n this_o be_v the_o first_o of_o those_o psalm_n which_o be_v call_v penitential_a and_o according_a to_o the_o version_n of_o saint_n hierome_n and_o of_o felix_n bear_v this_o inscription_n or_o title_n a_o psalm_n of_o david_n to_o he_o that_o vanquisheth_z pro_fw-la octava_fw-la for_o
a_o instrument_n of_o eight_o string_n for_o that_o david_n be_v the_o author_n of_o this_o psalm_n it_o be_v nothing_o doubt_v not_o only_o because_o it_o have_v be_v both_o ancient_o and_o general_o so_o receive_v but_o because_o diverse_a passage_n of_o the_o psalm_n do_v plain_o seem_v to_o import_v no_o less_o for_o therein_o be_v lively_o express_v a_o most_o exquisite_a sense_n of_o sorrow_n and_o grief_n agreeable_a as_o well_o to_o the_o greatness_n both_o of_o the_o person_n and_o sin_n of_o david_n as_o to_o the_o large_a measure_n of_o grace_n which_o afterward_o he_o do_v obtain_v it_o make_v mention_n also_o of_o stratum_fw-la a_o kind_n of_o couch_n use_v by_o man_n of_o eminent_a dignity_n which_o as_o david_n have_v defile_v with_o adulterous_a embracement_n so_o do_v he_o there_o chief_o exercise_v his_o sorrow_n so_o do_v he_o there_o plentiful_o pour_v forth_o his_o tear_n very_o as_o the_o sin_n of_o prince_n be_v never_o small_a so_o their_o great_a sin_n require_v a_o great_a and_o high_a degree_n of_o repentance_n now_o in_o this_o life_n we_o be_v never_o at_o perfect_a peace_n we_o be_v travayl_v with_o continual_a conflict_n wherein_o some_o armour_n be_v of_o necessary_a use_n but_o in_o these_o spiritual_a combat_n sorrow_n sigh_n groan_n and_o tear_n be_v the_o only_a armour_n of_o defence_n the_o only_a weapon_n of_o advantage_n by_o which_o we_o achieve_v true_a victory_n and_o triumph_n for_o this_o cause_n it_o be_v say_v that_o the_o just_a shall_v flourish_v as_o a_o palm_n tree_n 92.11_o for_o as_o the_o palm_n tree_n do_v flourish_v best_o under_o great_a weight_n so_o under_o many_o difficulty_n and_o oppression_n the_o just_a must_v mount_v to_o their_o high_a hope_n and_o therefore_o because_o by_o these_o arm_n david_n do_v prevail_v not_o only_o against_o his_o outward_a enemy_n not_o only_o against_o his_o inward_a trouble_n and_o perplexity_n but_o against_o the_o wrath_n and_o vengeance_n of_o almighty_a god_n because_o by_o these_o mean_v his_o grief_n be_v turn_v into_o joy_n because_o he_o begin_v with_o bitter_a anguish_n and_o end_v in_o exultation_n and_o triumph_n this_o psalm_n be_v entitle_v to_o he_o that_o vanquisheth_z therefore_o also_o it_o be_v appoint_v to_o be_v sing_v upon_o a_o instrument_n of_o eight_o string_n call_v octava_fw-la upon_o which_o as_o s._n hierome_n say_v epinition_fw-la they_o use_v to_o sing_v psalm_n of_o triumph_n and_o joy_n and_o so_o this_o psalm_n fall_v natural_o into_o two_o principal_a part_n as_o in_o the_o table_n follow_v do_v appear_v in_o this_o psalm_n of_o david_n be_v contain_v his_o sorrow_n and_o conflict_n wherein_o be_v express_v a_o fearful_a apprehension_n of_o god_n justice_n vers_fw-la 1._o a_o humble_a petition_n for_o his_o mercy_n &_o that_o under_o many_o reason_n whereof_o some_o be_v draw_v from_o himself_o &_o namely_o from_o his_o weakness_n v_o 2._o trouble_n in_o body_n v._n 2._o soul_n v_o 3._o god_n and_o namely_o from_o his_o mercy_n ver_fw-la 4._o wisdom_n ver_fw-la 5._o justice_n ver_fw-la 6._o power_n ver_fw-la 7._o victory_n and_o joy_n in_o regard_n of_o his_o reconciliation_n with_o god_n ver_fw-la 8._o and_o 9_o the_o confusion_n of_o his_o enemy_n ver_fw-la 10._o verse_n 1._o o_o lord_n rebuke_v i_o not_o in_o thy_o wrath_n neither_o chastise_v i_o in_o thy_o displeasure_n 1_o every_o sin_n be_v infinite_a and_o wherefore_o 2._o punishment_n in_o this_o life_n not_o to_o be_v fear_v and_o wherefore_o 3_o eternal_a wrath_n how_o fearful_a it_o be_v 4_o the_o pain_n of_o loss_n 5_o the_o pain_n of_o sense_n 6_o the_o fearful_a representation_n of_o a_o guilty_a conscience_n 7_o which_o turn_v the_o tremble_a soul_n to_o god._n o_o most_o glorious_a god_n infinite_a in_o majesty_n to_o be_v both_o honour_a and_o obey_v infinite_a also_o in_o might_n to_o be_v fear_v the_o great_a thy_o majesty_n be_v the_o great_a be_v my_o offence_n against_o it_o to_o be_v esteem_v and_o the_o great_a punishment_n may_v thy_o almightiness_n inflict_v as_o thy_o majesty_n be_v infinite_a so_o be_v every_o offence_n against_o it_o infinite_a so_o be_v infinite_a punishment_n due_a to_o such_o offence_n this_o infinite_a majesty_n have_v i_o many_o way_n most_o grievous_o offend_v and_o therefore_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o fear_v thy_o grievous_a displeasure_n thy_o grievous_a punishment_n even_o equal_a to_o my_o sin_n and_o that_o be_v infinite_a i_o fear_v not_o thy_o reproof_n i_o fear_v not_o thy_o corection_n i_o daily_o expect_v it_o i_o daily_o desire_v it_o because_o daily_o i_o deserve_v it_o for_o i_o know_v that_o daily_o i_o offend_v and_o i_o know_v that_o thy_o divine_a justice_n will_v not_o suffer_v offence_n to_o remain_v unpunished_a 9_o if_o thy_o justice_n punish_v only_o in_o this_o life_n then_o be_v it_o fatherly_a then_o merciful_a then_o be_v it_o justice_n temper_v with_o mercy_n but_o if_o it_o punish_v in_o the_o life_n to_o come_v then_o be_v it_o extreme_a justice_n then_o extreme_a rigour_n and_o revenge_n then_o be_v it_o as_o a_o rod_n of_o iron_n upon_o a_o potter_n vessel_n 2._o the_o one_o be_v among_o man_n and_o oftentimes_o by_o they_o the_o other_o be_v in_o the_o company_n and_o by_o the_o office_n of_o devil_n 12.6_o the_o first_o be_v a_o gentle_a instruction_n a_o chastisement_n a_o correction_n the_o