forbear_v they_o if_o that_o it_o can_v stand_v with_o the_o will_n of_o god_n accord_v to_o true_a discretion_n 2._o i_o do_v renounce_v all_o manner_n of_o affection_n to_o create_a thing_n be_v they_o corporal_a or_o spiritual_a as_o to_o any_o affection_n i_o hear_v they_o for_o their_o own_o sake_n mere_o deâ—iringe_v and_o intendinge_v that_o all_o kind_n of_o create_a thing_n spiritual_a and_o corporal_a and_o all_o that_o be_v not_o god_n may_v be_v love_v by_o i_o for_o god_n and_o in_o god_n and_o not_o otherwise_o 3._o in_o particular_a i_o renounce_v all_o affection_n to_o sensible_a gâ—st_n and_o devotion_n to_o spiritual_a light_n to_o facility_n in_o prayinge_v to_o elevate_v contemplation_n both_o active_a and_o passive_a rapt_n and_o extase_n vision_n apparition_n extraordinary_a illumination_n revelation_n knowledge_n of_o the_o deâ—ine_a secret_n the_o beholdinge_v and_o conversinge_v with_o glorious_a angel_n saint_n or_o other_o good_a spirit_n and_o to_o all_o 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though_o i_o know_v well_o i_o shall_v not_o attain_v unto_o he_o as_o he_o be_v in_o his_o true_a essence_n while_o i_o â—m_n in_o this_o lâ—fe_n 5._o and_o therefore_o i_o purpose_v with_o his_o grace_n ever_o to_o labour_v more_o and_o more_o to_o approach_v unto_o he_o &_o never_o to_o give_v over_o know_v well_o that_o i_o shall_v not_o perfect_o come_v by_o he_o in_o this_o life_n it_o be_v reserve_v for_o the_o future_a but_o yet_o with_o continual_a labour_n i_o may_v with_o his_o grace_n walk_a only_o in_o the_o light_n of_o faith_n draw_v near_o and_o like_a unto_o he_o and_o more_o please_v his_o divine_a eye_n which_o i_o desire_v and_o intend_v serious_o ever_o to_o do_v 6._o i_o resign_v myself_o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n to_o be_v deprive_v of_o all_o bodily_a necessary_n and_o to_o be_v as_o naked_a therein_o as_o when_o i_o be_v bear_v and_o as_o for_o such_o necessary_n as_o god_n shall_v afford_v i_o for_o the_o maintayninge_v of_o my_o corporal_a life_n i_o do_v and_o will_v likewise_o resign_v all_o love_n and_o affection_n even_o to_o those_o necessary_n 7._o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n i_o resign_v myself_o to_o be_v by_o all_o that_o do_v know_v or_o hereafter_o shall_v know_v i_o esteem_v the_o most_o abject_a unworthy_a base_a ignorant_a foolish_a wittlesse_a and_o most_o contemptible_a of_o all_o human_a creature_n and_o therefore_o not_o only_o incapable_a of_o all_o office_n and_o employment_n but_o alsoe_o unworthy_a to_o be_v admit_v into_o the_o company_n or_o conversation_n of_o any_o other_o though_o of_o never_o so_o mean_a condition_n 8._o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n i_o do_v resign_v myself_o to_o be_v content_v with_o the_o natural_a and_o supernatural_a gift_n and_o talent_n that_o i_o have_v or_o shall_v have_v wishinge_v no_o more_o of_o they_o than_o it_o shall_v please_v god_n to_o give_v i_o or_o continue_v in_o i_o which_o i_o will_v employ_v in_o his_o service_n while_o i_o have_v they_o and_o will_v not_o repine_v or_o murmur_v â—o_o be_v deprive_v of_o they_o 9_o i_o be_o resign_v and_o content_v to_o undergo_v all_o such_o mortification_n obedience_n and_o difficulty_n whatsoever_o which_o my_o superior_a mediate_a or_o immediate_a shall_v deliberate_o require_v of_o i_o to_o be_v undergo_v or_o perform_v 10._o i_o be_o resign_v after_o this_o life_n to_o abide_v in_o purgatory_n in_o horrible_a pain_n and_o torment_n and_o for_o so_o long_o time_n as_o it_o shall_v be_v the_o will_n of_o god_n and_o to_o remain_v there_o even_o to_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n if_o it_o shall_v so_o please_v god_n to_o ordain_v of_o i_o the_o xii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o be_o resign_v not_o to_o know_v what_o will_v become_v oâ—_n i_o hereafter_o â—iâ—her_o for_o body_n or_o soul_n but_o therein_o to_o refer_v myself_o to_o the_o private_a and_o secret_a judgement_n of_o god_n and_o to_o be_v resign_v and_o content_v that_o god_n do_v reserve_v and_o conceal_v to_o himself_o those_o his_o knowledge_n &_o judgement_n about_o i_o 2._o and_o in_o particular_a not_o to_o know_v where_o in_o what_o company_n with_o what_o assistance_n and_o in_o what_o manner_n of_o what_o kind_n of_o sickness_n and_o whither_o sudden_o or_o of_o a_o long_o sickness_n or_o in_o what_o case_n as_o to_o the_o state_n of_o my_o soul_n i_o shall_v die_v as_o whither_o my_o soul_n shall_v go_v to_o heaven_n or_o to_o hell_n or_o to_o purgatory_n in_o all_o these_o case_n i_o be_o to_o resign_v myself_o and_o to_o be_v conâ—â—nted_v that_o god_n only_o do_v know_v what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o and_o my_o 〈◊〉_d to_o be_v ignorant_a of_o itt_n 3._o nevertheless_o as_o to_o my_o soul_n i_o hope_v and_o with_o the_o grace_n of_o godâ—uer_n â—uer_z will_v hope_v because_o he_o be_v good_a and_o command_v i_o to_o hope_v that_o i_o shall_v be_v a_o save_a soul_n and_o shall_v one_o day_n soon_o or_o late_a enjoy_v he_o in_o heaven_n for_o all_o eternity_n 4._o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v unto_o god_n &_o pure_o for_o the_o love_n and_o excellency_n that_o be_v in_o he_o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o serve_v he_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n with_o all_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n without_o any_o regard_n to_o a_o reward_n for_o so_o do_v in_o so_o much_o as_o if_o there_o be_v neither_o heaven_n or_o hell_n or_o purgatory_n or_o any_o reward_n or_o punishment_n in_o this_o life_n or_o the_o next_o yet_o will_v i_o serve_v he_o in_o the_o best_a manner_n i_o can_v and_o this_o only_a in_o regard_n that_o his_o goodness_n and_o other_o his_o excellency_n do_v deserve_v infinite_o great_a love_n and_o service_n than_o i_o yea_o or_o all_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n and_o other_o creature_n whatsoever_o be_v able_a to_o doâ—_n or_o perform_v for_o he_o 5._o for_o the_o love_n of_o god_n in_o who_o sight_n i_o be_o and_o upon_o who_o all_o my_o be_v depend_v i_o resign_v myself_o unto_o he_o with_o all_o that_o i_o have_v or_o can_v do_v or_o suffer_v in_o soul_n body_n fame_n friend_n or_o external_a good_n for_o time_n and_o eternity_n so_o that_o i_o do_v reserve_v to_o myself_o no_o manner_n of_o will_n but_o in_o all_o thing_n do_v make_v the_o will_n of_o god_n to_o be_v my_o will_n utterlye_o neglectinge_v my_o own_o will_n as_o if_o i_o have_v none_o at_o all_o god_n by_o this_o mean_n wholye_a reigninge_n in_o i_o and_o do_v by_o i_o with_o i_o and_o about_o i_o as_o be_v but_o his_o instrument_n whatsoever_o shall_v please_v he_o and_o nothing_o as_o for_o or_o to_o myself_o or_o any_o end_n of_o my_o own_o a_o act_n for_o a_o timorous_a or_o scrupulous_a conscience_n 6._o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v unto_o god_n i_o renounce_v and_o give_v over_o all_o manner_n of_o self_n will_v and_o self_n conceit_n or_o opinion_n in_o all_o matter_n general_o and_o particular_o in_o this_o that_o i_o will_v henceforth_o stand_v to_o and_o practice_v such_o advice_n and_o direction_n as_o have_v be_v give_v i_o by_o such_o as_o i_o have_v reason_n to_o give_v credit_n unto_o in_o spiritual_a matter_n about_o the_o sayinge_v of_o my_o office_n or_o about_o confession_n or_o about_o judge_v what_o be_v sin_n and_o what_o not_o and_o what_o i_o be_o to_o judge_v to_o be_v mortal_a and_o what_o not_o neither_o will_v i_o in_o any_o point_n vary_v from_o such_o advice_n or_o direction_n but_o will_v tie_v myself_o out_o of_o the_o love_n and_o obedience_n i_o owe_v to_o god_n to_o â—â—and_v to_o such_o advice_n as_o have_v be_v or_o shall_v be_v give_v unto_o i_o â—ither_o about_o the_o matter_n manner_n or_o frequency_n of_o confession_n or_o about_o the_o iteratinge_a or_o sayinge_v of_o my_o office_n or_o any_o part_n thereof_o or_o about_o the_o
i_o have_v know_v to_o have_v fall_v upon_o other_o man_n and_o touch_v not_o i_o be_v a_o sufficient_a argument_n to_o i_o that_o my_o delivery_n from_o every_o one_o of_o they_o be_v a_o peculiar_a benefit_n from_o thou_o 19_o o_o most_o gracious_a lord_n shall_v i_o be_v ungrateful_a for_o these_o benefit_n 20._o if_o the_o fierceness_n and_o cruelty_n of_o lion_n and_o serpent_n be_v assuage_v with_o benefit_n why_o shall_v not_o thy_o benefit_n be_v sufficient_a to_o tame_v and_o assuage_v my_o sinful_a hart_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o iv_o exercise_n 1._o but_o if_o so_o strict_a a_o account_n shall_v be_v demand_v for_o these_o thing_n which_o cost_v thou_o so_o little_a what_o account_n will_v thou_o ask_v of_o those_o which_o thou_o have_v buy_v to_o thyself_o with_o thy_o most_o precious_a blood_n 2._o how_o have_v i_o pervert_v thy_o counsel_n 3._o how_o have_v i_o violate_v the_o mystery_n of_o thy_o incarnation_n 4._o thou_o be_v make_v man_n to_o make_v i_o a_o god_n i_o have_v make_v myself_o a_o beast_n and_o the_o slave_n of_o the_o devil_n 5._o thou_o have_v come_v down_o to_o the_o earth_n to_o bring_v i_o to_o heaven_n and_o i_o have_v not_o hearken_v to_o or_o acknowledge_v this_o high_a vocation_n 6._o but_o have_v persevere_v in_o wickedness_n and_o in_o the_o dirt_n and_o mire_n of_o my_o baseness_n 7._o thou_o have_v deliver_v i_o i_o have_v cast_v myself_o again_o headlong_o into_o my_o old_a bondage_n 8._o thou_o have_v raise_v i_o i_o have_v again_o embrace_v death_n 9_o thou_o have_v make_v i_o one_o body_n with_o thou_o and_o i_o have_v join_v my_o self_n again_o with_o the_o devil_n 10._o so_o many_o and_o so_o great_a benefit_n can_v not_o do_v so_o much_o as_o make_v i_o know_v thou_o 11._o nor_o so_o many_o token_n of_o love_n make_v i_o requite_v thou_o with_o love._n 12._o nor_o so_o many_o desert_n and_o gift_n make_v i_o hope_v in_o thou_o 13._o nor_o such_o a_o strict_a kind_n of_o justice_n as_o appear_v in_o thy_o passion_n make_v i_o fear_v thou_o 14._o thou_o have_v humble_v thyself_o even_o to_o the_o dust_n of_o the_o earth_n i_o puff_n myself_o up_o with_o pride_n 15._o thou_o do_v hang_v naked_a on_o the_o cross_n i_o seek_v the_o world_n &_o worldly_a delight_n 16._o thou_o be_v god_fw-we be_v buffet_v if_o any_o man_n touch_v my_o garment_n who_o be_o only_o a_o most_o vile_a worm_n i_o present_o become_v colericke_a 17._o what_o shall_v i_o say_v my_o sweet_a sawiour_n behold_v how_o great_a thy_o mercy_n and_o charity_n be_v towards_o i_o 18._o thou_o will_v die_v to_o kill_v my_o sin_n and_o â—_o persuminge_v in_o thy_o say_a mercy_n goodness_n and_o love_n have_v â—ot_n fear_v to_o sin_n against_o thou_o what_o great_a impiety_n can_v be_v imagine_v 19_o i_o have_v take_v occasion_n of_o thy_o goodness_n to_o work_v malice_n and_o by_o that_o mean_a which_o thou_o have_v use_v to_o kill_v sin_n i_o have_v take_v occasion_n to_o raise_v again_o sin_n in_o myself_o 20._o because_o thou_o be_v so_o good_a i_o think_v i_o may_v without_o prejudice_n be_v evil_a 21._o and_o because_o thy_o benefit_n be_v so_o many_o i_o think_v i_o may_v without_o punishment_n render_v unto_o thou_o as_o many_o injury_n this_o be_v further_a continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o v._o exercise_n 1._o thus_o have_v i_o make_v thy_o medecine_n occasion_n of_o sinneâ—_n and_o i_o have_v turn_v that_o sword_n which_o i_o receive_v of_o thou_o to_o defend_v myself_o from_o my_o enemy_n against_o my_o own_o bowel_n and_o with_o the_o same_o murder_a my_o own_o soul_n 2._o final_o thou_o die_v as_o we_o be_v teach_v by_o the_o apostle_n that_o they_o that_o now_o live_v may_v not_o live_v to_o themselves_o but_o unto_o thou_o 3._o and_o i_o as_o the_o child_n of_o jezable_a have_v make_v thy_o death_n as_o a_o mean_a to_o deprive_v myself_o of_o thy_o blessing_n by_o fly_v from_o thy_o service_n and_o make_v myself_o the_o bondslave_n of_o thy_o enemy_n 4._o alas_o