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the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n isai_n 46._o 12._o harken_v unto_o i_o you_o stout_a heart_a that_o be_v far_o from_o righteousness_n all_o stout_a heart_a obstinate_a self-conceited_a ranter_n and_o ordinance-forsakers_a and_o vice-advancers_a scripture-rejectors_a and_o hypocritical_a dissembler_n etc._n etc._n these_o be_v far_o from_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n but_o then_o there_o be_v another_o sort_n of_o those_o in_o the_o natural_a state_n speak_v of_o by_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n mar._n 12._o 34._o and_o when_o jesus_n see_v that_o he_o answer_v discreet_o he_o say_v thou_o be_v not_o far_o from_o the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n etc._n etc._n thou_o be_v more_o moderate_a more_o teachable_a more_o tractable_a thou_o
have_v in_o thou_o many_o good_a thing_n thou_o want_v but_o that_o one_o thing_n needful_a and_o thou_o shall_v be_v perfect_a make_v christ_n thy_o portion_n and_o sell_v thy_o own_o portion_n and_o follow_v he_o mat._n 19_o 21._o thou_o have_v almost_o persuade_v i_o to_o be_v a_o christian_n act._n 26._o 28._o object_n but_o what_o shall_v we_o that_o be_v in_o the_o state_n of_o nature_n do_v that_o so_o we_o may_v if_o not_o get_v immediate_o out_o of_o that_o state_n into_o a_o state_n of_o grace_n yet_o that_o we_o may_v be_v continual_o wait_v upon_o god_n in_o the_o use_n of_o those_o mean_n appoint_v by_o he_o to_o change_v we_o &_o c_o answ_n the_o way_n with_o the_o wise_a man_n in_o mat._n 7._o 24._o to_o build_v our_o house_n upon_o the_o rock_n be_v as_o follow_v 1._o be_v thorough_o convince_v that_o thou_o have_v hitherto_o build_v upon_o the_o sand_n which_o will_v easy_o appear_v if_o thou_o consider_v 1._o what_o thou_o be_v by_o nature_n 2._o what_o thou_o be_v by_o practice_n 1._o what_o thou_o be_v by_o nature_n not_o only_o bear_v in_o sin_n but_o leave_v in_o a_o condition_n unable_a to_o recover_v thyself_o job_n 14._o 4._o who_o can_v bring_v a_o clean_a thing_n out_o of_o a_o unclean_a not_o one_o job_n 25._o 4._o how_o can_v he_o be_v clean_a that_o be_v bear_v of_o a_o woman_n psal_n 51._o 5._o behold_v i_o be_v shape_v in_o iniquity_n and_o in_o sin_n do_v my_o mother_n conceive_v i_o mic._n 7._o 2._o there_o be_v none_o upright_o among_o man_n rom._n 5._o 12._o wherefore_o as_o by_o one_o man_n sin_n enter_v into_o the_o world_n and_o death_n by_o sin_n so_o that_o death_n pass_v upon_o all_o man_n for_o that_o all_o have_v sin_v rom._n 3._o 9_o 10._o both_o jew_n and_o gentile_n they_o be_v all_o under_o sin_n as_o it_o be_v write_v there_o be_v none_o righteous_a no_o not_o one_o rom._n 3._o 12._o they_o be_v all_o and_o altogether_o become_v unprofitable_a there_o be_v none_o that_o do_v good_a no_o not_o one_o psal_n 14._o 3._o we_o be_v all_o go_v out_o of_o the_o way_n we_o be_v all_o become_v unprofitable_a and_o filthy_a none_o righteous_a not_o one_o now_o if_o all_o this_o be_v too_o little_a to_o complete_a our_o condemnation_n woe_n go_v astray_o as_o soon_o as_o ever_o we_o be_v bear_v ps_n 58._o 3._o gen._n 6._o 5._o every_o imagination_n of_o the_o thought_n of_o our_o heart_n be_v only_o evil_a and_o that_o continual_o yea_o all_o the_o saint_n themselves_o before_o conviction_n conversion_n and_o regeneration_n be_v