last_o a_o severe_a and_o final_a execution_n this_o rod_n of_o thy_o correction_n i_o kiss_v i_o embrace_v thy_o chasticement_n upon_o my_o knee_n if_o i_o be_v exempt_a from_o thy_o fatherly_a chastisement_n than_o be_v i_o exempt_v from_o be_v thy_o child_n for_o thou_o scourge_v every_o child_n who_o thou_o receive_v but_o i_o fear_v thy_o fury_n i_o tremble_v at_o thy_o extreme_a displeasure_n i_o desire_v to_o feel_v thou_o as_o a_o love_a father_n but_o not_o as_o a_o angry_a and_o inflexible_a judge_n rebuke_v i_o not_o o_o lord_n with_o thy_o violent_a voice_n let_v not_o thy_o angry_a arm_n beat_v stiff_o upon_o i_o it_o will_v consume_v i_o as_o a_o flame_a furnace_n it_o will_v swallow_v i_o as_o a_o devour_a gulf_n it_o will_v drive_v i_o as_o a_o torrent_n into_o the_o headlong_a descent_n of_o eternal_a death_n &_o damnation_n what_o strength_n can_v stand_v under_o thy_o almighty_a arm_n what_o courage_n can_v behold_v thy_o fierce_a bend_a brow_n and_o not_o be_v astonish_v not_o stroke_n down_o with_o terror_n lord_n i_o now_o feel_v thy_o anger_n in_o a_o moderate_a measure_n i_o now_o feel_v thy_o temporary_a and_o temperate_a wrath_n which_o i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o endure_v but_o hereby_o i_o be_o further_a lead_v to_o esteem_v the_o full_a charge_n of_o thy_o fury_n how_o unable_a i_o shall_v be_v to_o endure_v thy_o eternal_a indignation_n how_o little_a a_o portion_n have_v we_o of_o he_o 26.14_o but_o who_o can_v understand_v his_o fearful_a power_n assure_o the_o general_a flood_n the_o destruction_n of_o sodom_n all_o thy_o punishment_n which_o have_v be_v shall_v be_v or_o can_v be_v inflict_v in_o this_o life_n be_v to_o be_v deem_v but_o as_o a_o few_o gentle_a drop_n in_o regard_n of_o the_o full_a tempest_n of_o thy_o eternal_a wrath_n in_o that_o day_n of_o thy_o wrath_n when_o we_o shall_v stand_v forth_o at_o the_o bar_n of_o thy_o judgement_n what_o soul_n can_v sustain_v thy_o angry_a eye_n who_o sight_n will_v pierce_v to_o the_o very_a centre_n of_o our_o heart_n and_o rip_v up_o every_o fester_a corner_n of_o our_o conscience_n what_o other_o accuser_n what_o other_o evidence_n will_v thy_o justice_n require_v certain_o if_o thy_o voice_n be_v terrible_a when_o thou_o give_v thy_o law_n if_o thy_o choose_a people_n be_v then_o afraid_a 20.13_o how_o terrible_a will_v it_o be_v when_o thou_o shall_v demand_v a_o account_n of_o thy_o law_n when_o thou_o shall_v give_v sentence_n for_o the_o breach_n thereof_o against_o thy_o enemy_n depart_v from_o i_o you_o curse_v out_o alas_o what_o a_o punishment_n of_o loss_n be_v this_o to_o be_v banish_v from_o thy_o face_n poenadamni_fw-la who_o beauty_n can_v be_v express_v which_o the_o angel_n insatiable_o desire_v to_o behold_v the_o sight_n whereof_o be_v the_o full_a perfection_n of_o all_o pleasure_n and_o abundance_n the_o true_a joy_n and_o rest_n of_o our_o soul_n what_o death_n be_v so_o grievous_a as_o this_o depart_n but_o whither_o o_o lord_n do_v thou_o command_v to_o depart_v into_o everlasting_a fire_n out_o alas_o this_o be_v a_o cruel_a curse_n indeed_o who_o will_v it_o not_o appal_v who_o will_v it_o not_o astonishwith_o fear_n 33._o what_o into_o everlasting_a fire_n without_o either_o intermission_n or_o end_n alas_o who_o can_v abide_v with_o the_o devour_a fire_n who_o can_v dwell_v with_o the_o everlasting_a flame_n this_o be_v the_o very_a habitation_n of_o thy_o wrath_n in_o this_o place_n thy_o fury_n do_v
reign_v our_o abominable_a sin_n inflame_v thy_o wrath_n and_o thy_o wrath_n inflame_v this_o fire_n against_o us._n here_o thou_o have_v no_o presence_n of_o compassion_n none_o of_o comfort_n none_o but_o simple_o of_o indignation_n and_o wrath_n here_o thy_o wrath_n will_v be_v so_o inexorable_a that_o if_o all_o the_o angel_n if_o the_o whole_a court_n of_o heaven_n shall_v entreat_v thou_o prostrate_v upon_o their_o face_n for_o one_o drop_n of_o water_n to_o refresh_v one_o part_n of_o a_o torment_a sinner_n for_o a_o very_a short_a moment_n of_o time_n they_o shall_v not_o obtain_v thou_o will_v not_o be_v entreat_v lord_n let_v i_o never_o hear_v this_o terrible_a voice_n let_v i_o never_o feel_v this_o weight_n of_o thy_o wrath_n albeit_o i_o have_v just_a cause_n to_o fear_v it_o for_o i_o have_v be_v overcome_v i_o have_v yield_v to_o the_o sway_n of_o my_o sottish_a sensuality_n i_o have_v disobey_v thou_o i_o have_v rebel_v against_o thou_o i_o have_v deserve_v i_o have_v provoke_v thy_o displeasure_n against_o i_o and_o now_o my_o conscience_n quake_v and_o form_v many_o fearful_a representation_n to_o my_o soul_n i_o think_v i_o see_v thou_o come_v furious_o upon_o i_o thy_o wrath_n i_o think_v be_v even_o now_o ready_a to_o strike_v but_o stay_v patient_a lord_n hold_v thy_o hand_n forbear_v a_o while_n give_v i_o leave_v to_o collect_v my_o astonish_a and_o disperse_v thought_n to_o erect_v my_o soul_n and_o direct_v it_o to_o thou_o before_o thou_o come_v in_o justice_n to_o overwhelm_v i_o with_o thy_o wrath_n in_o justice_n hear_v what_o i_o have_v to_o say_v for_o myself_o regard_v the_o silent_a sob_n which_o my_o feeble_a soul_n surprise_v with_o fear_n send_v forth_o regard_v the_o break_a voice_n which_o my_o tremble_a tongue_n address_v to_o thou_o verse_n ii_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o weak_a heal_v i_o lord_n for_o my_o bone_n be_v trouble_v 1_o the_o first_o weakness_n of_o a_o sinner_n 2_o wherefore_o the_o fall_n of_o man_n repair_v and_o not_o of_o angel_n 3_o a_o second_o weakness_n 4_o a_o three_o weakness_n 5_o when_o misery_n may_v sue_v to_o justice_n when_o