what_o do_v he_o deserve_v who_o commit_v such_o enormity_n 5._o if_o dog_n have_v eat_v the_o flesh_n of_o jezable_a what_o will_v become_v of_o i_o 6._o if_o the_o apostle_n make_v it_o so_o heinous_a a_o matter_n of_o the_o law_n itself_o to_o take_v a_o occasion_n to_o break_v the_o law_n how_o great_a be_v my_o malice_n who_o of_o grace_n &_o mercy_n have_v take_v a_o occasion_n to_o offend_v grace_n and_o mercy_n itself_o 7._o o_o most_o patient_a lord_n who_o for_o sinner_n haste_v suffer_v buffet_n but_o far_o more_o patient_a in_o suffer_v sinner_n will_v this_o thy_o patience_n â—ndure_v for_o ever_o 8._o i_o remember_v what_o thou_o have_v say_v by_o the_o prophet_n i_o have_v hold_v my_o peace_n i_o have_v keep_v silence_n i_o have_v be_v patiint_a as_o one_o that_o have_v be_v labouringe_v with_o child_n i_o will_v speak_v 9_o i_o see_v that_o the_o earth_n that_o yield_v not_o fruit_n after_o rain_n be_v reject_v and_o curse_a 10._o i_o see_v that_o the_o vineyard_n which_o be_v well_o till_v producinge_v no_o grape_n but_o wild_a vine_n by_o thou_o be_v command_v to_o be_v destroy_v 11._o wherefore_o o_o unprofitable_a &_o fruitless_a branch_n do_v thou_o not_o fear_v the_o voice_n of_o that_o potent_a husbandman_n that_o dresser_n of_o the_o vineyard_n who_o as_o truth_n itself_o report_v take_v away_o all_o branch_n not_o bear_v fruit_n and_o cast_v they_o into_o the_o fire_n 12._o what_o shall_v i_o do_v my_o lord_n what_o shall_v i_o do_v i_o confess_v i_o be_o not_o worthy_a to_o appear_v in_o thy_o sight_n nor_o to_o behold_v thou_o 13._o whither_o shall_v i_o fly_v from_o thy_o face_n 14._o be_v not_o thou_o my_o father_n and_o in_o very_a truth_n a_o father_n of_o mercy_n which_o have_v no_o end_n or_o measure_n 15._o for_o though_o i_o have_v as_o much_o as_o lay_v in_o i_o for_o a_o long_a time_n desist_v to_o be_v thy_o child_n yet_o thou_o even_o to_o this_o present_a do_v not_o desist_v to_o be_v my_o father_n 16._o although_o i_o have_v do_v many_o thing_n worthy_a of_o damnation_n yet_o thou_o have_v not_o desist_v to_o save_v i_o 17._o what_o then_o shall_v i_o do_v but_o cast_v myself_o down_o at_o thy_o foot_n and_o humble_o crave_v mercy_n 18._o be_v not_o thou_o my_o creator_n my_o preserver_n my_o redeemer_n my_o deliverer_n my_o king_n my_o pastor_n my_o priest_n and_o my_o sacrifice_n 19_o whither_o then_o shall_v i_o go_v whither_o then_o shall_v â—_o fly_v but_o unto_o thou_o 20._o if_o thou_o repel_v i_o who_o will_v receive_v i_o 21._o if_o thou_o reject_v i_o of_o who_o shall_v i_o seek_v succour_n 22._o acknowledge_v o_o lord_n and_o receive_v this_o sheep_n that_o have_v run_v a_o stray_n 23._o behold_v i_o come_v full_a of_o wound_n thou_o can_v heal_v i_o 24._o i_o come_v all_o blind_a thou_o can_v give_v i_o sight_n 25._o i_o come_v all_o dead_a thou_o can_v raise_v i_o 26._o i_o come_v all_o full_a of_o leprosy_n thou_o can_v make_v i_o clean_o 27._o thou_o shall_v sprinkle_v i_o o_o lord_n with_o i_o soap_n with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n shed_v for_o i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v make_v clean_o 28._o thou_o shall_v wash_v i_o and_o i_o shall_v be_v make_v white_a than_o snow_n 29._o thy_o mercy_n be_v great_a than_o my_o iniquity_n thy_o clemency_n exceed_v my_o malice_n and_o thou_o can_v forgive_v more_o than_o i_o can_v sin_v 30._o do_v not_o therefore_o o_o lord_n do_v not_o repel_v and_o reject_v i_o 31._o do_v not_o consider_v the_o multitude_n of_o my_o sin_n but_o thy_o infinite_a mercy_n 32._o i_o resign_v myself_o wholye_a into_o thy_o hand_n 33._o thou_o o_o god_n who_o be_v able_a to_o do_v all_o thing_n convert_v i_o unto_o thou_o renew_v my_o spirit_n 34._o enlighten_v my_o understand_v sanctyfie_v my_o will_n increase_v my_o strength_n of_o body_n and_o soul_n 35._o that_o i_o may_v depend_v only_o on_o thou_o fear_v and_o love_v thou_o above_o all_o thing_n and_o serve_v thou_o feruentlye_o 36._o and_o in_o all_o my_o action_n hereafter_o to_o conform_v myself_o to_o thy_o blissed_a will_n and_o pleasure_n 37_o i_o beseech_v thou_o finallye_o to_o impart_v unto_o i_o thy_o abundant_a effectual_a grace_n by_o which_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o begin_v to_o lead_v a_o perfect_a and_o holy_a life_n and_o to_o serve_v thou_o perfect_o and_o thorough_o even_o to_o the_o end_n here_o end_v the_o 5._o exercise_n of_o contrition_n the_o vi_o exercise_n 1._o take_v pity_n o_o lord_n take_v pity_n o_o merciful_a sawiour_n of_o i_o most_o miserable_a sinner_n do_v thing_n worthy_a of_o blame_n and_o worthylye_o suffer_v for_o the_o same_o 2._o be_v
do_v threaten_v i_o may_v eschape_n by_o fear_v thou_o 12._o and_o give_v i_o again_o the_o joy_n of_o thy_o salvation_n that_o those_o thing_n which_o thou_o do_v promise_v i_o may_v receive_v by_o love_v thou_o 13._o o_o lord_n my_o strength_n my_o force_n my_o god_n my_o refuge_n and_o my_o deliverer_n instruct_v i_o what_o i_o ought_v to_o think_v and_o conceive_v of_o thou_o 14._o teach_v i_o with_o what_o word_n i_o be_o to_o call_v upon_o thou_o 15._o make_v know_v unto_o i_o which_o way_n i_o may_v please_v thou_o 16._o one_o thing_n doubtless_o i_o know_v with_o which_o thou_o be_v appease_v and_o another_o which_o thou_o do_v not_o despise_v very_o a_o penitent_a spirit_n be_v to_o thou_o a_o sacrifice_n acceptable_a so_o likewise_o a_o hart_n that_o be_v contrite_a and_o humble_a 17._o with_o these_o gift_n o_o my_o god_n &_o my_o aid_n do_v thou_o enrichmee_o 18._o barricade_n i_o with_o these_o bulwark_n against_o my_o enemy_n 19_o grant_v i_o this_o refreshinge_v against_o the_o flame_n of_o my_o vicious_a inclination_n 20._o set_a open_v this_o pious_a place_n of_o refuge_n to_o which_o i_o may_v fly_v from_o the_o tumult_n of_o my_o inordinate_a affection_n amen_n the_o xvii_o exercise_n 1._o graunt_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o be_v not_o of_o the_o number_n of_o those_o who_o for_o a_o time_n believe_v and_o in_o time_n of_o temptation_n do_v depart_v and_o leave_v thou_o 2._o cover_v my_o head_n in_o the_o day_n of_o battle_n thou_o o_o lord_n who_o be_v my_o hope_n in_o the_o day_n of_o affliction_n and_o my_o safeguard_n in_o the_o time_n of_o tribulation_n 3._o behold_v o_o lord_n my_o light_n and_o my_o life_n i_o have_v ask_v those_o thing_n which_o i_o wanâ—_n i_o have_v make_v know_v those_o thing_n which_o i_o fear_v my_o conscience_n nevertheless_o torment_v i_o the_o secret_n of_o my_o hart_n do_v reprehénd_v i_o 4._o and_o what_o love_n afford_v fear_n disperse_v zeal_n encourage_v i_o dread_n daunt_v i_o 5._o my_o action_n cause_v i_o to_o fear_v but_o thy_o pity_n give_v i_o cause_n of_o hope_n 6._o thy_o mercy_n embolden_v i_o my_o naughtiness_n with_o hold_v i_o 7._o and_o to_o speak_v the_o truth_n their_o occur_v to_o my_o memory_n many_o sinful_a imagination_n which_o reprehend_v the_o boldness_n of_o my_o presume_v affection_n 8._o he_o therefore_o who_o deserve_v anger_n with_o what_o face_n can_v he_o demand_v favour_n 9_o he_o who_o merit_v to_o be_v punish_v how_o can_v he_o be_v so_o fool_n hardy_a as_o to_o ask_v to_o be_v reward_v 10._o he_o incense_v the_o judge_n who_o neglect_v to_o make_v satisfaction_n for_o his_o offence_n and_o yet_o make_v mean_n to_o obtain_v a_o recompense_n 11._o that_o malefactor_n mock_v and_o deride_v his_o king_n and_o lord_n who_o earnest_o require_v the_o prize_n and_o honour_n which_o he_o never_o deserve_v 12._o that_o foolish_a son_n likewise_o provoke_v to_o anger_v the_o sweet_a affection_n of_o his_o father_n who_o upon_o reproach_n offer_v without_o repentance_n dare_v usurp_v and_o lay_v title_n to_o his_o inheritance_n 13._o what_o be_v this_o o_o father_n that_o i_o recompt_n of_o myself_o i_o have_v deserve_v death_n yet_o beg_v for_o life_n 14._o i_o have_v move_v my_o king_n to_o anger_n who_o aid_n notwithstanding_o i_o impudentlye_o implore_v 15._o i_o have_v despise_v my_o judge_n who_o boldlye_o i_o beg_v to_o be_v my_o helper_n 16._o i_o have_v insolentlye_o refuse_v to_o hear_v he_o as_o a_o father_n who_o now_o i_o presume_v to_o choose_v as_o my_o defender_n 17._o woe_n be_v i_o for_o not_o come_v so_o soon_o as_o i_o ought_v alas_o alas_o how_o little_o have_v do_v i_o make_v 18._o i_o neglect_v to_o beware_v of_o the_o weapon_n which_o wound_v i_o behore_n hand_n and_o now_o i_o be_o trouble_v through_o the_o apprehension_n of_o death_n at_o hand_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o xviii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o have_v make_v my_o former_a scar_n to_o fester_v with_o new_a sore_n since_o i_o have_v renew_v my_o former_a fault_n by_o new_a iniquity_n 2._o and_o those_o which_o the_o divine_a salve_n have_v make_v sound_a my_o phrenetical_a itchinge_v have_v again_o unbound_v 3._o the_o skin_n which_o be_v grow_v over_o my_o wound_n have_v hide_v my_o malady_n by_o reason_n of_o corruption_n breakinge_v forth_o have_v grow_v to_o purify_v because_o my_o iniquity_n be_v reiterated_a have_v bereave_v i_o of_o mercy_n which_o before_o be_v grant_v 4._o for_o that_o i_o know_v it_o be_v write_v in_o what_o hour_n soever_o a_o just_a man_n shall_v sin_v all_o his_o good_a deed_n shall_v be_v forget_v 5._o if_o the_o righteousness_n of_o a_o good_a man_n be_v abolish_v when_o he_o fall_v into_o sin_n 6._o by_o how_o much_o more_o be_v the_o penance_n of_o a_o sinner_n deface_v if_o he_o return_v to_o the_o same_o 7._o how_o often_o like_o a_o dog_n have_v i_o return_v to_o that_o which_o i_o have_v vomit_v up_o before_o 8._o and_o as_o a_o sow_n have_v wallow_v again_o in_o the_o mire_n 9_o i_o confess_v that_o it_o be_v impossible_a for_o i_o to_o remember_v how_o many_o simple_a and_o ignorant_a person_n through_o my_o mean_n have_v sin_v 10._o how_o many_o that_o be_v desirous_a to_o cease_v from_o sin_n have_v i_o persuade_v to_o sin_n 11._o how_o many_o that_o have_v withstand_v i_o have_v i_o constrain_v 12._o to_o how_o many_o that_o be_v willinge_v have_v i_o consent_v 13._o to_o how_o many_o walk_a in_o the_o right_a way_n have_v i_o prepare_v a_o gin_n or_o snare_n 14._o to_o how_o many_o that_o have_v seek_v the_o right_a way_n have_v i_o uncover_v the_o pit_n that_o they_o may_v fall_v in_o 15._o and_o that_o i_o may_v not_o be_v frighten_v with_o committinge_n still_o the_o like_a i_o easy_o put_v those_o past_a out_o of_o my_o mind_n 16._o but_o thou_o in_o the_o mean_a while_n be_v a_o just_a judge_n have_v observe_v and_o record_v and_o do_v observe_v and_o record_v all_o my_o offence_n and_o have_v number_v all_o my_o footstep_n 17._o thou_o have_v all_o this_o while_n hold_v thy_o peace_n thou_o have_v be_v silent_a thou_o have_v be_v patient_a 10._o woo_v be_v i_o for_o that_o thou_o will_v speak_v at_o length_n as_o a_o weoman_n in_o her_o travail_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v the_o xix_o exercise_n 1._o i_o dâ—â—re_v not_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n presume_v on_o my_o own_o merit_n yea_o i_o be_o afraid_a and_o tremble_v to_o present_v myself_o before_o thou_o 2._o for_o my_o soul_n and_o body_n be_v spot_v and_o blemish_v with_o many_o sin_n and_o defect_n and_o i_o have_v be_v negligent_a â—â—_o think_v and_o word_n 3._o to_o thou_o therefore_o o_o merciful_a god_n &_o dear_a sawiour_n i_o wretched_a sinner_n be_v in_o these_o strait_n recurre_v as_o unto_o the_o fountain_n of_o mercy_n and_o pity_n â—_o fly_v unto_o thou_o for_o salvation_n 4._o and_o to_o thou_o o_o lord_n i_o lie_v open_a my_o wound_n and_o sore_n to_o thou_o i_o discover_v my_o infirmity_n of_o which_o i_o be_o ashamed_a 5._o i_o know_v my_o sin_n to_o be_v many_o and_o great_a for_o which_o i_o stand_v in_o fear_n 6._o i_o hope_v in_o thy_o mercy_n which_o be_v without_o end_n 7._o lord_n jesus-christ_n eternal_a king_n god_n and_o man_n look_v upon_o i_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 8._o harken_v unto_o i_o puttinge_v my_o trust_n in_o thou_o have_v pity_n on_o i_o that_o be_o full_a of_o misery_n and_o sin_n thou_o o_o lord_n who_o never_o restreign_a the_o flowinge_a of_o the_o fountain_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 9_o i_o be_o hartilye_o sorry_a that_o ever_o i_o have_v offend_v thou_o i_o desire_v to_o amend_v for_o the_o time_n to_o come_v 10._o do_v away_o therefore_o from_o i_o o_o most_o merciful_a father_n all_o my_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n that_o so_o be_v purify_v and_o cleanse_v in_o soul_n and_o body_n i_o may_v be_v able_a worthilye_o to_o serve_v thou_o and_o bliss_o to_o be_v unite_v unto_o thou_o 11._o let_v my_o soul_n thirst_v always_o after_o thou_o the_o source_n of_o wisdom_n and_o knowledge_n the_o fountain_n of_o eternal_a life_n and_o sun_n of_o eternal_a light_n the_o river_n of_o pleasure_n the_o plentifulness_n of_o the_o house_n of_o god_n 12._o let_v it_o always_o earnest_o aspire_v after_o thou_o seek_v thou_o and_o find_v thou_o deseruinge_v such_o ingratitude_n at_o my_o hand_n 6._o i_o much_o desire_n that_o i_o be_v more_o sorry_a &_o that_o my_o hart_n may_v break_v for_o any_o one_o of_o the_o offence_n which_o i_o have_v commit_v against_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n 7._o how_o great_a reason_n be_v there_o that_o i_o shall_v melt_v into_o tear_n for_o the_o least_o of_o they_o 8._o for_o i_o have_v little_o