guilty_a of_o original_n and_o actual_a transgression_n ephes_n 2._o 3._o and_o be_v by_o nature_n the_o child_n of_o wrath_n as_o well_o as_o other_o 1_o cor._n 6._o 9_o 10_o 11._o neither_o fornicator_n nor_o idolater_n nor_o adulterer_n nor_o effeminate_a nor_o abuser_n of_o themselves_o nor_o thief_n nor_o covetous_a nor_o drunkard_n nor_o reviler_n nor_o extortioner_n shall_v inherit_v the_o kingdom_n of_o god_n and_o such_o be_v some_o of_o you_o but_o you_o be_v wash_v but_o you_o be_v sanctify_v but_o you_o be_v justify_v in_o the_o name_n of_o the_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n tit._n 3._o 3_o for_o we_o ourselves_o be_v sometime_o foolish_a disobedient_a serve_v divers_a lust_n and_o pleasure_n live_v in_o malice_n and_o envy_v hateful_a and_o hate_v one_o another_o 1_o tim._n 1._o 13._o i_o be_v before_o a_o blasphemer_n and_o a_o persecutor_n eccles_n 7._o 20._o so_o that_o there_o be_v not_o a_o just_a man_n upon_o earth_n according_a to_o creation_n and_o practice_n that_o do_v good_a and_o sin_v not_o and_o thus_o man_n which_o at_o the_o beginning_n be_v create_v happy_a be_v become_v of_o all_o creature_n most_o miserable_a viz._n a_o slave_n to_o the_o devil_n a_o child_n of_o wrath_n and_o a_o enemy_n to_o good_a and_o a_o heir_n to_o eternal_a damnation_n eph._n 2._o 3._o now_o we_o can_v come_v out_o of_o this_o miserable_a estate_n until_o we_o come_v to_o he_o who_o be_v the_o fountain_n of_o life_n and_o bring_v to_o he_o we_o can_v never_o be_v but_o by_o faith_n heb._n 11._o 6._o for_o as_o god_n be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o the_o soul_n be_v the_o life_n of_o the_o body_n so_o faith_n be_v the_o life_n of_o our_o enjoyment_n and_o the_o promise_n be_v the_o life_n of_o faith_n now_o when_o a_o man_n or_o woman_n come_v to_o be_v thorough_o and_o powerful_o and_o effectual_o convince_v that_o he_o or_o she_o be_v bear_v in_o sin_n and_o have_v ever_o since_o live_v in_o sin_n and_o that_o all_o the_o plague_n and_o judgement_n threaten_v in_o the_o whole_a bible_n be_v due_a to_o they_o for_o their_o sin_n as_o appear_v by_o these_o scripture_n rom._n 6._o 23._o the_o wage_n of_o sin_n be_v death_n rev._n 14._o 10._o these_o shall_v drink_v of_o the_o wine_n of_o the_o wrath_n of_o god_n which_o be_v pour_v forth_o without_o mixture_n in_o the_o cup_n of_o his_o indignation_n psal_n 9_o 17._o the_o wicked_a shall_v be_v turn_v into_o hell_n and_o all_o they_o that_o forget_v god_n rom._n 2._o 9_o tribulation_n and_o anguish_n indignation_n and_o wrath_n upon_o every_o soul_n of_o man_n that_o do_v evil_a of_o the_o jew_n first_o and_o also_o of_o the_o gentile_a see_v deut._n 27._o 26._o deut._n 28._o 16_o 17_o 18_o 19_o 20._o but_o beside_o all_o this_o the_o sinfulness_n of_o man_n by_o nature_n will_v further_o appear_v if_o we_o examine_v every_o faculty_n of_o the_o soul_n viz._n the_o understanding_n be_v full_a of_o vanity_n see_v psal_n 94._o 11._o nay_o it_o be_v full_a of_o blindness_n 1_o cor._n 2._o 24._o unteachablenesse_n and_o incredulity_n 2_o cor._n 4._o 4._o so_o the_o will_n of_o man_n be_v whole_o deprave_v 1._o it_o be_v contrary_a to_o god_n his_o word_n and_o spirit_n in_o all_o thing_n 2._o it_o will_v not_o depend_v nor_o wait_v on_o god_n 3._o it_o be_v unconstant_a in_o good_a resolution_n 4._o it_o disobeye_n the_o will_n of_o god_n as_o we_o