to_o mercy_n 6_o the_o mind_n work_v bodily_a effect_n 7_o how_o the_o goodness_n of_o god_n be_v say_v to_o hurt_v 8_o a_o prayer_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o hold_v thy_o hand_n o_o merciful_a lord_n oh_o my_o god_n what_o will_v thou_o do_v what_o will_v thou_o make_v proof_n of_o thy_o prowess_n against_o my_o weakness_n think_v thou_o that_o i_o be_o come_v to_o combat_v with_o thou_o to_o defy_v thy_o fury_n to_o wrestle_v with_o thy_o wrath_n lord_n i_o be_o weak_a i_o be_o wretched_o weak_a because_o my_o weakness_n be_v inclinable_a to_o evil_n weakness_n i_o be_o weak_a in_o resist_v outward_a provocation_n weak_a in_o resist_v the_o pleasure_n of_o i_o own_o appetite_n and_o desire_n this_o weakness_n be_v miserable_a in_o i_o but_o have_v always_o be_v strong_a to_o move_v thou_o to_o mercy_n for_o wherefore_o else_o have_v thou_o repair_v the_o sin_n of_o man_n and_o not_o of_o angel_n very_o because_o man_n sin_v through_o weakness_n of_o nature_n but_o the_o sin_n of_o angel_n proceed_v mere_o from_o malice_n of_o will_n for_o with_o the_o more_o frailty_n a_o sin_n be_v commit_v the_o less_o do_v it_o participate_v of_o will_n and_o the_o less_o voluntary_a a_o sin_n be_v the_o ready_a be_v thy_o mercy_n to_o relieve_v and_o therefore_o see_v thou_o forgave_v adame_n who_o nature_n be_v entire_a forgive_v i_o also_o i_o beseech_v thou_o who_o nature_n be_v corrupt_a and_o enclineable_a to_o evil_a see_v also_o thou_o be_v merciful_a to_o he_o who_o charge_v his_o fault_n upon_o another_o be_v favouable_a o_o lord_n to_o i_o who_o accuse_v and_o condemn_v only_o myself_o 18.27_o for_o this_o cause_n therefore_o i_o will_v speak_v unto_o my_o lord_n albeit_o i_o be_o but_o dust_n and_o ash_n lord_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o and_o thou_o know_v of_o what_o temper_n i_o be_o make_v for_o no_o man_n be_v ignorant_a of_o his_o proper_a work_n thou_o have_v not_o make_v my_o nature_n of_o brass_n my_o sinew_n be_v not_o of_o iron_n nor_o my_o strength_n of_o steel_n but_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o of_o frail_a flesh_n yeeldable_a to_o all_o occasion_n of_o evil_a my_o soul_n thou_o have_v place_v in_o this_o case_n of_o clay_n as_o in_o a_o boat_n drive_v with_o the_o strong_a tide_n of_o sensual_a appetite_n which_o can_v be_v carry_v against_o that_o stream_n but_o by_o great_a labour_n by_o strong_a strive_v with_o arm_n and_o with_o oar_n lord_n i_o do_v not_o lay_v forth_o this_o weakness_n of_o i_o to_o excuse_v my_o sin_n but_o to_o incline_v thou_o to_o mercy_n for_o the_o lord_n be_v merciful_a to_o they_o that_o fear_v he_o 103._o because_o he_o know_v whereof_o we_o be_v make_v he_o remember_v that_o we_o be_v but_o dust_n i_o have_v sin_v indeed_o but_o rather_o through_o weakness_n than_o either_o malice_n or_o proud_a 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&_o relieve_v myself_o i_o be_o altogether_o unable_a i_o can_v cast_v myself_o into_o the_o deep_a pit_n of_o perdition_n but_o come_v forth_o and_o return_v back_o by_o my_o own_o force_n i_o can_v and_o therefore_o i_o still_o strain_v my_o voice_n unto_o thou_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o weak_a weak_a in_o fall_v weak_a in_o rise_v but_o most_o weak_a i_o be_o either_o to_o encounter_v or_o endure_v thy_o wrath_n gracious_a god_n i_o prostrate_v myself_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o mercy_n weakness_n i_o creep_v under_o the_o wing_n of_o thy_o compassion_n i_o deal_v not_o with_o thy_o justice_n i_o tremble_v to_o think_v of_o it_o it_o be_v with_o thy_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n that_o i_o have_v to_o do_v correct_v i_o in_o favour_n but_o not_o in_o fury_n to_o my_o instruction_n scourge_v i_o but_o not_o to_o my_o destruction_n alas_o my_o weakness_n have_v make_v i_o sinful_a and_o my_o sin_n have_v make_v i_o miserable_a and_o my_o misery_n now_o sue_v to_o thy_o mercy_n if_o my_o misery_n be_v without_o sin_n than_o i_o will_v plead_v it_o before_o thy_o justice_n thy_o justice_n will_v then_o relieve_v my_o case_n but_o for_o that_o it_o proceed_v from_o my_o sin_n i_o lay_v my_o plea_n at_o the_o bar_n of_o thy_o mercy_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o o_o lord_n for_o i_o be_o weakâ—_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o bear_v thy_o justice_n i_o be_o not_o able_a to_o behold_v it_o i_o be_o so_o far_o unable_a to_o endure_v the_o force_n of_o thy_o wrath_n that_o the_o fear_v thereof_o have_v almost_o undo_v i_o it_o have_v possess_v every_o part_n of_o my_o body_n it_o make_v my_o feeble_a flesh_n to_o tremble_v it_o do_v torment_v my_o very_a bone_n for_o unfeigned_a fear_n and_o grief_n of_o mind_n will_v soon_o work_v effect_n in_o the_o body_n because_o the_o body_n and_o the_o soul_n be_v so_o firm_o and_o familiar_o knit_v together_o that_o whatsoever_o joy_n or_o grief_n happen_v to_o the_o one_o it_o be_v forthwith_o communicate_v to_o the_o other_o vitium_fw-la even_o as_o in_o two_o room_n join_v together_o whatsoever_o motion_n or_o stir_n be_v in_o the_o one_o it_o be_v easy_o sensible_a in_o the_o other_o bless_a lord_n thou_o be_v always_o good_a thou_o hurte_v no_o man_n unless_o himself_o be_v in_o the_o blame_n unless_o it_o be_v through_o his_o own_o default_n for_o as_o the_o sun_n beam_n be_v clear_a and_o comfortable_a in_o itself_o and_o so_o be_v it_o to_o the_o eye_n that_o be_v sound_a yet_o to_o a_o sore_a eye_n it_o be_v very_o grievous_a not_o through_o any_o default_n in_o the_o sun_n but_o by_o the_o disease_a disposition_n of_o the_o eye_n so_o albeit_o thou_o