attention_n unto_o it_o or_o about_o judge_v what_o to_o be_v sâ—nnâ—_n and_o â—hat_n not_o and_o what_o to_o bâ—_n moral_n and_o what_o not_o or_o about_o any_o other_o thing_n that_o shall_v concern_v my_o confession_n or_o sayinge_v my_o office_n or_o otherwise_o concern_v my_o soul_n and_o conscience_n â—_o i_o â—esâ—gne_v myself_o to_o undergo_v and_o perform_v whatsoeuâ—r_v my_o supâ—â—ioâ—_n shall_v deliâ—eraâ—â—lye_v and_o absoâ—utelyâ—_n reqâ—iâ—e_v of_o mâ—â—_n â—lbâ—iâ—_n neuâ—r_n â—oe_v â—â—pugnâ—nt_v â—o_o â—ynâ—_n owâ—â—_n natural_a will_v or_o 〈◊〉_d and_o though_o it_o sâ—â—mâ—â—â—ueâ—â—oe_v repugnant_a to_o my_o natural_a reaâ—on_n aâ—d_a iudgâ—mentâ—_n and_o â—â—â—me_n to_o be_v â—ayne_o and_o impertinent_a or_o agâ—â—â—st_a reâ—sâ—nâ—_n 〈◊〉_d proâ—â—_n very_o pâ—â—nefull_a to_o my_o body_n or_o preiudiciouâ—_n to_o my_o fame_n and_o honour_n yea_o and_o though_o it_o seem_v a_o thing_n impossible_a to_o be_v do_v yet_o will_v i_o attempt_v it_o and_o endeavour_v to_o do_v it_o the_o best_a â—_o can_v provide_v always_o there_o be_v nothing_o command_v i_o as_o without_o doubt_n i_o hope_v there_o never_o will_v be_v against_o the_o law_n of_o god_n and_o his_o church_n 9_o i_o likewise_o resign_v myself_o willing_o to_o undergo_v any_o penance_n public_a or_o private_a that_o shall_v be_v enjoin_v i_o by_o my_o superior_a immediate_a or_o mediate_v yea_o though_o such_o a_o penance_n be_v never_o so_o great_a a_o confusion_n or_o shame_n unto_o i_o or_o stain_v â—o_o my_o honour_n or_o credit_n and_o â—hough_o i_o be_v never_o so_o innocent_a in_o the_o suppose_a crime_n for_o the_o which_o the_o pâ—â—â—anâ—e_n be_v impose_v and_o that_o â—ll_a other_o do_v esteem_v and_o judge_v meâ—_n guilty_a of_o the_o crime_n though_o indâ—ed_v i_o be_o nâ—t_a 10._o i_o resign_v myself_o so_o â—arre_o to_o overcome_v the_o bashfulness_n or_o other_o difficâ—lâ—â—â—â—â—haâ—_n iâ—_n oâ—_n shall_v â—e_v in_o i_o for_o the_o discoveringe_v of_o my_o secret_n bodilye_o necessity_n or_o other_o secret_n of_o my_o interior_a confession_n especial_o to_o do_v this_o in_o matter_n of_o confession_n that_o i_o will_v when_o there_o shall_v be_v cause_n for_o it_o therein_o mortifye_v myself_o and_o will_v with_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n open_v my_o case_n to_o my_o superior_a or_o ghostly_a father_n accord_v to_o the_o nature_n of_o my_o case_n and_o as_o it_o shall_v require_v albeit_o my_o natural_a will_v have_v never_o so_o great_a a_o aversion_n from_o such_o my_o discovery_n of_o my_o necessity_n or_o of_o my_o interior_a state_n the_o xiii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o resign_v myself_o that_o when_o charity_n obedience_n discretion_n or_o necessity_n shall_v require_v it_o i_o will_v visit_v and_o help_v any_o one_o lyinge_a sick_a though_o of_o the_o plague_n or_o any_o other_o infectious_a odious_a or_o horrid_a disease_n and_o will_v attend_v serve_v and_o comfort_v they_o accord_v to_o my_o ability_n without_o flinchinge_v any_o way_n and_o therein_o will_v regard_v neither_o life_n nor_o health_n nor_o will_v avoid_v itt_n for_o any_o horror_n or_o loathsomenesse_n that_o my_o nature_n shall_v find_v or_o conceive_v in_o the_o disease_n or_o employment_n yet_o it_o be_v not_o the_o will_n of_o god_n that_o i_o shall_v without_o cause_n desperate_o put_v myself_o into_o the_o say_a employment_n but_o it_o must_v be_v do_v accord_v to_o the_o rule_n of_o discretion_n and_o that_o good_a may_v come_v by_o it_o to_o the_o party_n that_o be_v infect_v or_o otherwise_o sick_a 2._o in_o like_a manner_n i_o resign_v myself_o to_o attend_v serve_v and_o watch_v with_o those_o that_o be_v sick_a or_o need_v help_v accord_v to_o their_o necessity_n and_o as_o charity_n obedience_n and_o discretion_n shall_v require_v of_o i_o 3._o i_o resign_v myself_o to_o undergo_v and_o put_v in_o execution_n all_o manner_n of_o remedy_n that_o shall_v be_v deliberatelye_a advise_v i_o by_o the_o physician_n with_o the_o consent_n of_o my_o superior_n for_o the_o betteringe_a of_o my_o health_n or_o savinge_v of_o my_o life_n be_v those_o remedy_n never_o so_o harsh_a bitter_a painful_a or_o odious_a to_o my_o nature_n as_o the_o take_n of_o moâ—â—_n bitter_a potion_n cuttinge_v of_o some_o of_o my_o limb_n or_o any_o other_o painful_a remedy_n ordain_v and_o prescribe_v unto_o i_o 4._o i_o be_o resign_v to_o undergo_v the_o molestation_n of_o little_a but_o payneful_o pinch_v bitinge_v and_o troublesome_a creature_n as_o flea_n louse_n eimise_n and_o other_o such_o like_a uâ—rmine_n so_o far_o as_o god_n will_v have_v i_o to_o be_v exercise_v by_o they_o and_o that_o i_o can_v rid_v myself_o from_o they_o yea_o though_o they_o shall_v so_o farâ—e_n prevail_v over_o i_o as_o to_o bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n â—as_v they_o have_v do_v to_o diverse_a i_o will_v and_o do_v sâ—â—â—he_a love_n of_o god_n therein_o reâ—â—gne_v my_o self_n to_o his_o will_n and_o providenâ—â—â—eerin_o â—_o i_o resign_v myself_o when_o obedience_n charity_n or_o necessâ—tie_n shall_v â—â—quire_v it_o to_o go_v to_o any_o house_n room_n or_o place_n and_o lodge_v and_o dwell_v â—here_o notwithstanding_o the_o fear_n of_o devil_n hobgobbling_n or_o other_o have_v spiritâ—_n that_o be_v say_v to_o be_v there_o 〈…〉_o will_v in_o thâ—_n name_n of_o god_n and_o when_o it_o shall_v be_v his_o will_n resort_v and_o abide_v in_o such_o a_o place_n albeit_o i_o shall_v there_o real_o see_v a_o 1000_o of_o those_o evil_n and_o malicious_a spirit_n yea_o and_o though_o god_n will_v permit_v they_o to_o beat_v buffet_n scratch_n and_o torment_v my_o body_n as_o he_o permit_v they_o to_o do_v to_o the_o body_n of_o s._n anthony_n and_o other_o saint_n for_o their_o exercise_n for_o i_o know_v well_o that_o all_o the_o malice_n of_o the_o devil_n will_v not_o be_v able_a to_o hurt_v my_o soul_n so_o long_o as_o i_o continue_v my_o good_a will_n and_o love_n to_o god_n which_o the_o devil_n can_v take_v away_o by_o molestinge_v of_o my_o body_n but_o he_o do_v thereby_o give_v i_o more_o and_o better_a occasion_n to_o unite_v my_o soul_n to_o god_n the_o which_o be_v do_v it_o little_a import_v what_o he_o do_v to_o my_o body_n which_o what_o harm_n soever_o he_o do_v in_o this_o life_n i_o believe_v and_o be_o assure_v will_v be_v well_o restore_v to_o i_o at_o the_o general_a day_n of_o judgement_n and_o in_o perfect_a health_n as_o i_o hope_v alsoe_o for_o the_o salvation_n and_o perpetual_a felicity_n of_o my_o soul_n 6._o and_o therefore_o and_o in_o like_a manner_n i_o do_v resign_v myself_o that_o if_o god_n will_v permit_v and_o have_v my_o body_n to_o be_v possess_v by_o the_o devil_n or_o by_o million_o of_o devil_n and_o to_o be_v vex_v and_o torment_v by_o they_o or_o to_o have_v witchcraft_n prevail_v on_o my_o body_n &_o to_o vex_v and_o torment_v i_o i_o shall_v take_v it_o patientlye_o and_o resigned_o as_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o god_n and_o be_v content_v that_o he_o and_o my_o enemy_n those_o devil_n do_v perform_v their_o malice_n towards_o my_o body_n my_o soul_n be_v still_o untouched_a by_o they_o over_o which_o they_o shall_v have_v no_o more_o power_n than_o my_o frewill_n shall_v give_v way_n to_o which_o by_o the_o grace_n of_o god_n shall_v be_v in_o nothing_o at_o all_o and_o some_o saint_n there_o have_v be_v who_o for_o their_o exercise_n &_o humiliation_n have_v desire_v of_o god_n that_o they_o may_v in_o their_o body_n be_v possess_v by_o the_o devil_n and_o have_v theruppon_o come_v to_o be_v possess_v 7._o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v unto_o god_n i_o do_v renounce_v all_o desire_n to_o any_o manner_n of_o office_n or_o employment_n that_o be_v of_o authority_n or_o dignity_n or_o in_o any_o sort_n grateful_a to_o my_o nature_n or_o sensuality_n and_o do_v purpose_n with_o the_o help_n of_o his_o grace_n for_o the_o keepinge_v myself_o in_o humility_n and_o for_o avoydinge_v of_o occasion_n of_o distraction_n not_o only_o not_o to_o desire_v or_o go_v about_o direct_o or_o indirect_o to_o procure_v the_o haveinge_n of_o any_o such_o office_n or_o employment_n 8._o but_o alsoe_o by_o all_o the_o mean_n that_o may_v be_v please_a to_o god_n to_o preâ—ent_v the_o have_v of_o they_o 9_o and_o be_v offer_v unto_o i_o to_o refuse_v they_o utâ—erlye_o so_o far_o as_o i_o may_v without_o displeasinge_a god_n it_o be_v continue_v the_o fourteen_o exercise_n 1._o and_o further_o i_o will_v endeavour_v and_o procure_v so_o far_o as_o shall_v stand_v with_o the_o pleasure_n of_o god_n that_o any_o other_o rather_o than_o myself_o though_o he_o be_v my_o junior_a oâ—_n of_o talent_n never_o so_o inferior_a to_o i_o shall_v have_v the_o office_n if_o he_o shall_v be_v judge_v fit_a and_o sufficient_a for_o the_o place_n yea_o though_o he_o be_v one_o who_o in_o my_o nature_n i_o have_v least_o affection_n for_o or_o one_o
