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all_o thing_n as_o in_o and_o under_o he_o who_o count_v it_o his_o only_a interest_n to_o quit_v all_o self_n interest_n and_o particular_a end_n and_o to_o be_v free_o at_o the_o disposal_n of_o the_o high_a mind_n conformable_a to_o the_o high_a good_a cheerful_o compliant_a with_o the_o uncreated_a will_n potiphar_n have_v so_o commit_v all_o to_o joseph_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o great_a faithfulness_n that_o he_o know_v not_o aught_o he_o have_v save_v the_o bread_n that_o he_o do_v eat_v gen._n 39_o 6._o but_o this_o similitude_n be_v too_o low_a a_o godly_a soul_n shall_v commit_v all_o its_o interest_n its_o life_n and_o livelihood_n and_o all_o to_o god_n in_o the_o sense_n of_o his_o sovereignty_n and_o not_o know_v aught_o that_o he_o have_v no_o not_o his_o own_o life_n but_o despise_v it_o in_o comparison_n of_o uncreated_a life_n as_o job_n speak_v job_n 9_o 21._o methinks_v the_o sovereignty_n of_o god_n speak_v such_o language_n to_o the_o soul_n and_o in_o it_o as_o eli_n to_o samuel_n my_o son_n hide_v nothing_o from_o i_o keep_v nothing_o back_o of_o all_o that_o thou_o have_v and_o the_o pious_a soul_n shall_v not_o with_o foolish_a rachel_n conceal_v any_o selfish_a interest_n so_o as_o not_o to_o be_v willing_a to_o part_v with_o it_o when_o its_o sovereign_a lord_n and_o father_n come_v to_o search_v the_o tent_n but_o with_o allusion_n to_o amos_n 6._o 10._o when_o god_n come_v to_o ferret_v out_o all_o self-interest_n and_o shall_v ask_v be_v there_o any_o such_o yet_o with_o thou_o shall_v be_v able_a to_o answer_v bold_o no_o there_o be_v none_o bless_a be_v the_o man_n that_o be_v in_o such_o a_o case_n bless_v be_v the_o man_n who_o only_a interest_n it_o be_v to_o serve_v the_o will_n of_o the_o lord_n well_o improve_v the_o infinite_a sovereignty_n of_o god_n to_o this_o end_n and_o work_v it_o upon_o and_o into_o your_o own_o heart_n that_o all_o self-will_n may_v stoop_v to_o it_o and_o let_v the_o main_a interest_n of_o 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eye_n and_o own_o and_o sincere_o to_o acknowledge_v even_o in_o the_o time_n of_o our_o great_a extremity_n after_o the_o example_n of_o daniel_n chap._n 9_o 14._o the_o lordour_n god_n be_v righteous_a in_o all_o his_o work_n and_o of_o the_o godly_a levite_n neh._n 9_o 33._o thou_o be_v just_a in_o all_o that_o be_v bring_v upon_o we_o thou_o have_v do_v right_o argue_v with_o abraham_n gen._n 18._o 25._o shall_v not_o the_o judge_n of_o all_o the_o earth_n do_v right_a can_v righteousness_n itself_o err_v in_o judgement_n shall_v the_o timber_n say_v unto_o the_o rule_n why_o have_v thou_o measure_v i_o thu_o or_o to_o the_o line_n thou_o be_v crooked_a be_v not_o my_o way_n equul_a say_v the_o lord_n ezek._n
god_n gal._n 2._o 20._o for_o though_o he_o walk_v in_o the_o flesh_n yet_o he_o do_v not_o walk_v after_o the_o flesh_n 2_o cor._n 10._o 3._o and_o yet_o this_o gracious_a soul_n even_o as_o all_o other_o believer_n be_v at_o a_o distance_n from_o god_n and_o that_o not_o so_o much_o by_o reason_n of_o his_o creatureship_n for_o of_o that_o he_o do_v no_o speak_v so_o the_o very_a angel_n of_o god_n be_v at_o aâ—_n infinite_a distance_n from_o god_n but_o by_o reason_n of_o this_o mortal_a body_n and_o animal_n life_n which_o hinder_v he_o from_o be_v so_o nigh_o to_o god_n as_o his_o soul_n be_v capable_a to_o be_v whilst_o wâ—_n be_v in_o the_o body_n we_o be_v absent_a from_o the_o lord_n i_o e._n at_o a_o great_a distance_n from_o god_n 1._o we_o be_v distant_a from_o god_n as_o to_o that_o knowledge_n which_o we_o shall_v have_v of_o he_o philosophical_a divine_n speak_v of_o a_o threefold_a knowledge_n 1._o 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o essential_a knowledge_n of_o god_n 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which_o be_v in_o this_o animal_n state_n imperfect_a this_o in_o the_o platonic_a phrase_n be_v 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d 〈◊〉_d a_o contact_n of_o god_n and_o in_o scripture_n language_n a_o behold_v of_o god_n face_n to_o face_n which_o we_o be_v not_o capable_a of_o in_o this_o animal_n concrete_a state_n so_o may_v the_o answer_n of_o god_n to_o moses_n be_v understand_v when_o he_o beseech_v god_n to_o show_v he_o his_o glory_n exod._n 33._o 18._o i_o e._n to_o imprint_v a_o distinct_a idea_n of_o his_o divine_a essence_n upon_o his_o mind_n verse_n 20._o no_o man_n can_v see_v i_o and_o live_v i._n e._n no_o man_n in_o this_o corruptible_a state_n and_o animal_n life_n be_v capable_a of_o see_v i_o as_o i_o be_o to_o apprehend_v my_o divine_a essence_n to_o see_v my_o face_n the_o vision_n of_o god_n be_v not_o in_o this_o life_n but_o in_o the_o other_o so_o that_o a_o man_n must_v die_v before_o he_o can_v thus_o know_v god_n this_o be_v the_o exposition_n of_o jewish_a doctor_n 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