in_o thyself_o be_v perfect_o good_a and_o do_v nothing_o but_o good_a yet_o to_o a_o sinner_n thou_o be_v grievous_a thy_o goodness_n can_v do_v no_o other_o than_o trouble_n and_o torment_v he_o not_o through_o any_o evil_a influence_n from_o thou_o but_o by_o reason_n of_o evil_a disposition_n in_o himself_o and_o therefore_o o_o gracious_a goodness_n o_o merciful_a lord_n o_o lover_n of_o mankind_n not_o only_o in_o pity_n pardon_v my_o weakness_n but_o in_o power_n remove_v it_o that_o i_o may_v be_v strong_a and_o able_a to_o enjoy_v thy_o goodness_n that_o thy_o goodness_n be_v not_o grievous_a unto_o i_o lord_n i_o resort_v unto_o thou_o not_o only_o as_o to_o a_o judge_n for_o pardon_n but_o as_o to_o a_o physician_n for_o cure_v my_o weakness_n have_v take_v a_o deep_a surfeit_n of_o sin_n and_o it_o be_v now_o grow_v to_o a_o desperate_a disease_n all_o the_o faculty_n of_o my_o soul_n be_v infect_v and_o the_o poison_n be_v disperse_v through_o all_o the_o member_n of_o my_o body_n i_o can_v feel_v no_o strength_n i_o can_v feel_v no_o quiet_a not_o only_o my_o feeble_a part_n but_o they_o that_o be_v most_o strong_a be_v trouble_v alike_o have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o and_o heal_v i_o o_o god_n have_v mercy_n upon_o my_o imperfection_n and_o heal_v my_o infection_n i_o humble_o entreat_v thou_o let_v thy_o mercy_n extend_v not_o only_o to_o pardon_v i_o but_o to_o heal_v i_o not_o only_o to_o pardon_v my_o sin_n that_o be_v past_a but_o to_o make_v i_o strong_a and_o able_a against_o sin_n hereafter_o for_o what_o good_a will_v pardon_v do_v i_o if_o present_o i_o return_v to_o my_o sin_n again_o what_o will_v it_o avail_v that_o i_o be_v wash_v if_o forthwith_o i_o plunge_v myself_o in_o the_o mire_n lord_n i_o present_v myself_o unto_o thou_o in_o the_o low_a degree_n of_o humility_n and_o grief_n my_o eye_n charge_v with_o tear_n my_o breast_n with_o sigh_n my_o tongue_n with_o complaint_n my_o whole_a body_n with_o disquiet_n let_v thy_o 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can_v bear_v the_o vexation_n of_o the_o soul_n the_o pain_n of_o the_o body_n be_v but_o the_o body_n of_o pain_n the_o sorrow_n of_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o soul_n of_o sorrow_n now_o thy_o terror_n have_v also_o surprise_v my_o soul_n not_o only_o my_o body_n be_v cruel_o crush_v both_o with_o the_o sense_n of_o my_o sin_n and_o fear_v of_o thy_o wrath_n but_o my_o soul_n also_o be_v very_o grievous_o afflict_v with_o the_o one_o and_o affright_v with_o the_o other_o this_o soul_n which_o thou_o have_v create_v to_o praise_v thou_o be_v astonish_v to_o behold_v thou_o astonish_v to_o think_v on_o thou_o this_o soul_n which_o be_v the_o breath_n of_o thy_o mouth_n be_v unable_a to_o endure_v the_o breath_n of_o thy_o displeasure_n this_o soul_n which_o thou_o have_v create_v to_o represent_v thy_o likeness_n have_v no_o like_n no_o power_n to_o sustain_v thy_o presence_n the_o love_n thereof_o be_v extinguish_v with_o fear_n it_o have_v neither_o room_n nor_o respite_n to_o hope_v in_o thou_o in_o thou_o it_o dare_v not_o rest_v assure_v in_o any_o other_o thing_n it_o can_v for_o assure_o whensoever_o earnest_a and_o unfeigned_a contrition_n seize_v upon_o the_o soul_n it_o disturb_v all_o joy_n it_o take_v away_o pleasure_n in_o any_o thing_n but_o tear_n it_o permit_v not_o to_o think_v on_o any_o thing_n but_o what_o be_v terrible_a and_o as_o they_o who_o be_v in_o danger_n of_o shipwreck_n cast_v over_o board_n their_o rich_a and_o best_o esteem_v merchandise_n to_o save_v their_o life_n so_o they_o who_o be_v toss_v with_o the_o tempest_n of_o god_n anger_n 2._o to_o save_v their_o soul_n do_v not_o only_o abandon_v but_o hate_v those_o thing_n which_o former_o be_v either_o most_o delightful_a or_o dear_a unto_o they_o out_o alas_o how_o be_o i_o oppress_v into_o what_o perplexity_n be_v my_o poor_a sorrow-beaten_a soul_n plunge_v how_o be_v it_o abandon_v how_o be_v all_o the_o power_n thereof_o lay_v waste_n the_o understanding_n be_v darken_v the_o will_v dazzle_v the_o memory_n confound_v the_o courage_n break_v and_o beat_v down_o dread_n and_o amazement_n have_v dull_v my_o sense_n but_o above_o all_o my_o conscience_n be_v gore_v with_o the_o sting_n of_o sin_n it_o anguish_v it_o lance_v it_o stretch_v it_o tear_v it_o crucifi_v the_o very_a heart_n of_o my_o soul_n it_o stir_v all_o upside_o down_o potest_fw-la very_o i_o find_v it_o to_o be_v very_o true_a that_o the_o heart_n of_o a_o sinner_n be_v as_o the_o rage_a sea_n which_o never_o have_v rest_n the_o wave_n whereof_o be_v always_o in_o motion_n and_o one_o always_o dash_v against_o another_o i_o lead_v a_o life_n ever_o die_v and_o i_o feel_v a_o death_n never_o end_v all_o my_o choice_n be_v conclude_v in_o this_o whether_o i_o will_v stand_v still_o without_o help_n or_o stir_v any_o way_n without_o hope_n and_o as_o a_o fearful_a dove_n shake_v at_o the_o roar_n of_o thunder_n and_o shrink_v into_o some_o obscure_a hole_n suppose_v itself_o most_o safe_a when_o it_o be_v least_o see_v so_o my_o amaze_a soul_n tremble_v at_o the_o dreadful_a sound_n of_o thy_o threat_n look_v about_o for_o some_o place_n of_o retreit_n either_o to_o defend_v or_o to_o hide_v it_o from_o thy_o furious_a face_n it_o will_v fly_v from_o thou_o but_o it_o know_v not_o whither_o it_o will_v be_v protect_v against_o thou_o but_o it_o know_v not_o by_o who_o o_o my_o god_n i_o can_v fly_v from_o thou_o but_o by_o fly_v to_o thou_o and_o therefore_o i_o fly_v from_o thou_o offend_v to_o thou_o appease_v i_o fly_v from_o thou_o