look_v to_o find_v any_o book_n for_o thy_o turn_n in_o this_o way_n write_v by_o any_o of_o the_o society_n of_o jesus_n who_o genius_n be_v the_o active_a way_n and_o in_o that_o they_o be_v excellent_a and_o very_o commendable_a but_o in_o this_o contemplative_a way_n few_o or_o none_o have_v appear_v ever_o since_o their_o first_o institute_n above_o these_o hundred_o year_n vanity_n of_o vanity_n and_o all_o be_v vanity_n eccles._n 1_o but_o only_o to_o love_v to_o love_v and_o serve_v god_n though_o thou_o a_o fair_a house_n have_v and_o splendid_a fare_n what_o then_o a_o spouse_n or_o concubine_n without_o compare_n what_o then_o and_o bless_a with_o numerous_a issue_n large_a extent_n what_o then_o yea_o fair_a strong_a rich_a in_o all_o accomplishment_n what_o then_o if_o prior_n abbot_n prince_z or_o pope_n thou_o be_v what_o then_o court_v by_o the_o world_n and_o all_o prosperity_n what_o then_o let_v fortune_n wheel_n advance_v thou_o above_o the_o sky_n what_o then_o live_v here_o ten_o thousand_o year_n in_o paradise_n what_o then_o then_o virtue_n only_o do_v remain_v by_o which_o true_a glory_n thou_o shall_v gain_v the_o world_n pass_v away_o and_o the_o concupiscence_n thereof_o 1._o io._n 2.17_o jesus_n son_n of_o david_n have_v mercy_n on_o i_o god_n be_v mercieful_a to_o i_o a_o sinner_n lucâ—_n 1â—_n â—â—_o 1â—_n holy_a exercise_n or_o sainct_o idiot_n devotion_n the_o poenitent_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o who_o shall_v give_v to_o my_o head_n water_n and_o to_o my_o eye_n a_o fountain_n of_o tear_n that_o i_o may_v bewail_v both_o day_n and_o night_n my_o sin_n and_o ingratitude_n towards_o god_n my_o creator_n 2._o consider_v o_o my_o soul_n the_o multitude_n of_o the_o benefit_n of_o god_n bestow_v upon_o thou_o and_o be_v thou_o confoun_fw-fr 16._o among_o so_o many_o infidel_n as_o be_v in_o the_o world_n thou_o have_v bring_v i_o to_o thy_o faith_n and_o baptism_n 17._o there_o that_o covenant_n be_v make_v that_o thou_o shall_v be_v i_o and_o i_o thou_o thou_o my_o lord_n and_o i_o thy_o servant_n thou_o my_o father_n and_o i_o thy_o child_n that_o thou_o shall_v behave_v thyself_o as_o a_o father_n towards_o i_o and_o i_o as_o a_o child_n towards_o thou_o 18._o what_o shall_v i_o say_v of_o the_o other_o sacrament_n which_o thou_o have_v institute_v for_o remedy_n of_o my_o evil_n make_v a_o plaster_n for_o my_o sin_n of_o thy_o own_o most_o precious_a blood_n 19_o haveinge_v these_o help_n yet_o have_v i_o not_o remain_v in_o goodness_n but_o my_o wickedness_n have_v be_v so_o great_a that_o i_o have_v lose_v my_o first_o innocence_n 20._o and_o thy_o mercy_n on_o the_o other_o side_n so_o great_a that_o thou_o have_v patient_o hitherto_o expect_v i_o 21._o o_o my_o hope_n and_o sawiour_n how_o can_v i_o without_o tear_n call_v to_o my_o remembrance_n how_o oftentimes_o thou_o may_v just_o have_v bereave_v i_o of_o my_o life_n 22._o how_o many_o thousand_o soul_n now_o peradventure_o burn_v in_o hell_n who_o have_v less_o sin_v than_o i_o and_o yet_o i_o burn_v not_o there_o 23._o what_o have_v become_v of_o i_o if_o thou_o have_v take_v i_o away_o when_o thou_o take_v they_o this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o ii_o exercise_n who_o then_o o_o lord_n bind_v the_o hand_n of_o thy_o justice_n 2._o who_o hold_v the_o rod_n of_o thy_o judgement_n when_o as_o i_o by_o sinninge_v provoke_v thou_o 3._o what_o please_v thou_o in_o i_o that_o thou_o do_v deal_v more_o dear_o with_o i_o then_o with_o other_o 4._o my_o sin_n cry_v unto_o thou_o and_o thou_o stop_v thy_o ear_n 5._o my_o malice_n every_o day_n increase_v against_o thou_o and_o thy_o merit_n every_o day_n increase_v towards_o i_o 6._o i_o sin_v and_o thou_o expect_v 7._o i_o flee_v away_o and_o thou_o follow_v i_o 8._o i_o be_v weary_v in_o sinninge_v and_o thou_o be_v not_o weary_v in_o expectinge_v 9_o in_o the_o midst_n of_o my_o sin_n i_o receive_v from_o thou_o diverse_a good_a inspiration_n 10._o what_o shall_v i_o now_o render_v o_o lord_n unto_o thou_o for_o all_o these_o benefit_n which_o i_o have_v receive_v of_o thou_o 11._o because_o thou_o have_v create_v i_o i_o owe_v thou_o all_o that_o i_o be_o 12._o because_o thou_o have_v preserve_v i_o i_o owe_v thou_o all_o that_o i_o be_o and_o my_o life_n 13._o because_o thou_o have_v give_v i_o thyself_o what_o shall_v i_o render_v to_o thou_o 14._o if_o all_o the_o live_v of_o angel_n and_o man_n be_v i_o and_o that_o i_o shall_v offer_v they_o all_o unto_o thou_o as_o a_o sacrifice_n what_o be_v this_o oblation_n if_o it_o be_v compare_v with_o one_o drop_n of_o thy_o blood_n which_o thou_o have_v shed_v for_o i_o so_o abundant_o 16._o who_o therefore_o will_v give_v tear_n to_o my_o eye_n that_o i_o may_v bewail_v my_o ingratitude_n and_o wicked_a retribution_n or_o requital_n of_o these_o thy_o so_o many_o benefit_n 16._o help_v i_o o_o lord_n and_o give_v i_o grace_n that_o i_o may_v worthylye_o bewail_v my_o iniquity_n 17._o for_o i_o be_o that_o unhappy_a wretch_n who_o have_v sin_v against_o heaven_n and_o before_o thou_o 18._o i_o be_o thy_o creature_n make_v accord_v to_o thy_o image_n take_v away_o from_o i_o that_o which_o i_o have_v make_v and_o know_v that_o which_o thou_o have_v make_v 19_o i_o have_v bend_v all_o my_o force_n to_o do_v thou_o injury_n and_o have_v offend_v thou_o by_o the_o work_n of_o my_o hand_n 20._o the_o thing_n which_o thou_o have_v give_v and_o create_v for_o i_o to_o be_v employ_v and_o use_v for_o thy_o service_n and_o honour_n i_o have_v wrougfullie_o and_o most_o unthankfullie_o convert_v and_o employ_v the_o same_o to_o thy_o offence_n and_o dishonour_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o iii_o exercise_n 1._o my_o foot_n have_v be_v swift_a to_o evil_a and_o my_o eye_n have_v be_v dissolute_a to_o vanity_n &_o my_o ear_n have_v be_v always_o open_a to_o trifle_n and_o toy_n 2._o my_o understand_v which_o shall_v have_v contemplate_v thy_o beauty_n and_o have_v meditate_a both_o day_n and_o night_n on_o thy_o commandment_n have_v consider_v transitory_a toy_n and_o meditate_a day_n and_o night_n how_o to_o transgress_v thy_o say_a commandment_n 3._o my_o will_n be_v by_o thou_o invite_v to_o the_o love_n of_o celestial_a delight_n and_o delicacy_n but_o i_o prefer_v the_o earth_n before_o heaven_n 4._o i_o have_v spread_v my_o arm_n which_o thou_o have_v consecrate_v to_o thy_o love_n to_o embrace_v and_o hug_v the_o filthy_a love_n of_o creature_n 5._o this_o be_v o_o lord_n the_o reward_n this_o be_v the_o fruit_n which_o i_o thy_o creature_n have_v yield_v 6._o alas_o what_o can_v i_o a_o wretch_n answer_v if_o thou_o enterest_n with_o i_o into_o judgement_n and_o will_v say_v i_o have_v plant_v thou_o a_o choose_a vineiard_n all_o true_a seed_n how_o then_o o_o strange_a vineiard_n be_v thou_o turn_v in_o my_o sight_n into_o that_o which_o be_v deprave_a 7._o and_o if_o i_o can_v answer_v to_o this_o first_o question_n concern_v my_o creation_n how_o shall_v i_o answer_v the_o second_o concern_v my_o conversation_n 8._o thou_o o_o merciful_a god_n have_v preserve_v he_o by_o thy_o providence_n who_o have_v think_v of_o no_o other_o thing_n but_o how_o to_o violate_v thy_o commandment_n and_o to_o set_v up_o the_o kingdom_n of_o sin_n against_o thou_o 9_o thou_o have_v move_v that_o tongue_n which_o dishonour_v thou_o thou_o have_v govern_v those_o member_n which_o offend_v thou_o 10._o in_o so_o much_o as_o i_o have_v not_o only_o be_v ungrateful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n but_o use_v thy_o benefit_n alsoe_o themselves_o as_o weapon_n against_o thou_o 11._o thou_o have_v make_v all_o creature_n for_o my_o use_n to_o allure_v i_o to_o love_v thou_o i_o have_v abuse_v they_o and_o of_o they_o have_v diverse_a time_n take_v occasion_n of_o sin_n 12._o i_o have_v make_v choice_n rather_o of_o the_o gift_n than_o the_o giver_n 13._o i_o have_v be_v blind_v by_o they_o and_o have_v not_o lift_v up_o my_o eyâ—s_n at_o the_o sight_n of_o they_o 14._o i_o have_v not_o consider_v how_o much_o more_o beautiful_a the_o creator_n be_v than_o the_o creature_n 15._o thou_o have_v give_v i_o all_o thing_n that_o i_o shall_v give_v thou_o myself_o and_o all_o thing_n have_v serve_v i_o but_o i_o never_o have_v give_v thou_o glory_n or_o pay_v thy_o tributedue_n 16._o thou_o have_v give_v i_o health_n and_o the_o devil_n have_v gather_v the_o fruit_n thereof_o 17._o thou_o have_v give_v i_o strength_n and_o i_o have_v spend_v it_o in_o the_o service_n of_o thinâ—_n enemy_n 18._o what_o shall_v i_o say_v wherefore_o have_v not_o all_o the_o calamity_n and_o misery_n which_o
i_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n that_o thou_o live_v i_o may_v not_o die_v since_o that_o thy_o death_n have_v give_v life_n much_o more_o let_v thy_o life_n give_v life_n 23._o let_v thy_o heavenlye_a â—â—â—d_v help_v i_o and_o deliver_v i_o from_o the_o hand_n of_o those_o that_o hate_v i_o lest_o they_o insult_v and_o rejoice_v over_o i_o sayinge_v we_o have_v devour_v he_o the_o ix_o exercise_n 1._o how_o be_v it_o possible_a o_o good_a jesus_n that_o ever_o any_o one_o can_v despair_v of_o thy_o mercy_n who_o when_o we_o be_v thy_o enemy_n thou_o have_v redeem_v we_o with_o thy_o precious_a blood_n &_o have_v reconcile_v we_o to_o god_n 2._o behold_v o_o lord_n protect_v by_o thy_o mercy_n i_o run_v cravinge_v pardon_n to_o the_o throne_n of_o thy_o glory_n call_n and_o knockinge_v until_o thou_o take_v pity_n on_o i_o 3._o for_o if_o thou_o have_v call_v we_o to_o pardon_v even_o when_o we_o do_v not_o seek_v it_o how_o much_o more_o shall_v we_o obtain_v pardon_n if_o we_o ask_v it_o 4._o remember_v not_o thy_o justice_n o_o most_o sweet_a jesus_n towards_o i_o a_o sinner_n 5._o but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o thy_o creature_n 6._o remembeh_n not_o thy_o anger_n towards_o i_o guilty_a but_o be_v mindful_a of_o thy_o mercy_n towards_o i_o in_o misery_n 7._o forget_v my_o pride_n provokinge_v thou_o to_o displeasure_n and_o weigh_v my_o wretcheunnesseâ—_n imploringe_v thy_o favour_n 8._o for_o what_o do_v thy_o sacred_a name_n jesus_n signify_v but_o only_o a_o saviour_n 9_o wherefore_o o_o sawiour_n jesus_n be_v thou_o my_o succour_n and_o protection_n and_o say_v unto_o my_o soul_n i_o be_o thy_o salvation_n 10._o i_o do_v presume_v very_o much_o on_o thy_o divine_a bounty_n because_o thou_o thyself_o do_v teach_v we_o to_o ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 11._o wherefore_o i_o do_v ask_v seek_v and_o knock_v at_o thy_o door_n as_o thou_o have_v admonish_v i_o to_o do_v 12._o thou_o therefore_o o_o lord_n who_o will_v i_o to_o ask_v grant_v that_o i_o may_v receive_v 13._o thou_o do_v counsel_v i_o to_o seek_v grant_v i_o likewise_o to_o find_v 14._o thou_o do_v teach_v i_o to_o knock_v open_v unto_o i_o knockinge_v at_o the_o door_n of_o thy_o mercy_n 15._o recover_v i_o be_v disease_v repair_v i_o be_v craised_z raise_v meâ—_n be_v dead_a 16._o vouchsafe_v likewise_o so_o to_o direct_v and_o govern_v all_o my_o sense_n thought_n and_o action_n in_o that_o which_o be_v please_a unto_o thou_o 17._o that_o from_o henceforth_o i_o may_v faithful_o serve_v thou_o live_v to_o thou_o and_o give_v myself_o wholye_a unto_o thou_o 18._o i_o know_v my_o lord_n that_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v make_v i_o i_o owe_v myself_o unto_o thou_o 19_o and_o by_o reason_n thou_o have_v redeem_v i_o and_o have_v be_v make_v man_n for_o i_o i_o do_v owe_v if_o i_o have_v it_o to_o give_v thou_o much_o more_o than_o myself_o unto_o thou_o by_o how_o much_o thou_o be_v great_a than_o i_o who_o have_v give_v thyself_o for_o i_o 20._o behold_v i_o have_v nothing_o else_o to_o give_v thou_o neither_o can_v i_o give_v thou_o this_o without_o thou_o 21._o take_v i_o therefore_o and_o draw_v i_o unto_o thou_o that_o so_o i_o may_v be_v thy_o by_o imitation_n and_o affection_n like_a as_o i_o be_o by_o condition_n and_o creation_n who_o live_v and_o reign_v world_n without_o end_n amen_n the_o x._o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n god_n almighty_a who_o art_n trinity_n in_o unity_n who_o be_v always_o in_o all_o thing_n and_o be_v before_o all_o thing_n and_o will_v be_v in_o all_o thing_n everlastinglie_o one_o bliss_v god_n for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o to_o thou_o this_o and_o all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n i_o commend_v my_o soul_n my_o body_n my_o seeinge_v my_o hear_v taste_n smell_v and_o touchinge_v 3._o all_o my_o cogitation_n affection_n word_n and_o action_n 4._o all_o thing_n that_o i_o have_v without_o and_o within_o i_o my_o sense_n and_o understand_v my_o memory_n faith_n and_o belief_n and_o my_o constancy_n in_o well_o do_v all_o these_o i_o commend_v into_o the_o hand_n of_o thy_o powerful_a protection_n 5._o to_o the_o end_n that_o all_o the_o night_n and_o day_n hour_n and_o moment_n of_o my_o life_n thou_o preserve_v and_o direct_v i_o 6._o hear_v i_o o_o sacred_a trinity_n and_o preserve_v i_o from_o all_o evil_a from_o all_o mortal_a sin_n 7._o and_o from_o all_o the_o deceit_n and_o vexation_n of_o the_o devil_n and_o of_o all_o my_o enemy_n visible_a and_o invisible_a 8._o by_o the_o prayer_n of_o the_o patriarch_n by_o the_o suffrage_n of_o the_o apostle_n by_o the_o constancy_n of_o the_o martyr_n 9_o by_o the_o faith_n of_o the_o confessor_n by_o the_o chastity_n of_o the_o virgin_n and_o by_o the_o intercession_n of_o all_o the_o saint_n who_o have_v