may_v see_v in_o adam_n eat_v the_o fruit_n and_o saul_n spare_v the_o amalekite_n king_n and_o cattle_n then_o for_o the_o memory_n that_o also_o be_v full_a of_o corruption_n 1._o that_o will_v forget_v the_o thing_n that_o it_o be_v command_v to_o remember_v 2._o it_o will_v remember_v the_o thing_n that_o we_o be_v command_v to_o forget_v it_o will_v hold_v trifle_n and_o let_v go_v matter_n of_o moment_n so_o the_o conscience_n that_o be_v whole_o corrupt_v 1._o it_o be_v without_o feeling_n it_o be_v neither_o clear_a to_o see_v thing_n that_o be_v amiss_o nor_o sensible_a of_o sin_n commit_v 2._o whereas_o it_o shall_v excuse_v or_o accuse_v it_o do_v abuse_v and_o pervert_v the_o light_n it_o have_v by_o make_v great_a sin_n small_a etc._n etc._n then_o for_o our_o affection_n they_o be_v also_o corrupt_a they_o come_v as_o a_o tempest_n and_o carry_v we_o away_o either_o to_o make_v we_o overlove_v overgrieve_a overjoy_n etc._n etc._n we_o hate_v our_o brother_n which_o we_o shall_v love_v &_o love_v our_o lust_n who_o we_o shall_v hate_v by_o all_o which_o we_o may_v see_v that_o our_o nature_n be_v full_a of_o unrighteousness_n and_o ungodliness_n 2._o if_o thou_o and_o i_o consider_v what_o we_o be_v by_o practice_n we_o may_v quick_o find_v our_o sin_n to_o be_v more_o than_o the_o hair_n of_o our_o head_n or_o sand_n on_o the_o sea_n shore_n examine_v first_o thy_o actual_a sin_n of_o thought_n word_n and_o deed_n in_o our_o thought_n there_o be_v much_o corruption_n they_o be_v idle_a vain_a wicked_a and_o so_o foolish_a as_o dr._n preston_n say_v if_o a_o man_n shall_v write_v his_o thought_n of_o one_o day_n and_o read_v they_o at_o night_n he_o will_v think_v he_o be_v half_o out_o of_o his_o wit_n now_o thought_n be_v the_o first_o bear_v and_o blossom_n of_o the_o soul_n and_o be_v the_o first_o plotter_n and_o contriver_n of_o good_a or_o evil_n with_o they_o we_o entertain_v good_a in_o the_o temple_n of_o our_o heart_n then_o for_o our_o word_n the_o tongue_n be_v very_o slippery_a we_o offend_v easy_o st._n james_n compare_v the_o tongue_n to_o a_o bit_n which_o keep_v in_o the_o wild_a horse_n and_o to_o a_o rudder_n which_o turn_v the_o great_a ship_n and_o to_o a_o fire_n which_o inflame_v the_o whole_a course_n of_o nature_n jam._n 3._o 3_o 4_o 5._o yet_o most_o man_n think_v it_o nothing_o to_o let_v their_o tongue_n walk_v up_o and_o down_o at_o random_n from_o morning_n till_o night_n from_o week_n to_o week_n from_o month_n to_o month_n from_o year_n to_o year_n then_o see_v it_o again_o by_o most_o man_n action_n their_o sin_n of_o commission_n their_o number_n greatness_n frequency_n and_o thou_o will_v soon_o say_v as_o in_o the_o psal_n 19_o 12._o who_o can_v
say_v the_o lord_n in_o the_o furnace_n of_o affliction_n so_o that_o affliction_n be_v a_o seal_n of_o adoption_n no_o sign_n of_o reprobation_n for_o the_o pure_a corn_n be_v clean_a fan_v and_o the_o fine_a gold_n be_v often_o try_v the_o sweet_a grape_n be_v hard_a press_v and_o the_o true_a christian_n heavy_a cross_v etc._n etc._n see_v heb._n 12._o 6_o 7_o 8._o x._o the_o ten_o stumble_v block_n that_o a_o poor_a doubt_v christian_n do_v many_o timâ—s_n meet_v with_o be_v this_o oh_o but_o i_o have_v be_v a_o blasphemer_n myself_o for_o many_o year_n and_o have_v cause_v other_o to_o blaspheme_v also_o and_o how_o do_v you_o think_v that_o i_o can_v