through_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o justice_n and_o i_o fly_v to_o thou_o through_o the_o gate_n of_o thy_o mercy_n i_o fly_v from_o a_o just_a revenge_a judge_n to_o a_o merciful_a and_o indulgent_a father_n who_o goodness_n be_v infinite_a who_o mercy_n be_v a_o spring_n a_o stream_n a_o ocean_n that_o can_v be_v exhaust_v the_o goodness_n no_o less_o liberal_a than_o the_o mercy_n be_v abundant_a o_o sweetness_n of_o desiâ—e_n o_o safety_n of_o soul_n open_a to_o i_o thy_o distress_a suppliant_a let_v thy_o favour_n receive_v i_o run_v from_o thy_o fury_n let_v thy_o pity_n protect_v i_o against_o thy_o severity_n comfort_v my_o trouble_a soul_n with_o one_o gentle_a cast_v of_o thy_o countenance_n for_o i_o shall_v never_o recover_v again_o either_o my_o safety_n or_o my_o quiet_n until_o i_o recover_v thy_o most_o love_a and_o lovely_a look_n for_o sin_n be_v so_o offensive_a so_o odious_a unto_o thou_o that_o wheresoever_o thou_o find_v it_o thou_o can_v not_o afford_v a_o kind_a countenance_n thou_o must_v needs_o turn_v away_o thy_o amiable_a eye_n thou_o will_v not_o display_v thy_o beauty_n upon_o so_o filthy_a a_o dunghill_n and_o this_o be_v the_o cause_n why_o we_o be_v so_o trouble_v for_o when_o thou_o turn_v away_o thy_o face_n they_o shall_v be_v trouble_v turbabuntur_fw-la assure_o the_o vexation_n of_o my_o soul_n can_v have_v neither_o end_n nor_o ease_n until_o thou_o turn_v to_o i_o thy_o appease_v countenance_n all_o other_o appliancy_n be_v as_o the_o handle_n of_o ulcer_n and_o wound_n they_o do_v but_o draw_v more_o humour_n to_o my_o sore_n they_o rather_o inflame_v then_o any_o way_n assuage_v it_o but_o how_o long_o o_o lord_n how_o long_o will_v thy_o indignation_n how_o long_o o_o lord_n shall_v my_o anguish_n endure_v how_o long_o will_v thou_o withhold_v thy_o comfort_n from_o i_o thou_o who_o have_v always_o be_v slow_a to_o wrath_n be_v thou_o slow_a now_o to_o lay_v down_o thy_o wrath_n thou_o who_o have_v ever_o be_v patient_a be_v thou_o now_o become_v inflexible_a be_v thy_o anger_n no_o less_o hard_a to_o quench_v now_o then_o heretofore_o it_o have_v be_v
to_o kindle_v o_o desire_n of_o my_o soul_n thou_o know_v my_o tribulation_n my_o thought_n lie_v naked_a in_o thy_o sight_n thou_o see_v how_o for_o thou_o my_o heart_n sorrow_v my_o breast_n sigh_v my_o eye_n weep_v my_o body_n faint_v and_o my_o soul_n languish_v and_o wherefore_o tarie_v thou_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o prolong_v my_o longing_n wherefore_o do_v thou_o martyr_v i_o with_o delay_n why_o suffer_v thou_o i_o thus_o long_o to_o be_v vex_v be_v the_o cause_n hereof_o in_o thou_o or_o be_v it_o in_o myself_o be_v thy_o mercy_n spend_v be_v thy_o love_a kindness_n at_o a_o end_n will_v thou_o no_o more_o be_v entreat_v by_o sinner_n or_o be_o i_o only_o cancel_v out_o of_o thy_o conceit_n no_o no_o i_o do_v not_o so_o feelinglie_o want_v thou_o i_o do_v not_o so_o ardent_o desire_v thou_o as_o my_o case_n require_v verily_o the_o cause_n be_v in_o myself_o and_o not_o in_o thou_o there_o be_v some_o trespass_n in_o my_o tear_n my_o sorrow_n be_v season_v with_o some_o sin_n 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wisdom_n to_o obey_v he_o my_o eye_n see_v thou_o say_v job_n and_o therefore_o i_o repent_v in_o dust_n and_o ash_n 42._o as_o the_o philistine_n do_v first_o put_v out_o sampsons_n eye_n and_o then_o take_v he_o forth_o to_o sport_n with_o he_o so_o the_o devil_n first_o labour_v either_o to_o extinguish_v or_o to_o shadow_v this_o our_o spiritual_a fight_n &_o then_o play_v at_o pleasure_n with_o us._n and_o now_o again_o albeit_o nothing_o be_v so_o near_o we_o as_o ourselves_o yet_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o be_v further_a from_o us._n there_o be_v nothing_o almost_o that_o we_o less_o understand_v than_o ourselves_o for_o as_o our_o bodily_a eye_n behold_v other_o object_n but_o not_o themselves_o so_o the_o eye_n of_o our_o mind_n namely_o our_o understanding_n be_v apt_a to_o apprehend_v other_o thing_n but_o not_o itself_o it_o be_v nimble_a to_o discover_v strong_a and_o bold_a to_o judge_v other_o matter_n but_o be_v defective_a both_o in_o sight_n to_o discern_v 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no_o knowledge_n be_v more_o high_a none_o more_o hard_a and_o hide_v then_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o â—f_o i_o be_v perfect_a say_v job_n yet_o know_v i_o not_o my_o own_o soul_n 21._o man_n have_v no_o bright_a glass_n no_o learnede_a book_n to_o look_v on_o then_o himself_o the_o true_a study_n of_o man_n be_v man_n all_o other_o knowledge_n without_o this_o be_v defective_a he_o that_o spend_v his_o spirit_n to_o attain_v the_o knowledge_n of_o other_o thing_n and_o never_o collect_v they_o to_o search_v know_v and_o judge_v himself_o remain_v the_o most_o senseless_a sot_n in_o the_o world_n other_o knowledge_n puff_v up_o but_o this_o humble_v and_o pull_v down_o for_o humility_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o true_a contempt_n of_o ourselves_o which_o proceed_v from_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o so_o as_o the_o knowledge_n of_o ourselves_o be_v the_o form_n of_o humility_n and_o consequent_o of_o all_o other_o virtue_n which_o be_v derive_v from_o humility_n 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whereto_o we_o can_v attribute_v no_o great_a either_o praise_n or_o power_n then_o that_o it_o work_v the_o same_o upon_o earth_n which_o god_n himself_o work_v in_o heaven_n by_o make_v man_n happy_a by_o deliver_v they_o from_o eternal_a perdition_n