please_v and_o faithful_o serve_v thou_o since_o the_o world_n begin_v 10._o root_n out_o of_o my_o hart_n all_o vainglorious_a ostentation_n and_o increase_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o compunction_n 11._o abate_v my_o pride_n and_o increase_v my_o humility_n 12._o stir_v i_o up_o to_o tear_n and_o contrition_n and_o mollify_v my_o hart_n be_v hard_o as_o a_o stone_n 13._o deliver_v i_o and_o my_o soul_n o_o lord_n from_o all_o the_o snare_n of_o my_o ghostlye_o enemy_n and_o preserve_v i_o in_o the_o performance_n of_o that_o which_o be_v most_o please_a unto_o thou_o 14._o teach_v i_o to_o do_v thy_o will_n o_o lord_n because_o thou_o be_v my_o god_n 15._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n perfect_a sense_n and_o intelligence_n whereby_o i_o may_v be_v able_a to_o know_v and_o acknowledge_v thy_o marvellous_a great_a kindness_n 16._o grant_v that_o my_o petition_n may_v be_v such_o as_o that_o they_o may_v be_v please_a to_o thou_o and_o profitable_a to_o myself_o 17._o grant_v i_o tear_n flowinge_v from_o my_o whole_a affection_n which_o may_v be_v able_a to_o dissolve_v the_o band_n of_o my_o sin_n 18._o hear_v i_o o_o my_o lord_n and_o my_o god_n hear_v i_o o_o light_n of_o my_o eye_n 19_o hear_v what_o i_o demand_v and_o grant_v that_o thou_o may_v hear_v what_o i_o demand_v 20._o if_o thou_o despise_v i_o i_o shall_v perish_v and_o be_v consume_v if_o thou_o respect_v i_o i_o shall_v live_v this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o ensue_a exercise_n the_o xi_o exercise_n 1._o if_o thou_o o_o lord_n examine_v my_o righteousness_n i_o shall_v be_v find_v as_o a_o dead_a man_n stinkinge_v through_o rottenness_n 2._o but_o if_o thou_o behold_v i_o with_o the_o eye_n of_o thy_o mercy_n thou_o will_v thereby_o raise_v i_o be_v through_o sin_n but_o a_o carcase_n from_o the_o sepulchre_n of_o my_o iniquity_n 3._o whatsoever_o thou_o hate_v o_o lord_n â—n_v i_o expel_v and_o root_v out_o of_o i_o 4._o and_o plant_v in_o i_o the_o spirit_n of_o chastity_n and_o continency_n to_o the_o end_n â—hat_n whatsoever_o i_o shall_v demand_v of_o â—hee_o in_o my_o demand_n i_o may_v not_o offend_v â—hee_o â—_o take_v from_o i_o that_o which_o be_v hurtful_a and_o give_v i_o that_o be_v profitable_a 6._o give_v i_o a_o medicine_n o_o lord_n by_o which_o the_o soar_v of_o my_o soul_n may_v be_v heal_v 7._o bestow_v upon_o i_o o_o lord_n thy_o fear_n compunction_n of_o hart_n humility_n and_o a_o conscience_n free_a from_o all_o sin_n 8._o grant_v i_o grace_n o_o lord_n that_o i_o may_v be_v always_o able_a to_o live_v in_o charity_n with_o my_o brother_n not_o forgettinge_v my_o own_o sin_n or_o pryinge_v into_o the_o sin_n or_o do_n of_o other_o man_n 9_o pardon_v my_o soul_n pardon_v my_o sin_n pardon_v my_o offence_n pardon_v my_o abomination_n 10._o visit_v i_o weaken_v cure_v i_o disease_v refresh_v i_o weary_v raise_v i_o dead_a 11._o take_v pity_n o_o god_n take_v pity_n of_o i_o and_o behold_v i_o from_o the_o sacred_a seat_n of_o thy_o sacred_a majesty_n 12._o grant_v i_o o_o lord_n a_o hart_n thaâ—_n may_v fear_v thou_o a_o mind_n that_o may_v louâ—_n thou_o a_o sense_n that_o may_v conceive_v thou_o eye_n that_o may_v see_v thou_o 13._o and_o illuminate_v the_o darkness_n of_o my_o hart_n with_o the_o bright_a beam_n of_o thy_o light_n 14._o give_v i_o o_o lord_n discretion_n to_o be_v able_a to_o discern_v betwixt_o good_a and_o evil_a and_o enduemee_n with_o a_o understand_v that_o be_v always_o watchful_a 15._o i_o humble_o crave_v pardon_n of_o all_o my_o sin_n i_o humble_o crave_v it_o o_o lord_n of_o thou_o from_o who_o and_o by_o who_o i_o hope_v to_o find_v favour_n in_o the_o time_n of_o necessity_n 16._o o_o marry_o mother_n of_o god_n mother_n of_o jesus-christ_n our_o lord_n thou_o sacred_a and_o unspotted_a virgin_n vouchsafe_v
to_o make_v intercession_n for_o i_o unto_o he_o who_o make_v thou_o a_o worthy_a temple_n for_o himself_o to_o dwell_v in_o 17._o o_o s._n michaël_n o_o s._n gabriel_n o_o s._n raphaël_n 18._o o_o holy_a quire_n of_o angel_n and_o archangell_n of_o patriarch_n and_o prophet_n of_o apostle_n and_o evangelist_n o_o s._n peter_n and_o s._n john_n of_o martyr_n o_o blissed_a s._n thomas_n of_o canterbury_n of_o doctor_n o_o blissed_a s._n gregory_n our_o apostle_n of_o priest_n and_o levite_n o_o venerable_a bede_n of_o monk_n &_o ermites_n o_o holy_a father_n s_o bennet_n of_o virgin_n o_o blissed_a s._n scholastica_fw-la &_o of_o all_o such_o as_o have_v live_v holylye_o and_o religiouslye_o 19_o i_o presume_v to_o beseech_v you_o even_o for_o his_o sake_n by_o who_o you_o have_v be_v elect_v and_o by_o who_o contemplation_n you_o be_v extreamelye_o delight_v and_o ful_o satiate_v 20._o that_o you_o will_v be_v please_v to_o pray_v for_o i_o a_o poor_a sinner_n unto_o he_o our_o god_n that_o i_o may_v be_v deliver_v from_o the_o furious_a law_n of_o the_o infernal_a fiend_n and_o from_o that_o death_n which_o never_o shall_v have_v end_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o xii_o exercise_n 1._o vouchsafe_v o_o lord_n accord_v to_o thy_o meekness_n and_o unspeakable_a mercy_n to_o make_v i_o partaker_n of_o eternal_a felicity_n 2._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o priest_n may_v live_v in_o concord_n &_o that_o king_n and_o prince_n rulinge_v as_o they_o ought_v to_o do_v may_v be_v unite_v in_o peace_n and_o tranquillity_n 3._o i_o humble_o crave_v grace_n o_o lord_n for_o the_o whole_a catholic_a church_n for_o man_n and_o woman_n for_o religious_a person_n and_o for_o secular_a people_n for_o all_o christian_a magistrate_n and_o for_o all_o that_o believe_v in_o thou_o and_o labour_n for_o thy_o holy_a love_n that_o they_o may_v persevere_v in_o do_v well_o all_o the_o day_n of_o their_o life_n 4._o grant_v o_o lord_n and_o king_n eternal_o to_o virgin_n purity_n to_o religious_a person_n who_o have_v dedicate_v themselves_o unto_o thou_o the_o gift_n of_o chastity_n to_o marry_a folk_n holiness_n of_o life_n 5._o to_o such_o as_o be_v trulye_o sorrowful_a for_o their_o sin_n forgiveness_n to_o widow_n and_o orphan_n succour_v 6._o protection_n to_o those_o that_o be_v poor_a to_o traveller_n a_o safe_a return_n to_o their_o home_n comfort_n to_o such_o as_o mourn_v 7._o to_o the_o faithful_a depart_v the_o present_a repose_n of_o heaven_n to_o mariner_n and_o such_o as_o sail_v on_o the_o sea_n their_o desire_a port_n or_o haven_n 8._o to_o those_o who_o have_v attain_a to_o perfection_n grace_n increase_n and_o perseverance_n to_o beginner_n and_o proficient_o in_o virtue_n grace_n to_o do_v better_o and_o better_o 9_o to_o sinner_n and_o to_o such_o as_o offend_v as_o to_o i_o poor_a wretch_n that_o they_o may_v speedy_o amend_v 10._o o_o most_o mild_a and_o merciful_a lord_n and_o saviour_n son_n of_o the_o live_a god_n the_o world_n redeemer_n among_o all_o man_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n i_o confess_v myself_o to_o be_v a_o miserable_a sinner_n 11._o nevertheless_o i_o beseech_v thou_o most_o sweet_a and_o soweraigne_a father_n that_o as_o a_o abject_a i_o may_v not_o be_v cast_v out_o of_o thy_o favour_n 12._o yea_o rather_o o_o lord_n thou_o who_o be_v king_n of_o king_n and_o have_v determine_v and_o decree_v the_o length_n of_o each_o man_n life_n grant_v i_o a_o devout_a desire_n to_o amend_v i_o 13._o stir_v up_o my_o sluggish_a soul_n to_o the_o end_n that_o at_o all_o time_n and_o in_o all_o thing_n it_o may_v seek_v desire_v love_n and_o fear_v thou_o who_o in_o all_o place_n art_n three_o and_o one_o and_o may_v put_v in_o practice_n that_o which_o be_v please_a to_o thou_o 14._o especial_o i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o holy_a father_n who_o be_v bliss_v and_o glorious_a for_o ever_o that_o thou_o will_v merciful_o preserve_v all_o those_o who_o in_o their_o prayer_n be_v mindful_a of_o i_o or_o have_v commend_v themselves_o to_o i_o 15._o those_o likewise_o who_o have_v show_v towards_o i_o any_o deed_n of_o charity_n or_o pity_n 16._o and_o those_o alsoe_o that_o be_v join_v to_o i_o in_o blood_n and_o affinity_n aswell_o those_o who_o be_v dead_a as_o those_o who_o yet_o live_v in_o this_o mortal_a body_n to_o the_o end_n that_o thou_o guidinge_v and_o assistinge_v they_o they_o may_v not_o perish_v everlastinglye_o 17._o in_o general_n i_o beseech_v thou_o o_o lord_n to_o aid_n and_o succour_v all_o christian_n that_o be_v yet_o live_v and_o on_o those_o that_o be_v dead_a to_o bestow_v pardon_n and_o life_n everlasting_a 18._o finallye_o o_o lord_n i_o most_o humble_o and_o hartylie_o beseech_v thou_o who_o be_v the_o alpha_n &_o omega_n the_o begin_v and_o endinge_v that_o when_o the_o time_n be_v come_v i_o must_v die_v thou_o will_v be_v a_o mild_a and_o merciful_a judge_n and_o a_o perpetual_a protector_n to_o i_o against_o the_o accusation_n and_o snare_n of_o the_o devil_n my_o old_a adversary_n 19_o admit_v i_o for_o ever_o into_o the_o society_n of_o the_o holy_a angel_n 20._o and_o of_o all_o thy_o saint_n in_o thy_o heavenlye_a city_n where_o thou_o be_v bliss_v and_o praise_v for_o all_o eternity_n amen_n the_o xiii_o exercise_n 1._o o_o lord_n jesus_n christ_n my_o redemption_n my_o mercy_n and_o my_o salvation_n 2._o i_o praise_v thou_o and_o give_v thou_o thanks_n albeit_o far_o short_a of_o thy_o benefit_n whole_o void_a of_o devotion_n and_o fervour_n lean_a and_o without_o the_o desire_a fattnesse_n of_o that_o most_o sueete_a affection_n which_o thou_o do_v require_v &_o deserve_v 3._o nevertheless_o my_o soul_n do_v render_v thou_o thanks_n such_o as_o they_o be_v not_o such_o as_o i_o know_v to_o be_v owinge_v &_o due_a unto_o thou_o 4._o but_o such_o as_o i_o be_o able_a to_o endeavour_v such_o do_v my_o soul_n render_v unto_o thou_o 5._o o_o hope_n of_o my_o hart_n o_o strength_n of_o my_o soul_n may_v it_o please_v thy_o omnipotent_a worthiness_n to_o accomplish_v what_o my_o wonderful_a great_a weakness_n do_v attempt_v to_o perform_v be_v thou_o be_v my_o life_n and_o the_o scope_n of_o my_o intention_n sire_n sigh_n and_o covet_v to_o come_v to_o thou_o 17._o and_o as_o a_o poor_a distress_a child_n deprive_v of_o the_o presence_n of_o his_o tender_a heart_a father_n do_v with_o sigh_n and_o rob_v incessantlye_o embrace_v in_o his_o hart_n the_o image_n and_o semblance_n of_o his_o father_n so_o fare_v it_o with_o i_o as_o often_o as_o i_o call_v to_o mind_v thy_o bitter_a passion_n when_o i_o call_v to_o mind_n alsoe_o the_o buffet_n and_o whip_n by_o thou_o sustain_v the_o grievous_a wound_n by_o thou_o endure_v when_o i_o remember_v in_o what_o cruel_a manner_n thou_o have_v be_v crucify_v and_o murder_v in_o what_o manner_n thou_o have_v by_o thy_o dear_a friend_n be_v enbalm_v and_o bury_v aâ—_n often_o likewise_o as_o thy_o glorious_a resurrection_n and_o admirable_a ascension_n do_v occur_v to_o my_o memory_n all_o these_o thing_n i_o believe_v most_o firmelye_o lamentinge_v with_o tear_n the_o calamity_n of_o my_o exile_n in_o this_o veil_n of_o misery_n my_o only_o hope_n be_v the_o comfort_n of_o thy_o comeinge_n my_o chief_a desire_n be_v to_o behold_v thou_o face_n to_o face_n in_o thy_o heavenlye_a habitation_n 18._o i_o can_v but_o grieve_v for_o that_o i_o have_v not_o see_v thou_o o_o lord_n of_o angel_n debasinge_v thyself_o to_o converse_v and_o live_v among_o man_n that_o by_o that_o mean_v thou_o may_v exalt_v man_n to_o angelical_a conversation_n when_o god_n do_v die_v who_o be_v offend_v that_o man_n may_v live_v who_o have_v offend_v 19_o i_o can_v but_o grieve_v that_o i_o have_v not_o deserve_v to_o be_v present_a and_o to_o be_v astonish_v through_o admiration_n of_o a_o work_n so_o wonderful_a and_o unspeakable_a compassion_n 20._o how_o be_v it_o o_o my_o soul_n that_o the_o sword_n of_o most_o sharp_a sorrow_n do_v not_o pierce_v thou_o to_o the_o hart_n seeinge_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v present_a to_o behold_v the_o side_n of_o thy_o sawiour_n wound_v with_o a_o spear_n 21._o seeinge_v thou_o can_v not_o be_v present_a to_o behold_v the_o foot_n and_o hand_n of_o thy_o maker_n to_o be_v fasten_v with_o nail_n nor_o the_o blood_n of_o thy_o redeemer_n to_o be_v spill_v on_o the_o ground_n in_o that_o dreadful_a manner_n this_o be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v exercise_n the_o fourteen_o exercise_n 1._o why_o be_v thou_o not_o drink_v with_o the_o bitterness_n of_o tear_n seeinge_v he_o be_v make_v to_o drink_v of_o the_o bitterness_n of_o gall_n 2._o why_o do_v thou_o not_o take_v compassion_n of_o the_o most_o chaste_a virgin_n marie_n his_o most_o worthy_a mother_n and_o
