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covenant_n with_o thou_o not_o vindicate_v thy_o honour_n not_o grieve_v for_o thy_o dishonour_n weariness_n of_o thy_o command_n nonobservance_n distrust_n misapplication_n of_o thy_o providence_n unthankfulness_n for_o great_a mercy_n dejection_n impatience_n under_o small_a cross_n insensibleness_n incorrigibleness_n under_o judgement_n and_o affliction_n not_o use_v thy_o name_n attribute_n ordinance_n work_n every_o thing_n whereby_o thou_o may_v be_v know_v as_o be_v require_v the_o 4._o by_o unmindfulness_n beforehand_o to_o prevent_v or_o avoid_v whatsoever_o may_v distract_v in_o the_o duty_n of_o the_o sabbath_n not_o prepare_v myself_o not_o rest_v from_o needless_a thought_n word_n action_n misspend_v it_o in_o idleness_n and_o vanity_n not_o perform_v public_a and_o private_a duty_n of_o prayer_n reading_n hear_v examination_n whete_a thy_o law_n upon_o my_o heart_n and_o other_o contemplate_v thy_o word_n and_o work_n with_o that_o care_n reverence_n sincerity_n spirtualness_n profit_n delight_n as_o i_o ought_v not_o call_v the_o sabbath_n a_o delight_n holy_a of_o the_o lord_n honorable_n the_o 5._o by_o not_o behave_v myself_o answerable_a to_o my_o several_a relation_n with_o all_o due_a reverence_n and_o respect_n to_o my_o natural_a ecclesiastical_a political_a parent_n in_o heart_n word_n behaviour_n prayer_n thanksgiving_n for_o superior_n cover_v their_o infirmity_n in_o love_n not_o admonish_v and_o encourage_v inferior_n in_o well-doing_n not_o by_o a_o grave_a wise_a holy_a exemplary_a carriage_n procure_v glory_n to_o thou_o and_o preserve_v the_o honour_n and_o authority_n thou_o have_v put_v upon_o i_o not_o regard_v the_o dignity_n and_o worth_n of_o my_o equal_n or_o rejoice_v in_o their_o gift_n advancement_n prosperity_n as_o my_o own_o the_o 6._o by_o sinful_a anger_n hatred_n secret_a grudge_n injurious_a thought_n excessive_a passion_n distract_n care_n immoderate_a use_n of_o diet_n labour_n rest_n recreation_n revile_v sadden_v provoke_a grieve_v speech_n fall_a short_a in_o maintain_v mutual_a friendship_n and_o in_o follow_v peace_n with_o all_o man_n sow_v discord_n among_o brethren_n conceal_v their_o danger_n unprofitable_a conversation_n quench_v suppress_v holy_a suggestion_n prefer_v thing_n of_o time_n before_o eternity_n or_o by_o whatsoever_o may_v tend_v not_o to_o the_o health_n but_o prejudice_n of_o my_o own_o or_o other_o soul_n or_o body_n not_o weep_v with_o they_o that_o weep_v be_v senseless_a hard-hearted_a unaffected_a at_o public_a evil_n and_o other_o misery_n the_o 7._o by_o unchaste_a thought_n purpose_n affection_n look_n company_n word_n action_n or_o listen_v to_o they_o not_o labour_v to_o quench_v my_o fleshly_a concupiscence_n by_o watch_v over_o my_o sense_n heart_n and_o way_n not_o shun_v all_o occasion_n to_o or_o act_n of_o uncleanness_n in_o or_o with_o myself_o or_o other_o not_o keep_v my_o body_n and_o soul_n from_o all_o filthiness_n of_o flesh_n and_o 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