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be_v baptize_v say_v he_o ought_v to_o be_v dead_a in_o jesus_n christ_n and_o to_o lead_v a_o life_n of_o suffering_n and_o in_o this_o suffering_n of_o application_n to_o god_n let_v we_o march_v on_o to_o our_o end_n which_o be_v sacrifice_n in_o each_o thing_n in_o the_o manner_n that_o god_n will_v have_v it_o upon_o the_o bottom_n of_o obedience_n to_o his_o order_n and_o of_o the_o annthilation_n of_o ourselves_o in_o the_o imitation_n and_o by_o the_o spirit_n of_o jesus_n christ_n let_v we_o be_v so_o many_o victim_n entertain_v and_o take_v up_o with_o these_o interior_n disposition_n and_o sentiment_n that_o christ_n have_v from_o his_o conception_n to_o his_o death_n and_o to_o the_o last_o period_n of_o his_o offer_v up_o hence_o it_o be_v he_o have_v often_o in_o his_o mouth_n these_o word_n sacrifice_n union_n mind_v to_o say_v thus_o that_o we_o ought_v to_o study_v and_o enforce_v ourselves_o to_o die_v in_o each_o thing_n to_o ourselves_o and_o for_o the_o attain_n 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well_o use_v they_o produce_v good_a effect_n but_o contrary_o abuse_v instead_o of_o unite_n we_o to_o god_n they_o estrange_v we_o further_o from_o he_o render_v we_o more_o imperfect_a and_o vicious_a and_o instead_o of_o advantage_n prove_v the_o instrument_n of_o our_o ruin_n wherefore_o he_o be_v well_o instruct_v in_o this_o grand_a secret_n of_o spiritual_a life_n employ_v all_o his_o care_n to_o practice_v it_o perfect_o which_o that_o we_o may_v better_o understand_v it_o will_v not_o be_v amiss_o to_o follow_v it_o to_o the_o springhead_n the_o holy_a man_n have_v continual_o in_o his_o heart_n make_v it_o the_o principal_a conduct_n of_o his_o devotion_n as_o we_o have_v mention_v and_o may_v be_v easy_o deduce_v from_o the_o series_n of_o this_o history_n to_o unite_v himself_o to_o our_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n and_o that_o upon_o good_a ground_n since_o out_o of_o he_o as_o say_v s._n peter_n there_o be_v no_o salvation_n god_n have_v choose_v he_o the_o sole_a 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