correspond_v with_o my_o duty_n and_o be_v very_o ungrateful_a for_o thy_o benefit_n 9_o for_o thou_o have_v spend_v thy_o whole_a life_n for_o my_o advantage_n and_o i_o have_v spend_v i_o in_o offendinge_v thou_o 10._o i_o acknowledge_v i_o deserve_v for_o my_o sin_n and_o in_o punishment_n of_o they_o all_o the_o pain_n of_o hell_n 11._o yea_o they_o be_v all_o too_o little_a for_o my_o demeritt_n 12._o i_o have_v sin_v i_o have_v sin_v i_o be_o sorry_a i_o be_o sorry_a and_o repent_v from_o the_o bottom_n of_o my_o hart_n this_o exercise_n be_v continue_v in_o the_o follow_v the_o xxi_o exercise_n 1._o i_o offer_v thou_o a_o sorrowful_a and_o repentant_a hart_n because_o such_o a_o one_o be_v acceptable_a unto_o thou_o and_o beseeminge_v i_o 2._o i_o assure_v thou_o i_o have_v rather_o have_v suffer_v all_o the_o torment_n and_o travayle_n of_o the_o world_n rather_o than_o to_o have_v offend_v thou_o in_o the_o least_o of_o my_o sin_n 3._o i_o purpose_v if_o please_v thou_o to_o give_v i_o life_n to_o take_v chastisement_n and_o revenge_n of_o myself_o for_o offendingâ—_n thou_o do_v for_o my_o sin_n all_o the_o penance_n i_o be_o able_a 4._o and_o though_o they_o be_v many_o and_o great_a yet_o have_v i_o great_a hope_n and_o confidence_n thou_o will_v pardon_v they_o 5._o for_o thou_o be_v the_o sea_n of_o mercy_n &_o that_o which_o thou_o most_o glory_v in_o be_v to_o be_v merciful_a and_o forgive_v sin_n 6._o thou_o have_v promise_v that_o in_o what_o hour_n soever_o a_o sinner_n shall_v repent_v he_o of_o his_o sin_n thou_o will_v pardon_v he_o 7._o be_v merciful_a therefore_o to_o i_o o_o lord_n be_v merciful_a 8._o pardon_v and_o forgive_v i_o my_o sin_n and_o offence_n pardon_v i_o sweet_a jesus_n 9_o be_v merciful_a unto_o i_o for_o thy_o bitter_a death_n and_o passion_n sake_n and_o for_o ihy_a glorious_a merit_n have_v mercy_n upon_o i_o for_o in_o they_o i_o trust_v and_o confide_v 10._o if_o thou_o look_v on_o i_o alone_o and_o naked_a then_o may_v thou_o present_o cast_v i_o into_o hell_n 11._o but_o i_o humble_o beg_v of_o thou_o that_o thou_o will_v place_v thy_o death_n and_o passion_n thy_o blood_n and_o cross_n between_o thy_o â—udgement_n and_o my_o soul_n 12._o that_o by_o the_o merit_n of_o thy_o death_n i_o may_v be_v deliver_v from_o everlasting_a death_n and_o admit_v to_o life_n in_o thy_o glory_n 13._o and_o in_o the_o bless_a society_n of_o thy_o saint_n i_o may_v praise_v thou_o world_n without_o end_n amen_n here_o end_v the_o penitent_a finis_fw-la certain_a amorous_a speech_n of_o the_o soâ—le_n to_o herself_o in_o prayer_n the_o which_o be_v a_o good_a form_n or_o matter_n of_o prayer_n when_o the_o soul_n be_v not_o able_a or_o apt_a to_o speak_v immediatelye_a to_o god_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o o_o my_o soul_n when_o will_v thou_o be_v ready_a to_o follow_v the_o humility_n of_o thy_o lord_n jesus-christ_n 2._o when_o will_v thou_o imitate_v his_o mildness_n 3._o when_o shall_v the_o example_n of_o his_o patience_n shine_v in_o thou_o 4._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v better_o 5._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v wholye_a free_a from_o passion_n and_o vicious_a affection_n 6._o when_o shall_v evil_o be_v quite_o destroy_v in_o thou_o 7._o when_o shall_v disordinatenesse_n be_v blot_v out_o of_o thou_o 8._o when_o will_v thou_o peaceablye_o and_o gentlye_o endure_v all_o tribulation_n and_o temptation_n 9_o when_o will_v thou_o perfect_o love_v thy_o god_n 10._o when_o will_v thou_o most_o inwardlye_o embrace_v he_o 11._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v wholye_a swallow_v up_o in_o his_o love_n 12._o when_o will_v thou_o be_v pure_a simple_a and_o resign_v before_o he_o 13._o how_o long_o will_v it_o be_v ere_o thou_o be_v hinder_v no_o more_o from_o his_o most_o chaste_a embrace_n 14._o o_o that_o thou_o be_v immaculate_a 15._o o_o that_o thou_o do_v feruentlye_o love_v god_n 16._o o_o that_o thou_o do_v inseparablye_o cleave_v unto_o thy_o chief_a good_n 17._o o_o my_o soul_n where_o be_v thy_o god_n 18._o where_o be_v thy_o love_n 19_o where_o be_v thy_o treasure_n 20._o where_o be_v thy_o desire_n 2d_o where_o be_v all_o thy_o good_a 22._o where_o be_v thy_o god_n 23._o when_o shall_v thou_o be_v with_o he_o 24._o when_o shall_v thou_o most_o happy_o enjoy_v he_o it_o be_v continue_v the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o when_o shall_v thou_o free_o praise_v he_o with_o all_o the_o glorious_a citizen_n of_o heaven_n 2._o despair_v not_o o_o my_o soul_n 3._o take_v comfort_n daughter_n and_o be_v confident_a most_o dear_a 4._o if_o thou_o have_v sin_v and_o be_v wound_v behold_v thy_o god_n behold_v thy_o physician_n be_v ready_a to_o cure_v thou_o 5._o he_o be_v most_o gracious_a and_o most_o merciful_a and_o therefore_o willinge_v 〈…〉_o tent_z and_o therefore_o 〈…〉_o 6._o peradventure_o thou_o be_v afraid_a because_o he_o be_v thy_o judge_n but_o take_v haâ—â—_n for_o he_o who_o be_v thy_o judge_n be_v alsoe_o thy_o advocate_n 7._o he_o be_v thy_o advocate_n to_o defend_v and_o excuse_v thou_o do_v penance_n &_o so_o thy_o â—udge_n to_o save_v not_o to_o condemn_v thou_o be_v humble_v 8._o his_o mercy_n be_v infinitlye_o great_a than_o be_v or_o can_v be_v thy_o iniquity_n 9_o thy_o god_n be_v most_o gentle_a most_o sweet_a he_o be_v wholye_a amiable_a wholye_a desirable_a and_o love_v all_o thing_n which_o he_o have_v create_v 10._o let_v not_o thy_o imperfection_n discourage_v thou_o too_o much_o for_o thy_o god_n do_v not_o despise_v thou_o because_o thou_o be_v frail_a and_o infirm_a but_o love_v thou_o exceedinglye_o because_o thou_o desire_v and_o labour_v to_o be_v more_o perfect_a 11._o arise_v my_o soul_n arise_v out_o of_o the_o dust_n slip_n thy_o head_n out_o of_o the_o collar_n thou_o captive_a daughter_n of_o zion_n 12._o arise_v forsake_v the_o puddle_n of_o thy_o negligent_a lise_fw-fr 13._o how_o long_o must_v thou_o take_v pleasure_n in_o peril_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o esteemee_o anxitie_n and_o torment_n to_o be_v rest_n how_o long_o will_v thou_o secure_o sleep_v in_o destruction_n 14._o how_o long_o will_v thou_o willing_o leave_v the_o right_a way_n and_o wander_v abroad_o far_o and_o near_o in_o uncouth_a and_o unknown_a path_n 15._o return_v unto_o our_o lord_n thy_o god_n for_o he_o expect_v thou_o 16._o make_v haste_n be_v not_o slack_a for_o he_o be_v ready_a to_o receive_v thou_o 17._o he_o will_v meet_v thou_o with_o open_a arm_n defer_v not_o to_o return_v 18._o have_v access_n unto_o jesus_n he_o will_v heal_v and_o purifye_v thou_o 19_o join_v thyself_o to_o jesus_n he_o will_v illuminate_v thou_o 20._o adhere_v to_o jesus_n he_o will_v bless_v and_o save_v thou_o 21._o alas_o my_o soul_n how_o ungrateful_a have_v thou_o be_v to_o thy_o god_n it_o be_v continue_v the_o iii_o exercise_n 1._o he_o have_v bestow_v innumerable_a and_o most_o admirable_a benefit_n on_o thou_o and_o thou_o still_o repai_v evil_a for_o good_a 2._o he_o have_v adopt_v thou_o to_o be_v heir_n of_o the_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n 3._o he_o have_v promise_v those_o thing_n unto_o thou_o which_o neither_o eye_n have_v see_v nor_o ear_n have_v hear_v nor_o the_o hart_n of_o man_n can_v comprehend_v 4._o but_o thou_o have_v leave_v and_o contemn_v he_o who_o have_v be_v so_o many_o way_n beneficial_a unto_o thou_o 5._o thou_o have_v cast_v away_o the_o holy_a fear_n of_o he_o that_o love_v thou_o 6._o thou_o have_v shake_v of_o his_o sweet_a yoke_n that_o have_v elect_v thou_o 7._o thou_o be_v become_v as_o one_o of_o the_o daughter_n of_o belial_n as_o a_o impudent_a harlot_n void_a of_o all_o shame_n thou_o have_v worship_v iniquity_n 8._o thou_o have_v make_v a_o compact_n with_o death_n thou_o have_v give_v thy_o hand_n to_o the_o devil_n 9_o thou_o have_v be_v most_o prompt_a to_o all_o wickedness_n thou_o have_v heap_v evil_a upon_o evil_a and_o have_v rejoice_v to_o add_v sin_n to_o sin_n 10._o by_o thy_o wickedness_n thou_o have_v crucify_a christ_n again_o who_o have_v choose_v thou_o for_o his_o spouse_n 11._o thou_o have_v renew_v his_o wound_n by_o thy_o crime_n 12._o who_o will_v give_v groan_n and_o sigh_n 13._o who_o will_v give_v thou_o a_o springe_n of_o tear_n that_o thou_o may_v night_n and_o day_n be_v wail_v thy_o ingratitude_n 14._o o_o unhappy_a wretch_n what_o will_v thou_o do_v 15._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v keep_v thyself_o in_o the_o state_n of_o innocence_n 16._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v remain_v immaculate_a 17._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o miserablye_o defile_v thyself_o with_o dishonesty_n 18._o o_o that_o thou_o have_v not_o go_v a_o stray_n from_o thy_o god_n 19_o thou_o have_v lose_v thy_o innocence_n thou_o be_v defile_v thou_o be_v become_v dishonest_a thou_o
have_v forsake_v thy_o god_n 20._o alas_o poor_a wretch_n and_o what_o will_v thou_o do_v to_o who_o will_v thou_o fly_v from_o who_o will_v thou_o expect_v help_n 21._o from_o who_o but_o from_o he_o who_o thou_o have_v offend_v he_o be_v most_o pitiful_a most_o courteous_a and_o most_o merciful_a it_o be_v continue_v the_o iv_o exercise_n 1._o humble_v thyself_o prostrate_v thyself_o pour_v out_o thyself_o like_o water_n in_o his_o sight_n and_o he_o will_v take_v pity_n on_o thou_o 2._o o_o my_o soul_n if_o it_o be_v necessary_a daily_o to_o suffer_v torment_n yea_o to_o endure_v hell_n itself_o for_o a_o long_a time_n together_o that_o we_o may_v see_v christ_n in_o his_o glory_n and_o be_v join_v in_o fellowship_n with_o the_o saint_n in_o his_o heavenlye_a city_n be_v it_o not_o meet_a think_v thou_o to_o sustain_v all_o manner_n of_o misery_n that_o we_o may_v be_v make_v partaker_n of_o so_o great_a a_o good_a and_o so_o great_a a_o felicity_n 3._o o_o my_o soul_n who_o art_n most_o famous_a by_o be_v frame_v accord_v to_o the_o likeness_n of_o god_n be_v buy_v with_o the_o price_n of_o christ_n own_o blood_n espouse_v unto_o he_o by_o faith_n endow_v with_o the_o holy_a ghost_n adorn_v with_o virtue_n esteem_v equal_a with_o the_o angel_n 4._o love_v he_o then_o love_v he_o of_o who_o thou_o be_v belove_v 5._o attend_v to_o he_o that_o attend_v to_o thou_o and_o seek_v he_o that_o seek_v thou_o 6._o love_v this_o lover_n of_o who_o thou_o be_v belove_v with_o who_o love_n thou_o be_v prevent_v and_o who_o be_v the_o fountain_n from_o whence_o thy_o love_n flow_v 7._o be_v careful_a to_o please_v he_o who_o be_v careful_a to_o please_v thou_o think_v on_o he_o who_o think_v on_o thou_o be_v pure_a with_o he_o who_o be_v purity_n itself_o be_v holy_a with_o he_o who_o be_v holiness_n itself_o 8._o accoordinge_v to_o thy_o carriage_n towards_o god_n in_o thy_o conversation_n will_v he_o carry_v himself_o towards_o thou_o again_o 9_o god_n be_v courteous_a mild_a full_a of_o mercy_n and_o compassion_n and_o do_v require_v therefore_o of_o thou_o that_o thou_o likewise_o be_v courteous_a mild_a sweet_a humble_a and_o merciful_a towards_o all._n 10._o love_v he_o o_o my_o soul_n who_o have_v deliver_v thou_o from_o the_o lake_n of_o misery_n and_o from_o the_o mire_n of_o sin_n and_o iniquity_n 11._o choose_v he_o for_o thy_o special_a