and_o by_o bring_v they_o to_o unspeakable_a and_o endless_a joy_n and_o herein_o it_o be_v singular_a and_o eminent_o alone_a herein_o all_o other_o virtue_n be_v but_o handmaid_n to_o attend_v it_o for_o albeit_o love_n be_v exceed_o powerful_a 7.47_o albeit_o the_o fire_n of_o love_n be_v of_o marvellous_a force_n to_o consume_v sin_n yet_o do_v it_o never_o attain_v this_o effect_n but_o by_o virtue_n of_o repentance_n in_o this_o action_n of_o love_n repentance_n be_v the_o principal_a worker_n love_n be_v a_o testimony_n and_o declaration_n not_o a_o proper_a cause_n of_o remission_n of_o sin_n remission_n of_o sin_n be_v rather_o the_o cause_n of_o love_n 7.47_o then_o love_v the_o cause_n of_o remission_n of_o sin_n it_o be_v a_o very_a hard_a thing_n which_o god_n can_v do_v but_o herein_o have_v god_n restrain_v his_o power_n god_n can_v be_v merciful_a unless_o sinner_n repent_v without_o repentance_n it_o be_v impossible_a that_o sinner_n shall_v be_v pardon_v because_o it_o be_v impossible_a without_o repentance_n to_o abandon_v evil_a and_o turn_v to_o god._n for_o sin_n be_v nothing_o else_o but_o a_o aversion_n from_o god_n and_o a_o conversion_n to_o creature_n a_o aversion_n from_o a_o inestimable_a and_o immutable_a good_a and_o a_o conversion_n to_o a_o vain_a and_o variable_a evil_n this_o sin_n be_v never_o pardon_v 33._o but_o by_o forsake_v creature_n and_o by_o apply_v ourselves_o again_o to_o god_n by_o turn_v again_o from_o evil_a to_o good_a by_o inward_a loathe_v the_o transitory_a evil_n whereto_o by_o pleasure_n we_o do_v adhere_v and_o by_o fix_v our_o delight_n upon_o that_o infinite_a good_a which_o will_v never_o either_o vary_v or_o fail_v but_o this_o be_v a_o proper_a work_n of_o repentance_n this_o be_v repentance_n itself_o whosoever_o be_v thus_o convert_v in_o soul_n he_o be_v true_o penitent_a he_o be_v bless_v in_o this_o life_n the_o lord_n will_v impute_v no_o sin_n unto_o he_o and_o the_o reason_n be_v because_o he_o impute_v sin_n to_o himself_o he_o prevent_v the_o imputation_n of_o the_o lord_n by_o impute_v sin_n to_o himself_o he_o charge_v judge_v condemn_v himself_o and_o therefore_o he_o shall_v never_o be_v either_o condemn_v or_o question_v by_o the_o lord_n for_o a_o superior_a judge_n will_v never_o examine_v that_o offence_n which_o he_o know_v to_o be_v both_o examine_v and_o iustice_v by_o his_o commission_n but_o god_n have_v give_v to_o sinner_n not_o only_a commission_n but_o command_v to_o examine_v and_o judge_v themselves_o which_o if_o they_o will_v unpartial_o do_v he_o have_v promise_v that_o he_o will_v never_o judge_v they_o that_o he_o will_v never_o impute_v sin_n to_o their_o charge_n the_o justice_n of_o god_n require_v that_o sin_n shall_v be_v examine_v condemn_v and_o punish_v but_o the_o great_a mercy_n of_o god_n have_v make_v sinner_n their_o own_o judge_n their_o own_o executioner_n and_o tormentor_n it_o put_v they_o in_o choice_n either_o to_o judge_v and_o condemn_v their_o sin_n or_o to_o be_v judge_v and_o condemn_v for_o their_o sin_n either_o to_o put_v sin_n to_o death_n in_o this_o world_n or_o to_o die_v for_o sin_n in_o the_o world_n to_o come_v but_o bless_a be_v he_o who_o embrace_v this_o mercy_n who_o do_v examine_v and_o condemn_v his_o sin_n who_o do_v impute_v sin_n to_o himself_o that_o god_n may_v not_o impute_v his_o sin_n unto_o he_o bless_a be_v he_o i_o say_v who_o have_v sincere_o judge_v himself_o may_v bold_o look_v god_n in_o the_o face_n and_o say_v unto_o he_o 10.2_o condemn_v i_o not_o tell_v i_o wherefore_o do_v thou_o thus_o judge_v i_o will_v thou_o proceed_v against_o thy_o own_o appointment_n will_v thou_o violate_v the_o direct_a rule_n of_o thy_o justice_n thy_o justice_n require_v but_o one_o condemnation_n and_o thy_o mercy_n have_v give_v i_o power_n to_o condemn_v myself_o this_o i_o have_v already_o do_v i_o do_v daily_o judge_v myself_o before_o thou_o and_o now_o i_o do_v secure_o expect_v thou_o i_o expect_v not_o now_o to_o be_v judge_v by_o thou_o for_o fear_v of_o thy_o judgement_n i_o have_v judge_v myself_o i_o have_v not_o stay_v for_o thy_o sentence_n i_o have_v prevent_v it_o in_o give_v sentence_n against_o myself_o wherefore_o then_o do_v thou_o thus_o judge_v i_o thou_o may_v judge_v my_o judgement_n if_o thou_o think_v meet_v meum_fw-la how_o true_o and_o trie_o i_o have_v examine_v my_o cause_n before_o thou_o and_o thy_o causeagainst_a i_o what_o good_a i_o have_v receive_v from_o thou_o and_o what_o evil_a i_o have_v return_v to_o thou_o judge_v my_o judgement_n i_o say_v if_o thou_o will_v but_o do_v not_o judge_v i_o pray_v thou_o my_o sin_n for_o herein_o especial_o we_o must_v be_v regardful_a that_o we_o judge_v uprightlie_o that_o we_o give_v no_o false_a sentence_n whether_o by_o negligence_n or_o by_o partiality_n and_o self-love_n that_o our_o judgement_n be_v not_o either_o muzzle_v by_o the_o one_o or_o mislead_v by_o the_o other_o for_o he_o only_o be_v in_o this_o bless_a estate_n who_o make_v a_o serious_a search_n in_o his_o soul_n who_o be_v not_o deceive_v in_o make_v his_o search_n who_o dissemble_v not_o what_o there_o he_o find_v bless_a be_v he_o who_o deceive_v not_o himself_o who_o dissemble_v not_o with_o god._n who_o deceive_v not_o himself_o in_o blind_a or_o abuse_v his_o own_o judgement_n either_o by_o a_o stupendous_a stupidity_n that_o he_o have_v no_o sin_n or_o by_o a_o negligent_a enquiry_n after_o they_o or_o by_o a_o favourable_a estimation_n of_o they_o or_o last_o by_o a_o false_a conceit_n that_o he_o may_v at_o leisure_n and_o in_o good_a time_n repent_v who_o dissemble_v not_o