expect_v pardon_n and_o mercy_n from_o the_o lord_n who_o name_n i_o have_v so_o frequent_o and_o fearful_o dishonour_v answ_n be_v there_o not_o a_o height_n and_o a_o depth_n a_o breadth_n and_o a_o length_n in_o god_n pardon_v mercy_n and_o have_v he_o not_o pardon_v other_o leave_v upon_o record_n in_o scripture_n than_o there_o be_v cause_n to_o doubt_v and_o fear_v indeed_o that_o he_o will_v not_o pardon_v thou_o for_o thy_o blasphemy_n but_o thou_o have_v no_o cause_n to_o doubt_v of_o thy_o interest_n in_o he_o and_o pardon_v from_o he_o and_o that_o for_o these_o two_o reason_n 1._o because_o he_o have_v promise_v to_o pardon_v thy_o blasphemy_n and_o all_o other_o sin_n mat._n 12._o 31._o 2._o because_o he_o have_v leave_v thou_o a_o example_n in_o his_o word_n of_o one_o that_o blaspheme_v himself_o and_o compel_v other_o to_o blaspheme_v and_o yet_o he_o receive_v pardon_n and_o become_v a_o most_o glorious_a saint_n see_v act._n 26._o 11._o compare_v with_o 1_o tim._n 1._o 13._o it_o be_v say_v of_o paul_n in_o scripture_n that_o he_o punish_v the_o saint_n oft_o in_o every_o city_n and_o compel_v they_o to_o blaspheme_v and_o be_v exceed_o mad_a against_o they_o persecute_v they_o even_o unto_o strange_a city_n act._n 26._o 10_o 11._o and_o yet_o the_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o he_o and_o call_v he_o when_o he_o be_v in_o his_o course_n of_o destroy_v his_o church_n act._n 9_o 1_o 2_o 3._o &_o 26._o 12_o 13._o nay_o the_o persecutor_n and_o murderer_n of_o jesus_n christ_n himself_o find_v mercy_n and_o be_v convert_v act._n 2._o 36_o 37._o oh_o let_v heaven_n and_o earth_n man_n and_o angel_n admire_v this_o mercy_n he_o pity_v he_o that_o be_v cruel_a to_o his_o saint_n yea_o he_o pardon_v they_o that_o crucify_v his_o son_n who_o will_v despair_v when_o christ_n open_v to_o we_o such_o a_o door_n of_o hope_n etc._n etc._n xi_o the_o eleven_o stumble_v block_n cast_v in_o a_o weak_a christian_n way_n either_o by_o the_o world_n flesh_n or_o devil_n be_v this_o oh_o say_v the_o poor_a stagger_a sinner_n i_o fear_v i_o be_v never_o firm_o build_v upon_o the_o true_a foundation_n jesus_n christ_n because_o i_o have_v fall_v and_o fall_v into_o one_o and_o the_o same_o sin_n often_o so_o do_v not_o the_o saint_n or_o child_n of_o god_n as_o i_o can_v find_v i_o fear_v my_o heart_n be_v not_o right_a with_o god_n sure_o my_o estate_n be_v not_o good_a i_o shall_v but_o flatter_v myself_o if_o i_o shall_v think_v that_o ever_o god_n will_v eternal_o own_v and_o embrace_v such_o a_o one_o as_o i_o be_o who_o complain_v against_o sin_n and_o yet_o relapse_n into_o the_o same_o sin_n who_o with_o tear_n and_o groan_n confess_v my_o sin_n yet_o ever_o and_o anon_o fall_v into_o the_o same_o sin_n etc._n etc._n answ_n i_o must_v confess_v this_o be_v a_o sad_a condition_n it_o do_v give_v satan_n a_o advantage_n to_o triumph_v beside_o it_o do_v raise_v such_o fear_n and_o terror_n horror_n and_o doubt_n in_o the_o soul_n that_o the_o soul_n can_v not_o be_v so_o frequent_a in_o duty_n as_o former_o nor_o so_o confident_a in_o duty_n as_o former_o nor_o so_o bold_a and_o familiar_a and_o delightful_a with_o god_n in_o duty_n as_o former_o nor_o so_o constant_a in_o duty_n as_o former_o but_o for_o all_o this_o the_o soul_n have_v no_o cause_n to_o distrust_v 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