friend_n who_o alone_o will_v faithful_o adhere_v and_o stick_v unto_o thou_o when_o all_o other_o thing_n and_o friend_n will_v fail_v and_o shrink_v from_o thou_o 12._o one_o the_o day_n of_o thy_o burial_n when_o thou_o shall_v be_v abandon_v and_o forsake_v by_o all_o thy_o friend_n he_o will_v not_o leave_v thou_o but_o will_v defend_v thou_o from_o those_o roaringe_n infernal_a fiend_n ready_a to_o devour_v thou_o &_o will_v conduct_v thou_o unto_o the_o land_n of_o the_o live_n 13._o o_o my_o soul_n sigh_v vehement_o and_o aspire_v feruentlye_o to_o that_o glorious_a city_n so_o high_o speak_v of_o 14._o heaven_n and_o earth_n and_o all_o therein_o contain_v do_v continual_o exhort_v thou_o to_o love_v thy_o lord_n god_n 15._o my_o soul_n bliss_n thou_o our_o lord_n my_o soul_n praise_n thou_o our_o lord_n 16._o why_o be_v thou_o o_o my_o soul_n sad_a and_o why_o be_v thou_o trouble_v hope_v in_o our_o lord_n for_o he_o will_v be_v thy_o comfort_n and_o solace_n 17._o sweet_a and_o amiable_a jesus_n be_v present_a with_o thou_o thou_o must_v with_o reverence_n and_o love_n attend_v unto_o he_o 18._o o_o will_v to_o god_n he_o will_v wash_v i_o with_o his_o most_o precious_a blood_n &_o perfect_o cleanse_v and_o heal_v i_o and_o lighten_v i_o with_o the_o brightenesse_n of_o his_o grace_n 19_o o_o that_o he_o will_v wound_v my_o hart_n interiorlye_v and_o mollifye_v itt_v perfect_o and_o make_v it_o as_o it_o be_v drink_v with_o his_o mellifluous_a charity_n 20._o o_o will_v to_o god_n i_o may_v wholye_a burn_v and_o be_v consume_v and_o melt_v with_o the_o fire_n of_o his_o love_n 21._o i_o ask_v i_o wish_v i_o desire_v that_o the_o heavenlye_a king_n who_o vouchsafe_v to_o be_v my_o soul_n bridegroom_n will_v vouchsafe_v alsoe_o to_o make_v i_o please_a to_o he_o amen_n finis_fw-la a_o example_n of_o act_n which_o a_o soul_n may_v exercisee_fw-mi towards_o god_n as_o absent_v from_o she_o 1._o i_o will_v bless_v our_o lord_n at_o all_o time_n his_o praise_n shall_v ever_o be_v in_o my_o mouth_n 2._o our_o lord_n have_v mercy_n on_o usâ—_n enlighten_v his_o countenance_n upon_o we_o and_o take_v pity_n on_o us._n 3._o it_o be_v good_a for_o i_o to_o seek_v after_o our_o lord_n and_o get_v near_o unto_o he_o for_o he_o be_v our_o hope_n and_o our_o all_o the_o pfalme_n of_o david_n be_v full_a of_o these_o acts._n finis_fw-la a_o example_n of_o speakinge_n suppose_v to_o be_v make_v by_o god_n to_o the_o soul_n 1._o son_n it_o behove_v thou_o to_o give_v all_o for_o all_o and_o reserve_v nothing_o to_o thyself_o 2._o son_n where_o be_v true_a peace_n to_o be_v find_v be_v it_o not_o in_o i_o 3._o son_n thou_o can_v not_o attain_v to_o perfect_a liberty_n if_o thou_o do_v not_o wholye_a forsake_v thyself_o 4._o son_n abide_v constant_a and_o hope_v in_o i_o this_o be_v all_o in_o all._n finis_fw-la act_n of_o love_n and_o wellwishinge_v towards_o god_n the_o first_o exercise_n 1._o i_o do_v rejoice_v in_o all_o the_o perfection_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n as_o in_o thy_o wisdom_n goodness_n pour_v and_o all_o other_o thy_o divine_a prerogative_n and_o perfection_n 2._o let_v it_o please_v and_o suffice_v i_o that_o thou_o be_v infinitlye_o happy_a and_o rich_a my_o most_o benign_a and_o love_a father_n 3._o i_o do_v rejoice_v at_o the_o presence_n of_o thou_o my_o god_n in_o heaven_n where_o thou_o reign_v as_o in_o thy_o kingdom_n and_o that_o thou_o be_v there_o worship_v adore_v and_o love_v by_o all_o thy_o angel_n and_o saint_n 4._o so_o that_o if_o it_o be_v in_o my_o pour_n i_o will_v love_n and_o honour_v thou_o with_o all_o that_o love_n and_o worship_n wherewith_o all_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n do_v there_o love_v thou_o 5._o i_o do_v joy_n in_o all_o the_o love_n and_o service_n that_o the_o just_a man_n in_o the_o church_n especial_o the_o perfect_a in_o all_o former_a age_n in_o the_o present_a age_n or_o in_o the_o future_a age_n have_v bear_v &_o perform_v do_v bear_v and_o perform_v or_o shall_v bear_v and_o perform_v towards_o thou_o 6._o and_o i_o desire_v to_o love_v thou_o with_o the_o love_n of_o they_o all_o and_o will_v for_o thy_o love_n do_v and_o perform_v if_o it_o lay_v in_o my_o power_n all_o their_o work_n aswell_o internal_a as_o external_a and_o will_v undergo_v all_o their_o labour_n and_o endure_v all_o their_o affliction_n 7._o i_o do_v hartilye_o rejoice_v in_o all_o the_o good_a thing_n that_o be_v in_o the_o elect_a servant_n of_o god_n but_o especial_o for_o the_o wonderful_a gift_n of_o the_o perfect_a and_o that_o they_o be_v by_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n illuminate_v inflame_v and_o sanctify_a 8._o my_o love_n and_o desire_v towards_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n be_v such_o and_o so_o great_a that_o if_o it_o be_v possible_a to_o i_o and_o acceptable_a to_o thou_o i_o will_v of_o each_o soul_n especial_o of_o my_o own_o make_v a_o kingdom_n of_o heaven_n that_o thou_o may_v be_v belove_v and_o praise_v in_o foe_n many_o heaven_n by_o the_o dweller_n in_o they_o 9_o which_o if_o it_o lay_v in_o my_o power_n shall_v be_v more_o in_o number_n then_o the_o grass_n pile_n on_o the_o earth_n the_o sand_n in_o the_o sea_n or_o drop_n of_o water_n therein_o 10._o i_o do_v here_o in_o thy_o presence_n o_o my_o god_n hold_v and_o repute_v myself_o as_o nothing_o and_o whatsoever_o i_o have_v above_o nothing_o natural_a or_o supernatural_a i_o acknowledge_v it_o to_o be_v thy_o and_o none_o of_o i_o 11._o and_o because_o of_o myself_o i_o be_o nothing_o and_o that_o my_o god_n be_v all_o good_a and_o that_o all_o good_a thing_n come_v only_o from_o he_o i_o do_v great_o rejoice_v and_o with_o all_o my_o hart_n confess_v that_o i_o be_o nothing_o can_v do_v nothing_o and_o have_v nothing_o for_o both_o my_o be_v and_o ability_n to_o do_v and_o all_o i_o have_v be_v thy_o and_o from_o thou_o the_o ii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o do_v here_o in_o the_o presence_n of_o god_n repute_n and_o judge_v myself_o the_o most_o vile_a of_o all_o creature_n and_o because_o i_o can_v feel_v or_o perceive_v this_o in_o myself_o but_o rather_o the_o contrary_n have_v a_o good_a and_o great_a opinion_n of_o myself_o i_o do_v acknowledge_v therefore_o that_o i_o be_o most_o proud_a
and_o ungrateful_a of_o all_o other_o and_o i_o do_v bewail_v myself_o as_o such_o a_o one._n 2._o o_o my_o god_n i_o love_v and_o desire_v to_o love_v thou_o with_o a_o love_n pure_a and_o free_a from_o all_o respect_n of_o proper_a commodity_n and_o self_n interest_n 3._o i_o love_v thou_o my_o lord_n with_o a_o perseverant_fw-la love_n purposinge_v by_o the_o help_n of_o thy_o holy_a grace_n and_o assistance_n never_o to_o be_v separate_v from_o thou_o by_o sin_n 4._o and_o if_o i_o be_v to_o live_v for_o million_o of_o year_n yet_o will_v i_o ever_o remain_v thy_o faithful_a servant_n and_o lover_n 5._o i_o wish_v all_o creature_n will_v adore_v and_o serve_v thou_o and_o that_o infidel_n may_v be_v convert_v to_o thy_o faith_n and_o all_o sinner_n to_o good_a life_n and_o all_o this_o only_o for_o thy_o supreme_a honour_n and_o glory_n 6._o i_o wish_v that_o neither_o myself_o nor_o any_o other_o have_v ever_o offend_v thou_o my_o god_n and_o that_o in_o particular_a i_o myself_o have_v ever_o serve_v thou_o faithful_o from_o the_o instant_n of_o my_o nativity_n 7._o i_o wish_v and_o desire_v that_o both_o i_o myself_o and_o all_o other_o may_v hereafter_o serve_v and_o love_v thou_o most_o faithful_o and_o this_o for_o the_o love_n and_o good_a will_v i_o bear_v thou_o 8._o i_o rejoice_v and_o congratulate_v that_o thou_o my_o lord_n god_n be_v so_o rich_a and_o happy_a that_o all_o creatùre_n can_v add_v no_o more_o to_o thy_o happiness_n then_o already_o thou_o have_v 9_o nevertheless_o because_o thou_o may_v have_v external_a honour_n and_o worship_n from_o thy_o creature_n i_o do_v wish_v i_o do_v wish_v that_o all_o of_o they_o may_v accordinglye_o perform_v their_o service_n and_o the_o worship_n dew_n unto_o thou_o the_o best_a they_o can_v 10._o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o all_o the_o sin_n and_o indignity_n that_o be_v have_v or_o shall_v be_v do_v unto_o thou_o by_o myself_o or_o by_o all_o or_o any_o other_o 11._o and_o this_o principal_o and_o only_o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o because_o these_o sin_n be_v injury_n do_v to_o thy_o divine_a majesty_n who_o only_o be_v worthy_a to_o be_v honour_v and_o serve_v by_o all_o thy_o creature_n 12._o i_o do_v joyful_o accept_v and_o be_o glad_a of_o all_o that_o be_v please_a to_o god_n be_v it_o prosperity_n or_o adversity_n sweet_a or_o bitter_a and_o this_o meerelye_o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v he_o 13._o i_o be_o sorry_a for_o all_o that_o do_v displease_v god_n or_o be_v contrary_n to_o his_o divine_a will_n or_o commandment_n and_o all_o this_o only_o for_o the_o love_n of_o he_o and_o his_o glory_n the_o iii_o exercise_n 1._o i_o congratule_fw-la thou_o o_o my_o god_n and_o be_o glad_a that_o thou_o be_v god_n and_o for_o the_o blissednesse_n and_o all_o the_o perfection_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o and_o which_o for_o all_o eternity_n thou_o have_v ever_o have_v as_o thy_o omnipotency_n wisdom_n goodness_n and_o the_o like_a 2._o i_o congratulate_v thou_o alsoe_o and_o be_o glad_a that_o thou_o have_v need_v of_o no_o extrinsecall_a thing_n but_o be_v in_o thyself_o most_o rich_a and_o ful_o sufficient_a both_o for_o thyself_o and_o all_o other_o creature_n 3._o i_o likewise_o with_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n rejoice_v in_o the_o sweet_a ordinance_n and_o disposition_n of_o heaven_n and_o earth_n &_o for_o all_o the_o thing_n which_o be_v in_o the_o marvellous_a creation_n of_o this_o world_n and_o for_o all_o the_o work_n which_o thou_o have_v make_v or_o shall_v yet_o make_v unto_o the_o end_n of_o the_o world_n 4._o i_o congratulate_v approve_v and_o rejoice_v in_o all_o the_o judgement_n of_o my_o lord_n god_n aswell_o manifest_a as_o secret_a concern_v the_o devil_n the_o soul_n of_o the_o damn_a the_o unbaptised_a child_n in_o limbo_n the_o soul_n that_o be_v in_o purgatory_n and_o the_o wicked_a man_n that_o live_v in_o this_o world_n 5._o i_o congratulate_v end_n rejoice_v with_o thou_o o_o my_o god_n in_o all_o the_o laud_n and_o praise_n which_o the_o angel_n &_o saint_n in_o heaven_n and_o thy_o servant_n of_o the_o earth_n do_v give_v thou_o and_o for_o all_o the_o worship_n they_o yield_v unto_o thou_o 6._o because_o i_o find_v myself_o altogether_o insufficient_a to_o praise_v my_o god_n i_o do_v for_o my_o help_n and_o assistance_n therein_o invite_v and_o call_v upon_o the_o holy_a angel_n and_o all_o creature_n 7._o and_o withal_o my_o own_o soul_n with_o all_o the_o power_n of_o it_o that_o all_o of_o they_o together_o may_v glorifye_v my_o god_n for_o his_o infinitt_a excellency_n 8._o i_o be_o sorry_a i_o be_o not_o perfect_a and_o wish_v that_o so_o far_o as_o it_o may_v please_v my_o god_n to_o grant_v itt_v i_o may_v be_v perfect_a the_o more_o worthylie_a to_o praise_v thou_o 9_o and_o not_o out_o of_o any_o commodity_n by_o it_o to_o myself_o but_o pure_o for_o the_o love_n i_o bear_v thy_o divine_a majesty_n who_o be_v infinite_o worthy_a of_o more_o love_n and_o honour_n then_o all_o creature_n that_o be_v or_o can_v be_v be_v able_a to_o perform_v towards_o thou_o 10._o exult_v and_o rejoice_v and_o be_v thou_o delight_v o_o my_o soul_n for_o all_o the_o excellency_n and_o good_a thing_n that_o be_v in_o thy_o god_n 11._o if_o it_o lie_v in_o my_o power_n and_o be_v lawful_a for_o i_o to_o choose_v what_o god_n i_o will_v have_v i_o will_v not_o choose_v any_o other_o god_n but_o thou_o alone_o sayinge_v with_o david_n dixi_fw-la domino_fw-la deus_fw-la meus_fw-la es_fw-la tu._n i_o say_v unto_o my_o lord_n thou_o be_v my_o god_n 12._o i_o rejoice_v in_o