with_o god_n either_o in_o conceal_v or_o extenuate_v any_o part_n of_o 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our_o fault_n if_o we_o do_v not_o rather_o seek_v after_o righteousness_n then_o make_v show_v thereof_o if_o we_o do_v not_o both_o promise_n and_o purpose_n and_o endeavour_v to_o amend_v if_o our_o mind_n and_o our_o mouth_n and_o our_o outward_a action_n do_v not_o agree_v pessimus_fw-la we_o be_v but_o hypocrite_n the_o worst_a of_o all_o sinner_n we_o increase_v wrath_n we_o shall_v never_o come_v to_o the_o presence_n of_o god._n wolf_n be_v never_o more_o wolf_n then_o when_o they_o be_v apparel_v like_o sheep_n it_o be_v extreme_a wickedness_n to_o be_v empty_a of_o all_o goodness_n 18.18.22_o and_o yet_o aspire_v to_o be_v esteem_v good_a god_n require_v in_o his_o law_n confession_n of_o sin_n before_o the_o sinner_n can_v be_v purge_v he_o command_v also_o that_o the_o high_a priest_n shall_v confess_v his_o own_o sin_n and_o the_o sin_n of_o the_o people_n upon_o the_o head_n of_o a_o gore_n and_o then_o permit_v it_o to_o escape_v for_o assure_o albeit_o god_n be_v 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we_o bring_v all_o we_o lie_v to_o the_o holy_a ghost_n 5.3_o which_o be_v a_o most_o fearful_a and_o heavy_a sin_n one_o hook_n suffici_v to_o take_v the_o fish_n one_o snare_n to_o fetter_v the_o soul_n but_o the_o devil_n be_v a_o most_o cunning_a angler_n a_o very_a expert_a fowler_n he_o cast_v many_o bait_n he_o pitch_v many_o snare_n in_o our_o path_n if_o we_o remain_v entangle_v in_o any_o one_o if_o by_o sincere_a repentance_n we_o free_v not_o ourselves_o from_o all_o we_o shall_v be_v sure_a to_o be_v his_o prey_n if_o we_o acknowledge_v not_o our_o sin_n we_o acknowledge_v not_o god_n mercy_n in_o forgive_a our_o sin_n we_o we_o be_v unworthy_a to_o have_v that_o debt_n remit_v which_o we_o be_v unwilling_a to_o confess_v so_o much_o as_o we_o conceal_v of_o our_o sin_n so_o much_o do_v we_o add_v ingratitude_n to_o injury_n and_o despite_n we_o double_v the_o wrong_n that_o we_o have_v do_v if_o to_o disability_n for_o discharge_v we_o add_v falsehood_n in_o our_o 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his_o messenger_n than_o some_o contrariety_n may_v be_v espy_v in_o the_o holy_a scripture_n which_o hitherto_o can_v not_o be_v find_v assure_o the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n be_v more_o immovable_a than_o the_o pole_n of_o heaven_n than_o the_o centre_n of_o the_o earth_n let_v the_o heaven_n be_v fold_v together_o let_v the_o earth_n dissipate_v into_o dust_n let_v the_o nature_n of_o all_o thing_n dissolve_v the_o word_n of_o the_o lord_n shall_v constant_o remain_v o_o infallible_a o_o unresistable_a verity_n without_o either_o active_a or_o passive_a deceit_n o_o true_a god_n o_o essential_a verity_n who_o can_v no_o less_o cease_v to_o be_v true_a then_o to_o be_v who_o divine_a word_n can_v never_o fall_v without_o effect_n as_o they_o give_v the_o wound_n so_o also_o the_o salve_n to_o cure_v it_o be_v it_o never_o so_o deadly_a lord_n thou_o have_v promise_v remission_n of_o sin_n if_o unfeigned_o we_o abhor_v they_o thou_o have_v promise_v thy_o grace_n if_o by_o grief_n 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will_v deceive_v thou_o thy_o hope_n will_v fail_v thou_o shall_v never_o attain_v thy_o expect_a desire_n in_o vain_a do_v he_o trust_v in_o the_o promise_n of_o god_n who_o do_v not_o repent_v and_o forsake_v his_o sin_n the_o trust_n of_o a_o obstinate_a sinner_n who_o pasture_v in_o his_o sin_n and_o think_v to_o be_v save_v without_o repentance_n be_v no_o true_a trust_n but_o proud_a presumption_n offer_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o righteousness_n and_o put_v thy_o trust_n in_o the_o lord_n 4._o first_o offer_v the_o sacrifice_n of_o righteousness_n which_o can_v be_v do_v so_o long_o as_o thou_o continue_v in_o sin_n and_o then_o put_v thy_o trust_n in_o the_o lord_n but_o what_o be_v this_o sacrifice_n of_o righteousness_n it_o be_v thus_o describe_v by_o the_o apostle_n
12._o i_o beseech_v you_o brethren_n that_o you_o give_v up_o your_o body_n a_o live_a sacrifice_n holy_a acceptable_a unto_o god_n which_o be_v your_o reasonable_a serve_v of_o god._n many_o persist_v in_o sin_n do_v pray_v fast_o give_v alm_n and_o exercise_v other_o work_n of_o devotion_n but_o those_o be_v dead_a offering_n they_o want_v the_o life_n of_o grace_n these_o man_n prefer_v matter_n of_o devotion_n before_o those_o which_o perteine_a to_o obedience_n and_o band_n a_o most_o dangerous_a and_o frequent_a error_n in_o religion_n first_o offer_v thyself_o a_o live_a sacrifice_n of_o righteousness_n then_o may_v thou_o safe_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n i_o will_v speak_v this_o plain_o in_o a_o word_n sacrifice_v thy_o will_n and_o trust_v in_o the_o lord_n the_o will_n be_v a_o most_o inward_a faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n a_o mistress_n a_o queen_n whosoever_o offer_v this_o he_o offer_v the_o best_a and_o high_a thing_n in_o his_o kingdom_n he_o sacrifice_v his_o son_n isaac_n even_o that_o which_o he_o most_o dear_o love_v this_o do_v the_o chaldee_n paraphrase_n in_o these_o word_n declare_v tame_a your_o concupiscence_n and_o it_o shall_v be_v repute_v to_o you_o as_o a_o sacrifice_n of_o righteousness_n do_v thou_o trust_v in_o god_n expect_v thou_o salvation_n by_o he_o tame_n thy_o concupiscency_n and_o then_o thy_o trust_n be_v pure_a and_o true_o ground_v then_o fear_v nothing_o hope_v then_o in_o the_o great_a mercy_n of_o god_n this_o trust_n will_v then_o procure_v thou_o present_a grace_n and_o glory_n in_o the_o end_n otherwise_o thou_o have_v no_o true_a ground_n of_o thy_o trust_n otherwise_o thy_o trust_n be_v a_o dangerous_a security_n even_o as_o job_n say_v the_o hope_n of_o the_o wicked_a be_v a_o abomination_n of_o the_o soul_n 11_o o_o god_n faithful_a in_o thy_o promise_n and_o fearful_a in_o thy_o revenge_n my_o soul_n fix_v the_o eye_n of_o her_o faith_n upon_o thy_o word_n never_o so_o soon_o speak_v as_o sure_a to_o be_v 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from_o hence_o i_o will_v assure_o expect_v to_o be_v release_v from_o all_o these_o evil_n i_o have_v no_o trust_n but_o in_o thy_o goodness_n and_o truth_n so_o long_o as_o this_o anchor_n hold_v i_o shall_v be_v safe_a from_o shipwreck_n in_o all_o the_o tempest_n of_o temptation_n in_o this_o life_n all_o the_o reason_n which_o bind_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o compel_v i_o also_o to_o trust_v in_o thou_o for_o in_o who_o shall_v i_o trust_v but_o in_o he_o who_o so_o love_v i_o in_o he_o who_o have_v heap_v so_o many_o benefit_n upon_o i_o in_o he_o who_o have_v suffer_v so_o grievous_o for_o i_o in_o he_o who_o have_v so_o often_o call_v so_o long_o expect_v so_o careful_o persuade_v i_o in_o he_o who_o be_v so_o merciful_a pitiful_a love_a gentle_a patient_a and_o ready_a to_o forgive_v in_o he_o who_o be_v a_o father_n a_o almighty_a father_n a_o father_n to_o love_v i_o almighty_a to_o help_v i_o a_o father_n that_o he_o will_v almighty_a that_o he_o can_v do_v good_a unto_o i_o a_o father_n that_o have_v great_a care_n and_o providence_n over_o his_o spiritual_a child_n than_o any_o father_n can_v have_v over_o his_o carnal_a last_o in_o who_o shall_v i_o trust_v but_o in_o he_o who_o have_v command_v i_o to_o approach_v to_o he_o to_o trust_v in_o he_o and_o have_v promise_v i_o many_o favoure_n and_o reward_n if_o i_o will_v so_o do_v verse_n vi_o my_o soul_n fly_v to_o the_o lord_n before_o the_o morning_n watch_n i_o say_v before_o the_o morning_n watch_n 1_o two_o light_n of_o our_o understanding_n 2_o our_o weakness_n not_o so_o great_a as_o we_o pretend_v 3_o our_o own_o endeavour_n must_v be_v add_v to_o the_o work_n of_o the_o lord_n and_o that_o in_o two_o point_n 4_o in_o swiftness_n 5_o in_o timelinesse_n 6_o we_o be_v not_o perfect_a at_o the_o first_o and_o wherefore_o 7_o a_o prayer_n 8_o wherefore_o we_o be_v to_o resort_v to_o god._n 9_o joy_n answer_v desire_v as_o rest_n answer_v motion_n 10_o in_o affliction_n we_o must_v especial_o address_v ourselves_o to_o god_n and_o wherefore_o 11_o also_o whensoever_o we_o sin_v and_o wherefore_o 12_o how_o dangerous_a it_o be_v to_o persevere_v in_o sin_n 13_o example_n and_o reason_n prove_v the_o same_o 14_o a_o sinner_n upon_o hope_n be_v little_o better_a than_o a_o sinner_n upon_o despair_n 15_o time_n not_o well_o employ_v be_v often_o shorten_v 16_o defer_v of_o repentance_n will_v hearden_v our_o heart_n 17_o how_o god_n may_v answer_v late_o repent_v sinner_n 18_o how_o fearful_a it_o be_v to_o trust_v to_o late_a repentance_n 19_o it_o be_v a_o long_a walk_n to_o happiness_n and_o by_o many_o step_n 20_o the_o cause_n of_o the_o fall_n of_o angel_n 21_o we_o find_v rest_v only_o in_o god_n and_o wherefore_o but_o do_v not_o so_o look_v for_o the_o lord_n o_o my_o soul_n that_o thou_o remain_v without_o motion_n in_o thyself_o stand_v not_o look_v like_o a_o senseless_a statue_n but_o apply_v the_o force_n wherewith_o god_n have_v original_o endow_v thou_o for_o he_o that_o make_v thou_o without_o thyself_o without_o thyself_o will_v not_o save_v thou_o thou_o have_v two_o light_n two_o eye_n of_o thy_o understanding_n faith_n and_o reason_n faith_n be_v wrought_v in_o thou_o by_o his_o word_n reason_n be_v natural_o plant_v in_o thou_o as_o he_o work_v extraordinary_o by_o his_o word_n so_o nature_n be_v his_o ordinary_a power_n but_o nothing_o be_v more_o comfortable_a &_o content_v then_o when_o both_o concur_v &_o agree_v together_o thou_o do_v often_o complain_v of_o weakness_n but_o examine_v thyself_o well_o and_o thou_o shall_v not_o find_v so_o great_a cause_n to_o complain_v of_o thy_o weakness_n as_o of_o thy_o will_n thy_o weakness_n will_v not_o appear_v so_o great_a if_o thy_o endeavour_n be_v answerable_a to_o thy_o power_n and_o therefore_o o_o my_o soul_n as_o thou_o look_v for_o the_o lord_n so_o look_v that_o thou_o add_v thy_o own_o endeavour_n especial_o look_v that_o thou_o be_v diligent_a and_o that_o in_o two_o point_n 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to_o resort_v to_o god._n break_v off_o all_o dangerous_a delay_n whereby_o the_o devil_n endeavour_v to_o devour_v all_o thy_o time_n but_o as_o a_o dove_n haste_v her_o flight_n from_o the_o pursuit_n of_o a_o eagle_n so_o early_o and_o in_o good_a time_n begin_v to_o take_v wing_n and_o dispatch_v thyself_o from_o the_o world_n to_o fly_v to_o the_o lord_n be_v not_o take_v sleep_v as_o be_v the_o slothful_a servant_n but_o address_v thyself_o to_o the_o lord_n as_o god_n do_v help_v right_o early_o so_o right_o early_o seek_v for_o his_o help_n even_o before_o the_o morning_n watch_n 46.5_o i_o say_v before_o the_o morning_n watch_n all_o effect_n convert_v to_o their_o cause_n to_o receive_v from_o thence_o their_o last_o perfection_n the_o chicken_n so_o soon_o as_o it_o creep_v forth_o of_o the_o shell_n will_v resort_v under_o the_o wing_n of_o the_o hen_n the_o lamb_n so_o soon_o as_o it_o be_v bring_v forth_o will_v apply_v itself_o to_o the_o teat_n of_o the_o damn_n it_o 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