the_o dignity_n that_o our_o sawiour_n christ_n now_o have_v in_o heaven_n and_o congratulate_v he_o in_o it_o it_o be_v continue_v the_o iv_o exercise_n 1._o bliss_v be_v thy_o eternal_a father_n who_o so_o abundant_o bestow_v these_o felicity_n on_o thou_o do_v thou_o bliss_o and_o gloriouslye_o enjoy_v they_o for_o all_o eternity_n 2._o i_o congratulate_v the_o most_o blissed_a virgin_n marie_n and_o all_o the_o angel_n and_o saint_n in_o heaven_n for_o the_o glory_n and_o happiness_n which_o they_o now_o enjoy_v 3._o and_o i_o praise_v and_o exalt_v my_o god_n for_o his_o great_a goodness_n and_o liberality_n therein_o show_v towards_o those_o thy_o most_o faithful_a and_o elect_a friend_n 4._o i_o do_v exceedinglye_o rejoice_v that_o since_o all_o creature_n together_o be_v in_o no_o sort_n able_a to_o praise_v thou_o my_o god_n accord_v to_o the_o very_a lest_o worth_n that_o be_v in_o thou_o yet_o thou_o thyself_o and_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a sufficient_o and_o perfect_o to_o praise_v and_o glorifye_v thyself_o 5._o i_o do_v rejoice_v indeed_o at_o this_o and_o do_v hartilye_o desire_v thou_o to_o do_v it_o ever_o more_o 6._o yea_o i_o do_v hearty_o crave_v of_o thou_o that_o thou_o may_v incessantlye_o and_o most_o intensive_o praise_v thyself_o since_o thou_o only_o be_v able_a to_o do_v itt_n and_o deserve_v to_o have_v it_o do_v 7._o i_o do_v congratulate_v and_o rejoice_v with_o thou_o o_o my_o lord_n god_n in_o all_o the_o work_n which_o thou_o have_v do_v and_o this_o only_a because_o they_o be_v thy_o work_n 8._o as_o for_o the_o creation_n of_o the_o world_n thy_o providence_n about_o itt_n thy_o redemption_n of_o it_o wonderful_o esteeminge_v all_o these_o work_n because_o they_o be_v thy_o 9_o an_o i_o rejoice_v aswell_o in_o that_o thou_o have_v make_v a_o hell_n for_o the_o punishment_n of_o the_o wicked_a as_o a_o heaven_n for_o the_o reward_n of_o the_o good_a 10._o i_o wish_v and_o desire_v out_o of_o my_o love_n to_o god_n that_o he_o may_v be_v praise_v and_o know_v of_o all_o man_n and_o i_o do_v invite_v all_o creature_n to_o do_v the_o same_o with_o myself_o 11._o i_o offer_v myself_o for_o the_o love_n of_o my_o god_n to_o bear_v and_o suffer_v all_o thing_n which_o may_v be_v to_o his_o honour_n and_o glory_n though_o no_o manner_n of_o commodity_n accurre_v to_o i_o thereby_o but_o pure_o to_o do_v it_o out_o of_o the_o free_a love_n i_o bear_v and_o desire_v to_o bear_v towards_o my_o god_n 12._o last_o i_o profess_v that_o if_o i_o can_v devise_v any_o thing_n wherein_o i_o may_v show_v or_o exercise_v my_o love_n towards_o my_o god_n i_o hope_v with_o the_o help_n of_o his_o grace_n i_o shall_v and_o will_v do_v it_o most_o cheerefullye_o and_o ready_o out_o of_o the_o pure_a and_o sincere_a love_n that_o i_o bear_v and_o wish_v to_o bear_v towards_o my_o god_n without_o respect_n of_o any_o commodity_n by_o it_o to_o myself_o which_o god_n grant_v i_o to_o do_v for_o his_o glory_n and_o my_o happiness_n amen_n finis_fw-la certain_a amorous_a aspiration_n to_o be_v use_v accord_v to_o the_o direstion_n and_o the_o disposition_n of_o
bring_v in_o o_o my_o lord_n bring_v in_o my_o soul_n through_o the_o wound_n of_o thy_o side_n into_o the_o bosom_n of_o thy_o charity_n and_o the_o treasure-howse_n of_o thy_o divinity_n 22._o that_o i_o may_v joyful_o glorify_v thou_o my_o god_n crucify_a and_o dead_a for_o i_o amen_n the_o xx._n exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o christ_n grant_v that_o all_o other_o visible_a thing_n may_v be_v blot_v out_o of_o my_o memory_n and_o that_o i_o may_v free_o apply_v myself_o to_o thou_o alone_o 2._o behold_v with_o as_o much_o devotion_n as_o possible_o i_o can_v i_o salute_v the_o five_o principal_a wound_n of_o thy_o most_o blissed_a body_n 3._o hail_o ruddy_a glorious_a and_o mellifluous_a wound_n of_o my_o redeemer_n of_o my_o king_n 4._o hail_o glorious_a seal_n of_o my_o reconciliation_n and_o salvation_n 5._o i_o humble_o desire_v to_o abide_v and_o be_v hide_v in_o you_o and_o so_o by_o that_o mean_n be_v secure_a from_o all_o evil_a 6._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o being_n with_o great_a lamentation_n of_o thy_o â—_z take_v down_o from_o the_o cross_n will_v be_v anoint_v with_o precious_a ointment_n wrap_v in_o a_o wind_a sheet_n and_o bury_v where_o no_o man_n be_v bury_v before_o 7._o â—urie_n i_o beseech_v thou_o all_o my_o sense_n all_o my_o force_n and_o all_o my_o affection_n in_o thou_o 8._o that_o be_v join_v to_o thou_o through_o efficatious_a love_n i_o may_v become_v as_o it_o be_v stupid_a and_o unsensible_a in_o respect_n of_o all_o other_o thing_n 9_o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o have_v vanguish_v the_o power_n of_o the_o devil_n &_o powrefullie_o and_o love_o in_o soul_n descendinge_v into_o hell_n do_v make_v joyful_a with_o thy_o presence_n the_o father_n there_o detain_v 10._o and_o do_v translate_v they_o thence_o â—_o thy_o glorious_a ascension_n to_o the_o delightful_a guarden_n of_o the_o celestial_a paradise_n and_o to_o the_o clear_a vision_n of_o god_n 11._o let_v the_o virtue_n of_o thy_o passion_n &_o of_o thy_o blood_n descend_v now_o i_o beseech_v thou_o into_o purgatory_n upon_o the_o soul_n of_o my_o parent_n knisfolke_n friend_n benefactor_n and_o all_o the_o faithful_a depart_v 12._o that_o be_v deliver_v from_o pain_n they_o may_v be_v receive_v into_o the_o bosom_n of_o eternal_a rest._n 13._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o like_o a_o conqueror_n with_o glorious_a triumph_n do_v arise_v out_o of_o thy_o close_a sepulchre_n 14._o and_o reve_v with_o thy_o lovely_a countenance_n do_v replenish_v thy_o friend_n with_o new_a joy_n and_o gladness_n 15._o grant_v o_o lord_n that_o leave_v the_o old_v path_n of_o my_o vicious_a conversation_n i_o may_v walk_v in_o the_o newness_n of_o life_n 16._o and_o seek_v and_o savour_n those_o thing_n which_o be_v above_o in_o heaven_n &_o not_o those_o thing_n which_o be_v here_o upon_o earth_n 17._o to_o the_o end_n that_o when_o thou_o my_o life_n shall_v appear_v at_o the_o last_o day_n â—_o may_v appear_v with_o thou_o in_o glory_n amen_n the_o xxi_o exercise_n 1._o hail_o sweet_a jeâ—us_n praise_n honour_n and_o glory_n be_v to_o thou_o o_o christ._n who_o forty_o day_n after_o thy_o resurrection_n be_v expire_v do_v glorious_o ascend_v into_o heaven_n in_o the_o sight_n of_o thy_o disciple_n where_o thou_o sit_v on_o the_o right_a hand_n of_o thy_o father_n bliss_v for_o ever_o 2._o o_o that_o my_o soul_n may_v always_o languish_v on_o earth_n and_o ascend_v and_o aspire_v towards_o heaven_n 3._o maiâ—_n hunger_n and_o thirst_v always_o after_o thou_o 4._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o do_v give_v thy_o holy_a ghost_n to_o thy_o elect_a disciple_n perseveringe_v together_o with_o one_o mind_n in_o prayer_n 5._o and_o do_v send_v they_o to_o teach_v all_o nation_n through_o out_o the_o whole_a world_n 6._o cleanse_v i_o beseech_v thou_o the_o interior_a of_o my_o hart._n 7._o give_v i_o true_a purity_n and_o constancy_n of_o mind_n that_o the_o holy_a ghost_n may_v find_v a_o grateful_a habitation_n in_o my_o soul_n 8._o and_o may_v replenish_v i_o withâ—_n the_o special_a gift_n of_o his_o grace_n 9_o may_v comfort_n strengthen_v fill_v govern_v and_o possess_v i_o 10._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o come_v as_o a_o judge_n at_o the_o last_o day_n will_v render_v unto_o every_o one_o accord_v to_o his_o work_n either_o punishment_n or_o reward_n 11._o o_o my_o most_o merciful_a lord_n god_n grant_v that_o accord_v to_o thy_o will_n i_o may_v so_o innocent_o pass_v the_o course_n of_o this_o miserable_a life_n 12._o that_o my_o soul_n depart_v out_o of_o the_o prison_n of_o my_o body_n i_o may_v be_v vest_v with_o thy_o merit_n and_o virtue_n 13._o and_o be_v receive_v into_o thy_o everlasting_a joy_n 14._o and_o with_o all_o the_o saint_n i_o may_v bliss_n and_o praise_v thou_o for_o ever_o 15._o hail_o sweet_a jesus_n who_o i_o have_v most_o grievouslye_o offend_v all_o the_o day_n of_o my_o life_n 16._o alaâ—_n i_o have_v never_o cease_v to_o be_v ungrateful_a to_o thou_o resistinge_v thy_o grace_n in_o diverse_a manner_n and_o always_o addinge_a new_a fault_n unto_o my_o â—ormer_n 17._o behold_v o_o my_o sweet_a refuge_n behold_v i_o the_o outcast_n of_o all_o creature_n bringinge_v with_o i_o nothing_o but_o bundle_n of_o sin_n 18._o i_o prostrate_v myself_o at_o the_o foot_n of_o thy_o mercy_n and_o humble_o implore_v pardon_n and_o remission_n 19_o pardon_v i_o beseech_v thou_o and_o save_v i_o for_o thy_o name_n saâ—e_v 20._o for_o i_o believe_v and_o be_o assure_v that_o no_o sin_n be_v so_o grievous_a and_o heinous_a but_o by_o the_o meriâ—s_n of_o thy_o most_o sacred_a passion_n may_v be_v forgive_v and_o wash_v a_o way_n amen_n these_o exercise_n and_o all_o other_o may_v and_o aught_o to_o be_v enlarge_v and_o dilate_a accord_v to_o everse_v one_o grâ—ce_n and_o gift_n which_o be_v the_o only_a infallible_a guide_n and_o rule_v of_o our_o prayer_n and_o no_o set_v write_v or_o print_a form_n whatsoever_o as_o the_o direction_n particular_o and_o pertinent_o teach_v us._n a_o ditty_n to_o the_o same_o subject_n in_o sorrow_n deep_a i_o waâ—e_v i_o sleepâ—_n with_o grief_n my_o hart_n oppress_v my_o watery_a eye_n like_o winter_n sky_n bedew_v my_o mournful_a breast_n for_o when_o i_o see_v my_o love_n for_o i_o in_o flame_n of_o love_n to_o burn_v my_o lord_n my_o love_n my_o god_n above_o and_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o mourn_v with_o foot_n and_o hand_n transfix_v he_o stand_v upon_o a_o fatal_a beam_n and_o from_o his_o side_n a_o wound_n most_o wide_a power_n out_o a_o bloddie_a stream_n a_o peircinge_v crown_n his_o head_n pull_v down_o his_o face_n quite_o win_v do_v turn_v he_o for_o my_o sake_n these_o pain_n do_v take_v and_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o mourn_v while_o iâ—_n this_o pain_n heâ—_n do_v remain_v his_o drink_n be_v mix_v wiih_o gall._n his_o corpse_n lie_v bare_a his_o clothes_n they_o share_v each_o as_o by_o lot_n do_v fall_v his_o foe_n about_o do_v laugh_v and_o flout_v and_o at_o his_o virtue_n spurn_v thus_o be_v his_o breath_n shut_v up_o by_o death_n and_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o mourn_v the_o earth_n do_v quake_v the_o rock_n do_v shake_v and_o rent_v all_o in_o sunder_o the_o corpse_n from_o grave_n and_o hollow_a cave_n arise_v to_o see_v this_o wonder_n the_o sun_n so_o bright_a forsake_v his_o light_n and_o all_o most_o win_v do_v turn_v thus_o heaven_n and_o earth_n lament_v his_o death_n and_o why_o shall_v i_o not_o mourn_v loe_o when_o i_o see_v upon_o a_o tree_n his_o breathless_a body_n lie_v i_o grieve_v i_o groan_n i_o sigh_v i_o moan_n i_o pain_n i_o faint_v i_o die_v for_o thou_o alone_o my_o life_n be_v go_v until_o thou_o baâ—ke_v return_v in_o endless_a grief_n without_o relief_n i_o will_v never_o cease_v to_o mourn_v finis_fw-la the_o top_n of_o the_o heavenly_a ladder_n or_o the_o high_a step_v of_o prayer_n and_o perfection_n and_o the_o progress_n and_o compliment_n of_o the_o foreâ—aid_a practice_n and_o devotion_n my_o throne_n in_o a_o pillar_n of_o cloud_n eccl._n 24._o 7._o a_o life_n hide_v with_o christ_n in_o god_n coloss._n 3._o 3._o true_a happiness_n in_o a_o monastical_a life_n thy_o force_n strain_v '_o above_o ela_n raise_v yet_o never_o condign_o can_v thou_o praise_v a_o state_n monastical_a which_o if_o it_o be_v with_o learning_n state_v and_o to_o study_v dedicate_v lord_n how_o beneficial_a but_o if_o it_o want_v this_o ornament_n and_o eke_o the_o grace_n from_o heaven_n send_v sad_a o_o sad_a imprisonment_n let_v fiery_a mars_n blow_v up_o the_o scot_n or_o let_v the_o britan_n go_v to_o th'pott_n the_o col_n mean_v time_n regard_v it_o not_o or_o let_v some_o fierce_a &_o foreign_a host_n the_o spaniard_n sweed_n or_o dane_n